Bellamy Rutherford

Asa Butterfield

**Bellamy "Bell" Rutherford** is the second child and eldest son of Solona Amell and Cullen Rutherford, his older sister is Daphne Rutherford and his younger brother is Hayden Rutherford.

## Biography

He did not cry often as an infant, and had been solemn and depressed and lethargic ever since he was a child. He daydreamed of peace and solitude in the middle of nowhere. He always stayed inside, though it was not good for him. He never really tried at school, or tried to be good at anything or make friends. He committed suicide when he was 11, almost 12.

## Personality

He was never really fearful, he never had any strong emotional reaction to anything, be is stress or fun, and did not like being bothered by prying personal questions, being very private and not seeing any benefit in conversation. He preferred to be alone and silent, though he was naturally smart and philosophical, he preferred to be in his own head. He was just always empty, just existing but never with any urge to live. He was always disconnected, never cruel or particularly sad, always polite, just going through the motions of the path of least resistance. He felt that the world had nothing to offer that would interest him, he never cared about girls, or or about making friends, or about learning. He was always solemn and depressed and lethargic. He was never very clingy, and did not seem to pay much mind to other people, or care about chaos around him. He felt he would never be capable of anything, and was too scared of the world and felt he was unable to muster the strength to leave or make any big change or choice in his life. Despite being older by two years than his brother, he seemed younger, having an uncorrupted innocence to him that had not been tainted by the harsh reality of the outside world.

## Physical Appearance

He had medium brown eyes that changed to pale blue as he grew and the dark black hair of the Amells. He was pale and slender as he stayed indoors often, and had a fragile aspect to him.

## Relationships

His family were always worried about him and always tried to help him change for the better, they were devastated by his loss.

## Possessions

* Journals: He left behind many, which his family read.

## Songs

* Mr. Sandman, SYML
* Ash, Dragon Roots
* Sakura Trees, Saib
* Sugar Water, Chibo Matto
* Running Through The Night, Seori
* People, Agust D
* Drive, Oh Wonder
* To Each His Own, Talos
* Runaway, AURORA
* Nobody, Mitski
* Ew, Joji
* Pursuit Of Happiness, Kid Cudi, MGMT, Ratatat
* Fire, Hwang Puha
* Ophelia, Steven Price
* Dandelions - slowed + reverb, Ruth B.
* Once Upon a Dream, Mary Costa, Bill Shirley, Chorus - Sleeping Beauty
* Farther Away Everyday, Shin Yong Jae
* Come, Sweet Death, Johann Sebastian Bach, Eugene Ormandy, Philadelphia Orchestra
* Blackheart, Two Steps From Hell
* AIR Theme, Edo Van Breemen
* Bury Me Face Down, grandson
* Gnossienne: No. 1, Erik Satie, Alexandre Tharaud
* Sing To Me, MISSO, Death Stranding: Timefall
* Bottom Of The Deep Blue Ocean, MISSIO
* Can I Exist, MISSIO
* Failure To Comply, MISSIO
* Cassie, Chase Atlantic
* Panic Room, Au/Ra
* Sirens, Fleurie
* Ozone, Chase Atlantic
* HURT, EXO
* Black Swan, BTS
* Dead Leaves, BTS
* Interlude : Shadow, BTS
* Intro : Boy Meets Evil

## Trivia

* He is farsighted and thus wrote with his face very close to the page.
* He had a sweet tooth, and was prone to sugar-addiction
* He does not like being touched.

## Relationships

### Solona Amell

He never cared about her approval and felt like he was inferior to her. The contents of his journals devastated her, as she felt she finally understood him, and realized that she tried to wrong way of helping him, inadvertently making things worse, and that by not leaving him be, she made herself part of the things he would rather avoid.

### Cullen Rutherford

He never cared about his approval, and felt like he was inferior to his father. The contents of his journals devastated him, as he felt he finally understood him, and realized that he tried to wrong way of helping him, inadvertently making things worse, and that by not leaving him be, he made herself part of the things he would rather avoid.

### Hayden Rutherford

Bell felt like he was inferior to him. The contents of his journals devastated him, as he felt he finally understood him, and realized that he tried to wrong way of helping him, inadvertently making things worse, and that by not leaving him be, he made herself part of the things he would rather avoid.

### Daphne Rutherford

He felt like he was inferior to her. The contents of his journals devastated her, as she felt she finally understood him, and realized that she tried to wrong way of helping him, inadvertently making things worse, and that by not leaving him be, she made herself part of the things he would rather avoid.