Fast finger Shawm Journal

**Journal of Fast Finger Shawn**

i cant remember how many journals i have, lets just hope this one cant hold new informations..last journal was ripped of easily.

15-4-???

i have heard from my „friends“ that i have a mission, which
has be done immidiatly. i cant comprehend them…every mission is important to
them, its just tiriring. but i have to do, what they say. every mission is one
piece closer to cure. even if its just a rumor ill investigate while i ma on
mission. I know i talk very strange but i cant help it. most of my employ
thinks i am slow or unsociable, but i dont care. Most of the are just targets
or information seller.

well back to the mission, i have to go to faar northren
lands of Heighlynn. Some rumors about some cups of strange powers. they want to
know, are the cups valueable to sell or use, but if i they can cure my sister,
ill use it.

16-4 ???

today, from my ussual routine ( searching trough library to
prepare myself for thoose lands, city names,races etc) i have found something
appealing. i found out that snow elves in thoose northern lands have strange
shamanistic rituals. i must dig deep. i will not lose hope.

19-4???

today is the last day i will be in Nymona city, till i
complete the mission. i feel rather strange, my guts are telling me that this
might be the last time i see this city. i just hope Alicia will be fine.  She was pretty sad when i told her i am
leaving today. her blue eyes were full of litlle crystalls, pouring drop by
drop when my hand de atached from her weak palms.

i must not let my emotions distract me from mission- One
mistake and i will sleep with fishes.

Stay strong my sister, litlle brother will come back with
cure.

27-4-???

i am halfway to my destination. i have arived at Fladorn
folly. i have to ressuply and continue with my travels. i have stayed at the
inn because of the storm. just looking at rain is making me calm. its like
every drop is telling me that everythign is going to be allright. i open th
window just to feel the rain on my hand. most people hate rain, some say gods
are crying over some noble death. but i think they wash away all fear and
sadness. as every drop pouring trough my hand i feel much cleaner. like gods
purified my soul then body. i remember days when alicia and i were just
standing near a window and just listen to rain, while our body and mind are
slowly approaching dreamland.

28-4???

after the storm passed sky is again calm and fine. i took a
boat oneway to my destination.

its gonna be a long journey till i see again a green land
with flowers.

2-5???

finally i have arrived to Heighlynn. i have found a guide
who will guide me to Ravenfrost keep. My vacation is over. time to earn my
bread.

4-5???

after couple  of days
i have arrived at my destination. the keep was in nice shape than i imagined.
when i came near the keep i was accompanied with the dwarf, he was rather
unusual fellow. never seen they can grow this much. near the entrance we were
stopped by a guard, but one minute latter a gnome came by and said he is with
the dwarf. instickly i joined them, i hate being interrogated. we wen to see
the king of this keep, as usual keep is in bad shape,need help,suppliyes you
name it. I scouted the keep, in case something happens. i went to the tavern to
fresh myself. Cozy litlle place, it has the feel like you are in right place to
come with your friends, And meals are nice to my suprise. From all this nice
suprise i caight myself off guard and joined with gnome,dwarf, some full
armored dude and litlle halfling, who were still green for this kind of
missions. to earn the trust of the group i handled few health potions and some
tips to the group. we had few encounters with some snow elves, but in the end
we succed in the diplomatic mission. unfortunatelly i had a wierd dream before
we came to snow elves. So in the end i forgot my dream and my mission to find
out about their restoration secretets.

5-5???

We headed out pretty early, as we were heading back we found
a rare dagger which belonged to intergalatik vampire assassins…great one more
obstacle. in the meantime we found some strange lighting coming from a
distance. We went to investigate. What happened even i couldnt describe. I was
hit with some strange light and my body started to change, my body was
gradiacully turning blue. while my teamates had other effect. some was turning
to stone, other had wings appear on her back, the dwarf body was periodicaly
erupting fire like things. ut still this wont stop me, even if i die, as my
last thing i will find a cure!

5-5 later that night

when everyone was preparing to end the day, i took shelter
to a nearby tree. i was on the watch, but as my body wasnt prepared for all
these changes i didnt realised something entered my body. some kind or
spiderlike creature was starting to have me as his host. i took pity on this
poor creature and started to make some diplomacy with him and see his motives.
Our talk was short, my body changed to some big aracna creature, that didnt
last for too long, because he leaved my body to enter other body which was
stronger. Which i took as very offensive and rude gesture. he didnt even say
anything he just leaved me. all my diplomatic tehniques and times invested were
for nothing, so as any other noble who get ofended, i wanted revenge. as the
spider was in one of my „teamates body, i tried to make up a plan with the
dwarf how to take it, our tiem was short, the stupid armored fellow offered his
body to the spider, our time was running low. I told the dwarf to be ready on
my command, when the spider flew to her, i succed to catch it in the air with
my force magic, and the dwarf did the finishing blow. after the whole shock we
ended the night rather pleasantly.

