Yoiyami ni ainori (Carpooling in the Evening)

## Lyrics

* Japanese
* Rōmaji
* English

我慢できなくて　食べちゃう

目移りするのは　しょうがない

ストレス解消　明日の為

鏡の中の目、兎

隣でただ、騒いでる馬鹿ども　死に腐れと

聖母が今、気忙しくグラスを　傾けてる

いちど吐き出した唾

飲みこめないでしょう？

受けつけないカルマが

宵闇に相乗り

私を犯している。

軽業師の口、幾星霜

騙る嘘でもね、心地よく

積み重ねた肌、涙声

お茶を引かずに、生きる

情けを、ただ　かけている　阿呆ども　殺したいと

この歌　今、飲み干して　誰かの首、締めてる

いちど吐き出した唾

飲みこめないでしょう？

割り切れないトラウマ

黄昏に溶けたら

未来を示している。

ゆらゆらり　手を触れあって

ゆらゆらり　嘘を求めて

ゆらゆらり　手を触れあって

ゆらゆらり　愛を求めて

いちど吐き出した唾

飲みこめないでしょう？

受けつけないカルマが

宵闇に相乗り

私を犯すのです。

古びた明日、捨て

しろい肌を、噛む

萎びた花、捨て

しろい肌を、噛む

Gaman dekinakute tabechau

Meutsuri suru no wa shouganai

Sutoresu kaishou asu no tame

Kagami no nakanome usagi

Tonari de tada sawaideru

Baka domo shini kusare to

Maria ga ima kize washiku

Gurasu wo kata muketeru

Ichido haki dashita tsuba

Nomikomenai deshou?

Uketsukenai karuma ga

Yoiyami ni ainori

Watashi o okashite iru〜\*

Karuwazashi no kuchi iku seisou

Kataru uso demo ne kokochi yoku

Tsumi kasaneta hada namida goe

Ocha wo hikazu ni ikiru

Nasake wo tada kakete iru

Aho domo koroshitai to

Kono uta ima nomi hoshite

Dareka no kubi shimeteru

Ichido haki dashita tsuba

Nomikomenai deshou?

Wari kirenai torauma

Tasogare ni toketara

Mirai wo shimeshite iru〜\*

Yura yurari te wo fure atte

Yura yurari uso wo motomete

Yura yurari te wo fure atte

Yura yurari ai wo motomete

Ichido haki dashita tsuba

Nomikomenai deshou?

Uketsukenai karuma ga

Yoiyami ni ainori

Watashi o okasu no desu〜\*

Furubita asu sute

Shiroi hada wo kamu

Shinabita hana sute

Shiroi hada wo kamu

I can't hold back anymore, so I'm taking a bite

Not my fault that everything captivates me

It's stress relief, for tomorrow's sake

A rabbit's eyes look at me from the mirror

To my side, just a bunch of noisy idiots—wish they’d rot and die

Virgin Mary, right now, is nervously tipping her glass [1]

Words once spoken

Can't be taken back, right? [2]

Driving together at dawn,

This disdainful karma

Is violating me.

The acrobat's mouth, after so many years

Still feels nice, though it loves to lie

Feeling each other's skin, in a tearful voice

No longer an idle standby, I live on [3]

The pack of fools who take pity on me—how I want to kill them

This song, right now, is strangling whoever swallowed it down

Words once spoken

Can't be taken back, right?

If this insatiable trauma

Melts in the twilight,

It'll reveal the future.

Slowly swaying, hold my hand

Slowly swaying, look for lies

Slowly swaying, hold my hand

Slowly swaying, look for love

Words once spoken

Can't be taken back, right?

Driving together at dawn,

This disdainful karma

Continues to defile me.

Abandon old tomorrows

Bite into pale skin

Abandon withered flowers

And bite into pale skin

[1] "Virgin Mary" is written and "Maria" is sung.

[2] Literally, "can't swallow back the saliva you spat out." but used to convey this meaning.

[3] Literally, "Without grinding tea, [I] live." Grinding tea used to mean a courtesan didn't have customers for the night, as people who didn't work would grind tea leaves to make matcha. This phrase is now also used by performers and singers to mean they aren't out of work.

## Trivia

* There is a possibility this song could be about a courtesan, because this is the only NSFW song to use the personal pronoun "watashi" and an overall feminine/formal style of speech.