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Morning

"**Morning (Cap'n Crunch)**" is an unreleased song by Ellise. The song is an outtake from Ellise's debut studio album, *Chaotic*, which was titled "Beauty From Ashes" at the time.

The full song leaked in high quality during September, 2022.

## Song Leakage

* November 25th, 2021 - A snippet is leaked via SoundCloud.
* September, 2022 - The song is leaked via SoundCloud, and the title is revealed as "Morning (Cap'n Crunch)".

## Theme

The song is presumed to be about a relationship; the aftermath of a breakup between someone and Ellise.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

Wish I could stop dreaming

About you every time that I sleep

Wish I could just wake up

One more time with you stealing the sheets

And you left your toothbrush

To the right, of the shelf, next to mine

I still buy Cap'n Crunch

Tore your mouth up, but you didn't mind

**[Pre-Chorus]**

I really wish you were here

You get dressed, while I blow-dry my hair

I can still hear you sing in the shower, but nobody's there

Nobody's there

**[Chorus]**

Miss you

But I miss the mornings most

Kiss you

Cooking eggs over the stove

Now all of my days feel so grey

The memories fading like

Miss you

But I miss the mornings most

**[Verse 2]**

Don't know how to do this

Left me here alone and I can

Found my own way through this

While your things in my drawers look so sad

Coffee, always iced, though

With two sugars

And one Half-and-Half

I can make it with my eyes closed

Knew your favorites

Like the back of my hand

**[Pre-Chorus]**

I really wish you were here

You get dressed, while I blow-dry my hair

I can still hear you sing in the show, but nobody's there

Nobody's there

**[Chorus]**

Miss you

But I miss the mornings most

Kiss you

Cooking eggs over the stove

Now all of my days feel so grey

The memories fading like

Miss you

But I miss the mornings most

**[Outro]**

Wish I could stop dreaming

About you every time that I sleep

Wish I could just wake up

One more time with you stealing the sheets

And you left your toothbrush

To the right, on the shelf, next of mine

I still buy Cap'n Crunch

## Trivia

* When snippets of the song were first leaked, the song was said to be named "Ruthless".
2nd Unknown Song

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## Song

### Writer(s)

Ellise

"**2nd Unknown Song**" is an unreleased song by Ellise. The song may have been scrapped from Ellise's debut album, *Chaotic*. The song has not been performed live or released officially to fans.

## Background

On February 27th, 2021, Ellise confirmed the existence of the song via her Instagram.
Teresa Ammons

**Teresa Ammons** is an American makeup artist. She has been Ellise's makeup artist since 2017. Ellise has stated that "Anytime you see me with any type of 'face-beat' that's like better than my regular, it's always her".

## Work With Ellise

### Songs

* Keep It to Myself [Music Video Hair & Makeup Artist]
* Bubblegum Brain [Music Video & Cover Art Makeup Artist]
* Feeling Something Bad... [Music Video & Cover Art Makeup Artist]
* Over Breakfast [Music Video & Cover Art Makeup Artist]

### Photoshoots

* 6/3/2021 Photoshoot [Makeup Artist]
* 6/18/2021 Photoshoot [Makeup Artist]
* House Of Solo Magazine Photoshoot [Makeup Artist]

### Other

* Chaotic Virtual Live Show [Makeup Artist]

## References

1. ↑ http://www.teresaammons.com/about
2. ↑ https://youtu.be/fU5rBCcBHZU?t=66
Angels Don't Cry

* Angels Don't Cry
* Remix

## Audio

* YouTube Music
* Remix

## Track Listing

"**Angels Don't Cry**" is the first track on Ellise's sophomore extended play, *Under My Bed*. The track was announced on October 12th, 2019 on Ellise's Instagram account, and was released on October 17th, 2019.

## Background

> *track one / angels don’t cry
> my 2nd annual halloween EP ‘under my bed’ out october 17th
>
> Ellise, via Twitter*
>
>

## Theme

> *This song is about loving someone who is unstable or damaged by past trauma- all you want to do is help them and heal them, but you end up losing yourself in the process. you stop caring about your own emotions and wants, and take all of theirs in, constantly feeling the need to bottle your own feelings up because you don't think they can handle this. if you've been through this, you'll know how heavily it weighs down on you. it's a tricky situation and ends up with you feeling emotionally depleted and empty.
>
> Ellise, via Twitter*
>
>

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

Crystal skies, pearly gates

When I cross my heart I look both ways

Cause you know you need my help most days

And I can't watch you fall

Play on broken strings

But the ugly world has clipped your wings

You need someone to forgive your sins

And I'm there when you call

**[Prechorus]**

Devil's on your shoulder tryna make you insane

And it's startin' to get hard to make it all go away

Putting Heaven in an empty heart

Is it worth all the pain?

**[Chorus]**

Save your life

Made me do it for you every time

But angels don't cry

No, angels don't cry

Close your eyes

Let me handle it, I'll be alright

Cuz angels don't cry

No, angels don't cry

**[Verse 2]**

Watch my halo shine

Hold you bloody while I'm dressed in white

Kiss it better for the hundredth time

And your hurt becomes mine

**[Prechorus]**

Devil's on your shoulder tryna make you insane

And it's startin' to get hard to make it all go away

Putting Heaven in an empty heart

Is it worth all the pain?

**[Chorus]**

Save your life

Made me do it for you every time

But angels don't cry

No, angels don't cry

Close your eyes

Let me handle it, I'll be alright

Cuz angels don't cry

No, angels don't cry

**[Outro]**

I might lose my mind, lose my mind

Tryna save your life

I'll just fake a smile, dry my eyes

Cuz angels don't cry

No, angels don't cry

## Music Video

Ellise - Angels Don't Cry (Chapter 1)A reupload of the deleted music video

## Cross-References

* The lyric "Devil's on your shoulder tryna make you insane" references Devil on My Shoulder.

