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im ready gothanks previous person commented last post pushing edge mum work tomorrow thursday friday thats ill it creating set tomorrow week nothing ever goes way life ive ruined childhood trauma effects life result abandoned everybody ive ever loved even change heart still need go current situation thats it im going die soon

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atoms ashim posting im anonymous molested older sister cover secret played liar entire childhood put bad spot emotionally constantly getting trouble parents school bullied rediculed friends harrassed elementary school students teachers put medication rd grade everyday pulled classroom sit principal office would come home crying everyday mistreatment mom finally enough pulled public school transferred private christian school behind education next year retake rd grade students bullied started fight back aggressively also landed principals office th grade transferred back public school made friends bullies bad kids class want bullied anymore tough guy got girlfriend short lived ended writing notes wanted fuck bunch sexual stuff soon found grandma called principal school tried press charges minor gone puberty yet really understand ramifications saying grip parents tightened medication forced throat th grade teacher slapped across face class shut class still remember bead sweat rolling mustache red angry face slapped me made turn back hardened asshole teachers care school point wanted run away several times could never make friends felt like big fucking joke me fist fights recess involved somebody else typically started kids corned back fence friends said fuck friends need them th grade proceeded get girlfriend become sexually active th grade high school began relationship started take turn eventually ended longest friendship entire life devastating ended began get suicidal depression tried overdose medication class caught red handed taking entire bottle pills became violently ill blacked bathroom found carried nurses office school principal called ambulance contacted mom mom devastated pissed crying uncontrollably lied said accident switched meds antidepressants later stopped taking gag reflex overdose went long term relationship breakups ended cutting arms burning lighter pulled class senior year high school arrested front whole school shooting front school paintball gun night before prank someone would clean charged different things including terrorism absolutely drive become anything life think going live past academically barely graduated high school convinced pull shit together go college failed college blew grant money food diamonds girlfriend relationship ended joined marine corps go die country iraq opf fallujah ex girlfriend came see california led wanted get back knew knew company getting deployed iraq fight real full metal jacket mental breakdown weeks deployed threatened kill bunch people landed hospital diagnosis ptsd bipolar major depression fraudulent enlistment charge given discharge honorable conditions plane ticket home tried go back school failed racked another bill year discharge girlfriend broke up friends considered failure everything let love life walk away soon keep depression control jumped relationship first girl would talk gas station convinced looks everything chick nice funny showed attention wanted cock cake care fucked head son already whose father jail decided would pull shit together roll model later started self medicating weed really cop felt great high time friends wifes friends supplying me temper really chilled smoked manic didnt filled uncontrollable anxietydepression rage often super asshole little man syndrome didnt smoke often thought redflag option stop internal pain instead saying loud would impulsively things hurt myself punched structure point shattered wrist several fingers felt better little bit marriage ended year later point interest forming new relationships anyone tired looking new connects weed moved around different states legal dispensaries soon realized weed helping actually making things worse control anymore desperate plea help sister gave place stay moving sister family found work started busting ass make things work could get place entire focus work smoking weed numb pain living often would isolate away everyone else could smoke weed cigarettes really acceptable lifestyle eventually led renting room house full strangers closer work work roommates knowing weed would go room steal weed play instruments work put huge panic major anxiety depression eventually leave situation move back sister brother law take well year started throwing offensive false accusations sexually since interested dating divorce nephews would repeat said friends friends parents soon everyone treated fucked way made things even worse instead giving getting defensive fucking talking shit decided pack shit leave found cheap place live way woods away everyone else keep myself working employer years started feel little comfortable around coworkers opened little relate mentioned high school paintballing incident normal conversation conflicts employer soon started take place coworker told boss paintballing played sociopath wanted job pay concerned thought boss knew well enough believe later sit boss talk future goals told goal make better future plans start business real grown shit like one bit fact retaliated cutting hours bonus pay singled rest crew made work jobs less time complete pressure unbearable redflag plate everyday every hour constantly mind started feel ill overwhelming uncontrollable feelings panic attack quit job health insurance afford cost housing car payments insurance cellphone bill ended going doctor heart would beat chest throwing every morning years wanted know why turns heart enlarged may diabetes stage hypertension might heart attack stroke cant relieve stress take care myself got way refused take medications instead still self medicating stop weed without losing mind emotionally stopped smoking weedcigs mt dew per doctors request save life anxiety debilitating obsess death cant hold conversation cant share eye contact feel extremely uncomfortable every social situation encounter cant bring back normal feel like normal wanting kill ending existence im running short money bank feel like work people fucking minion worker slave would rather die life completely closed feel though time running out well self control hide painful memories mom traveled miles past slipped said going kill extremely worried depressed feels like lose child even tho ive said nothing recently actually moved woods far away everyone kill myself nobody would find me cant sleep anymore mind always thinking ways go every tree look at see hanging every gun looks see blood scattered wall body slumped over every tall building see body bouncing pavement every light pole see think truck wrapped around body half way hood windshield go jog try clear mind feel urge step front car semi head hurts cant help punch face burn propane torch relieve pain extremely difficult time analyzing events life absolutely hating people theyve done me hating unable forgive forget move on shitty things ive said done people control myself thought redflag might parents kept here feel hard even around family hour without irritated rude hate everything me starting understand everyone else hates too hurtful things go away cannot help desperately want become ash float away space dot planet insignificant every way mankind nothing offer feel ashamed illness feel like waste space oxygen pray god blow heart chest mom dad would live fact son willingly killed himself

