Grayscar

Description

Grayscar like most Windclanners is small and slightly on the skinny side. The young tom has a long, narrow, triangular face with large ears and amber eyes. He has short thick fur that protects him against the constant wind that blows over Windclan territory. He also seems to have fur on the bottom of his paws. He has a long fluffy tail that seems to curl up on its own the accord. His fur is a shade of one of the palest grays with darker gray stripes through his fur. In the moonlight his fur almost seems silver. His paws are a dark gray while his tail almost seems to be black. He has long hooked claws and long canine teeth good for tearing flesh. Even though Grayscar is quite handsome he has some scars that take away from his good looks. For one thing, he is covered in scars though most of them are hidden by his fur though some scars can easily be seen. Like there is one that crosses right over his left eye. That isn't the only scar that can be seen. There is one that starts at his chin wraps around his neck and ends at his opposite shoulder. With these scars it is a surprise that he even survived this long.

## Personality

Grayscar is kind of moody he pushes everyone away sure that if he gets close to someone he will get his heart broken again. He is snappy and usually snaps at everyone though usually he won't snap at kits. He keeps his distant from most of his clan mates and is withdrawn. He is brave and isn't afraid to stand up for what he believes in or voice his thoughts out loud. He has a temper but tries his best not to lose it though. He is determined and once he decides to do something he does it. Grayscar is also stubborn and once he decides to do something it's impossible to talk him out of it. He also has a soft spot for kits and wants a mate and kits of his own. He is worried that he will never find a mate who loves him. He hopes to find a mate who won't think that he's going to turn out like his parents. If he does find a mate he would be very protective of her and would die for her if had to. He is very loyal to his clan and would die for his clan.

## History

### Kit hood:

Graykit was born to two warriors named Skytail and Rosethorn along with his sisters Flowerkit, and Crowkit and his brother Thornkit. They were born into a live of violence. Their parents didn't really even love each other and were always arguing, over who knows what. The kits tried to ignore it the best they could knowing this was not the way mates were suppose to act like. Graykit felt protective of his siblings and was the one who comforted them when things got really bad. Then one day when Graykit and his siblings were playing a game of mossball their mother suddenly barged into the nursery. Graykit and his litter mates were only three moons old. Their mother took one look at them playing mossball and flew into a rage attacking her kits. Soon enough Graykit was the only one who was left. Graykit hurt and angry attacked his mother but she easily knocked him aside and pinned him down. Then she raked her claws across his eye making him let out a wail of pain. Graykit expected to his mothers claws rip out his throat but before she could do that she was dragged out of the nursery before the leader who killed her. Graykit spend a moon in the medicine den recovering from his injuries before he was returned to the nursery where another queen temporarily took him in. His father while never showing him hostility pretty much ignored him though that wasn’t exactly new behavior, his father had always been the type to mostly keep to himself. Because of this the clan saw no reason to suspect him of anything especially since he told his clan mates he never agreed with what his mate did and had been planning on ending things with her for a long time. Due to still grieving he was made to wait a moon to become an apprentice.

### Apprentice days:

When Graypaw finally became an apprentice he was given to a warrior named Spottedfire. Graypaw did his best to train finding himself to be better at fighting then hunting. When he had just turned twelve moons old his mentor got a stomach ache and had to stay in camp. His father took him out to train him. Graypaw had wanted to stay in camp with his mentor but considering it wouldn’t be long until he became a warrior his mentor convinced him to go train and not fret over him. His father was definitely a different mentor than his mentor not really doing anything aside from telling him what to do before silently watching what he did. Due to how intently his father was watching him he got nervous and messed up a move he should be able to do in his sleep which seemed to be what his father had wanted all along so in some twisted part of mind he could attack him and kill him as he had always wanted to. Showing all those moons ago when he had talked about turning his back on his own mate he had been lying. No matter what his father did he refused to cry out in pain. His father soon got bored with him and tried to kill him by clawing his neck. When his father had first attacked him he had just taken it not having the heart to retaliate. However, when he felt his father's own claws at his throat he realized he didn’t want to die and blindly lashed out at his father trying to get him off. He vaguely remembers feeling the weight of his father disappear before he blacked out. When he woke up he found himself in the medicine den. After recovering a bit the leader and medicine cat filled him in on what happened. His father was dead thanks to him, though Juniperstar didn’t fault him for this. He knew it was only done in self-defense out of fear of dying. Though he said this he couldn’t help but feel bad about it, it had still been his father after all.

Due to his injuries, it took him a while to recover that and the leader was worried about how he was mentally and emotionally. He couldn’t really blame him though. Mainly because he had horrible nightmares in the moons that followed by the time he was sixteen moons old he was starting to improve, his nightmare lessening.

### Warrior days:

He then had his warrior ceremony and was named Grayscar. Two moons have passed since he was made a warrior. Every now and then he’ll have a nightmare about everything that happened but he just feels that is to be expected. To be honest the whole thing with his parents isn’t what hurts him the most but that he lost his siblings and can barely recall what they look like anymore. The idea of one day forgetting about his siblings completely scares them immensely.