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Lemonade (song)

## About

**Lemonade** is the first single and third track off of Heart Shaped Bed by Nicole Dollanganger. It was released as a single on October 9, 2018, along with a music video.

Lemonade Single Cover
## Background

A demo version of Lemonade was first released by Dollanganger on an EP titled Greta Gibson Forever in 2015. The demo version samples audio from the movie *Edward Scissorhands* of the character Joyce asking, "Wouldn't you like a nice, cool glass of lemonade?"

The demo appears as track one on Heart Shaped Bed demos, b sides. It was reworked and includes piano performed by Scott Downes.

## Music Video

The music video was filmed in Mount Pocono, Pennsylvania and features Trapped Under Ice's frontman Justice Tripp. It was directed by Mac Boucher and Dollanganger. Dollanganger said in an email to The Fader: "I always thought of 'Lemonade' as an evil song hiding under a soft sound, so I wanted its video counterpart to be something darker, but still through the gaze of the same scorned lovers. We shot in these very delicate and beautiful ruins we’d happened across accidentally, and it was an all around strange experience, but I think something very cool was captured."

## Behind The Scenes

1/15

## Lyrics

I’ve been home all day

My husband’s gone, they all say

He’s got a girl on the side

While I stay home all day

So I make lemonade

Put on a dress and I go lay

Out in the dayroom

And I wait for you

To come on over

And give it to me

In the backyard full of dying flowers

In the kitchen on the pale, pink counter

Give you a lap dance outside in a lawn chair

Drinking lemonade and playing with my hair

I’ve been home all day

My husband’s gone, don’t need to worry

Take you upstairs to the swan bed

Let you fuck me hard as you can

The next time he kisses me

I want him to taste red ruby lips

And the love we made

And the lemonade

So come on over

And give it to me

In the backyard full of dying flowers

In the kitchen on the pale, pink counter

Give you a lap dance outside in a lawn chair

Drinking lemonade and playing with my hair
Observatory Mansions (album)

## About

**Observatory Mansions** is the fourth full length album by Nicole Dollanganger released on January 10, 2014. It was written and composed by her mainly in 2013; with the exception of the last two songs being unconfirmed.

The album is named after a novel by Edward Carey.

Original Album CoverIn 2016, Run For Cover Records reissued the album with the tracklist now including "Observatory Mansions II" as track 10 .

## Tracklisting

Around December 9, 2013, the original tracklisting included the unreleased song, Hymns for the Small Towns, as the seventh track.

## Physical Releases

In 2014 both a CDr and a gray cassette limited to 50 copies each were sold on her Bandcamp. On June 20th 2016 a CD was sold (limited to 100 copies) on her Bandcamp. It was also released on CD by Get This Right Records through Cold Cuts Merch in August that same year with the same design. Later on October 28th 2016, Run For Cover Records reissued the album. This included a digipak CD, a pink cassette, a baby pink vinyl (limited to 1000 copies), a clear with pink & brown splatter vinyl (limited to 700 copies) and a pink-in-clear vinyl (limited to 300 copies).

Cassette /50 (2014)CDr /50 (2014)Bandcamp CD (2016)Cassette & CD (2016)Baby Pink (1000 Units)Clear w/ Pink & Brown Splatter (700 Units)Pink-In-Clear (300 Units)
## References:

1. ↑  https://www.runforcoverrecords.com/products/575908-nicole-dollanganger-observatory-mansions
Coma Baby (song)

## About

**Coma Baby** is the first track off of Curdled Milk by Nicole Dollanganger.

## Background

Coma Baby is one of the first original songs she posted to Tumblr (it was also the first song she ever wrote by herself). The earliest known posting date is around July 18, 2011, and is of a demo that stops after the first verse. In 2012, Brad Garcia added his vocals and piano which was then posted to Soundcloud.

## Lyrics

Coma baby, with your sick head

The doctors saved you, but you’re still dead

Through your scalp I would like to reach in

So I could pull out the monster you’ve been

But you would do anything to

Destroy the body that they rescued

Your sick little head, so brain damaged

And lying in that hospital bed

Coma baby, the cry of your bones

And your skull when it split on the road

I wish I’d find all the lonely remnants

Of you that left when your head cracked open

But you would do anything to

Destroy the body that they rescued

Your sick little head, so brain damaged

And lying in that hospital bed

Lately I can’t recognize you

The doctors lied when they said they saved you

You’re just the shell of the boy that you’ve been

And you’re dying, I can feel it
Whispering Glades (song)

## About

**Whispering Glades** is the first single and eleventh track off of Married in Mount Airy by Nicole Dollanganger. It was released as a single on March 31, 2021.

Whispering Glades Single Cover

## Lyrics

When you’re dead and buried with a smile painted on your face

Your eulogy like poetry, flowers overwhelming the wake

Where I’m sure as in your life there will be beautiful women there in your death

Crying out they swear they will love you until their very own last dying breath

‘Cause you just have this way of charming those

Who catch your eye like shiny things

With a face made for daytime TV shows

You’re a nightmare disguised as a good dream

When she wants a garden, you give her a rose

Just the taste of something you could give her but you won’t

When she wants a garden, you give her a rose

And you know it

But you just have your ways, what with all of those

Grotesque displays of love you show

Ripped from pages of books, every word which you know

And recite back to them as if they were your own

I feel sorry for them, because how could they know?

