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hi everyone, i need a favour from you guys. anyone who have a few different anti anxiety pills or meds at home can they take a picture and send it to me? i promise i am not doing anything wrong just trying to step towards getting out of my circle of anxiety.
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im diagnosed with depression and anxiety, but ive felt that theres something else going on, and i relate to a lot of posts here. what would be the pros and cons if i do seek a diagnosis?
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like sometimes i just feel strung out in my face and eyes and even though i dont look any different to me i feel like im strung out. i noticed that you tend to feel it more if youre getting fractured sleep. where youre not just like falling asleep and the next time you wake up its morning.
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is it normal to feel like several different versions of your own self? and is it normal to feel like a spectator?
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my someones following me paranoia came back while i drive, now i cant drive without pulling over to throw up from anxiety. this sucks.
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i feel like i have multiple personalities, or at least multiple versions of myself. is there anything that can cause this feeling other than did?
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it went horribly wrong ,i just feel stupid now .turns out i was delousonal the whole time about us ever being a "thing". i have the screen shots to prove it . guess i'm just looking for support and words of wisdom now the conversation :
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i think i there was a similar post recently but i cant find it if someone can tag me in it id appreciate it but im wondering whats everyones going to music/song when they need it most?
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hi, i'm part of a uni start-up that's looking to improve mental health care and we'd really appreciate your feedback on what we can offer as part of our upcoming online platform. please fill out this quick questionnaire as any feedback would be greatly appreciated. thank you for your time! [
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i got a new job and i keep thinking about that i'm gonna fail,i'm gonna get rejected when asking help,that i have to be n1,that the time won't pass and i'll be stuck in turn,or watching constantly the clock for fearing of making mistake or asking help so i wanna the turn to be over soon.
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i just googled whisper app schizophrenia. and guess what i got. people confessing that such and such family member is schizoaffective or schizophrenic and how awful they are. no exceptions except maybe 1. didn't know normies considered us so awful.
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i feel like im fucking up a lot lately and im just stressed out over stupid shit which is making me do stupid shit thats stressing me out even more
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does anyone have any tips ive been dealing with depression and anxiety and some times i get so out of i dont feel real and its a really scary feeling it feels like if your trapped behind your own eyes and just trapped in your head. im going to therapy soon but i just need some tips to deal with it meanwhile.
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i am extremely curious about this because after i googled "longest living person with bipolar", a different result popped up. there were so many researches correlating bipolar with shorter life expectancy. please enlighten me guys.
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i have comorbid bipolar [type 2] and borderline personality disorder. does anyone else here have this diagnosis? and if so, what's been your experience?
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you have to work towards it every day. you already know what kind of life you want to live. the modern world is comfortable, excess comfort leads to laziness, if your unhappy its probably because you know changes need to be made.
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i just keep thinking about the future and my heart beats so fast and i feel so tight in my chest when i think of failing a subject or having to study a degree i don't like in the next 2 years...what should i do??
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because i dont think anything is fun anymore so doing anything feels like a chore. at least i feel like i have to do my schoolwork so its easier to feel a bit of motivation to actually get it done. does that make any sense??? taking care of myself and doing things that are supposed to make me happy seem like a waste of time.
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it's frustrating as fuck. i just want to know what's wrong with me, and why my brain is fucked up, but it's like a murder investigation. those little red strings connect to everything and it's no help because how am i supposed to figure it out without help when i'm just like... a meatball of every mental disorder under the sun.
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i am sick and tired of this fucking shit that life puts me through. thereapists ar enever there when you need them to be
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im keeping my diet in check and working out 3 times a week but my scale is stuck at 11 lbs. heavier than normal. is it even possible to beat the weight gain? im getting mad about it.
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ill get into these stages where ill absolutely obsess over people, whether its my boss, a new coworker or etc. itll happen for months on end and then it will just end! i wont find them attractive anymore or ill just be cordial with them like it never even happened. anyone else?
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i havent showered in like a week maybe more, and i never brush my teeth. i need to get better at this :(
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idk how long i have been disassociating but it has been one of those phases where i get in auto-pilot mode and dont even realise it. yesterday, it finally hit me that i hadnt been myself and definitely am coping with depression. i cant see my therapist for a few weeks but does anyone have tips on not disassociating as much?
