If this world is full of lies

* Life, a losing battle
* Dreaming through a mirror

-A coward's pathetic everyday routine-

"*I wanted to believe.*"— **Music description**
**If this world is full of lies** (嘘で溢れた世界なら, *Uso de afureta sekainara*[?]) is a song by Guchiry featuring Kagamine Len. It is the eighth track of the album *Life, a losing battle*, the third track of the album *Dreaming through a mirror*, and the image song for Crowley.

## Lyrics

* Japanese
* Romaji
* English

意味の無い日々　繰り返して　何もする気になれなくて

そうやって日々　しくさって　眠る毎日か

簡単なことだと言って　周りは僕を置き去って

俯くことも　嫌になって　ただ天井を仰いでいた

上手く使えぬ命なら　誰かに譲るべきなのか

行方も知れぬ命なら　投げ捨てておくべきなのか

愛もわからぬ命なら　愛を見落とす命なら

信じられない世界なら　別れを告げるべきなのか

曖昧な僕の生活は　何もせず過ぎていた

誰の目に映る事も無く消えていく

何もかもが怖くて　いつもいつでも逃げていた

臆病者でずるい自分が許せなくて

（Lie…）

騙されるくらいなら　信じなきゃいい

（Lie…）

誰も彼も裏で何か考えてる

（Lie…）

騙されるくらいなら　信じなきゃいい

（Lie…）

意味の無い日々　繰り返して　何もする気になれなくて

そうやって日々　無駄にして　過ごす毎日か

難しいことだと言って　諦めるのがいけないと

頭でわかっていたって　どうしようもないと逃げていた

上手く使えぬ命なら　見捨て去ってもいいものか

投げ捨てられた命なら　拾い集めるべきなのか

正義を騙る偽善なら　愛を騙るペテン師なら

騙し騙される世界なら　何を信じるべきなのか

廃退した僕の人生は　何もせず過ぎていた

他人（ひと）の目を恐れ　意識は途絶える

誰も彼も信じることが出来やしなかった

臆病者で弱い自分だ

下手に使うような命なら　誰かに譲るべきなのか

名前も知れぬ命なら　誰かに譲るべきなのか

愛もわからぬ命なら　愛されたいと思うなら

嘘で溢れた世界なら　別れを告げるべきなのか

心臓の鼓動が僕を　等間隔に揺らした

この音が今ここに生きる証

部屋の隅　ただ独り　怯え震えるこの手は

どうしようもないほどに臆病だ

曖昧な僕の生活は　何もせず過ぎていた

誰の目に映る事も無く消えていく

何もかもが怖くて　いつもいつでも逃げていた

臆病者でずるい自分が許せなくて

（Lie…）

さよなら　来世でまた会おう　嘘吐きの世界よ

それじゃ、バイバイ。

Imi no nai hibi kurikaeshite nani mo suru ki ni narenakute

Sou yatte hibi shiku sa tte nemuru mainichi ka

Kantanna kotoda to itte mawari wa boku o oki satte

Utsumuku koto mo iya ni natte tada tenjou o aoideita

Umaku tsukaenu inochinara dare ka ni yuzurubekina no ka

Yukue mo shirenu inochinara nagesuteteokubekina no ka

Ai mo wakaranu inochinara ai o miotosu inochinara

Shinjirarenai sekainara wakare o tsugerubekina no ka

Aimaina boku no seikatsu wa nani mo sezu sugiteita

Dare no me ni utsuru koto mo naku kieteiku

Nanimokamo ga kowakute itsumo itsu demo nigeteita

Okubyoumono de zurui jibun ga yurusenakute

（Lie…）

Damasareru kurainara shinjinakya ii

（Lie…）

Dare mo kare mo ura de nani ka kangaeteru

（Lie…）

Damasareru kurainara shinjinakya ii

（Lie…）

Imi no nai hibi kurikaeshite nani mo suru ki ni narenakute

Sou yatte hibi muda ni shite sugosu mainichi ka

Muzukashii kotoda to itte akirameru no ga ikenaito

Atama de wakatteita tte dou shiyou mo nai to nigeteita

Umaku tsukaenu inochinara misute satte mo ii mono ka

Nagesuterareta inochinara hiroi atsumerubekina no ka

Seigi o kataru gizennara ai o kataru petenshinara

Damashi damasareru sekainara nani o shinjirubekina no ka

Haitai shita boku no jinsei wa nani mo sezu sugiteita

Tanin（hito）no me o osore ishiki wa todaeru

Dare mo kare mo shinjiru koto ga dekiyashinakatta

Okubyoumono de yowai jibunda

Heta ni tsukau youna inochinara dare ka ni yuzurubekina no ka

Namae mo shirenu inochinara dare ka ni yuzurubekina no ka

Ai mo wakaranu inochinara aisaretai to omounara

Uso de afureta sekainara wakare o tsugerubekina no ka

Shinzou no kodou ga boku o toukankaku ni yurashita

Kono oto ga ima koko ni ikiru akashi

Heya no sumi tada hitori obie furueru kono te wa doushiyou mo nai hodo ni okubyouda

