Parties Are For Losers

"Parties Are for Losers" is a track showcasing Yuzuki Yukari's vocals, composed by Ferry. This composition is intertwined with FALSE DISPOSITION and forms the introductory segment of the Parties Are For Losers collection.

## Plot

Parties Are For Losers takes place during the very end of summer. On one of his nightly outings with the gang Yura notices a commotion - some young girl spilled her drink on a small gang leader. For a brief moment Yura is startled by the strange look in the kid’s eyes, but before any harm can be done to her, Sanya steps in, soon followed by her and Yura’s gang members. Yura, too, snaps out of it and joins the fray. After the tussle is over they get acquainted with the girl, who introduces herself as Katya and says that she had run away from home. Since neither Sanya’s nor Yura’s living situations allow for it, they make a sort of hideaway for KT, where they bring all the essential stuff for her to sleep in relative comfort.

The kids hang out over the course of about two weeks, during which Yura and Katya in particular develop a close, sibling-like relationship.

One day, when the kids are escorting Sanya home, her brother notices the abnormal markings on Katya’s arm. Having a lot of experience working with anomalies, he immediately recognizes her as a potentially dangerous mutant.

Later on that night Yura and KT go to another party. Yura has an emotional breakdown, which ends in Katya comforting him in the bathroom.

The next day they go to visit Sanya’s place only to learn that Sergei had alerted the authorities about KT (though he did not expect a full-on swat team to show up). In an effort to defend herself, Katya busts out her powers, but is ultimately captured and taken back to the facility.

## Lyrics

I never wanted to fade away,

yet here I am

Oh just another troubled youth on the diagram

"Do you like me?"

"Why don't we just get out of here?"

And for another night I lose myself and disappear

I say it's awful

The smoky gray, crumbling view

Just makes me want to break away, run away

but you say it’s normal

And so we keep tumbling through

And every day I’m hammered by this dire déja-vu

On a night like any other

my mind started to wander, then I froze -

Out from the flickering shadows

She arose

The loser looks in the eyes of the monster

The room is caving in

it’s okay, it’s okay, I say

And just like that, it turns into a girl, hey

A friendly baseball bat comes to save the day

Eternal rest never seemed to be closer

Than in that passing moment,

but quickly my fear was gone

A lapse of reason, I figure, can be pretty fun

And so the party goes on and on

I always wanted

To feel like I hold my own reins

My future’s on the rails of freight trains, not daisy chains

She is laughing

"That's such an uncool thing to say!"

I miss the trashcan as I throw my cigarette away

I don’t know what else I can tell you

“You know, opening up is not that bad”

I think this music will surely

drive me mad

The loser looks in the eyes of the monster

At last, he doesn’t need to pretend or to force a smile

"Oh I don’t know if I’m lying or living a lie"

The monster’s humming a lullaby

“Oh what’s the use of escaping the future

When you can mold it into whatever you please?” she sings

And I don’t know if it’s something she really believes

My sadness seeps through my clenched teeth

The loser looks in the eyes of the girl and

The room is caving in, it’s okay, it’s okay, I say

And just like that, she turns into a monster

There’s nobody to show up and save the day

Eternal rest never seemed to be closer

Than in that passing moment,

but quickly my fear was gone

And even though all this mindless self-indulgence was fun

The party ends at the break of dawn

## External links

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