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survivorsofabuse | 7a08hr | (23, 28) | I don't know, she's forgiving and all, but it's like, everyone has a limit and I would understand if she did break up with me. I just wish I could tell her right now. That would be impulsive and come out of the same energy as seeing a prostitute bc I'm lonely. I just want to get the anxiety over with. Looking for support and understanding before advice, but not opposed to advice if understanding is given. | 47,060 | 0 | 0.6 | 1,509,497,006 | 3 | 2.414352 | 77 | 25.15 | 21.79 | 39.99 | 49.97 | 15.4 | 14.29 | 98.7 | 64.94 | 16.88 | 12.99 | 9.09 | 0 | 0 | 3.9 | 0 | 3.9 | 5.19 | 15.58 | 14.29 | 3.9 | 12.99 | 2.6 | 28.57 | 3.9 | 5.19 | 0 | 0 | 1.3 | 6.49 | 3.9 | 2.6 | 1.3 | 0 | 1.3 | 10.39 | 0 | 0 | 3.9 | 0 | 23.38 | 6.49 | 1.3 | 9.09 | 2.6 | 2.6 | 6.49 | 2.6 | 2.6 | 0 | 0 | 1.3 | 0 | 0 | 1.3 | 0 | 6.49 | 0 | 1.3 | 3.9 | 1.3 | 0 | 2.6 | 19.48 | 1.3 | 10.39 | 1.3 | 5.19 | 2.6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.3 | 0 | 1.3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16.88 | 6.49 | 5.19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.19 | 0 | 0 | 2.7143 | 3 | 2.6 | 1 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.71034 | 1.43143 | 1.91842 | 1 | 4 | 4.52912 | 0.061905 |
relationships | 7ronkg | [45, 50] | He says she is a great girl, caring for him and he thinks she loves him. He, however, felt mostly intense passion and says he misses the spiritual connection. I think its still too soon for him to know after a few days, as the group of friends returned home and he is some more time on the road. He said even if he does not know what will happen, he must explore the passion with the new girl and he is happy that it happened. He said he feels a bit guilty cause its mostly passion he feels and the girl seems to be really into him. | 358 | 0 | 0.8 | 1,516,428,017 | 0 | 5.668611 | 108 | 32.51 | 97.9 | 1 | 95.19 | 21.6 | 10.19 | 99.07 | 60.19 | 22.22 | 17.59 | 0.93 | 0 | 0 | 16.67 | 0 | 4.63 | 8.33 | 9.26 | 6.48 | 7.41 | 7.41 | 0.93 | 20.37 | 8.33 | 2.78 | 0.93 | 0 | 4.63 | 8.33 | 6.48 | 1.85 | 0.93 | 0 | 0.93 | 25.93 | 0 | 0.93 | 4.63 | 14.81 | 16.67 | 8.33 | 0.93 | 1.85 | 4.63 | 0.93 | 3.7 | 6.48 | 0 | 3.7 | 2.78 | 3.7 | 0 | 0 | 2.78 | 0 | 3.7 | 2.78 | 0 | 0 | 0.93 | 0 | 3.7 | 15.74 | 1.85 | 11.11 | 0.93 | 3.7 | 6.48 | 0 | 0 | 0.93 | 0 | 0.93 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9.26 | 4.63 | 4.63 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.8182 | 3 | 1.125 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.77397 | 1.56939 | 1.95128 | 0.36 | 18 | 5.852222 | 0.243636 |
survivorsofabuse | 5re9qs | [10, 15] | and "how could you let me do this?" Although my family and friends will never see this, I'm here to answer the question: "why?" It wasn't as simple as some of my friends may think. I didn't magically wake up one day and think "You know what, I think I'll let my abuser walk me down the aisle." It's taken 5 years for me just to sit across from him and have dinner without having a full blown panic attack. | 434 | 1 | 0.571429 | 1,485,935,852 | 8 | 0.580693 | 80 | 5.82 | 13.02 | 98.26 | 1 | 16 | 7.5 | 95 | 65 | 22.5 | 16.25 | 12.5 | 0 | 2.5 | 1.25 | 0 | 6.25 | 3.75 | 13.75 | 16.25 | 6.25 | 10 | 5 | 26.25 | 5 | 2.5 | 3.75 | 2.5 | 1.25 | 3.75 | 0 | 3.75 | 1.25 | 2.5 | 0 | 8.75 | 1.25 | 2.5 | 0 | 1.25 | 20 | 7.5 | 2.5 | 1.25 | 3.75 | 1.25 | 5 | 1.25 | 1.25 | 0 | 0 | 2.5 | 1.25 | 0 | 0 | 1.25 | 8.75 | 3.75 | 0 | 3.75 | 1.25 | 0 | 3.75 | 13.75 | 3.75 | 11.25 | 1.25 | 6.25 | 3.75 | 0 | 1.25 | 1.25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23.75 | 3.75 | 2.5 | 1.25 | 0 | 2.5 | 0 | 0 | 7.5 | 6.25 | 0 | 0 | 2.625 | 2.625 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.73576 | 1.53056 | 1.87758 | 1 | 5 | 2.253333 | 0.173611 |
ptsd | 9xh5gt | (85, 90) | My version of events wasn't believed due to ten other witnesses denying it and I was expelled immediately. I got home and unexpectedly my bags were already packed. My sister-in-law walked up to me, gave me an insincere hug, and said "Your actions have consequences. You're going to Portland two weeks early." I asked if I could say goodbye to my nieces and nephews and friends and she said "no." | 51,554 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,542,329,082 | 8 | 2.603138 | 71 | 14.66 | 55.59 | 92.35 | 25.77 | 14.2 | 21.13 | 91.55 | 52.11 | 21.13 | 18.31 | 14.08 | 0 | 2.82 | 1.41 | 0 | 2.82 | 1.41 | 8.45 | 8.45 | 2.82 | 9.86 | 2.82 | 23.94 | 1.41 | 0 | 0 | 2.82 | 0 | 2.82 | 1.41 | 1.41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21.13 | 5.63 | 1.41 | 4.23 | 1.41 | 9.86 | 1.41 | 1.41 | 2.82 | 1.41 | 0 | 5.63 | 4.23 | 0 | 4.23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9.86 | 4.23 | 0 | 2.82 | 1.41 | 1.41 | 15.49 | 4.23 | 1.41 | 12.68 | 4.23 | 1.41 | 7.04 | 0 | 0 | 1.41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21.13 | 7.04 | 2.82 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.82 | 5.63 | 2.82 | 0 | 0 | 2.8333 | 2.9167 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.78443 | 1.55161 | 1.87893 | 0.8 | 6 | 3.722072 | -0.01 |
domesticviolence | 8pww89 | (45, 50) | He ended up grabbing me by the neck with both hands and slamming my head against the wall in the hallway, he threw me the ground I hit the radiator and then he threw a bucket at me that had a toy and DOG SHIT in it (i genuinely don't think he knew there was dog shit in it, he just threw whatever was there...and our dog must have shit in it.) I didn't pass out this time. He went upstairs and slammed his door and locked it. I got right up and ran up the stairs and told him to let me in to get my shit so I can go. He told me to leave and I started kicking the door and demanding he lets me into get my shit so I can go. | 20,577 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,528,587,735 | 13 | 2.387546 | 137 | 28.46 | 25.55 | 94.61 | 1 | 27.4 | 8.76 | 93.43 | 63.5 | 25.55 | 20.44 | 11.68 | 1.46 | 0 | 7.3 | 0 | 5.11 | 6.57 | 12.41 | 7.3 | 3.65 | 9.49 | 1.46 | 21.9 | 0 | 0 | 0.73 | 0 | 0.73 | 3.65 | 0 | 3.65 | 0 | 3.65 | 0 | 10.22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.3 | 4.38 | 2.19 | 0 | 0.73 | 0 | 0.73 | 1.46 | 1.46 | 0 | 0 | 1.46 | 5.84 | 5.84 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.57 | 1.46 | 0 | 2.92 | 2.19 | 0 | 10.95 | 8.76 | 0.73 | 23.36 | 6.57 | 13.87 | 2.92 | 0 | 0.73 | 1.46 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.65 | 3.65 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.22 | 5.84 | 1.46 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.46 | 1.46 | 0 | 2.5556 | 2.75 | 3 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1 | 1.77077 | 1.74711 | 1.80247 | 0.89 | 20 | 3.761391 | -0.044898 |
anxiety | 9ls8x9 | [21, 26] | I was having a mild form of attack during the appointment too, but I don't think the hot flash was there. Does anyone else experience this? Thanks everyone! EDIT: I forgot to mention I'm doing nofap, but only today have I started doing it right, since until now I've still been edging which is bad. This might temporarily unbalance your hormones, so maybe it's contributing. | 1,505 | 0 | 1 | 1,538,789,863 | 1 | 4.798261 | 65 | 2.01 | 22.08 | 91.48 | 7.8 | 13 | 13.85 | 87.69 | 64.62 | 21.54 | 10.77 | 9.23 | 0 | 1.54 | 0 | 0 | 10.77 | 4.62 | 7.69 | 21.54 | 10.77 | 6.15 | 1.54 | 27.69 | 1.54 | 0 | 1.54 | 0 | 0 | 4.62 | 1.54 | 3.08 | 0 | 1.54 | 0 | 6.15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.38 | 1.54 | 1.54 | 0 | 6.15 | 1.54 | 4.62 | 3.08 | 0 | 0 | 1.54 | 1.54 | 0 | 1.54 | 0 | 0 | 3.08 | 0 | 0 | 1.54 | 0 | 1.54 | 7.69 | 16.92 | 1.54 | 13.85 | 0 | 1.54 | 12.31 | 1.54 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21.54 | 4.62 | 6.15 | 1.54 | 0 | 1.54 | 1.54 | 0 | 0 | 6.15 | 0 | 0 | 2.75 | 2.625 | 3 | 1 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.70076 | 1.37544 | 1.82583 | 1 | 0 | 5.825435 | 0.069841 |
anxiety | 9mvrgz | [20, 25] | That freaked me out. I was tired after probably from a sugar crash and I immediately assumed I was going through a calcium OD and was going to end up in a coma. Then I went home and opened a Snapchat and got deja vu (I thought I read that Snapchat before). I experience deja vu like that frequently, and googled it and it said I could have a brain condition or epilepsy... If I’m going to have to live like this forever sometimes I wish I wouldn’t wake up. | 655 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,539,140,147 | 2 | 1.446848 | 90 | 41.99 | 9.13 | 96.92 | 11.41 | 18 | 18.89 | 91.11 | 61.11 | 20 | 13.33 | 13.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.67 | 5.56 | 14.44 | 8.89 | 3.33 | 10 | 1.11 | 21.11 | 3.33 | 4.44 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.11 | 0 | 1.11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.44 | 0 | 1.11 | 0 | 0 | 11.11 | 2.22 | 0 | 4.44 | 5.56 | 1.11 | 2.22 | 3.33 | 0 | 1.11 | 0 | 6.67 | 2.22 | 3.33 | 0 | 1.11 | 5.56 | 2.22 | 0 | 2.22 | 1.11 | 0 | 7.78 | 4.44 | 5.56 | 18.89 | 4.44 | 5.56 | 8.89 | 1.11 | 2.22 | 1.11 | 0 | 0 | 1.11 | 3.33 | 1.11 | 2.22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.33 | 7.78 | 1.11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.22 | 2.22 | 0 | 2.8333 | 2.6667 | 3 | 1.1 | 1 | 1 | 1.74026 | 1.44722 | 1.92373 | 0.76 | 6 | 3.517565 | -0.065909 |
ptsd | 9idds8 | [20, 25] | Apparently with this new technology, my entire phone shuts down for 5 minutes after making an emergency call. I'm waiting to tell work about what happened, that I can't come in. I'm going to the hospital with her. I don't care if they're mad or if I get fired. I just feel so shaken and scared still. | 1,200 | 1 | 1 | 1,537,748,436 | 7 | 2.774355 | 57 | 29.42 | 8.02 | 98.01 | 1 | 11.4 | 12.28 | 92.98 | 57.89 | 19.3 | 14.04 | 12.28 | 0 | 0 | 1.75 | 0 | 5.26 | 3.51 | 15.79 | 7.02 | 8.77 | 8.77 | 3.51 | 22.81 | 5.26 | 1.75 | 1.75 | 1.75 | 1.75 | 8.77 | 1.75 | 7.02 | 3.51 | 1.75 | 0 | 8.77 | 0 | 0 | 1.75 | 0 | 14.04 | 1.75 | 1.75 | 3.51 | 7.02 | 1.75 | 7.02 | 3.51 | 0 | 1.75 | 1.75 | 1.75 | 0 | 1.75 | 0 | 0 | 5.26 | 0 | 1.75 | 1.75 | 1.75 | 0 | 1.75 | 19.3 | 1.75 | 17.54 | 5.26 | 3.51 | 8.77 | 3.51 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21.05 | 8.77 | 3.51 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.77 | 0 | 0 | 2.5714 | 2.7273 | 2.8 | 1 | 1.25 | 1 | 1.71625 | 1.55472 | 1.80196 | 1 | 0 | 4.471806 | -0.118838 |
anxiety | 6mefg5 | [20, 25] | My anxiety caused me to become independent and cold towards him, but inside I was screaming. All I wanted was for him to hold me and tell me everything was fine. But my anxiety got the best of us and caused a rift. We broke up for a week and then when we got back together we were really good for maybe a month or two and the same insecurities slipped in. Mind you, he has NEVER cheated or even acted interested in other girls. | 447 | 1 | 1 | 1,499,693,231 | 3 | 4.271686 | 85 | 26.21 | 63.81 | 79.21 | 3.42 | 17 | 12.94 | 94.12 | 64.71 | 20 | 17.65 | 8.24 | 4.71 | 1.18 | 3.53 | 0 | 2.35 | 5.88 | 12.94 | 7.06 | 7.06 | 12.94 | 1.18 | 12.94 | 4.71 | 2.35 | 1.18 | 1.18 | 1.18 | 11.76 | 4.71 | 7.06 | 3.53 | 1.18 | 1.18 | 14.12 | 0 | 0 | 1.18 | 3.53 | 17.65 | 1.18 | 3.53 | 1.18 | 3.53 | 3.53 | 7.06 | 2.35 | 0 | 1.18 | 1.18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.12 | 5.88 | 2.35 | 3.53 | 4.71 | 0 | 9.41 | 3.53 | 1.18 | 14.12 | 0 | 8.24 | 7.06 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.24 | 5.88 | 2.35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.7778 | 2.8571 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.7141 | 1.61867 | 1.87962 | 1 | 1 | 5.760882 | 0.182407 |
