Doujin 1

Akira Fujimiya, the school's first class male bully, gets the surprise of their life one day when they wake up.

## Features of This Chapter

### Story Setting

At home, at the hospital, at school, especially in the classroom and the boy's restroom

### Time Line

One day, then overnight when Akira transforms, then less than two weeks

### Transition Milestones

Akira is physically changed from a male sexual appearance, to that of an atomically correct girl.

### Relationship Evolution

Akira evolves from a First Class Bully and ringleader, to that of a complete and absolute loner, disliked by both boys and girls at school, and disliked by Dad.

### Lessons Learned

FATE / BAD KARMA / WHATEVER, may change your life forever.

ORE GA WATASHI NI NARU MADE (UNTIL I BECOME ME)

The mangaka (Hatsuki) originally put out this story just for fun on Twitter and Pixiv, the DOUJINSHI version. Later, when they got a deal to put out several volumes of manga, their publisher gave them a bunch of suggestions for how to improve it for the commercially published version, the MANGA version. Given the two versions of essentially the same story, the best way to appreciate the series is, at least for the first part of the story, to read both versions, because they each offer something interesting. That said, this Wiki will chronicle the MANGA version, under the heading of "Manga Chapters", since it is the more complete and extensive story line. Read the MANGA version first. Then read the DOUJINSHI version for comparison. The DOUJINSHI version can be found under the heading of "Doujin Chapters".

CHAPTER 1 OF THE STORY (DOUJINSHI version)

(Chapter Note---The mangaka did not provide titles for any of the chapters. The chapters are only numbered.)

(Story Note---Warning---Toward the end of Chapter 1 there is a description of a scene that features extreme and unusually cruel, explicit bullying by school children. This may be triggering to some people. The beginning and ending of this section will be highlighted with a line of stars (\*\*\*\*\*\*\*\*\*\*). READER DISCRETION IS STRONGLY ADVISED !!!)

## Prologue

There was only one word to describe Akira Fujimiya at school---a first class **bully** ! From the beginning of primary school, to the present day, seven year old Akira took pleasure in downgrading and making fun of the other students. Boys who he thought were beneath his own status were mocked and embarrassed on a regular basis. But his most forceful and demeaning bullying was reserved for the girls in his class. They would receive the most humiliating and outrageous comments and actions that were specifically designed to socially and emotionally torture any and all girls who crossed his path. Not surprisingly, Akira had almost no friends at all. But the few boys who would hang with him were just as bad as he was.

Today is Akira's turn, along with other boys and girls, to clean the classroom after the school day has ended. But does a bully, and their fellow miscreants, really have to help the girls and others to clean ?

## This Chapter's Story

**"STOP IT !!!"** , cries a girl with a broom in her hand and tears in her eyes. For several of the students, it is their turn to clean the classroom after school. However, a few boys have no intention of doing so, as they want to play among themselves, and let the other students, mostly the girls, do any actual cleaning. The one girl trying to orginize the cleaning, Nana Shimazaki, further implores Akira, the boy known as the class bully, and his boy toadies, to please help out and clean properly! Instead, the boys set up for an impromptu baseball game, over the objections of Nana. It's a buck-toothed boy at bat (swinging a broom), with Akira as the pitcher (holding a small sandbag). Nana pleads with the boys to stop, because certainly this will make the teachers mad if they were to look in the classroom right about now ! But her earnest efforts are to no avail. The pitch is a fast ball ! He swings ! But he breaks the bat (the head of the broom is broken off) ! Nana, in exasperation, now says that this is what happens when you are messing around, and don't listen to what others are telling you. Akira's perverted sense of justice is swift and sure ! He approaches the upset and tearful girl and shouts at her---

***"SHUT UP ! YOU'RE JUST A GIRL !!!"***

In a flash, Akira grasps the hemline of Nana's striped, short hemline dress, then flips it up and holds the hemline above her waist, showing all in the room that she is wearing little girl style panties that have a manga animal character printed on the front. The girl, completely embarrassed and mortified, breaks into uncontrolled sobs as she sinks down to the floor. Akira's only comment is that it 'servers her right'. The other boys agree. One boy points out that Nana Shimazaki is really crying her heart out. The response from one of the other boys is, 'well said Akira', and that if Nana did not want to end up crying, she should have not gotten involved with the likes of us !

