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ive been having an episode for 3 days now. the feeling wont go away unless im sleeping. what should i do?
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im on olanzapine (7.5 mg) and metformin (1000 mg) and i still see the weight kind of creep up. im wondering if seroquel is better for weight management compared to olanzapine. what was your experience on seroquel?
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22,765
i'm getting hallucinations when i'm about asleep. my dreams are crazy vivid. i worry about schizophrenia, but apparently its hypnagogic hallucinations. i get really anxious at times. sometimes i feel like i have brain fog.
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22,765
764
who else lol god im so insecure
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not even tryna start an argument with anyone, you know who you are. just want the sub's opinion.
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16,647
3,941
i feel like i cant carry on idrk im so aware of my illness but i cant control these emotions to where id rather not feel anything at all i feel worthless idk what o do anymore everyones left im so sorry i dont have anywhere else
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3,274
so how is everyone doing today?? anyone feel like there invisible or melting into the void or they don't matter at all?? lemme see ye and hear ye come on my people u are never alone
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22,506
if you are in high school and willing to fill out a survey i would greatly appreciate it! it is for research for my class, and need as many responses as possible! thank you
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22,506
14,152
its my 2 week on lexapro and i havent noticed any positive effects. anyone know when it should be working??
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14,152
13,135
its currently 4:40am and i cant fall asleep. im so tired, but im scared of dying in my sleep and its been so much worse this past week. every time i get close to falling asleep i start struggling to breathe. i really just want to sleep. i nearly fell asleep minutes ago but jumped awake and panicked, does anyone else deal with this?
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14,831
it sucks because whenever im not at work my confidence and happiness goes up. i feel like a different person.
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14,831
7,962
i was thinking about how much time passes before another episode. like if you are in a depressive episode for a month when would you personally expect (hypo)mania? obviously, this will be different for everyone. personally, it can be depressive then a week later hypomania which could turn into mania or it could be months before another episode.
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Бип расстройство
7,962
23,900
idk whats wrong with me but its been going on for years and i need to do my homework but i cant do it and i dont know why
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23,900
18,153
im in your walls.
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18,153
10,026
hi, does anyone here take or have taken librium for anxiety? does it work? i'm going to ask for this drug to treat my debilitating afternoon anxiety attacks that spike my blood pressure and heart rate. those ssri's don't help at all.
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19,949
for some reason, i feel like everywhere around me, people are constantly calling me a clown. i can only think about the clown emoji. but, also, it feels like i deserve it. i've done a lot of heinous shit, even at 15 years old. i don't know.
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Психическое заболевание
19,949
5,501
im slightly concerned im at risk of getting depressed. im on the verge of being unemployed because i might need to turn down work for stress reasons. any tips on finding a job and/or avoiding getting depressed? i know there may be no avoiding it, but i thought id ask. for a bit of a context, i have a phd in psychology and enjoy teaching and storytelling. thanks!
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5,501
2,220
well guys, meet this girl, give her 6k in money and help her in anything i can, she friendzoned me and i was still there, she became my world, faked cancer and she caught me, now she hates me, i was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder a few days ago, and now i'm in therapy, that last days without her and my friends where like hell.. that's my story.
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17,505
does it make things worse for you or is it enjoyable?
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12,819
a person who needed place to stay robed 7000 from my shop i am so fucked.... i don't know what to do
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18,001
thorazine 200mg lithium 200mg gabapentin 1600mg and cogentin 2mg down the hatch lights out within 30 minutes
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Шизофрения
18,001
8,599
curious for behavioral advice besides just taking meds
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8,599
7,178
or is that a mixed episode?
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7,178
14,827
has anyone else in here suffered with health anxiety? if so i'd love to speak to you please if possible
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2,451
it's as simple as that ^ i want to feel content more then anything else :/
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2,451
17,276
cant lose any weight and still without my period! and its giving me bad chest pains! this is stupid! im pissed off!
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17,276
11,553
so me and my girlfriend figured it would be fun to go out tonight to a little get together with a few other friends. were back now but she drank a little more than my comfort. for backstory, i had a bad experience with alcohol. shes worrying me slightly but shes asleep and all cuddled up against me. i need to die down my anxiety. what do i do?
