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hi all, im starting lithium today as prescribed by my psychiatrist. apparently ive been on the completely wrong meds for bipolar (prozac, lamictal, straterra). hes having me cut prozac cold turkey, keep my lithium the same, and lower my straterra. all while using lithium. what should i expect from taking lithium?

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does anyone else have shivers and fatigue sometimes when really bad anxiety starts randomly

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i have a discord with a friend i met on a schizophrenia forum where we play games online, we play mostly fps games but i'm open to almost any kind of game, if anyone is looking to game and converse in a discord pm me, gg.

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my ex just got diagnosed and throughout her life she was been a pretty shitty person. she has a nice attitude but the things that she says and does makes her seem selfish and heartless. what all does borderline personality disorder change about someone?

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im 25 y/o and been friends with her since we was about 5, always spoken and got a long like best friends but today i received a message saying she no longer wanted to be friends. its really messed me up and i dont know what to do or where to begin

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if so, what was your experience, and has it ever happened while you were still a kid.

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nobody wants to hear you yap, andreas. fucking die already.

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i was wrongly diagnosed with adhd and received it's medication for 10 years; this was very wrong for me because it made my impulsiveness worse so among other stuff, it triggered my bulimia (i don't have this anymore) and my explosiveness was very high. two years ago they discard that i had adhd and i was diagnosed with bpd. what's your story?

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still hiding from the world alone. still afraid to go to work. still afraid of my life.

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i work low acuity mens. typically we deal with suicidal ideation, drug abuse, and other non violent pts. im looking for ways to improve outcomes.

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does anyone else get they get an anxiety attack feel like that you don't want to sleep?

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suddenly fell into the depression pit tonight. even though i should be content. i have everything a person needs to be happy. anyway, looked to the internet hoping to dilute my intrusive thoughts and a fellow bipolar shared her view on our illness above. her name is gloria, and i appreciated her choice of words. take your meds

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i think i am in a mixed or manic episode currently and i have bad craving for alcohol. i am on olanzapine only and i wonder how much can i take before it gets dangerous?

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she came to visit me for a couple of days. shes only been here for like 30 minutes, just put on her shoes and jacket and left. it doesn't matter how supportive they seem. as soon as they actually see you they will go and make you feel even worse for it.

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somebody please talk to me im struggling pretty bad

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check out [ to talk about how you are feeling or just talk literally anything you like. we will listen and would carefully listen to your problems.

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if you had the choice, would you choose to suffer until you became enlightened on something? so that you may gain a better life in the long run. would you? it could be 2 years 5 years 10 years as long as you persist.

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it's a long shot but is anyone here from the uk who i can speak to on the phone?

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and it doesnt work for me. i spoke with the pharmacist who explained very in depth that this is something that can happen with generic medications. my insurance no longer covers brand name latuda cause generic is available but it doesnt work for me so..? ergh.

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i punch myself whenever i am feeling angry, guilty or depressed. i've been doing this for the longest time and i don't think i'm ever gonna get rid this habit. i also have a desire to commit suicide but i still top much of a coward to do the act. does this make me a hypocrite?

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i've been really bad the past few months and i can't see a therapist because i don't have insurance, so i was thinking that maybe getting a xanax prescription might help?

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i will milk myself and no one other than my immediate family will care. i feel so empty and sad inside. it fleets but it always comes back. i hate it. i hate me.

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i was on 500mg for 6 days, 1000mg for another 6 days, and ive been on 1500mg for an additional week (so 2 weeks and 5 days total). i have bipolar ii with rapid cycling and frequent mixed episodes.

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what do the ups and downs look like for you? looking for real life experience rather than text book info are they spontaneous or are they triggered by something? how long do they last for? do you ever have periods of baseline where everythings find for a while or are symptoms always present in one form or another? thanks!

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already looking forward to all my coworkers being enormously curious about all the things i did this weekend.

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i have to go to an old friends funeral tomorrow and i'm sick with anxiety. i want to claw my skin off. i don't know what to do.

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i'm torn between a) telling them casually up front so i can cut through the ppl who aren't interested and b) waiting until they've consistently seen me on my "best behavior" for a long time to prove that this illness isn't what they might think it is and *then* tell them.

