Pedophile

> Content WarningThis article covers sensitive topics, such as suicide, pedophilia, and sexual assault..
> ***I try to do music for all. You know, one for people who's getting raped, you know, that's a serious topic. My freaks, and people who love to get fucked, I got a song for y'all. People who's Christian or just love God, I got a song for y'all.***
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## Jesus

### Album

Audacious

**Pedophile** is a song by Chicago rapper cupcakKe from her album Cum Cake.

## Background

This song was released along with the album. Lyrically, Pedophile deals with the subject matter of dealing with sexual assault as a young teenager, and the aftermath of the result, including trauma, suicidal thoughts, and calling out for help

## Lyrics

***Read the song lyrics with annotations on Genius !***

Pedophile
Pedophile
He said "promise me you won't tell"
He said "Promise me you won't tell"
He said "Just promise me you won't tell
If I take you to the hotel"
He said "Promise me you won't tell"
He said "Promise me you won't tell"
He said "Just promise me you won't tell
If I take you to the hotel"
Things are so intimate, I used to be so innocent
Until he touched me in a spot that made me hot
And ever since nothing really made sense
Something was wrong because he had a beard
Even knowing his age it still felt weird
He had a suit and tie instead of pants hanging
He owned his own company not gang banging
It attracted me, loved it was scared to bring him in public
Society would judge worser than Young Thug
The way his pants hugged and attack me
It struck to my core that I liked grown men
Not 1 or 2 years older, man, I'm talking about 10
Ran to him for protection to people opinions
Kept coming and coming like an election
"We don't say shit, we got to keep it down"
"Erase your call log when my number get dialed"
To get used to it, it really took awhile
Running around town with a pedophile
He said "promise me you won't tell"
He said "Promise me you won't tell"
He said "Just promise me you won't tell
If I take you to the hotel"
He said "Promise me you won't tell"
He said "Promise me you won't tell"
He said "Just promise me you won't tell
If I take you to the hotel"
Brainwashed with what you tell me
What you mean? I was 15 and you play me like R. Kelly
Ready for suicide, I'm getting my tubes tied
Don't want another man on me 'cause I imagine you inside
Refuse to be abused, misused and bruised
You get accused and act confused, fuck wrong with this dude?
Bitch ass prick you ain't slick, why me?
Why I have to be the victim you pick?
I was just a sophomore (yeah bitch)
You belong in one room, no windows, one door
I'm cool and I got God to cherish me
That's the only man that I need until I get me some therapy
He said "promise me you won't tell"
He said "Promise me you won't tell"
He said "Just promise me you won't tell
If I take you to the hotel"
He said "Promise me you won't tell"
He said "Promise me you won't tell"
He said "Just promise me you won't tell

If I take you to the hotel"
## Music Video

The music video for Pedophile involves cupcakKe, wearing a school girl outfit, playing on a swings sadly while rapping along to the lyrics of the song. It is also shown that she is angrily writing in a diary about the man who assaulted her, writing "You knew I was young," "This really hurt," "I hate you," and "Can't believe this." As cupcakKe is seen crying on the swing, a friend of hers sits down on the swing next to her and provides her with emotional support throughout the remainder of the video. Towards the end of the video, cupcakKe's friend holds her hand, cheering her up, and they happily swing together on the swing set.

## Trivia

* This is the only song released by Elizabeth Eden under the name cupcakKe song to be apart of the Christian-rap genre.
* Jesus is mentioned in the song "Lawd Jesus" and in "Hot Pockets", however, it is in a non-religious context.