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i just did the sweetest ol boy he wa and telling me about when he wa in the war
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poohpot lmao im sorry poohpot i ate it all
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sianllewellyn ive txt you this morning
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ughh can t find my red sox hat got ta wear this creepy nick pirro version
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godspeed mide gianee vhic tore heard he fall into depression after acting g o t
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mf out here fighting depression
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mitea is missing http apps facebook com catbook profile view 0 0 9
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do you remember when you joined twitter i do mytwitteranniversary depression http t co ooprmbtxhu
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had the worst dream abt some turd face i used to date ugh it wa awful
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artistofcalcio amyisunited all of them will be i imagine i mean i have sympathy for him having depression but his performance haven t been good enough over the last year amp he wa quite happy to let raiola disrupt thing every month
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sometimes i feel like a footnote in everyone life and that if i disappeared one day that no one would notice
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how doe suicide really feel for your loved one my friend told me that it would probably be pretty painful and sad but i m wondering if people even care
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so fucking bored of work
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can t sleep it s 0 am ugh i m not even sleepy
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natasja cupcake that would be great havin a crappy day again just can t seem to get in a good mood some sun would help
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stompthewalrus haha well i have lived in texas the past year i think that explains itself lol si habla espaool
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at work and a little sick
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emitstop so true i have it and don t use it
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katerih how wa the tj dinner tonight my freezer melted down
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just curious i ve been prescribed psychiatric medication my whole life and not a single one ha ever worked for me the best it could do is make me tired but in every other case it either did nothing or did something but not in a good way for example adderall and zoloft when i took adderall routinely in 0 9 i became maln...
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j xx is the white guy manager there the one that shout when you walk in i wan na go back and feast
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is feeling like dancing in the rain like a pixie but the rain stopped ohh well lol i ll watch flight of the conchords instead
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kelleyrowe hey you remember that time we used to be friend ugh vomit sick i need sleep
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hello family i m here to just talk a little about how i feel and plan for my future recently a new gun law wa passed in ohio where i live i no longer have to be to buy a handgun i don t need a ccw nor can they do a background check it go into affect in day the age is the only thing that used to restrict me from buying ...
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it s excruciating every time i interact with a romantic partner because i go basically mute when otherwise with anyone else or even with that same person just before we re dating i m hyper and outgoing and comfortable and creative and i can experience and express thought in my head i say a partner a i ve dated four all...
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still procrastinating i hate organizing my clothes there s just so much
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eloquentembrace you re going to kill me but i ve not seen ds9 i ve been waiting till i can do it in one solid week sitting
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she asked me to go out and do thing outside of school which i don t do often she s so nice and cool and creative and i care fo her so much but i feel like i should just leave her alone im such a terrible person ive done and said so much messed up stuff and if she knew who i really wa she would hate me im a fucking shit...
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i m stuck awake in the middle of the night for the second day in a row and i felt terrible yesterday
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why do i keep working for place that don t do the cycle work scheme disc at halfauds is good enough
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a lot of the time when it get dark i just start feeling so fucking shitty and i don t know why is this normal thing that will pop into my mind are thing like how i could just kill myself and people would get over it soon in different time of my life i ve planned out what date work best a to not ruin holiday or birthday...
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islandnene well you didnt even consult me to see what my plan were maybe they changed and they did so thanks
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i wqs wondering after i remember myself trying lot of med im currently on risperidona 0mg and it working like a charm what dose do you guy use of your med and what type of med for profound psychotic depression
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if it werent for him i would have been dead by now i cant imagine how horrible he would feel if i did it now im just in an eternal state of depression and cant do anything about it i both love him and hate him for it mostly love but god damn i feel trapped
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couldn t get shit done today i m so screwed
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plip would love to try trillian astra but it s a closed beta and they won t let me in
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seems like my anxiety this week ha been the worst it s been in a long time anyone else having a rough time
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pratama same imac came out 0 more in indonesia than the state
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so i m have been feeling down rather often the last few year but these last few month im feeling constantly down my life just feel stuck everyday when my alarm ring i just cant get out of bed even tho i usually sleep for hour or so i end up laying in bed for or hour thinking about how shitty my life is and how i dont m...
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bed work in am
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i do for your reference i m now pretty underweight and i look like a yo i know i m not pretty physically i have sunken cheek unwanted mark on my face severely crooked teeth stunted height here are some of my story early high school i visited a friend s house to finish a project her brother were there and i heard them s...
