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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | everythings falling apartlife constantly throwing shit good days getting rare motivation anything everyone else succeeding im failing im losing friends nothing helps buy its gonna better tomorrowsoon bullshit ive given life far many chances im tired im exhausted want |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | poster ideas old poster recently ripped dad pestering find new one cant find good one suits interests im nintendo fan xbox fan fan things disney star wars marvel included anyone recommend good posters thx |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | idea doi kinda realized recently im going die alone social circle small ive never really comfortable apps like tinder abysmal social skills ill explain bit but ive thinking last days maybe it born life threatening medial condition left going hospital checkups around first twelve years life also meant partake lot sports social activities told whole life different everyone else diagnosed another life threatening condition fourteen effect seventeen meaning missed formative years told end eighteen clear forced adapt social norms absolutely understand then college sexually assaulted groomed someone considered close friend three years left without ever facing consequences grooming turned someone hate ever becoming although ive worked hard change better that always look back hate myself also every night nightmares groped raped either predator closest friends random people mixed sleep paralysis means cant fight wait wake up left fear people general like outside feel vulnerable found may autism highfuntioning presents even challenges fitting in know autism worst thing could happen person far it everything else makes socialising nightmare even closest family members even ive known years still cant talk them first tried kill around ten thought killing kitchen knife stood kitchen contemplating never anything second time drank third bottle whiskey planned grab meds kitchen never made ended calling ambulance im currently still college classes late im home time quit last job chest pains due anxiety everpresent fear leave college ill lost even less structure ive tried help myself saw therapist long time go gym three times week come home idea feel empty feel like ive ever alive always felt like like camera watching others lives know want live way think life change honestly know do |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | wanting dead evolved accepting ill never happyive m attempted redflag twice last time within last year think main reasons last attempt feeling like wronged someone deeply cared about feeling like terrible person feeling ill never happy months passed ive kind accepted nothing going change me try better person treat friends better try find partner shares educational personal sexual interests dont believe ever going change dont want kill anymore dont think life works great someone like me every passing day think personal struggles eat more dont passions anymore think maybe real friends sometimes feel like everyone puts me anxiety situations used okay in anxiety pretty much everything actually kinda want press pause reset life impossible someone with vent to make happy would go long way much freak seem be think im going alone forever messed thing top think im lot happiest things others making happy etc even really find someone wants let them makes feel like im good enough even friendships let alone romantic relationships |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im done lifeim done guys really nothing live for im useless piece shit value world keep living know fact successful im depressed anything life full tragedies suffering life constant cycle waking go school miserable falling asleep wish could escape world fuck everything im big fuck up wish could better everything fault want sleep forever escape world im disappointment everyone also sucks nobody life single clue im fucking dying inside |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | today im celebrating first birthday years years loneliness years friends finally fear still stays what come what make fun you exciting yet terrifying actually birthdays mostly mom friends |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | sometimes wonder killing way find peaceim years old im working job hate anxiety pandemic gotten spiraling control think im poisoning im keep getting sick cant drink cans bottles cant even eat sweets chips without spraying lysol using disinfecting wipes them im scared getting sick unreal think im subsequently making sick process dads trying get go medication dont think itll help know im lucky others boyfriend loves family tries help everytime start spiral feels like cant help me hell tried vent mom phone started cry saying cant help give im gonna accept help im last year school online cant anything im lower classes bc act score shit everyone around makes feel like failure comparison know im posting this maybe want attention idk im tired waking everyday pm getting ready go job makes feel miserable thing thats given joy engaging kind sexual acts bf feel like piece shit feel sick want over thought moving dads house would make everything better didnt everything feels way makes think maybe way ill ever truly find peace go heaven im even able go sinful things ive done make feel kind emotion feel bad even posting bc know im well others im truly sick living way do feels like theres way out |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | happened got girlfriend dont know fucking got one really really like girl every single one friends thinks perfect match im native american shes mexican friend said gonna beautiful golden skinned babies im trying yet im open like years really feels like shes perfect |
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normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | tips gain little confidence recently ive gotten confidence u ask how idk rly however helped overthink also wtf u want do u may think people look you yes do care wtf u r doing also girls called handsome others school finally started noticing me im nobody anymore wrote previously u r good path gain confidence ik hard gain even little bit confidence trust me follow tips itll get better |
