Blurry Sorrow

**Blurry Sorrow** is a 2018 solo by Issa Kiduku.

## Overview

The solo from Issa Kiduku's entry in VAZZROCK's bi-color series, -ruby-.

## Lyrics

*\*Note: Romaji and English translations are fan translated as official translations have not been released as of yet.*

* Kanji
* Romaji
* English

“Don’t ask me why…”

艶めく唇なる

“You like a beast…”

闇とEros

“Black eyed nights…”

虚ろなSing in the end… “LaLa…”

歪み裂けてく君の笑顔・・・

Ah… 心が砕け散る

音が鳴り響いてく

You see the light

見えていた未来（あす）を拒絶してしまった

悲しい夜に耐えきれずに泣いたから・・・

“Can you feel…?”

… the Blurry Sorrow

“You ask me why…?”

翳り掠れて見えた

“Hey, cut it out…”

傷付けていた

“White eyed nights”

虚ろなSing in the end… “NaNa…”

歪み裂けてく僕の笑顔・・・

Ah… 今にも消えそうな

その声鳴り止まない

You see the lie

残酷な事実を受け入れられずに

痛々しく刻みつけそのStigma

“Can you feel…?”

… the Blurry Sorrow

“Ah… Ah… I kill myself…”

優しく微笑んだ君の声・・・温もりさえ

眠ったままの冷たい指先抱えて生きてく

You see the light

見えていた未来を拒絶してしまった

悲しい夜に耐えきれずに泣いたから・・・

“Can you feel…?”

… the Blurry Sorrow

“Don’t ask me why…”

Tsuyameku kuchibiru nara

“You like a beast…”

Yami to eros

“Black eyed nights…”

Utsurona sing in the end… “LaLa…”

Yugami saketeku kimi no egao…

Ah… kokoro ga kudakechiru

Oto ga narihibiiteku

You see the light

Mieteita asu wo kyozetsu shiteshimatta

Kanashii yoru ni taekirezu ni naita kara…

“Can you feel…?”

… the Blurry Sorrow

“You ask me why…?”

Kageri kasurete mieta

“Hey, cut it out…”

kizutsuketeita

“White eyed nights”

Utsurona sing in the end… “NaNa…”

Yugami saketeku boku no egao…

Ah… ima ni mo kiesou na

Sono koe nariyamanai

You see the lie

Zankoku na jijitsu wo ukeirerarezu ni

Itaiitaishiku kizamitsuke sono stigma

“Can you feel…?”

… the Blurry Sorrow

“Ah… Ah… I kill myself…”

Yasashiku hohoenda kimi no koe… nukumori sae

Nemutta mama no tsumetai yubisaki kakaete ikiteku

You see the light

Mieteita mirai wo kyozetsu shiteshimatta

Kanashii yoru ni taekirezu ni naita kara…

“Can you feel…?”

… the Blurry Sorrow

“Don’t ask me why…”

With those glossy lips of yours.

“You’re like a beast…”

A darkness and eros.

“Black eyed nights…”

With a vacant expression, I’ll sing in the end… “LaLa…”

Your smile that breaks through this distortion.

Ah… My heart feels like it’s being smashed up.

The sounds keep on resonating.

You see the light

I kept rejecting the tomorrow that I kept seeing.

Crying as I’m unable to endure these sorrowful nights…

“Can you feel…?”

… the Blurry Sorrow

“You asked me why…?”

I looked as if a shadow had fallen upon me.

“Hey, cut it out…”

You’re hurting me.

“White eyed nights”

With a vacant expression, I’ll sing in the end… “NaNa…”

My smile will break through this distortion.

Ah… Even now, I feel like it’s vanishing.

I can’t stop hearing that voice.

You see the lie

I’ve decided to accept this cruel truth.

This stigma that’s been painfully engraved on me.

“Can you feel…?”

… the Blurry Sorrow

“Ah… Ah… I’ll kill myself…”

Your kind voice as you smiled… I could feel its warmth.

I kept holding on to those cold fingertips even as I slept.

You see the light

I kept rejecting the future that I kept seeing.

Crying as I’m unable to endure these sorrowful nights…

“Can you feel…?”

… the Blurry Sorrow

## References

1. ↑ Kanji provided by ryota-kunstranslations on Tumblr.
2. ↑ Romaji translations by ryota-kunstranslations on Tumblr.
3. ↑ English translations by ryota-kunstranslations on Tumblr.