The Diary of Lilyth

**The Diary of Lilyth** is Queen Lilyth's diary. It was given to her by her English tutor to encourage her studies, but she had forgotten about it until after the Pastel King and queen asked her not to marry their son. After running away from them, Lilyth scrawled out her feelings about marrying Jack onto the first part of the diary. The diary telling the story of Leelathae (Lilyth)/Jack relationship and how at the end, Lilyth decides to stays with Jack after hearing the premonition from the Omniscient clam She later returned to the diary to write about her homeland, how she abandoned it for Jack and the Pastel Kingdom, and how she was quickly shunned by all of its residents.

Years after Lilyth's death, the diary was found by Monika in King Jack's storage room under a cover with other portraits while the C.P.C.P.C.P. searched for paintings of Queen Lilyth. Before they left, Aurelia caught and grabbed Monika, also grabbing the diary and shoving it in her pocket. Later, as the C.P.C.P.C.P. left in a carriage, Aurelia revealed the diary to the others. She opened it to the first page and saw many harsh words, including "ugly", "hideous, "freak", and "hate myself". Prez didn't want Princess Gwendolyn to discover the diary due to the hurtful things it could contain, so she entrusted Aurelia to hide it at her home. Aurelia promised to not open the diary until they found a way to give it back discreetly; however, hiding the diary under her bed gave her such strong insomnia that she forced herself to read it. Aurelia then reading the diary of Lilyth and it's content in the episodes of the CPC titled as 'The Lilyth's Diary' which for now has 5 parts.

## The Content of the Diary

**The first page** complete message is as the following:

*They can say I'm **ugly** and they can tell me that I'm **hideous freak**. I don't care as long I'm with Jack. But if I brought a child into this world who would ever have the same words said to their face... I'd **hate myself** forever. So I suppose they are right. I must never marry Jack or have children with him.*

The Content of the Diary, divided as parts and the source of the episode :

1. **Part 1** (Episode 115): Telling the first meeting of Lilyth as resident of the Braided Island with Jack that accidentally got lost in there. As Lilyth caring the injured Jack, she falls in love with him and wants to going away with him even thou Lilyth's father warning her about The Story of Melusine is ended with tragedy. Lilyth decides at the moment before Jack left with the Pastel Kingdom's rescue boat, she's jumping to Jack to going along with him.
2. **Part 2** (Episode 116): After the return of Jack which brought along Lilyth to the Pastel Kingdom, unfortunately Jack's family reaction isn't kind. Jack's parents, Helena and Jesse, are ordering Jack and Lilyth to keeping chaste between the two until Lilyth learning well of the language and the culture. Lilyth diligently learning those and even could writing better than Jack, while along at it Lilyth been taken several potraits (which Lilyth initially hates but as realizing how happy her potraits makes Jack, she also be happy). After 18 months of living in Jack's kingdom and declared fluent in the language, Jack's parents inviting Lilyth for a tea party which Lilyth carry the book of Melusine along.
3. **Part 3** (Episode 117): Jack's parents explains why they didn't want Jack marries with Lilyth as they fear their 'inheritance' of the 'alchemy of the beauty' can't be passed away to the further generation as they're considers Lilyth is ugly which unfit to Jack's beauty. Lilyth trying to defends her relationship with Jack and declines any offers that Helena and Jesse offers to her, until Helena realizes what book that Lilyth bringing along. Helena mocking Lilyth that she's ugly and her ugliness will passes away to her children if she's decides to be with Jack. Lilyth shocked to hears that and then quickly leaves the tea party and returning to her room to write her thoughts - which makes Aurelia crying realizing her mistake.
4. **Part 4** (Episode 138): Lilyth dreads the warning from her father that her story will ends in tragedy, as well as Helena sayings that she's both the Melusine and the mother so if she still marry Jack then her children will get her cursed fate. Lilyth agrees with both of them and decides to ends her relationship with Jack so the history won't repeat itself. When Jack returning from his expiditions, Lilyth trying to explains that she wants to break the engagement but turns out Jack already planning their engagement party ahead that inviting Jack's parents and friends (Leland, which brought along his partner Isolde). In the party after Isolde pointing out that baby Laverne looks like Jack, Jack announcing that he planning to marry Lilyth as soon as possible and having lots of children together. Leland didn't wanna lose, proposes Isolde on the spot but with weird afternote that Isolde caughts but dismiss. After the engagement party, Lilyth desperately trying to breaks her engagement with Jack and thus congratulates by Helena after finally doing her order.
5. **Part 5** (Episode 139 and Episode 140): As Helena asking her out of the stage and leaves Jack forever, it makes Lilyth escaping (from Molly) which leaving her robe stucks in the wall's hole (which later on in the present time, Lorena carrying it so Gwendolyn could wears) as Lilyth leaving the Pastel Palace. Lilyth opted to hiding behind the boxes of artefact that Jack means to return, which then she founds the Omniscient clam. The Clam reassuring Lilyth that all of her children will be beautiful which calming Lilyth thus she returning to Jack.

***Thrice shalt thou enter into labor and grip your husband's hand... ...and each child will be the most beautiful in all the land.***

## Gallery

Lilyth believe that everything is fine as long as with JackLilyth's fear that her children will be called uglyLilyth self-hate if she's passing 'the curse' of uglinessThe Content on the Part 1The Pastel Kingdom's BoatLilyth's Diary Part 2Jack's letter to Lilyth that he want to have engagement soonLilyth's Diary part 3The Alchemy of the BeautyAurelia crying as she learning her mistake to GwendolynLilyth's Diary part 4Jack lifting up Lilyth that trying to explainsLilyth panic that they're suddenly having an engagement partyLilyth worried to Helena and Jesse's warningThe Calendar that showing the start of the monthLilyth's Diary part 5Jack shocks to hear Lilyth breaking their engagementJack fell...