’Til they’ve died by your hands, ’til they’ve felt the cold

Cut of your sharp tongue with your delusions of grandeur

yea you give nothing and think it too much

And when she wants a garden, you give her a rose

And I’ll bet you have to hide your grin as you watch it die in her arms

When she wants a garden, you give her a rose

When you’ve dearly departed

There will be all those broken hearted

But I’ll have a smile painted on my face

There’s a spot in the grass waiting for you at Whispering Glades

And Hollywood suits you, darling, I think you should stay
Winter Tangerine (Interview)

By: Jake Stone

Make assholes eat it

**Favorite fairy tale and why?**

The Princess & the Goblin - terrified & confused me when I was a kid because the goblins were so mean but I had a crush on one of them

**Invent a hybrid animal**

Monkey/fish to make a real Fiji mermaid

**Something that isn’t pink that should be.**

Alligators

**Tell us a ghost story in six words**

She was standing over the bed

**The best love song**

‘Anything Anything’ by Dramarama

**Vampires or Werewolves?**

Vampires

**What will it say on your headstone?**

My friends and I are gonna get a communal grave that says nothing but has Pennywise the clown chiseled out of headstone

**What would you do if you met your doppelganger?**

Kill her & eat her

**You’re at the grocery store in the middle of the night. What are you buying?**

Oatmeal & Dt. Doctor Pepper
Rhinestone Cowgirls Tour

*To see the full list of concert dates, please click here.*

## About

The Rhinestone Cowgirls Tour is the first concert tour featuring Nicole Dollanganger.

## Background

The band members playing alongside Dollanganger on this tour were Matt Tomasi and Kevin Jenkins. The Fillmore in San Francisco, CA has a tradition in which any artist whose show sells out gets a customized poster.

Fillmore Poster 2015
## Setlist

The setlist varied from date to date, but in total consisted of the following songs:

1. Have You Seen Me?
2. Coma Baby
3. Mean
4. In the Land
5. Christian Woman
6. Executioner
Ghosts (song)

## About

**Ghosts** is the eighth track off of Curdled Milk by Nicole Dollanganger.

## Background

Nicole stated on Tumblr that she wrote this song when she was "an awful human being".

## Lyrics

The autumn wind carries all of the ghosts

They catch on me and hide under his sheets

They make their nests in my clothing seams

Possessing my bones and my being

We waited 'til the morning where the sun did rise

But the moon still lingered in his weary eyes

Ghosts fill my head with such rotten things

And with the loneliness that the cold air brings

The room was dim so I doubt that he could see

My cold, shaking hands and my reddened cheeks

A part of me wished to crawl under his sheets

But I sincerely doubted that we would sleep

So we waited 'til the morning where the sun did rise

But the moon still lingered in his weary eyes

Betraying a good heart to satisfy mine

But he’s a ghost I never thought I’d find
Loveless Nightmare (song)

## About

**Loveless Nightmare** is the first track off of Covers by Nicole Dollanganger. It was written by Twitching Tongues.

## Lyrics

As days pass, your presence is unsettling

Two weeks pass, your tears can't make me move a muscle

Three weeks pass, the very sight of you infuriates me

Four weeks pass, you're tearing apart my things

And wishing you had never met me

I wish I could say that it's been you and not me

But I was born this way, and nothing on Earth can change it

Gone through the same thing time and time again

I patiently await the day that someone comes to teach me how to love

Why can't I love?

Why can't I care at all?

Why can't I cherish anything?

Do you know what it's like

To have all interests fade in a month?

I'll find the pettiest flaw

In a perfect prize and throw her away

Why can't I love?

Why can't I care at all?

Why can't I cherish anything?

Cherish anything?

Love is not an option for me

Love will always be just a dream

Be stuck in this loveless nightmare

For the rest of my life

Why can't I love?

Why can't I care at all?

Why can't I cherish anything?
The Reflecting God (song)

## About

**The Reflecting God** was the sixth track on Covers and was originally the second track off of Columbine by Nicole Dollanganger. It was written by Marilyn Manson.

## Lyrics

Your world is an ashtray

We burn and coil like cigarettes

The more you cry your ashes turn to mud

It's the nature of the leeches, the virgin's

Feeling cheated

You've only spent a second of your life

My world is unaffected, there is an exit here

I say it is, then it's true

There is a dream inside a dream

I'm wide awake the more I sleep

You'll understand when I'm dead

I went to god just to see, and I was looking at me

Saw heaven and hell were lies

When I'm god everyone dies

Scar/can you feel my power?

Shoot here and the world gets smaller

Scar/scar/can you feel my power?

One shot and the world gets smaller

Let's jump upon the sharp swords

And cut away our smiles

Without the threat of death

There's no reason to live at all

My world is unaffected, there is an exit here

I say it is, then it's true

There is a dream inside a dream

I'm wide awake the more I sleep

You'll understand when I'm dead

I went to god just to see, and I was looking at me

Saw heaven and hell were lies

When I'm god everyone dies

Scar/can you feel my power?

Shoot here and the world gets smaller

Scar/scar/can you feel my power?

One shot and the world gets smaller

No forgiveness, no salvation

No forgiveness, no salvation

No forgiveness, no salvation

No forgiveness, no salvation
Please Eat (song)

## About

**Please Eat** is the eighth track off of Ode To Dawn Wiener: Embarrassing Love Songs by Nicole Dollanganger.

## Lyrics

If only I could love you enough to give you what you need

If only I could be for you the hand that feeds

'Cause I know you can only starve so much

'Til you like how it feels

Sitting on a throne of bones

Staring at that cold meal

It's not your body that I love

But it's the shell you're inside of

And you're killing it, you're killing

The only piece of you I can touch

It's not your body that I need

But that's what sleeps next to me

And you're killing it, you're killing it

You're killing it

Please eat

If only I could make you believe you deserve everything

Every spoon and bite, anything, you want to eat

'Cause I know you can only starve so much

Before you'll die

There's parts of you already gone

I can never revive

It's not your body that I love

But it's the shell you're inside of

And you're killing it, you're killing

The only piece of you I can touch

It's not your body that I need

But that's what sleeps next to me

And you're killing it, you're killing it

You're killing it

Please eat
True Love Café (song)

