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ptsd | 8601tu | (15, 20) | He said he had not felt that way before, suggeted I go rest and so ..TRIGGER AHEAD IF YOUI'RE A HYPOCONDRIAC LIKE ME: i decide to look up "feelings of doom" in hopes of maybe getting sucked into some rabbit hole of ludicrous conspiracy, a stupid "are you psychic" test or new age b.s., something I could even laugh at down the road. No, I ended up reading that this sense of doom can be indicative of various health ailments; one of which I am prone to.. So on top of my "doom" to my gloom..I am now f'n worried about my heart. I do happen to have a physical in 48 hours. | 33,181 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,521,614,353 | 5 | 1.806818 | 116 | 72.64 | 15.04 | 89.26 | 1 | 29 | 12.93 | 87.07 | 56.03 | 16.38 | 12.07 | 9.48 | 0 | 0.86 | 1.72 | 0 | 4.31 | 3.45 | 19.83 | 7.76 | 5.17 | 4.31 | 1.72 | 16.38 | 6.03 | 3.45 | 0.86 | 1.72 | 1.72 | 8.62 | 1.72 | 6.9 | 0.86 | 2.59 | 3.45 | 3.45 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.72 | 11.21 | 3.45 | 0.86 | 2.59 | 5.17 | 0 | 2.59 | 6.03 | 1.72 | 1.72 | 1.72 | 2.59 | 0.86 | 1.72 | 0 | 0 | 8.62 | 0 | 1.72 | 4.31 | 0.86 | 2.59 | 4.31 | 11.21 | 0.86 | 17.24 | 0.86 | 10.34 | 6.03 | 0.86 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.59 | 0 | 0.86 | 0.86 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21.55 | 9.48 | 3.45 | 0.86 | 0.86 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.17 | 1.72 | 0 | 0 | 2.8571 | 2.625 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.77 | 1.52211 | 1.89556 | 0.86 | 1 | 3.253573 | -0.002742 |
assistance | 8lbrx9 | (0, 5) | Hey there r/assistance, Not sure if this is the right place to post this.. but here goes =) I'm currently a student intern at Sandia National Labs and working on a survey to help improve our marketing outreach efforts at the many schools we recruit at around the country. We're looking for current undergrad/grad STEM students so if you're a STEM student or know STEM students, I would greatly appreciate if you can help take or pass along this short survey. As a thank you, everyone who helps take the survey will be entered in to a drawing for chance to win one of three $50 Amazon gcs. | 2,606 | 0 | 1 | 1,527,009,817 | 4 | 9.429737 | 109 | 79.08 | 76.85 | 56.75 | 98.18 | 27.25 | 21.1 | 87.16 | 48.62 | 11.93 | 7.34 | 1.83 | 2.75 | 2.75 | 0 | 0 | 4.59 | 8.26 | 13.76 | 6.42 | 3.67 | 8.26 | 0.92 | 15.6 | 2.75 | 0.92 | 0.92 | 2.75 | 0.92 | 5.5 | 5.5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.01 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.93 | 1.83 | 0 | 3.67 | 5.5 | 1.83 | 6.42 | 0.92 | 0.92 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.6 | 5.5 | 3.67 | 7.34 | 2.75 | 0 | 0.92 | 13.76 | 0.92 | 15.6 | 2.75 | 10.09 | 1.83 | 11.01 | 0 | 0 | 0.92 | 0 | 0 | 1.83 | 0 | 0.92 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.68 | 4.59 | 2.75 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.75 | 0.92 | 3.67 | 3 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1.125 | 1 | 1 | 1.69586 | 1.62045 | 1.88919 | 0.65 | 2 | 8.828316 | 0.292857 |
ptsd | 9ch1zh | (15, 20) | My mom then hit me with the newspaper and it shocked me that she would do this, she knows I don't like play hitting, smacking, striking, hitting or violence of any sort on my person. Do I send out this vibe asking for it from the universe? Then yesterday I decided to take my friend to go help another "friend" move to a new place. While we were driving the friend we are moving strikes me on my shoulder. And I address it immediately because this is the 4th time I have told him not to do these things, then my other friend who is driving nearly gets into an collision with another car i think because he was high on marijuana and the friend we are moving in the backseat is like "you have to understand I was just trying to get your attention" you know the thing 5 year olds do to get peoples attention by smacking them, this guy is in his 60's. | 38,816 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,535,935,605 | 2 | 7.769821 | 167 | 33.8 | 76.38 | 86.24 | 25.77 | 33.4 | 17.37 | 91.02 | 61.68 | 25.15 | 16.17 | 8.98 | 1.8 | 1.8 | 2.99 | 0.6 | 8.98 | 5.39 | 12.57 | 10.18 | 1.8 | 5.99 | 1.2 | 20.96 | 1.2 | 0.6 | 0.6 | 1.2 | 1.8 | 2.4 | 1.2 | 1.2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.57 | 0.6 | 3.59 | 1.8 | 2.4 | 10.18 | 4.19 | 1.2 | 0.6 | 2.99 | 0 | 1.8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.6 | 0.6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.98 | 5.39 | 0.6 | 1.2 | 2.4 | 0 | 3.59 | 14.37 | 1.8 | 16.17 | 4.79 | 5.99 | 5.39 | 0 | 1.2 | 0.6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.78 | 2.4 | 3.59 | 0 | 0 | 0.6 | 0 | 0 | 2.4 | 1.8 | 0 | 0 | 2.7143 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.83088 | 1.58108 | 1.85828 | 0.67 | 0 | 7.841667 | 0.011894 |
relationships | 7rorpp | [5, 10] | until i met my new boyfriend, he is amazing, he is kind, he is sweet, he is a good student, he likes the same things as me, my family likes him, and so on... but i dont feel that passion that rush i felt with my ex, the truth is that when i started going out with my boyfriend i secretly saw my ex a few times to see if i really didnt feel nothing for him, but it was disgusting, i didnt even want him to touch me, i feel bad with myself i didnt want him, but still, i was there. then i kinda realized i felt nothing love related for him and it was ok, HE was HURT when he knew i was dating this boy and he even begged me to stay but of course not. but now the problem is that when im with my boyfriend i dont feel like i love him, like that thing you kinda have to feel with a new love, i just feel "ok" with him, and i catch myself thinking about my ex from time to time, remembering all the good things we had and it drives me crazy because i know that if i see him again i wont feel that way, that "love" that my mind makes me think stills there. and recently i found out that he has a girl and he is actually enjoying the experience and i got so mad and so hurt (i know i dont have any right to feel that way) i felt betrayed and I STILL feel that way, i gross myself out. | 239 | 1 | 0.6 | 1,516,429,555 | 0 | 2.667798 | 273 | 2.98 | 15.25 | 95.42 | 79.26 | 54.6 | 8.06 | 98.9 | 65.57 | 30.4 | 23.44 | 16.12 | 0.37 | 0.37 | 6.59 | 0 | 6.96 | 3.3 | 9.16 | 8.79 | 6.59 | 9.89 | 3.66 | 20.88 | 3.66 | 1.83 | 1.1 | 0 | 1.1 | 8.79 | 5.86 | 2.93 | 0 | 0.37 | 0.73 | 13.55 | 0.37 | 1.1 | 0.37 | 8.06 | 16.85 | 7.69 | 0.73 | 1.83 | 1.83 | 1.47 | 4.76 | 7.33 | 1.1 | 0 | 5.49 | 2.2 | 0 | 0 | 0.37 | 0.37 | 6.59 | 4.03 | 0 | 0.73 | 1.1 | 0.73 | 7.69 | 13.19 | 1.1 | 10.99 | 1.83 | 3.3 | 6.23 | 0.73 | 0.37 | 0.37 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.56 | 0 | 0.73 | 0.73 | 0 | 0 | 12.09 | 2.56 | 7.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.47 | 0 | 0.73 | 0 | 3 | 2.6364 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.75356 | 1.52114 | 1.98848 | 0.5 | 5 | 4.104027 | 0.141671 |
survivorsofabuse | 9p2gbc | [0, 5] | October is Domestic Violence Awareness Month and I am a domestic violence survivor who is still struggling, even after over four years. Lately I have been feeling very angry. Angry that my abusive ex received no real consequences for his actions. This man abused me in all manners: physically, sexually, emotionally, verbally, financially, etc. I was granted a restraining order against him (and it was renewed a year later) but I was unable to press criminal charges against him because I didn’t have enough evidence to have a case. | 1,421 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,539,809,005 | 24 | 7.554238 | 89 | 32.22 | 28.71 | 84.01 | 1 | 17.8 | 31.46 | 88.76 | 52.81 | 15.73 | 11.24 | 7.87 | 0 | 0 | 3.37 | 0 | 4.49 | 4.49 | 8.99 | 13.48 | 4.49 | 4.49 | 2.25 | 13.48 | 4.49 | 2.25 | 1.12 | 1.12 | 1.12 | 7.87 | 0 | 7.87 | 1.12 | 4.49 | 0 | 8.99 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.49 | 11.24 | 3.37 | 2.25 | 0 | 0 | 1.12 | 4.49 | 2.25 | 0 | 0 | 2.25 | 2.25 | 0 | 1.12 | 1.12 | 0 | 7.87 | 0 | 2.25 | 4.49 | 0 | 1.12 | 5.62 | 6.74 | 0 | 14.61 | 2.25 | 2.25 | 10.11 | 1.12 | 0 | 2.25 | 1.12 | 0 | 0 | 1.12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16.85 | 5.62 | 6.74 | 1.12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.12 | 2.25 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.77644 | 1.64872 | 1.81456 | 1 | 1 | 7.910952 | -0.204167 |
relationships | 7tx7et | (30, 35) | I think he doesn't want to put in the effort for the relationship to work (and we're both so difficult that we have to work on our relationships, doesn't matter with whom) but he can't be without me either. What should I do? I'm afraid this is gonna happen over and over again, because I'm always forgiving him at some point. Am I being strung along? TL;DR: Boyfriend [28,M] broke up with me [23,F] after on-off for 1.5 years, I thought we just got it together and am devastated...don't know what to do, want to keep fighting but should I? | 17,554 | 1 | 1 | 1,517,274,027 | 2 | 3.531124 | 105 | 28.22 | 46.19 | 82.75 | 1 | 21 | 10.48 | 92.38 | 63.81 | 20.95 | 15.24 | 8.57 | 3.81 | 0 | 2.86 | 0 | 5.71 | 1.9 | 19.05 | 14.29 | 2.86 | 6.67 | 4.76 | 25.71 | 3.81 | 1.9 | 2.86 | 2.86 | 2.86 | 5.71 | 0.95 | 4.76 | 0.95 | 0.95 | 1.9 | 13.33 | 0 | 0.95 | 0 | 3.81 | 15.24 | 3.81 | 0.95 | 3.81 | 0.95 | 0.95 | 4.76 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.95 | 0 | 0.95 | 0 | 0 | 16.19 | 7.62 | 2.86 | 3.81 | 0.95 | 0.95 | 1.9 | 20.95 | 0.95 | 16.19 | 1.9 | 10.48 | 3.81 | 2.86 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.95 | 0 | 0.95 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28.57 | 4.76 | 5.71 | 0.95 | 0.95 | 2.86 | 0 | 0.95 | 0 | 6.67 | 1.9 | 3.81 | 2.6 | 2.8 | 3 | 1 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.70415 | 1.44396 | 1.82046 | 0.75 | 5 | 4.338429 | -0.55 |
