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youre cool funny imitate languages ok first all im super offended triggered try imitate mock indian people get it sounds funny accent silly whatever school last year goddamned annoying hear people say beta e pronounced like emma every fucking sentence indian accent popular kids thought funniest thing entire world dont hear indian people saying beta every sentence think part fact drip report released light sketchers song might heard about was hilarious watch people blasting mundian bach ke full volume hallways thinking coolest people entire world idk maybe problem school general youd think people wouldve matured enough th grade something else hell no anyways say somewhere cringe little internally hear someone bragging theyve memorized lyrics indian song theyre sputtering gibberish goodnight edit im indian born united states shouldve put start
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think might hang latermy dad got fight candlehe like smell its cinnamon told light anymore would fall asleep burn house down despite never laying bed light it watch tv browse internet candle always site light makes room smell better smells humid musty since hardwood floors told fall asleep lite got arguing said useless mooch him called lazy sleep in told lost job blamed anyways sleeping in complained found job yet suck money away also told get feeling sad guess ill get sad hanging myself planning hang closet belt may leave note saying im going wasting money anymore ill later night comes later until goes bed find process it hopefully ill dead soon way im wasting money
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girls rteenagers f think might ace never looked anybody thought dang wanna bang em ive seen sex education shameless felt absolutely nothing and pretty sexual shows ive heard lot people specifically mom say girls general less sexually appealed visual cues tend prefer emotional connections person rather focusing appearance like would term asexual even exist case am asking fellow females validity that sexual feelings towards people based appearance feel anything watching sex scenes tv or porn ig may young really know im ace really feel like spectrum somewhere im probably greysexual think sex could nice somebody im really really close with really feeling it intimacy it ya know let know tag nsfw
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contemplating redflag break upmy boyfriend recently broke me feel lost went talking marriage baby send messing breaking iti feel sad alone messed want forever feels responsible it great guy think ever find someone like him im pretty sure tonight scared final
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tiredive feeling tired unhappy ever since remember ive tried everything years therapy many antidepressants never helped unhappy want tired like forever get better overdose soon opiates benzodiazepines alcohol promethazine probably take long time anyone even notice gone you reader please take care can thank listening me
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want go back orange black meant halloween know im probably gonna get hate super straight community care thing straight people wanted parade get parade flag straight struggle get looked straight get bullied straight disgusting invent whole sexuality wanna date trans person im saying to find someone trans decide comfortable dating fine hurting whole trans community
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going now lost friend reason too cut hang myself would easier guys opinion maybe way maybe lonely fat ugly alone deserve suffering jealous sucidal mfs friends reasons live have fat fucking ugly piece garbage asshole face keep company fuck going show me abusvie shitbag ex shitty friend group bullies school everyojeni hate lonely
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dear girls guy something nice call simp sometimes might be sometimes good deed
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im sorryim tired want vent listen guy really liked first person really liked disastrous relationship another much older man guy age got along really well similar interests started acting strange said want date me mental health issues trying hard strong happy him really loved emotions fleeting worthless heard story million times suicidal make unworthy love hurt mean one ever see anything good me give hurts worse mean know bother im worth love people sometimes ask im dating anyone cant see im utterly worthless would date trash like me want end hope job gets robbed get shot dont went bridge installed anti redflag things bring go somewhere else im pathetic hard live hard die cant either one supposed do think coming end soon ive writing novel nearly done think peace enough bravery want stop pain please
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great desire femboy reason moring really want wear thigh highs skirt hopefully ill get skirt day ill either work asking parents help get one wait til next year use drivers license get one im parents nonbinary still gonna hard ask lol
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yall interested studying together yearhelping high school students im taking ap physics ap lang ap econ next year seems like gonna hard especially virtual kinda fat l yall wanna form study group smth year and feel comfy zooming days meet other lmk thinking could gc like shared google drive help need it idk seems like could p chill time lmk ur interested
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anybody unironically uses word shawty automatically assume pedo mr kelly your lil shawty year old school girl brevitys sake end psa here peace
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case vanished chicken nugget first would like tell dont know else put story story true back story going make chicken nuggets went stairs grab chicken nugget bag placed air fryer they like big chicken tenders sake ill call chicken nuggets cooked minutes minutes went grabbed placed plate felt flimsy cut one make sure cooked turns put back turned air fryer cook minutes went upstairs texted mom tell minutes up minutes go moon calls went check chicken nuggets left non cut one asked people my mom older sister said eat it lets start people mom mom wanted chicken nugget already started fryer didnt make one i know im ass hole plz keep reading older sister downstairs eating chicken salad sandwich chips thats think likely mom since wanted chicken nugget get one think took it dont really know else put questions please feel free ask away