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normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | delighted audiences number film festivals hard see why director yang zhang help nice work three principle actors xu zhu father master liu quanxin pu elder son da ming especially wu jiang irrepressible lovable younger son er ming spins tale warm coldest heartbr br the film starts man taking shower automated booth middle beijing puts money slot opens door takes clothes puts conveyor belt cleaned steps shower gets cleaned brushes squirts water soap though hes car car wash future symbolically speaking old bathhouse see next scene past agrarian china giving way industrial chinabr br pollution cultural revolution hangover industrialization blues way celebration people kindness love one another celebration goodness hearts men yet wonder chinese government views film one hand clearly presents pleasant view china people stringently nonpolitical without criticism present regime expressed implied yet slightest sense good old ways going replaced something may good think yang zhang wisdom let may tell story old men bathhouse get back rubs massages tell tall tales reminisce good old days relax play chinese chess stage cricket fights master spry wise old guy assistant son may retarded autistic job glee infectious spirit fun good willbr br enter back scene older son da ming polished well groomed taciturn uncomfortable sees unsophisticated behavior father brother represents modern china tie briefcase cell phone education returned thought father dying sees true packs bags set return wife career crisis ensues crisis da ming sees value natural peoplecentered life father brother livingbr br and yang zhang reconciles old new charming manner object especially since style neat carefully expressed one nice things miss movies way dovetails subplots within larger story resolved picture ends bathhouse regular sings o sole mio bathhouse water showers upon him much delight er ming finds cant sing public stage fright near end film loses stage fright sings thanks inspired help er ming bathhouse regular losing wife becausewell tells tale master liu confesses real reason liu understands movie over husband wife reconciledbr br this kind happy ending moviemaking unusual today artistic international films almost film directed adults happy endings contrived embarrass contrivers audiences blatantly condescending audience offended however audience delightedbr br see especially comedic performance wu jiang whose warm effervescence overcomes handicap character may have |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | crush post weird needed get chest bye |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | teachers dress classroom biggest sweethearts ever made fun trying bring joyfulness teachers dress bring joy classroom sweetest things ever trying bring happiness laughs classroom appreciated maybe even bring candy room decorations opinion deserve raise acts kindness made fun acting silly amp fun |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | throughout childhood adolescence told things would get easier turned im nothings getting better wanna give things changingi cant handle home parents feel like im constantly scared feel safe even getting high constantly anymore im constantly tense never know long parents start cursing calling disgusting theyve telling leave now agreed give k long swear never come contact ever again starting seem like want leave nothing know do supposed take professional exams year im trouble completing basic assignments pretending asleep hours day |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | rejected job interview theres nothing left mei currently work fast food fucking years old tried college im even halfway useless associates degree never girlfriend friends since middle school drivers license completely terrified drive anything simple lane roads dirt roads debilitating social anxiety prevents even grabbing foodsnacks convenience stores eat whatevers home cant communicate fucking cashier tried one last time apply entrylevel position field thought decent at got rejection email yesterday severe social anxiety ive always struggled school life general im sure fucking interview reason that sad part parents would let leech basement till im cant though cannot stand burden longer watching younger siblings achieve great things ive never close ending never thought id type person need type guidance parents never gave me want normal functioning adult cant end road me |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | imagine this imagine middle sucluded woods high up cabin overlooking beautiful scenery lake distance also either raining snowing staring window form cabin adorable furnished traditionally modern lovely smell cabin sitting extremely comfortable couch staring window scenery listening old records player theres lovely fireplace bit side keeping warm finally snuggled couch softest blankets significant peaceful happy content |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | want cuddle girl sex cuddle want company someone loves me accepts me respects me want hang someone accepts care flaws looks positive side me want lie cuddle girl im comfortable with comfortable me im probably going get called simp hey really want |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | havent sub weeks wondering left long posts starting make remember why |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | birthday coming up spent anyone everi never girlfriend steady job go outside put ear plugs on post online interact people online bought rope thinking driving car wilderness hanging myself parents siblings care world keep spinning introvert |
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normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | paul grace hartman husbands grandparents deceased met watching old movies good way see work always enjoyed old movies happy discover also good one |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | everything say twisted me everything fails everyone ever encounter tells im loser everyone ever encounter gaslights me bad people get away things never face justice crimes nobody believes calls troll makes fantasiesfuck reddit worse chan claim better than reddit deserves banned |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | cant anyone appreciate anything dolike im fucking trying fucking happy like fucking cant never im trying one fucking thing last months everyone keeps asking help ask anything answer ever support people none supports |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | please help mei cant stop screaming need help |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | cant even say haha jk unless without anyone saying usnam chcks like brah continue conversation pls |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | feel scared know life feel stupid pathetic low selfesteem every time feel anxious tend suicidal thoughts find difficult explain feel family get it want see psychologist feel scared every time try need help |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | send help study anything history wish luck |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | id really grateful feedback please idea behind articles helpful find homepage series url ill post article theyre published someone finding useful looking forward constructive feedback |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | friends person while know real name age country live in always saw online am their time zone morning always asked could sleep told thinking much again always talked till went sleep days ago conversation told going away long time asked said it happens heard since four days passed do online friend feeling suicidal massaged days |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | want painsometimes hands shake want smash hammer talk much really ever anything nice say myself still feel like im better friend anyone else ever be someone me sometimes really hope not always convince im best alone time spent time wasted want die im sure people would barely notice care seems people say feel bad someone knew maybe school work kills themself selfish theyd ever admit anyone really care life care uniform routine own feel like everyone would sad something different people like change lot people like either maybe death would good change kind everyone wants life sometimes want become rich maybe famous maybe want meet special someone want happy want life change good way feel like everyone around could ever happy died slowly painfully maybe im good change life death |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | hey redflag watch family im checking the homeless shelter going nicely new city im staying many kind donators keep us fed clothed shelter assigned case manager help stay track focused toward getting feet helping get apartment ive met interesting people friendly towards far like hangout chit chat garden also watch court cases together p love love love guys |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | get ripped using reddit browse reddit plank position help posting easy |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | boys girls asked crush felt way happy last years |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | ive taken dangerous hobbiesunless im thrill seeking pushing things far im depressed ive purchased gear start ice climbing mountaineering ive several close calls activities every time go survival mode refuse let die basically live im close death suspect physical ability declines depression worsen im considering leaving girlfriend parents die wont anyone left mourn death accident |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | alrightim living dream job years get travel see kinds amazing things im active adventure whenever want amazing friends much love life yet think killing throughout day every day cant control it ideas creep leave know feel lately sometimes hate fing hard insane cant figure out thought good thing going ready grow want revert earth feel lost sad alone heart want painful lately pray wake sleep reason want actually diekill believe life worth living get better cannot bare pain would bring family friends im miserable think quitting job what shitty job way love cant wake enough give shit it |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im losti dont know anymore cant eat yet im always hungry cant sleep yet cant seem get bed face day dont want lonely anymore cant bring talk anybody want die every single day tried kill once yet im scared dying im stuck loop suffering doesnt seem way out ive depressed past couple years always manageable ive never really identity never really fit in joined army hoping would help become confident give sense belonging then two weeks supposed ship basic training something came put gun head felt ashamed never again looking back it first time felt control life long time honestly im sure im writing here guess sort feels good say people im worried judging me right im point army want either quit suck up im sure right decision is anything want sense direction feel like purpose life felt way so deal it |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | never stressedd im literally shaking im fucking stressed dealing bad math physics grades because math fucking sucks dealing college appliucaton deadlines fafsa nonsenses so many applications senior high school stressful |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im suicidal feel die one daytheres redflags parents families baby aunt killed forced abortion grandmother years later mums uncle killed struggled depression mum tried kill found dad cheating her admitted hospital months dad killed girlfriend left him thought better without him midteens youngest brother tried kill struggling everything know redflag left behind still feel like haunting me actually told school therapist maybe kill myself never actually told anyone time anyone would listened me anything hurt right now might sound silly reason living right dog ive seen life like without caring away college him right happiness |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | must admit one favorite horror films time unique way john carpenter directed picture opening door many mockgenres chill bone whether first time watching fiftieth sound menacing horror michael meyers infamous scream jamie lee curtis gives film instant cult status great start independent era love music love characters familiar yet spooky setting simplistic nature villain random chaos all really rhyme reason killing first film giving us taste michaels true nature insane way brilliant beast question may never truly answered carpenter gives us devotion amazing masterpiecebr br john carpenter master horror lately films caliber see ghosts mars halloween began powerhouse career ultimate film release greats always remember one film caused turn lights beware babysitting check behind closed doors never knew evil would appear next carpenter amazing ability bring world weaves power camera places images meyers places least expected giving perception murderer right next you loved every scene panned back michael watching distance without anyone wiser scary yet utterly brilliant loved scenes carpenter pulled fright nearly thin air would be minding business suddenly horrid mask would appear nowhere like characters thought trick eye carpenter gets you isnt michael ghost human or least think yet stronger mental ability main characters leads really dark themes unexplored symbolism even without that spooky filmbr br then enough michael vaporizing windows house carpenter adds chilling theme music still tapping piano keys mind constantly wondering meyers looking window carpenter found perfect combination visual frights chilling sounds foreshadow may happen unsuspecting victims next lethal done refreshing originality unique thrills anything released todays horror hollywood could muster carpenters halloween breath fresh air midst could rough horror year actual scares replaced paris hilton know quality quite samebr br finally would like say even simplistic nature opening murder film terrifying chilling use clown mask sent shivers spine way filmed elongated one shot using childs mask eyes still one best horror openings