Big Brother 8/Week 9

Moving on from my sad feelings about Roisin, I feel like I'm completely screwed in this game. Lachlan won HoH moments after Roisin said I was targeting him, and I wouldn't be shocked if half the house now thought I was targeting them (she threw me utb to literally EVERYONE BESIDES JACK, WHO SHE PEGGED AS MY STRONG DUO, WHICH AINT EVEN TRUE, LIKE..........). So, I feel like I'm a goner this week. It won't stop me from trying, but...I just feel so defeated rn dskfsl. fuck."

Lachlan: I’m gonna do what I should’ve done for my noms last time
OH SO NOM ME AND JAYME THEN. TERRIFIC. IM DYING THEN FANTASTIC.
He’s gonna nom me I just know it and I won’t have any time to do veto tomorrow like at ALL I’m fucking traveling and I’m gonna go home and I HATE HOW HE KEEPS WINNING???? WTF IS HIS DEAL. My prayer would have to be him breaking a tie on Jayme but god I just have a really bad feeling about all this. Just bad juju all around "

This is so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so irritating...i dont have a plan to get myself out of this situation, but….if and when i do…..i’ll let u know…….."

I am loyal to Drew & Augusto. Drew is my #1, and has been the most supportive friend I could ask for in the whole world. Augusto is close to Lach, who wants me gone, so I don't know if I have that same loyalty with him. I hope I have both of their votes, but...I truly do not know. I wouldn't be surprised either way, but I hope they reciprocate this loyalty.
That leaves Jack & Fennessy. I'm kinda unsure where they stand rn. I'd love to think my bro would save me, bc we've been pegged as this dynamic duo, and if I could convince him that's how I'm treating this game now, I think I could convince him to keep me. Especially if he knows I'm going after Lach, who is his target. Fennessy is hard to read, my pitch to him is quite simple: You're the biggest threat here. Keep me -- a big target whose not as good as comps -- in as a shield. Cus he'll have to win out if he wants to stay past this week. And I offer him some room to maneuver, since I'll be targeted, too.
I hate being gamebotty but...I need to survive this week. I <3 Tymeka, but I need to make sure I'm safe :("

OH ALSO, if you're gonna drag my name through the mud, make sure that the person that you are talking to doesn't relay the information you said to them back to me. Cause that's one of the many sure fire ways to get a verbal beating."

It's looking like I'm leaving rn. 2-2, Fenn/Augusto evict me and in the tiebreaker, Lach murders my ass. HOWEVER, I have been campaigning my ASS off to Tyler Fennessy. I basically told him that I will go to the end with him if he's able to swing the votes in my favor, that I'd protect and shield him from any other bullets, and that I'd be indebted so he can control me. All of these are lies, of course, but if Fenn has the perception that I am desperate and I NEED him, he will probably be more likely to keep me. Especially if he thinks I'm a target who can take bullets for him, and that I'd target Lach.
Do I think my plan will work? Not rly. I give myself a 13% chance I survive this week. But, I'll be damned if I'm not going to try my hardest. I need to survive this week and I need to be able to help my allies kick some Lach/Fennessy ASS.
this is off-topic, but augusto evicting me lowkey makes no sense for his game? No one can win against Lach/Fennessy, and they're two huge comp threats. Why would he keep Tymeka who can't win a comp to take them out???? I get that he's close to Lachlan, but like...c'mon augusto. U gotta be better than that."