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cant get headim talking people believe friends right now idea currently feel ive depressed couple years now yesterday hit hard got everything ready prepared deed tuesday following threeday rule past talking feelings family friends either driven away led insults nothing life going want to matter hard try people surround never seem find interest conversations know posting help really needed get chest
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okay ill actually go sleep gn everyone earbuds died lmao
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found hard like anyone film central characters lindy michael chamberlain whose daughter disappears night australian outback bad people surely all even most scores people see throughout movie would bad knew better though sure film wants us guilt innocence chamberlains start lifes tragic disarray film takes less sociological perspective pertaining gossip news media crowds mobs assumptions movie degenerate society australia particular merely account true story happened there society en masse much less evolved individual feels ensured arebr br when warden insists upon killing aborigines dogs unverified action single wild dog randomly ruined life spins even control owing majority magazines newspapers tv programs distorts tragic truth level drama provokes consumers frenzy sign empathy even kind looking outside ones unaware perceptions influenced left right vigorous hearsay vibes surround ones life reason appreciate film turns focus inside out victims massesbr br the evidence lindy chamberlain aside suspicion jetfueled mostly virtue hers public eye seem sufficiently distraught death baby daughter able keep cool even sort aloofness let alone holding head up tv press much downward spiral couldve prevented behaved publics liking media meryl streep one of the greatest actress working today may give performance particularly stands out frankly neither actor department filmmaking she screenwriters understand lindy infuriating difficult apparently naturally prone showing emotion public case whether approachable lovable character immediate sense naturally prone sympathize situationbr br whether performance immediately gratifying sophies choice devil wears prada angels america work triumph difficult enrapture audience purposely deny insights yourself frustrates us know thinking feeling took awhile feel endeared toward her movies way suggesting reaction publics attentionbr br she married pastor practice religion small minority thus misinterpreted most initially react loss reconciling gods will kickstarting rumor mill generating notion daughters death sort ritual killing part whatever happened little girl parents part margin medias intake immediately identify first inclination go like pack hungrywellbr br meryl streep sam neill constantly screen australian public plays real leads here like punctuation plot advance director fred schepisi cuts away restaurant tennis court dinner party saloon office public tries lindy gets carried away passionate projectionsbr br this golanglobus docudrama particularly memorable settings atmosphere give pleasurable enough compensation fact performance facet production stands out successful indictment collective conscious public
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ppl bitch everything political everyone talks politics worse ppl talk politics filler filler filler filler seriously know participating politics activily participating politics
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good bye guys may last post accidentally used body wash hair thing save reddit premium know bros enough
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wanna chat maybe interests sum im f like music specifically right flower face msi nicole dollanganger also listen like types music dont really like movies pick horror movies favorite unironically watch total drama camp camp wise dont watch much tv like uh drawing idk dont lot really like names meaning origins sound greatso yeahthis pretty bogus intro yeah
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the jackal remake excellent day jackal better esthetics and boatload budget film nails actual persona carlos downbr br quinn excels naval officer enlisted impersonate wiley jackal draw hiding and hands kingsley sutherland turns inside so risking family career believes in takes task albeit utterly unwillinglybr br to say would spoil it excellent filmbr br nirostars of
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sure doi tried self harming last night go knife blunt currently seeing psych since start year feel helping much probably late switch psychs medicare subsidises number consultations per year lot lack self confidence self worth feel like useless bit background myself hold numerous university degrees psych education criminology struggling find employment work dead end job supermarket hate place treated supportive girlfriend asks help honestly know help feel useless dragging down family make token efforts towards usually monetary support receive them really want comparison hearing actually like love something anything positive myself currently given hope life finding meaningful employment know do
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let reviews critics imdb users mine influence seeing movie read plot premise became intrigued watching movie opinion definitely worth seeing gives perspective life many probably contemplated however leland says movie can wrapped neat package bow everything user reviews website claim psychological background imply story feasible quite obviously missed entire point movie disappointing say leastbr br in short well acted well directed movie story feel good one feel come away movie feeling good may missed something characterize art house unfair opinion society likes labels probably one fits find know everything know world id suggest skipping one feel movies form escape from world find here watch it might find something yourself
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mfs got choices world smart fella fart smella preach
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lets consider late s s early s best years living ever world think internet simplier goodly naive best tv shows games films started time period and experienced everyone kindlier other censorship even thing everything calmer happen today bad good things end fast im grateful born experienced interesting things younger kids im clearly understand living past actually good ill hope everything ok future guess