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wanna use omegle cus self esteems low ppl always compliment saw ppl saying got doxxed using omegle shit uhh meh oh well

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hey world questioni curious think lot people read try help position wanting commit redflag before someone said help you things people say ive heard before means nothingbut fact someone cares mean bit words ever touched you share me something think about ive thought redflag years young life know ever completely go away even words helped specific situation maybe theyd give something think think wanting die edit okay multiple questionsbut basically same

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guuuuuys passed dance exams honors got honors bronze new vogue exams merilin tongoette evening threestep first time got medal something im happy rn

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know anymore fmy dad left us mom bitch browsing internet years searching guy wants perfect man even working depressed want talk anyone uses phone day day one cooking expensive maid money wasted since anything day years weve living money brother sisters live another country im finishing school soon dream go medical college become doctor says find job bring money home shit fucked up able go much longer

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life end wantits life ive never control anything im going fucking kill hate life

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ready dieive spent whole life worthless im nothing show it im worth women im worth friends im tired caring everyone else want end cant take anymore

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best way disappearim interest ideas commit redflag body disappear forever without anyone traumatized clue happened whatsoever thoughts ideas

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want make friends even deserve themdo even deserve kind love care feel like dont thing deserve gun head make friends would anger sadden finally kill myself want die want die fucking badly cant it know wanted would right now cant i one would notice even care whats point im making everyone around angry frustrated deserve live deserve noose around neck thats deserve

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cant end all im hugely tempted being kind cruel worldtldr nice girl life severely depressed due family history it bullied childhood school experience grew dating losers one divorced married mistress another gave permanent sti hate life want disappear sorry repost rdepression subreddit reason moderators may thought original title graphic guess and sorry long alot pain inside me thanks advance reading ive severely depressed suicidal since family blood tons aunts cousins like me desiring redflag depressed couch time etc personal experience derived shy kind nice girl beginning never able shake it typical nerd experience openly talked try ignore play smiling like everything okay fight bullies make leave alone always seen awkward hung back school teachers classroom etc really made even harder actually pretty girl tall about mom made sure always dressed nice hair done girls couldnt afford get nice clothes hair done would put daily hated confrontation id whole smiling laughing thing avoid another fight already since elementary though mom kept looking nice loves dearly also shaped clone strict grandmother her could barely go out ask basically scolded so shed always say hours later would say yes hated that mind fk one sleepover junior high school mom dad cussed like sailor made clean house spotless something horribly wrong guess happy afterwards since sleepover sucked friends assholes night anyways strict upbringing inherited shyness emotional instability lead pretty damned awkward life conceited anything people always told smart good looking potential never saw late thirties really middle high school boys liked approached me shy would give aloof bitchy vibe guys ended hating me treating like crap mean like that anything extremely lonely relationship is started dating older teenager lonely desperate find love like id seen disney movies saved bell id date losers settled awkwardly nerdy weird thought theyd easier milder deal with boy wrong first met exhusband thought looked really unattractive plus smart ass mouth let grow wanted someone seemed head heels me gave years life birth son lessened sex drive dumped mistress work married rather quickly didnt even let ink dry divorce papers knew nothing weeks signed papers whats even worse nice ass agreed custody son dad life think id actually say yes knew whore wife going sons stepmom late im wallowing misery divorce process now ive boyfriend whos truck driver also nerdy used alot fun loves hes also made feel like depressed zombie past years why hes always road cant see times week plus push enough make things better also divorcee much baggage cant get life straight damned naive beginning relationship didnt see baggage start looked love fact said wanted marry me mind wasnt proposal anything said super early made hang on hung despite jerkish things hes done texted half naked pic us coworker brag says friend turn forwarded entire jerkish coworkers etc got arrested almost jail time fighting guy who later found first blow anger kept putting meeting family since many girlfriends past nt last said and coup de grand he gave sti recently found high risk know high risk meaning possibly cause cancer later on kind cant get rid of lays dormant body never know ever come back plus surgery weeks get rid precancerous cells caused me love life over relationship really crap now even find someone else hear theyll dump sure im pounds overweight depressed barely clean house shower wash hair smoke weed zone pass time make painful memories go away boyfriend says loves endlessly surgery im getting support sweetness need right now hes gone time real relationship anyways also think im still prince charming fantasy head expecting guys loving sweet reality jerksno offense nice guys there think younger went geeks weirdos figured theyd easier would appreciate more overly forgiving giving many chances aholes pretty much ruined life plus miss son dearly hes gone im alone time wish could put coma every time leaves me reawakened comes back brings wonderful beam light joy heart hes live for dont even think safe get another relationship ever again im trying accept im awkward different really someone hard give hope dont think im horrible person rather feel im nice person rest world cant handle that handle it take advantage naivety ignorance im used up im stuck horrible life miserable afraid even reach world anymore ill end bible verse received today therefore gods chosen ones holy loved put heartfelt compassionkindness humility gentleness patience colossians that description pretty much nutshell cant help way look ruined life tears

