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Ghost

## Track Listing

"**Ghost**" is the third track on Ellise's debut extended play *Can You Keep a Secret?*. Prior to its inclusion on the EP, it was released as a single on June 4rd, 2018, via SoundCloud.

## Song Leakage

* October 9th, 2018 - A trailer is released on Ellise's Twitter with a snippet of the song.

## Theme

> *these lyrics are about being emotionally attached or even in love with someone who you know is only going to hurt you. the chorus is metaphorically explainimg [sic] how it feels to be trapped in a one sided relationship.
>
> Ellise, via Twitter*
>
>

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

If I told you I love you

Would it open my eyes

Would it pick at my mind

Would it kill me at night

If I told you I loved you

**[Pre-Chorus]**

'Cause baby I know that you never really felt that way

Day by day

You turned into a shadow put me in the shade

Nothing left to say

With restraints on me, oh

**[Chorus]**

Tell me if we're burning down

'Cause I keep seeing ashes all around me now

Can't sleep in a burning house

Chain me to the bed and you won't let me out

Packed bags, you're gone without a sound

Leaving me to feel the pain all by myself

Oh well, I could always tell

You're nothing but a ghost to me now

**[Verse 2]**

I could tell you I loved you

But you wouldn't reply

Wouldn't look at my eyes

Wouldn't care when I cried

Why would I tell you I loved you

**[Pre-Chorus]**

'Cause baby I know that you never really felt that way

Day by day

You turned to a shadow put me in the shade

Nothing left to say

With restraints on me, oh

**[Chorus]**

Tell me if we're burning down

'Cause I keep seeing ashes all around me now

Can't sleep in a burning house

Chain me to the bed and you won't let me out

Packed bags, you're gone without a sound

Leaving me to feel the pain all by myself

Oh well, I could always tell

You're nothing but a ghost to me now

## Trivia

* Originally, this song and "Nightmares" were swapped in the tracklist.

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1049794895664181248?s=20
2. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1049794895664181248?s=20
4/26/2019 at the Great American Music Hall

## Dates

This is the concert on April 26th, 2019 the Great American Music Hall in San Francisco, CA, where Ellise opened for Olivia O'Brien. She announced the concert in a tweet saying

> *so excited 2 announce that i’ll be opening up for @oliviagobrien in san francisco on april 26th!! we stan bay area kweens! get ur tix!! 🖤
>
> Ellise, Via Twitter*
>
>

## Setlist

It is currently unknown what order these songs were performed in.

* 911
* Daggers

## Videos

Ellise - 911 live911Ellise - Owe Myself - (ALL SNIPPETS)Daggers
## Trivia

* This is Ellise's only live performance of Daggers.

1. ↑ https://www.bandsintown.com/e/1014154118-ellise-at-great-american-music-hall
911

* 911
* Remix
* Chaotic

## Audio

* YouTube Music
* Visualizer
* Live

## Track Listing

"**911**" is the first track on Ellise's debut extended play *Can You Keep a Secret?*. On May 14th, 2021, it was re-released as the 10th track on Ellise's debut album, *Chaotic*, due to its popularity.

## Song Leakage

* October 8th, 2018 - A trailer is released on Ellise's Twitter with a snippet of the song.

## Theme

This song is about Ellise being in a relationship so abusive that she feels as if she is losing her mind. In the song's universe, Ellise has to take pills for an unknown reason, and her abusive partner steals the pills, causing Ellise to hallucinate. Eventually, Ellise calls 911 out of fear of what might happen.

## Lyrics

**[Intro]**

911, what's your emergency?

**[Verse 1]**

Don't think I can take it

With every drama a piece of me dies

Like some kind of sadist

I think that he likes to see the pain in my eyes

He knows that I'm lovesick

He kissed me and promised I will be alright

We both know it's bullshit

The longer I'm with him the less I'm alive

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Doctor's on the other line

'Cause he's not coming home tonight

And I just took my very last pill

Need something to numb the pain

Demons knocking on my brain

I think they coming in for the kill

**[Chorus]**

911, I need someone

My baby plays me like a game

I'm not having fun

911, tell him he's

Why my heart is always aching

And I gotta be done 'cause

I, I, I gotta lose my guy

Or, I'm, I'm, I'm gonna lose my mind

**[Verse 2]**

You must think that I'm crazy

Well he does too so I guess that makes three

Need someone to save me

I'd really appreciate if you'd intervene

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Doctors on the other line

'Cause he's not coming home tonight

Can't seem to find my bottle of pills

Swear to God I'm not insane

The voices only say his name

When I'm starting to think that they're real

**[Chorus]**

911, I need someone (need someone)

My baby plays me like a game

I'm not having fun (not having fun)

911, tell him he's

Why my heart is always aching

And I gotta be done 'cause

I, I, I gotta lose my guy

Or, I'm, I'm, I'm gonna lose my mind

**[Outro]**

911, I need someone (need someone)

My baby plays me like a game

I'm not having fun (not having fun)

911, tell him he's

Why my heart is always aching

And I gotta be done 'cause (gotta be, gotta be done)

I, I, I gotta lose my guy (I, I)

Or, I'm, I'm, I'm gonna lose my mind

## Trivia

* This is Ellise's most popular song due to it becoming trending in the Gacha community.
* On the 20th June, 2019, Ellise released an acoustic version of the song.
	+ She included an instrumental, for other musicians to create covers of the song.
* Ellise stated that she hates this song; she thinks her newest songs are much more sonically grown.
* The opening melody of the song is very similar to the first half of the riff for Sub Urban's song "Cradles".
* The person saying "911, what's your emergency?" at the intro of the song is Ellise's mom, Luna Gitas.

