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## Ingrid Michaelson - "Breakable"

After her humiliating public outing, Lizzie comes back to the apartment, distraught. Carson comforts her, and they start to become friends

```
Have you ever thought about what protects our hearts
Just a cage of rib bones and other various parts
So it's fairly simple to cut right through the mess
And to stop the muscle that makes us confess

[Chorus]
And we are so fragile
And our cracking bones make noise
And we are just
Breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys

You fasten my seatbelt because it is the law
In your two ton death trap I finally saw
A piece of love in your face that bathed me in regret
Then you drove me to places I'll never forget

[Chorus]

```

## Kat Dahlia - "I Think I'm In Love"

the cheesy pop love song that would play in the background when Lizzie realizes she likes Carson

```
[Verse 1]
Time's been ticking, hearts are runnin', think that Cupid's up to somethin'
You asked me how I feel, I say nothin'
But lately colors seem so bright and the stars light up the night
My feet they feel so light I'm ignoring all the signs
I keep on frontin', yeah, I stay bluffin'
I keep you wonderin', keep you huntin' for my lovin'
But I crave us huggin', yeah, I stay stubborn
Cause I can't admit that you got all the strings and know just how to tug 'em

[Chorus]
I think I'm in love again
(My head, yeah, you're in my head)
I think I'm in love again
(My head, yeah, you're in my head)
I didn't think it could be true
Let alone that it would be you
I think I'm in love again
(I'm in love, I'm in love, I'm in love)

[Verse 2]
My hearts' pacin', I'm confused, I'm dazin'
I saw something I never seen in you, it's got me shakin'
I must be hallucinatin', I hear it happens
I'm just sayin', babe, I'm just sayin'
Someone give me some paper, someone give me some crayons
I'm feeling like a child, I need something to play on
I'm trying hard to trust you when you say "give me your hand"
Baby, I'm fallin', I hope you catch me when I land

[Chorus]
I think I'm in love again
(My head, yeah, you're in my head)
I think I'm in love again
(My head, yeah, you're in my head)
I didn't think it could be true
Let alone that it would be you
I think I'm in love again
(I'm in love, I'm in love, I'm in love)

[Bridge]
In my dreams, you're the dutch and I'm the duchess
And your blunts are always loose, so I'm in charge of rollin' dutches
And we're getting so high, we always get the munchies
And we go for early brunches that turn into late lunches
And we ain't gotta label, we're just rollin' with the punches
I make fun of your belly and tell you to do some crunches
And you say "yeah, well your ass jiggles, go and do some lunges"
I say "fuck you" while I'm thinking of you as my husband
I think I'm in love

[Chorus]
I think I'm in love again
(My head, yeah, you're in my head)
I think I'm in love again
(My head, yeah, you're in my head)
I didn't think it could be true
Let alone that it would be you
I think I'm in love again
(I'm in love, I'm in love, I'm in love)
I think I'm in love again

```

## Andrew McMahon in the Wilderness - "Cecilia and the Satellite"

from Gabriel's POV to Lizzie, expressing how much he loves her and will protect and watch over her through the highs and lows of life.

```
[Verse 1]
I locked myself in a hotel room
Then waited all night for the walls to move
I've loved some girls that I barely knew
I've made some friends, and I've lost some too
Crashed my car, I was seventeen
My mother in the seat riding next to me
The things I've learned from a broken mirror
How a face can change when a heart knows fear

[Pre-Chorus 1]
For all the things my eyes have seen
The best by far is you

[Chorus]
If I could fly, then I would know
What life looks like from up above and down below
I'd keep you safe, I'd keep you dry
Don't be afraid, Cecilia, I'm the satellite
And you're the sky

[Verse 2]
Cafe crawling through Amsterdam
Been around the world with a punk rock band
And I've seen London, and I played Japan
I've been knocked down, I got up again

[Pre-Chorus 2]
For all the places I have been
I'm no place without you

[Chorus]
If I could fly, then I would know
What life looks like from up above and down below
I'd keep you safe, I'd keep you dry
Don't be afraid, Cecilia, I'm the satellite
And you're the sky

[Post-Chorus]
I'm the satellite
And you're the sky

[Bridge]
For all the things my hands have held
The best by far is you

[Chorus]
If I could fly, then I would know
What life looks like from up above and down below
I'd keep you safe, I'd keep you dry
Don't be afraid, Cecilia, I'm the satellite
And you're the sky

[Outro]
And you're the sky
I'm the satellite
And you're the sky
And you're the sky

