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[|Human|] My entire spine causes sugnfinice pain, my joints feel like achy raw flesh. I hurt 24 7 and ready to give up. I am a burden on my family and Christmas will be much merrier without me, I sit in tears most of the time begging for the strength to end it all, am very dipressed, my doctors just go with the flow they don t get it. If I die I will no longer be in pain-that is my thought process, my wife could be happy with someone who isn t riddled with pain. She deserves better!
[|AI|]  Hello,first you are not feeling well physically, it doesn't mean that it's the end.It's common to feel depressed when you are fighting with the pain.it takes time for doctors to diagnose and understand the illness sometimes.It's the hope and inner positive energy that helps in recovery along with the medical treatment. I would like to know since when you are having the pain in spine and joints?any history of accidental injury? Any family history of same symptoms? Any tests done with specific results? It will be good if you visit one more doctor who is specialist in immunity related disease or a rheumatologist. After your proper examination in person it will be easy to give an opinion as looking at the signs and symptoms. As the symptoms you have said are seen in many illnesses. So do not lose hope, I am sure your family cares for you as much you do. And also I advise you to visit a psychiatrist and a psychotherapist as well for the depression and stress. Few counselling sessions might help you to fight back and feel better.It's very common to feel like that when you are not well.