Byoumei Koi Wazurai

**"Byoumei Koi Wazurai"** is the seventh original song of both the *Love Series* and the overall *Confession Executive Committee* internet discography, and a character song for Natsuki Enomoto. The song goes more in-depth about Natsuki's feelings for her crush and childhood friend Yu Setoguchi.

A preview of this song was used as the ending theme of the "Kokuhaku Yokou Renshuu" comic. It was also featured as an insert song in the first movie, *Zutto Mae Kara Suki Deshita. ~Kokuhaku Jikkou Iinkai~*.

## Song Information

### Lyrics and Composition

shito (lyrics, composition)
 Gom (lyrics)

### Illustration and Movie

Yamako (illustration)
ziro (movie)

### Music

Oji (guitar)
Pasta (piano)
Shito (bass)

### Characters

Natsuki Enomoto, Yu Setoguchi
 **Cameo:**
Haruki Serizawa
Miou Aida
Sota Mochizuki
Akari Hayasaka
Koyuki Ayase

### Sung by

GUMI (original)
sana
 Haruka Tomatsu

### Album

Boku Ja Dame Desu Ka? ~Kokuhaku Jikkou Iinkai Character Song Collection~

## Synopsis

School goes on, and Natsuki's feelings for Yu grows. She starts trying to win him over and feels strange about it, but she blames it on the romantic air of the season first, and then denies it wholesale.
When the new year arrives, she's a little more accepting of her feelings, and she shows more signs of a girl in love. She definitely doesn't want to lose Yu to anyone, and makes up her mind about her feelings. When the audience leaves her at the end of the song, she's about to start her "Practice confessions" with Yu, given that she's in the same pose as she was in the beginning of "Kokuhaku Yokou Renshuu".

## Lyrics

* Japanese/Romaji
* English

Love textbooks, love reference guides

since I can't get anywhere with you, I might as well read them

the sky is ripe with the scent of winter

I'm pretty sure my wanting to be with you is the fault of the season

I didn't even ask for this...gah life can be so unkind

suddenly remembering that night where the stars filled the sky

I won't be fooled by all this!

***Love you? No!***

There's no reason to say it, right? None at all!

Share the load already! This love is freaking heavy!

Too heavy to keep holding on to it all alone!

Let's also go half & half on these feelings that make my heart race

it won't do for it to be just anybody

I want to become more than friends

whether you push or pull I won't be swayed!

Just supposing here, what if you were to fall in love with me?

Even if you gotta make an exception, the answer should be easy! Right?

"Love" really is a sickness!

My love schemes don't go well

having started to make these kind of efforts... it's pretty shocking for me, right?

Under the fall sky when the things in a girl's heart come to change

if I don't look back over my shoulder I'll wind up regretting things

you are getting praised by someone

I selfishly feel happy about it but,

as for that "someone",

if it's a girl...well then there'll be some mixed feelings...

Share the load already! This love is bitter all on my own!

It's all so bitter I can't drink it down

Let's go half & half on the painful throbbing of my heart as well

there's no medicine effective against this ache

I want to make off with those two letters in "su-ki" (like/love)

not really hoping for anything special beyond that

suppose you just fell head over heels for me starting today?

Come on! Sometimes you gotta let your imagination run wild! Right?

"Love" really is a sickness!

I've heard one-sided crushes are "fun" but that's a lie

it's just painful & full of tears

But when I realized this was love I felt really happy

Share the load already! This love is freaking heavy!

Too heavy to keep holding on to it all alone!

Let's go half & half on these feelings that make my heart race

If it's not something special then it's no good!

I want to become more than friends

whether you push or pull I won't be swayed!

suppose you started to love me more than anyone else in the world?

I'll show you that I can be your ideal kind of girl!

"Love" really is a sickness!

**English translation by descentsubs**

## Trivia

* This song uses the new timeline instead of the one established in *Confession Rehearsal Zero* and the *Kokuhaku Yokou Renshuu* comic, considering that a few scenes from Kokuhaku Yokou Renshuu took place in the winter rather than a warm season.

## Gallery

All Yu and Natsuki costumes used during the PV42021 drawing (illust. Yamako)