```

## Lifehouse - "Simon"

Mia -> Blair, Sasha/Blair, Lizzie&Blair

```
[Verse 1]
Catch your breath, hit the wall
Scream out loud as you start to crawl
Back in your cage, the only place
Where they will leave you alone

[Pre-Chorus]
Because the weak will seek the weaker 'til they've broken them
Could you get it back again? Would it be the same?
Fulfillment to their lack of strength at your expense
Left you with no defense
They tore it down

[Chorus]
And I have felt the same
As you, I've felt the same
As you, I've felt the same

[Verse 2]
Locked inside the only place
Where you feel sheltered, where you feel safe
You lost yourself in your search to find
Something else to hide behind

[Pre-Chorus]
Because the fearful always preyed upon your confidence
Did they see the consequence
When they pushed you around?
The arrogant build kingdoms made of the different ones
Breaking them until they've become
Just another crown

[Chorus]
And I have felt the same
As you, I've felt the same
As you, I've felt the same

[Bridge]
Refuse to feel anything at all
Refuse to slip, refuse to fall
You can't be weak, you can't stand still
You watch your back because no one will

[Verse 3]
You don't know why they had to go this far
Traded your worth for these scars
For your only company
And don't believe the lies that they have told to you
Not one word was true
You're alright, you're alright, you're alright

[Chorus]
And I have felt the same
As you, I've felt the same
As you, I've felt the same
As you, I've felt the same

As you, I've felt the same

```

## The Icarus Account - "Chicago"

from the pov of an older Lizzie ​​​​​​

```
[Verse 1]
There’s one kiss I will not forget
Just one lover I do not regret
It’s you, and it’s always been you
So can I beg you for a second chance
Or are you taken by another man
It’s you, and it’s always been you

[Chorus]
And if I hear that you’ll be in Chicago
Then I’ll take the first flight tomorrow
Confess all the feelings that I’ve been concealing for years
And if you happen to be in the city
Then meet me on top of the highest building
Darling what else can I lose, I already lost you

[Verse 2]
You always find me when I’m sleeping
Somehow I always know I”m dreaming of you
And it’s always been you
‘Cause nothing compares to the real thing
No on else can complete me but you
And it’s always been you

[Chorus]
And if I hear that you’ll be in Chicago
Then I’ll take the first flight tomorrow
Confess all the feelings that I’ve been concealing for years
And if you happen to be in the city
Then meet me on top of the highest building
Darling what else can I lose, I already lost you

[Bridge]
There’ve been others to take your place
Still your memory I cannot erase
All the thousands of mistake I’ve made
None worse than letting you walk away

[Chorus]
And if I hear that you’ll be in Chicago
Then I’ll take the first flight tomorrow
Confess all the feelings that I’ve been concealing for years
And if you happen to be in the city
Then meet me on top of the highest building
Darling what else can I lose, I already lost you

[Outro]
There’s one kiss I will not forget
Just one lover I do not regret
It’s you, and it’s always been you

```

## Phillip Phillips - "Unpack Your Heart"

from Carson's pov, to Sasha, and also to all her beloveds. it's about Sasha through the eyes of another person! also works as being from Sasha's pov.

```
[Verse 1]
Meet me where the sunlight ends
Meet me where the truth never bends
Bring all that you're scared to defend

And lay it down when you walk through my door
Throw all of it out on the floor
Your sorrow, your beauty, your war
I want it all, I want it all

[Chorus]
Bring your secrets, bring your scars
Bring your glory, all you are
Bring your daylight, bring your dark
Share your silence
And unpack your heart

[Verse 2]
Show me something the rest never see
Give me all that you hope to receive
Your deepest regret dies with me

The days when you stumble and fall
The days when you grind to a crawl
The treasure that hides behind your walls
I want it all, yeah I want it all

[Chorus]
Bring your secrets, bring your scars
Bring your glory, all you are
Bring your daylight, bring your dark
Share your silence
And unpack your heart

[Instrumental break]
Unpack your heart

[Bridge]
Oh, I'm on your side
So shed your shadow
And watch it rise
Oh, I'm on your side
So shed your shadow
And watch it rise

Into your darkness
I'll shine a light

[Instrumental break]

[Chorus]
Bring your secrets, bring your scars
Bring your glory, all you are
Bring your daylight, bring your dark
Share your silence

[Chorus 2]
Bring your honor, bring your shame
All your madness, I will tame
Won't you lay down, down your guard
Share your silence
And unpack your heart

