Adeline Wander

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Adeline

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"Maybe if my heart stops beating it won't hurt this much." [Hayley Williams]

Information

 STATUS | AJ: N/A
 THEME SONG(S) | Goner - Twenty Øne Piløts
Doubt - Twenty Øne Piløts
 BIRTH-DATE | June 7, 2000

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Descriptions

***Physical Description***

Adeline has strawberry-blonde hair that goes roughly 1-2 inches below the shoulder. She has gray/blue eyes that seem to change color depending on the weather. She has a slender build, but is a bit short, with a height of 5'6". She is well-muscled from drumming(her favorite instrument) and from other activities.

***Personality Description***

Adeline is spunky and energetic. She believes it is easier to be happy rather than sad, and only really tells her inner thoughts to Adam. Nevertheless, she is very happy and energetic. She enjoys scary movies just to rant on about them, and how stupid the characters are.

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Backstory

Adeline was born in Oakland, California on June 7, 2000. She has two older brothers, Phil(7 years older) and Colby(2 years older). They moved to South Carolina. Soon after a mudslide destroyed their house and they decided to make a bold choice and move to Ireland. They lived there from when Adeline was 3-16, and during that time Phil moved to Brighton. Adeline and Colby moved out to Lakewood with the help of their parents. Colby is now her guardian. Adeline goes to Lakewood Academy Highschool where she met her best friends, and you know where the story goes from there.

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Quirks

Adeline is usually tapping her fingers, whether it be on her pant-leg or the table in front of her.

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Favorites

***Food***

Hot Cocoa

Pancakes

Fries

Popcorn

***Book***

The Testing Trilogy

***Movie***

Purge

Ponyo

***Flowers***

Roses

Edelwiese

***Past Time***

Drumming

Sitting in the Park

Talking with her friends

***Scent***

Buttered Popcorn or Cinnamon

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Fears

1) Monophobia ~ Fear of being *alone*

2) Atelophobia ~ Fear of not being *good enough*

Trust

She trusts everyone, like don't even worry if you think she's not your friend, she is.

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Music

1) Panic! At The Disco

Crazy=Genius

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nLPTNumhyAY

2) Paramore

That's What You Get

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aVbdEnIolPo

3)Paramore

Misery Business

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1VPotzhpAGE

4) Paramore

Ignorance

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Vy5tSWv93o

5)Panic! At The Disco

La Devotee

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7dQ1xiy-4hY

6)Panic! At The Disco

Victorious

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E7wUPGQYRso

7)Panic! At The Disco

Girls/Girls/Boys

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ij5Y2hzopKA

8)Twenty Øne Piløts

Ode to Sleep

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xf2\_10edFhM

9)Twenty Øne Piløts

Guns For Hands

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sirh6UJqrWA

10)My Chemical Romance

Na Na Na (Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na) [Clean]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vf29ZCSwr7k

11)My Chemical Romance

I Don't Love You

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pqfZYvsTkkk

12)My Chemical Romance

I'm Not Okay (I promise)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UgmY2sB71Hc

13)My Chemical Romance

The Ghost of You

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D66\_NiTJSTc

14)Twenty Øne Piløts

Doubt

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F-C81j75Rmk

Future Adeline

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"We all have our masks that we wear." [Twenty Øne Piløts]

Information

 STATUS | AJ: N/A
Physical Health: Good
 THEME SONG(S) | Miss Missing You
-Fall Out Boy
Brother
-Gerard Way
Victorious
-Panic! At The Disco
Doubt
 BIRTH-DATE | June 7, 2000

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 Events

~Band was signed by Fueled by Ramen

~Fame, talk of tour

~Back together with Adam

 Death

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I looked at the tiny bottle in my hands, white capsules inside that could heal you or make you sick. I didn't have them for either reason. The sleeping pills looked like they could fix everything, fix ME. I was too screwed up for anyone to notice. I kept myself hidden in the last week, and I knew everyone was worried. But I couldn't *stand* looking at this pathetic waste of space. My mind was unfixable, events of my past coming to haunt me.

I remembered that gun pointed at them. At me. I was focused on the bodies. The cold, unforgiving cobblestones that had tripped me. The stones we walked on before this. The memories, the loss, everything was what drove me to the edge.

I wasn't eating. I wasn't drinking. I sat in a heap on the floor, a lone tear running down my cheek occasionally. Not even my music was on to accompany me, but now it was.

What A Catch, Donnie was playing. I remembered why it was written but it didn't deter me. I heard someone pounding on the door. "Adeline, please open the door!" I didn't remember who they were. I had my mission and my mind was foggy without sleep or food.

They sounded like they cared, but no one did. I took a deep breath and made sure the carefully written envelopes were on the counter. One for every person who had hurt me. One for everyone who seemed like they cared. One to explain. And then I downed the pills, a split second of regret chasing me.

For a minute I wished I had chosen a quicker way to die, but I didn't want it to be loud and bloody. To scare anyone by a body hanging from the roof. To ruin a good day in the lake when they hit something that wasn't alive.

But I erased these thoughts and last minute regrets filled my mind. I clawed at my throat, my fingernails too shallow to do much damage, but small scratch marks made their way onto my skin. I stared upwards as I fell, and heard the door open. Someone was crying.

But I was too far gone.

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