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ever watched popularmmos younger please read pats girlfriend eleni literally using views popularity links here httpswwwyoutubecomwatchvsppvsyckqyhttpswwwyoutubecomwatchvsppvsyckqy please go give love really looks hes going lot
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want kill myselfhello there long time dark place cant see light constantly hear thoughts want talk anyone hate living hate myself existence meaning wish could die partner love together long time years but craziness driving away know loves me cant bare anymore know became horrible person redflag attempt years ago today thinking it took sleeping pills want pain go away currently taking antidepressants therapy seem help came place friends wanted someone know want die
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spheeris debut must one best music documentaries time far know also one focuses la punk explosion early eighties there great great bands like black flag fear x germs whose names may mean much today whose influence todays alternative rock music overestimated also promoters media first audiences punks portrayed manner makes laugh shudder gasp astonishment energy anger fury youths put music today eighties may sucked big time cames mainstream music underground rocking need proof that watch fears performance decline unmatched great film come available vid ld dvd ps followup decline pt ii hilarious
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dont anything im say never anything im say otherwise im gonna tell crush like give reason power im looking yall never given hope yall im gonna say one time please dont let power dont let
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anyone else weird experiences hospitalits year since last attempt go me think ive fully processed experience the hospital think days constant redflag watch first couple days hallucinating vomiting violently drugs put on im still slightly convinced put drugs try deter trying if so worked afterwards like prep school try get out practice say make sure washed clean looked presentable would hopefully let out went saw psychiatrist supposed check see allowed let out started telling needed jesus needed accept lord could happy told stuff relationships time which looking back abusive picked that told stay away men except godly men surprised treat badly nodded nodded told id go church finally let go like hours im still processing shit anything im processing something like could allowed happen nhs
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dad made transfer data another computer never used computer ended finishing reason make blatant youre playing phone theyre anyway no searching something mum even playing which wouldve right time degree exhaustion vastly different importantly tf makes son important things anyways fml
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always said im gona parents gone cant think reason kmsi always thinking im gona wait dog parents die still look feel obligation live really wish die
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girls w huge glasses look cute af really
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comment ill r e ur user gt one ten scale ofc reasoning dont take heart though bc opinions probably trash b
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today birthday id rather anything celebratecelebrate what another worthless pathetic year gone by another days suicidal thoughts achievements failed interactions im sure im anymore post made different account exactly year ago still feel same
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see another way really found wanted wants this every day feel hated everyone know fading away weekend remarkable pain others stop looking back life regret everything done wrong matters matter all even trying do give love people hurt me next achievement love ever given overdose cut hardest thing done want show feel it swear insane want depart peace like finally writing this good bye doubt anyone read this thank mean it good bye godspeed going kill weekend
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see endi see end life days away could mean killing changing thought process try again would like start fact everything world im young adult lovely relationship loving family enough income get by decent savings account ive met god understand meaning god every loving hating action she does feel like im kill anyway know tremendous sadness destruction bring loved ones everyone cares me yet still want kill myself this th year suicidle thoughts depresstion thought started two months ago remembered actually matter since life slowly falling apart mean good deeds going unseen way longer even selfish actions favours either part got promtion workplace manager find promotion lead walking egg shells boss every action started get micro mangered recent covid situation making customers crazy leads egg shells ieds them guess smarten started follow everything book still good enough them everyday still getting called old misbehavours even though them wtf right part everything owned started break replasement ideams broke to headphones bust go bye new pair within week new pair break go get another pair guessed it new ones broke too stero system busted game get try escape reality breaking glitches galor bunch crashes new cyber punk game hoped end spiral sadness broken start ps ok maybe problem im bying stuff others dad wants metal signs kitchen thought getting cool signs vintage shop brought home hung wall first thing hear mouth tell price why fuck spend much money signs fucking waste exact words becuase awhile ago energy rub face week later buys new toy something need money get first place worry theres go on part think anyone understand everytime try speak it get shot down could boyfriend mom dad even bosses coworkers get nothing hell even people tell do example tell bring phone work dont next day tell need phone work bring fact allowed phone work say test following day ask take phone again power trip wanted yell someone part im young adult one actully trusts yet tried get loan told pay plan it got denied paper work pay stubs becuase get payed staight bank account tried get apartment denied tried places denied going back work im trusted job even im job properly book come yell something preseve job part said met god devil real hell even earth form video games what hell constint villance place looks quite real real enough make keep going cant feel dam thing god love concept anyway im trying good man even one excepts good deeds know im slave devil form art must make art otherwise feel feeling unless part final chapter started becuase remembered matter one person world billion people art special another artist great job shitty job everyone around still thinks beautiful thing theyve seen got promotion deceided me need stress see newest employee get spot even though said got position needed trust takes alot time trust employees guess lie told people think im going sober got bunch cares was sober month till needed smoke get head space bunch stuff part fact forgottenwas never important all live long life become important become emortalish though art put world still nothing long enough timeline forgotten keep going everything nothing everyone around tells love everytime speak im feeling push aside like im acting crazy understand im saying start new type theropy tueday hopefully figure out secertly think going work im pretty sure suicidle thoughts contine point except fact cant run fate ampxb thank reading ill push though like always do one meaning life its get close divinity spread rays mankind