domesticviolence | 7iphly | [25, 30] | It was a big company so luckily I didn't have to see him all the time, but when I did, he again acted as though I didn't exist. I tried to talk to him and update him on the pregnancy, and ask him to be involved for our child's sake, and he literally stared right through me without saying a word. 3 months after our daughter was born, I texted him and told him he was missing out on the most amazing person in this world, and how it wasn't fair to her. To my surprise, he wrote back and wanted to see her. He apologized, said he had changed and within a couple of months, we were engaged. | 165 | 0 | 0.8 | 1,512,854,409 | 6 | 8.331463 | 119 | 22.47 | 92.33 | 10.42 | 84.87 | 23.8 | 11.76 | 94.96 | 63.87 | 22.69 | 20.17 | 5.88 | 2.52 | 0 | 11.76 | 0 | 2.52 | 5.04 | 15.13 | 9.24 | 5.04 | 10.92 | 3.36 | 21.01 | 5.04 | 2.52 | 1.68 | 0.84 | 2.52 | 5.04 | 4.2 | 0.84 | 0 | 0 | 0.84 | 26.05 | 1.68 | 0 | 2.52 | 10.08 | 10.08 | 0 | 1.68 | 0.84 | 1.68 | 0.84 | 5.04 | 4.2 | 2.52 | 1.68 | 0 | 0.84 | 0 | 0.84 | 0.84 | 0 | 6.72 | 3.36 | 0.84 | 2.52 | 0 | 0 | 14.29 | 5.04 | 0 | 15.13 | 0.84 | 7.56 | 7.56 | 1.68 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.13 | 4.2 | 7.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.36 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.6 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.66985 | 1.57757 | 1.89926 | 0.88 | 29 | 8.394244 | 0.277381 |
anxiety | 5m3k80 | (5, 10) | It cleared up and I was okay but. On Monday I was thinking about humans and how the brain works and it tripped me out I got worried that because I was thinking about how the brain works that I would lose sleep and I did. That night was bad just like last time. Also yesterday my sleep was bad I woke up like every hour of the night just like last time. I got kind of scared like I did last time but this time I think that this is fake life which is absurd but I just think about it then get really scared then I think rationally then calm down. | 33,053 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,483,582,174 | 1 | 0.403679 | 112 | 11.24 | 6.47 | 99 | 1 | 22.4 | 8.04 | 98.21 | 60.71 | 21.43 | 12.5 | 12.5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.93 | 2.68 | 11.61 | 8.93 | 8.93 | 12.5 | 0 | 20.54 | 4.46 | 3.57 | 2.68 | 0 | 0.89 | 8.04 | 1.79 | 6.25 | 2.68 | 0 | 0.89 | 0.89 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.29 | 5.36 | 3.57 | 0.89 | 0.89 | 0.89 | 3.57 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.46 | 3.57 | 0.89 | 0 | 0 | 9.82 | 0 | 2.68 | 2.68 | 2.68 | 2.68 | 10.71 | 8.04 | 2.68 | 18.75 | 0.89 | 4.46 | 13.39 | 1.79 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.89 | 0 | 0 | 0.89 | 0 | 0 | 4.46 | 4.46 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.8333 | 2.5 | 2.6 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.69549 | 1.4486 | 1.88963 | 1 | 0 | 1.028654 | -0.07963 |
relationships | 7nhy1v | (50, 55) | I actually give an assistant half my emergency fee to come help me sometimes. I feel unsafe driving to "house calls" in the middle of the night by myself. I frequently bring my husband along as a makeshift “tech” or when I feel unsafe, which is obviously unfair to him. Unhappy Husband: My husband is miserable both with his 60 minute commute and with our isolation out here in the country. We feel like we have no social life out here. | 7,581 | 1 | 0.6 | 1,514,843,984 | 134 | 5.381111 | 81 | 74.89 | 64.46 | 98.76 | 1 | 16.2 | 19.75 | 95.06 | 55.56 | 18.52 | 17.28 | 11.11 | 3.7 | 0 | 2.47 | 0 | 1.23 | 6.17 | 17.28 | 3.7 | 6.17 | 4.94 | 1.23 | 11.11 | 6.17 | 3.7 | 2.47 | 2.47 | 1.23 | 7.41 | 0 | 7.41 | 1.23 | 0 | 3.7 | 14.81 | 3.7 | 0 | 0 | 6.17 | 8.64 | 3.7 | 0 | 0 | 2.47 | 1.23 | 2.47 | 3.7 | 0 | 0 | 3.7 | 1.23 | 0 | 1.23 | 0 | 0 | 12.35 | 9.88 | 0 | 1.23 | 0 | 2.47 | 0 | 11.11 | 0 | 19.75 | 4.94 | 8.64 | 6.17 | 2.47 | 0 | 1.23 | 1.23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.58 | 6.17 | 1.23 | 1.23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.94 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.8333 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.73571 | 1.71471 | 1.93607 | 0.94 | 43 | 5.991049 | -0.272917 |
assistance | 61eiq6 | [15, 20] | I just feel like the street life has fucked my head up. There's so much I don't even know how to talk about anymore, I just hold that shit. Only person I can really chat with is a pal I know at the bar. He has PTSD and shit from the military bad, hard up alcoholic nowadays after killing people.. We talk once every few weeks and we are open and it's cool. But normal people? | 1,517 | 1 | 1 | 1,490,428,087 | 20 | 1.562351 | 76 | 24.27 | 50 | 74.76 | 1 | 12.67 | 6.58 | 97.37 | 56.58 | 15.79 | 11.84 | 7.89 | 2.63 | 0 | 1.32 | 0 | 3.95 | 5.26 | 11.84 | 10.53 | 11.84 | 7.89 | 1.32 | 15.79 | 6.58 | 2.63 | 1.32 | 1.32 | 3.95 | 7.89 | 1.32 | 6.58 | 0 | 5.26 | 0 | 13.16 | 0 | 1.32 | 0 | 1.32 | 9.21 | 3.95 | 1.32 | 0 | 0 | 1.32 | 2.63 | 3.95 | 0 | 0 | 3.95 | 9.21 | 3.95 | 2.63 | 1.32 | 2.63 | 10.53 | 5.26 | 0 | 3.95 | 0 | 1.32 | 1.32 | 19.74 | 0 | 11.84 | 0 | 6.58 | 5.26 | 0 | 3.95 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.32 | 5.26 | 3.95 | 0 | 1.32 | 0 | 0 | 15.79 | 7.89 | 2.63 | 0 | 0 | 1.32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.95 | 0 | 0 | 2.8333 | 2.8182 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.74956 | 1.67353 | 1.8932 | 0.8 | 6 | 2.851935 | -0.117262 |
anxiety | 8sxdmy | [0, 5] | Next week I’ll be flying for our family vacation. The flights won’t be very long (just MSY to LAS then LAX to MSY on the way home), but flying really triggers my anxiety. Mostly I just like having control over myself and my surroundings, so the idea of being in a metal tube 30,000 feet in the air is not ideal for me. I also have a lot of fears about terrorist attacks/mass shootings (movie theaters and other crowded public places are also a problem for me). I was wondering if anyone has any tips for flying anxiety/fear. | 1,156 | 1 | 0.571429 | 1,529,630,854 | 1 | 7.887059 | 101 | 49.17 | 16.1 | 92.64 | 1 | 20.2 | 13.86 | 90.1 | 56.44 | 11.88 | 9.9 | 8.91 | 0.99 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.98 | 6.93 | 13.86 | 10.89 | 8.91 | 7.92 | 1.98 | 11.88 | 0.99 | 0.99 | 0 | 1.98 | 1.98 | 7.92 | 0.99 | 6.93 | 4.95 | 0.99 | 0 | 4.95 | 0.99 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.85 | 1.98 | 1.98 | 2.97 | 5.94 | 0 | 4.95 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.99 | 0.99 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.92 | 1.98 | 0.99 | 3.96 | 0 | 0.99 | 0.99 | 5.94 | 2.97 | 16.83 | 3.96 | 9.9 | 2.97 | 0 | 3.96 | 1.98 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.84 | 4.95 | 2.97 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.98 | 3.96 | 1.98 | 3 | 2.8 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.7622 | 1.63659 | 1.85572 | 1 | 2 | 8.446392 | 0.008571 |
anxiety | 87l3pf | [20, 25] | Everything sets me off and I'm almost having a panic attack. I'm going to my dads soon and that also makes me anxious because I'm afraid that I'm not in the mental state to go there and I want to stay at my moms but he really isn't happy when I do that. Anyway when she complains or is feeling bad I comfort her and I've never raised my voice at her even when frustrated. When she thinks I disagree with her she raises her voice, I have to talk about what she wants to in general right now because she gets impatient easily. I feel like vomiting because she also has so many redeeming factors but I don't want to lose her as a friend. | 1,929 | 1 | 1 | 1,522,177,346 | 23 | 2.428462 | 126 | 1.18 | 23.75 | 52.86 | 1 | 25.2 | 11.9 | 95.24 | 67.46 | 26.98 | 23.02 | 13.49 | 0 | 0 | 9.52 | 0 | 3.97 | 2.38 | 11.9 | 9.52 | 12.7 | 14.29 | 3.17 | 19.05 | 4.76 | 1.59 | 3.97 | 0 | 0.79 | 11.11 | 2.38 | 8.73 | 3.17 | 1.59 | 0.79 | 14.29 | 1.59 | 0.79 | 9.52 | 1.59 | 15.08 | 2.38 | 3.17 | 2.38 | 1.59 | 1.59 | 4.76 | 3.17 | 0 | 1.59 | 1.59 | 0.79 | 0 | 0.79 | 0 | 0 | 3.97 | 0.79 | 0.79 | 0.79 | 0.79 | 1.59 | 0 | 18.25 | 2.38 | 12.7 | 2.38 | 5.56 | 5.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.79 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.79 | 10.32 | 3.97 | 0.79 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.56 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.75 | 2.8 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.74206 | 1.49483 | 1.87326 | 0.94 | 2 | 4.208161 | 0.01685 |
anxiety | 910inu | (0, 5) | I’ve been taking 12.5 mgs zoloft for about 6 months (yeah, super small dose .. but it was taking the edge off, i think). I decided to stop taking it for a few days to see if it was really helping. Now, about 40 hours since my last dose, I’m suddenly kind of shaky and also flushed (my cheeks are burning for no reason. And THOSE side effects are about to freak me out - do you think it is from my missed dose? Is it possible to have such a fast reaction? | 48,347 | 1 | 1 | 1,532,289,383 | 1 | 5.443871 | 90 | 35.88 | 13.32 | 96.92 | 11.41 | 15 | 10 | 94.44 | 56.67 | 16.67 | 10 | 8.89 | 0 | 1.11 | 0 | 0 | 6.67 | 3.33 | 15.56 | 12.22 | 8.89 | 5.56 | 1.11 | 21.11 | 4.44 | 0 | 0 | 3.33 | 1.11 | 5.56 | 2.22 | 3.33 | 1.11 | 0 | 1.11 | 2.22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.44 | 5.56 | 4.44 | 1.11 | 4.44 | 0 | 3.33 | 3.33 | 1.11 | 0 | 1.11 | 5.56 | 1.11 | 4.44 | 0 | 0 | 6.67 | 0 | 1.11 | 1.11 | 3.33 | 1.11 | 5.56 | 13.33 | 0 | 15.56 | 1.11 | 5.56 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.22 | 1.11 | 0 | 1.11 | 0 | 0 | 18.89 | 5.56 | 4.44 | 0 | 0 | 2.22 | 0 | 1.11 | 0 | 2.22 | 3.33 | 0 | 2.7778 | 2.9 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.66467 | 1.44416 | 1.79077 | 1 | 1 | 5.874753 | 0.055 |
homeless | 8l9pp2 | (1, 6) | No place in my city has shelter space for us, and I won't put my baby on the literal street. (I've been there before. Fine for new, but I don't want to have to go through that with a baby). What cities have good shelter programs for homeless mothers and children? I'd love to be able to make some calls and get on a greyhound between the 7th and 16th (when I'll likely be able to get the money to go). | 4,687 | 1 | 1 | 1,526,993,242 | 16 | 4.147907 | 81 | 68.94 | 35.54 | 73.07 | 88.52 | 16.2 | 12.35 | 91.36 | 58.02 | 12.35 | 9.88 | 8.64 | 1.23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.47 | 6.17 | 19.75 | 13.58 | 2.47 | 7.41 | 3.7 | 22.22 | 3.7 | 1.23 | 2.47 | 0 | 1.23 | 3.7 | 3.7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.64 | 3.7 | 0 | 1.23 | 0 | 6.17 | 0 | 1.23 | 1.23 | 2.47 | 0 | 1.23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.11 | 2.47 | 2.47 | 2.47 | 3.7 | 0 | 1.23 | 16.05 | 2.47 | 16.05 | 3.7 | 8.64 | 3.7 | 1.23 | 0 | 0 | 1.23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19.75 | 4.94 | 2.47 | 0 | 0 | 1.23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.17 | 4.94 | 0 | 3 | 2.6364 | 3 | 1.2308 | 1.2 | 1 | 1.71904 | 1.54247 | 1.96481 | 0.88 | 17 | 4.97614 | 0.39329 |
