My Thoughts...

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# ***What I thought of my books/comics....***

(Each story has more strong language and themes, but had to be modified because I was on a Kid Forum. You can see the raw versions on ***Wattpad***)

(Might be removed from Wattpad due to reasons)

These stories contain harsh words and elements and not for the faint of heart. There will be no censoring any words or topics because half of it is reality in a fantasy setting and how we grew from it and hope to never return to it. Stay away if you are too weak.

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# ***"I AM... Part One. The Rebellion." (2016...2017.)***

●~This book... Poorly written and full of fillers. This one is on my mind always, and still is. Some parts need a lot of work, sadly... Still, I love it and cringe at some chapters. This book started in early 2016 and so forth... I have made mistakes on this book and sometimes I regret it. Why did I start? I had no idea or thought of starting a new one. I was fired from my babysitting job. No, I didn't harm the baby. I loved the twrip to bits and the twrip got what it wanted when it wanted. (Except petting the dogs and cats and eating random things it found). Reasons are disclosed for for private reasons. I was sitting mindlessly all day and blindly viewing the forum and thinking of the kid. This one took a while to finish and I'm sorry to say that it could've been better. It took about one? two? years? Despite this book being a wreck, it is my favorite one. So many memories, promises and the events during that year. 2017, I had to take a break for a while because our old Laptop was breaking. It was sad, yes. We went and bought a new white PC... we really planned on another Laptop, but mother thought different. lol. That summer, I wrote each day until school started up. All the way from June to August. That is a long time!! It was such a fun time that summer. By then, Part One was finished and Part Two was starting. I was sad when it was over but excited because a new adventure was about to begin! Plus, I was still shaken by the Hurricane Harvey landfall. Gosh, Texas was swimming. That was a long week, and I was posting like mad! Things were out of control and so was I. We made it out, and I began posting again. Well, I finished (Not really) the book that summer and started Part Two. I'm planning on adding other chapters from the deceased Deities so we can get a better idea.

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# ~●***Trivia.●~***

●~***All of this is mostly recycled ideas...***

Sky was never a main Deity. His name just appeared and I fell in love. You can see that in the first drafts. :p

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Fire had at least 5 ways to kill him off, each one was rejected.

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Veter was the first New World Deity announced in this book. It never said his name, but we got the picture. He had the old design in the description. Pretty bad. I guess he can keep it in his DM

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This book took at least two years to plan and then release. (after I got fired)

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Some chapters are events that were happening in 2016 to 2017. Those are going to be changed or removed. Fillers...

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There was a mistake in Sand's description. It said she had light brown hair, and I have been drawing her with ***ORANGE.*** Oops...

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Loyal did die at the ending when the world blew up. He too exploded along with the sun. His parts were not found, but he was put back together by his grandmothers'.

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There was a chapter when Starlight was to battle Amanga Okubi, but it was never written or planned out. Kinda. Well, Starlight was to battle him and defeat him with Fire. Amanga gets away to pin the blame on Fire. Sky, Moon, and Sun see Fire with Starlight. Moon takes away Starlight with Sun, Starlight is too little to say that it is a misunderstanding. Sky and Fire fight on the ground and Starlight is screaming and crying. She sees Sky kill Fire with his ax... It was a bit dark and not planned out. It wasn't making much sense since (lol) Sun was already put to sleep and I wanted Fire to have his one last moment with Starlight without AO and Sky interfering.

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There was a long pause in the story because our laptop was breaking in **2017**. It took a while... then I wrote all summer until school started lol.

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Fire was originally not supposed to be redeemed.

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When Sand sees the doves in their nest with their young, they are not called *chicks*. Young doves are called ***squabs***. Mistake. Thank you, Boo and Pin. (And white doves are domesticated. Not wild, but whatever)

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I keep making mistakes with A.O

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Loyal never intended for Death to die during the destruction. Death was pulled back. Loyal intended to die alone. Kinda of a dick move.

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The part when Loyal sees an image of Sky by the gate is Starlight's work. Loyal was wishing to someone and was unaware that Starlight could grant his wish. Starlight showed Loyal where Sky was.

