Day 29 And The Goat Is Still Here/Confessionals

Like reading through Timi's confessionals on Laguna Colorada especially at the end game was very eye opening to the fact that even though TC was his close friend, he STILL took him out right at the end, realistically, what makes me think I'm any different from TC? Like Timi and I are close friends but so was he and TC and that didn't stop Timi. I think Timi needs to go at f5.
One of the f4 scenarios that I thought of that still.make sense to me is me Jones Ziggy and Hesh as f4. Basically only because out of the ppl that are left, these are the three people who perform the least in challenges out of everyone, I know that I can hope for unconditional loyalty from Jones and Ziggy as much as I want, but realistically my only chance at f3 is winning Immunity at f4, meaning I have to take ppl to f4 who I can beat at the Challenge. Timi won the final Immunity Challenge in Laguna Colorada. Like if he's at f4, he could win this one and then do me like TC.
Ziggy is good at flash games, Jones would be good at design challenges, Hesh idk how much he would really try to win the final immunity, so if I really worked my ass off I think I could pull of the final Immunity challenge win against these people. That's my only chance.
I'm just dreading the next couple.rounds, having to.turn on people who I genuinely love with my whole heart and who believe that I have their back but.. if I don't turn on them first, they'll surely turn on me eventually.

My goal is these games is to never hurt anybody and that’s reflected in my strategy of trying to make as few enemies as possible so when I hear that I made someone feel like shit it makes me feel like a failure. It’s just been eating at me the last few hours and I can’t get it out of my head.

Side Note: the way these days are set up.... We are ending up with a final 2 instead of final 3 FTC and... 😔 Rip me. This changes all my plans for end game.
But back to this vote, based on this information, here are my thoughts so far on how this tribal might go?
Bradley might not vote with us (supposedly to make it seem like we are not close)
So I think I can get Timi to use his vote block on Bradley
I'll use my vote block on Jones
Jones & Bradley let's say will vote me or Ziggy
Neither will count
Timi- had said Bradley last night after Luca was voted out but I'll try to see how I can bring up Jones
Hesh- try to convince him Jones, but he named Hunter so far for this round
Hunter- so far said he wanted Hesh or Jones
Me- Jones
Ziggy- Jones, hopefully he believes me when I tell him she threw us utb to Bradley & is trying to get Hunter and Hesh on board

Possible scenario:
Nat Ziggy Hesh: Jones (3)
Jones Bradley: Ziggy (0)\*

* Vote blocks

Timi Hunter: Hesh (2)
OR
Timi: Brad
Hunter: Hesh
Hesh could vote hunter instead but idt he will because he'll vote with me or Bradley and as far as what he has said, I don't see him not voting with me right now?
I also don't want Timi or Hunter to be confused, I want everyone to be in on the plan. Especially Hunter has already said that he wants Hesh or Jones. I gotta just make sure he wants Jones and I'll pitch it as that I wanna show him my loyalty and me and Ziggy and Jones aren't a real trio. Timi is risky bc if he's not down with the plan then he will use his vote block against us. But even then, if everyone else is on board it shouldn't affect the results still. Plus Bradley said if it's too risky not voting with me then he will. So that's another option.
The IDEAL scenario would be:
Nat Ziggy Hunter Hesh Timi: Jones (5)
Jones Bradley: Ziggy (0)\*

* Vote blocks

OR
Bradley votes with us for Jones too

I leaked that jones was coming after nat to her because I wanted to repay the favor that she told me about timi. It also showed her that we do need to worry about the less visible players banding together and now with a supposed final 2 based on days it becomes even more imperative to keep us around to nat so by making myself as useful to her as possible it serves my purpose of her wanting to keep me around. Hunter is already on board with us 3 sticking together. Honestly I’ve been really pleased at how me and hunter have reconnected going into the season I didn’t really have the highest perception of hunter however I have really come around on that. I feel like as I’ve gotten to work with him more on a strategic level we have really blossomed as friends and allies. It just shows me that going into the season I had a really closed off mindset about him but I’m really glad that I let my preconceived notions go and really got to know him.
I think nat wants to target jones but I’m not sure that is best for me it seems like jones wants to distance herself from the trio and I know she doesn’t have the best relationship with timi so if I can exploit that and make them go against each other after this round that only serves to benefit me. After timi hopefully doesn’t get his way this round with me not going home I think he will be kind of upset at jones. Hopefully they start to go after each other. I think timi is a really important person in this game because he’s the most visible of the lower threat players so he has the option to work with both sides. Nat did not seem to want to target him at all so that just shows how connected he truly is.
One thing I’m struggling with is finding a narrative for my game is the past couple of rounds. I think a big part of this game is storytelling and being able to communicate your ideas and thoughts to other players in a story and being able to craft a narrative around that. I feel in the past few rounds my narrative has sort of been lost in that I don’t know the exact direction my game is going. I feel in the beginning part of the game I did a great job of keeping my allies trusting of me and showing them my trust by using bangies but ever since the Ben tribal it feels like things have gone cloudy and I’ve lost the story of my game and I’ve been kind of winging it. I need to start finding a story for myself in order to make a run for the end. You know what they say though every set back lends itself to a comeback and that’s what I’m banking on. We’re about to enter the endgame it’s time to turn up the heat and put the pedal to the medal and not let up til the checkered flag is waved.
Trust ranking as
1. Hesh
2. Nat
3. Hunter
4. Jones
5. Ziggy
6. Timi
Boot order ideal
F7: ziggy
F6. Timi
F5. Hunter
F4. Nat
F3. Jones
Me and hesh final 2

who i'd vote for if i was a juror
nat/ziggy > hunter > brad > hesh/timi