Kamikaze Style/Confessionals

## Day 64: Head of Household

Because I'm planning something with the votes I think will take over the game with a bit of luck

## Day 67: Power of Veto Competition

It is 2 am, and Mama Jess cannot sleep. I have had a pretty frustrating personal day, but the ease of HOH has definitely cured my anxiety a little... UNTIL... I get a message from Felix about the potential of using the POV and taking out George who is adored by many.. which really grinds my fucking gears why its Felix and George are going to win this game... HELLO ... I have won my share of competitions, and the secret power the game WHICH BTW Saved George in this game. Being overlooked is fucking frustrating.
So Zach has fallen from the Coven and return I sent Asa out the door for it. Loyalty wise it wasn't a loss but she was fun to scream with in this game. Then no one can deny the fireworks of Jennifer's departure, we both hit all new lows and immaturity but in her departure I realized how close we were getting to the finals and it is about to get real.
So Felix is bringing up some excellent points about George and I am ofcourse listening because Felix is who I would love to sit next to in finals... and now we have George who is bringing up excellent points in taking out Felix if the POV is used. Right now it looks like Felix has this competition in the bag... but plenty of time still left.
Alex seems to sit quietly in the shadows likely laughing his ass off. Felix is the King of the Castle, he brings home the bacon with HOH, and hasn't really hurt anyones feelings personally but his strength makes him a target... I have busted my ass socially. I never planned to win a single challenge before Jury phase because that has always gotten me in trouble.. but I am defin making up for it now. I am the person that kept the two Covens on one side of the house and watched the other side get picked off. I have hurt the most people by always trying to keep both groups together. I have done what it takes to set myself up in a great position alliance wise. I still have not sat on the block and we are heading into final 5. I hope I gain some respect from people for what I have done in this game.
Back to Alex and laughing in the shadows... He has now been classified publically by Jennifer as weak... someone to goat to the end.. not my style but its tempting to others. I wish he would emerge from his shell at some point because it really sucks for Felix and I carrying the challenge wins, and the other benefiting from it and still being ever so awesome. Manage that Jury... If I make it I am gonna tell it straight how it is. At least if I am sitting next to Felix, I feel its a fair match
Venting time over, I wonder when Alex will come my way to throw one of the other guys under the bus, and who will be the first to hurl my name out there
xoxox Mama J\

## Day 70: Eviction

OH MY FUCKING GOD
She's trying to play the nice guy game by telling Hannah that she's going
which I still have no idea about
like we're still waiting on Emma to decide what she's gonna do and she's out there running her mouth like dude, wait
wait until Emma 100% know what's she's gonna do before trying to tell her that she's fucked
For all we know, Emma's gonna keep her
and it's so frustrating