Cry

"**Cry**" is a song by American singer and rapper Ashnikko featuring vocals from Canadian singer-songwriter Grimes. It was released on June 17, 2020 through Parlophone Records as the lead single from Ashnikko's debut mixtape, *DEMIDEVIL*. It was produced by Ebenezer and written by Ashnikko, Grimes, Ebenezer, and Faangs. A nu metal, rap rock, and hyperpop track, its lyrics are dedicated to Ashnikko's ex-best friend who had sex with her ex-boyfriend.

## Background and release

Ashnikko originally wrote "Cry" out of a desire to write a song reminiscent of American rock band Evanescence as a joke, but came to like the sound of the track and decided to expand upon it. After Grimes followed Ashnikko on Instagram, Ashnikko sent her a direct message asking her to appear as a featured artist on one of her songs, to which Grimes agreed. The song was co-written with Canadian singer-songwriter Faangs.

The song was announced on May 27, 2020, while its release date was originally announced as June 3, 2020 via Ashnikko's Twitter account. The release was postponed in response to the George Floyd protests, with Ashnikko tweeting "Now is NOT the time to be promoting music." It was released as the lead single from her 2021 mixtape *Demidevil*, and became Grimes's first release after giving birth to X Æ A-12, her son with Elon Musk. The track was released on June 17, 2020. A heavy metal version of the song featuring the band Employed to Serve was released on August 4, 2020.

## Composition

"Cry" has been described as nu metal, rap rock, and hyperpop. A distorted "emo-adjacent" guitar riff and trap drums make up the song's instrumentation. The first verse is rapped by Ashnikko, which transitions into a chorus sung by Ashnikko in a raspy, belted "scream", followed by the second verse sung by Grimes in an "eerie" whisper. The song's lyrics were written about an old best friend of Ashnikko's who had sex with her ex-boyfriend, with Ashnikko asking the friend, "Bitch, are you tryna make me cry?/Are you tryna make me lose it?". Grimes's verse features heavy reverb and references the William Shakespeare play *Richard III* with the lyric, "This is the winter of my discontent". AllMusic's Fred Thomas described the song as "jittery", while Elly Watson of *DIY* described it as "feisty". Ed Power of *Hot Press* deemed it "terrifying".

## Theme

Ashnikko explained the meaning behind the song on an Instagram comment.

> "This song is about my (now ex) best friend who slept with my (now ex) boyfriend behind my back. I was so heartbroken and mad at her for so long for betraying me. It wasn’t even about the boy anymore (he was dispensable lol). I write songs to help me get over things, and writing this song a year and a half ago did just that."
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## Lyrics

[Verse 1: Ashnikko]

I'm a tough bitch, but I’m sensitive

Could a, could a, could a quick fuck be a sedative?

It's relative 'cause you were pushing me out to the fucking edge

I’m about to rip all of my hair out

'Cause I'm madder than I've ever been

I just wanna call you, but I know I can't

Fuck a fuckin' fuck boy fuckin' up my plans

Lay another finger on me, you could lose a hand

You could lose a hand, you could lose a

[Chorus: Ashnikko]

Bitch, are you tryna make me cry?

Are you tryna make me lose it?

You win some and lose some

This could get gruesome

Bitch, are you tryna make me cry?

Are you tryna make me lose it?

You win some and lose some

This could get gruesome

[Verse 2: Grimes]

This is the winter of my discontent

Everything else is irrelevant

Are you trying to make me cry? (Cry)

This is the winter of my discontent

This is the winter of my discontent

It'll be fine if you just repent, ooh (Oh)

[Chorus: Ashnikko]

Bitch, are you tryna make me cry?

Are you tryna make me lose it?

You win some and lose some

This could get gruesome

Bitch, are you tryna make me cry?

Are you tryna make me lose it?

You win some and lose some

This could get gruesome

[Outro: Ashnikko & *Grimes*]

Careful with me, I’m volatile *(This could get gruesome)*

Careful with me, I’m homicidal *(This could get, this could get)*

Careful with me, I'm volatile *(This could get gruesome)*

Careful with me, I’m homicidal *(This could get, this could get)*

## Music video

The music video for "Cry" was released on the same day as the song. It was directed by Mike Anderson and made as a CGI animation, partially due to the COVID-19 pandemic as well as Grimes's pregnancy. The video was inspired by science fiction and anime.

### Synopsis

The video begins with a green-haired girl running down an alleyway in a dilapidated city, then hiding behind a destroyed car. Ashnikko, who appears as a demon with three heads and chunks of her body missing, begins chasing after the green-haired girl, who shoots at Ashnikko but trips. Ashnikko picks the girl up by the neck to see that she is wearing a pendant with half of a broken heart before ripping her body in half.

A flashback shows Ashnikko, this time with no mutations, floating inside the head of a mecha in space, starting to cry when she sees her pendant, which has the other half of the broken heart. In a dark forest, Grimes, who is depicted as a group of identical fairies, shoots a beam of light into the sky, which hits the mecha, causing it to explode. Ashnikko starts floating in outer space, before Grimes taps her head, causing her to morph into her distorted, three-headed version. Back in the city, Ashnikko walks towards the green-haired girl and begins to mutate as Grimes's heads start to grow out of her limbs.

### Reception and accolades

The video was named the fifth best music video released in June 2020 by *Pitchfork*, with writer Eric Torres writing, "Equal parts frantic action thriller and intergalactic anime, 'Cry' dazzles even as it turns grisly." Writing for *Paper*, Brendan Wetmore referred to the video as "a wild trip through Ashnikko's most glorious nightmares" and "an experience that is literally out of this world." *Dork*'s Jamie Muir called the video a "must-watch" and "a gory out-of-this-world trip". In a less positive review of the video, *Jezebel*'s Ashley Reese wrote, "I can take it or leave it." "Cry" was nominated for Best Pop Video - UK at the 2020 UK Music Video Awards.