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jfc im terrible personi openly try make friends hate me try piss off try make get annoyed me try make seem like im undermining much more want hate me get arguments disagreements much possible whenever subject happy wholesome try bring back down im tired feel bad them people damn near consider family god want hate me want punish making everyone hate me want see terrible person am try push away try make look different light want aware dangerous am like wild animal caged in think deserve it deserve mistreatment deserve hatred want die knowing one would miss me theyd hate much even care died dont want miss see die amazing person friend neither those want hate much wouldnt care suddenly passed away want die hated want die alone want die thinking shit didnt deserve life first place shouldve never born dont want cause pain im tired nowadays im happy want forgotten death seems like good option ill die wont worry anymore friends wont worry arguments supposed hatred towards them dont hate them wont think next victim be theyll better without me
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cognitive function declining much time left im catatonic vegetativeive making rounds telling friends im going kill myself theres trend understanding decision couple days ago started trouble balance speech starting slur today needed help navigate menu called medicaid ill probably need caretaker soon window functional enough end life closing feel doctors still monotonously shrugging shoulders issue treating like number think dealing heart issues years would real struggle prisoner body unable lot things panic attacks schizophrenia came normal day me adapted peyronies hit dicks still process painfully shriveling scar tissue especially rough worrying future love life relationships hoping have still managed least still future now im sure thing going brain much like dead alive cant experience world anymore process beauty understand im empty shell useless soul it id almost believe god seems like universe get me making life progressively worse time torturing me always thought things get worse started laughing would actually happen expect it predictable bizarre absurd maybe thats gives comedic value really want friend go knowing way things ill probably die alone room ever wanted held everything would been would okay someone would hold me
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want kill nowok got poor evaluation work low raise come home dad yells me family leaves without go fish fry please help feeling dead
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previous reviewer claudio carvalho gave much better recap films plot details could recall mostly beautiful every sense emotionally visually editorially gorgeousbr br if like movies wonderful look at also emotional content beauty relevant think glad seen extraordinary unusual work artbr br on scale id give reason shy away mood piece mood really artistic romantic film definitely think mustsee none us mood time so overall
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hello still relevant still remember me
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wtf last night ok morning woke pyjamas fence outside house naked bed
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often see pitch black room see feel touch taste hear distance see everything everyone ever loved cared about start running grab arms reach grab me matter fast long run always distance away feel overwhelming urge breakdown cry try cannot mad feel anger sad feel sadness feel nothing despair loneliness emotions lost void desperately trying escape fall knees head facing ground two choices lay front me continue trying matter hard exhausting guarantee ill ever succeed reaching them game switch matter long running trying always reach first one want give up want end things scared reach them eventually ill choose option terrifies me doubt ever take option feel longer try likely could happennote suicidal depression feels like severe depression feels like
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ill get peace diei see option sick tired people fake are much hurt give shit wish could sleep wake tomorrow really want painless death know commit painless redflag want shoot gun quick death dunno ill get
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got random reward idk got take energy reward idk im gonna give top comment hours something
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hate things people always tell suicidal peopleits always thing sometimes might something else list short list itll get better just give time youre still young feel like im video game scripted messages every time same completely disregards emotional pain im in understand say it reality want help know help give false hope somehow blindly ill make it hope do still feels like feelings pushed aside
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crashed car tldr bottom drive somewhat modified z days ago crashed it driving around street fun friends pulling drifts stuff took hard degree turn floored get slides ended losing control wheel tried best trying grab back late took foot pedal tried brake point already scraped rear end trying get back control crashed front bumper onto curb end ripping bumper crushing intercooler car stalled slightly dazed jerk hit regret replacing steering wheel grippier one z fine get new front rear bumper bew intercooler tldr crashed z got dazed replace parts
