Conversation: The conversation between human and AI assistant.
[|Human|] I want to give my introduction first.I was asthma patient(allergic to dust).So in my childhood i was not normal like other child to play around.Since i was allergic to dust and some kind of foods(especially cool items) i used to sit in the house watching tv.I didn t have friends to play with.My father is having transferable job so i never had constant relationship with anyone.Now my problem comes,it started when i was at the age of 13 or 14.I saw a movie in which there was a kissing scene which created some type of sensation in me.Actually i liked it.Then at the age of 17 i saw some another english movie in which they had some nude scene,it gave me more sensation and a type of satisfaction.Whenever i see these type of movie i feel like more satisfied and feels it as if happening with me,i crosses my leg tightly till i get some type of satisfaction.I don t understand why its happening and how.Now i am 21,my friends watch porn,which i don t like to watch.I have a boy friend, i think to make love with him but in reality i scares and run away from the situation.Whenever i watch i tries to watch porn it makes me sick,uncomfortable and depressed.I am very conservative type of girl.I feel disgusting to see me,touch me.I want relationship but not sex.Now i had problem a with my parent they want me to marry someone which i don t want.I cant able to tell this to my parent.I really don t know what to do.Is it related to my past that i was alone in my childhood?Is it psychological disorder?
[|AI|]  Degree understand your concerns went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much.  Your description in itself says that you just have fear for sexual activities, which so many young unmarried ladies have. When they get married and start liking husband, this shyness goes away and everything becomes normal, and you start enjoying sex. Your current situation is not related to psychological disorder which needs any treatment. You are anxious and apprehensive about your sexual future just because you did not have any such relations. Almost half of the total women population across the world enter married life without sexual experience and shyness. Therefore, you are not alone. Consult a psychological counselor. Psychotherapy techniques should suit your requirement. If you require more of my help in this aspect, Please post a direct question to me in this URL. http://goo.gl/aYW2pR. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe the needed psychotherapy techniques. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.