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5 years of depression and stress but tried to be productive in life. and suddenly no emotions , no expressions, no interests. at this point nothing is good enough. try to be happy??? i don't even know if i can smile and really mean it...

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does this happen to other people? i noticed it, but tried brushing it off, until it made getting my leg tattooed very difficult as i kept twitching. now im wondering if this may be permanent and how its affecting my sleep.

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ive realised that theres always something that fills my thoughts and makes me split. one month it will be cheating, then money, then drugs, then porn, then work. i am always wondering when will my struggle be over only to find a new one. its like i am always working to accept or overcome something but it never ends, theres always something new after that. is it just me?

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fragile. i learned this today. it is the only item to make everything make sense. my sister was very suicidal growing up, it was as if 'we had to walk on eggshells.' my grandmother saw the bombs fall in dresden, she grew up there.

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after 3 year we broke up my ex contact me again and i just knewing he have adhd . what should i do? i just dont know how to handle this situation..

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i sleep 12 to 15 hours a day. when i am not sleeping, i just lay in bed listening to music. i feel like shit. i have no desire to go out for a walk, i am not going to the gym no more, i have no friends, i have nothing. i think about suicide daily. fuck this bullshit world.

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do any of you experience them? i legit just heard a voice say yummy right as i was writing this post, what's so yummy that you had to tell me huh? earlier they were talking about vanilla and milk, doesn't sound bad tbh, sometimes they're fun to chat with, they do still get in the way tho, it makes it hard to socialize recently.

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just imagine your own family is the reason for depression. they ruined my childhood and now my teenage life. i fucking hate my father.

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anyone besides myself quiet and calm by nature but have certain people i cant shut up around...lol i used to feel like i was bothering people, but now im just more selective of when i speak or open up to people..

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tell me youre depressed without telling me youre depressed !

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wgat the title says please help i hate myself and want to jill myself hur i dint want oriole yi hydro m.

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i was taking mirtazapine and it worked very very well for my sleep for a few months and now the sadness came back, my insomnia is much worse than before, i even have the feeling that it's even worse than before that i am taking the medicine, in your opinion is it caused by the medicine not working properly?

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up until this week, my mom was my best friend...suddenlyy because of my anxiety and anger i'm not trusted. i have no reason not to just go drive off a cliff this weekend.

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im 19 years old and im worried that i may be this way. the cycles break me down sometimes. i cant tell if its fake or not, but i dont want to break 100%. if these things are true then ill be stupid to ignore it, but i just want to talk with someone on here and get an opinion. thanks!

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i feel so bad i thought i was going to stop i dont even want to lose my to music i just someone to talk to

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i am on 54mg concerta for adhd, and 200mg of lamotrigine for bipolar 2. i recently started 150mg of wellbutrin to help with my depression i've heard of people having seizures on this medication so i'm a little worried... i know lamotrigine can also prevent seizures and i've never had a seizure in the past, but i was just wondering what the chances are of me having a seizure...

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how do you guys deal with people just walking out of your life with no warning? life is so shit and i hate existing and losing someone you felt close to hurts a lot and is hard to deal with on top of everything. so how do you guys cope with it? preferrably no suggestions for self harm.

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i've been so anxious the past however long. i started reading a book a few days ago because \~escapism\~ but what am i even trying to escape?? also worth noting that i'm literally isolated from the outside world bc of covid so idk like is weird and hard

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how you guys cope with that? in my last full blown manic episode i almost got killed in a road rage.

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hey guys first time posting here just wanted some advice, so my brother is 26 and last night he randomly woke me up at 6 am and said i was having a conversation with a random man and we were plotting on releasing his photos to the public. obviously none of this is real and i was wondering is this is an early sign of schizophrenia

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would anyone be up to talking? feeling meh today.

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it seems to me that my anxiety has been getting worse at nighttime for the past week. my heart starts racing it feels like i cant catch my breath. whenever i try to lay down to sleep (with my meditation music on) , my mind wont stop racing it takes me hours to fall asleep. does anyone have the same issue? what are some remedies that help you?