Later that day, after school, at home, Akira is using the toilet, while his Mom is taking a phone call from the school. She is telling the caller that she will be sure and reprimand him ! After he comes out of the bathroom, Mom tells Akira that she heard that he did 'something rude' to Nana-chan, *yet again,* didn't he ? Mom scolds by saying if you keep doing things like that, someday FATE will punish you ! But is Akira even listening, as he walks past Mom and inconsiderately yawns ? He only mumbles that he isn't feeling all that well right now, and he is going to bed. He is tired, his face is flush and red, and he seems to have developed a sudden fever. Mom tells him to change out of his dirty clothes, put on his PJ's, before he gets in bed. This he does.

Lying in his bed, Akira thinks about what has happened to him today. He tells himself that 'stupid Nana' caused Mom to end up accusing him. Nana is always complaining about every little thing that he does. She acts so important around her friends, however, she cries at the smallest things. Akira quickly falls into a very bizarre, surreal sleep. Dark. Cold. Deep. Dream-infused. Foreboding. Prophetic! (Sometime during the night, in an ironic paradox, it is almost like Nana and the girls are in a darkened room. Akira can't see them, but they are speaking to Akira, who is sitting on a stool, with a single, stark, bare light shining down on him---

"Want to know how we girls feel by your actions toward us, and your toxic masculine attitude toward all girls ? Wanna walk a mile in our shoes ? How about you ***walking in our shoes FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE !!!***")

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Akira is finally awakened, and is groggy and even more tired, as if he never even slept. He looks up at the bright light at the window, but his hair is draped across his face. Why ? His straight, black, unkempt hair has somehow grown overnight to shoulder-length. As he gets out of bed, he feels strange. After thinking for a moment, he pulls down his pajama bottoms, and looks downward to his crotch---

"It's gone ! ***WHERE DID IT GO ???***"

At that moment, Mom opens the bedroom door, yelling at Akira to get up, already. Akira is up, but is standing with his back to her and naked from the waist down. Mom only barks at Akira, wondering why he has his pants down, and to hurry up, get ready, and come to breakfast ! Mom turns to walk out the bedroom door. Only then does Akira let out a blood-curdling scream ...

***"MOM !!!!!!!"***

Mom again looks at Akira, remarking as to why is he yelling 'out of the blue' ?

Akira turns to face her---

"Wait .... WHAT HAPPENED ? *DID YOU CUT IT OFF .... ???*", screams Mom?

"NO ! *I WOKE UP LIKE THIS ....!!!*", Akira screams back at her !

"WE NEED TO CALL AN AMBULANCE .... !!! ", Mom screams at the top of her voice !

At the hospital, both Akira's Mom and Dad are in the consultation room. A couple or so hours have gone by, when the doctor finally enters, with Akria following him. The managing doctor comes in and gives his findings, stating rather dryly and uncompassionately ---

Diagnosis---**"Idiopathic Sex Change Syndrome"** - "It is a malady and syndrome in which the patient abruptly changes biological sex in a short period of time."

Prognosis---"The causes are unknown." - "There is *no cure* whatsoever !"

Akira's only comment upon hearing what the doctor said is to declare that she doesn't want to wear her hair in a girl's ponytail. Dad says that they will get Akira's hair cut later. The doctor then leaves. Dad announces that he is also leaving, and that he will bring a clean change of clothes back to the hospital for Akira to change into. With Dad gone, Mom says that she will go to the grocery store and return. What does Akira want right now ? Pudding ! Before leaving the hospital, Mom takes Akira into a private, single stall, female restroom, and has her take her pants down, and sit down on the toilet. She then knees down to face her, and patiently explains how a girl correctly urinates, and then properly cleans herself afterward. Akira is greatly annoyed, and voices her objection to all of this---

"WHY DO I HAVE TO REMEMBER ALL OF THAT ? WHY IS IT BAD IF I DON'T ?"

