Akira (10yo)female

AKIRA FUJIMIYA

10 YEARS OLD---FEMALE BODY / BIGENDER PERSONALITY ( MIXTURE OF FEMALE AND MALE TRAITS )

( Profile Note---It has been two years since Akira and her mother moved to the town where her grandmother lives, and moved into grandma's house. This section of Akira's profile begins at the end of the two years of residency, when Akira enters the fifth grade. This profile chronicles the beginning of the time she has entered the fifth grade, and includes all her activities up to the time she enters the sixth grade. This time frame in the MANGA version is from the beginning of Chapter 4 to the end of Chapter 16. )

**Appearance**

It has been two years since Akira Fujimiya and Rumi Watai became girl with girl friends. Rumi has always had a desire to remake Akira into a more pleasing appearing, more feminine presentation. Akira is now in the fifth grade, and Rumi's efforts are beginning to pay off. Akira has longer hair now, styled into an cute, attractive girl's pixie cut. This change in hair style alone causes much interest with the others girls in Akira's class. And when Rumi upgrades Akira's already feminine hair style with a lolita headband and bow, plus a couple of other girls put her hair into pigtails, Akira's MOE factor goes over 9000 ( DBZ reference\* ) ( see picture at right of Akira's with her lolita headband )!!! Fashion wise, Akira is still not wearing dresses or skirts, but her appearance is now definitely that of a girl. She wears different tops paired with girl's pants. Akira is now 10-11 years old, but does not at this time wear a bra.

At this time, Mom begins to try and influence Akira to go back to dressing as a boy. This by an offer, among other influences she institutes, for her to attend an alternate school where ones perceived as female can wear the male school uniform, and ones perceived as male can wear the female school uniform. But with Rumi's more convincing influence on Akira, Akira continues to progress in wearing girl's clothing fashions, and presenting as a typical teen/tween girl. The pictures at the right can show just how much Akira can be dressed to resemble a typical girl. Akira bemoans that she is not growing taller, but she can feel that her breasts are now just starting to bud. When this happens, the doctor tells her that she needs to start wearing a training bra. This she does. And when she is in the department store for the bra, she sees a dress that catches her attention, and wonder how she would look wearing it. However, she does not buy it at this time. But really, how does Akira, herself, want to dress ?

**Personality and Personal Circumstances**

Ten year old Akira, going on 11, has been a girl for about 3-4 years now, and has been in her present school system for about 2 years. The trauma that she first had from changing sex, as well as changing residency and schools, has settled down quite a lot. She now knows what is expected of herself in order to get along with others, school or otherwise, and others sorta know what to expect from Akira, socially, emotionally, or otherwise. And Akira has been doing better academically at school. Akira's personality continues to evolve. This not only because of her own free will as she enters puberty, but by the many unchanging social forces and circumstances that have affected her from the day she became a girl. Thankfully, because of her relative young age, her personality has yet to be 'set in stone', therefore, there is some flexibility and receptive to adjustment that she can accept and/or use to her advantage.

Akira still probably has an unchanging Gender Identity. However, her personality traits, social and spiritual attributes, and her own personal decisions and habits will and do change over time. At this point in her life, as a 10-11 year old girl, Akira has come to accept the fact that for the day-to-day mundane things she, like what everyone else has to go through, is and will be viewed as a girl. Her personality might be said to continue to be a mixture of female and male traits, but now her female traits and attitudes are the dominate factors. She still has some male traits left over from when she was 7 years old and younger, but those now appear to be regressive. The dominate female part of her self governs what she thinks, says, and does for the vast majority of time. This can be see by the fact that in the family, and in her school environment, by her actions and lifestyle, she is correctly perceived as a typical adolescent girl. The question that was so prevalent in the past of, 'is this a boy or a girl?' , rarely comes up anymore. Most everything concerning a casual look or interaction with her says, "GIRL".

