The Tsundere Senpai Chapter 5

THE TSUNDERE SENPAI AND HER BLACK HAIRED KOUHAI

CHAPTER 5 OF THE 4KOMA MANGA

(Chapter Note---This chapter begins with a flashback to an earlier time. A time shortly after the Senpai completed her transition from male to female. The Kouhai is at this time still masquerading as a male, and has not yet begun transitioning to their correct Gender Identity of female.)

FLASHBACK---One day at high school, the 'male' Kouhai comes into the art room to check on the Senpai. 'He' sees the Senpai at her art easel, and remarks to 'himself' that, although 'he' has become romantically attracted to Senpai (Kouhai at this time does not know that Senpai was born perceived as a male), 'he' really does not intimately know that much about Senpai.

"Ahhhh.....you came!", softly utters a distressed and sweaty Sempai. Sempai seems not to be feeling very well today.

Kouhai silently thinks to 'himself' that sometimes Senpai would say or do mean things when she was in a bad mood. That is what makes her "tsundere", after all.

"Looks like I was too focused.....I'm sorry, I didn't notice you when you came in. ", remarks the Senpai.
"That's okay", offers the Kouhai.

The Kouhai now notices the sweat practically dripping off of her cute, soft chin. 'He' thinks again that 'his' old self remarkably did not know anything about what was happening to Senpai's body, and the tremendous transformation that her body was going through. The Kouahi tells 'himself' what a candid assessment of the Sempai is today. "Your unreasonably positive facade has slipped there, Senpai....." (END FLASHBACK)

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PRESENT TIME---

The Senpai and Kouhai are in the art room today. But all is not going well with the Senpai. As has happened so many times in the past, she is not feeling well today. Her stomach hurts.

" AHHHHHHH......MY STOMACH HURRRRRRRTS! ", cries the Senpai. She is bent over, hugging the tilted desktop of her easel, with one arm reaching upward across the easel.

The Kouhai tries to be humorous, telling the Senpai that what's left of your 'inner guy' is trying to get out and leave your body for good! Senpai responds---

"That's not it, I just feel awful! Today is a girl's holiday, after all!"

The Kouahi thinks to herself that how is it a holiday? Right now, you are being the Number One girl......then you meant?.....what did you mean? The Kouhai having been in the same position as Senpai (transitioning from male to female), she should be able to understand this about the Senpai. There is something intimate about girls that is not fun, not fun at all!

The Sempai becomes agonized, and speaks of (supposedly) detransitioning---

"The price of having a pretty face is too cruel. Right now, from the bottom of my heart, I want to go back to being a guy."

The Kouhai silently looks on with compassion and empathy.

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As the Kouhai looks at the suffering Senpai, the Kouhai imagines to herself what it would be like to be in association with the Senpai if they actually did detransition. The Kouhai daydreams that she would be at her drawing easel, and near her in the art room would be a buff, muscular, beefy male, with the same hair color as the Senpai, wearing a men's string bikini and a full length white apron, and painting a picture on the easel in front of them. Yet immediately, the Kouhai dismisses that mental picture as not only unrealistic, but an affront to the Senpai who has tried so hard to transition to her correct gender of female. After clearing her mind of the unwanted image, the Kouhai boldly states to the ailing Senpai---

" That may be some sort of joke about detransitioning, but please don't say something like that! "

The Senpai observes, " You're fortunate .... it doesn't hurt that much for you! " The Senpai reaches out her left arm, and pokes the Kouhai in her right forehead with her finger.

" Yeah, well in comparison.....but it's still scary---honestly---that I will have this every month. ", confesses the Kouhai.

The Kouhai silently thinks to herself that since the two of them have become so close to one another, being trans girls after all, that after our bodies changed, we had conversations that only we alone could understand.

The Senpai now seems to ramble on about anything and nothing. " Back then.....I didn't understand girls.....All boys do is piss off people, being real jerks mind you as they show themselves to be failures......it's really laid back now that I think about it....." The Senpai now begins panting in short, hot breaths.

The Kouhai continues to silently think to herself. She would often hear graphic conversations from the mind and mouth of the girl that they liked (namely, the Senpai).

What's wrong, asks the Kouhai? Nothing, answers the Senpai. The Kouhai tells herself that she has some mixed feelings about all of this happening right now.

The Senpai now lays her head on the flat desktop of her easel, and silently endures her pain and distress.

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The Kouhai tries to continue the conversation, without knowing if she his helping or hurting the ill Senpai. The Kouhai tries to help nonetheless---

" .....but it's not all bad......it's because I have this body of mine......that I became able to really talk to you, Senpai, without fear or regret. Before, you used to hide it(boy outside, girl inside?), didn't you! Those times were *really feeling bad*?

The Senpai becomes candid. "AHHHH......you figured it out?!?.....hahahahaha......it's the one thing that is difficult to talk about to guys, and you were a guy back then, ya know!"

Responding, the Kouhai points out, " I don't think so.....I think it was probably that you didn't want people to worry about something that they did not know about? When you are really worried about something, please ask me, okay? "

" ....ugg.....okay......ah......IT HURTS.....", moans the Senpai. She thinks to herself that 'he' (the perceived male Kouhai) looked really well......really investigative......at who I am......who I really was......."

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