Mom only gives Akira a sour and annoyed look. Later, Mom leaves the hospital, leaving Akira to fend for herself. At least she got to watch her favorite cable TV program, aimed at boys, on the room's TV monitor, *Mannish Man*.

A couple of days later, Akira is still at the hospital, being kept for observation. Mom drops in to check on Akira. She has brought a present for Akira, a pack of girl's panties ! Akira's reaction is immediate and bombastic, **"I don't want to wear girl's panties !"** However, Mom is not one to be challenged. She bites back, saying that you have to, since you are a girl now ! The disagreement is broken up by a visit from the homeroom teacher at school, as just then there was a knock, knock on the door. The teacher is bringing a personally signed group letter of well-wishes from all the classmates. He says that everyone at school is really worried about Akira (really?), but he is glad that nothing is changed (really?), except maybe Akira's hairstyle. He urges Akira to return to school soon, okay ?

Exactly a week ago from the day that Akira was transformed into a girl, early that morning, the managing doctor and a nurse reappear to announce that Akira is being discharged from the hospital, immediately. Mom thanks the doctor and staff for all that they have done. The doctor ends his visit by saying not to hesitate to return if anything happens. Mom calls to Akira that she is ready to take them to school. Akira, for her part, is in the hospital room's toilet, using the toilet just like how a girl does, as well as wiping down herself, as she was taught to do. Today, Akira is wearing boy's clothes, a shirt with a sweater over it, and dress pants, yet she is wearing girl's panties, too. When she comes out of the toilet, Mom hands Akira a handkerchief, saying that girls always carry one to clean up with if necessary.

At school, the two are in the teacher's lounge, wherein Mom hands Akira off to the homeroom teacher. In a while, Akira is standing in front of the entire class, silent and only smiling, with the teacher doing a reintroduction. Being so obvious, the teacher says that as ones can see, "Akira-kun has become a girl". Murmurs, whispers, and chatter break out all over the classroom. The teacher finishes up by saying that he hopes that both boys and girls will make Akira feel welcome. One of the more obnoxious boys, who would always hang with Akira, shouts out---

**"Did you really lose your wiener ?"**

This is followed by a round of loud laughter and jeering by most of the class. The teacher only states that this is enough of the jokes; the class will start now. One of the girls leans over to Nana's desk and asks her what are the girls going to do now about this sudden change of circumstances reguarding Akira ? When the end of the school day bell rings, several of the boys announce that they are going to hang out in the boy's restroom for a bit. As the boys file out of the classroom, a contingent of several girls approach Akira at her desk. Nana Shimazaki is the spokesperson for the group. She begins by acknowledging that you, Akira, have become a girl, right ? You certainly don't look like a girl, what with wearing boy's clothes and all. Anyway, since you have become one of us, don't you think that you should start off by saying something to us, girl-to-girl ? Something like an apology for your toxic male behavior ? Yet Akira is still reaking of toxic male vibes, as they tell the girls that of course not, they don't have anything to say. Furthermore, stay away from me, don't even talk to me ! "Is that so ?", counters Nana, "Then don't ever expect me or the other girls *to ever come and help you*, not one bit !" Akira then calls Nana, "Ugly", and says that they will never need any girl's help anyway ! And with that, Akira heads to the boy's restroom.

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Busting into the boy's room, Akira belts out that they have missed all you guys. Akira's former gang toadies are all looking at Akira, as one boy shouts out that you, Akira, aren't you going to go and play with all the girls ? After all, you really are a girl, right ? Responding, Akira comfirms that fact, but proudly and confidently says that they will return to being a boy again in no time. Another boy states in a mock admiration tone; so, it is true then, that you really did become a girl, after all ? The buck-toothed boy says to show us 'down there' if that's really true, as he grabs Akira from behind. Then another, larger boy grabs one of Akira's shoulders from behind and clamps down on Akira with a tight shoulder hold, with the buck-toothed boy restraining the other shoulder.