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The part where Fire places the photo of his mother and him went to Sun. It was never written.

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# ***"I AM... Part Two. The Past." (2017...2018)***

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●~ Released a few days after Book One. Starts of on January 1st. I enjoyed writing this one more for some odd reason. Most likely my favorite one. I don't know why. I guess it is because we get to see the lighter side of the Deities before the events in book one. Plus it had the parents of the main characters. That was pretty cool. That one took a while... bad things happened that time and I hit my low. So bad that reasons are disclosed for privacy, I stopped posting for a while... \*sigh\* It sucked. At last, I had to get outta my funk and write. It helped somewhat but not really. Well, it was a bad time but my fav? I guess it is. I was so glad to escape the ending of 2017 and head into 2018. I was writing on the coldest night (I thought it was. Curse you Texas Freeze of 2021) and listening to Native American music when I realized how happy I was it was the new year. So much was going to happen in this book and I was excited again. By then, this book was coming to an end. There was a chapter of a death that happened in real life to my family, but that will stay with us. This one was started in 2017 and ended in 2018. wow! This one went by inna blur ;p Too bad.

# **~●*Trivia.●~***

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Death's orange cat with bad legs is a real cat we owned. Her name really was Cricket and she was born with crippled back legs. Her death remains unknown. Almost all of Death's cats have the names of the ones we lost.

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Again, it was not planned to talk about the other Deities. I'm glad I did. Because I was going nowhere again.

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The Cardinal pecking at the window was real. A cardinal would bang into the window at our Violin's teachers house.

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The splash in the water late at night was Galactic falling. The chapter was never written because I forgot. Might be added.

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Due to be in the Flipline Forum, the chapter where Fire is sexually assaulted had to be removed shortly after being posted. It was not graphic and not written in full detail, but you can tell what is going on.

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The chapter where Sky is yelling at Loyal about being sexual assaulted was modified slightly. In the raw version, he says a bit more. It is hidden in a spoiler.

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The fight chapter was a bit hard to write. Never mind. It was fucking hard.

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This one will have a bit more chapters.

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The musty blood smell Doragon smelled before she met Loyal was Blod. He was guided her to safety and to Loyal. The one Deity who would not kill her. (Sorta)

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There is a bird flying overhead when Sky kicks Loyal off the cliff. It belongs to Sky.

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Loyal seeing a white dove free is not correct. White doves are domesticated. Really, that was practically was a sign of chaos. Might be changed...?

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# ***"I AM.... Part Three. The Reawakening." 2018... 2018.***

**I AM. Part Three. The** *(whatthefuckwasitagain??)*

***THE REAWAKENING!!!***

This one. Hooboy... This one was a punch in the face, and so fun. But I cried a lot writing this one. I mean, like a lot. So much my head began to hurt. This one was the most I guess exciting, but also troubling. This one, I got stuck after a major death in the story. No way out... unless. I made Underbart Liv. He made the rocky land smooth itself out. I was really thinking of adding an Intersex OC and he came to my mind. (Well, really. A Hermaphrodite Deity) No lie, he fitted the story wonderfully. And the story went much faster. It was exciting, but I was still a bit sad about the death. Well, that book needs to be updated like the rest :p

This one has to the one that broke my heart.  ;.;

This one was the I found out I had erased an huge chunk and missed a few chapters. Fuck.

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Oh well. I need to add a few more parts anyway :D

# ***Trivia*.**

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The Tuxedo kitten is based on a real cat. His real name was Miles and he did cry a lot. He died in 2020.

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Spinner was a named after a cat. He had died.

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There was a mistake in the list Cosmic was reading of slaves in the market. One said Cowberry mix when the Cowberries have vanished and are no longer found.

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Psychedelic and Bitter make their appearance for the first time in the books with their uncle and mother. They are in the wagon and Bitter waves at Erde and Harasha's children. Bad mistake for them.

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May was the worst to write the major death. It was hot and my brother had the flu. Bad heat and flu. I was crying all night and had a headache. Migraine to be precise

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There are chapters where sex is implied, but you have to guess who is it and which chapter it is in. Not for pleasure purpose.

