Trophy Case

The third track in Justin's Rap album "Dear Rudiff"

## **Theories**

I think this song covers the unethical therapists and doctors that don't actually try to help you, but instead, just give you medicine to "fix you". It also covers how when Prilly was a child and killed little animals with Rudiff. This lead to them picking up a prostitute of the street and killing her and doing vile things to her.

☀If you want to put your theories here, go for it. Anyone can edit it. - Takatoose

I think this song also shows that Prilly doesn't really listen. Where it says "Let go? Bitch, I've ex-communicated like everyone!" it shows that although the character didn't actually say it in the song, within the story, Barbara tells Prilly to let go. Rudiff has been off the grid for 10 years, and I don't really know what happened [See my theory on "Silver Lining"], but I think she realizes that there is no way this will turn out good for Prilly. He keeps looking to his long lost friend for help, but friendships that don't stay together will lose the connection. Prilly refuses to listen because he thinks writing Rudiff will help him, but Barbara knows better, even though he doesn't. -Bassmaster

[Insert your own theory here if you like, if you do, please put this below your theory so people know.]

## Dear Rudiff

Rap album by Justin Bonitz

PRILLY T: Aye bro, is that your car?

MAN: Yea.

PRILLY T: Well, can you move it?

This is where I usually park, thanks.

Shit… why am I here again?
I don’t even know, I hate this place.

Is this your first time?

MAN: What’s your problem?

PRILLY T: My problem? Umm…

I got a call from my shrink,

She said she think it be time for a checkup

I told her no more medication

That’s how she keep me in inviso-fucking handcuffs

Get down to real deep shit

Bitch, you better man-up!
I said I’m not going back,

But she be pulling like crack rock
Attack dog—I turn into if I don’t listen

I got a creature in me, and he been sneaking around

Saying things, doing things you would probably frown upon, bro

MAN: You’re crazy, man.

PRILLY T: What, you think I’d make that up?

MAN: Yea.

PRILLY T: Nigga, fuck you. I got real problems.

MAN: Whatever you say, man.

PRILLY T: You’re my biggest one, right now.
You and this nasty elevator.

This elevator smell like piss and smoke

You’d think they’d keep it clean,

Lest they wanna go and trigger someone
Last time I’s here, I heard they had a situation

One of the doctors had been fucking with his patients

I know, it’s messed up!
Like, how you get your license and shit?

You’d think they’d have a test for that
And we’re the stupid ones?

Shit, all these doctors, bro, they be on the same boat

They helping us to help themselves not to knife their own throats

Ice cold—I’m told, but they on a different level

A flip switch—clicked
She said it hit like a rebel

Revel in animus
An animal standing this close to the glass will crack

And that’s why I’m a stupid one

BARBARA; Hey, Prilly.

PRILLY T: Hey, Barbara.

BARBARA: How are you?

PRILLY T: I been pretty great.

BARBARA: I’ve been calling you.

PRILLY T: I know I haven’t picked up my phone—I been a’ flaking…

BARBARA: Are you avoiding me?

PRILLY T: I’m not avoiding you. I just got more important shit to do

BARBARA: Like what?

PRILLY T: I don’t know, like… shit?

Still writing Rudiff, yea
Naw, he hasn’t wrote me back

He’s a busy fucking dude!
Ain’t got time for my bitching and complaining

Entertaining as it is,
I’m like a fucking cloud puking problems on his head

Completely understandable, the nigga wants to bathe in some sun

Let go? Bitch, I’ve excommunicated like… everyone

I write to Rudiff ‘cause he understands
He was there!
You was sitting in your comfy doctor chair

Eating snacks, tryna’ crack people’s heads
If I told you half the shit that I thought, you’d probably end up dead

I don’t want your medication, bitch

*Do your fucking job!*

I don’t wanna be a zombie, I just wanna feel normal again

Ice cold—I’m told, but they on a different level

A flip switch—clicked
She said it hit like a rebel

Revel in animus
An animal standing this close to the glass will crack
And that’s why I’m a stupid one

We can’t let of our problems, they made their home

We like to hold ‘em like a trophy
-Keep ‘em close to our hearts

Makes me feel special
Knowing nobody else has seen what I’ve seen

And that’s why I’m a stupid one

I could take you down deeper...
I could be the escort...

But when that darkness gets thicker, don’t call mission abort

I’m sorry, but if you really wanna’ help me
You’ll try to tag along
So take a breath, we going under...

When I was seven years old, I took a slingshot
And killed a baby robin—shot a toad with a pellet gun

It’s not that weird, children do that all the time
What makes me different is I kept the bodies in my pillowcase...

I thought the smell they made was soothing
And Rudiff? He lived right down the street

He was also into killing helpless animals
And people start to notice when their pets is going missing

That’s when we started up the fishing

See, people throw a fit
When Mr. Fluffles has his fucking head ripped off

But no one cares when you cut up a fish,

Rip out its guts, stomp it, smash on it tree

Yo, Rudiff took a bite and had the gills between his teeth

But it wasn’t enough
When I was just seventeen,

We found this hooker, and we picked her up off of the street

He strangled her, and sawed her head off with a butter knife

Then he stuck his dick inside her throat hole and climaxed

And me? I watched it like a fucking imax

I was so impressed!
Thinking, “Man… I need to try that shit!”

That’s why I write him, fuck!
Got me excited!

Nobody has the bond that we have
Nigga, we brothers for life

Ice cold—I’m told, but they on a different level

A flip switch—clicked
She said it hit like a rebel
Revel in animus

An animal standing this close to the glass will crack
And that’s why I’m a stupid one

We can’t let of our problems, they made their home
We like to hold ‘em like a trophy

-Keep ‘em close to our hearts
Makes me feel special
Knowing nobody else has seen what I’ve seen

And that’s why I’m a stupid one

Hey, guess who’s getting fucked up tonight?

Fucking bitch.