stress | 8b9j8h | (5, 10) | Your responses to the survey items will be anonymous and kept confidential. Clicking the “SURVEY” link below will take you to a page asking you to read through a consent form explaining the purpose of this research, the content of the survey, the type of questions you will be asked, the amount of time it may take to complete the survey, and the risks and benefits of your participation. At the end of the form you can click “AGREE” to consent to the use of the answers you provide and to begin completing the survey. Thank you for your time and interest. <url> | 39,662 | 0 | 1 | 1,523,381,550 | 1 | 9.166 | 103 | 98.64 | 99 | 4.29 | 79.01 | 20.6 | 18.45 | 84.47 | 55.34 | 10.68 | 8.74 | 0 | 0 | 8.74 | 0 | 0 | 1.94 | 15.53 | 17.48 | 6.8 | 0 | 4.85 | 0 | 15.53 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.97 | 4.85 | 3.88 | 0.97 | 0.97 | 0 | 0 | 14.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.74 | 3.88 | 2.91 | 0 | 1.94 | 0.97 | 0 | 1.94 | 0 | 1.94 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.83 | 0 | 0.97 | 0.97 | 2.91 | 0.97 | 1.94 | 8.74 | 3.88 | 6.8 | 0 | 2.91 | 3.88 | 2.91 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.97 | 0 | 0 | 0.97 | 0 | 0 | 13.59 | 3.88 | 3.88 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.88 | 0 | 0 | 1.94 | 2.75 | 2.6 | 3 | 1.25 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.64171 | 1.4925 | 1.8325 | 1 | 0 | 8.445714 | 0.1 |
ptsd | 6aztof | (230, 235) | I feel like I've taken a giant step back. I'll address this in my next counseling session, but does anyone know if this sort of reaction is common during a recovery process? TL/DR: Abusive relationship led to a violated protection order. The subsequent criminal trial has made me question my emotional stability, and memories. Are the symptoms of CPTSD causing me to fail in my interactions on a day to day basis, or has there simply been a bizarre miscommunication? | 10,481 | 1 | 1 | 1,494,705,487 | 16 | 6.880281 | 81 | 74.89 | 22.95 | 98.76 | 1 | 16.2 | 25.93 | 91.36 | 50.62 | 13.58 | 9.88 | 9.88 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.7 | 8.64 | 12.35 | 9.88 | 3.7 | 4.94 | 0 | 14.81 | 6.17 | 1.23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.94 | 0 | 4.94 | 0 | 2.47 | 1.23 | 6.17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17.28 | 4.94 | 6.17 | 1.23 | 6.17 | 0 | 3.7 | 1.23 | 0 | 0 | 1.23 | 2.47 | 0 | 2.47 | 0 | 0 | 11.11 | 2.47 | 2.47 | 4.94 | 1.23 | 2.47 | 4.94 | 9.88 | 1.23 | 17.28 | 2.47 | 6.17 | 7.41 | 3.7 | 0 | 1.23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.81 | 3.7 | 3.7 | 1.23 | 0 | 2.47 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.47 | 0 | 1.23 | 2.8571 | 2.6667 | 3 | 1 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.77186 | 1.59394 | 1.90421 | 0.84 | 5 | 8.429096 | -0.08 |
ptsd | 78sx70 | (28, 33) | I wish I could go back and just not fuck up so horribly. I was begged not to go out on this date from tinder. My friend was raped off tinder and told me all guys want are sex off tinder. I had talked to my assaulter and told him I didn't want to be touched and he was fine with it and seemed perfectly normal. I'm so stupid. | 25,976 | 1 | 0.833333 | 1,508,987,660 | 4 | 2.320845 | 69 | 11 | 12.32 | 64.25 | 1 | 13.8 | 5.8 | 95.65 | 60.87 | 18.84 | 15.94 | 13.04 | 0 | 0 | 2.9 | 0 | 2.9 | 0 | 14.49 | 13.04 | 5.8 | 10.14 | 4.35 | 27.54 | 4.35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.45 | 10.14 | 2.9 | 7.25 | 1.45 | 5.8 | 0 | 11.59 | 0 | 4.35 | 0 | 4.35 | 14.49 | 1.45 | 0 | 5.8 | 1.45 | 2.9 | 4.35 | 1.45 | 0 | 0 | 1.45 | 4.35 | 0 | 0 | 4.35 | 0 | 7.25 | 1.45 | 1.45 | 4.35 | 1.45 | 0 | 14.49 | 11.59 | 1.45 | 13.04 | 2.9 | 8.7 | 2.9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.45 | 1.45 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.14 | 7.25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.9 | 0 | 0 | 2.7778 | 2.6667 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.75643 | 1.4129 | 1.87475 | 0.76 | 3 | 3.243775 | -0.172222 |
anxiety | 8le5gr | [10, 15] | Every morning I wake up and it's there on the exact same spot. This has been happening for the past 4 days and I thought I need to reach out to someone if they can help me at all? I have convinced myself I have a brain tumour, I keep feeling dissociated and completely out of it I keep touching the same spot on my head like every 20 seconds like a compulsion and it's really getting me down. When I swallow i feel as if i can feel a pulling sensation near the spot where this is happening. It's not exactly giving me a headache but it's disturbing me to which i notice it. | 980 | 1 | 1 | 1,527,027,401 | 1 | 2.449664 | 115 | 34.48 | 4.93 | 99 | 25.77 | 23 | 16.52 | 93.04 | 62.61 | 24.35 | 15.65 | 14.78 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.87 | 8.7 | 6.96 | 13.91 | 9.57 | 4.35 | 7.83 | 0.87 | 19.13 | 2.61 | 4.35 | 2.61 | 1.74 | 2.61 | 1.74 | 0.87 | 0.87 | 0.87 | 0 | 0 | 3.48 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16.52 | 5.22 | 0 | 2.61 | 2.61 | 5.22 | 4.35 | 4.35 | 0 | 0 | 4.35 | 6.09 | 3.48 | 1.74 | 0 | 0.87 | 3.48 | 0.87 | 0 | 2.61 | 0.87 | 0 | 1.74 | 13.91 | 0 | 14.78 | 0.87 | 7.83 | 6.09 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.7 | 3.48 | 0.87 | 0 | 0 | 0.87 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.48 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1.125 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.7171 | 1.52475 | 1.93167 | 1 | 1 | 4.321588 | 0.010859 |
anxiety | 8wn55o | [0, 5] | Hi, so I’m a guy (mid 20s) whose been in a relationship for over 2 years with my girlfriend. I’ve been talking to for at least 8-15 hours a day in person or over the phone, every day, for the entirety of the last 2 years. She had moved in with me around 2 months ago. I don’t have any friends other than her. We recently had a near-relationship ending encounter (entirely my fault) that caused some distance between us for about 2 weeks before she moved back in a week ago. | 1,492 | 0 | 0.571429 | 1,530,906,835 | 3 | 6.138866 | 94 | 92.84 | 77.17 | 99 | 11.87 | 18.8 | 11.7 | 91.49 | 55.32 | 14.89 | 11.7 | 6.38 | 2.13 | 0 | 3.19 | 0 | 3.19 | 8.51 | 22.34 | 8.51 | 4.26 | 2.13 | 1.06 | 11.7 | 4.26 | 4.26 | 1.06 | 6.38 | 6.38 | 1.06 | 0 | 1.06 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.96 | 0 | 3.19 | 3.19 | 1.06 | 9.57 | 0 | 1.06 | 0 | 3.19 | 3.19 | 3.19 | 1.06 | 0 | 1.06 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.64 | 7.45 | 0 | 2.13 | 0 | 1.06 | 8.51 | 4.26 | 0 | 29.79 | 2.13 | 12.77 | 15.96 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.09 | 5.32 | 3.19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.13 | 0 | 3.19 | 4.26 | 0 | 2.6667 | 2.625 | 3 | 1.2 | 1 | 1 | 1.63155 | 1.64928 | 1.83136 | 1 | 1 | 6.452289 | -0.060714 |
domesticviolence | 913aa1 | [0, 5] | This is my story I feel I should share in the case things every turn bad. When I was a kid my brother use to practice the choke slam. At first it was fun but when I grew up it wasn't. My brother continue to abuse me for years . He called me names and some days I believe him. | 237 | 1 | 0.6 | 1,532,312,837 | 1 | -0.580786 | 59 | 20.17 | 24.88 | 99 | 25.77 | 11.8 | 8.47 | 96.61 | 57.63 | 27.12 | 20.34 | 16.95 | 0 | 0 | 3.39 | 0 | 6.78 | 5.08 | 10.17 | 8.47 | 3.39 | 6.78 | 1.69 | 18.64 | 1.69 | 0 | 3.39 | 1.69 | 3.39 | 6.78 | 3.39 | 3.39 | 0 | 1.69 | 0 | 15.25 | 3.39 | 0 | 0 | 6.78 | 13.56 | 3.39 | 1.69 | 1.69 | 1.69 | 1.69 | 3.39 | 1.69 | 0 | 0 | 1.69 | 1.69 | 0 | 1.69 | 0 | 0 | 13.56 | 5.08 | 3.39 | 3.39 | 0 | 1.69 | 8.47 | 13.56 | 0 | 18.64 | 3.39 | 5.08 | 10.17 | 1.69 | 1.69 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.17 | 8.47 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.69 | 0 | 0 | 2.75 | 2.5 | 3 | 1.2857 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.77564 | 1.67778 | 1.94016 | 1 | 1 | 1.12619 | -0.05 |
homeless | 6rxmy3 | (25, 30) | I'm not sure why I'm making this post, really. I guess I'm afraid. Is houston "safe" to be homeless in, compared to other cities? I'm 5'10" and about 150 lbs, so I don't think anyone would mess with me, but...I have seen some of the homeless people here and I really hope I don't offend anyone, but they look crazy :/ I'm sure it's very rough for men, also, but being a 22 year old homeless woman is a terrifying thought. where do I sleep? | 46,730 | 1 | 0.857143 | 1,502,014,359 | 10 | 0.186129 | 87 | 2.4 | 3.32 | 86.38 | 11.04 | 17.4 | 8.05 | 91.95 | 58.62 | 20.69 | 14.94 | 13.79 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.15 | 5.75 | 3.45 | 8.05 | 17.24 | 10.34 | 8.05 | 3.45 | 25.29 | 6.9 | 1.15 | 2.3 | 4.6 | 1.15 | 10.34 | 4.6 | 5.75 | 2.3 | 1.15 | 0 | 6.9 | 0 | 0 | 1.15 | 1.15 | 21.84 | 2.3 | 2.3 | 2.3 | 5.75 | 2.3 | 8.05 | 3.45 | 2.3 | 0 | 1.15 | 1.15 | 1.15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.6 | 0 | 0 | 3.45 | 0 | 1.15 | 1.15 | 19.54 | 1.15 | 5.75 | 0 | 2.3 | 2.3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.15 | 0 | 1.15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 31.03 | 6.9 | 8.05 | 0 | 0 | 2.3 | 0 | 0 | 3.45 | 10.34 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.625 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.64811 | 1.472 | 1.87873 | 0.86 | 6 | 2.501516 | -0.125385 |
assistance | 5rpenn | (7, 12) | I was told by a friend of mine that if you ship something straight to the airport, and just have the receiver pick it up, you would be saving an enormous amount of $$ as opposed to sending it directly to the recipient. Does this hold any truth, anyone know? If you've got any ideas like the one I've posted I would be more then thrilled to hear about it! P.S. The items vary in size, so if you know about a method that if best suited for, lets say items under 5 pounds, I would still love to hear about it! | 23,873 | 0 | 1 | 1,486,068,948 | 2 | 6.788571 | 102 | 58.07 | 83.66 | 14.7 | 90.49 | 20.4 | 9.8 | 87.25 | 59.8 | 18.63 | 9.8 | 4.9 | 0.98 | 3.92 | 0 | 0 | 8.82 | 7.84 | 16.67 | 9.8 | 5.88 | 7.84 | 0 | 21.57 | 3.92 | 3.92 | 0 | 1.96 | 3.92 | 3.92 | 3.92 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.73 | 0 | 0.98 | 0 | 0 | 17.65 | 2.94 | 0.98 | 6.86 | 8.82 | 1.96 | 3.92 | 2.94 | 0 | 2.94 | 0 | 0.98 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.82 | 2.94 | 0.98 | 4.9 | 1.96 | 0 | 4.9 | 12.75 | 0.98 | 9.8 | 1.96 | 5.88 | 2.94 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.98 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.69 | 2.94 | 5.88 | 0 | 0 | 0.98 | 1.96 | 0 | 0 | 1.96 | 0 | 1.96 | 3 | 2.6364 | 3 | 1.3333 | 1.1667 | 1 | 1.66463 | 1.42273 | 1.91433 | 0.59 | 2 | 6.310476 | 0.453571 |
relationships | 7sd6kl | [35, 40] | Now like I said, I am working hard to try and get a better job while balancing school (the good grades I've gotten in the past year and a half seem to be only things I have going for me right now. That and martial arts) and at the same time, I'm considering asking for another shift at my current job as an absolute last resort. But this anger and feeling like a loser is really something I need help dealing with. Tl;dr: My car died once and for all a few months back and my job sucks. And even though I'm working hard to improve the situation, I feel angry and I feel a like a loser. | 1,502 | 1 | 1 | 1,516,698,244 | 1 | 5.001865 | 119 | 60.42 | 11.97 | 95.35 | 6.82 | 23.8 | 10.92 | 94.12 | 54.62 | 15.13 | 10.92 | 10.92 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.2 | 9.24 | 11.76 | 5.88 | 5.88 | 10.92 | 0 | 19.33 | 5.88 | 5.04 | 0 | 1.68 | 2.52 | 6.72 | 2.52 | 4.2 | 0 | 2.52 | 1.68 | 2.52 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.92 | 4.2 | 0 | 0.84 | 2.52 | 1.68 | 2.52 | 5.04 | 0 | 0.84 | 4.2 | 0.84 | 0 | 0.84 | 0 | 0 | 10.08 | 0.84 | 5.88 | 3.36 | 3.36 | 0 | 3.36 | 14.29 | 0.84 | 14.29 | 1.68 | 4.2 | 9.24 | 5.88 | 0.84 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.84 | 0.84 | 0.84 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.61 | 4.2 | 2.52 | 0.84 | 0.84 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.52 | 1.68 | 0 | 2.75 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.73623 | 1.52381 | 1.88652 | 1 | 4 | 6.07209 | -0.042857 |
