Bubblegum Brain

* Studio Version
* Live Version

## Music Video

* Music Video
* Visualizer

 Previous Track"**Fatal Flaw**"

 Previous Track"**Over Breakfast (Live)**"

"**Bubblegum Brain**" is the first single and second track from Ellise's debut studio album, *Chaotic*, released with an accompanying music video on February 5th, 2021. There is also merchandise available for this song.

A live version of the song is featured on *Chaotic (Live)*, which was released on September 10th, 2021.

## Background

On January 27th, 2021, Ellise posted a Tweet relating to the song.

> *me on feburary 5th
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Ellise posted the cover art on her Twitter and Instagram on January 28th, 2021 to tease the single's soon-to-come release.

On February 3rd, 2021, Ellise revealed that the music video would involve a collaboration with Shea Couleé, with a promo poster made by Dominic Betances.

Finally, on February 5th, 2021, the music video was released.

## Song Leakage

* March 31st, 2020 - A snippet is shared via Ellise's Instagram Live.
* February 4th, 2021 - A 10 second snippet of the music video is shared by Ellise on Twitter.

## Theme

Ellise has stated that this song is about "Being depressed as fuck" yet the song gives off a happy vibe. She later added that "i made it a long time ago, i'm much happier now :')"

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

Everything's on fire

Panic in the streets

And I'm still walking on a wire

Hundred feet up in the sky

It's hard to turn my mind off

Tried a thousand ways to die

And I'm still trapped inside it

Guess I'm not the best at hiding

**[Pre-chorus]**

I know, I know, you gotta face your fears

It gets so hard when everyone is staring

I know, I know, my head still isn't clear

It's difficult, there's music in it blaring

**[Chorus]**

Bubblegum brain

My bubblegum brain

It goes insane

Bubblegum brain

My bubblegum brain

It numbs my pain

Bubblegum brain

My bubblegum brain

It goes insane

My bubblegum brain

It numbs my pain

**[Verse 2]**

Started a commotion

By myself, my heart is pounding

I've tried every potion

Mix and match, it feels astounding

What can I say when I can't breath?

It's no one's fault, I held my breath again

Left me in the ocean

I can't swim, and now I'm drowning

**[Pre-Chorus]**

I know, I know, I've gotta face my fears

I built a bridge and jumping looks so scary

I know, I know, my head still isn't clear

It's difficult, there's music in it blaring

**[Chorus]**

Bubblegum brain

My bubblegum brain

It goes insane

Bubblegum brain

My bubblegum brain

It numbs my pain

Bubblegum brain

My bubblegum brain

It goes insane

Bubblegum brain

My bubblegum brain

It numbs my pain

**[Bridge]**

Cry a river so deep

Can't get back on my feet

The blame is all on me

I see it

**[Chorus]**

Bubblegum brain

My bubblegum brain

It goes insane

Bubblegum brain

My bubblegum brain

It numbs my pain

## Videos

Ellise- Bubblegum Brain - Friday 2-5Promotional snippet for the music video.Promotional poster for the music video.Ellise - bubblegum brain snippet!A portion of an earlier version of the song is played at 0:56.
## Related QnAs

* 2/6/2021 Twitter QnA
* 2/3/2021 Instagram QnA

## Credits

### Song

Performed by Ellise

Written by Ellise

Produced by Micah Gordon

### Music Video

Director: Joakim Carlsson

Creative Directors: Thiron Colon and Alan Zadeh

Producer: Christopher Lopez

Executive Producers: Heiferman & SALXCO

Director of Photographer: David Vollrath

Production Designer: Rebekka Fellah

Art Director: LEX LEBLANC

Movement: Carmit Bachar

Styling: Assad Tyler

Makeup: Teresa Ammons

Hair: Sean Christopher Fears

Nails: Lily Strong

Pit crew: Jacob Johnston, Marc Heller

Editor: Alex Morrison

Color Editor: Sean Henderson

## Trivia

* The poster for the single's music video was created by Dominic Betances.
* Ellise has stated that the fandom's emojis are "🍬🧠", in reference to this song.
* On an Instagram live, Ellise mentioned that while filming the wheel scene, the strap holding her belly broke and she almost fell.
* Trident Gum quote tweeted the Twitter post announcing the cover art, saying "OK WE'RE VERY MUCH HERE FOR THIS MOMENT".
	+ They also responded to her Instagram post announcing the cover art, saying "WE! ARE! READY!"
	+ When Ellise announced that she would talk to fans before the music video premiere, Trident Gum replied "my bubblegum brain is going INSANE rn"
		- She replied to this saying "my bubblegum brain is made of trident 🤝"
* For some users, the pre-order link stated that the song was coming out on April 5th, however this was a mistake.
	+ The pre-order link stated that the song would be added to playlists on February 4th. This is due to it being released at midnight.
	+ In other cases, it would say April 4th.
* This song and "Love Made Me Do It" share the same release date, but three years apart
	+ In addition, this song and national Bubblegum Day share the same date.
		- Ellise has stated this was unintentional, stating "its fate 🤝". It is unknown which of these two dates she is referring to.
* On April 29th, 2020, she posted a tweet captioned "so i hear ... u want some new music ...🙂", and later followed it up with a tweet captioned "bubblegum braiiiiiinnnnn 🩹🧠", possibly meaning she intended to release it at that point in time.
* The barbed wire wings worn in the music video were made by Enchanted Costumes on Etsy.
* At the end of the music video, there is a teaser for the next music video and single, with audio.
	+ This song was later confirmed to be "Feeling Something Bad...".
* At 0:33 in the music video, it is possible to hear Ellise tapping on the glass.
* This song follows the same structure as "Keep It to Myself".
* The music video was completed on June 22nd, 2020.

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1354529003718074368
2. ↑ https://www.instagram.com/p/CK10cv-BPy1/?utm\_source=ig\_web\_button\_share\_sheet
3. ↑ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ffJ5z8esZ10
4. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1357407767066075136?s=20
5. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1354933319155150850?s=20
6. ↑ https://www.instagram.com/actuallydominic/
7. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1296151172084953088
8. ↑ https://twitter.com/tridentgum/status/1354890463489224705?s=20
9. ↑ https://www.instagram.com/p/CKmYSR6BXWb/
10. ↑ https://twitter.com/tridentgum/status/1357712152128344070?s=20
11. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1357715056868290563?s=20
12. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1355229070603112448?s=20
14. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1255619026572554241?s=20
15. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1256745211926986753?s=20
16. ↑ https://www.instagram.com/p/CK60-oNFEua/?utm\_source=ig\_web\_button\_share\_sheet
17. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1274926828524679168?s=20