anxiety | 9wypos | (4, 9) | These past couple of months have been the worst. My anxiety has gotten so bad it’s effecting my sleep and relationship. I’ve become so paranoid about my health as well. I don’t feel like me anymore and I just feel scared all the time now over every little thing. I don’t have money to see a therapist either... | 15,182 | 1 | 1 | 1,542,188,956 | 2 | 1.686636 | 58 | 5.34 | 4.25 | 98.71 | 1 | 11.6 | 10.34 | 100 | 60.34 | 20.69 | 13.79 | 13.79 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.9 | 5.17 | 10.34 | 15.52 | 10.34 | 8.62 | 3.45 | 22.41 | 6.9 | 6.9 | 0 | 0 | 6.9 | 10.34 | 1.72 | 8.62 | 5.17 | 0 | 0 | 1.72 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.07 | 6.9 | 1.72 | 0 | 0 | 3.45 | 1.72 | 5.17 | 1.72 | 0 | 3.45 | 5.17 | 1.72 | 3.45 | 0 | 0 | 8.62 | 1.72 | 0 | 1.72 | 1.72 | 3.45 | 5.17 | 20.69 | 0 | 12.07 | 0 | 3.45 | 8.62 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.72 | 0 | 0 | 1.72 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.72 | 0 | 18.97 | 12.07 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.9 | 0 | 0 | 2.7778 | 2.8 | 3 | 1 | 1.25 | 1 | 1.75664 | 1.58298 | 1.95937 | 1 | 1 | 3.090092 | -0.534375 |
relationships | 7p6dgo | (20, 25) | I asked him three time what happened. And after the third time I cried and went home. Month later he still don't talk to me and he and my mother started fighting for the first time in the relationship. Me and my mother honestly don't know what to do, he just ignores me. I even told him that I don't date that guy(even though I date him) and he didn't even react to it. | 48,068 | 1 | 0.833333 | 1,515,495,261 | 435 | 3.821154 | 75 | 3.09 | 55.29 | 76.49 | 2.41 | 15 | 8 | 100 | 64 | 29.33 | 22.67 | 13.33 | 0 | 0 | 9.33 | 0 | 6.67 | 4 | 8 | 6.67 | 8 | 9.33 | 5.33 | 17.33 | 2.67 | 2.67 | 2.67 | 4 | 0 | 5.33 | 1.33 | 4 | 0 | 1.33 | 1.33 | 22.67 | 2.67 | 4 | 2.67 | 10.67 | 5.33 | 1.33 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.67 | 1.33 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9.33 | 9.33 | 0 | 17.33 | 1.33 | 1.33 | 14.67 | 0 | 0 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 6.67 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.33 | 2.67 | 0 | 2.8333 | 2.8 | 3 | 1.1111 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.72021 | 1.71268 | 1.918 | 0.97 | 58 | 4.411949 | 0.2125 |
anxiety | 8mqmx3 | [35, 40] | The sensation lasted hours. It seemed like a circulation problem, and I panicked and of course ended up in the ER again. This time a doctor came to see me immediately. He wanted to talk about my anxiety. He said he could run some more tests, but he didn't think it would help. | 901 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,527,519,277 | 2 | 2.897222 | 53 | 59.93 | 57.49 | 36.1 | 1 | 10.6 | 11.32 | 100 | 54.72 | 18.87 | 13.21 | 5.66 | 0 | 0 | 7.55 | 0 | 5.66 | 7.55 | 13.21 | 5.66 | 5.66 | 5.66 | 1.89 | 20.75 | 1.89 | 3.77 | 0 | 0 | 3.77 | 5.66 | 0 | 5.66 | 3.77 | 0 | 0 | 13.21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.55 | 16.98 | 3.77 | 0 | 7.55 | 3.77 | 0 | 3.77 | 5.66 | 1.89 | 1.89 | 1.89 | 3.77 | 1.89 | 1.89 | 0 | 0 | 7.55 | 1.89 | 0 | 5.66 | 0 | 1.89 | 11.32 | 7.55 | 0 | 20.75 | 5.66 | 3.77 | 11.32 | 5.66 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.89 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.89 | 0 | 15.09 | 9.43 | 3.77 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.89 | 0 | 0 | 2.7143 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1 | 1.2 | 1 | 1.80694 | 1.59149 | 1.88268 | 1 | 2 | 4.136815 | 0.5 |
domesticviolence | 815k8h | [2, 7] | It did hurt but didn’t leave any marks. When I lied down I kept coughing and today it feels kinda constricted like there’s a lump in my throat. I’ve googled and realised how serious it can be and now I’m terrified but scared to go doctor. What do I do I’m not calling police and I am not going to any hospital. I will go to doctor if they are sensitive about it | 1,055 | 1 | 1 | 1,519,914,067 | 5 | 2.279615 | 73 | 1.62 | 1.49 | 97.57 | 1 | 14.6 | 12.33 | 95.89 | 61.64 | 20.55 | 13.7 | 12.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.37 | 6.85 | 1.37 | 9.59 | 17.81 | 6.85 | 12.33 | 4.11 | 27.4 | 5.48 | 1.37 | 4.11 | 0 | 2.74 | 6.85 | 0 | 6.85 | 2.74 | 1.37 | 1.37 | 2.74 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.07 | 1.37 | 1.37 | 1.37 | 5.48 | 0 | 8.22 | 4.11 | 0 | 0 | 4.11 | 8.22 | 1.37 | 6.85 | 0 | 0 | 5.48 | 0 | 0 | 5.48 | 0 | 0 | 6.85 | 21.92 | 2.74 | 12.33 | 5.48 | 2.74 | 4.11 | 4.11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.37 | 0 | 1.37 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.33 | 5.48 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.85 | 0 | 0 | 2.7143 | 2.625 | 3 | 1.125 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.69349 | 1.49153 | 1.78873 | 1 | 24 | 4.154359 | -0.12963 |
assistance | 7rfjom | (10, 15) | This is helping to get kids in the area tan ability to practice and a strong group of girls to look up to. So if you would please help busboy donating, even a dollar, would be amazing for not only us but the future generations of kids. Thank you so much for taking the time to read this, even if you don't donate, you reading this showed you cared enough to open the link :) Here is also a link to our softball teams website: <url> Now the actual information you'll find on the campaign page is listed here! | 8,594 | 0 | 1 | 1,516,332,924 | 0 | 5.494412 | 99 | 67.51 | 95.68 | 16.48 | 99 | 33 | 11.11 | 90.91 | 55.56 | 11.11 | 8.08 | 0 | 2.02 | 6.06 | 0 | 0 | 3.03 | 9.09 | 14.14 | 8.08 | 9.09 | 7.07 | 2.02 | 20.2 | 2.02 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.02 | 7.07 | 7.07 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.15 | 0 | 0 | 1.01 | 0 | 10.1 | 4.04 | 0 | 4.04 | 2.02 | 0 | 4.04 | 2.02 | 2.02 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.13 | 6.06 | 3.03 | 4.04 | 2.02 | 0 | 2.02 | 13.13 | 2.02 | 11.11 | 0 | 7.07 | 4.04 | 3.03 | 1.01 | 0 | 3.03 | 0 | 0 | 1.01 | 0 | 1.01 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.12 | 2.02 | 4.04 | 1.01 | 0 | 0 | 1.01 | 0 | 0 | 2.02 | 0 | 2.02 | 2.75 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1.125 | 1 | 1 | 1.68388 | 1.58049 | 1.92067 | 0.4 | 2 | 5.963529 | 0.192593 |
relationships | 7pg3a7 | [150, 155] | We had plans to move in together, a fancy $1,800/month home that she would contribute $400 or so. We spoke of children, marriage, all sorts of stuff. It's not that I thought she owed me anything for me doing these things. It's just that I felt like I did so incredibly much and it kills me that I look back and know that over a 5 month period, we only had intimate contact less than 15 times, that we never made out, outside sex (and I initiated and was rejected many, many times). Every time I brought up my frustrations regarding my unmet romantic needs, she took it as gaslighting and used it as fuel to further drive the reason why she wasn't comfortable with intimate contact. | 2,223 | 0 | 0.6 | 1,515,596,406 | 0 | 8.838182 | 129 | 16.55 | 50 | 73.71 | 14.96 | 25.8 | 16.28 | 89.92 | 57.36 | 26.36 | 14.73 | 8.53 | 3.1 | 0 | 3.1 | 0 | 11.63 | 2.33 | 12.4 | 6.98 | 5.43 | 7.75 | 2.33 | 16.28 | 4.65 | 4.65 | 0.78 | 3.88 | 4.65 | 3.88 | 1.55 | 2.33 | 0 | 1.55 | 0.78 | 10.85 | 0.78 | 1.55 | 3.1 | 0 | 14.73 | 3.1 | 3.88 | 1.55 | 2.33 | 2.33 | 3.1 | 2.33 | 0.78 | 0.78 | 0.78 | 0.78 | 0 | 0 | 0.78 | 0 | 10.85 | 5.43 | 1.55 | 3.1 | 0.78 | 0 | 9.3 | 4.65 | 0.78 | 14.73 | 2.33 | 6.2 | 6.98 | 0 | 0 | 0.78 | 0.78 | 0 | 0.78 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17.05 | 3.88 | 6.98 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.33 | 1.55 | 2.33 | 3 | 2.625 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.74045 | 1.57193 | 1.90533 | 0.25 | 7 | 8.633939 | 0.152778 |
domesticviolence | 79tofd | [5, 10] | he still holds me back in life. he still finds ways to get to me. YET I STILL TALK TO HIM. and i always feel worse after i do. i've tried blocking him on social media, but he still finds ways to get to me. | 1,985 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,509,426,703 | 3 | -0.959348 | 45 | 22.43 | 41.22 | 99 | 3.92 | 9 | 2.22 | 88.89 | 64.44 | 26.67 | 26.67 | 15.56 | 0 | 0 | 11.11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17.78 | 4.44 | 13.33 | 4.44 | 0 | 17.78 | 4.44 | 4.44 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.22 | 0 | 2.22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.11 | 11.11 | 6.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.22 | 2.22 | 2.22 | 0 | 0 | 2.22 | 2.22 | 0 | 2.22 | 0 | 0 | 11.11 | 2.22 | 2.22 | 0 | 4.44 | 2.22 | 2.22 | 15.56 | 0 | 22.22 | 0 | 6.67 | 17.78 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.56 | 11.11 | 2.22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.22 | 0 | 0 | 2.8333 | 2.625 | 2.6 | 1.1429 | 1.25 | 1 | 1.72615 | 1.66818 | 1.94646 | 1 | 3 | 1.080609 | -0.122222 |