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ive made decision end lifejust need get chest today officially made decision kill myself likely happen later next month things keeping want get personal affairs order im visiting family soon may well see one last time go funny thing life even bad cheesy sounds death waiting doorstep think theres getting around it thats want say right now needed avenue release postdecision musings
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ah reddit reddit phone app changed onlinehiding function online status onoff like need go back bottom button
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get hot pink full arm cast m ive boring white onehttpsiimgurcomkczfcqijpg last months get replaced months im honestly shy introverted maybe get hot pink pretend cool confident
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tell therapist want diethis second time im going see therapist want scape abusive home narcissistic parents everyone telling money scape want honest give single fuck money spent many years unhappy abusive disgusting place give shit sleeping street friends says could live im another city need pay someone get there give single fuck anything feel like nobody understands cant tolerate type abuse anymore want normal everyday hard feel like im never gonna get here tell this find comfort anything want life thought destined someday happy normal young woman im not quarentine never endsand live place time want anymore cant im unhappy place everything window place support weight body could use something like rope belt end everything sorry bad english im really good it everyone screaming house now fuck people tell need do never tell know love like you want here want happy want normal like people age
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guys help street lamp outside window got hit massive lightning youd expect stop working started turning super annoying rain makes atmosphere bed quite nice street lamp ruins it idea sleep comfortably
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fun fact breathing reading post fun fact
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r nails pink theyre pink af always makes look like like painted something idk like painted certain pink would probably look
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bruce almighty story bruce nolan average man feels god messing life god confronts show bruce error ways course giving someone gods powers could take turn worse bruce almighty good comedy jim carrey good always morgan freeman firstrate seems right home god cast brings plot together well jokes almost always target although sometimes resort bit much carreys facial expressions liked fact movie actually portrayed god also black man thought quite well especially brilliant freeman hilarious scenes opening cookie scene instance others miss target slightly still good film
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im gonna gate this fuck it typing song mobile part life jacksepticeye bouncin around speed sound im alone alonecan see me lights around hello hello hello hello light battery might die im beyond words know why god could deactivate deactivate heart made stone of stone life ohooh right ohooh realized might know hell going on fool once fool twice im still gonna try oh im gonna carry on oh break bones mine im still champion life ohooh life life ohooh life play ay ay im say im gonna smack ass major way game game game designed play badly thats game bedown windy river go angsty teen know shadows reality dream even know best be life ohooh right ohooh realized might know hell going on fool once fool twice im still gonna try oh im gonna carry on oh break bones mine im still champion life ohooh life life ohooh life come along run away me fail better feel come me gravity good ol eggs benedict thats me thats me good ol jackseptibenedict thats wanna be eggs benedict theyre fuckin delicious way might need eggs benedict every day every day eggs benedict eggs benedict eggs benedict end day were tryin find eggs benedict life ohooh right ohooh realized might know hell going on fool once fool twice im still gonna try oh im gonna carry on oh break bones mine im still champion life ohooh life life ohooh life probably get back up also jacksepticeye ive already done way songs bad lip reading
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feeling pretty lonely extremely depressed would like someone speak toive pretty depressed lately even tried hanging last week want talk someone please thanks
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ocean redflag vs sdcci want swim cant fine becoming part ecosystem makes useful ive last decade life know ill get there abuser extremely intensely controlling day badge sdcc amp idea badly wish could instead painfully submitting death kept planning pretending something would work out things kept getting worse me cant stand live another thing supposed never did finished mercy someone elses severe mental illness never getting situation help amp leaves hope sounds trivial dumbass kills themself cant go comic con it though used real toilet weeks shower months even let earn eat more victim horrific abuse collapses crushing weight another hopeful escape yanked reach victim chooses walk field instead playing another forced inning abuser so crying but yall eyes dry amp even lump throat really good time sometimes amp eternally thankful experiences way except die accept now peace you
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anyone good metal music listen too like listen get scared ice nine kills crush give best have
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wikipedia loophole teachers allow wikipedia source heres loophole wikibookshttpswikibooksorg wikiversityhttpswikiversityorg wikispeacieshttpsspecieswikimediaorg wikidatahttpswikidataorg juat uae sources use make article
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crush friend hes perfect me like woodworking history space gaming problem idea hes gay
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cannot handle shit anymore want pain suffering go away fuck life fuck asshole parents giving life never wanted first place fuck transphobic assholes world want hate something control fuck love load bullshit thinking slitting wrists andor throat tonight
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second time getting bus turned walk street noticed driving beside commencing pattern black tinted windows license plate obscurer looked outofstate made police report first time went straight precinct second time speaking victim advocate two officers took interest case began explaining intimidation stalking me asked abusive notredflag
