Week 4

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i'm not at all surprised. i know for a fact Jenna is one of those ppl who talk to EVERYone and I knew that essentially she was going to be the type of player i cannot trust/play with. she would message me periodically during the first few weeks which was nice but i really knew deep down it was just a surface-level attempt at a social game
but anyway, it could be worse. at least she gave me a heads up and at least i'm not her target + get to play veto. no idea who i'm gonna be up against but i'm keeping my spirits up and mind focused on staying.
i can't be all that mad bc i havent been a forceful player in the game yet and honestly it makes a lot of sense for me to be put up lol, good on u Jenna. At least now if i stay, I have a clear target in sight :-)

The good news is I feel good + confident that I can get votes to stay over Annabelle.... I've started talking to Sydney a good amount since she won veto and i'm grateful for that bc I was worried about her targetting me in the future. But I think if I survive this week, she'd be a good ally in my back pocket. Same with Jenna although...... I won't forget her pawning me lol
So yeah I have a penalty vote against me which is scary and nerve wracking. I gotta step my bussy up and rally these votes. 12 votes + the stray penalty vote...... if 6 people in here REALLY WANTED to get me out, they highkey can rip!
As of right now....... I feel confident that Elmo/Alexa/Sydney/Courtstina will vote out Annabelle. I need 7 so 3 more on top of those 4
I have a good bond with Zakriah, and I know he has beef with Will (and potentially Annabelle?) from Morocco so I'm banking on him wanting me to stay. Annajane is someone i know is working with Jenna & the other side, so if she's loyal to Jenna she'd vote to keep me. + I'm under the impression AnnaJ and Annabelle lowkey have beef so that's good for me.....
I'm worried Will is going to go all out campaigning for Annabelle hm. I'll keep yall posted

Okay so my thoughts are going to be all over the place. My goal this week was to pretty much destroy Jenna’s game, at least with a good portion of people in the game.
I’ve been keeping Jenna very close but I’m well aware she’s aligned with almost all of the houseguests.
Her/Sydney have been rallying for Will to go so I let him know about it and I did the same with Elmo, Forrest, etc.
I’ve been also using my surgery to play up the fact that I’m not “doing much” when in reality I haven’t stopped, despite being in pain all the time.
I’m in both alliances so I basically have to throw everything or else my cards will get exposed. All my influence is via social bonds/strategic things I’ve chosen to say or not to say.
Annabelle, my best girl friend on the ORG is sadly going home this week but I can’t fuck up my game to go down with a sinking ship. Nothing but love to her though.
After Annabelle’s departure I want her side to stay in unison and hopefully take out Sydney/Zak/Jenna in the upcoming weeks. I want to use the remnants of that alliance to take out Will/Elmo/Ryan/etc afterwards. Joey and Christina are floaters at this point so the best thing would be to keep a strong side alliance with them, but unlike Jenna I won’t make it totally obvious.
I didn’t come here to make friends, I came here to win. Sorry to anyone I hurt in the process.

I want to win the shit out of this next HOH. I swear to God it'll be the most lit week of the season when I get to take out the shits responsible for Anna's boot. Idc about making the end because I know I'm leaving as soon as Jenna or Sydney or Zak win an HOH, this is about going out with a bang.

so i'm in high spirits and looking forward to the Double Eviction.......
I'm end up sleeping most of the day right up until 5 when it starts bc I'm nocturnal. And I get third in the HoH after Alexa and Sydney who wins. Sydney, the chick who decided not to use veto on me just a day ago. RIP.
Anyway I'm up on the block w Alexa which I was not toooo surprised about but was kinda disappointed. also she blatantly called Alexa a snake lmfaooo and that started all that shit. So she clearly didn't want me going and pawned me again which was a weird feeling ngl but from an objective point of view made sense.
Then I flop in the veto bc my dumbass talked in the veto chat so Forrest wins and saves Alexa. And now mad tea is being spilled in the house chat and I'm sitting back taking it all in lmfao. I just kept my cool and my spirits up and made myself a perfect little pawn like they think I am lmao.
Luckily Will was messy during the last week and dug himself a hole. I live another week but I SWEAR my alliance better win this HoH