ever completely sets tone remainder film babysitter theme childish behavior carries michael throughout film art talent carpenter rolled one could literally speak hours upon hours film instead would rather go watch again worth repeat visit many times br br overall think one outstanding films cinematic history skip foreign films think going chance face movies leave budget tight carpenter slasher film genre singular movie redefined whole generation horror films still continues influence modernday horror treats lethal combination genuinely spooky murderer powerful cinematography events which normally amount much horror films beauty jamie lee curtis exactly makes halloween film rest sure freddy cool feel sympathetic jason michael real troubled loose lusting blood babysitters better br br grade |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | idea going back school weeks spiking anxiety given current state world right now understand united states set sending minors back buildings packed minors especially theyre even going right live missouri middle butt fuck nowhere promise high population mean cant cause outbreak mike parson mo gov piece shit literally bare minimum anybody common sense asking mandate masks cant even that nose far trumps ass completely complicit willing sacrifice children school even requiring masks implementing sort social distancing precautions no children immune covid watching world news said closer black children contract covid around hispanic children caucasian children children okay brother biracial black white scared death brother hospitalized asthma times count almost every time catches regular flu hes two weeks sometimes even turns pneumonia cant even begin describe uncomfortable idea friends family going used collateral damage damn near hundred sixty thousand families torn apart cant look past stock market two fucking seconds people stories families past week sixyearold passed georgia tennessee im sure plenty places children made orphans due virus dad heart patient cancer survivor mom sickle cell anemia recurring respiratory problems brother extremely bad asthma grandma one three teachers placed highrisk category governments job protect citizens instead used militia fight invisible enemy guys careful wear mask talk parents administrators unfortunately seems like mess hands now take care |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | janam janam janam sath chalna younhi kasam tumhein kasam akay milna younhi el el |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | nobody cares menobody sees hard fighting carei know belong herei borni died twin probably would thrived well likedim ready leave herewhy death come easy life even dying failurei cannot anything righti someone anyone wantsfriends partners family nonemy father died youngi want go meet belong |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | new here havent dark place yearsthe world gone mad question thing stopping thought pain id cause others leave behind selfish truly believe pain far greater would temporarily suffer |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | shes little baby bitch vacation idaho i know shouldnt be didnt say it good time water park leaving sister gave dad drink carrying big bag btw dads girlfriend said come on carry that dad carrying things day not really ok dad said fine drink anyways girlfriend said no shes lazy drink weighs like pound doesnt fucking matter hold care much time talk and time hear talk shes yelling or someone something petty washing dish inside day taking shower soon enough dad ever marries girlfriend i really hope not ive decided never say stepmom anyone dads wife dad isnt strict all might im reacting like this baby think shes immature rant posts things might give context cookie read this half cookie didnt |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | whats effort put something else procrastinating procrastinating homework often procrastinate working stuff needed while example day pretty deeply cleaned room not quite deep clean got rid stuff clean another time photoshoped friend thanos avoiding math assignment whats something put lot effort procrastinating |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im embarrassment need endedall fill family shame worry im pretty much useless point would better dead dont burden anybody again know every response going convincing otherwise ive heard all anyone anything say feel free dont want exist planet anymore wish options |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im starting blog need name blog completely rando shit also revolve around weed stone frnds do id cool yall cud help name something catchy also references pop culture something direct also someone could point subreddit would get serious discussion going would great too |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | get final wishes togetherim fairly young severe suicidal thoughts think im really danger right now im also experimenting medications recently started getting help meds could always cause sudden downturn could sudden downturn own id like leave family final wishes talk directly know theyll overreact assume im immediate danger want that also many friends trust something this definitely cant afford lawyer this anyone ideas help appreciated |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im fucking done shit little brother never behaves im one actually something it parent dont anything think im crazy upset share room fucking animal six years always talks us none give shit ask stop get out starts mooning streaks around room cant deal shit anymore fucking hate life |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | eternal atake dropped already bruh |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | great compendium interviews excerpts form films late sixties early s counter movement big studio films late sixties directed ted demme obviously labor love films period gives short shrift masterpieces timesbr br many filmmakers period influenced truffaut antonioni fellini bergman course john cassavetes unfortunately documentary logging minutes short film rich interviews opinions filmmakers people interviewed are martin scorsese francis coppola robert altman peter bogdonovich ellen burstyn roger corman bruce dern sydney pollack dennis hopper jon voightbr br bruce dern moment truth says jack nicholson may good looking stars came interesting summarizes areas period filmmaking american historybr br the filmmakers dealing lack funding studios expressing unconventional attitudes politics sex drugs gender race issues americas involvement overseas conflicts like vietnam warbr br there great interview francis coppola saying got chance make the conversation producers knew trained roger corman make movie nothing bankrolled filmbr br another interview jon voight directed hal ashby coming home clear antiwar film crippled soldier