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## Diaries

### Sukiana's Diary

Diary which Sukiana makes notes in.

They seem hopeful, I can't say i'm on the same boat. But it's always like Maggie to keep on being positive.

Honestly I'm more stressed that all of our supplies were left behind, we have to start all over again.

I'm sure we'll make it but, i'm going to really have to push myself to stay positive.

 2

I feel nice finally being able to bond more with Shrimp, although I have to admit I am a little dissapointed I don't see much of Maggie.

Shrimp tends to tease us but I honestly hope that Maggie is doing well. Better than me, at least.

 3

 4

But today was yet another reminder that I appear to have lost my edge.

If I had one to begin with.

Maggie has always been better, even back at the old village.

I thought being who I was I would have had, some kind of advantage.

I didn't even win, once.

I need to be better.
 5

You can't keep everything to yourself.

Just be honest.
 6

Eventually I will schedule a month or so to go on a search, and see where they go.
 7

The potions don't seem to help, I likely waited too long.

## Found Journals

### Ender Operation

Books Located in Thornrun
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 3
 4
Weeks of chasing these eyes to where ever they lead us, looking into the eyes themselves.
It’s so alluring.
It has a way of pulling you in like the sea in the middle of the night.
This piqued my interest.
I hope I can record more data based on this newfound phenomenon.

Entry 71 -
Doing new tests around these Eyes, It seems to be affecting some of the people in our research group; Phillip, at first, seemed unbothered by the eyes, now won’t stop talking about how important it is to get to the destination.
He recalls vivid dreams of the alternate plane of existence.

Entry 72 - ///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////------------

Entry ??? - it has been some time since I last did an entry, Phillip started to show a very severe case of aggression towards the others, and we had no other option but to take care of him at that moment, were low on food and water, it is cold, and I don’t think we'll make it.

Final entry - A bit morbid, but I know this will be my last entry; the case of psychosis has spread to all of the remaining team members, and most have just run off into the snowy night.
I’m the last one that I assume is alive; however, not for long.
I no longer have any food or water and have no possible way of getting back home.
 5
We followed the Ender Eyes in hopes of it showing us a path to the portal, but they all broke before we could find anything conclusive.
It didn't help we ran out of food in the beginning of searching the tundra.
We returned.

Damage Report:
We lost Thomas and Justin to the storms.
Alicia has irrepairable damage to her leg.
Estefan must recover from frostbite before the next mission, if he ever fully does.
Three of the ten hunting dogs are gone.

Findings:
The tundra is the farthest we travelled in the Eye's directions.
It's either in or past that area.
The Eyes have a chance of breaking.
The longest life they have is 5, most only last 2 or 3 if we're lucky.

Details:
Leader: Rosa
Party: Estefan, Justin, Thomas, Alicia, Jillian, Yasmeen, Finley
Dogs: 10 (Hunting)
 6

Many have recounted being thrown in the air and crashing to the ground, or worse, falling into endless darkness.

Others say they would get trapped in a purple mist that burned hotter than nether fire.

Due to these dreams causing a panic, we must reserve iron to make armor.
 7

It's been months so it's assumed that they have either been attacked, or lost to... it.

We're so close.
 8
They all entered.
I waited 3 weeks.
No one came back.
They only had a week's worth of rations.
I held hope.
The void beckoned more as I sat in that Cursed Room.
I still feel the bugs crawling over me.
I never want to go back.

Please don't make me go back.
Don't go back. Don't go back. Don't go back. Don't go back. Don't go back. Don't go back. Don't go back. Don't go back. Don't go back. Don't go back. Don't go back. Don't go back.
The void says "She" calls for me...

Damage Report:
All but one are dead.
Among the deceased are Jillian, Bianca, Yasmeen, Estefan, Kingsley, Maria, Holden, Oswald, Rochelle.
Nine of the ten hunting dogs are dead.
No possible recovery.

Findings:
The "Void" (most likely portal) as Finley described has hallucinogenic effects and can embed itself in a psyche.
It's reported as opaque, most likely a one way unlike the Nether Portals due to this factor.
Must be activated using Eyes.

Details:
Leaders: Finley & Bianca
Party: Jillian, Yasmeen, Estefan, Kingsley, Maria, Holden, Oswald, Rochelle
Dogs: 10 (Hunting)
Supplies: 14 day rations, combat kits

Council Comments:
DISPOSE OF FINLEY IMMEDIATELY
We can not let his information spread, his mania will scare the village out of our mission.
Lock him up if need be.
Look into replenishing the children's numbers.
Double and harden the training.

### Missing God

Book Found in Destroyed Cabin
This journal was given to me by the former Head Priest, Aravast before his passing.
I do not know what I will write in here yet, perhaps it will just be a diary for my keeping.

Entry 126:
We have not heard from out god in many moon cycles.
I worry something has happened to her but I know the strength of a god is not one to underestimate.
Yet, this feeling of worry and dread will not seem to leave me.
-High Priestess Asom

Entry 278:
The Masked God has still not been seen.
I remember the days of my childhood when they visited us often.
They were a kind god and we always offered more than they ever asked.
They deserved all of it and more for their kindness.
-High Priestess Asom

Entry 389:
I met with the Priests of neighboring temples, The Masked God is the only one to have dissapeared.
I fear he will never return now with how long he has been gone.
All I hope is that he is safe, and will remember us as we remembered him.
-Asom

For any historian that may find my journal long after my passing and the fall of the Order, please carry on the memory of our god:
Hyena, The Masked God, Patron of Exploration and Gunpowder

## Others

### The Feral Library

Book Located at the Front of the Feral Library

A Community Library Founded By Sukiana, Shrimp, and Star.

Meant for Reading, Meetings, and More.

Be Feral by Stay Civil.

-Sukiana.