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1049434682029293573?s=20
2. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1050885566802276353?s=20
Over Her Dead Body (EP)

## Over Her Dead Body

* Front Cover
* Back Cover

"**Over Her Dead Body**" (sometimes stylized as "OVER HER DEAD BODY") is the fourth studio EP by Ellise. It released on October 13, 2023.

## Background

On July 15, Ellise announced that she is working on another Halloween EP.

> *halloween ep ...... i know it's still summer but i'm brewing up somethin .....
>
> Ellise, via Twitter*
>
>

On the same day, in response to a fan, Ellise stated that the album would come at a different time, and that she's working on it separately.

> *album is gonna come at a different time, i'm working on her separately <3
>
> Ellise, via Twitter*
>
>

On September 1, Ellise posted a snippet of Masochist on TikTok.

On September 12, Ellise posted on Twitter that this project would be longer than her usual expected four songs.

> *this halloween project is gonna be a lil longer than my usual, hope that's okay with yall
>
> Ellise, via Twitter*
>
>

On October 2nd, Ellise revealed the title, cover art, and released date on Twitter, along with the pre-save link.

On October 3rd, Ellise teased revealing the tracklist the next day on both Twitter and TikTok.

On October 4th, Ellise revealed the tracklist on Twitter.

On October 5th, Ellise teased the idea of a deluxe version featuring Devil's In The Details.

> *okay but hear me out .. deluxe version
>
> Ellise, via Twitter*
>
>

On October 6th, Ellise shared a snippet of Half a Heart on her TikTok.

Between October 9th and October 11th, Ellise posted snippets of every other song to both Instagram and Twitter, in tracklist order.

On October 13th, the EP was released.

On the same day, a music video for Masochist was uploaded onto Youtube.

## Scrapped Songs

### Possible Scraps

Several of the songs listed in the unknown songs page may have been intended to be on this project in addition to the songs below, as well as songs listed in the sessions above which do not yet have their own pages. It is worth also noting that this and 2nd Studio Album were created in overlapping sessions, so songs on one may have been intended for the other, and vice versa.

* 6th Unknown Song
* Forbidden
* Gross!
* Hitlist / Mr. X
* Princess
* Tough Luck

## Trivia

* This is the first project of Ellise's not to have a title track in some form.
	+ Although, it is worth noting that while there is a song sharing the name with Letting the Wolf In, it was recorded before the album and thus may not be properly considered a title track.

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1708889815217803364
2. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1709648034496438422
3. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1711464430423466355/video/1
4. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1711464559331205314/video/1
5. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1711821298559844525/video/1
6. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1711821423168344220/video/1
7. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1712197220399985033/video/1
8. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1712197364759543970/video/1
9. ↑ https://www.instagram.com/p/CyMG7RLv08m
10. ↑ https://www.instagram.com/p/CyOr3NcPVeP
11. ↑ https://www.instagram.com/p/CyRWsZ2PQMw
Heaven

## Track Listing

"**Heaven**" is the 5th track on Ellise's debut studio album, *Chaotic*. The song was released on May 14th, 2021, with the rest of the album.

## Background

During a Reddit Ask Me Anything, regarding a question which mentioned the song, Ellise responded with "👀😇".

On March 28th, 2021, Ellise confirmed its placement on the album.

## Song Leakage

* September 30th, 2020 - A snippet of the demo is shared by Ellise on Twitter.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

It might be heaven

If you loved me without all of the loopholes

Spell out the letters

But I'm readin' them back just for you

I don't know why I do

It might be heaven

If the knife in my arm didn't pin me

We're in my bedroom

But this feels like the last time you'll win

Things end where they begin

**[Pre-Chorus]**

I don't wanna think about it anymore

It's useless

Baby you already know

The truth is we're through it

Lock the door behind you

Somethin' awful, it's your blueprint

Everything in flamеs, you're killin' cupid

**[Chorus]**

It might be heavеn

In a fever dream, nothing's what it seems (Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah-ah)

It's gettin' reckless

Playin' make-believe, rippin' at the seams (Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah-ah)

Don't try and tell me it's heavenly

Better be sure you don't want this

Cause nothing's for free

It's never heaven

When you don't really get what you see

**[Verse 2]**

Why won't you fold?

There's really not a point in lyin'

Got so cold

Laugh in my face while I'm dyin'

Keep it close

'Cause nothin' ever hurts the same for you and me

I guess lets feel it on our own

**[Prechorus]**

I don't wanna think about it anymore

It's useless

Baby you already know

The truth is we're through it

Lock the door behind you

Somethin' awful, it's your blueprint

Everything in flamеs, you're killin' cupid

**[Chorus]**

It might be heavеn

In a fever dream, nothing's what it seems (Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah-ah)

It's gettin' reckless

Playin' make-believe, rippin' at the seams (Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah-ah)

Don't try and tell me it's heavenly

Better be sure you don't want this

Cause nothing's for free

It's never heaven

When you don't really get what you see

**[Outro]**

(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah-ah)

(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah-ah)

## Cross-References

* This song is referenced in the lyric "If he tells me its heaven" in Daggers.

## Trivia

* A cricket sound can be heard in the chorus of the song, while she sings "ripping at the seams".
	+ This is more noticeable in the song's demo.

## References

2. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1376265707021762562?
3. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1376265707021762562?s=20
4. ↑ https://web.archive.org/web/20201005153604/https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1311416382861451264
5. ↑ https://twitter.com/itmightbeheaven/status/1373538136245088258?s=20
6. ↑ https://twitter.com/ZIPPERLlPS/status/1319651631248691200
Adéllyn

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## Person

### Social Media

Twitter
Website

Adéllyn is Ellise and Shea Couleé's manager. Ellise signed to her in 2020.