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i take everything so seriously. as if i always say exactly what i mean?? i definitely dont, but then i take everything everyone else says to heart and overthink it x939494. i can tell myself im being ridiculous until i turn blue in the face but its physical. it hurts me in my heart and in my stomach. im so ridiculous. its so tiring.
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its horrible that in modern society, hospitals can force treatment under the mental health act in bc, canada. it should be considered criminal.
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11,934
i mean i'm very very anxious about things like that, but i am terrified that i would get high blood pressure if i mix sertraline with milk
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once while having a really bad episode i started telling myself i was a god, and almost believed it myself, and kept repeating to myself that i was a god and better than everyone else. it passed after a few minutes but i remember even texting my boyfriend im a god. it was like i had completely lost it.
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this stupid disorder has forced its way into every single relationship ive ever had, and has made my life hell. i feel like i dont even have control over my myself some days. i love all of my friends to bits and pieces but when any sort of conflict comes up i freak out and make it worse. help??
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763
i'm answering this questionnaire where this question pops up. it's something i kinda give a lot of thought always. i honestly cannot pick one of my several experiences, but the first thing that comes to mind is rehab and suicide attempts. that shit shaped my life. what's do you consider to be yours?
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i recently encountered a conversation where the person went "you know they aren't real, right?"
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17,195
attached below is todays video link to my on conquering schizophrenia youtube channel. today entails goal achievement beyond necessary linearity. like all, todays video is ever brief and can be viewed amid a circling doodle! [
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does anyone feel like they screw up a lot of relationships during hypomania and and mania? i feel like i do something socially unacceptable without knowing it, then get called out for it. im tired of people hating me for my illness related mistakes, even though i dont know what im doing.
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9,445
28,668
being self destructive is one of my worst qualities ever. i've stopped cutting as much but i still let my emotions get ahold of me and punch things until my knuckles bleed. i'm a victim of my emotions and i don't know what to do about it. simple things like breathing exercises and shit don't work.
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apart from aripiprazole, risperidone, olanzapine, quetiapine (and probably brexpiprazole and paliperidone), what antipsychotics work for ocd?
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26,380
i just really want to kill myself at this point. days go by with things just getting worse. feels like i got betrayed. i just cant. i have thought about suicide before as well. didnt go through with it cause it will fuck things up in my family. but i just dont care anymore.
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26,380
13,625
when im nervous and i need to speak my voice gets shaky, i have trouble controlling the pitch and i run out of breath very quickly making it difficult to finish sentences. ive tried deep breathing before speaking but nothing is helping. would propranolol help with shortness of breath and shaky voice due to anxiety? any other methods to help this? its making my job extremely difficult
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5,589
im ready how much xan to go to sleep sleep?
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5,589
10,008
say the words hulk or itatchi in your inner monologue. does your tongue move? not your whole tongue and not a lot but just small movement in the back of your tongue/throat.
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hello i wanted to ask does anyone have any experience getting a puppy. or have any advice? im thinking of getting a corgipoo thats 14 weeks old.
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just complain to someone about something thanks
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hi guys im new to this chat ,glad to find a community of people going through the same thing. dealing with social anxiety disorder. if you happen to be in the austin tx area and want to be friends lmk.
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so. much. constant. hard. pain. will it at least make me a better person in the end?
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i think i fit in all four types of bpd what does that mean?
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i am feeling most impulsive things. mainly to change my appearance. i think its due to a crush i might be feeling. bpd always comes out more when i fancy/crush on someone. i hate it!!! please tell me not to dye my hair or buzz it all off again
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2 hypomanic episodes, loads of inner turmoil and the feeling of wanting to scratch out of my own skin later, what really helped me to stay grounded and seek contentment was through exercise. i just wanted to say that you too can find your balance too, i support you wholeheartedly what balances are effective for you?
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9,878
3,107
anyone else feel like everyone says "mental health is so important" until you're too mentally ill to cook, clean, do basic functioning, hold a job, pay bills etc...
