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                                                        SUPERIOR COURT OF NEW JERSEY
                                                        APPELLATE DIVISION
                                                        DOCKET NO. A-1950-17T4

NEW JERSEY DIVISION
OF CHILD PROTECTION
AND PERMANENCY,

          Plaintiff-Respondent,

v.

T.R.,

          Defendant-Appellant/
          Cross-Respondent,

and

E.G. and R.W.,

     Defendants.
_______________________________

IN THE MATTER OF THE
GUARDIANSHIP OF K.P.H.
and Z.R.H., Minors,

     Respondents/Cross-Appellants.
_______________________________

                   Argued October 24, 2019 – Decided December 9, 2019
           Before Judges Suter and DeAlmeida.

           On appeal from the Superior Court of New Jersey,
           Chancery Division, Family Part, Essex County, Docket
           No. FG-07-0164-17.

           Bruce Pozu Lee, Designated Counsel, argued the cause
           for appellant/cross-respondent (Joseph E. Krakora,
           Public Defender, attorney; Robyn A. Veasey, Deputy
           Public Defender, of counsel; Bruce Pozu Lee, on the
           briefs).

           Rachel E. Seidman, Assistant Deputy Public Defender,
           argued the cause for respondents/cross-appellants
           (Joseph E. Krakora, Public Defender, Law Guardian,
           attorney; Rachel E. Seidman, on the brief).

           Erika Carmona Callejas, Deputy Attorney General,
           argued the cause for respondent (Gurbir S. Grewal,
           Attorney General, attorney; Jason Wade Rockwell,
           Assistant Attorney General, of counsel; Erika Carmona
           Callejas, on the brief).

PER CURIAM

     Defendant T.R. (Tamara) appeals and her children, Z.R.H. (Zoe) and

K.P.H. (Kelly),1 cross-appeal from a December 13, 2017 final judgment of

guardianship terminating parental rights to Zoe and Kelly.2 Tamara claims the

1
  We have used fictitious names for the parties throughout the opinion to
maintain their confidentiality. R. 1:38-3(d)(12).
2
  The judgment terminated the parental rights of the children's fathers. They
did not appeal the judgment.
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Division of Child Protection and Permanency (DCPP) did not prove the statutory

requirements under N.J.S.A. 30:4C-15.1(a). The Law Guardian for Zoe and

Kelly does not challenge the trial court's finding that Tamara harmed the

children, but contends there was insufficient evidence for the trial court's

findings under other portions of the statute. We vacate the judgment as to

Tamara because the trial court erred by finding DCPP had proven the fourth

prong of the best interest test—whether termination of parental rights would not

do more harm than good.

                                     I.

      Tamara is the biological mother of Zoe, born in May 2003, and Kelly,

born in August 2005. She has two other daughters, who do not live with her.

Her son, K.B. (Kevin), born in November 2000, was in DCPP's custody,

preparing for independent living. He is not part of this case.

      DCPP responded to nearly twenty referrals about Tamara and her children

between 2001 to 2015. In 2006, Tamara hit Zoe across her face while they were

attending a doctor's appointment. DCPP substantiated 3 Tamara for this physical

abuse of Zoe. In 2008 and 2009, DCPP investigated complaints about drug

3
  "Substantiated" means DCPP found by a preponderance of the evidence that a
child was abused or neglected as defined by N.J.S.A. 9:6-8.21. See N.J.A.C.
3A:10-7.3(c)(1).
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abuse, unsanitary living conditions and failure to obtain medical evaluations for

Kevin, all of which were unfounded. In 2009, Tamara agreed with DCPP to

implement a safety protection plan because her boyfriend physically abused her

in front of the children. She then violated the plan by allowing him in the home,

and DCPP removed the children for the first time in December 2009. Later,

both Zoe and Kelly told their therapist that Tamara's boyfriend sexually

assaulted Kelly. DCPP substantiated Tamara for neglect and the family received

services. The children were returned to her care in February 2011.

      In October 2011, DCPP deemed unfounded allegations of abuse of Kelly

by Tamara's brother. Zoe complained that Tamara hit her repeatedly and slapped

her in the face, but this was "unfounded" according to DCPP. DCPP investigated

a referral in 2014 about the condition of Tamara's home—that it was "nasty" and

had little food. Her attendance at group counseling was intermittent. Tamara

repeatedly tested positive for marijuana and alcohol. She confirmed she had a

bipolar disorder.