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i always get a panic attack once i need to do an interview over the phone. since its not in person, i cant tell what the other persons body language is, facial expression, and it freaks me out. what if theyre thinking im a complete idiot?
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im 17 and schizophrenic i take risperdal or risperdone whatever its called. what if i ingested lsd or shrooms?
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i experience daily where i create a fictional scenarios and situations in my head then actually start to get angry. i hate it but i cant control it and it gives me a panicky feeling.
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the fire won't light anymore. i am alive because of my cat. i don't trust myself to live. x200b; i am so tired
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does anyone experience bipolar but only depressed, normal, and mixed moods? no real distinct mania or hypomania but maybe two day hypomanias. x200b; maybe its because i am getting older and also on lithium but i do not have crazy energy ever i wish i did. i use to still have energy when i lithium but not last coouple years.
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started meds in january and havent had a hypomanic or mixed episode since. occasionally have an unusually elevated mood for a day or two, but nothing compared to how it was before. been super depressed lately and im just so tempted to go off my meds so i dont only experience depression. obviously i know this would just make things worse, and i wont do it, but im tempted
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they are helping me with on short term disability until im stable enough to work again, they are very good about me and my meds because i dont always take them but the follow ups help out. initially i thought this program was a waste of time but im glad im here
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has anyone here gotten of lamictal/lamotragine? if so what was it like? i have been taking it for about 5 years for my bi-polar and mood disorders. i feel like at this point it is doing more harm than good regarding my energy levels, mood etc. i have been debating getting off of it for a while but would like some feedback from others who have gone through the withdrawal.
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my partner got to see his first episode, i ended up going completely of the rale in my mind, that i threatened him, and scared him pretty badly how can i help reassure him that he is safe after all that?
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got a cool job the past couple of months. coworkers are nice and helpful and encourage my growth. i notice at times there's a disconnect because i'm sometimes gloomy, quiet and depressed. any advice?
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amin upo ti ramin
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i have a history of depression and anxiety. i have just woken up with voices in my head saying very depressing things to me and making me cry and its like im in some weird zone of mind.
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are bipolar and schizophrenic people more likely to have dementia later in life?
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things are looking up fir me and i believe everyone of you guys can achieve this feeling i go through bad dads but ov learn to reversed the feeling it took a while and a journey good luck and i believe in you
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i just want to know what wont make it worse. surely theres a fairly safe drug that you can alter your mind without it making psychosis worse.
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i keep thinking i may have some of the symptoms. anxiety, nightmares, voices/sounds when i'm in between being awake and asleep. these symptoms won't ease up.
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hi! i have been feeling down for the past 2 months but recently i feel much better. so, i think i might have gathered enough positivity and warmth to share with few of you amazing fighters. i am told i am a good listener. let me know if i can lend anyone an ear?
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im just curious how many clients a therapist will have at one time. is there a certain number they have to keep it to/ protocol around it?
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i know a lot of people have like twitching, tingling, numbness etc. but do any of you have the odd head sensations? like when relaxing you feel vibrating in your head or almost like a spasm? its so weird dizziness? im working on a video and would like to see how many others anxiety is physical but is different than the typical heart racing, palpitations, etc
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hey guys, i've just come off of sodium valproate 1500mg a day and am on 50mg a day of topiramate now. what are your experiences with this? i gained 20kgs on valproate and have also heard that a side effect of topamax is weight loss. would love to hear your stories
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petty shit, i know. especially with what girls have to go through on a daily basis, but damn if it doesnt hurt hearing them say that all men are evil predators and rapists when i havent done anything wrong.
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they dont have to be about schizophrenia, but i like reading about that too. ive been saying for a while now since being medicated that i prefer non-fiction over fiction, but i dont know. would like to hear yalls lists.
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i have taken this awful medication for 4 days in its 25mg presentation and i just hate the way it makes me feel. can i at this point just abruptly stop taking it or can i start taking halves then fourths then cut it completely?
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most of the time mine is more of a visceral feelingmy body has waves of tingling, some gi issues and my body has a sensory overload.
