Chiara/Research Journals

## Basic profile of 16M-RFT21

* Name: Chiara

* Gender: Female
* Age: 21(16')
* Height, Weight: 167cm & 48kg

* Nationality: France
* Occupation: Nun in postulancy
* Family: Parents (separated)

Note: 16M-RFT21 suffers from extreme PTSD. In-depth analysis is needed on her memory back-up and ego deletion.

#### Character Profile

She's lived her entire life with the belief in chastity and faithfulness, but when her belief was torn down, her self-image was as well. She is full of resentment towards God who didn't protect her, people who led her to the pit of evil, and her own self for committing the very act of sin.

Refrain from interfering with her for now. But always keep an eye on her.

- Psychology specialist Dr. Y

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#### Behavior pattern [*Hunt Bat 50 time(s)*]

This Subject is too difficult to handle. As soon as we stop paying attention, she causes a scene. We can't even think about controlling her in a test. We are barely keep up with her. Even after she does something, she speaks as if she was 'forced' to do it. As Dr. Y said, her behavior indicates she is dissociated from her own volitional agency.

She is often seen acting alone because she can't get along with the other subjects. Even if she does make a friend, their relationship doesn't last long. Pushed in social situations, she quickly turns on herself.

We've found her self-harming in severe cases. In the end, everyone has to kill one another. Further, she should know wounds heal quickly. It is reasonable to assume that she self-harms not to hurt herself but to show how much she is hurting. As soon as she is shown forgiveness or apology, she goes to back to normal as if it never happened.

Strangely, she got along with 14M-RTF06(Rosalio). They both like to blame others. They empathize with each other, saying, 'I don't understand why people don't leave me alone.' Conflict was frequent in her interaction with 14M-RTF02(Fiora). It's not that 14M-RTF02 said something to irk her... In fact, neither really says anything. I think her inferiority complex just took over. In the case of 14M-RFT12(Hyejin), she just wanted to help her because she felt sorry for her, but 16M-RFT21 declined.

Under normal situations, she avoids eye contact, bites her fingernails, and talks very quietly. But in a psychotic episode, 16M-RFT21 displays logorrhea and direct eye contact.

- Assistant researcher in charge Dr. A

In a psychotic episode, 16M-RFT21 suffers delirium and amnesia. Even data collected by nanorobots get corrupted and memory recovery becomes impossible. Thus, the Subject fails to recall what she has done or misremember after a break. In order to collect and analyse data more effectively, more accurate information about the Subject's behavior is needed.

- Nano technology researcher Dr. S

#### Weakness and trauma [*Win 5 time(s) while holding Holy Grail*]

This Subject is too difficult to handle. As soon as we stop paying attention, she causes a scene. We can't even think about controlling her in a test. We are barely keep up with her. Even after she does something, she speaks as if she was 'forced' to do it. As Dr. Y said, her behavior indicates she is dissociated from her own volitional agency.

She is often seen acting alone because she can't get along with the other subjects. Even if she does make a friend, their relationship doesn't last long. Pushed in social situations, she quickly turns on herself.

We've found her self-harming in severe cases. In the end, everyone has to kill one another. Further, she should know wounds heal quickly. It is reasonable to assume that she self-harms not to hurt herself but to show how much she is hurting. As soon as she is shown forgiveness or apology, she goes to back to normal as if it never happened.

Strangely, she got along with 14M-RTF06. They both like to blame others. They empathize with each other, saying, 'I don't understand why people don't leave me alone.' Conflict was frequent in her interaction with 14M-RTF02. It's not that 14M-RTF02 said something to irk her... In fact, neither really says anything. I think her inferiority complex just took over. In the case of 14M-RFT12, she just wanted to help her because she felt sorry for her, but 16M-RFT21 declined.

Under normal situations, she avoids eye contact, bites her fingernails, and talks very quietly. But in a psychotic episode, 16M-RFT21 displays logorrhea and direct eye contact.

- Assistant researcher in charge Dr. A

In a psychotic episode, 16M-RFT21 suffers delirium and amnesia. Even data collected by nanorobots get corrupted and memory recovery becomes impossible. Thus, the Subject fails to recall what she has done or misremember after a break. In order to collect and analyse data more effectively, more accurate information about the Subject's behavior is needed.

- Nano technology researcher Dr. S

#### Likes and Dislikes [*Craft Saint's Relic 5 time(s)*]

16M-RFT21 prefers dark places and where she can be alone. When we can't find her with the cameras, she is often later spotted in the tunnel or crouched inside the factory somewhere. She is like a bat... No, bats are social creatures. Anyway, observing her bores me - nothing happens around her.

- Assistant researcher in charge Dr. A

It appears 16M-RFT21 has actually set up house inside the tunnel. Out of curiosity, I visited her place after a round of experiments. I found a cute doll and it surprised me to find she likes such things... until I flipped it. The backside was slashed to pieces. The moment I realized something sticky was seeping out of it, I threw it on the ground without thinking. What was I expecting? The tunnel was littered with flowers and birds, all torn to pieces. It appears she hates cute and beautiful things pathologically.

We did not remove her 'house' as it posed no threat. Actually, we were worried we would be cursed if we touched it. I still wonder what that sticky thing was. Come to think of it, I remember seeing something float around in the lab last night... No, no, I am a scientist. I don't believe in such things...

- Assistant researcher in charge Dr. A

16M-RFT21 hates mirrors very much. I don't know why. I am not a psychologist. I am just a biotechnician. But my guess is that she doesn't like to see how hideous she looks. She used to live well-protected in a convent. Maybe she doesn't want to see what she's become.

- Assistant researcher in charge Dr.A

#### Acquaintance interview [*Win 10 time(s) while holding Clergy's Cassock*]

Chiara... Chiara. Yes, I remember her. She was the most pious among us. She was always reading the Bible or singing hymns, except for when she was eating or sleeping.

But... I didn’t think she could have become a good nun. She was too stubborn. Yes. She didn’t want to forgive minor shortcomings. She wasn't pursuing religious perfection. It was just her nature.

Children growing up in a nunnery get to learn sewing and other household chores, and Chiara was very good at them. She always tried to be perfect. She would often redo an entire garment if a single thread became loose, or she would cook a dish again if it was burnt even just a little.

Looking at her, I thought, Chiara must praise God because God is an absolutely perfect being. And then I realized that she will never be able to love anyone in this world since nobody is perfect. Even she will make an irreparable mistake some day. I am afraid to see how she changes then. But that was just my own unfounded fear.

She...I was told that she met her soulmate while proselytizing in the village and ran away with him under cover of darkness. I wonder how she is doing now.

- Fellow Nun R