immersing back society facing battle voight talks working methods helped achieve emotional telling point ashby said rehearsal take ended take used film better unrehearsed drained freshness overrehearsedbr br there also many fine excerpts al pacinos breakthrough film the panic needle park interviews dennis hopper making easy rider interviews sydney pollack making filmsbr br all documentary fine jumping point film lover wants see great examples new voices film like seventies many sundance folks film made big splash unaware much independent film maker today owes films john cassavetes milos foreman william friedkin roger cormanbr br rent favorite shop least perk films may seen enjoy today amazoncom little want buy right out |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | hey guys gals nob binary pals got back watering plants miss |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | leaving people behindi cant talk stuff anywhere may kill get goal weight want live loose skin disgusting want repulsive unlovable covered rashes wrinkles infections want least achieve goal die see need see scale buy gun time worried people upset die love enough want stick around want hurt all sad sure leave note idea plan this feel sad imagine poor niece missing me confused friends mom husband hope cool okay it just case anyone reads this no money surgery yes even another country |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | hopeit bad thing sensitive logical see good future eats alive short time ive learned everything fades time hold onto everything everyone leaves |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | mmmm okay guess today seriously thought killing contemplated premeditated murder think killing love way love you |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | someone tell way kill myselfi wanna die |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | dolls days suck im sorry kid monster highs shit like barbies fine especially since started including poc plus size ones rest eww excuse tf enchantimal worst ones lol dolls eww theyre ugly theres story behind like least old ones cartoons weirdest thing posted far randomly came mind since sister looking toy magazines also dolls shes cliche |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | story contemplationm ive recently developed alcohol addiction rarely drank prior months ago suffer anxiety insomnia ive lost job due depression anxiety alcohol basically hung calling sick feel like crap daughters amp im divorced fianc love dearly feel like im burden her ive told this basically tells get it ive planned everything far buying rope cousin hung months ago spine surgery got behind support spent days jail it dont know do dont want die feel like problems would go away dont want children fianc going life thinking could done something ive opened fianc think shes taken seriously dont want die feel like workdays solve lot problems cant bring right thing spent days alcohol detox cost job went week control im using again ive basically self medicating advice |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | hmmm perhaps last post wasnt clear enough message me would like converse people |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | fuggin reddit many good memes videos saved tf deleted happened wh h e f u ck |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | wow turned today almost forgot unsub nice day |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im depressed sheltered kid live group home abused overprotected innocent shit yet tried complaining wouldnt believe me friends hobbies conenction family food thing enjoy life making fat even depressed tried seeking help psychologist shes taking forever especially christmas period want run away lockdown library books therefore unreturned huge book vinyl collection bedroom wanna drugs die life goal drugs dont wanna die drug virgin im really curious highly enthralled drugs someone please help |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | movie go one funniest movies history cousins mighty wind spinal tap waiting guffman terrific right best show takes cake br br a movie idiosyncrasies dog owners show dogs competitively intricacies characters make good watching movie times come conclusion weak character actor film little interaction groups characters seems add beauty film br br if watch movie find funny billing as watch again first time saw thought serviceable overly hilarious film grows you defininatly movie find quoting frequently br br characters hamilton meg swan a get dvd check characters born amazing two could hit head find really go script sort made went br br gerry cookie guggleman cookie especially funny fantastic job selling cookie character gerry eugene levy delivers standard stellar performance hilarious discombobulated type weaker half br br stefan vanderhoof scott donalan a find funnier character scott donalan dare you forever typecast character natural seem forced point stefan micheal mckean good well interplay and brief appearance gugglemans goes show always films great actor razor like wit br br harlan pepper b want seem like funny sure solo act cant quite funny others above use dog others idiosyncrasies going himbr br the rest great well weak character see film least twice buy it regret it |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | axellent second installment manages good first br br once again casting wonderful like first second episode nothing common except wit clevernessbr br the second episode funny silly enjoyable first christmas episode woman tormented serial killer dressed santa killed husband like first episode karmabr br the humorous scene tie murder husband phone call first faking fear becomes real |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | life turned way want to im person want be none changed feel hopeless suicidal thoughts getting worse though im dangerim going try break sub sections little bit help structure bit ramble tends happen mental health bipolar ii disorder sure know is not form bipolar disorder suffer primarily depression high full blown mania lower manias called hypomania still up normal lose control lose touch reality serious problems typical bipolar ii disorder different doctor might diagnosis ocd gad panic disorder top say bad way believe firm boundaries mental illnesses think kind bleed one another psychiatrist treats symptomatically instead making conform bipolar disorder supposed do though huge problems evident another mental illness suffer really obsessive intrusive thoughts girl dominating life bringing down heartbreak so im still trying get something mentioned above ive pretty much reached standstill ive long time met girl late august pretty quickly became good friends big part life best friends feeling mutual told best friend friendship meant lot me like a lot love her means one incredible beautiful