survivorsofabuse | 9xkqh0 | (10, 15) | I was going through a hard time after our breakup (started seeing a therapist and psychiatrist). In the span of the 2.5 years since our breakup I have had other boyfriends and hookups. Some of my hookups happened to be some of his old friends, the most recent happening 11 months ago. I never talked to these guys leading up to the hook ups or since, it was purely just spur of the moment drunk sex. Recently me and my ex have reconnected after 2.5 years of no contact. | 42,454 | 0 | 0.8 | 1,542,360,878 | 5 | 7.156742 | 89 | 87.35 | 63.2 | 95.93 | 25.77 | 17.8 | 17.98 | 91.01 | 52.81 | 13.48 | 10.11 | 6.74 | 2.25 | 0 | 1.12 | 0 | 3.37 | 7.87 | 16.85 | 6.74 | 2.25 | 4.49 | 2.25 | 13.48 | 6.74 | 5.62 | 0 | 3.37 | 3.37 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.36 | 0 | 4.49 | 0 | 3.37 | 11.24 | 0 | 3.37 | 0 | 4.49 | 2.25 | 2.25 | 2.25 | 1.12 | 0 | 1.12 | 3.37 | 0 | 1.12 | 1.12 | 1.12 | 11.24 | 8.99 | 1.12 | 2.25 | 0 | 0 | 7.87 | 3.37 | 1.12 | 23.6 | 2.25 | 3.37 | 17.98 | 1.12 | 1.12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.11 | 5.62 | 2.25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.25 | 0 | 2.7778 | 2.625 | 3 | 1.2308 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.73229 | 1.45588 | 1.86343 | 0.86 | 3 | 6.466607 | -0.012798 |
ptsd | 9jhgob | [0, 5] | Through work I have been in some dodgy situations abroad. A number of times my life has been at risk, and I've had to defend myself a few times. I'm a civilian and have only had basic weapon training. ​ We've always had an ex-military security contractor with us, but still had to perform aggressive roles when approached. | 1,220 | 1 | 0.6 | 1,538,087,875 | 2 | 4.673548 | 59 | 36.24 | 50 | 67.53 | 1 | 14.75 | 16.95 | 86.44 | 55.93 | 11.86 | 11.86 | 8.47 | 3.39 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.78 | 11.86 | 20.34 | 5.08 | 6.78 | 0 | 22.03 | 5.08 | 0 | 1.69 | 0 | 3.39 | 8.47 | 1.69 | 6.78 | 1.69 | 3.39 | 0 | 6.78 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.69 | 1.69 | 1.69 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.69 | 0 | 1.69 | 0 | 0 | 13.56 | 3.39 | 1.69 | 1.69 | 1.69 | 5.08 | 13.56 | 10.17 | 0 | 13.56 | 1.69 | 3.39 | 8.47 | 3.39 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.69 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22.03 | 6.78 | 3.39 | 0 | 1.69 | 0 | 0 | 1.69 | 0 | 5.08 | 0 | 3.39 | 2.8333 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.77059 | 1.532 | 1.82984 | 1 | 0 | 5.233097 | -0.066667 |
ptsd | 91oz3r | [0, 5] | With a switch blade and open arms In a sweater vest that covers a ragged undershirt stained with my innocence Through faces that are never the same as the ones I dread finding in the crowd In the night, I rediscover my love of mares and how hoarse I can be in the morning It's the taste of blood but I am not bleeding | 138 | 0 | 0.571429 | 1,532,495,820 | 3 | 3.402769 | 64 | 84.57 | 10.58 | 82.31 | 55.21 | 64 | 14.06 | 82.81 | 59.38 | 14.06 | 9.38 | 9.38 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.69 | 14.06 | 15.62 | 7.81 | 3.12 | 7.81 | 3.12 | 7.81 | 3.12 | 3.12 | 1.56 | 0 | 0 | 4.69 | 3.12 | 1.56 | 1.56 | 0 | 0 | 3.12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.81 | 1.56 | 1.56 | 0 | 0 | 1.56 | 3.12 | 1.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.94 | 7.81 | 1.56 | 0 | 1.56 | 3.12 | 1.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.56 | 0 | 9.38 | 0 | 12.5 | 0 | 7.81 | 4.69 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.12 | 0 | 1.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.56 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.6364 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.75213 | 1.69388 | 1.85145 | 1 | 0 | 3.458462 | 0.166667 |
survivorsofabuse | 9od6d6 | [55, 60] | According to [a study from <url> and its subjects, major risk factors were family problems and a child’s lack of confidence. These factors aren’t necessarily easy to influence but well worth looking into. As is another avenue that we should focus on more: Support for survivors of sexual abuse. Availability and quality of mental health care comes to mind, but it’s not solely limited to the medical field. If we want abusers to be held accountable, we have to help victims because they might not come forward otherwise. | 680 | 0 | 1 | 1,539,613,853 | 3 | 9.292903 | 88 | 65.89 | 50 | 2.4 | 25.77 | 17.6 | 25 | 86.36 | 50 | 10.23 | 4.55 | 0 | 3.41 | 0 | 0 | 1.14 | 5.68 | 3.41 | 15.91 | 9.09 | 1.14 | 10.23 | 3.41 | 18.18 | 4.55 | 2.27 | 0 | 0 | 2.27 | 11.36 | 5.68 | 5.68 | 1.14 | 2.27 | 0 | 7.95 | 1.14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.18 | 0 | 2.27 | 5.68 | 2.27 | 2.27 | 7.95 | 1.14 | 1.14 | 0 | 0 | 3.41 | 0 | 2.27 | 1.14 | 0 | 15.91 | 5.68 | 3.41 | 5.68 | 1.14 | 3.41 | 2.27 | 12.5 | 1.14 | 6.82 | 3.41 | 4.55 | 1.14 | 1.14 | 1.14 | 1.14 | 2.27 | 0 | 0 | 1.14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.14 | 0 | 17.05 | 5.68 | 3.41 | 1.14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.41 | 0 | 3.41 | 2.8 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.72547 | 1.4325 | 1.8288 | 1 | 1 | 9.173677 | 0.203051 |
ptsd | 5pw5m6 | (45, 50) | If anything goes wrong, sexually, I want to cease to exist, and a lot of the time, I'm not able to do it out of sheer anxiety. I used to be a very soft person, and I hope I'm still kind, but now I'm quicker to anger, and I don't want to become an abuser. Basically... was I abused? Does that sound like something an abused person would say? I feel like I have the symptoms of PTSD. | 4,489 | 1 | 1 | 1,485,265,262 | 5 | 3.369878 | 78 | 42.69 | 6.21 | 55.26 | 1 | 13 | 8.97 | 96.15 | 64.1 | 17.95 | 12.82 | 12.82 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.13 | 7.69 | 15.38 | 14.1 | 5.13 | 6.41 | 2.56 | 23.08 | 3.85 | 3.85 | 0 | 0 | 1.28 | 10.26 | 2.56 | 7.69 | 1.28 | 5.13 | 0 | 3.85 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16.67 | 2.56 | 1.28 | 6.41 | 6.41 | 0 | 3.85 | 5.13 | 0 | 2.56 | 2.56 | 2.56 | 0 | 1.28 | 1.28 | 0 | 3.85 | 0 | 1.28 | 0 | 0 | 2.56 | 2.56 | 20.51 | 1.28 | 8.97 | 1.28 | 1.28 | 6.41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24.36 | 7.69 | 8.97 | 0 | 0 | 2.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.13 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1 | 1.2857 | 1 | 1.7587 | 1.43333 | 1.91483 | 0.67 | 11 | 5.052341 | 0.0225 |
anxiety | 9erk04 | (17, 22) | I really don’t know what to do about this, and I’m wondering if I’m even able to get over this fear. A traumatic experience compounded it in me as a kid, and I’ve been experiencing it for so long that it feels like second nature. It’s lkkely so ingrained with me that therapy won’t do much good. I need some help. If anyone can offer some, feel free. | 13,615 | 1 | 0.833333 | 1,536,616,850 | 0 | 3.473378 | 68 | 4.6 | 11.97 | 47.25 | 25.77 | 13.6 | 10.29 | 94.12 | 61.76 | 25 | 10.29 | 10.29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.71 | 2.94 | 13.24 | 14.71 | 7.35 | 10.29 | 2.94 | 22.06 | 2.94 | 2.94 | 1.47 | 1.47 | 4.41 | 5.88 | 2.94 | 2.94 | 1.47 | 0 | 0 | 5.88 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16.18 | 5.88 | 0 | 4.41 | 8.82 | 0 | 4.41 | 5.88 | 0 | 0 | 2.94 | 1.47 | 0 | 1.47 | 0 | 0 | 8.82 | 1.47 | 1.47 | 4.41 | 2.94 | 0 | 1.47 | 19.12 | 1.47 | 4.41 | 0 | 4.41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.47 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20.59 | 7.35 | 4.41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.82 | 0 | 0 | 2.75 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.73862 | 1.39649 | 1.87968 | 0.5 | 0 | 5.649568 | 0.291667 |
assistance | 9xjpy0 | (0, 5) | November has been one of the worst months in a long time. My mom was in a car accident and has no idea how she's getting to work. A few days later my grandmother died and I didn't even have enough money to attend the funeral. I drove home to be with my family, and to drive my mom 5 hours to the airport. I spent a ton on gas and now money is tight. | 52,164 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,542,350,187 | 0 | 2.724416 | 75 | 69.57 | 25.24 | 94.62 | 9.41 | 15 | 8 | 93.33 | 54.67 | 10.67 | 10.67 | 9.33 | 0 | 0 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 9.33 | 13.33 | 12 | 4 | 6.67 | 2.67 | 17.33 | 5.33 | 2.67 | 1.33 | 2.67 | 2.67 | 1.33 | 0 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.67 | 5.33 | 0 | 5.33 | 0 | 4 | 1.33 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.33 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.33 | 1.33 | 1.33 | 0 | 1.33 | 1.33 | 8 | 12 | 0 | 20 | 5.33 | 5.33 | 9.33 | 1.33 | 1.33 | 2.67 | 4 | 0 | 2.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.67 | 6.67 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.67 | 0 | 0 | 2.875 | 2.4444 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.71428 | 1.70154 | 1.87517 | 0.48 | 5 | 4.667948 | -0.218367 |
relationships | 7q7vhn | [0, 5] | Okay, So in since October have just got out of an eight year relationship . We were engaged to get married next year, but it did not work out. It ended mutually and we have moved on. In life these things happen. Since Halloween I have been seeing this Girl. | 1,580 | 0 | 1 | 1,515,883,590 | 1 | 2.790612 | 49 | 50.26 | 79.29 | 97.35 | 91.78 | 9.8 | 12.24 | 95.92 | 59.18 | 16.33 | 6.12 | 2.04 | 4.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.2 | 2.04 | 18.37 | 12.24 | 4.08 | 6.12 | 2.04 | 24.49 | 2.04 | 0 | 0 | 2.04 | 0 | 4.08 | 4.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.24 | 2.04 | 0 | 2.04 | 0 | 8.16 | 0 | 4.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.08 | 2.04 | 2.04 | 0 | 0 | 2.04 | 0 | 2.04 | 0 | 0 | 14.29 | 8.16 | 2.04 | 0 | 4.08 | 0 | 12.24 | 12.24 | 0 | 26.53 | 2.04 | 10.2 | 14.29 | 2.04 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.04 | 0 | 0 | 2.04 | 0 | 0 | 14.29 | 10.2 | 4.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.8333 | 2.3333 | 3 | 1.125 | 1.25 | 1 | 1.75342 | 1.47234 | 1.87178 | 1 | 6 | 3.403429 | 0.25 |
anxiety | 913uhm | [9, 14] | Also the headaches. LOADS of headaches all the time. I’m so done. I hate this almost as bad as my brain constantly telling me I’m a POS. Anxiety is fun :) | 561 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,532,318,139 | 10 | -1.776161 | 31 | 9.68 | 9.86 | 60.4 | 1.23 | 6.2 | 16.13 | 93.55 | 58.06 | 19.35 | 16.13 | 16.13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.23 | 9.68 | 9.68 | 12.9 | 12.9 | 12.9 | 0 | 19.35 | 9.68 | 6.45 | 0 | 0 | 3.23 | 16.13 | 6.45 | 9.68 | 3.23 | 3.23 | 0 | 3.23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.45 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.23 | 3.23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9.68 | 3.23 | 6.45 | 0 | 0 | 3.23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.23 | 3.23 | 12.9 | 0 | 6.45 | 0 | 0 | 6.45 | 0 | 3.23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.23 | 0 | 3.23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19.35 | 12.9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.45 | 0 | 0 | 2.7143 | 2.8 | 2.6 | 1 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.81031 | 1.53636 | 1.82552 | 1 | 8 | 0.205357 | -0.14 |