## About

**True Love Café** is the first track off of Ode To Dawn Wiener: Embarrassing Love Songs by Nicole Dollanganger.

## Lyrics

You have such a beautiful face

I've been dreaming about it between my legs

Come over and crawl into my bed

Kiss me, get me wet, give me head

Make me arch my back like ice cream sundae spoons

Give me afterglow as bright and daunting as the moon

Rub my feet with yours when we sit in a restaurant booth

Make me fall in love with you

Take me on a sticky sweet romantic date

Take me out to eat at the True Love Café

Ask for breakfast menus, order sunny side up eggs

Sneak your fingers in me underneath our plates

Make me arch my back like ice cream sundae spoons

Give me afterglow as bright and daunting as the moon

Rub my feet with yours when we sit in a restaurant booth

Make me fall in love with you
Alex G Tour

*To see the full list of concert dates, please click here.*

## About

The Alex G Tour is the second concert tour featuring Nicole Dollanganger.

## Background

The band members playing alongside Dollanganger on this tour were Matt Tomasi, Leigh Fisk, Travis Morrison, and Terrance Pettit.

## Setlist

The setlist varied from date to date, but in total is composed of songs:

1. Have You Seen Me?
2. Lemonade
3. You're So Cool
4. Beautiful and Bad
5. Executioner
6. Angels of Porn II

## Tour Dates

 July 28, 2016
 July 29, 2016
 July 30, 2016
Alistair Rokos

## Background

**Alistair Graham Rokos** is a contestant on *The Strife* and a podcaster on the popular gaming news website, *GameRidge*, as well as a gay advocate. Growing up, he was a huge anime geek and ended up writing many articles for different websites. He later became a podcaster for the same site as Fake Survivor contestant, *Angie Reiss*. On the site, he was best known for being the most open-minded, even discussing perspectives that he didn't agree with in detail, just for the sake of understanding it and helping others understand. Website CEO, *Alessandra "Sandi" Breckenridge*, gave the OK for him to keep his job and be on the roster, giving him many compliments towards Rokos for being a very respectful and admired staff member.

## Season 2

Alistair's personality gave him an advantage as his fellow castmates began to love him. He only got a vote from Lane in the first round as Lane saw him as an immediate threat but knew that he wouldn't leave first. He spoke about his most recent ex on Day 2 and how said ex tried to use him for his connections in the podcasting field. He would also, throughout his run, talk about his past with his bully of a sister and his friendships with his fellow podcasters and his experience in anime conventions. While he was on the verge of having a rivalry with David due to their fight and David challenging him on Day 7, they made up on Day 9. He and Mordecai both bonded immediately over their unique names and, as time went on, they both decided to head to the Finals together. According to his confessionals, his main objective was to throw challenges and not be seen as a threat, purposely keeping out of drama when he could, despite breaking that rule a couple of times, and trying to pin the target onto others. However, he is more fun-loving and hilarious than he is manipulative and sneaky. Near the end, he ended up sealing both Motoki *and* Talita's fates and secured himself in the finals. He managed to make it to the finale but was the third one out, placing third.

## Season 4

He would join the season, alongside Raquel, as Team Aliquel. Throughout his run, he would talk about his parents and how he hasn't spoken to his mom in 5 years, while his dad (*Rodney Rokos*) has always had his back. He would also mention his brother, Saxon Shore alumni, *Reginald "Reggie" Rokos*, and how his dad is a huge fan of older names, which is why he and his siblings (*Reginald, Rodney "Rod" Jr., and Genevieve*) were named that way. Despite Raquel causing problems for their team due to her scheming and arguing, he gave her support as "they are a team and they will go down as a team if need be", eventually aiding in schemes. This would, ultimately, become their downfall over more physically threatening teams. Alistair and Raquel would leave the season as friends.
Chapel (song)

## About

**Chapel** is the eighth track off of Heart Shaped Bed by Nicole Dollanganger.

## Background

Chapel was originally the third track off of Greta Gibson Forever, but was released as a single on February 15, 2016. It was later added on the Run For Cover Records reissue of Ode To Dawn Wiener: Embarrassing Love Songs as a bonus track. Nicole wrote, recorded and produced the track entirely herself. On January 13, 2023, it was added to Heart Shaped Bed demos, b sides.

Chapel Single Cover
Additionally, it was used in *The Walking Dead'*s fourteenth episode of season six called "Twice as Far", which aired March 20, 2016.

The song is partly inspired by Mickey and Mallory's wedding in the movie *Natural Born Killers* (1994).

## Lyrics

I’m going to get married today

The chapel is full of flowers and sage

He’ll lift up my veil and he will say,

"Are you sure that you love me?

Are you sure you can wait?"

