Letter to Azusa

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**Letter to Azusa** is the most popular original video (as his other popular videos are all clips) on the timtam 2400 YouTube channel.

## Description

Okay, I'll admit it. This has to be the DUMBEST video I've ever done. But like Ryoko Asakura once said: "People always say it's better to regret something you did than regret something you didn't do." So even though part of me regrets making this video, I'm doing it anyway. On that note, if you were to write a letter to your waifu/husbando or favorite fictional character, what would you write?

## Trivia

* speedoru, best known for creating the *Snail's House* music videos and other animated shorts commented "*timtam u arent my whole world but u make my world whole*" on November 18, 2015.

## Transcript

Dear Azusa, it's been a long time since I've done a letter to anyone, so I may be a bit rusty with this. I'm not sure whether you're aware of this, but I am a *huge* fan of yours. I've come across a lot of fictional girls during my time as an anime fan, and I have a large number of favorites; you are one of them. But with you, things are different. Whenever I think of you, I don't just think of you as another fictional character I like. I think of you as more than that.

You're special, Azusa. I don't know how else to say this, but I love you. You've captured my heart like almost no other fictitious girl has. I did once have another fictional love, but I grew out of it before long. With you though, something's different. I can't really pin anything specific, but there's something that keeps me hanging onto you.

I know all of this is probably creeping you out right now, but I have to say it. I heard years back that it's better to regret something you did than regret something you didn't do. I think it would be better to get all this in the open than keep it to myself. I know that we can't start dating or anything, even though that would make me so happy. I'm just telling you my true feelings, or at least trying to.

I love you so much. You embody practically everything I'd want in a partner. I also really admire you. In spite of your insecurity, you try to stay strong no matter what. I also know that you have fears of being alone. I just want you to know, you aren't alone. There are many people out there who love you. I, in particular, cherish you, and hold you close to my heart.

Please remember, I'm always here if you need me. I don't have much to offer you except my love, and my support, should you need it. Even if everyone else leaves you, I will always keep my arms open to you. You are my angel and it pains me that we're worlds apart. I really wish I could meet you and be your friend.

You are a wonderful young woman, and as long as my feelings remain, I will keep hold of you until the end. Maybe someday we will meet. Where, when, and by what means, I don't know, but I hang onto the hope that we will. I know that me loving you is known as wrong. You're quite a bit younger than me for starters, that I fully understand, and I understand that my obsession with you is not healthy. If I were able to say all this to you directly, I'm pretty sure that I would feel a lot better, even if you shut me down, which I believe you would. I don't think you would return my feelings, since I doubt I meet any of your standards when it comes to guys, if you have any. But just telling you all this would be enough for me.

I've always had a tendency to keep things to myself, but this is something I *know* I must get out. So please, after you've read this, please don't think bad of me. I'm sure I will grow out of this someday, but right now, I want you in my life. You are incredibly precious to me Azusa, and while you may not be my whole world, you do make my world whole. Anyway, I think I've said enough, and you probably have a lot to think about now. If you've made it this far, thanks for staying with it. I really appreciate it.

Take care of yourself, sweetheart. Love (even though I can't send this to you), Tim.

I am so gonna pay for this.