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Golden Rims

## Track Listing

**Golden Rims** is the ninth track from Viscerotonic. The track was released alongside the album, but since the album was deleted from most streaming services, the track is only available on Amazon Music Brazil and India, or on online forums. There is another vocalist featured on this track in the harmony, likely Rachel Rinsema, who sung the harmony part live at this performance.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

Making our way to 7th Ave

Providing (four hours laughs?)

Making our way to 7th Ave

With the sunset on the left

Chasing cars like they're our dreams

Cross the "I"s and cross the "T"s

Making our way to 7th Ave

With the sunset on the left

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Phone keeps ringing, static hums

Dadadadadum, the silence breaks

**[Chorus]**

Queen of the scene, the cracks in the street

Are old news, old news

Sunglass rims are like lost time

They're golden, golden

And there's a possibility of ruining the ruins

That we built around our need for reality

Distant from the 7th Ave scene

**[Verse 2]**

Open blinds to settle down

Open minds to think out loud

Making our way to (lights?) downtown

With the sunset on the left

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Phone keeps ringing, static hums

Dadadadadum, the silence breaks

**[Chorus]**

Queen of the scene, the cracks in the street

Are old news, old news

Sunglass rims are like lost time

They're golden, golden

And there's a possibility of ruining the ruins

That we built around our need for reality

Distant from the 7th Ave scene

**[Bridge]**

Golden (bridge?) and golden hearts

Keeping up, forget the dark

Yellow signs and white lines

Keeping up to pass the time

Losing when I'm leaving, (getting sharp, I'm feeling wasting troubles by?)

**[Chorus]**

Queen of the scene, the cracks in the street

Are old news, old news

Sunglass rims are like lost time

They're golden, golden

And there's a possibility of ruining the ruins

That we built around our need for reality

Queen of the scene, the cracks in the street

Are old news, old news

Sunglass rims are like lost time

They're golden, golden

And there's a possibility of ruining the ruins

That we built around our need for reality

Distant from the 7th Ave scene
Everlasting Trip

## Track Listing

**Everlasting Trip** is the second track from Unfamiliar Light. The track was released alongside the album, but since the album was deleted from streaming services, the track is only available on online forums.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

The air is filled with successes

As we roam through these streets so attended

There are people around us, talk about what they think they know

As we sit here in this serene

**[Chorus]**

I'm looking around and I see my future

 I'm looking around and I see that the thoughts we all breathe are the same

 I'm looking around and there is an absence of unfamiliarity

 And this everlasting trip is my stability

**[Verse 2]**

They say that you know when you realize your soul lies here

There's things on the table from late nights when talking over years

 I quickly disappear, there is so much that we don't know

But the earth at our feet holds us down to avoid things from falling low

**[Chorus]**

I'm looking around and I see my future

 I'm looking around and I see that the thoughts we all breathe are the same

 I'm looking around and there is an absence of unfamiliarity

 And this everlasting trip is my stability

**[Bridge]**

Oh oh oh oh oh oh

Oh oh oh oh oh oh

Oh oh oh oh oh oh

**[Outro]**

This is our home

 It's in the records we own

And we will be old and bone

 In this place of clarity

This is our home

 This roof will take its own form

 No need to crave something more
Austin Corona

**Austin Corona** (the musician behind lilacs) was born and raised in Santa Cruz, CA. Austin played in numerous bands throughout his career and now is doing a solo project called "Lilacs.". He also produces and writes for other artists, having produced a single for UPSAHL

## Work with UPSAHL

Standalone singles from UPSAHL:

* 12345SEX (2020)
Tyler Acord

### Genres

Lo-fi hip hop, R&B, dance, electronic, future bass, soul, neo-funk, hip hop, metalcore, nu metal

### Occupations

Record producer, DJ, musician, multi-instrumentalist, songwriter

### Instruments

Keyboards, synthesizers, piano, guitar, drums percussion, digital audio workstation

## Official Accounts

### Instagram

@lophiile
@tyacord.jpg

### YouTube

lophiile

**Tyler Joseph Acord** (born September 12, 1990), also known by his stage name **Lophiile** and formerly known as **Scout**, is an American record producer, DJ, multi-instrumentalist, and songwriter born in Lakewood, Washington. He is a member of the English-American R&B group Radiant Children and is a former member of the American metalcore band Issues.

He has written a song with UPSAHL.

## Work with UPSAHL

Songs currently unreleased:

* Lovesick
Stuck in the Middle

## Track Listing

**IOU** is the fifth track from Taylor Upsahl. Not much is known about it since the track is not available online.

## Lyrics (Snippet)

**[Verse 1]**

Everything is standing still

I'm searching for what's not there

Too many things

(To think?), just stop from falling

All the impossibilities

My heart is falling off my sleeve

Too many reasonings

Just stop

**[Chorus]**

Can I please hit the ground

Can you please stop the sound

Of what's ringing in my ears

Of what could have been

Could I just stop picking up

From where I left off

'Cause nothing's in the way

Of what could have been

**[Verse 2]**

Voices talking 'bout an unknown past-
PJ Harding

**PJ Harding**is an Australian songwriter and producer who has garnered a reputation internationally working with the likes of Lennon Stella, Lil Nas X, and Bebe Rexha, as well as helping to develop breakthrough artist Australian artist Ruel. In 2017, he stood out as the most nominated writer at the Australian APRA Songwriting Award.

He has written a song with UPSAHL.

## Work with UPSAHL

Songs currently unreleased:

* Sad
Move On

**Move On** is a song by UPSAHL that was released on her Bandcamp page on December 8, 2011. The song is not available online anymore but The Blue Door Studio account on Soundcloud has reuploaded a 0:37 seconds snippet.

According to a screenshot from the Bandcamp upload, UPSAHL sings and plays the guitar in the song.