```

## He Is We - "I Wouldn't Mind"

from Carson to Lizzie, and from Sasha to Carson

```
Merrily we fall
Out of line, out of line
I’d fall anywhere with you
I’m by your side
Swinging in the rain
Humming melodies
We're not going anywhere until we freeze

I’m not afraid, anymore
I’m not afraid

Forever is a long time
But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side

Carefully we'll place for our destiny
You came and you took this heart, and set it free
Every word you write or sing is so warm to me, so warm to me
I’m torn, I’m torn to be right where you are

I’m not afraid, anymore
I’m not afraid

Forever is a long time
But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side
Tell me everyday I get to wake up to that smile
I wouldn't mind it at all
I wouldn't mind it at all

You so know me
Pinch me gently
I can hardly breathe

Forever is a long, long time
But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side
Tell me everyday I get to wake up to that smile
I wouldn't mind it at all
I wouldn't mind it at all

```

## Headlights - "Everybody Needs a Fence to Lean on"

a Sasha theme. when she started her recovery, or rather when she realized her addiction was unhealthy. also, relevant to Sasha's younger years but also when she was getting to know the whole gang at first. she is the primary emotional support in the group and her wish of having her own person(s) to lean on as well. ​​​​​​

```
I am lookin', lookin' for somethin'
Can't quite put my, mind at ease
'Cause I need, to see, see an opening
Take my arms in, a-and bring
Bring it together, make it warmer
Ah-all for me

Lookin' for the sun in England
Throw him a lifeline, 'cause he's sinkin'
'Cause everybody's got their enemies
And everybody needs a fence to lean on
Remember, how the hospitals were vacant

'Cause everybody's got their enemies
Everybody's got their enemies
Everybody's got their enemies
Everybody's got their enemies

I am watching, guarding the moments
They are leavin', like all of you
You're lookin' at nothin'
And walking through darkness
Today could be the, same for me too

I am watchin', guarding the moments
They are leavin', like all of you
You're lookin' at nothin'
Walking through darkness
Today could be the, same for me too

```

## Studio Killers - "Jenny"

Blair --> Mia

```
​​​​​​​[Verse 1]
Jenny, darling, you're my best friend
But there's a few things that you don't know of
Why I borrow your lipstick so often
I'm using your shirt as a pillow case

[Chorus]
I wanna ruin our friendship
We should be lovers instead
I don't know how to say this
'Cause you're really my dearest friend

[Verse 2]
Jenny, darling, you're my best friend
I've been doing bad things that you don't know about
Stealing your stuff now and then
Nothing you'd miss, but it means the world to me

[Chorus]
I wanna ruin our friendship
We should be lovers instead
I don't know how to say this
'Cause you're really my dearest friend

I wanna ruin our friendship
I don't know how to say this
'Cause you're really my dearest friend

[Bridge]
Jenny, take my hand
We are more than friends
I will follow you until the end

Jenny, take my hand
I cannot pretend
Why I never like your new boyfriends

Oh, your love for them won't last long
(Forget those amigos)
Oh, your love for them won't last long
(Forget those amigos)

Forget those amigos

[Chorus]
I wanna ruin our friendship
We should be lovers instead
I don't know how to say this
'Cause you're really my dearest friend

Oh, your love for them won't last long
(We should be lovers instead)
Oh, your love for them won't last long
('Cause you're really my dearest friend)

[Outro]
Jenny...

Oh, love like that won't last
(We should be lovers instead)

Jenny...

'Cause you're really my dearest friend

Jenny...

```

## Madilyn Bailey & KHS Piano - "When We Were Young" (Adele Cover)

Mia/Blair. "a very anxious and emotionally constipated Mia has a lot of bitterness and resentment because the older she grew the more she realized how repressed she is, and she misses how the intimacy of her friendship with Blair when they were young, when they both felt less pressured to be less of who they were, and the burgeoning love and excitement Mia felt when she first became friends with Blair"

