I Don't Want Any Hand In Anything

*I Don't Want Any Hand In Anything* is the penultimate episode of *Survivor: Alaska*.

* Gameplay
* Confessionals

## Challenges

**Immunity Challenge:** "Kanye Zone" Link: https://www.kanyezone.com/
The castaways controls a ball, and need to use it to stop Kanye West from getting into his zone. If he does, the game ends. The person with the highest score will win immunity.

Winner(s): Linus (Immunity)

## Tribal Council

### Voting Confessionals

Malik will killll me
Especially cause it will be public
Do I vote chloe and just pray to the gods
I wannnnnna vote Malik and that might change but currently cause of extremely public vote I have to roll the dice

## Day 31

im here
i made some moves
now whats next?
idk
Chloe?
bartley is better at challennges
I sort of feel Bartley has to go next? IKD
im not taking my thoughts else where
my game really went to shit after the kamen vote
i wasnt even made
i just was asking questions and they wanted to be all i assumed this and that so i was like NOOOOO
I also think Elizabeth played the denali idol
cause yall didnt specify
she did

But also im so fucked with Dani having an idol next round - if we can beat Linus

WE DID IT
EVERYTHING WNET TO PLAN
I’m just worried now Linus has the idol, but as long as he doesn’t win immunity we should be good

he idols chloe dani and I vote malik or bartley preferabblky the latter
there not gonna vote dani nor malik
so i gotta do sumting
im not saying anything till tribal
Linus wins immunity though
idols wornt a worry in turkestan
the idol system was too elaborate for most of us so none of us tried
i wish i did in retrospect
but hey
I think Dani and I gotta go rougue on this next vote and thats period

Like I think rocks can be given to me and Dani
Bartley gotta go
especially if Linus wins
I won’t ever forget his waffling
Basically Linus wins immunity, he’s gonna claim to idol chloe, Chloe is useless whatever it is what it is
If Malik and Bartley do vote chloe
Dani and I could vote Bartley
Linus and Chloe probably gonna vote me or Dani
But then again maybe not
I think voting Malik would be a safe option
But he would be so mad
https://tenor.com/view/laugh-lol-chuckles-funny-gif-5104045
Linus prolly win out now he got some underdog story
He won’t get my vote
Cause he took box
But that’s okay
Dani is my ride or die
https://tenor.com/view/minion-woohoo-yeah-excited-cheer-gif-5002827
Literally only cause she flipped but idc
She’s never lied to me, she’s never made me feel like she’s wavered and she don’t piss me off like Malik does
Though
I HAVE NOTICED
Malik has been very chill since the Kamen vote
So maybe it clicked with him that I wasn’t always tryna start something
Who knows
My ideal final 3 rn is Dani, Chloe and me
I think I have played a better game then Malik but I was called a disgrace and these people don’t think highly of me
So Chloe might get loyalty votes but if your voting on gameplay... the search team still out looking
Dani, I just feel I would be okay with losing too because it’s her first game though it might not be either way I wouldn’t mind her beating me and I don’t think she will be around as much as Malik would to rub it in my face
I think maybe
Maybbbbe
I could swing it by saying I intentionally alienated Elizabeth who I know plays with her heart to get votes on me while knowing Dani would flip, high risk very high reward
It’s hullshit
But could be like oooo smart play
https://tenor.com/view/big-brain-super-smart-not-dumbt-all-spongebob-worship-gif-15742321

