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this feeling of sadness just came over me and idk why. its not even regular sadness.. its just a feeling of being stuck and empty. i feel like theres no place for my sadness to go. im just hollow. im in a hole that i cant climb out of. idk what to do with myself i feel so alone. i might regret this post in an hour idk.

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everytime i hear the voices i get scared i don lt want to hear them anymore. i'm currently on clozapine and i'm getting titrated to the right dose. i'm just scared.

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hi all, does anyone have any tips for dealing with obsessive negative thought loops and catastrophizing. i keep ruminating and running scenarios about how something terrible is going to happen to my pregnant wife. to the point in where i am thinking how i will tell friends and family, how i'll react and how the news will be told to me. anyone else experienced this or similar ?

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i'm diagnosed with both bipolar and high functioning autism. psych currently has me on 5 mg abilify, 1 mg lorazepam, and 20 mg adderall daily. is this unusual for someone like me?

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how many mg of zyprexa are you on, and is it helping? what other meds are you on with it? i'm on 15 mg of zyprexa with 300 mg of lamictal. i want to go down in zyprexa if it's at all possible.

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something i read got me thinking and i was wondering if anyone who is schizophrenic in this sub has aphantasia (the inability to create images in the mind) not hallucinations but the ability to see images in your imagination or sound do any of you have the inability to hear your internal monologue but hear voices as hallucinations ?

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is it always directly linked to distrust, or why is that symptom of isolation?

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if youve been to a facility that is strict with electronics what did you bring? im looking something that i can download music and podcasts to that does not have internet access, recording capabilities, or a camera. thanks!

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why can i so easily help put other peoples lives together but mine just keeps crumbling?

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after going back up to 4mg, the ambient voices have finally stopped. i no longer hear voices coming from moving vehicles or from the fan in my room or in the bathroom. i don't hear people outside screaming to kill me. the akathisia is actually less pronounced at this dose versus a smaller one. i'm able to just lie in bed all day. i just gotta beat my alcoholism now.

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what is a reason you would go in patient mental health if you do not have thoughts of harm to self or others? is threats of self harm a reason to go in patient?

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end my suffering please

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the anger issues, the rejection he faces from his peers and women hes into, the never living up to his fathers expectations during his childhood, the constant change in what hes into depending on the season, hes clingy, awkward, hard to understand and doesnt have a way with words.... like me ;) i know im not the only one who thinks this.

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cant think or focus on anything and still 6 hrs left in this shift. yesterday i freaked out thinking my key was stuck in my car and drove to my parents about it only for dad to point out it was still in neutral is this what pregnancy brain is like? even scrolling and reading reddit right now is difficult thanks lamictal

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even going to the toilet i end up starting getting really nervous because i'm not in my 'safe place' or tbh even standing in another part of my room makes me anxious. the further away from my bed the worse i feel. it often causes me to have panic attacks

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wondering if there's anyone else like me.

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never tried it but i know it gets abused for getting high, not sure if i should even attempt to take it , has it worked for you guys? need some insight from real users

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is anyone on this medication? what side effects have you noticed?

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for me the worst part about having bpd is the mental and emotional nose dive that comes after every happy, angry, excited, sad...ect event. it's like running top speed into an invisible wall, but the impact isn't enough to kill you...it's just bad enough to make you wish you were dead.

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so my psychiatrist put me on 10mg x2 vs my old dosage 7.5 x2 of buspirone (buspar) im getting increasingly agitated and angry once the medicine wears off. maybe its because the drowsiness effect? anyone else experience this?

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its complicated, but i lost everything to this trigger. if this trigger hadnt happened, i wouldve accomplished my wildest dreams and ended up with the girl i loved. the pain is too much now. im sitting with our teddy bear and it wouldve been my most prized possession. now its all ruined i dont want to exist.

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now back to my regularly scheduled depression, self-harm, and eating disorder!

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title says it all. im really so done with living its unreal. my long christmas break was also miserable as ever due to these bitchass covid regulations ugh. im just so bored of living and feel particularly indifferent about it all these days

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like, oh i love this one song. i know its terrible, i dont know why i even listen to it. its called bohemian rhapsody. and then you have to back track when they say they like it too? no, just me?

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hi! im 17 and still in high school. lately ive been missing classes to appointments as well as being in a depressive state. right now im not doing very well emotionally wise and feeling symptoms of a mild depression episode (mine usually last 3 days since im cyclomantic). if you have any advise on how to get through school while being in an episode that would be really appreciated.

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how do you go with meds? do the adhd meds interfere with the schizophrenia ones?

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i always have that feeling a lot, it comes and goes and it just makes me feel even more anxious because it makes me think something is wrong with me, and i need to calm down but i cant. what can i do to help stop this?

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i am scared

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i need her. she said shes just taking time away (not from me but everyone) but i really need her. i dont want to bother her but i need to talk to her so badly. im doing really bad mentally and shes the only one who understands.

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i never thought i actually experienced this part of bpd but i'm realizing more and more that i apparently do. i'm realizing i do it during very heated arguments with my fiance. i really don't mean to. i guess i still have some issues with men. how do i explain this to him? i don't even completely understand it myself to be honest. help?