## Trivia

* There was a music video for this song, as with every other song on the EP, however they were later deleted.
* The Sweater Beats & Bumbasee Remix version was released on March 18th, 2020 as a single.
Uh Oh

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## Song

### Producer(s)

Micah Gordon

"**Uh Oh**" is an upcoming unreleased song by Ellise, which may appear on her 2nd Studio Album.

## Background

* On January 20th, 2024, Ellise posted that she was in the studio with Micah Gordon on her Instagram story, shortly followed by a snippet of this song.

## Song Leakage

* January 20th, 2024 - Ellise posts a snippet of the song on Instagram.

## Lyrics

**[Snippet]**

So bad, you'll let my number be

Uh oh, you call all up my phone again
What Are We Waiting For

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## **What Are We Waiting For**

* Original
* Acoustic

## General information

### Released

March 8th, 2019
March 14th, 2019 (acoustic)

### Length

2:34 (original)
2:08 (acoustic)

### Writer

Alex Papaconstantinou
Didrick
Geraldo Sandell
Markus Videsater
Viktor Svensson

### Producer

VAX
Didrick
Markus Videsater

## Audio

"**What Are We Waiting For**" is a song by pop band VAX. It features guest vocals by American singer Ellise. It was released on March 8th, 2019, followed by an acoustic version released on March 14th, 2019.

## Theme

"A song that’s so laidback and melancholic in its tone, that it makes the longing described in the lyrics actually sound quite defeatist."

## Lyrics

**[Chorus: VAX]**

Been to Paris, LA and New York

I still haven't found what I want

And nothing compares to your love

So what are we waiting for? Ooh

**[Verse 1: VAX & Ellise]**

I had my reasons, love without meaning

We all got demons, trust me I've seen 'em

You had your reasons, caught up in feelings

Wouldn't believe it, said you were leaving

**[Pre-Chorus: VAX & Ellise]**

And now we're fucked up

But you give me good vibes

Something real, I forgot what it feels like

Them late nights, cheap thrills and the fake highs

Made me realize I want something real

**[Chorus: VAX & Ellise]**

I've been to Paris, LA and New York

I still haven't found what I want

And nothing compares to your love

So what are we waiting for? Ooh

Been to Paris, LA and New York

There's beauty behind every door

But nothing compares to yours

So what are we waiting for?

**[Verse 2: VAX]**

I'm never gonna leave my, leave my love

I'm never gonna leave my, leave my love

There's nothing in this world that I want more

I'm never gonna leave my, leave my love

**[Pre-Chorus: VAX & Ellise]**

And now we're fucked up

But you give me good vibes

Something real, I forgot what it feels like

Them late nights, cheap thrills and the fake highs

Made me realize I want something real

**[Chorus: VAX & Ellise]**

I've been to Paris, LA and New York

I still haven't found what I want

And nothing compares to your love

So what are we waiting for? (So what are we waiting for?)

Been to Paris, LA and New York

There's beauty behind every door

But nothing compares to yours

So what are we waiting for? Ooh, ooh

So what are we waiting for?

## Trivia

* The song was released the same day as "Tell Me".

## References

1. ↑ https://scandipop.co.uk/song-vax-feat-elise-waiting/
Letting the Wolf In (song)

. You may have been wanting to read about the EP of the same name.

"**Letting the Wolf In**" is an unreleased song by Ellise, and scrapped title track from her third Halloween EP, *Letting the Wolf In*. The song has not been performed live or released officially to fans.

On November 26th, 2021, a snippet of the song leaked, confirming its existence. It is rumoured to be older than *its namesake EP*, Ellise having instead reused the title.

## Song Leakage

* November 26th, 2021 - An edited snippet of the song is leaked via Dbree.
* June 12th, 2022 - A longer snippet of the song is leaked via Dbree.
* June 12th, 2022 - Another snippet of the song is leaked via Dbree.
* September, 2022 - A longer snippet of the song is leaked via Soundcloud.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

Lonely, dead of the night

And something-

[...]

And I'll make him mine

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Grin slow

But I kinda like it, though

Evil

Kill me with the kiss

I know

How this ugly story goes

Dun-dun-dun (scream)

**[Chorus]**

Ding, dong

Who could that be?

Knock, knock

'Cos he's really here to get me

My, my

What a lovely sin

Always happiest-
6/3/2021 Photoshoot

On the 3rd June, 2021, Ellise did a photoshoot. The photos were posted on Instagram, captioned

> *Rose Red 🥀*
>
>
> @ellise
> Wardrobe @ivoryxwoods
>
>
>
> MUA @teresaammons
>
> @heyparkerday, via Instagram
>
>

The photoshoot was shot on May 28th, six days before the images' public release. Several more photos from this photoshoot later emerged on the social media pages of the photoshoot's team. For this photoshoot, Ellise commissioned a customised corset from Elisabete.co.

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/NoMoreDaggers/status/1399371365539590147
Lovesick

"**lovesick**" is a song by American singer and rapper guccihighwaters. It features guest vocals from American singer Ellise. It was included as the eighth track on his sophomore studio album, *Joke's On You*, released on January 22nd, 2021.