domesticviolence | 7qfltg | [25, 30] | I used my forearm to push the plate I was eating from off the counter. A glass bowl fell to the floor as well and shattered. The noise woke my dad up, who went to bed nearly black out drunk a couple hours before this. He immediately started screaming at my friends to “get the fuck out” and aggressively pushing them out of the back door. He then grabbed me by my arm and shoved me out the door yelling “take her fucking ass with you.” My friends sat with me for a minute and asked if I wanted to leave with them. | 58 | 1 | 0.571429 | 1,515,972,882 | 3 | 2.583484 | 103 | 92.84 | 38.53 | 93.51 | 1 | 17.17 | 12.62 | 95.15 | 59.22 | 18.45 | 16.5 | 10.68 | 0 | 0.97 | 2.91 | 1.94 | 1.94 | 9.71 | 20.39 | 0.97 | 3.88 | 6.8 | 0 | 18.45 | 2.91 | 1.94 | 0.97 | 0 | 0.97 | 5.83 | 0.97 | 4.85 | 0 | 3.88 | 0 | 10.68 | 0.97 | 1.94 | 0.97 | 2.91 | 3.88 | 0 | 0.97 | 1.94 | 1.94 | 0 | 0.97 | 4.85 | 0.97 | 2.91 | 0.97 | 6.8 | 2.91 | 0 | 1.94 | 1.94 | 4.85 | 1.94 | 0 | 0.97 | 1.94 | 0 | 9.71 | 3.88 | 0.97 | 23.3 | 5.83 | 10.68 | 7.77 | 0 | 0.97 | 2.91 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.88 | 2.91 | 0 | 0 | 0.97 | 0 | 10.68 | 5.83 | 0.97 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.88 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.625 | 2.8571 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.7852 | 1.83059 | 1.85071 | 0.81 | 5 | 2.735469 | -0.333333 |
domesticviolence | 5rydft | [25, 30] | Nobody should ever have to put up with that and have to live in fear of someone who can fly off the handle like that. I wish so badly I knew who she was so that I could tell her in quiet that if she ever needs a place to escape that my door is always open. Sorry for my rambling. I'm just not sure what to do or how to approach this. Any help would be greatly appreciated. | 873 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,486,176,963 | 3 | 3.584875 | 79 | 10.61 | 35.19 | 45.06 | 9.98 | 15.8 | 6.33 | 96.2 | 69.62 | 25.32 | 11.39 | 7.59 | 0 | 0 | 3.8 | 0 | 13.92 | 2.53 | 16.46 | 13.92 | 7.59 | 7.59 | 2.53 | 22.78 | 2.53 | 1.27 | 5.06 | 0 | 1.27 | 6.33 | 2.53 | 3.8 | 1.27 | 0 | 1.27 | 10.13 | 0 | 0 | 3.8 | 0 | 21.52 | 2.53 | 1.27 | 7.59 | 5.06 | 5.06 | 3.8 | 1.27 | 0 | 1.27 | 0 | 1.27 | 0 | 1.27 | 0 | 0 | 5.06 | 1.27 | 0 | 2.53 | 1.27 | 1.27 | 2.53 | 13.92 | 1.27 | 17.72 | 5.06 | 8.86 | 3.8 | 0 | 0 | 1.27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.59 | 6.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.27 | 0 | 0 | 2.7143 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.76283 | 1.40533 | 1.86289 | 1 | 3 | 4.9575 | -0.039205 |
ptsd | 8od0w0 | [0, 5] | I'm new to Reddit and have only really discussed my issues with trauma and PTSD with my partner and therapist, and I am struggling with the random dissociative cycles of derealization and depersonalization. And I'm so tired of it. I've been in therapy for half of my life. I write and also listen to music to help when I'm having issues, but it never feels like enough. So I started talking to myself (which I do under stress) and drinking and this was a piece of the conversation: | 76 | 1 | 1 | 1,528,071,697 | 3 | 7.480326 | 88 | 16.58 | 15.32 | 74.76 | 1 | 17.6 | 13.64 | 92.05 | 64.77 | 18.18 | 13.64 | 13.64 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.55 | 3.41 | 17.05 | 11.36 | 7.95 | 15.91 | 1.14 | 17.05 | 3.41 | 1.14 | 2.27 | 1.14 | 1.14 | 3.41 | 0 | 3.41 | 2.27 | 0 | 0 | 6.82 | 0 | 1.14 | 0 | 0 | 5.68 | 1.14 | 0 | 0 | 1.14 | 1.14 | 2.27 | 3.41 | 0 | 2.27 | 1.14 | 5.68 | 0 | 4.55 | 0 | 1.14 | 5.68 | 3.41 | 0 | 3.41 | 0 | 0 | 3.41 | 11.36 | 0 | 7.95 | 0 | 2.27 | 5.68 | 1.14 | 3.41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.14 | 0 | 1.14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.77 | 4.55 | 2.27 | 1.14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.55 | 2.27 | 0 | 2.875 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1.1 | 1 | 1 | 1.71253 | 1.41282 | 1.90753 | 1 | 4 | 8.644696 | -0.104329 |
ptsd | 855q49 | (15, 20) | I didn't phone a crisis line again, it was daylight by this point so I phoned the therapist. She talked me down for an hour, and got me to agree to go into my social workers office since I still couldn't calm down. She gave me a free appointment the next day. But when I went to it, though sympathetic, she made it clear I had to commit to stop drinking if we were going to get any meaningful work done. She said she wouldn't abandon me, she would sit with me, but that she couldn't "be" with me, affected as I was by the alcohol. | 17,639 | 0 | 0.6 | 1,521,312,073 | 5 | 4.025416 | 106 | 24.44 | 28.57 | 60.79 | 61.55 | 21.2 | 12.26 | 98.11 | 64.15 | 24.53 | 19.81 | 12.26 | 0.94 | 0 | 6.6 | 0 | 4.72 | 5.66 | 15.09 | 10.38 | 4.72 | 7.55 | 3.77 | 20.75 | 4.72 | 0.94 | 0.94 | 0 | 0.94 | 3.77 | 2.83 | 0.94 | 0 | 0 | 0.94 | 14.15 | 0 | 0.94 | 6.6 | 0 | 15.09 | 0.94 | 2.83 | 4.72 | 1.89 | 1.89 | 4.72 | 3.77 | 0.94 | 2.83 | 0 | 2.83 | 0 | 1.89 | 0 | 1.89 | 10.38 | 2.83 | 1.89 | 2.83 | 1.89 | 1.89 | 12.26 | 5.66 | 0.94 | 16.04 | 2.83 | 4.72 | 8.49 | 2.83 | 1.89 | 0 | 0.94 | 0 | 0 | 0.94 | 0 | 0 | 0.94 | 0 | 0 | 16.98 | 4.72 | 6.6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.89 | 3.77 | 0 | 0 | 2.6667 | 2.5 | 3 | 1 | 1.2727 | 1 | 1.69967 | 1.66061 | 1.84668 | 1 | 1 | 4.805844 | 0.169136 |
ptsd | 8lbpy7 | (0, 5) | Hello, first time posting in this sub. Thank you for having me. Does anyone here have a co\-occurring psychotic disorder such as schizophrenia or schizoaffective disorder along with PTSD? There is some interesting studies explaining how they can really affect each other. I was wondering how it might be for others who experience both. | 30,751 | 0 | 1 | 1,527,009,432 | 5 | 8.043333 | 55 | 10.35 | 57.22 | 55.41 | 87.86 | 11 | 21.82 | 83.64 | 58.18 | 18.18 | 7.27 | 3.64 | 0 | 1.82 | 0 | 1.82 | 10.91 | 1.82 | 10.91 | 14.55 | 10.91 | 7.27 | 0 | 20 | 1.82 | 1.82 | 5.45 | 1.82 | 5.45 | 3.64 | 3.64 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.91 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21.82 | 3.64 | 5.45 | 0 | 9.09 | 0 | 7.27 | 1.82 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.82 | 0 | 1.82 | 0 | 0 | 3.64 | 1.82 | 1.82 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.82 | 10.91 | 1.82 | 7.27 | 0 | 3.64 | 3.64 | 1.82 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.55 | 7.27 | 1.82 | 0 | 0 | 1.82 | 0 | 1.82 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.82 | 2.75 | 2.4545 | 2.6 | 1.2857 | 1 | 1 | 1.63616 | 1.33953 | 1.86421 | 0.79 | 7 | 7.196074 | 0.054167 |
assistance | 6nvuoh | [15, 20] | NEW STUFF: I called the movers last week and told them to refund both the deposit and the money order and gave them until that Monday (7/17) before I filed a criminal complaint. This morning (7/17) I called both the "billing department" and my moving manager guy to tell them that the money still hadn't been returned. The billing department hung up on me and Arthur, the moving manager, told me that the billing department had not, in fact, hung up on me. I told him I'd be going to the police. | 847 | 0 | 0.6 | 1,500,323,740 | 1 | 5.894716 | 94 | 70.98 | 54.25 | 96.52 | 11.87 | 23.5 | 13.83 | 91.49 | 52.13 | 19.15 | 13.83 | 9.57 | 0 | 0 | 1.06 | 3.19 | 5.32 | 10.64 | 10.64 | 5.32 | 1.06 | 6.38 | 2.13 | 15.96 | 2.13 | 1.06 | 0 | 4.26 | 2.13 | 1.06 | 0 | 1.06 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.83 | 0 | 1.06 | 0 | 2.13 | 2.13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.06 | 1.06 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.45 | 0 | 0 | 7.45 | 0 | 0 | 9.57 | 2.13 | 1.06 | 22.34 | 4.26 | 7.45 | 9.57 | 6.38 | 0 | 0 | 7.45 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20.21 | 4.26 | 4.26 | 1.06 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.13 | 2.13 | 4.26 | 2.13 | 2.7778 | 2.6667 | 3 | 1 | 1.2 | 1 | 1.75787 | 1.67297 | 1.80953 | 0.52 | 10 | 5.709362 | -0.140909 |
ptsd | 92gxk9 | (35, 40) | The only way to really settle disputes is to listen carefully to what is being said. If you are only paying attention in order to retaliate, then you aren't really listening at all. *How:* Truly listening to someone will help diffuse their anger and allow you to really understand the problem. **(4)** **Ask Questions** | 47,320 | 0 | 1 | 1,532,729,760 | 18 | 2.643455 | 54 | 34.9 | 93.07 | 45.81 | 5.77 | 13.5 | 20.37 | 90.74 | 59.26 | 11.11 | 7.41 | 0 | 0 | 5.56 | 0 | 1.85 | 3.7 | 3.7 | 14.81 | 11.11 | 12.96 | 7.41 | 1.85 | 22.22 | 0 | 0 | 3.7 | 1.85 | 1.85 | 5.56 | 1.85 | 3.7 | 0 | 1.85 | 0 | 20.37 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25.93 | 5.56 | 3.7 | 3.7 | 5.56 | 3.7 | 9.26 | 7.41 | 0 | 7.41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9.26 | 1.85 | 0 | 5.56 | 0 | 3.7 | 1.85 | 12.96 | 3.7 | 9.26 | 0 | 5.56 | 1.85 | 1.85 | 0 | 0 | 1.85 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 33.33 | 5.56 | 1.85 | 1.85 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.85 | 3.7 | 18.52 | 2.8 | 2.8889 | 2.4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.65164 | 1.35417 | 1.8459 | 0.9 | 1 | 5.435 | -0.028571 |
anxiety | 6dxadt | [5, 10] | I feel like I'm letting this take over my life, I'm constantly worried, about what if is more then just anxiety. I went to the university psychiatrist, after a 15 min talk he gave some pills and he book the next consultation for a mouth later. The psychologist is impossible to book because is full. My parents are away they worry so much, they want me to come home, I live 5 hours away from them (this includes flying). I just don't know, I feel really insecure about all of this. | 1,249 | 1 | 1 | 1,496,019,211 | 2 | 5.343546 | 91 | 42.69 | 33.02 | 81.48 | 1 | 18.2 | 14.29 | 95.6 | 56.04 | 20.88 | 16.48 | 10.99 | 0 | 0 | 2.2 | 3.3 | 4.4 | 5.49 | 14.29 | 7.69 | 7.69 | 5.49 | 1.1 | 18.68 | 7.69 | 4.4 | 1.1 | 2.2 | 4.4 | 4.4 | 0 | 4.4 | 4.4 | 0 | 0 | 9.89 | 1.1 | 0 | 0 | 2.2 | 10.99 | 3.3 | 1.1 | 3.3 | 2.2 | 1.1 | 2.2 | 2.2 | 0 | 0 | 2.2 | 4.4 | 1.1 | 3.3 | 0 | 1.1 | 4.4 | 1.1 | 0 | 2.2 | 1.1 | 0 | 2.2 | 18.68 | 1.1 | 15.38 | 3.3 | 4.4 | 7.69 | 5.49 | 2.2 | 1.1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17.58 | 5.49 | 6.59 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.3 | 2.2 | 0 | 2.8333 | 2.8 | 3 | 1 | 1.1 | 1 | 1.66066 | 1.5075 | 1.92232 | 0.76 | 0 | 6.337021 | 0.002189 |
stress | 87gvg7 | (10, 15) | My bank didn't notify me at all, though a lot of the transactions happened outside the country. I currently have about $8 to my name from my savings, which has since been overdrawn. I have been looking for a new job, staying at this one because I have a good boss and because it pays above minimum wage. People effortlessly walk all over her, and though she gets mad about it, company policy as well as her personal precedence, has really tied her hands. I'm one of about three reliable people, and get saddled with the shifts no one bothers to show up to. | 23,073 | 1 | 0.833333 | 1,522,140,601 | 3 | 8.682243 | 104 | 61.68 | 31.54 | 44.66 | 25.77 | 20.8 | 18.27 | 92.31 | 57.69 | 15.38 | 11.54 | 7.69 | 0 | 0 | 3.85 | 0 | 3.85 | 5.77 | 19.23 | 8.65 | 6.73 | 8.65 | 1.92 | 14.42 | 3.85 | 1.92 | 0.96 | 4.81 | 2.88 | 4.81 | 1.92 | 1.92 | 0 | 1.92 | 0 | 8.65 | 0 | 0 | 3.85 | 0 | 9.62 | 0 | 2.88 | 0 | 0.96 | 1.92 | 3.85 | 2.88 | 1.92 | 0 | 0.96 | 0.96 | 0.96 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.65 | 0 | 0.96 | 4.81 | 2.88 | 0 | 3.85 | 9.62 | 0 | 12.5 | 1.92 | 7.69 | 3.85 | 7.69 | 0 | 0 | 4.81 | 0 | 0 | 0.96 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.96 | 0 | 14.42 | 4.81 | 6.73 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.92 | 0 | 0.96 | 3 | 2.4286 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.67876 | 1.59556 | 1.89546 | 1 | 0 | 8.415813 | 0.05142 |