ptsd | 66cyu7 | (26, 31) | I'm just blown away by this doctor's willingness to help. I feel so validated every time I leave his office, like someone actually understands what I'm struggling with, and I don't have to convince them of my mental illness. Bottom line? Research docs if you can online, read their reviews and don't give up until you find someone who treats you the way you deserve. If I can do this, I promise you can! | 52,459 | 0 | 1 | 1,492,634,524 | 5 | 5.608101 | 74 | 5.23 | 75.05 | 78.21 | 25.77 | 14.8 | 18.92 | 89.19 | 62.16 | 29.73 | 21.62 | 10.81 | 0 | 6.76 | 1.35 | 2.7 | 8.11 | 1.35 | 12.16 | 12.16 | 4.05 | 8.11 | 2.7 | 16.22 | 2.7 | 2.7 | 2.7 | 0 | 1.35 | 2.7 | 1.35 | 1.35 | 1.35 | 0 | 0 | 17.57 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.35 | 14.86 | 5.41 | 0 | 2.7 | 5.41 | 2.7 | 4.05 | 1.35 | 0 | 0 | 1.35 | 2.7 | 0 | 2.7 | 0 | 0 | 6.76 | 1.35 | 0 | 6.76 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.92 | 0 | 9.46 | 1.35 | 5.41 | 2.7 | 6.76 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.92 | 4.05 | 5.41 | 0 | 0 | 1.35 | 1.35 | 0 | 0 | 6.76 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1.25 | 1.2727 | 1 | 1.73922 | 1.52121 | 1.94317 | 1 | 7 | 6.255544 | -0.0625 |
stress | 8n761h | (10, 15) | I feel like I'm trying to reason my situation though. I'm listing off things that a person would associate success with but I'm not seeing the things I'm failing at. Or maybe I do and the Navy is just exaggerating the things they want out of me? I feel like the Navy is easy and I don't put a lot of time towards it \( I mean qualifications\). When I'm at work I feel like I really focus in on a task. | 43,588 | 0 | 0.8 | 1,527,672,171 | 2 | 0.898534 | 81 | 31.72 | 1 | 99 | 48.69 | 16.2 | 9.88 | 91.36 | 69.14 | 24.69 | 18.52 | 17.28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.23 | 6.17 | 8.64 | 17.28 | 12.35 | 6.17 | 7.41 | 2.47 | 22.22 | 2.47 | 3.7 | 1.23 | 0 | 1.23 | 3.7 | 2.47 | 1.23 | 0 | 0 | 1.23 | 2.47 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.52 | 6.17 | 1.23 | 2.47 | 4.94 | 0 | 6.17 | 4.94 | 1.23 | 0 | 3.7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.17 | 1.23 | 4.94 | 1.23 | 1.23 | 1.23 | 0 | 18.52 | 0 | 12.35 | 1.23 | 8.64 | 2.47 | 6.17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.52 | 4.94 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.41 | 2.47 | 2.47 | 2.8571 | 2.625 | 3 | 1 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.75872 | 1.41143 | 1.95646 | 1 | 2 | 3.842055 | 0.155208 |
domesticviolence | 6qbkzt | [7, 12] | I am really feeling like there are no good men. They are all just horrible to women. I think I would rather be alone than deal with any man again. Has anyone else felt like this? Did your feelings ever change? | 1,651 | 1 | 0.6 | 1,501,342,620 | 4 | 1.51 | 41 | 9.3 | 40.36 | 91.58 | 3.09 | 8.2 | 7.32 | 97.56 | 63.41 | 17.07 | 12.2 | 7.32 | 0 | 2.44 | 0 | 2.44 | 4.88 | 0 | 12.2 | 17.07 | 14.63 | 0 | 2.44 | 24.39 | 7.32 | 7.32 | 0 | 0 | 4.88 | 7.32 | 2.44 | 4.88 | 2.44 | 0 | 2.44 | 14.63 | 0 | 0 | 2.44 | 4.88 | 34.15 | 9.76 | 2.44 | 4.88 | 4.88 | 4.88 | 9.76 | 7.32 | 0 | 0 | 7.32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.44 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.44 | 0 | 4.88 | 14.63 | 0 | 7.32 | 2.44 | 0 | 4.88 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.2 | 7.32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.88 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.75 | 2.5 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.71518 | 1.37561 | 1.98806 | 1 | 12 | 1.998244 | -0.383333 |
assistance | 7q3gp9 | [15, 20] | You can see the detail on my [update 2 right <url> and here's a link to the [project github <url> So I'm begging you here, literally begging you. If there's anyone out there who would be kind enough to give me a second chance to fix my fuck up and finish my degree, would you please consider giving me some financial aid via [my goFundMe <url> I'm literally in dire need of help right here and I don't know where else to turn other than the people of the internet :( ***Kind regards, | 1,199 | 1 | 0.857143 | 1,515,833,619 | 0 | 1.050971 | 93 | 50.2 | 45.71 | 78.86 | 66.47 | 46.5 | 10.75 | 82.8 | 53.76 | 17.2 | 13.98 | 9.68 | 0 | 4.3 | 0 | 0 | 3.23 | 6.45 | 12.9 | 8.6 | 7.53 | 5.38 | 1.08 | 20.43 | 1.08 | 1.08 | 2.15 | 2.15 | 1.08 | 6.45 | 4.3 | 2.15 | 0 | 1.08 | 0 | 10.75 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.98 | 3.23 | 0 | 4.3 | 4.3 | 0 | 4.3 | 1.08 | 1.08 | 0 | 0 | 1.08 | 0 | 0 | 1.08 | 0 | 4.3 | 1.08 | 0 | 4.3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.05 | 0 | 12.9 | 1.08 | 9.68 | 2.15 | 2.15 | 0 | 0 | 3.23 | 0 | 0 | 2.15 | 1.08 | 1.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22.58 | 1.08 | 3.23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.38 | 0 | 12.9 | 3 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.73269 | 1.48052 | 1.90198 | 0.41 | 6 | 3.091078 | 0.049643 |
homeless | 75mb0z | [15, 20] | Did I mention my parents are religious? I don't know if this is normal for religious people to treat. Whenever I tell them I'm terrified of being homeless they tell me I'm a "acting like a baby" and "get over it" my parents parents did not treat them this way. They're basically mad because they(I guess 30 or 40 years ago were different when they were my age? Because they said they both lived on their own at 17 and that they find it creepy I'm 16+ and they find it creepy being around me). | 524 | 1 | 0.5 | 1,507,690,908 | 6 | 1.25477 | 96 | 2.55 | 58.24 | 93.74 | 25.77 | 19.2 | 13.54 | 91.67 | 61.46 | 29.17 | 22.92 | 12.5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.42 | 6.25 | 2.08 | 8.33 | 13.54 | 4.17 | 9.38 | 2.08 | 22.92 | 3.12 | 2.08 | 2.08 | 4.17 | 1.04 | 4.17 | 2.08 | 2.08 | 1.04 | 1.04 | 0 | 20.83 | 4.17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.42 | 3.12 | 2.08 | 1.04 | 3.12 | 0 | 4.17 | 1.04 | 0 | 1.04 | 0 | 1.04 | 0 | 1.04 | 0 | 0 | 7.29 | 3.12 | 0 | 3.12 | 1.04 | 0 | 7.29 | 14.58 | 0 | 11.46 | 0 | 6.25 | 5.21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17.71 | 3.12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.08 | 0 | 0 | 4.17 | 5.21 | 2.08 | 1.04 | 2.75 | 2.625 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.68048 | 1.46364 | 1.87263 | 0.88 | 11 | 2.828533 | -0.097222 |
anxiety | 9bk0uc | (5, 10) | You are being invited to participate in a research study for Heather Cornett’s dissertation at Texas Woman’s University. The purpose of the current study is to examine the role of self-advocacy in those with a severe and persistent mental illness (SPMI) and how it relates to self-stigma and life satisfaction. The research is intended to supply the researcher with information about strategies that could improve life satisfaction in individuals diagnosed with an SPMI. Completion time for the survey is approximately 15-25 minutes. Participants are only allowed to participate once in the current study. | 22,100 | 0 | 1 | 1,535,638,793 | 1 | 12.544796 | 96 | 98.57 | 87.4 | 10.71 | 65.25 | 19.2 | 32.29 | 86.46 | 45.83 | 4.17 | 1.04 | 0 | 0 | 1.04 | 0 | 0 | 3.12 | 10.42 | 18.75 | 7.29 | 3.12 | 4.17 | 0 | 7.29 | 1.04 | 0 | 1.04 | 3.12 | 1.04 | 4.17 | 3.12 | 1.04 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.42 | 0 | 0 | 1.04 | 0 | 10.42 | 4.17 | 4.17 | 1.04 | 1.04 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.17 | 0 | 4.17 | 0 | 0 | 5.21 | 0 | 4.17 | 1.04 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.29 | 0 | 10.42 | 0 | 5.21 | 5.21 | 8.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.5 | 5.21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.12 | 0 | 2.08 | 2.08 | 0 | 2.8333 | 2.7 | 2.8 | 1.2222 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.6929 | 1.56716 | 1.8968 | 0.6 | 0 | 12.282571 | -0.1 |
survivorsofabuse | 6gtoia | [15, 20] | This was a “nice thought”, and even though I had been told my mother to never leave a drink at the bar, it didn’t cross my mind that there might be something put in this drink or that I was being pushed to be more intoxicated. After I started sipping on that drink, I felt all the alcohol hit me and felt drunk. He said I’ve ordered an uber for us, which I thought I was being dropped back at home; I don’t actually remember the ride home in the Uber. We pulled up at his apartment complex, and he said come inside I know you’re hungry I have pizza. I thought eating pizza would be a good idea after the alcohol, so I followed him inside. | 560 | 0 | 0.571429 | 1,497,288,310 | 1 | 5.832334 | 127 | 21.6 | 26.44 | 98.81 | 55.46 | 25.4 | 12.6 | 94.49 | 62.2 | 23.62 | 17.32 | 11.81 | 1.57 | 0.79 | 3.15 | 0 | 6.3 | 7.09 | 11.02 | 13.39 | 5.51 | 4.72 | 2.36 | 28.35 | 3.94 | 2.36 | 0.79 | 0 | 1.57 | 1.57 | 1.57 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.66 | 0.79 | 0 | 0.79 | 3.15 | 14.17 | 7.09 | 0 | 0.79 | 2.36 | 1.57 | 3.15 | 3.15 | 0 | 1.57 | 1.57 | 9.45 | 0 | 2.36 | 0 | 8.66 | 3.15 | 1.57 | 0 | 0.79 | 0.79 | 0 | 11.02 | 7.87 | 0.79 | 16.54 | 5.51 | 7.87 | 3.94 | 0 | 5.51 | 2.36 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.17 | 3.94 | 4.72 | 0 | 0.79 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.57 | 3.15 | 0 | 0 | 2.8333 | 2.5714 | 3 | 1.1667 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.72934 | 1.65524 | 1.89758 | 0.67 | 1 | 6.391014 | 0.125 |