## Lyrics

[From Snippet]

Laughing out loud thinking about the strange things that keep on happening to me

And now we are down to the last straw

The lights are on and nobody's home

I think it's time we both forget and never regret and move on

## Gallery

screenshot of the original Bandcamp upload
Nathan Cunningham

**Marc Sibley** and ****Nathan Cunningham**** are the members of **Space Primates**, a London production and songwriting duo who first found success working with artists like LunchMoney Lewis and Reggie n' Bollie via their partnership with Los Angeles-based firm Prescriptions Songs. Specializing in hooky, electronic-laced pop, the duo made its own debut in 2017 with the uplifting track "My Life," which featured singer/songwriter GoldFord.

They worked with UPSAHL in various songs.

## Work with UPSAHL

Standalone singles from UPSAHL:

* Smile for the Camera (2019)
* STOP! (2021)

Songs currently unreleased:

* Kill Or Crash
* Madonna
TikTok duets

**TikTok** **duets** is a "series" that UPSAHL does all the time on TikTok. It consists on taking a viral spoken video on TikTok and singing it accompanied by a guitar.

## adamrayokay

On March 17, 2020 UPSAHL did a duet with adamrayokay

Rosa for president
## Joe Exotic

On April 6, 2020 UPSAHL sang Joe Exotic's 2016 presidential campaign

Joe exotic for president.
## austin\_maguire

On April 27, 2020 UPSAHL did a duet with austin\_maguire.

#react
## girlwithgreenbeanie

On May 17, 2020 UPSAHL did a duet with girlwithgreenbeanie.

#react
## taraswrld

On June 16, 2020 UPSAHL did a duet with taraswrld.

fucking mood
## maliaschmalleger

On August 4, 2020 UPSAHL did a duet with maliaschmalleger.

#duet
## anania00

On Semptember 4, 2020 the duet was done with anania00.

@anania00 with the real tea
## kyleprue

On September 20, 2020 UPSAHL did a duet with kyleprue.

love u RBG 🖤
## chinforshort

On September 28, 2020 UPSAHL did a duet with chinforshort.

#duet
## jtfirstman

On October 9, 2020 UPSAHL did a duet with jtfirstman.

round of applause for the fly
## lizzo

On October 22, 2020 UPSAHL did a duet with lizzo. This would later turn into Wanna See Me Run

the queen herself
## elythorel\_

On November 16, 2020 UPSAHL did a duet with elythorel\_.

didn’t have to call me out like that damn
## relatableisaiah

On November 30, 2020 UPSAHL did a duet with relatableisaiah.

today’s mood
## ericwho1

On December 4, 2020 UPSAHL did a duet with ericwho1.

#duet
## iamfrankiejonas

On December 20, 2020 UPSAHL did a duet with iamfrankiejonas.

somehow ended up on Frankie Tik tok and I’m not mad about it
## bretmanrock

On January 1, 2021 UPSAHL did a duet with bretmanrock.

tea
## laronhinesofficial

On February 6, 2021 UPSAHL did a duet with laronhinesofficial.

JaBria is a legend
## bryanthediamond

On February 28, 2021 UPSAHL did a duet with bryanthediamond.

#duet
## mattheperson

On March 24, 2021 UPSAHL did a duet with mattheperson.

#duet
## kehlani

On April 24, 2021 UPSAHL did a duet with kehlani.

😈
## gkbarry

On May 14, 2021 UPSAHL did a duet with gkbarry.

#duet
## eyeziktortellini

On May 31, 2021 UPSAHL did a duet with eyeziktortellini.

if you ain’t at the beach wyaaaa
## chelseahandler

On June 10, 2021 UPSAHL did a duet with chelseahandler.

bye !!
## peachprc

On June 24, 2021 UPSAHL did a duet with peachprc.

add a little spice 🍄
## swagatronforever

On July 11, 2021 UPSAHL did a duet with swagatronforever.

why tho?
## nothanksalex

On July 12, 2021 UPSAHL did a duet with nothanksalex.

you can’t tell me this wouldn’t be fierce @trojanbrandcondoms
## nickiminaj

On July 19, 2021 UPSAHL did a duet with nickiminaj.

#duet
## fibulaa

On July 28, 2021 UPSAHL did a duet with fibulaa.

#duet
Sick Pretty Mind

"**Sick Pretty Mind**" is an unreleased song by UPSAHL. It was not intended for any specific project.

## Background

The song leaked via Dbree on September 1, 2021.

## Lyrics

**[Intro]**

(My sick pretty mind)

**[Verse 1]**

I hate the way I talk

But all I do is talk

Sometimes I wish I'd just shut up

I hate the way I look

But everybody look like show and tell when I show up

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Don't bring out my feelings, that's my way of dealing

No one here is ever okay, mmm

Spend a night in my brain, shadows on the wall say

**[Chorus]**

Welcome to my, my

My sick pretty mind, mind

It's twisted and dark but it's kind of a vibe, uh

You fight to get out then come back every night

Dance until you die in my sick pretty mind

**[Verse 2]**

Someone hang the DJ, he's spinning second thoughts

Wasted on the week day, look what I forgot

Man, I'm on the ceiling

But don't look too long

So you're tryna get deep then? Mmm-mmm

I'm like "Let's just not"

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Don't bring out my feelings, that's my way of dealing

No one here is ever okay (Okay, okay)

Spend a night in my brain, shadows on the wall say

**[Chorus]**

Welcome to my, my

My sick pretty mind, mind

It's twisted and dark but it's kind of a vibe, uh

You fight to get out then come back every night

Dance until you die in my sick pretty mind

**[Bridge]**

Na-na-na, dance until you die in my sick pretty mind, yeah

Na-ah-ah, go on and dance until you die in my sick pretty mind, yeah

**[Chorus]**

Welcome to my, my

My sick pretty mind, mind

It's twisted and dark but it's kind of a vibe, uh

You fight to get out then come back every night

You'll dance until you die in my sick pretty mind

## Trivia

* The song was played on episode 2 of UPSAHL UN-RELEASED.
* The song samples "Is It Always Binary" by Soulwax.
Artificial Flowers

"**Artificial Flowers**" is an unreleased song by UPSAHL. It was intended to be on Hindsight 20/20, however it was later scrapped.

