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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | friendless hugkissless yo virgin day so ive decided im going carry apparent nightmare another days im done all ill posting often guess next hundred days like subreddit feel like im among friends ive never reading posts comments feel way relate many you days enables things ive always wanted do never truly able do complete fully modded skyrim playthrough beat content mods get escortor prostitute country legaland provide details finally im going commit redflag calmly peacefully using nembutal alcohol wash down country choice saving enough money would appear thailand ive always thought asian girls pretty let known think girls beautiful matter color ethnicity body size would love spend time them contrary though im loser nerd outside paying it actually going girl really reasonable expectation all also apparently money go long way there may able fun several months theres chance however unlikely may drag bit longer days saving money buying mega millions lotto ticketspointless know dead soon maybe ill win stick around fun die im also going want save much money possible leave since desktop bulky selling laptop extra cash well desktop computer monitors real things owndont even car probably worth around monitors each could likely pull solid craigslist also job constant savings could probably save thailand anecdote im currently skinnyfatgoogle it excising eating healthy bring weight leave time leave vary december perhaps even januarythis would take farther days outlined obviously thinner healthier looking might even able get laid much cheaper however big might hair thinning still could get hair system go probably cost effective meaning would cheaper pay full price get one facially im actually ugly all still looks like hair buzzed really short either way im sure get laid thailand posting this want remembered shit life fun thailand lonely internet nerd literally taking life hands daily journals serve me this post really long intended keep short sweet so tldr itt friendless hugkissless yo virgin going hero days possibility bit more going thailand get laid fun life committing redflag using nembutal alcohol going post everyday updates subreddit using account death going full playthrough modded skyrim mean time provide cellphone pictures screen captures throughout one fuck shall given death ive spent whole life caring much im spending rest giving fuck not one fuckhttpikymcdncomphotosimagesnewsfeedbe edit also thinking hungary well budapest maybe wait little longer save little money go both also feeling happy first time years ive finally decided end it im going out blast writing well |
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normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | dose anyone know im doin wrong school work problem one whats sort things write equation problem gives came equation dn n problem put four puts makes continues trend get correct equation wrong |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | ways end lifehi theredont know startbut heres short life story happy lifegot married daughtera real princess years old now somehow someday year ago fucked everything cause started usong cocaine wife took daughter left mei debt lost marriagelost daughter moment taking last cocaine line thining end life really exitbut simply want look exists tnis meaningless world suffered lotdont want anymore suffering live th floor jump ill scare pot people there im thinking taking around valium pills ambien pills mix |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | gun loadedgun bought street june first want go mind trip see without full control mind took hallucinogenic cocktail ill leave gun bed stand |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | anyone wanna nsf w buddies im boreddd |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | still herei know keep going still keep walking waking everyday come point nights lay bed wish dead point feel like useless anything anyway overweight since young doctors cannot find anything lots tests diticians know done multiple sports went sporting centers personal trainers etc one clue cant lose weight balding since which also good already almost non existent self confidence gay course look cannot find anyone alone bullied friends keep turning back looking reason done probably parents everytime wanne try see mind tearing family apart even bringing problems die feel empty feel up done whatever call it want take medication cause side effects would make feel worse know point really feel like far stuck even killing impossible bring many problems feel like mind tearing apart inside wanted barely loved cannot anything right fat lowly loser forever worthless point self confidence everytime manage get small bit broken becomes even harder build up still alive gets better say yeah sure living suicidal depression years still trying think gets better yeah work maybe late anyway things would get better would gotten better now really think work longer going happen me never get chance good future anyway |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | history teacher intentionally gave us homework inconvenient time screw him thats shitty |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | ive given life yet im still alivei constantly think killing myself ive done endless amounts research trying figure methods least likely fail ive planned redflag again setting dates writing notes yet ive never gone it maybe im lazy maybe im unmotivated mostly think afraid failure really know im going this anyway feel like im constantly waiting waiting magically get better waiting perfect opportunity kill myself like im stuck inbetween place im able get better time im able end suffering mentally completely given living even attempt live life anymore physically im still here know im here certainly want here am |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | update covid wrecking lifei got phone call boss shes daughter owner nice shes called apologiz almost entire main office