      In January 2015, DCPP investigated a referral that Tamara's boyfriend

was touching Zoe inappropriately. Zoe later admitted that she had not been

truthful about the allegation. In early July 2015, DCPP investigated a referral

that Tamara had not intervened in a fight between Kevin and Tamara's friend,

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Alexandra. Later that month, Tamara again did not intercede when Kevin was

involved in a fight with her boyfriend and several of his relatives. DCPP

removed the children from Tamara's care for the second time.                She was

substantiated for neglect after she stipulated to being present and not intervening

during both of the fights.4

      Tamara did not successfully complete the outpatient substance abuse

program, testing positive for marijuana and being non-compliant with

attendance and services provided. Her participation in a program to treat both

her bipolar and substance abuse disorders also was not successful. Although she

showed improvement in 2016, she relapsed in 2017. Throughout these periods,

Tamara exercised regular visitation with the children. DCPP had no concerns

with the visits or Tamara's engagement with her daughters.

      In January 2017, DCPP filed a complaint for guardianship seeking to

terminate parental rights to Zoe and Kelly. Following a six-day trial in which

4
  Kevin exhibited behavioral issues. In 2008, he set fire to a couch in the middle
of the night. He was hospitalized because he heard voices telling him to do bad
things and was taking medication. He repeatedly addressed Tamara by using
the pejorative term, "bitch." He damaged the walls of Tamara's bedroom with a
baseball bat, threatened her with a knife, and refused to take his medication.
Tamara told a doctor "'I don't give a sh*t about this little piece of crap'; referring
to [Kevin]."

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Tamara did not testify, the trial court entered a judgment of guardianship

terminating parental rights.

      DCPP's caseworker testified that the goal initially was reunification but

after the children were removed a second time in August 2015 and Tamara

continued to relapse, DCPP's goal changed to select home adoption because the

children were too young for independent living, and there were no available

relatives to adopt them. She testified Kelly did not want to be adopted. If she

could not move back with her mother, she wanted to stay at her resource home.

Zoe wanted to finish school and move back with her mother. If she had to be

adopted, she wanted to get to know the family.

      DCPP's adoption supervisor testified that DCPP could locate an adoptive

home for both girls and believed their ages, twelve and fourteen at the time of

trial, and mental health issues would not prevent their adoption. They were not

in an adoptive home at the time. The children would need to consent to adoption

because of their ages. If the children were legally freed for adoption, DCPP

would conduct a nationwide search for a home.

      Kelly testified in chambers. She was living in her third resource home

where things were going "great." She did not want her mother's parental rights

to be terminated because she loved her mother and did not want to be adopted.

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She told the court her "heart will be shattered and twisted . . . into a million

pieces[,]" suggesting to the court "we should go home because . . . like I also

hurt."

         Earlier, in her letter to the trial court, she wrote:

               I miss my mom. If I go home I want a house that is
               stable. Also that is safe without man [sic] running in
               and out of the house. Also[,] that make[s] sure [that] I
               have food to eat. And that make[s] sure I have clean
               colth[es]. I want my mom to quti [sic] somking [sic].
               And make sure we live in a safe neighdorhood [sic]
               . . . . If all of this don't happen I would still want to go
               home because I don't want mommy to be alone . . . .

         Dr. Samiris Sostre, M.D., conducted a psychiatric examination of Tamara

in May 2017.         She testified Tamara exhibited acute symptoms of mania,

consistent with a diagnosis for bipolar disorder, marked by reported mood

disturbance, difficulty sleeping and eating, irritability, and mood swings. She

showed a "rollercoaster" of emotions during the interview. Although Tamara

claimed to be taking multiple medications that she could not identify, Dr. Sostre

testified that these needed to be adjusted, yet Tamara had not sought help. Dr.

Sostre concluded Tamara suffers from manic bipolar disorder, cannabis use

disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder, and unstable mental illness.            She

required medication monitoring, counseling and therapy on a consistent b asis.

