Shadow Pakhomov

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## Shadow

* Shadow (current)
* Charlie (adult)
* Charlie (kid)

## Basic Information

### Age

53 (currently)
10 (kid)

## Family and Friends

### Relatives

Polly Johnson (EX-wife)
Alexa (Ex-girlfriend)
Lisa (Ex-wife)
Arthur (husband)
Edward (father)
Mary (mother)
Peter (child)
Cherry (child)
Kris (child)
Bonnie (child)
Lara (adopted child)
Fin (child)
Samantha (child)
Olek (child)
Cora (child)
Rose (child)
Igor (child)
Sam (brother)
Nicole (sister)
Leo (uncle)

### Friends

Albert
Eric

## Links

### Headcanon Voice

Glass Animals - The Other Side of Paradise (Slowed) (adult)【Oliver】 Amygdala's Rag Doll 【Original Song】 (kid)

### Ask Blog

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Shadow is Lara's father and husband of Arthur.

## Appearance

Shadow is a dark green husky with yellow eyes with red pupils. His fur is green expect his light green snout, arms, legs, chest, belly, dark green tail, and hair. He has a missing eye that he keeps closed. Shadow also has long dark green hair. He has stitches on some parts of his body.

Shadow wears a black hoodie, red shirt, jeans, and brown boots.

Adult Charlie's fur is brighter, he hs curly hair and a half-closed blind eye. He wears a black undershirt with white sleeves, a brown apron, jeans, and brown shoes.

As a child, Charlie wore a white undershirt with black sleeves, black tie, black jeans, and black shoes. He has a half-closed blind eye. His fur is lighter than his adult version's and he has long hair tied in a ponytail.

## Personality

* Shadow (adult)
* Charlie (adult)
* Shadow (childhood)
* Charlie (kid)

Most of the time Shadow is behaving childish and happy. He's energic, playful, and loud. He doesn't take anything seriously and likes to annoy everyone around him. He doesn't care about the rules and he does what he wants. Shadow can be very romantic and caring, he is not afraid to show affection to people he likes and he often shows it in very weird ways. He behaves like the problems he has don't exist and his whole life was always great. Shadow likes vodka, alcohol, erotic things, gore, guns, axes, and spending time with his husband. While he dislikes Albert, his father, police, fruits, boring times, candies, waiting too much, physical pain, and looking at his things from childhood. His favorite food is raw meat. Shadow suffers from algophobia, claustrophobia, and hydrophobia. When he feels psychical pain he can get a panic attack and beg a person that hurt him to stop. And when he's in the tight room he feels huge fear and he usually panics. Shadow also has anorexia.

However, Shadow has moments when he's perverted and aggressive. If someone tells him a bad word, he immediately gets mad. If he will get really mad he can hurt someone so much that he can lead them to death. He's very serious and rude to everyone.

Shadow is also a bit of a crybaby and he's very sensitive inside. He shows this side of him only to Arthur.

Since Shadow is genderfluid, he sometimes feels like a girl, and to don't feel dysphoria calls himself a "pretty woman", wears dresses, skirts, and make-up. He loves crossdressing.
Charlie is a shy, sensitive, and nice artist. He's very passionate and does everything to make his family happy. Charlie is obsessed with the idea of making everything stay perfect, to the point where he panics whenever he sees an imperfection like dirt, disorders, etc.. He's also obsessed over the safety of his family, he does everything to keep them safe but he often forgets about his own health and safety. He just can be too caring but he always supports people who he likes/loves, and he can’t see how someone is crying. Charlie is a really emotional person, he can’t live without love and everything he takes too much to his heart. He's also a crybaby, every time someone says to him something wrong or bad, he starts crying.

When Shadow was a kid he was very quiet, cold, calm, and mysterious. He was honest and serious like Charlie but didn't talk much, he talked just to people he trusts or when it's necessary. He wasn't able to feel happy because he never felt it before and doesn't know how it feels and he never smiles.