furloughed im fired things come back im hired back last paycheck friday insurance paid april theyre going help file mass unemployment im going talk landlord rent im going ask friend couch surf case im assuming worst may pack bag amp live street eventually even unemployment ill likely lose every possession outside ever clothes carry im going look gold card mhmra medication come monday im going go person both theyre screening virus both athsma issues a symptom virus likely ill turned away life ended need figure best way kill now theres hope ideas best way |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | finally lets inside begin talk hes drunk always schedules differ couple hours whenever would get home always drunk sat counter calling names smack chest worst mistake life never hit him fully believe dish get |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | redflag logicali told dad feeling tells get thats life hes trying way though anyone thought redflag logical way out example dont want husband dont want kids dont friends family like fucked up degree useless im currently unemployed ive felt empty entire life sometimes wonder addition mental disorders also psychopathic tendencies kill myself ive known brief moments happiness wont come again ive incredible experiences ive known few moments true friendship love now doubt makes sense head except disappointing dad worth staying alive him really cant see dont want future myself ahead life pain indifference |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | bother anywayill never worth anything autism disables me cant go out cant work cant contribute society cant study executive function issues every time look work cry im abusive relationship partner know deal anymore still care im buried valentines chocolate feel guilty eating know strangles abd calls piece shit left id die hes carer cant make phone calls go alone payments woulkd cut ablw buy food matter anyone anyway say im never one think first cant help anyone cant get close anyone cant make difference literally sit everyday living existing wonder hurts live dont want anymore never anything anyone fucking piece shit nobody cares get close tell fuck im for live feel pain |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | tired fighting tired feeling worthless tired struggling give up done waiting end feels like come ready die feels like forced stay here want set free want anymore |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | know im even writing thisi even know start guess feel guilty even writing this keep telling feel bad get myself friends feel worse do escalates keeps escalating tell deserve die want die im terrified death time also feel indifferent whenever think death feel terrified feel bad want die gotten point thoughts ending it brothers really busy schedules point im left alone time ive decided exactly would it where ever decided when want live bad im scared guess feel alive even know want long time ive told im depressed im making think am wrote mom note wanting see therapist another problem came flowing realized badly need help courage actually make anything happen |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | hoursin hours ill go living room get sleeping pills family catches ill say cant sleep one really stop me family definitely cant doubt even care |
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normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | heard everytime mention awards sub get tons awards so awards |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | everytime conversation starts keep silence hide suddenly disappear chat want talk one person time cannot anymore actually think becoming fear me like fear groups walking street see group people talking other want dig hole ground hide pass feel feeling like lost capacity talk groups |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im gonna try write book good story ive rewriting past year afterwards gets published im killing myselfi made post months ago talked life think im unhappy it well didnt explain text ive working book past months boy hates everything jerks lot tries kill pathetic actually it suffers entire life snaps loses fucking mind course theres lot book didnt explain dont want put many spoilers finished dont expect book well dont expect even get published im honest life plan finish make best writing ive ever written life im done im gonna stop caring life hopefully kill overdosing alcohol parents conservative fully alcohol drugs feel like need numb pain bullshit already knew gonna turn substance abuser get older im turning three days think wake much alcohol wanna drink dont care die it wanna die it ive realized life isnt me im already drinking deadly amounts coca cola redbull monster soft drinks right now amounts junk food eat unbelievable im still thin stick one notices it guess way trying cope biopolar disorder hidden depression |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | took like least mg pills paracetamol hours ago wanna take im scared agony liver damage death terrifies lol think ill fine taking much gonna get sick eventuallyi havent experienced anything pills took hours ago im confused im gonna fine take more |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | requested go bathroom right away helped that husbanddriver loading parts finally came bathroom asked wrong said he grabbed neck hurt me think go back him |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | lonelywhats point living always alone ive never friend one im loneliness depressed since crave love friendship family even know me one cares ask me everyone seems want talk stopped talking completely years example play instruments even know im music all thought someone else beside hang out seems good true one ever come see actually like care see me even changed looks dramatically try attract people lost ton weight got fit got teeth straightened whitened started wearing makeup made good looking one cares try best smile time make eye contact people which hard severe social anxiety one cares dog one seems genuinely