Thats not true, I wouldn't go inactive actually, but jesus this is just a painful experience having to watch these people get their way every time and then act like Im some kind of social pariah who isn't even worth talking to. I'm pretty sure I haven't lied to a single person this game, and yet Adam straight up refuses to ever not target me because, in his own words, it's unfair that I got to return on 703 and main org so it's other peoples turn, Bartley refuses to ever tell me anything and then complains that it's my fault for refusing to work with him despite that I am pretty sure I have told him where my vote was going to be every single round, Malik made a massive guilt trip after we voted Kamen out, and we were friends so from there I made a massive effort to get him into a majority when we had it, and repeatedly kept the vote off of him only for him to ghost me the first time I asked for anything despite the fact that I gave him an easy out of the conversation and said at any point he could just say "For my game I think we need to change the topic", and Dani just doesn't talk. She also comes off as kind of smug, but it might just be that she uses too many emoji's idk. Kanye Zone is probably my least favourite flash game there is, but I intend to play this nonstop if I have to just to ensure I can idol Chloe and give these people one last round where they can't be smug assholes
Whew, that was building up for a while, I think I can calm down now. I've just had to put on this nice face for everyone this whole time and it got more and more frustrating, and Elizabeth going is basically the straw that broke the camels back because she was the only person who I could talk to that I didn't feel like was just doing it to try and get a jury vote while not actually having any intention of even considering working with me.

As for who I want gone, I think my best case is Bartley, he is the most likely to stop me from immunity running it until the end. There's also a case to be made for Malik or Dani in that sense, but meh, I still think Bartley is just the safest bet. Final immunity is often trials, which gives me a massive edge since I feel like I am good at most challenges, so even if Im unlucky and one of the parts Im not as strong in, I can still likely do well in the other two. Final 5 is the most scary because it just takes one type of comp I am not good at, which is why not playing the idol on Chloe is something to consider just so I have that one last bluff to try. That said, saving Chloe brings its own benefits beyond just my own excitement to see someone in the group of 4 go home. Chloe has been a loyal ally, so if there were a social comp similar to the shooting one having 2 people instead of 1 at least gives me a chance (Although still low). Additionally, Chloe hasn't been putting much effort into many challenges
Which should mean easier competition at 5 if she is in as opposed to a Malik or Bartley
Like, I genuinely don't understand how people coming out of last round could think Dani has the only idol in the game, or that now that I have made my shapeshifter more public, why they would think only Dani and I have powers now. The Denali idol was never played, and based on what Bartley has told everyone, it would seem that the Illiamna one should also be in play since at least according to him, Kamen, and Dani, he played some special anonymous one at 2.0 tribes which likely wasn't just their tribes usual idol. and maybe Im just a cautious person, but I don't see how you can even strategize under assumptions that there is only one idol left at this point.

Also for anyone still reading this, I feel like I should say. In person with people I am not going crazy like this at all 😂. I would totally get a refusal to work with me if this was the public face I was putting out there. I want to talk to people and I want this game to work out, so I am staying reasonably positive with everyone, and I haven’t yelled at anyone or anything. I just need this confessional space here to get rid of the anger that trying to stay nice with everyone is bringing me 😂

So does that make me lonely?
Idkkkk
All I’ll say is I’m a damn good boyfriend in my dreams so bet I am in good life an period
It’s awkward though in this game
Bevause Malik is like untouchable
For what? Idk
I can’t talk game with Linus cause he will leak it
I’m essentially in airplane mode
He just... the way he explained how he got that advantage
Didnt make sense
So maybe it’s not real
Or maybe it was talked about in VL and somebody assisted him
Either way idkkk
Nor do I really care sksks
I just don’t like the guy
I’ll say it
If you played main and returned
703 and returned
Bar and returned
Canadienne and returned
Retire from orgs
Or play else where
I’m sorry
But it’s not fair
So what you get to relive your glory days while I don’t
Sksks
Idk I just hate people who constantly return
And I’m vocal about it so it’s not like it’s a secret
I could give a list of people who should stop applying to returnee games until my other list of people who get looked over get opportunities

If Linus and Chloe are trying to stay alive
Like what do they have to lose

There’s a chance they vote Chloe anyways and let fate decide, but if they seem to signal that I’m pretty sure Hoola said at some point where a Sasquatch was for merge
So we can go find that and not take the punishment and still force at least one of the 4 to break ranks in the revote

## Day 32

I dunno - heck why not
But Linus, Dani and Malik know about my fake advantage now too
🤷‍♂️
It could backfire
I don’t really wanna play this round begging not to be a backup
So im just gonna play cool like I actually have it

