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"What everyone else hates, I hate it too."
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*もう春だって*

*皆との時間を*

*私は心から*

暴く冬の手で暖まる　丸めた亡霊

私似のフェレット　フラットな人の栄養

毒が混じりそう？　あ～

ふやけた指の先と　致死量の愛を食む

想像じゃ錆び付いた　ステンレスみたいね

独りじゃ息も出来ないから　遠回りだってしないと

嫌なコトや理解できないコト　また笑って誤魔化すの？

分かるけど　真面目ぶった答えとか

例え話はもういいよ

そういうの　やめなって

自分らしく喋りたいな

時が経てば　大人になれば

自由にも成れるだろうか！

自分を偽る事で幸せに成れるのなら

破裂しそうな心でもいいの？

もう知ってるよ　これ私の悩みだもん

友達になっても　恋焦がれても

ほんと、あくびが出ちゃうほど眠たいんだよ

*他人*

*どれが本当の姿か*

*クラスメイトでも*

*私は分からない*

*なんかそれ*

*お遊戯会？*

晒す夏の陽でへこたれる　騒めく校庭

裸足のオペレッタ　くらっとする街の喧騒

孤独に負けそう　嗚呼

カタチを持たぬ心だった　まるで芝居がかった笑み

と、伝わるかな？あっそう。

どれもこれも私の全てになり得る

人が望む　言葉を選ぶ

何時だってキャパオーバー!!

自分を偽る事で可愛く見せてるとかw

気付いたら　そんなの笑っちゃうよ？

でも可愛いよって取り巻く環境だった

それで楽しいなら　まるで正義だ

屹度 おバカには良い薬になるのでしょう

*他人から見た自分の評価とか*

*可愛いあの子への嫉妬心とか*

*バカでも友達の多いあいつとか*

*君とは話す価値すら無いとか*

*自信があると信じたい私とか*

これは唯の嫉妬だよ

情けない程届かぬ理想だよ

お決まりの話題とか

好きな子とのしゃべり方も

心から楽しいね

そんな毎日が酷く不快だわ

私は今もずっと

自分らしく居られないの

親の顔が遺伝した場所

自慢げに語らおうか!!

今日を少しだけ明るくするまじないだった

破裂しそうな私だってきっと

恵まれているって信じて居たいから

目の前の全部も　過度な期待も

ぐーっと　周りに圧されアザになるのなら！！

朝、目覚めぬように願って

ゴハンなんて未だ食べられないよ

陽が暮れるまで寝て居たい

この暖めた毛布に包んだ

居た堪れない心は

ほら、貴女みたく脆くは無いから

私ただ逃げ惑うように　本当の気持ち教えない

*逃に様に惑う*

*多分何も分かり合えなかったよ*

*今更感あるしね*

*もう春だって*

*皆との時間を*

*私は心から*

abaku fuyu no te de atatamaru marumeta bourei

watashi ni no feretto furatto na hito no eiyou

doku ga majirisou? a~

fuyaketa yubi no saki to chishiryou no ai o hamu

souzou ja sabitsuita sutenresu mitai ne

hitori ja iki mo dekinai kara toomawari datte shinai to

iya na koto ya rikai dekinai koto mata waratte gomakasu no?

wakaru kedo majime butta kotae toka

tatoebanashi wa mou ii yo

sou iu no yame na tte

jibun rashiku shaberitai na

toki ga tateba otona ni nareba

jiyuu ni mo nareru darou ka!

jibun o itsuwaru koto de shiawase ni nareru no nara

haretsu shisou na kokoro demo ii no?

mou shitteru yo kore watashi no nayami da mon

tomodachi ni natte mo koikogarete mo

honto, akubi ga dechau hodo nemutain da yo

sarasu natsu no hi de hekotareru zawameku koutei

hadashi no operetta kuratto suru machi no kensou

kodoku ni makesou aa

katachi o motanu kokoro datta marude shibai gakatta emi

to tsutawaru kana? assou.

dore mo kore mo watashi no subete ni nari eru

hito ga nozomu kotoba o erabu

itsudatte kyapa oobaa!!

jibun o itsuwaru koto de kawaiku miseteru toka

kizuitara sonna no waracchau yo?

