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i wa really stupid and ordered nitrogen gas without thinking of a back story because i stupidly thought they wouldn t ask well i got a call an hour ago asking what it s for and i folded he could tell it wa bullshit and i sent an email asking to cancel the order and now i m scared i m going to get sectioned edit the cop... | 1 |
is a twitter loner | 0 |
shattered | 0 |
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i don t really have any actual friend but i also have no motivation to actually make any i just can t be bothered but in a way i m almost scared to feel better again it s like i enjoy feeling sorry for myself or something | 1 |
msjodiodie it such a sad situation though in of u will be beaten in u every second amp killed a day it s sadly commonplace | 0 |
i feel completely exhausted my life isn t going anywhere and i ve got nobody to turn to | 1 |
buttload of homework | 0 |
jamming postponed again boohoohoozx damn you flu bug | 0 |
hubby ha such a tight scedule for u during easter vaca that it stressing me out visit all over denmark in day | 0 |
i left my id at the location and now i can not go out to bar fuckkkkkkkkkkkkk | 0 |
waiting for kelly s call | 0 |
theekween depression anxiety trauma thelmasherbs | 1 |
ok i m sick and spent an hour sitting in the shower cause i wa too sick to stand and held back the puke like a champ bed now | 0 |
onlinemigration me too although im still going hehe | 0 |
i don t mean just dating wise either i ve been rejected by my family friend and pretty much everyone else last month though i went out with a girl for v day and started dating her and very recently she said she wasn t interested in me anymore and today i found out she wa already dating another person this is the second... | 1 |
tw for self harm abuse and suicide for the past year i ve suffered with severe depression from family genetics and other issue a a young kid death wasn t really my first thought it just kind of started appearing after a bit when i wa in middle school my close friend sexually assaulted and abused me for a year and a hal... | 1 |
i m ill i don t like that | 0 |
http twitpic com y lt i feel so bad for the band right now | 0 |
musikpirat durch den h heren preis sinkt die nachfrage und durch den zoll kann sich die marge verringern aber das vor allem spekulanten damit reich und reicher werden und das strafz lle in der weimarer republik und den usa in die great depression gef hrt haben lassen wir au en vor | 1 |
i don t know if i could able to live another day or another year i hear everyday people judge who i talked to or what i m planning to do they hated my presence and how my thought is they hated my love of interest and my hobby because it s useless and not get you anywhere in life my mom constantly telling me i m not goi... | 1 |
ive been out of work for about a year and tomorrow i have my first hour shift i have to be on my foot for most of the day and am still in the process of learning what i need to do and the worst part is i will be there alone for the last hour of my shift im super anxious about this a i haven t worked an hour shift in a ... | 1 |
one of my biggest fear is trying everything possible to turn my life around from grade to career career to myself then still come out being the same or still having the same hallow feeling i wan na take this next year to change my life around for the best i wan na look back and be happy with my life and what i ve accom... | 1 |
oh just got all my macheist 0 apps sweet didn t get the espresso serial no though although they said they sent it oh well | 0 |
i d love to just to die i dont have friend or family member that care about me haha no one will be sad when im gone which is good honestly but like i mentioned the possibility of religion being real scare me and it the only reason thats stopping me from ending it one day i wont care and i ll do it but it not today sadl... | 1 |
chiefdelphi is down | 0 |
randomlynat jeez i wa just trying to help haha | 0 |
i m sitting up unable to sleep | 0 |
urgh my head hurt think i ve had about hour sleep but the cat wa miaowing no rest for the wicked | 0 |
i want to end it so badly now everything in my life is pain if it is not my own mind tearing me to piece it is how people treat me and people like me i can t take this life i have no real friend i am a stranger to my family i work so hard to eek out some sort of life but all i have is a dinky apartment that i don t lea... | 1 |
suck when you know you haven t done anything wrong but it feel like you have | 0 |
i ve been on just about every ssri under the sun i ve been on hydroxyzine i m currently on 0mg of buspar x a day 0mg of seroquel and 0mg of remron it is not working for me i still can t leave my house i get anxious the second i step outside i get sick to my stomach dizzy light headed my toe and finger tingle and i feel... | 1 |
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so the next fall is deeper and harder to bear each time there s one little glimmer of hope i know that it s ephemeral and could be gone the next day but i can t stop myself from getting lost in it thinking maybe this time it could be real for a while and some time it doe lurking there for a while like just right then b... | 1 |
currently at work | 0 |
