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i m so tired of the pain hating myself and having no future i cant do this anymore | 1 |
i just came back from running and i feel a bit anxious and i realized i always do after doing exercise | 1 |
man work is hard | 0 |
the thought of living the rest of my life with depression is so sad and i don t think i can handle it i am already dead inside but i still have to live with my body i couldn t see my life other than being boring and empty there is just nothing to look forward to the regret from my past keep haunting me and there is no ... | 1 |
year have passed but the only thing that doesn t seem to pas is this tough phase of loneliness i have had a very troubled childhood i wa bullied throughout school probably since every grade post th i didn t have any friend used to roam alone in school during recess coz sitting alone in class without friend used to make... | 1 |
when you can t work and feel like a shadow of a character you put on for other people when you feel like such a burden to people you love almost like you are taking advantage of them because you need their help i got help but i still feel the effect of this depression medication doesn t seem to help the overall feeling... | 1 |
i have an awful living situation thanks to college where i live in one half of the country for part of the year and then i move back across the whole fucking country for the next fucking awful i don t have any friend i don t have any passion everything i do is well i can t do this now because i ll be cutting it short b... | 1 |
i ve struggled with suicidal thought for a long time and i ve been close to attempting many time but there wa a day about a month ago on which i stopped drinking water out of desperation i hoped to die from dehydration i wa aware that it wouldn t work since i don t live alone and someone would notice i wa also aware th... | 1 |
not twittering in the past day obviously 0am and taking a small break from ochem | 0 |
trishzw megafast trip you have time during day tom wed or you going out tonight want to see you bad tried to warn you tech fail | 0 |
my boyfriend then dad and mom passed away all within a year of each other i have tried to move on but the grief is immense also i just lost my job and am about to run out of money i just can t take it anymore and i want to be with my family who i loved very much i have a plan and am thinking about going to the desert w... | 1 |
i have severe eco anxiety sometimes it s so bad i have a breakdown and think how can i possibly go on with life if it s headed somewhere so awful i m always worried about my future ever since i wa a kid however most of the time when i m doing okay i want to keep living and i want to do what i can to make that happen i ... | 1 |
i ve been keeping myself from here yet at the same time i keep coming back to read about other s experience maybe a a way to prove to myself that i don t have it a bad still though i feel so depressed and withdrawn from everything this suck everything suck i wish it wasn t like this plus i still can t put my finger on ... | 1 |
samshepherd darn i don t seem to be very good at this | 0 |
i know i am not the thing my inner thought tell me i am but damn it hard to shut off the voice that tell me i m dumb fat will never succeed it s like my mind race telling me that i hate myself at worst i can even go towards thought of death and pointlessness | 1 |
hi i m new here i have a phobia or heavy anxiety about not being remembered after death and not mattering after death i know nothing really matter but there s this primal anxiety i feel from it that i can not shake i recently started to look at it a little differently that made me feel a little teeny better but is this... | 1 |
i miss jesus i miss the warmth warmth of the graspclasped onto me with both handsholy hand holding hand hold my handi remember i surrender to falsity and ill conceived connotation taught to believe misinformation that my purpose wa purposeful but it s all for man s profitand the only true prophet is the soothsayerand t... | 1 |
theekween depression le anxiety thelmasherbs | 1 |
the absolute gal of some fucking people i don t know about the rest of you but i post in r suicide and this page to cope with my negative feeling and emotion it ha helped me a lot this past year and it ha helped me be more open about it in general it s good to read other people s experience and know you are not alone a... | 1 |
glue not coming off it is sooo irritating | 0 |
got ta calm the weekend down monday blue carrying on into tuesday | 0 |
stuck inside poorly little people | 0 |
no really i m just angry at the world i have mental illness and everything but i really blame the world because there s no system that can help me i m sure y all feel the same we re forgotten and fall between the crack and there s no help i m angry that i can t get better angry that i m getting worse angry that i proba... | 1 |
jyesmith that s a lot of angst for a tuesday afternoon | 0 |
cry my friend is moving away tomorrow | 0 |
i dont bother doing anything all day and im failing college yet im still tired and im constantly thinking about suicide | 1 |
i want to kill myself but i dont want to die i got my result and i barely passed when my dad get to know he s gon na hit me im really scared i tried my best i really did but i cant focus i dont want to die please tell me to kill myself | 1 |
from all the anxiety and depression that i overcame here s the essential lesson that i got in the end i only got my back | 1 |
archiving project file to sharepoint this is not fun | 0 |
is missing his favourite friend | 0 |
i wa one of them it still haunt me and i m unsure if i ll ever let go of having to endure month without support with a newborn and a year old whilst suffering post natal depression i m still feeling the effect nearly two year later pregnantscrewed butnotmaternity | 1 |
i feel like i shouldn t get help because i m not depressed enough i don t mope around in bed all day i m doing fine in school and i don t cry myself to sleep at night i want to feel worse so i can prove that i m depressed i feel like i m on my own and don t deserve help i feel like nothing ha happened to make me feel l... | 1 |
