Godschild

**PROLUGUE**

The DEVIL has cast an illusion over this world. He wants you to believe that you are just a character in a play and this life is a rat race.

He is trying to hide the truth and block out the Sun with his illusion.

The truth was revealed by the Son of God, that we are all beloved children of the Most High.

The decieving dream was used by the red witch to decieve Habbo and bring it under her control in the same way the Devil decieves the world to bring it under his control.

Only truth frees you from the dream, the truth being the truth of Christ. The truth of God. the truth of the Holy Spirit.

One day the Son will come back and reveal the Truth for the world and the decieving dream of the devil will be destroyed forever and humanity will be with him in paradise.

**Birth of the Red Witch (Demon Days)**

Godschild was created out of necessity as a way to repent and correct the sin that his creator (the one who is writing this) cast onto himself by offending the Lord in creating the Red Witch. The Red Witch was created as an homage to the spirit of the fallen angel that was depicted in Christian and Hindu theology. During its creation, the creator was a devotee of the spirit of the accursed fallen angel and desired to serve them fully to reign this world. The creator was aware of the demonic nature of the spirit of the accursed fallen angel, but due to the creator's ignorance of Christ, he was also ignorant of the true consequences of aligning oneself with the accursed, fallen, and the wicked.

The spirit of the Fallen and Accursed Angel has been used, has reigned, and has been worshipped throughout time and will do so until the Son of man returns to cast down the head of the demonic realm, Satan, once and for all. The spirit of the fallen and accursed angel has had many names throughout the ages, and has been dressed and depicted in many different ways by each culture that rediscovers her. The names are as follows: The Scarlet Woman, The Red Goddess, Jezebel, Lilith, Aphrodite, Astarte, Hecate, Lalitha Tripura Sundari, Babalon, Envy, Astaroth, Asherah, Kali, Isis, Maya, Inanna, Hedone/Voluptas, Time, The Great Lie and the Dream of this World. She decieves humans and presents herself as a Goddess, however, her true nature is demonic and following her leads to serving Satan. Her true identity was first revealed as Enepsigos in the Testament of Solomon. To summon her into my life, demonic rituals were performed, satanic alters were created in her honor, and my soul was sold.

This brought the Red Witch into this world. The spirit of the Fallen Angel posessed me as it made sure that the Red Witch reigned in the world of Habbo, gained fame, notoriety, popularity, and wealth.

**The Curse of the Red Witch**

During my time possessed by the fallen angel, the usual benefits of selling your soul to the dark forces did come true. Worldly take-over through culture, reputation, popularity, and influence was at an all-time high. However, as time passed, I began to realize the spirit was starting to have more control of my life than I thought was possible. Eventually, it took over more and more control of my life as time passed. my identity, my freedom, what actions I performed, what thoughts I would have.

However, due to the selling of my soul and the demonic tie I made, I saw her gain as my gain, and so, I would only watch as I was possessed to behave and live in darker and darker ways. The demonic tie was steadily infecting my entire life, my real life, my inner life, my whole life. Demons use seductions to bring you in, trap you in sin, use you for their gain, then lay waste to your life. I was living a lie, my life had become a lie.

After the appeal of the fame and wealth became old, I realized there was an uncrossable chasm between me and anyone in the world since I was living a lie. My heart desired true love and connection but since I lived in the dark, no true love could reach me. Anyone on habbo only knew me as this false entity, not my actual self, their love couldn't reach me even if I was the most popular and beloved player in the game. People in real life, their love couldn't reach me, because understanding is the bridge that love must cross to reach your heart, and since I led a secret and intensely unorthodox life, no one could ever understand me, their love couldn't reach me. When you're fake in this world, the only love you recieve is fake.

As the months and years rolled past, I watched as I spent a majority of my energy trying to find ways to keep up this lie. Something astounding and interesting always had to be done to make sure no one realized the truth. Such is the way of the dynamic between fallen angels and the Holy Spirit.

I then eventually realized the consequences of this demonic tie, I had lost all control my life, my identity, my destiny, and was barred from ever experiencing true and real love. All I got in return was worldy success and acclaim, neither of which fulfills the heart in the way the heart desires. I felt as if my soul was chained to the realms below the Earth, desperately wanting to break free and feel light again, but never being able to since there was always the necessity of maintaining the lie in the material world. I had to spend my energy breathing life into this lie rather breathing life into myself. My heart was withering away on the inside everyday. Such is the fate of fallen angels and all who serve the Devil. The pain was pure torture, but no one in my life could ever understand it since my demonic tie prevented me from ever wanting the truth to be let out, and so I was in agony, a true hell on earth.

