Clown With 2 Streaks And Inactivity Issues/Confessionals

### Day 24

Then later we find out that it was Maria who suggested splitting the votes... FOR FUCK'S SAKE, DID WE FORGET THAT HESH GOT VOTED OUT WITH AN IDOL IN HIS POCKET???? Ugh, why was I so focused with work today... my brain too small to fight this stupid vote split plan.... I'm so sorry Karth, you deserved so much better than this.

The proof was, Karth was asked a question if he knew someone on this cast and he said no. And that person was Nicholas. Finally, we started discussing more about the game, what to do next, etc. He even asked everyone for their parchment... extra king.
Zach came to me, explaining about the vote. At least he was being honest about it, unlike Kaz and Maria are still playing dumb. After a few more deliberating and calming down, I'm much more level-headed.
Anyway I feel that Szymon is still blinded by Maria because she's a girl and still believes he'd like to get her back to us. With my head clearer now, I finally get why she's acting - why she's playing like this! It's because of a condition she had and we need to be more gentle with her. I think that's the most optimal route we have to go for. But I will still drag Maria anytime I want because I'm NOT for this shit.

Karthik is gone! Nicholas is fucked
Do do do do do do do do do do do do do do

Karthik and I made an alliance Day 1. We were going to go to the end together. I... I don't know what to think about this. I don't think I've ever been this sad about an elimination before.
A bunch of people have been coming up to me saying how Karthik was complimenting me behind my back, he painted me as a very trustworthy person. I have a strong reputation in the game to my knowledge, I'm wondering how much of that was just Karthik helping me. I regret that I couldn't help him like he supported me.
Right before he was voted out, we were planning a strategy for the main alliance chat. We were worried we were too close, so we devised a plan to have us fight, so no one would ever suspect we were working together. A few hours after he left, Nadine came to me with a similar plan. I can't believe how much I miss him.
We were talking about how we kind of knew something was stirring. Why are Lex and James not concerned, Hesh just went! Why is Zach Mac repeatedly reassuring us that he's with us, he's never had to do this before. We brushed it off as paranoia, but now I feel like Karthik is gone because of me.
I'm fairly confident it was Maria who flipped. It was her who organized the split allowing the flipper to succeed, and when I asked her about it she freaked out. I have no doubt it's her, she's just shut herself off from the old alliance.
I think I'm responsible because I helped her organize it. ""Split vote? Great idea,"" I said. I helped her get Karthik out. It's my fault.
Now all I can do is avenge him. I may be down, but I'm not out until I'm out. I have my idol. I can do this. His blindside will not be for nothing.

Also, A whole lot of people did a lot of lying and we ended up with a 5-4-2 vote. Karthik going home isn’t ideal for my game because I truly believed we were good friends and he had my best interest at heart. So him going isn’t great.
At this rate, the important thing to figure out is who we can trust and who we can’t.
Zach confessed to me that he voted karthik. So there’s 2 votes that are up in the air no one knows who did them. I’m not sure if Maria or Kaz are being honest with me because now things are weird. Further to that, Szymon stirred the pot with Maria and now no one knoes who did what.
There have been talks of a 5-5 vote, but I’ll have immunity because of my Guatemala idol so that’s good. Nicholas made a decision and now we are all fucked. So should be interesting

### Day 25

Now time for tribal. Nadine and Nicholas have started this whole thing where they pretend to hate each other which is so extra and Nadine is feeding into the way Nicholas acts. Like please girl stop!
There is also a hundred thousand plans going on right now and I have no idea what’s actually going to happen so I’m so happy I have the immunity necklace.
Maria is so fully transparent. She speaks of ‘Ulemiste strong’ but what does that really mean?. It appears her agenda consists of getting to the end with the Maardus and is fully transparent in the group chat. I’m really not feeling it lmao. We all know you flipped girl!! Should be interesting to see what happens.

Thankfully, it seems that the crowd is favouring Nadine. Usually I'd be against that, but not today. I have my idol, and I plan to play it on myself. Ideally they vote for me so we don't even have to revote, but even if we don't I'll be safe from the rock draw.
Of course everyone could just target Szymon 8-2 and my idol would be completely wasted, but I'm counting on that not happening.
Hopefully we can avenge Karthik. At the very least I won't be joining him in Ponderosa any time soon.

alliance right now so I’m feeling pretty happy with them. Currently th plan is to vote Szymon out. He’s a huge social threat who’s actually done some good moves and we think that he’s the one with the least likely chance of having an idol, besides Felipe. My only worried with this vote is, 1. For some reason Maria told Nadine and Andreas to vote Nicholas, I think it would’ve been better for them to feel on board since they’re huge threats who we need to blindside and 2. I’m worried if an idol is played on Szymon then I’ll be the target that goes. But I don’t want my alliance to think I’m drifting away so I’ll go with their plans. I also told James about the idol or the lack thereof at least. Someone stole my thunder! I like James a lot, we’ve decided to call ourselves the Anzac alliance sksksksk. I also had a good talk with Zach, he seems nice and a lot more bubbly since he joined us which I’m happy to see! Happy that he’s happy! This vote is the calm before the Storm. There’s gonna be blood next tribal. Idols, advantages, alliances I can see it all happening rn. I’m just tryna win this competition!

Also Nicholas messages the group chat saying we should try to get people to flip before the vote. Those are discussions to be had after a tie occurs - not right now. Everyone seems to think we are heading to rocks - should be interesting to see what happens.