anxiety | 8c5geq | [7, 12] | I know it’s terrible and selfish and obviously people can be friends with each other but I just miss having a really strong and healthy friendship with another girl the way that we did. I want to have a good weekend but it feels impossible now, and I want everyone there to have a good weekend and I don’t want to make it bad. I don’t know what to do. So I just feel like crawling into my little isolation hole and being sad by myself while knowing that everyone hates me... to be honest I don’t know why I’m overthinking it cause honestly no one would care if I did isolate myself. It’s just I want to be better, not just for other people but for myself too. | 767 | 1 | 1 | 1,523,681,922 | 6 | 2.372111 | 129 | 4.04 | 5.19 | 73.71 | 25.77 | 21.5 | 13.95 | 98.45 | 65.89 | 23.26 | 13.18 | 12.4 | 0.78 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.08 | 3.1 | 10.08 | 13.95 | 7.75 | 9.3 | 3.88 | 24.03 | 5.43 | 1.55 | 1.55 | 0.78 | 1.55 | 12.4 | 6.2 | 6.2 | 0 | 0.78 | 3.1 | 5.43 | 0 | 0.78 | 0.78 | 0 | 20.16 | 4.65 | 2.33 | 5.43 | 0.78 | 2.33 | 6.2 | 1.55 | 0 | 0 | 1.55 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.43 | 1.55 | 0.78 | 0.78 | 2.33 | 0.78 | 1.55 | 20.93 | 0 | 6.98 | 0.78 | 3.1 | 3.1 | 0 | 1.55 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.4 | 6.2 | 1.55 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.65 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.625 | 3 | 1 | 1.1 | 1 | 1.69729 | 1.40177 | 1.97502 | 1 | 1 | 4.268611 | -0.041927 |
relationships | 7ts5fi | (30, 35) | The problem is that before I even ask for him to do this like a grown up, I have gone fully Zuko fire bender mode and decided to unleash my wrath on Joe for not doing this. Other stupid occasions I have done this? Well, did it cause when we were long distance he wouldn’t initiate calling (I know Joe too well to know this is just unnatural for him), holding my hand more than he does, coming home and giving me a kiss, honestly he has a faster pace and I even equated him sometimes not walking at my pace as him not caring. What has Joe actually done to show me he cares? He puts up with my rage and abuse, he helps with my mother (who is nuts herself, so I guess I take after her), he has offered financial help if I need it (doing MSc). | 7,595 | 0 | 0.8 | 1,517,231,002 | 10 | 5.818162 | 150 | 11.47 | 42.08 | 30.86 | 75.29 | 30 | 12 | 90 | 64 | 26 | 19.33 | 10 | 0.67 | 0 | 8.67 | 0 | 6.67 | 2.67 | 12 | 11.33 | 6.67 | 5.33 | 2.67 | 20.67 | 5.33 | 4.67 | 2 | 0 | 0.67 | 8 | 5.33 | 2.67 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 14.67 | 0.67 | 0 | 2 | 7.33 | 11.33 | 2 | 1.33 | 2.67 | 2 | 0 | 4.67 | 2 | 0.67 | 0 | 1.33 | 0.67 | 0.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2.67 | 0.67 | 2 | 0.67 | 0.67 | 4.67 | 12.67 | 0.67 | 12.67 | 4 | 4.67 | 4.67 | 0.67 | 0 | 0.67 | 0.67 | 0 | 0 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.33 | 0 | 13.33 | 2 | 5.33 | 0 | 0 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.67 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.75415 | 1.50827 | 1.91523 | 0.72 | 35 | 6.462641 | 0.017857 |
ptsd | 7oi7hy | [19, 24] | I never felt so uncomfortable and scared other than the night he did put his hands on me and it was exact same feeling today. That was the scariest part. It felt like that night never ended and I was just at the peak of emotion. I know most of you will say ‘you need to leave’ or something obvious - yes I know. But things aren’t that easy and than there’s a me that is holding on to a stupid fucking thread of hope that he, of all people, will change. | 299 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,515,228,857 | 4 | 1.513118 | 91 | 23.17 | 22.08 | 81.48 | 1.1 | 18.2 | 8.79 | 96.7 | 62.64 | 23.08 | 12.09 | 6.59 | 0 | 2.2 | 3.3 | 0 | 10.99 | 5.49 | 13.19 | 9.89 | 5.49 | 7.69 | 3.3 | 21.98 | 9.89 | 6.59 | 0 | 0 | 3.3 | 8.79 | 2.2 | 5.49 | 3.3 | 2.2 | 0 | 7.69 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.3 | 23.08 | 5.49 | 1.1 | 2.2 | 4.4 | 5.49 | 6.59 | 5.49 | 0 | 1.1 | 4.4 | 2.2 | 1.1 | 0 | 1.1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.69 | 10.99 | 3.3 | 13.19 | 3.3 | 3.3 | 6.59 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.2 | 1.1 | 0 | 1.1 | 0 | 0 | 13.19 | 5.49 | 2.2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.1 | 1.1 | 3.3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.8 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.69089 | 1.4825 | 1.87478 | 0.75 | 4 | 2.523871 | -0.093519 |
stress | 93v5t7 | [0, 5] | I just need to vent and receive some advice/ encouragement. I just went through major jaw surgery (I replaced the TMJ joint disk with a fat graft) and my mouth is now wired shut for the next 9 months. To fill the time I would have spent talking, eating, and generally having a good time, I have instead been studying for all the standardized tests I need to go to a good college. I studied at least 4 hours a day and put a strain on my recovery (this is because my upper body muscles were strained which affects my jaw and subsequently my new disk). Luckily, my hard work payed off. | 1,371 | 0 | 0.571429 | 1,533,174,486 | 1 | 9.030536 | 112 | 69.42 | 18.6 | 86.72 | 59.59 | 22.4 | 16.96 | 90.18 | 49.11 | 13.39 | 11.61 | 11.61 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.79 | 8.04 | 9.82 | 7.14 | 5.36 | 5.36 | 0 | 16.96 | 6.25 | 0.89 | 0.89 | 1.79 | 2.68 | 5.36 | 3.57 | 1.79 | 1.79 | 0 | 0 | 3.57 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.93 | 0 | 1.79 | 2.68 | 2.68 | 0.89 | 0.89 | 0.89 | 0 | 0 | 0.89 | 7.14 | 5.36 | 2.68 | 0 | 1.79 | 5.36 | 0.89 | 1.79 | 0.89 | 1.79 | 0 | 4.46 | 8.04 | 0 | 17.86 | 4.46 | 5.36 | 8.93 | 5.36 | 0 | 0 | 1.79 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.5 | 4.46 | 3.57 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.57 | 0.89 | 2.75 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.76163 | 1.58316 | 1.88894 | 1 | 0 | 8.106714 | 0.09572 |
survivorsofabuse | 8u3m2p | [50, 55] | She rebuffed most of the time, trying to get out of the situation. But several times, he asked her to work late or to visit his office when he knew no one would be around. Come to find out, a few of those times, he called her into the office and closed the door and got touchy/feely. She was uncomfortable but admitted that she never told him no. She said "This is wrong" several times but never got up and left. | 188 | 0 | 0.6 | 1,530,046,451 | 10 | 5.150488 | 82 | 49.34 | 86.38 | 19.56 | 3.09 | 16.4 | 7.32 | 96.34 | 57.32 | 17.07 | 13.41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.41 | 0 | 3.66 | 6.1 | 14.63 | 4.88 | 4.88 | 9.76 | 4.88 | 21.95 | 4.88 | 1.22 | 1.22 | 1.22 | 4.88 | 2.44 | 0 | 2.44 | 1.22 | 0 | 0 | 20.73 | 0 | 0 | 7.32 | 6.1 | 14.63 | 3.66 | 0 | 1.22 | 3.66 | 2.44 | 4.88 | 2.44 | 0 | 1.22 | 1.22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.54 | 0 | 2.44 | 1.22 | 3.66 | 1.22 | 12.2 | 7.32 | 0 | 21.95 | 2.44 | 9.76 | 9.76 | 3.66 | 0 | 1.22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.63 | 6.1 | 4.88 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.44 | 0 | 0 | 1.22 | 2.5556 | 2.3333 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.71297 | 1.55946 | 1.73376 | 0.82 | 4 | 5.484049 | -0.122222 |
ptsd | 6u2hmv | (0, 5) | I've dealt with treatment resistant depression since I was a child. I began therapy at 10 and over the years tried more medications than I can possibly recall with no success. Last summer a Ketamine Treatment Centre came to my city and i became one of the first patients. It turned my life around. For the first time, something worked. | 31,699 | 0 | 1 | 1,502,894,668 | 5 | 5.517541 | 60 | 91.07 | 9.13 | 99 | 25.77 | 12 | 18.33 | 90 | 48.33 | 15 | 11.67 | 11.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.33 | 8.33 | 16.67 | 5 | 1.67 | 3.33 | 1.67 | 13.33 | 3.33 | 3.33 | 0 | 6.67 | 1.67 | 3.33 | 1.67 | 1.67 | 0 | 0 | 1.67 | 1.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 3.33 | 1.67 | 0 | 3.33 | 0 | 1.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 13.33 | 0 | 8.33 | 5 | 1.67 | 0 | 11.67 | 3.33 | 0 | 25 | 3.33 | 8.33 | 13.33 | 3.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.67 | 8.33 | 1.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.67 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.3 | 3 | 1.2 | 1 | 1 | 1.77771 | 1.536 | 1.93914 | 0.86 | 5 | 5.223738 | 0.141667 |
assistance | 8mcxr8 | [0, 5] | [Here is the original <url> So far the 4 rolls of dark purple tulle and 2 rolls of light purple have arrived- thank you u/sunriselady_44 for the tulle! ! Thank you u/falcompro for the various spools of Tulle! The Sparkly Silver Tulle arrived today - it is STUNNING!! | 1,627 | 0 | 1 | 1,527,367,440 | 0 | 3.352 | 49 | 87.95 | 88.95 | 3.63 | 99 | 16.33 | 16.33 | 69.39 | 42.86 | 10.2 | 8.16 | 0 | 0 | 8.16 | 0 | 0 | 2.04 | 10.2 | 10.2 | 6.12 | 4.08 | 4.08 | 0 | 14.29 | 6.12 | 2.04 | 0 | 6.12 | 2.04 | 6.12 | 6.12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.16 | 8.16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.08 | 12.24 | 0 | 10.2 | 4.08 | 2.04 | 4.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.08 | 0 | 4.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26.53 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.2 | 4.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.24 | 2.6667 | 2.1429 | 3 | 1.4444 | 1 | 1 | 1.5842 | 1.61481 | 1.89029 | 0.45 | 24 | 4.122 | 0.288542 |
survivorsofabuse | 8jao6w | (2, 7) | If you want to chat about anything, visit the support forum and hang around to find a member of support staff (such as myself) who will do their best to support you through whatever you are going through. We are based in Dundee, Scotland (UK) but have supported survivors from all over the world. Those who are local, or are willing to make the trip, we have Centre in Dundee where you can talk to volunteers and support staff in person. I hope you all find the peace you are looking for, Ross | 50,235 | 0 | 1 | 1,526,286,214 | 5 | 9.895968 | 93 | 65.15 | 97.94 | 32.52 | 99 | 23.25 | 15.05 | 92.47 | 59.14 | 17.2 | 11.83 | 2.15 | 2.15 | 6.45 | 0 | 1.08 | 5.38 | 5.38 | 18.28 | 10.75 | 4.3 | 6.45 | 0 | 24.73 | 3.23 | 2.15 | 4.3 | 0 | 2.15 | 9.68 | 8.6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17.2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.9 | 2.15 | 2.15 | 3.23 | 4.3 | 2.15 | 3.23 | 1.08 | 1.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.75 | 4.3 | 2.15 | 4.3 | 2.15 | 0 | 1.08 | 21.51 | 3.23 | 13.98 | 4.3 | 9.68 | 0 | 2.15 | 1.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.9 | 3.23 | 5.38 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.3 | 0 | 3 | 2.8 | 3 | 1.1667 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.69219 | 1.5075 | 1.96836 | 1 | 1 | 8.19578 | 0.3125 |
anxiety | 89vf65 | [20, 25] | In the meantime this girl texted asking what time he'd be there, but he didn't reply. Following day when she asked why he didn't reply/show, instead of sharing that he was saw me, he made up a story how he got stuck driving someone to the airport then followed with "I wanted to see you more than anything." At this point I royally freaked out and he said the reason he made up the story about driving to the airport was because now that it looked like he committed to attending, it'd be easier to come up with some urgent non negotiable reason why he couldn't make it (rather than look like a jerk that ditched last minute for something else that popped up without giving any notice). Again understandable. I do buy the story because when the girl called, she told me nothing was going on beyond friendship and that they hadn't talked in forever, she said she herself was busy with a new relationship which why is they hadn't talked beyond simple texts here and there, which would explain why she didn't know he was dating me just until that moment. | 1,587 | 1 | 0.6 | 1,522,890,299 | 2 | 10.804455 | 194 | 22.82 | 82.33 | 37.4 | 34.73 | 38.8 | 14.95 | 94.85 | 61.86 | 22.16 | 13.4 | 3.09 | 0 | 0.52 | 8.76 | 1.03 | 8.76 | 5.15 | 14.43 | 9.28 | 9.28 | 5.67 | 4.12 | 23.71 | 3.61 | 3.09 | 5.15 | 0 | 1.55 | 2.58 | 1.55 | 1.03 | 0 | 0.52 | 0 | 21.65 | 0 | 0 | 4.12 | 5.67 | 19.07 | 3.09 | 6.19 | 2.06 | 2.58 | 1.55 | 5.15 | 3.61 | 2.58 | 1.03 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.64 | 2.06 | 0 | 2.06 | 0.52 | 0 | 13.4 | 6.19 | 1.03 | 18.56 | 3.61 | 6.7 | 8.25 | 0.52 | 0 | 0 | 0.52 | 0 | 0 | 0.52 | 0.52 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.89 | 2.58 | 3.61 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.03 | 4.12 | 1.03 | 0.52 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1 | 1.72804 | 1.55287 | 1.8694 | 1 | 2 | 9.387203 | 0.122727 |
