"Lost of Inside, Part I" (Flock'⁴⁴/ııı)

## Plot

The episode begins with Margu feeling increasingly paranoid as she searches for Ilina at the Goahti. Finally, she arrives at the lake and spots Ilina playing with a group of nude wolf children. Nearby, other children are enjoying the refreshing waters of the lake. Margu's attention is suddenly drawn to a commotion as she sees Ilina clutching her head, tears streaming down her face. Worried, Margu rushes over to her, trying to understand what happened. Ilina's cries echo through the air as she calls out Margu's name in distress. The other children, curious and confused, gather around, their eyes fixed on the unfolding scene. Margu desperately attempts to calm Ilina, offering comfort and reassurance that everything will be alright. However, Ilina's pain and fear overpower her, and she continues to cry, oblivious to the embarrassment she may be causing. Feeling a mixture of frustration and concern, Margu pleads with Ilina to be quiet, begging her to stop crying. She fears that the other children will form negative opinions of Ilina and herself. Though Margu's intentions are good, her words only serve to intensify Ilina's distress. In a moment of realization, tears fill Margu's eyes. She understands that she let her frustration get the best of her and inadvertently hurt Ilina's feelings. Determined to resolve the misunderstanding and protect their friendship, Margu decides that she can't let this situation continue. Meanwhile, Ellie, the wise character accompanied by her baby Puka, passes by the scene. She notices Margu's tear-filled eyes and paranoid behavior. Ellie approaches Margu, but Margu tries to avoid making eye contact, attempting to hide her tears. Sensing Margu's need for support, Ellie asks Margu to keep an eye on the children while she attends to an important matter with Lady Ama.

Relieved to have someone else take charge, Margu agrees and wipes away her tears. Ellie assures Margu that she is capable of handling the responsibility, giving Margu a chance to compose herself. With Ellie heading toward Lady Ama, Margu refocuses her attention on the children, including Ilina, who still sniffs with a mix of confusion and relief. Margu gently wipes away the tears from Ilina's face and sincerely apologizes for her outburst and the embarrassment it may have caused. Ilina, initially embarrassed, recognizes Margu's genuine remorse and forgives her. Margu's sincere concern and care for Ilina's well-being are evident, healing any damage caused by the misunderstanding. Their friendship reaffirmed and Ilina's tears subsiding, Margu takes on the responsibility of watching over the children as they continue to play with the wolf children. Meanwhile, Ellie and Lady Ama attend to the important matter at hand, knowing that Margu is more than capable of keeping a watchful eye on the children. Margu carries on with her caretaking duties while Ellie walks alongside Lady Ama, carrying baby Puka, ready to face whatever awaits them. Ellie accompanies Lady Ama to the highly anticipated ceremony at the sacred Cave of Life, driven by a deep sense of purpose, as they embark on a descent down the stairs leading to the underground base beneath the rooms, navigating the dimly lit corridors. Inquisitive about the cave's secrets, Ellie curiously asks Lady Ama about its history, prompting Lady Ama to unfold a tale of rich heritage. The cave, she reveals, was once a dwelling for ancient cavemen over a billion years ago, a testament to the passage of time and the ancient stories etched within its walls. As the years unfolded, the cave underwent a metamorphosis, transforming into a sacred space for the native Sámi women, who sought solace within its hallowed halls to perform their sacred rituals and ceremonies, their voices echoing through the ages. The Vikings, renowned for their fierce spirits and insatiable curiosity, recognized the power residing within the cave and utilized it for their own ceremonial practices, infusing the space with their unique energy and beliefs.

