Dialogue: Asus

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Do you know what it is to be crazy? Have you ever seen someone become another person in front of your eyes, when you could not do anything? Do you know what it's like to lose your senses and have your instincts awaken to the point where it tears your skin apart? Say yes and I'll consider that you lied to me. Say no and I say "Good.

I'm still sane, because I sliced that son of a bitch God from both of me I want to kill him with my own HANDS MY OWN HANDS I WANT TO GET REVENGE MYSELF FUCKING SHIT!!! I hate it. Gods. I HATE THEM. I don't care how cute they all are so kawaiiiii aaaaah, SHUT UP, Gods are mistakes of nature. Gods are assholes. I won't believe in any of them; the only God I pray to is myself. I will be the Goddess who kills Gods; I will be the one who avenges my sister and my friends. I don't want to be immortal and see everyone die one after another before my eyes, I CAN'T!!! I DON'T WANT THIS ANYMORE FUCK, FUCK!!! I want to live, but being immortal is NOT for me. NO!!! NO AND NO!!! I want to fight the Longers and rip out their hearts, I want to shove them into the chests of those fucking Gods ONLY TO ARREST THEM THEN!!! I will give the Gods a heart so they understand how we feel, only to kill them right after. Ahahahahahahah AHAHAHAHAHAHH I WANT TO GET REEEVEEEENGE YOU DON'T IMAGINE!!! REVEEEENGE!!! Aaaah, anyway. I know I sound crazy, but that's because I am, hihi~! Just not in the same way my sister or my friends are. Hey, my Faction is crazy. I'm no better, really... Anyway. I'm crazy and I'll never deny it; but I'm not crazy like them. Can you imagine sometimes they look at me like I'm food and then they try to literally eat my arm? They scare me, yes?! I'm tired of not being able to recognize my family anymore... MY FAMILY AAAH WHY DID THESE GODS COME TO BREAK OUR BALLS, FUCK OFF!!! Sin of nothing, NOTHING AT ALL!!! I don't accept such a future! Not for me, not for them!!! We just wanted to steal a little thing of nothing, is it so bad?! I will find them, those Gods. Why do you think I'm getting stronger and stronger every day, huh? Yeah, only to kill them. I want to see their faces when they die. "Oh nooo save us-" FUCKING GODS, SHUT THE HELL UP GODS!! SHIT!!! YOU DOG FUCKERS !!!! I'll fight alone or with my friends; don't care. I just want to be the one to rip their limbs off laughing. After all, our curse makes us Gods ourselves, really; fallen Gods, I guess. It's just a theory, though; I'm not sure what I am. I'm a Kemono with mare-like attributes, one who can pick up men with ease; you thought I was going to say that huh?! Well, you're right! After that, I can pick up girls too... Actually, I don't pick up girls for a long time, now that I think about it. I feel like having some fun, I should find someone... But if I get too attached to him and he dies in front of my eyes because of the passing of time... Fucking immortality! If I go out with a Kemono now, when he will be old, I will always look young ! I mean, it will be so weird!!! All because of those fucking Gods... AAAAH I'M GONNA HIT SOMEONE!!! I'M PISSED!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAH !!!! Anyway, I'm going to go hit my wall, I'll be right back, okiiii~? See you soon!!

Oh by the way, if you have any idea on how to bake good cookies, feel free to tell me when I comeback, okiii babe? Thank chuuu!!!

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