Gokujou Jealousy

**Gokujou Jealousy** is an insert song of Visual Prison and the theme song of Jack Mouton. It is performed in episode 3, and is sung by Jack Mouton. The full version was released on December 15, 2021.

## Album Track Listing

1. Guilty†Cross
2. Charme no Rinne
3. **Gokujou Jealousy**
4. AI=ZO

## Lyrics

* TV Size
* Full version

* English
* English (Funimation)
* Romaji
* Kanji

The secret fate only I know\*

Make this voice eternal

Like spreading the torn wings

I'm being born again

The fleeting smile filled with the colour of darkness

The urge to push you from behind, don't look back

The souls split into two

The one chosen and the one toyed with

Where does this ladder\* lead to?

The opened window

I'm throwing away the unheard prayers

Into the promised world

Stop the time...

Holding on to the jealousy in the most yielding moment

Beautifully, with those black tears

Placing the kiss on this proof that bloomed on the nape of my neck

Watering my hungry heart

Not letting go until the bruises are left

*Translation notes:*

**1. "僕しか知らない秘密の運命(さが)"**

Means "The fate only I know" but it can be heard as "The Saga only I know" by making Saga the fate.

**2. "Where does this ladder\* lead to?"**

In twitter, there's a theory about the co-relation with Jack's story and Jacob's Ladder, and the implication about the biblical meaning.

Translation Credits: Meanness

I will tell you the secret saga that only I know

This voice can forever be

Added to my wings that were ripped from me

And can be reborn

The afterimage of my smile is painted over with the shade of darkness

Desire pushes my back, don't look back

The soul that has been split into two

Is chosen and then repelled

Where could this ladder possibly lead to?

The window has now opened

Abandon all those prayers that will never be answered

And come to this beckoning world

Now, stop time

Embracing this exquisitely prime and ripe jealousy

Blackened tears fall so beautifully

Kiss the mark that blossomed red on the nape of my neck

I'll even quench your thirsty soul

So hold me so tightly that it leaves a mark

Boku shika shiranai himitsu no saga

Kono utagoe wo eien ni

Chigireta hane wo tsugitasu you ni

Umarekawareru

Yamiiro ni nuritsubusu egao no zanzou

Senaka wo osu shoudou don’t look back

Futatsu ni wakareta tamashii wa

Erabarete hajikareru

Hashigo wa doko ni tsuzuite iru no?

Hanatareta mado

Todoku koto nai inori wo sutete

Temaneku sekai e

*Toki wo tomete...*

Gokujou ni ureta Jealousy dakishimete

Kuroi namida utsukushiku

Kubisuji ni saita akashi ni kuchizuke

Ueta kokoro sae uruosu kara

Ato ga nokoru hodo hanasanai de

僕しか知らない秘密の運命(さが)

この歌声を永遠に

ちぎれた 羽を継ぎたすように

生まれ変われる

闇色に塗りつぶす 笑顔の残像

背中をおす衝動 don’t look back

二つに分かれた魂は

選ばれて弾かれる

梯子はどこに続いているの？

放たれた窓

届くことない 祈りを捨てて

手招く世界へ

*時を止めて...*

極上に熟れたJealousy抱きしめて

黒い涙 美しく

首筋に咲いた証にくちづけ

飢えた心さえ潤すから

跡が残るほど 離さないで

Kanji: Utanet

* English
* Romaji
* Kanji

The secret fate only I know\*

Make this voice eternal

Like spreading the torn wings

I'm being born again

The fleeting smile filled with the colour of darkness

The urge to push you from behind, don't look back

The souls split into two

The one chosen and the one toyed with

Where does this ladder\* lead to?

The opened window

I'm throwing away the unheard prayers

Into the promised world

Stop the time...

Holding on to the jealousy in the most yielding moment

Beautifully, with those black tears

Placing the kiss on this proof that bloomed on the nape of my neck

Watering my hungry heart

Not letting go until the bruises are left

The stranger in black and white lighting the dim light

This annoying annoying disordered sound, don't disturb

Playfully swayed away angel voice

Mocking it cynically

Broken Pendulum loses its rhythm

It won't move anymore

The heartbeat that lost it's sounds

Gives out the cry of the newborn

The echoing lullaby that tears the silence

Waving goodbye to "just fine" past

Pride crawling on the ground, wicked delight

Dissonance that won't stop ringing in my ears

The wish crushed by the morals

The dried out vanity that adorns loneliness

The shadow that escaped into the moonlight laughs

Confining the endless present

Do you hear? Yet another soul

The meaning of life

Saving the pain fed on my own chest

The scream that belongs only to me

Adorning the jealousy that bloomed on longing

As long as this voice allows

I want to sing...

