Depressed (Rewritten)

## Note

This is a rewrite of my Blazblue creepypasta. You can read the original on Geoshea's here: https://geosheas-lost-episodes.fandom.com/wiki/Depressed

## The Story

I am a big fan of the Blazblue franchise. My favorite characters through out the series are Noel Vermillion, Makoto Nanaya, Ragna The Bloodedge and Yuki Terumi.

There is also an anime based on the show that I would watch every saturday on YouTube called Blazblue Alter Memory. Now a lot of people somehow didn't like this show as it had somewhat of a poor grasp of the source material.

But I liked it cause of how the character designs were awesome. Speaking of Blazblue, sometimes when I go and visit my uncle on a weekend when he wants to spend some uncle and grandson bonding, I'd always go downstairs and play on the PS3 which of course had a Blazblue game. My favorite game in the series is Continuum Shift.

In regards of Blazblue, I fell in tears one day after I discovered a dark episode of Blazblue: Alter Memory in which I found to be oddly terrifying and sad.

This all happened in 2021. On the weekend of June 18-20, my uncle invited me over to his place to spend some time with him.

After the following weekend, I was visiting the Terrible Shows & Episodes wiki back at home when I saw a show that caught my mind. It was entitled Blazblue: Alter Memory. I decided to find some information about this show. For example, a trailer of what the show was about. When I searched the name of the show on YouTube, I found a video showcasing the complete series. I watched it to see if it was terrible or not.

After I finished watching the series, I found it to be a good anime. I would respect anyone's opinion on the show if they hated it. A few days later, I was reading a few books I borrowed from the library while listening to Crocodile Rock by Elton John. Suddenly, my dad came into the room and got me a super early birthday present.

Apparently, it was a DVD of all the Blazblue Alter Memory episodes.

"Wow, thanks! You're the best!" I told my dad.

I thanked my dad for the present and went to watch the DVD on my Xbox 360.

When I started the DVD, the menu looked completely low budget, as it was just a white background with some text. I looked through the episode selection and noticed something strange. There was a 13th episode of the show, which was unusual, given that the 12th episode was meant to be the finale.

The episode was titled as "Depressed".

I wonder if this episode was going to talk about the effects of depression.

But since I was interested, I played the episode anyway.

However, there was a warning before it started.

"This episode of Blazblue: Alter Memory contains content that may upset some fans of Blazblue. View this at your own risk!"

"Huh, this is odd, but I'm kind of interested." I muttered.

The episode finally began. It started with a cold opening that had Kokonoe trying to have Iron Tager hunt down an unknown enemy.

By the way, this was an english dub. The intro later played and I was just vibing to it. It then showed with Ragna hanging up what appeared to be birthday decorations.

The birthday party happened to be for Tsubaki (One of the characters on the show).

Noel came into the room and asked Ragna who the party was for.

Ragna described it and Noel asked if she can invite Makoto for the party.

Ragna got confused for a moment then said, "Uh...... Noel..... I don't think you got the memo but Makoto died last week. True story, not even joking."

Noel began to grow a tear from her eye presuming that she was going to cry. Noel asked, "But..... why?"

Ragna replied with, "Well Noel, Makoto was hunted down by someone named Kagura. And when someone dies, they can never come back."

Noel started to really tear up and she screamed "Nooooo!" so loud that it showed a shot of the earth while it happened.

Noel then proclaimed that she was not going to attend the party anymore and she walked out of the hall and went back to her house which I've never seen before.

She slammed the door open and went on to the couch to cry. This scene lasted for 2 minutes before it showed Noel crying even more in different places like the shower, the kitchen and her bedroom. Just listening to her crying was making me feel very sorry for her.

After that, Noel began writing what I think was a suicide note. She put it on her bed and went to her desk. She then grabbed one of her pistols and put it to her head.

She said, "I must end it all. I'm very sorry."

"Don't do it Noel, you can always make a new friend!" I muttered.

But what happened next, shocked me. Noel then shot herself off screen as it cut to black. Meanwhile, it cut to a scene of everyone but Noel and Makoto at the party for Tsubaki.

Litchi said, "I heard Noel was in a bad mood earlier. I'm gonna go over to her house to see what's wrong."

So she went over to Noel's house. Litchi saw that Noel was dead.

I finally got to see the note Noel wrote and here's what it said.

"Dear anyone who reads this,

I can't take it anymore. The death of Makoto Nanaya has put me in a severe depression. Without Makoto, I am nothing. Whether I'm in heaven or hell, I hope to see one of you guys in either of those places. I'd thought I would take the moment to say my last few goodbyes to everyone and every city I've been in. I'm sorry for hurting anyone for doing this. You guys have made me what I am today, I am thankful for you. But now, I am dead. All I have to say is.... goodbye forever.

Best Wishes, Noel Vermillion."

"Oh god!" Litchi muttered.

The credits played as normal. I was tearing up at this point. After seeing this emotional piece of shit, I put my hands over my eyes and cried quietly. My dad came into the room and wondered what was going on. After taking the moment to stop crying, I replayed the episode for him and he felt pretty sad too.

After watching that episode, I have terrible fears of it. I have had nightmares thinking of the dead body of Noel. Matter of fact, sometimes when I'm staring at the walls of my dark room, I can imagine the dead body just laying down near my bed. To this day, I still like the Blazblue anime, but not that lost episode.

Just note that it's okay to be sad.