Dr. Sostre concluded that Tamara lacked the ability at this time to "appropriately

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parent her children" because her mental health conditions "interfere[d] with her

ability to modulate her emotions, make appropriate judgments and . . .

impair[ed] her decision making." Her psychiatric disorders, substance abuse,

and poor compliance with treatment plans also interfered with her ability to

parent.

      Dr. Eric Kirschner, Ph.D., testified about the psychological and bonding

evaluations he conducted. Tamara spoke rapidly, and was irritable and agitated

during the evaluation.   She acknowledged having difficulty sleeping.         She

described herself as "recovering" from marijuana use. She lacked insight "into

how to stabilize her mood, and when her mood is becoming unstable . . . ." She

did not take responsibility for the children's removal. She denied receiving any

benefit from treatment or counseling, which she described as a "waste of her

time." She had a poor attitude about recovery and did not prioritize it. He

testified that self-medicating with marijuana was not a long-term solution.

      Dr. Kirschner's bonding evaluation concluded that a child-parent bond

existed between Tamara and her children although at different levels for Kelly

and Zoe. Kelly was happy to see Tamara while Zoe was more reserved. Zoe

was reluctant to return to her mother. Kelly felt sad without her mother and

preferred reunification to adoption. She wanted to continue to see her mother if

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she were adopted. Dr. Kirschner concluded there was a bond between Tamara

and the children, but the attachment had "insecure qualities . . . ."

      He concluded that both children "would be vulnerable to experience a

negative reaction" to termination, but Tamara could not meet their "needs for

safety, protection, nurturance, stability, [and] guidance at this time or in the

foreseeable future[,]" and that her prognosis to do so in the future was "poor."

Because this was the second time the children were removed and it had been two

years, he opined that "delay in their achieving permanency . . . had a negative

impact on their psychological well-being" and that further delay was "counter-

indicated." The children needed therapy to "offset the impact of harm." Another

failed reunification with Tamara would be "further harmful or detrimental" to

Zoe and Kelly.      He agreed with DCPP's plan for select home adoption,

concluding that "termination of [Tamara's] parental rights to [Kelly] and [Zoe]

will not do them more harm than good as it will give them an opportunity to

attain permanence that [Tamara] is not able to provide at this time or in the

foreseeable future." He testified the children would be harmed if parental rights

were not terminated because they then could not be adopted.

      On cross-examination he testified that it would not be "a positive

outcome" if the children were legally freed for adoption but not adopted. Both

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the lack of adoption and the lack of termination of parental rights were "negative

outcomes." He testified, "I think they're both undesirable outcomes. If . . . [I]

had to pick one versus the other, I would say that to go through the route of . . .

[termination of parental rights] and not getting adopted would . . . probably be

more negatively impactful for her." He concluded with his opinion that "giving

these children the opportunity to have permanency is what is truly in their best

interests."

      The trial court entered a judgment terminating Tamara's parental rights to

Zoe and Kelly, finding that each prong of the "best interests of the child" test

under N.J.S.A. 30:4C-15.1(a) was satisfied by clear and convincing evidence.

Under prong one, the court found Tamara harmed Zoe and Kelly by physical

abuse, failure to protect them and a general failure to intervene. She also placed

the children at risk of harm because of her inability to protect them, her

substance abuse and her mental health instability, none of which were likely to

improve in the foreseeable future according to DCPP's expert witnesses.

      Under prong two, the court found that Tamara was not able to overcome

the risks she posed to the children despite therapy, counseling and substance

abuse treatment. She continued to test positive for marijuana and alcohol. Her

mental health conditions prevented her from being able to parent the children in

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the foreseeable future. She did not provide them with a safe and stable home.

The court found that delay in providing permanency would add to these harms.

      Under prong three, the trial court found that DCPP provided ample

services to Tamara to overcome the harms she posed to the children. DCPP

provided services to Tamara which "spanned almost a decade," including:

"psychological evaluations, psychiatric evaluation, board rate, paternity testing,

visitation, substance abuse assessment, substance abuse treatment, homemaker

services, follow-up with psychiatrists, MICA referrals, domestic violence

counseling and therapy, safety protection plans, Regional Diagnostic Treatment

Center evaluations, minimum visitation requirements, individual counseling,

Family Preservation Services, family placement assessments and bonding

evaluation." The trial court considered other alternatives to termination, such

as placement with relatives, Kinship Legal Guardian, independent living, and

long-term specialized care, but these options were not feasible for Zoe or Kelly.

