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i am bipolar 1 with psychosis. ive basically decided that it would be in my best interest to not have children because it is already hard enough to take care of myself. i cant imagine adding children to that mix. im kind of bummed about this. what are your thoughts on having kids with bipolar? if you do have kids already, is it difficult to manage with your bipolar?

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i'm 39, struggle with anxiety, vivid dreams, and sleep hallucinations. sometimes i get intrusive thoughts.

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im staying in a hotel tonight so i can drink wine, read, listen to music and cry on my own. this is what my adult life has come to. i have to schedule mental breakdowns. fucking hell.

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i always thinking myself as a main character in anime or movie when i'm alone, especially when i try to sleep at night and then can't sleep it is like a kid. how can i stop?

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she saw me 10 minutes and instantly doubted my previous psychiatrist's diagnosis because i made eye contact and i was able to speak normally. she was also rude and triggered a 4 hour episode during which i heard voices telling me that they were going to kill me. this morning i heard a voice which told me that my medication was useless. it never happened before.

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everyone here should kill themselves and go through with it

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or do you get them free? i get mine free (amisulpride + clozapine). because i visit a public hospital my psychiatrist consultations are free too.

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i'm only recently diagnosed and still learning about bpd and i'm wondering if ocd is common alongside it? i'm currently on prozac for ocd symptoms but i'm noticing things that could be ocd related more and more in myself... any help?

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the most anxious day of the week for me is always sundays. i own a business and the fear of what the coming week will bring with customers and jobs get me every time. whats worse is i cant show this anxiety or my employees will see it. i hate sundays...what does everybody else have coming this week that is making them anxious about the week? thanks for commenting!

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i have a somewhat stressful job, and i just wonder if i wouldnt get so burnt out if i didnt have mental health issues even though i do my best to stay med compliant and make healthy choices.

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attached below is todays video link to my on conquering schizophrenia youtube channel. today entails cognitive magnification. like all, todays video is ever brief and can be viewed amid tempered perspective! [

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all my spidey senses up and got this sense of foreboding and i keep thinking time is stuck on the same time. could use a distraction to help calm down.

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wonder what side effects or any other experiences with this drug you've had .

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those of you who are diabetic have you found highs and lows affect you

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if you tell your psychiatrist you have thoughts,..., and your psychiatrist involuntaries you because you refuse do you have to pay for the first the days?

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ive just realized today a lot of my problems come from the fact that people view me and the way i view myself is as a little kid, like i aged backwards and am immature nowadays. what could cause this?

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my partners been going through a lot and i dont wanna bring her down mentally ive been on anti depressants for years now but recently its like everythings impossible to handle i just wish to curl up in a ball and fade to dust

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like the title says, whats some stuff i should definitely say?

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im weak. so weak. i wanna be strong though. how can i be strong. any ideas guys?

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when my significant other is doing well, they are very loving, but when their illness gets severe, they see me as an evil person, and break up with me, and want no contact. it may take months, but when the illness goes into remission, they love me again. anyone else experience this?

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how come theres not much support or literature for a person with bpd who was married to an avoidant and how the process of divorce makes us face a lot of past trauma and strong feelings of being alone? seems everything is oh youre divorcing a crazy person with bpd but what about what a bpd person goes through?

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how do i stop splitting? ive been doing it so much recently. i just want to be in a healthy relationship, every small bad thing my gf says sets me off and makes me disgusted by her. i feel so bad because she doesnt deserve that. i get quiet and just cant get past what she says, its the smallest things too. im so frustrated with myself.

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the rest of my life starts now - on meds! i know the manic episodes do not make it worth it but god am i going to miss those highs.

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guys, i'm low. can i get some positive feedback? sorry to beg ...

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does anyone know if this is something i can work on controlling with finance management or are the urges just unstoppable? i have such a bad online shopping addiction and i cant seem to be stopped. basically, does anyone else experience this? what did you do to fix it?