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so i find it incredibly hard to focus and keep my thoughts in the present. plain ole meditation is pretty much impossible for me. i find some things like sketching or guitar (neither i'm good at :p) allow me some form of calm that i think is similar to what a successful meditating person gets. does anyone else have practices like these that help them? i would love some suggestions.
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if so, you're not alone and good luck on your journey through psychosis!
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can one get through depression without any medication?
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having a bit of an existential crisis evening (surprise, suprise) and this question popped up in my head once again, so i'd like to hear your answers
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not sure how many of you relate to this but i have a constant need to be fighting *something*. like if there's nothing wrong in my life, that means something is definitely *wrong* and i have to figure out what it is and fight it. i think it's because i'm so used to it that when i'm not doing it, everything is simply odd.
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my mind always feels blank and i don't feel like i am really there completely. i feel somewhere in the middle of consciousness and subconsciousness. i don't know what's going on most of the time tbh. i have felt kinda like a robot or in a autopilot state sometimes also.
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then let yourself love all that you take delight in accept yourself as whole, accept the heritage that shaped you and is passed on from age to age down to your entity. remain mysterious; rather than be pure, accept yourself as numerous. john ashbery, selected poems, 1986.
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usually its genetic but im the only one. anyone else the only one in their family to have bipolar disorder?
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i feel like my music taste was influenced by the moods, so music i thought was amazing is now just mediocre. anybody else feel like this?
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i literally hate myself. i don't have any skills or talent. i'm not even good at studies and due to my insecurities i was bullied at school and developed social anxiety...
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happens to me all the time. i could be infp today and tomorrow i'll be estj... i'm curious if this is bpd related or am i doing something wrong?
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anyone take it for this? whats it like? i dont have full-blown panic attacks, just this constant low-level anxiety that makes it hard to do things, sleep, work, etc. im a little nervous because i heard it can cause mania and my last episode landed me in the psych ward and almost cost me my dream job. just wondering if its even worth the risk.
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im really curious to know if there is any research to support a treatment with smaller doses of medication? maybe a low dose of the usual meds in combination with something else? im not advocating that anyone should stop their current treatment. im just wondering if it could be possible to get effective treatment without the horrible side effects of these high doses.
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being bipolar does anyone feel like their life is going pretty well but just don't feel that "happiness" anymore ? any suggestions... and btw for the last 2 years i've been on lithium and buspar... i had to stop my latuda last year due to high co-pays.
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for me, it is hands-down: 1) interviews 2) public speaking 3) frist dates i kind of assumed that those were the top 3 for everyone, but i would be interested to hear what things are in other people's top 3.
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why cant i die if i am already dead inside? this society kills people but why dont they let us die?
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if the patient will just constantly rationalize anything that challenges their delusion, how can they be treated? what do therapists do when they have a patient like this?
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i just tested positive and i have asthma and health anxiety... for the last 3 days i had sore throat and cough, sore throat went away but breathing difficutlies came in so i got tested today and im positive... what can i expect there is no other words to describe my feelings but "ultra terrified" if anyone can help me with anything im will be very grateful
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i pushed my friends away and hurt them and the friendship is gone, any advice moving forward and coping with what ive done? i hate myself for it and i will miss them immensely.
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i don't know how many days has it been but i am back nobody really so i put all on my mind here and life is just dumb i would rather not exist
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has anyone been on rexulti and how was that like? im on 2mg now and still hear voices, and started have strange negative thoughts and hallucination, and i feel fearful.
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anyone else take trileptal for about six months and feel it peak and then taper off in efficacy? feels like im taking placebos.
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i joined an organization to develop my soft skills but this association located in another university which is superior than mine and it's one of the best in my country i always feel like an outcast even thought they treat me nicely like i am one of them for now but i am afraid that everything will turn around...
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does anyone want to be friends? we can chat through dm about our diagnosis and recovery.
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im 16 i keep cutting myself idk what to do i just wanna talk to someone
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im genuinely starting to think if you have a partner you cant experience loneliness and you are constantly fulfilled as you share a connection with another person. is this the case or am i wrong for thinking like this? in all my 26 years ive never had a girlfriend so i have no idea what its like.