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please, can someone tell me it gets better losing all hope and nobody cares anymore everyone hates me i can't get into a stupid dbt group it's my ex's birthday tomorrow and he hates me and refuses to talk to me why won't this fucking end

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i feel like everyone whether its my parents, friends, boyfriend whatever all hate me and everything i do is wrong. if i deviate then theyll leave me, so i live in fear and anxiety. like i want a new tattoo but i know none of them are tattoo people, so i feel like if i do it theyll hate me. so i feel trapped. does anyone else feel like this?

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it's a new year. it's 2022 and i can't really think of anything that can make my year even a teensie bit better than the last one. at the end of the day i'm just trying to live my life by someone else's code, someone else's morals because barely feel anything for people anymore. i'm pathetic and i wish i'm able to change it some day. new year's.

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i hope so. i love the idea that we can "master" this illness and maybe turn it against itself and create something good from it. wishful thinking, maybe, i have enjoyed thinking about it this recently.

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when did/do you disclose your issues with mental health, particulairly the more stigmatized mental health disorders? how did they respond? what would you do differently in the future?

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this dude on reddit i don't even know made fun of my anxiety and depression. like dude-- i don't even know who you are. i just said to him he was pissing me off and he said; "depression and anxiety. great excuses for leaving a conversation." i'm not faking it. i've had a rough time and i can't fake that.

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so im currently going through the worst depressive episode ive ever had. and sometimes just blasting music helps my brain stop being so mean. currently alanis morissette is whats playing in my head. anyone else relate? whats your current depression playlist?

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dae feel this? im not even sure in what area this potentially bad thing might be in, just a feeling that something terrible is around the corner.

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cannot sleep at all and its really making my life and studies extremely difficult

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taking xanax time to time, usually drink them before panic attack. idk whats going on lately with me, every situation makes me super anxious im super shaky every day. im pushing everyone away.

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i made a discord server where people can have a safe place to express themselves, get support, and have a safe place to go when they need it! if youd like to join.. heres a link. best suited, for 18+

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i went through a stressful break up early this month while already going through a mixed episode. i had to get more help but im back and mostly feeling better. how do you deal with the adjustment of being back home and back into life?

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i fell on christmas from a stool and hurt myself bad enough to where the pain wouldnt allow me to do my job... im currently still in pain and am going in anyways while worrying about getting into trouble for my absence yesterday... i hate this.

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i think i've noticed a pattern where i hold my breath when i'm feeling anxious/anxiety and i think this is what is causing me to feel lightheaded and very slightly dizzy, also sort of breath (duh lol) ill usually hold it after i exhale, like i just forget to inhale after or something. anyone else?

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just a thought.

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cherish little belongings. like knick knacks or books or anything sentimental. i think its because we cant have that closeness with actual people so we often love things that cant love us back.

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let me open up and just be a soundboard please

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i am very suicidal. i self harm. im like this for many reasons. some of the reasons is because i have major depressive disorder, i have misophonia, and anxiety issues. you can tell me your opinion. just be honest.

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i just feel like a shell, and it doesn't feel like there is anything to fix it. atleast nothing i can get or even feel like i can get up to go get. there is so much coming up right now and i feel unprepared for it because it doesn't feel like there is actually anything going to happen.

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mine was when i spent an hour crying after i had peach juice on both of my hands. after this i finally looked into ocd symptoms

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i think i just dumped someone who could've been really good for me. (pro tip: don't read "he's just not that into you." the paranoia will drive you insane.)

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i get vivid closed eye flashes or hallucinations. i hear clear familiar voices when i'm about asleep and wake up again. i wake up from nightmares and have trouble staying asleep. i think about the same things over and over at times. i struggle with panic and anxiety.

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my thoughts are making me feel like a horrible human that does not deserve to live. holy shit i dont know how much longer i can take this. i wish i could cut out the part of my brain that causes me to think things like that. its a prison in my mind every single day

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so as i said in the title, i experience something strange in the last few weeks. i have and feel anxiety, but my head is okay, its hard to explain, but whenever i had anxiety before, i had the scared and afraid feeling, but i did not feel that way in the last days, just the physical pain. is this normal?