people ever met mental health started find really hard cope feelings think time right tell felt knew dating hooking someone would start panic attacks saw ex around never even met knew was blue would get panic attacks thinking guys kind haunted memory told one friends gotten laid first time while panic attacks still come along sometimes well panic attacks things related her started get depressed someone worked kind came sent text conversation flat told kind seeing someone want boyfriend eventually mental health continued decrease eventually december tell her point things gotten pretty bad told keep anymore something feel way and even though told want affect friendship id get it said course still friends pretty much stopped talking me get that invite birthday party month later mental health gotten worse month couple weeks told her went see psychiatrist told something right good mental health situational well things right told panic attacks things less refused treat said want change medication retiring soon gave valium prescription without adequate assessment substance abuse present past hitting bottle pretty hard putting valium top trying feel better im ambivalent really stupid me control ill though december january feel real me week birthday seriously considered ending life moving forward plans so less building it knew going it sure waiting for maybe waiting see things got better wait birthday idk birthday party ended getting drunk sure much drank know mg valium blacked out evening kind spotty certain point tell upset way left things remember friend know driving home broke hysterics crying told going hurt something remember remember crying hard anyways next morning people checked me sternly came clean bad things almost ended life another friends forced go hospital couple days discharged hospital texted tell discharged right thing making go told uncomfortable told felt needed time weve talked since then like couple times mostly liking others stuff instagram times weve texted talked bit really casual stuff weve never hung since relationships general never romantic relationship never kissed im virgin things usually bug me loathe guys obsessed sex view women sex objects and afraid thinks may viewed her sometimes things like make guilt shame things flare up makes feel like something wrong me and ive always put way much emphasis relationships girls girl played huge part life fell love fast hard thought overcome tendency therapy long time top finally getting diagnosis taking mood stabilizers guess not i moved on moved on able to continue feel guilty happened do often wonder message guy drove home apologize ive talked apologized said ok fault sick also yearn back friend still hope end together day hope weak word literally pray do interim also pray become best friends soon strength able handle romantic relationship mean time strength feel destroyed dates someone else prayers pray us end dating within like year friendship incredibly special miss that miss lot would enough live life focussing present makes sense another friend told cant friends someone want intimate with want friend again really really do want friendship again separate desires relationship her ive never felt someone understood cared like did also exact sense humor taste music really kilter obscure music really big part lives literally closest ive ever come real relationship emotional intimacy really powerful felt like was finally thought found someone cared much cared them i hate life wish entirely different person would love im resentful get feel way feel like really week pathetic human being deep down really deep down feelings feel like part me struggled feelings emptiness incompleteness shame girlfriend past trivial juvenile sounds coped well expecting meet someone like fall hard did kind happened people tell need decide move get better cant literally feels like lying makes worse seriously like im saying moment feels bad like crashed hard lying extended periods time going move on etc etc etc cant plays monumental part life too big let go of thought losing catastrophic id rather die lose her part reason feel suicidal starting realize might happen my user name birthday coming up hard friends it last year good crew friends something birthday year didnt years well really hard spend birthday without friends year knowing part reason make room people life kind pushed people away crazy depressed person bearing reached people wake probably expected much them conclusion fucking mess life good psychiatric care but im getting better comes feelings girl symptoms bipolar disorder convinced medication going ever change this therapy well ive therapy adult life things changed think suicide daily mean now mean long time think thought even happened probably fleeting really remember sure inconsequential me suicidal thoughts around least since suicide crisis january never went away managed better like said think always definitely periods past know thoughts mind new then gotten lot intense past couple days no think danger think safe |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im considering ending lifeit started kid father sexually abused younger brother older sister years finally courage say something remember father wanted give gift started crying mom wondering about asked crying id tell gift ment hed expect cuddle him mom thinking silly said its father wants good you id explain cuddle way did thats started police would come place get him conversations police child welfare would start back forth mom going court sister brother explanations enough even allegations prior wed get know case came up still would free man hed roam streets even rented cabin meters away home over fight mother custody torture us eventually got us over convicion free man things done mean anything enough evidence problem never wanted again got delivered him remember crying non stop screaming yelling wanted everyone hear it please leave us alone him cry help im grateful every day mother would refuse let us stay there brought us home nothing anyone could it years later kept fighting see us eventually got see us coditions gonna supervisor us times never spend night problem supervisor someone father knew hed fucking leave us alone hed go walk remember father sitting legs hurt much id cry hed things too things ever want talk again years ago today year old man job education ive depressed struggling anxiety years never felt like belonged anywhere safety supposed got completely ripped away me teeth rotting inside mouth simply able work job afford taking care things able take care of age ive seen friends start families buy houses take driver licenses get cars things feel too late s cant barely make month month food see end this loneliness darkness feel helpless ive often contemplated redflag ive never close |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | call police best friend tells wants commit