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Veter is loosely based on my second older brother. Yes, like Veter, my brother was born on a stormy morning. Sleet was falling, horrible time to give birth. ;p

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The part where Sky sees Starlight in her wedding dress before the wedding was inspired by my father and mother on their wedding day. My father really did see my mother in her wedding dress before she was at the alter.

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I tried to make my peace with pit bulls and added a pit bull as a pet, but the pain is still too raw so the dog will be a different breed. I had a bad brush with them and refuse to forgive.

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The part where Yad spits the lime green phlegm in a man's face, he actually spat poison to kill him. I forgot to write it. The poison acts fast and kills anyone who comes into contact.

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Spinner had no name for a while.

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Underbart Liv is the oldest Deity that is still alive.

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When Moon goes into labor, her body is trying to keep her from losing control and give up, which leads Moon to act silly.

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There are hints that Sky had preformed abortions. Ered talks to Cherry Blossom if she wants Sky to do it.

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There is a mistake. The Cowberries and Cloudberries are not religious.

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I still have no name for Sky's holiday. ;p It is on 12.25.23. Sorta like Christmas. Just a bit darker...

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Starlight and her parents lived in another world. They had no contact with Sky for years.

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# ***"I AM... Part Four. The Prophecy Of The Guardians." (2018...***

Ayyy. I need to finish this one. It's cool but I'm stuck. This one will be fun... I left this hanging a bit. Due to bad reasons. Well... I wrote these books on the Flipline Forum. Nice place to start? It was. Then it became a bore and not worth it. Mainly because of so-called "friends" and stupid users. Luckily my other friends are on a Discord, but I can't find a few other ones. Do I miss that Forum? No. Why miss something that is not good? Plus a Mod really sucked by always bashing Religion and getting away with it. An adult fighting with kids and teens? Not cool. They gave atheists a bad name and I was insulted because some of our close family friends are atheists and it really pissed me off the way the mod hurt other's. I brushed it off the first few times, then it became too much because he hurt one of my friend's feelings. That straw broke the camel's back.

Enough about that.

Well, this one is basically more about love. Romantic wise, family wise, and friendship wise. While Loyal stresses over Doragon, he begins to question his love for his twin. Does he love Death or does he just hang onto him because of a promise he made to his father? Is the harsh love he is giving real or just a toxic love? This one is very difficult at the moment because I am still thinking. I still have a lot of ideas for this story, but need to sort it out. ;p

# **Trivia.**

Foreshadow was the most difficult birth for Moon and in labor for a while. Edre had to preform a C-Section to save them both,

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# ***"I AM... The Forbidden..." ...? 2018...***

We'll see 7.7

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# ***"Where Were You..? Where Are You...?" 2018...?***

A spinoff. This one needs a lot of work and research. I began to write this before my birthday and posted it on the day!

Just Sky's story and what he loses and gains. Pretty sad. Although Sky is sexually assaulted, I will not write when it is happening or give any details. To be frank, some people like to fetishize rape and I am not okay with that.

## **Trivia.**

What Wandering Feet meant about two eggs when Sun Dancer is died, is his way of saying that Sun Dancer was carrying twins. No one knows how he knew.

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Some of the names that were given to Sky's people are names that I strongly dislike and names of Catholic Priests that I hated.

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How Sky can speak all sorts of languages is the sky sheet. The sky sheet helps him speak any language because the sky itself knows the people and their ways.

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It is still unknown who destroyed the flower from Loyal. Might have been Black Eyes, some dumb kid, some other Tribe member, or Amanga Okubi.... no one knows.

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Sky and White Feather both have a birthmark of the back of their necks. The birthmarks is inspired by my father and little brother, Both have birthmarks of their back and the back of their necks in the same spots.

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Loyal had been listening to Sky's prayers, but after the tattoo branding he lost contact with him.

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Still unknown when Sky was born. Some say it is late spring or early summer.

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We see bits and parts of Druid and his life.

