Fuyu no Hanashi

* Marutsuke EP
* Gift EP

**Fuyu no Hanashi** (冬のはなし,, *A Winter Story*?)
is the insert track performed in Episode 9 of the Anime. It is composed by Centimillimental and performed by *The Seasons*.

## Tracklist

* **EP - Marutsuke**

1. Marutsuke
2. Fuyu no Hanashi
3. Marutsuke (Instrumental)
4. Fuyu no Hanashi (Instrumental)

* **EP - Gift**

1. Yoru ga Akeru
2. Hetakuso
3. Stage Kara Kimi ni Sasagu
4. Fuyu no Hanashi
5. Marutsuke
6. Yoru ga Akeru (Instrumental)
7. Hetakuso (Instrumental)
8. Stage Kara Kimi ni Sasagu (Instrumental)

## Backstory

The song started out as a melody that Mafuyu hummed in front of his ex-boyfriend, Yuki, then from that Yuki starts to write a song for Mafuyu. Then he meets Ritsuka, who is completely shaken once he heard Mafuyu sing it, so asks him to be the vocalist for his band. Ritsuka composes a guitar riff for the track and now it was up to Mafuyu to complete the lyrics.

Mafuyu was dealing with his boyfriend's suicide that had happened last winter and he had been repressing his feelings for a year, stretching out the writing process to the very end. He wrote this song about him, talking about his inability to move on and how lost and emotionless he has felt since then.

However, by the end of Mafuyu’s performance, he had some sort of closure, finally expressing his feelings by singing them out loud. At last, he sang “Even though I couldn’t say goodbye, you'll always be here with me”.

## Lyrics

### Full Version

* English
* Rōmaji
* Kanji

Just like the shade of snow

That hasn't completely melted

I keep living with these feelings inside me

Hey, with what words

Should I close the door on this love?

Your everything

Has lost its tomorrow

And now wanders through eternity

Unable to say goodbye

And unable to move on

It stays with me

Just like an unbreakable spell

Or some kind of curse

I'm still holding on to some heavy baggage

Hey, in this town

What kind of tomorrow am I supposed to look for?

Ah!

My cold tears freeze under the sky

They pretend to be kind as they fall down my face

Two inseparable people are torn apart

That's all there is to this story

Your everything

Has lost its shape

But will live on forever within me

Unable to say goodbye

As I try to move forward

You'll always be here with me

mada tokekirezu ni nokotta

hikage no yuki mitai na

omoi wo daite ikiteru

nē boku wa kono koi wo

donna kotoba de tojitara ī no

anata no subete ga

ashita wo nakushite

eien no naka wo samayotte iru yo

sayonara dekizu ni

tachidomatta mama no

boku to issho ni

mada tokenai mahō no yō na

soretomo noroi no yō na

omoi nimotsu wo kakaeteru

nē boku wa kono machi de

donna ashita wo sagaseba ī no

aa

tsumetai namida ga sora de ite tsuite

yasashī furi shite maiochiru koro ni

hanareta dareka to dareka ga ita koto

tada sore dake no hanashi

anata no subete ga

katachi wo nakushite mo

eien ni boku no naka de ikiteku yo

sayonara dekizu ni

arukidasu boku to

zutto issho ni

まだ　溶けきれずに残った

日陰の雪みたいな

想いを抱いて生きてる

ねぇ　僕はこの恋を

どんな言葉で　とじたらいいの

あなたのすべてが

明日を失くして

永遠の中を彷徨っているよ

さよならできずに

立ち止まったままの

僕と一緒に

まだ解けない魔法のような

それとも呪いのような

重い荷物を抱えてる

ねぇ　ぼくはこの街で

どんな明日を　探せばいいの

あぁ

冷たい涙が空で凍てついて

やさしい振りして舞い落ちる頃に

離れた誰かと誰かがいたこと

ただそれだけのはなし

あなたのすべてが

かたちを失くしても

永遠に僕の中で生きてくよ

さよならできずに

歩き出す僕と

ずっと一緒

## Trivia

* The song is sung by Mafuyu Sato's voice actor, Shougo Yano.