## Background

The full song leaked on September 19, 2021 on Discord.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

Pick me up at 10 you're such a gentleman

Bottle of Merlot and a rose in your hand

Spent the night pretending we can't be more than friends

Then getting to fogging up the windows again

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Guess it was fake love

It's easy to make love

He loves me no he loves me not

Just wanna know was any of it real 'cause

He loves me no he loves me not

**[Chorus]**

Now it's so clear so simple

Flowers can be artificial

How did I fall for this?

You gave me all you had to give, oh

Manufactured truth counterfeit my love

Make believing you could ever be enough

Now it's so clear so simple

Flowers can be artificial

**[Verse 2]**

Should've paid attention, followed all the signs

Instead I let you try to ruin my life

Unfamiliar faces when you're out at night

You show up late trying to make it alright

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Guess it was fake love

It's easy to make love

He loves me no he loves me not

Just wanna know was any of it real 'cause

He loves me no he loves me not

**[Chorus]**

Now it's so clear so simple

Flowers can be artificial

How did I fall for this?

You gave me all you had to give, oh

Manufactured truth counterfeit my love

Make believing you could ever be enough

Now it's so clear so simple

Flowers can be artificial

**[Bridge]**

Roses are red

Violets are blue

Darling you're dead to me

Now I can bloom

Roses are red

Violets are blue

Darling you're dead to me

Now I can bloom

**[Chorus]**

Now it's so clear so simple

Flowers can be artificial

How did I fall for this?

You gave me all you had to give, oh

Manufactured truth counterfeit my love

Make believing you could ever be enough

Now it's so clear so simple

Flowers can be artificial

**[Outro]**

Roses are red

Violets are blue

Darling you're dead to me

Now I can bloom

Roses are red

Violets are blue

Darling you're dead to me

Now I can bloom
New Confessional

**New Confessional** is song by Max Frost from his album also titled "Gold Rush". The track was released on October 5, 2018 and it features background vocals from UPSAHL on this track.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

I tend to run my mouth without caution

I tend to overthink way too often

I tend to let my mind wander, get lost, and

Look for where I started, but lately I've forgotten

I started feeling like I had it ﬁgured out, man

Money slowed up couldn't pull the ﬁgure out then

I got the feeling that I had to carry on, yeah

Hopped in a van to head to California

Reaching for the rim but, baby, I'm no Michael Jordan

Thinking I can touch it even though you know I'm falling in love

When is it ever gonna be enough?

Getting what I need but needing what I want

My hands up to the sky, looking up like oh my God

How you gonna leave me hanging so long?

So long, so long

**[Chorus]**

Well, I, I, I, I, I, I, I

I keep looking for the answers, taking my chances

Hoping that it don't go wrong

Yeah, I, I, I, I, I, I, I

I keep hearing what they all say, taking the long way

Gotta do it on my own

New confessional

New confessional

**[Verse 2]**

I hear the wind and it's like a choir calling

Pulling on my soul, feeling like a rocket

Wishing I could fly up into the stars

Where everything is beautiful 'cause maybe that would soften me up

Pour a little more in my cup

Tell me when to stop if I'm saying' too much

Hands on my head screaming out, oh my God

I've been waiting on this moment so long

So long, so long

So long, so long

**[Chorus]**

Well, I, I, I, I, I, I, I

I keep looking for the answers, taking my chances

Hoping that it don't go wrong

Yeah, I, I, I, I, I, I, I

I keep hearing what they all say, taking the long way

Gotta do it on my own

New confessional

New confessional

**[Bridge]**

'Cause I, I, I, I, I, I, I

I keep looking for the answers, taking my chances

Hoping that it don't go wrong

Yeah, I, I, I, I, I, I, I

I keep hearing what they all say, taking the long way

Gotta do it on my own

**[Chorus]**

Well, I, I, I, I, I, I, I

I keep looking for the answers, taking my chances

Hoping that it don't go wrong

Yeah, I, I, I, I, I, I, I

I keep hearing what they all say, taking the long way

Gotta do it on my own

New confessional

New confessional

New confessional
Jonny Shorr

**Jonny Shorr** is an American singer, songwriter and producer. He enrolled at the Music Industry and Songwriting programs at the University of Southern California and graduated.
He has worked with UPSAHL in the writing and producing in three songs.

## Work with UPSAHL

Songs from ***Young Life Crisis*** (2020):

* People I Don't Like

Songs from ***Lady Jesus*** (2021):

* Lunatic
* Thriving
* Last Supper
* Lady Jesus

Standalone singles from UPSAHL:

* STOP! (2021)
* 3 Nights (Amazon Original) (2021)
Last Supper

## Track Listing

"**Last Supper**" is the ninth track from Lady Jesus.

## Theme

In Last Supper, UPSAHL is finally content with her life again and realizes she does not need someone else to make her happy, case she has her friends and family.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

There's a lot of vampires in this city

That's why I don't go out, trying to suck the life out of me

When I'm on fire, they're getting sticky

If I was to burn out, know they wouldn't go down with me

**[Pre-Chorus]**

I still think that everybody's fucking fake

Childish shit, they always feel some type of way

No more breaking bread with people that I hate

Hate, hate, hate, hate

**[Chorus]**

I live every day like it's the last supper, supper

It's just me, my day one's and my mother, mother

We're drinking holy water, circles getting smaller

If you weren't invited, what a bummer (Ah)

I live every day like it's the last supper, supper

Got the company I need so fuck a lover, lover

So high, we're getting taller

My vibe is so unbothered

If you weren't invited, what a bummer (Ah)

**[Verse 2]**

I just ordered Nobu 'cause I'm bougie

If you don't pass the vibe check

Sorry but you don't get the sushi (Sorry)

Don't take it personally, I'm just choosy

Can't get too crowded in this Malibu jacuzzi

**[Pre-Chorus]**

I want money just to spoil all my friends

Go to Bali, wasted on a private jet

Talking shit about you while we're making bread

Yeah, yeah, yeah

**[Chorus]**

I live every day like it's the last supper, supper

It's just me, my day one's and my mother, mother

We're drinking holy water, circles getting smaller

If you weren't invited, what a bummer (Ah)