During the dark ages, the present-day Yulgrs stumbled upon the cave, nestled amidst the majestic mountains. Captivated by its ancient elements, reminiscent of the cavemen who once inhabited the space, they found solace within its tranquil embrace. It became a sanctuary, a haven of peace and serenity, where the Yulgrs sought refuge to bring new life into the world. The cave, with its mystical aura, witnessed the tender moments of birth, as the Yulgrs embraced the ancient spirits that dwelled within. Over time, the cave's allure extended beyond the birthing process, becoming a space of healing and restoration. People from all walks of life would make pilgrimages to the sacred Cave of Life, seeking solace and rejuvenation. The Yulgrs, recognizing the potent energy emanating from within, guarded the cave's secrets closely, reserving it exclusively for their mythological rituals and practices, a sacred space where they could commune with the divine. Shamaness Amoya, a prominent figure revered for her wisdom and spiritual prowess, was among those who frequented the cave, delving into its depths for her own confrontations and transformative journeys. Her presence, a beacon of light amidst the darkness, symbolized the profound connection between mortals and the spiritual realm. As Ellie's thoughts swirl with concern for Santiago, who has languished in a coma for an entire month, she clings to a fervent belief that the ceremony at the Cave of Life possesses the power to heal his wounds and reawaken his slumbering spirit. Finally reaching the room where Santiago lies motionless, Ellie is struck by the sight of his frail and weakened body, a stark reminder of the fragile nature of life. With utmost care and reverence, two highly skilled healers, Olgo and Elitt, alongside the only male Shaman present. During their second encounter filled with laughter, Shaman Vidarr mistakenly assumed that Ellie, dressed as a maid, was a housewife due to her apparent youthful age and the assumption that she had many children with her husband. However, Ellie quickly clarified that she was not a mother but rather a caretaker for the children affected by the war in D-Company. She had taken on this responsibility five months ago at the age of 29, even though she was currently dating and not yet married.

In response, Shaman Vidarr shared his own story. As one of seven males in the Yulgrs clan, he had been a shaman for an impressive 77 years, despite his advanced age of 89. He revealed that he had never married, having previously been a monk and even having had a mate who lived in Siberia. Although he had three sons and a daughter, all of whom were married, he considered their relationships to be partnerships rather than traditional marriages. This revelation brought laughter and lightness to the conversation, and Ellie expressed her gratitude to Shaman Vidarr for opening up and sharing his experiences. Meanwhile, the group of healers consisting of Lady Ama, Olgo, and Elitt meticulously placed flowers and medicinal grass onto Santiago's body, ensuring that they were in the proper positions. These plants were known for their healing properties and were intended to aid in Santiago's recovery. Lady Ama, possessing ancient wisdom and healing knowledge passed down through generations, focused her energy and prayers on Santiago's well-being. With her expertise, she delved deep into Santiago's mind, seeking to understand the root cause of his ailment. As Lady Ama explored Santiago's thoughts, she discovered a profound inner turmoil that seemed to consume him entirely. She conveyed this revelation to Ellie, her face reflecting both concern and compassion, using just three simple words: "Lost of inside." This statement left Ellie feeling unsettled, eager to learn more about Santiago's internal struggles and how they could be addressed and healed.

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During their second meeting, Shaman Vidarr playfully mistakes Ellie's maid clothing for that of a housewife, assuming she has many children at a young age due to her husband. Ellie corrects him, explaining that she was actually a caretaker for children in D-Company during the war, but she herself does not have any children. She is currently 29 years old and dating, but not married. Shaman Vidarr, who is 89 years old and one of the oldest members of the Yulgrs clan, shares that he has never been married. He reveals that he was once a monk and had a mate in Siberia, he had children who were older and all married with a mate although he considers her a mate rather than a wife. This leads to laughter among the group, and Ellie expresses her gratitude to Shaman Vidarr for sharing this personal information. Meanwhile, the healers meticulously place flowers and grass with medicinal properties onto Santiago's body, gently patting them into place. Lady Ama, along with Olgo and Elitt, who possess ancient healing knowledge passed down through generations, gather around Santiago. They are fully prepared to channel their energy and prayers into the act of healing. As Lady Ama delves deeper into Santiago's mind, she senses that he feels lost within himself. She shares this insight with Ellie, who can relate to that feeling. Together, they understand the importance of addressing Santiago's inner struggles and work towards his healing. With great care and intention, the healers continue their ritual, gently patting the flowers and grass into place. The Cave of Life, filled with history and spirituality, becomes a sanctuary of hope and determination as the healers pour their collective energy into Santiago's healing.

