Angelica Camara

Angelica Camara Angelica. A
pretty name, many girls love.  Born on July 1, 1997 She doesn’t want to be known. She wants to be famous. Loves
dancing, singing and talking. She
may not look shy, but believe me she is. Before,
hates teaching but now loves it deeply. Been
to hardships with friends, family and even to her own herself. Can
be friendly sometimes stoic. Liberated
sometimes reserved.

## Out of the Woods

“ Are we out of the woods yet? Are we out
of the woods yet? Are out of the woods?”

She
was happy, being with her friends. Nothing can compare the happiness  that the girl was feeling until one day,
‘they’ became ‘her’.  At first the girl
doesn’t know what to do, where to start? Yes she lost some friends in her life
but this event was the worst of them all. She was not ready for it, so she
pretended that it was okay even if her guts wanted to burst out like a n
erruption of a volcano.

I’m Not Okay – My Chemical Romance

*“Well if*
you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.

*I never*
want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.

*For all*
the dirty looks, the photographs your NEW FRIENDS took,

*Remember*
when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

*I'm not*
okay

*I'm not*
okay

*I'm not*
okay

*You wear*
me out”

That girl lost her way. Always hanging
with her bestfriend, talking to different strangers and cursing all the people
who blocks her way. She doesn’t give a crap on what other people say to her and
even with her so called ‘friends’ BUT thats what she said...

*“Hello, hello, hello, how low*

*With the lights out, it's less dangerous*

*Here we are now, entertain us*

*I feel stupid and contagious*

*Here we are now, entertain us*

*A mulatto, an albino, a mosquito, my*
libido”

Every night something
weird happens, this girl  who claims that
she’s fine, she’s okay, she doesn’t care goes online only to see the updates of
her so called ‘friends’ . Yes she became a stalker, but is it worth it? Worth
it being a stalker to some people who doesn’t care about you and pretends that
you didn’t exist?

Eyes  filled with darkness.  Confidence that is filled with shame. Hell
doesn’t scare me.  Shivers escalated to
her spine saying those words. She kept on holding the words that her former
friends said. Crying everynight and stalking became her new habit.

Approaching someone has
been a great fear of her its like a knife that is ready to be stabbed at you
once you are rejected. At first she’s
just beside the knife trying to hold it fimrly to her hand but as she
slowly trying to hold the knife firmly on her hand the knife slipped and
pierced  on her foot.

Losing her sanity became
the demon’s joy.  Loneliness became her
best friend , wool- gathering became her friend and being alone is what completes
her day.

Alone Together – Fall out Boy

*“I don't know where you're going,*
But do you got room for one more troubled soul

I don't know where I'm going,

But I don't think I'm coming home

And I said, I'll check in tomorrow if I don't
wake up dead

This is the road to ruin and we're starting at
the end”

After crying her guts out,
her tall tower became a home to the last person she wants to be with.

“Can I tag along with yout
w” she asked “Yeah sure, but what really happened?”  she shrugged, looked down to show that she
didn’t really remember what really happened ever since they got cold to her.

Tell me something I don’t know by
Selena Gomez

*“Everybody tells*
me that it's so hard to make it

*It's so hard to*
break it

*There's no way to*
fake it

*Everybody tells*
me that it's wrong what I'm feeling

*I shouldn't*
believe in

*The dreams that*
I'm dreaming.

*I hear it*
everyday

*I hear it all the*
time

*I'm never gonna*
amount to much

*But they're never*
gonna change my mind

*No!*

*Tell me, Tell me*
something I don’t know”

After
sometimes these 3 girls eventually became friends and completely accepted the
girl’s invitation. She became comfortable with them until another girl
experienced the same panic attack and joined them. These 4 girls are named Bora
the lost one and two girls Myrrh and Raven, the new one, Nadine.