Don't Look at Me in That Way (僕をそんな目で見ないで)

## Don't Look At Me in That Way

**Don't Look At Me in That Way** (僕をそんな目で見ないで, *Boku o Sonna Me de Minaide*[?]) is the second track on the album Kikuo Miku (きくおミク).

## Background

Kikuo confirmed this is about a child dying in a bicycle accident, saying goodbye to his parents as he recalls what happened in the accident.

## Lyrics

* Japanese
* Romaji
* English

僕をそんな目で見ないでまま　死んだのが恥ずかしくなるだろ　（まーまー）

ぐにゅぐにゅのほっぺが　ポップコーンのように吹っ飛んだ僕を

そんな目で見ないでぱぱ　死んだのが情けなくなるだろ　（ぱーぱー）

迎いのパレードは　魂をピンセットでひょいと抜いて

放り投げて　ちんとんしゃん　しゃばだばだば

とれろ　とれろ　トレモロ　ラレルラ　トレモロル　ラリラ

トロトロにむけたぼくは　どこにいくんだろ？

お空を飛び越えて　オルゴールの櫛歯（くしば）に挟まる

櫛歯（くしば）の震えが気持ちいいので　ぴゅっぴゅっと小刻みに僕は弾けちゃう

体が小さく　飛び散って僕はたくさんになる　（にゃんにゃかにゃかにゃかにゃか）

空っぽの脳みそが　トロトロにとろけてお星様になる

（トーロリトロリトロル）　（トーロリトロリトケル）

兵隊の銃声は　なりやまない　演奏は　なりやまない

オルゴールは　いつまでも止まらない

遠い国の果てで　オルゴールは鳴り続ける

大丈夫みんな　星になれば仲間さ

虹のように光る　魂の最期は

（タン　タン　タン　タン　タカタカ…）

ぷるんとグミのように　砕けて溶けて消える

（マン　マン　マン　マン　マカマカ　ﾅﾅﾅﾅﾅﾅ　ﾅﾗﾗﾅﾗﾗﾅﾗﾗ　ﾗﾗﾗﾗﾗﾗ）

だから

僕をそんな目で見ないでまま　死んだのが恥ずかしくなるだろ　（まーまー）

かわいいじぶんを　きもちよさに負けて捨てちゃった僕を

そんな目で見ないでぱぱ　死んだとこ見ないでおくれよ　（ぱーぱー）

だって死ぬの気持ちよかった僕は　恥ずかしくって

じゃんじゃんぱっ　じゃんじゃんぽっ　しゃんしゃんぱらドロリトロル

とれろ　とれろ　トレモロ　ラレルラ　トレモロル　ラリラ

白くトロトロに　パラパラ　ハララララ…

お昼の帰り道　自転車で下り道くだるくだる

補助輪つけて狭いおうちの　狭いスキマの間を抜けて

初めて風になる　僕の心は風に壊される

こんなに気持ちいいなんて　僕が風に壊されてくのは

いつまでも下る下る　終わらない坂道

人の姿は　どこにも見つけれない

家は消滅して　電線は歪みくねる

風に削られて　体が赤く溶ける

そして僕は消える　魂を残したまま

（タン　タン　タン　タン　タカタカ…）

あるはずのない　自転車と一緒に

（マン　マン　マン　マン　マカマカ　ﾅﾅﾅﾅﾅﾅ　ﾅﾗﾗﾅﾗﾗﾅﾗﾗ　ﾗﾗﾗﾗﾗﾗ）

いつまでも　どこまでも

僕をそんな目で見ないでまま　僕はもうどこにもいないんだから

ままはミニカーやまんがを　いっぱい買ってくれたよね

そんな目で見ないでぱぱ　僕は消えるのが気持ちよかったんだ

ぱぱはオルゴールやおもちゃの兵隊を　いっぱい作ってくれたけど

僕はもうどこにもいない　僕の魂は夢の世界へ消えた

ままのいっぱいのおもちゃも　一緒に仲良く溶けて消えたんだね

僕はもうどこにもいない　また夢で会うまでさようなら

ぱぱの兵隊さんは　オルゴールの隙間から手を振っていた

（ぱ　ぱ　ぱ　ぱ　ぱ　ぱらぱら）

（ま　ま　ま　ま　ま　ばらばららららら　ラルレロルリレロラルロ）

boku o sonna me de minaide mama

shinda no ga hazukashiku naru daro (maamaa)

gunyu gunyu no hoppe ga

poppukoon no you ni futtonda boku o

Sonna me de minaide papa

Shinda no ga nasakenaku naru daro (Pa~pa~)

Mukai no pareedo wa

Tamashii o pinsetto de hyoi to nuite

Houri nagete

Chin ton shan shaba daba daba

Torero torero toremoro lalelula toremororu lalila

Torotoro ni muketa boku wa doko ni ikun daro?

Osora o tobi koete orugooru no kushiba ni hasamaru

Kushiba no furue ga kimochi ii no de

Pyu pyu to kokizami ni boku wa hajike chau

Karada ga chiisaku tobichitte boku wa takusan ni naru

Karappo no noumiso ga torotoro ni torokete ohoshisama ni naru

Heitai no juusei wa nari yamanai ensou wa nari yamanai

Orugooru wa itsumademo tomaranai

Tooi kuni no hate de orugooru wa nari tsudzukeru

Daijoubu minna hoshi ni nare ba nakama sa

Niji no you ni hikaru tamashii no saigo wa

Purun to gumi no you ni kudakete tokete kieru

Dakara

Boku o sonna me de minaide mama

Shinda no ga hazukashiku naru daro (Ma~ma~)

Kawaii jibun o kimochi yosa ni makete sutechatta boku o

Sonna me de minaide papa

Shinda toko minaide okure yo (Pa~pa~)

Datte shinu no kimochi yokatta boku wa hazukashiku tte

Janjanpa janjanpa shanshanpara dorori tororu

Torero torero toremoro lalelula toremororu lalila

Shiroku torotoro ni parapara harararara...