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22,474
i've been sober from substances or any drug use for awhile but it's really making me loss my mind and i want to just run and get some now.. also have been sober from self harm for awhile but i'm really struggling. i'm trying to hold on but if i don't find some kind of resort soon...idk i'm scared please help me..
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my mental health has declined enough (i had a suicide attempt) that i'm being admitted to a psych ward for my own safety. i want to write a letter to the ward staff explaining a little about me, but i have no idea what to include in this letter... does anyone have any ideas on what i might include please?
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please donate money to me i will use it to buy meds and food. i'm from dar es salaam tanzania i'm a 25 year old male. thanks a million
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i want to curl up and cry the voice tells me to die i really just want to know why life has no flavour, see: pie probably end up drowning in whiskey, rye there you are, best buddy: mine i truly wish for a normal brain: pine
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for me it has to be closer - nine inch nails and dead girl walking from the heathers soundtrack, what about yall?
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6,578
22,234
i keep getting symptoms that bother me. hearing things when i go to sleep, vision issues like seeing floaters, small colored flashes, etc. i tried getting professional help and i didn't get answers. these symptoms aren't easing up.
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wish i could ft in somewhere
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hey guys, from the uk and i was looking for some opinions and advise on medication for bipolar. my friend has recently been diagnosed and has been recommended lithium by the doctor, however, lamotrigine and olanzapine are also being offered. they are weighing their options and we would appreciate any insights. thank you
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6,589
20,116
you will receive a phone call from your mother at exactly 2:29 pm. be ready. she will ask how you are doing but you cannot tell her the truth. she cant handle the truth.
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20,116
10,877
yesterday, i stayed the whole day learning my lesson, this morning, i started teaching others about it, i was reciting it perfectly and everyone was amazed. when the teacher told me to recite it, i couldn't, i forgot everything, he yelled at me and embarrassed me in front of everyone, i feel like shit, fuck social anxiety
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hi, i'm getting attached to this person and everything they or don't do is affecting my mood. i don't want to be attached to be hurt all over again. this one sided involvement takes out the best out of anyone. can someone help me out of this situation? how do i tackle or deal with this? i'm getting anxious because of the way i feel.
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i came here because i'm feeling extremely bad for no reason, and reading all the posts here is making it much worse. i regret coming here.
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had a really awful anxiety attack last night and need to talk to someone
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i started to see a new therapist. first two sessions went fine. third session i spent entirely dissociated and honestly lowered my threshold for dissociation and i spent most of my week in that state. now what? i have therapy with her again tomorrow and am dissociating over the thought of going.
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21,402
24,650
everyday i wake up i feel like something heavy in my head push me down.i need name some of medicine or natural tip to help me get rid of this.
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24,650
12,093
does anyone have any tips on feeling tense all the time? i had a massage this morning and the therapist kept telling me to relaxwhich made me more anxious and tense! im not sure that im ever not tenseany tips would be appreciated!
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just a few years ago i only needed about 5 hours sleep minimum. these days, i sleept at least 10-12 hours each day. i still feel so tired throughout the whole day though. getting out of bed after waking up is extremely difficult for me.
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x200b; *processing video dr44kvj5we891...*
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my partner simply does not get jealous. used to drive me up the wall (because why dont you care about losing me?? lol) but ive come to understand and accept thats just how she works and she just has a secure attachment style (very unlike me). wondering if anyone here can relate
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more of a funny thing than a depressing one. i suggested biweekly therapy cause i know therapy schedules can be tight these days, and the therapist was like uhhhh based on what youve told me i was thinking once a week like, damn, i really am that unstable
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i just want to say thanks to y'all! this little reddit community is so validating. i love that there are so many of us with that one weird tattoo or hypomanic habit and what not. it always makes me feel a bit better when i'm spiralling.
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looking back throughout my life i've noticed that myself and two close family members suffer from anxiety. is there a genetic link?
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sometimes i imagine myself in a train talking to some of my friends what is this
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12,753
im travelling right now and think im having a terrible panic attack. please talk to me and take my mind off it. i can't call my parents or anyone because it is 3 in the morning for me here.