relationships | 7sv6ty | [5, 10] | So besides my dad, my entire family is toxic to me. My mum and older sister uses guilt a lot. My mum storms off on a regular basis and says no one cares about her or whatever. My older sister does the same thing too but instead she verbalises it and says ‘FINE IF I DIE EVERYONE WILL BE BETTER OFF’. My second sister is reckless, spends money she doesn’t have, constantly lies and irresponsible. | 617 | 0 | 0.6 | 1,516,875,672 | 18 | 2.066038 | 75 | 11.47 | 44.71 | 27.06 | 50.67 | 15 | 12 | 96 | 57.33 | 20 | 14.67 | 10.67 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 5.33 | 4 | 8 | 9.33 | 6.67 | 10.67 | 2.67 | 17.33 | 8 | 5.33 | 1.33 | 2.67 | 2.67 | 6.67 | 4 | 2.67 | 1.33 | 1.33 | 0 | 17.33 | 9.33 | 0 | 10.67 | 1.33 | 13.33 | 0 | 2.67 | 2.67 | 4 | 2.67 | 5.33 | 2.67 | 0 | 2.67 | 0 | 1.33 | 0 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 5.33 | 2.67 | 0 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 1.33 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1.33 | 1.33 | 2.67 | 0 | 1.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.67 | 6.67 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.33 | 2.67 | 0 | 0 | 2.7778 | 2.25 | 3 | 1.1429 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.70768 | 1.61967 | 1.92622 | 0.95 | 18 | 4.316491 | 0.138889 |
survivorsofabuse | 86xvw9 | (5, 10) | Both him and my mom left pornographic magazines laying on their bedroom floor ( we were in the process of moving and I saw them and was grossed out. Then they joked around about how I reacted and that they were my biological dads magazines and i should get mad at him for it. ( No older than 14) My stepdad told my mom (this is what she says) that I wanted a massage, i was sleeping on the couch and my mom for whatever reason got freaked out and ran out of the room naked to see what was going on. And she says that he saw her and stopped walking towards me (13) my mom did ask me if anything happened on the way to school | 3,231 | 0 | 0.571429 | 1,521,943,890 | 2 | 9.299762 | 126 | 34.21 | 65.44 | 68.01 | 7.46 | 31.5 | 14.29 | 96.83 | 61.9 | 26.19 | 19.05 | 10.32 | 0.79 | 0 | 4.76 | 3.17 | 7.14 | 3.97 | 15.08 | 6.35 | 2.38 | 9.52 | 0.79 | 21.43 | 3.17 | 1.59 | 3.17 | 1.59 | 0.79 | 3.17 | 0.79 | 2.38 | 0 | 0.79 | 0 | 16.67 | 4.76 | 0 | 5.56 | 3.97 | 6.35 | 0.79 | 2.38 | 2.38 | 1.59 | 0 | 1.59 | 3.97 | 2.38 | 1.59 | 0 | 3.17 | 1.59 | 0 | 1.59 | 0 | 3.17 | 0.79 | 0 | 0 | 1.59 | 0.79 | 12.7 | 4.76 | 1.59 | 18.25 | 3.17 | 12.7 | 2.38 | 1.59 | 2.38 | 2.38 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.79 | 0.79 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.73 | 2.38 | 0.79 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.56 | 0 | 2.5714 | 2.6667 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.74285 | 1.56545 | 1.80836 | 1 | 2 | 8.660222 | -0.177083 |
relationships | 7q4qv8 | [20, 25] | I thought we had an open door, honestly policy about our hook ups, but last week found out he'd made out with a few people during our relationship that I didn't know about. I got hit by a wave of how incompatible we are and tried to break up with him but I realised I was being a hypocrite and letting my insecurities control me and I mended things. ANYWAY, onto the issue. I had a pretty scary time with a friend of mine last night. He invited me around for a few beers, and maybe two drinks in he asked if I'd be down to have sex. | 84 | 1 | 0.833333 | 1,515,853,873 | 24 | 4.150463 | 108 | 55.62 | 46.3 | 90.03 | 25.77 | 21.6 | 9.26 | 91.67 | 62.04 | 20.37 | 18.52 | 11.11 | 3.7 | 0 | 3.7 | 0 | 1.85 | 7.41 | 17.59 | 9.26 | 5.56 | 7.41 | 0.93 | 17.59 | 2.78 | 0 | 0.93 | 0.93 | 1.85 | 3.7 | 1.85 | 1.85 | 1.85 | 0 | 0 | 11.11 | 0 | 0.93 | 0 | 3.7 | 11.11 | 2.78 | 2.78 | 0.93 | 2.78 | 0 | 3.7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.78 | 0 | 0 | 0.93 | 1.85 | 12.04 | 5.56 | 0.93 | 4.63 | 0.93 | 0 | 8.33 | 4.63 | 0 | 15.74 | 0.93 | 8.33 | 5.56 | 0.93 | 1.85 | 0.93 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.93 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.93 | 11.11 | 4.63 | 3.7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.78 | 0 | 0 | 2.8462 | 2.625 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.71782 | 1.64086 | 1.89557 | 0.6 | 96 | 5.477169 | -0.02284 |
relationships | 7o6lfk | (10, 15) | He knows that I'm still on the fence about pot and, without me even asking, promised me that he would not do it. But, last March while he was gone, he got extremely drunk and ended up smoking. He got extremely sick and ended up vomiting and passing out on the bathroom floor of their bus, and called me the next day and told me everything. This was extremely difficult for me to process. I couldn't really understand how something that he swore off doing he just... ended up doing. | 21,126 | 1 | 0.666667 | 1,515,106,091 | 2 | 7.173152 | 90 | 8.19 | 41.22 | 77.61 | 3.92 | 15 | 16.67 | 94.44 | 67.78 | 24.44 | 16.67 | 7.78 | 0 | 0 | 7.78 | 1.11 | 7.78 | 3.33 | 13.33 | 8.89 | 10 | 10 | 3.33 | 22.22 | 3.33 | 0 | 1.11 | 0 | 0 | 4.44 | 1.11 | 3.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.78 | 16.67 | 2.22 | 1.11 | 2.22 | 1.11 | 5.56 | 4.44 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.44 | 0 | 2.22 | 0 | 2.22 | 6.67 | 0 | 0 | 3.33 | 2.22 | 1.11 | 11.11 | 4.44 | 0 | 21.11 | 2.22 | 8.89 | 10 | 0 | 2.22 | 1.11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16.67 | 8.89 | 5.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.22 | 0 | 0 | 2.5 | 2.625 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.78257 | 1.62353 | 1.7837 | 0.75 | 3 | 6.849043 | -0.252381 |
relationships | 7r52ev | (0, 5) | Throwaway account for <name>. I'm 27M, she's 26. Downloaded Tinder a couple years ago after my last long term relationship. Never thought I'd find someone I might actually be interested in and haven't met someone from Tinder in a few months because I don't love the thought of it, wasn't meeting the kind of girls I really want to date and I'm not getting any younger. But, one night in late Nov I got a new match and she seemed like someone I would really enjoy spending time with. | 21,612 | 0 | 1 | 1,516,229,514 | 5 | 2.614138 | 88 | 31.44 | 12.79 | 99 | 85.42 | 17.6 | 19.32 | 89.77 | 52.27 | 17.05 | 12.5 | 10.23 | 0 | 0 | 2.27 | 0 | 4.55 | 5.68 | 11.36 | 11.36 | 4.55 | 5.68 | 5.68 | 21.59 | 5.68 | 3.41 | 0 | 2.27 | 3.41 | 3.41 | 3.41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.5 | 0 | 1.14 | 3.41 | 0 | 23.86 | 4.55 | 1.14 | 2.27 | 7.95 | 1.14 | 7.95 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.68 | 3.41 | 0 | 0 | 2.27 | 0 | 5.68 | 9.09 | 1.14 | 19.32 | 0 | 4.55 | 14.77 | 1.14 | 0 | 0 | 2.27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17.05 | 5.68 | 3.41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7.95 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.8333 | 3 | 1.125 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.69848 | 1.52368 | 1.93075 | 0.86 | 18 | 4.068912 | 0.139669 |
survivorsofabuse | 853qq0 | (0, 5) | The last Sticky thread before this one: <url> There is all kinds of things that friends or therapists say which has helped us, what helps for one person doesn't help for another, but I think it may be helpful if people share what has helped them here. It doesn't have to specifically be related to abuse, it can be advice that helps you in general. I guess what helps me is to remember that any one person can only do their best under the circumstances, not more. | 30,152 | 0 | 1 | 1,521,293,578 | 29 | 9.043791 | 87 | 10.67 | 82.12 | 20.67 | 98.62 | 29 | 10.34 | 95.4 | 60.92 | 22.99 | 8.05 | 3.45 | 1.15 | 1.15 | 0 | 2.3 | 14.94 | 2.3 | 10.34 | 16.09 | 4.6 | 3.45 | 3.45 | 24.14 | 5.75 | 3.45 | 4.6 | 3.45 | 4.6 | 8.05 | 6.9 | 1.15 | 0 | 1.15 | 0 | 19.54 | 0 | 1.15 | 0 | 0 | 14.94 | 3.45 | 0 | 1.15 | 5.75 | 2.3 | 5.75 | 1.15 | 0 | 1.15 | 0 | 1.15 | 0 | 1.15 | 0 | 0 | 11.49 | 9.2 | 1.15 | 3.45 | 1.15 | 0 | 3.45 | 22.99 | 1.15 | 4.6 | 0 | 2.3 | 2.3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.79 | 3.45 | 4.6 | 1.15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.3 | 0 | 2.3 | 2.75 | 2.8889 | 3 | 1.125 | 1 | 1 | 1.70001 | 1.48395 | 1.86991 | 0.91 | 43 | 8.064918 | 0.133333 |
assistance | 9b2lg6 | [0, 5] | Hi reddit. I never thought I would need to post anything here, but over the weekend, tragedy struck people that are very close to my heart. This request is not for me, but for some close family friends. Saturday night my friends were on their way home from their baby shower. They were hit by a drunk driver with a previous DUI and a suspended license. | 717 | 0 | 0.8 | 1,535,488,908 | 261 | 5.080455 | 66 | 60.8 | 50 | 85.21 | 7.96 | 13.2 | 16.67 | 92.42 | 54.55 | 16.67 | 12.12 | 7.58 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.55 | 4.55 | 6.06 | 13.64 | 7.58 | 4.55 | 4.55 | 3.03 | 12.12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.52 | 1.52 | 0 | 1.52 | 0 | 0 | 1.52 | 15.15 | 3.03 | 3.03 | 0 | 0 | 13.64 | 1.52 | 0 | 3.03 | 3.03 | 1.52 | 4.55 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.03 | 1.52 | 0 | 0 | 1.52 | 9.09 | 6.06 | 0 | 3.03 | 0 | 0 | 4.55 | 4.55 | 0 | 16.67 | 0 | 7.58 | 7.58 | 0 | 6.06 | 4.55 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.52 | 0 | 1.52 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.12 | 7.58 | 4.55 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.8333 | 2.4444 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.74638 | 1.61017 | 1.87219 | 0.95 | 30 | 4.576182 | -0.155556 |
ptsd | 8kquqf | [65, 70] | He told me that I needed to be naked because he wanted to see my “sexy body” he said a lot of sexual things and took off my clothes. I was naked; exposed, lying on his bed on my stomach with my head in a pillow. He flipped me over and sat at the foot of the bed. I put a pillow over my face and at this time it all becomes a blur. He was giving me oral sex, fingering me, and telling me how “hot” I was. | 78 | 0 | 0.571429 | 1,526,795,378 | 1 | 0.90939 | 89 | 54 | 36.8 | 44.87 | 46.47 | 17.8 | 8.99 | 96.63 | 60.67 | 26.97 | 22.47 | 15.73 | 0 | 0 | 6.74 | 0 | 4.49 | 6.74 | 14.61 | 5.62 | 1.12 | 6.74 | 0 | 17.98 | 4.49 | 0 | 1.12 | 0 | 2.25 | 3.37 | 2.25 | 1.12 | 0 | 1.12 | 0 | 12.36 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.74 | 8.99 | 1.12 | 2.25 | 2.25 | 2.25 | 1.12 | 0 | 4.49 | 1.12 | 1.12 | 2.25 | 13.48 | 10.11 | 0 | 5.62 | 0 | 3.37 | 0 | 0 | 2.25 | 1.12 | 0 | 10.11 | 3.37 | 0 | 12.36 | 1.12 | 8.99 | 2.25 | 0 | 1.12 | 4.49 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.61 | 5.62 | 3.37 | 0 | 1.12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.49 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.8 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.78543 | 1.78133 | 1.90834 | 0.67 | 3 | 3.024751 | 0.25 |
