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About Me

**About Me** is a song recorded by Australian singer-songwriter AViVA and is the sixth track from her fourth studio album, *HATE 2 LUV U*. It was released as a single on August 18, 2023.

## **Lyrics**

[Verse 1]

Sick of forgetting, tired of pretending

All that shit you said is burning

And I'm sorry, but I can't forget

Friendship is hurting

Parents say it's learning

But it's so disturbing

Is it really meant to be like this?

[Pre-Chorus]

I'm not so sure that I can really handle that

My heart's so sore, it feels like it might crack

Against a wall, I can't take a step back

Step back (back, back, back)

[Chorus]

You don't know a thing about me, about me, about me

Strangled by your jealousy of me, of me

You only see what you wanna see

So why don't you tell me what you really think?

You don't know a thing about me, about me, about me

You don't know a thing

[Verse 2]

Always defending, seems it's never-ending

Guess our self-doubt's unrelenting

And I'm sorry that you feel that way

But all this talking and relentless mocking

It is so exhausting, and I know that I'm worth more than that

[Pre-Chorus]

I'm not so sure that I can really handle this

My heart's so sore, it feels like I can't breathe

Against a wall, I'm falling to my knees

My knees (knees, knees, knees)

[Chorus]

You don't know a thing about me, about me, about me

Strangled by your jealousy of me, of me

You only see what you wanna see

So why don't you tell me what you really think?

You don't know a thing about me, about me, about me

You don't know a thing

You don't know a thing

You don't know a thing

[Bridge]

You don't know a thing

You don't know a thing about me, about me, about me

Strangled by your jealousy of me, of me

[Outro]

You only see what you wanna see

So why don't you tell me what you really think?

You don't know a thing about me, about me, about me

You don't know a thing (about me, about me, about me)

You don't know a thing (about me, about me, about me)

You don't know a thing
HATE 2 LUV U (Song)

**HATE 2 LUV U** is a song recorded by Australian singer-songwriter AViVA and is the tenth and title track on her fourth studio album, *HATE 2 LUV U*. It was released with the album on November 24, 2023.

## **Lyrics**

[Intro]

AViVA

[Verse 1]

Always feel the world is upside down

When I call you, I see clearly

When I'm with you, I always frown

But when I'm not, I miss you really

You'll never understand

But that isn't so bad

Things are better because of you

I guess you'll just have to believe me

[Pre-Chorus]

I'm a contradiction, I'm alright with that

Sorry it's confusing

Hope you understand

[Chorus]

I hate you

But I love you

I want you to leave me alone

I need you to come over here

But you are always in my face

You got me feeling, got me feeling

I hate you, but I love you

I want you to leave me alone

I need you to come over here

But why you always in my face?

You know I hate to love you

[Verse 2]

Wondering if we could pretend

There is no devil on my shoulder

Every day feels longer again

Both of us are getting older

[Pre-Chorus]

I'm a contradiction, I'm alright with that

Sorry it's confusing

Hope you understand

[Chorus]

I hate you

But I love you

I want you to leave me alone

I need you to come over here

But you are always in my face

You got me feeling, got me feeling

I hate you, but I love you

I want you to leave me alone

I need you to come over here

But why you always in my face?

You know I hate to love you

[Posts-Chorus]

Oh-oh, oh-oh

Hate to love you

Oh-oh, oh-oh

Hate to love you

[Bridge]

I'm a contradiction, I'm alright with that

Sorry it's confusing

Hope you understand

[Chorus]

I hate you

But I love you

I want you to leave me alone

I need you to come over here

But you are always in my face

You got me feeling, got me feeling

I hate you, but I love you

I want you to leave me alone

I need you to come over here

But why you always in my face?

You know I hate to love you

[Posts-Chorus]

Oh-oh, oh-oh

Hate to love you

Oh-oh, oh-oh

Hate to love you
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OUTSiDERS Poetry competition

OUTSiDERS Poetry competition-is a competition which was organsed by AViVA.The competition was announced on 16th July,2021. [1]

## About

The competition was divided on two categories:

* Junior all ages up to 20,
* Senior 20+

Participants had to write a poem using a trigger from the lyrics of TWISTED:Time is running out.They could use any form of poetry.They had to wirte a poem which has maximum and no minimum 30 lines.They had to conscious of the content of their poetry.When they intended to write a poem with sensentive content,they had to post this with trigger warning.They had to remember that their poetry could be read by young readers.

## Rules

1. Participants had to follow AViVA on social media.
2. They had to enter on social media or AViVAFANART@GMAIL.COM.
3. They had to use #OUTSIDERPOETRY2021

## Trivia

1. The competition was closed on 17th August,2021.
2. AViVA will choose two winners.
3. The winners will be able to choose any one item from AViVA's merch(excludes SELF/LESS book)

## Referenes

https://www.facebook.com/photo/?fbid=352002516321589&set=pcb.352002582988249

https://www.facebook.com/photo/?fbid=352002482988259&set=pcb.352002586321582
VOLUME II

