Crystalpaw

* Crystalpaw
* Crystalpaw's Scar

> *There's- There's- The bush is breathing!"* **-Crystalkit to Finchkit and Swirlpaw**
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## **Appearance**

Crystalpaw is a white furred turkish angora with heterochromia, one amber eye and one blue eye. She has a large scar that runs from above her left eye down to her stomach.

## **Personality**

Crystalpaw is bubbly, flirty, outgoing, and sometimes even impossibly annoying. She can be overly hyped over the smallest things and often gets into trouble. Crystalpaw also has major FOMO, which is basically '*fear of missing out*'. She can be very blunt with her words at times, as she has a hard time understanding others' feelings. Her emotions have slightly died down, and Crystalpaw is more serious now, after seeing the loss of so many close Clanmates. Recently, she's become rather silent, and seems to be tired all the time, even after a full night's rest, or an afternoon nap.

## **Names**

Kit: Crystalkit

Apprentice: Crystalpaw

Wandering Spirit: Crystalpaw

## **Family**

Father: Snowfall †

Mother: Nightsky †

Siblings: Frostpaw, Daisypaw †, & Amberpaw.

Best Friend(s): Finchbreeze (Formerly) & Skyepaw (Formerly, Missing)

## **Education**

Mentor: Rabbitchaser (Current), Eclipseshade (Formerly)

Apprentice: None

## **Quotes**

* *"I found the stream we were looking for, Finchkit."* **-Crystalkit trying to convince herself that Finchkit was okay.**
* *"There's- There's- The bush is breathing!"* **-Crystalkit to Finchkit and Swirlpaw.**
* *"Why's he still alive? Is he a prisoner or somethin'?"* **-Crystalpaw to Finchbreeze about Corpse.**
* *"It's Crystalpaw, you moron."* **-Crystalpaw to Finchbreeze.**

## **Trivia**

* Crystalpaw's favorite sibling is Frostpaw.
* She was made an apprentice at 11 moons.
* Crystalpaw was originally created by the RPer **Scratch**.
* Corpse ripped her stomach open while she was saving Finchbreeze, resulting in the scar she now has.
* Crystalpaw randomly went unconscious during Phantom's Meeting for a brief amount of time.

## Killed Victims

1. Kindkit (Gave Deathberries, Indefinite)
2. Rose (Murdered In Her Sleep)
3. Wolfpaw (Drowned)
4. Buzzardpaw (Killed In His Sleep)

## Crystalpaw's Death

> Time had seemed to come to a standstill, passing along without Crystalpaw even realizing it. Each day brought with it a new wave of darkness, lapping at her paws until eventually they lifted her out of her nest, out of camp, and to the cliffside. There she sat, staring out at the crashing waves that sprayed water up almost within reach. Up here there was no stopping the harsh wind as it buffeted her pelt, revealing just how skinny she had let herself get. It had been a good moon since she’d been freed from Phantom’s wrathful ghost. Wraith had helped her with that. Had banished her mother back to whatever hellish place she’d come from.
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> By now it was clear that her ribs were poking out from her thinning fur, and her eyes held a dull glaze within them. Her claws were no longer sharp but dull and a few matts coated her fur. She was pretty sure the tiny stabs of pain were from tics, but she hadn't bothered the medic about them. They had enough to worry about without trying to heal problems that were her own fault.
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> Despite her silence, Crystalpaw felt trapped within her own mind. A younger version of herself, yowling in pain at everything that had happened over the last few moons. Before, she had dedicated her days to training herself - but without that encouraging smile and steadfast belief, her paws slipped easily on the slick doubt that had made its home in her mind.
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> Up ahead a hawk cried out and drew the WindClan warrior-aged apprentice’s attention. Ignoring once again the hunger that ripped her stomach apart, Crystalpaw stood as her eyes tracked the bird. It was flying high above, dipping and ducking in between the clouds. Free, able to soar high above from all of the chaos erupting on the ground.
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> Suddenly, before she really knew what was happening, she was sprinting. Paws gliding across the ground as her eyes remained upturned to the sky. Once again the hawk cried, as if recognizing the unofficial race started by the she-cat who pushed her legs harder against the ground.
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> *They say, "You're a little much for me*
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> *You're a liability... You're a little much for me"*
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> Unfurling around her heart was the sadness she had been feeling for quite sometime. Crystalpaw hadn't recognized it until the meeting, truly how alone she felt in her Clan. There weren't really any cats she felt as though she could truly turn to, no solid relationships to fall back on.
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> *So they pull back, make other plans*
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> *I understand, I'm a liability.*
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> *Get you wild, make you leave*
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> Just as the hawk cried above, so too did Crystalpaw. Sprinting along the cliffside, she parted her maw and let out a wail. Hot tears fell from her eyes and stained her cheeks before falling to the path below. Her heartbeat matched the drum of her paws against the earth, thumping in her ears matching the rushing sound blood to her ears. There was so much she had left to say, so much she had left to do. But the hunger pains grew line vines, constricting her already burning muscles.
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> *I'm a little much for*
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> *E-a-na-na-na, everyone*
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> Soon enough the hawk let out one last cry and veered from its course. Crystalpaw slowed her run until she was just barely going faster than a walk. Exhaustion ate away at her vision as she stumbled a bit. By now, the pain had grown considerably. It seized her chest, her head, her paws, her tail. She let out a gasped breath as she finally came to a standstill, attempting to fight off the dark spots that threatened to knock her off balance.
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> *They're gonna watch me*
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> *Disappear into the sun*
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> She wanted to say goodbye. To Blossomstar. To Finchbreeze. To Skyepaw. To Frostpaw. To Amberpaw. Too late realizing that there were cats she could talk to, turn to. Let them know she had not been feeling good, that something was severely off. Lifting her head, she could just make out the edge of the camp walls, but no matter how much her mind told her to move her paws, they wouldn't budge. With another gasp she felt her legs crumple under her weight and her face hit the ground first.
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> *You're all gonna watch me*
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> *Disappear into the sun*
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> The last thing she felt on her pelt were the warm rays of the setting sun. Her blue and yellow eyes were staring ahead at the camp as she lay on her flank on the moorland. It was washing over her now, the nothingness. Tugging at her fur, trying to bring her all the way under. A soft sight left her. **"Be safe..."** Her words were barely audible as she felt her flank rise and fall one last time.
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> Sightless eyes stared ahead, towards the home she had loved so much. One that she would always continue to watch over, even in death.
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## Gallery

Edited Art by KatNotFound of **Crystalpaw** after getting her scar from Corpse.