There's Gonna be a Blowup Either Way/Confessionals

## Day 22: Head of Household

And time I'm safe I'm pretty happy. I know Jessica went for the power and she got an insanely high score, so I'm pretty sure she got it but I don't want to ask her because I don't want her to lose it. But if she did win it I'll be super happy since I consider her my closest ally!

So thank god Felix let me know what was going on becasue I decided to take it upon myself to try to make thigns right with them
Time fot the Alex Apology Tour 2K16

## Day 23: Nomination Ceremony

Then haha rip u

the same people winning the same shit and nominating the same people
I need to try harder to win these competitions but I need more time to fully figure out who is working with who
because I am simply tired of having all these people who I could be working with go just because they're quieter
because then that means im next

they all have played games with each other or they're sheeping those who are "alpha"
And like, WTF? That means I am 100% screwed. No one else is thinking this way because they would come to ME if they did! It is clear that I am on the outs. UGH!

litearlly im done. im not in any alliances and I was just told of so many and I just feel stupid
I am nice to everyone but no one wants to work with me and I just feel like I am so alone at this point. I don't even want to try. I am trying to have fun but the people who I thought liked me want me out so bad
and I haven't even done anything wrong! Like I haven't backstabbed anyone... I don't do anything except be myself... I just ffeel like im so stupid
There's simply no point of even trying because even if I do manage to fumble my way to the end, I am going to lose beceause THEY ALL HAVE BEEN ALIGNED WITH EACH OTHER

She told me about the "LOL" alliance and the "Covens" alliance.
And they talk about me in their chats, she's tried getting me in them but Mia has consistently tried getting me out for WHO knows why!?
I don't know what I did to her? I evicted her but she was saying crap BEFORE I voted her out?

## Day 25: Power of Veto Competition

So I whooped some ass this round and acquired the special prize of the Diamond Power of Veto... Snap Crack POP bitches. I have told a majority of the cast I am forbidden from sharing what prize I received but in reality I have only told Daniel and Felix. I was initially only going to tell Felix when I planted the seed that Mia was untrustworthy and we needed to begin planning her demise. OOOPS my Bad!!! Now as long as these people are not secretly connected in smaller groups I should skate by, and I do have my special power in my back pocket. I think I have Felix sufficiently paranoid. I also then went to Daniel knowing to make any sort of plan work I would need back up and who better then my original alliance of DJJ with Daniel and Jennifer. Daniel received the information with shocks and awes and set off on an adventure to redeem himself for all my hard word, by getting any information he can from Emma about where she stands and possible alliances. It might be a dead end but if he feels useful so be it. He suggested instead of backdooring Jamie (which is the apparentt current plan) like Felix that we might have to backdoor Mia, but I find it too soon. I told both guys about the Bitches Coven OOOPS again. I feel like for true poetic justice that Mia should sit next to Asa or George when she goes home... Maybe that is the Viper in me >>> My biggest downfall in this game might come from the fact I was not okay with being told that Felix was a threat, but George was an asset so Felix had to go. I felt loyal enough to Felix to start clueing him in on a few things. Jennifer already being on the block may have experienced information overload when I began to spill secrets to her. She instantly seemed confused and lost in space. Maybe a little out of place. That was not my intention. They have stayed safe because I have convinced the HOH of the round to do what I like. It was all too easy to pin Szymon and George against each other. I used his own words to get him on the block and over embellished both sides saying things to the other to ensure it stuck. I felt he was a threat the moment he questioned my move in giving George HOH. The chances are higher now that I could be in trouble with the more secrets I share. I do not know if Jennifer will come back and be so distraught she messes things up. Hannah and Emma are scrambling to make new alliances which if things blow up I could get caught in the cross fires. I know at least for right now I am making it this round, and next round if I have to use my power. Making the jury would be a great goal accomplished. I am trying to think of the exact moment when I decided my loyalty was with the six instead of the 4 girls. Perhaps there is the guys alliance I feared and I am setting myself up. I still think if Mia had it her way it would be Asa George Jennifer and myself in the final 5, and Jennifer and I would be picked off. That is not going t owork for me. I am sure more fireworks will come tomorrow, and perhaps it is time to light this g ame on fire, stop trying to just come shy of HOH and get a little blood on my hands. BTW TOTAL PARTY BLOOPER.. I tried to have some fun in the group chat and liven it up but it seems everyone is a little group shy.. but seriously it takes a lot of effort to be so social one on one, and in the end when you get that personal a bitter jury usually gets fangry and you pay for it later Until Tomorrow xoxox Mama Jess

In my application I said I'm an honest player and if you are honest with me I will stay loyal to you. Well apparently the girls alliance is a fraud but I'm sticking to that for now because I have nowhere else to go. The other alliance I have is with Jessica and Daniel: I don't trust Daniel all that much but yeah whatever. And I've learnt that there is an LOL alliance which im unaware off. The person who told me all this is Jessica: she could have been more honest with me from the start. If I'm her number 1-2 ally then she should have told me about it. So that's a lie so I'm watching out for her! Also I don't really have a solid alliance. I'm just going as a free agent for as long as I can. Sick of all these fakes up here

## Day 27

Why do people talk about me
I don't do anything

## Day 28: Eviction

1. ChaosAlex

For real this time
I'm done trying. Everyone wants to literally suck each other's asshole it's so sad
I'm playing with people who think they're all gonna make it to the end with the same people

guess I"m not gonna make jury after all
ughhhhhhhhhh
But, I'd rather go out after making a move than make it far and be a goat

Jessica is trying to keep her 38286382 alliances safe
While making sure we are only loyal to her.
So the prospect of other allies would scare her
Jessica is a dumb bitch
Jk. She ain't a bitch
She's very nice. But she's trying to play me for a fool

Even Jessica now
Like ok I'm just tired
I'm basically defeated because no one wants to do anything
I'm going to try so hard to win this HoH it's not even funny

Helen Keller could see that
And I had convos with both of them after I heard that there were rumours floating around that I wanted to go after Felix, which while I have considered it, you know Julius Caesar style, Eu tu Brute?, it's not smart for me to do it right now because I want to be in the Jury so bad, but splitting Hannah and Felix is something that I have to take strongly into consideration solely because they're as close as Carolina cousins and that makes me the 3rd Wheel and no, I'm not going to be their 3rd Wheel, fuck that fucking shit

they're all so dumb
mia is trying to be nice to me now
I hate her she can kiss my ass because she's blantantly lying to me
Jennifer decided she's voting for Jamie now, which basically ruins any chance of anything happening
im just not having fun anymore. this isnt fun
like im waiting for my eviction and its so inevitable at this point
these people dont have brains and im just like dumbfounded by how awful they truly are