**VOLUME II** is the sophomore album by emo-pop artist AViVA. It was released on October 29th, 2021.

## **Background**

AViVA announced her second album on YouTube. In the video called VOLUME II she gave snippets of five upcoming songs. The first single was HYPNOTIZED which was released on 07.05.2020. The second single was DGAF (which also is a bonus track on her debut album) and was released on 18.06.2020. Another single EVIL was released on 16.07.2020. The next single HOUDINI was released on 16.03. 2021. The last single TWISTED was released on 04.06.2021. On 04.05.2021 AViVA posted a post saying “Who's ready for VOLUME II?” and that the album may be released on 2021. On 09.06.2021, AVIVA via Instagram confirmed that she recorded 25 unreleased songs for VOLUME II and VOLUME III. She also said that those songs will be released in the future. On September 23rd, 2021, AViVA posted VOLUME II's tracklist, but covered the names of the unreleased songs on her Instagram story. [1]

## **Theme**

The album will be continued events from VOLUME I and SELF/LESS.

In an interview AViVA said that the sound in VOLUME II will be slight, but the message and patches will remain the same (topics of being in control, expressing yourself, fighting for what you believe in).

## **Tracklist**

**Standard Tracklist:**

1. RULES
2. HYPNOTIZED
3. EVIL
4. WICKED
5. QUEEN OF THE FREAKS
6. CURSED
7. ANTIHERO
8. HOUDINI
9. UNBREAKABLE
10. TWISTED
11. DEMONS

## **Cut Songs**

1. MELANCHOLY
2. SHATTERED PIECES MAKE ME SHARP

## **Music Videos**

**No.Title Release Date of Music Video Length of Music Video**

1. HOUDINI 16.03. 2021 2:52
2. TWISTED 04.03.2021 2:44

## **Trivia**

* EVIL is only song which got a remix.
* VOLUME II's trailer is unlisted for unknown reasons.
AViVA's CREATRiX CAST with The Fat Rat

## About

This episode of Creatrix features **Christian Friedrich Johannes Büttner**, known professionally as **TheFatRat**, he is a German DJ, record producer and musician.

His genre is often described as "glitch-hop". He is best known for his 2016 extended play jackpot which reached 23 on the Billboard Dance/Electronic Albums chart. He peaked at 15 on Billboard's Next Big Sound chart in February 2015.

AViVA explores the creative process and background of being a music producer, herein they discuss what a creative life means to them, how Christian started his early career and the importance of maintaining a healthy perspective on music.

## Notable questions

AViVA: "*What does living a creative life mean to you?"*

Christian: "*It means a lot of things to me, recently it means being humble.. because when you live a creative life, more than most other lives you have to learn all the time. So you always start at zero, because creativity like trends and everything are always moving so fast, so your knowledge from two years ago today is worth almost nothing, so what you have to do is keep learning like a newbie every day, so that's what a creative life means to me"*

AViVA: "*How do you define success, personally to you.. what does success mean or look like?"*

Christian: "*Having fun making music.. that's success. That's a really great question because, I keep telling people the reason you're creative it's not the money, it's not the fame totally not, it's simply enjoying making music"*

## Trivia

* Both AViVA and Christian enjoy playing the popular open world RPG "*Skyrim*"
OBLIVION

"Oblivion" (stylized as **OBLIVION**) is a song recorded by Australian singer-songwriter AViVA for her third studio album, *BROKEN HEARTS* (2022). It was released on October 14, 2022 as the final single for the aforementioned album, along with the accompanying music video to YouTube.

## Background

On October 3, 2022, a trailer for Oblivion was released to AViVA's YouTube channel, revealing the release date of the song as October 14, 2022. The music video premiered on the same channel at that date.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

Second guessing is a habit, you see

Protective armor keeps me safe, keeps me free, you know

I am not the one to command

This is a warning, it's a chance to prepare

**[Pre-Chorus]**

'Cause I don't wanna do this anymore, no

I don't wanna feel like I'm alone, no

I don't wanna fake my moods at all, no

I don't wanna play by your rules, I won't

I'm not sure if I can keep holding out

**[Chorus]**

Darkness calls and I don't know why

Falling into oblivion, oblivion

From the darkness, you won't let me in, won't let me in

Falling into oblivion, oblivion

Calling out but you're not listening, won't let me get inside

**[Verse 2]**

Got me staring into oblivion

Got me wishing for things to be undone, I know

It's not easy to understand

'Cause playing perfect is the mantle you wear

**[Pre-Chorus]**

'Cause I don't wanna do this anymore, no

I don't wanna feel like I'm alone, no

I don't wanna fake my moods at all, no

I don't wanna play by your rules, I won't

I'm not sure if I can keep holding out

**[Chorus]**

Darkness calls and I don't know why

Falling into oblivion, oblivion

From the darkness, you won't let me in, won't let me in

Falling into oblivion, oblivion

Calling out but you're not listening, won't let me get inside

## Trivia

* The music video was filmed by Jefferton James.