Since Edward wanted to have a perfect son, he taught him to be always very serious and honest. No joking, no complaining, no compliments, no smile while having the conversation with someone. Charlie tried his best to be as his father wanted him to be though he was very sensitive. He tries to hide each of his emotions because if his father will see him smiling or crying or showing any other emotion, he'll get punished.

## Backstory

Charlie was born in Russia and had a bad childhood. He was brought up by his abusive father, Edward, and his kind mother, Mary. Edward abused Charlie a lot and thanks to this Charlie always was sad until he moved to England and met Arthur. But even there he didn't have a great childhood, his classmates were bullying him because he's from Russia and don't know English well. Edward really dislikes Blue’s family, so he forbade Charlie to be friends with Arthur. Charlie didn’t listen and secretly started to be friends with Arthur. Someday Edward discovered that Charlie was lying to him and got out from his control. Edward had a nervous breakdown and when Charlie got back from school, Edward started yelling at him saying that he knows about his friendship with Arthur, they will again move to Russia, and Charlie will never go to school and will never go out of his room. Charlie was shocked. Thankfully half of what Edward said was lies. Charlie started to be homeschooled and was closed in his room. But Charlie was writing letters to Arthur and sometimes Arthur was replying to him, but one day Arthur stopped replying. Charlie was bored in his room and he missed his old friend. He started to behave "crazy". He started to draw on the walls and tried to eat a pillow. When Edward saw what Charlie has done he got mad and beat him. A week later Charlie was diagnosed with bipolar syndrome and Asperger's syndrome. Mary was really sad about this news, and Edward started to insult Charlie even more and started to call him “a fucked up kid”.

After years, when Charlie was an adult, he met a young lady named “Polly”, he fell in love with her and they started to be in a relationship. Later they married and had kids named Peter and Cherry. They were together few
years, but then something happened to Polly and she died. Charlie was really broken and depressed, the next person important in his life just left. He started to behave differently, not like always, he was cold and introverted. Nobody knows what happened to him, that he started to be crazy, and started to call himself “Shadow”.

It's unknown how that happened but someday Shadow met Arthur and he changed his behavior, stopped manipulating and killing people. At first, they became friends. Their friendship easily turned into love, then they finally became a couple, and then they became a marriage. Arthur was okay with that Shadow in the past was a tribble person because he knew Shadow changed.

Sometime later their kids, Olek, Cora, and Rose just born and 6 years later Igor born. Now they both are trying to be better fathers than they were in the past.

## Relationships

### **Sam**

##### *Main article: Sam Pakhomov*

His relation with Sam isn't very good, Shadow is rude to him and he treats Sam like a baby. Shadow always says to Sam sarcastic things like "Do you want help, little baby Shiba?". However, Shadow is protective of Sam. It's said they both love each other even though they argue a lot.

### **Arthur**

##### *Main article: Arthur Blue*

* Arthur and Shadow
* William and Charlie
* Arthur and Charlie
* William and Shadow
* Childhood

Shadow is Arthur's current husband. They both love each other and don't imagine their life if they wouldn't be a couple. Shadow is protective around Arthur and he also acts sexually around him and he flirts with him a lot. Arthur is really sweet to Shadow. He's kissing and cuddling him a lot and Shadow enjoys it. Arthur is obsessed over Shadow to the point that even if Shadow would hate him and treat him bad Arthur would still love him and he would still be with him no matter what. Arthur also gets jealous over Shadow and he would beg Shadow for attention but Shadow doesn't see a problem in it because he will always give it to him. Shadow is always telling Arthur that he's pretty and that he's old doesn't mean he can't be cute. Shadow is ready to even beat someone who would insult Arthur in any way. He will always defend Arthur and be able to kill anyone who hurts him.
William and Charlie are a couple, just like Arthur and Shadow. They love each other a lot and want to spend every minute with each other. William is very fascinated by Charlie, by the fact he can draw so pretty. Since Charlie is an artist, he sometimes paints William and enjoys doing so. William flirts with Charlie a lot, he likes to see Charlie blushing/embarrassed, he thinks it's cute. Charlie doesn't mind that and even likes when William does so. William often acts sexual around Charlie, Charlie is sometimes even bothered by William's sexual behavior. Mostly when he doesn't want sex but since William has problems with understanding the feelings of others, he wants sex and thinks Charlie wants that too so he even tries to force Charlie to do that. However, William is secretly scared of Charlie, he's scared of him because Charlie is very overprotective and if he sees something is wrong he's going insane. When he sees William smoking or doing self-harm he yells at him how bad and dangerous it is. One time when Charlie saw William smoke after he told him to don't, he didn't let him go outside for 6 months.

