Otto

* Otto
* Ghost

### Likes

coats, bread, talking to people, baking/cooking, discovering new things, being the best

### Dislikes

Things/people getting in his way, helping people he loves and cares about

## Appearances

### Debut

Season 2

* Otto’s parents were very free spirits and confident in themselves. They were experienced explorers and loved to live life if the edge. Obviously this rubbed off on Otto, but not necessarily in a good way. (We’ll get to that later) Despite his yearn for adventure and his curiosity of the unknown, he was a very easily distracted and was very clumsy. From the age of 7 he always had a knack for exploring. He loves exploring caves and the wilderness with his best friend Kit and Parents. By the time he was 10, he was an expert at exploring and surviving in harsh environments. One of his favorite places to explore was lush caves, caves deep underground that flourished with moss, vines, and many other living organisms. For his 11th birthday, his parents got him something that would change his life forever(and did ), It was the grandest lush cave that he had ever seen, it was filled with ores, plants, and wildlife. Whilst exploring the cave with his parents. They spotted something at the bottom of the cliff. It was an amethyst geode. Obviosuly, Ottos curious self wanted to go check it out. While his parents were finding a way to get down to the geode, he spotted an axolotl, and his curiosity got the best of him. While going out to pick up the axolotls, he tripped and knocked his mother off a cliff. As she fell Otto stood in shock as he watched his mother fall to her death due to his own desires. This broke Ottos heart, he tried to talk to his loved ones, but was pushed away out of sadness and anger. This caused him to be anxious when talking about his problems. The self confidence that he had for the longest time didn’t really help either. He began to use it as a mask to hide his emotions so he didn’t want/have to talk about them so avoid rejection. After his mothers death, his father became distant, and eventually shut him out completely. Otto, completely hurt by this (and currently 13), despite how it made him feel be continued to mask how he felt. Everyone thought he was an entitled, sociopathic bitch. well almost everyone. His best friend Kai, saw right through his mask. He was able to get Otto to open up to him and talk about what was going on. He talked about the pain and guilt the death of his mother caused him. He rejection from his Dad and loved ones made him feel like he had to make his own validation and confidence to be able to continue on. He never got that “i still love you and everything is gonna be ok” ending, and him creating it himself caused him a lot of distress and validation issues. As he cried into the shoulder of Kai, he noticed that he was gay for Kai. Kai was gay, and fell for Otto later. They dated for in secret for months until Ottos dad found out and insisted they put an end to it. After Otto explaining to Kai what his dad told him, Kai gave the idea of running away. They were both very well versed and survival how to stay safe in harsh environments. After a few months of planning out how they would do this successfully, they finally felt ready. They finally decided that they were gonna run away together. (Otto and Kai are 14 at this point) The decided that they were going to say they were going out for a walk, and during then they would take the opportunity to escape. Otto left a note for his dad to let him know that we was not coming back. “Dear Dad, There’s no point in sugar coating this so i’m going to get straight to the point. I’m running away. I’m not gonna stay here and live in a place where i’m only heard back by people who want nothing to do with me. I doubt it will matter sayinf this, but don’t come looking for me. If you come and try to find me, I will kill you on sight. Goodbye forever, Otto” After leaving the letter in the kitchen drawer, he and Kai put the plan into action. He let his dad know, despite his concern, that he was going out for a walk. Little did his dad know this would be the last time he was going to see him for a long time. Despite the fear and doubt, Otto and Kai were able to run away. They ran off to a far off village, where they decided to settle down. They were living well for a while, but eventually they ran out of money. The money that they had on them was running short, so they know they had to find work. Their first instinct was to find a job that was involved exploring. They were luckily able to find a job that paid well and got them back on their feet. Not being around people who constantly were mad and judgmental allowed him to open up and make more friends. Over the next year and a half, Otto and Kai became very well known and had a lot of friends and companions. They also became known as the greatest explorers in all of (insert name of town here). (they’re both 16) Despite all their new relationships, Otto and Kai became inseparable. They were the perfect pair. Otto’s tenacity and Kai’s attention to detail made them unstoppable. Or so they thought. After the stories of their great feats had spead far and wide, they were one day approached by a man who needed them to find an ancient artifact. This artifact was said to have been able to allow people to travel inter-dimensionally. They were also offered a large sum of money to successfully complete this request. Otto and Kai, being the dare devils that they are, accepted with no hesitation, thought they would need time to prepare. After appropriately preparing for the adventure, they used the map that they received from the man to find their way to the place that the ancient artifact was located. After about 3 days of searching, they came upon a cliff with no way to get across. Kai immediately got to work and tried to find a