Finn

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## Role

Finn is the Host of The Clouds. This means that Finn is the alter that is fronting the most. He keeps up with daily life tasks, maintains most social relationships, and is the person who is presented to the outside world.

## Appearance

Finn has fluffy, curly electric blue hair that reaches his jaw. He has pointy dog ears instead of human ears. Pup has a human nose, but sometimes likes to choose that option in picrews because it aligns more with his demi-humanness. Their eyes are usually green, but become yellow on the new moon. Pup prefers to be depicted with yellow eyes. He is around 5'3" in the headspace, and has a small frame. He likes to describe himself as "squishy" in terms of body type.

## Identity

Pup identifies as non-binary, demiboy, pupgender, a dogboy, and demi-human (and more).

Finn has been diagnosed with gender dysphoria and ADHD, and seeking ASD, DPD, and PO-OCD diagnoses/affirmation. He has tics that fluctuate in frequency. Please do not mock, make fun of, or laugh when pup tics or barks.

## Personality

Finn is excitable, loyal, loud, and passionate about things pup enjoys.

### Likes

* video games
* singing
* anime
* reading
* One Direction
* his partners <3

### Dislikes

* sudden loud noises
* feeling ignored, not listened to, or not valued
* people being rude for no reason/inconsiderate people
* people mocking/bullying neurodivergent and/or disabled people

## Memories

Finn has the most extensive range of memories in terms of chronological breadth, however pups early memories are sparse, obviously due to dissociation as a survival mechanism.

Some of their favorite memories include:

* Doing community service at a Japanese garden in the city and eating a picnic with friends afterwards
* Going to a nearby amusement park every year for four years with his friends
* Having a retreat with his acapella group, Feb 2020
* Attending a One Direction concert in 2014

His exomemories are mostly adjacent to his partial source, detailed below.

Me and the other VOCALOIDs lived in a lab-like complex, similar to in Stranger Things but less evil. There was a portal where we could be transferred between virtuality and reality, which would be used for updates to our code or tweaks to our voicebanks. The virtual world looked like the default places from MMD, like a house, the street, etc. We could hang out in the MMD world together while our code was being worked on, then we would be exported back to the tangible world.

Miku was my sister!! Technically I was her clone, but we didn't really interpret it that way and I'm just her twin brother! She was often pretty tired from the experiments and performing so much, but she valued the time we could spend together. I would sing for her when she was trying to fall asleep but couldn't. We liked to have tea parties with everyone when we could <:] She never complained about how tired she was, and always tried to be happy with what she had.

There was so much pressure put on Miku since she was the most popular, and I just didn't measure up to her in that regard. I never resented her, because I knew how much she was being studied and made to perform (she did enjoy performing, she was just overworked). We were so young, only around 13 at the age of our creation. Miku gained worldwide fame when we were 16.

I spent a lot of time with Kaito. He would hang out with me in his free time, in the enrichment room while Miku was doing experiments or performing. We would often try to sneak out for ice cream, and play board games and video games. He was really energetic and bright, and would do things to make me smile when I was sad or missing Miku.

Gakupo was the mature older brother figure of the group. He was usually pretty reserved, but would pull jokes randomly and surprise everyone. He would often do silly voices too. He performed less, but was well-liked. Miku was #1 and Kaito #2, so they kinda didn't have time/resources to also overwork Gakupo. He wasn't around a lot, since the lab had him helping with tests. When we had time, he would gather everyone and watch movies with popcorn.

Len was mischievous and was always thinking of grand plans to escape the lab. He was a ball of energy, but didn't show sadness around us even though he really wanted to get out of the lab. Rin was usually the one who reigned in his ideas, without dismissing them, because she secretly hoped they would work one day.

Rin was kinda temperamental, but realistic. She enjoyed learning how to dance and was also a ball of energy, but sometimes would be sad at the drop of a hat. She would always make up games to play with me, Miku, and Len in the enrichment room. She was a little intimidated by Gakupo for some reason.

I never knew much about MEIKO, except that she .. existed? She wasn't really around the rest of us, didn't talk much when she was with us, which was rare. I have zero memories of Luka, unfortunately.

## Formation

Finn is a fusion of a fragment from pre-2006 when a stray dog wandered into the family's yard and the body's parents took care of it for a few days. Seeing this random dog being cared for more genuinely by our abuser than we were, we interpret that the brain split a dog alter that did not fully form. Years later, around 2009/2010, one of our first hyperfixations/special interests was VOCALOID! We believe Finn is a non-canon Hatsune Mikuo introject from a VOCALOID fan series called SHION and various MMD meme videos.

## System Relationships

Finn has generally positive relationships with most of the system.

## Aesthetics

* Stimwave
* Glowwave