Dustcloud

D U S T C L O U D

~ "They promised dreams could come true, but forgot to mention nightmares are dreams too." ~

**ROLEPLAYER**| Lonelywhisper/Inkygenolphys74
**STATUS**| Alive/Active
**GENDER**| Male
**BREED**|Turkish Angora x Munchkin mix
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**GROUP**| CrescentClan
**RANK**| Druid Novice
**APPRENTICE**| N/A
**PAST RANKS**| Tyke
**AGE**| 6 ish Moons
**PAST NAMES**| Dustkit

**PHYSICALDESCRIPTION**
Dustpaw was the kit who is most like his father, at least with size. The kit was weirdly small, even though he isn't exactly the runt. His fur isn't super soft, in fact it's really thick and dense. It tends to spike out rather then flop like softer fur. Dustkit is an overall white kit with light cream, dark cream, light brown, and dark brown speckles covering his coat. His eyes are a beautiful cyan, like his mother's. He's equipped with dull, yet long claws. He'll grow to be a small cat.
**MENTALDESCRIPTION**
Dustpaw is very unstable and sensitive. He jumps at almost everything, and tends to cry alot. Although it's against his star sign traits, (Sagittaurius) he is very very sensitive of other's feelings and is careful of saying things. He is very curious and usually open to many activities and many different people. He is an introvert, but tries to hide it by being hyper and all bouncy and excited (it actually drains so much energy from him). He needs alot more confidence. He envies those who are careless, since he worries about everything. He is sweet on the inside, even if he seems awkward at first.

*Ever since his entire family kinda just, disappeared one by one, he has felt.... the same as his roleplayer i guess. Alone.*

**FAMILY**
*Format:*

**FRIENDS**
*Format:*
**Lonelysilhouette**| --%"...I won't accept it. I don't accept it. You couldn't have died. Just no."**Honeypaw**|95%"I feel like I shouldn't rely on someone like her. But...She's the only one I can depend on other than Omen and Topaz. *I can be useful to her.*"
**Blizzardmoon**| 50%"Should I still trust him? Ever since he got his eye sight back, He's been so strange. Talking about symetry...?"
**Ophidianpaw**|20%
"He's my superior...but I haven't really gotten to know him very well yet. My first impression of him wasn't very.... nice.  Infact he is kinda scary."
**ROMANCE**
**SEXUALITY|** Straight
**CANDY EYE**| Dust is an overall small cat, so he would like it if his mate was small too. He honestly doesn't care about anything else, but he is scared of scars, so a feline with huge amounts of scars, wouldn't really match him well... He wants a cat who's got a bold sense of who they are, but even if they don't, Dust will probably help them find their true north anyways. He alson needs someone stable, preferably independent and maybe bashful.
**TURN ONS**| Dust prefers cats that ask questions, so he can answer them and help them. He would like someone with a firece personality, fiesty and out going, or someone reserved, quiet and shy, someone who's polite. Integrity is a pretty strong trait of Dust's afterall.
**TURN OFFS**| Dust doesn't like trouble makers, or people with a manipulating personality. Show-offs are okay, but boasting isn't in his opinion.
**CATS DUSTCLOUD LIKES**| N/A
**CATS THAT LIKE DUSTCLOUD**| N/A

**CURRENT PHYSICAL HEALTH**
He is in perfect condition.
**CURRENT MENTAL HEALTH**
He sees demons, monsters in the shape of a cat, in his dreams and next to cats. He also believes that he is useless. Currently he is really unstable and uh might need some help dealing with the fact that his entire litter excluding him left the clan.
**STRENGTHS**
Dust is pretty observant, and is quick to pick up any signs of danger. He's most obvious trait, is his desire to help others. He uses his observing ability to spot any bad signs of a friend. He can tell if they want no one to know of their hurting, and he will keep quiet.
**WEAKNESSES**
Dust is gullible, and is easily manipulated. He may be a pacifist, but he can be turned to genocide pretty quickly. He is the sort of person who would happily get hurt, but would be very effect if someone close to him is hurt. He may or may not be a **certain** cat's puppet.

(19/12/17)
Dustkit, along with Gulfkit Chivekit and Seakit are born.
(2/18)
Dust is chosen to be a druid novice.

**LEAST FAVORITE PREY|** Squirrels
**LEAST FAVORITE SEASON|** New-leaf
**LEAST FAVORITE WEATHER|** Any sort of Precipitation. Especially thunderstorms**LEAST FAVORITE TIME OF DAY|** Mornings**FEARS|**He has many MANY phobias. but his most prominent ones are; loud noises, starting a relationship and fear of losing anyone close to him.