## Theme

This song is about two addicts who are desperately in love with each other.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1: Ellise]**

I got demons that I can't hide

But I see 'em in you (See 'em in you)

Turn to chills runnin' down my spine

You feel it too? Yeah

**[Hook: Ellise]**

I don't like the person I've become

I don't think I'm acting natural

But we don't have to try and explain ourselves

**[Verse 2: guccihighwaters]**

People always askin' where my head at

I don't know about you but this shit ain't gettin' better (Ain't gettin' better)

I swear it's breakin' me in two

I don't know about you but I think I know the truth

**[Hook: guccihighwaters]**

I don't like the person I've become

I don't think I'm acting natural

But we don't have to try and explain ourselves

**[Chorus: Both]**

Just a couple of lovesick addicts

Fuckin' up, stuck in our twisted pattern

Maybe you're broken like me, yeah

Maybe I'm broken like you too, lovesick addicts

Lovesick addicts

Fuckin' up, stuck in our twisted pattern

Maybe you're broken like me, yeah

Maybe I'm broken like you too, lovesick addicts

**[Verse 3: guccihighwaters & *Both*]**

Drink this liquor like medicine, goin' to my head again

Take a sip, take a hit, one more and I'm over it

Oh, you say you got a dark side? *Me too*

I can show you all the scars *that I bleed through*

**[Pre-chorus: Both]**

I don't like the person I've become

But at least you feel where I'm comin' from

But we don't have to try and explain ourselves

**[Chorus: Both]**

Just a couple of lovesick addicts

Fuckin' up, stuck in our twisted pattern

Maybe you're broken like me, yeah

And maybe I'm broken like you too, lovesick addicts

Lovesick addicts

Fuckin' up, stuck in our twisted pattern

Maybe you're broken like me, yeah

And maybe I'm broken like you too, lovesick addicts

**[Outro: guccihighwaters]**

Lovesick addicts

Lo-lo-love-love, lovesick addicts

Lo-lo-love-love, lovesick addicts

Lo-lo-love-love, lovesick addicts

Lo-lo-love-love, lovesick

Lovesick

Lovesick

## Audio

Guccihighwaters - "lovesick" (feat. ellise)
## Trivia

* The song has a similar synth to Ellise's song "Bruises".
Heart Eyes

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## Song

### Writer(s)

Ellise

"**Heart Eyes**" is an unreleased song by Ellise. The song was intended to be included in Ellise's debut album, *Chaotic*. The song has not been performed live or released officially to fans apart from one lyrical snippet.

## Song Leakage

* June 2020 - A lyrical snippet is leaked.

## Lyrics

**[Snippet]**

Recently, I can't stop staring at the floor

When you talk to me, I don't wanna listen anymore

Keep your voice down, someone's gonna hear you through the door

God, you've always been so boring, I'm snoring

Wanna take a thread, run a needle through your lips

Won't you shut your fucking mouth unless I wanna feel your kiss

Every time you make a sound, always sound so ignorant

God, you've always been so stupid, I'm cupid

I shoot an arrow, you play the fool

Now you're sitting inside my room

Watch you fall in love

I'm sorry I don't want emotions

I want lust and not your pity party

## References

1. ↑ https://www.spotlyrics.com/lyrics/ellise-heart-eyes
Play Dead

"**Play Dead**" is an unreleased song by Ellise. This song was scrapped from Ellise's debut studio album, *Chaotic*, and later considered for her third studio EP, *Letting the Wolf In*, but the idea was also scrapped.

The full song leaked in high quality on October 23rd, 2021.

## Song Leakage

* March 2020 - A 15-second snippet of the chorus is shared by Ellise on an Instagram story in high quality.
* October 23rd, 2021 - Ellise sent the song to fans in a Zoom meet and greet. The song later leaked via SoundCloud, where it was posted with Ellise's permission.

### Snippet

* Snippet 1

## Theme

The song is about Ellise breaking up with a potentially one-sided or abusive relationship with another person.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

I'm running out of options

God knows I've tried

To close all the doors

You wanna pry

I'll run against the clock and

You know that time is precious

You're wasting all of mine

On your hands and knees

You're begging me to stay

I could break your heart a million ways

Maybe you don't get the message

Learned from your mistakes

Read between the lines and sound it out

Use your brain

**[Pre-chorus]**

Hush baby

Gonna make you cry

**[Chorus]**

Do I have to play dead to get it through your head?

You're draining all the life from my bloodstream

Do I have to play dead and paint myself in red?

My heart isn't yours

Doesn't even beat

Dress you in black

Drag you out to the back

See my name

And it's etched in a grave

Do I have to play dead to get it through your head?

I can see the end and it's so sweet

**[Verse 2]**

I guess I never wanted

The life you saw

Behind a pearly picket fence

It never crossed my mind that

Your cookie cutter eyes are full of cruel intent

On your hands and knees you're begging me to pray

That I won't break your heart a million ways, baby

Miss the bigger picture in a dire state

Read between the lines

In bloody ink, I hex your name

**[Pre-chorus]**

Don't blame me

You were never mine

**[Chorus]**

Do I have to play dead to get it through your head?

You're draining all the life from my bloodstream

Do I have to play dead and paint myself in red?

My heart isn't yours

Doesn't even beat

Dress you in black

Drag you out to the back

See my name

And it's etched in a grave

Do I have to play dead to get it through your head?

I can see the end and it's so sweet

## Trivia

* When Ellise sent the song to the meet and greet participants, she added that she wouldn't mind if it got leaked.

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/RowanBuriedIt/status/1452038349062123525
List of Photoshoots

This is a list of all the photoshoots Ellise has done.

* Visual View
* List View

*Can You Keep a Secret? Promotional Photoshoot**7/4/2020**7/11/2020**7/20/2020**7/29/2020**TMRW Magazine**Notion**3/24/2021**3/29/2021**Chaotic Promotional Photoshoot**6/3/2021**7/21/2021**7/24/2021**House Of Solo Magazine**8/16/2021*

### 2018

* Can You Keep a Secret? Promotional Photoshoot

### 2020

* 7/4/2020 Photoshoot
* 7/11/2020 Photoshoot
* 7/20/2020 Photoshoot
* 7/29/2020 Photoshoot

### 2021

* 3/16/2020 TMRW Magazine Photoshoot
* 3/12/2021 Notion Photoshoot
* 3/24/2021 Photoshoot
* 3/29/2021 Photoshoot
* Chaotic Promotional Photoshoot
* 6/3/2021 Photoshoot
* 7/21/2021 Photoshoot
* 7/24/2021 Photoshoot
* House Of Solo Magazine Photoshoot
* 8/16/2021 Photoshoot

## Unknown Photoshoots

This section displays photoshoots that do not have a known date or associated publication.
Savage Ga$p

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## Person

### Birth Place

United States

 Savage Ga$p is an American rapper. In 2020, he released his debut album, titled **the long halloween**, with Ellise featured on its title track. He is friends with Ellise, and they can be seen interacting on social media frequently.

