Clovershine

Clovershine Ref

### Build

very skinny, tall, and lean build, however she has bushy fur making her look a bit less skinny

## Birth and Death

### Cause of Death

Blood loss whilst kitting

> "Let me guess, you are here to tell me that I'm not pretty? That I'm not good enough?... I've heard that before." -Clovershine to Ripplewatcher
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### ➽ Appearance ➽

Clovershine is a pretty dilute calico with soft lily green eyes and bushy fur. She is tall and rather skinny after a leaf-bare leaving her half-dead. She had a scar on her back leg from when she fell off a tree and still has a limp. She looks rather weak with her lean and weak build to her scarred fur. She has a vine wrapped around her leg, symbolizing her love for all flowers.

### ➽ Personality ➽

Clovershine is a shy and introverted cat with little friends and a supportive sister. She has trouble connecting with cats and making friends, her introverted nature generally leads to gossip, and she is generally too shy to stop it. She is a perfectionist with a strong conscience. She hates the spotlight and is quite humble, which generally makes cats underestimate her. She is extremely insecure and a bit shallow. She is very helpful sweet but she can be stressed easily, taking things too hard on herself. Despite this being her normal personality she changed herself pretending to be an extroverted cat to get friends, and for the most part, it worked. She became more talkative and altogether more popular! Clovershine also has a tendency to blame herself for everything, causing her depression.

### ➽ Skills and Weaknesses ➽

(+) **Smart** Clovershine is a very smart she-cat, if I had to put it in numbers her IQ is around 135

(+) **Empathetic** Clovershine has changed much since when she was a kit, she is able to easily connect with cats and is always ready to help them if they need it

(+) **Integrity** Clovershine is full of integrity. Her conscience has and will always be strong, she lives by her principles and never breaks them, no matter what.

(+) **Fast and Agile** Clovershine has never and will never be the strongest cat in the battle, however, she is very fast and surprisingly agile.

(=) **Thinker** This trait is neither good nor bad considering she'll always look at the big picture but tends to overthink things

(-) **Emotional** Clovershine tends to take things to heart when they aren't needed

(-) **Holds Grudges** You heard me, Clovey has a tendency to hold a grudge, so watch out!

(-) **Weak** Despite being very fast and agile, she isn't that strong, and has a tendency to be pushed around.

### ➽ Kithood ➽

Cloverkit was born to Junipershine and Lynxstone during a nice new-leaf. As a kit she grew distant from her family, and jealous of her sister, Charkit, who had two cats who she called arents despite having her own parents. That's how likable she was, and that's how excluded Cloverkit felt so she asked Driftwind (Charkit's 'dad' ) if he could take care of her too, the tom was kind and agreed, but that made Charkit angry. So later that moon Charkit stormed up to Cloverkit, calling her a thief and saying that she had to grow a backbone, scarring Cloverkit. Then not long after Cloverkit's uncle Birchfire died in front of her from an eel bite. After that Cloverkit realized her grandmother, Messenger had died, but worse yet, she never got to meet her, she wasn't allowed to go outside of camp though Charkit had gone out twice. Cloverkit then persuaded her mom to let her leave camp, when Cloverkit left camp she saw a big tree. She knew this was her chance to prove herself to her mom so climbed it, she went remarkably high before plummeting down, breaking her leg, to this day she still has a limp because of it. After that, she stayed in the med. den for a while, developing a love for herbs.