* Let me photograph you in this light
In case it is the last time
That we might be exactly like we were
Before we realized
We were sad of getting old
It made us restless
Oh, I'm so mad I'm getting old
It makes me reckless
It was just like a movie
It was just like a song
When we were young

```
[Verse 1]
Everybody loves the things you do
From the way you talk to the way you move
Everybody here is watching you
'Cause you feel like home, you're like a dream come true
But if by chance you're here alone
Can I have a moment before I go?
'Cause I've been by myself all night long
Hoping you're someone I used to know

[Pre-Chorus]
You look like a movie
You sound like a song
My God, this reminds me
Of when we were young

[Chorus]
Let me photograph you in this light
In case it is the last time that we might
Be exactly like we were before we realised
We were sad of getting old, it made us restless
It was just like a movie
It was just like a song

[Verse 2]
I was so scared to face my fears
Nobody told me that you'd be here
And I swear you'd moved overseas
That's what you said when you left me

[Pre-Chorus]
You still look like a movie
You still sound like a song
My God, this reminds me
Of when we were young

[Chorus]
Let me photograph you in this light
In case it is the last time that we might
Be exactly like we were before we realised
We were sad of getting old, it made us restless
It was just like a movie
It was just like a song

[Refrain]
(When we were young)
(When we were young)
(When we were young)
(When we were young)

[Bridge]
It's hard to admit that everything just takes me back
To when you were there, to when you were there
And a part of me keeps holding on just in case it hasn't gone
'Cause I still care, do you still care?

[Breakdown]
It was just like a movie
It was just like a song
My God, this reminds me
Of when we were young

[Refrain]
(When we were young)
(When we were young)
(When we were young)
(When we were young)

[Chorus]
Let me photograph you in this light
In case it is the last time that we might
Be exactly like we were before we realised
We were sad of getting old, it made us restless
Oh, I'm so mad I'm getting old, it makes me reckless
It was just like a movie
It was just like a song
When we were young

```

## He Is We - "Blame It on the Rain"

from Sasha's pov, about Carson ​​​​​​

```
​​​​​​​[Verse 1]
You, got me caught in all this mess
I guess, we can blame it on the rain
My pain is knowing I can't have you
I can't have you

[Chorus]
Tell me does she look at you the way I do
Try to understand the words you say
And the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me am I crazy, am I crazy?

[Verse 2]
I catch my breath
The one you took the moment you entered the room
My heart, it breaks at the thought of her holding you

[Chorus]
Does she look at you the way I do
Try to understand the words you say
And the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me am I crazy, or is this more than a crush?

[Verse 3]
Maybe I'm alone in this
But I find peace in solitude knowing
If I had but just one kiss this whole room
Would be glowing
We’d be glowing
We’d be glowing

[Chorus]
Does she look at you the way I do
Try to understand the words you say
And the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me am I crazy, or is this more than a crush?
Does she look at you the way I do
Try to understand the words you say
And the way you move?
Does she get the same big rush
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush?
Tell me am I crazy, or is this more than a crush?

```

## The Chainsmokers - "Closer"

Sasha/Carson, but also applies to the Sadie-->Lizzie AU

* "tell your friends
it was nice to meet them
but i hope i never see them again"
Sadie avoiding Lizzie and the Nerds is because they're /too/ nice and not only is she ashamed of what happened to Lizzie, but she does carry some... "i shouldn't be allowed to be around nice ppl"... of sorts
for the same lyrics, when it's from Lizzie's pov, it's a more empowered line

```
[Verse 1: Andrew Taggart]
Hey, I was doing just fine before I met you
I drink too much
And that's an issue, but I'm okay
Hey, you tell your friends
It was nice to meet them
But I hope I never see them again

[Pre-Chorus: Andrew Taggart]
I know it breaks your heart
Moved to the city in a broke-down car
And four years, no calls
Now you're lookin' pretty in a hotel bar
And I-I-I can't stop
No, I-I-I can't stop

[Chorus: Andrew Taggart]
So, baby, pull me closer
In the backseat of your Rover
That I know you can't afford
Bite that tattoo on your shoulder
Pull the sheets right off the corner
Of the mattress that you stole
From your roommate back in Boulder
We ain't ever getting older

[Post-Chorus: Andrew Taggart]
We ain't ever getting older
We ain't ever getting older

[Verse 2: Halsey]
You look as good as the day I met you
I forget just why I left you, I was insane
Stay and play that blink-182 song
That we beat to death in Tucson, okay

[Pre-Chorus: Halsey]
I know it breaks your heart
Moved to the city in a broke-down car
And four years, no call
Now I'm lookin' pretty in a hotel bar
And I-I-I can't stop
No, I-I-I can't stop

[Chorus: Andrew Taggart & Halsey]
So, baby, pull me closer
In the backseat of your Rover
That I know you can't afford
Bite that tattoo on your shoulder
Pull the sheets right off the corner
Of the mattress that you stole
From your roommate back in Boulder
We ain't ever getting older

[Post-Chorus: Andrew Taggart & Halsey]
We ain't ever getting older
We ain't ever getting older

[Chorus: Andrew Taggart]
So, baby, pull me closer
In the backseat of your Rover
That I know you can't afford
Bite that tattoo on your shoulder
Pull the sheets right off the corner
Of the mattress that you stole
From your roommate back in Boulder
We ain't ever getting older

[Post-Chorus: Andrew Taggart & Halsey]
We ain't ever getting older
(No, we ain't ever getting older)
We ain't ever getting older
(No, we ain't ever getting older)
We ain't ever getting older
(We ain't ever getting older)
We ain't ever getting older
(No, we ain't ever getting older)
(We ain't ever getting older)
(No, we ain't ever getting older)