## Works With Ellise

### Released

* The Long Halloween [performer]
* go bestie [performer]

### Unreleased

* The Woods (Possible unreleased version with a feature)

## Trivia

* One of his songs, despite not featuring Ellise, includes her on the cover art.

## References

1. ↑ https://open.spotify.com/album/5NTdlDchd6GNOQsZlhXYEL?si=Hb9dYMYbTWet9Dh0PPUrWQ
I Don't Love You Anymore

"**I Don't Love You Anymore**" is an unreleased track by Seth Bishop, originally intended to be featured on the 2016 extended play (EP), "Songs I Made in My Room". The song features Ellise. It has not been performed live or officially released to fans.

## References

1. ↑ https://genius.com/Seth-bishop-i-dont-love-you-anymore-lyrics *Note that this is only being cited as a reference due to the page's age and the artists obscurity, meaning a fake song created across multiple lyric sites is unlikely.*
Nightmares

## Track Listing

"**Nightmares**" is the second track on Ellise's debut extended play *Can You Keep a Secret?*. It was released on October 12th, 2018, along with the rest of the EP.

## Song Leakage

* October 10th, 2018 - A trailer is released on Ellise's Twitter with a snippet of the song.

## Theme

This song is about Ellise having a manipulative lover who only pretends to like her so that he can verbally abuse her. Once she breaks up with him, she wonders if she should miss him or if she shouldn't, and that night has terrible nightmares about him, causing her to be unable to sleep. She vows that she will not speak to him again because it will cause her unwanted pain.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

Sinking

So sick of thinking

Of all the things you need from me

Who you think that I should be

Itching

To feel you with me

But I can't do that to myself

Touch so soft, but words that kill

**[Pre-Chorus]**

I wanna look past it

'Cause you're such a habit

But I'm made out of glass and

Some wounds you just can't lick

The crimes that you have committed

You hold them against me

No nights

Without you, I can't dream

**[Chorus]**

So now I see you in my nightmares

(or not at all)

All by myself drowning in my tears

(It's just the cost)

Of keeping you alive inside my brain

I know it's strange

I'm dealing with the pain

I'm having nightmares, nightmares

And you're to blame

**[Verse 2]**

Crawling

I know you're calling

Your number on my shattered screen

Type your name, my fingers bleed

**[Pre-Chorus]**

I wanna look past it

Developed a habit

'Cause I'm made out of glass and

Got wounds you just can't fix

The lies you've told me have damaged

My heart and I'm manic

Tonight, I'm sleeping in panic

**[Chorus]**

So now I see you in my nightmares

(or not at all)

All by myself drowning in my tears

(It's just the cost)

Of keeping you alive inside my brain

I know it's strange

I'm dealing with the pain

I'm having nightmares, nightmares

And you're to blame

**[Bridge]**

So now I see you in my nightmares

(or not at all)

All by myself drowning in my tears

(It's just the cost)

Of keeping you alive inside my brain

I know it's strange

I'm dealing with the pain

I'm having nightmares, nightmares

And you're to blame

**[Outro]**

Yeah you're to blame, yeah

Yeah you're to blame

You're to blame

Yeah you're to blame, yeah

Yeah you're to blame

Yeah you're to blame

Yeah you're to blame, yeah

Yeah you're to blame

You're to blame

Yeah you're to blame, yeah

Yeah you're to blame, ah

## Trivia

* Originally, this song and "Ghost" were swapped in the tracklist.

## Reference

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1050155584966733824?s=20
2. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1050155584966733824?s=20
12/25/2020 Twitch Livestream

On December 25th, 2020, Ellise was featured on a Twitch livestream to celebrate the Holidays. The announcement was made via Twitter on December 23rd, 2020. Although, no videos of the event have surfaced.

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/chuucut/status/1342184027198005248
2. ↑ https://twitter.com/ye7jis/status/1341947712397320193
Merchandise

This page is a stub or short page!You could help the Ellise Wikia by adding more information.

This page details all the merchandise Ellise has created that we have knowledge of.

## Music

Chaotic Vinyl ($21.98)Download of the album in MP3, ALAC, FLAC, and WAV ($10.00)
### Sold Out

Feeling Something Bad... PosterFeeling Something Bad... Poster \*Signed ($25.00)Feeling Something Bad... Poster \*Signed (Courtesy of zoemtv617 on Discord)
## Hoodies

Bubblegum Brain Hoodie ($70.00)Feeling Something Bad... Zip Hoodie ($60.00)Feeling Something Bad... Zip Hoodie ($60.00)
## Tees

Ellise Photo Tee - Black ($35.00)Ellise Photo Tee - Pink ($35.00)Bubblegum Brain Tee - Black ($35.00)Feeling Something Bad... Tee - White ($30.00)
## Lighters

Feeling Something Bad... Lighter ($15.00)Feeling Something Bad... Lighter ($15.00)
## Thongs

Feeling Something Bad... Thong - Black ($18.00)

## Discontinued

### Under My Bed

Under My Bed Hoodie (Front)Under My Bed Hoodie (Back)
## Halloween Collection

On June 26th, 2021, Ellise hinted at a Halloween vinyl, saying

> *imagine a 2 sided vinyl for CYKAS and under my bed ... in time for halloween ... what do we think
>
> Ellise, via Twitter*
>
>
R U Mine?

