Racer Cowberry

## Bio History

Racer Cowberry

**Uncle.** Cowberry Sauce

**Aunt.** Baked Cherry

**Younger Cousin.** Cherry Milk

### Affiliation

**Before the war.**Peppered Cowberry, Cinnamon Cowberry, Cowberry Sauce, Baked Cherry, Cherry Milk, Miss Boysenberry, Raspberry Pancake, Glitter Berry, Sparkle Berry, Tart Cowberry, Rocket Cloudberry, Neon Berry, The Kids.

**During the war.**

Peppered Cowberry, Cinnamon Cowberry, Cowberry Sauce, Baked Cherry, Cherry Milk, Miss Boysenberry, Raspberry Pancake, Glitter Berry, Sparkle Berry, Tart Cowberry, Rocket Cloudberry, Neon Berry, The Kids, Skull, Apocalyptic.

**After his death.**

Amagna Okubi

### Marital Status

Omnisexual.Has sexual intercourse multiple times with Raspberry Pancake, Sparkle Berry, Tart Cowberry, and Rocket Cloudberry

**Likes.** Skull.

### Likes

Gems, dancing, flesh, sacrifices, blood, his cousin, wine, limes, salt, A.I's, guns, cars, motorcycles, comfortable beds, shoes, leather, dogs, foggy days, figs, pies, cakes, climbing, windows, mouthwash, fish, sleeping in, free days, neon, knives, walking around in the daytime, stuffed toys, musicals, video games, movies, painkillers, raw meat, caterpillars, moths, the lunch ladies and cleaners at his old school, pillows.

### Dislikes

Not getting paid on time, "deadbeats" and clingy sugar daddy's and mommy's, customers grabbing at him, waking up with a headache, cheap food, losing a stuffed toy, pink pudding, lobsters, boredom, his old schools, his teachers and classmates, being alone, cigarette smoke, green apples, being beaten, judgmental people, police, politics, falling down, corn, boiled eggs, baked goose, pet names.

☆- Racer Cowberry. Racer Cowberry was born on a humid foggy morning in his own house. His mother and father couldn't afford the doctors or midwives so it was a miracle Racer's mother didn't die during the birthing and that her son didn't die. Now, Racer wonders if it would've been better if he didn't live. Growing up, Racer's family struggled with bills, food, and work. Racer's mother and father both worked two jobs to send their son to school. There, Racer had to suffer with his classmates and teachers who hated him because of where he lived and for being a Disregard. Often kids would say he had human meat in his lunch bag to the teachers and Racer would be forced to throw it away. Racer was too scared to say anything so he obeyed and came home hungry. There would be days where Racer would walk into his school with no lunch because there was never enough food in the house. The lunch ladies would pity him and feed him the food that was a day old. Racer's father's younger brother would send him food and milk as well as clothes for Racer. Racer's mother would go and watch over Racer's uncle and aunt's new daughter while Racer went to school. It was shaky but it worked.

## Expelled.

Racer was not a dumb kid in school, but smarter than his other classmates. Still, that didn't save him from the beatings and teasing. At last, Racer was a teenager and nothing was going right like always. Racer's father got sick and bed-ridden adding more to the bills. Racer's father begged Racer and his mother to leave him but they refused. Disregards take care of each other until the end. Racer's mother worked and took care of her husband while Racer worked before school. Racer struggled keep up with his class and turned his work in late but he passed his tests and grades, the teachers didn't care what happened to him so they flunked Racer from high school even though he wasn't failing. After school, Racer hid behind the school, weeping into his jacket and holding his papers. His old classmates found him there and beat him until Racer bled. Racer stayed at the school, bleeding and scared that his mother and father would throw him out. Racer's mother found him there and cleaned Racer's face with her apron and wiped the blood off the floor. Racer looked at his mother as she sucked the blood out of her apron to keep her son in her. She didn't need to tell him, Racer knew that his mother and father would always keep him because Disregards stay together until the end.

Secret Job

Racer Cowberry stayed at home with his father until he found another job. Racer Cowberry struggled and his paychecks were even lower. Racer often met Cherry Milk when he took the job of driving the bus, but he was quickly fired from that. Cherry Milk and Racer Cowberry talked and met with each other almost everyday, but soon Cherry Milk couldn't find her Racer and only met with him for a few times. Racer said his new job keeps him pretty busy and that he'll meet up with her soon. Cherry Milk didn't know what Racer's new job was and asked what was it. Racer never really told her. Racer gave half of his paycheck to his mother who wanted to know where was he working to get so much money.