relationships | 7sg6pl | [5, 10] | But it's been 2 monthsalready this time. We didn't speak for Christmas or new year. I'm lonely, sad, angry at the situation (not angry at him!) and the worst part is not being able to talk or even know what's going on. We didn't fight before this so he's not angry at me. | 1,486 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,516,729,757 | 1 | 0.251073 | 53 | 6.69 | 12.88 | 99 | 1 | 10.6 | 5.66 | 96.23 | 62.26 | 18.87 | 11.32 | 3.77 | 3.77 | 0 | 3.77 | 0 | 7.55 | 3.77 | 13.21 | 16.98 | 3.77 | 9.43 | 9.43 | 22.64 | 13.21 | 3.77 | 1.89 | 1.89 | 1.89 | 13.21 | 0 | 13.21 | 0 | 7.55 | 3.77 | 13.21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.77 | 16.98 | 1.89 | 0 | 0 | 3.77 | 0 | 15.09 | 1.89 | 0 | 1.89 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.55 | 3.77 | 1.89 | 0 | 0 | 1.89 | 5.66 | 15.09 | 1.89 | 20.75 | 1.89 | 7.55 | 11.32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.89 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28.3 | 7.55 | 3.77 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.89 | 0 | 0 | 11.32 | 3.77 | 0 | 2.6667 | 2.6364 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.72826 | 1.57021 | 1.71021 | 0.67 | 12 | 2.645 | -0.112642 |
domesticviolence | 8pww89 | [10, 15] | Sorry this going to be super long, I have a lot to say... Tl;dr... see title. It was constant up and down; one minute we were happy and he was being more affectionate than he has in years, the next he's screaming at me and calling me a whore. I get it, I broke him. I feel so disgusted and ashamed with myself but I truly want to spend my life with no one else. | 1,324 | 1 | 1 | 1,528,587,735 | 13 | 1.822149 | 76 | 30.52 | 21.49 | 67.26 | 2.51 | 12.67 | 7.89 | 96.05 | 59.21 | 22.37 | 18.42 | 11.84 | 1.32 | 0 | 5.26 | 0 | 3.95 | 3.95 | 13.16 | 10.53 | 2.63 | 7.89 | 1.32 | 21.05 | 7.89 | 2.63 | 0 | 2.63 | 2.63 | 13.16 | 5.26 | 7.89 | 1.32 | 0 | 2.63 | 9.21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.26 | 9.21 | 1.32 | 0 | 1.32 | 1.32 | 1.32 | 3.95 | 5.26 | 1.32 | 2.63 | 1.32 | 2.63 | 0 | 1.32 | 1.32 | 0 | 7.89 | 1.32 | 1.32 | 3.95 | 1.32 | 0 | 5.26 | 13.16 | 1.32 | 13.16 | 1.32 | 6.58 | 5.26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.32 | 0 | 0 | 1.32 | 1.32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21.05 | 13.16 | 3.95 | 0 | 2.63 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.32 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.8571 | 2.8 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.72596 | 1.55588 | 1.87109 | 0.89 | 20 | 3.789474 | -0.008025 |
ptsd | 8b0cas | [10, 15] | She was seventeen and they met in a hospital, he was in the drug rehab, she was in the mental hospital. She was 17, and he technically kidnapped her, running across the country. She immediately got pregnant with me, and he married her, at which point the law washed their hands of the matter. I was born premature, 5 months and 3 weeks, which in 1981 was very dangerous. I spent 8 months in an incubator, and had heart surgery, but lived, and have not had health problems. | 891 | 0 | 1 | 1,523,295,620 | 6 | 7.119886 | 88 | 46.88 | 81.84 | 5.43 | 3.73 | 17.6 | 17.05 | 88.64 | 57.95 | 18.18 | 15.91 | 3.41 | 0 | 0 | 10.23 | 2.27 | 2.27 | 7.95 | 10.23 | 10.23 | 2.27 | 7.95 | 1.14 | 18.18 | 2.27 | 0 | 2.27 | 6.82 | 0 | 2.27 | 0 | 2.27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.91 | 2.27 | 0 | 6.82 | 3.41 | 3.41 | 0 | 0 | 1.14 | 0 | 0 | 2.27 | 1.14 | 0 | 0 | 1.14 | 12.5 | 2.27 | 10.23 | 1.14 | 0 | 6.82 | 2.27 | 0 | 1.14 | 1.14 | 2.27 | 15.91 | 1.14 | 0 | 17.05 | 1.14 | 10.23 | 5.68 | 1.14 | 1.14 | 0 | 1.14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.18 | 5.68 | 12.5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.7778 | 3 | 3 | 1.125 | 1.2857 | 1 | 1.76871 | 1.68857 | 1.76693 | 1 | 4 | 6.962636 | -0.066111 |
anxiety | 90u0br | [20, 25] | And it makes me more anxious which causes me to slip up *more*. It's getting WORSE though. I thought I could hold it down, this has been an ongoing issue for about a year or so and it has never been this bad but lately it's getting to the point where I can't even talk to my own MOTHER without freaking out over this shit. She came back in town from a very long half year vacation recently and I had to go to dinner with her because that's what you're obligated to do and I had to sit there and try and make small talk with my brother the whole damn night looking anxious as fuck... I know they noticed. | 1,261 | 1 | 1 | 1,532,220,334 | 1 | 3.325952 | 121 | 21.8 | 14.13 | 92.76 | 1 | 24.2 | 12.4 | 95.87 | 62.81 | 20.66 | 11.57 | 8.26 | 0 | 0.83 | 1.65 | 0.83 | 9.09 | 4.13 | 15.7 | 9.92 | 8.26 | 9.92 | 2.48 | 20.66 | 6.61 | 4.13 | 2.48 | 0.83 | 2.48 | 6.61 | 0 | 6.61 | 1.65 | 2.48 | 0 | 6.61 | 1.65 | 0 | 2.48 | 0.83 | 12.4 | 2.48 | 3.31 | 0.83 | 1.65 | 0.83 | 4.13 | 0.83 | 0.83 | 0 | 0 | 2.48 | 0.83 | 0 | 0.83 | 0.83 | 8.26 | 0.83 | 0.83 | 3.31 | 1.65 | 1.65 | 4.96 | 14.88 | 0 | 17.36 | 2.48 | 9.92 | 5.79 | 0 | 0.83 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.31 | 3.31 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.4 | 5.79 | 0.83 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.13 | 0 | 1.65 | 3 | 2.6667 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.70113 | 1.5115 | 1.80479 | 0.6 | 3 | 4.01127 | -0.07866 |
anxiety | 8jeclm | (5, 10) | but I'm really, really afraid of public embarrassments and awkward situations. So I was in the train station and saw this homeless lady asking for food and money. I always help homeless people if I have change in my wallet. I walked up to her, took out my wallet and pulled out this £5 cash to give her. She was kinda old, so she wasn't in a perfect physical health. | 27,579 | 0 | 1 | 1,526,320,586 | 1 | 4.516438 | 70 | 31.77 | 44.33 | 78.4 | 1.91 | 14 | 11.43 | 91.43 | 55.71 | 18.57 | 15.71 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 5.71 | 0 | 2.86 | 2.86 | 14.29 | 7.14 | 5.71 | 11.43 | 1.43 | 15.71 | 4.29 | 0 | 0 | 1.43 | 0 | 5.71 | 1.43 | 4.29 | 4.29 | 0 | 0 | 17.14 | 0 | 0 | 7.14 | 0 | 12.86 | 0 | 1.43 | 1.43 | 2.86 | 2.86 | 7.14 | 1.43 | 1.43 | 0 | 0 | 4.29 | 0 | 2.86 | 0 | 1.43 | 10 | 1.43 | 0 | 7.14 | 2.86 | 0 | 8.57 | 5.71 | 0 | 15.71 | 4.29 | 8.57 | 2.86 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.86 | 0 | 0 | 1.43 | 0 | 1.43 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.29 | 7.14 | 4.29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.86 | 0 | 0 | 2.7778 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1 | 1.2 | 1 | 1.76144 | 1.69206 | 1.89461 | 1 | 0 | 6.10674 | -0.016667 |
assistance | 70i0ay | [0, 5] | Our dog Jett has been diagnosed with diabetes and is now in the hospital to stabilize his blood sugar. Luckily, he seems to be doing well and he will be home with us soon. Unfortunately, his bill is large enough that we just can't cover it on our own (especially with our poor financial situation). We're being evicted from our home soon and trying to find a place with this bill is just too much for us by ourselves. [To help us with the bill, we set up a GoFundMe <url> | 1,802 | 1 | 0.6 | 1,505,581,379 | 6 | 6.463789 | 91 | 42.69 | 99 | 2.11 | 25.77 | 18.2 | 13.19 | 87.91 | 64.84 | 19.78 | 16.48 | 0 | 12.09 | 0 | 4.4 | 0 | 3.3 | 4.4 | 16.48 | 10.99 | 8.79 | 3.3 | 1.1 | 15.38 | 2.2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.1 | 4.4 | 2.2 | 2.2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17.58 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.4 | 7.69 | 3.3 | 0 | 0 | 3.3 | 1.1 | 1.1 | 1.1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.49 | 1.1 | 3.3 | 0 | 1.1 | 17.58 | 13.19 | 1.1 | 4.4 | 0 | 0 | 1.1 | 12.09 | 3.3 | 8.79 | 0 | 5.49 | 3.3 | 1.1 | 0 | 2.2 | 5.49 | 0 | 0 | 1.1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.1 | 0 | 15.38 | 4.4 | 3.3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.2 | 2.2 | 3.3 | 2.8333 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1.125 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.66698 | 1.60253 | 1.91604 | 0.69 | 0 | 7.346316 | 0.049735 |
anxiety | 7e5yas | [13, 18] | - Specificphobia: most commom type. It's when something causes exarcebate fear in the person. DSM-5 moved two more disorders to a specific group. But it is anxiety disorders: - TOC and post-traumatic stress. | 1,616 | 0 | 0.8 | 1,511,148,482 | 3 | 6.387727 | 33 | 64.89 | 61.92 | 16.48 | 1 | 8.25 | 24.24 | 72.73 | 33.33 | 9.09 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9.09 | 6.06 | 6.06 | 6.06 | 3.03 | 9.09 | 0 | 9.09 | 9.09 | 6.06 | 3.03 | 6.06 | 9.09 | 12.12 | 0 | 12.12 | 9.09 | 0 | 0 | 6.06 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.15 | 0 | 3.03 | 0 | 6.06 | 3.03 | 3.03 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.03 | 3.03 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.03 | 6.06 | 0 | 12.12 | 3.03 | 3.03 | 3.03 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 33.33 | 12.12 | 0 | 6.06 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.12 | 0 | 3.03 | 0 | 0 | 2.5 | 2.8 | 3 | 1 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.80468 | 1.58095 | 1.75658 | 1 | 0 | 5.863864 | 0.333333 |
anxiety | 86dv8c | [0, 5] | I didn't do anything during spring break, except maybe go to work. And even then, I missed a day because I just couldn't deal with the stress. Most adults get excited to tell you they did absolutely nothing during their break. And there was a time when I enjoyed taking a break too. But now it seems like every time I have a break or a day off from work, it makes the stress worse. | 738 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,521,743,619 | 3 | 4.559481 | 75 | 36.49 | 21.18 | 98.01 | 2.41 | 15 | 9.33 | 98.67 | 64 | 14.67 | 10.67 | 6.67 | 0 | 1.33 | 0 | 2.67 | 4 | 9.33 | 12 | 8 | 10.67 | 9.33 | 4 | 17.33 | 4 | 4 | 1.33 | 0 | 2.67 | 8 | 2.67 | 5.33 | 2.67 | 0 | 1.33 | 6.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.67 | 1.33 | 2.67 | 1.33 | 6.67 | 4 | 5.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 2.67 | 0 | 4 | 1.33 | 5.33 | 14.67 | 1.33 | 21.33 | 1.33 | 1.33 | 13.33 | 2.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 13.33 | 6.67 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.67 | 0 | 0 | 2.8 | 2.9091 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.76983 | 1.44179 | 1.77706 | 1 | 0 | 4.361455 | 0.235 |
