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**MissGina**

Yesterday, I hit the rock bottom on the EGS. It started when I woke up in the morning. I was just feeling icky. I haven't been making much money at work lately, and I know it's because I've been attracting the situation. I wanted to go to Vegas, but I haven't been able to manifest the money to fix my car. Greyhound is completely out of the question, because it's gonna cost so much just for two tickets.

Anyways, I got into this obsessive habit I have of worrying about my problems. I kept asking myself why things aren't happening for me yet. Right now, I really want to have love. It doesn't matter whether this is my former boss that I still really like or a brand new guy that's just wonderful. I'm done putting all my eggs in one basket at this point, and I just really want to be happy.

So, I did my tarot cards. I asked about my life in general. I got these terrible readings, and I just wasn't getting any answers on how to fix my life up. Usually they give good advice, but yesterday they were just giving me bad readings left and right. I kept telling myself that I just need to give up on getting out of debt and learn to live with it. I told myself to just give up on love, because it's not going to happen. And, I woke up today, and though it's not so bad, I still have these hurtful thoughts.

**angelman66**

> **MissGina wrote:**
> I got into this obsessive habit I have of worrying about my problems.
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And that's the source of the non-feel-good funk you are in. I know the feeling very well. We try to wrestle a problem to the ground by thinking, thinking, thinking about it - when the solution is to FIND BETTER-FEELING THOUGHTS and actions...the solution is SOOTHING, BASKING IN THE SMALLEST PLEASURE, finding something, anything that feels good and MILKING IT for all it's work.

It's ALL ABOUT FOCUS, I am finding. If I distract myself by thinking about light, resistance-free topics, and really milk them, I raise my vibration. My cork starts to float. And once I've found some kind of relief, I keep it going - I feel my way forward into the Vortex. (NOT toward a solution to the problem.)

Once you are in the Vortex, you can try to bring the problematic subject in with you and see it in a new way. It may spit you out again. Then repeat the process.

This is the work. We have trained ourselves into negative thought patterns, but with practice, these habits can be changed.

It's NEVER ABOUT what we think it's about (money, love, health, etc.) It's ALWAYS EVER ONLY about THOUGHT.

I'm working on changing my patterns, too.

-Chris

**SlowJam**

Miss Gina, sweetness---

Distract yourself. Put your negative thoughts on hold, like a little child who wants your attention and you are busy. Tell them, "I will deal with you later."

Then do something amazingly fun.

Then come back and you will see your situation from a different perspective.

Let us know how you go! XOXO

**sedonawoman**

You could go to the movies.

Soul Sister 2010 says Eat Love Pray was very good.

I plan to see it this week.

That would be a good distraction....

**AbrahamFan29**

When the demons are whispering in my ears full force, that's when I put on a headset and pipe Abraham directly into my brain for hours and hours!

I've spent half a day listening to Abraham workshops when my thoughts weren't any good on their own, "using" the good feeling thoughts that listening to Esther's advice gives me.

I personally notice that my demons are related to my chemical cycles - there are a few days each month that they chatter at me incessantly and I might even need to put Abraham on to get to sleep at night... but that period soon passes and I don't need the direct help maintaining my vibration for most of the month.

The Abraham workshop material is priceless! I'm going through the 2010 Abraham Hicks workshops from the Vortex of Creation Master series these days and I'm finding that Esther/Abraham seems especially inspired ... there's so much great stuff coming out!!

AbrahamFan29

**chillinjoan**

hormones do the weirdest things, don't they?!

sometimes they bring JOY and POWER and other times they bring contrast.

Brilliant they are.

**CreatorChristine**

> hormones do the weirdest things, don't they?!
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Heheh - only if you think they do. ::devil

**HereIam**

Remember also that Tarot cards are only a way of interpreting vibration - so if you are feeling like crap, you are vibrating crappy, and so LOA says that you can only create a crappy reading at that time.

So therefore, don't take it as it means you have got loads of crap coming up in the near future in your life - they were only mirroring your vibration at that time - so forget about all of it, forget about worrying, forget about \*trying\* to feel better, and just relax. Stop thinking about all of it all together and do something fun - just for the hell of it. And when you let go, your vibe will pick up again in no time xxx

Much love xx

**MiAlma**

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> Remember also that Tarot cards are only a way of interpreting vibration - so if you are feeling like crap, you are vibrating crappy, and so LOA says that you can only create a crappy reading at that time.
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> So therefore, don't take it as it means you have got loads of crap coming up in the near future in your life - they were only mirroring your vibration at that time -
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Don't go by that because it is readin only what you are feeling right now, your current vibration. I bet that when you change your vibration the readings will be completely different.

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