## Trivia

* The teaser at the end of the Bubblegum Brain music video for Feeling Something Bad... was her idea.
* She also manages London On Da Track, the producer of Buried It.

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/adellyn/status/1357746772148244480?s=20
Chaotic (disambiguation)

**This article is a disambiguation page for Chaotic (disambiguation)**

The following is a list of links to pages that might share the same title.

Please follow one of the disambiguation links below or search to find the page you were looking for if it is not listed. If an internal link led you here, you may wish to change the link to point directly to the intended article.

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* Chaotic (album), Ellise's debut album.
	+ /Gallery, a gallery for Ellise's debut album.
* Chaotic (song), the title track on Ellise's debut album.
* Chaotic (Live) (album), the live version of Ellise's debut album.
* Chaotic Virtual Live Show, the live show used in the live album.
	+ Chaotic Virtual Live Show/Gallery, a gallery for the live show.
* Chaotic Promotional Photoshoot, the photoshoot for the album, and its associated promotional material.
Ellise Wiki

***She. Ruins. Everything.***

**Welcome to the Ellise wiki, for the dark pop singer **Ellise**! You can listen to her new EP, **Over Her Dead Body** below, her latest single **She Ruins Everything**, or read about her other songs here!**

****Over Her Dead Body**** is the fourth Halloween EP by Ellise. Much like her previous Halloween projects, there is a strong theme across these 6 tracks - becoming the villain of the murder mystery. Considered the flipside to her first Halloween EP **Can You Keep a Secret?**, the EP is darkly produced, washed over with guitars and grinding basslines and pristinely bloody sonic landscapes - as if to put the knife into the listener's own hands.

****She Ruins Everything**** is the latest single from Ellise's upcoming album. Released on December 8th, 2023, this song is a reflection of the years that have passed and the hopes and dreams that have slipped away between Ellise's fingers, all in angelic vocals over quavering strings and echoing bass. No other song showcases Ellise's vocal prowess nor her vulnerable songwriting better than this.
**Little me was wondering who she'd be
What a shame to see she ruins everything**

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We are a collaborative community working to gather information on Ellise's projects, and be a database of lyrics and information about her songs. We also hope to collect information about upcoming projects, photoshoots, and unreleased songs.

I don't wanna run, nowhere to hide

There's a devil in my room and I don't mind

Soul sucker, don't touch her

Or you might just lose your life

Ellise - **Soul Sucker**

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5/24/2021 Twitch Livestream

On May 24th, 2021, Rolling Stone hosted a Twitch livestream featuring Ellise as well as another musical guest. During the livestream, Ellise was interviewed along with an acoustic live performance of "Feeling Something Bad...", "Chaotic", and "Bruises".

## Video

Rolling Stones & Ellise Full Interview-Performance - 5-24-2021The live performance and interview
2:22 AM

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## Song

### Writer(s)

Ellise

"**2:22 AM**" is an unreleased song by Ellise. The song has not been performed live or released officially to fans.

## Song Leakage

* June 12th, 2022 - A snippet of the song is leaked via Dbree.

## Lyrics

**[Snippet]**

It's 2:22 AM

You think I'm coming back to fuck
5/7/2021 Zoom Meet and Greet

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On May 7th, 2021, a collaboration between Ellise and Tamara Luise (aka Ellise Craves) hosted a Zoom Meet and Greet. The audience of the meeting were determined randomly, through a Twitter contest.
After a fan asked about the song, she shared Come Out At Night with the fans at the meet and greet. She also confirmed that no Chaotic outtakes would be released on future projects.

## Participants

Ellise (Host)

@Ozzyosirismoon

@defaultmads | Tamara (Host)

@safteynoirs | Kat

@lullabygum | Nicole

@ellqse | Masha

@brightIyariana | Eden

@herinacage | Emma

@snacosos | Maor

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellisecraves/status/1388208745080053765
Yunggoth

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## Person

### Social Media

SoundCloud
Yunggoth
YouTube

**Luis Venegas**, professionally known as **Yunggoth**, is Ellise's second known ex-boyfriend. Ellise began to date Yunggoth in 2018, although she claimed the relationship was very complicated. Yunggoth broke up with Ellise in 2019.

## Trivia

* One of his songs, titled "Goth Bitch", features an illustration of Ellise on the cover art, as well as being about her.
	+ The watermark on the illustration was removed, and the artist was not credited. It was originally made by @ellisedevil on Instagram.
	+ Ellise's outfit in the illustration is the outfit she wore in the cover art for Fight!.
* He is featured in the music video for Fight!.

## References

1. ↑ https://open.spotify.com/album/6CBgUjOzEG6aTCYjcVJzxV
2. ↑ https://www.instagram.com/p/BtoNTkiotv0
Chaotic (song)

## Chaotic

* Studio Version
* Live Version

## Audio

* Visualizer
* Live

## Track Listing

"**Chaotic**" is the eighth track on Ellise's debut studio album, *Chaotic*, featured as the title track. The song was released on May 14th, 2021, with the rest of the album.

On September 10th, 2021, a live version of the song was released.

## Song Leakage

* October 12th, 2020 - A 25 second snippet of the outro of the song is posted on Twitter.
* January 4th, 2024 - The song's demo is uncovered from an erroneous release of Chaotic on mp3k.