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i was diagnosed with bi-polar by a psychiatrist from the first session with him and he described trileptal 300 tabs but it causes pain in the head from time to time not a severe but irritating and it last for a while like 6 hours and i am n pain now i dont know what to do?

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i punched the road and sat on the edge of a bridge above the highway. the hotline left me on hold for 2 minutes so i just called my mom

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i will literally go out with people eg people i meet online and i cant make eye contact with them and i dont know how to help it . im not a shy person it just happens

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my suicide attempt was in 2019, the time i got sent to the hospital to be saved, except that i didnt survive, the person whos living is just a small fragment of my soul. i dont know what day it happened but i want to send white flowers to myself.

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first day back in over two months due to a hospitalization. im starting a new position behind a desk so hopefully that helps me out. symptoms have been really bad lately and ive been hallucinating daily. but on the bright side i only have 4 months left in the military :)))

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i take 2000 mgs of depakote and 80 mgs of latuda, i cant seem to lose any weight, i eat fairly healthy and exercise 2x a week but i carry 10-15 lbs more then (to me) makes sense any tips?

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hi guys i have had latuda as part of my regimine for about 10 years and i think my body is in metabolic danger from extended use. i have no idea how to get off or what to do or how to tell my partner i want to stop

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i would like to know if someone have experienced such feeling, because right now im feeling like that and i would like to know how you manage that feeling.

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i got the date of my driving test wrong and i missed it. i am feeling guilty, anxious, panicked. any advice on how to feel better?

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basically had a fit of rage while driving and when my sister and friends got out of the car (i did not) apparently they were talking about how they always have to walk on eggshells around me because they never know how im gonna react/: theyll probably leave soon and so would i ya know?

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when you stay home for a long period of time and then get the wild idea to go into public. a few minutes into it you remember why you stay home.

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have you ever been happy and its cringey? ill never be happy again on purpose.

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here is the link to the yt video i made [

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turns out i'm a total idiot and literally feel worse than i've felt in months i hate it. i hate how reliant i am on anti depressants just to feel normal and functioning. ugh.

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weekly mega thread. med related discussion. anything medication related goes here.

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just kinda curious

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the cops won't help me i'm alone i'm alone i see him everywhere i go i can't sleep i need to tear down my walls i need to tear off my skin i have to escape this hell he is watching he is watching he is watching

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riding out this hypo

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has anyone been trying to sleep and start not being able to breath normally. its like my body forgets to breath and i have to manually breath for a while until i unconsciously breath normally again.

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i got into a psychotic episode in may after being stable for about one year, olanzapin stopped being effective. now i am on clozapin and valproic acid. it's been good so far, less paranoia, delusions and hallucinations. but something in my brain tells me that it all will come back once i go back to uni. i am so afraid that this will happen. i hate this disease.

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im into many things from gaming, sleeping, exercising, and a ton of outdoor stuff. if youd want to be friends or just talk id be so grateful tldr: need friends to keep my brain busy from the anxiety im getting from being harassed.

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hello, i'm starting a new arabic speaking podcast about mental health. i would talk and discuss mental health issues with professionals but with a light comedy approach. i would like a name that could capture that. hopefully in arabic or egyptian arabic but english ideas are also welcomed thanks a million. stay strong m

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ok i essentially am a unofficial caregiver to my mom : long story short. the current status quo aka antypyschotics have been ineffective. just wondering if anyone has better ideas or discovered different ways instead of the dopamine hypothesis its like we are still using flinstone tools in the space age

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[ x200b; check this page and let me know if you have experienced similar things?

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i keep walking and sometimes it feels like my body is going faster than i can so its like im flinging myself around ? idk man im so confused lol

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it's getting worse, am i just destined to live the rest of my life like this? what did i do to deserve this i don't get it

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i have severe abandonment issues. my irl best friend got a foreign exchange student. she has been really distant lately and i think she might actually be abandoning me. she's my only irl friend

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i find it really hard to motivate my self to do the smallest things. just get up and dressed. i feel like such a failure. i waste my days off in bed. i feel like life is just passing me by. i've been on meds for 13 years and i'm still like this. how are things going to change? do other people feel like this?