```

## Madilyn Bailey & Casey Breves - "Adele vs Sam Smith Mashup"

Sasha/Carson and Sadie/Lizzie​​​​​​​

```
​​​​​​​Guess it's true, I'm not good at a one-night stand
Should I give up
But I still need love cause I'm just a man
Or should I just keep chasing pavements
I heard that you're settled down
You and me, we made a vow
That you found a girl and you're married now
For better or for worse
I heard that your dreams came true
I can't believe you let me down
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you

Told me not to cry when you were gone
It was just like a movie
It was just like a song
You say I'm crazy
Hello from the other side
Cause you don't think I know what you've done
I must have called a thousand times
But when you call me baby
Hello from the other side
I know I'm not the only one

This is the end
I'm way too good at goodbyes
Hold your breath and count to ten
I'm way too good at goodbyes
But everytime you hurt me, the less that I cry
I set fire to the rain
I'm way too good at goodbyes

Oh won't you stay with me
Let me down, let me down gently
Cause you're all I need
Don't pretend that you don't want me
This ain't love, it's clear to see
Our love ain't water under the bridge
Darling, stay with me
Our love ain't water under the bridge

I'm covering my ears up like a kid
We could've had it all
Oh la la, la la la la la la la
I'm turning up the volume when you speak
Rolling in the deep
Oh la la, la la la la la la la

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
Now I've got you in my space
I wish nothing but the best for you too
I won't let go of you
Don't forget me, I beg
I'll remember you said
Got you shackled in my embrace
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead
I'm latching on to you

```

## Imogen Heap - "Half Life"

Carson/Sasha from Sasha's pov

```
​​​​​​​[Verse 1]
I knew that I'd get like this again
That's why I try to keep at bay
Be a hundred percent when I'm with you and then
The perfect heart's length away

[Verse 2]
The stickler is you've played not one beat wrong
You never promised me anything
Even sat me down and warned me just how they'd fall
I knew the odds were I'd never win

[Pre-Chorus]
Yet here I am

[Chorus]
It's a half life
With you as my quarterback
A daft life

[Verse 3]
My self-worth measured in text back tempo
It's been two days and eight minutes too slow
Well, there may well be others but I still like to pretend
That I'm the one you really want to grow old with

[Verse 4]
Got a schedule to stick to, got a world to keep sweet
You're so much to everyone all the time
Will you ever slow down? Will I ever come first?
The universe contracts to sigh

[Chorus]
It's a half life
With you as my quarterback
A daft life

[Chorus]
It's a half life
With you as my quarterback
A daft life

[Bridge]
Hold me
Hold me
Hold me
Darling, please

[Verse 5]
You know you'll never be lonely, no, you'll always be loved
And maybe you never need more than that
But for the surplus that loves, what's to become of us?
Does it even register on your conscience?

[Verse 6]
Long for one last showdown from a box in a crowd
Air compressed tight to explode
I'm clenching my ticket to the only way out
As you disappear in a puff of smoke

[Chorus]
It's a half life
With you as my quarterback
A daft life

```

## Gabrielle Aplin - "Please Don't Say You Love Me"

Carson/Sasha

```
​​​​​​​[Verse 1]
Summer comes, winter fades
Here we are, just the same
[https://genius.com/Gabrielle-aplin-please-dont-say-you-love-me-lyrics#note-5096210 Don't need pressure, don't need change
Let's not give the game away]
There used to be an empty space
A photograph without a face
But with your presence and your grace
Everything falls into place

[Chorus
Just please don't say you love me
'Cause I might not say it back
Doesn't mean my heart stops skipping when
You look at me like that
There's no need to worry when
You see just where we're at
Just please don't say you love me
'Cause I might not say it back]

[Verse 2]
[https://genius.com/Gabrielle-aplin-please-dont-say-you-love-me-lyrics#note-14951870 Heavy words are hard to take
Under pressure, precious things can break
And how we feel is hard to fake]
So let's not give the game away

[Chorus]
Just please don't say you love me
'Cause I might not say it back
Doesn't mean my heart stops skipping when
You look at me like that
There's no need to worry when
You see just where we're at
Just please don't say you love me
'Cause I might not say it back

[Bridge]
[https://genius.com/Gabrielle-aplin-please-dont-say-you-love-me-lyrics#note-3899586 Fools rush in
And I've been the fool before]
This time, I'm gonna slow it down
'Cause I think this could be more
The thing I'm looking for

[Breakdown]
Just please don't say you love me
'Cause I might not say it back
Doesn't mean my heart stops skipping when
You look at me like that
There's no need to worry when
You see just where we're at
Just please don't say you love me
'Cause I might not say it back

[Chorus]
Please don't say you love me
'Cause I might not say it back
Doesn't mean my heart stops skipping when
You look at me like that
There's no need to worry when
You see just where we're at
Just please don't say you love me
'Cause I might not say it back

[Outro]
Just please don't say you love me
'Cause I might not say it back