## Day 33

But we will see
Cause I’m talking to Linus about him having me in the end is his best chance
So I think I’m good on that side
Dani I trust
Malik and Bartley are my question rn
I’m tryna get a grasp on there intentions
I wanna “vote chloe” but I don’t think they’d be about that
If they vote chloe, Linus and Chloe can do whatever
I’m assuming Malik or Bartley tbh
Idk
Alll my thoughts right now have no ending
So that’s where I’m at
I might vote with Linus and Chloe
And make a new final 3
And just claim it as my move?
Idk
I’m considering that
Cause if a power shift happens here
I don’t want either of them to claim responsibility
And unfortantly I don’t think I’m alone in that
But we will see
I mean if I did vote wi. Linus and Chloe it is my move
But it gets over written cause of the box
I’m gonna try and see if Linus wants to voice call tomotorow
So there’s no paper trail
*bear dance emoji*
I don’t think I’m winning this game
All because I tried to stand on my own during talks
Which is fine
So now I just have to claim the endgame happened because I said so
Rocks I can claim, I did lots of work with Dani
If I can get a 3-2-1 here
That’s my move again
So will see
I’m not out of this
I have the moves, I just don’t have the respect
I’m not out of this

I’m annoyed with him
But it’s nothing he’s doing
I feel Linus and Chloe give him a pass cause of his prior relationships
Which fair
I guess you could say I am too
However
Does this allow him to waltz to the end
I know taking out Bartley is a big move
But Malik going... could ensure me in the end
So right now I’m leaning stabbing Malik in the back
And he will be mad
And that’s fine
But I’ll just say
You did it to me prior
Taste your own medicine
*Shub emoji*
I just fear Malik taking my seat
Because of them not wanting to hurt his emotions
Fuck that
Don’t they know by now only my emotions matter!??
Ggeeeeze
I’m thinking we can get Malik out
Linus doesn’t win immunity
Bartley goes
I want Dani in f4 with me
And I want Chloe there for fire
Chloe is arguably better than me in challenges
But the key word is arguably
I also told Linus that he has no respect from anybody our side hoola and e9 right now
And maybe that was a mistake but I have to push the narrative to Linus that he isn’t winning because of challenges because nobody respects him
Chloe reached out to me when I was sleeping
I’m hoping she is tryna work with me
Cause I’m thinking of planting my flag with the enemy
It’s not even cause of the idol either
Chloe hasn’t done shit
Linus sucks
I suck
That’s my chance
Malik is loved he beats me
Bartley has a super messy game but he has a damn good messy game
Dani did the thing
Ya know another thing
Why didn’t Dani idol me at 8
And tell us to vote Linus
That would have been my play
That has been annoying me
Not that she didn’t idol me
I’m fine with that
I’m not one to idol others
But when it’s Linus
yup
I’d say idol idol idol idol Adam Adam Adam Adam
I’m gonna do my talks tomotorow
But rn my plan is *stabby bear emoji* Malik
THOUGH
Let me stress dalton
I’ll settle with Bartley
Either one... I won’t complain

I’m thinking
6: Malik BU: Bartley
5: Bartley: BU Linus
4: Bartley if Linus goes at 5, Dani if Bartley goes at 5
Me Chloe Linus ftc
Or me Dani chloe ftc
This are the roads I’m paving
I fixed it
Cause Malik can’t bu Malik
Essentially
One path is
Malik/Bartley
Linus
Malik/ Bartley
Me Dani chloe
Malik/ Bartley
Malik/Bartley
Dani
Me Linus chloe ftc
IM just not writing out Linus leaving this game
As much as I fee sitting next to him is fine for me he’s still a beast

But neither is she
Idk
My read on votes is bad
But my selfish side
Wants that idol played on me
Just in case Bartley plays one
I just wasn’t expecting her to say that
(Asked about voting Chloe in an allaince chat)
oh yeah
that was lie
SKSKS
i messaged dani about that and she was in the same boat XD
like chloe going is ideal! but do we feel comfotable voting her not reallly
so malik or bartley is ideal
cause that aint me or dani

