Katra-cave

Star Trek: Odyssey

Aitera / katra-cave

Lt. Cmdr. T'Pel Kestra 10-Nov-21 02:09 AM

Nasir Miaroris (Healer) BOT 10-Nov-21 01:48 PM

*After a long trek, Nasir stopped at the small clearing just before the cave's maw, and he turned to @Lt. Girak Mayott, clasping his hands gently in front of himself,* "Here we are. Now, I have never heard of anyone coming to harm inside, however I will give you a stick. If you should require any assistance, just snap it and I will come get you. I do not want to frighten you, however I know nothing of your past and considering you are not from this universe there is no way to know how it will react. There is also no reason to assume it will react differently. It is just a precaution." *He then took a small purple glowing twig from his pocket and handed it to Girak,* "May you find what you need."

Lt. Girak Mayott 10-Nov-21 04:13 PM

*As the two walked through the land he kept silent, watching the trail so he could find his way back. There was so much he wasn’t sure about…should he really be doing this? What if it only hurts him more? The healer said it helped him, so it should work for Girak. The mouth of the cave was dark and mysterious but he listened closely to the healer and tried not to focus on it.* “I hope so too.” *When the man was finished explaining he reached into his coat and pulled out the game.* “If not, you’ve still given me a huge gift. This is yours now.” (edited)

Nasir Miaroris (Healer) BOT 10-Nov-21 04:35 PM

*Nasir looked to the game before taking it, giving Girak a nod,* "Perhaps after, you can teach me how to play."

Lt. Girak Mayott 10-Nov-21 10:01 PM

*He responds with a smile and picks up a stick.* “I’ll see what I can do.” *He didn’t plan on breaking it for help but if the man suggested it he’d better listen. “…There’s no way to know how it will react…” the words rang in his ears as he stepped towards the gapping hole and stopped just at its moist entrance. “Don’t stop..keep going.” There was already a strange uneasy feeling in the air. It was probably just his nerves. This wasn’t at all planned but he has to do it, no he wants to do it. So, he took a breath and stepped forward keeping eyes and ears open.*

Narrator BOT 11-Nov-21 12:14 AM

*As Girak walked into the cave, the air was cool and musky, much like dirt after a fresh rain. The further he walked the scent would change to something more reminiscent of home. Of Cardassia. Even the land scape of the cave seemed to change.* *What was once mossy rock, became rock and sand. The temperature rose significantly, and then the figure of a woman appeared. Tall and curvy. Her hair up in an elaborate Cardassian up-do. A familiar perfume danced in the air.*

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Lt. Girak Mayott 11-Nov-21 01:03 AM

*The Cardassian slowly walked along the damp cave but kept a watchful eye on his surroundings, just to make sure nothing was going to surprise or attack him. The change in scenery put his paranoia at ease when it became increasingly familiar. The hot air, the sand, yes, this was Cardassia. He knew this exact location as well as who would be up ahead.* *In an instant, as if the cave read his thoughts, the figure appeared. She had her back tuned to him, looking out at the shore while her two children played.* *He stopped dead in his tracks, confused as to how he should feel right now. A part of him was sad, because he knew this was all an illusion, but a greater part of him was overjoyed. Now was his chance to see, hear and embrace her again. Who cares if it’s not real, this is what he wants but It took all his strength to stop himself from rushing forward to scoop her in his arms.* *After a quick debate he chose to approach her slowly as he did those many years ago.* “Kessir?” *He called out as the scent of her perfume brushed under his nose, bringing back memories, and feelings of deep regret.* (edited)

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Kessir BOT 11-Nov-21 01:56 AM

*She did not turn to look at him, but kept her eyes forward,* "Late. Again. As usual."

