Part 40

**Part 40** is the fourty part of the Karsearin: The Biography of the Super Dragon.

## Plot

Looking at Gabein standing there blankly, Arin only then senses that something is strange. He asks Gabein why. He asks what,,, what did he does. After a while, a stammering, shaky, trembling voice leaks from Gabein's mouth. He says he casted out monsters. He shouts that it's not that. Arin takes a step back with a surprised look at Gabein's sudden shout. Gabein's face is now full of cold and distorted to the point of being terrifying. He asks him why. He says why,,, why he is asking because he doesn't know that. His two-handed sword is trembled in Gabein's thick hand. Gabein can feel a thirst for blood welling up in his chest, but he can feel something else along with it. He thinks he is not human. This innocent and beautiful boy is not human. Even though he takes the form of a human and has been acting not very different from a human,,, he is a dragon to the last. For Arin, the action earlier may have been a natural action to save himself from danger. But Gabein cannot make himself accept what he understands. How could he throw that poor woman into a group of monsters and make such an innocent expression,, Arin, this child is,,,

He tells Arin that his actions earlier were wrong. After a while, Gabein is able to calm himself down. Arin isn't human anyway, so there's no way he feels guilty. If that's the case, humans will have to spend days of penance shivering with a sense of guilt every time they eat steak or meat soup.. He doesn't know if there are people like that among the priests or priestesses... The problem was that there was no particular reason to blame Arin. But he can't let it go like that, so he's Gabein, who has to convince that young dragon in moderation. He asks why. This is the answer he expected. Gabein calms his excitement and moves on to the next story. He says although Arin is a dragon, he must follow human laws as long as he is in human form, and humans must not ruthlessly reject humans who ask for help, what if it has changed, humans are the law to help each other and live, and although he could help lead each other better, he doesn't try to interfere. In the last line, Gabein says something very splendid, unlike a line from a mercenary's mouth, except for asking himself for a while, 'Where did I hear that?' He asks why they should help each other. He says it is because it is difficult for humans to live without helping each other. Then he asks if all humans help and live. He replies that of course. He says yes, but there are also humans who kill each other. 10 years of mercenary life... If he count the number of people he killed, he will never go to heaven. He is speechless as to what to answer,, but in the end, he has no choice but to tell him the rules of the mercenaries plausibly. He says he also killed a lot of people,, but it was only when he worked as a mercenary on the battlefield, and even then he didn't touch women or children, but Arin brutally threw a helpless poor woman to a group of monsters. He says, however, that he didn't do it for no reason, that their lives were in danger, and that it was the same as Gabein's case. He says but the weak women and children must be protected, and they will grow up to become the equals of this country--;;; 'What the hell am I doing right now?' Gabein is talking gibberish with his mouth, but in his head he looks at himself pathetically. (Oh!~~Yanguisimgong (兩儀心功, 양의심공)?; Splits the mind in two so that two martial arts can be used at once.) He thinks he's not even a kid,, oops he's a kid,, anyway ,,, why does he have to say these obvious things here damn it, he just beats him and says, "Just say that if I am, then you should knows that," he shouted loudly and wanted to hurry up, but since rank is rank, he keeps those feelings in his heart and works hard to persuade Arin. He says he shouldn't do that in that situation anyway, and that's what it means to be human. Arin and Gabein, who are thinking about something, exclaim inwardly, wondering if their words have been taken seriously. He says he now knows a little bit. He tells Arin if that's the case. He says that humans are a truly gibberish species. He says huh, that's right, everything doesn't match, and both of them risked their own lives, but what is the meaning of saying that he can kill people when he is a mercenary, but he can't kill a woman when he meet a woman in the mountains, huh, he will sleep anyway,, because he is sleepy. He expected to be praised, but rather listened to the sermon, so Arin becomes pouty. Arin, who crawled into the blanket, begins to fall asleep soon, and Gabein leans on a tree stump to reconsider the situation. He wonders if he would have acted differently with Arin if he had been alone. The previous situation was the worst. After questioning himself, Gabein thinks that he would have acted similarly to Arin in the end. Of course, I would lose sleep for a few nights with guilt, but I would have shaken off the guilt with the excuse of revenge. Perhaps,,, he thinks he has always been like that,,, Gabein suddenly thinks that his behavior in scolding Arin earlier is absolutely ridiculous. He wouldn't have thought to save himself in the end, and Arin, as he said, thinks humans are this kind of species..

## Characters

* Gabein Kirk
* Karsearin
* Karanatas *(mention)*
* Woman *(mention)*

## See Also

* Karsearin: Adventures of a Red Dragon (Web Novel) - Chapter 21
* Karsearin: Adventures of a Red Dragon (Webtoon) - Episode 23