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so i have a stutter and i ve always been insecure about it i wa with my best friend and his friend and his friend made fun of someone s stutter because he s not aware i stutter this made me realize how easy it is to make fun of people behind their back i felt really bad that night and started cry when i got home cause ... | 1 |
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ativan is the only one that work for me and shuts my anxiety up but lately i have been depending on it way too much i have been taking up to mg of ativan everyday for the last few week because of a lot of stress in my life and it is the only thing that help with my ocd and intense panic attack im worry to death about d... | 1 |
tutsy u are minding her she come say she won enter depression i said happy depression ijmn ungrateful soul | 1 |
finding it really hard to use twitter | 0 |
it wasn t to bad it s pretty easy but i wa still scared i ve lost over job due to my anxiety i hope this one stick plus it s only min from home i wa so proud that i got up early and i went to work i made myself do it but i did it my second day is tomorrow and i m nervous again i hope i can pull through and be able to d... | 1 |
now i want amanita someone made me feel unliving | 0 |
why to we the only school in the world be in this week my school is silly anyway look on the bright side when i m off u will be in | 0 |
i know my mind think thing that make no sense and sometimes i just sit there and watch myself experience these thought and then i fall into a weird psychosis i keep having irrational fear of death and it trigger me on a daily basis i get scared to fall asleep because i think my dad is going to murder me i sit in the ca... | 1 |
tiahn good coz you don t have to be there bad coz you don t get paid | 0 |
endearingevania i sure wish i could go with you guy tmrw but a per usual school interferes | 0 |
is listening to an awesome song but i dnt no the name but i wan na upload it on limewire | 0 |
thanks chaffie thousand apology please fogive me i have sinned | 0 |
for context my so and i are living with our in law temporarily a famously difficult living arrangement and the main issue ha been their constant and relentless remark they love passive aggressively hinting at thing they dislike and throwing little dig here and there to get a rise out of u i m well aware that they are v... | 1 |
rellyab will likely be unable to attend cry all the way home | 0 |
wondering why i am so stupid need to eat more fish i guess sigh | 0 |
poison for real i had a c section they gave me ibuprofen like wtf that didn t do anything and got postpartum depression on top of that too | 1 |
i ve just massively overdosed on all of my prescription and it won t be long till i get peace i live by myself so no stopping it now no point complaining about why but i guess this is just a last goodbye it s too late to go back on it i finally feel like i ve made the right choice for the first time in my life it s nic... | 1 |
i watch pornography when i feel depressed or stressed in my shitty job a a dentist but i heard that it can worsen your situation also i m doing it like once or twice a week | 1 |
very recently my life ha been treating me absolutely horribly and i haven t been able to see anyone i ve loved or my irl crush for a week and a half now and it driving me insane because i just want to see them and i ve done nothing but sit in my room in bed and die for a week straight and i can t leave my house because... | 1 |
i want the new gg episode already | 0 |
ryuoky no sun here and i wa hoping to sit out on the balcony | 0 |
freddiesdouble glad i m not at work but fed up of being in pain permanent earache for almost a yr is not fun | 0 |
djsoulsister yeah great vid i had the quot single but sold it a few year ago | 0 |
mizzzidc im sorry to say that you are one useless child any parent would wish to have such a desrespectiful child u spoke with your mother and u desrespected her enough privately why the need of posting on social medium we have people who suffer with depression stop hiding behind it | 1 |
soenfu http 00 ok date thu mar 0 0 gmt server apache unix red hat linux last modified thu mar 0 gmt content type text plain motivation inf depression inf creativity 0 cookingability 0 isalive true focusingon twitter | 1 |
theajp glad you enjoyed it mate any more gig lined up in the near future none on the horizon for me at the mo | 0 |
bonniebix controlling own life not possible uni after graduation when i start master boohoo | 0 |
i feel trapped and like there s no way out everything feel like shit i went through ton of family and mental health issue but i soldiered on and i got my college diploma in social science and my bachelor degree in sociology i wa on the dean s list i worked my as off through mental illness and exhaustion and i m in thou... | 1 |
boycotting work on facebook s fashion war | 0 |
yayitsfoogie aww well i thought it wa a fun website anyway don t be lonely | 0 |
shannanstedman haha i got to be up at and sit through a hr mass umm like ish is that alright is that too late | 0 |
depression do be hitting different | 1 |
you ever see a grassy hillside and want to just melt into the soil and be consumed by the plant | 1 |
this is way to early to go to work | 0 |
i accidentally put sugar in my food instead of salt so now i m eating sweet fried rice my clumsiness astounds me sometimes | 0 |