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Embarking on their astral projection journey, the team consisting of Lady Ama, Ellie, Olgo, Shaman Vidarr, and Elitt delve deep into the depths of Santiago's soul. As they venture further into his mind, they make their way through a tunnel of memories, traversing scenes that span from Santiago's birth to his older years. Shielding them from the painful spirits that lurk in the shadows, Lady Ama skillfully draws upon her abilities, forming a protective barrier adorned with the powerful Triskelion symbol. The landscape that unfolds before them presents an apocalyptic, western-like setting, serving as a symbolic reflection of Santiago's shattered state of being. Recognizing the significance of their surroundings, Lady Ama cautions Ellie about the potential challenges they may encounter within Santiago's astral world. She emphasizes the importance of maintaining focus and safeguarding themselves against any harm that may arise. Ellie's eyes scan the desert-like terrain, reminiscent of the Wild West, prompting her to question Shaman Vidarr about its peculiar appearance. In response, Shaman Vidarr explains that they have entered into the deepest illusions of Santiago's mind, where his brain must confront and unravel the enigmatic puzzle that has plagued his thoughts. As they continue their exploration, Ellie stumbles upon a path that leads them to a tree adorned with luscious strawberries. This sight triggers a familiar recollection within Ellie's mind, as she remembers Santiago mentioning his tendency to indulge in strawberries when feeling stressed. The memory takes her back to a moment of vulnerability and uncertainty, when Santiago had offered her some strawberries while they were lost in the woods near the serene lake.

Curiosity piqued, Ellie approaches the tree, her gaze fixed upon the enticing berries hanging from its branches. Carefully plucking a strawberry, she delicately cradles it in her hand, the vibrant red hue a vivid contrast against the desolation that surrounds them. The significance of this simple act resonates deeply within Ellie, as she contemplates the profound impact such a small gesture of kindness had on her during their time of need. Observing Ellie's introspective expression, Shaman Vidarr intuitively understands the significance of this memory. With a gentle smile, she encourages Ellie to delve further into the emotions and experiences that this strawberry has stirred within her. Shaman Vidarr reminds Ellie that within Santiago's astral world, there exists a wealth of clues and fragments from his past that may hold the key to his healing and restoration. Empowered by Lady Ama's guidance, Ellie closes her eyes and takes a deep breath, fully immersing herself in Santiago's astral realm. In response to her surrender, the environment surrounding them begins to shift and transform. Gradually, the desolate landscape gives way to a bustling market teeming with vibrant colors, alluring scents, and the harmonious symphony of human interaction as Ellie almost geet hit by giant strawberry, as Shaman Vidarr often smiles while Lady Ama looks at the sisters laughing around as Ellie try to moved the giant strawberry.

They kept walking over the vast expanse of the desert area, with Ellie tirelessly distributing water to the exhausted Oglo. Elitt, growing increasingly weary, persistently urged Shaman Vidarr to give up as being healer need to encourage it as Shaman Vidarr who was been shaman over 70 years as he was 92 year old now leading to laugher everyone in the group, but she remained determined, offering Elitt a much-needed drink from her own dwindling supply.

Meanwhile, Lady Ama utilized her extraordinary mind to scour the desert, searching for any clues or signs that could lead them closer to their goal she ordered them to kept on the journeyed, they encountered a young man who bore a striking resemblance to a Nazi soldier, despite his tender age. Tragically, this soldier had lost both of his limbs, a stark reminder of the horrors of war. In the distance, the ominous figure of the Grim Reaper loomed, casting a haunting shadow over the scene. Desperate and parched, the soldier pleaded for water in his native German tongue, his voice filled with anguish and longing. However, Lady Ama, consumed by her mission and the weight of Santiago's memories, remained oblivious to his pleas. Intrigued by the presence of a Nazi soldier within Santiago's astral world, Ellie couldn't help but question Lady Ama about the perplexing occurrence. In response, Lady Ama calmly explained that the soldier's presence was a result of Santiago's memories resurfacing tragically, manifesting within this fragmented reality. Recognizing that pondering this enigma would only impede their progress, Lady Ama signaled for the group to press on, leaving the soldier behind. But Ellie, unable to ignore the soldier's suffering, was moved by compassion and approached him. She offered him a small amount of water, a simple gesture of kindness and solace. Gratefully, the soldier accepted the precious liquid, his eyes reflecting a mixture of relief and gratitude. In the midst of their brief encounter, the soldier, whom Ellie would later discover was named "Fritz," confided in her, sharing his concerns about his mother's state of mind in his absence. Overwhelmed by the tragic circumstances that had befallen Fritz, Ellie couldn't help but feel a profound empathy for the German soldier.

