Week 6

It's still early in the week BUT as of right now my plan is to get out Jenna. I find her gameplay to be very transparent and slithery. Even Sydney is talking to me right now saying her only ally left is AJ because everyone else "flipped" on her... meaning Jenna/Charley. Jenna has been flip flopping since the very first vote when she voted out Danielle to follow majority.
sydney about jenna/charley: "I felt like I kinda did everything they asked me to and took all the heat for it, and I get like repaid in "sorry the whole house is against you so we can't be associated with you" wow i love tea
I honestly feel for her. She did her alliance's dirty work going after Alexa and it completely backfired, and then they just drop her the instant the other side got power lmao. I predicted this exact shit happening too so i'm living
Right now I'm thinking about nominating Sydney up with Jenna, because it's what everyone expects me to do since i was nominated by them, and they're the biggest threats to my alliance in my eyes. But if Sydney wins veto or if I even win veto? perhaps Charley being renominated wouldn't be so bad :)
That's just an idea though. I would only do that if i was certain Charley wouldn't leave over Jenna because that would be such a wasted opportunity fkjlksjfljas.
The reason I'm more worried about Jenna than Sydney is because Sydney is honestly a straight shooter from what I've gathered. Her going after me/Alexa/Will made 100% sense for her game; she was just being loyal to her allies. Jenna though? Only looking out for her best interests. That's dangerous as fuck

I really do think she could be an asset to me and Elmo moving forward, and I'm hoping that will be the case. I'm banking on her or I or AJ winning the veto to save her, and renomming maybe Charley? She's so nonthreatening & irrelevant (no shade Charley kfjasdf) that it'd be helllla dumb for the house to evict her over Jenna.
Sydney is very worried about what happens if Jenna wins veto [(which i think is unlikely) although her being saved by literally anyone else is a possibility smh which is dumb but anyway] which I understand......... considering I was in the exact same spot.... when she.... pawned me.....not long ago.............................
but it's almost kinda funny reading her explain to me how vulnerable she feels and how she expects me to not put her up just because there's a chance Jenna could win veto and she'd remain on the block and probably go home bc she's a huge target kfjakdsljfajsd like duh? In an ideal world that won't happen but if it does? Tough titties lmfao!

But aside from veto related things, this game is blowing up. The minority seems to have finally figured out they're the minority, which I thought we had already figured out and we were all on the same page with that. I mean, I'm the definition of floater, I'll float wherever the tide takes me to survive and get a foothold. Jenna seems more surprised that we're on the bottom. I just thought we both knew that Alexa was shady, so I never brought it up with her. I thought it was like this unspoken thing. Guess I should've spoken it.
But yeah, I get to fuck up Ryan's plans, which is funny as hell. That's the little joy I get out of this game. Also, in the majority, Estefana keeps trying to like shade me and start shit, but she's doing it really poorly. Like you're in the majority, why are you going after a floater girl who isn't going to respond? I guess it's a way to try stay relevant, but whatever. It's funny to see her try.
I'm just going to keep doing my thing. Right now, if going with Jenna and Sydney serves me, fine. I'll try win hoh, put up Estefana and Ryan to try take out a figurehead. I don't care. But my motto for this game still stands, don't trust anyone. I trust Jenna to an extent, but everyone else is going to lie, they're going to betray, because this is big brother. Don't come to play if you want people to be honest with you.

I feel bad. Sydney is an amazing campaigner lmao making me feel guilty n shit and second guess myself. But what's done is done
What she's telling me about how she'll have mine and Elmo's backs, and how she's done with Jenna/Charley sounds nice and all........ but idk it just sounds too good to be true. Her options would be completely open....................... it's just not smart to (try to) save her
Therefore, Annajane is going up because she's highkey voted against me once or twice and is also Sydney's closest ally.
I just really want this week over with kfsdfkasd I'm o v e r it

I'll let them take out one more girl, then I'm going to take Estefana along for the ride and jump ship. They'll probably knock out Jenna and then I can use Charley/Court/Christina/Estefana and take out the guys.
I'm not going to bow down, do what they want just to please them and get knocked out for 7th/8th anyways. I'm fulfilling my own agenda before anyone else's and that's just it.