## References

1. ↑ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GbdZJuNCMTI
2. ↑ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ojFeGgTHRz8
3. ↑ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ojFeGgTHRz8
UNBREAKABLE

**UNBREAKABLE** is a song by emo-pop artist AViVA that was released as a single on April 16th, 2021.

## **Background**

The song was released as a present for fans for reaching 10,000 comments under HOUDINI's music video. The official trailer was released on April 6th, 2021. [1]

## **Theme**

"UNBREAKABLE is a song about bouncing back despite adversity. The lyric why did I trust you really conveys that desperation that you can feel when somebody you thought was on your side turns against you. Sometimes even though you can forgive someone for what they’ve done you can’t necessarily forget it and it’s okay to remember that. But despite all that dwelling on things that have gone wrong doesn’t help you move forward and UNBREAKABLE is about moving forward reminding yourself that you can’t be beaten down and broken down by other people."

-AViVA via *AViVA - Unbreakable (lyrics)* from MrSuicideSheep on YouTube

## **Lyrics**

**[Verse 1]**

Trick from the start was never a treat

Leading me blind down unlit streets

Holding my hand, let them rip me to pieces

(Why did I trust you?)

Tore me apart, but I wouldn't scream

Forget broken hearts, they all broke me

Thought I was dreaming

(But now it’s a nightmare)

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Put my armor on

Hear the final song

With their battle cries

It'll end tonight

Put my armor on

Hear the final song

With their battle cries

It'll end tonight

**[Chorus]**

I’m unbreakable

I'm unbreakable

I'm unbreakable

You can't stop me

I'm unbreakablе

I'm unbreakable

I'm unbreakablе

You can't stop me

**[Verse 2]**

(You can’t stop me)

Thought I was falling, that you’d set me free

Arms open wide, things weren't as they seemed

But I’m unbreakable

(Consider this warning)

I hear the phone ring, but I'll never peep

Now you're just stalling, you see through me

You went from being my biggest dream

(Now it's a nightmare)

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Put my armor on

Hear the final song

With their battle cries

It’ll end tonight

Put my armor on

Hear the final song

With their battle cries

It'll end tonight

**[Chorus]**

I'm unbreakable

I'm unbreakable

I'm unbreakable

You can't stop me

I'm unbreakable

I'm unbreakable

I'm unbreakable

You can't stop me

**[Post-Chorus]**

Even with all these monsters in my head

They try to drag me down, but I insist

I'm unbreakable

I'm unbreakable

I'm unbreakable

You can't stop me

**[Bridge]**

(You can't stop me)

(You can't stop me)

You can't stop me

**[Chorus]**

I'm unbreakable

I'm unbreakable

I'm unbreakable

You can't stop me

I'm unbreakable

I'm unbreakable

I'm unbreakable

You can't stop me

**[Post-Chorus]**

Even with all these monsters in my head

They try to drag me down, but I insist

I'm unbreakable

I'm unbreakable

I'm unbreakable

You can't stop me

## **Video**

AViVA - UNBREAKABLE (OFFICIAL)Official Video
## **Trivia**

* The cover art uses art of Teddy from WICKED.
* UNBREAKABLE is the only AViVA song without its own art made by Max Prentis.
* The teaser was made and animated by Lewis Griffin.

## **Gallery**

UNBREAKABLE's cover.AViVA - UNBREAKABLE (PRE SAVE)Teaser
Mood (Cover)

**Mood** is a song by rapper 24kGoldn featuring iann dior that was covered by AViVA. The cover was released on April 9th, 2021.

## **Lyrics**

**[Intro]**

Oh-oh-oh

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah (Yeah)

**[Chorus]**

Why you always in a mood? Fuckin' 'round, actin' brand new

I ain't tryna tell you what to do, but try to play it cool

Baby, I ain't playing by your rules

Everything look better with a view

Why you always in a mood? Fuckin' 'round, actin' brand new

I ain't tryna tell you what to do, but try to play it cool

Baby, I ain't playing by your rules

Everything look better with a view, yeah

**[Verse 1]**

I could never get attached

When I start to feel, I unattach

Somehow I always end up feeling bad

Baby, I am not your dad, it's not all you want from me

I just want your company

Girl, it's obvious, elephant in the room

And we're a part of it, don't act so confused

And you love startin' it, now I'm in a mood

Now we arguin' in my bedroom

**[Pre-Chorus]**

We play games of love to avoid the depression

We been here before and I won't be your victim

**[Chorus]**

Why you always in a mood? Fuckin' 'round, actin' brand new

I ain't tryna tell you what to do, but try to play it cool

Baby, I ain't playing by your rules

Everything look better with a view

Why you always in a mood? Fuckin' 'round, actin' brand new

I ain't tryna tell you what to do, but try to play it cool

Baby, I ain't playing by your rules

Everything look better with a view

## **Trivia**

* AViVA only sings up to the second chorus
* In the beginning of the video, a clip is shown of AViVA getting ready to record the cover.
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BROKEN HEARTS (Song)

"Broken Hearts" (stylized as **BROKEN HEARTS**) is a song recorded by Australian singer-songwriter AViVA, and is the title track of her third studio album, *BROKEN HEARTS* (2022). It was released with the album on November 25, 2022..

## **Background**

A trailer for **BROKEN HEARTS** (the album) was released on November 2, 2022, which featured a snippet of the song BROKEN HEARTS, unlike the inital trailer for the album.