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have you managed to keep any people in your life (friends, partners, family, whatever)? if so, how did you do it? how can you handle it? for me this is impossible to handle. i've been alone for many years. i used to have many people in my life, but made them all go away and ruined every relatioship i ever had. it really takes talent to achieve something like this.

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i don't feel like i exist or anything exists around me

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i feel like everyone hates me and is against me at all times. i can't pin point why people treat me so badly but it must be something i'm doing wrong, right? i must've been horrid in a previous life to deserve this constant bullshit. i'm tired.

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hey guys, something i'm going to bring up again with my doctor next time (have already brought it up once), but i haven't had a period in about four or five months since starting risperidone. i only take half a tablet. has anyone else had this problem in risperidone or other meds? thank you.

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what the caption says. and please dont comment anything like, youre loved/ cared for, or things will get better, as an answer to my question. thats not going to do anything and i dont need or want emotional validation. i want actual, legitimate reasons.

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i have anxiety and somatic fatigue thats essentially as severe as chronic fatigue syndrome (cfs). can this fatigue make it harder, if not impossible, for me to beat my anxiety? do i need medical help to treat it?

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my friends all don't want to be around me, my siblings all hate me and i've been told to kms before 3 times. so why shouldn't i do it

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like lets say they use government technology to see private messages and emails of their exs or ex-friends etc are there hackers you can hire to hack into peoples phones and emails and social media etc?

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i behave in increasingly dysfunctional ways and sucked someone into a shared delusion recently (one of my 'heaven' delusions) where she really saw the light, now wants absolutely nothing to do with me. i can't feel real without this.

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i hate myself to the point of not being able to keep my food down and i can't even look myself or my family in the eyes so i'm wondering how much longer i have before i can leave this earth

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umm was masterbating and noticed my penis was either chaffed cuz of the heat or it uhh ripped or idk so embarrassing and its red but not bleeding idk??? help idk

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yeah...i kinda hate it here. feeling is mutual though bc everybody here hates me not commiting suicide yet tho too ugly to die right now so i'll let my ed take care of that in about 1-2 years ahaha

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riddled with self hate self shame self anxiety self guilt and disgust i end up hurting people in the storm of it and myself in the aftermath. i wont, but i genuinely wish..

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my pals are playing video games but i need to revision. so i head to a self study room turns off because of this fucking pandemic they are all closed but not updated in their web so i choose the worst 3rd option from 2 option. i just want to get a good grade from this competitive programme :/ i am tired.

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so i saw a comment on a post here the other day about unipolar vs bipolar depression and that anti depressents lose there effect over time for those with bipolar , firstly is there truth to this and secondly , besides mood stabilizers and self medicating what other options do we have for help?

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can voices start out this way and invent their own narrative?

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hi y'all, i have a trauma anniversary coming up and i'm already starting to feel some effects of it. i've downloaded an app called ptsd coach and that seems cool so far, but i was wondering if y'all have any suggestions on what you do when a tough time comes around?

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i dont i dont

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i am only able to sleep for an hour or two before waking up and falling asleep for an hour or two. i basically waking up every hour during the night. is this normal? i don't want to die young because i lack sleep. does anyone else have this issue? should i switch medication if it continues?

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does this even work for the better?

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im living alone at the moment and its actually driving me to being really, really mentally unwell. im staying at a friends place while he is away. i just...i just go to food courts just to hear conversation. just to see humans. i go to different cafes and sit just to not be inside and alone. if i dont do that everyday i literally cannot cope. that cant be normal?

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and was able to order what i wanted and clean my car without having a panic attack. it sounds silly but this is big for me in light of my recently found anxiety. i made a post the other day about having to leave the line because of panic :( but not tonight. and i was by myself too. baby steps

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i just wonder if it's gonna be a little painful?

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i know you have to stay under sga income limits but sga also involves the *type* of job. what jobs are okay for people with bipolar?

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im 15 and have gad, i usually have invasive thoughts about having brain tumors or other such illnesses. recently i have started getting headaches that can be described as an internal pressure or a band around my head, these have been happening for around 5-ish days. this has been freaking me out so i just wanted to know, has anyone else experienced this?