## Theme

The song tell a story from Ellise's perspective. Ellise is trapped in a relationship which she describes as "chaotic". She is unsure if she should abandon the relationship or not because she is already too attached to the other person.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

Looked in his eyes, I saw a god

From the first night

I knew he was dangerous, oh

Arms out to hand him my love

It isn't worth it, he only loves drugs

Yeah I know

You're mine

I couldn't be the one to forget you

Don't let me go

So easily I won't let you

This evil show

You're crushin' pills up in my bedroom

Its evil, so, we'll dance for hours in a red room

**[Chorus]**

Lovin' him is just a little bit chaotic

Rolled up dollars, blue dust in his pockets

I don't want another option (ha-aah)

Lovin' him is just a little bit exhaustin'

Kissing me like he means it, but it's caustic

I don't care, I want it toxic

And just a little chaotic

**[Verse 2]**

Don't wanna open my mouth

He's sittin' right there

But somehow my words won't come out

Stay on his good side and pout

Or risk the whole thing

His mood swings knock me to the ground

Don't lie

You know there's nothin' I can do to change you

So save my time

You never wanted me to blame you

I'm lost, I'm blind

Suck the life out, I won't shame you

You know your crimes

But you hold me, I'm your angel

**[Chorus]**

Lovin' him is just a little bit chaotic

Rolled up dollars, blue dust in his pockets

I don't want another option (ha-aah)

Lovin' him is just a little bit exhaustin'

Kissing me like he means it, but it's caustic

I don't care, I want it toxic

And just a little chaotic

**[Outro]**

Lovin' him is just a little bit chaotic

Rolled up dollars, blue dust in his pockets

I don't want another option

## Videos

Ellise - Chaotic (Snippet)The shared snippet
## Trivia

* In the official visualiser, "Chaotic" is misspelt as "Chaoitic". This has been corrected.

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1315763165242638336?s=20
The Long Halloween

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## Song

### Writer(s)

Ellise, Gaspare Magadinno, Judah Chambers

### Producer(s)

Judahbudah

"**The Long Halloween**", stylized in all lowercase as "**the long halloween**", is a song by Savage Ga$p, featuring Ellise. It features as the title track on his debut album.

## Lyrics

**[Intro: Ellise]**

Everyday, wait for something I'll never get

Stay the same

Nothing feels okay since you left

I've been all alone and somethings wrong

**[Chorus: Savage Ga$p]**

Stop, I'm not tryna move too fast

You don't gotta listen to me

Pretend you can speak, then we'll say what's best

Stop, I'm just tryna make this last

Even if you hate me the most, I can never find it in myself to hate you back

**[Verse 1: Savage Ga$p]**

I hope he keeps you safer for me

Don't make you lonely, and if he don't feel the same, fake it for me

Some days are darker when you ignore me

I hope you won't get caught later for me, uh

Thinkin' 'bout a note on a bed and your name in my phone when I'm goin' to bed

In my home, all alone how I cope when I'm sad

You can fall in my arms when you up on a ledge

And look, I'm tryna talk but you don't wanna hear it

Tryna love you but I'm overbearing

And I'm tryna tell you that I really miss you

Say you hate commitment but I know you fear it and

Even though you left me here on earth, I'm still tryna make this work

Night with the moon and the stars, left the bullshit behind, you a soul, full circle

**[Verse 2: Ellise]**

And you never wanted anybody there for you to carry the blame

Now you fall away, I'll pay for you, I'll wait forever, patch up your pain

So don't let me fall asleep, 'less you visit in my dream

Don't open up the window, I don't wanna watch you leave without me

I don't wanna watch you leave without me, baby

**[Chorus: Savage Ga$p]**

Stop, I'm not tryna move too fast

You don't gotta listen to me

Pretend you can speak, then we'll say what's best

Stop, I'm just tryna make this last

Even if you hate me the most, I can never find it in myself to hate you back
Chaotic (Live) (album)

## Chaotic (Live)

"**Chaotic (Live)**" is the second album and debut live album by American singer Ellise. It was released on September 10th, 2021, after being announced two days before. It is a live version of Ellise's debut studio album, *Chaotic*. The audios are taken from the Chaotic Virtual Live Show.

## Background

On August 30th, Ellise first teased a surprise for her fans, on September 10th, for her upcoming birthday.

On September 8th, she announced the live album.

## Trivia

* The font used in the text saying 'Live' on the album cover is called "Fairydust".
* The interludes for the live performance were not present in the album.
* The only songs on Chaotic that were not performed were "Fatal Flaw", "Heaven", "911", and "Reality".

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1435765675272720386?s=20
2. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1432446461250211841?s=20
3. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1435765675272720386?s=20
Hatsukoi Zombie Manga

***Hatsukoi Zombie*** (初恋ゾンビ) is a Japanese shōnen romantic comedy manga series and illustrated by Ryou Minenami and published by Shogakukan. It ran in serialization from October 14, 2015 to March 27, 2015.

## Plot

According to Ryuu Yashiro, Tarou Kurume's childhood friend, he is not interested in love. But one day, the ball hit by his classmate, Mei Ebino, directly hit his head rendering him unconscious. When Tarou wakes up, there's a girl "above" him...

## Volumes

Volume 1Volume 2Volume 3Volume 4Volume 5Volume 6Volume 7Volume 8Volume 9Volume 10Volume 11Volume 12Volume 13Volume 14Volume 15Volume 16Volume 17
Idontwannabeyouanymore

**"idontwannabeyouanymore"** is a song by Billie Eilish that Ellise covered on the 8th May, 2018, alongside performing Love Made Me Do It, Pinky Promise, and Fight!.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

Don't be that way

Fall apart twice a day

I just wish you could feel what you say

Show, never tell

But I know you too well

Kind of mood that you wish you could sell

**[Chorus]**

If teardrops could be bottled

There'd be swimming pools filled by models

Told, "A tight dress is what makes you a whore"

If "I love you" was a promise

Would you break it, if you're honest?