home from franklin street i almost jumped over a fire someone kicked it before i could jenny lost her shoe | 0 |
why don t the hot guy from my gym get on my train in the morning it s always full of dullard | 0 |
so basically for a long a i can remember i have been terrible in public situation when i have to present i shake and go red but the most difficult thing thats happens is that my throat feel like it closing up and i can not get any word out even if i keep trying this lately ha progressed into seemingly random situation ... | 1 |
everyone subtweeting their s o saying sad shit is a fucking goober please save some of your depression for when bong bong win | 1 |
literally spitting blood | 0 |
natazzz hurt and sad | 0 |
i ve lost year of my life to the pandemic i became a slob i forgot how to care for basic hygiene and everything i own is tight and uncomfortable i have no job or any motivation to find one i waste away everyday but during all of the last two year i had supportive friend and i think i finally overdid it yesterday a frie... | 1 |
never had a girl friend all i ever wanted wa a wife and kid even more than money i have zero friend the only people i ever hang out with are my parent i gamble a lot i am scrawney with a beer gut and twig arm what the fuck i can barely finish any college course i live in an apartment and cant see how i can ever afford ... | 1 |
gop eleven one day pay all employee monthly pay one day you have no idea gop with gas a high a to rent being 00 useeoc these corporate company are going to lose to the depression and the government clash none of these company would survive without ppl like me | 1 |
haven t even had time to twitt theese last few day insane | 0 |
left head phone ha died this morning head phone to keep me company on my journey | 0 |
cephaldo mizzzidc these people love depression ke matepe fela mo | 1 |
i m just wondering if anyone ha experienced people in healthcare disbelieving how depressed you are because you have a job i hold a very low level easy work from home job i m sure if i wasn t depressed i d be able to do a much higher level job but my current job is not demanding at all and honestly there are day when i... | 1 |
so first of all i know that this is all fucking messed up it is the way it is though i ve been depressed and suicidal for a while now and my ex know that aswell i promised him that i would never kill myself which i really regret but whatever i asked them a couple of time but they didn t want me to break my promise and ... | 1 |
why do people keep following me and then randomly stop it make me sad | 0 |
have an invite for quot healthy dining quot session at ashok hotel today with exec chef r chopra but damn workload will have to skip it | 0 |
need someone to talk to | 1 |
jsuispasunkdo anyattardee oshun 0 0 paoloo oui j ai assez mal d velopp dans un autre message j ai bien expliqu qu il ne faut jamais se moqu derri re il peut y avoir de la d pression du stresse de la tristesse un traitement etc | 1 |
rip sandra it so sad how can someone do something like that | 0 |
apology if this is confusing i m having an anxiety attack while writing this like most people at the start of the pandemic i got sent to wfh which eventually turned into permanent wfh i loved it my job doesn t involve speaking with people unless it s on my own time and i m only in charge of a handful of people and only... | 1 |
markhardy 9 it is but i m still waiting for my ride itm | 0 |
seeing that shouldnt have made my stomach flip like it did | 0 |
mmuk09 moodle x must upgrade to 9 before being upgraded to 0 theme will probably break though | 0 |
ha realized that twitter is getting more attention from her mama then she is hahaha lame | 0 |
gen marie i hope we can fix you in california at least | 0 |
doing homework | 0 |
i m so tired i really wish i could like myself i feel like all my thought are so complicated i can t do anything for myself every thing i do is for others yet i feel like such a selfish emotionally cut off and unempathetic person and i hate myself for it i have such high expectation for people and i get sad when they d... | 1 |
dang won t be able to get to any workshop run by web direction | 0 |
i m 0 about to spend most of my life try to meet s end got out of high school and did one semester of college feel like a burden to those around me i alway felt depressed always putting on a happy mask so i would have to make those around me worry went to the army for month thought it might change the first wa fun and ... | 1 |
i m not going to make it after school won t pas and be stuck there i think going out is hurting me i do thing and when i get back home i think it over and think what a failure i am i say something or do something and then i think everyone is gon na laugh thing is i ve got year before i leave school but i m still worryi... | 1 |
depression come from not forgiving the past and trying to control the future happiness come from living and working on the present | 1 |
hi i ve been up and down over the year and have been diagnosed with mdd and add i take med and am in therapy off and on for period of time i can not afford regular therapy and generally i am not doing too badly i wake up each morning and get to work i come home to my family i do some yoga and try to move regularly i do... | 1 |
rustyrockets i ll give you a fiver towards the fine not much but im skint from paying for al darling eyebrow waxing | 0 |
get rid of the anxiety depression and severe stress end alcoholism do shrooms http t co gbpex gcrv | 1 |
oh no free car park i always use is now pay amp display but i have no change | 0 |
i feel like i have no redeeming quality deficient in everything no determination strength ambition intelligence virtue im not even beautiful im ugly a shit and my personality is even uglier i just isolate myself now i can t even be bothered to try making new relationship anymore i ruin all of them with my horrible pers... | 1 |
it s just a constant reminder that you don t really have any friend seeing everyone having fun laughing hanging out with eachother and then there s me depressing awkward and lonely i fucking hate it i just can t take it every single day being reminded of how much of a sad loser i am | 1 |