Arthur and Charlie are just friends. They enjoy talking with each other.

William and Shadow dislike each other. William tries to avoid Shadow but sometimes he annoys him or flirts with him for fun when he's bored. Shadow just hates William and if William wouldn't be the part of Arthur, he would hurt him. However, Shadow is mostly ignorant around William. It's said they argue a lot about stupid things.

Charlie and Arthur were best friends in childhood. Charlie, even to Arthur, was very honest and serious. While Arthur was very happy and loud around Charlie. Arthur got friends with Charlie because Charlie was the first person who tried to stop bullies from bullying him. But, thanks to Arthur Charlie learned he shouldn't be so serious all the time, he learned to look at how others would feel before saying what he thinks, etc. These things are obvious but it was hard for a kid that was isolated from society for most of his life like Charlie. They had to hide the fact they're friends because that would make Charlie's father mad knowing he has "a poor and uncultured" friend, he doesn't want Charlie to change because of such friends.
### **Albert**

##### *Main article: Albert Blue*

Shadow seems to dislike Albert because of the fact Albert bullied him in his childhood. At first, that's how it was, but now Shadow thinks Albert is even a good person and he wants to be friends with him but thanks to Shadow's big ego, it's impossible. While Albert at first wanted to be friends with Shadow and apologize but after several unsuccessful attempts, he lost hope and started to be annoyed by Shadow's behavior. They consider each other as friends but Shadow is making fun of Albert and he calls him names. Albert hangouts with Shadow just because he has no other friends. Shadow is toxic for Albert because of how he treats him but Albert wants to keep being friends with him because he doesn't want to be lonely.

### **Eric**

##### *Main article: Eric Mason*

Eric is Shadow's best friend. Shadow is usually mean to Eric but Eric doesn't care. Eric will always follow Shadow no matter how mean Shadow would be. Eric and Shadow like to make fun out of their friend, Albert. They like to play paranormal games and they always persuade Albert to play first in these games and risk his life just so Eric and Shadow will laugh at him because he's scared. They also drink and joke together. Eric has a crush in Shadow but he knows that he has no chance of being with him so he just lets crush go away and treats Shadow like a very close friend. It kinda hurts him that Shadow is dating other man and he's kinda mad at himself that thanks to him Shadow even met his husband. For Shadow, Eric is like a brother.

### **Kris**

##### *Main article: Kris Pakhomov*

Shadow is Kris's father. Shadow was a good parent, He tried to learn Kris to defend himself. For Kris Shadow was an amazing dad and he wanted to be like him. Shadow loved Kris, he tried to protect him, but when Shadow was 27 years old, he just stopped loving Kris and he left him.

Currently, Kris hates Shadow because he left him, He calls Shadow "a traitor" while Shadow thinks Kris was a cute kid, and he misses him.

### **Purple Cat**

##### *Main article: Purple Cat Blue*

Shadow is Purple Cat's stepfather. At first, Purple Cat and Shadow hated each other, but after some time they started to be more like father and son, but they behave more like friends than stepdad and stepson.

### **Edward**

##### *Main article: Edward Pakhomov*

Edward is Shadow's father. Edward used to abuse Shadow when he was a child. Every time Edward was mad he was abusing Charlie just to let his anger out. Currently, Shadow is still really afraid of Edward, he can get a panic attack just by thinking about him. When he hears or sees Edward, he is a panic attack. If Shadow would meet Edward again he would scream, run around, and crying. While Edward regrets what he was doing to Shadow, he wants to find his son and apologize.