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i bought a journal to have a free venting space but 95% of it is just writing how much i fucking hate myself. oops.

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i usually take it between 9 am and 11 am. (i dont wake up consistently) but its now 3 pm and i just realized i forgot to take it. should i take it now? or would that mess me up?

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for some reason ive had a sinking feeling in my stomach all day almost like i'm on an elevator but, i don't know what i'm anxious about. it's weirdand i've honestly never experienced this before. if anyone has experience with this is there any way to help this?

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i currently taking 5 mg olanzapine. i split a 10 mg pill and only take 5 mg each day because i want to watch out for the weight gain. i tolerate this medication well otherwise and dont hear voices, but want to switch to asenapine because i want to lose weight. what side affects should i look out for with asenapine 5mg morning/5mg night.

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being obsessed with spirituality? sign of mania/anxiety/ocd/? i cant seem to concentrate on anything right now even taking ritalin. whats that called? i might have meditated wrongly to let that happened

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sadly i am neither so depressed to get any advantages from germany's government nor to function properly like a "normal" human being.

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i thought i'd had a stressfull semester, turns out my summer might be even worse. so this random dude i've been hooking up with casually for a few months is now (seemingly out of the blue) accusing me of stealing his wallet and ranting about going to the police. i don't know what to do or how to stop feeling anxious despite me being innocent. this sucks! rant over.

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most things, both internal and external seems to be all out of my reach of control. what do? fucking hate this

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my head hurts sooooo bad it feels like i'm gonna vomit, internally i have so much energy but it feels like i'm dying, what should i do?

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yesterday i was at the edge of the rooftop and i imagined falling down. i smiled. i'm scared that it might be the only thing that will give me the peacefulness i crave.

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tell me u are on lamictal and it works for u, me bipolar 2 and so desperate to get a right med, lamictal worked each time i increase dose but i fall back again in low moods wud appreciate a word

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the symptoms i have can be flared by nothing... the left side of my body starts to feel empty, numb and my chest becomes tight. i've been to the doctors to check my heart (multiple times) and even had x-rays on my chest... can physical anxiety symptoms feel similar to what i'm experiencing? sometimes it can be triggered by nothing.

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so, i have always had severe depression. i went for lab tests about 2 months ago and i had a vitamin d deficiency. i have corrected this and ive noticed a drastic change in my moods. my mood swings and depression are so much better now. i think its worth it to get your levels checked if you have depression, just in case. thought id share. take care everyone!

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will hello there i suffer a several types of mental illness and my dr told me to try to speek it out on any platform try to talk to more people i didn't go on fb because i didn't tell my family and friends i have that kind of issues so .....

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just curious. i don't have anybody irl, and i'm just close to losing it.

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is there anything you are greatful for in life?

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i have mental flashes of myself with female characteristics. also i see a female and imagine her features on myself. help

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im nervous to start a med to help with my depression because my manic and psychosis episodes are easily triggered by medicine. currently taking a mood stabilizer (depakote) and an antipsychotic (zyprexa). what do you take for depression?

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i'm a 23 year old virgin because i'm a massively dissociated, highly creative, hyper intellectualised, socially illiterate, lacking basic sense of self worth and value, entirely selfless, consumed by cripplingly suppressed emotional pain, borderline delusion fuckhead. why was elton john a virgin until he was 23?

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dating for me is generally very hard and its difficult to stay motivated and hopeful. especially since even on medicine, i tend to get manic when it comes to them. im not hopeless but it gets annoying and i want to be nicer to myself

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[ i wrote this song for my big brother. i felt that a lot of people other than my brother can feel the message. its about still having hope. not giving up. if you enjoy it please like and comment.

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i need friends but i struggle and am still struggling so hard to get irl friends

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i cant eat anymore. it feels disgusting, every bite makes me want to gut my organs out. i want to vomit every fucking calorie ive eaten.