stress | 8mpqox | (0, 5) | Long story short: Worked in a call centre for 4 years for a vehicle breakdown service, starting to not be able to cope with it any more due to a combination of things (change in management, not enough staff for a constantly expanding customer base, rewards based on whether your face "fits" rather than actual demonstrable achievements, etc). Unable to relax after work, constantly thinking/dreading going to work. Get random mood swings about it, either intensely rageful, or wanting to burst in to tears. Headaches that go on for 3 or 4 days at a time are now a regular occurence. Starting to manifest in other physical ways (unable to sleep, constantly weary, having a lot more sickness than usual). | 22,056 | 1 | 1 | 1,527,510,965 | 2 | 10.490606 | 121 | 98.22 | 25.41 | 92.76 | 6.99 | 24.2 | 22.31 | 85.12 | 44.63 | 4.96 | 0.83 | 0 | 0 | 0.83 | 0 | 0 | 4.13 | 5.79 | 21.49 | 4.13 | 4.96 | 2.48 | 1.65 | 10.74 | 9.92 | 4.96 | 0.83 | 2.48 | 4.13 | 5.79 | 1.65 | 3.31 | 0.83 | 0.83 | 0.83 | 2.48 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.05 | 0.83 | 1.65 | 1.65 | 4.13 | 0 | 8.26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.96 | 1.65 | 3.31 | 0 | 0 | 9.92 | 0 | 6.61 | 1.65 | 2.48 | 0.83 | 0.83 | 6.61 | 0.83 | 22.31 | 3.31 | 9.09 | 9.92 | 6.61 | 0.83 | 0 | 0.83 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18.18 | 4.13 | 7.44 | 0.83 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.65 | 0 | 3.31 | 0.83 | 2.8 | 2.7273 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.73826 | 1.55758 | 1.76656 | 1 | 11 | 9.146074 | -0.052273 |
ptsd | 72w2mu | [2, 7] | I also have been taking Zoloft 25mg for 12 days. I plan to start exercising nightly for 20 minutes beginning tonight. I want to do all that I can to alleviate my symptoms but if there is a cure, I would love to know. I'm not a patient person and this illness is really making me fed up to the point where I'm getting angry! Anything helps! | 1,470 | 0 | 0.6 | 1,506,553,502 | 1 | 2.368619 | 67 | 28.72 | 5.04 | 92.99 | 53.85 | 13.4 | 16.42 | 91.04 | 56.72 | 17.91 | 13.43 | 13.43 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.48 | 4.48 | 11.94 | 13.43 | 5.97 | 5.97 | 1.49 | 23.88 | 1.49 | 0 | 1.49 | 2.99 | 1.49 | 4.48 | 2.99 | 1.49 | 0 | 1.49 | 0 | 4.48 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.93 | 1.49 | 1.49 | 4.48 | 2.99 | 1.49 | 5.97 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.96 | 0 | 5.97 | 0 | 1.49 | 8.96 | 2.99 | 1.49 | 1.49 | 2.99 | 0 | 2.99 | 16.42 | 2.99 | 13.43 | 0 | 4.48 | 8.96 | 0 | 1.49 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.94 | 4.48 | 1.49 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.99 | 0 | 0 | 2.99 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.6364 | 3 | 1 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.73715 | 1.47143 | 1.91116 | 0.6 | 2 | 4.468571 | -0.027083 |
anxiety | 8mqmx3 | [20, 25] | Not a huge amount of weight, but it was a big deal for me. I was on the treadmill every night for 45 minutes. I was doing good. Now I can't be on the treadmill or I start feeling ill again. Anyway, after the garbage issue I ended up in the hospital again. | 1,917 | 1 | 0.6 | 1,527,519,277 | 2 | 0.165556 | 53 | 74.41 | 1.23 | 99 | 61.55 | 10.6 | 11.32 | 88.68 | 64.15 | 13.21 | 11.32 | 11.32 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.89 | 11.32 | 15.09 | 9.43 | 7.55 | 3.77 | 3.77 | 15.09 | 3.77 | 1.89 | 0 | 1.89 | 3.77 | 1.89 | 1.89 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.32 | 1.89 | 0 | 0 | 1.89 | 1.89 | 7.55 | 3.77 | 0 | 0 | 3.77 | 5.66 | 0 | 3.77 | 0 | 1.89 | 7.55 | 0 | 0 | 5.66 | 1.89 | 0 | 7.55 | 7.55 | 0 | 26.42 | 0 | 11.32 | 15.09 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.89 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.89 | 15.09 | 9.43 | 3.77 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.89 | 0 | 0 | 2.75 | 2.5 | 2.8 | 1.125 | 1.25 | 1 | 1.74238 | 1.54286 | 1.83967 | 1 | 2 | 2.342222 | -0 |
anxiety | 813rzy | [0, 5] | I feel like I'm dying. I know that I'm not but I feel like it. I'm at the end of a cold. Not a cold that I sometimes make up in my head, but an actual cold. Stuffy nose, chest congestion, scratchy throat. | 800 | 1 | 0.6 | 1,519,892,581 | 2 | -1.828406 | 43 | 55.38 | 1 | 99 | 25.77 | 8.6 | 6.98 | 95.35 | 58.14 | 25.58 | 18.6 | 18.6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.98 | 9.3 | 13.95 | 6.98 | 0 | 4.65 | 4.65 | 16.28 | 6.98 | 4.65 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20.93 | 6.98 | 2.33 | 0 | 2.33 | 0 | 9.3 | 16.28 | 0 | 0 | 13.95 | 11.63 | 9.3 | 2.33 | 0 | 0 | 2.33 | 0 | 0 | 2.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16.28 | 0 | 11.63 | 0 | 6.98 | 4.65 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25.58 | 11.63 | 6.98 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6.98 | 0 | 0 | 2.7143 | 2.2727 | 3 | 1.125 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.75029 | 1.58378 | 1.88672 | 1 | 1 | 0.73913 | -0.225 |
anxiety | 5qc8yv | (10, 15) | Rarely, I forget about the symptoms. Rarely, they don't bother me, but they still are occurring always. I have seen two different doctors about this. They ruled out a few things and suggested that it was purely anxiety and that I go on an SSRI. I have not gone on an SSRI yet, however I am planning to do so ASAP. | 46,555 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,485,459,093 | 6 | 3.306129 | 61 | 5.72 | 9.5 | 97.48 | 1.13 | 12.2 | 13.11 | 93.44 | 67.21 | 22.95 | 14.75 | 9.84 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.92 | 8.2 | 6.56 | 9.84 | 11.48 | 13.11 | 8.2 | 3.28 | 18.03 | 3.28 | 1.64 | 0 | 1.64 | 1.64 | 3.28 | 0 | 3.28 | 1.64 | 1.64 | 0 | 6.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9.84 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.28 | 6.56 | 1.64 | 1.64 | 0 | 0 | 3.28 | 0 | 3.28 | 0 | 0 | 3.28 | 0 | 1.64 | 1.64 | 0 | 0 | 4.92 | 13.11 | 1.64 | 16.39 | 3.28 | 4.92 | 8.2 | 1.64 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.64 | 0 | 1.64 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16.39 | 8.2 | 6.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.64 | 0 | 0 | 2.4545 | 2.8 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.72031 | 1.38148 | 1.75268 | 1 | 7 | 4.852452 | 0.122857 |
anxiety | 74cj6r | [0, 5] | Hey guys, Would like to know your opinions. I was sat on the sofa with my girlfriend and all of a sudden we could hear our flat door being pushed as if someone was trying to get in... I jumped up and said ‘Who is it! ?’ to which whoever was trying the door said ‘Sorry, I thought this was ground floor’. | 1,011 | 0 | 0.571429 | 1,507,164,298 | 1 | 0.064303 | 61 | 47.68 | 94.94 | 80.82 | 25.77 | 15.25 | 9.84 | 98.36 | 59.02 | 21.31 | 11.48 | 6.56 | 3.28 | 1.64 | 0 | 0 | 9.84 | 4.92 | 14.75 | 13.11 | 0 | 6.56 | 0 | 31.15 | 6.56 | 1.64 | 4.92 | 0 | 1.64 | 3.28 | 1.64 | 1.64 | 0 | 0 | 1.64 | 19.67 | 0 | 3.28 | 0 | 1.64 | 14.75 | 3.28 | 0 | 4.92 | 6.56 | 1.64 | 1.64 | 4.92 | 0 | 4.92 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.48 | 4.92 | 3.28 | 1.64 | 1.64 | 0 | 13.11 | 6.56 | 0 | 19.67 | 3.28 | 13.11 | 3.28 | 0 | 0 | 4.92 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.64 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21.31 | 8.2 | 3.28 | 0 | 0 | 1.64 | 1.64 | 0 | 3.28 | 3.28 | 0 | 0 | 2.7143 | 2.4615 | 3 | 1.3333 | 1 | 1 | 1.68126 | 1.45769 | 1.88366 | 0.67 | 0 | 1.311619 | -0.177083 |
domesticviolence | 91ckh1 | [15, 20] | I’ve received hundreds of harassing contacts from him and he’s even tried to extort my friendship back by threatening to expose sex tapes. I’ve already endured years of his psychological abuse and him physically raping me in the ass while we were together. I’ve already endured seeing him and the fact that he brings another man that raped me (and he knows it) to every hearing so far. I’ve endured him harassing our old mutual workplace and every individual mutual contact we had when it first fell apart. I’ve had him flip friends on me and had to move twice in the past to years to hide my location from him. | 191 | 1 | 1 | 1,532,391,950 | 4 | 10.156667 | 111 | 19.71 | 86.02 | 48.14 | 1 | 22.2 | 19.82 | 90.09 | 55.86 | 25.23 | 20.72 | 9.01 | 2.7 | 0 | 9.01 | 0 | 4.5 | 2.7 | 12.61 | 9.01 | 5.41 | 8.11 | 0 | 14.41 | 0.9 | 0 | 0.9 | 2.7 | 2.7 | 5.41 | 0 | 5.41 | 0.9 | 5.41 | 0 | 18.92 | 0 | 2.7 | 0 | 9.91 | 4.5 | 0.9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.7 | 0.9 | 1.8 | 0.9 | 0.9 | 0 | 4.5 | 0.9 | 0.9 | 2.7 | 0 | 8.11 | 4.5 | 1.8 | 0.9 | 0 | 1.8 | 8.11 | 8.11 | 0 | 18.92 | 3.6 | 7.21 | 9.91 | 0.9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.9 | 0.9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.71 | 4.5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.41 | 1.8 | 0 | 2.7778 | 2.625 | 3 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.69633 | 1.62609 | 1.83423 | 0.84 | 1 | 9.874462 | 0.025 |
domesticviolence | 95qk2d | [0, 5] | I (30F) married my husband (31M) about 6 months ago after dating for 2 years and knowing each other for about 14. When we first hooked up, I had a very successful career in the adult industry and I supported him for almost 2 years before he got a job. He knew what I did before we hooked up because I had been in the industry for years and everyone back home knew. He told me multiple times that he accepted it and he loved me regardless. However, He has been very abusive, always blaming it on my job before and now that I have retired since our marriage he uses my past against me during every fight. | 765 | 1 | 0.666667 | 1,533,765,824 | 7 | 9.191261 | 118 | 31.83 | 77.72 | 90.34 | 41.07 | 23.6 | 15.25 | 93.22 | 61.02 | 25.42 | 19.49 | 10.17 | 2.54 | 0 | 6.78 | 0 | 5.93 | 3.39 | 15.25 | 5.93 | 7.63 | 6.78 | 0 | 11.86 | 4.24 | 3.39 | 1.69 | 4.24 | 2.54 | 5.93 | 3.39 | 2.54 | 0 | 2.54 | 0 | 17.8 | 2.54 | 0 | 0 | 7.63 | 12.71 | 3.39 | 2.54 | 0.85 | 0.85 | 2.54 | 2.54 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.85 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.02 | 6.78 | 1.69 | 1.69 | 1.69 | 0 | 11.02 | 3.39 | 0 | 20.34 | 0 | 5.08 | 16.1 | 5.93 | 0 | 0.85 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.17 | 4.24 | 2.54 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.39 | 0 | 3 | 2.6667 | 3 | 1.1429 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.68712 | 1.59231 | 1.91237 | 1 | 2 | 9.260067 | 0.21 |
ptsd | 8re60j | [0, 5] | I'm afraid of going into too much detail only because I constantly fear that he knows that I talk about him. To keep it short, my father was physically violent towards me, my mother, our dog, mistreated all of his animals, leaked our information on shady sites before multiple times, and has made my life a living hell up until I went to court to stop having visitation with him. I almost died twice thanks to him. I thought that it wouldn't really affect anything outside of startle reflex, trust issues, etc, but here I am years after my last visit with him and it's still affecting me fucking terribly. I just sat in bed sobbing for a half hour because I'm afraid of everyone around me. | 900 | 1 | 1 | 1,529,095,029 | 2 | 9.225522 | 127 | 34.75 | 34.68 | 91.23 | 1 | 25.4 | 16.54 | 92.13 | 58.27 | 25.2 | 18.9 | 12.6 | 1.57 | 0 | 4.72 | 0 | 6.3 | 1.57 | 17.32 | 6.3 | 7.87 | 4.72 | 0.79 | 17.32 | 6.3 | 1.57 | 0 | 1.57 | 2.36 | 8.66 | 1.57 | 7.09 | 3.15 | 2.36 | 0.79 | 11.02 | 1.57 | 0 | 0.79 | 5.51 | 11.81 | 2.36 | 3.94 | 0.79 | 1.57 | 1.57 | 1.57 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.15 | 0 | 2.36 | 0.79 | 0 | 3.94 | 1.57 | 0 | 0.79 | 0 | 1.57 | 3.94 | 7.87 | 0.79 | 18.11 | 2.36 | 7.09 | 8.66 | 0 | 0 | 0.79 | 0 | 0.79 | 0.79 | 1.57 | 1.57 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.17 | 3.94 | 7.09 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.15 | 0 | 0 | 2.9167 | 2.8 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.72261 | 1.64103 | 1.87963 | 1 | 3 | 9.318893 | -0.187778 |