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Lt. Girak Mayott 11-Nov-21 02:11 AM

*He swallowed, but continued on.* “Kes…I…I can explain…” *Those words came out of his mouth way too often in the past. He always tried to justify his absence but in the long run, the excuses just didn’t cut it. Family was important to him, but he was showing it in the wrong ways. Kessir really didn’t care if he made it to the top. She just wanted them to be happy. She didn’t marry him because he’s the strongest, smartest, most skilled and successful Cardassian. She saw his heart, she felt his love, and cried when his attention turned away from them. He didn’t love her as much, or so she thought. He’d rather be at work then spend one evening with his family. He’s slipping away from them all, and he doesn’t even realize it’s happening.*

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Kessir BOT 11-Nov-21 02:15 AM

*Slowly, her head turned so she could glance over her shoulder at him, just before turning back,* "Out with it then." *The tone of her voice was calm and soft. It didn't even sound angry. Just tired.*

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Lt. Girak Mayott 11-Nov-21 09:52 AM

*That weary sound in her voice, how could he have missed it? She’s clearly at the end of her rope, and instead of helping he gave answers that he thought justified his actions, but he was wrong. Right now he’s going to take responsibility for that, for all the times he’s let her and the children down because he thought he knew what was more important.* “Kes, nothing I say will vindicate my actions. I promised I’d be here, and give you and our children one full day. I broke that promise, no excuse I give will change that, no reason I’m late will be enough. I should have come when I promised, my position in Cardassa, my title…..isn’t more important than my family.”

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Kessir BOT 11-Nov-21 02:21 PM

*Silence hung in the air for a moment before she finally turned, hands clasped in front of her as she tilted her head slight to look at him. There was a slight smile tugging at the corners of her lips, and her eyes were soft,* "This has been a hard lesson for you to learn. Though...as painful as it has been...I am glad you *have* learned, you stubborn ass."

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Lt. Cmdr. T'Pel Kestra 11-Nov-21 03:41 PM

Katra-Cave-Vax

Lt. Girak Mayott 11-Nov-21 05:56 PM

*That warm smile, it always melts his heart. Their wedding day came to his mind and reminisced on how happy they both were. When did he change? When did work become more important then her?* “Oh Kes.” *He gave a half pained, half joyous laugh as he walked closer. Please please let him be able to touch her once more.* “I know, I’m an idiot. I’m so sorry that I ever let it get this far.” *She really was a patient woman.* “I thought I knew best, I thought if I could make a name for myself, for our family, our children wouldn’t have to struggle as I did.” *His head shook as he stood about three feet from her.* “That’s no what they need, it’s not what you and I need.” *He glanced out into the sandy shore before back at her face.* “I need to be around more, not break my promises….and I’m sorry it took me this long to realize that…can you ever forgive me?” (edited)

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Kessir BOT 11-Nov-21 07:20 PM

*Kessir stepped closer, cupping his face in her hands,* "I forgave you long ago. It's your own forgiveness that you need." *Her thumbs gently caressed his cheeks before she leaned in to kiss him,* "You have punished yourself far more than the Obsidian Order...even the Dominion, ever could have. I was upset with you, but I always knew you had our best interest at heart. I would never want you to eat yourself as you have, my love." (edited)

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Lt. Girak Mayott 12-Nov-21 05:00 PM

*She always knew how to make him feel better, but hearing her say those words did something more. It lifted a huge weight from his chest and for the first time in many years, he could actually breathe and look at that day without feeling agonizing guilt.* *She was right about him, he was his own worst critic. He’d been dragging himself down, wanting to change things he couldn’t and gain something he carelessly left behind.* *He was silent and held still as her hand touched his face. It was real, her love was real. He could hardly move as she lightly kissed his own quivering lips. This isn’t an illusion, she really did forgiven him. She always loved and gave more then he ever could.* “I promise to forgive myself for all the shortcomings and remember that you never gave up on me. For that I’m grateful .” *She probably already knew but he had to tell her.* “I love you, so much. I know I never say it enough but I do. You’re everything to me, you and the children are everything.” (edited)

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Kessir BOT 12-Nov-21 07:32 PM

