Adventure Journal (Missing Pages)

**Content Warning:** This page contains depictions of past abuse and torture.

*Adventure Journal (Missing Pages)* was found by Rae, Will, and Ghosty in the third library room of the Temple of Creation. This book is all of the pages that were ripped out from Ghosty's adventure journal. When it was first found, Ghosty kept it. It has now been placed in Rae's study in the Auspicious Boon Base. It is one of the longest books from the libraries.

## Transcription

   TITLE:

  ADVENTURE JOURNAL

    IF FOUND PLEASE

       RETU//

[the rest of the page has been ripped out]

Day 11...

Time seems to completely stop while I'm in here. It feels... odd. Like I'm existing outside of everything else. While the End outside the prison continues to bustle and boom and carry on, things in here seem to grind to a halt. I'm not sure if that's just from being cramped up in here for what I'm pretty sure is two weeks, or if it's something even bigger than that...

Day... 18?? No, 19.

Day 19.

All jokes aside, our captor seems to have some sort of special fascination with the other prisoner, Sailas. Every few days, I've seen a shadowy figure pass by my door- I don't know how I missed it until now. I think she may be harming him... I wish I could do something. I really should have come more prepared for this "adventure" I guess. If you could even call it that anymore...

Day .... 25 ..? ?? ?

I have reason to believe that whatever Enderian (I believe that’s the name of the ruler of this realm) is doing to Sailas is what caused him to look less like other Endermen. I'm not sure what exactly is going on when she takes him away... and I don't know if I want to.

Day.. 31? pt. 2

I say “friends” as if there was really anyone there for me other than The Lady of the World. As if my nickname wasn’t “Ghosty” for a reason.

I guess this last-ditch effort to bring her back was a bust.

Day 40... SOMETHING...

She tortured him inside the cell today. I didn’t see her, but I saw what they did. Enderian branded him in Ender. I still haven’t learned the language, but I saw it. “⏃⏚⍜⋔⟟⋏⏃⏁⟟⍜⋏”... I'm not sure what it says or means, but from the look on Sailas's face... I can't help but believe it's something that nobody should ever have branded on their body.

Day... I think..... 61?

Maybe? It's getting hard to remember...

She’s back again. This time with potions. I couldn’t see exactly what they were, but I can only guess they weren’t any sort of healing potions. I can still hear his screams echoing in my mind. Why wasn’t it me instead?

Who cares what day.

Why hasn’t she done anything to me? Are they going to eventually? I feel awful. It must be only a matter of time before Enderian loses her interest in Sailas and does something to me instead. They've already done so much to him... Maybe it would be better if it was my turn instead for once.

Time isn't real in this Godsdamned prison.

When they came back and threw him back into his cell, he was completely unable to talk. Either that, or he wants to talk to me even less than usual. I think Enderian wired his mouth shut. That or... Can Endermen even drink water???

Final Entry... for now

It’s actually been a while since I’ve written in here– Months maybe? Maybe longer...

I think I've been getting my days wrong since the start of this...

Sailas hasn't been much for conversation, so he's decided to just stare at his wall for the past GODS know how long. That's what he does whenever he's not sleeping or getting tortured. Can't say I really blame him.

There hasn't been much to write in here anymore, and recounting someone else's trauma isn't exactly a fun thing to write about, nor witness in the first place. I think I'm actually stuck here.

There's no point in attempting to get out anymore, and I highly doubt I'll be able to bring The Lady of the World back and actually manage to see her alive again. The only place I'll see her again will probably be in the afterlife.

I'm going to die here.