Aimaina boku no seikatsu wa nani mo sezu sugiteita

Dare no me ni utsuru koto mo naku kieteiku

Nanimokamo ga kowakute itsumo itsu demo nigeteita

Okubyoumono de zurui jibun ga yurusenakute

（Lie…）

Sayonara raise de mata aou uso haki no sekaiyo

Sore ja, baibai.

I just keep repeating meaningless days, not feeling like doing anything

That's how you fuck up and sleep day after day, trying to sleep that feeling off.

Since I pretended things were easy, people left me behind

Exhausted, I couldn't even turn my head, so I just stared up at the ceiling.

If it's not going to work, why should we give it to someone else?

If I don't know where my life is going, should I just throw it away?

If it's a life that never understood love, if it's a life overlooked by love,

If this is a world I don't believe in, I might as well say goodbye.

My ambiguous life was passing by without me doing anything

It fades away without anyone seeing it.

I was afraid of everything, and I was always, always running away

Now, I can't forgive myself for being a coward and a cheat.

(Lie..)

I'd rather not believe it than be fooled

(Lie..)

Everyone's got something on their mind behind the scenes

(Lie..)

I'd rather not believe it than be fooled

(Lie..)

I just keep repeating meaningless days, not feeling like doing anything.

And so, I spend my days like that, wasting away.

I know I shouldn't have given up, that I shouldn't have said it was too hard,

But in my head, I knew there was nothing I could do.

If I can't use this life for anything, I might as well throw it away

But if my life is thrown away, should someone pick up the pieces?

If you're a hypocrite who pretends to be righteous, if you're a crook who deceives others with love,

If we're in a world full of lies, what is there to believe?

My life in the gutter had passed without doing anything.

As I fear the eyes of others, my consciousness ceases to exist.

I can't trust anyone at all,

I'm a coward and a weak man.

If my life is going to be used so poorly, someone else should live inside of me.

If we don't know their names, should we give them to someone else?

If I don't know what love is, if I want to be loved,

If the world is full of lies, I don't know why I should say goodbye.

My heart beats in equal intervals,

this sound proving I'm still alive

In the corner of the room, alone, my hand trembling with fear,

I'm so incurably timid.

My ambiguous life was passing by without me doing anything

It fades away without anyone seeing it.

I was afraid of everything, and I was always, always running away.

Now, I can't forgive myself for being a coward and a cheat.

(Lie..)

See you in the next life, world of liars.

And now, I say bye-bye.

## External Links

### Official

* YouTube Music
* YouTube (album preview, original ver.)
* NicoNico (album preview, original ver.)
* Spotify
* Ameblo - Lyrics

### Unofficial

* VOCALOID Database
	+ VOCALOID Database (original ver.)

## Trivia

* The song sounds similar to the song *Missing Name*.

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/bomless\_race2/status/1459847542804385798
"『嘘で溢れた世界なら』って曲、特に物語とか考えず作ったやつだったんだけど、今歌詞を見返したら「(あれ、これってクローリィくんが自死(『遺書』って曲の話、結局失敗に終わる)を決意した歌では？)」ってなって、作ってから3年後の今日コイツは俺の中で作品として完成した/The song If this world is full of lies was written without any particular story in mind, but when I look back at the lyrics now, I think "(Oh, that's the story of Crowley (the story of the song *Suicide Note* which ends up in a failure) deciding on committing suicide?", and today, three years after I made it, this song has been completed as a work of art in my mind."
2. ↑ https://twitter.com/bomless\_race2/status/1110563109880520704
"あとは…「ミッシングネーム」と「嘘で溢れた世界なら」とかは似てるのかな……？？
聴かせてないからみんなには伝わらない独り言/Also... I wonder if *Missing Name* and *If this world is full of lies* are similar......??
It's a monologue that doesn't get through to everyone because I haven't let anyone listen to it."