Tell the mirror what you know she's heard before

I don't wanna be you

Anymore

**[Verse 2]**

Hands, hands getting cold

Losing feeling is getting old

Was I made from a broken mold?

Hurt, I can't shake

We've made every mistake

Only you know the way that I break

**[Chorus]**

If teardrops could be bottled

There'd be swimming pools filled by models

Told, "A tight dress is what makes you a whore"

If "I love you" was a promise

Would you break it, if you're honest?

Tell the mirror what you know she's heard before

I don't wanna be you

I don't wanna be you

I don't wanna be you

Anymore

## Video

https://twitter.com/ctrIcrawf/status/1353455621010579459?s=20

## Trivia

* Ellise retweeted a tweet with a video of this performance on January 24th, 2021.

## References

1. ↑ https://www.facebook.com/officialellise/videos/2096684043911967
2. ↑ https://www.nylon.com/articles/ellise-playlisted-video
3. ↑ https://twitter.com/ctrIcrawf/status/1353455621010579459?s=20
Jennifer Wrath

**Jennifer Wrath** is a Brazilian illustrator. Wrath is known for their many art projects in partnership with musicians and other public figures, as well as their twisted-fairytale aesthetic throughout their original art. They have worked with Ellise, on merchandise, as well as creating their own original art. They have also drawn fanart for Ellise numerous times, all of which is shown below.

## Gallery

"Bubblegum Brain""Doll Heart""Pretty When U Cry""Lil Devil"Under My Bed artUnder My Bed art printed on hoodie
## Trivia

* "Doll Heart" uses 7/20/2020 Photoshoot as a reference.
* They discovered Ellise through Pinterest.

## References

1. ↑ https://www.instagram.com/p/B3-VqyUpih-/
2. ↑ https://www.instagram.com/p/CKwWyiJJeVf/
3. ↑ https://www.instagram.com/p/CDMW-r-J71O/
4. ↑ https://www.instagram.com/p/B0ThCOJAF4A/
Micah Gordon

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## Person

### Born

1997/1998

 Micah Gordon is a producer. He is the executive producer of Ellise's debut album, *Chaotic*, and has also worked with her on later projects.

## Work With Ellise

### 2021: Chaotic

* Bubblegum Brain | Producer
* Feeling Something Bad... | Producer
* Heaven | Producer
* Zipperlips! | Producer
* Bruises | Producer
* Chaotic | Producer
* Take Me to Safety | Producer
* Reality | Producer

### 2021: Letting the Wolf In

* Wicked Witch of the Westside | Producer
* The Woods | Producer
* Breadcrumbs | Producer

### Unreleased

* Play Dead | Producer
* Uh Oh | Producer

## Trivia

* He and Ellise both wrote on (with Micah also producing) Let Go with Shea Couleé.
Come Out At Night

"**Come Out At Night**" is a song by Ellise, featured as an undistributed exclusive track on her sophomore EP, *Under My Bed*, digitally sent to anybody who purchased an Under My Bed Hoodie, featuring art by Jennifer Wrath.

The full song was leaked publicly in high quality on June 26th, 2021, although many people had the song privately prior to this.

## Song Leakage

* October 2019 - 2 snippets are shared by Ellise on Instagram.
* October 2019 - A snippet is shared by Ellise on Instagram.
* May 7th, 2021 - During a meet and greet, Ellise sent the song to a select few who attended, after a fan asked about the song.
* May 13th, 2021 - Lyrics are leaked via Genius.
* June 26th, 2021 - The song is leaked via SoundCloud.

## Background

It was first mentioned on Ellise's Instagram, promoting merch for *Under My Bed* where she stated that

> *this hoodie is only available til halloween, and when you buy it you can also get a download of the EP + an added unreleased bonus track
>
> Ellise, via Instagram*
>
>

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

Bite your tongue

Fill your lungs

Take a breath

Compose yourself

It's only just the start

Run 'em up

Try your luck

Take a step

And show yourself

How life imitates art

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Fly away

From all your insecurities

Take a break

From all responsibilities

Save the date

It's gonna be a revelry

A little game

Not for the faint of heart

**[Chorus]**

All the freaks come out at night

Infected by disguise

Hands crawl fifteen past nine

Tick tock goodbye

All the freaks come out at night

Infected by disguise

Hands crawl fifteen past nine

Tick tock goodbye

(bye, bye, bye)

**[Verse 2]**

Shed your skin

Own your sins

Lose your head

Don't worry 'bout the others

They don't mind

Let's begin

Take it in

Breaking bread

Don't worry you can stumble off the line

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Fly away

From all your insecurities

Take a break

From all responsibilities

Save the date

It's gonna be a revelry

A little game

Not for the faint of heart

**[Chorus]**

All the freaks come out at night

Infected by disguise

Hands crawl fifteen past nine

Tick tock goodbye

All the freaks come out at night

Infected by disguise

Hands crawl fifteen past nine

Tick tock goodbye

(bye, bye, bye)

## References

1. ↑ https://thehyv.shop/collections/ellise/products/under-my-bed-hoodie-under-my-bed-digital-ep-bonus-song-bundle
2. ↑ **SLIDE 2!** https://www.instagram.com/p/B7\_VdriF9VS/
3. ↑ https://www.instagram.com/p/B7AbuHHF3YF/
4. ↑ https://genius.com/Ellise-come-out-at-night-lyrics
5. ↑ https://soundcloud.com/user-494962904/ellise-come-out-at-night
10/15/2021 Gacha Contest

On October 15th, 2021, Ellise announced a collab between her and Lunime.