"STOP FIGHTING, AKIRA !" , commands the buck-toothed boy.

**"LET ME GO !"**, shouts Akira, with a streak of concern rising in his voice !

Akira is then stretched out like a sling hammock between two trees, but still held by the shoulder holds. "Hold still! ", is shouted out ! Two more boys now come into play, with one grabbing Akira's legs and feet together, lifting them up, and the other boy unbuckling Akira's pants belt. A fifth boy pulls on the pants so that they slide down the legs to the feet. The boy who unbuckled the belt, now pulls Akira's shirt and vest upward, bunching them up around the neck. The boy holding Akira's feet together, reaches up and pulls down the pair of star constellation print girl's white panties that Akira is wearing. The two boys that had Akira in the shoulder hold, now release, as Akira's shirt and vest is pulled up and over the head, and off ! At the same time, Akira's pants and loafer shoes are pulled off.

***"S-SS-SSSTTTTTTTOOOOOOOOPPPPPPP !!!!!!!"***, Akira screams at the top of their frightened voice !

Akira is now, except for white girl's anklet socks, and girl's panties wrapped around one knee, completely naked. The boys lower Akira to the floor, and gaze at Akira with profound amusement. Whoa, "he" really has lost his wiener ! Will ya look at that; wearing girl panties and all ! "He" ***really is a girl !*** "STOP!", begs a greatly humiliated Akira with a broken and frightful voice. After a round of hearty, full-throat, jocular, and particularly cruel laughter and jeers, the boys exit the restroom, leaving Akira sitting on the floor naked, with his clothing scattered all over the floor. The last boy out the door throws off one last vile comment---

"Seeing how much "he" hates to be seen naked, *really makes "him" a 'dead ringer' for a girl !*What a freak !"

Tears well up in Akira's eyes, as their lips begin to quiver uncontrollably, and they sniff in a feeble effort to stop the nose from running. With super-human effort for one so young, Akira tells themselves over and over not to cry, repeating the mantra numerous times from their favorite TV program, *MANNISH MAN*---

"EVEN WHEN THINGS ARE HARSH, BOYS DON'T CRY !"

Fighting back overwhelming odds of emotional upset and distress, Akira slowly and painfully gets dressed. Walking out of the boy's restroom with face all wet with silent tears, and clothes all disheveled, Akira tells themselves that they will be a boy again, soon. Therefore, they must not cry, not at all about what happened !

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That afternoon, Akira's father comes to pick Akira up after this first day back to school. Dad finds Akira wandering the school hallways, upset and in a daze. Later, in the car, Dad asks Akira how was it going back to school after being absent so long ? Akira only mumbles, "...fine...". After a long period of silence, Akira confidently states to Dad that he will soon be a boy again, right ?!? Dad's sharp comeback is that Akira did not listen to anything that the doctor said, did he ? The doctor said that you can't return to being a boy. Therefore, you have no choice but to live the rest of your life as a girl. Hearing that, Akira turns white as a ghost. Dad says that it does not matter anyway, seeing as how you actually didn't study, and only wanted to play around and goof off all of the time.

In such a meek inner voice, Akira tells himself, " No way .... I mean, I'm .... a boy .... right ? .... a .... real .... boy ....! So will this be my story of how I became a girl .... ???"

(End Doujin Chapter 1)

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ngkn92

Joined Apr 15, 2018

Messages 2,411

Aug 18, 2019

Karma comes quick. Nice.

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Gensou\_Eng

Joined Dec 1, 2018

Messages 265

Aug 3, 2019

Oh boy, I know this story will get dark ..... but thanks for translating the first chapter.

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