happy see every single day hes best friend friend one ever show unconditional love hes shown me enough always alone one share thoughts myself feel like im prisoner solitary confinement strong urge kill self like tonight know impulsive decision strong never feel love connection anyone point living life alone |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | no cancer no crush say yes no family member die instead really good time playing tennis going sauna dad talking stuff first time long time im happy great happiness feels good |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | feel like ghosti want talk people im worried afraid approach people thinking theyll think im weird annoying stay silent hesitate say people ive got one talk real life thats want cant keep things boring dead im sure people classes would surprised waswas class |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | little vera story russian teenager family attempts find meaning value life sliding increasingly decay search meaning falls love intellectual rebellious sergei whose hatred deeply flawed parents quickly spirals controlbr br little vera shocking disturbing nearly every way drinking father enabling lack understanding mother casual lies misdirection brother vera forgiving flaws shocking slightly disturbing watch however raw honesty film somehow manages become even shocking plot characters set cramped spaces vast urban decay little vera presented vastly different view soviet life ever seen before fact little vera portrait collapse soviet society painted shades pain desperation rust implosion family set implosion entire social orderbr br although painful desperately unsatisfying film definitely worth seeing understand feelings cultures still reshaping russia today |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | two friends attempted suicide past two days planning earlier week stoped reason anyway need support need talk |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | lonelyim thinking offing moment although ive thought past im sad lonely gone beyond emotional pain gotten point heart physically aches friends helps little video games distract second im alone feel like absolute shit |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | deserve every single thing happenedand doesnt even make sad even disguisted shit am literally dont want skin hate person am |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im tired everythingim anything im tired want end life |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im going kill girlfriend leaves collegeill go along it ill apply colleges too act happy whatnot then gone it box hidden room pills ill take letters ill send out |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | day posting random fun facts everyday forget get bored henry box brown escaped slavery american south mailing freedom friends pack small box ship cargo richmond philadelphia survived went work magician nice day |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | want fucking sleep little ago stupid sisters friends went room sprayed glitter perfume bed lot fucking perfume now im allergic perfume get really itchy touch kind glitter shook washed bedding still fucking there cant sleep bed fucking love sleeping there anyone know get rid glitter im literally misery |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | suicidal dont think ill iti crazy thoughts reality whats happening world around us ive visions time space weird tube traverse length know seconds passed much happening around us know ill never get answers makes truly want die dont know why |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | would save lot time wish people always felt felt |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im still girlfriend cheats me recent events left feeling suicidal now need advicethis began revengeredflag letter removed names details j together years proposed thought one day would married around j started misgivings relationship the spark gone out would tell me ever wanted happy time could understand done wrong fix things perhaps given enough attention perhaps sexually unsatisfactory know early j cheated several times man named k still together girlfriend j stayed together throughout kept secret me figured several months later weakness break j foolishly believed still loved could fix this witnessed j k drunken sex front me left cried entire day after j called back somehow reconciled j saw sporadically that moved house lived together took things back home one day j came home crying felt could relationship k k still girlfriend j felt alone one cared her admitted still cared kissed her on j sort secret friends benefits arrangement would see secret telling anyone j would still sleep men like k beneficial arrangement me gatherings conventions k together would remove room sex would receive many similar benefits began see less friend j would call often even daily come new home hang together js parents fully aware js cheating were aware j saw time hide well became view pillow essentially teddy bear j could snuggle bed talk could buy clothes dinners presents though j would say loved said loved her still doubted her today one year afterwards j k convention weekend every night three nights j would call vacate room could sex partied friends morning hours hours ago returned room attempted sex j became confused said no j also bdsm yelled confusing me became mad would reply back owe answer asleep next right now realize used left j year ago soon confessed cheating me fool foolish hopeless romantic wanted cling remains something called love feel low want kill honestly see pulling this feel ever want relationship ever want risk love heart broken again cant see j way resembled were want love again said cant stupid sounds love mattered me know do thought sending letter friends throwing train die sort fuck you revenge death know do |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | posting get gf day filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | well ididnt ask get made ididnt ask torn apartand