## Post

> *To finish out the spookiest month of the year, it’s time for a GCMV contest with Ellise! Ellise’s chilling song, “Deadly” was released today, which means it’s time for a Gacha Club Music Video Contest! There will be a total of 3 winners who will receive a signed vinyl! Please check out the contest rules below ↓ & we can’t wait to see what you create!
>
>
>
> 𝐎𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐑𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬
>
> - Create a Gacha Club Music Video using Ellise’s new song “Deadly” and upload it to YouTube, Instagram, or TikTok with hashtag #DeadlyGCMV in the title.
>
> - Unlimited entries per person!
>
> - International contest open to everyone around the world!
>
> - Share your videos across other platforms to increase your chances of winning!
>
>
>
> 𝐖𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐬 & 𝐏𝐫𝐢𝐳𝐞𝐬
>
> There will be 3 winners receiving a signed vinyl from Ellise
>
> Ellise will do a takeover on Lunime Games social media to announce the 3 winners!
>
>
>
> 𝐓𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐬 & 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬
>
> - Contest begins Friday, October 15th and ends on Friday, November 12th, 2021.
>
> - Winners will be announced Friday, October 12th by @Ellise on @lunimegames Instagram!
>
> Good luck to everyone and we can’t wait to see your entries!
>
> Click on the link below to listen to “Deadly”! (also in stories/highlights http://music.empi.re/lettingthewolfin)*
List of Covers

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This is a list of all the songs Ellise has covered over the years.

## Key

* Underlined text indicates that the cover is a studio cover.

## List

* Amazing Grace
* Arms of Angel
* Because of You
* Dangerous Woman
* Hello
* Lay Me Down
* Here
* Love Yourself
* In the Night
* Idontwannabeyouanymore
* Lunchbox Friends/Boyfriend
* west side
* Yoü And I
Dominoes

## Music Video

"**Dominoes**" is a song by Ellise. It was released through Grange Records on June 30, 2016, however, it was removed from all streaming services after Ellise left her label at the time. This song was intended to be on her original *debut extended play*.

## Theme

This song is about going back to a failed relationship knowing that they will not end up together, but wanting to spend one last night together.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

I didn’t want to walk away

What we had has turned to glass

And I know we’re about to break, into pieces

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Falling down, it’s enough

Made me weak with every touch

I should learn, not to stay

But something’s telling me, telling me

Give me one more night together

**[Chorus]**

Want to just feel you close

We know it won’t last forever

Cause our love is like dominoes

All we do is build it up

At any second we could blow

And it’s gonna come crashing down

Cause our love is like dominoes

**[Verse 2]**

It feels so right

Even when we both are wrong

Something more than you and I

Always keeps us hanging on, to all the pieces

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Falling down, it’s enough

Made me weak with every touch

I should learn, not to stay

But something’s telling me, telling me

Give me one more night together

**[Chorus]**

Want to just feel you close

We know it won’t last forever

Cause our love is like dominoes

All we do is build it up

At any second we could blow

And it’s gonna come crashing down

Cause our love is like dominoes

**[Verse 3]**

Always keep me running back to you

When time to leave (Oooooo)

Make me want to scream

I have to tell myself freeze

**[Bridge]**

(Ooooh, Oh-oh, Ooooh, Oh, Ooooh)

Our love is like dominoes

(Ooooh, Oh-oh, Ooooh, Oh, Ooooh)

Give me one more night together

**[Chorus]**

Want to just feel you close

We know it won’t last forever

Cause our love is like dominoes

All we do is build it up

At any second we could blow

And it’s gonna come crashing down

Cause our love is like dominoes

**[Outro]**

Our love is like dominoes

(Ooooh, Oh-oh, Ooooh, Oh, Ooooh)

Our love is like dominoes

(Ooooh, Oh-oh, Ooooh, Oh, Ooooh)

Our love is like dominoes

It feels so right even when we both are wrong.

## Videos

Ellise's "Dominoes" - Pink Couch Performance SeriesA live acoustic version of the song
## References

1. ↑ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OqosZ\_3c9ko
Sandman

## Track Listing

"**Sandman**" is the eighth and final track on Ellise's third Halloween EP, *Letting the Wolf In*. The song was released on October 15th, 2021.

## Theme

> *‘Sandman’ is a reflection of how I felt in my darkest place — like nothing could possibly get better, and the only escape could be going to sleep for good. I think it’s important to make songs about the almost “taboo” feelings we experience in our lives, like wanting to end it all in a weak moment.
>
> Ellise, via Grimy Goods*
>
>

> *Sandman is essentially a song about seeing no cure to sadness, and wanting everything to end. It’s the most sad song lyrically, and I wanted to end LTWI on the sleepiest, emptiest, most melancholy song possible.
>
> Ellise, via Genius*
>
>

## Background

> *Adam and I just started working together during the creation of this project. We made Sandman in our first session, and Hateful Ever After in our second one. I love how his brain works!! He was doing things production-wise that I had never seen anyone do before. To me, HEA and Sandman are the two most “experimental” pop records on the project. The swell of bass + pad of vocals during the second verse is one of my favorite moments on the entire album.
>
> Ellise, via Genius*
>
>

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

Stay complacent long enough

You start to feel nothing, it's lovely until it's rough

Give your heart to tortured souls

And they leave you tattered

Unraveled, and you're the fool

**[Pre-chorus]**

Talked to the moon from my window

She's so cold, doesn't know

I think I might close my eyes for the last time

Tonight, I'll go

Wish he would pay me a visit

I'll listen to his trope

Long as he tells me it's beautiful and dangerous

Oh, I know

**[Chorus]**

Sandman

Could you put me to sleep?