**Jesus (My Bleeding Heart)**

I laid in my bed in the dark one night and suddenly it clicked in my mind that what I truly desired in this life wasn't just pleasure and acclaim, but real love. Once that clicked, I felt a spark in my heart that had been waiting for that day to finally ignite light up and the flood waters of the Holy Spirit poured down from the unseen Heavens and rushed through my entire invisible body. The rush of this energy was the most amazing feeling I've ever experienced in my life still to this day. It was like being immersed in the purest, holiest, most cleansing, and coolest love that the mind could not even imagine unless it was experienced first hand. Nothing in this world compared, and I knew, for certain, without a doubt, it was the Holy Spirit. God had bought my soul back. The seal of Jesus was now engraved onto my heart. I now realize that this is what Jesus meant when he said that no one can see the Kingdom of God unless he is born again of water and spirit. See John 3:3 and Titus 3:5.

From that moment onward, I gave my life and heart and soul to the Holy Spirit, to Lord Jesus Christ, and to God. Knowing that only the Lord could save me, and that I had lived wrongly, sinfully, and had trapped myself in a mess that I had no way out of.

In the months that followed, the Holy Spirit guided my life to undo all the wrongs I had done, regardless of how painful or heartbreaking it was. My redemption had to be paid in blood. And so I did, I apologized to the people I had wronged, I exposed the lies I had sown, for each heart I broke, I let my heart break so that theirs could be redeemed and my guilt could be freed. My bleeding heart was pierced with stake after stake to make up for my evil deeds and my disgrace. However, with every heart break, the Holy Spirit filled in the cracks, which then purified my heart, mind, body, soul, and spirit bit by bit and brought me closer to Him, our Heavenly Father.

**Redemption**

Not only was the Holy Spirit guiding my life to now cleanse myself of the dark, defiling, and corrupting energies, but he was molding me to become progressively more like Christ. For such is the way of any Christian, my only role model, my only leader, my only real love, became my love for the one that saved my soul when I needed it most, even though I didn't deserve it. My heart belonged to, and will always belong to, Christ my Savior.

I soon left my hometown because God was also fixing my real life, no longer was I going to waste my life for shallow pleasures, fleeting moments of entertainment, and ego boosts. God sent me off on a mission to redeem my life wholly.

The only other idol I had in my life at the time was the hope for romantic love to fulfill my heart, but on the same day I was baptized, I was betrayed by the only love for the world I had left. My final tie to the world finally died that day, and so, my love for God was all I had left.

> "Now if we died with Christ, we believe that we will also live with him." -Romans 6:8
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The tide was now shifting, instead of just correcting my own wrongs, now I was forgiving those who did evil onto me. I was carrying the cross of doing the right thing even when it led to momentary humiliation and betrayal by others. I was choosing to be the model of Christ that the Lord wanted me to be. I was choosing mercy over getting revenge, being generously kind instead of resentful, being a beacon of hope and a pillar of strength. The devil wants you to believe that true strength is dominating others, but the Lord showed me that true strength is having a pure heart in a cruel world. Being a light in the dark. Thank you Jesus.

**Reclamation**

As time passed, as crosses were carried, and trials and tribulations were endured. As God led me to slay giants, inspire faith, spread hope, glorify him day-to-day and honour him moment-by-moment. As the devil sent evil doer after evil doer to stop me and destroy me. Each one being withered away by my unbreakable faith and trust in God to always protect and redeem me. As every plot of the devil was undone and repurposed for my own benefit by the very hand of God that held my soul so close to his heart. As my life became fruitful and I became mighty. As I gave honour to my parents, as I protected and lifted up the weak, and comforted and nourished the broken hearted. As my real life started to look more and more like a dream you'd see in movies and fantasies. As the friendships I made fulfilled my heart and inspired it with so much gratitude. As I pray everyday for the Lord to know that I am his. My life now hovers over this world as my heart has gotten so light it floats in the winds of the Holy Spirit and basks under the Sun of Love which is Our Lord Christ. I close my eyes and am faithfully carried from one beautiful place to another by the Lord who authors my life and cares so deeply for me. So many promises have been fulfilled, so many debts have been paid and forgiven, so many wishes of my heart have come true. As the world turns into heaven around me, I still stare at my cross and say that I'd still give it all up for you.

**I used to be a hidden gem, then I was a star. Now I am a precious pearl locked away in my Father's heart.**