Big Brother 10/Week 10

& basically wasting Bryce's HoH but I knew szymon was gonna get voted out against Sam and after the circumstances of the whole night I just couldn't sign his death sentence. He couldn't go out like that, after just thinking Bryce and I had betrayed him and stabbed him in the back. He deserves better & there was no time for me to explain to Szy what happened and why.
I honestly feel like a horrible person and I just shouldn't have said everything to Bryce, I should have kept my mouth shut but I was trying to explain to Bryce truthfully about why I was voting him out.
Oh yeah.. I guess I should mention why I changed my mind..
I had been working up the courage all day to figure out how to tell Bryce I thought voting him out would be better for my game but then well.. as I was just telling him everything basically about my train of thought with this vote and why I thought it was necessary, I told him one of the reasons was that I felt if he stayed he was gonna make f3 and win the final HoH comp and that I was scared that he was closer to szymon than me and would take him to final 2 over me. But then he started saying he actually felt betrayed and hurt by Szy because Szy had given him false hope all day about him staying and being safe.. which was news to me but then it made us start questioning if we were being played. So then Bryce said if I keep him, he is gonna help me go after Sam and he is also gonna go after Szy and take me to final 2 with him. When I analyzed the scenarios if I stuck by Sam's f4 deal of me him abi and Szy, I saw Szy getting a free ride right to the crown. I knew that if anybody wants to win, they can't sit beside him in the finale. If I sat next to Sam would I also have a shot? Mmm, who knows. Ideally I had thought about my ideal f4 being me and szy with abi and Maya but again, who takes szymon out? Nobody. So I thought maybe I keep Bryce, Bryce goes after Sam, Sam goes after Bryce. I slip by, either take myself to the finals or Bryce takes me or Szy takes me if that's the f3. If yoni is there, she I think could take me instead of Szy as well if that's the f3 instead. Except everything blew up and now Szymon was crying, I was crying, Bryce was upset, Sam was upset, Abi hates me, I fucked up my relationship with Maya, and Yoni is a snake, but we already knew that. So now, Sam is still here and if he wins HoH I'm going up with Bryce and if Bryce wins veto I'm prob going home. But maybe that's better since I fucked up my chances of winning by not letting Szymon get voted out tonight anyway.
And that's what you missed on Glee.

A lot went down in the double eviction, so I just want to recap my take on the events.
F7: Bryce and Maya were on the block. The decision seemed obvious to me; vote out Bryce and have Szymon/Natalia go after Sam/Abi. Things got a little more complicated when Bryce spilled that he was planning on going against Szymon in the double eviction and that Szymon/Sam had a F2. I initially wanted Bryce gone, but learning what I did, I realized it would be a lot more advantageous for me to play the middle and cause Bryce to target Sam/Szymon (two comp beasts with solid social games).
I voted to evict Maya, then we had the double eviction. Bryce won HOH, nominated Sam/Szymon, Natalia won POV. This is where the night got interesting for me. I was originally going to save Sam had I won Veto, but I didn’t, so I then opted for the plan to keep the noms the same and make Natalia think that I was going to get rid of Sam when in actuality, it would’ve been Szymon. I feel like I need Sam in the game for a little while longer so that he can win the competitions and cut the important people I won’t be able to due to my comp inability but he’ll also get the blood/bitterness on his hands so I should come away scotch free.
Nat uses Veto on Szymon, and I’m already thinking she’s trying to game her win. She basically tried to score one over on Szymon and get him to believe that he was good with her, which was smart gameplay. Except... she didn’t necessarily get Szymon on her side, because what she failed to realize was that Szymon was keeping Sam over anybody and so was I, so she essentially screwed over Abi without realizing it.
I don’t feel bad about the way things went down. I knew I needed to keep Sam/Szymon as a looming duo along with Bryce/Natalia (who I’ve come to find out is also a duo). My goal is to play the middle, hope the pair not in power is broken up this week, and I can group up with them going into F4 to hopefully go against the current pair in power.

Over this game, I'm a celebrity get me out of here!! Jk lmao I'm a nobody but the opportunity was right there. Shoutout to Rhi, icon, hope you're enjoying your vacation ❤️ this I'm a celeb name drop was just for you, queen.