Suicide Note

-The lonely end of an atheist-

"*Forgive me for being so pathetic and stupid.*"— **Description from the music video**
**Suicide Note** (遺書, *Isho*[?]) is a song by Guchiry featuring Kagamine Len. It is the eighth track of the album *As Life Scatters Away*, the tenth track of the album *Mugenhouyou*, the tenth track of the album *Good night, Juvenile*, and the image song for Crowley.

### Guchiry's comment

Hello, this is Guchiry.
The guru is dead.

## Lyrics

* Japanese
* Romaji
* English

誰にも看取られず沈んでゆく

愚かしい私を赦してくれないか

誰に縋るでもなくただ紡ぐ

意味の無い文字の羅列をしたためた

あなたへと遺した手紙を海に沈めていく

嗚呼

私は祈った　救われたかった

この身を捨て去れば　救われると思った

神はいない　神はいない　誰もいない　誰もいない

救われなかった

盲信者たちの妄想　‘‘奇跡’’の軽視現象

「信じる者に救いを」嘲笑う教祖

無力　無欲　無関心　望みはないと知った

なら意味も価値も無いと　この水槽を抜け出して

沈んだ

私は願った　愛されたかったんだ

この身を捨て去れば　変わるだろうと思った

愛はない　愛はない　救いもない　救いもない

哀れな私を

どうか忘れないで

Dare ni mo mitorarezu shizundeyuku

Orokashii watashi o yurushitekurenai ka

Dare ni sugarude mo naku tada tsumugu

Imi no nai moji no raretsu o shitatameta

Anata e to nokoshita tegami o umi ni shizumeteiku

Aa

Watashi wa inotta sukuwaretakatta

Kono mi o sutesareba sukuwareru to omotta

Ami wa inai kami wa inai dare mo inai dare mo inai

Sukuwarenakatta

Moushinshatachi no mousou "kiseki" no keishi genshou

"Shinjiru mono ni sukui o" azawarau kyouso

Muryoku muyoku mu kanshin nozomi wa nai to shitta nara imi mo kachi mo naito kono suisou o nukedashite

Shizunda

Watashi wa negatta aisaretakatta nda

Kono mi o sutesareba kawarudarou to omotta

Ai wa nai ai wa nai sukui mo nai sukui monai

Awarena watashi o

Douka wasurenaide

Sinking without being noticed by anyone

Forgive me for my foolishness

Just spinning without clinging to anyone

I wrote a string of meaningless letters

I'm going to sink the letter I left for you into the sea

Ah

I prayed. I wanted to be saved

I thought that if I threw away this body, I would be saved

There is no god, there is no god, nobody, nobody

I wasn't saved

Delusions of the blind believers The phenomenon of the neglect of "miracles"

"Salvation to those who believe", mocking guru

Helplessness, apathy, indifference, I knew there was no hope

Then it's meaningless and worthless. Get out of this tank

Sunken

I wished. I wanted to be loved

I thought that if I threw away this body, things would change

No love, no love, no salvation, no salvation

Pitiful me

Please don't forget me

**Original translation done with DeepL, Google Translate and RomajiDesu, edited by Wojobart**

## Hidden Text

* Japanese
* Romaji
* English

拝啓、神様。

歪んだ残像

ハリボテの偶像信仰。

もう私は嫌気がさしたのだ。

生まれ変わるなら、愛される存在になりたい。

Haikei, kamisama.

Iganda zanzou

Haribote no guuzou shinkou.

Mou watashi wa iyake ga sashita noda.

Umarekawarunara, aisareru sonzai ni naritai.

Dear God.

Distorted afterimages

An idolatry of cardboard beliefs.

I'm already fed up with it.

If I were to be reborn, I want to be loved.

**Original translation done with DeepL, Google Translate and RomajiDesu, edited by Wojobart**

## External Links

### Official

* YouTube
	+ YouTube (-SS Style-)
* NicoNico
	+ NicoNico (-SS Style-)
* Spotify
	+ Spotify (-SS Style-)
* Ameba - Lyrics
* piapro - Off Vocal

### Unofficial

* SoundCloud
* VOCALOID Database
	+ VOCALOID Database (-SS Style-)

## Gallery

### Music Video

Crowley surrounded by paper sheets.Crowley drowns.
### Other

Crowley's suicide note in the crossfade video for Yume Monogatari album.