Nilsine

**Strasserist Mansi**, or **Nilsine** was a hallucination, until it became too real, which Subject 525 considers an "extremely sore mistake".

## **History**

### **2014**

**Strasserist Mansi** was created inside the chaotic mess that is Mansi's mind is, after a 94 hour long drinking session after dumping 523 kracatoan soldiers wrapped in 32 blankets into the ocean. She was freely able to explore around, but she was extremely hesitant, as she was immediately informed how volatile, unstable, irrational and dangerous Mansi's mind was, once she have seen a military general originating from the Soviet Union beating up a military general originating from a dimension she was unsure of, with a comically large spoon, and blood was spurting too much everywhere, covering the entire room she was in, but interestingly, she was unable to find any blood on herself. After that, she looked outside the window, and immediately closed it, as she was unable to comprehend what was happening outside, as too much things were happening, and yet, all of them had a strange feeling of dread and emptiness. However, suddenly, everything became silent, which confused her furthermore, due to her looking out, and seeing nothing, but darkness. Suddenly, the darkness became even darker, to the point, where the darkness was consuming light as it exists, and soon enough, she was unable to see anything. 9 minutes later, she was able to see pictures of a world long abandoned, forgotten and is in need for it's ruler to return, which gave the impression to **Strasserist Mansi**, that Mansi is a highly emotional person, whom wishes to return to a state of time he is unable to return to. But, as she got tired of existing under massive amounts of confusion combined with fear, she attempted to break outside, which have ended in failure, as she was not nearly strong enough to break free from a mind of a person like Mansi. However, after about 6 days of wandering into the unknown, she came across a massive pile of corpses, which have shocked her, as she was unable to see the top of it, or a way to go around it. She tried to climb it many times, but have failed, however, the amount of corpses made her wonder on how much people have died just because Mansi felt like killing people. However, from top of the corpses, a weird person by the nickname of Mn have jumped from the top to the bottom of the pile of corpses, and have asked **Strasserist Mansi** on what is she doing in a mind dangerous enough to result in the death of 4.9 Universe worth of people. She answered by not knowing much, as she have been recently created. After hearing that, Mn was extremely concerned, as nothing new have been created inside Mansi's mind that is as out of aesthetic and confusing as **Strasserist Mansi** is.

### **2015**

**Strasserist Mansi** got the sudden urge to get out of Mansi's mind, and beat up Mansi for hating himself for the wrong reasons, however, she was not nearly strong enough to do so, as she became existing a year ago. She started looking for exist, but she soon came to the realization that exiting a place like this is just a little bit more difficult than waking up from bed during a Monday morning. She also have quickly noticed that she doesn't belong in this place, as everything is oddly depressing and ominous, sometimes bizarre, other times heartbreaking. After staring at the gigantic ceiling inside an abandoned castle for 12 hours, **Strasserist Mansi** concluded that she does not belong here, but she needs the assistance of others to get out, which was proven to be extremely difficult, as she have not met a sentient being since Mn, also because most of the things she came across were already deceased. After few days of walking, she came across a huge field of grass, that had green fog over it, signaling that the field is under the process of being gassed. At the exact next moment, she have seen humanoids trying to run away from the gas, but before they step out of it, they slowly drop dead, as if something is preventing them from entering. Once everything inside was dead, the gas disappeared, revealing corpses of kracatoan soldiers, generals, and a strange looking individual, which **Strasserist Mansi** identified as Cheyenne, which have confused her a bit, as she thought that her and Mansi were a little bit more in a happy relationship. Once she was done thinking, she moved across the field, through a ruins of a cathedral, a bunker. After that, she climbed up a tower, killed 4 people in it, as they turned immediately hostile as soon as they spotted **Strasserist Mansi**. She, however, started to look around the tower, until she came across a piece of paper that said "Maybe it was a mistake not to die in -65126. - Mansi". After reading the piece of paper, **Strasserist Mansi** broke down into tears, as she realized that if she is not quick enough, she might die inside the mind of a person that he particularly dislikes. However, she blinked once, and have found herself right next to Mansi in North Korea, assuming she was successful at the attempt of escaping, but then she realized that she was nothing more than a hallucination, meaning that she will be back in the hellhole that is the mind of Mansi. A few seconds later, it have happened as just as she thought, however, she started to hear the anthem of the Soviet Union, however, something was off for her, as it sounded more depressing than the original.