I live every day like it's the last supper, supper

Got the company I need so fuck a lover, lover

So high, we're getting taller

My vibe is so unbothered

If you weren't invited, what a bummer

**[Bridge]**

Yeah, yeah, yeah

La-la-la-la-la

Listen up, I gotta make a toast

La-la-la-la-la

Seven billion people but I fuck with y'all the most

La-la-la-la-la

This calls for a party just for twelve

La-la-la-la-la

And tell me why the fuck would anybody else? Yeah

**[Outro, Spoken]**

Done, love it
David Frank

**David Frank** is the lead singer of Little Dume as well as a songwriter and producer who has co-written tracks for Kygo (“Sunrise”), Merk & Kremont (“Kids”) and Rome and DJ Henry Fong (“On My Way”) to name a few. His music can be heard on Freeform’s SIREN, American Ninja Warrior on NBC, Nashville on CMT and more. His song “War Cry” with Social Club Misfits won him a Dove Award for Rap/Hip-Hop Song of the Year 2018.

He has worked on a few songs with UPSAHL.

## Work with UPSAHL

Songs currently unreleased:

* Beyond
* I'm In Love W My Life
* Keep My Head Up
Laura Segall

**Laura Segall** is a photographer. She has done one photoshoot with UPSAHL.

## About

Laura is based in Phoenix and shoots mostly weddings and couples.

## Photoshoot #1 (March, 2017)

This photoshoot was done in UPSAHL's home in Arizona, in the living room, that also serves as a rehearsal space, and in the desert in PHoenix. They were used on for Phoenix Magazine’s May 2017 issue, to promote Viscerotonic.
YOUR RELIGION

**YOUR RELIGION** is a song by English musician Mr Hudson, in which UPSAHL has writing credits. The song was released on June 21, 2019 on his fourth studio album 'WHEN THE MACHINE STOPS'. The song features SCHAE.

**[Verse 1: Mr. Hudson & *SCHAE*]**

Here in this lost boys' town we're startin' over

Nothin' to hold us back *(I could open your mind)*

I'm tryna find a way out of the sadness

Yeah I could be the one, but you're caught up in the hype

**[Pre-Chorus: Mr. Hudson]**

On the tip of your tongue

Doin' it while we're dumb

Is it ever enough? No, no, no

Rub this on your gums

It starts to feel numb

Are we having fun?

**[Chorus: Mr. Hudson]**

I'll be your religion

You know that I hear when you're callin' out, callin' out

'Cause I'll be your religion

So put some faith in me

**[Verse 2: SCHAE]**

Seven day weekends here, no turnin' back now

Swimmin' way too deep (You're always chasin' the high)

Never know what's wrong, you never know what's right

Can't tell I'm on your side, come out into the light

**[Pre-Chorus: Mr. Hudson & SCHAE]**

On the tip of your tongue

Doin' it while we're young

Is it ever enough? No, no, no

**[Chorus: Mr. Hudson & SCHAE]**

I'll be your religion

You know that I hear when you're callin' out, callin' out

'Cause I'll be your religion

So put some faith in me

I'm somethin' to believe in

You know that I'm here in your darkest hour, hearin' you

'Cause I'll be your religion, babe

As long as you believe in me

**[Bridge: SCHAE]**

I'm givin' it all to you (I'm givin' it all to you)

Showin' you a way out (Showin' you a way out)

But like you always do (Like you always do)

You're falling back into the crowd (Back into the crowd)

I'm givin' it all to you (I'm givin' it all to you)

I'm showin' you a way out (Showin' you a way out)And like you always do (Like you always do)

You're falling back into the crowd

**[Chorus: Mr. Hudson & SCHAE]**

I'll be your religion

You know that I hear when you're callin' out, callin' out

'Cause I'll be your religion

So put some faith in me

I'm somethin' to believe in

You know that I'm here in your darkest hour, hearin' you

'Cause I'll be your religion, babe

As long as you believe in me
Speak in Tongues + Cellars Chain Gang

**Speak in Tongues + Cellars Chain Gang** is live mashup of two songs by decker., the first one, "Speak in Tongues", from his album 'Slider' released on February 26, 2013, and the second one, "Cellars Chain Gang" being debuted on the same day. The live mashup was recorded on February 26, 2016 for a live album titled Last Exit Live, recorded at Last Exit Live and it features background vocals from UPSAHL. The album was released on April 16, 2016 and is available for download and free streaming on the artists Bandcamp page.

## Lyrics

This arrest out of from which I fled

Unencumbered now, and unimpressed

Through the thorns I sprung out from the nest

Through the thicket of your naked breasts

I came to come

I ran to run

and I'm out of breath

I named the son

my song is sung

and I'm dead at best

Think they got him now

Think they got him, think they got him, think they got him now

Think they got him now

Think they got him, think they got him, think they got him now

Think they got him now

Think they got him, think they got him, think they got him now

Think they got him now

Think they got him, think they got him, think they got him now

I'm not dead but I'm still cold and the walls were made for falling down

I'm not mad but I'm still cold in the bedroom to shut my mouth

I'm not dead but I'm still cold and the walls were made for falling down

I'm not mad but I'm still cold in the bedroom to shut my mouth
Patsy

**Patsy** is song by decker. from his album also titled "Patsy". The track was released on February 17, 2015 and on February 26, 2016 a live album titled Last Exit Live was recorded at Last Exit Live and it features background vocals from UPSAHL on this track. The album was released on April 16, 2016 and is available for download and free streaming on the artists Bandcamp page.

## Lyrics

They would say I'm an angry man

I was a lonesome man

But, I'm just a hungry man

Look at me - the bewildered one

I am a soviet

I am the powerless

Here I am - proletariat

I'm not a tortured man

I am the everyman

Made my decision and my deed is done

I am the bastard son

I'll kill everyone

Never better over there

Never better over here

Never better anywhere

Made my decision and I'm through

It's all over now for me

Guess it's all over for you

Some would say he was an heroic man

But he was a privileged man

He was an aristocrat

Unfinished life. Well, it's over now

I am the chosen one

We bled for everyone

Never better...

