My love for Azusa Nakano

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In this video, Tim confesses his deep love for Azusa Nakano from K-On.

## Description

After some deliberation, I decided to do this video trying to explain some things. I'm pretty sure this whole thing is a phase (albeit a very long one), but when it will pass, I have no idea. I am fully prepared for whatever people have to say.

## Transcript

Hey guys. (Sigh) This is probably going to be the trickiest video I've ever done.

For those of you who don't know, I am a huge fan of Azusa Nakano from the K-On series. I'm going to make a confession to you all. Azusa is my waifu. I love her about as much, if not more, as I would a real person. She embodies pretty much everything I'd want in a partner. She's independent and reliable, she can always be counted, on she's gut-wrenchingly adorable and insanely beautiful, and she is one of the funniest characters I've ever met (not literally of course).

Her smile always brightens up my day. I know that if I ever have a rough time, she will always be there to cheer me up. At the same time, she has a lot of insecurity, and she is always worried about ending up all alone. It's these very things that caused her to stir up my paternal instincts. I always feel like I want to protect Azusa. To be able to hold her and assure her that she will never be alone. That I'm always thinking of her and that there are people out there who love her. Yes, she might have the habit of pointing out things we already know, and she may have her rough edges at times. So what? She's only human, just like the rest of us. Personally, those things just add to her charm.

The fact of the matter is, as I've already said, I love Azusa. More than I really should. My one wish as an anime fan is to have her as a girlfriend. I want to be able to hold her small body in my arms, run her hair through my fingers, feel her skin against mine. It's a constant longing that's been with me for a little while now, and I don't see it diminishing anytime soon. I know that it will never come to be she's 2D, and I will never get the chance to actually meet her and tell her how I feel. Not unless magic and miracles exist, to quote [Sayaka] from Puella Magi Madoka Magica.

(Sigh) That very fact always depresses me. I'm pretty sure that if I wasn't cursed with this alexithymia, I'd be so desperate for Azusa that I'd be in tears a lot. I want her so badly, or at the very least I'd like to be able to meet her real-life equivalent. But realistically, what are the odds of that happening? I have, as far as I can recall, never felt this way for any other fictional character. The only ones who even come close are Ayaka Micci from Kinoro Mosaic, Sora Saionji from Homeward, and Kim \*Hyun-ae from *Analogue: A Hate Story* and *Hate Plus*.

I understand that this is not healthy. I just know there are a lot of people out there who will flame me to death about this. I should admit right now, I do actually have a 3D girlfriend, I do love her dearly, and she has no problem with me loving a fictional character. But my feelings for her just don't go as deep as they do for Azusa. If there was just some way, some way I could meet Azusa and tell her everything, even if she shoved me down, at least I'd have said something, and that's may end up putting me at ease, at least I hope it would. I think I've said everything I could think of right now, so I will end things here.

I am fully prepared for all forms of backlash. I just know I'm gonna be hits of major criticism about this. Well, I decided to do this video, so I have to face the consequences. Anyway, it's time for me to sign off. So please remember to rate, comment, and subscribe, and always remember to stay chilled.