We Had Good Times Together, Don't Forget That

**we had good times together, don't forget that** is the final album released by Sewerslvt. It was written primarily as a tribute to Jvne's late girlfriend, Angel, who overdosed while in the care of medical professionals. They had intended to either end the Sewerslvt project or at least take an extended hiatus after the release of Skitzofrenia Simulation in June 2021, but after news broke of the events in their personal life, they started writing a truly final album. The Sewerslvt brand and reputation had spiraled beyond control, and with the loss of their girlfriend as well, they were ready to retire from the music industry, at least coming from the Sewerslvt alias.

## Tracklist

1. dissociating
2. self destruction worldwide broadcast
3. all the joy in life was gone once you left
4. the last thing she sent me
5. light at the end of the tunnel
6. ultradespair
7. borderline
8. whatever
9. blissful overdose
10. inertia status
11. die alone
12. sick, twisted, demented
13. her
14. goodbye

## Trivia

* Jvne has revealed the reasons why the first three songs on the album are the way they are on the original uploads of the songs on the if you're out there i miss you｡ﾟ･ (>﹏<) ･ﾟ｡ EP. These descriptions have been now deleted, but there are still archives. They have been listed below.
	+ dissociating: - "I started making this track around may, at first the idea I had in mind was to make a slow breakbeat track that mixed feelings of despair & release. I really wanted to make something like that because of how much [my girlfriend and I would] listen to George Clanton’s “Livin Loose” while driving around Sydney singing along. She told me a while ago that “Slide” meant a lot to her & that at the time these songs reflected her thoughts on our relationship. I thought it would be something nice to include. These plans were scrapped after attending her funeral, where I experienced the worst mental breakdown I’ve ever had in in my life. I remember collapsing to the floor screaming, crying, & having an uncontrollable fit of paradoxical laughter. Since then I’ve been experiencing a lot more dissociative episodes, it felt like a curse because she would suffer the same, & rather frequently. In those moments I’d try to help, but she was just a husk, it was overwhelming to have seen it for myself & being helpless to do anything to help her as much as I tried, but after a while she would come back & things would be normal again. Because of those experiences, it’s what led to this track being what it is now."
		- self destruction worldwide broadcast: - "That's how I've felt about making this music, as an act of destroying myself, & for what, peoples mild amusement? longing for things to go wrong? fame & fortune? I'm not sure anymore. anything I do or say will be viewed by thousands of people, picked apart, criticised by people who think it's in any way at all important. It's hardly a spotlight, it's a magnifying glass under the sun. I never expected things to have been this way, when I was younger I wanted to be the next GG Alin, but more importantly, stay underground, stay unknown, & keep this as a hobby only, push the boundaries, piss people off, black metal aesthetic, etc. & anyone who questioned it can get the finger. But then I grew up, I matured, & saw the world differently, I changed. But the internet is the internet, & Ive been paying for those mistakes by the pound. These things I've done that I regret & have done my best to atone for, simply won't matter, not when people show no forgiveness & want nothing but blood to pay the debts. & blood is what they will get, & even then I'm not sure it will be enough. Even in saying this, even by coming back at all, It feels like I'm just lighting myself on fire & then watch all the moths come towards me. I sometimes get asked what's it's like to be famous, a thought which never occurs to me but whenever people ask I look at my numbers & realise how far I've come, & I don't feel pride, I feel paranoid, I feel threatened. that's how many people are watching you now. & every time I tell them the same thing. Don't ever be famous, It destroys you, I hate being me."
			* all the joy in life was gone once you left: - "The last time I saw you, you had left the hotel room, I said "please be safe" & you replied "I will" Then I watched you walk down the street from the window looking down at your phone. the second you left, I felt an immense dread I felt thinking if this was our final goodbye. Something I would always dread. I never wanted to let you go. Or the times I had to catch my flight back home, & leave Sydney & Melbourne after spending the week with you,. Knowing I had to come back to my personal hell, away from you, worrying sick whether you'll be safe, whether I would be able to do something, anything at all if you ever needed me. & on each of those departures, we never got to have one last long hug, one final kiss, & the last chance to say "I love you" I was scared because I always felt as if I took this time for granted. because the uncomfortable truth is this. There's always the last time. There's always a never again."

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