put back together andturned somelittlemonster sucker pain |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | never ending trainlife sometimes feels like youre train without destination youre trapped inside cant get out see many wonderful things behind window wonderful creations places moves fast cant focus sun shines upon face little light hope hear people laughing see happy faces new lovers new parents children wonderful life ahead destination youre sitting alone drowning tears everyone living youre surviving feels like im experiencing life way everyday im proud cant change thing late book destination guess sorry ranting |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | m dont know improve ive already done ugly date frustrating demoralizing experience ive done everything power fix it ive lost pounds bought new clothes bought car ive held job year go college none even matters im still ugly doesnt make sense woman settle find anyone traits arent repulsive ive tinder paying gold since march bumble okcupid hinge since october apps around matches combined dates ive friends take pictures me help write bio friends girls pretty experienced dating apps look profiles none matters youre ugly me ive asked girls person well last three people would consider good friends mine three said yes single one showed single one told beforehand werent coming im worth effort guess im good people two different friend groups invite funny guy lots girls great friends ask want nothing me example ive asked three girls good friends last months theyve said yes time theyve seemed excited go times none even told werent coming im even worth knowing dont want see me im worthless dont even anyone turn to even mom sister told despite losing pounds im still else supposed point id get plastic surgery ill never able afford it feel like purpose inconvenience women looking men arent subhuman vermin dont even career look forward decided would good idea take lifelong debt fucking history degree feels like nothing look forward to poverty alone forever do ive therapy since march |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | videos inert gas bag redflagsjust curious anyone knows videos people killing inert gas bags want see like it |
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normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | fs dropped excited now know dont move along |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | kinda sad yesterday someone said theyd delete account cuz stuff regret seemed cool wanted stay away reddit yet made post it seemed like cry help theyre gone im kinda bummed trying |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | need helpim m never gf before life ive wanted loving relationship unfortunately never found girl willing give chance im shy guy cant approach girls whichever ones approach text couple weeks disappear girls text back get obsessed end thinking every hour day constantly texting them could stop texting know life constantly walk trying find things end loop feel psychotic funds therapist past couple weeks feel like ending all im scared cause feeling getting stronger daily change life around habits incorporate daily routine im desperate try anything become better |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | cereal milk good cereal water yeah ive said it cereal milk used great like month ago shop low milk theyre yet restock like weeks goto breakfast possibleor thought crazy part brain told fetch bottle water poured cocopops tried out gosh surprisingly good ive found water cereal ive found completely neglecting milk option see difference milk water although milk gives creamy taste softens actual cereal takes away bit taste water all also gives fresh mineral taste bowl cereal plus side get free cup daily water anyway definite win d |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | disable ring im classic high school scenario parents going town weekend want friends over issue ring system covers sides house even living room anyone know disable things |
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normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | saw movie stunned great movie was movie think would ever give star rating sure movie always top br br the acting superb leonardo dicaprio kate winslett best think anyone could better job kate br br if rainy day cant decide rent well one love acting special effects much much morebr br if seen movie go rent buy now regret itbr br |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im deadnothing left said ampxb ones tears shed ampxb funeral im dead |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | upload comic tapas webtoon want know want make comics |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | one significant quotes entire film pronounced halfway protagonist mafia middleman titta di girolamo physically nondescript middleaged man originally salerno southern italy were introduced start film hes living nonlife elegant sterile hotel italianspeaking canton switzerland last ten years conducting business gradually introduced to pivotal yet apparently unremarkable scene takes place employees swiss bank normally count di girolamos cash tell dollars missing usual suitcase full tightly stacked banknotes news quietly icily threatens coaxing bank manager wanting close account meanwhile tells us spectators bluff bluff right end without fear caught appearing ridiculous says cant bluff halfway through tell truth eventually done bluffed halfway told truth accepted consequences life ultimately love exactly reason behind beginning titta di girolamos troubles br br this initially unsympathetic character scowling taciturn curt man verge man even reply kind chambermaids waitresses say hello goodbye becomes one point someone spectator cares deeply about one point nonlife titta decides feel concern appearing ridiculous first half film may described slow some indeed reveal di girolamos days nights hotel oddly disjoined deliberate pace revealing seemingly mundane irrelevant details however scenes may seemed unnecessary reveal