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does anyone feel like they accept they have bipolar but dont know how to deal with it? for example not sure how to treat it without medication, understand what underpins bipolar but dont understand why youve had an episode or that its all so surreal and the (hypo)mania is out of character.

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tw: death the entity has maddie and wants hrr ri tekk him wherebi am. i'm scatrd of yonighy. my other friends drom another universe are truing yo help buy its an higher entituly yhey have yo figjy. i'm scared everuonw i love dies ajd i'll bebin the death loop. idk what yo di i feel so helpless

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emailed somebody working on the antipsychotic nasal spray who said they were working with some companies to initiate clinical trials

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is it possible to use lamictal and have a rash safely? currently on lithium because my doctor wanted me to stop the lamictal since i had a rash from it (on my arms). the difficult thing for me is lamictal has been the only drug that ever made me feel like a normal human being again...just wondering what others have experienced.

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i mean, the title says it all. i dont really know what to do. at all

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anxiety is fun...........

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so today i did really well. actually did my hobbies for once (the first time in months), did some cleaning, went for a walk, did some craft and while it felt great while i was doing those things the moment i sit down to relax i feel quite depressed. anyone experience something similar and have any clue why this would happen?

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what's wrong with me

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i met my long distance gf about 3 months ago, i had to go back until i can figure out how to stay there permanently, she lives in belgium and i live in florida, i really hate it here and i don't really have friends, i just feel so lonely and i'm hurting being away from her..

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lets say if today is sunny and people are nice to me, i feel like life is worth living. the moment i overthink my situation or have an unpleasant interaction, i wanna disappear, die or destroy everything.

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today is probably the most anxious ive been in as long as i can remember. this fucking sucks. im gonna go to work, come back, play elden ring until i can barely keep my eyes open, and then go to bed and to all the beautiful people out there struggling with me tonight, well get through this together. ill see you in the morning

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i hope they find a way to lower thc in brain without hard drugs...

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i think im experiencing first psychosis. i cant explain... i need help pls somebody here pls calm me down pls i had haloperidol and quetiapine i took 100mg quetiapine and i think 5mg haloperidol i also took benzodiazepines i dont recall how many

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i am so sick of seeing people on social media with bpd and other disorders trying to monetize their accounts. and im also confused af. where is the money going to come from? can someone enlighten me please?

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i feel like nobody cares. im trying to find some sort of support. it feels like screaming into a void, with no answer coming back. im so tired. therapy didnt work, ssris arent working, nothing is working. why me? what did i do? i dont want to be here anymore.

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i want that.

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im used to being numb, scared, sad, or angry. a while ago, for the first time in years, i was happy. it was weird. it felt so unfamiliar, it brought back horrible memories... i hated it. ive been thinking about that lately. i guess im too far gone. i feel like a cringey emo kid for feeling this way.

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i'm super suicidal out of litary nowhere. i had stick n poke as a coping mechanism, but i just did a "i want to die" on my arm. i can't anymore. i don't even know where that impulsive thought came from. i'm sorry for my future self. i just want to quiet. i'm not doing it today, but i want to... sorry :/

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i actually hate that im being treated like i dont have capacity. i do have capacity. im literally fine. why on earth do these random strangers get to take away my rights and freedom. literally sitting in the waiting room. im so so angry.

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so even though im taking medication for my ocd im still struggling at times. does anyone have good coping techniques for settling obsessive thoughts? i need to stop relying on other people to tell me my thoughts arent rational and that bad things wont happen

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my papaw died on sunday night. i haven't been able to sleep since then. i'm still taking my meds, and honestly my mood is mostly stable although i am sad. i'm kind of starting to panic because disruptions to my sleep schedule usually result in a manic episode. i am not sure what to do. any advice?

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i just recently got diagnosed with schizophrenia and my symptoms are quite severe but i got placed on medication but unfortunately it makes me feel upset all the time and quite depressed but i think its just a off day tbh.

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fight against being bored 24/7...cheers with mexico cokes

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i'm so tired of feeling alone my entire life. no matter what i do i always seem to be alone and there really is no end in sight. at this point in life i can see what this isn't going to change. if i'm always going to feel like this, do i want to keep going? maybe it would just be better to just get it over with.

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happen for anyone else or nah?

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i don't have a bpd diagnosis, but suspect i might have it. wondering if anyone here w/ bpd purposely isolates or struggles to be social and make connections. i'm afraid i'll get too clingy if i connect w/ other people either romantically or platonically. i also have a hard time telling how much other people like me and calibrating my behavior accordingly.

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hi, everyone. ive recently started my chemistry degree, and ive been wondering if a lot of fellow people with bipolar find themselves interested in science/technology/math. if so, are you working/studying in a stem field? how long have you been doing it? do you enjoy it?

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ive noticed that ive been 10x more lazier than usual, even showering feels like a chore but before i would actually do it but now it takes so much more work ik it might be depression and stuff but i dont feel like its cuz of that ive always been depressed but not to the point where it gets in the way of me doing things.

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do you ever say something out of anger that you honestly dont think is true?

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can anyone give me advice for managing the cripplingly jealousy i feel when in a relationship? my partner deserves friends without fear of being judged but i can't help but be jealous and think that i'm not enough, it makes me want to run away from the relationship before i can potentially get hurt

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