### **2016**

**Strasserist Mansi** was witnessing a firing squad executing a group of kracatoans, when she was reading a book, filled with irrational thoughts, that somehow made sense to her. The book gave her some insights on why is the mind of Mansi is a depressing place filled with terrible events, people and places. However, what she had not expected, is that she started to feel more and more pity for Mansi, and for the sole reason of that, she stopped reading the book, before she starts feeling too sorry for him. After that, she started to look outside the window, wondering where did it all go wrong. A few moments later, an extremely cold hand tapped her right shoulder, and when she looked back, it was Mansi, wearing his old tsarist uniform and steel breastplate. He started questioning the existence of **Strasserist Mansi,** and he openly stated that he is not hesitant on killing her, before sitting down on the floor, which was covered in snow, and curled up in a ball, stating that his mind is a place where he can express his pain without anyone wondering. Unluckily to him, **Strasserist Mansi** started to worry about the mental health of his, and asked what was wrong. Mansi started explaining on how he misses the past, and started questioning if the genocide on the kracatoans is worth it at all. He also started explaining on how he haven't felt the type of comfort he is looking for ever since 1913. After making that statement, he quickly started to feel anger, and said that "Revenge has to be taken by any means.". When **Strasserist Mansi** have heard that, she slapped Mansi on the face and told him to go get his revenge, and not come back to her until he has taken the revenge he was looking forwards. Mansi, then started to complain on the fact that he is unable to find peace even inside his own mind, which have upset him a bit, but then calmed down, and teleported away, signaling that he was once again focusing on what was happening outside his mind. **Strasserist Mansi**, then started walking outside, and immediately regretted it, as it was extremely cold, forcing her to wear a leather jacket. She started walking after that, looking for an exit out of the city she was in, but was not able to find one, not mattering how much she was walking, and then she simply just walked through a wall, and have suddenly found herself on a place that is apparently called the "Holy Lake".

### **2017**

**Strasserist Mansi** spent the better part of her time banging her head into the wall, as she have looked back what kinds of things Mansi have said during the years. Which annoyed her the most is that most of the things that Mansi said, is not the way he intended to say it, but due to saying it during the heat of the moment, the usage of the words became easily misunderstandable. After that, she once again came across Mn, whom stated that she is extremely annoying and no sane people would be satisfied with her existence. **Strasserist Mansi** responded with that she is unable to care, and will not care in the future either. Out of anger, Mn murdered a small amount of 9127612512721 people, just because their existence within the mind became completely unforgivable, as they were breathing in a way he didn't like. Then, **Strasserist Mansi** was able to exist in the Universe, more specifically, on Earth, even more specifically, she was able to see the insane level of destruction Mansi caused in Nashville, even if it was caused in 2010, no signs of reconstruction, or kracatoan occupation took place, as the entire place was bombarded with highly powerful non-nuclear missiles, and then 6215800 tonnes of salt was poured on the city, and then, Mansi made all of the salt disintegrate into the ground, making the soil in a 160 kilometer radius around the city completely devoid of plantlife, and possibilities of the land being arable becoming impossible, both wildlife and humans and kracatoans avoiding the area, due to fear of dehydration, due to the air containing so much salt, that it would siphon the water out of organisms. The sole reason **Strasserist Mansi** was not dead, is because that her willpower was much more stronger at the moment than death, and because she was a hallucination. She was extremely shocked, and broke down in tears, mainly in confusion on how could one mentally broken could cause this much destruction, but as she knew that she wouldn't get an answer to her question just by crying, she started looking around what used to be Nashville to find anything worthy of taking, only to find a grave, which spelled out "what a fucking moron. should have not participated in helping morons.", which she presumed that it was written by Mansi.