demo kawaii yo tte torimaku kankyou datta

sore de tanoshii nara marude seigi da

kitto obaka ni wa ii kusuri ni naru no deshou

kore wa tada no shitto da yo

nasakenai hodo todokanu risou da yo

okimari no wadai toka

suki na koto no shaberikata mo

kokoro kara tanoshii ne

sonna mainichi ga hidoku fukai da wa

watashi wa ima mo zutto

jibun rashiku irarenai no

oya no kao ga iden shita basho

jimange ni kataraou ka!!

kyou o sukoshi dake akaruku suru majinai datta

haretsu shisou na watashi datte kitto

megumarete iru tte shinjite itai kara

me no mae no zenbu mo kado na kitai mo

guutto mawari ni osare aza ni naru no nara!!

asa, mezamenu you ni negatte

gohan nante mada taberarenai yo

hi ga kureru made nete itai

kono atatameta moufu ni kurunda

itatamarenai kokoro wa

hora, anata mitaku moroku wa nai kara

watashi tada nigemadou you ni hontou no kimochi oshienai

*Even in spring now,*

*I love the time I spend with everyone*

*from the bottom of my heart.*

A curled up ghost warmed by the hands of an uncovering winter

Ferrets like me are nutrition for flat characters

It seems like some poison might seep in? Ah~

Blistered fingertips as I gobble up a lethal dose of love

I imagine it looks like rusty stainless steel

I can't breathe alone, I have to go the long way

"What you don't like, what you don't understand, are you going to just laugh it all away again?"

I get it, but I've had enough of those serious answers

and what-ifs

Stop doing stuff like that

I wish I could talk like myself

As time goes on, as I grow older

Will I ever be free!

If I can be happy by pretending to be someone I'm not

is it okay to have a heart that's about to burst?

I know, I know, this is my problem

Even if we become friends or I fall in love with you,

the truth is, I'm so sleepy to the point where I'm yawning

*Others,*

*which is my real form?*

*Not even my classmates*

*understand me.*

*Isn't that*

*a sort of recital?*

The noisy schoolyard exhausted by the summer sun that exposes it

The barefoot operetta and the dizzyingly loud clamor of the city

I'm losing myself to loneliness, ahh

I had a heart without form, like a theatrical smile

I wonder if you can tell? Ah, yes.

Any one of them could be all I am

I choose the words that please people

Always overcapacity!!

"You're making yourself look cute by pretending to be someone you're not lol

You'll laugh when you realize that, won't you?"

But I was surrounded by people who said I was cute

and if it's fun, it's almost justifiable

and I'm sure it'll be a good medicine for stupidity

*Things like self-appraisal in the eyes of others,*

*envy towards that cute girl,*

*that idiot who still has lots of friends,*

*the lack of any value in talking with you,*

*my own self who wants to trust in self-confidence...*

This is just jealousy

a pathetically unattainable ideal

You know, the usual topics

and the way you talk to the girl you like

are things I enjoy from the bottom of my heart

but spending every day like that makes me terribly uncomfortable

I still am and always will

never be able to be myself

Let's brag about the moment

when we became our parents!!

It was a spell to make today a little brighter

Even though I'm about to burst,

I want to believe that I'm blessed, and so

if everything around me and the huge expectations placed on me

are going to pressure me fiercely and bruise me up, then

In the morning, hoping not to wake up

I still can't eat my rice

I want to sleep until the sun goes down

Wrapped in this warm blanket

My heart can't endure this any longer

See, I'm not as fragile as you

I'm just running away, not telling you how I really feel

*We get lost to escape.*

*Maybe we weren't able to understand a thing about each other.*

*And I get the feeling I'm too late.*

*Even in spring now,*

*I love the time I spend with everyone*

*from the bottom of my heart.*

Translation by **s**
On-screen text translation by **MeaningfulUsername**

1. ↑ This part may be based on the expression "親の顔が見たい" which means "I'd like to see the look on your parents' face"

**English Title**

Acting

**Music, Lyrics**

Yunogi Shiro

**Illustration**

Arusechika

**Mix, Mastering**

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**Character**

Maki