redflagtheres group whatsapp chat three best friends im going give pseudonyms preserve identity shayla me gertrude camille camille clinically depressed couple years now since early last year multiple occasions texted suicidal goodbye messages group thanking us weve done her saying made mind wants end life even though knows selfish thing do course lose fucking shit every time go panic attack never know saying it actually going it heres thing every time says going kill herself never actually it wakes next morning apologising saying felt posessed texted us suicidal messages happened least five times frankly speaking cycle staying til morning make sure fine anything stupid extremely exhausting live near her end rushing house make sure anything stupid everyone kind knows going nobody wants take chances either heres disagreements start ive decided next time camille sends us im going kill myself love thank done im going call fucking police give shit hates it decides cut life mad friend always better dead friend want responsible death know made assumption kill herself ended anyway gertrude friend telling shouldnt says leaping call police good idea says find information first decide make phone call stand personally would talk try assess serious is rather leaping dial were experts gertrude believes bringing police potentially make things complicated everyone including us parents family part really ticked gertrude said needed realistic make educated guesses considering camille often claims wants kill ends so gertrude basically saying going it understand gertrude coming from see incredibly idealistic way looking situation perhaps rational hear out calling redflag prevention country get immediate help police respond much faster redflag prevention website country states know someone immediate physical danger call police immediately police trained mental wellness checks respond redflag come firstworld country generally competent police trying talk phone helpful either god knows could decide present camille selfharms hero course camilles parents around help her need anything parents know handle situation im talking situations parents presentsleeping cant help her interested making assumptions camilles wellbeing also expert think qualified assess situation determine whether call police id rather call let police experts take there sincerely believe act camille says rather speculate intentions aware actual chance committing redflag high regardless intend stupid maybe im fucking selfish want feel guilty calling police could please give advice know do want anything would emotionally damaging much help would appreciated referencehttpwwwmentalhealthtodaycomredflagsuihtm |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | get help instantlyso im feeling lately point ive suicidal thoughts days row ive somehow managed fight off getting harder harder want help urgently though know get it want hotlines like samaritans etc help all know really wanti want something keep going getting worse know go on |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im desperate meaningful connections every time start get know someone hopes skyrocket get crushedtired making new acquaintances never ever contact me tired becoming friends women thinking might giving signals find theyre not im going kill myself cant keep torturing like this |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | watched documentary assisted redflag people suffer psychologicallyand honestly expecting relate much light end tunnel end me im extremely tired alive wish never existed first place wanna cry want rip face off never want see again everytime look mirror cant help think im better dead everytime j think face body imagine jumping infront train hanging jumping building everytime close eyes imagine killing myself usually knife cant take anymore everyday worse suffering goes on |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | name fuck wrong people someone accused female oppression im male mother sacrificed body months create |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | edit video dont wanna djckdkekcjsdifk done tomorrow |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | shouting internet answer look really care side political spectrum fall into really disheartening see people blindly attacking eachother sub and others ofc instead saying blanket statements calling everyone side idiots sheep approach mature angle us young people obviously supposed future leaders whatever country reside in better came us clearly failed polite listen concerns other side feeling actually talk things realize different end day might side ask you lets conversation lets come consensus despite differences view want see change world start discourse all kind |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | line texts crush sent other blocked number this im done trying date people context texted morning weve best friends year half now rumors started friend group said liked me happened her name like you me like too her ew would say that her sorry youre type really dont like you proceeds delete first text proceeds text gc picture text well prior one her gc name send text guys asked hang today think might rape me gc proceeds kick out minutes later figured lying simply said too texting someone gc privately whole time fucking god third time ive tried date someone first one using bait someone else second one moved montreal without telling anyone one day hate |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | cant find reasoni cant find reason stay alive im ruined every relationship ive ever depression make everyones life worse im trying really really hard hang tonight kill cant find reason every time think theres something end ruining alienating everyone theres anyone help see sort lightim begging silver hope cant get own |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | anyone wanna pm bit im mega bored lol |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im gonna start showing give fuck anymore frustrating want show worked hard accomplish get called showoff care want attention praise sugarcoating anymore haha |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | knowing ill die honestly dont give fuck math grade anymorei math im homework anything know im probably going die soon dad keeps telling retake math test wont ive always terrible math ive stopped caring it everyday day over somebody kill already |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | mfs reply worse scum ok haha omg good nice cool really ohh nicee |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | lets talk female simps am visiting mexico laying couch bed morning thinking talking female simps get main discussion id like point word female simps already exsist thot word made reason simp made classify something meme better use person know exactly talking about goobers dont know rniceguys