### ➽ Apprenticeship ➽

Cloverpaw was apprenticed to a young tom named Coalstrike, at first jealous as her sister got Driftwind and she got a young and inexperienced tom, though after that she grew close to her mentor, and her mentor became one of the only cats that were able to make her feel worth something. Soon Cloverpaw heard of a tom named Thinsprout from thunderclan that had hurt her sister, she fought the tom and won, but he chipped her ear. It was a proud moment for her and one of the last ones she'd have for a very long time... Later, Cloverpaw then met a tom named Ratpaw, who became her one true friend and was always kind to her. After more and more drama with her sister, Cloverpaw left the clan for a day, wanting to run from her problems. Then, meeting Ratpaw at the border he persuaded her to join riverclan again. However, when she did, no-cat besides Ratpaw and Coalstrike were glad to have her back, in fact, she learned that one of her so-called friends Newtpaw had called a selfish jerk when she was gone, this made her like leaving again, but she stayed for Ratpaw. About a moon passed and Cloverpaw was stilled mistrusted by her clanmates but soon found her place again. Though her mentor, Coalstrike passed away before her eyes just before leaf-bare, making her feel helpless once again. But what angered her the most was when every cat besides Ratpaw went to comfort her sister instead of Cloverpaw, making her feel like no one cared. During the harsh leaf-bare, the river froze over, and because of Cloverpaw's sadness, she refused to eat, nearly starving herself and instead gave her food to the kits and elders. She also started to help the clan in many other ways as she couldn't hunt and couldn't battle train. She began to repair dens and look for places where the river wasn't frozen. During these dark times, Cloverpaw always felt better when sorting herbs, like her sister Char. And was broken when she found out even her cousin preferred Char over her. Eventually, she told Char how she felt shadowed by her, but was met by nothing but a raging sister, who's story said that Charpaw was the one who was shadowed. Clover was angry, and not just for that but because two toms liked Char and only one liked Cloverpaw. She would've been jealous but ignored it until she realized CHar liked Ratpaw, her sole friend. Cloverpaw sighed, knowing that like normal, Char would get what she wanted. Despite this, Ratpaw stayed by her side, always there to help her. And eventually, the two grew to like each other. But not all things were terrible during her apprenticeship, she also made a Shadowclan friend named Charrydust and they talked about how cool Blazingwing was and how they could pretend to be spies. Thankfully, Cloverpaw got her new mentor Darkfrost and is excited to become a warrior in two moons! However, after that Char tries to run away, Cloverpaw chased after her, wanting to warn her about how hard it is to live there. However, she got run over by a car and can do nothing but listen, as she is dying slowly, to her sister, saying she is nothing and wishing she was never born. Luckily she was found by Ratpaw and he brought her back to camp. After that she barely spoke for a moon, her soul was crushed... After that, Cloverpaw spent a while hobbling around before see met her sister Charpaw again, who renamed herself messenger and told Cloverpaw that she didn't regret what she had done, leaving Cloverpaw depressed. After that Cloverpaw became friends with Raccoonpaw and they began to have fun and hunt together. She also started training in the df with Ripplepaw, they became DF buddies and don't fight them you will use. Cloverpaw started to heal after CHarpaw left, even playing more with her long-time friend Echo, a loner. Cloverpaw continues to venture into the dark forest and one day finds out the tom she liked (Ripplepaw) who she had been training with was also training with her sister, frustrated that even without Charpaw being there she was still controlling Cloverpaw's life she lashed out, causing Ripplepaw to say that she didn't deserve him, this made Cloverpaw regain her senses and she admitted she was angry because she liked Ripplepaw and just wished he liked her back. He then admitted that he liked her too and it was all just awkwardness because Cloverpaw felt weird as she and Ratpaw liked each other too. Then Clovey became an ostrich (this is a joke lol) as her two friends/crushes Ratpaw and Ripplepaw fought over nothing. After that Cloverpaw visited the dark forest to find her sister training there. The two became quick friends again and realized how much they had missed each other. They started training together. After that Cloverpaw watched as a few of her close friends, Hopepaw, Ripplepaw, and Newtpaw became warriors, becoming Hopeflame, Ripplewatcher, and Newtchaser. After that, she snuck to see her sister for a day returning to find a surprise. She padded up to Fleetfoot, who was surprised she could see him. Cloverpaw was confused at first, wondering what he meant before realizing her friend was dead. Tears streamed down her cheeks. She had lost another friend. And that lead to her realizing that she could see ghosts, like when she saw Nighthawk so many moons ago. Fleetfoot also mentioned her and Ratpaw going to have kits, making Cloverpaw blush. She loved two toms and both of them liked her back. Ratpaw was sweet and caring and so was Ripplewatcher, so she decided to do a classic Cloverpaw move. "I...uh...um..uh..." But when he asked her to name one after him she agreed, what else could she have done? Fleetfoot was an amazing friend. After that her sister Charpaw returned, leaving Cloverpaw overjoyed to see her. She also comforted Gingerkit during that time as the kits that had gone to get Charpaw back also left her. Cloverpaw grew fond of the kit as she reminded her of herself. She secretly hoped to be Gingerkit's mentor. Soon Honeydawn caught wind of Cloverpaw's vision of ghosts and told Cloverpaw she knew, Cloverpaw told her everything on one condition, Char wouldn't know. Her friendship with her sister was fragile and she knew that if Char were to find this out, it would be broken...