As Ellie and Fritz exchanged fleeting words, Fritz became aware that the Grim Reaper would soon come to carry him away to some unknown afterlife. Ellie, unaware of such concepts, reassured Fritz that everything would be alright, that his weary soul needed rest. And as if on cue, the Grim Reaper ominously approached, his presence signaling Fritz's imminent journey to the afterlife. Ellie watched in sorrow as the Grim Reaper gently carried Fritz away, his smile serving as a poignant reminder of the fleeting nature of life. Touched by the emotional weight of the encounter, Ellie returned to Lady Ama and the rest of the group, her heart heavy with the memories of Fritz's tragic fate. Determined to honor Fritz's memory, the group pressed on, their footsteps echoing through the vast emptiness of the desert. Each step they took became a testament to their unwavering commitment to Santiago's cause and the profound impact their journey held not only for him but for themselves as well. The desert seemed to stretch on endlessly, its harsh conditions and unforgiving terrain testing their physical and mental limits. Yet, united by their shared purpose, they pushed forward, their spirits unyielding in the face of adversity. Lady Ama's unwavering leadership, Ellie's unwavering compassion, Oglo's unwavering strength, and Elitt's unwavering optimism merged together, creating an unbreakable bond that fueled their determination to continue onward.

They stumbled upon a dark and mysterious cave, its entrance beckoning them to explore its depths. With a mixture of trepidation and hope, Ellie and the rest of the group cautiously entered the cave, their eyes scanning the surroundings for any sign of Santiago's heart. To their surprise, the cave was filled with broken dolls, each one a haunting reflection of Ellie herself. Some of the dolls wore purple dresses, mirroring the attire she had once worn in her past life, further emphasizing Santiago's shattered state of being.

As Ellie gazed upon the broken dolls, she couldn't help but feel a deep emotional connection to this metaphorical representation. It reminded her of her own imprisonment and Santiago's inability to rescue her from it. The pain of their separation weighed heavily on her heart, and she longed for the moment when Santiago would finally awaken from his coma and they could be reunited.

Despite the flood of emotions that threatened to consume her, Ellie's determination to find Santiago's heart remained unwavering. She knew that freeing him from the depths of his unconsciousness was of utmost importance, and she was willing to face any obstacles that stood in her way. With a firm resolve, she pressed on, her footsteps echoing through the cavern as she ventured deeper into the unknown.

Suddenly, the cave began to tremble violently, causing Ellie and the rest of the group to scramble for safety. The ground beneath them seemed to give way, and they hastily made their way towards the exit, desperate to escape the sinking cave. As they emerged into the open air, they turned to witness the cave sinking further into the depths, a physical manifestation of Santiago's realization that Ellie was present within his mind. Despite the danger and uncertainty, Ellie couldn't help but smile amidst the chaos. She knew that this sinking cave was a sign that Santiago was becoming aware of her presence, a glimmer of hope that their reunion was drawing near.

With renewed determination and a newfound sense of purpose, Ellie continued her quest to reunite with Santiago. The challenges they had faced thus far were only a testament to the strength of their connection and the lengths they were willing to go to find each other. As she moved forward, Ellie carried within her heart the belief that their love would transcend all obstacles and that they would emerge victorious in their journey towards healing and wholeness.

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Ellie and Lady Ama, driven by an unwavering sense of purpose and hope, make their way through the highly anticipated ceremony at the sacred Cave of Life. Together, they descend a long flight of stairs, their footsteps echoing in the dimly lit corridors beneath the rooms. As they navigate the labyrinthine passageways, Ellie's thoughts are consumed by Santiago, who has been trapped in a coma for an entire month. She firmly believes that this sacred ceremony holds the key to healing his wounds and awakening him once more.

Finally, they arrive at the room where Santiago lies motionless, his frail and weak body a stark contrast to the vibrant energy that surrounds them. With utmost care and reverence, Olgo and Elitt, renowned healers known for their ancient wisdom, step forward to perform their ritual. They delicately place flowers and grass, known for their powerful medicinal properties, onto Santiago's body, gently patting them into place. Lady Ama, standing alongside Olgo and Elitt, their collective knowledge and abilities intertwined, prepares to channel their energy and prayers into the profound act of healing.

Harnessing their astral projection abilities, Lady Ama, Ellie, Olgo, and Elitt embark on a daring journey into the depths of Santiago's soul. As they venture through the corridors of his mind, they find themselves engulfed in a mesmerizing tunnel of memories, spanning from his birth to his older years. Lady Ama skillfully shields them from the painful spirits that attempt to approach, drawing a protective barrier adorned with the sacred Triskelion symbol.