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math question x x cancel xs right x x subtract cancel xs x x therefore exist fucking stupid question help
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homosexuality sin cares bible says so also says forgive sins dont tell sin
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back s grim study joy young proletarian wife introduction career ken loach became one distinguished respected british filmmakers time knew little brecht politics reality underprivileged quite impressed aesthetic film free style austere color cinematography joys monologues front camera also much surprised find terence stamp who become celebrity thanks billy budd the collector modesty blaise little screen time although th century fox distributed poor cow panama loach stay mainstream cinema which film hardly is lost contact films heard successes kes family life black jack caught s beautiful title song donovan way available anthology troubadour
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failed class nd time convinced ever ill really kill soon enoughth year college student internshipwork experience extracurriculars gpa pretty important end moment comparison peers who already started establishing professional careers gpa sucks trying doublemajor school compensate fact im staying extra year class question one failed last fall major initially really interested upon failing class last fall took another major switch which like good job prospects too felt lame taking years major fall took first major saw another professor teaching it someone im familiar done well another class past thought sign second chance redeem myself however semester progressed realized much struggling ultimately decided drop major good hoping pass class c well happen bombed final failed class again gpas going tank transcript going look even awful got finals next days cannot focus anything all basically im fucking idiot really fault poor time management amp shameful time management still something grasped stage life lot times realize much fuckup am im think if theres higher there surely let like live consequences it must plan me plan really mean meeting death way anyway im coming terms dumb much problem mindset hope higher would save allow die longer personally deal consequences poor decisions root cause never attempting redflag before figured fate ill die soon enough postponement waste timemoneyresources really time active rather passive take matters hands cant live dumb mistakes future really bleak amp btw im really solely failing academicscareer im dealing depression loneliness well expressed post couple days ago context anyway might get triggered one reason another holidays weekend then set take winter course however withdraw tomorrow the last day get full refund parents money wasted regard haha
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one last post herepretty sure lost best friend redflag dont hear tonight im ending too im sorry edit alive
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looking iti came reddit looking sub would help figure best way die without damaging organs donated i two routes wanted discuss witch one better see community exists seeing sub posts made think really want it thinking time almost last year whats really stopping thinking family bf feeling guilty would feel time wanna keep sake others life going anywhere cant accomplish anything know person life lived differently pattern follow wanna life nothing thinking death could bring goodness by donating organs feel like would finally accomplish something even know wrote this know gonna read comments guess wanted vent ok bye
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zero two pretty good anime character im actually sad dead tbh wish could lived longer ngl
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future someone like meive spending days nothing sit front computer look sites expecting something new lay bed bit look window theres nothing want anymore nothing brings happiness anymore feels like im going crazy spend hours like that mom would sad thought used stop me starting work anymore mom one let play kids move bunch times finding new jobs childhood fault ended messed up cant normal growing like that cant friends im alone hate everyone time fell love someone guy internet would talk hours obscure music mangaanime politics internet stuff everything else time actually happy someone much common shared almost interests cant feel irl person theyre nothing normie trash me ive tried friends before did enjoy moment still hate them isolate everyone cant find anything similar made happy back then taste perfection talking guy taste dreams coming true nothing else ever good enough yeah falling love guy huh im bisexual im basically gay interest women exist pretty small add top everything else im already obscure edgelord spends day room cant connect anyone im also gay theres chance me see real life annoying obnoxious gays im also digusted by desire part socalled community go on accuse internalized homophobia wrong care hate life it theres nothing me never born here enough years trash again nothing changes cant see way out cant anything reason live future someone like me
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wow wonderful film script nearly perfect appears film written minglun weii hope stories himbr br the acting sublime renying zhou doggie amazing natural talent xu zhu delight believable jaded old traditionalist br br the soundtrack effective guiding without overwhelming br br if movies like made whether hollywood hong kong family friendly well acted well written well directed near perfect gem
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reason reviewing previous review written someone walked film even half way through unfortunately him missed film tremendous beauty agreed film slow start fact friend fell asleep brieflyi woke snoring disturbed rest audience thankfully film developed story love drugs like young free experimental s fantastic performances two leads great look film gave real authentic feel patient like many great films well worth wait certainly film look forward revisiting
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rock star way stairway heaven category one best rock films time make jump time time highlevel energy films theme diehard rock group fanatic actually becomes lead singer favorite band story based upon true story happened heavy metal band judas priest think movie filled witty screenplay intellect direction got another thing coming however shook night long fine acting jennifer aniston rock stars devoted girlfriend could say rock star himself mark wahlberg much better porn star rock star enjoy s retrospect journey movie intakes reminded teenage years everything smelled like teen spirit guess film worth viewing better time watching make sure bring along girls girls girls average