way to get across, while Otto did the exact opposite and immediately got distracted. While being the curious bitch he is, Otto found a rock that he thought Kai might appreciate as a gift. As he was running over to give it to Kai, he tripped on a rock and fell into Kai, causing him to fall off the cliff. As Kai fell, he made eye contact with Otto while tears ran out of his eyes. Ottos eyes followed his beloved Kai in shock until he was no longer visible. After he could no longer see Kai, he continued to look down into the gaping hole, and processed what had just happened. He, just killed his boyfriend. The one person who had been there for him. Loved him, cared for him, and treat him like no one else had, was now dead at due to their curiosity. After sitting there for about two minutes, It hit him. He had e made the same mistake he did 9 years ago. As he realized what he did, he broke down into tears. He sat there for 10 straight minutes, violently sobbing. Words could not describe the overwhelming sensations guilt, anger, sadness, and fear coursing though Ottos body. After he finished crying, he stood up and he suddenly felt like he has no purpose for this life. He looked at the rock that was meant to be a gift for Kai, and felt an overwhelming sensation of self-loathe took over his body. He threw the rock at the big hole that he had watched the most important in his life fall into. Thought rather than falling into the hole. it landed on the other side. Despite the overwhelming emotions and intrusive thoughts, he walked home with a blank stare on his face. Though there will still tears steaming down his face. As intrusive thoughts rushed though his head, he continued to think to himself “why do i have to be this way?” “this could have been avoided.” “i’m such a fuckinf idiot” “i’m not worth this life” “will people be mad?” “will they worry?” “no. im not what’s important right now.” “i cant show them, or they’ll know it’s my fault” “i need to act like nothing wrong.” “then they wont hate me.” “they can’t know what happen.” “you can’t let them know how this affected you.” “they can’t hate you.” “they won’t hate you. right?” As these thoughts continued throughout the days he made his way home, he had developed the mask. The persona that he will use to avoid and ignore. As he finally made it back to town, they townsfolk greeted him with open arms. They asked him where Kai was. As he feels the ball of despair and fear drop to the bottom of his stomach. He takes a deep breath, and before the words even left his tongue, a stream of tears leaves his eyes. “no! stop! this isn’t you! get a hold of yourself.” as he regains his composure he wipes his face and says the words he’d never thought he’d say. Kai is dead. Before anyone can question what happened. He began to falsely reassure them that it’s fine and they need to make a big deal about it. As he quickly makes his way back to.. just his house, he was surrounded by loved ones asking him to tell them what happened. The more they persisted, the thicker Otto’s shell got, and the more he avoided them. This went on for about 8 months. All he did was avoid and hide. Until one day, on Kai’s birthday, Otto woke up with the sense of despair flushed over his body. “Kai didn’t deserve this.” “it’s my fault he isn’t here with me today.” “i wish i could be with them.” “i wish he wasent dead.” And then the thought hit him. He’d been avoiding this thought for the 8 months without him, but maybe. The only way to get rid of these feelings.. is to end it. Otto knew there was only one right way to do this. Finish the task they were meant to finish together. Once he reached the end of the journey, he would join Kai and his mother in the afterlife. After getting everything ready to go he grabbed the map, and made his way to the back to find the artifact. As he traveled to finish the quest he was given months ago, he spent of a lot of the time reminiscing of the time they spent together before that fateful moment where it all ended. After spending about 3 days traveling. He arrived at the spot where Kai had his life cut short. He started a the spot where he sat crying. And as he began to cry, he quickly got a hold of himself, as he remembered what he came here to do. As hr looked around, he took notice of an old tree that was a bit longer than the chasm. As he walked over to the tree, he stopped, turned around and remembered his dear kai, and how much he missed him everyday. He turned around, walked over to that spot, kneeled, and cried big ol tears. He promised himself, this was gonna be the last time he was gonna cry. After crying for about 5 minutes, He got up, took a deep breath, walked over to the tree, and knocked it down with one hard kick. Once he got to the other side and got off the tree bridge, he noticed something next to his foot. It was the rock that he wanted to give to Kai before he died. Instead of throwing it, he kept it. He put it into his inside coat pocket, to make sure to keep it safe. After that he continued on. As he reached the end of the journey, he found the location of the artifact. As he approached the artifact, he grabbed the rock and whispered to himself, “we did it kai.” once the artifact had been acquired, he knew it was time to do the thing here he came to do. As he made his way back to the place where Kai had passed. He had an overwhelming sensation of fear but also excitement. and then when he finally reached the pit, he looked down. He took a deep breath, and jumped off. While falling he felt released, like a big weight had just been lifted off his shoulders. That was until suddenly the artifact started glowing. All of a sudden, A rift opened below him. As he fell through he landed in a grassy field. Startled, Otto got up and looked around, unaware of his surroundings, until he heard a voice behind him. “Hey! are you ok?”