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i've heard about psychedelics helping folks with depression and ptsd. however, when i mentioned it to my psychiatrist, she said that it's not recommended for mood disorders like bipolar. i'm desperate to feel positive about the future and think i might be able to get there with psychedelics. does anyone have experience with psychedelics and bipolar they could share?

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life is too much and its hard to cope after going through everything. therapy and medication doesnt fix anything

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how do you view it?

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ive been depressed for 7 years

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theres really nothing like that post hypomanic episode clarity when your brain actually feels empty for a few minutes. you know, before you have to apologize to almost every single person youve talked to in the past three months.

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i'm on 3mg of risperidone and i just can't concentrate on the breath while meditating. it's like i'm in a fog and can't "see" the breath. before this drug i didn't have these problems and i could meditate fine. anyone has experience before/after antipsychotics?

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anyone have kidney disease and also medicated with anti psychotics? what works for you? my brother was recommended abilify which seems to be kidney safe but now is having the side effects of suicidal thoughts with it. he wants to change but not sure what else is kidney safe. thanks

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it's getting worse i think this should end already i cant bear this regret and guilt i feel

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looking for experiences between the two. which do you prefer? im thinking of asking my doctor to switch me to risperidone because i am messing up the twice a day with geodon all the freaking time, but im scared of weight gain. fwiw i have more delusions and paranoia than anything

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i become extremely selfish and think im the greatest person ever all while thinking im scum and not good enough for anything or anyone.

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i tried the antipsychotics listed above and they didnt work. which antipsychotics would be recommended now? ive been taking clozapine for 2 weeks now but i feel so fatigued and tired all the time, i dont know if i can carry on like that.

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i was diagnosed with gad when i was 10 and im 18 now. for the past couple of weeks my heartbeat has become a lot heavier. its not faster, but it beats really hard, sometimes it causes a vibration in my body. also, ive had a constant feeling of shortness of breath during this time. i was wondering if anyone else had similar issues. thank you

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i started propranolol 10 milligrams about 9 months ago and it was working great up until a few months ago. should i talk to my doctor about upping my dose? had anyone experienced the same thing?

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could schizo voices be more than thoughts? i do not hear any external voice, but ive noticed (after losing mental clearity) that my negative thoughts seems more like lots of people saying things than myself telling me something. i went trough 2 psychosis and i think i have genetical predispose to schizophrenia, yet i am not diagnosed (and yes, i know i should visit a doctor)

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but battle i will can't give into this bullshit all the time just can't not losing my shit and not losing my life (well not at my hand) not this bitch no fuck that. fight continues keep fighting y'all and have a great day.

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is there anyway to minimize weight gain on haldol? ive gained 60 lbs in 3 months and its really hitting me hard. my old anorexia/body dysmorphia ways are coming back. does metformin help with weight loss?

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when you have so much energy and anger and just want to scream and punch things how do you calm yourself down ive been stewing in my anger for hours ive been writing trying to get it out but ive written 7 pages, my wrist hurts and im still mad. i know its not even about anything worth being this mad about but fuck im so angry

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i just went to see my ex today, the one who broke a beer on my hand, forced me to film him cutting himself, and other stuff, does someone have advice for stop being in a toxic relation like this one please? thanks and stay safe

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im not sure if this is a self-esteem issue/anxiety, but everytime my submitted assignment is shown to class during assignment reviews when my name is called in class, my heart immediately beats really fast and i can hear it really loudly too. anyone faces this problem as well?

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i want to die. i hate this life. i have no future. i just hope i had enough courage to just do it.

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i have recently been engaging in meditation and i have found that it significantly worsens my hallucinations and can lead to a lasting aura of disconnection from interpreted reality. i am curious to know if this is an experience others have had or if i am simply 'doing it wrong'.

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i think that sometime it's others people who see in black and white, in their minds bpd people are insane, evil, everything wrong with this world... and that's just not true. it's easy to accuse bpd people because they are rejected by so much people, it's like ganging up on them.

