Nori's diary

## Old diary

x/x (mon)
Cloudy again.
I had a strange dream, but I can’t remember much. It’s like my heart is closed off. I don’t feel anything.

x/x (tue)
Cloudy again.
I don’t feel like studying. I zoned out during class, so I’m glad I didn’t get called on. I don’t feel anything.

x/x (wed)
Cloudy again.
Tomorrow’s when missions start. As expected, I’ll train for them. I don’t feel anything.

x/x (thu)
Cloudy again.
I couldn’t sleep because I was training till dawn. I feel refreshed.

x/x (fri)
Cloudy again.
There’s more tests today.
I feel like I did some missions to some extent. The training was worth it. I don’t feel anything.

x/x (mon)
Cloudy again.
Our missions came back. Even with all that, I’m still stuck at an awful result. I don’t feel anything.

x/x (tue)
Cloudy again.
It seems that [Redacted] from our class is entering a dangerous mission. I don’t feel anything.

x/x (wed)
Cloudy again.
I was suddenly called by the teacher during break time. Can’t help the rumors floating around. I don’t feel anything.

x/x (thu)
Cloudy again.
I have this feeling like something’s wriggling around in my head. It’s uncomfortable.

x/x (fri)
Cloudy again.
It’s all dirty when I look in the mirror. I wiped and wiped, but it didn't help. It’s uncomfortable.

x/x (sat)
There's nothing special in me. But that's my speciality. I feel special.

x/x (mon)
Cloudy again.
In the morning assembly [Redacted] was commended. Seems like he got excellent results. I don’t care. It’s uncomfortable.

x/x (tue)
Cloudy again.
Seems like there’s planning for the school festival. That [Redacted]’s gonna be in charge, everyone’s enthusiastic. It’s uncomfortable.

x/x (wed)
Cloudy again.
The class decided to do a play. [Redacted] was unexpectedly overjoyed. They were appointed behind the scenes by [Redacted], the protagonist. I was a little happy. My head hurts.

x/x (thu)
Cloudy again.
Most of the class wound up behind the scenes, so lots are starting the preparations. Something’s irritating me. My head hurts.

x/x (fri)
Cloudy again.
When I stroked the mirror, it cracked. I cut my finger a little. I’m frustrated.

x/x (mon)
Cloudy again.
All the talking around me is so noisy. [Redacted] asked me how the production was going. In the spur of the moment, I stumbled on my words. We managed to talk. I feel nothing.

x/x (tue)
Cloudy again.
Everything around me is so noisy.
I stumbled and touched the wound, so my fingers are dirty. I’m frustrated.

x/x (wed)
Cloudy again.
The sounds are echoing in my head and it’s troubling me. I wipe and wipe but the dirt won’t come off my fingers. [Redacted] met eyes with me and smiled. I’m not qualified enough for that. I feel nothing.

x/x (thu)
Cloudy again.
[Redacted]’s voice is beautiful.
Not just that, everything about him is perfect to the point of perfection. How did I never notice this until now? I feel nothing.

x/x (fri)
Cloudy again.
[Redacted] talked to me. He stands out so extraordinarily. I feel like I was watching [Redacted] all day. I feel nothing.

x/x (mon)
What does [Redacted] have that I don’t?
[Redacted] told me he have crush on me. The mirror I just bought is dirty. I wipe and wipe but it won’t go away. I feel nothing.

x/x (tue)
I talked to him. He looked nervous. I feel nothing.

x/x (wed)
I tried talking to people around me just like [Redacted]. I was met with different gazes than I usually get. It’s kind of a special feeling.

x/x (thu)
I dared to talk to [Redacted]. I think I talked more differently than I thought, but I was interrupted halfway. I don’t really understand it. I feel nothing.

x/x (fri)
I stared at the dirt on the mirror. For some reason, the pattern looks beautiful. I’ll put off wiping it for a while. I feel nothing.

x/x (sat)
I had a strange dream. I feel nothing.

x/x (mon)
The pattern on the mirror changes every day. When I talked to [Redacted] I got laughed at. I couldn’t hear their voices. I feel nothing.

x/x (tue)
For the past few days I’ve been seeing indecipherable dreams. The pattern on the mirror is beautiful. I feel nothing.

x/x (wed)
Another dream where I keep averting the gaze of others. My head hurts.

x/x (thu)
I dreamt of dancing in a dress. My head hurts.

x/x (fri)
In my dream, [Redacted] was dancing with a stranger. I woke up the second our eyes met. My head hurts.

x/x (sat)
I slept five times. I wanted to dream. I’m irritated.

x/x (mon)
the beautiful me.
the beautiful you.
is this love?

x/x (tue)
i am me.
who are you?
are you also me?

x/x (wed)
I want to see you in my dreams.

x/x (thu)
I like you

x/x (fri)
How happy would I be if I could become a hawk like you.

x/x (sat)
Today's his birthday. I feel nothing.

x/x (sun)
Sew together one by one. Along the line, stitch the dots. A collection for me alone.

x/x (mon)
I transformed into a different me!

x/x (tue)
The dream should have ended as a dream.
My longing should have been thrown away.

x/x (wed)
[Redacted]

x/x (thu)
you are me.
i am you.

x/x (fri)
I like you.

x/x (sat)
I feel disgusting. I had a feeling like I wasn’t me.

x/x (sun)
Look at me.

x/x (mon)
Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me Look at me.

x/x (tue)
Looked.

x/x (wed)
Everyone’s so noisy. Shut up.

x/x (thu)
Shut up.

x/x (fri)
Shut up.

x/x (sat)
I saw a hawk.

x/x (sun)
I became a hawk.

## New diary

x/x (mon)
I saw him. I kill him.

x/x (tue)
Is that my fault?

x/x (wed)
I laughed entire day.

x/x (thu)
I miss [Redacted].

x/x (mon)
I saw its new host

x/x (tue)
I follow the host.

x/x (wed)
The host noticed me. I don't think I should run away. I feel nothing.

x/x (thu)
The host talked to me. I feel nothing.

x/x (fri)
The sorcerers bullied the host. I feel nothing.

x/x (sat)
The host never went out from his house. I couldn't watch him. I feel nothing.

x/x (sun)
The host never went out from his house. I couldn't watch him. I feel nothing.

x/x (mon)
The host never went out from his house. I couldn't watch him. I feel nothing. Maybe.

x/x (tue)
I heard his voice. I feel nothing. Maybe.

x/x (wed)
He killed a lot of people. I feel nothing. Maybe.

x/x (thu)
I left the country. I feel nothing. Maybe.

x/x/23 (sat)
I found him. He remember me. I feel something.

x/x/23 (sun)
He became my friend. I feel happy again.

x/x/2x (sat)
I saw him dead. I feel sad.