Big Brother 8/Week 2

Oh my goodness. An 8-5 vote to keep Elizabeth. Thank god for Elizabeth's birthday huh? Cause it actually hindered Louise from campaigning- which made this week a bit easier. Ci'ere, Shay and George... those three are gonna be problematic for me and the rest of my fires because they actually thought that Tymeka and myself are the most expendable of our team and they had the audacity to threaten us to vote their way and to keep Louise.... No. Now let me tell you something, I love when campaigning to keep your teammate becomes a team effort. But what I don't love is that when the actual nominee does like 0% of the actual work. If I were in Louise's shoes, idc if its Elizabeth's birthday or not. I'm campaigning for my ass to make it to the next week. Don't try to play it otherwise. "

BUT THE MAGICIANS BOX THO OMG. ITS SO COOL AND I LOVE IT. I'm not surprised they have a big twist like this but slipped my mind when the season started. So yeah winning the immunity advantage is perfect for me right now since this game started out on a rough start. When I made my decision, I thought carefully of all the options and chose the invisible cloak because I thought it could have been some form of safety/exile twist, which seemed like my best option. Ideas of what I think the other objects could be are:
-- Mind Reader: something like looking at someone's nomination or confessional
-- Rabbit: some kind of advantage object.
-- Magic Wand / Saw - ability to remove yourself or someone off the block without veto
-- Magician's hat - automatically become HOH "

But in all honesty though, I didn't expect to be in the Top 2, let alone be in the winning team. So when my manga popped up at the bottom of the page (under the Josh gif.... fuck you Nick City.) I was actually shook. Because I didn't think we had the chance to pull it off. But now! Now that I am wearing the key. This bitch is gonna be pulling all of the stops to make sure that all of my eggs are in order. I have an idea of who I want to put up, but a small conversation can change all of that. So stay tuned xx"

This whole magician's box thing is really weird I don't know how someone could've opened it unless it was Fennessy, but I'm not to worried about it I've put up with so many fucking twists in my years what's one more. Can't be worse than the time I got yelled at by all the evicted HG's for 24 hours now could it (:
Anyways I didn't really want to win HOH because I think it'd be downright moronic for our team to win every comp so far, huge targets on our backs. Demonica wanted to be the HOH and that was fine if we did in fact win, but we didn't, because I submitted a decent time and, oh yeah, SHE TOOK 4 FUCKING HOURS ON THE HARD PUZZLE. After saying she wanted to do it?? Lmfao. Jesus Christ what were you thinking.
But hey Drew's HOH now and Fire's safe which is basically perfect because Roisin is safe AND I'm buddy buddy with Drew so I know I'm going absolutely nowhere this week. I fucking love an easy start to BB."

Demonica let’s me know that she doesn’t wanna go after my team since we’re working together. Perfect. I also ask Tymeka for a deal since neither nom has talked to her.
I spoke to Jack & he said Louise is not campaigning. Elizabeth is campaigning though so LOUISE I’MMA REALLY NEED YOU TO WAKE UP BECAUSE WE’RE ON THE SAME TEAM & YOU’RE ANCHORING US RIGHT NOW. Louise doesn’t wanna campaign against Liz because they’re friends & it’s Liz’s bday so Louise said f my drag ASDF.
It’s looking rough… I told Jack that I wouldn’t nominate or evict him if he saves Louise. I spoke to Drew & he says that Liz has a majority that he wants to be apart of. I h8 that ish. Vote for who you want and do what’s best for your game, it’s anonymous, pin a hinky vote on someone okcurr. “Voting with the house” ain’t it. Be about it.
W e l l, I tried campaigning & I was told by Alissa not to do so because people would be turned off by that. And I have to agree. I can’t save someone that doesn’t wanna save themselves."

Gurl wtf is in the magician’s box & why tf didn’t I get it???
Chari is a JC stan...w e l l...that’s it, it’s over. Oh and Augusto doesn’t like pineapple on pizza... WHERE DID U FIND THESE DEGENERATES ASDF?
As much as I like George, there are some things that I don’t love... We have different thought processes and it shows to say the least... He would rather sit idly and wait for someone else to take action which I don’t do. George says he has friends he can work with: Augusto, Jayme, Alissa (he likes Jack & Drew)--but like...I would rather make new relationships & allies. He said he’s gonna get me into a better position, but sweetie, I can hold my own thank you. Georgie also said, “we gotta turn up our social games xD” as if he already isn’t socializing with everyone at all times of the day…
Demonica voted out Miss Louise & I’m just confused as to who the other 2/5 votes to save her were… 🤯 I let the people I was campaigning to & Elizabeth know that I knew Louise would probably be voted out, but she was my team member so I tried saving her. There aren’t any hard feelings though so hopefully we could move forward."