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pretty sure i just dissociated for the first time. is this considered bad ? because i started feeling this way when i got not the most pleasant news. and i didnt hurt the way i usually would. hmm. i like that.

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i can't focus or have the willpower to study, read, or do anything regarding my school assignments for university. it's hurting my grade in one of my classes. i feel nothing when it comes to certain things that give me an emotion. playing video games, reading a book, watching livestreams, and everything else i view with a 'meh' attitude. i don't know why it's so bad all of a sudden.

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meeting lasts till 6 pm et on the www.journeytogether.io app.

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no idea what to fucking do anymore and all i feel is pissed i dont want to wake up tomorrow to the same exact fucking day and i wish my therapist had fucking more appointments opened.

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ive got bandages on for some self harm and its irritating me beyond belief. its so itchy and the fucker keeps falling apart and i feel so trapped idk why. im supposed to be at work in 40 minutes. fucksake. i feel so so agitated. cannot sit still. send help.

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my doctor put me on diazepam for anxiety and when i withdraw from even a tiny amount i go somewhat hypomanic. what med would work to get me out of this state also i have akathisia.

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i just got back from having my almost 12yr old daughter admitted to a pediatric psych hospital. i know that's the best please for her but i feel awful. she was terrified and wanted nothing more than to take her home but she needs help.

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since their brains have more dopamine.

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so i have a question for all the schizophrenic people on the subreddit: x200b; who is in your walls? i am living in your walls i am living in your walls i am living in your walls i am living in your walls i am living in your walls

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or can it go away on its own? tried to google this many times, but haven't found an answer. and if there are anybody who has "outgrown" it, hold long did it take?

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**hello. i am ukrainian. i live in kharkiv. i wanted to say thank you to the americans and canadians for training our army. i thought that my city would be destroyed yesterday, but our army recaptured it. america, canada, europe, thank you for supporting ukraine**

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hi i just recently tested positive for covid and rn i only cant smell or taste. im thankful that these are my only symptoms and ill be able to exit quarantine to see my family for christmas. im just really scared i wont smell and taste again. its making me really anxious.

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what led you to discover you had bpd? was there a point, or a sign, or so forth?

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i am on six psychiatric medications to control my schizoaffective disorder. is it normal for me to sometimes have delusions of grandeur? for example i recently saw the trailer of mission impossible 7 on youtube and now i am looking for similar jobs on the cia.gov website.

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i dont have the energy to talk to anyone. i can barely keep myself alive and maintaining relationships and talking is far too draining. id feel so much relief if there wasnt someone trying to talk to me 24/7

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attached below is todays video link to my on conquering schizophrenia youtube channel. today entails the salve of time. like all, todays video is ever brief in can be viewed in the nick of time!

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i feel like i am buying new furniture all the time because i get bored with all my "old" stuff. dae have this problem? i spend so much money on furniture its unreal.

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yesterday i was so sure of myself, today i'm struggling to know who i am, i told someone about my borderline personality disorder and there referred to me as a camillion and proceded to insult me. and i took extreme offence and was left questioning who i am.

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i am trying to figure out whats making me insanely sleepy during the day. does anyone else struggle with drowsiness as a side effect? i take it at night, but it doesnt make a difference. its gotten so bad i have to fight off sleep while driving, and its interfering with my work.

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my boyfriend just broke up with me 20 minutes ago and i am being sent into a spiral and i it is the worst pain someone could ever feel. i have no one else in my life to talk to and im not sure what to do.

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(food, tv show, etc) =)

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hi there! ive just spent the last few hours balling my eyes out and fighting with my boyfriend about my stressful financial situation. im not sure if im such a wreck because im pretty much out of my manic episode or the undiagnosed adhd bees buzzing in my head all day, but i just need a hug. can anyone spare some virtual hugs? maybe some uplifting thoughts?