"WHY AM I SO USELESS?! ALL I CAN DO IS SCREAM AND CRY! I WISH I HAD NEVER BEEN BORN!"
Dustkit.

"I'm so alone, I'm so afraid."
Dustpaw

**Naming**
"My last son. You're beautiful in a different way. You're different.. but special. My beautiful son.. You already mean so much to me. I promise you, I'll take care of you. I promise. I know you don't know it yet, but your name has lots of meaning. Twigheart, my foster mother, was a kitty pet in her younger years. She described so many different things but one of the things I remembered the most was dust. She told me that the dust covered every untouched object and surface in her kitty pet nest. I found it amazing. How could one thing cover so many different things? You, Dustkit, were named after the way dust covers something and changes how it's seen. I hope you'll bring the good out in people. But don't be swept aside, my son. You're beautiful. Your pelt is like mine and my father's.. And your fur is like your mother's and my mother's. Your eyes are beautiful.. The perfect cyan like your mother's. My son, you are another star in my universe. Another planet. Welcome to the world, Dustkit." (~Omenlight)
**Nightmares.**
I wonder why. I honestly do. Why do I see these scary things? I don't want to see them. I don't want to. Get out of my head get out of my head get out of my head get out of my head get out of my head. Get out of my head, before I tell on you. Get out of my head before I listen to your voices. Get out of my head before I admit that I need you. Get out of my head before my thought ends.
But, a thought is never finished; Just keeps going and going. It never stops, never ceases to end. It never stops existing.
**Trauma**
Topaz went to fetch water from the pool, and she greeted Snickerwhisper cheerfully. He didn't respond. She asked him what was wrong, and was answered with muttering which turned into cries of help. She offered him some water, only to be pushed into the pool, and shoved into it's depths. Snicker seemed to be enjoying it. He was even smiling underwater. They were held there, until Snicker snapped out of it. He swam back up to the surface, dragging Topaz desperatly. Omenlight, watched in horror as Topaz sputtered, and gasped. Omenlight was baffled, his best friend, tried to drown his mate?! It... can't be. The whole time, Dustkit and Seakit watched.  Newly found terror, resided in their souls.
**Changes**
For some reason, I'm not sure, but uh... Theres so many kits? I... I don't mind any of them, infact I want to be friends. But... They'll judge won't they? They'll talk and whisper. They'll be really scary. Thats what ***they*** said! I'm sure they're all really nice, and they probably wanna make friends... But...It's just... so...hard. Why do I find it so hard to make friends? Well... at least I have Seakit. And everyone else who's my friend! Surely they won't judge me... right?
**Keep pretending.**
No one likes me as me... I just need to keep pretending! Keep pretending Yes yes yes. No one will know! No no no no! Just needa keep pretending! Keep being the Dustkit everyone loves! Because otherwise, they'll ignore you, they'll leave you all alone! No. not really alone. I guess I kinda want friends other than my family and ***them... They'll keep me company. THey're always there!***I just need to keep on pretending. Keep pretending. Keep pretending! They'll never EVER know!
**Coincidence.**
It's almost like, our Clan has disappeared and revived. (DUSTY UR BREAKING THE FOURTH WALL OH MY CHICKEN NUGGETS) Even so, I don't feel any older or younger. I saw something tho. Blizzardmoon said there was something wrong. He asked me to guide him to the thunderpath. I did, but what I saw next was... alot of red. Blizzard grabbed me by the scruff as soon as we approached the thunderpath. He told me later, that he knew at that moment that I wasn't supposed to see that thing. Lonely's mate, Lavender was killed and then Lonely disappeared. What's going on? Lonely told me that his destiny was to die, thats the last thing he ever said to me...Its not fair!
**Useless**
I'm so useless, I'm so useless. All I can do is scream and cry. I wish I had never been born. Some even agree!
**Finding out about Lonely's death**
I know....You said your destiny was to die. Everyone's is. Is that why you couldn't believe in yourself? I think I understand now. You told me you named yourself Lonely, instead of that other name. Say, what if I told you that I promised that when i next saw you I would tell you about my secrets too? What if I told you that I...I gave up too? I cried when I saw your body. I wasn't even sure, were you sleeping? I couldn't think properly after that. It's like my life is filled with misfortune and death of those around me.
**Left behind**
Dustpaw sat in the pouring rain outside of camp, where Lonely's body had been. He had no one left. None of his family was in the clan, and he practically had no friends. He wished he was strong. If only someone would save him, and help him out of the depths of his misery. If only he hadn't lost everyone, if only he had been turned to a different path. He might as well become a recarnation of his dead friend. Say, what happened to that kit that was always bouncing around, excited and happily playing with everyone?

**!! All coding/layout credit goes to ShatteredEcho1o2 !!**