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does anyone else do this?? i find that when im off of ssris i cry even easier. how do i stop? i dont wanna be a burden to my friends because of how much i cry. im talking multiple times a day
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does anyone know of any medications in development that could potentially treat negative and cognitive symptoms of schizophrenia? i've been struggling for almost 10 years with severe negative and cognitive symptoms that i'm basically disabled to the point of doing nothing all day
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i feel completely like im hypo, all of my usual symptoms, except that i am sleeping maybe even more than usual. i have a more rigorous and long daytime schedule right now so maybe thats it? i dont know, is this even possible? am i actually hypo? like i said, everything is the same except for this. am i legit? kind of freaked tbh
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6,144
2,413
anyone else? is this part of bpd? i think i overreact to things noon bpd people take more in stride.
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attached below is todays video link to my on conquering schizophrenia youtube channel. today entails an a priori strategy! like all, todays video is ever brief and can be viewed amid your daily planning!
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its so weird
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i tend to do that not just in mania but also depression. i told her whenever i feel too many negative emotions so that i cannot almost feel anything, it helps me a lot being as an outlet. then she asked "oh it's like you feel alive" so i said yes i think basically she asked me if it is a self-harm and yeah i think so
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6,907
13,078
like im so angry and like u wanna punch a wall but u dont even know whats bothering u and its such an intense feeling and u feel like u cant get a feeling of relief
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12,584
after having some very high anxiety, for the last few weeks i get this swirl feeling in my head that comes and goes but i'm not dizzy. it's weird i can still go on and do things throughout the day but this feeling in my head is still there and it's hard to describe. hopefully it's nothing serious.
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i was wondering if you could lose weight on antipsychotics? for reference im on lybalvi and geodon. thank you.
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12,659
it's my last few days at work (9days to be exact) and today my boss still reprimands me for not doing what he expected. he embarrasses me and reprimands me in front of all our colleagues (online meeting) by asking me questions i cannot answer. please help me how to cope with everyday hell like this.
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i dont know why but the past couple of years whenever im in a group of friends or just in public i always feel like they are laughing at me when i turn my back against them. i dont know who to talk to about this since im probably just imagining things.
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have you ever lied to yourself so much about something, a certain situation for example that you started to refuse to believe that it is a lie/in your head, and that you can't believe the truth about it anymore. so that you sincerely start believing something you made up yourself?
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626
9,624
does anybody deal with "internal outbursts"? like you get angry and everything but don't act out on them?
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9,624
655
people with bpd have a fear for abandonment. people with avpd have a fear for rejection. how do you differentiate between those two?
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i have been on escitalopram for about 7 years, my psychiatrist thinks i have bipolar but my concern is my lack of emotions, anti-depressants have curbed my suicidal ideation but why can i not feel any happiness, mental illness has taken away so much from me, looking for some words of encouragement? tired of being alive
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i have found that adderall ir (immediate release) while not perfect, works better for me than any of the other adhd meds. but the doctor will only prescribe the xr. anyone have experience with ir vs xr?
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im shopping around for a new therapist because i have insurance again. do you think its better to go with therapists who explicitly list bpd as one of their areas and also lists dbt as a method they use? or does it really matter at all? why not just go with whoever looks like they may vibe with you?
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my symptoms have been at bay thanks to zyprexa.
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holy fucking shut my heart feels like its going to pop out. i just quit a job i only worked at for one day. im scared they hate me. im scared my parents hate me and will yell at me. im such a fucking dumb bitch now i have no job. im really trying to get a job but my anxiety is so bad i suck
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nightmares of me in distress and hysterics, with no one to comfort me, just laughing in my face, mocking me. i feel myself sink back into my childhood self. i wake up panicked and distressed everytime. share your ones, maybe?
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having no friends at 22 is something i dont wish on nobody , i feel so alone in every way
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i don't know how to not think about it, i was just reading a book and my thoughts drifted off to suicide and everything related to that. how do i make that stop???
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i've just realised i suffer from hardcore dissociation. what do i do.
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