The Social Capability of a Sociopath/Confessionals

## Day 8: HoH & Pandora's Box

The votes absolutely went my way and I didn't have to expose myself too much to get it like that. Right now, Holden and Sam are my targets, and should be a lot of people's targets. They come off as really awkward, and, to most of us, annoying. It shouldn't take much work to get them nominated regardless if I win HoH or not.

ey go Perry oop oop, HOPEFULLY NATHANIEL WASN'T TELLING THE TRUTH L0L BOUT ME BEINGN TARGETTED LMAO
I ALSO MADE THIS GIF SO IMMA SHARE IT W/ YOU CAUSE ITS SIMPLY THE BEST THING EVER BYE

Ok so basically I fuckin hate everyone in this game. and it's really hard to talk to people you think are fucking retarded so my social game isn't that great. anyways, I feel like i could be nominated this round since I heard my name was going around last round as a target. Whatever fucking bitches. I tried talking to Perry but he hasn't messaged me back yet so I will try to have the Sabateour do some work. I'm trying to copy Sam's candy ass attitude as much as possible with the Sab and talk to Perry. I'm not sure how close Perry and Sam are but hopefully it makes Sam the target or at least puts some shade on him.

This Diamond Power of Veto is exactly what I will need to drive a stake in my alliance. I can use it to make a move later on, and hopefully change up a game that isn't going in my favor.

SO
YAS
PERRY WON HOH
MY ALLY WON SO IM SAFE
and he is basically going to nominate what i want to be nominated

## Day 9

OK I guess I'm getting a bit worried. I know that Perry is going to not nominate me, which is good. But his target is Sam, and with the Secret Sams alliance I don't know if that is good. But he said his pawn is Holden, so I would vote the other Sam over Holden... I'm trying to get him to put up someone that I don't have a good relationship lwith like Evan, but he is not interested in that.

## Day 10: Nomincation Ceremony

Wow! I can't believe I convinced Perry to put up Evan. Didn't think that would work! Plan: Make Wesley convinced that I was worried Perry would have put me up. But Perry has an alliance with me, but I'm trying to make sure Wesley doesn't know! Oh gosh. I don't know what to think of who was picked. I don't know if anyone of those 3 would use it. But it might be better if they do not, because then Samuel would 100% be going home, and I think I would have a good chance of getting people to send Evan over Holden.

I'm nominated on the block and I'm in danger of going home. I couldn't care less. I'm a pawn in this situation and doing anything stupid would endanger that. Whether or not I win this PoV is irrelevant, but I'll still give it a good try.

last night I had a good conversation with Perry where we discussed every single houseguest in the game. For some reason, I thought there were A LOT of threats, and there are, but not as many as I would have thought.

If I won HoH
Sam’s fucking ass goes onto the block.

Sam is fucking over Perry and me.
IM LEGIT GOING TO STAB HIM SO HARD IN HIS BACK THAT HIS EYES FLY OUT

oh my fucking god
did these bitches in the Oz alliance just admit that they worked together in another ORG
Ughh, idk, maybe I'm paranoid, but I don't like the fact that I'm not really included in a lot of strategy talks
and finding about shit later
But I have a big feeling that there is this alliance within this Oz thing that I'm not included in
And it'll be hard to change that unless I have people behind me, the thing is when. Idk where Tyler stands right now, cause he's not panicky either
And I bring up the idea if there is another alliance within this alliance, and he brushes off the question
Like I have reason to believe Tyler would never lie to me about this,, but why are the signs there?
Man idk, I just don't like this feeling
I know at least with the Oz thing I will make jury, but I'm in it to win it, and I don't see me reaching the end like this.

I had to tell someone, I'm scared to even bring this info to Tyler. We were close in Sardinia but we haven't talked in 5ever. He's could have made stronger bonds with other people, I don't doubt it. His word in this game doesn't mean anything to me, I want to see action/proof. But I'm scared his action is taking me out.

## Day 12: Pov Ceremony

Holden has all the social capability of that of a sociopath. He's pissing off the house, and better for me, because the majority of them believe Sam H is friends with him. This makes escaping the block easier, and let's me know I shouldn't campaign too hard.

I need a plan. A plan to make sure the Secret Sams stay intact.

## Day 14: Eviction

I'm going to have to start not joining seasons which might have Perry, because this will keep on happening

So looks like my plan is to play the sympathy card I guess, ill just make everyone feel sorry for me and like sympathise and maybe, just maybe, Perry can decide to not be a complete cunt

Well since Perry has everyone wrapped around his pinky finger it's going to be me evicted. Ugh that little gobshite. Oops and I just called Perry's mouth a bullshit fountain. Silly me, should've saved that for later heehee

Something I really hate about things like this is the reputation you accumulate. Like I've won my fair share of orgs (4), and I've been in loads of other seasons with people here, but the problem is that all this mud from those seasons had stuck, and now all people see is just a big waddling mess of mud of which displays everything deceitful and manipulative I've said to help me advance in the games and got me those wins. I tell ya, I'm really thinking about making a sock, ditching this account and starting afresh. Goodbye Nightlock Kryptonite, maybe something a bit more up to date. I give that all up for a clean slate lol.