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[|Human|] I suffer from Abused child syndrome, Complex PTSD, and multiple anxiety disorders all stemming from growing up in extreme abuses and neglect, and then marrying 3 abusive men over the course of 24 years. I left my last abuser 13 years ago, and have broken through the codependent behaviors that cause women to re-victimize themselves. I am still single now- by choice. I have taken many steps forward in my life. But there is one problem I have not been able to concur... and it prevents me moving forward in my life. Because of the emotional and physical repercussions of 42 years of abuse, I am now disabled, and have been receiving SSDI since 2009. I also have a Home Health Aide that comes and helps me clean the house, shopping, paying bills, etc. When she is here I talk and interact with her,. But as soon as she leaves I go back into a state of near catatonia. My brain works wbut I can not get to the point of decision making, and action. Mostly I sit and stare. Or I write out plans of how I want my life to be, but can not actually do any of it. My Psychologists says its avoidance syndrome, and I have to be more responsible for my own behavior. But that isn t it. This is not laziness, When I am alson there is a Blankness in my mind when I try to make decisions about doing things in my home, and writing- which is my only way to earn income . I am very frustrated, and I can not take it any more. What is causing this, and how do I make it go away? Please help me. I deserve to have a life- I want an active life, I am intelligent, and very creative, The stories in my head are worth writing, and many would love them, If I can get to the point of being able to organize and achieve my goals on a daily basis. I am a wonderful, insightful person, if I could only live outside my own head, I would be able to realize my dreams, and drag myself out of this hole I live in. With only $700 a month to live on, you can see why I am so adamant on this issue.
[|AI|]  Degree understand your concerns went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much.  You are "I am intelligent, and very creative, The stories in my head are worth writing, and many would love them, If I can get to the point of being able to organize and achieve my goals on a daily basis. I am a wonderful, insightful person." In spite of these confident words, you also are negative minded. You do not need treatment. You just need to look forward, not back. Talk to your best friend and friend will guide you. Psychotherapy techniques should suit your requirement. If you require more of my help in this aspect, Please post a direct question to me in this URL. http://goo.gl/aYW2pR. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe the needed psychotherapy techniques. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.