He cuts into the wedding cake

And licks the frosting off the blade

He cuts into our palms

Drops our blood into the lake

We stand on the bridge

And give ourselves away

I can be good, I can be true

You know I don’t love anyone

But I love you

I’m going to get married today

The chapel is full of crosses and bouquets

We pray to the wax bride and

Her violet varicose veins

Kiss me with forever where

Only death remains

I can be good, I can be true

You know I don’t love anyone

But I love you

I’m going to get married today

So please don’t touch me

Please stay away

I know I’m not good

I’ve never been true

But you know that I love him

And I don’t love you
Nymphs Finding the Head of Orpheus (song)

## About

**Nymphs Finding the Head of Orpheus** is the ninth track off of Married in Mount Airy by Nicole Dollanganger.

## Lyrics

In the skeletal remains

Of a pool long since drained

Filled with rain,

Reclaimed by nature

Through the dark, I wade

As if in its Glory days

Knowing that I’ll make myself sick

From the water

Knowing all my tears and rage

Could load a revolver

I used to think, you must be the water I drink

Holding me down in these waters, down beneath

Singing to the sound of my screaming

But now I see

In the dark I wait

Right here where I once sunbathed

With all my dreams unfit for day

With all my tears and all my rage

I used to think you must be the water I drink

Holding me down in these waters, down beneath

Singing to the sound of my screaming

I used to dream of the day it’d be just you and me

Like the Wild West

Both of us shooting ’til one of us was dead

You cruel, cruel man
White Trashing (song)

## About

**White Trashing** is the third track off of Natural Born Losers by Nicole Dollanganger.

## Lyrics

Album Version & Demo

Empties lined along the porch

Shoot them dead, show no remorse

White trashing with you

Live in endless afternoon

Making love to the Sunday cartoons

White trashing with you

And all that glitters is not gold

And this same place is getting old

But dreams are fulfilled

Where the purple grass grows

And I can see it all just beyond our window

Innocence that I have bled

Carved your name into my leg

White trashing with you

Plastic Jesus, Santa Claus

Rotting like relics in the yard

White trashing with you

And all that glitters is not gold

And this same place is getting old

But dreams are fulfilled

Where the purple grass grows

And I can see it all just beyond our window

Inherited your dad’s crazy eyes

History repeats our whole damn lives

Yeah, this place gets old but it’s really hard

To scrub the dog piss out of a white trash heart

Empties lined along the porch

Shoot them dead, show no remorse

White trashing with you
Flowers of Flesh and Blood (song)

## About

**Flowers of Flesh and Blood** is the tenth track off of Flowers of Flesh and Blood by Nicole Dollanganger.

## Background

The lyrics and title most likely reference the film, *Flower Of Flesh and Blood,*which was rumored to be an actual snuff film and reported to authorities.

## Lyrics

Legs and limbs and lips

All open with your fingertips

You make holes in me

And little slits

You use as mouths

For you to kiss

Close my plastic eyelids

You say this is the love we all hope to find

So don't cry, don't worry

You're supposed to bleed the first time

The books, sad songs, and cinemas

They all lied, lied, lied

Why didn't anyone tell me

Love is like being fucked with a knife?

With the blade on a butterfly

I'll make a hole in you

I will kiss it and stick my tongue in it

Hard enough for you

To feel it in your stomach

I'll fist it with knuckles full of rings

Give you back the love you said was mine

So don't cry, don't worry

You're supposed to bleed the first time
Знатные Лорды

This page aims at providing the list of all notable lords of Pendor. The reasons for including lords in this list are as follows:

1) Being one of 8 'top' lords of each faction whose personalities are constant and are not randomly defined at the start of each game.

2) Specialising: having unique troops or ordinary troops in extraordinarily large numbers (usually about 30-70 compared to normal 5-20 for faction troops and 0 for non-faction troops) in the party by default. Since all these troops are either top-tier or very strong mid-tier soldiers, that gives such lords serious competitive advantage in battles.

Примечание:

- Если в строке вот это "-", то это значит что с каждой новой игрой все меняется;

- Известность Лордов определяется в самом начале игры при выборе ответа на вопрос, поэтому в строке "известность" примерные цифры;

- Формула для определения известности Лордов выглядит так: **Известность** = (ЛВЛ\*ЛВЛ)/4 + (Лет\*Лет)/8 + случайно(100...200). Возраст тоже определяется случайным образом и колеблется от 45 по 64 только у 8 лордов, для остальных этот параметр колеблится в районе 25-44 лет;

- Максимальный размер отряда вассалов определяется по следующей формуле: **Размер Оряда** = (10 + Лидерство\*10 + Харизма\*2 + Известность/25 + 20[if marshal] + 20[для каждого их замка])\*(80 + ЛВЛ Героя Игрока)/80

## Список

Outstanding stat will be shown in bold. For personality, this goes as follow, **from best to worst**: Upstanding, Good-natured, Martial, Cunning, Pitiless, Sadistic, Bad-tempered.

High leadership will give the lord a higher max party size, therefore if untouched, he will be able to field a larger army.

High trainer skill will make the lord recruit and level up his troops without having to battle faster.

His level will not affect his army (except higher level means higher starting renown), but higher level is often reflected into the lord having higher stats and proficiencies. Smaller level, on the other hand, increases the chance of a lord gaining (a) new level(s) during the game which results in your opportunity, as a king, to increase his skills and attributes.
Merchandise

This page contains all of Nicole Dollanganger's merchandise excluding official physical music releases.

## Zines

A story about a group of malevolent girls who overtake a defunct amusement park. 8 1/2' by 5 1/2', 12 page zine written & illustrated by Nicole. Each zine is signed. Also printed on pink, blue, and green paper in 2015. $6
Summertime In Hell Tour

*To see the full list of concert dates, please click here.*

## About

The Summertime In Hell Tour is the third concert tour featuring Nicole Dollanganger. The tour was announced on June 1, 2016. The tour began on August 3, 2016 in New York City, NY.

## Background

The tour was announced with 25 confirmed dates across North America. The two headlining acts for all of the dates were Elvis Depressedly and Teen Suicide. The band members playing alongside Dollanganger on this tour were Matt Tomasi, Dan Darrah, and Leigh Fisk. Very early on Nicole came down laryngitis which resulted in many performances being canceled; however, she still went to the shows to meet fans.