ptsd | 65zqy9 | (0, 5) | I run <url>, which seeks to tell the honest stories of people across the country in order to foster a greater understanding of one another and increase empathy. In anticipation of May being Mental Health Awareness Month, we're hoping to write about people with mental illnesses to raise awareness. If you're interested in being interviewed for a story, please send me a DM. I have OCD, myself, so I can assure you the topic will be treated with the tact it deserves. Note: We are not doing anonymous interviews at this time, so your full name would be published in the story. | 9,098 | 0 | 1 | 1,492,477,986 | 9 | 7.931824 | 109 | 84.28 | 90.04 | 38.62 | 98.18 | 21.8 | 19.27 | 88.99 | 52.29 | 12.84 | 9.17 | 4.59 | 1.83 | 2.75 | 0 | 0 | 3.67 | 8.26 | 16.51 | 11.01 | 2.75 | 3.67 | 0.92 | 15.6 | 4.59 | 0.92 | 0.92 | 0.92 | 0.92 | 5.5 | 5.5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.26 | 2.75 | 0 | 2.75 | 2.75 | 0.92 | 1.83 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.75 | 0 | 2.75 | 0 | 0 | 4.59 | 3.67 | 0 | 0.92 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.09 | 3.67 | 12.84 | 2.75 | 7.34 | 1.83 | 3.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.83 | 0 | 1.83 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.35 | 5.5 | 5.5 | 0.92 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.83 | 1.83 | 2.75 | 2.8571 | 2.75 | 3 | 1.125 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.75908 | 1.59101 | 1.95263 | 0.85 | 3 | 8.109434 | 0.25 |
domesticviolence | 8hawwj | (15, 20) | I feel like I will never trust my own judgement again. 3) I fucking HATE being this person. I hate being a victim. I would never judge anyone else in my situation, but I can’t stand having to see myself as someone who was abused. My grandfather abused my grandmother her whole marriage and I always felt like, because of that, I would always be on the lookout. | 28,989 | 1 | 1 | 1,525,559,235 | 5 | 2.884658 | 68 | 6.99 | 5.3 | 97.06 | 1 | 13.6 | 13.24 | 92.65 | 63.24 | 27.94 | 20.59 | 19.12 | 0 | 0 | 1.47 | 0 | 7.35 | 2.94 | 10.29 | 11.76 | 4.41 | 5.88 | 4.41 | 19.12 | 2.94 | 4.41 | 1.47 | 1.47 | 1.47 | 10.29 | 1.47 | 8.82 | 0 | 7.35 | 0 | 13.24 | 4.41 | 0 | 2.94 | 1.47 | 20.59 | 2.94 | 1.47 | 2.94 | 2.94 | 5.88 | 4.41 | 4.41 | 1.47 | 0 | 2.94 | 1.47 | 0 | 0 | 1.47 | 0 | 7.35 | 1.47 | 0 | 4.41 | 0 | 1.47 | 2.94 | 10.29 | 1.47 | 10.29 | 0 | 2.94 | 7.35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.47 | 1.47 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.71 | 7.35 | 4.41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.47 | 1.47 | 0 | 2.9167 | 2.8 | 3 | 1 | 1.2222 | 1 | 1.77963 | 1.57705 | 2.019 | 0.86 | 11 | 4.158634 | -0.175 |
assistance | 601uye | (0, 5) | Dental Lifeline Network's Donated Dental Services (DDS) program "provides free, comprehensive dental treatment to our country’s most vulnerable people with disabilities or who are elderly or medically fragile. These are people who cannot afford necessary treatment and cannot get public aid. The program operates through a volunteer network of more than 15,000 dentists and 3,700 dental labs across the United States." To qualify for services, applicants must lack adequate income to pay for dental care **and**: • Have a permanent disability, or | 14,721 | 0 | 1 | 1,489,803,041 | 13 | 8.172105 | 83 | 86.87 | 50 | 2.93 | 48.1 | 20.75 | 33.73 | 69.88 | 36.14 | 4.82 | 1.2 | 0 | 1.2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.61 | 4.82 | 12.05 | 7.23 | 0 | 7.23 | 2.41 | 12.05 | 7.23 | 3.61 | 2.41 | 4.82 | 2.41 | 3.61 | 2.41 | 1.2 | 1.2 | 0 | 0 | 8.43 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.25 | 1.2 | 0 | 2.41 | 4.82 | 2.41 | 7.23 | 1.2 | 0 | 0 | 1.2 | 3.61 | 0 | 3.61 | 0 | 0 | 6.02 | 1.2 | 1.2 | 1.2 | 1.2 | 1.2 | 1.2 | 10.84 | 0 | 3.61 | 0 | 2.41 | 1.2 | 9.64 | 0 | 0 | 4.82 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24.1 | 3.61 | 6.02 | 1.2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.41 | 2.41 | 2.41 | 6.02 | 2.4286 | 2.5 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.77239 | 1.58689 | 1.80001 | 0.7 | 1 | 7.806275 | 0.154167 |
homeless | 92wagq | [10, 15] | I'm pretty healthy and have a silcock key for water but surviving the heat goes beyond just staying hydrated. Not enough food or the salt that comes with it led to bad cramps most mornings. Sleep was but a wishful dream. When the night time lows are still in the mid 90s, you just sortta sweat and doze. Flip your pillow when its soaking wet and repeat. | 396 | 0 | 0.8 | 1,532,884,391 | 73 | 4.833382 | 67 | 48.87 | 38.25 | 88.99 | 53.85 | 13.4 | 11.94 | 82.09 | 47.76 | 8.96 | 4.48 | 1.49 | 0 | 2.99 | 0 | 0 | 4.48 | 8.96 | 7.46 | 5.97 | 8.96 | 11.94 | 1.49 | 10.45 | 2.99 | 1.49 | 2.99 | 0 | 1.49 | 4.48 | 2.99 | 1.49 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.99 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.45 | 0 | 1.49 | 0 | 4.48 | 0 | 5.97 | 2.99 | 0 | 0 | 1.49 | 8.96 | 2.99 | 1.49 | 0 | 4.48 | 2.99 | 0 | 1.49 | 0 | 0 | 1.49 | 2.99 | 7.46 | 0 | 20.9 | 5.97 | 5.97 | 10.45 | 0 | 1.49 | 1.49 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.45 | 7.46 | 1.49 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.49 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.4545 | 3 | 1.125 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.6592 | 1.59583 | 1.93237 | 1 | 17 | 4.116941 | 0.05625 |
domesticviolence | 88ddzu | (0, 5) | I just got out of a four year, mostly on but sometimes off relationship. The last interaction we had, he was moving out. The night before, he had strangled me. We've had a toxic relationship, but mostly loving. He truly tried to love me as much as possible, but would get drunk and be verbally abusive. | 29,353 | 0 | 1 | 1,522,441,078 | 5 | 3.853684 | 56 | 47.35 | 85.81 | 52.86 | 87.2 | 11.2 | 14.29 | 96.43 | 62.5 | 14.29 | 14.29 | 5.36 | 3.57 | 0 | 5.36 | 0 | 0 | 7.14 | 16.07 | 12.5 | 7.14 | 10.71 | 0 | 19.64 | 5.36 | 5.36 | 0 | 1.79 | 1.79 | 7.14 | 5.36 | 1.79 | 0 | 1.79 | 0 | 17.86 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.36 | 16.07 | 0 | 0 | 1.79 | 7.14 | 1.79 | 5.36 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.36 | 0 | 1.79 | 0 | 1.79 | 17.86 | 12.5 | 1.79 | 0 | 3.57 | 0 | 12.5 | 3.57 | 0 | 17.86 | 1.79 | 7.14 | 8.93 | 0 | 1.79 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19.64 | 8.93 | 8.93 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.79 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.6667 | 2.6 | 1.1429 | 1.2222 | 1 | 1.81076 | 1.53061 | 1.8582 | 1 | 7 | 5.417404 | 0.183333 |
relationships | 7q97j5 | [0, 5] | Hey everyone. I need a place to vent and place my feelings because I don't know what to do anymore. This evening while playing a boardgame with my BF and some friends, I found out my BF lied big time. Short: last year we decided that I would join him this year on his skiing trip with his friends (his idea). This wasn't possible in the end (or so he told me) because his friends didn't want to rent a cabin but go on a cheap student skiing trip. | 1,730 | 1 | 0.571429 | 1,515,897,410 | 4 | 5.534891 | 89 | 29.37 | 54.48 | 94.01 | 25.77 | 17.8 | 15.73 | 96.63 | 55.06 | 24.72 | 16.85 | 8.99 | 1.12 | 0 | 6.74 | 0 | 7.87 | 5.62 | 10.11 | 5.62 | 1.12 | 8.99 | 3.37 | 19.1 | 2.25 | 0 | 1.12 | 0 | 1.12 | 2.25 | 1.12 | 1.12 | 0 | 1.12 | 0 | 16.85 | 0 | 5.62 | 0 | 8.99 | 19.1 | 5.62 | 2.25 | 3.37 | 3.37 | 1.12 | 4.49 | 1.12 | 0 | 0 | 1.12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.24 | 7.87 | 0 | 3.37 | 0 | 0 | 6.74 | 7.87 | 0 | 21.35 | 3.37 | 8.99 | 8.99 | 1.12 | 3.37 | 1.12 | 2.25 | 0 | 0 | 3.37 | 0 | 2.25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.73 | 5.62 | 1.12 | 1.12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.37 | 4.49 | 0 | 2.625 | 3 | 3 | 1.125 | 1 | 1 | 1.75776 | 1.67632 | 1.88011 | 0.83 | 5 | 5.309913 | 0.08 |
ptsd | 8k9y39 | (7, 12) | I’ve been leaving lights on at night both in the main rooms and my bedroom. The fear is both physical and emotional. I’m so jumpy at work and at home. I feel like I’m seeing things everywhere and little waves of panic wash through me all day. I’m really just finding this incredibly difficult right now and needed to write it out I guess. | 16,794 | 1 | 1 | 1,526,611,659 | 4 | 4.071471 | 64 | 37.39 | 7.98 | 99 | 1 | 12.8 | 14.06 | 93.75 | 54.69 | 17.19 | 12.5 | 12.5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.69 | 3.12 | 15.62 | 9.38 | 7.81 | 9.38 | 0 | 20.31 | 4.69 | 1.56 | 0 | 0 | 4.69 | 6.25 | 0 | 6.25 | 3.12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.94 | 3.12 | 0 | 1.56 | 1.56 | 3.12 | 1.56 | 4.69 | 3.12 | 0 | 1.56 | 3.12 | 0 | 3.12 | 0 | 0 | 3.12 | 0 | 1.56 | 0 | 0 | 1.56 | 3.12 | 17.19 | 0 | 25 | 1.56 | 18.75 | 4.69 | 3.12 | 0 | 4.69 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.06 | 7.81 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.25 | 0 | 0 | 2.8333 | 2.5833 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.72598 | 1.64286 | 1.86569 | 0.76 | 2 | 4.984588 | -0.005017 |
ptsd | 7hzoqz | [65, 70] | All of these things I think contributed to this being a less traumatic experience than the first birth. Just before the second birth, she kind of lunged towards our first kid in the road, which, we later learned, gave her symphysis pubis dysfunction <url> She actually had substantial back/neck/joint pain (more on this later) in the first pregnancy as well, and this was worse, causing her to need crutches for the remainder of the pregnancy. This is not a super uncommon thing for a woman to experience <url> which includes my favorite-ever Wikipedia “For [alternate related article], see...”), but for most women, it resolves itself quickly after the baby is born. For my spouse, it didn’t, and she started seeing a pelvic floor physical therapist. This maybe helped, maybe didn’t. | 802 | 0 | 0.571429 | 1,512,582,269 | 6 | 8.435558 | 132 | 74.31 | 67.52 | 51.41 | 39.3 | 26.4 | 21.21 | 90.15 | 53.03 | 17.42 | 7.58 | 2.27 | 1.52 | 0 | 3.79 | 0 | 9.85 | 8.33 | 13.64 | 5.3 | 5.3 | 3.03 | 2.27 | 12.12 | 10.61 | 7.58 | 1.52 | 3.03 | 3.03 | 5.3 | 3.03 | 2.27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.12 | 3.03 | 0 | 5.3 | 0 | 13.64 | 3.03 | 0.76 | 0.76 | 3.03 | 1.52 | 4.55 | 3.79 | 1.52 | 0 | 0.76 | 5.3 | 1.52 | 3.79 | 1.52 | 0 | 7.58 | 2.27 | 3.79 | 0.76 | 0 | 0.76 | 6.82 | 5.3 | 0 | 15.91 | 1.52 | 5.3 | 10.61 | 0.76 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.76 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.76 | 0 | 27.27 | 6.06 | 9.09 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.76 | 1.52 | 1.52 | 2.27 | 6.06 | 2.8571 | 2.6 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.72844 | 1.55922 | 1.87342 | 1 | 8 | 7.994883 | 0.152778 |