http twitpic com y i miss this | 0 |
an thank you i have to now do it all again today | 0 |
totally shocked by the episode of house this eveing lost one of my favorite character | 0 |
man my internet is slow atm | 0 |
what is the longest youall have gone without anxiety | 1 |
why am i still alive i havent done anything with my life other than eat and leech of my parent and im already why am i still here | 1 |
put aside the weightless platitude that everyone say when someone mention suicide i want to know why me considering suicide a a genuine solution is so wrong why wouldn t i want a solution garunteed to work would you rather me live a long miserable life or have me logically decide that i ve had enough and have no more u... | 1 |
larrissar please don t leave stay for grant s bday | 0 |
hello all i am in need of some advice and input on behalf of my wife she wa officially diagnosed with anxiety a few year ago now and she hasn t really pursued any sort of treatment it s a very sensitive topic to her and so we haven t really discussed her option medication is an especially taboo topic she ha a ton of he... | 1 |
it happens to me i would like talk to someone who is not my nationality and talk english german but i m at the same time not comfortable with speaking in that language | 1 |
home for spring break no one is home tho | 0 |
i will eventually give up i know whoever reading this doe not care so don t comment anything unless you are absolutely inclined to after i die i will ask god to destroy my spirit and make it a if i never existed i hate anything having to do with existing everything that it brings the people the negativity the bullying ... | 1 |
i wonder what misery awaits me in the msq today but that will have to wait until later i refuse to start off my morning with depression and a side of despair gold saucer shenanigan and such before starting work http t co mmfvogcfiu | 1 |
okay bb lt doe anyone know where i can get info on how night club in l a cost i wan na rent one out next year please i ll invite yall | 0 |
you enter a store looking to buy a particular thing you browse around and realise that they do not the item you came in for so you buy something you don t really need because you are afraid that the staff at the store may suspect you of shoplifting | 1 |
robcthegeek once upon a time hundred island wa the pride of philippine tourism but coral clam rare fish poaching did it in kinda sad | 0 |
http twitpic com y vn remember these day neither do i siiiiike i miss my old body someday soon u shall be miiiiine | 0 |
just found the most gorgeous pair of vintage dior sunglass they are though | 0 |
i should ve died it s been a year since my last suicide attempt a year since the closest i ve gotten to dying a year since my greatest mistake of life see people talk ab leading up to the attempt or their life before that but after the failed attempt they just say they wanted to live and everything got better nah bro t... | 1 |
is fucked to go back to ic | 0 |
dil shikastagi isn t quite the same a depression but nice word nonetheless very apt for me | 1 |
depression frau riebentrop http t co gkfspze u | 1 |
it wa dumb they were talking about what day do they put out trash and i said something like every day is trash day if you hate yourself but still go outside they nervous laughed and looked at me asking if i wa serious and i said well everyone hate themselves a little bit and they just didn t respond cool just me ok lol | 1 |
i can literally wake up and drink a coffee or i can kill myself the earth would keep spinning regardless and nothing change | 1 |
regalkimi we re still clear of man united in everyone s book amp in refent time the world man united is nothing but i bin get class of 9 smaller than wolf plus a trophyless club that give pogba nightmare amp depression he had to shave his hair ratio | 1 |
before i start talking i want to apologise for my english skill since it s not my mother tongue i just need to vent somewhere but i am also asking for help but most importantly i need someone to listen to me right now i have no idea on what to do i am a year old student who go to an art school staying in a boarding sch... | 1 |
wow i got sick out of nowhere and now i cant think straight and mtv hasnt posted the hill online wtf | 0 |
wow it way too early to be awake lot to do though and software post at 0 so i actually have to be to work on time boo | 0 |
i m up amy s coming around today so i have to clean my room | 0 |
my best friend and i recently started hooking up and last night when we got back extremely drunk from a club i twice attempted to make a move on her which made her really uncomfortable i didn t remember the event and she told me this morning my friendship is ruined and i don t know what to do now i would never intentio... | 1 |
i found out today i ll most likely lose my job tomorrow i am a covid suppression specialist and of course i knew there would come a time but based on what the leader had said i expected to stay on until next summer i m doing my best to distract myself but i m feeling my anxiety in my leg and arm it s almost like that f... | 1 |
hate waiting for mail | 0 |
hi im an m and i just feel i am a lost cause i hate everything about my life and barley if at all want to do any of the work to make it better nothing about my life is horrible besides my relationship but thats another story lol i live in an average middle class house with my dad and have a decent setup for life i have... | 1 |