```

## The Sweeplings - "Cannonball"

Carson/pre-Sasha

```
​​​​​​​[Verse 1]
Love I always kept my distance and then you came around
The fortress I built on an island breaking down into the water below

[Pre-Chorus]
My eyes closed I’m losing hold

[Chorus]
Catch me dear I’m falling
My walls are coming down
Piece by piece take me now
From the moment that our lips met
My defense is all but gone
We collide and explode like a cannonball

[Verse 2]
My empire in ashes around me
And somehow I feel like it’s all right in place
Like drifting, ‘nto sleep I went slowly
Then all at once, you took me away

[Pre-Chorus]
My eyes closed I’m losing hold

[Chorus]
Catch me dear I’m falling
My walls are coming down
Piece by piece take me now
From the moment that our lips met
My defense is all but gone
We collide and explode like a cannonball

[Bridge]
You held me closer, stone by stone
Now I’m letting go
Catch me dear I’m falling

[Chorus]
Catch me dear I’m falling
My walls are coming down
Piece by piece take me now
From the moment that our lips met
My defense is all but gone
We collide and explode like a cannonball

```

## Kodaline - "Talk"

Carson/Sasha. this is Sasha when she realizes Carson is in love with Lizzie

```
[Verse 1]
I can remember the good old days
Where you and me we used to hide away
Where the stars were shining or the sun was blinding our eyes
Yeah you filled up my glass
With promises that could never last
But I still find pieces of you in the back of my mind

And all of the things that we once said
They're not in my heart they're in my head
That was the time to say goodbye
Let's put it to rest, yeah, let it die…

[Chorus]
'Cuz we don't, we don't need to talk about this now
Yeah we've been down that road before
That was then and this is now
The crowds in my heart they've been calling out your name
Now it just don't feel the same
Guess it's over, yeah, we're done

[Verse 2]
I heard you made your way downtown
To the place I'd been hanging around
I was looking for your face in the crowd but trying to keep my head down
Over time our wires crossed
When you changed and the truth got lost
All the things I would change if we could only rewind

You were a moment in life that comes and goes
A riddle, a rhyme that no one knows
A change of the heart, a twist of faith
Couldn't fix it, it's too late

[Chorus]

[Outro]
Ooooooooohhhhhhhhhh x6

We don't we don't need to talk about this now x4

```

## Blake Rose - "Lost"

Carson/Sasha. "so tell me that it's not too late"

```
​​​​​​​[Verse 1]
Coming in off a late night
But I got no one to lay by
Yeah, what I would do just to kill the light
Telling me I've got to call
But living without you don't feel right
From the seventy five plan to day bright
To the cigarettes under the midnights
Yeah, maybe it won't hurt to call

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, yeah, you gotta, you gotta
You gotta admit we were so dumb, so dumb
And oh, no, baby, how did we, how did we
How did we manage to mess this up, mess this up?

[Chorus]
I'm wide awake missing your face
Missing your taste, wishing you were lost with me
Now I'm driving your way in the middle of the rain
Wishing you were close to me
And no, I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna say, "Remember what we used to be?"
'Cause I don't wanna live that way
So tell me that it's not too late

[Verse 2]
Pulling up one the 1-5
Trying to get you off my mind
Been telling myself that it's a waste of time
But maybe I'm dumb not to call
'Cause, baby, living without you ain't right
From stumbling home after midnight
To seeing the same films a hundred times
Yeah, maybe it won't hurt to call

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, yeah, you gotta, you gotta
You gotta admit we were so dumb, so dumb
And oh no, baby, how did we, how did we
How did we manage to mess this up, mess this up?

[Chorus]
I'm wide awake missing your face
Missing your taste, wishing you were lost with me
Now I'm driving your way in the middle of the rain
Wishing you were close to me
No, I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna say, "Remember what we used to be?"
'Cause I don't wanna live that way
So tell me that it's not too late

[Post-Chorus]
So lost for you, so lost for you
So lost for you, just tell me that it's not too late
So lost for you, so lost for you
So lost for you, just tell me that it's not too late

[Bridge]
I'm wide awake missing your face
Missing your taste, wishing you were lost with me
Now I'm driving your way in the middle of the rain
Wishing you were close to me
No, I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna say, "Remember what we used to be?"
'Cause I don't wanna live that way
So tell me that it's not one big mistake

[Chorus]
Missing your face
Missing your taste, wishing you were lost with me
Now I'm driving your way in the middle of the rain
Wishing you were close to me
No, I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna say, "Remember what we used to be?"
'Cause I don't wanna live that way
So tell me that it's not too late

[Post-Chorus]
So lost for you, so lost for you
So lost for you, just tell me that it's not too late
So lost for you, so lost for you
So lost for you, so tell me that it's not too late