essential masterfully constructed innovative film unfolds eyes existence titta di girolamo man imagination identity life unsympathetic character unexpectedly end loving feeling least thought would also conveyed elegantly edited sequences interesting use music one theme scottish band boards canada especially stood out br br never contrast way hollywood italy treat mobsters odds since release films le conseguenze dellamore limbalsamatore another interesting element way film made use protagonists insomnia unlike machinist and far explicit way al pacino film insomnia le conseguenze dellamore uses condition symbolise deeper emotional malaise thats rammed deep obscurity unconscious almost impossible pinpoint cause if indeed one br br the young sympathetic hotel waitress sofia played olivia magnani granddaughter legendary anna memory tittas best friend man seen years unexpectedly provide tiny window onto life titta eventually though tentatively first accepts look again though never explicitly spelt out spectator knows man like titta accepting consequences love unimaginable consequences film without single scene sex violence film unfolds time concedes nothing spectators expectations le conseguenze dellamore fine representative small quiet discreet renaissance taking place italian cinema since decline cinecitt second half s world waiting italy produce il postinolike fare la vita bellastyle films neglecting explore fine creations like le conseguenze dellamore limbalsamatore others loss world |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | think im kill myself ive lost love life family week whole world finished put gone cant go without itim going copy paste happened angela came home today dropped huge bomb me said feeling years bisexual started curious gradually shifted preferring women men now says realized lesbian explains lack intimacy rejection past months theres child involved relationship i meant year old little girl ive raised daughter biological child guy previous relationship nothing her love angela mckenna much life ive known planning come crumbling down hurts intensely badly cant even cry ive hardly able draw breath im sitting dark mind racing rage sorrow like that over ill honest idk im going here ive thought staying mckennas life dad honesttogod think strong enough handle that especially mother starts date someone else im thinking remove sake make best decision myself right look well like angela does ive seriously considered redflag multiple times today im falling apart feel torn half regards feel angela one second love anything next feel seething hatred tldr girlfriend told lesbian obviously ends relationship ive father child entire life obligated do wrong look emotional well remove entirely mckenna good around miserable do cant go life anymore im finished |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | wait days it mostly mentally checked already sure say folks |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | loss hope constant rejection passionim exactly sure writing reddit feel hopeless unseen sometimes think im completely invisible im thinking redflag time lately try focus tasks things always end back killing myself know exist even world me im embarrassed myself hate myself think time things gotten better me im regret killing peak life good feel like people love me really know understand me always say accept comes always problem criticism me im sick it im nowhere feel safe anymore ive tried everything medication st johns wort therapy group therapy mindfulness taking one day fucking time it moments good happiness come always end back here really point mediocre existence place here friend help me even go talking it maybe someone read tell it one live life know suffer hope anymore society damaged mei remembered missed life made impact difference little thought special thought special wrong nothing unless someone power money says so im invisible seen im really afraid it know else do life better im better |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | one small thing happens im ending lol |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | think might bisexual homoromantic thought normal bi like def want fuck guys think long term relationships stuff always girl |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | little pain therell hatred anymorei hate humanity hate part it hate someone world bear much suffering theres free will theres fate hate bound it im going break free itll painful thats way people miss me probably wont miss anyone another world calling me goodbye |
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normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | need homework help come get free tutoring twitch next hour so right bat completely free ask donations want donations committed promised donate money received charity ill post receipt discord prove it thats way hi im arch college graduate waiting get medical school next year want give back little bit community thought tutoring could useful service offer sister teacher told pandemic really hard lot students offering officehoursstyle tutoring twitch figure twitch good way people show ask questions without needing sign lose anonymity neuroscience major minor astronomy means plenty experience core three sciences hopefully help explain difficult concepts need assistance again money karma clout show twenty minutes ask question leave without second glance follow whatever supposed pressure environment students get additional help need it come check want send link friend know struggling something school absolutely personal information required names emails jump twitch ask question chat follow link discord case need post picture problem etc stupid questions ask kind courteous anyone else stream forgive cannot answer question i going homework you want help conceptual issues twitch twitchtvarchexplainshttpstwitchtvarchexplains find information website archexplainsorghttpsarchexplainsorg want resource anyone use quick question depth help ways could improve service please hesitate let know seriously want help know frustrating subjects feel like need teach yourself stumble across later streaming schedule twitch page check next time office hours |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | continuefor recurring thoughts redflag longer feel drive im either angry depressed feel weight things im tasked payout end |
