Himawari

* himawari
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**himawari** (ヒマワリ, *Himawari*?, lit. Sunflower) is the theme song for the *Let Me Eat Your Pancreas* live action movie. It is performed by Mr.Children.

## Description

*himawari* is a song by Japanese pop rock band Mr.Children that serves as the theme song of *Let Me Eat Your Pancreas*. Originally released in a smaller album that shared its name, it was it was later complied into Mr.Children's 2018 album *Juryoku to Kokyu* (重 (じゅう) 力 (りょく) と呼 (こ) 吸 (きゅう) , *Jūryoku to Kokyū*?, lit. Gravity and Breathing).

## Editions

### himawari

* **himawari**
* **Main Street ni Iko** (メインストリートに行こう, *Meinsutorīto ni Ikō*?)**（Hall Tour 2017** **Hikari no Atelier** (ヒカリノアトリエ, *Hikarinoatorie*?)**）**
* '*PIANO MAN'***（Hall Tour 2017** **Hikari no Atelier** (ヒカリノアトリエ, *Hikarinoatorie*?)**）**
* **Tobe** (跳 (と) べ, *Tobe*?, lit. Jump)**（Hall Tour 2017** **Hikari no Atelier** (ヒカリノアトリエ, *Hikarinoatorie*?)**）**
* **Owarinaki Tabi** (終 (お) わりなき旅 (たび) , *Owarinaki Tabi*?, lit. Endless Journey)**（2017.4.23 YOKOHAMA）**
* **Isogashi Bokura** (忙 (いそが) しい僕 (ぼく) ら, *Isogashī Bokura*?, lit. Busy Us)

### Juryoku to Kokyu

* **Your Song**
* **Uminite, Kokorowahadakaninaritagaru** (海 (うみ) にて、心は裸 (はだか) になりたがる, *Umi nite, Kokoro wa Hadaka ni Narita Garu*?, lit. At the Sea, My Heart Wants to be Laid Bare)
* **SINGLES**
* **here comes my love**
* **Hakoniwa** (箱 (はこ) 庭 (にわ) , *Hakoniwa*?, lit. Miniature Garden)
* **addiction**
* **day by day****（****Aikenkurunomonogatari** (愛 (あい) 犬クルの物 (もの) 語 (がたり) , *Aiken Kuru no Monogatari*?, lit. The Story of my Dog Kuru)**）**
* **Akigakuretakippu** (秋 (あき) がくれた切 (きっ) 符 (ぷ) , *Aki ga Kureta Kippu*?, lit. The Ticket that Autumn Gave Me)
* **himawari**
* **Hifokokyu** (皮 (ひ) 膚 (ふ) 呼 (こ) 吸 (きゅう) , *Hifokokyū*?, lit. Cutaneous Respiration)

## Lyrics

* Kanji
* Rōmaji
* English

優しさの死に化粧で

笑ってるように見せてる

君の覚悟が分かりすぎるから

僕はそっと手を振るだけ

「ありがとう」も「さよなら」も僕らにはもういらない

「全部嘘だよ」そう言って笑う

君をまだ期待してるから

いつも透き通るほど真っ直ぐに

明日へ漕ぎだす君がいる

眩しくて 綺麗で 苦しくなる おお

暗がりで咲いてるひまわり

嵐が去ったあとの陽だまり

そんな君に僕は恋してた

想い出の角砂糖を

涙が溶かしちゃわぬように

僕の命と共に尽きるように

ちょっとずつ舐めて生きるから

だけど 何故だろう 怖いもの見たさで

愛に彷徨う僕もいる

君のいない世界って

どんな色をしてたろう?

違う誰かの肌触り

格好つけたり はにかんだり

そんな僕が果たしているんだろうか?

諦めること 妥協すること

誰かにあわせて生きること

考えてる風でいて 実はそんなに深く考えていやしないこと

思いを飲み込む美学と

自分を言いくるめて

実際は面倒臭いことから逃げるようにして

邪にただ生きている

もう だから

透き通るほど真っ直ぐに

明日へ漕ぎだす君をみて

眩しくて 綺麗で 苦しくなる おお

暗がりで咲いてるひまわり

嵐が去ったあとの陽だまり

そんな君に僕は恋してた

そんな君を僕は ずっと

Yasashisa no shinigeshou de

Waratteru you ni miseteru

Kimi no kakugo ga wakarisugiru kara

Boku wa sotto te wo furu dak

“Arigatou” mo “sayonara” mo bokura ni wa mou iranai

“Zenbu uso da yo” sou itte warau kimi wo

Mada kitai shiteru kara

Itsumo

Sukitooru hodo massugu ni

Asu e kogidasu kimi ga iru

Mabushikute kirei de kurushiku naru

Kuragari de saiteru himawari

Arashi ga satta ato no hidamari

Sonna kimi ni boku wa koi shiteta

Omoide no kakuzatou wo

Namida ga tokashichawanu you ni

Boku no inochi to tomo ni tsukiru you ni

Chotto zutsu namete ikiru kara

Dakedo

Naze darou kowai mono mitasa de

Ai ni samayou boku mo iru

Kimi no inai sekai tte

Donna iro wo shitetarou?

Chigau dareka no hada sawari

Kakkou tsuketari hanikandari

Sonna boku ga hatashite irundarou ka?

Akirameru koto

Dakyou suru koto

Dareka ni awasete ikiru koto

Kangaeteru fuu de ite

Jitsu wa sonna ni fukaku kangaeteiya shinai koto

Omoi wo nomikomu bigaku to

Jibun wo iikurumete

Jissai wa mendoukusai koto kara nigeru you ni shite

Yokoshima ni tada ikite iru

Dakara

Sukitooru hodo massugu ni

Asu e kogidasu kimi wo mite

Mabushikute kirei de kurushiku naru

Kuragari de saiteru himawari

Arashi ga satta ato no hidamari

Sonna kimi ni boku wa koi shiteta

Sonna kimi ni boku wa zutto

Soft makeup at your funeral

So that I’ll be able to smile, that’s what you show me

I understand your resolve all too well so

All I do is gently wave my hand

“Thank you” and “goodbye” too - we no longer need them

Because, while smiling, you’ll say, “it’s all a lie”

I’m still waiting for such a day to come

Always

As straightforwardly as light through glass

You exist, rowing towards tomorrow

Dazzlingly, beautifully, and then painfully

A sunflower blooming in the dark

A sunny haven after the storm has gone

I fell in love with that sort of you

The sugar cubes of memories

So that they won’t melt away in my tears

So that they’ll be exhausted together with my life

I live, licking them a little at a time

But

I wonder why, curious about scary things

I, too, exist, wandering for love

A world where you don’t exist

What sort of color would it be?

Touching someone else’s skin

Putting on airs, and being coy

Is that the sort of me that will eventually be?

Giving in

Compromising

Living according to someone else’s expectations

Acting like I’m thinking

When I actually don’t think that deeply

With an aesthetic that engulfs my mind

I lead myself on

In reality, I’ve just been running away from troublesome things

Sinfully, I only stay alive

That’s why

As straightforwardly as light through glass

You row towards tomorrow as I look on

Dazzlingly, beautifully, and then painfully

A sunflower blooming in the dark

A sunny haven after the storm has gone

I fell in love with that sort of you

That sort of you - I will forever-

## Gallery

### Videos

Mr.Children「himawari」Music VideoMusic video