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if so, what job do you do?

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i have android. i used to have "relax melodies" which i loved but when i got a new phone, i lost my purchase. i emailed them, and they won't email back.. i initially bought the meditations for 7 bucks and it's currently 200... any other wallet friendly guided meditation apps that you can recommend?

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does anyone else feel like they can see the future at times? personally, i don't know if it's real but i'd like to know others' experiences and thoughts on it. thank you!

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just about every night i get one vivid dream after the next. sometimes i get nightmares. i can't figure out what's going on. i've been to my doctor and made some other changes. i feel stressed about this... sometimes i feel like i'm losing it with anxiety.

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hi. my grandma has schizophrenia and she's on meds. one pill of risperidone 2 per day. i was wondering, what can i do to make her feel better... maybe some fun things to do and distract her from her hallucinations a little? like... is there any way to help her besides the medical treatment? i guess talking wouldn't really work, what about trips, social activities, etc? would they help?

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i want to go back to community college for graphic design after a semester break. heres my thing though. ive always struggled with school with the exception of one semester when i made all as and onto my colleges presidents list. do you guys have any tips on how i can go to school/work at the same time and maintain my mental health and grades?

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hi everyone, lately i'm noticing that my anxiety peaks in the morning and i can't get anything done because of it. while, at night i could sit down focused for hours on one task. i'm thinking of flipping my sleeping schedule over, but i'm worried because i'm a student and i have classes on some days. what should i do?

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read any mental health news or studies that interested you? share them!

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not necessarily looking for instructions, but some notion that people have done it would be helpful

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my best friend of 11 years has bpd, but he just found out about 4 years ago. back in hs and college we hung out like every weekend, basically as much as possible. i thought he was a lot "cooler" and i subconciously mimicked his personality. i acted just like he did. i'm just wondering if this could be possible?

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do you feel like you miss out on a lot of communication as well?

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i've always identified with the donnie darko fil, i haven't thought of it in years til now. the calender matches. i'm having a hard time. is the predestined, it's felt like it til now and the calenders coincide. i'm struggling.

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she said shell call me everyweek. i said no, because it kills the point of vacation. i have only seen her for 3 weeks. out of the 8 therapist ive been with my whole life, she is the best.

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so many things i have directly relate to the symptoms of schizophrenia. [view poll](

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i'm just curious if there's any research into a woman's menstrual cycle and it's correlation to bpd symptoms.

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now i just have to get over this pervasive personal belief that everyone around me thinks i'm a freak. i feel like i'm manifesting that to become real

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when you close your eyes to sleep your eyes feel like they are flickering loads but your eyes arent actually moving?. i am guessing this is down to my stress and anxiety.

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i have been on caplyta for about a month and im curious about other peoples experiences.

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forever slaves to creative destruction

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and is this dosage too low to prevent positive symptoms? i have residual schizophrenia, and currently i am on 300 mg of amisulpride. my positives i used to have were delusions only. considering going down to get more motivation and less anhedonia, as i've seen many posts recommending it for this.

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does anyone else feel like they deserve to die. ive felt that way for awhile. like i'm more of a burden on others and they'd be happier if i was dead.

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there i said it. i would rather screech here than in a room locked with a judgmental sod charging me

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cuz i am

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i'm terrified of the meds, being there alone all while this hospital has bad reviews. am i going to be okay?

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i have no motivation to do anything but lay in bed and play on my phone. even taking a shower is hard. what is wrong with me and how do i get out of this before i waste my life.

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many times i just can't talk or discuss with my wife and i just stay silent, she gets irritated and frustrated, we are newly married and she's my best friend. i am suffering from gad and depression. depression gets bad after i have an anxiety attack. this gets me ask myself this question, am i being a burden to her?

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ill sometimes have to ask someone to repeat what they just said. ill be in a room with people talking to someone and their voice will get quieter in my head. then ill have a day dream where the people in the room turn to dust and ashes fall from the ceiling. the whole room will have an appearance of being abandoned to decay.

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