Doujin 4

Rumi comes to the aid of Akira when two girls seemingly are bullying Akira.

### Transition Milestones

Through an unusual set of circumstances, Akira is able to wear a real, actual girl's pretty dress for the very first time.

### Relationship Evolution

Rumi is 'coming on strong' in her attempt to befriend Akira.

### Lessons Learned

Seemingly bad situations, like being soaked in juice, can be truned around to be better, like how Akira gets to wear a pretty dress as a consequence.

ORE GA WATASHI NI NARU MADE (UNTIL I BECOME ME)

CHAPTER 4 OF THE STORY (DOUJINSHI version)

## Previously

Circumstances and situations have become so toxic and frightful that Mom has decided to take Akira out of school, move away to another city, move in with grandmother, and enroll Akira in a different, local school. The fact that Akira's Dad had abandoned the family, probably because he did not want an offspring that was a girl, added to the need for Mom to make a 'clean break', and 'start over again' in another city. All this means a lot of adjustments and different reactions for Akira. Will she come out for the better, or will she be even more discouraged by the changes ?

## This Chapter's Story

"You're quite boyish, for supposedly being a girl .... !"

Comes the comment from one of the two girls seen together in the classroom at school one morning. Akira looks around to see the girls standing next to her desk, the one speaking is a blue-eyed blonde girl who is strikingly pretty and is so self-confident about her stunning looks.

"**I** [lit. *Ore*{masculine}] .... I mean .... **I** [lit. *Watashi*{feminine}] .... ", spits out Akira, as she is quite taken aback by the cute girl's stark, revealing comment.

The girl goes on to remark that, right there, you speak like a boy in a boy's undertone ! You have short hair in a boy's hairstyle. You dress like a boy, in pants all the time. Your backpack is black, as black is used only by boys. And you watch that show that is oriented toward boys; *Mannish Man*!

By now, Akira has gotten up from her desk, and has broken out into a cold sweat. She tells herself that she thought she was making progress at this school to be a better person, a likeable girl.

***"HEYYYY !!!*** YOU'RE BULLYING AKIRA AGAIN ! *CUT IT OUT !!!"*

The shout comes from across the room, from a somewhat plain looking girl, yet a very girly girl, wearing a white blouse and a pretty polka-dot jumper dress. Her name is Rumi Watai. The blonde girl offers that she is not bullying Akira, she is just saying how much of a boy that she seems to be. Rumi belts out---

**"Such a cute girl as Akira is, could not have possibly ever been a boy !"**

Akira, still sweating bullets, is silent, and merely grits her teeth. The two girls scatter, as Rumi comes over to address Akira. She tells Akira in a very pleasant voice that the homeroom teacher has requested that Akira go to the Infirmary right now. Akira is silent as she gets up from her desk, but thinks to herself that it seems as if she, Akira, is somehow deceiving Rumi ? After all, ones at this school know that she transferred here due to some health problems, but it was never mention just what those might be ! Only some of the teachers and the school administration know that she used to be a boy.

In the Infirmary, two women spend time conversing with Akira. The homeroom teacher, Ms. Masukawa, asks Akira if she has been feeling any pain or discomfort ? "No, not really.", replies Akira. Ms. Masukawa assures Akira that if something happens, to go look for her, or go straight to the Infirmary. The other woman, Dr. Kubota, confides to Akira that we'll make sure to answer any and all of your questions about anything that concerns you. In a very caring and concerning tone, Ms. Masukawa comments that she was told that Akira used to play outside quite a bit at their previous school. She would like to know why Akira doesn't go play at all with the kids here ? " Ah .... I think .... I'm good by myself. ", is all that Akira can manage. Akira quietly and painfully thinks to herself that as a result of past situations, she has already ruined her social chances with any of the boys. In a while, Akira thanks the two women, and they say that Akira can go now.

Akira makes her way to the girl's restroom. In one of the stalls, she takes down her pants and the girl's disposable paper panties that she always wears now, to check if her period has begun, or if she has wet herself ? Neither. Dressing again, Akira muses that she likes how kind and caring Ms. Masukawa is. That former male teacher at the other school did nothing at all to help. Recalling the time when it was suggested that she begin to wear the paper panties, Mom remarked that she thought Akira would put up such a fuss for being asked to do so. Nah ! Akira tells herself that she is fine with suchlike panties.

The next weekend, Akira was invited by Rumi to come and play with her at her house. Rumi opens the door and warmly greets Akira with a "Welcome, welcome, come on in !" For this special time together, Rumi is dressed very nice. She is wearing an attractive white long-sleeve sweater, a black pleated jumper skirt held up with suspenders, and black girl's anklets, with no shoes. Her long, shiny black hair is done up in its usual bun. Akira, wearing a boy's white t-shirt and pants, says nothing, as Rumi leads her to the family room. Rumi's older sister, Michiru Watai, is sitting on the couch, reading a magazine. Rumi wants to use the room, but her sister says, "No!" Frustrated, Rumi leaves Akira with Michiru, as she says that she is going to get a pitcher of juice for Akira and herself. Then the two of them can go to the living room.

Meanwhile, Michiru invites Akira to sit next to her. Akira is nonplussed, but does so anyway. Soon, Rumi returns with the big bottle of juice, and two full glasses of juice. However, she awkwardly missteps and stumbles, spilling the juice from the bottle and glasses all over Akira. Rumi got splashed a little, but Akira is 'soaked to the bone' ! Mom comes by just now, and sees the awful accident ! She remarks that Akira is a complete mess. Therefore, she is going to run the bath water, so Akira can wash off the sticky juice. Mom also says that Rumi needs a bath, too, therefore, the two of you can bathe together !

In the bathroom, Akira has taken off her shirt, whereas Rumi, next to her, has removed her skirt and anklets, and is unbuttoning her shirt. Somewhat apprehensive, Akira silently remarks to herself that taking a bath with another girl is .... ah .... but we are both girls, so .... what would Rumi think if she knew that I used to be a boy .... ? Later, both step out of the tub, holding towels around themselves. Mom has set out a change of clothes for Akira. Rumi holds up the pajama top, and screeches to Mom that Akira should not have to wear something so boring and mundane as pajamas ! She should have something cute and adorable, to match her personality ! Akira is puzzled as to why Rumi is being so nice and kind to her ? Rumi drops the towel around her and runs off to select the right outfit to lend to Akira. In the end, Rumi dresses in a clean, white blouse and a gray mini-skirt. Akira is treated to a beautiful flower print pattern dress, and a cardigan sweater. This is the first time that Akira has ever worn a girl's pretty dress !

When all are done and dressed, Mom asks Akira to sign Rumi's diary for today. This she does. While doing so, Akira muses to herself that she just does not know or understand how girls think or act, but it seems as if she, Akira, is going to get along fine with Rumi.

(End Doujinshi 4)

## Chapter Lookback, Commentary, and Opinion

ngkn92

Messages: 2,472

Sep 10, 2019

Um, yeah, why does she [Rumi] treat our MC [Akira] this good?

I'm a bit afraid.

Hope she is just naturally nice, which is rare.

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kurisu

Power Uploader

Messages: 430

Sep 10, 2019

She [Akira] needs the [disposable paper panties] because she wets the bed, [and at other times] because of trauma, read Chapter 3 again.

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Gensou\_Eng

Messages: 265

Sep 11, 2019

Things finally seem to go in a good way for MC [Akira], I hope MC can deal with her past and what awaits in the future now that "he" has to live as a girl.

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Click on Doujin 5 to be taken to the next chapter.

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