Inevitably, the intrepid explorers find themselves immersed in an apocalyptic western-like landscape, a powerful symbolic representation of Santiago's shattered state. Lady Ama, ever watchful and wise, warns Ellie of the challenges that lie ahead in Santiago's astral world. Emphasizing the importance of focus and protection, she prepares Ellie for what they are about to encounter.

Their path leads them to a hidden cave, its depths filled with broken dolls that mirror Santiago's own fragmented existence. Ellie is overcome with a profound emotional connection to this metaphor, as memories of her own imprisonment resurface, along with Santiago's inability to rescue her from that darkness. Despite the waves of emotions crashing over her, Ellie remains steadfast in her determination to delve deeper into Santiago's heart, searching for the answers that lie within.

In this treacherous journey through Santiago's astral world, Ellie and her companions face numerous trials and tribulations. But Ellie's unwavering love for Santiago fuels her resolve, propelling her forward through the darkest corners of his soul. She firmly believes that within the depths of his being, lies the key to his awakening and ultimate salvation.

As the ceremony reaches its zenith, the collective energy of Lady Ama, Ellie, Olgo, and Elitt intertwines, forming a powerful force that reverberates through Santiago's slumbering form. The air stirs with a gentle breeze, carrying with it whispers of hope and healing. In that sacred moment, Santiago's body stirs, his fingers twitching ever so slightly, and a soft sigh escapes his lips. Tears of joy stream down Ellie's face as she witnesses the first signs of Santiago's reawakening.

In this transformative experience, Ellie comes to understand the profound power of love, friendship, and the indomitable spirit that can conquer even the most daunting of obstacles. With unwavering determination, she remains by Santiago's side, ready to support him every step of the way on his journey towards recovery.

As the ceremony concludes, Ellie reflects on the profound nature of this experience. She realizes that healing is not a linear path but a complex and intricate

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Ellie accompanies Lady Ama to the highly anticipated ceremony at the sacred Cave of Life. Filled with purpose and determination, Ellie follows closely as they descend the stairs, leading to the underground base beneath the rooms. The anticipation and hope for Santiago's recovery weigh heavily on Ellie's mind as they navigate the dimly lit corridors. Arriving at the room where Santiago lies motionless, Ellie's heart aches at the sight of his frail and weak body. Lady Ama, along with Olgo and Elitt, experts in ancient healing practices, gather around Santiago. Armed with flowers and grass known for their medicinal properties, they prepare for the healing ritual that may awaken Santiago from his coma. Using their astral projection, Lady Ama, Ellie, Olgo, and Elitt enter Santiago's soul. With utmost care and reverence, Olgo and Elitt begin their healing ritual, placing the flowers and grass delicately on Santiago's body. They infuse their energy and prayers into the act, hoping to revive his spirit and mend his physical being. However, as Lady Ama and the sisters delve deeper into Santiago's mind, they encounter a vision of a black hole, where bats attack them. With the protection of the unicorn spirit, they navigate through the treacherous landscape of Santiago's consciousness. Within his mind, they witness scars and deadly vines, symbols of the demons holding him captive. The demons launch an assault on the healers, threatening to disrupt their mission. In a moment of crisis, Lady Ama summons her powers, using a golden hidden eagle to create a barrier and protect Ellie and the sisters from the evil spirits. Drawing on the strength of the Valkyries, they find guidance and support in their fight against the demons, though some Valkyries perish in the battle. Witnessing the chaos and danger, Ellie's fear intensifies, but Lady Ama remains steadfast. She uses the Vegvisir magic, a powerful symbol of guidance, to bring them back to reality and safety. With her heart racing, Ellie rushes to Santiago's unconscious body, his state unchanged. Filled with concern, she turns to Lady Ama, seeking answers about Santiago's broken soul and unconscious mind. Lady Ama explains that Santiago's mind has suffered damage due to fear and brokenness, likely a result of the encounters with evil spirits.

Ellie, determined to help Santiago, holds his hands and prays, sending her love and healing intentions. As Lady Ama confers with Olgo and Elitt, they contemplate the best approach to free Santiago from his coma. They consider seeking additional healers from different regions of Scandinavia or allowing Santiago to confront his demons on his own, with their guidance. Together, they make a pact to continue their efforts, combining their knowledge and seeking the wisdom of healers from distant lands. With renewed determination, they stand united, ready to face the challenges ahead and bring Santiago back from the depths of his unconsciousness.