Chapter 3: Loss, or Something Else?

NOZOMU NOZOMI

LOSS, OR SOMETHING ELSE ?

CHAPTER 3 OF THE MANGA

Near midnight, Tao has to get up from bed and use the toilet. He sits down on the toilet to "go", but nothing comes out, despite getting the signal to "go" while in bed. Absentmindedly, he reaches down with both hands to stroke his crotch. He is silent, but suddenly his mind screams out at the top of it's voice---

" ***WTF...IT FEELS LIKE IT'S GONE....IT IS GONE!!!*** Well....well, it's not exactly gone, but it's only a nub. *I'm practically flat, just like a girl* ! **NO WAY !!!** You've got to be kidding me, something like this can't really happen....or can it ? **THIS IS NO JOKE !!!** I'm not a complete boy anymore, *I'm becoming a girl !!!*

Tao pulls on the hoodie and reaches a hand up to their chest, rubbing it. Their chest if flat, what a relief....or not ! This is not good. Oh, no ! They can't hold back the pee anymore. What do I do ? Am I going to have to pee like a girl ? I DON'T GET IT AT ALL !!! Tao feels so strange, trying to pee like girl does. Tao remembers that they have many times thought about why they weren't born a girl, or could they, somehow or another, ever become a girl. They always disliked their rather large member, as the boys on the team would always make fun of it. But this.....am I really going to do it, that is, transform into a girl ? "AH...AHHH....AAHHHHH !!!!!!!" Tao again feels 'down there', as they feel the warm urine trickling out.

A voice comes from outside the locked toilet door. "Why are you making such a girly sound on the toilet ???" Horror of horrors ! It is Kanae, wanting to use the toilet ! Tao shouts back that they are getting out soon, so please wait. Tao then thinks to themselves that they are not trying to be 'girly' on purpose. However, they need to wipe their hands off, and wipe, 'down there', with toilet paper, like a girl does. This they do, then to the sink to wash. Tao steps out of the toilet and apologizes to Kanae. She wants to know what 'he' was doing in there all this time ? Tao doesn't directly answer, but tells her that she is again acting all rough and rugged, just like a boy would ! Kanae needs to behave more like a sweet, pleasant little girl. Tao then 'puts their foot in their mouth' by saying that Kanae even keeps all of her cute, girly clothes hidden away in her closet, never to see the light of day !

**"How would you know ???"**, retorts Kanae ! "That's it ! ***You** are the one who keeps taking my clothes*, because sometimes they are not put back where they belong ! Be honest, and tell me what you have been doing with them ?"

Tao's heart leaps right up into their mouth. Tongue-tied, for sure !

"....I....I just tried them on....that's all.....and only the really cute ones.....", squeaks out Tao.

"If that's all you're doing, that's okay. That's fine.", explains Kanae, "It's not like your cross-dressing was totally unexpected. I have suspected all along that you liked to dress up and pretend to be a girl. But from now on, *don't sneak into my bedroom, or take my clothes without my permission ! Got that ?!?"*

A greatly relieved Tao meekly utters a soft, "Okay..." Kanae goes into the restroom, as Tao heads back to their bedroom. Silently thinking to themselves, "Now that I have apparently made it safely through Kanae's discovery of my secret ambitions, I am now worried what to do from tomorrow onward. Yet, at least Kanae seems to be an ally to me now."

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