Kill me kindly and quiet

I'm waiting for your hand

Sandman

Could you make it a dream?

Only night, I won't cry

I still adore your heart

**[Verse 2]**

My wrists are bound to this metal bedframe

I won't make a sound

But they love me so much better

When I'm no longer indebted to the ground (I-I-I)

I'm on my knees

And they're awful bloody, big four words I need

'Cause I want the little sprinkle of his magic

Take me under, pull me deep (Take me under, pull me deep) (I-I-I-I)

**[Pre-chorus]**

Talked to the moon from my window

She's so cold, doesn't know (so cold, doesn't know)

I think I might close my eyes for the last time

Tonight, I'll go

Wish he would pay me a visit

I'll listen to his trope (listen to his trope)

Long as he tells me it's beautiful and dangerous

Oh, I know

**[Chorus]**

Sandman

Could you put me to sleep?

Kill me kindly and quiet

I'm waiting for your hand (hand)

Sandman (I-I-I)

Could you make it a dream?

Only night, I won't cry

I still adore your heart

**[Outro]**

Don't be scared, please

Take my hand

Won't be scared, please

Take my hand
Can You Keep a Secret? (EP)

## Can You Keep a Secret?

"**Can You Keep a Secret?**" is the debut extended play by American singer Ellise. It was released on October 12th, 2018, as a Halloween special, with "Ghost" released on SoundCloud on June 5th, 2018, as a single leading up to its release.

The EP was announced on October 8th, 2018, with a trailer released for each song.

## Theme

The EP tells a story of an abusive relationship, and the subsequent trauma upon the main character caused by it, each song continuing the story.

> *tryna send some messages through each of these songs. i hope you can hear them through the lyrics. nothing is without meaning. i love you*
>
>
> i hope can you keep a secret makes you feel like that bitch lets you know that its okay to be open and honest about any mental/emotional struggles you may be going through. the ppl who truly love u will stay
>
>
> i hope ghost makes you realize that if your significant other is treating you like shit, LEAVE SIS! it will hurt but you'll be better off in the end
>
>
> i hope nightmares helps you understand that coping with ending an unhealthy relationship is not easy, it has ups and downs and isnt as simple as people make it out to be. its a challenge many women go through
>
>
>
> and i hope 911 lets you know- asking for help is OKAY!!!! if you need help, always talk to someone. you are not alone
>
> Ellise, via Twitter
>
>

## Tracklist

* Final Tracklist
* Original Tracklist

### Cut Tracks

***Main Page: List of Unreleased Projects***

* Coffin

## Trivia

* An acoustic version of "911" has been performed live.
	+ It included an instrumental download for people to create covers with.
* The font used in the cover art for the EP is called Coraline's Cat.
* There is an official photoshoot for this EP.

## References

1. ↑ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m0V\_US\_tW9c
Vevo

**Vevo** is an national video hosting service founded in 2009. The company is a consolidation of the Universal Music Group, Sony Music Entertainment and EMI.

## Work with Ellise

Vevo first worked with Ellise during the production of Feeling Something Bad.... In the beginning of 2021, Ellise filmed the Feeling Something Bad... music video in one of Vevo's studios.

On April 5th, 2021, Ellise uploaded the behind the scenes of the filming process.

Feeling something bad... btsEllise - Feeling Something Bad... (Official Video)
Ellise/Logos

Over the years, Ellise has had many diverse logos to represent a specific era of her music. This page documents all of her logos.

## 2018

### Icon

The logo in Pinky PromiseThe logo in Ghost
## 2021

### Icon

The logo in Bubblegum BrainThe logo in Feeling Something Bad...The logo in Over BreakfastThe logo in Chaotic (Live)
### Signature

Ellise's signature in her Merchandise store
3rd Unknown Song

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## Song

### Writer(s)

Ellise

"**3rd Unknown Song**" is an unreleased song by Ellise. The song was scrapped from Ellise's debut studio album, *Chaotic*. The song has not been performed live or released officially to fans apart from one lyrical snippet.

## Song Leakage

* November 2019 - A lyrical snippet is leaked.

### Lyrics

**[Pre-Chorus]**

And you don't wanna break me

But the look on your face

Is making me feel like I'm crazy

Get me outta this place

How can we be so complacent

After all that we faced

364 days

Down the drain

Gone to waste

How can I be the same

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/SultanxRose/status/1195846727644917767
5/3/2021 Instagram QnA

On May 3rd, 2021, Ellise announced a Instagram Questions and Answers via her Instagram about *Chaotic* and "Over Breakfast". Along with this, she also answered questions in the comments of her most recent Instagram post.

## Post QnA

*The following questions and answers are edited for grammatical reasons.*

* What is "Reality" about?
	+ Not being able to accept the reality of when things change and you didn't want them to.
* What's the deepest thing discussed in this album? I'm curious.
	+ Substance abuse & deep depression.
* Is there a song you’re most excited for us to hear?
	+ 'Reality", "Chaotic (song)" and "Zipperlips!". :D
* I wanna know how you would describe the album because I cant wait.
	+ Heartbreak & toxicity. 🤧 Lol.
* I've cried so much listening to "this song".
	+ Same, lol, love that for us.
* Why did you change your mind about naming the album "Beauty of Ashes"?
	+ "Chaotic" was the title of the song that I felt best described the entire album, it's like the main song that explains the reasons for all the other songs on the album.
* Girl, you gotta tell me, is "911" a rerecording?
	+ No, its the original!
* Are you gonna make an acoustic version of the album later on?
	+ Oooo maybe! That would be fun.
* Is there something/someone that inspired you while making the album? <3
	+ Yes, basically the entire album is about 1 person.