domesticviolence | 8hawwj | (10, 15) | I’m trying to tell myself it’s like being beat up on the street by a stranger - it’s only once, but it still happened and it’s traumatic. 2) Related to the above. It WASN’T a stranger. It was someone I loved and trusted and I can’t believe he could have done this. He never treated me right, not truly (except maybe in the very beginning), but I never even saw this as a possibility. | 36,006 | 1 | 1 | 1,525,559,235 | 5 | 3.064615 | 73 | 7.07 | 8.55 | 93.59 | 76.42 | 14.6 | 15.07 | 94.52 | 73.97 | 23.29 | 10.96 | 8.22 | 0 | 0 | 2.74 | 0 | 12.33 | 8.22 | 13.7 | 13.7 | 10.96 | 8.22 | 6.85 | 21.92 | 2.74 | 2.74 | 0 | 2.74 | 0 | 5.48 | 4.11 | 1.37 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9.59 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.74 | 21.92 | 2.74 | 0 | 1.37 | 5.48 | 4.11 | 8.22 | 1.37 | 1.37 | 0 | 0 | 1.37 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.22 | 1.37 | 2.74 | 4.11 | 0 | 1.37 | 8.22 | 10.96 | 0 | 15.07 | 0 | 8.22 | 6.85 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24.66 | 6.85 | 4.11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.37 | 0 | 8.22 | 4.11 | 0 | 3 | 2.5 | 2.6 | 1 | 1.125 | 1 | 1.72526 | 1.48 | 1.90534 | 0.86 | 11 | 4.910769 | 0.197619 |
domesticviolence | 7mjo28 | (100, 105) | He forced me into sex again... And if I refused he became violent. Once I had mentioned to a friend how I hadn't wanted sex and hoped that jacking off would be good enough, and having overheard this my punishment was to be slammed into the wall and the table then thrown to the floor. When I pushed him back, telling him to quit, he kicked me down to the ground and heel kicked my back until I had a panic attack and collapsed unable to breathe... I spent most nights waiting for him to pass out, which he never did, and running through our small mini-winnie as he chased me with a knife... My dog would come out from under the table (she was a rescue who had been abused) and would trip him up, letting me escape, and he'd hold her hostage-- letting me spend most of the night in the cold, out in the boondocks where it was common for truckers to come through and cougars to attack farm animals and pets. If he felt sober enough, he would chase me down the road for a few hundred yards, and I would walk the three miles into town and wait in the park by the police station until I was sure he'd passed out... | 16,294 | 1 | 0.6 | 1,514,427,622 | 30 | 12.790782 | 218 | 61.22 | 53.67 | 44.6 | 13.38 | 31.14 | 10.55 | 88.53 | 61.01 | 17.43 | 15.14 | 7.8 | 0.46 | 0 | 6.88 | 0 | 2.29 | 7.8 | 16.51 | 9.63 | 3.21 | 9.63 | 0.92 | 18.35 | 4.13 | 1.38 | 2.29 | 1.38 | 1.38 | 4.59 | 1.83 | 2.75 | 0.46 | 2.29 | 0 | 10.09 | 0 | 0.46 | 0.92 | 5.96 | 7.8 | 0.92 | 0.92 | 4.13 | 2.29 | 0.92 | 0.92 | 1.38 | 0 | 0.46 | 0.92 | 1.83 | 0.92 | 0 | 0.92 | 0 | 8.26 | 0.92 | 1.38 | 5.5 | 0.92 | 0.46 | 8.72 | 3.67 | 0.46 | 21.56 | 4.59 | 11.47 | 5.96 | 0.46 | 0.46 | 0.46 | 0.92 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.14 | 6.88 | 4.59 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.38 | 0 | 1.38 | 0.92 | 0 | 2.7778 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.73966 | 1.70265 | 1.80206 | 0.91 | 37 | 10.711997 | -0.055848 |
ptsd | 61o09s | (0, 5) | So I guess I'll jump right in. I have PTSD, and have for about 15 years with varying degrees of symptom severity after a sexual assault. Right now my symptoms are pretty well controlled and I am in regular therapy. Largely I am only dealing with nightmares and a heightened startle response and doing really well overall. In the last year I started dating an amazing man. | 44,738 | 0 | 0.8 | 1,490,562,790 | 4 | 6.080147 | 67 | 53.13 | 18.53 | 98.62 | 53.85 | 13.4 | 26.87 | 91.04 | 53.73 | 10.45 | 10.45 | 10.45 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.97 | 13.43 | 10.45 | 10.45 | 7.46 | 0 | 14.93 | 4.48 | 1.49 | 0 | 1.49 | 0 | 10.45 | 5.97 | 4.48 | 1.49 | 1.49 | 0 | 2.99 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.49 | 8.96 | 0 | 2.99 | 0 | 4.48 | 0 | 1.49 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.97 | 0 | 4.48 | 1.49 | 0 | 4.48 | 1.49 | 0 | 2.99 | 0 | 0 | 1.49 | 11.94 | 1.49 | 22.39 | 1.49 | 10.45 | 10.45 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.99 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.99 | 0 | 10.45 | 7.46 | 1.49 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.49 | 0 | 0 | 2.8462 | 2.8571 | 2.8 | 1 | 1.2222 | 1 | 1.7566 | 1.52 | 1.92328 | 1 | 1 | 6.719882 | 0.212143 |
almosthomeless | 7iolkw | [5, 10] | I was working at a labor pool when ever I could. He kicked me out of his moms house once I ran out of money and didn't get work one week from labor pool. I walked down the street to some friends house he introduced me too. Been here 2 Weeks. They are alcoholics. | 1,672 | 0 | 0.571429 | 1,512,845,814 | 17 | 1.539818 | 54 | 45.11 | 35.54 | 87.07 | 25.77 | 10.8 | 7.41 | 96.3 | 55.56 | 18.52 | 18.52 | 11.11 | 0 | 0 | 5.56 | 1.85 | 0 | 3.7 | 14.81 | 9.26 | 7.41 | 3.7 | 1.85 | 18.52 | 0 | 0 | 1.85 | 5.56 | 1.85 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.11 | 1.85 | 1.85 | 1.85 | 5.56 | 7.41 | 0 | 0 | 1.85 | 1.85 | 1.85 | 1.85 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.85 | 0 | 1.85 | 0 | 1.85 | 9.26 | 1.85 | 3.7 | 1.85 | 1.85 | 0 | 11.11 | 5.56 | 0 | 22.22 | 3.7 | 9.26 | 9.26 | 7.41 | 5.56 | 3.7 | 1.85 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.11 | 9.26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.85 | 0 | 0 | 2.7778 | 2.4286 | 3 | 1.3 | 1 | 1 | 1.69104 | 1.76327 | 1.90218 | 0.91 | 3 | 2.430909 | -0.155556 |
assistance | 5zvzqg | (10, 15) | Her mother, who has been a full-time elementary school teacher for 28 years, is her primary caregiver, but when the mother is working as a teacher, this amazing lady needs a Licensed Vocational Nurse (LVN) to assist her with her ADLs and health needs so the mother can provide the family income. Her LVN attends to her physical and health needs everywhere that she goes during the day at home, in her college classes, out in the community, and her volunteering sites. She had good luck with LVNs, but her last LVN unfortunately no longer has worked with her since December. Since November, her family has posted the job opening six times online, asked all the local Vocational Nursing schools to post the job, and countless people posted the job opening on social media. No one applied for the enjoyable position, except for one, but she lasted for four hours and she decided that she didn't want the job after all. | 38,724 | 0 | 1 | 1,489,730,951 | 2 | 13.362781 | 162 | 83.63 | 89.14 | 3.21 | 60.88 | 32.4 | 18.52 | 90.12 | 47.53 | 12.35 | 9.88 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9.88 | 0 | 2.47 | 8.64 | 12.96 | 5.56 | 1.85 | 6.79 | 1.85 | 11.73 | 3.7 | 1.85 | 1.23 | 3.09 | 1.23 | 3.09 | 2.47 | 0.62 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17.28 | 3.09 | 0 | 12.35 | 0 | 9.88 | 0.62 | 1.23 | 2.47 | 0.62 | 1.85 | 3.09 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.47 | 0 | 2.47 | 0 | 0 | 6.17 | 2.47 | 1.23 | 1.23 | 1.23 | 0 | 4.94 | 8.02 | 0 | 18.52 | 1.23 | 8.02 | 8.64 | 9.88 | 1.23 | 1.85 | 0.62 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.58 | 3.09 | 8.02 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.62 | 0 | 0.62 | 1.23 | 0 | 2.8333 | 2.7273 | 3 | 1.2 | 1 | 1 | 1.74166 | 1.70074 | 1.91648 | 0.57 | 3 | 12.01727 | 0.260256 |
relationships | 7rtcl8 | (0, 5) | Me (28F) and boyfriend (39M) been happily monogamous for 1.5 years. We have a good sex life. We have only mentioned a couple times that it might be hot to add someone else to the mix, if the right opportunity presented itself. I met her (22F) in my pottery class and immediately felt a girl crush which is really out of the ordinary for me. She’s super cute and we have hung out as friends on several occasions. | 32,115 | 0 | 1 | 1,516,484,556 | 0 | 5.52775 | 78 | 57.24 | 81.53 | 30.55 | 99 | 15.6 | 16.67 | 85.9 | 56.41 | 17.95 | 11.54 | 5.13 | 3.85 | 0 | 2.56 | 0 | 6.41 | 7.69 | 12.82 | 10.26 | 3.85 | 6.41 | 0 | 12.82 | 5.13 | 1.28 | 1.28 | 1.28 | 3.85 | 6.41 | 6.41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14.1 | 0 | 2.56 | 3.85 | 1.28 | 7.69 | 1.28 | 0 | 1.28 | 3.85 | 0 | 3.85 | 2.56 | 0 | 0 | 2.56 | 2.56 | 0 | 1.28 | 1.28 | 0 | 12.82 | 7.69 | 2.56 | 0 | 3.85 | 0 | 3.85 | 8.97 | 1.28 | 11.54 | 0 | 6.41 | 5.13 | 1.28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16.67 | 6.41 | 1.28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.28 | 7.69 | 0 | 2.875 | 2.875 | 3 | 1.25 | 1.1 | 1 | 1.73879 | 1.64444 | 1.98563 | 0.43 | 2 | 6.7275 | 0.281905 |
anxiety | 6exaic | [0, 5] | So I'm currently in a decision if I suffer from social anxiety or not. If I can I will ask ny step mom tonight as we like to watch TV at night diwn stairs with a cuo of tea but thats if she doesn't go to bed straight away. I know I'm too scared and will just freeze up to ask her to stay down. I want to tell my step mom because I know she will tell my dad, I wouldn't be able to tell anyone else accept for my nan. I'm in a really tough situation right now as I want to see a doctor or therapist about this but I need to tell someone first. | 303 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,496,438,780 | 5 | 2.197258 | 118 | 36.24 | 17.56 | 95.76 | 14.14 | 23.6 | 9.32 | 95.76 | 59.32 | 19.49 | 16.1 | 12.71 | 0.85 | 0 | 2.54 | 0 | 3.39 | 3.39 | 17.8 | 9.32 | 5.08 | 10.17 | 2.54 | 22.88 | 4.24 | 1.69 | 0 | 0.85 | 0 | 5.08 | 1.69 | 2.54 | 1.69 | 0 | 0.85 | 13.56 | 2.54 | 0 | 4.24 | 0.85 | 17.8 | 3.39 | 0.85 | 5.93 | 5.93 | 0 | 8.47 | 2.54 | 1.69 | 0 | 0.85 | 2.54 | 0 | 1.69 | 0 | 0.85 | 5.93 | 1.69 | 1.69 | 2.54 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22.03 | 3.39 | 15.25 | 3.39 | 8.47 | 4.24 | 0.85 | 0.85 | 0.85 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9.32 | 4.24 | 0.85 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.24 | 0 | 0 | 2.7143 | 2.8 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.70325 | 1.55769 | 1.93583 | 0.86 | 8 | 4.253387 | 0.090575 |
survivorsofabuse | 7kjo9q | (20, 25) | Eddie can think back to being 10 at the farthest. I can access very little memories of us being younger than 10, but it's few and far between. Our therapist asked us collectively to try and ask our brother what our childhood was like growing up. I feel like we cannot...do that. We aren't exactly close to Eddie's brother as much as he wants to be, so asking this kind of serious stuff could result in nothing being figured out. | 35,961 | 0 | 1 | 1,513,580,946 | 6 | 5.978214 | 80 | 27.79 | 91.53 | 67.65 | 10.13 | 16 | 18.75 | 93.75 | 61.25 | 18.75 | 12.5 | 2.5 | 8.75 | 0 | 1.25 | 0 | 6.25 | 1.25 | 18.75 | 15 | 3.75 | 7.5 | 3.75 | 22.5 | 10 | 8.75 | 1.25 | 2.5 | 2.5 | 1.25 | 0 | 1.25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16.25 | 2.5 | 0 | 0 | 3.75 | 18.75 | 5 | 1.25 | 2.5 | 2.5 | 2.5 | 5 | 1.25 | 0 | 0 | 1.25 | 1.25 | 0 | 1.25 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 11.25 | 1.25 | 1.25 | 1.25 | 0 | 2.5 | 15 | 1.25 | 15 | 1.25 | 11.25 | 3.75 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16.25 | 10 | 2.5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.75 | 0 | 0 | 2.75 | 2.625 | 3 | 1.125 | 1 | 1 | 1.70912 | 1.55616 | 1.90206 | 0.87 | 3 | 6.83581 | 0.041435 |