Independent living was not possible since neither child had reached the

minimum age of sixteen by the time of trial.

      The court concluded prong four was satisfied although DCPP had not

identified a person or family willing to adopt Zoe or Kelly because delaying

permanency was "counter[-]indicated at this time." The trial court relied on Dr.

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Kirschner's report and testimony. He had concluded that termination of parental

rights would not do more harm than good and would give the children the ability

to attain permanence that their mother could not provide. The court noted that

Kelly wanted to be reunified with her mother "under any circumstance." The

court questioned her "maturity to know and understand her own basic needs."

The court found the children needed stability and permanency that Tamara could

not provide.

      The court noted there was no adoptive home identified, but that the

"uncontroverted expert opinion" was that the children "will not suffer severe and

enduring harm" by terminating their mother's rights.          DCPP's adoption

supervisor testified "confidently" that DCPP could find a "suitable adoptive

home." There was no suggestion the children are not adoptable. The court found

the girls deserved a chance at a permanent and stable home, which was not

possible with their mother. The court found by clear and convincing evidence

that termination of Tamara's rights would not do more harm than good.

      On appeal, Tamara contends there was insufficient credible evidence to

support the trial court's findings under any of the four prongs. With respect to

the fourth prong, Tamara argues the trial court committed legal error by ordering

termination without a compensating benefit because there was no parent or

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family willing to adopt the children. She argues the court applied the wrong

standard in analyzing the fourth prong and that it drew erroneous implications

from the facts. Tamara argues the first prong was not satisfied because Kevin's

behavior was violent and reprehensible. The court erred by concluding that

Tamara was not willing to eliminate harms because it never considered the use

of marijuana as a therapeutic remedy. Under the third prong, she argued that

independent living was a viable alternative for the children.

      The Law Guardian contends in the cross-appeal that although prong one—

harm to the children—was satisfied, termination was not in the children's best

interests. The Law Guardian argues termination would do more harm than good,

Tamara should have been given another opportunity to provide a safe and stable

home, and the psychiatric services provided to Tamara were inadequate.

                                     II.

      "Our review of a trial judge's decision to terminate parental rights is

limited." N.J. Div. of Youth & Family Servs. v. G.L., 191 N.J. 596, 605 (2007)

(citing In re Guardianship of J.N.H., 172 N.J. 440, 472 (2002)). Factual findings

that are supported by adequate, substantial and credible evidence "should not be

disturbed unless 'they are so wholly insupportable as to result in a denial of

justice[.]'" Rova Farms Resort, Inc. v. Inv'rs Ins. Co. of Am., 65 N.J. 474, 483-

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84 (1974) (quoting Greenfield v. Dusseault, 60 N.J. Super. 436, 444 (App. Div.),

aff'd o.b., 33 N.J. 78 (1960)); see also In re Guardianship of J.T., 269 N.J. Super.

172, 188 (App. Div. 1993).

      We must accord substantial deference to the findings of the Family Part

due to that court's "special jurisdiction and expertise in family matters . . . ."

Cesare v. Cesare, 154 N.J. 394, 413 (1998). Our review is expanded, however,

where the error alleged is "in the trial judge's evaluation of the underlying facts

and the implications to be drawn therefrom . . . ." N.J. Div. of Youth & Family

Servs. v. R.G., 217 N.J. 527, 552 (2014).

      A parent has a fundamental right to enjoy a relationship with his or her

child. In re Guardianship of K.H.O., 161 N.J. 337, 346-47 (1999). These rights

"are not absolute," but are "tempered by the State's parens patriae responsibility

to protect the welfare of children." Id. at 347. The standard by which the rights

of the parents and the interests of the State in the welfare of the child are

balanced is "through the best interests of the child standard." Ibid. The statute

sets forth four criteria that DCPP must prove by clear and convincing evidence.

N.J. Div. of Youth & Family Servs. v. F.M., 211 N.J. 420, 447 (2012).

      In considering the first prong of the statutory test, the concern is "whether

the parent has harmed the child or may harm the child in the foreseeable future."