6-5???

after we woke up, i had litlle wierd feeling on my body.
maybe my body was still in effect of that spioder, i shook it off. We packed
our things and headed on, after a while we saw rather strange figurine on the
road. It was aproaching us, and from the look it was armored and heading to us.
As every sane being, i hided in the nearby bush to observe him, to see is he a
treat. From my suprise i was the only one who hid, whole group didnt even tried
to hide. from their conversation, i could percieve that it isnt going well, and
we might to use our weapons to calm this brute down. His armor was quite nice,
the design and some wierd blue flame pulsing troght his chest armor. the figth
started i as i was in bush i went first, my arrow didnt even fent this brute
armor, i knew this was quality armor. Leading arrow didnt miss, but from the
look of it this brute have 4 arms and he is carrying 2 big clubs. from my look
of it, this wont end well, i need a plan. If i give him some disatvange or just
some time, we might just fend this rude creature off. i used my trusty rope to
tie his legs, good thing they learne me magic hand, it can get quite handy in
some situations. i succeded to tie his legs, he fell down. Now there is our
only chance, i noticed our front line fighters were quite beated up. this just
gave us enough time to balanse the fight. we managed to kill him in the end. i
checked his corpse hoping to find eny letter of assaninating us or for hire
letter. it seams he was empty, but stil his armor was too much expensive on my
look…..maybe he was important person, but still he was alone….. i had to trow
that  option too. he might be from some
cult, but that flame is troubling me. maybe some big religion and he finaly got
promotion? i need to remember this blue flame armor for next time. i tried to
see inside the sarmor if there was any rune of controling but it was none,  group started to noticed my presence and
started to laugh at me…maybe its better not alarm them and stay being gullible.
i mentioned that this armor would suit nice to arrianna to remove any suspicion
from me. well the idea was nice but we need to cut the armor, or carry it to
nearby town..it was too much of work, well we wil just leave it and hope the
rumors goes by about this guy. then i might know more about this guy or blue
flame chest armor.

latter down the road we were closing down the graveyard,
from the look of it, i could feel grief and sorrow of this land, every drop of
the water in these lands are used to fuel the land and grow, grow with dead
bodies, hoping that their bodies serve once more for their homeland. i dont wnt
to end like them, i will endure, i will kill, i will work, i will sacrifice
myself to stand by my believes even if that means standing alone! But i will
find the cure alicia dont you worry. brother will remove any shadow over you.
after we set the camp i moved away to look the land, and to be alone. they must
not see my feelings, my other side.

7-5???

when  woke up my whole
body was in sweat- i had a strange dream, my sister would keep calling me but i
couldnt get to her, then a flash of nlight came and she was on floor not
moving….Could that mean anything? i just hope everything is okay.  latter by the road we were nearby some big
monument by my calculation. there was a rather strange lad, silver dragonborn.
we was rather pleasant and welcoming to us. i was supicious, but i had to put
my instict off for a moment, our halfing was acting rather strange. she was
saying somethign about killing someone and drinking the blood with her dagger.
my fears were right, somethings isnt quite right. i asked the dwarf where is
the dagger, and he answers my fear. Sometimes i hate when i am right, well from
the looks of it she is fighting the bloodlust of the dagger, i have to help
her. but i dont have the right tools and i dont see the dagger, i tried to
splash some cold watter on her in hoping she cool herself or resfresh her mind.
allas everything was okay in the end. my feelings jumped out of me for a moment
and i slapped her, i told her that her act of taking the dagger was stupid and
selfish. you can be brave and daring but that leads only to death. knowing when
to walk away is widsom, bing able is courage, and walking away with youe head
up is dignity. but my words came wrong and she acted like a normal kid would
do, i dont blame her. i returned my feeling inside me hoping that wont happen
again. after all this mess somehow we invited the dragonborn in our group. i
guess its time to be on alert and try to observe him for the time being. we
went to some nearby lake, but my gut is telling me thats something is not
right. i couldnt hear any birds or bugs. i step caotiusly in the bush and
sneaking to the lake to see or percieve anything unusuall. i took some vials
for some studying, after that everything went wrong. it seams this water have
some strong afrodistic effect on the body. i wont write wha happened to my
group because , if i lose this journal they could black mail them. ill just
keep this in my head. after whole sharade i laughed at them, and the halfing
stole my vial and trew it at me….do i need to type what happened next? short
version i feel in love in her, carried her bags, in bag was dagger, tried to
kill the dwarf etc. normal stuff which happens to me. we encounter some big
green guy. i quickly took the sorrin in the bush to hide with me. unfortunately
u was still in the effect of this afrodistic water so i tried to kiss her….its
wasnt my day, maybe thats why my sister was calling me….well from the look of
it, enemy was stronger than i thought. in the batlle we met some strange women
who were yelling and charging at that brute. just when sorin used her magic to
hipnoty the enemy, we couldnt see, so i just lie down in the grass and try to
calm myself off. we ran from the batlle, it was tactical regroup, after our
regrouping i wasnt even in mood to talk to other, and i hoped to sleep the this
day.