simps r nicegirls thots probably gonna say using thot offensive really worse calling slut anything us guys would find offensive well well ript streets it u u anyways back original thought yall know see nice cute innocent girl post picture cars such pretty predictable see swarm comments guys simps right well matter what posts ivr seen boys postin pictures dog fish caught theres single thot comment anywhere really weird baffling dont call make memes them now may thots online sure hell exsist school lives seems see lot thots roaming around hallways instead seeing roam around topless pictures dudes here this honestly think one main causes possibly school life thots people back cause sissy drama spread rumors internet dont think anywhere anyone go to like make rumor either second mean post posted here everyone would look it call person fat dumb liar downvote thing hell unless poster like alt accounts twitter dot com hope yall enjoyed weird random thought woke with hope dont get swarmed simpsthots telling much scum earth already know am hope good day everyone |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | almost certain going happen likely suicide likely jumping bridgei woke am pt slept maybe hours waking felt like wanted die happens every dayi tired all death depression |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | thank flash player cant post rmemes anywhere here wont really opportunity get play good old flash games since dont computer rn wanted say thank flash player making computer clases elementary school fun |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | help big sad need cheering up dont know link funny post cute pet video something |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | cut onion first time gonna harm eyes right felt like im going blind |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | curiousi know last days ive making many posts comments dwelling thought redflag expressing inclination towards it however has unexpectedly happened something look forward to life and please get wrong im saying longer see negatives world which many probably still hard time keep living something might make worth going through true still kind dream something going help stay feels like good enough consider outweighs negatives continuing life world escapism concept escaping reality fantasy imagination sort comfort find life figured things desire attained go mind make reality there also aware quite silly considered imagination before ive come appreciate joy getting far enough reality give found unprecedented comfort stories presented movies series anime etc oh also art find gives sich pleasure aswell music beauty meaning emotion expressed various mediums painting drawing singing and well many things almost feel like different person makes little uncomfortable insecure almost feel like almost betrayal said wanting end life still stand it believe past truly wanted die right so even something happened make want anymore people still receive respect wishes truly want die happened came accept desires found way make kind reality which felt like impossibility feel like free whoever however desire head must admit still feel insane really want die anymore found another way live one accept now yes would trade life one completely made thoughts emotions desires enough going head almost anytime want id rather live inside head dying guess thats im trying say want apologise saying going kill myself still believe truth way thinking and case wondering talk sort professional anything like that simply asked is truly want really way figured that was even obvious me guess commitment issues something already knew that enough resources would dead now oh well happen maybe later really know know want live inside head maybe hopefully start creating stuff it possibly even earn life it anyway thanks reading |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | doneim going kill tonight im behind bills hope daughter forgives |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | yo sister looking hella thicc remember sister |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | hey you shitted shower yeah read right yo ass tried fart shower ended shitting wonder dad say that hope made day better |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | turn weeks wish could say lived good life good life good person id give anything start cannot privileged brat thinks sob story think time stop wasting oxygen fucking stupid think feeling would never come back think it |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | dae find suicidal thoughts comforting ever go itthese thoughts become sort coping mechanism me although ever actually harm myself others |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | scaredi grew child prodigy always getting perfect grades singing locally preprofessionally every parents dream im older stakes higher cant cope pressure im crumbling want make parents happy cant even give im shitty person core days like today barely eat everything feels terrible even foods give sliver happiness taste like mush sometimes bang head wall hoping switch click ill person want be ive always people pleaser ive always done wanted do im want anymore even know me is im good anything used good at special traits made me gone im failure mom dad always say theyll support matter what know theyve given pushing theyre scared ill break ive gained severe anxiety almost depression amount pressure parents placed me never like wanted will knew good did wanted something could proud of wanted compliments humblebrags facebook newest achievements love much want happy theyve always loved me ive taken granted dynasty child prodigy over know anymore terrifying push stay alive everyday comitted redflag could never forgive parents could never cause emotional pain im strong enough keep afloat mean im sinking though every day battle within sleep day pretend everything fine fine want fine feel stuck hope fading wanna happy without worrying eventual tsunami sadness comes it im scared myself do |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | asked help get it want kill spite themive depressed long genuinely cant tell even adults supposed happy wanted help point asked it made beg give it go whole sob story sometimes want part statistic think even want happy want die know still years ahead want none them liked life far hell deal with fuck years more stupid game want play want stop life happening left fuck alone deal anyone anything ever hear anything heard ever again want stop existing want everything stop |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | birthday days agohonestly really want birthday die feel worry anything anymore ended going shit job instead dealt shitty family cant escape instead got birthday cards relatives bother opening them several months since stopped hit train still regret going thru it |