Find It, Stare at It.

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## General Information

### Length

4:22

"*Love me, hug me.*"— **Description from the music video**
**Find It, Stare at It.** (みつけて、みつめて。, *Mitsukete, Mitsumete.*[?]) is a song by Guchiry featuring IA ROCKS. It is the tenth track of the album *Butterfly Dream*.

## Lyrics

* Japanese
* Romaji
* English

窓越しの天井は　冷たい色をしていた

空の花瓶に水を与える侍女はどこか朧気で

愛を欲してた　わたしを見て欲しくて

誰彼と構わず　手を取る‘‘あなた’’と踊る

アレがしたい　コレがしたい　わがままばかりのお子様は

アレがきらい　コレがきらい　選り取り　選り好み　し放題

最低だ

愛だ　恋だ　言った　‘‘あなた’’はいつも

あーだこーだ言って　わたしを置いていく

ただ見つめて欲しかっただけなのに　どうして？

最初からきっと　視界の中に　わたしはいないのね

花弁が散る

食べかけのトーストは　浅黒い色をしていた

皿の縁に零れた　紅い　甘い匂い

降り出した　雨　荒れる心

目盛り傷が描く　今日の午後

誰かわたしを見て　誰かわたしを見て

誰かわたしを見つめて

ありふれた　言葉だけじゃ　わがままばかりのお子様は

満たされない　満たされたい　止まらない欲に逆らえない

わたしを止めて

いつかのこと　記憶の底に

沈んだ思いは死んだ　看取られぬまま

理解ってるの　イケナイコトだと　頭じゃ

それでもやめられない　わたしはココにいる

見つけ出してよ

愛だ　恋だ　言った　‘‘あなた’’はいつも

あーだこーだ言って　わたしを置いていく

ただ見つめて欲しかっただけなのに　どうして？

最初からきっと　視界の中に　わたしはいないのね

何一つ　知ることもないまま

花瓶が散る　紅く染まって

Madogoshi no tenjou wa tsumetai iro o shiteita

Sora no kabin ni mizu o ataeru jijo wa doko ka oborogede

Ai o hos shiteta watashi o mite hoshikute

Darekare to kamawazu te o toru ‘‘anata’’ to odoru

Are ga shitai kore ga shitai wagamama bakari no okosama wa

Are ga kirai kore ga kirai yoridori yorigonomi shihoudai

Saiteida

Aida koida itta ‘‘anata’’ wa itsumo

Aadako da itte watashi o oiteiku

Tada mitsumete hoshikatta dakenanoni doushite？

Saisho kara kitto shikai no naka ni watashi wa inainone

Hanabira ga chiru

Tabekake no tousuto wa asaguroi iro o shiteita

Sara no en ni koboreta akai amai nioi

Furidashita ame areru kokoro

Memori kizu ga egaku kyou no gogo

Dare ka watashi o mite dare ka watashi o mite

Dare ka watashi o mitsumete

Arifureta kotoba dakeja wagamama bakari no okosama wa

Mitasarenai mitasaretai tomaranai yoku ni sakaraenai

Watashi o tomete

Itsuka no koto kioku no soko ni

Shizunda omoi wa shinda mitorarenu mama

Ri wakatteru no da to atama ja

Soredemo yamerarenai watashi wa koko ni iru

Mitsukedashiteyo

Aida koida itta ‘‘anata’’ wa itsumo

Aadako da itte watashi o oiteiku

Tada mitsumete hoshikatta dakenanoni doushite？

Saisho kara kitto shikai no naka ni watashi wa inainone

Nanihitotsu shiru koto mo nai mama

Kabin ga chiru akaku somatte

The ceiling through the window had a cold color

The maid of honor who waters the empty vase is somewhat nebulous

I wanted your love, I wanted you to look at me

I dance with "you" who takes my hand regardless of who I am

The child who wants to do this and that, and is selfish all the time

I don't like that one, pick and choose, as much as I want

It sucks.

Love, love, love, you said, "you" always

You're gonna leave me here, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah

I just wanted you to look at me. Why?

I'm sure I wasn't in your line of sight from the start

Petals fall

The half-eaten toast had a sallow black color

A sweet red scent spilled over the edge of the plate

The rain that started pouring down, my stormy heart

Scale scratches depict this afternoon

Someone look at me, someone look at me

Someone look at me all the time

You know, if you're a child who's just a little bit selfish, you can't just say the usual things

Unfulfilled I want to be fulfilled, I can't resist unstoppable greed

Stop me

One day, at the bottom of my memory

My sunken thoughts are dead, left unattended

I know it's wrong, but my head

Still can't stop I'm here

You've got to find out

Love, love, love, you said, "you" always

You're gonna leave me here, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah

I just wanted you to look at me. Why?

I'm sure I wasn't in your line of sight from the start

I never got to know any of it

The vase scatters, stained red

**Original translation done with DeepL, Google Translate and RomajiDesu, edited by Wojobart**

## Background

The song is about a sexually addicted woman who was taken advantage of.

## External Links

### Official

* YouTube (album preview)
* NicoNico (album preview)
* Ameblo - Lyrics

## Trivia

* The song doesn't have an official music video, but a preview video is shown on Guchiry's Twitter account.

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/Icchi1501/status/1122752583884427264
2. ↑ https://twitter.com/bomless\_race/status/1077819224377024512
"性行為依存性の女性。/A sexually addicted woman"
3. ↑ https://twitter.com/bomless\_race/status/1120661831243014145
"都合よく利用された女性の末路です。/This is the fate of a woman who was conveniently exploited."