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whats least painful way kill myselfhi names hannah im years old turning november th days today im currently suffering ptsd depression amp anxiety professionally diagnosed want explain whole life story fact im currently abusive crappy household ive cutting past years way get weight pain thats dumped onto everyday shoulders im tired crying everyday im tired getting called every horrible name book starving make mom happy im tired everything life general want kill badly im afraid death crazy anyone know semi painless ways could end life deal little pain get beatings everyday ive learned deal little hurt please give your life precious please survive live another day loved bullshit thats is bullshit get enough cheap crap therapist bottles pain meds antidepressants anxiety pills also ibuprofen basic meds overdose painless like overdose go sleep die peacefully second option jump school stories tall building would probaly feel impact head splats concrete done always kept idea mind ampxb please dont reply dont genuine answer questions thanks anyways thats it tysm u help get fast possible cant deal life day further want fucking die happy

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something wrong feel like always try best seems like youre tired wish things could used

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many times asked give instructions make peanut butter jelly feels like silliest thing rant about seemingly pointless activity at least first time keeps assigned me ive done twice middle school probably least elementary school im onto second time high school im getting pretty tired it id find hard believe havent done yet thoughts

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back even though feels like never lefti spent today like ive spent last three days bed thought dog pissed somewhere room morning realized sweaty sheets must smell like sewer academically im mediocre barely scraping by im completely disinterested everything university im deep debt doesnt matter point nothing years now unthinkable last summer cheated girlfriend found earlier week still together hasnt spoken couple days ive agreed relationship counseling dont know itll help anything judge want spend every minute im awake punishing anyway realize ever insufferable live ive alienated friends couple affair with mostly keep myself think time either leave us kill myself ive hurt many people including loved most im monster

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im fucked im crying rn ive got test test tomorrow im good subject rn im scared wont pass do

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know lifeim right graduated high school literally graduation night kicked house emotionally abused im living kilometres away friends anyone care about held stuff owned hostage took saving get back im sleeping cot grandfathers basement siblings stuff gets taken daily point socks money buy more mom manipulative person managed pin friends parents lost friends feel alone one talk built anger know healthy getting really want over

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ooga booga lonely standards are female born female still female nice please play games please preferably brown hair really care much will make toast cuddle nice respect treat like human not sex not ready that buy stuff dont job im workin it older least years im mean unless im angry case mean it understand girl language be simple im guy god dammit

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got driving licence one life goals finally achieved satisfying get finish something thats important wish guys best

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life expectancy increased since phones invented checkmate parents

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suicidal thoughts jobi called meeting today told close fired meeting sales goals really confidence meet meet sales goals know going fail fired cannot stand thought failure thinking redflag think redflag would better option labeled failure

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nothing doi work hours week money gone days waste juul pods food cant even afford haircut prioritize nicotine addiction look dont car walk minutes work back every day dont sheets bed im lazy piece shit cant get bed except work im parents dead sister inherited house sister lives boyfriend hate ive taken food without asking starving trying make dont get money house sell it sister working lawyer havent able talk friends nobody friends someone car money think killing every day walk past train tracks way work whats point living whenever sell house im sure ill homeless less year