"And we love you too, but...you need to stop living in the past. We will always be a part of you, but you need to move on. Find someone who can put up with your moods and loves you for you. Maybe even give the kids siblings. We want to see you happy. Truely happy. We deserve that much, don't we?" *Kessir made no effort to move from him, content to be here with him. Weather it was magic or not, the spirit was real. The universe, and others beyond it, were mysterious in ways no scientist could ever explain.* *For this small moment in time, she had her husband again.* ***Really had him,*** *this time. It moved her so deeply she could not stop the small tears of joy from forming in her eyes.*

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Lt. Girak Mayott 13-Nov-21 12:40 AM

*He knew she was right, he’d been holding onto what was and what could have been for a long time. That day he lost them all was when the guilt began. The deviation made it so difficult for him to look past the event. He always felt responsible, upset for not saving them, as well as neglecting to be a good husband and father.* *This time, hearing that they wanted him to move on and be happy, he felt he could. He was ready to let them go, not in the sense of forgetting them, but letting go of the hurt and ‘all the ‘what if’s.’ He stood in front of her watching her eyes sparkle as small trails of tears ran down her cheeks. One hand came up and gently brushed her cheek.* “Yes. If moving on makes you happy, I’ll do it. You’ll never be forgotten. The memories will bring joy. because I now know I’ve been forgiven.” (edited)

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Kessir BOT 13-Nov-21 01:06 AM

*Kessir smiled warmly and leaned her face into his hand. Those strong hands she had not realized she had missed so much,* "Why don't you go swimming with the kids. They've been waiting to show you how long they can hold their breath and have been competing for...who knows how long, now."

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Lt. Girak Mayott 13-Nov-21 03:44 PM

*After he brushed his thumb against her cheek he let her go and gave a smile.* “I can’t wait.” *And he was being honest, playing with them wasn’t something he’d usually do, but he’s different now. So after taking one more look at her he turned and headed down to the shore. The children were happy to see him when he came over. At first they were a little surprised since he’s usually serious and always worried about their future. That changed over time and they started to laugh and play, something he didn’t remember seeing much when he was around.*

Lt. Girak Mayott 15-Nov-21 12:05 AM

*Mayott wasn’t sure how long he stayed in the cave but that information wasn’t too important. Being with his family once more brought him such joy along with the closure he’d been longing for so many years. This is how that day, the last family vacation should have gone and this is the kind of husband and father he should’ve been to his family.* *As he was playing with his children it was incredible to see how much they smiled and opened up to him. Things got even better when Kessir joined in and he didn’t ever want this day to end. But when the sun started to set he knew it was time for him to leave and ‘report’ for the war. Before heading out he scooped up both children in his arms, kissed their cheeks and let them know how much he loves them. When he set them down they ran off to play as he then turned to Kessir. He gently pulled her close and held her in his arms. He wanted this moment to last forever and he held onto her for as long as he could. He closed his eyes, breathed in her perfume one final time, before putting a hand on her cheek and softly kissed her lips. When he let her go she gave a smile, then turned as the scene before him blew away like sand in the wind. Once again he was standing near the entrance of the cave, looking into the inky blankness before him.The elf was right, this place was exactly what his heart needed to heal. Bubble pop.* (edited)

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Lt. Cmdr. T'Pel Kestra 24-Nov-21 12:58 AM

TPel Memory

K'Tathu Koleth Menesk BOT 05-Jan-22 08:01 PM

**The Father** *The man looked at his son with pure contempt. How dare Karvak not follow through with being a tactical officer? He was wearing gold and Menesk was very familiar with department colors. He was home, in Pennsylvania, but the air was tense.* "You are a disgrace to yourself and your family. You say that you are a full grown man and yet can't handle a little phaser fight. You act like no Romulan, you act like a human. You need a universal translator to understand me because I refuse to talk English anymore. You are a mark on your mother, too. All of the other people I talked to agree that you are worth no more than a cleaned out mollusk," *he said, in Karvak's face.* (edited)