perfectly ripe and fresh banana go in the bag arrive at office it look like it ha been hit by a freight train poor banana | 0 |
the only time i enjoy this life is when i m next to my laptop but i cant stare at it for ever i m always uncomfortable outside my room it s the only safe place i have been told to face reality many time before and when i do i always end up worrying others with my mental state so this time i think i ll face reality head... | 1 |
for the most part my life is perfect in the grand scheme of thing i am probably in the of well off people on this planet globally speaking i have a home car no debt a family etc it is all there however i am so riddle with anxiety and depression that i feel i am just wasting my life away all i do is see red and fear the... | 1 |
it s snowing again | 0 |
i am not sure if this is the right place for it but last friday one of my classmate told me jokingly to jump out of a window she ha been doing that joke for over a month i ve had it up to here so i said i d blow my head off on the weekend i tried to hurt myself and went to the emergency room on monday they prescribed m... | 1 |
v a b d y kh i gi ng m t qu | 0 |
guy do any of you also wake up every morning from scary nightmare and feeling completely estranged when you open your eye like your surrounding feel so foreign eventho it s your own home your own room and it take some time for you to realize youre just fine do you wake up with fear every morning | 1 |
cherrytreerec oh man i can t see the vid it ot available in my country | 0 |
i m think i m depressed and my anxiety is through the roof rn i m having a hard time focusing what should i do | 1 |
blazing row with boy tantrum all round missed train and now standing on platform feeling guilty | 0 |
for example this happened the other day while driving to class the week before first week of the course sometimes i wa pretty nervous agitated and generally anxious during the drive resulting in a weird feeling that i usually feel in this circumstance it s hard to put it to word like an uneasy rushy in real time sense ... | 1 |
just going to cry myself to sleep after watching marley and me | 0 |
i can t find the strength to do anything i m supposed to do like studying going to the gym or finding a job i have been losing interest in thing i used to like to the point i don t enjoy doing them and they are becoming difficult to do because they are supposed to make me happy and being happy requires a lot of energy ... | 1 |
someone in romania didn t like mystic myre http www smartestgames com gotd php | 0 |
ill make fresh start i promise xtra sad puppy face | 0 |
i m going to love this season of the hill i can tell spartan sucked goodnight | 0 |
at mobilityvic org launch no grog nice video from pwc though | 0 |
edbehrens thanks for all the good luck ala i wasn t good enough don t really want to explain but thanks for everything i lt you all | 0 |
just booted into window to upload something since internet is even worse under ubuntu | 0 |
mommy is school closed today | 0 |
watchin i m not there and missing heath ledger | 0 |
hi hello idk why am i writing this i just need to vent out ok i can t type properly my eye are flooding with tear rn i m so fucked up right now idk what to do amp x 00b no one got my back for fuck sake this is so messed up i wan na kill myself so bad i feel like i ve done everything that i want if somehow i die my bigg... | 1 |
for context i m a yr old mom of two kid my daughter is and my son is month i have been struggling with all type of mental illness for a long a i can remember i wa raised by a narcissist alcoholic mom and a dad who wa barely there because he wa working to support u i have attempted to take my life more than time and hav... | 1 |
guykawasaki that s so sad for the goat wa ah ah ah ah ah | 0 |
i wish i were playing reindeer game up at fowler | 0 |
not feeling so hot | 0 |
i miss the glass house but thankfully pretty much every moment of it ha been uploaded onto youtube | 0 |
get to speak to my boyfriend til about so happy but then cant speak to him til may that may hurt a little | 0 |
finger hurt can t sleep even after my vicoden amp alcohol combo | 0 |
okay i am on the line of alcoholism and it s tickling my nerve a bunch knowing that i crave a drink and i feel the need to turn to alcohol to make myself seem whole here s my little run down im battling with depression a little suicidal anxiety and we a little lonely that s why im on reddit im sick of feeling like shit... | 1 |
levenrambin take it easy and be good to you | 0 |
i m pregnant with my four child third baby daddy he left me about two week ago after assuring me he would be there for me and this child regardless a he knew i didn t want to raise another child alone i can t go thru with a abortion my two other kid are about to be and year of age there are no day care place i would be... | 1 |
okay i m sorry that wa mean i m not nice | 0 |
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going to sleep now johnny just died on the oc | 0 |
daniela 9 hahaa i just realized quot impune quot definitely isnt the word i wanted dang i m so unclever | 0 |
amanorris wow that last tweet made me seem like a giant sexist sorry about that | 0 |
nhlanhla lux will mislead you if you have stress and depression of unemployment | 1 |
no o gprs anyone else with issue | 0 |
