I Am What I Am, Or Maybe I'm Not

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**I Am What I Am, Or Maybe I'm Not** (僕は僕でも僕じゃないかも *Boku wa boku demo boku ja nai kamo*) is Carol's lament. The Japanese version is sung by Kurokumo.

## Media

【MV】僕は僕でも僕じゃないかも（Song. くろくも）(フル音源Ver.)【メメントモリ】Japanese version【MV】Song. くろくも／CV. 立花日菜「僕は僕でも僕じゃないかも」(Special Ver.)【メメントモリ】Japanese version (Special ver.)【Lyric MV】Carol "I Am What I Am, Or Maybe I'm Not" 【MementoMori】English version
## Lyrics

* English version
* Japanese version

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Ris con ta-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Rea rie-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Ris con ta-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

Great oaks from little acorns will grow

Shining stars turn to dust on some days

Look what man is able to be

When he's fallen deep in love

How should I know? I've never gone all of the way

No, that dream has never come true

Let it flow over the book, all my love and all his pain

Precious memories all drop like the rain

I'm what I am, no I'm not

Could you answer me please?

I mumble and I stumble through words

but silence still remains...

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Ris con ta-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Rae rie-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Ris con ta-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

Once I saw you somewhere on the street

Second time we met, you and me

The third time I finally said it to you

I'll see you again so soon

Listen to my dream and the wish I'm making

Listen to my story one more time

Your smile is innocent, like an angel in the sky

If I can save it, I'll give it a try

For tomorrow I will wait

With this pain inside my heart

The loneliness in glorious days is tearing me apart

Let it flow over the book, all my love and all his pain

Precious memories all drop like rain

I'm what I am, no I'm not

Could you answer me please?

Your smile is innocent, like an angel in the sky

If I can save it, I'll give it a try

For tomorrow I will wait

With this pain inside my heart

The loneliness in glorious days

Hold on, embrace the hardest of days

And they will heal some day

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Ris con ta-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Rae rie-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Ris con ta-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

* Japanese
* Romaji
* English translation

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Ris con ta-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Ris con ta-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Ris con ta-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Ris con ta-

塵も 積もれば山に

星も いつかは塵に

人は 恋をすると

何になれるの

知らないはずなのに分かる

叶わない夢なんだ

零れてゆくの 愛も痛みも

大事なもの ポロポロ

僕は僕でも 僕じゃないかも

答えておくれよと 呟いても…

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Rae rie-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

一目 姿見かけて

二度目 君と出会えて

「またね」って三度目 に

初めて言えた

叶えたい夢のお話

今度また聞きたいな

不器用な君の 無邪気な笑顔を

この手で守れるなら

きらめく日々の ひとりぼっちが

たまに苦しくとも

明日を待つよ

零れてゆくの 愛も痛みも

大事なもの ポロポロ

僕は僕でも 僕じやないんだ

不器用な君の 無邪気な笑顔を

この手で守れるなら

きらめく日々の ひとりぼっちも

たまに苦しくとも 愛しく思えるよ

明日もきっと…

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Rae rie-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Ris con ta-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Ris con ta-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Ris con ta-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Ris con ta-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

chiri mo tsumoreba yama ni

hoshi mo itsuka wa chiri ni

hito wa koi o suru to

nani ni nareru no

shiranai hazu na noni wakaru

kanawanai yume nanda

koborete yuku no ai mo itami mo

daiji na mono poroporo

boku wa boku demo boku ja nai kamo

kotaete okure yo to tsubuyaite mo…

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Rae rie-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Ris con ta-

hitome sugata mikakete

nidome kimi to deaete

"mata ne" tte sandome ni

hajimete ieta

kanaetai yume no ohanashi

kondo mata kikitai na

bukiyou na kimi no mujaki na egao o

kono te de mamoreru nara

kirameku hibi no hitoribotchi ga

tama ni kurushiku tomo

asu o matsu yo

koborete yuku no ai mo itami mo

daiji na mono poroporo

boku wa boku demo boku ja nai nda

bukiyou na kimi no mujaki na egao o

kono te de mamoreru nara

kirameku hibi no hitoribotchi mo

tama ni kurushiku tomo itoshiku omoeru yo

asu mo kitto…

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Rae rie-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Ris con ta-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Ris con ta-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Ris con ta-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Ris con ta-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

Even dust can become a mountain

Even stars one day turn to dust

When a person finds love

What can they become?

I’m not supposed to know of it, but I do

It’s all a dream that’ll never come true

All my love and pain flow out from within

Everything I cherish, crumbling to pieces

I am what I am, or maybe I’m not

Muttering under my breath, I seek an answer...

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Rae rie-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Ris con ta-

At first, I caught a glimpse of you

The second time, we met, you and I

The third time, I finally told you,

“See you again one day”

The stories of the dreams you want to come true

I hope you’ll tell them to me again sometime

You’re so clumsy, your smile so innocent

If I can protect it with these hands,

Even though the loneliness of these shining days

Makes me suffer now and then,

I’ll wait for tomorrow

All my love and pain flow out from within

Everything I cherish, crumbling to pieces

I am what I am, but I am not me

You’re so clumsy, your smile so innocent

If I can protect it with these hands,

Even though the loneliness of these shining days

Makes me suffer now and then, it will feel dear to me

Surely, even tomorrow...

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Rae rie-

Es tis noa Fi-a-ra-

His toa nua Ris con ta-