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point seems almost unnecessary state jon bon jovi delivers firm strong seamless performance derek bliss capability actor previously established critical acclaim garnered films the leading man looking back but case anyone still wondering yes jon bon jovi act act well thats come expected him easy separate derek guy belts hits vhbr br i generally would watch horror movie ive come expect focus sensationalistic gore rather dialogue plot pleased film really viable plot moved along gore much become focus film disturbingly realistic quality films higher technical effects budgets so gore fans might disappointed story fans notbr br unlike action film like u dialogue takes back seat bombast get chance know the good guys actually care happens them scenes left unexplained like dereks hallucinations get feeling certain aspects lay foundation sequel unfortunately lack interest shown hollywood film sequel never happen instances forgiveable knowing vampires could continuing seriesbr br is best film ive ever seen life no good way spend two hours entertained yes leave person fears horror movies insomnia leave horror movie lover completely disappointed either somewhere horror genre loather horror genre lover film you reaches happy medium effects story balancing otherbr br
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im polar opposite guys say one traits would probably opposite trait
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made first beat yeah thats
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im terrible everythingim literally value life ive actual passions things completely thrown away feel like complete void ive creating music years every time try improving get damned upset dissapointed ive always wanted artist every time try draw looks horrendous everyone else know seems get difficult thing felt even somewhat skilled playing mordhau every single day somehow still completely garbage point improving failed school due depression feeling starts back two weeks im going
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im okayim okay havent okay year dont want suffer anymore want end pain
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im feeling ten emotions right im happy im sad im hyper want go sleep every combination emotions could talk girl pretty much met new years met started talking new years ive talked twice since could force asleep do
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ready goi want kill self seriously dont give fuck anymore im ive spent whole life forcing shit happy always same friends go dont care see anymore force take new things hoping ill find answer push limits comfort zone hoping meet new people fleeting bull shit genuine lasting connections death seems like best option dad says need strong selfless stick around family dont care dont want live feeling like shit tried fucking hard always get shit on wanted find somebody loves understands older get realize thats bull shit try try really fucking hard never works countless attempts know soul never dont kill self ill end alone parents eventually die itll married siblings kids spinning wheels like fucking loser shitty fucking loser get with
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please help boy i am boy iam completely exhausted day face problems sometime parents fight like extremesometimes due financial pressure many things know handle never share problems always tries try handle things own never express feelings easily always tries look happy forcing smile mostly stay alone think hours hours today got results failed whole well faced major accident bones broked hardly stand straight somtime think redflag hanging self fan pillar
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innocent friend right innocent friend ill call emma stories sake walking lunch school talking right well comedic friend friends hanging emma didnt anyone laugh told give prompt ill make pickup line joke said taco immediately came mind was get ready this taco shell wanna put meat inside sorry said hates jokingly girls btw sorry already done laughing apologizing waaaaaaaaay much friends want hear type joke hates one good day hope got laugh this
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dont get stuck washing machine step bro near itll be pain ass experience s im funny
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feel bad sorryi even know start this emotions stirred up even know feel anymore except continuing depressed it so currently little envious friends starting failure back june ive completed ib diploma programme sponsored able continue study abroad met sponsors requirements yet results bad im unable pursue studies overseas thats fine me thing kinda bugs felt left friends able get great results met sponsors requirements felt like pushed away mostly chat boat me recently sort of now already continue studies local universities one friend even without telling all make feel alienated like unwanted like proof convince useless kinda friend am guess useless like trait every day im feeling way always recalled back moment yo get excellent result back primary school final exam causing dad hate me even so family went holiday end year twelve happened unfortunately smashed ceiling light accidentally stick place stayed i kinda swing stick imagining like one guys front marching band light piece really expensive guess dad went mad point shouted something cared back then grow realized left permanent scar inside me shouted born asked mom abort even born know something disappointing like would happen etc bla bla almost years passed since then still remember words dad really conflict sometimes talk not really since mostly listening much mostly busy things mother working feed family yeah cliche is type family looks happy actually kinda broken maybe meh think it want hang noose make things worst im closeted gay religion gay crime live sometimes wondered living pakistan would better since least become hijra no know prefer men must hide sake name really big deal since stay closeted thats really pushing towards depression sense needing keep upon think actually making feel suicidal since small always tendency hide problems others even forced tell problems always ended telling lies cover ups would think ok fine even time people told tell problems no kept myself always comes mind disturb people problem enough handle own then again showing foolish hypocrite selfish egoistical am cant handle pain much more hearing people telling go see someone easy never really knew hard that hard trapped mind bear problems alone hiding even close me feeling alienated im quiet cry alone time thinking stupid silly things wanting suffering end cant im weak worthless useless am sorry long rant sorry taking time sorry everything but thank anyways