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normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im sad im really sad laying bed well actually empty numb point stands sad |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | fck ap english butttt power essay got rhetorical analysis essay done minutes im pretty proud |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | want outim done hoping things get better cant continue like this im exhausted kind gets better sleep not get much that really continue want end primary reason want out anxiety unbearable reasons mystery abuse mom boyfriends probably underlies lot it memory many close friends family members attempting redflag getting accidents haunts noticeably now stopped im constantly waiting next one theres always next one night worst lot sun goes feel unsafe particularly home cant im alone im stuck walking around city staying office night still horrible less bad home im afraid feels like im electrocuted cant night night years getting worse worse im getting anxious night feels like could kill me wish would im kicking taking it eating disorder got bad starting die anyways best friend convinced go treatment wish hadnt wish id let take me treatment got medically stable fix anything psychologically eating disorder still there almost died heart failure one night let fix semi conscious immediately regretted morning wish id never gone treatment wish still dying anorexia even consider myself lost faith im going get better feel like actually tried everything desperately need medication unfortunately thanks rare brain condition psychiatric medication all classes antidepressant antianxiety medication makes hallucinate tried cbt dbt interpersonal therapy emotion focused therapy deep breathing mindfulness meditation group therapy effect ive tried art therapy although pleasant activity really reduce anxiety especially im alone night anything pleasurable reading watching movies going internet listening music cant night im anxious cant keep mind body still long enough it exercise helps little im it trying balance want relief elliptical literally night ive tried everything recommended roughly dozen mental health professionals first pages google nothing helps enough give quality life actually live with anxiety killing relationships the have point people getting annoyed anxiety disorder theyre tired freaking out theyre tired feeling guilty cant make stop theyre annoyed cant left alone night without losing mind friends gone either cant handle anxiety hung hate hanging bars make anxious frequently careers families lives scheme things im really important anymore good miss much truly believe people better without me hope come realize this theyll much freedom without consider me lives easier im terrified see way theres people care lot feel excruciatingly guilty leaving them want leave them love them love enough get terrifying night terrifying night face that know cant stay reason im really logistics method im comfortable with im concerned implications work im okay life right now know worst ever get want psych ward since cant anything like medicate me id anxious psych ward provide help im still im scared fail wish could find another way think one ive tried every treatment find theyve failed im getting worse better really cant take anymore really seems like way out months want over want feel anxiety anymore thing seems like make go away make go away cant take feeling like anymore cant day day night night cant face monster anymore want out |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | long story need supportive depressed suicidal long time gotten worse past year started last year chose best friend one take virginity trusted him felt honored chosen him big deal unfortunately got really bad ovarian cyst right away promised wait completely better broke promise started dating cheating girlfriend months after another boyfriend cheating best friend made excuses wanting break original boyfriend best friend fact broke promise really hurt me months started dating her sexually harassed way home school public train winter guy started harassing me another man defended me however offender proceeded threaten guy saying going shoot him pull gun threat there got train soon doors opened that wanted see best friend support told happened asked could meet weekend the incident took place monday but decided spending weekend cheating girlfriends place important helping me keep feelings everything anymore decided talk best friend it got fight it turns forgotten promise made permanently changed way saw world people always say think loved ones would feel committed redflag did help think easy forget promise big easy forget someones existence committed redflag one would miss me theyd simply forget me abusive family friends everyone matter also tried justifying choosing stay cheating girlfriends place supporting me thing is like trouble need support anything also work needed him moment need picked girlfriend something promised never do guess broke promise desperation considering many failed relationships hes had said considered guy harassed bluffing gun course considered police however threats using weapon taken extremely seriously plus know bluffing not could been could also serious told work understandable able see time going girlfriends house instead helping important time not go house time said still chose cause wanted to fought more hurl insults there said hes going talk insulting spending time girlfriend eventually apologized made up thing is damage done im still hurt everything completely forgiven either cant look world same combined living abusive household made family family friends eating im skinny taken toll think redflag almost time one talk to ive tried antidepressants ones ive tried far worked