relationships | 7tr5qy | (18, 23) | Is it normal to feel hopeless and scared that i won't find love again? tldr: got cheated on a bunch and dumped because i cried on Christmas due to a breakdown re: being cheated on all the time and feeling worthless. scared about finding love in the future. Apologies for the mess. I've been talking myself out of writing this for a couple weeks now. | 10,108 | 1 | 0.666667 | 1,517,217,667 | 10 | 4.812985 | 65 | 87.18 | 43.89 | 97.02 | 1 | 13 | 18.46 | 96.92 | 52.31 | 10.77 | 6.15 | 6.15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.62 | 9.23 | 16.92 | 7.69 | 4.62 | 6.15 | 1.54 | 18.46 | 6.15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.62 | 16.92 | 3.08 | 13.85 | 3.08 | 3.08 | 4.62 | 6.15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9.23 | 6.15 | 1.54 | 0 | 0 | 1.54 | 0 | 3.08 | 0 | 0 | 3.08 | 3.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.31 | 3.08 | 3.08 | 4.62 | 1.54 | 0 | 4.62 | 7.69 | 3.08 | 20 | 1.54 | 7.69 | 10.77 | 1.54 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.54 | 0 | 1.54 | 0 | 1.54 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13.85 | 6.15 | 0 | 3.08 | 0 | 1.54 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.08 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.6364 | 3 | 1 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.75121 | 1.57308 | 1.86388 | 0.86 | 16 | 4.606149 | 0.007143 |
anxiety | 78tayl | [16, 21] | Anyway. I quit my antidepressants several months ago because I am in a good place now, and I can survive without them. I just find that thoughts like this are still very present, and can be very difficult to deal with. I never do apologize on Facebook. TLDR: I want to apologize on facebook for not being normal and being awkward AF. | 1,743 | 0 | 0.833333 | 1,508,992,437 | 2 | 3.792151 | 62 | 14.22 | 12.94 | 96.96 | 7.28 | 12.4 | 20.97 | 98.39 | 64.52 | 16.13 | 12.9 | 11.29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.61 | 3.23 | 1.61 | 14.52 | 12.9 | 11.29 | 6.45 | 4.84 | 14.52 | 3.23 | 1.61 | 0 | 0 | 1.61 | 4.84 | 1.61 | 3.23 | 1.61 | 0 | 0 | 9.68 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11.29 | 3.23 | 1.61 | 1.61 | 0 | 1.61 | 3.23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.61 | 0 | 1.61 | 0 | 0 | 12.9 | 3.23 | 3.23 | 3.23 | 1.61 | 1.61 | 1.61 | 16.13 | 0 | 16.13 | 0 | 6.45 | 9.68 | 0 | 3.23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.84 | 1.61 | 3.23 | 0 | 0 | 1.61 | 12.9 | 8.06 | 3.23 | 1.61 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.75 | 2.625 | 2.4 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.72802 | 1.37857 | 1.86002 | 0.76 | 0 | 4.617419 | -0.066667 |
anxiety | 6mk8j2 | [5, 10] | Itʻs at the point where I am scared I canʻt focus on driving and will crash or just space out going 45 mph. In the past Ive had 3 major "panic attacks(?)" where my whole body is in pins and needles and I canʻt breathe well but they were all triggered by major emotional events. I also used to get really bad nightmares about dying and the afterlife when I was a kid and my mom would have to rub my chest til I fell asleep. I never ever thought it was anxiety and I didnʻt want to diagnose myself because I know some people actually have it and I wouldnʻt want to compare my stress to that. | 190 | 1 | 1 | 1,499,751,211 | 2 | 4.332962 | 118 | 18.5 | 7.5 | 95.76 | 1 | 23.6 | 12.71 | 87.29 | 56.78 | 16.95 | 14.41 | 13.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.85 | 2.54 | 3.39 | 11.02 | 9.32 | 9.32 | 11.02 | 0.85 | 16.95 | 3.39 | 0.85 | 2.54 | 1.69 | 2.54 | 7.63 | 0.85 | 6.78 | 3.39 | 0.85 | 0 | 3.39 | 0.85 | 0 | 0.85 | 0 | 14.41 | 2.54 | 2.54 | 2.54 | 1.69 | 2.54 | 3.39 | 0.85 | 0 | 0 | 0.85 | 4.24 | 3.39 | 0.85 | 0 | 0 | 3.39 | 0 | 0 | 1.69 | 0.85 | 0.85 | 5.93 | 8.47 | 1.69 | 14.41 | 2.54 | 7.63 | 4.24 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.85 | 0.85 | 0.85 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.85 | 0 | 7.63 | 3.39 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.85 | 0 | 0 | 1.69 | 0 | 1.69 | 0 | 2.6 | 2.8571 | 3 | 1 | 1.1818 | 1 | 1.73942 | 1.53265 | 1.84445 | 1 | 1 | 5.283519 | -0.089286 |
relationships | 7u2h0h | (40, 45) | It is the winter and Tyler and I have been going out ice fishing a lot, it’s nice because I get to spend time with him and it’s something we both like to do. Well, once Zack found out, he tells Tyler all the time how they should go, etc. Well, Tyler fills up his truck (it is never under $120), fills up the four-wheeler ($60), and Zack walks over to our house with nothing but a helmet. He has absolutely no ice fishing gear, but knows Tyler does and, again, uses Tyler under the guise of “friendship” so he can go. AKA, I don’t get to go anymore. | 46,185 | 0 | 1 | 1,517,331,902 | 0 | 2.83637 | 110 | 33.76 | 57.22 | 49.39 | 76.23 | 22 | 8.18 | 82.73 | 59.09 | 15.45 | 10 | 2.73 | 1.82 | 0 | 4.55 | 0.91 | 5.45 | 5.45 | 13.64 | 10.91 | 6.36 | 9.09 | 3.64 | 20.91 | 0.91 | 0.91 | 0.91 | 3.64 | 2.73 | 2.73 | 2.73 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.55 | 12.73 | 1.82 | 2.73 | 0.91 | 1.82 | 3.64 | 1.82 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8.18 | 1.82 | 0 | 4.55 | 1.82 | 0 | 1.82 | 18.18 | 0.91 | 20 | 4.55 | 9.09 | 6.36 | 0 | 1.82 | 0.91 | 0.91 | 0 | 0 | 2.73 | 0 | 0 | 0.91 | 1.82 | 0 | 25.45 | 4.55 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.91 | 1.82 | 2.73 | 3.64 | 1.82 | 2.7778 | 2.625 | 3 | 1 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.74874 | 1.57381 | 1.82161 | 0.36 | 15 | 3.868424 | 0.25 |
homeless | 9avcvt | [5, 10] | And they all make it sound like I will have infinity free time and money to go exploring all over where I'm going, like I'm going on a damn vacation. I'll still be spending all my free time job hunting. If they want me to come right back to a shithole that doesn't want to hire me because I'm supposedly overqualified just by existing (I keep getting rejections telling me I'm overqualified except for the one that asked me to fill out yet another application despite me handing them one two weeks ago), maybe they can pay my way and then they can pay for all the months that I don't have income. I have come back here too many times already to nothing, and they seem to think I'm just hanging around having fun living in my car. Unbelievable. | 1,707 | 1 | 0.8 | 1,535,425,316 | 25 | 9.806982 | 140 | 20.29 | 9.94 | 99 | 25.77 | 28 | 15.71 | 96.43 | 58.57 | 20.71 | 17.14 | 12.86 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4.29 | 3.57 | 2.86 | 13.57 | 11.43 | 9.29 | 5 | 2.14 | 21.43 | 2.14 | 1.43 | 0.71 | 2.86 | 4.29 | 4.29 | 2.14 | 2.14 | 0 | 1.43 | 0.71 | 5.71 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.14 | 2.14 | 1.43 | 2.14 | 2.86 | 3.57 | 2.14 | 0.71 | 0 | 0.71 | 0 | 1.43 | 0.71 | 0.71 | 0 | 0 | 2.14 | 0 | 0 | 1.43 | 0.71 | 0 | 2.14 | 15.71 | 3.57 | 20.71 | 5 | 7.86 | 9.29 | 4.29 | 2.86 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1.43 | 1.43 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12.86 | 3.57 | 2.14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.71 | 1.43 | 0 | 3 | 2.8333 | 3 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1 | 1.74039 | 1.48992 | 1.91865 | 0.91 | 10 | 9.258378 | 0.22619 |
ptsd | 804nt5 | (5, 10) | One of the couples I know is made up of cancer survivors: the male had cancer as a child, thankfully beat it, but developed PTSD from the experience; the female has had 2 different battles with cancer (brain and breast), beat them both, but suffers from significant developmental issues (including cognitive delay and balance issues). They represent polar opposites on the spectrum of how cancer survivors can view the world: one feeling positive about having survived so much, the other being angry with the world that it happened in the first place. That's neither here nor there. I'll stop for a moment to explain that I'm not one of those that feels PTSD isn't a real condition. I grew up in an abusive home for years, and it wasn't until my mid 20's that I began come to terms with how subtly that had affected me over the years. | 34,425 | 0 | 1 | 1,519,568,002 | 10 | 14.368581 | 150 | 72.8 | 14.3 | 87.83 | 9.41 | 30 | 17.33 | 88 | 53.33 | 13.33 | 6 | 4.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.33 | 7.33 | 9.33 | 15.33 | 8.67 | 4 | 7.33 | 3.33 | 15.33 | 4 | 2 | 1.33 | 4 | 1.33 | 4 | 1.33 | 2.67 | 0 | 2 | 0.67 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0.67 | 0.67 | 12.67 | 2.67 | 2.67 | 0 | 0 | 0.67 | 6.67 | 2.67 | 0.67 | 0 | 1.33 | 4 | 1.33 | 2.67 | 0.67 | 0 | 8.67 | 0 | 4 | 4.67 | 0.67 | 0.67 | 6 | 7.33 | 0.67 | 14 | 1.33 | 7.33 | 5.33 | 1.33 | 0 | 0.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 3.33 | 4 | 1.33 | 0.67 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2.67 | 0 | 3 | 2.6667 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1.69938 | 1.48689 | 1.82259 | 0.86 | 8 | 12.943871 | -0.019293 |
anxiety | 98uic9 | [0, 5] | So, I used tap water in a neti pot. My cold seemed to get worse right after. I googled, “Can a neti pot make a cold worse?” Suddenly, information appears that if you use tap water in a neti pot you can get that brain eating amoeba, Naegleria fowleri... (the same one that kills kids who swim in fresh water). I guess two people in Louisiana died from it via tap water\neti pots a few years back. | 1,560 | 0 | 0.571429 | 1,534,778,510 | 1 | 1.916656 | 78 | 86.39 | 60.13 | 55.26 | 1 | 13 | 8.97 | 80.77 | 39.74 | 14.1 | 7.69 | 5.13 | 0 | 2.56 | 0 | 0 | 6.41 | 7.69 | 10.26 | 2.56 | 3.85 | 2.56 | 0 | 14.1 | 10.26 | 5.13 | 1.28 | 2.56 | 1.28 | 3.85 | 0 | 3.85 | 0 | 1.28 | 0 | 6.41 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10.26 | 2.56 | 3.85 | 1.28 | 5.13 | 0 | 1.28 | 3.85 | 1.28 | 0 | 2.56 | 7.69 | 1.28 | 0 | 0 | 6.41 | 5.13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.56 | 2.56 | 5.13 | 12.82 | 0 | 14.1 | 1.28 | 8.97 | 5.13 | 0 | 1.28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21.79 | 8.97 | 5.13 | 0 | 0 | 1.28 | 0 | 0 | 2.56 | 0 | 2.56 | 1.28 | 2.625 | 2.4286 | 3 | 1.1429 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.66668 | 1.76949 | 1.84022 | 1 | 3 | 3.181932 | -0.161429 |
anxiety | 8l3cu0 | [10, 15] | "What is nothing is real? What if everything is a figment of your imagination?" I panicked, and grabbed the couch, but the voice inside me said "It doesn't matter if you grab the couch, what is the couch isn't real? What if your house isn't real?" At this time I called my brother, sobbing, and told him to get my mom. | 1,201 | 1 | 1 | 1,526,929,416 | 9 | 0.526875 | 61 | 8.92 | 37.15 | 31.05 | 1.13 | 12.2 | 13.11 | 91.8 | 63.93 | 26.23 | 14.75 | 8.2 | 0 | 4.92 | 1.64 | 0 | 11.48 | 8.2 | 6.56 | 11.48 | 0 | 9.84 | 6.56 | 22.95 | 0 | 0 | 6.56 | 0 | 0 | 3.28 | 0 | 3.28 | 1.64 | 0 | 1.64 | 16.39 | 3.28 | 0 | 1.64 | 3.28 | 14.75 | 1.64 | 0 | 4.92 | 4.92 | 3.28 | 9.84 | 6.56 | 0 | 3.28 | 3.28 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3.28 | 1.64 | 0 | 0 | 1.64 | 0 | 4.92 | 13.11 | 0 | 4.92 | 0 | 3.28 | 1.64 | 0 | 0 | 6.56 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27.87 | 1.64 | 8.2 | 0 | 0 | 6.56 | 0 | 0 | 6.56 | 4.92 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2.5556 | 3 | 1.1429 | 1.1429 | 1 | 1.59972 | 1.5 | 1.91149 | 1 | 9 | 2.095625 | 0.2 |
relationships | 7p4th9 | (5, 10) | He agreed. I told him a million times, when we were together and after we broke up, that loyalty is my #1 in relationship, period. I hate cheaters more than anything in the world. He knew that from the very beginning. Yet recently found out that I was cheated on for more than 6 months before we broke up. | 27,884 | 0 | 0.8 | 1,515,474,063 | 2 | 3.469661 | 59 | 73.13 | 84.55 | 99 | 1 | 11.8 | 15.25 | 96.61 | 61.02 | 23.73 | 16.95 | 6.78 | 5.08 | 0 | 5.08 | 0 | 6.78 | 5.08 | 20.34 | 5.08 | 5.08 | 3.39 | 0 | 15.25 | 11.86 | 11.86 | 1.69 | 5.08 | 3.39 | 11.86 | 3.39 | 8.47 | 0 | 5.08 | 3.39 | 15.25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5.08 | 8.47 | 3.39 | 0 | 0 | 1.69 | 0 | 3.39 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16.95 | 10.17 | 3.39 | 3.39 | 0 | 0 | 11.86 | 3.39 | 0 | 28.81 | 0 | 13.56 | 15.25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15.25 | 8.47 | 5.08 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1.69 | 2.875 | 2.5 | 2.8 | 1.125 | 1 | 1 | 1.71273 | 1.56923 | 1.8831 | 1 | 10 | 4.412 | 0.08 |
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