Esmaria

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**Spoilers ahead!**

This article about **Esmaria** contains spoilers for the LavenderSMP lore. Proceed with caution and do not read if you are trying to avoid spoilers.

## Personal Information

### Gender Identity

Mainly genderfae, gender non-conforming (Songgender, lavalampgender, astranoirian)

### Pronouns

In preferred order: it/its, xe/xim, mu/muy, she/her

## Familial and Professional Relationships

### Parents

Marza Kaydence & Octavia Kaydence (*adoptive mothers*)

### Siblings

* Pepper Kaydence
* Topi Kaydence

### Bosses

* Paz Aurelius

**Esmaria**, legally named **Esmaria Iris Kaydence** (born: May 11), is a musician. It works for Inkot Inc, a store founded by Paz Aurelius, and has created original music for the company. Despite this, it lives in Oreotown. Mu is well known for mur's work-in-progress album *The World Is My Assigned Seat* and the deluxe edition, which details a ton of emotions from xis point of view on the Republic.

## Physiology

Esmaria styles her hair in space buns, and accessorizes with cat ears, stylish bandages and notably has earrings in the form of a cross. In-game, Esmaria wears a purple sweatshirt with white stripes and pastel blue jeans. Most notably, in all photos of Esmaria and in-game, Esmaria's eyes are censored with a black bar (red bar on the cover art of *The World Is My Assigned Seat*). This is to conceal the fact that Esmaria is a cyborg, as she does not have a right eye, but a red camera in its place.

## Personality

Esmaria is an outgoing and optimistic person, and is known for it's ability to hear anyone out and give anything the benefit of the doubt. Xe also inherited a lot of intelligence from the Internet, so mu is able to see out anyone's true intentions and, famously, out-trivia anybody. Canonically, Esmaria is autistic, reporting harboring a more objective/logos-based outlook on life as opposed to being swayed at all by ethos and pathos.

## Symbolic Flower

*This section contains spoilers and could be sensitive to some. Reading with caution is advised.*

Esmaria's symbolic flower is the white iris. The white iris symbolizes purity, innocence, sympathy, courage, and wisdom. Mu, being the outgoing person it is, easily associates with the features of sympathy and courage, giving guidance to the people around her through wisdom and standing up for what xe believes to be logically correct, due to its logos-based outlook on life. Innocence comes into play due to Esmaria's optimism. She always believes in other people first, which is an innocent trait as much as it is optimistic. Finally, purity comes from xe being "Patient Zero." This symbolically alludes to the cleanliness being a patient represented for muy, as well as its rebirth into being a cyborg, and how being only half-human gives it a degree of cleanliness that no one else has, due to the lessening of imperfections within muys body.

## Backstory/History

*This section contains spoilers and could be sensitive to some. Reading with caution is advised.*

As detailed in "S1MULATION", Patient Zero grew up as a child in the Republic with a rather uneventful childhood; namely, the same anyone would as a child. It had been sitting on a cul-de-sac and talking to a friend when xe was all of a sudden taken in by anonymous scientists. Scientists that remain unknown to this day. They conducted experiments on this Patient and quickly realized that things were going wrong. If they did not act fast, the young kid would've died, to their hands. The scientists took the child in and did everything they could to save her life, removing organs and stuffing her with robotic parts - which, eventually, worked. The scientists realized, however, that after all they had changed, the Patient couldn't be considered the same person. Promptly, xe was booted out of the laboratory, took on the identity of Esmaria and sought adoption, shortly being adopted by lesbian couple Marza and Octavia Kaydence amongst blood children Pepper Kay and Topi. She makes music featuring the Kaydence family to this day and remains a proud member of the Republic.

## Trivia

* Esmaria is autistic, as is Julie, the girl who plays Esmaria in the SMP.
* Some rumor that Esmaria might have been a politician in xis past life.
* Esmaria is one of the few characters in the Republic that speaks Spanish as a main language alongside English. It has detailed to Paz in the past this is because xe hopes nobody will understand it.
* In the first verse of "S1MULATION", Esmaria talks to Pepper Kay about the situation that is just about to happen - however, it is unknown whether Pepper Kay was actually there when Esmaria had initally been taken in.
* Esmaria has a canonical Twitter account, which can be found at @endesmaria as of November 17, 2022.

## Gallery

Esmaria's Minecraft skinEsmaria's official character portraitTwimas.jpgEsmaria, as depicted by Paraplan for *The World Is My Assigned Seat*
## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/endesmaria/status/1532516292682391552
2. ↑ https://namemc.com/profile/toximixs