```

## The Chainsmokers ft. Phoebe Ryan - "All We Know"

Carson/Sasha. was cut from *we could have been*in favor of the more bittersweet "Pictures of You."

```
[Verse 1: Phoebe Ryan & Andrew Taggart]
Fighting flames with fire
Hang onto burning wires
We don't care anymore
Are we fading lovers?
We keep wasting colors
Maybe we should let this go

[Pre-Chorus: Phoebe Ryan & Andrew Taggart]
We're falling apart, still we hold together
We've passed the end, so we chase forever
'Cause this is all we know
This feeling's all we know

[Chorus: Phoebe Ryan & Andrew Taggart]
I'll ride my bike up to the road
Down the streets right through the city
I'll go everywhere you go
From Chicago to the coast
You tell me, "Hit this and let's go
Blow the smoke right through the window"
'Cause this is all we know

[Post-Chorus: Phoebe Ryan & Andrew Taggart]
'Cause this is all we know
'Cause this is all we know

[Verse 2: Phoebe Ryan & Andrew Taggart]
Never face each other
One bed, different covers
We don't care anymore
Two hearts still beating
On with different rhythms
Maybe we should let this go

[Pre-Chorus: Phoebe Ryan & Andrew Taggart]
We're falling apart, still we hold together
We've passed the end, so we chase forever
'Cause this is all we know
This feeling's all we know

[Chorus: Phoebe Ryan & Andrew Taggart]
I'll ride my bike up to the road
Down the streets right through the city
I'll go everywhere you go
From Chicago to the coast
You tell me, "Hit this and let's go
Blow the smoke right through the window"
'Cause this is all we know

[Post-Chorus: Phoebe Ryan & Andrew Taggart]
'Cause this is all we know
'Cause this is all we know

```

## Loving Caliber ft. Johanna Dahl - "You Set My World on Fire"

Carson/Sasha from Sasha's POV (esp pre!Sasha)

```
I lose my breath whenever I see you
You stole my heart, what is it that you do?
My life was grey 'til you added colors
Like the moon needs the sun, we don't care about the others

You set my world on fire
You're my heart's desire

I just wanna love you, just wanna hold you
Just wanna be with you 'til we grow old
Please tell me you'll stay or take me away
I want you for myself every single day

You set my world on fire
You set my world on fire

I don't know what I'd do without you
You make me smile, what is it that you do?
My life was grey 'til you added colors
Like the moon needs the son, we don't care about the others

You set my world on fire
You're my heart's desire

I just wanna love you, just wanna hold you
Just wanna be with you 'til we grow old
Please tell me you'll stay or take me away
I want you for myself every single day

You set my world on fire
You set my world on fire

I just want you, I just need you
I don't know what it is you do
I just want you, I just need you
I don't know what it is you do

I just wanna love you, just wanna hold you
Just wanna be with you 'til we grow old
Please tell me you'll stay or take me away
I want you for myself every single day

You set my world on fire
You set my world on fire