"**R U Mine?**" is a song by the Arctic Monkeys, covered by Ellise in the studio. On October 11th, 2021, Ellise explained the existence of the cover in a twitter groupchat.

## Background

> *the lil snippet w me on the swing
>
> ppl have asked me about that for SO LONG
>
> so ill explin it here
>
> Basically like three years ago I was gonna be a part of this album that was supposed to be with all different artists and each artist was gonna cover a different song. My song was r u mine by arctic monkeys so that was a snippet of that
>
> but then it never happened lol
>
> it was like my rendition of r u mines* *Ellise, via Twitter*
>
>

## Song Leakage

* April 21st, 2019 - An 11 second snippet is shared by Ellise on Twitter.
	+ Part of the song's title is leaked.
* October 12th, 2021 - Ellise confirms the song's title.

## Lyrics

**[Snippet]**

*(Vocalizing)*

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1119754114202619904?s=20
Lullaby

## Track Listing

"**Lullaby**" is the second track on Ellise's sophomore extended play, *Under My Bed*. The track was announced on October 13th, 2019 on Ellise's Instagram account, and was released on October 17th, 2019.

## Background

> *track two / lullaby
> my second annual halloween EP ‘under my bed’ out october 17th
>
> Ellise, via Instagram*
>
>

## Theme

> *lullaby is meant to be taken lightly. i had a weird nightmare one night, where i was on a stainless steel table, tied up with a gag in my mouth and random shadow-y figures were operating on me. i wanted to make a song about that but from the opposite perspective. its one of those "take it as it is" songs, using something as sweet as a lullaby and tying it into something darker.
>
> Ellise, via Twitter*
>
>

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

Switch off the light, are you scared of the dark?

You're frightened, I guess that you are

Fear in your eyes, you won't get very far

The door's locked, the windows are barred

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Hold your tongue, don't make a sound

Hold your breath, don't let it out

I can't get you off my mind

So I'll give you a taste of how my devil sounds

**[Chorus]**

Bite down, you're counting up sheep

A lullaby sings you softly to sleep

Bough breaks, you'll fall from the tree

A lullaby sings you softly to sleep

**[Verse 2]**

Cradle yourself underneath all the sheets

Your heart seems to cry while it beats

Can't scream for help 'cause your lips are sewn shut

You wished for the angel I'm not

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Hold your tongue, don't make a sound

Hold your breath, don't let it out

I can't get you off my mind

So I'll give you a taste of how my devil sounds

**[Chorus]**

Bite down, you're counting up sheep

A lullaby sings you softly to sleep

Bough breaks, you'll fall from the tree

A lullaby sings you softly to sleep

## Music Video

Elise - Lullaby (Chapter 4)A reupload of the deleted music video
## Cross-References

* "You wished for the angel I'm not" is a direct reference to *Angels Don't Cry*.

## Trivia

* There was a music video for this song, as with every other song on the EP, however they were later deleted.
* The song was sampled in *Fly* by *Monny Gray*.
	+ *Fly* also sampled *911* and *Lilith*.
Take Me to Safety

* Studio Version
* Live Version

## Track Listing

"**Take Me to Safety**" is the 9th track on Ellise's debut studio album, *Chaotic*. The song was released on May 14th, 2021, with the rest of the album.

On September 10th, 2021, a live version of the song was released.

## Background

When Ellise wrote the demo, she showed it to Lilspirit and he rewrote the chorus. The original version of the song features the same lyrics, with a different melody and rhythm. Prior to this, this song took the longest to write.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

Black holes where his eyes should be

Little windows straight to his soul

I could see everything

Black mold where my mind should be

It's chillin'

Just the sight of us both underneath

The blanket's in the basement

Takin' off our clothes

I face it

He's not you, but I'm not complainin'

Cause nothing about this is love

**[Pre-Chorus]**

I-I-I

Had to let go

Of the hope

We could go

Past our own evils

Fi-i-ind

Someone who could fill your shoes

Kiss the bruise

Put myself in default

**[Chorus]**

Doesn’t know my name, he takes my hand (ah)

His lips don’t taste the same but he’ll kiss me back (ah, ah)

When the night is over, I’ll be lower than before

You fill up all the space inside my head

But he can take me to safety

**[Verse 2]**

My lip-gloss is on his neck

I can tell he’s lost, nonchalantly he’s takin' my breath

We both know this isn’t me, but I’m numb off the memory

Screamin' while seein' you leave

I watched you from the window

Begged you, baby, please just come home

How many sour tomorrows

I need a little pain relief

**[Pre-Chorus]**

I-I-I

Had to fill my own syringe

Sedative

Keepin' me hollow

Fi-i-ind

Someone to administer

And kill the hurt

Someone I could follow

**[Chorus]**

**[Chorus]**

Doesn’t know my name, he takes my hand (ah)

His lips don’t taste the same but he’ll kiss me back (ah, ah)

When the night is over, I’ll be lower than before

You fill up all the space inside my head

But he can take me to safety (ah-ah-ah)

**[Bridge]**

Doesn't know my name

Oh, and baby, his lips don't taste the same

You've been fillin' up the space

But he's takin' me to safety

Doesn't know my name

Oh, and baby, his lips don't taste the same

You've been fillin' up the space

But he's takin' me to safety

**[Chorus]**

Doesn’t know my name, he takes my hand (ah)

His lips don’t taste the same but he’ll kiss me back (ah, ah)

And when the night is over, I’ll be lower than before

You fill up all the space inside my head

But he can’t take me to safety

## Trivia

* This song and "Reality" are the only songs on *Chaotic* to not have any snippets posted before the album's release.
* On an Instagram story, Ellise identified this track as "screaming bad bitch vibes" along with "Zipperlips!".
Ellise/Tattoos

These are all of the known tattoos that Ellise currently has. It is unknown how many tattoos Ellise has in all, as she has never publicly addressed this question.