Holding on to the jealousy in the most yielding moment

Beautifully, with those black tears

Placing the kiss on this proof that bloomed on the nape of my neck

Watering my hungry heart

Not letting go until the bruises are left

*Translation notes:*

**1. "僕しか知らない秘密の運命(さが)"**

Means "The fate only I know" but it can be heard as "The Saga only I know" by making Saga the fate.

**2. "Where does this ladder\* lead to?"**

In twitter, there's a theory about the co-relation with Jack's story and Jacob's Ladder, and the implication about the biblical meaning.

Translation Credits: Meanness

Boku shika shiranai himitsu no saga

Kono utagoe wo eien ni

Chigireta hane wo tsugitasu you ni

Umarekawareru

Yamiiro ni nuritsubusu egao no zanzou

Senaka wo osu shoudou don’t look back

Futatsu ni wakareta tamashii wa

Erabarete hajikareru

Hashigo wa doko ni tsuzuite iru no?

Hanatareta mado

Todoku koto nai inori wo sutete

Temaneku sekai e

*Toki wo tomete...*

Gokujou ni ureta Jealousy dakishimete

Kuroi namida utsukushiku

Kubisuji ni saita akashi ni kuchizuke

Ueta kokoro sae uruosu kara

Ato ga nokoru hodo hanasanai de

Monokuro na Stranger kurai hi wo tomosu

Mimizawari na zatsuon don’t disturb

Itazura ni aoru Angel Voice

Shinikaru ni yarisugosu

Kowareta furiko wa toki wo nakushi

Mou ugokanai

Oto wo motanai kodou ga tsugeru

Arata na ubugoe

Shijima wo hikisaki hibikasu rarabai

Kibun wa joujou kinou ni baibai

Chi wo hau pride yokoshima delight

Nariyamu koto nai dissonance

Risou mamire ni tsuieta negai

Kawaita kyousei wa kodoku wo kyoshoku

Tsukiyo ni nigashita kage ga warau

Hatenai ima wo tojikomete...

Kikoeru? Mou hitotsu no tamashii

Sonzai igi ga

Kokoro ni sukuu itami wo sukuu

Boku dake no sakebi

Setsubou ni saita Jealousy kazaritate

Koe no kagiri

*Utaitai...*

Gokujou ni ureta Jealousy dakishimete

Kuroi namida utsukushiku

Kubisuji ni saita akashi ni kuchizuke

Ueta kokoro sae uruosu kara

Ato ga nokoru hodo hanasanai de

僕しか知らない秘密の運命(さが)

この歌声を永遠に

ちぎれた 羽を継ぎたすように

生まれ変われる

闇色に塗りつぶす 笑顔の残像

背中をおす衝動 don’t look back

二つに分かれた魂は

選ばれて弾かれる

梯子はどこに続いているの？

放たれた窓

届くことない 祈りを捨てて

手招く世界へ

時を止めて...

極上に熟れたJealousy抱きしめて

黒い涙 美しく

首筋に咲いた証にくちづけ

飢えた心さえ潤すから

跡が残るほど 離さないで

モノクロなStranger 暗い灯をともす

耳障りな雑音 don’t disturb

いたずらに煽る Angel Voice

シニカルにやり過ごす

壊れた振り子は時を失くし

もう動かない

音を持たない 鼓動が告げる

新たな産声

静寂(しじま)を引き裂き 響かすララバイ

気分は上々 昨日にバイバイ

地を這うpride 邪delight

鳴り止むことない dissonance

理想まみれに 潰えた願い

乾いた虚勢は 孤独を虚飾

月夜に逃した 影が嗤う

果てない今を 閉じ込めて...

聴こえる？もう一つの魂

存在意義が

心に巣食う 痛みを救う

僕だけの叫び

切望に咲いたJealousy飾り立て

声の限り

歌いたい...

極上に熟れたJealousy抱きしめて

黒い涙 美しく

首筋に咲いた証にくちづけ

飢えた心さえ潤すから

跡が残るほど 離さないで

Kanji: Utanet

## References

1. ↑ https://visualprison.com/music/artist.html