### ➽ Adult-hood ➽

Clovershine's warrior ceremony was one of the proudest moments of her life, her warrior name was what she had always wanted! Clovershine! She almost cried tears of joy when she saw Fleetfoot there, and her sister and Ratpaw! She was honored when the deputy called her an empathetic and amazing leader! After that, she went to talk with her sister and they joked about their new names. After that Clovershine admitted to her sister how she felt like her sister was shunning her and that she could see ghosts. Her sister shallowly ignored her, saying she just needed time. Clovershine felt even more like an outcast, she had hoped that Char would have at least stopped shunning her out when she came back but nope! Later Clovershine discovered a tom named Ivypaw flirting with her sister. She didn't really care but it hurt her feelings when he told her that she'd never be as good as her sister. She left bitterly after that. Still angry that after moons and moons of her being shadowed her sister refused to believe it. Later she found out that her sister and her crush Ripplewatcher were together, not as mates but they were still sharing prey and sleeping together and all that jazz. Clovershine felt mixed emotions when Ripplewatcher told her. How dare he break the heart not of Clover but of her best friend Hopeflame? Who Clovey loved (As a friend) dearly. She started to wonder again if no-cats liked her because she wasn't pretty...making her feel like nothing. Later she had to comfort Hopeflame, she felt bad for her friend, as she had done nothing wrong. She asked Hopeflame if she wanted to be her adopted sister, knowing sisters was to protect each other, no matter how much Char had hurt her. But Hopeflame shook her head, saying that sister's only hurt her. Clovershine wanted to argue but it was true. She couldn't recall the times where Char had stood up for her when she needed it...only the times where Char was the one yelling at her. Later Clovershine, Charfrost, and Gingerkit were all playing. Gingerkit had started calling Clovershine sissy, as Clovershine had formed a close bond with the kit, making Char feel jealous. Char started talking to Gingerkit about all the mistakes Clovershine had made but twisting them to make her seem worse. Clovershine got defensive, telling the kit she didn't like Char because of how she purposely decided to go with Ripplewatcher to make Hopeflame and Clovershine sad. However, Clovershine then suggested they play reed-ball. Feeling that it was unfair for such a kind kit to have to hear this. Clovershine and Gingerkit began to play, then later that day Charfrost walked up to Clovershine, snarling. Saying that she had never been mean to Hopeflame and how black and white and a letdown Clovershine was. She responded by talking about how she had been silently tortured and never could escape from it. It hurt her to see how her sister truly felt, but Clovershine had stood her ground for many moons and this argument would be no different. Then her sister collapsed, Clovershine had seen this before, the 'pity me' card. She dragged her sister to the med den and stormed off angrily. After that Clovershine asked Ratwhisker to be her mate, and he agreed. Unbeknownst to her, two cats, Patchpaw (A Childhood friend) and Ripplewatcher became jealous. Patchpaw admitted she liked Clovershine, making Clovershine guilty. When she tried to ask her sister for help Char discarded her, saying that no-cat cared. Clovershine then heard Ivypaw talking to her mate about how she was a terrible cat. Her mate defended her but Clovershine was hurt, and started to wonder if there was something wrong with her? Why was it that either she had to break a cat's heart or they just straight-up hated her? Surprisingly, when she talked to him he was nice and admitted that he made a mistake. The two became friends and spent the day trying to guess his warrior name. Not long after news had spread about Clovershine friend-zoning Patchpaw and now many cats were against her and Ratwhisker's relationship. Clovershine felt this was all her fault. But she truly loved Ratwhisker, so what could she do? After talking to Fleetfoot's spirit he admitted that if she continued to train in the dark forest she would get possessed and die. Realizing that all this time she was just being used she decided to not leave, but spy on them. She wouldn't stop learning but at least she could learn for the right cause... However, Fleetfoot disagreed. Saying he had visions of her dying soon. He then revealed to her that her mentor Coalstrike, had killed his mate in the dark forest. The news was horrifying to Clovershine, and yet again she started to distance herself from others. Later when she was out hunting she met a shadowclan