Deirdre (22378)

### Color

Frosted Silver Amber Champagne Tovero(Ee/Aa/nCh/nZ/TT/nO/Dpdp/CCm/Rvrv/Ftft/Blbl/Ifif)

### Genetic String

WmWm/Mwmw/RmRm/SdWv/crlcrl/frfr/pipi/AUAU/ll/ilil/vv

## Deirdre (22378)

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### Canon History/Notes:

* I adopted her and really clicked with her... for a while. But she fell into the curse of her original plans falling through.
* She was constantly at war with herself on her stance towards the gods. She hated them, but also feared them. But she also refused to worship them for everything they'd done to her.
* She lived to be 10 years old. Her cause of death has been listed as peacefully passing in her sleep.

### Canon Character Bio (2016):

*Please do not correct errors, this a direct copy of her in-game biography little(er) me wrote. I do not want this tampered with. Thank you!*

SO: Desperus

Best Friend: Open

Rival: Open

Foals: Himaesia, Khisalli (Adoptive), Calarene

Theme Song: [Undecided]

"I am the one of sorrows.

Just try to make me smile.

I bet you can't.

I know you can't.

Isn't this a fun little game~?

The one who wins,

Shall win my heart,

Won't you give it a try?

It didn't work?

Oh that's too bad,

Perhaps you'll try again.

This game won't end until it's won,

For surely there must be a victor."

Deirdre. The One of Sorrows. A once-cheerful filly with a big heart and a broad imagination. Kind to all, always dauntless. Blind to the eyes that stared and deaf to razor tongues. But slowly the harshness of the world began to take its toll, and this beautiful filly was finally pinned by the torment. Now, you're considered lucky if her eyes even meet yours. Deirdre hasn't smiled since the day she learned the truth: She is unwanted. Even by death.

Deirdre is well aware that her coat is what bears her curse. It is well known that Deirdre was born in the year of Nox; born almost pure white in the year ruled by the Goddess of Death. It is said that surely Nox had been displeased in the filly's birth, for that very same day, she had stolen the filly's mother as her own. Yet she kept Deirdre alive in her misery and guilt. Water Lily had still died because of her---whether Nox had interfered or not.

As time went on, Deirdre distanced herself from her herd more and more. A smile never crosses her face, and her eyes shine with painful emotions. She is what she is, and she can't change that. Nor can just one troubled filly like herself change the world by herself. All the disgusting lies, emotionless flirting, and self-interest of others she's seen... It's giving her a warped illusion of the world. To her, everything is just another candy-coated misery and she is just an insignificant blemish. Her mind is constantly racing with similar, negative thoughts. Deidre has become a cynical, pessimistic girl.

She is only interested in horses that have a heart bigger than their ego. The ones that make her smile---those are the ones she wants in her life. They are her only source of joy in this life.

And a happy life she would lead indeed. She settled down with a stallion who had earned her full trust, and is the proud mother of three. Two of them the birthed, one was lovingly taken under her wing. She found love in the most unexpected of places, her childhood friend Desperus. But when the year of Vita came, the goddess was determined to wipe this mare's past pain away. Grudgingly, Nox agrreed. To let her rest while she was ahead, to go out in the best of ways: Peacefully, in her sleep, did Deirdre finally get to meet the mother she had never met... She will always watch over her children and family, and she will be there waiting patiently to reunite with them, her eyes bright. The spirit she once had has fully returned to her. She feels like a filly all over again, and she could not be more at peace.

## Family

* She was born to Languor and Water Lily. Water Lily died giving birth to her.
* Her father was never around.
* She had many siblings, but was close to none of them.
* She fell in love with her long-time friend, Desperus.
* She had 3 foals.
	+ Two were with Aiden: Himaesia and Calarene
	+ One was with Vectis: Scarlett
* She adopted a mule, Khisalli (Lost), as her own.

## Relationships

* This information is missing or lost.
* She fell in love with a long-time friend, Desperus.
* I don't think she had very many friends.
* It's possible she had ties to Eo Nomine.