A Redemption Arc/Confessionals

## Day 9

LMAO TIM THINKS I FLIPPED

And now he's giving me some crap about how Catherine made a list, and I was the person she wanted on her tribe least. I don't buy it for an instant. This dude is painting a massive target on his back
Congratulations, Tim. You are now officially my target "numero uno", as the Vietnamese would say...

Alright so I'm already loving Linh and Johnny, fresh faces who I haven't pissed off yet in this game! Yes!! Grant is probably pretty cool too, but I haven't talked to him yet--he hasn't been online yet. Tim is also here, my #BeanieBuddy and Alissa who I recently had a very reassuring and positive conversation with last night during the revote. The only person on this tribe who I'm not on good grounds with is Alex. I've pissed him off at least two times on Chalong and he honestly scares me a bit whenever i talk to him, even when he's not pissed at me. The one thing preventing me from being so quick to try and get him out tho is that he is great at challenges and I also can't campaign to get someone out right when a swap has happened.
Overall I love this swap and I think my position has improved 200% from what it was back on Chalong. Altho that could change quickly if I say the wrong thing at the wrong time, so I gotta learn when to keep my mouth shut now or else this'll basically be Chalong 2.0 for me :/

## Day 10

However I don't want to go to tribal first just so that Eddie doesn't join our tribe after the vote off. Johnny trusts Eddie, but I don't need a fourth Layan on this tribe if I'm planning on flipping on Chalong. I want to keep the tribal lines 4-3 in favor of Chalong with me being in this middle position. Worst part about it all tho is that this is a semi-luck challenge, not a flash game or anything. Any challenge strength we have on this tribe right now is basically pointless for this challenge :/ I'm just hoping that luck is going my way today

if anyone (me) other than Arianna goes I'm going to be PISSED.
like omg your boyfriend can't March this season what a loss. Goodbye

Catherine and Tim had made a deal when they were picking the tribes - if Catherine saved his ally over there, Miguel; Tim would make sure I was safe. I'm surprised it wasn't Linh which makes it pointedly clear to me that the girl's alliance either wasn't as strong as we assumed or hadn't existed at all... which now makes me feel like Eddie made me fucking paranoid for some shit lmao oh well
Anywho; on new Chalong, there's Arianna, Miguel, and Will from original Chalong and Amir, Catherine, Jenna, and Thomas from original Layan. Thomas has a fucking idol so he's probably not going anywhere and tbh since they're at Tribal now I'd bet money it's probably Arianna going for being somewhat ass at challenges. I don't really see them sending Will packing just yet.
Eddie's going to join them and probably hook up with Thomas tho, and I could even see him trying to grab Miguel and Will and flip the game on its head over there. But that's none of my damn business :~)
Now, on my new Layan tribe; we have Grant, Linh, and myself from the original tribe and then Nifty, Tim, Alex, and Alissa from Chalong. This is actually pretty damn perfect for my survival.
I'm assuming a maximum of three rounds before another swap/merge so due to Tim's deal, Linh and Grant would be targeted way before me if they pushed for tribe vs. tribe. Both Layans seem to have the impression it's going to be Layan vs. Chalong and I low-key have been pushing that to no end so they wouldn't be out there trying to explore options.
On the other hand, we have Nifty. Nifty's cut himself up on that tribe by starting shit on accident twice in a row so his side may not trust him. Linh and Grant are trying to start this slow snail approach thing to pull him in whereas I just slid in his PMs "Nifty, Linh and Grant want to pull you in. You want to join us?" and he was like "Sure."
Right now, Nifty's my #1 on this tribe and I hope he don't turn shady on me :~). We've spilled most of our tribe secrets so I've made it clear I trust him and I don't see him lying to me especially when we know he's been in some shit due to their first Tribal.
My ideal boot order should we lose twice is probably Alex then Alissa or Linh, tbh. Nifty really wants Alex gone out of those three and I'm fine with that since he just seems to be shady if nothing else. We