So I shot him down

And they shot me down

And you shot me down

You shot me down
Body Count

"**Body Count**" is an unreleased song by UPSAHL. It's unknown for what project this track was intended for.

## Background

The song leaked via Dbree on September 1, 2021.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

Algebra never taught me anything good

I didn't get A's like my mama said I should

Was too busy skipping school and staring at boys

That's what I always enjoyed

**[Pre-Chorus]**

You get what you need when you're good at chemistry

I think we're starting a fire

Say what you want but it don't mean anything

You waste my time, it drives me wild

**[Chorus]**

One, two, three, four, five, sex on my mind

Say we're not together 'cause it's better when we try to lie

I only say your name when I scream it out

We're messing around with that body count

Five, four, three, two, no, you ain't the one

I don't need you, I'm just having fun

I only say your name when I scream it out

We're messing around with that body count

**[Verse 2]**

Passing me notes that you know I never read

Spending my times getting MRS degrees

Blowing throught these boys like I've blowing through my money

That's where I exceed

**[Pre-Chorus]**

You get what you need when you're good at chemistry

I think we're starting a fire

Say what you want but it don't mean anything

You waste my time, it drives me wild

**[Chorus]**

One, two, three, four, five, sex on my mind

Say we're not together 'cause it's better when we try to lie

I only say your name when I scream it out

We're messing around with that body count

Five, four, three, two, no, you ain't the one

I don't need you, I'm just having fun

I only say your name when I scream it out

We're messing around with that body count

**[Bridge]**

And better's for better when we don't think too much

You can say maybe I'm just a little messed up

I swear I'll forget you if you're not good at this stuff

I'm not looking for love, no

And better's for better when we don't talk too much

If I get to know you I might just miss that touch

Can't be looking for love

The way you waste my time, yeah, it drives me wild

**[Chorus]**

One, two, three, four, five, sex on my mind

Say we're not together 'cause it's better when we try to lie

I only say your name when I scream it out

We're messing around with that body count

Five, four, three, two, no, you ain't the one

I don't need you, I'm just having fun

I only say your name when I scream it out

We're messing around with that body count

**[Outro]**

With that, yeah with that body count

Yeah, with that body count

## Cross-references

* "One, two, three, four, five, sex on my mind" is an interpolation of 12345SEX's chorus
* "Blowing throught these boys like I've blowing through my money" could be a reference to MoneyOnMyMind or Wanna See Me Run
Too Sensitive

**Too Sensitive** is a single by Sean Kennedy released on July 24, 2020. On March 23, 2021 Sean uploaded a remix of the song featuring UPSAHL on Soundcloud.

## Lyrics

**[Intro: UPSAHL]**

I'm too sensitive

Too sensitive

Too sensitive

**[Chorus: Sean Kennedy, *UPSAHL*]**

I'm too sensitive *(too sensitive)*

I let every word they say tear me apart

Way too sensitive *(way too sensitive)*

'Bout a million ways you could break my heart

**[Pre-Chorus: Sean Kennedy, *UPSAHL*, both]**

I was walkin' down the street the other day and I *wondered why*

I get nervous every time somebody looks into my eyes

So I sat down on the sidewalk and I started to cry

That's when it hit me, it really hit me

**[Chorus: Sean Kennedy, *UPSAHL*]**

I'm too sensitive *(too sensitive)*

I let every word they say tear me apart

Way too sensitive *(way too sensitive)*

'Bout a million ways you could break my heart

**[Verse: UPSAHL]**

If you think you got something to say

I'd rather you not say it to my face

Getting real good at overthinking

So can we just please be fake?

I get a little psycho when I don't get a text back

Was it something that I said?

Now I'm replaying it over in my head

**[Pre-Chorus: UPSAHL]**

I was walkin' down the street the other day and I wondered why

I get nervous every time somebody looks into my eyes

So I sat down on the sidewalk and I started to cry

That's when it hit me, it really hit me

**[Bridge]**

I'm too sensitive

I let every word they say tear me apart

Way too sensitive (Way too sensitive)

There's a million ways you could break my heart (Try it)

[Chorus: Both]

I'm too sensitive

I let every word they say tear me apart

Way too sensitive

'Bout a million ways you could break my heart

**[Chorus: Both]**

I'm too sensitive (mm-hmm)

I let every word they say tear me apart

Way too sensitive (mm-hmm)

'Bout a million ways you could break my heart

**[Outro: UPSAHL]**

I'm too sensitive

Too sensitive

Too sensitive

Tear me apart
Young Life Crisis (EP)

## Singles

1. "People I Don't Like"
Released: July 17, 2020
2. "MoneyOnMyMind"
Released: October 2, 2020

"**Young Life Crisis**" is the second major-release EP by UPSAHL. It was released on October 30, 2020 and later re-released on December 15, 2020.

## Background & Composition

*Young Life Crisis* was created in 2020, during lockdown, and, as the title suggests, it was inspired by UPSAHL going through a "young life crisis" during that time, since she went though a breakup, lost friendships and a canceled tour, all during the coronavirus pandemic.

In an interview with The Hidden Hits UPSAHL said that at first she started booking 1-3 Zoom sessions a day as a way to escape the problems she was facing at the time and to escape everything, and in those sessions, the EP was created.

## Release and promotion

After releasing the singles "People I Don't Like" on July 17, 2020 and "MoneyOnMyMind" on October 2, 2020, UPSAHL announced on her social media on October 20, 2020 that she would be releasing *Young Life Crisis* alongside a screenshot of her Notes application saying "Young Life Crisis - EP MASTERED" and the tracklist for the first release of the EP. A month and a half after the EP was released, she posted on social media that she felt the EP was "missing something", so she rereleased it with a bonus track ("Arizona") calling it a "bonus track/holiday gift".