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i was told i wasn't doing enough to help out at work today and i can't stop thinking about it. does anyone have any good tips on how to cope and calm myself?
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my therapist calls my phone 3 times to wake me up for our session i finally answer: hello? therapist: good morning me: can we move it to tomorrow therapist: why? me: im sleeping rn. priorities sis therapist: fiine. but i still gotta ask, any suicidal ideation or self injury behavior? me: no. how can i when ive been sleeping my life away therapist: oh my gosh
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does anyone else get frustrated when they discover something like a song, album, movie or whatever and they get really enthused about it and wanna share it with people but then youre like welp, if i share this theyre not going to care at all and probably kill my vibe? i feel like im always overly excited about stuff i enjoy and can never share that with anyone lol
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.... she's going through a tough time. i am diagnosed, she is not, but yeah, i'm pretty sure she has it also. regardless, her situation is not an easy one. i'm really worried about her.
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like sites and what not? i'm interested in both general info as well as self help. people generally recommend books and sites tend to not go into much detail.
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as suggested by the title.
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the meds arent working and my psychiatrist seems to be loosing patience with me. i dont think im going to get better and its scary.
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just anything. i want it to be as quick and painless as possible. i can travel to anywhere in the globe if need be. thanks
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currently sucking on a lime because i didnt have lemons and i full on felt a panic attack coming on. i still dont feel amazing but dont feel like im going to pass out anymore so thats a good sign
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how does everyone deal with delusional anxiety ive been dealing with it for about seven months now and nothing helps
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time and time again, people outpace time itself oh ye of little faith ez you made it, already
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does ssri have any benefit in treating depresive symptoms?
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mine is orange is the new black. when i'm in a funk i just watch it on repeat, nothing else.
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while we may not have a full knowledge set to address all forms of mental conditions. we accept our fellow humans.
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anyone of you stop consuming caffeine and do you guys felt better in general? i hate it but i cant stop drinking, its not like i have energy, i feel sleepy and lazy but the heart rate is raising up so much. now i am overall nervous as f and cant even chill for a second. is there foods or drinks i can calm myself down?
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i am glad for this sub. i can say things i cant say anywhere else. i feel validated and safe on my bad days. but lets also take the time to celebrate our victories, our awesomeness, our affirmations and the small selfish fist-pump "woo!" moments. maybe we can make this a regular feature?
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i used to wear a crown on top of a throne as tall as a skyscraper
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keep up the good fight
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hi. i dont know how to tell my boyfriend that im having a depressive episode without him worrying or being annoyed. i dont want to bother him with this because he has his own things going on. i dont really know what to do and would like some insight. thank you
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oftain if someone will repeat a word directly to me or an action, it endures rage in me and i instantly get super angry but only for about a minute or two. i already know i have multiple mental issues so maybe it's just a side to one of them.
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they were only half around anymore but it still kinda stings although i saw it coming. does anyone else have no friend?
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hi. i cannot cry for the life of me, i only cry a few times a year. last time i cried was during a manic episode (4 m ago) after i crashed my car in the hospital parking lot (im fine). before that i truly cannot remember when i cried last. instead, i feel extremely numb and overwhelmed with emotions but no actual tears. anyone else experience this?
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i started losing interest in things and lose interest a lot fast in things i think are fun, but when i try them i get bleh and want to stop, but i keep forcing myself to keep going because i have plans for that specific game. thoughts?
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it feels like too many people are flocking around lately and i want some quiet. i went to ask about my phone data problem but they couldnt fix it and now i have no wifi on that phone. 6 more hours till support group and i dont want to spend it lingering on facebook. i really want to get a partner already. what else is there to do today?
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can you help? how? do you leave them be, wait til it's over and ask if they need anything? i'd feel wrong to just keep walking but i'd have no clue what to actually do. what if they don't have a service animal, how do you help?
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i'm recently diagnosed with both, and i'm still processing what that means and all. i've known about the bpd for a little over a month, the adhd i was certain off 3 days ago. i wanna know y'all's experiences so that i can cross reference with me to understand what having those mean for me.
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