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anyone new wanna chat finish math test im bored depressed tired trifecta dm comment chat little while

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depressed younger brother feel depressed getting help give little story years old still lives home mother step father toxic situation way involved life history making bad decisions acts like sullen teenager always lying asking stay life make lot money currently paying medical bills credit card debt debt still showed abilityreal desire move out co workers close invites house i pool asked mention lives mother honestly idea tells people since small group seem spend time bouncing others homes bbqs hanging out physically lot pain morbidly obese lower back knee ankle pain going surgery ankles increase medical debt past matter hard life was always smile joke humor dark says things hoping mother would die she going nowhere least another years betting anyway poor health money living home think needs win something help get momentum trying ignores help suggested talk professional says insurance pays visits billed cannot afford it offer pay him refuses help brothers struggle things great job lbs overweight brothers struggle weight loss health issues affect them like great feels cannot connect us gotten work lives sorted point jobs help us thrive one helps get by thinking intervention defensive private sure go well good thoughts intervention work depression

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dont believe godi dont believe god wish would kill me brutal way possible dont care want die pain cant handle numb yet exhausting feeling wanting disappear fucking air want feel death fucking take say savior love children loved youd let die times wasnt enough th hopefully be

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helpim started higher education school hate it worst thing boring crappy hate people there friends always seem hate me even call friends people like fuck me take piss family sorts dont know life go way way carry school hate try something else im really interested would love something software hardware thing dont know much want learn dont think thats enough never girlfriend except like consider proper girlfriends kissed girl otherwise luck im best looker girls ignore brush im slightly overweight seems make freak eyes got quite close girl backed got scared pussyd out dont know either stopped talking her hate situations people dont know makes feel awkward seems happen lot nowadays especially school keep meet new people hate much one close friend everyone calls freak weirdo fact hes genuinely misunderstood guy get called bum buddy good friends are hell even sister says makes really frustrated money job experience confidence life might seem quite good me fucking hate life redflag used small twinkle mind used think occasionally life seemed meaningless life just get grades get job die thats think life opinion im genuinnly considering it life seems shitty unimportant thought never amount anything really crushes me used happy brief period recently dreamed family raising kids dying peacefully dont see point cry help im sorry errors spelling dont give fuck honest writing making realise shitty life is please help tldr im unhappy life want kill is enough you

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tired depression one worst feelings lately knowing feel way often would much better person notice much holds back always picture would could would capable feel way time years life actually feel ok head felt clear wish back tired

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spoiler people readingplan read giver by lois lowry havent gotten ceremony twelve every time book says pills jonas takes always imagine someone saying take horny pills go fun think say

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anyone want chat im looking nice conversations hopefully make friends

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im gonna fucking kmsi one lifes worthless fuck reaching stupid talkings complete waste time never fucking helped see bunch stupid fucking strangers internet gonna help im better dead doubt anyone even affected care know what fuck life fucking bullshit give flying fuck anymore soon write im gone

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numb pain chorus nothing numb pain hurts everyday wish could happy lonely verse tried learn love myself cause people arent always real put face pretend maybe friend worst part always believe get hurt need abandon see im left sad lonely think point wouldve learnt believe say need chorus nothing numb pain hurts everyday wish could happy lonely postchorus wish happy tired lonely im loner meant verse ok thing fault dont try hard enough give pain wonder im damn hurt cause got nothing numb pain thats ok suffer like matters want change cant life unfair got say fuck world pain chorus nothing numb pain hurts everyday wish could happy lonely postchorus wish happy tired lonely im loner meant

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wish would tell somebody chance moment stopped caring moment realised nothing really mattered anymore maybe thought pass like things used to drowning indifference stuck it things used crave enjoy feel like nothing friendships deep ever wanted them feels like meh fuck going tell anyways want anything really want nothing fuck no either way going same feels like already dead mean sometimes matters springs emotion longer recognize somebody brink suicide hand anything times here maybe meant statistic along thinking eventually going miss night sky think appreciate enough going miss memories two best weeks life people may suffer most sorry or not mean genuinely feel like anymore already

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bit curates egg one started hating it predictable old dark house setup constant references recent us horrors regular trips dimly lit corridorsbr br but get going moments originalitybr br i began wonder killing started going last cast six get flashbacks previous visit building see whole slew gory killings pretty effectivebr br naschy fine end enjoyable enough movie jump grab one hard enough

