Nesadia Dovrari

Willingly left high Nobility

## Early Life

The daughter of a nobleman and a servant girl, she was raised by the nobleman's real lover and the knowledge of her being half peasant-born was scrubbed from history, so much so that she herself didn't know she was being raised by a woman who was not her mother.

Reaching her golden age she was told the secrets of her real mother being a love affair, outraged by this revelation she left home to no longer live the lie she did not feel entitled to. She looked for her true mother but she had passed away during a famine a few years prior. She lives honestly, living as a peasant was actually very blissful to her, she loved being outdoors and even getting her hands dirty working.

Presently she is a nomad, moving from place to place until she finds a place that is welcoming and beautiful. One she could set herself up in and live peacefully amongst the other folk there. She holds no current goal, living life as it comes. One day at a time.

## Past Life as a Noble

In her life living as a noble, she was conditioned to act a certain way, talk a certain way, even to eat a certain way and cry a certain way. Her life was filled with the teachings of business and economy, in hopes she would follow in the families tradition of having the women do the bookkeeping and keep track of the money while the men spent their days galivanting with one another in betting halls and bar fights. She grew tired of being treated like a slave, she worked all day and often far into the night with no regard to it destroying her eating habits or sleeping habits. One day she broke down and couldnt handle the charade any longer, she decided to leave her false family behind and look for her real family. Unfortunately her real mother had passed away a few years back, she now had no one and had nothing but the clothes on her back.

### Freedom

Despite having no way to feed herself or keep herself safe she used the very minimum survival knowledge she learnt from books or her mentors to stave off hunger and to even get herself a shelter where she lived alone for a very long time. She would move her location depending on scarcity of resources and the weather, becoming a nomad and embracing that life style.
She may have been a noble but she was enjoying the honest life, never having to worry about who is sleeping with who, or who's husband isnt paying the most for the most materialist of things. All of that only angered her, she accepts that she did learn a lot of useful things though.

### The Change

At some point in her life she accepted her life as one she enjoyed and wished to keep living, she didnt need anything to change, she was having the time of her life. She loved nature; the smell of the flowers, the sounds of the birds, the taste of the garden fresh food, she had even somehow befriended a wild wolf for a short time before it ran off. She possessed very little magical ability but she felt so in tune with the power druids have with nature. Something in her brain clicked during her years in nature, loving every single bit of it, all of its beauty. She started to forget what it was like to feel distraught, to feel so out of place, to feel like she had to run constantly to survive. She has a positive outlook on all people, on all things, even those of the past, she forgave them all as she reached a sense of mental enlightenment. She is now seen dancing and singing along coastlines and through forests without a care in the world

### The Forge

Hearing the need for a smithy being spoken about by passerby's she figured it could be something fun to learn and do as a hobby once she integrated herself back into society. She was able to speak with Echo, the one in charge of Iuxium and she was given an area of land at no expense, this land is where Nesadia set up camp for a few weeks. While she was not afraid to talk to people, she did not want to scare others away with her permanent optimism. After the few weeks came to a close she began to build her forge and began her life as a part time smith, she is not the most skilled however she enjoyed every single bit of it.

## Appearance

You are most likely to find Nesadia wearing purple and black, her two favoured colors irrespective if the occasion is formal or not. It is unnaturally kept in pristine shape seeing as she lives like a peasant - its fabrics lack any signs of wear. The inner sides of her outfits are inscribed with haiku, poems.

## Personality

**[Alignment: True neutral]**

Nesadia's behaviour had gone through many changes as she grew in knowledge and experienced proportionally more the multifaceted world. Her behaviour had been shaped by the multitude of people and situations she faced, and to each she had developed her own approach. Generally, she is an observant one - looking over areas she goes to, trying to locate any weapons on people and identify all present. Her analytical eyes try to read the situation - understand signals of the interlocutor, find exits to flee should the situation get out of hand, see if anyone is hearing on the grapevine to a private conversation.

She lately had been less responsive to the amicable ones, no more faking it if she didn't like a joke as in the past or smiling unnecessarily - for the sake of bonding and signalling that she was harmless. It did make her, despite her ambiguity and tensions in conversations with the interlocutors, potentially more likeable - as evident by the number of people tolerant of her, Abysmal, the horned one with an intimidating look. It works.

She still lacks the love of the public, and their inaction to the injustice she faced, as during the attack of an Eldritch beast, when she came to help - but instead got nearly killed by a travelling radical of the white pantheon who had lost his mind long ago, - with the crowds watching the unfair fight unfolding as if it was a performance, an entertainment, estranged her from the society, revolted her.

As almost always, she maintains a model posture, walking regally wherever she goes - be it slums or in a palace. She tends to make herself more imposing, dramatic in appearance, with the surroundings acting as the props for her performances. It expresses itself in where she stands, and how - on the cliffside, with the winds to billow her dress and lush locks of hair, by the seaside, to let the blues of the skies and the waters blend with her purple hues.

Emotionally wise, she is usually tranquil outdoors, being soothed by nature and the winds. She is more and more authentic in her expressions, but keeps, as in youth, hiding her true feelings at times - though, to no avail, as eyes shift to certain extent to elliptical shapes whenever she feels fear or disgust, or is in shock.

To Live Life to the Fullest, relishing in its pleasures, upping the experienced and discovering the new ones.
Nature - outdoors is always tranquil to me, especially the windy places. I relish the breeze playing with my hair, caressing my cheeks, - there is nothing as good as quality time out in the wild, - nature isn't sacred, it is just beautiful. I enjoy fully meat, I enjoy fully fine wood used in crafts.
To not waste time on those who do not appreciate you. The conversations with them are boring, stiff, devoid of soul.
To not let down others, try to cooperate. There is enough of fighting already, - creation of bonds is always a better option over the burning of bridges. I do you favour, you do me a favour. You respect me, I respect you.
I do not care about how people perceive me after being walked over by them so many times, I just do not waste my time on it. I do care about my safety though, which is linked to reputation, and I enjoy flattery, naturally, as all I think do.

Despite everything I live the life of a peasant by choice, glamour never really suited me, I still hold regal behaviours and practices but I try to leave my past behind me.

## Fun Facts

* Specialises in demonic affairs, she was taught about corruption by a court animancer, who became possessed in the end.
* Specialises in archaeology, she was involved in Precursor research, unearthing a massive collection of artefacts. Conducted archaeological expeditions with others, teaching them the basics.