cat named Burrthistle. She saved his life after he fell into the river. After that she found her friend Cherrydust, they both provided support for each other after each of their friend's death. Not long after Clovershine confronted Night, asking if she truly meant to turn Clover evil. Night disagreed, saying that she only wanted to help Clovershine. Clovershine, despite knowing it was bad, she asked if she could continue to train. Night said she had to prove her loyalty first so Clovershine began to look for a way to do that... Later Clovershine saw Thinsprout, a thunderclan warrior she had fought and beaten many moons ago, putting aside her anger and hatred the she-cat realized he needed help, so she befriended the depressed tom, and started to help him become happier. Not long after she was confronted by her sister, who told Clovershine that is she truly still liked Patchpaw and RIpplewatcher, to break up with Ratwhisker. Clovershine admitted that she lied to her sister, and also saw this as an attempt for Char to become mates with Ratwhisker as she knew her sister still had a crush. Then she and Patchpaw talked, ending in another panic attack and Patchy running away, then Clovershine learned that Patchy had nearly drowned and almost didn't care as her will to live was small because of Clovershine, crushed, Clovershine started to see herself as a villain. Though the moons after that were quite uneventful and peaceful. Clovershine and Ratwhisker then decided to go hunting, however when Ratwhisker climbed a tall tree lighting struck and the tree burst into flames, Ratwhisker quickly jumped off, and a nearby hunting patrol came to help him, however, it was too late. He was losing blood fast. Then he was left with Clovershine and her sister. He said he loved Char. Clovershine took that as he was in love with her, so she started to walk away, despite the fact Ratwhisker meant he loved Char as a sister. Then at the last second Clovey realized what he meant, but it was too late. The tom was dead. The broken-hearted she-cat vowed never to love again. After that she quickly learned from her friend Ripplewatcher that her sister Charfrost planned to kill herself. Horror-struck by this, she confronted her sister, who confirmed this. After that, she went to Raccoonshade, who comforted her. She started to feel numb. But she pushed her past aside and just decided to keep moving forward. Later she and Patchpaw were on patrol together, and Patchpaw suggested suicide. However Clovershine disagreed, feeling that there was still a reason to go on, and then Patchpaw got angry and started ranting about Clovershine, saying not everything was about her before running into the river and trying to drown herself, Clovershine quickly got her out and got back to camp but then was yelled at by Ripplewatcher and Charfrost, saying that she was useless and there was a reason why she wasn't a med. cat. She then had another panic attack, which to no surprise, despite it being life-threatening nobody cared. Then she ran to the river, wanting to end it all. However, Charfrost caught her and pulled her out. Later she came back to camp to learn that Charfrost and Newtchaser had become mates, although she was happy for them there was jealousy burning within her. She hoped for the best with them, but she missed Ratwhisker dearly. After that she met up with Frondpaw, the poor she-cat had been crying because of her mother, as her mother was in a coma. The kind, empathetic and calm Clovey that we all love seemed to return, helping the young she-cat. Afterwords Ripplewatcher talked with Clovershine, she was still mad at him for yelling at her. But he admitted he had been jealous of Ratwhisker and liked Clovershine. Clovershine, however, was horrified by this. She liked him too but hated the fact that she did, she knew many other she-cats liked the tom and Clovershine still loved Ratwhisker. She quickly left, feeling like an awful cat. Later she met with Ripplewatcher again, in the dark forest, Ripplewatcher then asked Clovershine why Patchpaw jumped, and Clovershine told him the truth, admitting Patchpaw jumped because of her. Ripplewatcher, however, didn't hate Clovershine for admitting it, licking her ear kindly before the two woke up. Not long after waking up Clovershine overheard her sister and Patchpaw, who were planning to set up a beautiful hangout spot for Patchpaw and Ripplewatcher, where Patchpaw would ask to be his mate. Clovershine was crushed by this, not only being torn by liking Ripplewatcher but by her sister's quick and sudden betrayal. She then talked to her sister about, who responded with 'Patchy deserves Ripple'. Clovershine then talked to Newtchaser, who got angry at her. Tired and worn out she went to her