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hope good night nothing much needed get sleep its midnight now wish everyone good night

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best cheech chong movie far cheech chong certain best far think ive seen twelve times least love all definitely best compared others one covers lot themes gives lot good laughs part texts still part language today years hope one day make another one still great comedians heard writing new script knows guess guys ones succeeded making decent movies genre wonder john ashcroft ever watched one them

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feel kind selfconscious height im feel pretty short alot time weird im taller people meet id kind like taller honestly

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im already feel dead noti keep telling get better getting hard hold back now death inevitable anyway stretch pain out

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extremely entertaining mids western packs whole lot minute running time viewers quickly get drawn story find experience quite enjoyable bwestern really epic budget modest cast affordable despite several big names glenn ford box office draw time edward g robinson barbara stanwyck past primes looking work stanwyck years away new popularity the big valley brian keith dianne foster starting outbr br ford plays john parrish small rancher decides sell sympathetic sheriff murdered big ranchers robinson hired gunman parrish former confederate officer moved west health reasons br br robinson plays lee wilkison already owns valley intends acquire rest making good promise wife martha stanwyck lee crippled land war fought years earlier brother cole keith come texas help run huge spread lee turning blind eye obvious hookups stanwyck keith sensitive daughter judith foster understandably upset going home br br john parrish promised fiance caroline may winn move back east caroline modeled grace kellys high noon character breaks engagement first sign trouble simply disappears film leaves way open john judith romance develop br br the violence starts early continues throughout film parrish able apply military tactics enemy underestimates ability determination original confrontation main gunfighter midway film ford plays one standard characters modest guy disarms everyone self deprecating manner slow take offense brutal finally provoked very much like role the sheepman br br robinson likewise excellent man maintains personal integrity even though physically shadow former self gets enough lines screen time adequately develop character br br stanwyck difficult role simply convincing classic twofaced woman seemingly loyal wife scheming replace husband brother part allocated enough time anything superficially convey either side character said talented actress could done much better job even limitationsbr br dianne foster pleasant surprise remind viewers lot carroll baker physically acting style although required play judith according s convention she allowed tough required break hysterics major confrontation foster shows nice range conveys growing attraction parrish subtly retrospect various clues click place br br the real problem the violent men tries action western character study morality play much happen screen much action rushed many characters get cursory treatment neither fatal flaw reason avoid film could significantly better another minutes running time absence unnecessary characters like carolinebr br then again know im child

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fuck guys shes abused shes brainwashedthis girl beautiful life ruined prick reading site every single sign right on warning signs abuse social isolation limiting one do one see one see unexplained physical injuries victim may show signs depression weight loss gain constantly tired extremely anxious batterer verbally abusive private public extreme jealousy requiring permission certain things ex see people spend money etc controls one wears abuser might history violence short temper fighting others abusing animals property easy access weapons becomes angry consuming drugs alcohol stalking together constantly calls inquires whereabouts shows victims home victim apologetic abusers actions makes excuses them rationalizes them blames victim constantly edge things keep abuser happy afraid make abuser angry victim loses interest onceloved hobbies activities time spent abuser tasks abuser abuser threatens selfharm redflag guilt victim want beat shit within inch life know might send even deeper feel like tell parents ill lose trust her tell wait shes gonna fuck life

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someone please help chemistry homework please makes sense im hyper ventilating please ill anything

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sometimes worry friend thinking today biology teacher gave worksheet us do end lesson walked friends table look work uh question asking us draw part penis vasectomy take place vasectomy cutting tying sperm duct cant ejaculate sperm sex baby read drew diagram see drew urethra penis fucking madlad

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im scared friends im lot friends really weird fetishes like bdsm shit dont try hide theyre completely public it dont know disturbs fetishes normal age go away feel scared

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im ordering many packages mom wondering whats like boxes day xd fr mostly small stuff things need like garbage room shit also bunch pc stuff