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hi i am 9m from india and i am currently going through a major crisis of my life my mother is a very abusive person she ha been physically abusing me since i wa i have burnt knife mark on my body which she called punishment she once threw me off the stair because i cracked two egg while bringing them home i have been s...
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liberalnomo thirtyonemks nowthisnews so what advice would you give a man who ha depression cuz he know his sexuality is off and he s attracted to men he also feel uncomfortable in men clothes and can t get turned on from woman or would you just not even associate with them even tho they re an amazing person
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another morning at net tower still on deadline
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kel marshall tell me about it had some mortgage quote last sat going to be skint for the next 0 year
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the idea that we are not allowed to feel sad depressed grieve over something just because other people have it worse than u is so toxic it invalidates our own feeling and make sadness depression grief a privilege for a selected few
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sooo not motivated to do work
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treesahquiche okay about the applepears i ve talked to a few people and they ve all had them before no one ever told me never
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ith her now he is going through double depression because of the above mentioned incident because the misunderstanding somehow never get cleared so to get over all this he decides to focus on basketball which he is talented in the basketball club s manager fall in love w
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idk who need to hear this but im really proud of you and you should be of yourself too recently i said that to someone and she said i m proud of myself too and idk how to explain you guy but it really blown my mind like i take myself for granted but we need to understand how much we are doing and living despite having ...
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first off ive dealt with it my entire life since i wa ab 9 yr old im very familiar with the feeling of anxiety and i ve experienced it in alot of form i wa in a relationship for year where i experienced the absolute worst of it but i am not in that relationship anymore i am a full time student again and im living life ...
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matthew day yeah at work
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tweet today quot have a limbo party while you are still supple enough to get under that bar quot still
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i m never enough why do people always leave why do i always scare them away i can t anymore i want everyone to be happy but i cant do it im not enough for them i wish i can make a difference i feel so alone right now i want to disappear
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i ve tried 0 antidepressant nothing work i m about to fail out if college it s over for me i don t want to love anymore
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sitting here wondering why quot ed quot still ha such a strong hold on me
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honeyortar the hinge broke it work just doesn t open smoothly and it s pissing me off i dunno i ll see if it can be fixed first
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so i have a mild stutter and i just had an epiphany i ve been letting my stutter control me but i found something amazing out i let my stutter define who i wa a a person instead of an aspect of myself it s so bad that when my parent talk to me like a normal person i d think to myself wow they act like i m normal despit...
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man utd star paul pogba open up on depression battle paul pogba ha http t co dihwtfgf open pogba http t co bsjashbyiu
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hi guy it s late night now here in my time zone i can t shake down the urge to go to the building rooftop and take a leap it s story tall should i do it please tell me a logically sensible suggestion my reason my family got covid 9 the past month but it affected my otherwise healthy 0 year old dad the most within a cou...
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depression fucking suck man
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i have achieved a good outcome a a manager gave me good comment and feedback however there s this thought in my head that s saying he ll rethink his decision and realise that the praise given wasn t warranted i feel like this worry is uncalled for but it s causing me distress doe anyone know how to deal with this type ...
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i have a sad feeling that dallas is not going to show up i got ta say though you d think more show would use music from the game mmm
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it s so strange waking up everyday with this sense that you want thing to go back to the way they were like your brain ha it own lil trumpster lying to you telling you your childhood wa better before or you were happy before you started this job etc the truth is it s always sucked though lol there are brief moment now ...
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min till home time and counting i have a craving to visit the mac store but they will have closed by the time i get there
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depressed college student checking in i literally get 9 hour of sleep every single night i dont drink or abuse substance and am in good shape for the love of god i can not get my as out of bed i seriously cant im having really poor attendance issue becayse of this i hate what i do i see no point in all of this struggle...
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claireboyles thought a much
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so because of my anxiety i have this big fear of being alone i m afraid that i will lose my mind and hurt myself or something i constantly surround myself with people and when my partner leaf town i have family stay with me i feel like this is kind of becoming a problem because i m never facing my anxiety alone so when...
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i m a 9 year old male currently in college doing engineering living with my parent i love my parent and they love me and you know the pandemic for the last year forced college to be online learning so i m at home studying with no job yes my parent pay for my education and everything i feel very depressed every day and ...