## Setlist

The setlist varied from date to date, but in total is composed of songs: .

1. Angels of Porn II
2. Executioner
3. Helena
4. Lemonade
5. Beautiful and Bad
6. Have You Seen Me?
7. You're So Cool

## Tour Dates

### Cancelled Shows Due to Illness (approx.)

 August 21, 2016
 September 2, 2016
 September 3, 2016

## Merchandise

### Clothing

"Tear Drop Shirt""Marionette Shirt""Tear Drop Hoodie"
Алисса

Похищенная в детстве Культом Змеи, она стала жрицей.

Однако, по неизвестным причинам, она предала культ, покинув его ряды. **Алисса**не испытывает проблем с убийством культистов, ведь и они, несомненно, не оставят ее в живых, если дать им шанс. Искуссная в ядах и мастерстве конного боя, она станет ценным дополнением к отряду. Однако ее скверный характер и акцент могут вызвать волнения в рядах группы.

**Алисса** скучает по змеиному храму, тишине, царившей там, и своему питомцу - маленькой домашней змее, что она носила на шее. Она не пьет вино, не ест мясо, и жалуется на отсутствие в Пендоре достаточного количества овощей.

* Она не любит Сару Лису и Сэра Ролонда.

* Ей нравится Сэр Алистер.

Она дворянка. Став леди, начнет рекрутировать Имперские войска.

Она присоединится к вашему отряду за 2000 динар.
Fleurs Captives (song)

## About

**Fleurs Captives** is the eighth track off of Flowers of Flesh and Blood by Nicole Dollanganger. It is inspired by the V. C. Andrews 1979 novel *Flowers In The Attic*.

## Lyrics

Press you in the pages of a hardcover book

To dry like flowers and weeds

Peel your petals off and slowly pull them apart

To wrap in my bed sheets

To take you with me while I drift off to sleep

And assemble you inside of my dreams

On a soiled mattress, we drift to the attic

Where the dust collects on your long eyelashes

They say open up the window

And stand in the sunshine

But you hide in the shadows

'Cause the light goes right through you

You're a ghost, you're a ghost

You're a ghost, you're a ghost of my mind

We hide in the places where mice make their holes

Our skin getting cold under moth-eaten clothes

I feel my lips turn blue, I'd do anything to

Be held by you through the night

The doors are all closed, we peer through key holes

Tucked away in a place where flowers can't grow

Your skin turns to dust in my hands

And I'm left holding onto a pile of sand

They say open up the window

And stand in the sunshine

But you hide in the shadows

'Cause the light goes right through you

You're a ghost, you're a ghost

You're a ghost, you're a ghost of my mind
Citrine Anna

## **Citrine Anna**

### Skill

The unbreakable **Citrine Anna** protects her sister from harm, saving the day.

### World

Frozen

**Citrine Anna** is an emoji in *Disney Emoji Blitz*.

(From *Frozen*)

The unbreakable **Citrine Anna** protects her sister from harm, saving the day.

## Emoji Variations

HappyHeart EyeUnhappyNervousSurprisedSleeping

## Bonus Info

##### Cameos

* Elsa amd Prince Hans can be seen when using Citrine Anna's power.
* Citrine Anna can be seen when using Opal Olaf's power.

##### Other Versions

* Anna
* Queen Anna
* Young Anna
Christian Woman (song)

## About

**Christian Woman** is a live cover of Type O Negative's song by Nicole Dollanganger that was released as a single on February 3rd, 2016.

Original Single CoverUnedited (By Nathan Jurgenson at Terminal 5, 2015)
## Lyrics

A cross upon her bedroom wall

From grace she will fall

An image burning in her mind

And between her thighs

A dying God-man full of pain

When will you come again

Before him beg to serve or please

On your back or knees

No forgiveness for her sins

Prefers punishment?

Will you suffer eternally

Or internally?

For her lust

She'll burn in hell

Her soul done medium well

All through mass

manual stimulation

Salvation

Corpus Christi

She'd like to know God,

Love God

Feel her God

Inside of her - deep inside of her
Brad Garcia

**Brad Garcia** is a Canadian singer-songwriter and musician.

## Collaborations

Garcia has collaborated with Nicole Dollanganger on the following songs: Devil Town, Anthems for a Seventeen Year Old Girl, and Reds. In 2012, Garcia added his vocals and tracked piano on Dollanganger's song, Coma Baby. Garcia also wrote all of the instrumentals heard on BabyLand.

## Touring

In 2014, he performed with Dollanganger at the Tranzac at her first show.
Nebraska (song)

## About

**Nebraska** is the third track off of Flowers of Flesh and Blood by Nicole Dollanganger. The song is inspired by the 1950's spree-killer Charles Starkweather and his then girlfriend, Caril Ann Fugate.

These events later inspired movies such as *Badlands, Kalifornia* and *Natural Born Killers.*

## Lyrics

He came and shot her parents both in the head

Dragged them outside, put the bodies in the shed

Collected up her things, put them in his trunk

He sat her on his lap right next to his gun

The prairies of Nebraska soaked in blood

The love made between them using his gun

And the bodies stacked in rows

The dead they will never know

Showed his Caril Ann how to use a knife

Picked up slowly, killed with it twice

Shot who they could, snapped the neck of a dog

Stole a dead man's car and the engine stalled

The prairies of Nebraska soaked in blood

The love made between them using his gun

And the bodies stacked in rows

The dead they will never know

They executed him with her name on his lips

He loved her in life just as much in death

And sometimes I feel like we're heading down the same road

Sometimes I feel like we're just like them
My Darling True (song)

## About

**My Darling True** is the sixth track off of Married in Mount Airy by Nicole Dollanganger.

## Lyrics

You won’t change your ways, my darling

And they say it’s time for me to let you go

‘Cause you may just be the death of me

But truth is, I’d love it so

If you’d hold me ’til I’m cold and blue

Hold me ’til I’m cold and blue

You play such wicked games, my darling

They must say, “that girl’s plain dumb,

Or she just loves pain”

Cause you may just be the death of me

But truth is, I’d love it so

If you’d hold me ’til I’m cold and blue

If you’d hold me ’til I’m cold and blue
Chernabog

### Skill

Atop Bald Mountain, the malevolent **Chernabog** summons ghoulish ghosts from the underworld!