domesticviolence | 6nnm6e | [15, 20] | Babies don't care about work hours you know. Husband finally says he'll watch our darling for the few hours between his full night's sleep and work. So we're doing this. I'm chipping on an embroidery project doing 'me' time, he's on bed with baby keeping the crawling fiend busy. He falls asleep and baby almost falls into crack between headboard and wall. | 184 | 0 | 0.571429 | 1,500,228,240 | 4 | 5.248971 | 63 | 58.58 | 98.62 | 37.24 | 82.57 | 12.6 | 17.46 | 85.71 | 44.44 | 12.7 | 11.11 | 1.59 | 3.17 | 1.59 | 4.76 | 0 | 1.59 | 4.76 | 12.7 | 7.94 | 6.35 | 6.35 | 1.59 | 15.87 | 6.35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.59 | 3.17 | 3.17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20.63 | 6.35 | 1.59 | 0 | 7.94 | 3.17 | 1.59 | 0 | 0 | 1.59 | 0 | 0 | 3.17 | 1.59 | 1.59 | 0 | 3.17 | 3.17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.94 | 4.76 | 3.17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.87 | 1.59 | 20.63 | 4.76 | 7.94 | 7.94 | 6.35 | 0 | 1.59 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22.22 | 7.94 | 1.59 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.7 | 0 | 0 | 2.7778 | 2.625 | 3 | 1.3077 | 1 | 1 | 1.70691 | 1.78113 | 1.88859 | 0.83 | 4 | 4.811059 | 0.0625 |
domesticviolence | 8ulo7r | [10, 15] | Why would you say that to me" and gets extremely offended. He continues on by giving me the silent treatment for 50 minutes and then comes in the room and tells me "You don't understand me. No one understands me. I give up. On everything." | 437 | 1 | 0.571429 | 1,530,207,483 | 9 | 1.550507 | 45 | 32.98 | 67.16 | 98.01 | 25.77 | 9 | 17.78 | 95.56 | 64.44 | 24.44 | 20 | 13.33 | 0 | 4.44 | 2.22 | 0 | 4.44 | 4.44 | 15.56 | 4.44 | 4.44 | 8.89 | 4.44 | 22.22 | 0 | 0 | 2.22 | 4.44 | 0 | 4.44 | 2.22 | 2.22 | 0 | 2.22 | 0 | 17.78 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.22 | 13.33 | 4.44 | 2.22 | 2.22 | 0 | 4.44 | 0 | 4.44 | 0 | 4.44 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.44 | 0 | 0 | 2.22 | 2.22 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 2.22 | 20 | 2.22 | 11.11 | 6.67 | 0 | 0 | 2.22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 11.11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.67 | 2.22 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.8 | 2.8 | 1.2308 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.77106 | 1.6 | 1.87619 | 0.91 | 3 | 3.047826 | -0.0625 |
relationships | 7qyzjs | [5, 10] | She was already against smoking weed after college at first but now she seems to have moved to a stance where she's okay with me smoking weed as long as she's there when it happens, as in I could smoke with just her or when we're both hanging out with the same friends. I've tried asking her about it and genuinely understanding why she feels this way about it but she can't seem to describe it rationally, saying that it's a gut feeling that she gets that legitimately bothers her and gives her anxiety. She seemed very distressed talking about it and was almost at the poiint of tears saying that she wishes she knew why it bothers her so much but it does and she can't help it no matter how much she thinks about it or how much I try to explain it to her. I don't know how to explain this to her. I don't want to give up the option of smoking weed with friends but I don't want to break up with her over something like this because I love her. | 2,080 | 1 | 0.571429 | 1,516,168,782 | 5 | 6.489082 | 186 | 12.57 | 74.07 | 8.87 | 7.28 | 37.2 | 13.44 | 96.24 | 66.67 | 26.34 | 16.13 | 4.3 | 0.54 | 0 | 11.29 | 0 | 10.22 | 2.69 | 17.74 | 6.45 | 10.22 | 10.75 | 3.23 | 20.43 | 2.69 | 3.23 | 4.3 | 0.54 | 2.15 | 3.76 | 1.08 | 2.69 | 1.08 | 1.08 | 0.54 | 18.28 | 0 | 1.08 | 11.29 | 0 | 19.35 | 6.99 | 3.76 | 2.15 | 4.84 | 0 | 4.84 | 2.15 | 0 | 1.08 | 1.08 | 3.23 | 0.54 | 0 | 0 | 2.15 | 6.45 | 2.69 | 1.61 | 2.15 | 0.54 | 0 | 3.76 | 15.05 | 0.54 | 10.22 | 0.54 | 5.91 | 3.23 | 0.54 | 0.54 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.54 | 0 | 0 | 0.54 | 0 | 0 | 9.14 | 2.69 | 1.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.38 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.66934 | 1.4479 | 1.83366 | 0.78 | 3 | 6.262163 | 0.24 |
ptsd | 7hzoqz | [5, 10] | During the pregnancy and after the (traumatic) birth of our first child in 2013, symptoms started to intensify, including lots of depression, some manic behavior, and periodic angry outbursts. Somewhere in there we settled on a very (relatively speaking) effective combination of mental health meds that stabilized symptoms. We had our second child in 2015, after which an injury led to the discovery of a debilitating and incurable connective tissue disorder. The symptoms from this have been getting worse since then, and a good chunk of time from 2015 until now has been discovering what’s going on, coming to grips with a new reality, and managing those symptoms. Overall we’ve had a very healthy supportive relationship with strong shared values. | 1,687 | 0 | 0.8 | 1,512,582,269 | 6 | 14.513033 | 120 | 93.61 | 90.87 | 54.43 | 57.28 | 24 | 27.5 | 85.83 | 50.83 | 9.17 | 4.17 | 0 | 4.17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.17 | 8.33 | 19.17 | 6.67 | 5 | 5.83 | 0 | 11.67 | 7.5 | 2.5 | 1.67 | 4.17 | 1.67 | 8.33 | 5 | 3.33 | 0 | 0.83 | 0.83 | 9.17 | 0.83 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.5 | 2.5 | 2.5 | 0 | 3.33 | 0 | 0 | 1.67 | 0 | 0.83 | 0.83 | 5.83 | 0.83 | 5.83 | 0.83 | 0 | 12.5 | 5.83 | 0.83 | 3.33 | 1.67 | 0.83 | 6.67 | 4.17 | 2.5 | 19.17 | 3.33 | 5 | 10.83 | 0.83 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.83 | 4.17 | 6.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.67 | 3.33 | 0 | 3 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.80193 | 1.46067 | 1.8333 | 1 | 8 | 12.980098 | 0.126407 |
anxiety | 8jjz6d | (15, 20) | I'm worried I have a blood clot or something that gets aggravated when I wear them. I just want to be okay and to have a good time on this trip, but I've been so out of it, and I'm at my wit's end. Right now I'm lying down and I feel blood rushing all through my head, and bulging of blood vessels around my nose. I'm extremely sleep deprived and woozy but I'm scared to go to sleep and am in pain. I'm so scared. | 26,811 | 1 | 1 | 1,526,372,807 | 1 | 0.479043 | 86 | 7.47 | 4.06 | 99 | 1 | 17.2 | 10.47 | 94.19 | 62.79 | 22.09 | 17.44 | 16.28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.16 | 4.65 | 2.33 | 15.12 | 13.95 | 8.14 | 13.95 | 0 | 20.93 | 3.49 | 0 | 1.16 | 0 | 1.16 | 10.47 | 2.33 | 8.14 | 3.49 | 2.33 | 1.16 | 2.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.47 | 1.16 | 1.16 | 1.16 | 2.33 | 2.33 | 3.49 | 3.49 | 0 | 0 | 2.33 | 10.47 | 9.3 | 1.16 | 0 | 0 | 3.49 | 0 | 0 | 1.16 | 2.33 | 0 | 1.16 | 19.77 | 0 | 16.28 | 3.49 | 8.14 | 4.65 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.16 | 0 | 0 | 1.16 | 0 | 0 | 18.6 | 5.81 | 3.49 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9.3 | 0 | 0 | 2.75 | 2.8333 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.73101 | 1.52987 | 1.85655 | 1 | 1 | 2.173351 | 0.241032 |
ptsd | 9jkhvr | [0, 5] | I have PTSD from my sexual abuse, and this week has been really hard. Really, since Dr. Ford came out against kavanaugh and the fallout of it. Today, though, was really hard. I come home to see my father watching fox news and agreeing that Dr. Ford is a lying whore. His words. | 87 | 1 | 1 | 1,538,114,947 | 77 | 3.065472 | 53 | 38.66 | 9.34 | 81.66 | 1 | 10.6 | 9.43 | 81.13 | 52.83 | 15.09 | 9.43 | 7.55 | 0 | 0 | 1.89 | 0 | 5.66 | 3.77 | 11.32 | 9.43 | 7.55 | 7.55 | 0 | 18.87 | 3.77 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.55 | 1.89 | 5.66 | 0 | 3.77 | 0 | 5.66 | 1.89 | 0 | 0 | 3.77 | 11.32 | 0 | 1.89 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9.43 | 7.55 | 3.77 | 0 | 3.77 | 3.77 | 0 | 0 | 3.77 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.66 | 11.32 | 0 | 11.32 | 3.77 | 1.89 | 5.66 | 0 | 0 | 1.89 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.89 | 1.89 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20.75 | 13.21 | 7.55 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.8333 | 2.5 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.66147 | 1.5617 | 1.80424 | 0.95 | 10 | 3.683623 | 0.029167 |
ptsd | 6veozn | [25, 30] | And I don't ask for the nightmares to drain me of all energy and make me feel worse throughout the day the harder I try to be normal. I was planning on seeking counselling without my parent's knowledge for this condition once I get to university and get settled, but now I'm wondering if I'm going to be told the same thing by a therapist there. I'm not looking for a diagnosis, just people who share my experience or know what I'm talking about. I'm sorry if this seems kind of ranty or rambling, my thoughts are a bit of a mess and I'm not sure what to think. Thank you for reading all this, anyhow. | 1,054 | 1 | 1 | 1,503,441,768 | 2 | 7.02164 | 115 | 41.59 | 6.97 | 92.32 | 25.77 | 23 | 18.26 | 94.78 | 57.39 | 20 | 13.91 | 13.04 | 0 | 0.87 | 0 | 0 | 6.09 | 6.96 | 13.91 | 9.57 | 3.48 | 7.83 | 3.48 | 23.48 | 4.35 | 2.61 | 2.61 | 0.87 | 2.61 | 6.96 | 3.48 | 3.48 | 0 | 0 | 0.87 | 7.83 | 0.87 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 6.96 | 0.87 | 1.74 | 7.83 | 2.61 | 6.96 | 3.48 | 0.87 | 0 | 1.74 | 1.74 | 0 | 1.74 | 0 | 0 | 6.09 | 1.74 | 1.74 | 0 | 1.74 | 0.87 | 1.74 | 20 | 1.74 | 4.35 | 0.87 | 0.87 | 2.61 | 1.74 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.78 | 4.35 | 3.48 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.96 | 0 | 0 | 2.75 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.7257 | 1.40196 | 1.89465 | 0.6 | 7 | 7.695806 | -0.084375 |
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