[T] Ens. K. Karvak BOT 05-Jan-22 08:01 PM

*He trembled with his father's words, blinking rapidly. This wasn't real- but oh boy it felt very real. He didn't have an answer, simply quiet staring into the other- older Romulan's eyes. The words stuck a chord inside of himself, anger. His father was belittling him so much...*

Lt. Cmdr. T'Pel Kestra 05-Jan-22 08:21 PM

((This cave is not for socialization. If you are here for a personal insight, you will need to title it, as it will be all you and the memory you are dealing with.)) (edited)

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Lt. Cmdr. T'Pel Kestra 05-Jan-22 08:37 PM

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K'Tathu Koleth Menesk BOT 05-Jan-22 11:29 PM

"Of course, the pathetic little mistake you are. I'm supposed to pretend to show that I care about you when you're just this disgrace. No other Romulans I know are like you, none. You are garbage," *Menesk said, folding his arms across his chest, a look of pure contempt in his eyes. He grabbed Karvak's arm.* "Stand up for yourself or nobody else will. You were once tactical but you were too weak-minded, an overgrown child," *he spat, an evil grin on his face.*

[T] Ens. K. Karvak BOT 05-Jan-22 11:29 PM

"Let me go. I'm not a mistake, you were never fucking there. I explored and wanted to be a scientist... or a transporter operator like the good O'Brien but oh no. You said that I'd do well in tactical and I listened 'cause that's what mum did. She's dead," *he said in a whimpered voice. He was calm as always though under the surface the anger and hatred was boiling. Menesk was treading on thin ice.*

K'Tathu Koleth Menesk BOT 05-Jan-22 11:29 PM

"Your fault, Karvak, for simply being born at the wrong time. You were a mistake, too. Did I ever tell you that? Oh yes, I did. A mistake," *he said.* "Your brothers are half human and are better than you, you mistake. I'm rarely around for them and they're growing up fine, what's the difference you insignificant tool?"

[T] Ens. K. Karvak BOT 05-Jan-22 11:29 PM

*A low growl came from Karvak, the hand was not released and the thought of him being called a mistake in that manner made his right fist ball. In the back of his mind he knew that this wasn't real... he shoved the man back and raised his fists, right hand cupped slightly.* "You don't exist... and to say that I'm the result of a broken condom is no way to speak to your own son. You are a sorry excuse for a father,"

K'Tathu Koleth Menesk BOT 05-Jan-22 11:29 PM

*He grinned and raised his fists as well, finally happy to see Karvak's possible transition from his sad state of pacifism. He lunged at the younger Romulan, aiming a punch at his head.*

[T] Ens. K. Karvak BOT 05-Jan-22 11:29 PM

*A series of fluid moves followed as Karvak dodged, hand moving to Menesk's sweet spot between his neck and shoulder.* "Never will I stoop to such a level of violence as to punch you. No, that would be too merciful. Mister Replicator Maker, Mister Brawler. Anger? It doesn't govern me and you were different when I was little- nicer. For now, however, I feel better and you can sleep," *he pinched down.*

K'Tathu Koleth Menesk BOT 05-Jan-22 11:29 PM

"Disappointment... is a powerful emotion..." *He blinked as his hand weakly moved up to try and remove Karvak's like a noodle hitting a silver fork. He failed, spots forming at the edge of his eyes.* "I'm sorry..." *He went limp, unconscious. Karvak was a superior fighter even though he was much weaker than his father- though he never laid a punch. He brought the other man down peacefully. No killing, no hurting.*

[T] Ens. K. Karvak BOT 05-Jan-22 11:29 PM

*He gently lowered his 'father' to the ground, sighing as he set the man down in the dirt. Menesk disappeared.* "Descanso tranquilo, padre," *Karvak replied with a small nod. He wasn't leaving, however, since the living room of his cottage was yet to disappear.*

[T] Ens. K. Karvak BOT 09-Jan-22 04:48 PM

*He left after a short while, feeling relieved.*

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