### World

Fantasia

**Chernabog** is an emoji in *Disney Emoji Blitz*.

(From *Fantasia*)

Atop Bald Mountain, the malevolent **Chernabog** summons ghoulish ghosts from the underworld!

## Emoji Variations

HappyHeart EyeUnhappyNervousSurprisedSleeping

## Bonus Info

##### Cameos

* Ghosts and skeletons can be seen when using Chernabog's power.
My Baby (song)

## About

**My Baby** is the fourth track off of Heart Shaped Bed by Nicole Dollanganger.

## Lyrics

My baby wears all black

Says he's gonna make a hearse

Out of this Cadillac

He says I'm gonna put him in

An early grave with all the

Trouble that I make him

My baby says he loves me but I know

He don't care if he kills us both

My baby wears all black

Says that we both die inside of

Every dream he has

He says he's seen us on the road

The car was smoking and I was

Trying to pull the teeth from his throat

My baby says he loves me but I know

He don't care if he kills us both
Danny (song)

## About

**Danny** is the ninth track off of Flowers of Flesh and Blood by Nicole Dollanganger. The song is possibly inspired by Dan Darrah.

## Lyrics

Split his ribs open using my bare hands

But I could not repair all of the damage

Built of milk and flesh, so meek and mild but I know

If he'd lived he'd have grown to be wild

They broke him and they beat him

And break he did

They took him from me, my baby

And break he did

His skin went white as chalk

His limbs turned soft and limp

I cradled him through those moments of weakness

And watched him drift between the worlds of living and dead

Until he sunk down into the pavement

They broke him and they beat him

And break he did

They took him from me, my baby

And break he did

And he laid there for days

In the cold and the wind

But I could not breathe life back in

I tried to fill up his lungs with the air from my own

But he did not wake up again

No, he didn't

Split his ribs open using my bare hands

But I could not repair all of the damage
Dogwood (song)

## About

**Dogwood** is the third track off of Married in Mount Airy by Nicole Dollanganger.

## Lyrics

Oh, Lord

Please don't take him from me

I need him, you know I do

I try to stop him from using that shit

But there's no telling that man what to do

But you'll have to pry

Him from my cold, dead grip

If you try taking him from me, oh, Lord

And you know I

Refuse to understand

That he just makes his own bed

And there's no use trying

Oh, Lord

Please don't give him those wings

You know how reckless he can be sometimes

And oh, I swear

He doesn't mean it when he says

He don't care if he lives or dies

And I'm not sure

If you can hear this

But I read your name across his chest

And I thought I'd try

So if you're there

Lord, I am begging you to spare him

Just spare him, to you I cry

Or you'll have to pry

Him from my cold, dead grip

'Cause I'm not letting go of him
Kevin Jenkins

**Kevin Jenkins** is a Canadian visual artist who performed live with Nicole Dollanganger, alongside Matt Tomasi, briefly in 2015.

## Direction

Jenkins helped direct, as well as starred in, Dollanganger's music video for Angels of Porn II.

## Other Worthy Notes

The song Choking Games samples audio of Jenkins speaking to Dollanganger. Jenkins can be seen on the album cover of Natural Born Losers. Dollanganger also credited Kevin as the inspiration for her song, Don't Be Scared.
Runnin' Free (song)

## About

**Runnin' Free** is the third single and fourth track off of Married in Mount Airy by Nicole Dollanganger. It was released as a single on November 25, 2022.

Runnin' free Single Cover
## Background

The demo version was featured on the “Heart Shaped Bed demos, b sides" album which was released on December 18th, 2019 on Bandcamp.

## Lyrics

The days are long, please don't go

I can't trust myself to be alone

The sun beats down, my wrists burn on the stove

In this lonely '78 motorhome

I stay here alone inside

With the sunday dinner and the summer flies

Motorcycles rev outside

From the backyard screen

I hear them drive off into the night

But i know

If i told him i'll die here if i stay

He would hold me in his arms

And he'd love it that way

Sad teddy bears on the lawn outside

Clean off the mud, hang them up out to dry

Try to sleep to pass the time by

But the dogs in the yard

Keep me up with their cries in the night

And i know

If I told him i'll die here if i stay

He would hold me in his arms

And he'd love it that way

The days are long, please don't go

I can't trust myself to be alone

It all goes dark, my bangs long overgrown

In this lonely '78 motorhome
Holes of Albinos (song)

## About

**Holes of Albinos** is the second track off of Curdled Milk by Nicole Dollanganger.

## Lyrics

Collected all of the bones of the albinos

Pounded them to dust and put them up their nose

Used their knives to skin off the flesh from the limbs they bought

Scalped all the heads then they said their blessings

They pulled all the teeth out with pliers in their mouths

They cut through the bone and left them without hands

Collected all of the bones of the albinos

Pounded them to dust and put it up their nose

## Demo Version

Collected all of the bones of the albinos

Pounded them to dust and put them up their nose

Used their knives to skin off the flesh from the limbs they bought

Scalped all the heads then they said their blessings

And they took all the children

They cut off their hands and

Said their incantations

And they ripped all their teeth out

Swollen mouths bleeding gums

Listen to them sob as they sang their songs

Collected all of the bones of the albinos

Pounded them to dust and put it up their nose

Used their knives to skin off the flesh from the limbs they bought

Scalped all the heads then they said their blessings
Headlining Tour (2019)

*To see the full list of concert dates, please click here.*

## About

Nicole Dollanganger performed her first headlining tour in 2019, consisting of 21 total shows across the United States and one Canadian date.