## **Lyrics**

[Verse 1]

Don’t talk, I could give you something

To cry for if you wanted

Worth all those tears, there’s nothing to fear

I won’t break your heart

Don’t trust what you hear, come in

I promise a life free from pain

Saving all your tears, there’s nothing to fear

I won’t break your heart

[Pre-Chorus]

Tell me those things you want to

Think you can trust me

Guess you are wrong

[Chorus]

Watching hearts break still makes me laugh

Sipping tear drops from a crystal glass

Don’t ask me if I am okay

Won’t beg you to stay

You know what I’m like

Watching hearts break still makes me laugh

[Verse 2]

Your heart holds the secrets I want

So tell me before it gets worse

I thought I was clear, there’s nothing to fear

I won’t break your heart

Don’t trust what you hear, come in

I promised you’d have everything

Give me all your tears or live with your fear

I might break your heart

[Pre-Chorus]

Tell me those things you want to

Think you can trust me

Guess you are wrong

[Chorus]

Watching hearts break still makes me laugh

Sipping tear drops from a crystal glass

Don’t ask me if I am okay

Won’t beg you to stay

You know what I’m like

Watching hearts break still makes me laugh

[Bridge]

Think I care but I can never

Parts are broken, not recovered

Wanna laugh when others cry

Listen to my lullaby

Time to feast on my beloved

Smiling wide but eyes are covered

There’s no end to my despair

So no one gets their happy end

[Chorus]

Watching hearts break still makes me laugh

Sipping tear drops from a crystal glass

Don’t ask me if I am okay

Won’t beg you to stay

You know what I’m like

Watching hearts break still makes me laugh

## References

1. ↑ https://youtu.be/pq28z7ude4E?si=7BITFxC0uci5Eq26&t=21
Never Enough

**NEVER ENOUGH** is a song recorded by Australian singer-songwriter AViVA from her fourth studio album, *HATE 2 LUV U*. It was released as a single on February 24, 2023.

## Background

AViVA had previously sung the song while live on tour prior to its release.
The song was first teased in the teaser for the **HATE 2 LUV U** album trailer.
**NEVER ENOUGH** was first announced on her Discord on February 13, 2023, with a teaser.
A teaser on Youtube was released on February 20, 2023.

## Background

"It is a powerful song about not caring about whether other people think you're enough because you can have that intrinsic value in yourself" - AViVA in the NEVER ENOUGH teaser.

## **Lyrics**

[Verse 1]

Got all these people telling me you’ve changed your mind now

I’m here to say that it’s too late, that choice was final

I bet you're wishing you could fly right back in time now

But dreams are free and so am I

The feeling's primal

[Pre-Chorus]

I’m trying to remind you

Things you do are remembered, and there are things you can’t undo

Your past is right behind you

Don’t look back unless you wanna see that you were

[Chorus]

Never enough, that’s what you said to me

But now you are talking to a mem’ry

Never enough, that’s what you’ll always be

Man, it took me long enough to see ya

You always told me I was never enough, never enough

Never enough, that’s what you said to me

But now you are talking to a memory

[Verse 2]

There’s nothing you could say to make me press rewind so

Start second guessing all your choices for your final

I bet your mama tells you "things’ll be alright" and

"Sweet dreams baby" — you’ll need them, I'ma be your nightmare

[Pre-Chorus]

I’m trying to remind you

Things that you do are remembered, and there are things you can’t undo

Your past is right behind you

Don’t look back unless you wanna see that you were

[Chorus]

Never enough, that’s what you said to me

But now you are talking to a mem’ry

Never enough, that’s what you’ll always be

Man, it took me long enough to see ya

You always told me I was never enough, never enough

Never enough, that’s what you said to me

But now you are talking to a memory

[Bridge]

That's what you'll always be

That's what you'll always be

[Chorus]

Never enough, that’s what you said to me

But now you are talking to a mem’ry

Never enough, that’s what you’ll always be

Man, it took me long enough to see ya

You always told me I was never enough, never enough

Never enough, that’s what you said to me

But now you are talking to a memory

## References

1. ↑ https://youtu.be/s3vwe2yIbpc?si=awZe17W7DabQzlol&t=25
2. ↑ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DMq7jjZgWPE
LONELY

**LONELY** is a song recorded by Australian singer-songwriter AViVA from her third album, *BROKEN HEARTS*. It was released as a single on June 2, 2022.

## Background

The trailer for LONELY was uploaded to AViVA's YouTube two weeks prior to release.

## Theme

The main themes of these LONELY revolve around a sense of loneliness and the struggle to break free from negative influences and internal demons. The lyrics convey the narrator's feelings of being dragged down, surrounded by loneliness, and the ongoing battle to overcome challenges and find a way out of the emotional struggle.

## Lyrics

I got this fear that you are dragging me down, down

I cannot break it, see the signs all around, round

Im' tryna fight it but I cannot escape

Cause I Can't get away, no I can't get away

You brought me down

Thought that I couldn't get up

Knew I would fight

But it is never enough

I feel it in my bones,

I feel it in the air

I've gotta get out of, get out of here

'Cause I'm so lonely

I'm so lonely

'Cause I'm so lonely

I'm so lonely

'Cause I'm so lonely

I'm so lonely

Can't you see?

