This Is How To Be In Love With You

**Label** | Universal Music Japan

**This Is How To Be In Love With You** (愛(あい)なんですよ, *Ai Nan Desu Yo*) is Shiina Mahiru's first trial song. It was released on YouTube and digitally on January 15, 2021.

On March 30, 2022, the Es Cover was released to celebrate the original music video reaching 1 million views.

## Track Listing

1. **This Is How To Be In Love With You (愛なんですよ)**
2. **This Is How To Be In Love With You (愛なんですよ)** (Off Voice)
3. Psychogram (サイコグラム) [MAHIRU Cover]
4. Psychogram (サイコグラム) [MAHIRU Cover] (Off Voice)
5. Love is mine -Voice Drama- Mahiru & Es

## Music Video

* Original
* Es Cover

## Lyrics

* Romaji
* Kanji
* English

Suki tte kimochi wakatta tsumori?

Nara kono mama futari overheat de

Kimi dake ni tsutaetai koto mo kimi dake ni moraitai koto mo

Ai nan desu yo

Aa maa kono kanji wo shiawase tte iechaun darou kedo saa

Dounimo tarinai nanika sonzai shiteiru ki ga shitenaranai naa

Nee dou? Kikarete komaru koto nante juujuu shouchi no ue nan dakedo

Sono kao mitakute tsui icchaun da gomen ne?

Dakishimete kure nakucha kokoro made hanarete shimauyo

Iiko no furi wo shita "Daijoubu" nante kirai da

Sukitte kimochi wakatta tsumori?

Nara kono mama futari overheat de

Kimi dake ni tsutaetai koto mo kimi dake ni moraitai koto mo

Ai nan desu yo

Iyatte hodo ni Shibatte mitari

Mada fuan ni naru no douka yurushite ne

Kimi no koto tameshichau toki mo tamani aru wakare no gishiki mo

Ai nan desu yo

Purururu yonaka ni kimi ni Calling

Muriyari okoshite Good Morning

No kuse ni itsumo saki ni ochichatte honto ni warui to omotterun da yo?

Sabishii toki wa otagaisama demo sorosoro okorarechau no ka naa

Yasashiku saretara amaechau no de sokon toko yoroshiku doozo desu

Surechigau koto mo atte kizutsuku koto ga ureshikatta

Itami wa osoroi desho kono byouki kanari yabai na?

Suki tte kimochi sorotta futari kara

Sekai ni muketa hankou seimei

Kimi no zenbu shiritai da toka kanawa nainara shinitai da toka

Ai nan desu yo

Tsukutta egao hetappi dakedo

Hora kimi no okage de chou ii kanji

Bye bye wo shitakunai yoru mo kimi dakara hazukashii koto mo

Ai nan desu yo

Dakishimete kure nakucha kokoro made hanareteshimau yo

Ii ko no furi o shita "Daijoubu" nante kirai da

Suki tte kimochi wakatta tsumori?

Nara kono mama futari overheat de

Kimi dake ni tsutaetai koto mo kimi dake ni moraitai koto mo

Ai nan desu yo

Iyatte hodo ni shibatte mitari

Mada fuan ni naru no douka yurushite ne

Kimi no koto tameshichau toki mo tamani aru wakare no gishiki mo

Ai nan desu yo

Kimi dake ni tsutaetai koto mo kimi dake ni moraitai koto mo

Ai nan desu yo

好きって気持ち　分かったつもり？

ならこのまま二人オーバーヒートで

君だけに伝えたいことも　君だけにもらいたいことも

愛なんですよ

ああまあこの感じを幸せって言えちゃうんだろうけどさあ

どうにも足りない何か存在している気がしてならないなあ

ねえどう？聞かれて困ることなんて重々承知の上なんだけど

その顔見たくてつい言っちゃうんだ　ごめんね？

抱き締めてくれなくちゃ　心まで離れてしまうよ

いい子のフリをした　「大丈夫」なんて嫌いだ

好きって気持ち　分かったつもり？

ならこのまま二人オーバーヒートで

君だけに伝えたいことも　君だけにもらいたいことも

愛なんですよ

厭ってほどに　縛ってみたり

まだ不安になるの　どうか赦してね

君のこと試しちゃう時も　たまにある別れの儀式も

愛なんですよ

プルルル　夜中に君にCalling

無理やり起こしてGood Morning

のくせにいつも先に落ちちゃって　ホントに悪いと思ってるんだよ？

寂しい時はお互い様　でもそろそろ怒られちゃうのかなあ

優しくされたら甘えちゃうので　そこんとこよろしくどーぞです

すれ違うこともあって　傷付くことが嬉しかった

痛みはお揃いでしょ　この病気かなりやばいな？

好きって気持ち　揃った二人から

世界に向けた犯行声明

君の全部知りたいだとか　叶わないなら死にたいだとか

愛なんですよ

作った笑顔　下手っぴだけど

ほら君のおかげで超いい感じ

バイバイをしたくない夜も　君だから恥ずかしいことも

愛なんですよ

抱き締めてくれなくちゃ　心まで離れてしまうよ

いい子のフリをした　「大丈夫」なんて嫌いだ

好きって気持ち　分かったつもり？

ならこのまま二人オーバーヒートで

君だけに伝えたいことも　君だけにもらいたいことも

愛なんですよ

厭ってほどに　縛ってみたり

まだ不安になるの　どうか赦してね

君のこと試しちゃう時も　たまにある別れの儀式も

愛なんですよ

君だけに伝えたいことも　君だけにもらいたいことも

愛なんですよ

Do you really think you know what love is?

If you do, let's just overheat together

The things that I only want to say to you, and the things that I want from you

Is love

I guess we can just say that this feeling is happiness

I can't stop feeling like there's something missing

What do you think? I know it's not the type of question you want to be asked

I can't help myself because I want to see your cute confused face, I'm sorry

If you don't hug me, even our hearts will start drifting apart

I pretended to be a good girl, but really, I don't want to say "I'm okay"

Do you really think you know what love is?

If you do, let's just overheat together

The things that I only want to say to you, and the things that I want from you

Is love

Giving you love to the point of pulling you down

It's just because I still get worried, please forgive me

Even when I test you, even the times we do the breakup ritual,

Is because I love you

Ring ring, I'm calling you in the middle of the night

Forcing you to wake up, and I say "Good Morning!"

But I fall asleep before you, I really feel bad you know?

We can both feel lonely sometimes, but wonder if you'll get angry soon

I'm going to start relying on you if you're kind to me, so please forgive me, thanks!

We fought sometimes, I was happy to get hurt

Let's have matching pain, this sickness is pretty bad

This is a claim of responsibility

From the two of us with matching love

Wanting to know everything about you, but wanting to die because it can't come true

It's all because of love

I suck at pretending to smile

But see! I feel great because of you

The nights that I don't want to say goodbye, me being embarrassed because it's you

Is love

If you don't hug me, even our hearts will start drifting apart.

I pretended to be a good girl, but really, I don't want to be "I'm okay"

Do you really think you know what love is?

If you do, let's just overheat together

The things that I only want to say to you, and the things that I want from you

Is love

Giving you love to the point of pulling you down

It's just because I still get worried, please forgive me

Even when I test you, even the times we do the breakup ritual,

Is because I love you

The things that I only want to say to you, and the things that I want from you

Is love

## Links

* Official YouTube MV
* YouTube Music
* Official Instrumental

## Significant Details

*\*Anyone can add here. The only time something will be removed is if it is not in the music video, or isn't understandable.*

## Trivia

* This song was added to the game "D4DJ -Groovy Mix-" on July 20, 2021.
	+ D4DJ Wikia Page