## Background

For 14 dates of the tour, Dollanganger was accompanied by opening acts including Infinity Crush, Brooks Ginnan, Ethel Cain, and Justin Moody. She was joined again by Scott Downes who performed on the piano and guitar. Downes has made appearances with Dollanganger in previous tours including the Forever Tour. Prior to the tour, in a 2018 recorded radio interview with Canadian radio host Bobby Gale after the release of Heart Shaped Bed, Dollanganger noted when asked about her intentions of headlining the following year[1] "..*these songs are so important to me on a personal level that having the delivery be right live and really kind of having it be a full experience is something very important to me. I've had alot of trial and error I think with live performance, and now I’m just determined to work at it behind the curtains until I feel it’s perfect, and then I’m gonna be really excited to perform."*

## Setlist

1. Lacrymaria Olor
2. Mean
3. Only Angels Have Wings
4. Alligator Blood
5. Lemonade
6. My Baby
7. Tammy Faye
8. American Tradition
9. Dog Teeth
10. Snake
11. Heart Shaped Bed
12. Uncle

## Gallery

* Ethel Cain, Nicole Dollanganger, and Brooks Ginnan at Trans-Pecos in New York City, NY.
* Performing at the Paris Theatre in Portland, Oregon.
* Performing at Lost Lake in Denver, Colorado.
* Performing at Hi Hat in Los Angeles, California.
* Dollanganger's set at Valley Bar in Phoenix, Arizona.
* Nicole Dollanganger shared this tour poster July 3rd, 2019.
* Dollanganger on the last stop of her 2019 tour performing at the Beat Kitchen in Chicago, Illinois.
* Performing at the Beat Kitchen in Chicago, Illinois.
* Performing at the Beat Kitchen in Chicago, Illinois.
* Nicole meeting with fans during the show at Trans-Pecos in New York, NY.
* Performing at Lost Lake in Denver, Colorado.
* Performing at The Pace in Vancouver.
* Performing at The Pace in Vancouver.
* Performing at The Pace in Vancouver.
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Hand crushed by a mallet (Song)

## About

**Hand Crushed By a Mallet (Remix)** is the sixth single by 100 Gecs for their remix album, 1000 Gecs and the Tree of Clues. The song features Nicole Dollanganger, Fall Out Boy, and Craig Owens. The song was released on July 10, 2020, followed by a music video on August 20, 2020.

## Lyrics

[Verse 1: Patrick Stump & *Craig Owens*]

I was dying to find a way to kill time

I didn't even get to tell you goodbye

I was dying to find a way to kill time (A way to kill time)

Now you're gone and I can't ever say goodbye

*This feeling's going to my head*

*I'm thinking things I shouldn't say*

*You circled me inside my room*

*I couldn't go another day*

*This feeling's going to my head*

*I'm thinking things I shouldn't say*

*You circled me inside my room*

*I couldn't go, go, go, go*

[Chorus: Nicole Dollanganger]

Oh my god, what the fuck?

Take my hand, crush it up

Spill the blood on the floor

I ain't scared, think there's more

What the fuck? Make it stop

Took too long, here right now

On the floor, in the air

Smoking cigs in the bar

I don't want you to think

I got bad intentions

Never wanted you inside

You made it your mission, yeah

Didn't wanna hurt no one

But you just went and made it fun

[Verse 2: Craig Owens]

I hear you're lookin' for a way to fight the Corpus bride

She's workin' in my mind

And you're lookin' for a way to crush

It's not enough

You fucked up your last try

We were in the studio, I was just playin'

You were all work and I was all play and

You were talkin' business, aiming with your weapon

I was on your hit list, I felt the compression

[Verse 3: Craig Owens]

I'll never go, I'll haunt your studio

You won't think of words when you write at all

You'll just hear me singing this song

You'll think that's okay, you'll just sing along

You just copy everything we do

If I wasn't me, I'd copy me too

You just copy everything we do

If I wasn't me, I'd copy me too

[Outro: Craig Owens]

I'd copy me too, copy me too

Copy me too, copy me

I'd copy me too, copy me too

Copy me too, copy me too

I'd copy me too, copy me too

Copy me too, copy me too

I'd copy me too (x5)
Saturday Night (song)

## About

**Saturday Night** is a removed track off of Greta Gibson Forever by Nicole Dollanganger featuring Dan Darrah. It was written by The Misfits.