And pitching to vote mail to Dani
Waiting to see if he comes to me
If Malik has Denali idol in rippped

My ideal boot list is a bit tougher to determine. Chloe going might not be awful if it’s not by my hand. At the moment I think I am going to have some trouble in front of a jury in a game that was this divided. Elizabeth and Hoola I think I have a shot at, and Chloe going would give me another, but I would still need one more vote. Alternatively, Chloe and Adam in a vacuum seem like they should be the easiest to beat, but Chloe not on jury loses me a vote, and Adam although his game isn’t great would end up with friends on our. I don’t think I can properly determine this right now

Based on what could happen, Bartley said he has a legacy advantage from Aster. Dani has idol. And Linus could possibly play that idol for Chloe and he’s immune leaving me vs Adam. That’s not what I want, but I have no choice if that happens. So let’s hope something good happens or that someone’s lying or..god no.
Smart thing says do Adam but I’ve already pissed off chloe a bit likely and idk who else so idk. I feel I might just vote her again

Heck I wish I had not already told Chloe I was playing it on her

6. Malik
5. Linus
4. Bartley
2/3. Adam, Chloe
1. Me 😛
I honestly don’t really mind though, because I feel like I could beat anybody in the final four, but it’d be closer with Bartley there. But I’m not gonna go out of my way to get him out. (Just yet at least.) but in my mind linus needs to go, and Malik needs to go now rather than Chloe, bc she’s literally the biggest ftc goat ever
And I don’t really care who comes second or third out of Adam and Chloe

S15:6th, S24:6th
Don’t look all that bad
I’m consistent so in consistent we stan
*stitch love emoji*
*bear dance emoji*
I have another org about to start too so like fuck me
I wanted to take a break
But it was a last season grand finale
*Sponge boogie emoji*
I’m just gonna play for fun though LOL

But thinking about it, going to the end with Linus and Chloe wouldn’t be the worst thing, bc I feel like I would get Bartley, Adam, hoola, and nemo’s votes, so who knows
But I definitely don’t trust him at all

Me
I gotta convince Dani to idol me
Bartley is being sketchy
And like I told Dani he will be
He hasn’t told me about legacy
Why would he work with me
Idk I’m over it
I’m gonna ask Dani to idol me
If she does woo
If she doesn’t woo
Either way fuck Linus ehhh

LOL
I’m just gonna shower and enjoy my day
Ask Dani to idol me
If I go
*bear dance emoji*
I’ll be danining my way out

Like dude
Stop being a waffle
I want to be idold

So idk
I think Bartley is tryna take Dani out too
Like I just idk
The selfish side of me is saying idol me
The heart in me is saying don’t
https://tenor.com/view/stitch-frustration-%E5%8F%B2%E8%BF%AA%E5%A5%87-gif-4802586
Idk what to think
I wanna be safe ofc
But at what expense
I just want a nullifier
Or immunity
Or both
I’m probably gonna go home
I’ve tried to speak to Chloe
But that would require her putting in effort
*shocked froggie emoji*

Idk what’s happening
Part of me thinks this is what they want...?
If Dani goes and idols me I’m gonna need the night off
Just so I don’t say anything stupid
I’ll be so upset
I just hope it doesn’t ruin her trip if that’s what happens ❤️
Part of me thinks that’s what’s happening
But Idk
And I don’t wanna think about it
Gahhhh
I’m just gonna turn my phone off soon and whatever happens happens
That’s not giving up
I just don’t want any hand in anything

Linus and Chloe are voting Malik
APPRENRKYp
Like why should we belive brag
That
Dani is claiming her and Bartley are doing Malik
Malik is claiming chloe
I’m doing chloe
Should be 4-2
He idfk
It will probably be 3-2-1 with only me voting chloe and Malik voting me
But whatever if he does

I feel stupid because I didn’t even realize..but it was weird

### Trivia

* The episode title was said by Adam.