vah the dreaded lurgy strike i m in dire need of tea chloroformed or otherwise ala i m off to asda for pizza no time for tea | 0 |
it can take me almost a week to clean something simple or put away a small pile of laundry i didn t even eat today by anxiety wa too high and when i brought it down the depression wa unbearable all i can think about is how i never asked to be in this life to be born especially in today society i have trouble connecting... | 1 |
alessandrod sadness but please keep updating hug | 0 |
yay hannah montana on disney channel fun not | 0 |
i want my cereal but we re out of milk | 0 |
i m a year old man and i m in the worst state of my life right now i started out my adult life by dropping out of college after week due to depression and severe anxiety and getting 0 000 in debt it took me year to pay that and my car loan off and i wa finally back to even financially i spent thousand of dollar trying ... | 1 |
waiting for my flight slumming it in the departure lounge | 0 |
today i m really amazed scared by how many basic error i find on e commerce website wrong error message no loading icon etc | 0 |
yayfuckbuddies what i would and me horny too | 0 |
ellisonrox awwww but she will be on tomorrow i will still watch her show even though you guy persecute me are you far away | 0 |
so i m a pretty shut in introverted person he they and moved to a new place just before the pandemic so a a result have no local irl friend so mid pandemic i got on twitter and met load of people who came and went however i met people she her x and she they who i truly love hanging out with but here s the hard part for... | 1 |
there s a very thin line between lack of money and depression | 1 |
letsinorollz ivy nkk ignore consistent behaviour that spiral her back to depression no guy mental health first idc | 1 |
leah you not going then | 0 |
kristinfinley ur phone and it breaking disease ha spread to my phone it doesnt ring any more just flash agh only one moth till a | 0 |
about three week ago i quit my job of year after believing spending all my time at work wa making me severely depressed day after i quit were the happiest i ve been in a long time but it quickly went away and i got trapped into another very depressed cycle i haven t put any work towards anything in week just moping aro... | 1 |
why is change by pac not on itunes boo | 0 |
getting ready to clean the house from top to bottom | 0 |
i don t wan na go to work i wan na go to bed | 0 |
stats feed there is russia all my frends in depression | 1 |
i have a constant paranoia of having rabies normally i can distract myself and just not think about it but if i get reminded of it i m worrying about having it i don t think i ve ever bitten by a wild animal and definitely not one that had rabies plus my country hasn t had a rabies case in year the last one being a dea... | 1 |
like i can t even focus on anything my mind is always racing overthinking and obsessing this is especially annoying right now because i have my final exam coming up real soon and i need to work but i can t concentrate i hate the way i act around people i am so awkward i don t even speak just awkwardly nod whenever some... | 1 |
indigored hot sorry your day wa a waste hope you found some good bit in it and yay you are homeward bound | 0 |
the first dog that my family ever got recently started experiencing seizure we took her to the vet and we won t be able to find out what the problem is a it cost too much money she is suspected of having a brain tumor and her steroid medication seems to be working i just can t help but feel like there isn t much time l... | 1 |
i told them about my suicidal thought and that i don t know how long i would be gone it just got so much easier now the thought of killing myself i mean i originally planned to do it when i wa 9 but thing have changed the thing i wa afraid of wa abandoning my friend now all they all know is that i m taking a break if i... | 1 |
fuck everything i m done | 1 |
fourteen year ago today i got married i thought it wa the beginning of my uneventful everyday nothing wife mom homemaker life and id be happy and grow old and die and be buried beside my old man nope here i am and widowed w four kid and alone af i m so lonely in the human sense that yes it contributes to my mdd and cpt... | 1 |
behind on my class for work | 0 |
ever since i wa little i wondered what purpose i served in this world i wanted to die because i really did not understand my use today i grew up i thought i had found this answer or that i would find it one day but i do study that don t interest me my family and my friend are far away i just realized that my spouse wa ... | 1 |
hello thank you for reading my post and any advice would be appreciated so i m a 9 year old guy from southern california i dated my ex for about month and it wa a relationship plagued with many issue she cheated on me at the beginning of the relationship and i later found out stayed with her and then cheated on her it ... | 1 |
i dont think my friend are bad people which for some reason hurt to type i cant stand them anymore though im a class clown so everyone think im so outgoing and can talk to people but to be honest i put on a mask i think people are only my friend because im funny im only a joke and not an actual person if i make a self ... | 1 |
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