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N.J. Div. of Youth & Family Servs. v. C.S., 367 N.J. Super. 76, 113 (App. Div.

2004) (citing N.J. Div. of Youth & Family Servs. v. A.W., 103 N.J. 591, 607

(1986)).   In assessing whether the child has been harmed by the parental

relationship, "a parent or guardian's past conduct can be relevant and admissible

in determining risk of harm to the child." N.J. Div. of Youth & Family Servs.

v. I.H.C., 415 N.J. Super. 551, 573 (App. Div. 2010). DCPP must demonstrate

"that the harm is likely to continue because the parent is unable or unwilling to

overcome or remove the harm." K.H.O., 161 N.J. at 348.

      There was no error by the trial judge in finding that Tamara harmed the

children and continued to pose a danger to the children's "safety, health or

development" as set forth in prong one of the statutory test.           She was

substantiated for abuse and for neglect. She exposed the children to physical

harm, sexual abuse and neglect but took no responsibility for this. She continued

to use marijuana and alcohol despite treatment. She did not consider useful the

therapy and counseling she obtained to assist her with parenting, to learn how

to control her bipolar disorder or to identify when she needed to ask for help.

All of these circumstances posed harm or potential harm to the children's safety

and health.

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      Under the second prong, the trial court was required to determine whether

it is "reasonably foreseeable that the parents can cease to inflict harm upon the

[child] . . . ." A.W., 103 N.J. at 607. The court considers "whether the parent

is fit, but also whether he or she can become fit within time to assume the

parental role necessary to meet the child's needs." N.J. Div. of Youth & Family

Servs. v. R.L., 388 N.J. Super. 81, 87 (App. Div. 2006) (citing In re

Guardianship of J.C., 129 N.J. 1, 10 (1992)).

      We find no error in the trial court's determination based on the unrebutted

testimony and reports of Drs. Kirschner and Sostre that Tamara was unable or

unwilling to eliminate the harms that caused the children to be removed. The

children had been removed from her custody earlier and despite a host of

services, she continued to abuse marijuana and did not address her mental health

issues. She exposed the children to harm from the relationships that she had

with men. Both experts testified that Tamara would not be able to parent her

children now or into the foreseeable future.

      The third prong under the statute requires DCPP to show that it "has made

reasonable efforts to provide services to help the parent[s] correct the

circumstances which led to the child's placement outside the home and the court

has considered alternatives to termination of parental rights." N.J.S.A. 30:4C -

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15.1(a)(3). With respect to this prong, the trial court's opinion recounted the

numerous services provided to Tamara for nearly a decade. The court also

considered alternatives to termination of parental rights as required under the

third prong analysis. N.J.S.A. 30:4C-15.1(a)(3). Here, DCPP explored other

relatives to determine if the children could reside with them, explored kinship

legal guardianship but there was no adult over eighteen who could be

responsible for the children, and at the time of the trial, neither child was old

enough for independent living.      We are satisfied the trial court took into

consideration all the services offered and the efforts made in trying to place the

children in its finding that the third prong of the statutory test was met by clear

and convincing proof.5

5
   Tamara suggests the trial court should have considered whether medical
marijuana was an alternative treatment of her bipolar disorder. We are not
required to consider this argument because it was not raised before the trial
court. See State v. Galicia, 210 N.J. 364, 383 (2012) (providing that
"[g]enerally, an appellate court will not consider issues . . . which were not
raised below."). If we were to do so, Dr. Kirschner testified that marijuana was
not a long-term solution to Tamara's mental health issues. That testimony was
unrebutted.

   The Law Guardian argues Tamara was not provided with adequate mental
health services because her bipolar disorder was not stabilized. It presented no
evidence there was treatment that would have done so or that the treatment she
was receiving was inappropriate for her disorder. The testimony was that
Tamara considered the services provided to be a waste of her time.
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      Under the fourth statutory prong, the question is whether "[t]ermination

of parental rights will not do more harm than good." N.J.S.A. 30:4C-15.1(a)(4).

"Prong four 'serves as a fail-safe against termination even where the remaining

standards have been met.'" N.J. Div. Youth and Fam. Servs. v. E.P., 196 N.J.