me im still looking right one see psychiatrist counselor school summer break cant see anyone now especially live narcissistic mom ive attempted redflag times summer including birthday cant stop thinking redflag know do ive contacted hotlines times want nuisance theyre always helpful nothing seems working anymore want die wish never born hate world want anymore |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | made tiktok kinda thing new youtube shorts lol im curious see people think hereshttpswwwyoutubecomwatchvdluuajovy link curious thought worth give th tiktok remake shot since instagram reels kind useless |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | want give upjesus christ feel like everything slow im mad sad angry time feel like waste space completely worthless everyone around me friends family care continually push away used smart get straight as mostly get bs cs feel like nothing want nothing |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | thank god ditched girl dumbfuck wears mask public always knew brain missing |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | go arnt oki individual therapy group therapy since last august depression suicidal ideation worse ever since brought knife school intention kill years ago cant help feel disappear like im somehow burdening everyone proximity them intrusive thoughts redflag ranging drinking household cleaner jumping top school parking garage feels like every day im inching closer taking thought action today stood top parking garage actually leaned edge seen therapist times last two days another meeting tuesday im sure live long feel like check hospital missed even two days work school life would totally fucked since would lose job able afford rent would mis two midterms drop graduate program finally made into dont know do dont want anyone deal mess killing myself idea living even two days feels impossible |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | mean friend says i mood someone text rn talk whilst talking like someone talkin to feel like available comfortable venting friend keep company one else friend want there get wanting talk people talkin means someone want talk rn one available feeling multiple times would express bored talkin ignoring someone else messagesoh asked like texting said different like tired first choice good enough want cut everyone never give time anyone like never consider anyone friend friends making feel unimportant |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | unworthy lifethis isnt first time ive posted here think im far fucked go on dont think go much longer fighting never good attribute mine always passive loving person fear conflict kind whether another person feel weak person dealt depression many times ive never wanted give like before got hospital weeks back made friends tried get help really wanted get help tried hardest discharged day early days didnt feel different going mental health unit week later another downward spiral havent even gone back work yet dont even think go back work anxiety depression way is im sure causing this life bad family loves dearly supportive great friends always me many things good life idea happy often wonder ungrateful dont know next turn take me life go feel im losing hope im afraid tell many people ive feeling someone told me ever talk about one friend listen everything say clueless am feel bad im everyone dont know else besides give up dont want hurt mom feel choice cant cope anymore ive tried distracting myself medication therapy talking friends socialiable nothing helped dont know anymore hate burden family friends hate person pitied felt sorry for things would easier never born deserve worthy life dont know would this perhaps hanging would good way rope left work could take bunch pills hopefully fear death guilt feel quelled peace void long redflag note write |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | got back audiologista national expert ive seeing admitted theres nothing could hyperacusis told need work living life theres anything left live anything left live for cant talk anyone cant see anybody cant go anywhere audiophile barely even hear sound voice extrovert now little still hear hurts bad start screaming sit hour long car ride back home dad barking ear took lunch whole time cars lot blasting music say anything hed get angry me hed yell make ears feel even worse took sweet time finishing sandwich walked slow possible tried hurrying back car sit still say nothing whole fucking ride got back home knife want advice want feedback want answer questions want die |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | one point fun things true robotics competition taught useful skills like code build obsessed actually winning learning unfortunately younger me school teams coaches focused ensuring every student learned something never teammates super passionate winning competition hindsight like winning really mattered anyway video games think playing bad start playing avoid problems real life dream go pro esport title wish realized spent thousands hours alone front screen honing skills never actually stuck game either played whatever trending school time suppose best competitive pretty meaningless title compared rest country nothingi used animetv youtube means escape reality well make new friends high school would watch stuff hours day while maintaining grades parents would kill mei tried youtuberstreamer like every internet kid takes talent effort timei also spent lot time trying game dev lacked skill little success trading steam still consider time wasted useful skilli manage lose weight get better shape got good computer science program lost passion programming math become thing point started binge eating episodes currently medication seems numbed feelings occasionally feel intense despair hunger it usually feel nothingi counseling care enough go anymore say everyone makes mistakes still young make ton friends college compare others even friend anyway also really great relationship parents guessed alreadyi skills get paid programming hope start