Mare

-A ruminating and spiralling nightmare-

"*Kill me.*"— **Music description**
**Mare** (メア, *Mea*[?]) is a song by Guchiry featuring Kagamine Len. It is the seventh track of the album *First Ever ArCade*.

## Lyrics

* Japanese
* Romaji
* English

揺れた　揺れた　頭の中　思考回路　まとまらない

揺れた　揺れた　心の内　あっちこっち、そっちはどっち？　行方不明

濡れた　濡れた　頭の皮　思考回路　まとまらない

脱げた　脱げた　化けの皮　どいつもこいつもあいつもそいつも俺を指さした

寝ても醒めても夢の中　もがき苦しみ彷徨う感情の欠片

行き先などわからず　ただ縋り醜く息(いき)ていただけ

止まらない　誇大被害妄想　ここは地獄？天国？偏頭痛

知らない声　こだまして　ぐちゃぐちゃに脳内かき回す

終わらない　蒙昧世迷言を　繰り返して今日がまた明ける

いらないよ　もう沢山　何も知らないままでいい

赦して

夢のまた夢の先には　現世を模す紛い物で出来た夢

ここが何処で貴方が誰なのか何一つわかりもしないまま

止まらない　誇大被害妄想　ここは地獄？天国？偏頭痛

知らない声　こだまして　ぐちゃぐちゃに脳内かき回す

終わらない　蒙昧世迷言を　繰り返して今日がまた明ける

いらないよ　もう沢山　何も知らないままでいい

赦してくれ

赦してくれ

■してくれ

Yureta yureta atama no naka shikou kairo matomaranai

Yureta yureta kokoro no uchi acchi kocchi, socchi wa docchi？ Yukue fumei

Nureta nureta atama no kawa shikou kairo matomaranai

Nugeta nugeta bakenokawado itsumo koitsu mo aitsu mo soitsu mo ore o yubisashita

Nete mo samete mo yume no naka mogaki kurushimi houkou u kanjou no kakera

Yukisaki nado wakarazu tada sugari minikuku iki teita dake

Tomaranai kodai higai mousou koko wa jigoku？ Tengoku？ Henzutsuu

Shiranai koe kodama shite guchagucha ni nounai kakimawasu

Owaranai moumai yomaigoto o kurikaeshite kyou ga mata akeru

Iranaiyo mou takusan nani mo shiranai mamade ii

Yurushite

Yume no mata yume no saki ni wa gensei o mosu magaimono de dekita yume

Koko ga doko de anata ga darena no ka nanihitotsu wakari mo shinai mama

Tomaranai kodai higai mousou koko wa jigoku？ Tengoku？ Henzutsuu

Shiranai koe kodama shite guchagucha ni nounai kakimawasu

Owaranai moumai yomaigoto o kurikaeshite kyou ga mata akeru

Iranaiyo mou takusan nani mo shiranai mamade ii

Yurushitekure

Yurushitekure

■Shitekure

I was shaken, I was shaken, within my head my pattern of thinking is not organised

I was shaken, I was shaken, inside my heart here and there, which way is that? Missing

I was drenched, I was drenched, within my head my pattern of thinking is not organised

It came off, it came off, the sheep’s clothing, all those bastards, that guy and this guy, they all pointed at me

Sleeping or waking up, I’m within a dream, writhing in pain, fragments of wandering emotions

I didn’t know where I was going, I was just clinging on and hideously breathing

Unstoppable, exaggerated persecutory delusions. Is this Hell? Heaven? Migraine

An unknown voice reverberates, churning my brain into slop

Endlessly unintelligent mutterings repeat again and again, today still dawns

I don’t need it, I already had enough, not knowing anything is good enough

Forgive me

Beyond the wildest dreams, there is a dream made of imitations that imitate the present world

Where is this, who are you, I don’t understand anything in this state

Unstoppable, exaggerated persecutory delusions. Is this Hell? Heaven? Migraine

An unknown voice reverberates, it's churning my brain into slop

Endlessly unintelligent mutterings repeat again and again, today still dawns

I don’t need it, I already had enough, not knowing anything is good enough

Forgive me, please

Forgive me, please

■ me, please

**Original translation done with DeepL and Google Translate, edited by Saucerijjfasac**

## External Links

### Official

* YouTube Music
* YouTube (remix, album preview)
* NicoNico (remix, album preview)
* Spotify
* Ameblo - Lyrics

### Unofficial

* VOCALOID Database
	+ VOCALOID Database (remix)

## Trivia

* The opening and ending of the song uses the same chorus as Guchiry's unreleased song *Monologue*.
* The title may be a reference to mare in folklore, entities that evoke nightmares by sitting on the chest of sleeping individuals.

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/bomless\_race/status/1077825332487454722
"作るだけ作ってTLに投げて供養した曲。 ダークな感じを出したかったのです……。 歌詞も2番以降の構想も出来ていますが、これ以来データはいじっていないので永遠にワンコーラスです。きっとそのうち出来上がっているんじゃないでしょうか（他人事）/A song I just made and threw it on TL as an offering. I wanted to give it a darker feel...... . I have a plan for the lyrics and the second and subsequent verses, but I haven't touched the data since, so it's just one chorus for eternity. I'm sure it will eventually be finished (other people's business)"
2. ↑ https://twitter.com/bomless\_race/status/1606532184562872321
"草案はおやジュブ制作時期から存在していた楽曲 今回コード縛りということで、その進行に本楽曲がテーマに合致したため、データを掘り起こして完成形として仕上げました 悪夢に苛まれ苦しみただもがくだけで何もできない姿を思い浮かべて作りました/The draft is a song that existed from the time *Good Juve* was produced. Since it was chord-bound this time, the song matched the theme of the progression, so I dug up the data and finished it as a completed version. I created this song with the image of a person tormented by nightmares, suffering and unable to do anything but struggle."