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approaching end line longish texthello let preface saying english first language due length text proofread it sorry fragmented text also im really planing commit redflag immediate future although designated end line me im entirely sure feel need write years beeing miserable suppose theres number reasons stopping procrastinating sharing people might driving force behind desire one hand want present relevant aspects story hand want identity known ill vague regards summary current circumstances im western european male late s late graduated university masters degree computer science since hold average paying software engineering live small appartment siblings pets car situation face mother could love go details since would probably enough identify would take k fix worst problems nose ears would probably make roughly plain facewise actually look attractive would need least k more since im also pretty short man inches average country plain probably cut it since social sexual experience even might enough point known im ugly since become ugly earlier took years realize lost friends got zero interest girls childhood actually quite ok lot friends even girlfriends since struggled accept reality way procrastinator sense people procrastinate postponing task piece work postponing final conclusion decade years running red numbers cant recall day worth living true better others never close good enough measure days happy good managed suppress fact unhappy given day justified living days borrowing future happiness would tell could endure suffering long payout somewhere line never really specified payout would happen long somewhat reasonable excuse keep waiting willing keep hanging there initially waiting turn finish school start university finish bachelors degree finish masters degree get job cant make milestones yeah could get phd sure could save countless years start financing house cant bring believe anymore im getting younger already spent half life alone lonely cant go chasing next elusive milestone anymore many people desire nothing fact born better genetics invested much effort help all know attractive people study studying consisted actual studying depressed stupor took much effort still achieve results got im empty cant keep it recently noticed get less less work done ad work boss notice far tell drags even more work ethic one things really proud working summerjobs years ago also become increasingly frustrated fact pay huge percentage income taxes mandatory health care etc hardly save couple hundreds month even living extremly frugal hardly benefit either bet people get government hand outs health care andor average way happier lives me therapy antidepressants years neither really helped besides gained weight became lethargic ssri see point trying either again dating tried asking female acquittances fellow students out rejection rate tried online dating joke made account dating websites like plentyoffish okcupid hardly ever got message return never got date matters doubt woman would want stay getting look face real life made tinder account swiped right everyone till matches run out hundreds women several days got one single match bot outlook next summer ill saved enough money first big surgery the complicated rhinoplasty hopefully ear surgery latter depend whether get loan raise additional money ill likely pay high interest winwin situation me works mind slightest paying loan worry anyway plan clear somehow make till next summer hard confident wait one year get surgery give dating one try turns physical change severe enough andor personality already damaged beyond repair end life promise follow that thats colateral one year borrowed time given detailed thought it recently atheroma maybe quarter inch diameter leg cut away sharp knife without anesthesia unpleasant and bled lot till taped it im confident withstand pain handsonapproach comfortable methods available me ill go sleep soon might reread tomorrow add important information slipped mind today

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help one friends wants gf back one friends going break up exgf never told why thinks might homophobic parents i never relationship idea figure broke up doesnt contact anymore cant ask text classes together written letter doesnt know give her

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ive waiting like years become fr feel like long since ive turned

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nothing ignore iti terrible life like ones like alive mean entire existence mistake leaving jokes aside literally broken condom born first place find reason exist aspirations whats point life great live you live once dead worry anything bad bad scared dying enjoy life well congrats you nice love yourself aspirations reason live mean everyone live like life thats selfish sincerely want wake tomorrow well im really expecting replies wanted say this thought nice place like say before totally ignore this sorry anythings bad english first language

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sectioningive feeling suicidal recently feel like whole virus situation going on would benefit seeking help really feel like im unable cope danger wondering would perhaps still section people even pandemic anyone know anything sectioning current times

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general kenobi hello first one comment get award ive never gotten one even though everyones saying getting one every week

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want stopi want die want exist redflag really means end im sad depressed happy im nothing unfulfilled desires expectations desires expectations already done everything want life nothing left offer me want nothingness im constant pain physically completely hollow emotionally really nothing me fall somewhere unsatisfactory mediocre everything cant care meaningless me life wonderful thing want it dont never asked here ive never wanted here im empty alone nothing offer world im wasting resources could better used someone wants here continuation seems selfish greedy cant see continuing already fighting years would normal life span really want kill myself know another way cease myself wisp background serve purpose want allowed stop here tried killing years ago age thought another decade half everything seems horrid im prisoner existence want out fought urge every day years tired constant weight life becoming much willpower handle want deserved rest

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literally living like everyday lasteverytime talk someone think wonder theyll react find im dead tomorrow eating something so probably last meal think ill actually means proper plan kill ready times im particularly depressed right been three years know healthy gives sort peace deal anything anymore

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planning go birthdaymy birthday another weeks im planning either hang od ive never celebrated birthday supposed celebrate th ex yeah hes ex now ive enough feeling alone thought wanted happiness doesnt taste blood one cares enough actually want life im close parents siblings dont live us anymore friends simply people spend time with dont really emotional connection im alone anyway semester gpa going released around time know thats going add list triggers lead ending petty sounds never future im smart nothing live for ive always known id end life sooner later really needed space rant thanks youve read this