i feel like i have had this crap since i wa young and depending on whether or not i can convince myself everything will be okay is where my anxiety level are i am constantly plagued by my own thought about dying and more specifically what happens after and the wonderful memory throughout my life that will just be gone ... | 1 |
fed bokkie too many birthday treat sicko | 0 |
seamonkey i am on a healthy eating kick i could only have shetland pony | 0 |
i know i m just a burden to everyone around me i hate myself people have told me i m mean after i m really fucking trying to be a good person every partner i ve had i ve hurt at least once the worst part is that i am not doing this consciously i m just naturally an asshole i thought i needed therapy i have it i thought... | 1 |
my gf had a tough period when she wa a teenager family loss and doctor put her on abilify to treat her today after year she is thinking about stopping it she really want to but every doctor she see are really not helping her in the right direction two of them told her to reduce slightly to avoid eye side effect but no ... | 1 |
i feel so much worse after talking to a counseller i swear this time i might actually do it | 1 |
i m on this team project and the project manager is super toxic i constantly feel like i am a burden and that i have to pretend to be working every morning there is stand up and i have a mental breakdown because i haven t done anything i have started seeing my therapist again but i just don t know what to do about this... | 1 |
considering new business name which mean new logo and website finding it very difficult to pick a name though been week fail | 0 |
i keep having anxiety in the shower sometimes i can manage through but i had to shave and take a little extra time my usual anxious thought about a million way to die i swear i could have written the script to the movie and why i m terrified of the unkniwn waved over me and i pushed through the shower a fast a i could ... | 1 |
maybe i should have been locked away for the rest of my life like every other unprofitable unproductive worthless retard my only quality is that i m worthless enough to inspire the real regular normal people because if some low iq idiot like me can do something so can a normal person the only thing that held me back we... | 1 |
oh and my agent had me booked out the wrong day x 000000 | 0 |
i want to be back in la | 0 |
i am going to be 0 in a month ugh | 0 |
hi i wa wondering if anyone ha small kid with anxiety i have a seven year old that ha been coming to me the past couple day saying he feel like he can t breath and sometimes is on the verge of hyperventilation he is a very emotional child and always ha been looking back he may have always had anxiety but it s turning t... | 1 |
going to walk my dog and shower before bed sad the yankee lost the first game monday too boooo | 0 |
content by eugene cacao graphic by kath limfueco source holland k 0 september how to fight depression 0 thing to try healthline http t co o udqteja what is depression n d american psychiatric association http t co quoyn0j b | 1 |
thinking of pay day another week to go lol | 0 |
please help me i don t want to kill myself but the world ha nothing to offer me nothing that s making me want to keep going i m terrified of death but i don t know if that s reason enough to keep going if i m going to die anyway maybe i should speed up the process already save the world the trouble because the world cl... | 1 |
i ve been experiencing huge bout of just feeling unmotivated not useful i ve been randomly just tearing up but it never last long i don t feel like i have a reason to cry but i do and i don t know what to do there s other stuff but i don t want to drag on too long i also just miss how thing were i ve woken up like this... | 1 |
maybe not just empty but part of me is absolutely devastated and the other part of me is aware that it s for the best and the rest of me is split between hate and love my emotion are so disconnected like mismatched puzzle piece nothing feel right not just because i m seeing a puzzle but because some piece are from anot... | 1 |
sorry if this is the wrong place but i couldnt think where else to ask lol this is a uk based question i got prescribed med during a phone appointment the other day when they said they would send the prescription in the post i thought they might mean the medication itself and wa kind of surprised but now i think they j... | 1 |
i did bad on an important test i thought i would do well in i thought wa my best subject i thought i studied well there s more important test on those subject soon if i think i m doing badly on those subject already then the test probably will go worse i feel bad for disappointing everyone i feel bad that i m complaini... | 1 |
i am a work martyr give me chocolate coffee and sympathy and now my cat s decided she s dying | 0 |
hungry dreaming of yumyums | 0 |
miss kabalin hate me | 0 |
i ve been distracting myself with hobby and uni but at the end of the day i always get reminded that none of it matter they re only there to stop my train of thought from entering my mind they re just bring a split second of feeling recently picked up smoking again and it s the only thing that can temporarily bring som... | 1 |
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