But Akira's male traits are not gone forever at this point in her life. While they have a much weaker influence on her life, they, nonetheless, do occasionally dictate to her what to do or how to act in certain circumstances or situations. One example of this is that she continues to present as a tomboy, many times wearing attire that would not be out of place on a typical boy. Her clothing may have girl's labels on all the tags, but her style and presentation still sometimes has a boy's influence. Another earmark of continued male influence is the times that she checks herself physically to see if she miraculously got her 'boy parts' back ? Or she will tell herself, and hold out a thousand-to-one chance, that she will somehow get her boy's mind back, mentally and emotionally. These recurring thoughts that will occasionally creep into her mind are becoming less and less noticeable, or have less and less influence on her conscious or unconscious mind and heart.

Three spiritual and personality attributes are prominently being displayed in Akira's personality, and over time are becoming stronger and stronger. And these three seem to be affecting her from outside forces. The three are faith/trust, humility, and kindness. Akira lost all of her faith and trust in her so-called "friends" when they assaulted and striped Akira in the boy's room at school. After that, Akira could trust no one, not the boys who treated her so violently, or the girls who male Akira treated so vile and callous. Akira was a loner, not trusting anyone, for a long time. But that changed as Rumi Watai became friends with her, and became ever closer to her socially, emotionally, and spiritually. Akira began to trust Rumi, and have faith that Rumi would not do her wrong, and would come to love her for who she is. Akira's torn down faith and trust is now being rebuild little by little by the true friend, Rumi, who truly loves her.

Abject loneliness sometimes produces humility. So does, at times, a low self-worth. However, at Akira's new school, which she has attended for two years now, she very slowly is 'coming out of her shell', and with a refreshingly humble attitude. She used to think that no one, boy or girl, would come to like her. Then again, with the friendship with Rumi, Akira begins to humbly accept and reciprocate Rumi's friendship and love. This is so clearly evident at Summer Camp when Akira had her first period the night that Rumi and her had to walk to the girl's toilets in the dark. While Akira was on the toilet and in panic mode, she humbly reviewed all the worrisome things that he/she had done in the past, and humbly apologized for each and every one that she could think of. Such humility is rare, even more rare if circumstance or situations seem to 'beat it into you', as was the case with Akira. Her continued humility should serve her well in her intimate 'light yuri' relationship with Rumi, for quite some time to come.

Again from the time that the two friends, Akira and Rumi, spent time together at Summer Camp, points to the fact that Akira wants to develop the attribute of kindness to a degree that she has never, ever though possible. This can be seen from when Rumi left Akira in the girl's toilet stall and went to go get her clean underwear and a protection pad. Akira, left to herself, vows to herself that she wants to become 'kind', just like Rumi is kind. On the day where the two friends board the bus to return, Akira tells Rumi in so many words that she, Akira, wants to become just like Rumi, known by all as a kind and loving girl. Akira learning the value of kindness to all, not just to Rumi, is a big step to adult-like maturity.

This time period, unfortunately, has it's own share of troubles for Akira. She is being pulled in three different directions at once. This can't be good for her lasting well being. First, there is her Mom. Mom wants, for some unexplained reason, Akira to return, to a degree, back to masculine traits and attitudes. Maybe Mom thinks that this is,supposedly, for Akira's 'own good'. Mom even opens up the way for Akira to attend a special school wherein she could attend as a 'boy', dressed in the boy's school uniform. But does Akira, despite her occasional boyish thoughts, really want to return to being a boy ? Second, there is the influence of Rumi, mostly for the good. Rumi wants to be the genesis of a 'makeover' of Akira into one of the cutest, most admired, mildly and covertly sexy girl in school. Such friendship morphing into peer pressure may see to mean well, but may on may not have the desired effect on Akira. Depends on what Akira wants to do in her own mind, heart, and soul. And that is the third 'pull' on Akira. Just what does she want to do with her life ? How will her mind and heart direct her in the best interests of her own self ? What will Akira's ultimate destiny be ? Will Akira abide by the advice that Rumi gave her on the bus---" You are to be you ! "

## Trivia

In the Japanese language, the first name 'Akira' is both a masculine and a feminine name. The first name 'Akira' means bright as the sun, bearer of light, enlightened one, one with clear thinking abilities and a clear heart.

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(\*) DBZ reference---

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(Click on Akira tween/teen female to be taken to the next age progression profile of Akira.)

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