Pretend

***"Pretend"*** (행복한 척) is the first digital single released by Suzy. It is the first pre-release single for her debut mini album Yes? No? and was released on Jan 17, 2017.

## Lyrics

* KOR
* ROM
* ENG

## Korean

난 또 행복한 척
더 더 행복한 척
난 또 행복한 척
더 더 행복한 척

아무에게도 말하지 못한 비밀이 있어
이렇게 웃고 있지만
나를 바라보는 많은 사람들은
행복해 보이는 나를 보겠지만

널 떠나 새로운 사람을 찾아가
기대하고 떠난 내가
이렇게 될 줄은 몰랐어

날 바라보고 있는 시선들이 두려워
나를 얘기하는 말들이 무서워
난 또 행복한 척
더 더 행복한 척
하는 내가 싫어

니가 보고 싶을 때 니가 그리울 때
기대고 싶을 때 되돌아가고 싶을 때
난 또 행복한 척
더 더 행복한 척
하는 내가 됐어

말하기조차 너무 염치없지만
이제와 보니 너 같은 남잔 없어
텅 빈 날 채워줄 진짜 사랑을
찾아 떠났지만 그런 사랑은 없었어

이럴 때 마다
내 곁에 있는 그 사람이
너무 미워 내가 더 미워
이렇게 될 줄은 몰랐어

날 바라보고 있는 시선들이 두려워
나를 얘기하는 말들이 무서워
난 또 행복한 척
더 더 행복한 척
하는 내가 싫어

니가 보고 싶을 때 니가 그리울 때
기대고 싶을 때 되돌아가고 싶을 때
난 또 행복한 척
더 더 행복한 척
하는 내가 됐어

난 또 행복한 척
더 행복한 척
난 또 행복한 척
더 더 행복한 척

## Romanization

nan tto haengbokhan cheok
deo deo haengbokhan cheok
nan tto haengbokhan cheok
deo deo haengbokhan cheok

amuegedo malhaji mothan bimiri isseo
ireohge utgo itjiman
nareul baraboneun manheun saramdeureun
haengbokhae boineun nareul bogetjiman

neol tteona saeroun sarameul chajaga
gidaehago tteonan naega
ireohge doel jureun mollasseo

nal barabogo itneun siseondeuri duryeowo
nareul yaegihaneun maldeuri museowo
nan tto haengbokhan cheok
deo deo haengbokhan cheok
haneun naega silheo

niga bogo sipeul ttae niga geuriul ttae
gidaego sipeul ttae doedoragago sipeul ttae
nan tto haengbokhan cheok
deo deo haengbokhan cheok
haneun naega dwaesseo

malhagijocha neomu yeomchieopjiman
ijewa boni neo gateun namjan eopseo
teong bin nal chaewojul jinjja sarangeul
chaja tteonatjiman geureon sarangeun eopseosseo

ireol ttae mada
nae gyeote itneun geu sarami
neomu miwo naega deo miwo
ireohge doel jureun mollasseo

nal barabogo itneun siseondeuri duryeowo
nareul yaegihaneun maldeuri museowo
nan tto haengbokhan cheok
deo deo haengbokhan cheok
haneun naega silheo

niga bogo sipeul ttae niga geuriul ttae
gidaego sipeul ttae doedoragago sipeul ttae
nan tto haengbokhan cheok
deo deo haengbokhan cheok
haneun naega dwaesseo

nan tto haengbokhan cheok
deo haengbokhan cheok
nan tto haengbokhan cheok
deo deo haengbokhan cheok

## Translation

Pretending to be happy again,
Pretending to be happier
Pretending to be happy again,
Pretending to be happier

I have a secret that I can’t tell anyone
I’m smiling like this
All those people who are looking at me
See me looking happy but

After I left you
After I was excited to meet someone else
I didn’t know I would be like this

I’m afraid of the eyes that are on me
I’m afraid of the words that talk about me
Pretending to be happy again,
Pretending to be happier
That’s who I became

When I miss you, when I long for you
When I want to lean on you, when I want to go back
I pretend to be happy again,
I pretend to be happier
That’s who I became

I’m ashamed to even say this
But now I realize, there’s no man like you
I left to find true love that will fill me up
But there was no such thing

Every time this happens
I hate the person next to me
But I hate myself even more
I didn’t know it would be like this

I’m afraid of the eyes that are on me
I’m afraid of the words that talk about me
Pretending to be happy again,
Pretending to be happier
I hate myself for doing that

When I miss you, when I long for you
When I want to lean on you, when I want to go back
I pretend to be happy again,
I pretend to be happier
That’s who I became

Pretending to be happy again,
Pretending to be happier
Pretending to be happy again,
Pretending to be happier