Bottom of the totem pole/Confessionals

### Day 1

I have no clue what to expect, but I like surprises, so hopefully it'll be great! :)

I'm here to ball out get this shit going, and nobody is here... ugh

### Day 2

I'm putting some pretty high expectations for myself, especially knowing this is one of the more popular and better orgs in the wiki community. In my most recent finishes in main and 703 I've gotten 1st and 4th, so you better believe the sky's gonna be the limit here. UNFORTUNATELY on my first go arounds there my placements were 18th and 10th soooo lol.
In the past few games I've followed just about the same gameplan - a challenge beast that's somewhat socially inept but very loyal. It's always interesting to observe how other people, yourself included, change up their gameplan and strategy each and every season. This time I'm going to at least try to alter the playbook and play a better social game, WHILE I WON'T GUARANTEE IT, it's worth a shot.
Right now I'm on the mixed gender tribe which is ideal for me rather than being on an all guy tribe. So after day 1 these are my initial #thoughts
Danielle - The information I knew about her heading into this wasssss, main org winner, girlfriend of Jenna (who I'm working pretty well w/ in another game), and nicknamed BIG TUNA. I've also seen her around in a few skype orgs which is a community I have like one foot in the door in, so those were some mutual things we were able to connect on and I actually feel really comfortable with Danielle so far at this point in the game. I definitely see her social game being her strength, and you could alwaaaays use a strong social ally in any of these games.
Bryce - Haven't seen him around much in the wiki community, and rightfully so as he's pretty new to these games. HOWEVER, he is from epicmafia, and I s2g mark this down those people will be taking over the ORG by 2018. That being said I've had nothing BUT positive takeaways from epicmafias I've played with so far, and he seems pretty cool and level-headed from what I've seen so far.
Scott - Carrying off the EM theme, he's one of them too, and I got Bryce to eventually spill how he knows Scott from there. Soo I could either use the fact these two are from a known community and weaponize them, or just use it as information to take them out. That's something that's tbd, but in the mean time, Scott seems alright so far, he's an engineer which is something I can try to find common ground with.
Taylor - Sooo she's a complete newbie to orgs, which to me though I would honestly never use as a red flag or something to be apprehensive on, bc honestly I'd rather play w newbies like her than seeing the same old faces everytime. I'm trying to use my experience in the wiki community as a sort of incentive for her to want to stick with me, bc I keyed her in on who and who isn't new around here, and that aside we just talked about survivor opinions and yknowwhat, her's mostly matched up with mine. EXCEPT THE FACT SHE LIKED GAME CHANGERS LMFAOOO WYD TAYLOR SORRY
Jennifer - I saved her for last bc you better believe if there's anyone I want to 5-1 right off the bat, it's going to be her. She's a MESS of a player from what I've heard, she's blunt as hell and thus will come off as either really transparent or honest. That being said she's not exactly the best socially either, and we do have a history in an org 2 years ago where she was rigged like 2 idols to get me out even though I had her outnumbered 4-2 on a swap tribe so lol, that and I heard Mr. 703 host Ryan "FEEL THE" blackburn rigged her some comps as well letting her go on an immunity run in 703 hvv. Whether or not that's true I've just tried to fan the flames w Jennifer over our past game, put on my happy face, buuuut yeah given the opportunity she's going down sns.
Aside from my tribe mates other people I see on other tribes I'd be inclined to work with are Benj, Conor and Kevin from the guys, and Ally, Christine and Anna from the girls.
UNTIL NEXT TIME

So for this first challenge and from here on out like I do in any other survivor game, I want to prove my worth in challenges and I'm most likely gonna do the puzzle, whereeee I have a hilarious EXPLOIT that no one needs to know about. There's a pause button on jigsaw planet and a magical super awesome button called print screen on this laptop, so connect the dots and figure out how I can use that to my advantage.
ALSO LMFAOOO FLAG MAKING YEA I'M DODGING THAT LIKE NFL TEAMS FROM COLIN KAEPERNICK

I chose the latter. I am trying to make a little bit of a connection with everyone, and see where that goes.
I have high hopes, but I also know that this is a new generation of ORG players. Most of them have no clue who I am. I just have to make that into a positive.

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Age: TBA
AND I KEEP FUCKING LAUGHING AT THAT LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I am about 99% sure we are headed to tribal council. My ego got in my way and I wanted to be the hero of the tribe and smash the other tribes in maybe another puzzle, a flash game, anything, NO, I get a slide puzzle and I got shot out of the sky.
In some weird, twisted way, this may be a blessing in disguise to actually push the envelope for a unanimous Jennifer vote. I was GUTTED when I told the tribe I blew it for them but I actually had almost everyone in my messages reassuring me I'm fine. Of course I had to milk the sadness a bit but I still genuinely was upset about it and I wanted to let the others know about it.
What I wanted to do was gain some common ground with Taylor bc her flag was also part of why we (probably) lose, but I'm reassuring her none of us should get any blame bc we either didn't know what was happening or no one else was capable for our parts of the challenge. Oddly enough she was the first one to tell me not to worry, and we did (finally) get that game talk in, and we feel comfortable with each other. What is a little concerning is that she feels solid across the board MINUS Jennifer, so I do think while I can get out of one tribal, it's going to be a straight free for all if we head there again. My best bet is to just continue to maintain these individual relationships, and hope that a crack or lack thereof of one can be my saving grace should we go to a second tribal.
Yeah how bout that social game Evan, guess it can help you when you suck at challenges for once

### Day 3

Despite being in a 4-person alliance with Ally, Amanda, Faith, and myself - I feel on the outside. I also don't have the connection the others do since this is my first org, and I also don't have the experience the others have, so I feel I have to work twice as hard to prove myself.

However, should there be another tribal after this before a swap for this tribe, I am TERRIFIED, because all of 5 of us aside from Jennifer are keeping up with one another socially, at least that's my initial read. I really like Taylor and want to work w her just because she's a newbie but ultimately I think she may be digging her grave a little bit, bc she's being a little bit too aggressive with her actions, and she basically made me the decoy vote to Jennifer. However, it may be a tough sell to vote her out bc Danielle and Bryce seem good with her.. so yeah, if we hit a second tribal, it's going to be pandemonium, and I'm just going to have to both solidify my individual relationships and DOMINATE whatever the next challenges may be. I didn't expect things to be so difficult this early on but what fun is it when there isn't a challenge?