Doujin 5

Akira has been wearing boy styled clothing.

### Transition Milestones

Akira still occasionally checks herself for any evidence that their 'boy bits' are coming back, but only finds out that she still wets the bed, and has to wear paper disposable panties every day now.

### Relationship Evolution

Rumi has taken quite an interest in Akira, thus kindling a possible Shouji Ai / Yuri relationship between Akira and herself. During a lot of the time at school, Rumi is at Akira's side, watching over her and offering encouragement.

### Lessons Learned

When Fate / Karma / Whatever 'does a number' on you, that probably means that it will be permanent !

ORE GA WATASHI NI NARU MADE (UNTIL I BECOME ME)

CHAPTER 5 OF THE STORY (DOUJINSHI version)

## Previously

When in the school classroom, Akira is seemingly being confronted by two other girls, one of which insists that she looks and acts like a boy. Is Akira really a boy ? Akira is 'sweating bullets', until another girl named Rumi Watai comes over and defends Akira. This act of kindness leads Rumi to invite Akira over to her house. However, social things do not go as planned, when Rumi accidently spills juice all over Akira sitting on the couch. Rumi's Mom tells both girls to go take a bath, together no less ! Rumi is okay, but Akira is a little apprehensive, as this is the first time she will be undressed along with another girl. Yet all went well, until Rumi objects to Mom's idea that Akira can wear pajamas. Rumi insists that Akira get the 'best in the house', therefore, Rumi selects a pretty, adorable, flower print pattern dress for Akira to wear. Silently thinking to herself, Akira notes that this is the first time she has worn a real girl's dress, and not boy styled clothing.

## This Chapter's Story

While teenage female Akira is sleeping, a vivid memory from so long ago surfaces, and is presented to Akira as a dream. In the dream, Akira, and several other kids of about his own age, are messing around on the playground. Mom, and the other mothers are nearby, talking and chatting with one another. One mother comments that Akira is somewhat bigger than the other boys his age. Certainly, he, Akira, will grow up and make a name for himself in the future ! Mom is not so sure; she replies that Akira is just having a growth spurt and is hyperactive. Suddenly, Akira trips on something, and falls to the ground with an almighty "Thud", flat on his face ! Mom cries out Akira's name ! However, Akira pops right back up, shouting that he is fine, he is not hurt at all ! This despite the fact that Akira's nose is gushing blood all over his shirt, and he is all dirty and disheveled. That other mother offers that Akira is so tough, why, he is a *real boy* ! Mom shouts out to Akira if he realizes that his nose is bleeding profusely .... !

"beep, beep, Beep, Beep, BEEP, BEEP, *BEEP, BEEP*, **BEEP, BEEP, BEEP, BEEP**........"

The alarm goes off in Akira's bedroom. As Akira struggles to reach consciousness, she wonders if what she just recalled was really true ? Did it really happen ? Hummm . . . . . . . morning . . . . . . . but it's so hot ! Sweating in my sleep is so awful . . . . . . . . she lazily grabs her crouch . . . . . . "I wet the bed again! . . . and I still don't have my boy bits back!", she mumbles to herself. Haaaa . . . . . . . . I don't even remember the feeling of it between my legs anymore. I should take a shower . . . . . . . crazy summer . . . . . . . . so hot.

Now in the kitchen with Grandmother, and still wearing the striped t-shirt and black shorts that she slept in, Akira announces nonchalantly that she is going to take a shower. Grandma asks if Akira wet the bed again ? Akira says, "Yeah." In the bathroom, in front of the mirror, she acknowledges that it was said that her Mom wet her bed all the way into the fifth grade. Akira wonders what will become of her ? Looking at herself in the mirror, she recalls that they were the tallest boy, up to the third grade. But by then, all of the girls in that third grade class had grown taller than Akira. Feels now like she can't do as much as she used to do as a boy. She takes the t-shirt off, glancing at her bare chest. Her body has stopped growing taller, but her chest is getting bigger; she can feel it ! She stares at her 'muffin tops', the beginning of her breast buds. She tells herself that her hair has, indeed, grown, but she has to keep it long, or the other kids will say that she is trying to look like a boy.

"If the kids at my old school looked at me now, I'm sure that they would not recognize me at all!", she laments.

Finishing up her shower, she tells herself that thinking like that won't do her any good. She then remembers that today at school, the first class is P.E. !

Except at the beginning of the P.E. class, Akira doesn't change into the school's official swimsuit. She, instead, changes into her athletic shirt and shorts, and goes to the side of the pool, and sits down to just watch. One of the boys in the pool yells at her about her always skipping swim class. Don't you want to learn how to swim ? Rumi, also in a shirt and shorts, and sitting next to Akira, yells back at the boy---

"AKIRA-CHAN HAS A FRAIL BODY ! LEAVE HER ALONE !"

For her part, Akira thinks to herself that Rumi should keep her comments to herself. The real reason is that although she wants to swim, it's just that she can't wear the boy's swim trunks, and she doesn't like the one-piece girl's official swimsuit **(\*)**. Early on, Akira used to sit and watch by herself. But as time passed, girls would join her in not swimming for various reasons, usually because they were having their periods. Rumi, for some unknown reason, has begun sitting with me instead of swimming. Plus, Rumi has already started having her periods. Will that happen to me, too ?

After swim class is over, inside the girl's locker room, Akira and Rumi, as well as the other girls, are changing back into their school clothes. While undressing, Rumi asks Akira if she, Akira, is going to the outdoors camp that is soon to take place ? Akira says that she is going, and furthermore, she wants to sleep next to Rumi ! Rumi blushes deeply. Stealing a glance toward Rumi, Akira notices that Rumi, and the girl next to her, are both wearing bras already. Wonder when I will have to start wearing a bra, muses Akira ? That's not something that I want right now. Akira removes her shirt, but feels small, sharp tingles from her breasts, as the shirt is pulled upward. Her bust is getting more and more sensitive. Akira softly yelps, prompting Rumi to ask if she is okay ?

(End Chapter 5)

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## Chapter Lookback, Commentary, and Opinion

**(\*) Girl's swimsuits**

Later on in the story, when Akira buys and wears her first girl's swimsuit, she selects a fashionable bikini ! See Chapter 30, Manga Version.

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NinjaGoemon

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Sep 29, 2019

Akira's chest hurts because that's what happens when breasts are growing. It feels like having a constant bruise around the nipple and chest area. After they're mostly done developing, the pain stops.

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kurisu

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Messages: 430

Sep 30, 2019

She doesn't want them to find out she was a boy because she's afraid everybody's gonna hate her again, which was the reason she left her old school in the first place.

Well yeah, that's what having a trauma means.

Edit: And she does use "ore" [masculine] a lot, at least in her thoughts

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