enjoying soon interested entrepreneurship safe thing pursuetldr wish productive social kid instead loner grinded pointless tasks also lost passion current major afraid switch feels like headed boring life mi feel like wasted unhealthy amount childhood things stopped fun provide value video games competitive robotics watching youtubetvanime |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depression past years getting worse application rejected twice count days application accepted enjoy anything life anymore going insane peers moved ahead life whilst cannot even face family embarrassment please help got bad grades cannot get college |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | suicidal spoiled bratthe title real question know im both suffering depression mental illness years since early remember ive planned living past im currently things taken turn worse past years blah blah lately ive move back home mom year since rate mental health decline steadily accelerating led internship kept telling would getting real position soon every month im jobless seems like real prospects hope whatsoever able move support independently bfa program place emphasis giving vocational qualifications ive overall horrible experience seeking work entire life mostly im weirdo im awkward funny looking i think major baby face also makes hard people trust adult responsibilities get hired ever feel like deserve position instances especially considering competitive city field fact worked nearly hard enough past years secure edge millions people want jobs do ampxb anyway sorry long exposition main issue this nice place live with mom one desired neighborhoods really wanted grind could probably get job duane reade starbucks even though ive gotten none countless baristachain store jobs ive applied past years even get entry level corporate position somewhere something really work hard get feet living own im going end life moms reaction pretty much occupy thoughts every day extremely long time ampxb goals life desire family children mental issues allow enjoy following food sex socializing romance existing feels like full time job ive never wanted adult cant handle watching get uglier every day whenever think working miserable job get support top this mind goes much id rather dead fair lifes fair iknow work hard even want alive first place feel im prolonging existence moms sake ampxb theres really much think would make mind staying alive living work job makes miserable would definitely keep going least little longer think fact parents could afford pay rent mom would probably much rather find dead course immediately feel like manipulative spoiled brat am wish could suck get whatever job get everything feel entitled to never works parents pay rent would make feel like burden already feel like am sometimes feel like need honest mom im thinking redflag and thikn already feeling feels emotionally manipulative i depressed spoiled manipulative suppose know im sorry post direction like me ampxb closing anyone feel like hit rock bottom alone world life cutting it know feel higher standard life anyone else really feel worth otherwise really know snap started seeing fourth therapist recently im mostly humor mom really see much read post back hate sounds really genuinely like things say make post im loss right want depress friends suicidal rambling im posting get chest maybe someone relate would love give really sad virtual high five hope thats okay much love everyone here |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | thought killing myselfso posted multipul times really want kill myself like really everyday shit gets worse either way going say im now graduated highschool thinking really wanted kill back didnt thought things could get better today another interview went nowhere thought kill years ago nothing experienced would regret getting experience except maybe good video games lol said years nothing good worth noting thats past years school even worse bullying ontop faliure tell ok head cliff near house want fucking bad said mom still live isnt world sposed somewhat even arnt supposed get good bad bad bad bad bad bad |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | ranti going commit redflag longer reason to simply ive waited long im s people depending me ive wanted kill teens intensive treatment redflag watch times late teens early s many people grew depression thought would heart hearts think deserve break quite people fate thinks otherwise cant think moment life would bring say glad didnt kill myself become envious people managed it died young would still promising life cut short im middle aged person failed wait end long painful way suggesting anyone kill themselves |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | know need someone talki think need talk someone last months anything productive home went outside rare possible live alone really close get bachelors degree shortly registered topic thesis started realize frightened many trivial things since tried avoid people stopped replying messages started college always thought writing thesis seminars hardest part even testseminar never problems exams mostly one best seminars practical parts where supervisor watching me always really hard managed finish thanks teammates always shy rather introverted type never thought something norm needs treated moment im really afraid social interactions matter real life internet never talked anyone think one knows shut room last months though often redflag actually wanted times never could mostly family wish could simply disappear waking morning die accident im pretty sure non ever happen today wanted drive home tell parents it hour train i need hours go back home ride returned back apartment know tell arrive also thought calling parents via phone feel could explain phone another idea go old friend he lives doors away asking help cant think way could help me moment really know whats wrong escape current situation hope give advices |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | sleep offjust fucking sleep off least u get peace hours |