floppy 0 atipyque sarahelhairy macron le a noy dans la d pression pour ensuite leur offrir une porte de secours par l amour du b n volat la m me m thode que joseph di mambro sans le soucoupes volantes | 1 |
nick carter come to the chat just minute please http fanclub backstreetboys com chat php | 0 |
huntermoore i don t want him to ever punch me | 0 |
marybethune oh no with everything that happened today i forgot we were going dress shopping for the opera tomorrow | 0 |
yup i need to start being more independent since im getting my first job and my license all before june this year so doing these small thing will only help me | 1 |
so usually night time is the one time of day where i feel almost entirely anxiety free but over the last month or so i ve been having very strong anxiety when going to bed and not in an overthinking kind of way my irrational childish fear about demon and monster have been crawling back in my mind for the first time in ... | 1 |
penalba por favor decime ke no estas involucrado en esa pagina nicatrolls they re the cancer that s killing b | 0 |
can anxiety and panic attack cause pain in the back of the thigh | 1 |
gotobekiddingme i tried and failed | 0 |
cliche i know but my girlfriend left me we had been together for about and a half year our anniversary wa coming up in july when we met i wa depressed and had been planning suicide she pulled me out of that and gave me purpose and happiness now that she s gone i realize i ve been living my life for her and now that i m... | 1 |
labrys the chat broked | 0 |
hello guy my name is t m or soul heart in my language i have been struggling with depression for year now and reached a breaking point some time ago i have always been a quiet and lonely person and never had any close friend my circle ha been small and at time completely empty lately a i branch out socially i find myse... | 1 |
feeling soree bad idea to go running when your sick | 0 |
going to school in twenty minute i have a head ache t t i m not looking forward to meeting my angry teacher | 0 |
so i have depression and anxiety for maybe 0 month and month i opened about it to my mom got a therapist and pysologist whatever at starting i wa like everything is gon na be good but it s not i realized ii dont wan na take the high dosage antidepressant and the therapist ain t for me and during all this i had my final... | 1 |
two nfts worth 0k now worth 00 i m slowing sliding into depression | 1 |
im awake people got nothing to do today probably watch tv and get rid of all my program on sky planner the joy not | 0 |
i am mentally exhausted i have so many problem that i can not deal with my older brother bully me daily and all i do is just sit and listen to it if i tell him to stop he will just continue to be more annoying i have a lot of health problem my parent dont want to take me to a doctor because they think i am lying so i h... | 1 |
i always have these time where i really think about myself in middle school and i get really fuckign sad i wa bullied and treated like shit but i never really admitted to it and wa always in denial about it i never really defended myself or stood up for myself and i wa really quiet and it make me want to slit my throat... | 1 |
but i have to work now so no time to play | 0 |
so i wa badly bullied a a kid until i left high school and that shit ha screwed me up i m still dealing with ramification a an adult it s a factor in my depression confidence issue and i m trying to process what happened to me in therapy i wa talking to my mother and i think what i went through wa a lot worse than i in... | 1 |
i wa supposed to stab myself in the heart in the desert in joshua tree in november 0 i thought i wa ready i decided not to because i realized i d probably have to stab myself more than one time and i knew i couldn t mentally handle that i felt depressed enough to stab myself but not psychotic enough to keep going espec... | 1 |
my friend who s always been like a motherly figure to me and i ve always looked up to her ha been mentally struggling for ever since i ve known her mental facility in where she life are actual hell she tried to off herself a couple of time but didn t this time i m afraid that she ll do it because she s getting worse ev... | 1 |
hi idk if anyone will comment and thats okay i just need to talk or something since i m just so tired of my thought and just this worthless feeling i have all the time dealing with depression is no joke and being in a small town suck more since there not many resource or help for me i ve gotten a little help here and t... | 1 |
so i already posted something about this before but it wa more of a vent this is more of a flailing desperate attempt to figure out what to do i have a jury summons tomorrow morning i m crossing my finger that somehow despite it being the weekend they might still update my status a ended so i don t have to go but i kno... | 1 |
so my wife ha clinical depression she wa diagnosed two year ago and ha actively been taking medication i won t lie it get hard sometimes but i m trying to understand this more and more so that i can maintain my own stability and mental health while helping her when i can anyhow so from an outsider s point of view somet... | 1 |
i m 0 and have never even been on a date with a girl before everything ha just gone wrong growing up there were so many time where thing almost changed almost got in a group of people i wanted to be with almost would no longer have been alone but every time something at the last second happens and i lose it forever som... | 1 |
catdevnull nah same one rang up to see what progress wa someone else ha offered but been rejected they reckon to get it | 0 |
almost every day i get intrusive thought to kill myself i m having a perfectly normal day and then one thing happens and i immediately start thinking about how i should just die i just turned in february and i wa planning to do it before i turned now i m planning to do it before i m an adult i can t go into a store wit... | 1 |
abacab 9 still sore come put tomorrow though | 0 |
am i really just that awful no one want to be my friend my old friend abuse me i hate everything but especially myself when will it get better | 1 |
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