Racer only said "just my job".

Racer Cowberry had taken the job of prostitution, exotic dancing, and being a sugar baby at clubs and online. It was dangerous work, but Racer was sick of everything and prostitution was his last hope when he avoided it for years. Cherry Milk found out one night after coming home from the library. Cherry Milk found Racer talking to someone and getting his pay. Racer hid his face when he saw Cherry Milk after the person left and tried to leave, but Cherry Milk caught up with him. Racer Cowberry said nothing as he and his little cousin walked into their favorite milkshake shop. At the booth, Cherry Milk drank her milkshake as Racer told her his story from the beginning. Racer took the job of prostitution to help his mother and father with the bills and to feed them both. People are willing to pay for his body. Racer had to take the job. Cherry Milk nodded her head as Racer played with his spoon and said that he hated it and the people but he is doing it for the ones he loves and for Cherry Milk. Cherry Milk said that it was all right and that there is no shame in selling your body to help someone you love. Racer smiled weakly at her and asked her about school. Cherry Milk and Racer talked until closing time. Racer begged Cherry Milk not to tell his mother and father as well as anyone else. Cherry Milk told him that his secret stays with her until she dies. Racer and Cherry Milk walked hand and hand to Cherry Milk's home. Each day, Cherry Milk would run to the payphone to call Racer and tell him about her day. Racer looked forward to her calls and always told her how proud he was of her and to stay in school so she won't fail like him. Cherry Milk told Racer that he never failed, they just never gave him a chance. After talking and hanging up, Racer would wipe the tears out of his eyes before getting back to work.

Things are still bad for Racer. Customers become too demanding and grab at him, some beat him when it is time to pay up. Racer's boss tries to make up for it but there is not much she can do since no one cares or helps the workers. Racer has to keep his body slim and work out so he won't get raped when it is time to pay for his services, doctor appointments in case Racer catches a sexual transmitted disease as well as his shots. Racer hates it along with the other workers but they stick together. Cherry Milk often visits Racer in the brothel or finds him in the joints where Racer hangs with his friends. Racer's friends say how adorable Cherry Milk is and watch over her in the backroom when Racer has a customer or is preforming. Cherry Milk is not allowed in the audience or in the rooms with Racer due to being a minor and because she is not a worker. She can only go to the back room because she is related to Racer. Cherry Milk often jokes with Racer that she is thinking about quitting school and working with him. Racer laughs and tells her he'll see her next year at the brothel. Racer and Cherry Milk laugh before staring sadly at each other. Racer walks Cherry Milk home after school whenever he is not busy. With a hug and a kiss on the head, Cherry Milk heads inside her house with ten gems. Looking out the window, Cherry Milk watches Racer walk away back to his job. Cherry Milk is determined to get a good job and house so Racer can stay with her and not at the brothels. Racer is scared of what will happen to him when he becomes too old for his job and what if his parents find out. Cherry Milk tells him not to fear because she'll find a place for both of them. Racer smiles but knows that that is a pipe dream and continues to worry.