# ***"DeityDays~!" (2017) 2018... Break. 2019***

This one? Eeehhhhh... like always, I never really had a plan for it. Just jumped right into the fire again after burning myself alive and coming back out. Always jumping into the flames. It can be funny, but the old drawings were pretty bad. But, I still enjoyed it. I recently left it to focus on my other OC's. I'll get back to it soon.

Trivia.

# ***"Mime Days/Letters From A Mime." 2019...***

You don't wanna know.

It's fun and silly. I never thought it would take off. It has been a whole year of this nonsense. I was drawing it when my cat died

## **Trivia.**

Mime is an old OC along with Marionette.

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Nutty was meant to be a hopeless drunk. I changed that.

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Mime was acatally an adult in the early drawings and comics, but he looked a bit too young for the part, so I changed it. (after I drew the Letters From a Mime)

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# ***''Mime and Harl...'' 2021... ?***

Another comic about Mime Blueberry. His merry adventures outside of the letters. In this comic, Mime is learning about Harlequin and why he is so sullen and stern...

After a bad scrap with Harl, Mari tells Mime not to get into Harl's business... To be frank, Mime pissed me off in this one. He is way too nosey which leads him to finding out too much.

It is taking a long time...

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**Trivia.**

It is confirmed that Mime's parents were never married when he was born.

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Although White Feather and Sun Dancer are the first teen parents, Contortionist Elderberry and Elderberry Moonshine are the first teen parents introduced into the comics. White Feather and Sun Dancer are only in the books.

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Mime, Harl, and Ringmaster's real names are revealed.

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Harl keeps his gifts in a photo-book. I, too have one.

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Harlequin is a bastard child like Mime.

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Where Harl is getting the illegal herbs and pills to drug people is from the Blueberry Clan.

There are hints on who set fire to the school, you just have to look hard. REALLY hard. I mean really hard.

Contortionist's younger sister Psychic Elderberry joins the troupe along with Elderberry Syrup.

Although, there are multiple Trans characters, Psychic is the first one to be drawn.

# ***''Harlequin and Ringmaster Disasters.''***

Fun, stupid. A little sexy, just kidding. It does have a lot of sexy talk in it. Anyhoo, it's not done yet. It's pretty silly. I wanted to show how Harl met Ring and how Ring finds Psychedelic by Harl. Evil makes her appearance for the first time in comics. So that's a plus :D

Well, this one is fun and a hassle again.

There are OC's that are talked about.

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**Trivia.**

Evil makes her first appearance in comics along with her slave, and Psychedelic!

Ring has thicker hair in this, something I forget to draw ;p

# ***"Rasp's Diary"***

There are hints everywhere. Just about Prince Raspberry writing to his deceased older sister about his life and how it is going for him. It is fun and nice. I really need to work on it more

***Trivia.***

We see Cherry Slice walking by with the teacups.

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Astral Pokeberry is the first Non-Binary OC.

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The crushing of the legs with poles jab from Astral Pokeberry was a torture method practiced in Korea long ago.

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After Prince Raspberry warns Astral Pokeberry about the law, Astral's clothes turn the same color as the sky. A method to escape danger.

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The wooden Dikdik's and Pudu's Astral Pokeberry is selling are the pets of Druid Pokeberry.

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There was a hint that Prince Raspberry was sexually harassed when he doesn't want anyone to help him dress after Psychedelic broke his leg.

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# ***The Terrible Two's...***

Mainly about Jinx and Ring. It's funny. It will be more of a slice of life. But it's turning into a story lol :p

# **The Screwballs.**

A comic I made as my world expanded and I found new interests and hobbies. I learned to love other things other than the ones I was accustom to

# **Turkey and Peacock+more**

A weird comic I made and think about often. Turkey and Peacock came to life in our quiet Texas library on a warm spring day. I was somewhat bored and read lots of books on birds and stuff. I adored the peacock since I was a little girl and still...

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Welp. It is not over but I have not drew it for a while, but I still like it. \*Sigh\*

# **Under The Same Sky.**

A comic I had been thinking about for a while.

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# **Racer Cowberry's Lewd and Crude Fun~!**

Just Racer stated the obvious with his friends+more...

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