## References

1. ↑ https://www.instagram.com/p/CObCP53l0m0
Shea Couleé

**Jaren Kyei Merrell**, better known as as **Shea Couleé**, is an American drag queen and musician. Couleé is known for competing on season 9 of RuPaul's Drag Race and as the winner of season 5 of RuPaul's Drag Race All Stars.

Ellise has stated that "Since the Bubblegum Brain music video, we’ve written some music together and I’m so happy to be working with them on their upcoming music." This later turned out to be a song called Let Go, which Micah Gordon also produced on.

## Work With Ellise

* Bubblegum Brain Music Video (actress)
* Let Go (performing artist, writer)
Hello

**"Hello"** is a song originally by Adele, which Ellise covered on the Cover Nation YouTube channel in 2016.

## Lyrics

*Ellise did not sing the exact lyrics, the following verses are edited to fit how the cover was sung.*

**[Verse 1]**

Hello, it's me

I was wondering if after all these years you'd like to meet

To go over everything

They say that time's supposed to heal ya, but I ain't done much healing

Hello, can you hear me?

I'm in California dreaming about who we used to be

When we were younger and free

I've forgotten how it felt before the world fell at our feet

**[Pre-Chorus]**

There's such a difference between us

And a million miles

**[Chorus]**

Hello from the other side

I must've called a thousand times

To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart

But when I call, you never seem to be home

Hello from the other side

At least, I can say that I've tried

To tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done

But it don't matter, it clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore
Half a Heart

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## Song

### Writer(s)

Ellise
Erik Ron
Riley Biederer

## Track Listing

"**Half a Heart**" (sometimes stylized as "HALF A HEART") is the first song on Ellise's fourth studio EP, *Over Her Dead Body*.

## Song Leakage

On October 6th, Ellise posted a snippet on her TikTok.

On October 9th, Ellise posted the same snippet on Instagram and Twitter, without the effects on the TikTok version.

On October 13th, the song along with the EP were released.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

Fifty, fifty

Cup is almost empty

Are you really with me?

Or do you just resent me?

Help me, help me

Cycle isn't healthy

Haven't been myself, please

Keep my mind from bending

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Apple of your eye

'Til you took a bite and realized

I was rotten, now it makes you nauseous

Gave you everything I had

Somehow I'm the bad guy for gettin' ruined

You knew that

**[Chorus]**

I've got half a heart

The rest of it's sittin' in the graveyard

Buried by the lovers who were really undertakers

Left me with nothing but scars

And maybe if you gave me part of yours

I'd feel a little better, I could love you for a lifetime

But we'd be back at the start

**[Post-Chorus]**

Either way it's half a heart

Half a heart

**[Verse 2]**

And half the good things, really just the bad things

Silently I'm asking what you wanna sacrifice

To keep me alive, I don't wanna die but

I feel so guilty, being the hand that guides the

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Knife into your chest, making such a mess

Calling it romantic, putting on a bandage

Gave you everything I had

Somehow I'm the bad guy for gettin' ruined

You knew that

**[Chorus]**

I've got half a heart

The rest of it's sittin' in the graveyard

Buried by the lovers who were really undertakers

Left me with nothing but scars

And maybe if you gave me part of yours

I'd feel a little better, I could love you for a lifetime

But we'd be back at the start

**[Post-Chorus]**

Either way it's half a heart

Half a heart

**[Outro]**

Better me than you

Better one than two, people who are doomed

Make people who are doomed

Better call it quits, call it what it is

Sew up the stitches and think that we fixed it

But it doesn't fit

## References

1. ↑ https://www.instagram.com/p/CyMG7RLv08m
2. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1711464430423466355
Marc Heller

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## Person

### Occupations

Photographer, visual editor, director

 **Marc Heller** is a photographer, visual editor, and director. They have been credited in many of Ellise's music videos and photoshoots.

## Work With Ellise

### Singles

* Love Made Me Do It (video director)
* Fight! (video director)
* Keep It to Myself (video director)

### Under My Bed

* Artwork editor
* Angels Don't Cry (video director)
* Lullaby (video director)
* Under My Bed (video director)
* Lilith (video director)

### Chaotic

* Artwork editor
* Bubblegum Brain (artwork editor, video director)
* Feeling Something Bad... (artwork editor, video director)
* Over Breakfast (artwork editor, video director)

### Gallery

Feeling Something Bad.. behind the scenesKeep it to Myself behind the scenesLove Made Me Do It behind the scenesLove Made Me Do It behind the scenesFight! behind the scenesKeep it to Myself behind the scenesKeep it to Myself behind the scenesPhotoshoot behind the scenesLilith behind the scenesAngels Don't Cry behind the scenesAngels Don't Cry behind the scenesPhotoshoot behind the scenes
West side

**"west side"**, alternatively stylized in title-case as "West Side", is a song originally performed by Ariana Grande which Ellise covered on March 21st, 2021. The one-minute video was posted to Twitter.

## Lyrics

*Ellise did not sing the exact lyrics, the following verses are edited to fit how the cover was sung.*

**[Verse 1]**

I don't wanna play too much

I just wanna feel

You know that it ain't no rush

Let me keep it real

Just let me be in your life like that

Be your wife like that

**[Pre-Chorus]**

I'll bring the light right back

I'll bring the life right back

I'm gonna make you want more

I'm gonna be your new favorite

Tell 'em you're closing the door

I am the only for sure

**[Chorus]**

So, hold up, there shouldn't be no hold up

There's more love when you follow emotion

*(vocalizing)*-and if you tryna roll up

Oh my god

Meet me on the west side *(vocalizing)*

I don't know what she says at the end

## Video

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/ellise/status/1373740854154731525