The EP was promoted with an online show on the day of the release where she sang all of the 5 songs from its first release, and later, the live performances of its singles, "People I Don't Like" and "MoneyOnMyMind" were posted on her YouTube account. She also release music videos for them as well as doing "stripped" performances to almost the entire EP.
Between March 31 to April 1, 2021 UPSAHL did an online show called "The Young Life Crisis Show - A Live Virtual Concert Event" in which she sang the songs from the EP. Once live shows were allowed again on the US, she went on tour with Olivia O'Brien on "The Olivia O'Brien Show" tour, where she was a supporting act.

The *Young Life Crisis* livestream that happened on the day the EP was released.The online show that happened on March to promote the EP.The Olivia O'Brien tour to which UPSAHL was a supporting act.
## Tracklist

### Cut-songs

* "So Money"
* "Lightweight"
* "Madonna"
* "Loser"
* "By Myself"
* "Cherry Koolaid"
* "Miss Miserable"
* "Need Me Now"
* "Billion Dollar Dreams"

## Music Videos

 "MoneyOnMyMind"
 "Young Life Crisis"

## Gallery

Polaroid taken by Kohl Murdock on the set of the *Young Life Crisis* cover shoot.Original picture edited into the *Young Life Crisis* cover, taken by Amaya Segura.
## Trivia

* The physical version of the EP includes the single Drugs listed as a "bonus track" as well as Arizona.
Maya Fuhr

**Maya Fuhr** is a photographer. She has done a photoshoot with UPSAHL in 2021.

## About

Maya is based in New York and shoots art, objects, portraits and music.

## Photoshoot #1 (January 29, 2021)

The pictures were used as promotional photos. The photos with the red outfit were used on the STOP! cover, and one of the photos in the blue background was used in the cover of Let There Be Drums
Arizona

## Track Listing

**Arizona** is the sixth track from Young Life Crisis. UPSAHL announced she would be re-releasing the EP and the track was released as a "bonus track/holiday gift" on December 15, 2020, becoming the closing track on the EP.

## Lyrics

**[Intro]**

(My turn)

**[Verse 1]**

Must be nice to be a guy

A vulture in a suit and tie

Takin' lives without a consequence

Bet he'd make a real good president

Used to wanna be their type

But now I think I'd rather die

And boy you're just another pretty face

Let me put you into second place

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Not gonna take it in the backseat anymore (Uh-hmm, uh-hmm, hmm)

Put on your lipstick, let me show you how this works

**[Chorus]**

Hi, this is who I am

A girl from Arizona with a bottle in my hand

Tryin' not to give a fuck if no one understands

So hard not to give a fuck when no one understands

Tried to stick it to the man

They told me I'm impossible but maybe that's my brand

Tryin' not to give a fuck if no one understands

So hard not to give a fuck when no one understands

**[Verse 2]**

Let me get this straight

You want the world up on your plate

And you get off on tellin' people

What you think that they should say

But see, I think you got me wrong

I don't know how to play along

I'm over all this playin' nice

I'd rather be just playin' God

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Not gonna take it in the backseat anymore (Uh-hmm, uh-hmm, hmm)

Put on your lipstick, let me show you how this works

**[Chorus]**

Hi, this is who I am

A girl from Arizona with a bottle in my hand

Tryin' not to give a fuck if no one understands

So hard not to give a fuck when no one understands

Tried to stick it to the man

They told me I'm impossible but maybe that's my brand

Tryin' not to give a fuck if no one understands

So hard not to give a fuck when no one understands

**[Post-Chorus / Bridge]**

La-la, la-la, la-la, la-la, la-la, la-la, yeah

La-la, la-la, la-la, la-la, la-la, la-la, hmm

La-la, la-la, la-la, la-la, la-la, la-la, yeah

La-la, la-la, la-la, la-la, la-la, la-la

**[Outro]**

Hi, this is who I am (La-la, la-la, la-la, la-la, la-la, la-la)

A girl from Arizona with a bottle in my hand

Tryin' not to give a fuck if no one understands (La-la, la-la, la-la, la-la, la-la, la-la)

I don't have a dick but you can suck my masterplan, yeah
F**** ** Yourself

"**F\*\*\*\* \*\* Yourself**" (also known as "**Focus On Yourself**") is an unreleased song by UPSAHL. It was not intended for any specific project.

## Background

The song leaked via Dbree on September 1, 2021.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

Used to wake up, twenty minutes, putting on my make-up

Get mad at my body, wanna change stuff

Everyone I knew, did the same stuff, but you blame us

Fuck that, hand over my heart, let's make a love pact

Give a little baby and it'll come back

Three words if you're gonna judge that, be above that, ooh

**[Pre-Chorus]**

We think it's funny when you try to start drama

We think it's cute when you go and stir the pot up

That sounds like a "You", no, it's not a "Me" problem

So if you wanna, you should go

**[Chorus]**

Fo-o-o-ocus on yourself, on yourself, cause we don't

Need that, go take it somewhere else, somewhere else, you're fooling no one

It takes a real bad bitch to know one, so if you wanna, you should go

Fo-o-o-ocus on yourself, on yourself, you should go

**[Verse 2]**

Flawless, bringing all that heat in like a hot mess

So much we believe in but we're godless

Running off our feeling in a conscience, and on that nonsense

**[Pre-Chorus 2]**

And if you find it easier to criticize

Then try to see the world through someone else's eye

Yeah, if you really really gotta be that guy, then I can't lie

Yeah you should go

**[Chorus]**

Fo-o-o-ocus on yourself, on yourself, cause we don't

Need that, go take it somewhere else, somewhere else, you're fooling no one (No one)

It takes a real bad bitch to know one (Know one), so if you, wanna you should go

Fo-o-o-ocus on yourself, on yourself, you should go

**[Pre-Chorus]**

We think it's funny when you try to start drama

We think it's cute when you go and stir the pot up

That sounds like a "You", no, it's not a "Me" problem

So if you wanna, you should go

**[Chorus]**

Fo-o-o-ocus on yourself, on yourself, cause we don't

Need that, go take it somewhere else, somewhere else, you're fooling no one

It takes a real bad bitch to know one, so if you wanna, you should go

Fo-o-o-ocus on yourself, on yourself, you should go, yeah

## Trivia

* The \* on the title are meant to make it look like the song is titled "Fuck Yourself".
O'Death

**O'Death** is song by decker. from his album "Patsy". The track was released on February 17, 2015 and on February 26, 2016 a live album titled Last Exit Live was recorded at Last Exit Live and it features background vocals from UPSAHL on this track. The album was released on April 16, 2016 and is available for download and free streaming on the artists Bandcamp page.

