Painting My Nails and Smiling/Confessionals

## Head of Household Competition

and Taylor I forgot he existed too

## Head of Household Competition Results

I'm either gonna stick to my alliance or go on a huge power trip
no offense @ hosts but I don't give much of a fuck about this game cause the people here suck so I might wanna go drunk with power. I'm just here to do whatever and have fun and make things interesting. I don't think I can win at this point anyways so I just think it'll be hilarious to do crazy shit

apparently no one gives a shit about you in this game until you're HOH this is honestly so funny all I did was add arcade games to a sims house and film it
i dont even know who's in my alliance, I didn't know there was someone named dwayne in the game and he's in my alliance???

But I swear Sam is like a mute or something. She won't say anything other than some form of "yeah". I was discussing who she was going to nominate and started talking about who I felt were threats. I sent a lot too. I sent a few paragraphs, and she's just like "yeah". Ummm... WHAT!?!?! YEah? O really? Yeah??? I can't tell if it's good gameplay and she's keeping everything to herself or if she just doesn't give a crap! Her social game thus far just seems meh. I hope she gets more talkative bc now I'm scared about what she'll do. Dan needs to go this week, but she just might mess this up. i thought she was one of the best Survivor ORG players ever, but this is making me think that's not the case bc... she's just a mess.
What it's like having a convo with Sam:
Me: Hey, did you see results?
Sam: ya
Me: Isn't it crazy!?
Sam:yeh
Me: Uhh... so how are you?
Sam:yeah
Me: haha ummm well, my day has been ok. I almost got hit by bus!
Sam: ya
Me: Can I vote you out?
Sam: yeah
Now you try talking to her... smh.
My vl voted twist thingy is going well. Last week I formed a final 2 with my closest ally, Brian. Whether I stick to that or not, we shall see. This week I have to lie and say 2 people are targeting someone else to two other people. I am saying Aren and Amber are targeting Kos. I'm taking advantage of their known shadiness, and helping to dig their hole even deeper. I told Brian that they are after Kos and still playing both sides to save their asses. They might be pawns. Now I just need one more person to tell. Kos will go psycho and blow my game up, sooo.... I need to figure this out. maybe Dwayne because I dont talk to him enough.

## Nomination Ceremony

Also, it's kind of funy how unfair people think the player 2 twist is. But oh well. It's working for me thus far!!! I also like the unpredictibility it adds to the game. It makes it fun! I hope Dan is their replacement if Loren comes off. Okay... that out of the way... hope we have the votes to kick Loren or Dan this week.

She nominated Dwayne & I whilst player 2 nominated Loren. I think I'm a pawn, but... As Porsche said, pawns ALWAYS go home. ;\_;
I'm trying to be more social and active n shit and I hope it works, because my time in the Big Brother house really, really isn't over. I wanna at least make Jury, c'mon!

## Power of Veto Competition Results

I'm sorta playing both sides here, just in an intensely subtle way... In fact, I don't really 'have' a side. I'm just in the middle. Only way I could go home here is if player 2 decides to not nominate Dan.

## Power of Veto Ceremony

Dwayne said that Brian and I are amazing. It's great that he likes us a lot because that might mean we're in a good position, but it also worries me because if people see us as a pair, we will eventually be targets and I worry I'll go over him. I do better in challeneges than him so far, so I might be taregeted over him. I just need to be cautious. I don't think i really want next HOH because I am with a lot of people in the house and I dont need to piss any one off yet. Let's hope Dan goes home.

Ugh... she's probably a great person, but she's so annoying. WE GET IT!! RANDOM.ORG IS BAE AND PLAYER 2 TWIST ISN'T!!!