## 2017

### ω

Marked on Ellise's right wrist, a tattoo which is similar to a lowercase "ω" (omega) is marked. Although the marking looks similar to a "ω", Ellise claims she does not remember what the tattoo is supposed to represent.

### Crescent Moon

This tattoo represents a simple depiction of a crescent moon. Ellise got the tattoo in 2017 upon turning 18 years old. The tattoo can be seen very clearly in the Can You Keep a Secret? cover art.

### Lightning Bolt

On Ellise's middle finger, a tattoo which details a lightning bolt with three dots above it can be seen.

### *!*

On Ellise's pinkie finger, a symbol lays which can be recognized as either an exclamation point or a lowercase "i".

### Ghost

On Ellise's left foot, there is a drawing of a ghost. Ellise says she doesn't remember why she got the tattoo.

### Wishbone

Marked on Ellise's right wrist, two lines resemble a wishbone. Although the marking looks similar to a wishbone, Ellise claims she does not remember what the tattoo is supposed to represent.

## Unknown Dates

### Molar

Near Ellise's left arm's joint, a cartoony molar is marked.

### Dead Smiley Face

Around the middle of Ellise's right arm, an image of a smiley face with crossed out eyes is located.

### *10.01.00*

In the central area of Ellise's right arm, the numbers "10.01.00" are drawn out. Both the meaning behind the tattoo and the date she got it are currently unknown.

### *Amor*

Just above Ellise's inner elbow, the text "Amor" can be seen spelt out. Depending on context, the Spanish word can be used as either a noun or an adjective to describe someone's significant other or be used to describe something in a positive way.

### *Tender*

Found on Ellise's lower hip, the word "Tender" is written.

### Child with Knife

On January 28th, 2020, Ellise revealed that the original image was drawn on a receipt. The image resembles a stick figure with a bow holding a knife.

### Heart Arrow

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An image of an arrow with a heart on the end can be found just under Ellise's left wrist.

### *luis*

On Ellise's left pointer finger, the word "luis" is printed. On January 28th, 2020, Ellise mentioned it was her ex-boyfriend's name.

### Ghost Devil

On the center posterior part of Ellise's right arm, a ghost with devil horns is depicted, along with 3 dots above it.

### Heart Keychain

On the center posterior part of Ellise's left arm, Ellise has a tattoo of a heart keychain.

### Skull

Just above Ellise's waist, a skull with heart eyes is detailed.

### *♍︎*

Upon her right hand on the lower pointer-finger, Ellise has a tattoo which represents the astrological sign for Virgo.
Lepreuchaun King

The **Leprechaun King** would be a legendary pet idea in Bubble Gum Simulator. It would be obtained by opening an St. Patricks Egg. The chance of hatching would be 1 in 25,000 (**0.004%**), or 1 in 12,500 (**0.008%)** with the Lucky Chances Gamepass.

## Trivia

* The name of this page is misspelled.
* This pet idea is by user named **Popsodakyler**.
Mirror Mirror

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## Song

### Writer(s)

Ellise

"**Mirror Mirror**" is an unreleased song by Ellise, and scrapped track from her third Halloween EP, *Letting the Wolf In*. The song has not been performed live or released officially to fans.

On June 12th, 2022, a snippet of the song was leaked, confirming its existence.

## Song Leakage

* June 12th, 2022 - An snippet of the song is leaked via Dbree.

## Lyrics

**[Snippet]**

[...] something I'll regret

Mirror, mirror

On the wall,

If he's up to something

Gotta know it all

Oh, mirror, mirror,

Let me see [...]

## Trivia

* The song's first snippet was tagged as a Melanie Martinez song.
Chaotic Virtual Live Show

## Dates

May 28th, 2021, 12:00 PM PST

The **Chaotic Virtual Live Show** is a virtual concert developed in celebration for Ellise's debut studio album, Chaotic. It took place on the 28th of May, 2021, and is free to watch on YouTube. It was officially released on streaming services as Chaotic (Live) on September 10th, 2021, for Ellise's birthday.

## Background

Ellise confirmed that she would be doing a virtual online show on the 4th of April, 2021.

It was filmed on the 24th of April, 2021.

On April 29th, 2021, Ellise shared the setlist on her second Instagram account.

On May 14th, 2021, Ellise posted a video of Chaotic performed live, from this performance. She also revealed that the livestream will take place on the 28th of May, 2021.

On May 28th, 2021, the livestream premiered on YouTube.

On September 10th, 2021, the concert was uploaded to streaming services as Chaotic (Live).

## Setlist

1. Intro (Live)
2. Feeling Something Bad...
3. Take Me to Safety
4. Chaotic
5. Zipperlips!
6. Over Breakfast
7. Bubblegum Brain
8. Bruises

## Videos

Ellise - Chaotic (Full Live Performance) Official VideoFull performanceEllise - Chaotic (Live Performance)Chaotic performance
## Trivia

* During Bruises, on the first verse, Ellise sung the wrong lyrics.
* After the video's premiere, the video was taken down due to the broken copyright over Chaotic songs.
	+ This was fixed a few minutes after the performance.
* During the first chorus of Over Breakfast, Ellise's microphone had an odd effect overlayed upon the audio.
* Although Ellise promised a "welcome session" after Feeling Something Bad..., there was no interlude during that time.
* The original file was recorded in 4K, however the video was streamed in 720P.
	+ The only 4K version of the performance excludes all but Chaotic.
* The drum set was set on top of scaffolding.
* Kid Alien, the keys, also sang some backing vocals for some of the songs.
* In the live album for this performance, the interludes were cut.