My demons gather, watch as they all surround, round

I tired to fight them but they just hold me down

But I will fight

I know that I'll get back up

I always try

One day it will be enough

I feel it in my bones,

I feel it in the air

I'm gonna get out of, get out of here

'Cause I'm so lonely

I'm so lonely

'Cause I'm so lonely

I'm so lonely

Left me feeling gloomy

Dropped me in the trash

I keep tryna fight it

But there's no going back

'Cause I'm so lonely

I'm so lonely

Can't you see?

'Cause I'm so lonely

I'm so lonely

'Cause I'm so lonely

I'm so lonely

'Cause I'm so lonely

I'm so lonely

What did you do..?

## References

1. ↑ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmtjpdNWeRw&pp=ygUMYXZpdmEgbG9uZWx5
Luanna Veodrum

**Luanna Veodrum** is a protagonist in SELF/LESS. She is the mother of Teddy Veodrum and editor of the Metropolis Magazine.

## Appearance

Luanna's hair is dark and her skin pale. Her clothing is classy and refined, depicted as wearing a sleek white dress with a tight skirt, black heeled shoes, elegant black gloves and a matching black beret.

## Personality

Luanna is a loving mother to Teddy and maintains her image as the 'darling of Metropolis' quite well. Luanna is not blind to the ban on creativity and is a secret Sympathiser, despite what the public sees and the constant burden of her husband being in the City Council. She has a complicated personality, mostly smoothed over by her outside image. On the inside, she is fierce and caring for both Teddy and the rights of the people. She believes in justice and equality and is working from within to bring the peace back to the city.
CURSED

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**CURSED** is song by emo-pop artist AViVA that was released as a single on December 16th, 2020.

## **Background**

AViVA performed CURSED on live at The Echo on February 25th, 2020. The official teaser of this song was released on December 7th 2020.

## **Theme**

"This has been a crazy year for everybody. Some people might have even felt that it has been a cursed year, but this song isn’t about that. ‘CURSED’ is about the feeling of being trapped by something, someone, a memory, and then escaping but never really feeling free. It’s that whisper that finds you in the dark of the night, that hovers over you when you’d just rather let go and forget. ‘CURSED’ is both the plea and the power because once you realize that it’s hovering over you, you have found the first crack in its facade and you can start taking your life back into your own hands."

-AViVA via *AViVA - CURSED* from CloudKid on YouTube

## **Lyrics**

**[Verse 1]**

Tearing through the backstreets of my mind

Why you wanna waste my time?

Thought that we were hanging out

But now, you'll understand

I got as close as I can

**[Pre-Chorus]**

They dragged me down, down, down

I didn't make a sound

And now that I'm out now

You've dragged me down, down, down again

**[Chorus]**

You, you, you've got me

You, you, you've got me

Cursed, cursed, cursed, got me cursed

You, you, you've got me

You, you, you've got me

Cursed, cursed, cursed, got me cursed

**[Verse 2]**

Running 'cause I'm running out of time

Feel like freedom's slipping from my life

There's a cure they got mе begging for

But they don't hand it out

I've gotta gеt it back

**[Pre-Chorus]**

They dragged me down, down, down

I didn't make a sound

And now that I'm out now

You've dragged me down, down, down again

**[Chorus]**

You, you, you've got me

You, you, you've got me

Cursed, cursed, cursed, got me cursed

You, you, you've got me

You, you, you've got me

Cursed, cursed, cursed, got me cursed

**[Bridge]**

They dragged me down, down, down

But I got out, out, out

Thought I was found, found, found

You dragged me down, down, down

They dragged me down, down, down

But I got out, out, out

Thought I was found, found, found

You dragged me down, down, down again

**[Chorus]**

You, you, you've got me

You, you, you've got me

Cursed, cursed, cursed, got me cursed

You, you, you've got me

You, you, you've got me

Cursed, cursed, cursed, got me cursed

## **Trivia**

* The cover art was made by Max Prentis.
* The animation was made by Lewis Griffin.

## **Gallery**

CURSED's cover.AViVA - CURSED TEASER (OFFICIAL)Teaser
LIGHTS AND COLOURS

**LIGHTS AND COLOURS** is an AViVA album, featuring 60 minutes of music from her AVIVAA era (2014-2016). The album was announced on December 14, 2023, and was announced to being exclusive to CD. It was to ship in early January 2024.

## Background

The album was announced on December 14, 2023. A day later on December 15, 2023, Lewis announced that it had sold out, and that it was not getting a second reprint.

The album comes with a "a 16-page photo booklet signed by AViVA as "AViVAA" and a UV varnish cover".

## Tracklist

1. Reel Me In
2. Breathe
3. Guilded Cage
4. Prism
5. Crystaleyes
6. The Other
7. Graveyards
8. XX
9. Disappear
10. Electric Venom
11. Shadows
12. Fast Car
13. King And Queen
14. Oceans
15. Stranger
16. Used To Be

## References

1. ↑ https://web.archive.org/web/20240119211301/https://www.thisisaviva.co/product-page/signed-lights-and-colour-cd
2. ↑ https://web.archive.org/web/20240119211301/https://www.thisisaviva.co/product-page/signed-lights-and-colour-cd
Joe Swanson (30)

Item Number 30

## Basic Info

* Joe Swanson is a rare weapon used for robbing others in heists.
* It has a cost of 2760 and a threat of 81.
* It has no special abilities.