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i'm a plant lover and whenever i touch my plants, i'm scare that i might break my plants. and whenever someone touch my plants, i'm scare and worry that they might break or kill my plants. is this normal?

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whenever i feel sad/depressed/irritated my parents always tell me to eat because they know that's what will make me happy for the moment :)

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so i still want to use the productivity boost cause ive been doing nothing for a couple weeks, i just want to make sure im not gonna do stupid shit. i guess i should be really careful and try to avoid any impulsive thoughts. i think it started yesterday cause i kept thinking "steal that persons car, kill your boss, kys, do a line" that kinda stuff

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they think they know, but they dont. they dont understand the void, the mood swings, the splitting, anything. they think we just cry all day, thats not what bpd is. i wish more people would get educated about it.

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does anyone else seem to experience dissociation for like days at a time? followed by "normalcy" afterwards? it's been around 4 days and this zombie like feeling or almost like i'm not in my own head thing is annoying. i've had gad since i was in my teens and am currently practicing meditating along with counseling and medication. any advice would be appreciated as well

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i wake up every day thinking about how much i hate myself and go to sleep thinking the same thing how can i stop

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i had an amazing childhood yet ive been struggling with depression, anxiety possible npd for a while. i dont understand why im having so many issues if i had a stable childhood and loving parents.. how did i get so screwed up

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i really vibe with you all and seeing these posts are helping me heal and be more self aware of my toxicity. im just confuse what fp, dae, and the rest mean. could we make a sticky note post with them? thanks

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is it possible for us to have a fp but also not have feelings for them?

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i love how anxiety is just a loop where i'm anxious i try out meds and it doesn't work.. or i get too nervous to call any therapist to get help..

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today, i woke up feeling ok

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when i have (unmedicated) manic episodes i start believing things i hear or see on the internet/tv/in a book/etc that i dont believe when not manic (or manic, but medicated). theyre specifically bad things, because ofc good ol bipolar wouldnt want me to be extra kind . what is this called? its driving me crazy trying to explain this without a name for it!

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i was raped at 19, and my bpd developed shortly after that. im not sure if that caused it but i didnt have any other trauma other than that.

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lately i have had the most crippling anxiety i have ever had. i feel constantly nauseous, cry at least 3 times a day, and can't shake some intrusive thoughts. i can barely sleep, and wake up well before i have for a long time. could this be a depressive episode with anxiety, or is this just anxiety?

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i have a question to ask as to what i should be doing regarding a particular situation but i want to know if there is a subreddit or is it okay to ask it here.

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like an example would be, i actually cant give any examples out of fear of something else yet again, another repercussion. i guess thats a good way to put it. everything i do makes me fear dangerous consequences and there is no escape. anyone relate to this?

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i hate my brain and i wish all these obsessions would stop. im so fucking annoying and nobody wants to listen to me. its ridiculous that im literally obsessing over the fact that i have obsessions. nobody takes me seriously though, because theyre all about things in pop culture and they think im a crazy fangirl, but i cant control it. why am i so fucking crazy?

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i think i am going to bail on all this therapy. two years in the office, a group class, emdr ... i cant keep doing this.

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my family and the few friends that left saying, this is a joke . there is no such thing as anxiety and that leads to panic attacks. you're all making it up . all is just ' an excuse '. my all sufferings are an excuse my all sufferings are an excuse

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just feeling burned, stressed and unwanted alot.

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im kind of going through a crisis right now my brain has completely convinced me that im faking everything and doing everything for attention and i think its 100% true. im sad for like 3 days then im better and everything goes back to normal. what is wrong with me

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i feel like these are my main two core symptoms that crop up. i get irritable, edgy, agitated often. i also just feel this general discontent with life like just blah. has anyone found meds to be happy, i did on 200mg of seroquel finally but i was turning into a fat lard so quit that. currently on lybalvi, buspar, and gabapentin

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genuinely cant believe theres people out there who dont want to unalive themselves on a daily basis! apparently, some people dont even think about it seriously ever. i dont remember a time where ive not thought about killing myself at least once a week. will i ever get out of it?

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