88, 108 (2008) (quoting G.L., 191 N.J. at 609). "It has been 'suggested that [a]

decision to terminate parental rights should not simply extinguish an

unsuccessful parent-child relationship without making provision for . . . a more

promising relationship . . . [in] the child's future.'" Ibid. (quoting A.W., 103 N.J.

at 610 (alterations in original) (quotation omitted)).

      "[P]ermanent placement with a loving family" is the goal where

"reunification is improbable." Ibid. However, "courts have recognized that

terminating parental rights without any compensating benefit, such as adoption,

may do great harm to a child." Id. at 109 (citing A.W., 103 N.J. at 610-11). As

the Court observed in A.W., "th[is] detriment may be greater than keeping the

parent-child relationship intact since the child's psychological and emotional

bond to the parent may have been broken with nothing substituted in its place."

103 N.J. at 611. It requires the trial court to balance the harms suffered from

terminating parental rights against the good that will result from terminating

these rights. See K.H.O., 161 N.J. at 363; see also A.W., 103 N.J. at 610-11.

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      In E.P., the issue was whether the mother's parental rights to her thirteen-

year-old daughter, who was "psychologically fragile[,]" should be terminated

where the daughter had been in seven different foster homes, had an emotional

bond with her mother and there was no identified adoptive alternative. 196 N.J.

at 109. The Court described the child's hope of adoption as "slim" and "bleak".

Ibid. It observed that termination of her mother's rights did "not appear to have

any real compensating benefit" based on testimony that the prospect of attaching

to another person was "closing real fast." Ibid.

      The trial court ordered termination of parental rights so that the child had

"at least an opportunity for permanency . . . ." Id. at 110. The Court reversed

the decision. It noted that although permanency was the goal, neither the State

legislature nor the United States Congress "has stated that the unlikely

possibility of permanency in the future should outweigh a strong and supportive

relationship with a natural parent." Id. at 110-11.

      We part company with the trial court on its finding that prong four was

proven by clear and convincing evidence. Prong four is to be informed through

expert testimony. See N.J. Div. Youth and Fam. Servs. v. M.M., 189 N.J. 261,

281 (2007). In this case, Dr. Kirschner's opinion was that even though an

adoptive alternative had not been identified for these children, termination

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would not do more harm than good. He concluded the children would be harmed

if they languished without being free for the opportunity to be adopted.

Critically, however, he acknowledged if the children were not adopted, the same

type of harm would occur; this would be negative for the children in the same

way. When asked to compare the harm that would result if parental rights were

not terminated and the harm that would occur if there were termination, but no

adoption, Dr. Kirschner testified that both outcomes were undesirable but not

"getting adopted would . . . probably be more negatively impactful for her." He

concluded, however, that "the opportunity to have permanenc[y]" was in the

children's "best interests."

      The trial court's opinion did not note Dr. Kirschner's testimony that the

harm of not being adopted was worse than the harm that could occur if the

children were not freed for adoption. It was this testimony that was critical. Dr.

Kirschner's testimony on cross-examination did not support the finding that

more harm will occur to these children if their mother's rights are not terminated

than if they are and they are not adopted. In fact, Dr. Kirschner said the opposite.

That a child might be adopted was not enough in E.P. to sever the bond between

the child and parent. 196 N.J. at 111. The Court in E.P. reversed the decision

to terminate parental rights where the trial court's basis for termination was to

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give the child "at least an opportunity for permanency" when there was no "real

compensating benefit . . . ." Id. at 109-10.

      Here, no adoptive home was identified for Zoe and Kelly. The children

are older. They will require therapy. DCPP prefers that they be adopted

together, which means that there has to be a family or person willing to adopt

both children. The children must consent to adoption. Kelly does not want to

be adopted. Zoe is "on the fence" about adoption. The adoption supervisor

remained positive the children would be adopted and the court found that to be

credible. Even if the adoption supervisor is correct that adoption can occur for

these children, the trial court was faced with evidence that, at best, was in

equipoise especially in light of Dr. Kirschner's testimony on cross-examination.

These proofs were not clear and convincing.

      We vacate the judgment only to the extent that it terminated Tamara's

parental rights to Zoe and Kelly. We remand this case to the trial court for

further proceedings to determine, based on current information, whether the

children should be prepared for independent living and whether Tamara should

be given an additional opportunity to reunify with the children.

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