## Strategy

* This is still a poor buy as the threat is lower than Knun for a much higher price. Skip this if you can.

## Useful Percentage Matchups

 50% Matchup
 Best Matchup

Previous Weapon: Hacking Software

Next Weapon: Cannon
Underground

The **Underground** is a primary location in SELF/LESS.

## History

The Underground is a massive sprawling underground network directly beneath Metropolis City. It is where thousands of 'infected' individuals either flee or are born into, on the run from the City Council.

The Underground was formed forty years ago in the timeline to the story. When it began, all were peaceful and amicable, working together, but after some time, people began fighting, and it became split into five clans.

## System

The Underground is split into five clans - Clan Ember, Clan Gaia, Clan Lux, Clan Degout, and one more unnamed clan. The Outskirters are those who belong to no clan, perhaps because they left or they were exiled for theft.

Clan Ember is the largest clan, with thousands of people. Ember's job is to distribute supplies obtained from Sympathisers above ground evenly between the five clans. It was previously ruled by Paula, and is now ruled by Teddy Veodrum.

Clan Gaia is the second largest clan, known infamously for its young and terrifying leader, Michelle Maraj. Gaia's job is to distribute food between clans. When Teddy visits Clan Gaia, she is shown a tent filled with fresh fruits that Michelle has grown through water pumped inside the ground.
Houdini Magic Trading Card Competition

**Houdini Magic Trading Card Competition-**is a competition which was organised by **AViVA**.The competition was announced on 27th Februrary,2021. [1]

## About

In this competition partipants had to design their own OUTSiDER inspired magic card.The competition was worldwide. The competition was closed on 10th,April.

## Rules

1. Partipants had to use logo or AViVA in the design.
2. They had to pre save Houdini on their platforms.
3. They had to use hashtag #magicoutsiders

## Announcement of the competition results

AViVA announced winners on instagram.Winners turned out to be:

* @sol\_outsider(Sol),
* @witchay\_v ,
* @purecosmorider(Cosmo Rider),
* @hvdrtsoul(Аарон),
* @amandaholmes90(Amanda Holmes),
* @outsider.lisa(Lisa).

They all won limited edition of Houdini Tee. [2]

## References

https://www.facebook.com/photo?fbid=295400808648427&set=pcb.295400995315075

https://www.facebook.com/photo/?fbid=270623224459519&set=pcb.270623251126183
Spellbound Schoolgirls!

**Spellbound Schoolgirls!** is a fantasy visual novel developed by Genius Studios Japan and published by Genius Bishoujo.

## Summary

"It’s your first day at school and you’re one of the first male students at a former girls-only school! You’re a little nervous at first, but you’ve got supportive classmates to help you out. However, you soon realize that this isn’t just any school… It’s a school for wizards! And unfortunately, you’ve got no magical powers!

Luckily, you befriend a couple of very cute little witches that help you fake your magic abilities. You soon find yourself enjoying a (somewhat unique) high school life! However, it seems like there’s a reason that you were invited to this school. It seems that you may have some kind of ability that no wizard has…

Will you unlock the secrets of the school? Will you find your magical sweetheart? Find out in Spellbound Schoolgirls!"

## Characters

### Main Characters

* Protagonist
* Kana
* Haruna
* Mai
VOLUME I

**VOLUME I** is the debut studio album by Australian singer-songwriter AViVA. The album was released on June 19, 2020 through her own label, PSYCHO Records, via digital download, CD, cassette, and vinyl.

## **Background**

AViVA announced her first studio album on June 6, 2020.  All tracks had been previously released as singles, with the exception of the bonus track.

## **Tracklist**

The album contains 11 tracks. DGAF is the only track with an explicit warning, later released as a clean version.

## **Trivia**

* The album cover and merchandise were designed by Lewis Griffin.
* DGAF is the only song on the album not released as a single prior to the release of the album.
* HUSHH is only song from the album that received a lyric video.

## References

1. ↑ https://www.frontview-magazine.be/en/news/aviva-announces-debut-album-volume-i-featuring-the-hits-that-got-the-act-over-15-billion
Link Drakk

**Link Drakk** is a secondary antagonist in SELF/LESS.

## Appearance

Link's skin is an unhealthy dirty peach, his muscles clearly showing where he is not clad in leather. Link's hair is described to be like 'knives from his head'; he wears it in a white spiked mohawk. Link's eyes are outlined in kohl and he has black lines drawn across his cheekbones and chin. He always wears leather, black, with boots and a spiked shoulder pad. Green goggles hang around his neck. A belt filled with knives and tools is strapped around his waist, and leather armbands cover his arms.

## Personality

Link is cruel, unforgiving and ruthless. He is blind to the feelings of others and easily pushes people aside like objects. Link is sadistic, loving to cause pain to others, especially people whom he sees as beneath him. He is very influential in Clan Ember and has a large band of bloodthirsty followers, blackmailing the more innocent members into telling him their secrets. He has a certain amount of brain power as he manipulates the rest of the clan into believing what he says, even if they are the most obvious lies. He solves problems with a dagger and doesn't just stab and leave; he makes his torture painful, draining and heartbreaking. His hatred towards Teddy Veodrum is particularly fierce as her sudden placing as Clan Head ensured he couldn't take over the leading position. Link later attempts to kill her, and captures her, tortures her and locks her up.
SELF/LESS

**SELF/LESS** is the first book in AViVA’s young adult dystopian series. It was published on 28 September, 2021. It is written in the first-person perspective of Teddy Veodrum, told in the present tense.

