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Elaina Hyde

Elaina Hyde

@mselainahyde 3 years ago

I walk down the hall with one thought in my head.

I am the spirit of London at night.

I spend my free time, whether it be walking down the halls or after a test, thinking of my idol. I stare at my laptop, looking up pictures online. Fangirling and trying to explain to my friends who just don’t understand.

Only my closest friends know him.

Half of which are online.

I smirk at the other kids as I make up scenarios of me meeting him. They have no idea. They know nothing of his awesomeness. I fangirl in my head.

I can’t wait to go home, where I can use my phone and fangirl about him with my friends.

I can’t wait to go home, where I can lay down and imagine myself, running above the rooftops. All that matters is the wind in my hair, and my idol beside me.

I flicker with the will-o-wisps

At night I lie awake, dreaming about him. Would he like me? Would he love me?

Does he even matter?

He’s not real

The quiet voice in my head, crushing my dreams.

Shut up, nobody likes you.

He isn’t real. Even if he was, he wouldn’t like you.

Of course he would. He’d love that he has a fangirl.

I usually ignore the voice.

It’s funny, walking down the hall, riding on the bus, sitting in class.

Pretending to be normal.

People think I’m normal. I’m quiet. I’m polite.

If I could, I would laugh in their faces.

You stupid mortals, you have no idea.

I find it funny when people talk to me like I’m a normal person, and I pretend to listen. But in my mind, I’m in a different world.

I’m running over the rooftops. I’m grinning wide, taunting the man in my head.

And as I soar above the city, I only have one thought in my head. The only one that matters.

I am the spirit of London at night.

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Hyde without a Jekyll • 3 years ago

Truer words have never been written.

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Elaina Hyde  Hyde without a Jekyll • 3 years ago

XD

It's really bad though.

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Hyde without a Jekyll  Elaina Hyde • 3 years ago

I find the thought and message counts more than the words...but that's just me. :)

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Elaina Hyde  Hyde without a Jekyll • 3 years ago

Maybe

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Jekyll1886  Elaina Hyde • 3 years ago

I don't think it's bad at all. You've done a good job of capturing the feel of being really into a fandom. Everyone who's ever been a major fan of anything can relate. :) I really liked your story.

(Oh, and btw, there's a chocolate fountain with Elaina's name on it over in Gabby's intro, if you're interested...)

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Elaina Hyde  Jekyll1886 • 3 years ago

Thank you!

(WAIT, WHAT?! \*poofs\*

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Anchestor • 3 years ago

The title is misleading. This is excellent.

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Elaina Hyde  Anchestor • 3 years ago • edited

DX it wasn't misleading... But I changed it.

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Anchestor  Elaina Hyde • 3 years ago

Well now my comment looks silly. Well, nonetheless, I'll say it again: this is excellent. Really :)

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Elaina Hyde  Anchestor • 3 years ago

Lol >:D I did it just to ruin your seriousness!

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SoljaGold • 3 years ago

This. Is. Wonderful.

And I can relate way too much! ;w;

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Jekyll1886  SoljaGold • 3 years ago

I know! :D

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Elaina Hyde  SoljaGold • 3 years ago

:)

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Mz.Hyde Mod • 3 years ago

My life in three paragraphs.

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Elaina Hyde  Mz.Hyde • 3 years ago

XD

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