## Credits

**Directors**

Artist: Ellise

HBIC: Adéllyn

Music Director: Josh Bennett (P.K.A. Kid Alien)

Creative Director: Thiron Colon

Video Director, Visual Producer: Garrett Brockschmitt

Choreography Director: Tyler Worth

**Band**

Keys, Backing Vocals: Josh Bennett (P.K.A. Kid Alien)

Drums: Manny Dominick

Guitar: Dario Comuzzi

Violinist: Leah Zeger

Sound: Alfredo Peralta

**Creative**

Creative Director: Thiron Colon

Makeup Artist: Teresa R Ammons

Hair: Cherity Sampson

Nails: Raily De Anda

Costume Designer: Adolfo Sanchez

**Content Capture**

Lighting: Charles [?]

Photoshoot: Marc Heller

**Dancers**

Dancers: Skylar Ivy, Nicole Capobianco

## References

2. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1385350285950783490
3. ↑ https://www.instagram.com/p/COPYRP4FckD
4. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1393283050667008001
Massacre

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## Song

### Writer(s)

Ellise
Hannes Roovers
Isac Hördegård
Kella Armitage

## Track Listing

"**Massacre**" (sometimes stylized as "MASSACRE") is the sixth and final song on Ellise's fourth studio EP, *Over Her Dead Body*.

## Song Leakage

October 2023, Almasi posted a snippet of the song via Instagram story.

On October 4th, Ellise posted lyrics from the song on Twitter.

On October 11th, Ellise posted a snippet of the song on Twitter and Instagram.

On October 13th, the song and EP were released.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

Wish I would've left that night alone

Wish I didn't smell like his cologne

I've been shoving secrets down my throat

Hope I don't choke

**[Pre-Chorus]**

I wanna spill my guts, I gotta bite my tongue

Baby, it's eating me alive

I've got a loaded gun, ready to hit and run

Don't wanna see the other side

**[Chorus]**

It could be a massacre

A murder with no warning

Wish I made you happier

But all I know is hurting

Sick to my stomach

The damage is done

Yeah, you gave me your love and I burned it

It could be a massacre

I'm sorry, you didn't deserve it

**[Verse 2]**

Sleeping next to you, but miles away

Lying in my bed of lies and shame

Could I really take it to the grave?

To keep you safe

**[Pre-Chorus]**

I wanna spill my guts, I gotta bite my tongue

Baby, it's eating me alive

I've got a loaded gun, ready to hit and run

Don't wanna see the other side

**[Chorus]**

It could be a massacre

A murder with no warning

Wish I made you happier

But all I know is hurting

Sick to my stomach

The damage is done

Yeah, you gave me your love and I burned it

It could be a massacre

I'm sorry, you didn't deserve it

**[Outro]**

Murder, murder

Someone call the doctor

Hurt ya, burned ya

Sorry for the torture

Murder, murder

Guess I should've warned ya

Screaming "bloody massacre"

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1712197364759543970
2. ↑ https://www.instagram.com/p/CyRWsZ2PQMw
EMPIRE Records and Distribution

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**EMPIRE Distribution, Records and Publishing Inc.** (also marketed as **EMPIRE** and many other titles) is an American distribution company and record label founded in 2010. Ellise signed to them in 2020. They digitally distributed Chaotic, as well as its relevant singles, online, as well as funding the era's music videos and the Chaotic Virtual Live Show.

Ellise's contract with them ended at an unknown point in 2022, likely due to her contract with them being fulfilled.
Fatal Flaw

## Track Listing

"**Fatal Flaw**" is a song by Ellise. It is featured on her debut studio album, *Chaotic*, as the first track. The song was released on May 14th, 2021, with the rest of the album.

## Song Leakage

* March 31st, 2020 - A 15 second high quality snippet of the song's first demo is shared by Ellise on Twitter.
* March 31st, 2020 - A snippet of the song's demo is shared by Ellise on her Instagram Live.
* May 12th, 2021 - A snippet is shared by Ellise on her Instagram Reel.
* January 4th, 2024 - The song's demo is uncovered from an erroneous release of Chaotic on mp3k.

### Snippets

* Snippet 1
* Snippet 2
* Snippet 3

## Background

On November 24th, 2021, Ellise revealed via a deleted tweet that she wrote this song when she was horny.

> *i was horny when i wrote this song
>
> Ellise, Twitter*
>
>

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

Seep through my bones

In my head

You were crowned

And seated on the throne

You made my mind your home

We align

We're alive

Reap what you sow

You can't help it

You show those golden undertones

I'm holding to your glow

You've alive

Leave me blind

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Your energy is heavenly

So heavy, help me, lead the way

You're selling me a bittersweet eternity

I go insane

**[Chorus]**

It's gettin' intimate

Tell me you're into it

Don't wanna be your friend

Wanna be on your skin

(aah, aah, aah)

You are my fatal flaw

It's gettin' crowded here

We should get out of here

We could go anywhere

Get the fuck outta here

(aah, aah, aah)

You are my fatal flaw

**[Verse 2]**

Take me away

To a place

Call it safe

Our very own oasis

We'll waste our precious days

Sweet to the taste

Kiss my face

And I'll stay

Can't see this feelin' fading

I don't care anyway

**[Prechorus]**

Your energy is heavenly

So heavy, help me, lead the way

**[Chorus]**

It's gettin' intimate

Tell me you're into it

Don't wanna be your friend

Wanna be on your skin

(aah, aah, aah)

You are my fatal flaw

It's gettin' crowded here

We should get out of here

We could go anywhere

Get the fuck outta here

(aah, aah, aah)

You are my fatal flaw

**[Bridge]**

This feels like God

Please never stop

Don't leave me lost

**[Chorus]**

It's gettin' intimate

Tell me you're into it

Don't wanna be your friend

Wanna be on your skin

(aah, aah, aah)

You are my fatal flaw

It's gettin' crowded here

We should get out of here

We could go anywhere

Get the fuck outta here

(aah, aah, aah)

You are my fatal flaw

**[Outro]**

Don't leave me lost

## Cross-References

* "Take me away, to a place, call it safe" is a direct reference to Take Me to Safety.