## **About**

A world where self-expression is banned. A world where survival is everything. A girl who will be heard. Seventeen-year-old Teddy lives in the walled-in city Metropolis. Radical laws condemn all forms of self-expression and creativity, and the lives of the people are carefully constructed and controlled by the City Council: *We watch because We care*.

When Teddy finds out the truth behind one of the City's biggest lies, she slips out into the darkness of the City after curfew.

She is captured by a stranger and held prisoner in an old bomb shelter that lies beneath the City. Here, Teddy discovers that there is a world beneath Metropolis, a world where a growing web of clans are fighting to keep their humanity alive, and waiting for a leader to unite them and lead them back up into the light.

## **Trivia**

* On September 19th, 2021, AViVA read the first chapter of SELF/LESS in AViVA's OUTSiDERS Discord.
* On October 1st, @TheYARoom\_MELB on Twitter announced SELF/LESS as the book of the month.
GRRRLS MASHUP

## Mashup

**Original Artists:**AViVA,Twenty One Pilots and Melanie Martinez,Eminem,

**Release Date:** January 5th, 2018

**Length:**2:35

**Writer(s):**AViVA,Matais Coulter, Jean-Paul Fung,Tyler Joseph,Mike Elizondo,Melanie Martinez,Kinetics & One Love and Eminem.

**GRRRLS mashup**- is an acoustic mashup cover by AViVA.This mashup includes her song-GRRRLS,Heathens by Twenty One Pilots ,Carousel by Melanie Martinez and Lose Yourself by Eminem.

## Lyrics

Key:

* *Italic* is a lyrics from GRRRLS
* Underlined is a lyrcis from Heathens
* **Boldface** is a lyics from Carousel
* *Italic* and Underlined is a lyrcis from Lose Yourself

*His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy*

*He's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready 'cause there's fake faces hiding everywhere*

*Made up, makeup, made up stares*

*To hide their stolen air*

*Don’t look too close, don’t you dare*

Cuz all my friends are heathens, take it slow

Wait for them to ask you who you know

Please don't make any sudden moves

**When you're round and round like a horse on a carousel**

**We go, will I catch up to love?**

**I can never tell**

*La-la-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la-la*

We don't deal with outsiders very well

They say newcomers have a certain smell

You have trust issues, not to mention

They say they can smell your intentions

*I am the latest colors,*

*I sing the newest songs*

*I read all the lyrics, so*

*I can sing along*

*I am the latest colors,*

*I* *hate the newest songs*

*I can’t stand the lyrics,*

*I’d never sing along*

*La-la-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la-la*

**Come, come on, come all**

**You must be this tall**

**To ride this ride, at the carnival**

**Come, come take my hand**

**Run through playland**

**So high, too high...**

*Gotta get to my throne*

*I can’t fake it,*

*I’ll just make it on my own (on my own)*

**Round and round like a horse on a carousel, we ride** *I can’t blame them,*

*I’ll just maim them on my throne (on my throne)*

**Will I catch up to love?**

**I can never tell**

*But I I can’t fake it,*

*I’ll just make it on my own (on my own)*

**Round and round like a horse on a carousel**

*I can’t blame them,*

*I’ll just maim them on my throne (on my throne)*

I don't deal with outsiders very well

*Gotta get to my throne*

## Video

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Aucostic studio cover

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Aucostic cover

## Trivia

This is AViVA's first maship.Her second mashup was DROWN mashup.
Second unknown song

**Second unknown song**- is a upcoming song by AViVA that will be released in the future.The song will be feature on her third studio album.

## Background

A snippet of this song can be heard on VOLUME III trailer.

## Lyrics

There're so no pointing running

Parylazed are coming

## References

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BROKEN HEARTS

**BROKEN HEARTS** (previously known as VOLUME III) is the third studio album by Australian singer-songwriter AViVA. The album was released on November 25th, 2022 through her own label, PSYCHO Records, via digital download, CD, and vinyl.

## Background

On August 21, 2021, AViVA revealed a new studio album, then called VOLUME III, with at least 7 new songs.

On November 2, 2022, AViVA released a new trailer for the album, now known as BROKEN HEARTS, and gave a release date of November 25, 2022.

## Tracklist

1. THE SAINT & THE SINNER
2. BROKEN HEARTS
3. SCREAM
4. CHILDREN IN THE DARK
5. LONELY
6. THE OUTSiDE
7. NIGHTMARE
8. DEAD2ME
9. OBLIVION
10. LOVE AND WAR

## Trivia

* The album cover and merchandise were designed by Lewis Griffin.

## References

1. ↑ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WXscCDeQPdA
2. ↑ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pq28z7ude4E
Leelo Trist

**Leelo Trist** is the cousin of Kit Trist and a background character in SELF/LESS.

## Appearance

Leelo is younger than the people she hangs around with, but otherwise she is not described.

