Conversation: The conversation between human and AI assistant.
[|Human|] I have severe depression for more than 8 years , and I went to 4 doctors but nothing helped , I live in Egypt and I did not find good doctor , I searched for online psychiatrist but they are so expensive for me , I lately had three suicidal thoughts but I resisted them , please help me find free online psychiatrist or recommend any books or articles that help
[|AI|]  Dear, I can understand your emotions. You need to understand your anxiety disorder and suicidal ideation first. Please understand, anxiety is part of your bodies defense mechanism, and therefore it cannot be cured. When you feel excess anxiety due to your own physical and mental overtures, it is called anxiety disorder. Due to anxiety disorder, you are depressed, and therefore you feel despondent, dejected and feel like committing suicide. These are normal. Treatment is management. Because you cannot exist without anxiety and therefore complete anxiety cure is impossible. Understanding the symptoms, accepting the symptoms and learn to live with it, manage those symptoms is the treatment. Even medicines are not required. Psychotherapy, lifestyle changes and relaxation therapy will help immensely. Go to www.excelatlife.com and read articles and hear audio files. Hops this answers your query. I am available for father clarifications. Take care.