MeMe

**Label** | Universal Music Japan

**MeMe** is Kayano Mikoto's first trial song. It was released on Youtube and digitally on August 13, 2021.

On January 26, 2022, the Es Cover was released to celebrate the original music video reaching 1 million views.

## Track Listing

1. **MeMe**
2. **MeMe** (Off Voice)
3. Monopoisoner (毒占欲) [MIKOTO Cover]
4. Monopoisoner (毒占欲) [MIKOTO Cover] (Off Voice)
5. John Doe -Voice Drama- Mikoto & Es

## Music Video

* Original
* Es Cover

## Lyrics

* Japanese
* Romaji
* English

笑えたら　戻れたなら

生きたまま死んだフリしているんだろう？

終われたら　止まれたなら

この夢はいつまで続くんだろう

溜め込んで隠さなくていい

ボクが僕を救ってあげましょう

抱き合って今日はおやすみ

かわりばんこ　脳を揺らせ

なんで僕がここにいるの　間違いじゃないの？

そうだ僕を確かめてよ　ちゃんと見つけるまで

きっと本当が分かるよ　嘘なら君のこと赦さないよ

壊せたら　変われたなら

できるかな　いつから諦めてたんだろう

無くせたら　選べたなら

我儘かな　これくらいはいいでしょう？

飲み込んだマイナスのイメージが

僕を抱き締めてくれたの

生きようとしていいじゃないか

はんぶんこ　鼓動を鳴らせ

なんで僕がここにいるの　間違いじゃないの？

そうだ僕を確かめてよ　ちゃんと見つけるまで

きっと本当が分かるよ　嘘なら君のこと赦さないよ

そんなありえない言葉ばっか

傷を付けて　押さえつけ　変わらないんだね

あゝ　どこにいてもこうだ

間違いが間違いじゃないみたい

いっそ僕がもうニセモノ

きっと僕は悪くないよ　何もないんだ

きっと悪い夢を見てる　早く起きなくちゃ

なんで僕がここにいるの　間違いじゃないの？

そうだ僕を確かめてよ　ちゃんと見つけてよ

なんで　ねえなんで　どこにも僕はいないな

だから嘘なら君のこと赦さないよ

なんで　ねえなんで　ここから出してください

どうか間違いだと　嘘だよと言って

僕が正しいと　今なら君を赦してあげる

Waraetara, modoreta nara

Ikita mama shinda furi shiteiru n darou?

Owaretara, tomareta nara

Kono yume wa itsu made tsuzuku n darou

Tamekonde kakusanakute ii

Boku ga boku wo sukutteagemashō

Dakiatte kyō wa oyasumi

Kawaribanko nō wo yurase

Nande boku ga koko ni iru no, machigai janai no?

Sō da boku wo tashikamete yo chanto mitsukeru Made

Kitto hontō ga wakaru yo, uso nara kimi no koto yurusanai yo

Kowasetara, Kawareta nara

Dekiru ka na i tsu kara akirameteta n darou

Nakusetara, erabeta nara

Wagamama ka na kore kurai wa ii deshō?

Nomikonda mainasu no ime-ji ga

Boku wo dakishimetekureta no

Ikiyō toshite ii janai ka

Han bun ko kodō wo narase

Nande boku ga koko ni iru no, machigai janai no?

Sō da boku wo tashikamete yo chanto mitsukeru made

Kitto hontō ga wakaru yo, uso nara kimi no koto yurusanaiyo

Sonna arienai kotoba bakka

Kizu wo tsukete, osaetsuke, kawaranainda ne

ā doko ni ite mo kō da

Machigai ga machigai janai mitai

Isso boku ga mō Nise mono

Kitto boku wa warukunai yo

Nani mo nain da

Kitto warui yume wo miteru

Hayaku okinaku cha

Nande boku ga koko ni iru no, machigai janai no?

Sō da boku wo tashikamete yo chanto mitsukete yo

Nande, nē nande, doko ni mo boku wa inai na

Dakara uso nara kimi no koto yurusanai yo

Nande, nē nande, koko kara dashite kudasai

Dō ka machigai da to, uso da yo to itte

Boku ga tadashii to, ima nara kimi wo yurushiteageru

If I could laugh, If I could go back

I’d play dead even though I’m alive right?

If I could end, If I could stop

How long would this dream go on

You don’t have to keep it in and hide it away

“I” will save “me”

Snuggle together and say “Good night”

Switch, Shake up that brain

Why am I here? It must be a mistake?

Take a good look at me Until you find me

The truth will come to reveal itself, I won’t forgive you if this is happening to me even though I’m right

If I could break it, If I could change

Can I do it, I wonder from when I started to gave up

If I could lose it, If I could choose

Is this selfish? This isn’t too much is it?

The minus energy that I swallowed

Hugged me

Maybe it’s ok to try to keep on living

Split in half, Make that heart beat

Why am I here? It must be a mistake?

Take a good look at me Until you find me

The truth will come to reveal itself, I will NEVER forgive you if this is happening to me even though I’m right

All those ridiculous accusations

Hurting it, holding it down, it doesn’t change anything, does it

Ahhh, It’s the same anywhere I go

It’s like what’s wrong isn’t wrong

I’m already the fake one

I’m probably not to blame, It’s probably nothing

I’m probably just having a bad dream, I need to wake up soon

Why am I here? It must be a mistake?

Take a good look at me Until you find me

Why, hey why, I’m nowhere to be found

So I will NEVER forgive you if this is happening to me even though I’m right

Why, hey why, please let me out of here

Please tell me it’s a mistake, that’s it’s a lie

That I’m right, I’ll forgive you If you tell me now

## Links

* Official YouTube MV
* YouTube Music
* Official Instrumental

## Significant Details

*\*Anyone can add here. The only time something will be removed is if it is not in the music video, or isn't understandable.*

## Trivia

* This song was added to the game "D4DJ -Groovy Mix-" on September 24, 2021.
	+ D4DJ Wikia Page