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zurich doe not have smelly bag anymore
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tittch i ll second andrew s suggestion they might fit you in a an emergency chin up thinking of you
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willie day hommmmeeworrkkk boooo hope you fella had a good night
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only month ago around christmas my dad nearly died and wa in a coma for week my mum and brother were thrown into a depressive state whilst i tried so hard to get on with life and be strong for them only last month my relationship with my brother wa completely destroyed when my family confronted him after finding out he...
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just got back from picking up my parent goodbye house to myself
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about to start the epic drive from glasgow to alton tower look like a rainy few day
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for the past month i ve been postponing my suicide by escapism recently i ve grown a tolerance to any short and long term satisfaction with this i ve seen the only way to escape escapism is by death i want to send my regard to everyone in this sub for being some of the most kind people i ve had the pleasure of talking ...
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so my psych put me on klonopin to take for the one i have at night and upped my dose of lexapro i don t have particular trigger the attack just happen anywhere and at anytime so if klonopin is an a needed short term medicine i don t know if it s going to help me in the long run if my attack don t stop ha this med ever ...
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i m a burnt out mentally ill college student that s already hard i have mental illness that leave the people around me annoyed amp scared of me my coping method used to be music now i can t enjoy listening to it because of my misophonia you know you have a problem when you can t even enjoy music i have to pretend i m o...
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i ve been waking up and going through the same day repeatedly for a long time i wanted to get better but i wanted this particular person to be by my side while i did it i ve made a plan and set a date i know in my heart it s the right choice i just hope he doesn t blame himself when it happens it wasn t him that make m...
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let say i m on probation and let say i have a few traffic citation let also say that i could very well be put in prison for not paying those citation but let include that i don t have any money what would happen to those citation and the probation if i were to end it i ve been miserable for year every thing that happen...
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sometimes when i m sitting down usually while thinking about something negative or feeling stressed anxious which mean my breathing is also a bit shallow or slow i suddenly feel a moderately painful pinch zap sensation in my chest that is also felt exactly in my wrist at the same time like the same nerve wa zapped is t...
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beginning to enjoy lazy town oh dear
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i m more tired than a very tired thing today
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valium i needz it
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depression ha no face and it chooses no one
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i need therapy and i finally fully acknowledge it i am an unemployment year old student in lebanon middle east not the u my parent are some old school arab folk that would never entertain the idea of me going to therapy and the fact that i could never share the real reason behind it only make thing harder and the possi...
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what keep me awake every night is trying to figure out whether my wife and kid would be better off if i actually did take my own life versus me continuing to exist in their life versus divorce and distancing myself from them a much a possible my best mate in my late 0 his mother took her own life when he wa about 0 yea...
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hi friend i hope you all are well well i should explain myself i guess i don t feel like i exist i mean that i don t have many people in life and those who are i don t see them missing me friend are nonexistent i do have a few acquaintance i guess i ve tried to make new friend and reconnect with old but school work and...
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mental disorder trait depression
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i feel soooo bad for my doglet she is not understanding why her mouth is so sore poor little thing
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good morning i am going for a run this morning then it off to the dentist for some drilling
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michaeltao man america is so borez anyway lol i just realized you sent me msg on here i had no idea i have no flash
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ive been struggling with my mental health for a really long time even throughout secondary school the only thing is ive always pushed it down and gotten away with achieving my academic expectation despite how im struggling ive never told anyone about my problem not even my mum i guess i never wanted to worry her and al...
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i want to be dead ive been suicidal for year im such a fucking retard filled with regret and anger im done with life i want all of this to stop why i cant do one thing right
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tonight episode of house wa sad i can t believe he left the show i can t stay awake anymore i m mad tired had a long day sleep time
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rustyrockets do i sense a blog coming on too bad i have to leave in like 0 min xxx
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i have no friend that i enjoy spending time with i m about to go through my second messy breakup in the past two year the last of which got me diagnosed with ptsd my family ha done nothing but ignore me emotionally for my entire life and i fucking want out i m live with my parent because i m a minor and have lived in t...
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know i m severely depressed but it s been like this for year i can t do another 0 year of this i turn on monday and i just so tired of this life already i have friend but there s no one i m close to no one to tell my day about not that there would be anything to talk about i do fuck all just barely surviving the day ge...
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cadelofficial http twitpic com ved i love mountain but i live in belgium
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robertfperez ugh of course not just thursday and friday sat i have both kid
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