Ohiru no kaerimichi jitensha de kudari michi kudaru kudaru

Hojorin tsukete semai ouchi no semai sukima no aida o nukete

Hajimete kaze ni naru, boku no kokoro wa kaze ni kowasareru

Konna ni kimochi ii nante, boku ga kaze ni kowasareteku no wa

Itsumademo kudaru kudaru owaranai sakamichi

Hito no sugata wa doko ni mo mitsukerenai

Ie wa shoumetsu shite, densen wa yugami kuneru

Kaze ni kezurarete karada ga akaku tokeru

Soshite boku wa kieru tamashii o nokoshita mama

Aru wa hazu no nai jitensha to issho ni

Itsumademo dokomademo

Boku o sonna me de minaide mama

Boku wa mou doko ni mo inain dakara (Ma~ma~)

Mama wa mini kaa ya manga o ippai katte kureta yo ne

Sonna me de minaide papa

Boku wa kieru no ga kimochi yokattan da (Pa~pa~)

Papa wa orugooru ya omocha no heitai o tsukutte kureta kedo

Boku wa mou doko ni mo inai

Boku no tamashii wa yume no sekai e kieta (Ma~ma~)

Mama no ippai no omocha mo issho ni naka yoku tokete kietan da ne

Boku wa mou doko ni mo inai

Mata yume de au made sayounara (Pa~pa~)

Papa no heitaisan wa orugooru no sukima kara te futte ita

(Pa pa pa pa pa para para

Ma ma ma ma ma bara bararararara

Lalulelo lulilelo lalulo)

Don't look at me with those eyes, Mama

Or I'll be embarrassed about dying (Mama)

My milky, white cheeks

Have blown away like popcorn

Don't look at me with those eyes, Papa

Or I'll feel ashamed about dying

The coming parade

Plucked my soul out with a pair of tweezers

And threw me away

Ding! Bonk! Shing! Shabadabadaba

Trill trill, goes the tremolo! Lalelula tremololing lalila

Melting with a drip-drop, I wonder where I'm going?

Leaping through the sky

I get caught inside the teeth of a music box

The music box's trembling feels good

And I get minced and chopped up with a pop, pop

My body becomes small

And I scatter around into pieces

My empty brains

Melt together into a large star

The soldier's gunshots won't end, the performance won't end

The music box never stops

The music box keeps singing out to the far ends of the land

It's okay, everyone, if we become stars, we'll all get along

Shining like a rainbow, the final moment of my soul

Like pudding and gummy candy, shatters and melts into nothingness

So...

Don't look at me with those eyes, Mama

Or I'll be embarrassed about dying (mama)

The cute little me

Who gave into the good feelings and threw myself away

Don't look at me with those eyes, Papa

Look away from the place where I died (papa)

Because I'm ashamed for having felt so good while dying

Clang, clang, pop! Clang, clang, pop!

Shing, shing, clatter! Drip, drip, drop

Trill, trill, goes the tremolo!

Lalelula, tremololing, lalila

Melting into white and drip-drip dropping away

That afternoon, on my way home

I rode down, down, down the big hill

With my training wheels on

I passed through the narrows cracks in the narrow roads

For the first time, I became the wind

And my heart was broken by the wind

It felt so good

Being shattered by the wind like that

Always going down, down that slope without an end

Without a single trance of another person

The houses disappear, the power lines bend and sway

Cut down by the wind, my body dissolves into red

And then I was gone, with just my soul remaining

Along with my bicycle that never should have existed

Always, and forever

Don't look at me with those eyes, Mama

Because I'm no longer anywhere

Mama bought me

So many toy cars and comic books

Don't look at me with those eyes, Papa

It felt so good to disappear

Even though Papa made me

A music box and toy soldiers

I'm no longer anywhere

My soul disappeared into the world of dreams

All of Mama's toys

Happily melted together into nothingness

I'm no longer anywhere

Until we meet again in our dreams, farewell

Papa's toy soldiers

Are waving from under the lid of the music box

Pa, pa, pa, pa, pa, clatter

Ma, ma, ma, ma, ma, clattererer

Lalulelo, lulilelo, lalelo

**English translation by randomsnarfle**

## External Links

* NicoNico Broadcast
* YouTube Broadcast (official, uploaded by Kikuo)
* YouTube Broadcast (official, uploaded by si\_ku)
* Google Drive - Off-vocal
* Google Drive - A cappella

### Unofficial

* Vocaloid Wiki
* Vocaloid Lyrics Wiki
* Hatsune Miku Wiki
* VocaDB
* Anime Lyrics - Translation source

## Discography

This song was featured on the following albums:

* POP THE 初音ミク
* Kikuo Miku (きくおミク)

## References

1. ↑ https://vocaloid.fandom.com/wiki/僕をそんな目で見ないで\_(Boku\_o\_Sonna\_Me\_de\_Minaide)