呼吸がおさまらない (Kokyuu ga Osamaranai)

"I'll pretend to have forgotten all about it."
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傷つけられるのも 傷つけるのも

痛いから見てらんないんよ本当

全人類仲良くしてほしいのさ

万引きも暴力も かなしいから

止めようとしたのに

“お前も今日から敵だ”って

なんでそんなこというのさ

どうすりゃいいのかわかんない

“友達”とかもう意味わかんない

ああ、また父さんに

転んじゃったっていわなきゃ

苦しいよ 誰も分かり合えないの？

挙げ句の果てに先生も

“お互い様”だとかいうのか

苦しいよ なんか息ができないや

ずっと吸い込むうちに

明転する視界の先に 誰かが立っている

聞こえないフリでやり過ごそうにも

今度は物に当たるのか

“汚いからこれ捨てたげる”って

なんでそんなことすんのさ

何がしたいのかわかんない

もう支離滅裂 意味わかんない

ああ、また花壇まで

筆箱を取りにいかなきゃ

かなしいよ ヒトがヒトでいれるのが

言語のせいだと言うのなら

みんな動物に変えてくれませんか

もうやだから このままどっかに逃げたいや

それも叶わないとは知ってるけど

そっか 笑顔って

丸く収めるためだけにあるんだね

わかったよ

全部忘れたことにしてあげる

kizutsukerareru no mo kizutsukeru no mo

itai kara miterannain yo hontou

zenjinrui nakayoku shite hoshii no sa

manbiki mo bouryoku mo kanashii kara

tomeyou to shita noni

"omae mo kyou kara teki da" tte

nande sonna koto iu no sa

dou surya ii no ka wakannai

tomodachi toka mou imi wakannai

aa, mata tousan ni

koronjatta tte iwanakya

kurushii yo dare mo wakariaenai no?

ageku no hate ni sensei mo

"otagaisama" da toka iu no ka

kurushii yo nanka iki ga dekinai ya

zutto suikomu uchi ni

meiten suru shikai no saki ni dareka ga tatte iru

kikoenai furi de yarisugosou ni mo

kondo wa mono ni ataru no ka

"kitanai kara kore sutetageru" tte

nande sonna koto sun no sa

nani ga shitai no ka wakannai

mou shirimetsuretsu imi wakannai

aa, mata kadan made

fudebako o tori ni ikanakya

kanashii yo hito ga hito de ireru no ga

gengo no sei da to iu no nara

minna doubutsu ni kaete kuremasen ka

mou yada kara kono mama dokka ni nigeta iya

sore mo kanawanai to wa shitteru kedo

sokka egao tte

maruku osameru tame dake ni aru nda ne

wakatta yo

zenbu wasureta koto ni shite ageru

Being hurt and hurting others,

both are too painful. I truly can't stand to watch.

I just want all of humanity to get along.

Shoplifting and violence, I try to stop it

because it makes me sad.

But then why'd they say things like,

"You're my enemy from this day onward!"

I don't know what to do.

I don't know what "friend" means anymore.

Ah, I have to tell dad

that I've "fallen down" again.

It hurts. Why can't we all just understand each other?

And to top it off, the teacher, too,

says things like "We're equals."

It hurts. I feel like I can't breathe.

Every time I take a breath,

beyond my brightening field of view, there's someone standing there.

Even if I try to let it pass by and pretend not to hear,

why do you still take my things?

"I'll just throw this out because it's so dirty."

Why are you doing that?

I don't know what you want.

You're so nonsensical, I don't understand.

Ah, I've got to go back to the flower beds again

to pick up my pencil case.

It's saddening. If you say that humans are humans

because of language,

then can't we just turn everyone into animals?

I don't want to do this anymore. I just want to run away like this.

I know even that won't come true, but–

I see. So I'll just smile.

Just so things get settled peacefully.

I got it.

I'll pretend to have forgotten all about it.

Translation by **s**

**English Title**

Hyperpnea

**Japanese Title**

呼吸がおさまらない

*Kokyuu ga Osamaranai*

**Music, Lyrics**

Shishido

**Illustration**

Arusechika

**Special thanks**

Higateru

**Character**

Shiori