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dorecently ive thoughts redflag im sure depression kicking imagine situations would easier gone life keeps dragging seems like nothing going way grades dropping work life getting worse im happy myself know talk to want parents think differently this friends im lost need guidance talk hard reach out do

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happy christmas everybody president teens used powers come executive decision skip august september october november year pretty bad declared today th december christmas day

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looking application idk sign somewhere psych wards included reminded end like perhaps someone check every maybe remind much damage times manage suicide ideation times literally impossible think anything anyone else suicide want it really want it sure lot relate need help think good idea reach friend family member worried either panic think trying pathetically seek attention scenarios equally bad kind suicide watch applicationsservices

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after long ass time it cut myself hurt bad needed feel something want happy never works pain hurts bad never goes away matter do

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im sorryim sorry mother never accept apologies im sorry father cant stand live you im sorry friends found hospitalized attempted redflag im sorry boyfriend want stay hate alive im sorry boyfriends parents care like im daughter showed bit like parents im sorry grandparents making think manipulating boyfriend redflag im sorry didnt think serious im sorry keep lying well im one day youre planning funeral wondering stopped noticing things im sorry people reddit reading late night listening ramblings dumb bitch longer courage kick bucket is always be tied guilt im sorry myself letting weak letting get best you im sorry couldnt take care you im sorry continue suffer indeterminate amount time

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feel like im snap bit redflagi know right board post in feel like im brink im feel like im going breakdown falling crying kind burn house stab mother death slit wrists kind breakdown one reason already done it thats girlfriend nothing permanent find pleasure anything else her mother insane really pushing edge lately ive always wanted kill her ive restrained years dissociative disorder feel like im really going explode fucking minute end bitchs life take mine wont deal stupid legal shit comes afterwards advice

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might finally able get girl mind wont let thing happening night post tiktok almost year now random stuff comes mind around tiktoks published regulars liking vids among girl looking profile dont know long like added snap texted hours smiling fun talking deeply full feelings fell im sure it least suspicious knew things close friends know possible figured again also shes perfect really adorably beautiful dont trust hidden reason wont tell me making push away dont want that really want time dont know shes after advice

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yo history severe depression including suicide attempts got around seeked medical support thought getting better found live tried live good life father passed away suddenly kept existential crises see point living anymore years back used cut arms thighs whenever wanted distract pain somewhere physical even feel like anymore lot scarier every person life know super happy person issue hate burst bubble sharing story them point want anyone family know leading double life therefore cannot get professional help me point nothing even hurts anymore even thought loved ones missing gone want kill myself would great could exist anymore please help me cry help

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first saw title already deducing theme film clearly reference british currency shakespearian pounds flesh taking them giving them smiths feelgood actor serial killers out could man giving them must guilt somehow spoilt whole thing looking knowing story watched beauty buildup way parts main characters background drip fed slowly illuminate audience doingbr br guilt hard subject simply deeply uncomfortable sad encouraging premise hoping rollercoaster ride know going unpleasant say movie glorifies suicide delves extreme form selfsacrifice martyrdombr br its also brimming symbolism everywhere surefire telltale sign writing cleverly thought great detail driving multiple meanings deep reflective nature prominent theme struck giving heart girl loves emotionally metaphorically giving physically greatest gift could determined die plan thwarted falling love nd act complication absolutely masterfulbr br yes slowpaced im undecided whether would better slotted smaller timeframe feel strain terrible inner turmoil much could have maybe thats ruined beforehand saying though deeply moving original film incredibly powerful thoughtprovoking tragedy deserves awards inevitably get

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im even sure im posting thisits first time posting here help all guess im venting want kill myself nothing change mind cant it conservational instinct strong let me night got shitfaced tried jump front metro obviously didnti cant even remember stopped me piss drunk im useless incapableofanything waste space want bring painful existence bloody end fail every fucking time hope someone something kill soon enough ideally painless way