dead mate's grave to cry. Later, she attended the apprentice ceremony of Beetlekit/paw. SHe was shocked and happy to find out she was Beetlepaw's mentor. She promised herself she would be the supportive mentor she never had. Not long after, she learned Patchbriar and Ripplewatcher had become mates. Heart-broken, the she-cat went to her friend Raccoonshade. Who, after calming her down, asked to be her mate. However, she said she needed time. She was sick of love. All it did was hurt her. Besides, she had an apprentice to train. However, moons after thinking about it she accepted Raccoonshade's request and the two became mates. Though, it was questionable during that time if it was *true* love, Clovershine certainly liked him but some-cats believe she started out his mates because she wanted kits, and hoped she could eventually get over Ratwhisker and Ripplewatcher. Eventually, she did, and she started to love her mate, shunning out Ripplewatcher and becoming much happier in general. After that, she talked to Ratwhisker, to, her surprise, was happy for her and very supportive. However, Clovershine's love for her current mate soon began to fade, she still liked him, but as a friend. She realized the only reason she became his mate is that after Ripplewatcher broke her heart she wanted to prove to herself she could be loved. But she had made a mistake. However, she kept this to herself, hoping things would work out. She continued to stay quiet, hiding in other feelings too. She started to have a dream, night after night, the same dream. It was of her sister's death. The sickness her sister said she had gotten. Foretelling her death in a moon or two. As things got more and more awkward with Raccoonshade, Clovershine tried to reach out to her first mate Ratwhisker. Wanting to tell him she made a mistake and only said yes to Raccoonshade because she wanted to prove to herself she was still loved.To add to that, later she learned of Darkfrost, her second mentor, and his unfortunate death. Despite never being close she still grieved heavily. Later learning her somewhat friend Strikestone was his mate, and Strikestone still wished to be a father with Darkfrost, and he still wanted kits. Clovershine suggested she could surrogate and he accepted. Later she talked to her father, the two had never been close, only really having actual conversations once or twice. But she felt this time she could trust him. So she took all her feelings off her chest, telling him everything, how she missed Ratwhisker, how Ripplewatcher would never love her, how Patchbriar had gotten her dream job AND replaced her as Char's new sister, how she felt she would never be a good enough mentor for young Beetlepaw. And how she didn't truly love Raccoonshade. She lates woke up after a horrible nights sleep, she padded out to the territory to find her sister dying from a fox attack, mourning her sister when the ghost of Ivypaw appeared, he tried to crack a joke but she didn't want to hear it, angrily he started telling her she'd never be like her sister, hurt, clovershine pretended she didn't hear him, aggravating him further. Once she came back to camp and buried the body she started going into the neglectant faze, not eating nor sleeping much, before going to a cliff she had heard whispers about from the loners, there she sat, ready to jump. Then she had a change of heart, she ;eft the cliff not as a spirit but as a living, proud cat. Her spirits of her past still haunted her, but not as much. Her life became even happier when Honeydawn had kits and let Clovey be the godmother. She continued to train with Beetlepaw and help with the kits and her life seemed to be going well. However there was a point when Patchbriar came, trying to apologize. Clovershine didn't want to hear it. There was a pride that came by seeing her self-worth, she had a bit too much of it. She yelled at Patchbriar before leaving. She then formed a close bond with Graycloud, a lonely but kind and happy tom. He and her could often be found by he river, racing eachother. Clovershine always losing. She felt a slight pressure had been lifted up off of her, Then, Driftwind died and Beekit went missing, distraught and distressed Clovershine stayed there for her cousin, helping find Beekit with her. Eventually Beetlepaw became Beetlestrike and Clovershine was happy for days, having worked so hard to train with him, however secretly dissapointed when realizing the bond she had forgotten to form with her apprentice. However the day soon took a quite unexpected turn when she and Patchbriar talked and made up, realizing Ripplewatcher had cheated on them both. After talking to him Clovershine continued to hang out with her new-found friend and was at even a slight peace.