```

## Keala Settle - "This Is Me"

Sasha, especially in the first line

```
​​​​​​​[Verse 1: Lettie Lutz]
I'm not a stranger to the dark
"Hide away," they say
"'Cause we don't want your broken parts"
I've learned to be ashamed of all my scars
"Run away," they say
"No one'll love you as you are"

[Pre-Chorus: Lettie Lutz]
But I won't let them break me down to dust
I know that there's a place for us
For we are glorious

[Chorus: Lettie Lutz]
When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out
I am brave, I am bruised
I am who I'm meant to be, this is me
Look out 'cause here I come
And I'm marching on to the beat I drum
I'm not scared to be seen
I make no apologies, this is me

[Post-Chorus: Ensemble]
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh

[Verse 2: Lettie Lutz, Charles Stratton, Ensemble]
Another round of bullets hits my skin
Well, fire away 'cause today, I won't let the shame sink in
We are bursting through the barricades
And reaching for the sun
(We are warriors)
Yeah, that's what we've become
(Yeah, that's what we've become)

[Pre-Chorus: Lettie Lutz and Ensemble]
I Won't let them break me down to dust
I know that there's a place for us
For we are glorious

[Chorus: Lettie Lutz and Ensemble]
When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out
I am brave, I am bruised
I am who I'm meant to be, this is me
Look out 'cause here I come
And I'm marching on to the beat I drum
I'm not scared to be seen
I make no apologies, this is me

[Post-Chorus: Lettie Lutz and Ensemble, Ensemble]
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh
This is me

[Bridge: Lettie Lutz, Ensemble]
(Oh-oh-oh-oh)
And I know that I deserve your love
(Oh-oh-oh-oh)
There's nothing I'm not worthy of
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh

[Pre-Chorus: Lettie Lutz]
When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out
This is brave, this is bruised
This is who I'm meant to be, this is me

[Chorus: Lettie Lutz, Ensemble, Both]
Look out 'cause here I come
(Look out 'cause here I come)
And I'm marching on to the beat I drum
(Marching on, marching, marching on)
I'm not scared to be seen
I make no apologies, this is me

[Outro: Lettie Lutz, Ensemble, Both]
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out
(Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh)
(Oh-oh-oh-oh)
I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out
(Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh)
This is me

```

## The Naked and Famous - "Young Blood (Renholdër Remix)"

"it reminds me of carson and sasha so strongly with how it's slowed down..." <2018/10/07>. also the ot3 from Sasha's pov.

```
​​​​​[Verse 1: Alisa Xayalith]
We're only young and naïve still
We require certain skills
The mood it changes like the wind
Hard to control when it begins

[Chorus: Alisa Xayalith]
The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-betweens
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

[Verse 2: Alisa Xayalith]
Can't help myself but count the flaws
Claw my way out through these walls
One temporary escape
Feel it start to permeate

[Verse 3: Alisa Xayalith & Thom Powers]
We lie beneath the stars at night
Our hands gripping each other tight
You keep my secrets hope to die
Promises, swear them to the sky

[Chorus: Alisa Xayalith]
The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-betweens
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

[Bridge: Thom Powers & Alisa Xayalith]
As it withers, brittle it shakes
Can you whisper, as it crumbles and breaks?
As you shiver, count up all your mistakes
Pair of forgivers, let go before it's too late
Can you whisper? Can you whisper?
Can you whisper? Can you whisper?

[Chorus: Alisa Xayalith]
The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-betweens
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

[Outro: Alisa Xayalith & Thom Powers]
The bittersweet between my teeth
Can you whisper?
Trying to find the in-betweens
Can you whisper?
Fall back in love eventually
Can you whisper?
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

```

## Mat Kearney - "Never Be Ready"

* this is honestly more of a Lizzie/Carson/Sasha song to me but it works so well for just Lizzie/Sasha too
	+ i just love his line: "Love isn't borrowed, we aren't promised tomorrow." i feel like it fits the Lizzie/Carson/Sasha dynamic so well,,,,
	+ i love "never be ready if we keep waiting." i just... wow, that's so Carson/Sasha AND Carson/Lizzie??
	+ it's such a good song,,, i also love "you're okay, you're with me here in the silence" it's such a comforting and calming line and it describes how perfectly the three of them feel like they don't have to put up so many walls around each other

```
​​​​​​​We've got our feet on the wire, talking 'bout flying
Maybe we're diving in over our heads
Scared of what I'm feeling
Staring at the ceiling here tonight

Come on lay down these arms, all our best defenses
We're taking our chances here on the run
The fear is an anchor, time is a stranger
Love isn't borrowed, we aren't promised tomorrow

We'll never be ready if we keep waiting
For the perfect time to come
Won't be steady, we'll never be ready

Where we don't know, though we can't see
Just walk on down this road with me
Won't be steady, never be ready

You're okay, you're with me here in the silence
With all of the violence crashing around
Saying we can't go, saying we don't know
This road that is narrow is the one we should follow

We'll never be ready if we keep waiting
For the perfect time to come
Won't be steady, we'll never be ready

Where we don't know, though we can't see
Just walk on down this road with me
Won't be steady, we'll never be ready

Steady my hands, this one can turn around
Steady my heart, it's beating faster
Steady my hands, this one can turn around
Steady my heart, it's beating faster, beating faster now

We'll never be ready if we keep waiting
For the perfect time to come
Won't be steady, we'll never be ready

Where we don't know, though we can't see
Just walk on down this road with me
Won't be steady, never be ready

Won't be steady, never be ready
Won't be steady, we'll never be ready
Won't be steady, never be ready

```