## Personality

Leelo was originally a nice girl who used to stay around Jamie, Kit and Zelda. However, she got friendly with the people in Link's crew and it turned her sour. Ever since she has been shallow, deceptive and two-faced, exploiting Teddy Veodrum's plans to obtain supplies to Michelle Miraj, the leader of Clan Gaia.

## Relationships

### Kit Trist

Leelo and Kit are cousins. Kit believes in Leelo, trusting her to be a good person and listening to her, but Leelo doesn't return the favour, trying to convince Kit that Teddy is no good. She used to hang out with her cousin quite a lot until she was welcomed into Link's friend group and altered her preferences.

### Michelle Miraj

Michelle and Leelo are not 'friends', but Leelo still exploits the locations for the supplies in need of delivery to her. Michelle does not particularly care, however, and goes on to tell Teddy about how people like Leelo are killed in Clan Gaia.
Unreleased songs

On this page you can find all unreleased songs from AViVA

## VOLUME I

There're currently known two outtakes from this album:

-HUSH(ALTERNATIVE VERSION),

-CLASS ACT.

## VOLUME II

On 09.06.2021 AVIVA via Instagram confrimed that she recorded 25 unreleased songs for VOLUME II and VOLUME III.She also said that those song will be release in the future. [1]

## VOLUME III

On 09.06.2021 AVIVA via Instagram confrimed that she recorded 25 unreleased songs for VOLUME II and VOLUME III.She also said that those song will be release in the future.

On 27.08.2021 AViVA released a trailer for VOLUME III.This trailer confrimed that on the album will be seven new songs:

* Unknown song
* Second unknown song
* Third unknown song
* Fourth unknown song
* Fifth unknown song
* Sixth unknown song
* Seventh unknown song.

## References

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AViVA's CREATRIX with AU/RA.

**AViVA's CREATRiX with AU/RA** is an episode from emo-pop artist AViVA's podcast, AViVA's CREATRiX CAST, that guest stars singer-songwriter Au/Ra. The episode was released on June 28th, 2021 on AViVA's YouTube channel and Spotify.

## **About**

It's back...AViVA's Creatrix is back.

Come hang out with AU/RA and me discussing everything creativity

xx

AViVA via Spotify

## **Trivia**

* The podcast is the second meeting between AViVA and Au/Ra. Their first meeting took place via Zoom and was organised by fans.

[1] [2]
Live from the Underground

*This is an article for ****Live from the Underground****, if you're wanting to read about the primary location in SELF/LESS of the same name, refer to Underground.*

**Live from the Underground** is a live perfomance based/located at the primary location in SELF/LESS named the Underground.

## **Gallery**

AViVA - EVIL (Live from the Underground)AViVA - PSYCHO (Live from the Underground)AViVA - HYPNOTIZED (Live from the Underground)AViVA - GRRRLS (Live from the Underground)AViVA - HOUDINI (Live from the Underground)AViVA - WICKED (Live from the Underground)AViVA - QUEEN OF THE FREAKS (Live from the Underground)
Cliche Mag Interview

## About

"Cliche Mag" is a fashion magazine who did a interview with her in 2015. Regina Wung was the person who interviewed AViVA. This interview was made when she still had the extra A in her name.

## Interview

**Cliché: How did AViVAA come into being?**

**Aviva Payne:** Matais and myself met one night at a gig in the city. We eventually decided to try make some music together and came up with our first single, “Reel Me In.” After that, it all seemed to just easily slide together and AViVAA was born.

**How did each of you get your start in music?**

We’ve both been playing music our whole lives, growing up in musical households. Matais studied audio-engineering at university and I trained in classical vocal studies for 5 years. We also are both training with our own instruments—myself, violin and piano, and Matais, drums and guitar—among the other plethora of instruments… Neither of us are one-trick ponies!

**Can you tell us a bit about your song-writing process?**

We work together writing the songs, but I focus mainly on melody and lyrics and Matais works on the music and production side of things. But we’re a team, so we always help each other out, offer feedback, that sort of thing… welcome or not. [laughs]

**All of your songs link back to the theme of control. What drew you to this idea of being in control vs. losing control?**

Control and loss of control and being out of control—to me, that is what the human experience is about. My lyrics, like any written word, mean something different to everybody that hears them—that’s the beauty of language and its vice. The fact that everything can mean anything—that’s like the epitome of uncontrollable to me. That is what fascinates me.

**Who are some of your favorite artists and influences?**

Everything you hear influences you and I think our combined list of favorite artists would be wayyy too long! I suppose we’ll pick two each. One ‘older’ and one newer: I love The Smiths and Florence and the Machine, and Matais loves Pink Floyd and Kimbra.

**What is your favorite lyric that you’ve written?**

Some of my favorites would be on songs we haven’t released yet! Of what is out there, I think our song “Graveyards” would hold a lyrical soft spot for me… “See the liquid fall the cracks in the floorboards / like my blood through your fingers / you told me to stay / I tried to go”… “No sound dared disturb that of you and my broken bleeding heart / lying still not in slumber.”

**Do you have any upcoming projects?**

We are releasing our next single sometime in June, which we are super excited about! And probably have a sneaky EP happening at the end of the year.