Years go by and Racer gets a call that Cherry Milk is going to get a scholarship. Racer is overjoyed that his little cousin made it but his joy turned into sorrow when they rejected Cherry Milk like how they did with him. Cherry Milk hid in the girls' bathroom after the ceremony and Racer stood at the door talking quietly to her that it is all right and that he is still so proud of her. Cherry Milk cried in the bathroom as Racer tried to soothe her from behind the door. Cherry Milk and Racer knew what they were both thinking. Racer wept as he told her that she won't wind up like him. Cherry Milk said to Racer that in a few years, she'll be standing by a room waiting for a customer. Racer cried and begged her not to talk like that and to keep trying. Cherry Milk knew it was over for her. Racer pleaded her to talk to him but Cherry Milk stayed quiet. Racer got a call from his boss to return back to work because a customer wanted his service. Cherry Milk heard all of it. Racer wept and told Cherry Milk he had to go. Pressing both hands on the door and his head, Racer said that he is proud of Cherry Milk for making it this far when he didn't. Racer pleaded once more to Cherry Milk to try again when the school year starts up again. Cherry Milk said nothing as Racer left the school crying. That summer, Racer barely saw Cherry Milk who stopped visiting him. At the grocery stores, Racer would see Cherry Milk bagging groceries but she avoided him. Racer was heartbroken that his cousin stopped talking to him and always read her last text message. "I'm going to get my scholarship! We did it, Racer!!" Racer's eyes blur reading the message. One day before school begins, Cherry Milk visited Racer in the backroom where Racer was getting ready. Racer embraced her and asked if she was ready for the school year. Cherry Milk nodded her head and said that she'll graduate high school and hopefully she'll find a decent job. Racer's heart filled with joy and light hearing this. Grabbing Cherry Milk's hand, Racer took her to his locker to give her a gift. Racer frowned and playfully flicked Cherry Milk when she giggled at what was inside his locker. Moving his stuff around, Racer pulled out a box and handed it to Cherry Milk. Inside the box was a new outfit and boots, a new backpack, and new school supplies he bought for her. Cherry Milk begged Racer to return everything but Racer only hugged Cherry Milk and told her that he'll always be proud of her and to keep up with her studies. Cherry Milk was crying and she threw her arms around Racer's neck as she told him that she loves him. Racer hugged her tight until she stopped crying. Cherry Milk kissed Racer on the head good bye before getting on the bus to go home. Racer waved goodbye to his cousin, unaware that this is the last time he'll see her as a little girl. The next day during his break, Racer got a call from Cherry Milk's mother that something terrible has happened at the school and Cherry Milk was missing. Racer looked everywhere for her, but Cherry Milk was gone. Racer's heart broke in a million pieces but he had to return back to work to help his dying father and his sick mother. A few months later, a check came in for Racer from an unknown person. The check was 1,000 gems. Enough for Racer to pay his rent and for food. Racer looked at the envelope and saw letter written inside that read: "Just a little something. Keep my secret safe as I have for you. I love you so much and stay safe. Love Milky." Racer kept the letter in his wallet and hid Cherry Milk's secret. Racer now knew that Cherry Milk joined Cyanide's arm but kept it from Cherry Milk's parents as well as his own.

## Facts.

☆- Racer Cowberry actually came in a dream like Razor Blackberry. In the dream, I knew he was going to die.

☆-Racer Cowberry was originally supposed to be Cherry Milk's older brother. That was changed and I decided to make him her older cousin.

☆-Racer Cowberry was originally a homosexual, but Omisexual's are left in the dark most of the time. So I made him an Omisexual. Looks better on him anyway imo. Racer leans towards men when it comes to romance.

☆- In the next life, Racer becomes what he was studying so hard to be. A cardiologist.

## Quotes.

☆- "Ready to party, everyone?"

☆- "Wow, some friend you are, A. Selling your friend to some whore like me to get what *you* want. Typical human."

☆-"Disregards stick together. We are not like you all who leave when it gets bad. Even Deities do it."

☆-"Home . . . **NO!** I will not return back to that life! Your precious Deities gave us this awful life, now I'm getting all of us out!"

☆-"Blackmailing me, huh? If you tell my parents about my job, I'll tell your wife how you me payed 509 gems to dance on you and how you visit this place weekly. I even have pictures of that night and the nights before. So go ahead and tell."

☆-"Cherry Milk, I'll always be proud of you. You did so much better than I. You have a higher chance in life. Even if you bag groceries for the rest of your life, you'll never have to sell your body like I have to each day and night. Yes, it hurts . . . But we are Disregards. We stick together. Your family will always be there for you unlike your classmates' family who get rid of them if they fail at school. If something happens to your parents, I'll be there, okay? I'm proud of you and I love you so much."

☆-"There is no, and never will be real love for a whore. We are only toys and nothing else. All the customers feel is lust, not love."

☆- "I fell in love with the wrong people, Skull. I thought they truly loved me and I gave too much of myself to them. I was aching for real love and now I see that they only love the outside, not the inside. Will I ever find real love? . . . Maybe . . .? Perhaps . . .? Forget it. Forget I said anything."

☆- "I don't like this, Skull . . . I'm scared . . *I don't want to die . . .*"

☆-"The one with skulls. . . I like him" (Talking to Rocket Cloudberry and Tart Cowberry )

## Personality.

☆- Racer Cowberry is tricky and gets what he wants by his charm. He is talkative and knows how to haggle until he gets a decent price. Racer Cowberry is dangerously seductive and sensual. His ways serve him a good purpose during the war. As sexual as he is, Racer is known to be thoughtful and caring to humans, animals, and anyone he meets.

## Theme.

☆- TBA

Ms paint. Damn.Update. Forgot his blackened eyes.