## Lyrics

(Nicole & Dan singing)

There's 52 ways to murder anyone

One or two are the same,

And they both work as well

I'm coming clean for Amy

Julie doesn't scream as well

And the cops won't listen all night

And so maybe, maybe I'll be over

Just as soon as I fill them all in

And I can remember when I saw her last

We were running all around and having a blast

But the back seat of the drive-in

Is so lonely without you

I know when you're home

I was thinking about you

There was was something I forgot to say

I was crying on a Saturday night

I was out cruising without you

They were playing our song

Crying on Saturday night

(Nicole & Dan speaking)

-*Hey, you want to go to the drive-in tonight?*

-*Yeah, I do.*

-*Well, they're playing a good show, so come on, let's go.*

(Dan singing)

As the moon becomes the night time

You go viciously, quietly away

I'm sitting in the bedroom

Where we used to sit and smoke cigarettes

Now I'm watching, watching you die

(Nicole & Dan singing)

I can remember when I saw her last

We were running all around and having a blast

But the back seat of the drive-in

Is so lonely without you

I know when you're home

I was thinking about you

There was was something I forgot to say

I was crying on a Saturday night

I was out cruising without you,

They were playing our song

Crying on Saturday night
Empty Homes (EP)

## About

**Empty Homes**, also known and originally titled as **B. Side**, is an EP by Nicole Dollanganger originally released on January 19, 2014 as **b side** with the first three songs. Then, on January 25, 2014, the name of the EP was changed to **Empty Homes** and the last four songs were added to the EP. It was possibly written and composed by her in 2013-2014.

## Background

The artwork for this release was possibly the artwork later used for BabyLand. Certain titles may simply be the original working titles for other songs. Not much else is known of this release. This EP was later removed from Bandcamp.

## References

1. ↑ https://dollanganger2.rssing.com/chan-13760080/all\_p3.html
Candy Apple (song)

## About

**Candy Apple** is the fourth track off of Greta Gibson Forever by Nicole Dollanganger.

## Lyrics

One day we’re gonna be

In a motel room by the sea

Over the boardwalk where the pretty girls

Eat hot dogs and soft ice cream

I’ll hear the roller coasters screaming

Your name into the night

In a land of upside down rides and christmas lights

Strung up in summertime

From the window the pink and blue electric signs

They’ll glow down on us like a cotton candy moon on the 4th of July

And you’ll look at me with those green, Coke bottle eyes

I’ve fallen in love with you in every past life

One day we’re gonna be

In a motel room by the sea

By the carousel horses painted pink with

Game tents where clowns sing

You’re like the prize at the carnival

I’ve wanted since I was a little girl

Like the teddy bear with the bow round his neck

Like the sweetest candy apple

From the window the pink and blue electric signs

They’ll glow down on us like a cotton candy moon on the 4th of July

And you’ll look at me with those green, Coke bottle eyes

I’ve fallen in love with you in every past life
He Hit Me (And It Felt Like a Kiss) (song)

## About

**He Hit Me (And It Felt Like a Kiss)** is the third track off of Ode To Dawn Wiener: Embarrassing Love Songs by Nicole Dollanganger.

It samples audio of The Crystals' song, written by Carole King and Gerry Goffin, with the same title.

## Lyrics

He hit me and it felt like a kiss

He spanked me as I laid over his leg

He put me on one knee and said,

"Sweetie, I'll make this cute bum red"

And then he hit me and I was glad

Walked over in my knee highs and sat in his lap

Smiled wide for him and purred like a little cat

He said, "Tell me what you want me to do.

Anything and I will"

So I told him to treat me like I'd been a real bad girl

He hit me and it felt like a kiss

He spanked me as I laid over his leg

He put me on one knee and said,

"Sweetie, I'll make this cute bum red"

And then he hit me and I was glad

I got down on my hands and my knees

He said, "Yeah, you're a real bad girl

Who needs punishing"

I pouted like a child and gave him puppy eyes

He gave my ass a few more slaps

And made me apologize
Greta Gibson Forever (EP)

## About

**Greta Gibson Forever** is the fourth EP by Nicole Dollanganger released on March 16, 2015. It was written and composed by her in 2015.

## Background

The EP is named after Greta Gibson, a character that appeared in *A Nightmare on Elm Street 5: The Dream Child*. She was the second victim to fall prey to Freddy Krueger during his fifth on-screen killing spree.

Original Album CoverGibson in *The Dream Child*
## Tracklisting

The original tracklist also included a cover of The Misfits' "Saturday Night" featuring Dan Darrah.
Depression & Obsession (song)

## About

**Depression & Obsession** is a song by Xxxtentacion assumed to be on his postponed album, *Bad Vibes Forever*, but is now seen on his album, *17*. The original version of the song featured Nicole Dollanganger and ABRA; who were also credited as the writers.

## Background

Unfortunately, not much else is known about the song with Dollanganger and ABRA, or if it will ever be released. The original release date for *Bad Vibes Forever* was October 31, 2016, but was put on the backburner due to the artists' legal woes and has still yet to be released.

## Additional Connections

Xxxtentacion had also previously sampled Dollanganger's song, Poacher's Pride, in "WingRiddenAngel". On December 10, 2016, Dollanganger Tweeted: "i ❤️ @xxxtentacion".
Valley of the Dead (song)

## About

**Valley of the Dead** is the seventh track off of Curdled Milk by Nicole Dollanganger.

## Lyrics

The ghosts of the Palliative Care Ward have been following me

Whispering through the clear plastic lining over their dead bodies

Their diapers and their feces still on the hospital sheets

They’re dead but they’re still up walking around

And they say to me, “Death is pretty sweet”

We’re in the Valley of the Dead

Cremated bodies in the air

And the rotten ones underneath

Where we harvest the food we eat

I’m not scared of death

Because death’s all over me

I’ve been spending my time hanging out in hospital wards

Bringing flowers and love letters to my quadriplegic baby

The ache of his colostomy bag and his blood transfusions

His medication makes him so sleepy, but he still whispers to me,

“Death is pretty sweet”

We’re in the Valley of the Dead

Bodies turn to liquid in the heat

The particles crawl into our pours

And they soak into our wooden floors

I’m not scared of death

Because death’s all over me

I’m not scared of death

Because death’s all over me