## Lyrics

And from the moment I first whimpered

Until the day I met my fate

I have waited for your whisper

And I have grieved over my grave

And in the silence of my slumber

Until the morning when I wake

You have come and called my number

You have come and named my name

But in the spring my heart was soaring

You made it freeze when day gave way

You looked at me, said "don't be frightened

For this could end no other way"

For, in the throws, we're born to suffer

Of flesh and bones we'll stake no claim

And I will know no other lover

I will moan no other name
My Lions

"**My Lions**" is an unreleased song by UPSAHL. It was not intended for any specific project.

## Background

The song leaked via Dbree on September 1, 2021.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

I got two cats in a cage

I should warn ya they ain't tamed

Last time someone cursed my name

Let's just say I let 'em lay

If you can't keep your tongue in your mouth that's a problem that I'm gonna have to fix

I'm lick the revenge off the palms of my hands on the night of a full eclipse

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Yeah, if you mess with my heart, things will get dark

You won't be seeing stars when it's over

Come to my den

Say hello to my friends

Aaah

**[Chorus]**

I'ma feed you to my lions

I'ma feed you to my lions

Guide 'em everywhere

They're prowling through the city

This ain't goin be pretty

My lo-o-o-ove

**[Verse 2]**

These dogs don't know how to play

I could teach you how to sit, boy, good, stay

You should go pour me a drink

I should warn you I like things done my way

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Yeah, if you mess with my heart, things will get dark

You won't be seeing stars when it's over

Come to my den

Say hello to my friends

Aaah

**[Chorus]**

I'ma feed you to my lions

I'ma feed you to my lions

Guide 'em everywhere

They're prowling through the city

This ain't goin be pretty

My lo-o-o-ove

I'ma feed you to my
UPSAHL UN-RELEASED

**UPSAHL UN-RELEASED** is a series that started in August 2021. It consists on UPSAHL doing an Instagram Live and playing 1 to 3 unreleased songs, alongside a different guest every week that does the same.

On August 25, UPSAHL made a post on social media explaining that *"For every song that I release, there are about 50 songs that never see the light of day 😅 Sooo I thought it would be fun to play you guys some unreleased shit that may never see the light of day or may come out in like 2025 lol"*, and then series started on the following day. Ever since then, she has been doing this series on a weekly basis.

## Carlie Hanson

The first UPSAHL UN-RELEASED live happened on August 26, 2021 and Carlie Hanson was the guest. The songs UPSAHL played were:

* "Lemonade"
* "Mad Man"

## Christian French

The second UPSAHL UN-RELEASED live happened on September 2, 2021 and Christian French was the guest. The songs UPSAHL played were:

* "Ghost In My Head"
* "Sick Pretty Mind"

## Tai Verdes

The third UPSAHL UN-RELEASED live happened on September 8, 2021 and Tai Verdes was the guest. The songs UPSAHL played were:

* "Baddest Losers on the Planet"
* "24/7 365 (None of These Dudes Are Worth My Time)"
* "IDFWFEELINGS"

## G Flip

The fourth UPSAHL UN-RELEASED live happened on September 16, 2021 and G Flip was the guest. The songs that were played were:

* "Fame"
* "Scream" (G Flip featuring UPSAHL)

## salem ilese

The fifth UPSAHL UN-RELEASED live happened on September 23, 2021 and salem ilese was the guest. The song that UPSAHL played was:

* "Dirty Minded"

## Two Feet

The sixth UPSAHL UN-RELEASED live happened on September 30, 2021 and Two Feet was the guest. The songs that UPSAHL playyed were:

* "Kill, Marry And Fuck Myself"
* "Hello And Goodbye"

## Trivia

* The songs played on the second episode had leaked the day before.
Space Primates

**Marc Sibley** and **Nathan Cunningham** are the members of **Space Primates**, a London production and songwriting duo who first found success working with artists like LunchMoney Lewis and Reggie n' Bollie via their partnership with Los Angeles-based firm Prescriptions Songs. Specializing in hooky, electronic-laced pop, the duo made its own debut in 2017 with the uplifting track "My Life," which featured singer/songwriter GoldFord. They worked as writers and producers on two of UPSAHL's track.

## Work with UPSAHL

Standalone singles from UPSAHL:

* Smile for the Camera (2019)
* STOP! (2021)
George Gallardo

**George Gallardo** is a Director and photographer who works in films and music.

He directed many of UPSAHL's music videos.

## Work with UPSAHL

Music videos for ***Young Life Crisis*** (2020):

* People I Don't Like
* MoneyOnMyMind
* Young Life Crisis
* Fake Bitch
* Sad Sorry After Party

Music videos for ***Lady Jesus*** (2021):

* Douchebag
* Melatonin
* Time of my Life
* Lunatic

Music videos for standalone singles from UPSAHL:

* 12345SEX (2019)
STOP!

