He Is Sooo Messy/Confessionals

but basically the first round Malik left 8-4 which was good bc thats like what I wanted to happen!! Me David and Jared lowkey kinda pushed for him to leave and it ended up working which was nice, bc Malik didn't talk a whole lot and when we did talk he seemed kinda dry idk fa;lksdfj also his words to ppl on his way out weren't very nice and like Emily, Ci'ere and Hannah are some of the sweetest ppl sooo
Also despite the 8-4 vote w Andrea, Jack, and Julia voting in the minority they don't seem bitter abt it or anything which is great and me and Jack like talked abt how we need to work together to beat our Malawi placements which is good???
ooohhh and I have a rlly cute alliance w me David and Jared! and we're the bad manga mobsters bc we all had rlly bad first mangas and its such a cute alliance i love it!!
And then my other alliance is me, David, Jared, Yousef, and Julia which is also really cute bc I think they're the easiest to talk to out of our tribe and I enjoy them lol!
sorry this confessional is boring but thats basically all thats happened so far falskdf "

I talked with Hals about the idea of Anna going next and she seems to think that Kyle should go next instead, which I don't really agree with.
Right now the bottom seems to be Drew and Kyle. Anna i think is good with certain people, however she is not good with me so I would rather see her go as she's not really going to fit into my plans and I don't really have a good connection with her, so it'd be good to see her out of the picture to weaken other peoples games.
In regards to my relationships with people I'm still trying to figure people out, Tucker I think is a strong overall player and I think I want to try fall behind him so he thinks i'm his right hand man, Though I need to get a better read on his motives, so we'll see as the days go on.
Asa I'm still concerned that she lied to me about the idol clue, if what she is telling me is true then I have to guess 1 of 350+ female US survivor players every 12 hours? I just don't know what to do with her because I feel like we personally get along but I don't think she trusts me yet... I think i'm gonna guess for Female BAR players because I could see her telling a bit of a white lie instead of a full lie so it was seen as convincing, plus I haven't received any other clues so it can't hurt to try something else.
Regardless, i'm gonna keep an eye on her and on everybody: I think that there's probably a lot more going on than I can 100% comprehend so I think it's best to just keep an eye out for anything that can tell me who is close with who. :O
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### Day 6

I'm not one for throwing challenges nor am I one to live by this motto of not giving af that I lose as long as it isn't me, but you have to put thought into what losing and winning can cause for you in the long run.
For example: If we end up unified once again on this vote again, It'll keep up the facade that we're one happy family and we can trust eachother to some level (which we can't let's be honest with eachother), but as long as that facade is up, people are gonna use that to keep them safe, which maybe the other tribe doesn't have due to them being split on the first vote.

* However\*

If we go into this vote and there is a big video like 6-4 or 7-3 or something then I can see that start to cause cracks and start to reveal pieces to the big puzzle that people don't need to know or think about just yet.
Either way, I think that I'm fine, and that I won't become a target due to my work on riding that fine line between being present and being good \*enough\* at the challenges and good \*enough\* at the social interactions. I feel like I need to keep having this ambiguous-like Aura with most people, so that they will never think of having me as a target. I need this vote to be 9-1 for that to be easily kept, if it's split, that'll risk showing my cards.
But another important thing about this time is that we're all expecting a swap, and I need to start adding and subtracting eggs into peoples baskets.
I had a very important talk with Tucker today, because I figured out something: Hals told me that he said he only really talked with Her and Me, and I don't think he'd be lying about that. Tucker is SMART, straightforward and seemingly he is set in his ways, and I knew I needed to at least confirm that I was good with him ""til the end"" (idk whether I'll work with him that long), but if he doesn't feel close with other people (espeically if he's in an alliance with Izzy and Rhys too, who I don't think he's close with), then I need to take the opportunity to get people who can work with me AND protect as early as possible so I can plant those seeds of Trust. He said he felt the same way and so I think that he and I are going to start to work a lot more closer and be able to work well together, and hopefully together we can do some damage down the road.
RN I actually don't have a lot of people on this tribe that I feel like I could trust longterm. Izzy I feel like will bat for me but Rhys, while trustworthy now, I get the feeling him and Aras are close, and MAYBE (And I could be wrong) he could have a thing with Aras, Rhys and Asa? Idk.
Aras seems to know everything straight away which makes me feel like there must be a lot more going on than I can tell, plus he's said he was close with Asa so they're probably working together, which sucks because I really get along with Asa, but I just don't get enough signs that I should really trust her.
I'm sorry for the ramblings but these are just my thoughts xD, but as per usually hoping tribal goes my way. <3 "

David was documenting most of our pics during the scavenger hunt and he has just been steering our tribe in the right direction! Kaukias is doing everything we can to avoid tribal council because everyone is legitimately cute and we don’t wanna vote each other out. I honestly couldn’t have asked for a better tribe :,)
I just need to get my social game back on track because ever since the endurance challenge I’ve kind of been dreading socializing with 10 other people every day asdfg, but I want to make the most out of this second chance so I’m gonna juggle those conversations sis! I just wish I could talk about hippos with everyone tbh.
Social Game 101 — Tip #2: Talk about music, everyone listens to music."

the only reason i'd wanna keep drew is because he is sooo messy that he'd make a great meatshield if we were in minority in a swap or something. but it's not even worth it because kyle can help more then he can hurt.
everyone thinks their is a swap coming and im OKAY with that because maybe JUST MAYBE we can WIN a FUCKING challenge. "

ok back to sleeping and dying bye"