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think deal movie minutes really really funny moments makes good trailer lot people came expectations trailer time movie live trailer little sluggish drags little slowly exciting premise think im seeing comments people lovehate relationship moviebr br however look movie could considering talent cast think still pretty good julia stiles clearly star giddy carefree set among conformity everyone else glows whole audience falls love along lee rest cast course lees testosteronefilled coworkers elegant motherinlaw fratlike friend jim bridetobe excellent job fitting stereotypes conformity boringness make stiles stand first place br br lee live costars think could view theyre hard live to maybe thats one source disappointmentbr br the movie itself despite bit slowness jokes come funny writers intended still pretty funny found rather intelligent film themes conformity taking safe route seemed cleverly align several layers example whole motif would imagine scenarios would never act last scene listening radio program highway talking everyone conforms everything selma blair julia stiles characters said echoed themes one person safe choice one risky choicebr br the good thing movie kind screwball comedy jason lee keep lying way movie dumb luck example pharmacy guy turning good chef cleverness part gets away partbr br while funny expected little bit squandered talent overall still good movie
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hand light bulb thats running hours honestly dont know havent died yet
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self hatred driving insanevent cant anymore cant give life ill never never able create genuine relationship cuz keep isolating people hate it idk cant let people cant everytime think want rip apart wish get gun done it dont reason live dont know experience feeling truly care someone always wonder born first placei never asked born know life isnt me even knew wont even worth time cuz im pretty quiet uninteresting most even family would consider that
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ive got todaymy family care think big fat joke ive suicidal long pain much need get guts it im going go either front train motorway fuck driver even care anymore makes bad person great itll one less person world
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feet smell nose far know
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vent thanks anyone reads this wish luck new lady also yoga instructor maybe good
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wish could stop everything momenti like feeling like this wish could go sleep never wake up im tired pretending happy everyone thinks im annoying honestly too im fucking boring person people hate around me wanna kill myself wanna stop everything know do people wanna around think im either annoying boring both feel like people wanna around anytime try talk people seem give fuck would they ever them even try best nice person everyone wants shut up im scared ill something ill regret like scream person really think them tell someone this start talking shit me im scared ill tell one good friends theyll start seeing differently wanna die want someone hug tell everythings gonna right without judging thinking im looking attention wanna die feel like options im scared people think depressed girl anytime try talk someone really want get know usually push away overthink fuck up want everything stop wanna kill myself might another option though anyone else feel like this im sorry needed rant
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ok doctors appointment today walked wand put heart download brain stuff updated chest left
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want later afternoon im still entirely suremy friend attempted redflag im constantly afraid someone else will know going sound extremely selfish hypocritical say want later grades going drain used straight student im probably going fail several classes late anything it project havent done already late fault irresponsibility text argument mother morning led saying wish going custody dad instead her havent gotten back response yet know gets home im dead unless actually dead then everything else gone shit already cant even anything except sleep later afternoon im planning it several hours either parent gets home im gonna snatch bottle ibuprofen several water bottles go outside hide bushes somewhere take all im waiting im going say goodbye everyone contact for dont know though dont know anything im freshman ive already ruined whole life theres really going back now problem plan little brother whos th grade gets home shortly do hell notice im home probably let parents know come looking me dont know anymore
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really lonely anyone talk to acid made super paranoid feel like every person playing trick almost like unconsciously bullying know probably acid feel really low low many times life never girlfriend kills everyday solid friend point life people suffer feels like kind hell trapped feeling really rn took acid last night still recouping
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wonder many mods sub recognise days posting lot lmao posts and probably still is kinda embarrassing
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reasons liveall reasons live people husband son mum sisters best friend none meant walk life them push them weight fact feels like cant breathe
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creative title feel like zombie apocalypse id one hit mag release middle firefight
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mom wont stop saying hentai shes listening song called acid rain i think theres word sounds like hentai wont stop fucking saying it house small hear everything first thing morning play fucking song ok first hate jesus christ please kill me
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wake everyday urge dieevery single day wake heavy feeling inside chest would feel like dont belong here even waking up trying fighting pain still get get going suicidal thoughts dont go away makes feel miserable stupid wouldnt alot easier die