Big Brother 10/Week 3

I donut want to win or my cards will be shown and it's still a little early. It SUCKS because I'm a competitive person and o want to win every comp, but I know I have to be patient and play the long game.
Also Szy's beautiful ass should have been included in the question about the bikini not me 🤣
I'm really happy to finally have the 4some alliance I wanted with Bryce szy me and Yoni and again I didn't even have to bring it up lol yoni came to me about wanting to talk to me about a "potential alliance" and I had to play it like I was surprised lmao
I'm still trying to keep Yoni mistrustful of the boys, Trey and Morgan , so they can gtfoh
I hope Szy wins HoH

There really isn't much to talk about. This game has been going pretty slow and it's been hard talking game with a lot of these people so I'm hoping that things heat up within the next couple of rounds. The inactives in the game are dwindling, and I do think that some people I'm working with are ready to make a move.
Since my last confessional, I'm now in a four person alliance with Bryce/Natalia/Szymon called the Nuns and I'm loving it right now! I think we have a lot of trust in each other and I do think that we could do really well, it's just a matter of who wins HOH from here on out.

I'm mad Abi didn't win HoH, she was so close smh.
Also my tiebreaker guess was close af so any haters who think I don't do math, think AGAIN 😤😤 jk I still suck at math lmao.

over the past few days, i knew that melanie & bradley also not included in any alliance so we've talked bunch.. bradley and i agreed to work together but i do not want to put them in the same alliance while rather just work on them personally. I luhv them though..
as for this week hoh.. honestly no thoughts on him but we've talked plenty and im just being nice and friendly.. i don't want to talk games with many people this early on.

Some people are gonna be hella pissed 🤣🤣
But oh well . Too bad for them .
I'm thinking if this plan works I'm gonna wanna go for the next HoH depending on how pissed people are and other dynamics.. lol
Welcome to big brother !
Oh and now Quintin told me I'm getting added into yet another alliance group. This time a 4 group of Bryce Morgan Quintin and myself .. can people stop adding me into all these alliances like this is why I get called fake after when I have to make moves smh. I don't even start alliances.

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Sam - 7 (I definitely confide in him the most, but I also know he's involved with a lot of people so I can't give him too much trust. Additionally, he always says "Q told me xyz" in alliance chats which shows the alliance that we talk 1:1 so I need to be more careful with what I share with him. I think he thinks I'm naive to the org community so I'm just going to play that up.)
Trey - 3 (I used to trust him more, but he is involved with so many alliances, has a reputation since the MVP nominated him so people know him, and also I didn't immediately tell Sam that Trey should be pulled off the block so I don't think Trey trusts me.)
Sharky - 7 (Love Sharky, haven't talked to him as much since Toy Story Org started. I don't think I'm his rider or die, it's probably Trey, but I def trust him a good amount.)
Natalie - 7 (I know her from a different game, and she knows that she's the only person that I know so I think that makes her trust me more. I also am pretty frank with her so I think that builds trust.)
Morgan - 0 (IDK why he started an alliance with me. I know he's in Yoni's alliance and he told me he wasn't in any... LOL)
Bryce - 2 (He only got a 2 because I think he's funny.)
Megan - 8 (Where do I begin with Megan? Why did she pick me for a 1:1 alliance, I'll never know. I do really trust her though because she told me about the all girls alliance and the one she formed, while I still have yet to tell her about my alliances... I don't get her, but I'll trust the info she gives me.)
Abi - 0 (We are not in the same alliances.)
Melanie - 0 (We are not in the same alliances.)
Bradley - 4 (He seems like a sweetie. He is friends with Sharky and Sam so I think I feel safe with him, but we don't have any alliance together... yet.)
Maya - 2 (Shes a sweetie too.)
Yoni - 0 (She said we bonded and then formed an alliance without me!!)
Szymon - 3 (I think Szymon would feel bad voting me out of a game. lol)
Alliances that I'm aware of:
(My go to alliance) Me + Trey + Sam + Sharky (Soon adding Natalia & Bradley to a bigger one)
(My information) Me + Megan
(IDK really what or why this is) Me + Morgan + Bryce + Natalie
(Yoni's alliance) Yoni + Trey + Sam + Morgan + Natalia
(Megan's alliance) Megan + Bryce + Syzmon + Morgan + Trey
(Maya's alliance) Maya + Megan + Natalia + Yoni + Melanie + Abi
Thanks for running this game. K, bye

Like Abi was closer to being voted out last round than I think she realizes.. I heard her name from multiple people and they were all boys but good luck with Trey ig.
And Megan?? What is this her second time getting put up? Clearly ain't no boy protecting you either sis. She's the Bella of the season. Thinking if she leaks the girls alliance, she'll get the boys on her side 😍 because she's so special 😍 and she's the only girl the boys will protect and take to the end 😍 and then when they turn on her she's gonna be big shocked 😮.
Sam might take down Trey with the veto and then szy is probably gonna put up Bradley. I don't think I can save him this time, I'd rather he get voted out bc he's a number probably for Trey, he told me he's good with Sam, so I'm sure he's with Trey too. Or actually even Megan can go so she can think about why playing Bella's game is not a good idea. Lol. Jk gamewise it's better she doesn't leave yet.

Sam is the HOH and POV holder, and I feel great about it! Him and I have been close since very early on, and plus I kept him safe Week 1, so I really don't think he would ever consider nominating me any time soon. I have been brought into this girls alliance with all of the girls left in the house. I'm not sure who started it, but I know that Maya came to me about the idea. I've always been pro-women my whole life; I wouldn't say that I'm a feminist just because that term has become so skewed from what it used to mean, but I do support women. The thing is... I don't support this alliance.
It's one thing if the alliance formed naturally, but it hasn't AT ALL. It just seems like they want to be together simply because we all have vaginas, which is great and all, but it's a little silly. While I agree that the women seem to be targeted and the men are getting through unscathed, I do think that's because some of the women HAVEN'T been active so what are others suppose to do? It's just a whole mess right now...
My biggest fear is choosing a side Week 3. I could easily see the votes shaping up to be 4 votes for Trey (Abi/Melanie/Szymon/Bryce) since he's a male and like 4 votes for Megan (Morgan/Quintin/Bradley/Sharky) with Natalia and I in the middle. We would then have to decide if we stick with the girls thing or go against our more powerful alliance where the guys hold the power + the ability to win comps. I think the decision is obvious, but I'm going to hold out in case something changes

All the boys want Megan gone, what a shocking surprise.. not. Yet she still sold out the girls alliance to them, clownery. I hope Szy was able to show her the mistake she's making trusting the boys. I'm not getting involved cuz I don't need the drama.
Sharky and I just had a very real and straightforward chat about the vote and how the girls think the boys are working together and the boys think the girls are working together. He also told me all the boys basically know about the girls alliance that Megan leaked to them, lmfao. Anyway, I wanted to feel Sharky out in relation to Morgan and Trey specifically as well and not just about the vote this round. I'm glad that he said he's been feeling a little sketched out with Trey and Morgan too. I would like to put Morgan up on the block if I win HoH and I appreciate that I could have Sharky's support to get Morgan out. As much as I want to work with the girls + Bryce and Szy, I also do have relationships with the boys. In particular I would say I like Sharky and Sam the most.
Bradley messaged me about not voting him out :( and I just wanna cry :( because he is so pure and precious :( im so sad. Like voting Bradley is so heartbreaking for me, I don't want to give him false hope, I haven't made my decision yet fully but I think deep down I know for the GAME only I have to vote Bradley out but I don't want to :( I wish he had shown up to really play since day 1 and not whatever day it is today. :(.