Bloody Amanda/Riruru

## Overview

Bloody Amanda/Riruru is the creator of TUYBW.

## Appearance

Bloody Amanda/Riruru has a very similar appearance to Amanda but instead has been covered in blood and appears to be crying.

## Personality

Bloody Amanda/Riruru has a very similar personality to Amanda but is generally more social online. As stated via discord, Amanda/Riruru is known to be a secular Buddhist & Tulpamancer.

Admitted by Riruru, she is the online alter ego of Amanda.

## Past

Typically known as Riruru online through multiple platforms (And real life). Riruru had made the OC (Original character) known as Jamiko in late 2018 for a LGBTQ art contest. Jamiko had been Riruru's main OC (and still is to this day) for all her artworks, putting her into different contexts (Shitposts, birthday letters, fanart, etc) playing a similar role to what she thought God would have been.

Riruru had created the series originally known as Butterfly Effect (Yume nikki fangame) in late 2022 as a memo for logging her dreams, taking advantage of the weird dream side effects given by her prescribed medication. With the protagonist being Jamiko, it was meant to be Jamiko's related biggest artwork piece of the year but later scrapping the idea and making TUYBW.

Bloody Amanda/Riruru shares a very similar life experience with Amanda but instead had been the one to dictate what happened in Amanda's life freely how as she wanted. And as well has a wife in real life known as Lyrisa with a very similar appearance and personality as described.

Bloody Amanda/Riruru lore wise still plays a big part within TUYBW. Acting as a 4th wall breaking character giving off occasional hints and playing a reality bending/God like role for the Mane 3 cast (Jamiko, Amanda, Lyrisa) and the world they are in, not to be seen as the antagonist depending on the ending.

TUYBW had been made to allow Riruru to express how she wanted her previous traumas to end regardless of the situation whether it be life threatening, unrealistic, etc, ranging from when she had been a kid to an adult. TUYBW was also made for the purpose of expressing her own artwork and knowledge on game making. As well as a test after getting her degree in Media Industries and multiple awards in digital and real life arts.

However, the blood on Riruru's sprite has a secret meaning but also is there to leave what the viewer thinks what the blood is meant to represent. She can also be seen crying and wiping her tears in the genocide ending for TUYBW.

On 20/12/2023, a music video from youtube had emerged from being private (published 19/7/2023) stated as 'Escape Please | Amanda's theme (MUSIC VIDEO)'. The music video features multiple clips from Asian countries such as Japan, Hong Kong, etc without any context to them. The origins of the clips in this video are unknown or what the intentions had been. It has been speculated that due to the nature of the music video, this may relate to certain aspects of TUYBW having a dreamy aestheitc. After the music video had been reposted in Riruru's discord server it may be that the music video has been declared official. The mp4 of the music video from 'Riruru' has been found as well. Multiple other videos as well have been found as well referencing TUYBW and other. As the youtube channels username is named as Riruru, there is no proof to verify Riruru is the one running it.