### **Emma**

##### *Main article: Emma*

Emma used to be Shadow's friend when they were kids. It's said they talked sometimes and Charlie thought she is nice.

### **Mary**

##### *Main article: Mary Pakhomov*

Mary was Shadow's mother. Mary was a caring mother, she was protecting Shadow from his father when he was a child but most of the time she was too scared to stop Shadow’s father because she was scared that can make him more angry beat Shadow more. Shadow misses her a lot and wants to see her again.

### **Bonnie**

##### *Main article: Bonnie Pakhomov*

Shadow is Bonnie's father. It's unknown what he thinks of her but it's known Bonnie hates Shadow and if she would be able to, she would kill him.

## Trivia

* He looks very young because demons don't age physically.
* Shadow's eyes change depending on his sanity, and if he's in his demon form.
* Arthur (along with Albert and Eric) is the only person that knows how **Shadow** looks without things that hide his face and what's his real name. Arthur also is accepting that Shadow was a criminal and he understands that Shadow changed.
* Shadow's demon power is really strong demonic hands.
* Shadow was a cannibal in the past, now he tries to don't eat people anymore.
* Shadow is a satanist.
* When Shadow found out that Arthur is pregnant he tried to force him to have an abortion because he was scared that he will be a bad father.
* Shadow is afraid of his father due to the fact Edward abused him in childhood. When Shadow sees Edward, he starts to panic.
* Shadow is skinny because when he ran away from the house when he was a kid didn't have much food. He had to eat food from the trash, and sometimes he was stealing food from shops.
* Shadow is the only person who knows about Arthur's two personalities.
* Shadow has a bit strong Russian accent.
* Shadow has never eaten a candy because his father was telling him that if he will eat even one candy, every his teeth will fall off.
* Before, Shadow thought that he's transgender.
* Charlie takes three baths every day. When he wakes up, when it’s afternoon, and when it’s night.
* Charlie has Asperger's syndrome, and Shadow has the bipolar syndrome.
* Shadow was more manipulating people and breaking them psychically than killing them.
* Apparently there are times when Shadow doesn't feel pain, and when he doesn't, he rips off parts of his body for fun. That happens because his nerve cells in his body don’t work how they should.
* After Polly died Shadow tried to kill their son and their daughter for some reason but after two years he understood that was a mistake.

## References

1. ↑ Shaadow's gender
2. ↑ Shadow is russian
3. ↑ Shadow's height
4. ↑ Shadow is a satanist
5. ↑ Shadow's personality 1
6. ↑ Shadow's personality 2
7. ↑ Shadow's personality 3
8. ↑ Shadow loves crossdressing
9. ↑ Charlie's personality
10. ↑ Charlie's childhood 1
11. ↑ Charlie's childhood 2
12. ↑ Shadow's bckstory
13. ↑ Arthur's obsession over Shadow
14. ↑ Albert's and Shadow's relationship
15. ↑ Shadow's and Eric's relationship
16. ↑ Shadow's and Kris's relationship
17. ↑ Edward's and Shadow's relationship 1
18. ↑ Edward's and Shadow's relationship 2
19. ↑ Shadow's and Mary's relationship 1
20. ↑ Shadow's and Mary's relationship 2
21. ↑ Shadow's and Bonnie's relationship
22. ↑ Arthur understanding Shadow
23. ↑ Shadow was a cannibal
24. ↑ Shadow is skinny
25. ↑ Shadow knows about Arthur's personalities
26. ↑ Shadow's accent
27. ↑ Shadow has never eaten a candy
28. ↑ Shadow thought that he's transgender
29. ↑ Charlie takes three baths every day
30. ↑ Shadow was a manipulator
31. ↑ Shadow rips off his body parts for fun
32. ↑ Shadow's nerve cells
33. ↑ What happened to the kids after Polly died