On a diff note, I adore Shay too but sticking w Ci’ere is,,,nnn. I wanna work with her but she’s tight with him and listening to everything he says and I can’t be bothered rn cus there’s no way she’d trust me over Ci’ere. So right now she’s kinda guilty by association which sucks, but...hopefully we can cut Ci’ere so I can actually work with her.
Overall, I’ve got a decent enough standing, I think? I <3 my team, I’ve got a great relationship with Alissa & Liz, and I’m on good terms with George, Augusto, Jack. I think this could be v v good for me longterm…
...on the other hand, the magician’s box scares me. I have no idea what it is or what it could mean but as long as it doesn’t take away my immunity i don’t think i care? DSKDSLKSL. like obviously it’s something 2 think abt but right now i’m not too concerned. pray it's not a third nom that fucks over alissa or liz"

https://i.imgur.com/utQ3UZ9.gif"

they always say to like be the bigger person and just rise above the hate. but its honestly so god damn hard to do so when all you ever here is a grown woman call you all these derogatory names that have haunted you for like most of your childhood and teenage years. i fucking turn 21 in less than a month and i'm just so over how people call me fat and all these names. obviously, enduring such for a long time has made me develop thick skin, but obviously when you're in a game setting that is meant to be fun and such- and that comes out of left field... i feel nothing but emptiness and anguish.
so to anyone that really has been a fan of demonica... lol bye. like, seriously. at first she was iconic messy and through the events that happened in the last few hours- that's the shit that has plagued my entire life. i play these games to escape from that reality- not to come back to it in here. i love each and everyone of my houseguests for having my back and being there for me because that's the shit that irritates me. taking things from a game and bringing it to a whole new level of pure hate. that's my tea for tonight. im sorry that it took a dark turn. but yeah. that's it for me.."

OHH, Demonica did evict Elizabeth after all...a loyal kween if I ever knew one.
O k a y, so my last statement crashed & burned completely because the binch threw me under the bus for no reason… I was cordial with Demonica, I wanted her to feel included in whatever I planned to do, & I even made a video in her honor...I cannot. And don’t think that I didn’t catch Roisin instigating another argument with Demonica because all Roisin has to do is make one off-handed comment & the house goes wild. Her mind & power...too stronk.
Demonica is out of the house & rightfully so because chica is muy loca. Some of the things that she said before exiting \*twice\* are unforgivable, so I’mma have to pray for ha & that’s that. I thought I was bad at replying to people until I met Lachlan who truly takes the cake. The only way to get through to him is by flirting, so I’ll remember to use that tactic in the future."

The wrong slip of the tongue to the wrong person is gonna be what kills me in Week 3- so I have been very careful on who I want gone with this HoH. That meant, play the dumb HoH card and act like a ditzy blonde about winning this veto competition. Because mark my words, by the time this is up in 48 hours... Imma have a new snakeskin accessory to add to my BB8 winnings."

OH ALSO! Miss Ci'ere. Girl. For someone who has a reputation of being all-knowing these ORGs, I would assume that you would like catch on to the things people are saying about you. Its been 10 days in this house and you JUST heard that you're being pushed as a possible renom... wow, either this game is like wonky or people who are known for being crafty and slimy are starting to show their age and like lose all of their skills."

I do hope when these go out and everyone reads the confessionals, Ci'ere, this was never meant to be a malicious move. I do love you inside and out, but I have experience firsthand what you can do in a short amount of time. And I don't want to fall victim to it again. That is why I made the move I did today, because I want to play this game- and with my horrible track record in ORGs, its time to make some ballsy moves and whatever repercussions I will have to face later one will have to wait. But for right now, that was my move and I only did it out of the love of the game and how well you can be in situations where your back is against the wall. "

Shay goes on this mini rant and I’m like...did y’all hear sumn? I thought she was gonna drag me into it, but luckily she told me privately that people told Drew we were “threatening” the house to keep Louise. And now I’m like...who said dat? I almost decided to join in and say that we were just trying to defend our teammate because that’s what a team does...most of the time I think. We didn’t know she was gonna dig her own grave & hop in it okcurrr.
I just asked a color blind person what their fave color is...and they said pink?! I AM CONFUSION."