Shinitaioshirase.html

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## Page Information

### Link

https://web.archive.org/web/20140624023231/http://www.lomando.com/shinitaioshirase.html

**Shinitaioshirase.html** was an old page that contained a screamer accessed from Curse.html.

## Information

After clicking on Purapura, the Visitor would be redirected to Shinitaioshirase.html, a page with paragraphs of Japanese text. Eventually, errors would start popping up along with a balloon tooltip with Japanese text spamming "助かりたいなら死ね", and Borei would appear and jumpscare the player with a loud scream. After this, the player would be redirected to Topd.html.

The text before the jumpscare read as followed:

* English
* Japanese

I feel nauseous from continuous self-loathing

Every day I compensate for 100% depressions with 1% happiness

How many more tens of thousands of days do I have to live like this?

I want it to end in a few seconds of pain.

Life is full of unreasonable things

That's why I think it's rational to die.

When you die, you don't have to compete with others, you don't have to struggle, you don't have to be responsible, you don't have to worry.

Everything that you live for is meaningless in the face of death.

For those who have no choice but to live, dying is a good way to end it all.

If you want to be saved then die...

If you want to be saved then die...

If you want to be saved then die...

If you want to be saved then die...

If you want to be saved then die...

If you want to be saved then die...

If you want to be saved then die...

If you want to be saved then die...

自己嫌悪の連続で吐き気がする

１００の憂鬱を１の幸福で補う毎日

こんな毎日をあと何万日生きたらいい

数秒の苦痛で終わらせたい

生きていると理不尽なことばかり

だから死ぬことが合理的だと思ってしまう

死ねば人と競争することも苦労することも責任を負う必要も悩む必要もない

死を目の前に生きている全てのことは無意味よ

仕方なく生きている人にとって死ねはいい意味で全てが終わる

助かりたいなら死ね・・・

助かりたいなら死ね・・・

助かりたいなら死ね・・・

助かりたいなら死ね・・・

助かりたいなら死ね・・・

助かりたいなら死ね・・・

助かりたいなら死ね・・・

助かりたいなら死ね・・・

## Sound effects

 ***Warning: Loud!*** | Borei's jumpscare sound.

## Trivia

* The errors were Windows XP based, instead of the Windows 10 Google Chrome pop-ups nowadays.
* The name of the page (without ".html") translates to "I want to die notification" (死にたいお知らせ).
* This page contained a balloon tooltip. This tooltip is not present on the new page.
* Many parts of the text are inspired or directly copied from text in the first versions of Nikki.html and Theory.html.
	+ The text reading "Life is full of unreasonable things. That's why I think it's rational to die." is copied from the text in the first version of Thep1.html.
	+ The text reading "Everything that you live for is meaningless in the face of death" is copied from a section of the note from Thep27.html.
	+ The text reading "I want it to end in a few seconds of pain" is copied from a section of the note from Thep21.html.

## Gallery

Borei's hand popping out of an error message.A red window used for the errors.The message describing the manager's feelings.The popup message that appears which isn't present in the new page.