**STOP!** is a song by UPSAHL that was released as a standalone single on February 12, 2021. The song had a music video that was released alongside the single.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

I'm up all night online

I'm looking up my symptoms

Tell myself I'm fine

But my system just ain't listenin' like (Ooh)

This ain't normal how I'm feelin', no (Ooh)

Runnin' higher than a fever

**[Verse 2]**

When my palms start to sweat

I feel it in my stomach

This is how I get

Every time I know you're comin' over (Ooh)

Sometimes I think that I might die with you (Ooh)

It's like I'm almost too in love with you

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Ah, ah-ah, ah-ah

Ooh-ooh-ooh

Oh, it feels like

**[Chorus]**

My hearts gonna beat so fast, gonna beat so fast

Gonna beat so fast that it might stop

Oh, it feels like

My hearts gonna beat so fast, gonna beat so fast

Gonna beat so fast that it might stop

Hit my chest like

Wooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, wooh, ooh-ooh-ooh

Boom, boom, boom

Wooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, wooh, ooh-ooh-ooh

Boom, boom, boom

**[Verse 3]**

Kiss my neck

Whisper in my ear

You ain't seen nothing yet

Cool me down and catch my breath like (Ooh)

This is ain't normal how I'm feeling, no (Ooh)

Say whatever, I'll believe it 'cause

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Ah, ah-ah, ah-ah

Ooh-ooh-ooh

When you're touching my

Ah, ah-ah, ah-ah

Ooh-ooh-ooh

Oh, it feels like

**[Chorus]**

My hearts gonna beat so fast, gonna beat so fast

Gonna beat so fast that it might stop

Oh, it feels like

My hearts gonna beat so fast, gonna beat so fast

Gonna beat so fast that it might stop

Hit my chest like

Wooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, wooh, ooh-ooh-ooh

Boom, boom, boom

Wooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, wooh, ooh-ooh-ooh

Boom, boom, boom

**[Outro]**

(Ooh-ooh-ooh)

My hearts gonna beat so fast, gonna beat so fast

Gonna beat so fast that it might stop

## Music Video

The music video was released on February 12, 2021 and it was directed by Tsarina Merrin

UPSAHL - STOP! (Official Video)
## Videos

UPSAHL - STOP! (Lyric Video)UPSAHL - STOP! (Stripped)
## Gallery

promotional photo from the STOP! cover shootpromotional photo from the STOP! cover shootpromotional photo from the STOP! cover shootbehind the scenes photo from the STOP! cover shoot
Woman On The Moon

**Woman On The Moon** is a single by Yung Bae feautring UPSAHL. The single was released on June 11, 2021.

## Lyrics

**[Intro: UPSAHL]**

Every time we touch, I feel my body turn to dust

You got me higher than a woman on the moon

Woman on the moon

**[Refrain: UPSAHL]**

I know you wanna taste

My glitter on your face

I'm a shot that you can chase

Yeah baby, read my lips

Don't wait for the eclipse

I'm a shot that you can't miss

**[Pre-Chorus: UPSAHL]**

Pick up the momentum

Pick up the momentum

I love me some tension

**[Chorus: UPSAHL]**

Every time we touch, I feel my body turn to dust

You got me higher than a woman on the moon

Woman on the moon, woman on the moon

Damn, you got me higher than a woman on the moon

**[Refrain: UPSAHL]**

I know you wanna taste

My glitter on your face

I'm a shot that you can chase

Yeah baby, read my lips

Don't wait for the eclipse

I'm a shot that you can't miss

**[Pre-Chorus: UPSAHL]**

Pick up the momentum

Pick up the momentum

I love me some tension

**[Chorus: UPSAHL]**

Every time we touch, I feel my body turn to dust

You got me higher than a woman on the moon

Woman on the moon, woman on the moon

Damn, you got me higher than a woman on the moon

Every time we touch, I feel my body turn to dust

You got me higher than a woman on the moon

Woman on the moon, woman on the moon

Damn, you got me higher than a woman on the moon

**[Bridge: UPSAHL]**

Woman on the moon

W-Woman on-on the moon

Woman on the moon

W-Woman on-on the moon

**[Pre-Chorus: UPSAHL]**

Pick up the momentum

Pick up the momentum

I love me some tension

**[Chorus: UPSAHL]**

Every time we touch, I feel my body turn to dust

You got me higher than a woman on the moon

Woman on the moon, woman on the moon

Damn, you got me higher than a woman on the moon

Every time we touch, I feel my body turn to dust

You got me higher than a woman on the moon

Woman on the moon, woman on the moon

Damn, you got me higher than a woman on the moon

## Videos

Yung Bae - Woman On The Moon (Lyric Video)Yung Bae - Woman on the Moon (feat. UPSAHL)
Sebastián Yatra

**Sebastián Obando Giraldo** (born 15 October 1994), known professionally as **Sebastián Yatra**, is a Colombian singer and songwriter. He began as a Latin pop artist and has recorded many ballads, but has released several successful reggaeton singles. Yatra is noted for his romantic lyrics, melding traditional lyricism with modern reggaeton influences. He rose to prominence in Latin America in 2016 when he released the hit "Traicionera". He has released two studio albums and recorded with artists from a diverse range of musical genres throughout his career.

He has written a song with UPSAHL.

## Work with UPSAHL

Songs currently unreleased:

* Lovesick
Videography

These are all the music videos that UPSAHL has released.

* 2014
* 2016
* 2017
* 2018
* 2019
* 2020
* 2021

SunFlower

Taylor Upsahl - Follow Me (Music Video Trailer)

UPSAHL -- Digital Papers Official Music VideoCan You Hear Me Now - Official Music Video

Kiss Me Now - Official Music VideoUPSAHL - Rough (Official Video)UPSAHL - The Other Team

UPSAHL - DrugsUPSAHL - All My Friends Are Rich (Vignette Video)UPSAHL - Stressed (Vignette Video)UPSAHL - Drugs (Vignette Video)UPSAHL - SMARTY (Vignette Video)UPSAHL - Fine (Vignette Video)UPSAHL - Wish You'd Make Me Cry (Official Video)UPSAHL - Smile For The Camera (Official Video)

UPSAHL - People I Don’t Like (Official Video)UPSAHL - MoneyOnMyMind (Official Video)UPSAHL - Young Life Crisis (Official Video)

UPSAHL - STOP! (Official Video)Mike Shinoda - Happy Endings (feat. iann dior & UPSAHL) -Official Music Video-DREAMERS, Big Boi - Palm Reader ft. UPSAHL (Official Video)UPSAHL - Douchebag (Official Video)UPSAHL - Melatonin (Official Video)UPSAHL - Time of my Life (Official Video)UPSAHL - Lunatic (Official Video)