Due to IRL events, Clovershine's RPer left Scratch and Clovershine died during kitting.

### ➽ Quotes ➽

*"You only see what you want to see and only hear what you want to hear, oblivious to cats like me who are in your shadow!"* Cloverpaw to Charpaw

*"...I'm sorry I wasn't enough.*" Cloverpaw to her dying mentor, Coalstrike

*"We all have our differences and that is what they can lead to, it's those who choose to overcome them that live a life of peace.*" Cloverpaw to Honeydawn about her and her troubles with Lynxstone

"I didn't lie, I just told the truth. You just don't want to hear it." Clovershine to Charfrost

"So yes I've fallen, and you have too. But at least I've been there to pick you up." Clovershine to Charfrost.

"Keep rolling your eyes, you might eventually find a brain." Best roast of all time from Clovershine to Ivypaw (SC)

"She'll awake soon. Don't worry." "And if she doesn't then she doesn't, but she still loves you, and that is the greatest gift you can possibly have." -Clovey to Frondpaw about her mom

(Char: ''Dying is the most boring thing I have ever done") "Then don't die next time, l o g i c." -Clovershine

### ➽ Trivia ➽

Clovershine is my first fully active TFCRP cat and my first one that wasn't created at the age of 15 moons or older

Clovershine's nicknames are Clovekitti, Clovey, Clovecat, and Clover (All outside of RP)

After realizing how many toms like Charfrost, Clovershine started to feel self-conscious and like there was something wrong with her like maybe she was ugly because of this

Clovershine's mentor in the dark forest is Night

Despite being in riverclan, Clovershine has always loved the forest and sometimes dreams of living there

Clovershine has dug a secret den just outside of camp for her and Cherrydust to play in

Clovershine over the moons has saved 6 cats UwU

Clovershine's mate Ratwhisker died after only three moons of them being mates

Clovershine has always loved kits and is excited to have some of her own!

### ➽ Relationships ➽

Mother: Junipershine

Father: Lynxstone

Sister: Charfrost (XX)

Brother: Oakstorm

Mate(s): Ratwhisker (XX), Raccoonshade (Current)

Aunt: Sparksong (XX)

Cousins: Honeydawn, Golddrop (XX)

Grandmothers: Messenger (XX), Beechstorm

Grandfathers: Oakstrike (XX) , Horoki (XX)

Crush(es): Ratwhisker (Former mate) (XX)

Best friend(s): Ratwhisker (XX), Charfrost (Best frienemie)

Friends: Hopeflame, Cherrydust (SC), Raccoonshade, Echo (XX), Newtchaser, Fleetfoot (XX), Ivypaw (XX) (SC), Ducksplash (XX), Koiskip, Gingerwish, Graycloud

Mentor(s): Coalstrike (XX) Darkfrost (XX), Night (DF)

Apprentice: Beetlestrike (former)

Acquaintances: Soot (SC) (Negative terms), Frondglow (Good terms), Redsnow (Okay terms), Burrthistle (SC) (Good terms), Hailstream (Good terms), Duskfall (Good Terms)