Pathetic Bye Bye

-A pathetic and stupid misunderstanding-

"*You know, that girl is so nice to everybody*"— **Music description**
**Pathetic Bye Bye** (あわれなバイバイ, *A Warena Bai Bai*[?]) is a song by Guchiry featuring KAITO. It is the second track of the album *You know, that girl...*.

## Lyrics

* Japanese
* Romaji
* English

あまえた声　耳を伝って脳みそを溶かしてる

味をしめたように繰り返し擦り寄って来ても無駄だよ

愛想振りまいて　可愛い子ぶって　媚びへつらってる

生憎　そんな‘‘作られた姿(ハリボテ)’’に惑わされるかよ

『あの子ってさ　ちょっと顔がいいから調子乗ってる』とか

あんまりに気にすんなよ　ただ

あっちこっち　八方美人　誰も彼もに笑顔を向けるのは…やめないか？

頭の中をかき回して　心の中をかき乱して

熱く火照ってしまう　あの子を前にしてしまうと

あぁ　目線の先追ってしまうよ　強がったところで意味が無い

明日またね、と振り返る　振り返す手もままならないバイバイ

朝目が覚めると、傍らにあの子が立っていた。

あの子が「一緒に行こう」と手を引いてきた。

あまりにも突然のことで、動揺してしまった。

あからさまなその好意は、俺の心を惑わした。

熱くなる頬に、何かが触れたような気がした。

嗚呼、このまま幸せな時間が続けばいいのに。

足元もおぼつかないまま、学校へと向かった。

暗転、身体に鈍痛が走り、全てを悟った俺は、

赤く滲んだ膝を見て、夢にまで出てくるほど、

あの子のことが…好きだと気付いてしまった。

『あの子ってさ』なんて言った

アイツと話してたってさ　関係ないのはわかってる　ただ

青息吐息?　安分守己?　どうしたらいい?

焦る　褪せる日々と思い出

淡い期待を胸に抱いて　話しかけたって意味無くて

甘い見積もりだった　名すら覚えちゃくれないのか

あぁ　俺の中のこの感情は　なんて名付けてやればいい？

I don't want to think about anything else.

頭の中をかき回して　心の中をかき乱して

憐れむ瞳はもう　俺を見てすらいないのか

あぁ　目線の先追ってしまうよ　まだ鼓動は収まらない？

明日またね、と振り返る　俺の知らない誰かへのバイバイ

操り人形ですらなかった　玩具ですらいられなかった

あの子の1ページにすら　俺はいなかったみたいだ

Amaeta koe mimi o tsutatte noumiso o tokashiteru

Aji o shimeta you ni kurikaeshi suriyottekite mo mudadayo

Aiso furimaite kawaii ko butte kobi hetsuratteru

Ainiku sonna ‘‘tsukurareta sugata (haribote)’’ ni madowasareru kayo

“Ano ko ttesa chotto kao ga iikara choushi notteru” toka

Anmari ni ki ni sunnayo tada

Acchi kocchi happoubijin dare mo kare mo ni egao o mukeru no wa… yamenai ka？

Atama no naka o kakimawashite kokoro no naka o kakimidashite

Atsuku hotetteshimau ano ko o mae ni shiteshimauto

A~a mesen no saki otteshimauyo tsuyogatta tokoro de imi ga nai

Ashita matane, to furikaeru furi kaesu te mo mamanaranai bai bai

Choume ga sameruto, katawara ni ano ko ga tatteita.

Ano ko ga "issho ni ikou" to te o hiitekita.

Amarini mo totsuzen no kotode, douyou shiteshimatta.

Akarasamana sono koui wa, ore no kokoro o madowashita.

Atsuku naru hou ni, nani ka ga fureta youna ki ga shita.

Aa, kono mama shiawasena jikan ga tsuzukeba iinoni.

Ashimoto mo obotsukanai mama, gakkou e to mukatta.

Anten, shintai ni dontsuu ga hashiri, subete o satotta ore wa,

Akaku nijinda hiza o mite, yume ni made detekuru hodo,

Ano ko no koto ga… sukida to kizuiteshimatta.

“Ano ko ttesa” nante itta

Aitsu to hanashite tattesa kankei nai no wa wakatteru tada

Aoikitoiki yasubun mori onore? dou shitara ii?

Aseru aseru hibi to omoide

Awai kitai o mune ni daite hanashikaketa tte imi nakute

Amai mitsumoridatta na sura oboechakurenai no ka

A~a ore no naka no kono kanjou wa nante nazukete yareba ii？

I don't want to think about anything else.

Atama no naka o kakimawashite kokoro no naka o kakimidashite

Awaremu hitomi wa mou ore o mite sura inai no ka

A~a mesen no saki otteshimauyo mada kodou wa osamaranai？

Ashita matane, to furikaeru ore no shiranai dareka e no bai bai

Ayatsuri ningyoude sura nakatta omochade sura irarenakatta

Ano ko no 1 peeji ni sura ore hainakatta mitaida

A pampering voice travels through my ears and melts my brain

Even if you repeatedly snuggle up against me as if you’ve tasted it, it’s useless

Sprinkling compliments, acting like a cute baby, behaving in a flattering way

Unfortunately, am I being misled by such a “manufactured figure (looks good superficially)”?

“You know, that girl’s face is a little nice as she looks so carried away.” I heard

Don’t worry about it too much, just…

Flawlessly beautiful women here and there, smiles directed at everyone… Will you stop?

Churning up inside my head, disturbing my heart

I get flushed hot when I’m in front of that girl

Ah, I will chase ahead of your line of sight, there’s no point in pretending to be tough

See you tomorrow, I look back, unable to return a waving hand, bye bye

When I woke up in the morning, that girl was standing beside me.

That girl said, “Let's go together” and pulled my hand.

It happened so suddenly, I am now shaken up.

That blatant favouritism is confusing my heart.

On my heating up cheeks, I felt something touch it.

Ah! I wish these happy times could last like this.

On my still unsteady footing, I head to school.

Theatre lights out, a dull pain travels through my body, I realise everything,

I saw my red blotchy knees, it even appears in my dreams,

That girl, about that…I realised I like her.

“You know, that girl” what are you saying?

That guy was talking to you, I know it doesn’t matter, just…

Deep distress? Behave and make no trouble? What should I do?

Panicking, fading days and memories

With faint hope beared in my heart, there’s no point talking to me

It was a naive estimate, can’t you remember my name?

Ah, this feeling inside me, what should I name it?

I don't want to think about anything else.

Churning up inside my head, disturbing my heart

Aren’t your pitying eyes not even looking at me anymore?

Ah, I will chase ahead of your line of sight, has my heartbeat not settled yet?

See you tomorrow, I look back, to someone I don’t know, bye bye

I wasn’t even a puppet, I wasn’t even a plaything

Even on that girl’s first page, it was like I wasn’t even there

**Original translation done with DeepL and Google Translate, edited by Saucerijjfasac**

## Background

Kaito is a pathetic and self-conscious man who mistakingly thinks that Miku likes him, even though she doesn't think of him at all.

## External Links

### Official

* YouTube (album preview)
* NicoNico (album preview)
* Ameba - Lyrics

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/bomless\_race/status/1740558751248310476
" ‘‘自意識過剰な男’’を題材にした曲 相手にはなんとも思われていないのに「あいつは俺のことが好きだからな」と勘違いしているタイプの哀れな男を歌詞にした 作品関係図のなかではKAITOが担当/A song about a "self-conscious man". The lyrics are about the type of pathetic man who mistakenly thinks, "That's because he likes me," even though the other person doesn't think anything of him. KAITO is in charge of the work relationship diagram."