A Faded Memory

## ~Prolouge~

"I don't want to be alone anymore! Someone... find me... help me... Take me from this loneliness." The blueish tom sobbed as he frantically looked around the woods, he's been alone for a few moons and he hates it. "I'm sorry for leaving... Take me back!" He cried out as he curled up next to a tree, everyday his heart shattered when he remember he was alone "I don't want to be a memory... Help me, please." His cries for someone to find him, for someone to save him were useless as he laid under the large oak tree. He hated his choice to leave his home, he hated his choice to leave his family, he hated his choice for leaving his friends, he hated himself for making the choices.

"I'm sorry!" He cried out into the darkness but nothing responded but crickets, he waited for a voice but none came "Don't leave me alone!" The fur under his eyes were soaked as he looked around from his spot under the tree "I change my mind!" He screeched, he would give anything to go back and fix his mouse-brained mistakes "I didn't mean it... I want to come back." His cries and pleads became more quiet as he waited for someone to help him from his void of loneliness but he was only welcomed by the fog.

"Mom... Dad... Lunar... Zeus... Totoro..." He cried out the names of his family members, he wanted nothing more but to be with them, he wanted nothing more then to get away from the loneliness "I shouldn't have left." He wailed as he looked around the fog covered forest, he cried every night for his family but nothing happened "Please take me back... Please find me." He repeated as he looked at the ground he was laying on.

His once bright sunset yellow eyes were now dull and full of sorrow, his once strange personality is now nothing but a memory, he himself is now nothing but a faded memory

"I don't want to be a faded memory." A cried out once more before going completely quiet.

## ~Chapter One~

"Totoro is it!" Lunar squealed as she ran around the Nursery, Marine sat in the corner next to his mom as he watched his siblings play "Why don't you go play?" Celestial asked as she gave him a small nudge "No... I want to be alone." Marine replied, his dark grayish blue fur looked black in the dark nursery "Someday you'll want to be around others... You'll enjoy their talking." Celestial sighed as Marine dug his face in her fluffy fur "I like being alone right now... With your fluffiness." Marine smiled as Celestial licked her son's head

"You cheated!" Zeus hissed as Totoro pinned him, his eyes stared accusingly at their youngest sibling "Did not! Your just slow." Totoro giggled as she ran off, the fluffy tom chasing after her "I miss when you were younger... You were so quiet." Celestial sighed and Marine smiled as he stared up at her with big sunset colored eyes "I'm still quiet... Most of the time." Marine looked back at his siblings, Zeus and Totoro were fighting a Lunar stared at them before walking over to Marine "Let's play." She smiled, her bright teal eyes begged for him to stop being such a lonely kit. Marine shook his head and Lunar frowned as she walked away to stop Zeus and Totoro from fighting.

"Can I go explore camp? I'm two moons." Marine looked up at Celestial as he waited for a reply "Fine... Let me go get your father." She sighed as she got to her paws, she looked at her kits before leaving the nursery "Where's she going?" Zeus whispered to Marine and he pretended not to know "I got you!" Totoro screeched as she tackled the confused tom "Your going to pay!" Zeus hissed as he pushed the youngest sibling off, she yelped and the two ran around the Nursery, throwing moss in Marine and Lunar's faces