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1245174494735425536?s=20
2. ↑ https://drive.google.com/file/d/15dOYPpi8rc2WT59MnU5suc0rYBaC9Cdj/edit
3. ↑ https://www.instagram.com/p/COySxF1FqGz/
4. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1463325211864887299
Upside Down

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## Song

### Writer(s)

Ellise

"**Upside Down**" is an unreleased song by Ellise. The song was scrapped from Ellise's debut studio album, *Chaotic*. The song has not been performed live or released officially to fans.

## Song Leakage

* June 2020 - A lyrical snippet is leaked.

### Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

Hurt me when you hurt inside

Never learned how to treat a girl right

Long nights full of dangerous fights

And I still know the reason why

Slam fists up against the wall

'Cause your dad did it to your mom

And I know that I say 'I'm done,'

You're a full time job

But I know you love me

**[Pre-chorus]**

I see you're trying

Keep apologizing

You wish your brain was wired differently

Therapy and Prozac

Two steps forward, one back

I can’t give up on you and me

**[Chorus]**

I won't ever blame you

when you're upside down

I know why you're quiet

Do the demons talk too loud?

## References

1. ↑ https://azlyrics.biz/e/ellise-lyrics/ellise-upside-down-unreleased-lyrics/
5/15/2021 Twitch Livestream

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On May 15th, 2021, Nihachu hosted a Twitch livestream featuring Ellise. During the livestream, Ellise was interviewed regarding her debut album Chaotic.

## Video

Celebrating Ellise's new album (Live on Twitch)A reupload of the livestream
6/18/2021 Photoshoot

On June 6th, 2021, a photoshoot of Ellise's leaked via Instagram.

On June 18th, Ellise posted the photoshoot with the caption

> *the poison apple's staring back at me ......
>
>
>
> photos @nasnixx
>
> styling @ivoryxwoods
>
> makeup @teresaammons
>
> hair @jocglams
>
> shabari @mellow\_code\_music* *Ellise, via Instagram*
>
>

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/NoMoreDaggers/status/1400913563351388161
Gross!

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## Song

### Writer(s)

Ellise

"**Gross!**" is an upcoming unreleased song by Ellise, which may appear on her 2nd Studio Album.

## Background

* On March 3, 2022, Ellise posted the following lyrics.

> *GROSS!! 👿
>
> Ellise, via Twitter*
>
>

She later confirmed that they were real lyrics.

* July 23, 2022 - The song's name is confirmed via Ellise's Instagram story.

## Song Leakage

* April 9, 2022 - A snippet of the song's verse is shared on Ellise's Instagram livestream.

## Lyrics

**[Intro]**

Da da da da da da da

Da da da da da da da

**[Verse 1]**

All alone after two weeks

Trying to sleep, I get no sleep (ah-ah)

I don't know how to focus

Wasting time on everything you told me (ah-ah)

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Acting like the people I hate

And all my friends they say that I've changed

Calling sick and showing up late

Oh, just to be with

**[Chorus]**

You, I want you so much that it's gross (gross)

So much that it's gross (gross)

So much that it's gross

Ew! I want you so much that it's gross (gross)

I'm sick to my bones

You got me acting so pathetic

**[Post-Chorus]**

Da da da da da da da

Da da da da da da da

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1499126732296572929
2. ↑ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=raFrcB8SO3A
3. ↑ https://twitter.com/startedtochafe/status/1513372260765159427
The X Factor

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**The X Factor** is a television music competition franchise which originated from United Kingdom but has many other international versions of the show. Ellise performed on the show at the age of 14.

Although there is not much information on the show, Ellise claims she was able to do 4 rounds.
U Better

"U Better", alternatively titled "You Better" is an unreleased song by Ellise. It is unknown what project this song was intended for, however, due to sharing writers with Dominoes and L.A. Kinda Day, and sonic similarities, it was likely been intended for her *Unknown Extended Play*.

The full song was leaked in high quality on January 4th.

## Song Leakage

* January 4th, 2024 - The full the song is uncovered from mp3k.

## Lyrics

**[Chorus]**

Ooh, la la

Let, let me love you better, better

Ooh, la la

Let, let me love you better, better

Baby can't you see?

Every time we're together

Got you going like

Ooh, la la

Let, let me love you (for) you better

**[Verse 1]**

I been thinking bout the things you said

Living in my head, in my head

And I'm talking to myself, what should I do?

Now it's 2am and I'm in bed

With you in my head, in my head

Cause I wanna be the one that's right for you

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Say you had your heart broken

I could fix it, if you're open

Sure, there's some kinda hoping

You'll met me show

**[Chorus]**

Ooh, la la

Let, let me love you better, better

Ooh, la la

Let, let me love you better, better

Baby can't you see?

Every time we're together

Got you going like

Ooh, la la

Let, let me love you (for) you better

**[Verse 2]**

Got me so anxious

Wondering where we go from here

This could be dangerous

If these feelings disappear

But right now baby we could hold it down

So good, boy I get you singing out loud

Got you going like "Ooh, la la la,

Ooh, la la la la la la, Ooh, la la la la"

**[Chorus]**

Ooh, la la

Let, let me love you better, better

Ooh, la la

Let, let me love you better, better

Baby can't you see?

Every time we're together

Got you going like

Ooh, la la

Let, let me love you (for) you better