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need advice help friend rough time mention redflagi need advice help one good friends really rough time now gotten hit really hard couple things last months really made life lot harder her asked call little ago crying spiraling control said feeling really paranoid lately like burden everyone around her struggling suspect psychological issues now really gotten help needs today first time mentioned depressed says cries time it struggle everyday kill myself if dogs would already done it cant leave them advised quite go get mental health counseling offered talk anytime needs issues happened last months think really contributed are got kicked school poor grades verge filing bankruptcy due unpaid medical bills student loans credit card debt one dogs ill recently still know cause brother moved away another state relationship boyfriend ended really complicates that a barely make ends meet support debtcost living b longer gets free mental health services school student c still working school kicked out means generate income figures wants next reminds reinforces failure d comes unsupportive family parents divorced narcissistic show vested interest helping supporting children know right feeling really hopeless major debt making barely enough get by idea go terms career direct family members selfish dealing matters timeenergy help lot friends believes ones pity herwant get rid her things tried help encouraged seek counselingpsychiatric help reassured im friend understand feels encouraged seek career counseling offered talk anytime needs vent talk someone right im feeling really scared know help time suggest going psychiatrist says cant afford it added cost vet bills sick dog monthly income stretched even thinner before keeps putting looking another job filing bankruptcy despite admittedly needing things anyone else would contact family try get help get support needs since family selfish disinterested see viable option im asking advice go here freediscounted mental health counseling services refer to local support groups look into anything else friend support her feel like get help soon chance might actually kill cant bare thought that im unsure help her please advice public private greatly appreciated

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friend need help reddit hes dating girl parents hate blame lot stuff like depressed atheist bs hes wants break thinks hes bad influence alot stuff best teens hes afraid kill herself guys help

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new husbands son suicidal tendencieshow spend day every day terrified itmy husband family know care anything asked part comfortable staying it least now understand im consumed fear time loved ones someone suicidal treat person like time bomb time cope daily thanks advance

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please help clue help hermy girlfriend considering redflag option clue help get parents divorce

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toronto film festival report official takashi miike whackedbr br the annual midnight screening new takashi miike film the big spook war the great yokai war ykai daisens call fanatical ridebr br colin geddes fearless programmer stated film originally geared towards children japan think lord rings neverending story japan screening understand going that damn takashi miike all directed film ichi killer screening festival barf bags handed screening no marketing ploybr br plot summary young boy troubled home life becomes chosen stumbles middle great spirit war meets group friendly spirits become companions journeybr br this really kids well too young certainly see getting scared shitless spirits even friendly ones display unlike anything ive seen movie theater before fantasy naturally funny but dark material bored guarantee that ever hit north america doubtfulbr br my rating b

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anyone elses face look kinda greyish brother also mentioned face looked greyish irl bit pics take

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remember months ago saved online friend redflag suspended reddit day got unbanned checked online friends accounts one active rredflagwatch gonna commit days talked it still talk day

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anybody lost appetite redflag attemptim still mentally recovering attempt almost week ago overdosed wasnt hospitalized got insanely drunk since appetite slim none recovered anorexia unlike username suggests normal

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im go bed gets award upvtes overnight im gonna confess crush first thing morning yea joking might post screenshot get one

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tired againever hear song alone naturally wish could hold people loved dead youre serious boyfriend four years dies kitchen floor overdosedying age i broken woman always be following year father died inbetween friends mine die overdose many fear best friend die day pray doesnt ive lost much world daily life used be look forward car accident im one killed might want last drunken night somewhere give away poems music art friends bf died young even dad cannot stand existing thought could make difference love abilities drive leftwithout choiceim surprised im physically dead yet

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something dont like thinking shit dont think shit act like it know shit act like it dammit hate going school seeing assholes popular annoying see straight them know im shit stay quite im confident myself dont need validation nobody like person acts like shit know shit dont think shit

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mother caught smoking weed hello yrs old student germanylast night smoking joint mom smelled itwhen smelled it immediately got pissed wanted open doorafter hiding things opened door wanted look eyes my eyes looked normalshe asked smoked said cigarette believe meapart smell evidence consumptionnow know please help mwhat doevery advice helps edit folks problem solved spoke mother lied well believed me know bad person need stop smoking weed

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society entitled anything scrap suffer eeek meager living also society how dare decide like life sucide wrongsociety hypocritical cant tell people sucide wrong try force stay alive expecting accept crappy life is someone want that life worth effort struggle everyone hell gain working crappy jobs jerking another years get cancer die want

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get wrong glad successful gotten help since last months much better whether personal notredflag work general mental state feel like currently spiraling completely put control months away losing roommate place live cannot find place afford even judt place general housing miserable right now gotten chance speak therapist yet honestly tired thst even want try able lay bed drinking thinking much easier would here terrified uncertainty want homeless cannot go back family felt like good honestly happy first time years really want throw thst away trying process situation best ability trying decide need sell hobby stuff things enjoy try afford owni know posting know even looking here everything going sounds absolutely fucking stupid read back feel like burdensorry terrible formatting tired drunk phone tried kill months ago

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