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it seems to happen pretty frequently for me. it's not random since it's usually in response to something bad, but then sometimes that's all that i remember is just a vague memory that something that really upset me happened. it just worries me. i have a lot of memories with holes missing in them. i'm just wondering if anyone else gets that.

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i swear my anxiety makes me do and say the dumbest stuff because my thoughts are always racing and i dont always give myself enough time to process them before speaking or acting. and then i get embarrassed which makes the anxiety worse.

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ive had anxiety for years, and ive been able to manage it more or less. its recently started to impact my sleep and its gotten to a point where my doctors and i agree that medication is my next step. ssris and the journey ahead scare me to no endif any of you all have success stories, hearing them would help a lot. thank you :)

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anyone up for a conversation? i could really use it and i'd appreciate it.

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hey peeps lets all show appreciation towards the mods here! this is a place that ive come to vent and gotten so much love back i didnt even realize the mods were so stressed. happy the page is back thanks for all yall do fr !

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does anyone know medication apart from benzos that i could take to stop my severe panic attacks that i could take in conjunction with latuda? such as an antidepressant thats safe to take with antipsychotics?

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please someome come kill me i am too big a pussy to kill myself i will do anything for you just come end my pain please

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i'm doing an awareness assignment for one of my classes and i want to raise awareness about bpd. i'm having a hard time visualizing because everything gets so personal and ugly from my perspective. tell me how you visualize bpd or any of its symptoms. if you could link images that convey your idea better than that would be amazing. thank you!

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here's my channel! hope you like electronic music! it's mostly instrumentals/beats. [

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could a family member discharge a patient earlier than against the doctors date?

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im starting latuda now, and i was wondering how other people reacted to it. also, i need to work the next day, will i be ok or should i take a day off?

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been on lex/abilify for a few weeks now and kinda lightly drank but want to know if its alright or if i should limit.

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remember everyone. no matter how bad it gets and how badly you think you've fucked up so far, you can always wake up and say to yourself "well shit...at least i'm not gabbie hanna" and that's something that's worth a smile, at least a small one

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got accepted into the top 5 business schools in the country. chose to stay home and attend local college due to my anxiety and depression. 5 years later still haven't graduated and already downgraded my degree twice.

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does anyone else during a period of normalcy look for signs of an episode like they want to be unwell? does this make me a fraud? i feel ashamed for wanting to be sick or wanting to exaggerate normal behaviour.

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nobody wants to hear about how anxious you are constantly its tiring and annoying. i have no one to speak to about this. i just wanna disappear and die

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they keep getting removed for length even if they arent long?

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i'm so tired of being alive, but i also know i'll never even take a step in any attempts, so it's just a lot of pain then numbness.

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tomorrow i have an appointment with my doctor she will prescrbe me some ssri or smth like that, can anyone confirm these make a difference and if yes , how?

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im having a really hard time with this thought right now. im not sure if this is bpd or part of any other personality disorder but its all i can think about. how much i dont want to be myself anymore.

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have a playlist started on spotify to help me get out of my bad moments and keep me feeling good. looking for additional songs to add. any suggestions welcome ! [playlist](

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i cant deal with this anymore. it keeps getting worse. it keeps me up at night and i get them when i really shouldnt. how do i make it stop? i really can not deal with it anymore. it almost makes me want to die. i need it to stop right now.

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i was hospitalized because of schizophrenia and bipolar symptoms and got stabilized with meds. hopefully ill start therapy and continue to get better.

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i was diagnosed with bipolar about 1-2 years ago, what are some good books (by people with bipolar or by doctors) about bipolar disorder?

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exhausted, feel empty, have to force myself out of bed every day. every one is acting as stupid as an ape that is blind and deaf. still have to do homework. havent had a good day in forever. yayy. got good sleep last night. still tired.

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if you have this type do you feel medication is a must or if not, how is your experience of getting by without it?

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and how do you bring it up?

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i'm just so fucking tired and exhausted. i don't want to keep going. i just want to fall asleep and never wake up.

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