Ayngel

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> "You and me, we don't mix."
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- Ayngel, to Ori

## Ayngel

* Art (Alive)
* Art (Dead)
* Skin

### Relatives

Unnamed Mother, Aldoro (half-brother), Aluna (half-sister)

## Appearances

### Portrayed by

okloony (Credited as JustAyngel)

**Ayngel** is from Clearing B. She joined The Clearing on September 5th, 2021, after being led there by Squidney. This character is played by okloony. Ayngel died on July 22nd, 2022, dying in the arms of Ori as she succumbed to the injuries she had sustained from getting attacked by a creature in the Dark Maze while attempting to protect him.

* District: 1
* Division: 10
* Issued: ???

## Physiology

### Appearance

Ayngel is a light skinned, humanoid angel with long purple hair and purple eyes, and she has a golden halo and white wings floating on her head due to the fact she is an angel. She wears a yellow sweater and a black skirt with black shoes. Ayngel's clothes are visibly worn, and they have been torn and ripped from time spent in the maze.

## Relationship with other Outsiders

Ayngel hasn't had much time to build up a repetoire with most of the people from Clearing A. Naturally, she distrusts most people and it takes a lot of time for this to change. However, it is shown that she cares for some of them much more than originally thought.

## History

### Before The Maze

Before ending up in the maze, Ayngel lived in District 1 with her parents and her younger half siblings, Alina and Aldoro. We do not know much of her past, but from her diary entries we know she was volunteered for the maze by her parents and that she got along well with her siblings. Her mother was shown to dislike her other children because they were half angels, and Ayngel was always the one who defended them from her and tried to get her to treat them nicer. In these diary entries, we also learn she was trained to go into the maze.

### Before Clearing A

Ayngel was originally from the second clearing along with Magic, Bek, Soup and Krow. The group of them say that their clearing was more advanced, with things like toilets, but was also far more peaceful; they all say that everyone got along. Ayngel was not a runner in her old clearing, and normally stayed within the four walls. It has been confirmed by Ayngel herself that she used to collect pretty things in her old clearing rather than doing any of the jobs that were considered more important.

One day, the gate to their clearing were left open at night and their clearing was attacked. Ayngel took refuge in a cave with Krow and Soup. They stayed there for a while, but eventually Ayngel decided to enter the maze. She ran around the maze alone for two months, but eventually she came across Squidney, dying. They helped each other survive in the maze until Squidney knew where they were and could finally lead them back to Clearing A.

### Entering Clearing A

After entering Clearing A, Ayngel is surrounded by new people and does not know what to think. She is thrust into a new area with new people and a different way of doing things. This, coupled with her guilt of being to blame for the deaths of others and trauma from what happened to her, led Ayngel to be distrustful of Clearing A.

After meeting Ori, Ayngel reacts in a bad way. She feels that he is suspicious and that she cannot trust him. She also doesn't like him because he is a half angel. She also hears about Apo and that he pulled the lever, and Ayngel, who still feels incredibly guilty for what she believes she has done, sees him as someone she can blame for the deaths instead of herself.

After Ayngel found out about Bek cutting the rope and letting her friends die, Ayngel blamed it on Apo. She was in a very bad place mentally and believed that if it wasn't for what Apo did, then Bek wouldn't have had to do what she did. This led Ayngel to go into the maze to try and find Apo and kill him, however she could not bring herself to hurt him after he spoke to her and she left him alone, however this led to Red becoming suspicious of her and thinking she killed him.

Ayngel used to hate herself for running away, for leaving those she loved to die. This explained her behaviour when she first arrived -- she was mean to Ori and she didn't get along very well with many people. She felt that she was to blame and this made her view herself negatively. She has since grown and come to terms with what has happened to her friends, and she is now trying to be a better person and a better friend, shown through how she is trying to be nicer to Ori and how she wants to build up a friendship with him.

When the lava had risen in Clearing A and everyone had to leave, Ori planned to go into the Dark Maze to try and find a way through for everyone else. He went in alone, however Ayngel became worried and followed him in. She found him cornered by a creature, and in an ultimate sacrifice, gave her own life for his and let herself be impaled by the creature. Not yet dying to her injuries, Ori brought her back to the Clearing to try and help her, however there was not much they could do to her before they all had to leave. She decided to stay behind and let everyone else escape without her. She gets offered a few chances to escape, but she turns them down. Even Reddoons comes back and tries to convince her to leave, but it is not enough to convince her to escape and he had to leave her behind after the tree she was resting on caught fire.

She had a memory of her time in Clearing B with Magic and Krow, but was later awoken by Ori, who came back for her. They talked for a while and Ayngel apologized to him for everything, explaining to him her reasons for treating him the way she did. She confided in Ori about her thoughts and feelings and he assured her that everything was okay and that her friends loved her and were proud of her. She eventually died in his arms from her injuries, but she was at peace. For the first time in a long time, she was in peace. *She died happy.*

## Quotes

"If Kyle can map this place out, so can I. I know where I am I just have to find Ori, that's all I have to do. And then, and then I'll apologize and I'll make sure Ori's okay, and we'll be fine, we'll be good to go, we'll all leave together... We'll all leave together, all of us safe, we'll leave the clearing together, we'll go into the maze, all of us safe together. And we won't leave anybody behind." - After getting lost in the dark maze looking for Ori

"No, no... I should... I want to stay behind. Look at me! I'll just be dead weight, okay? It's, it's it's okay. I want to be here. I'm too... it hurts to move. Just, just, I just... I, I'm sure." - Telling everyone to leave her behind after getting hurt by a Griever

"Look, don't be scared alright? I'll be, I'll be watching over you guys, all of you. And for Squidney, for the demons, and for everyone else that died. I want, you have to get out of here, okay? You have to. Promise me, promise me you will. Listen, look after all the others, okay?- look after each other, and make you keep each other safe, please. Krow, make sure everyone stays safe, okay? I'll be watching over you Magic, I promise." - Some of Ayngel's goodbyes to Spidey, Magic, Ori, and Krow.

"Look at that, look at that. I just have to watch them. I'm tired, I'm so tired. Just, I just wanna sleep, but I have to see them get out, right? I don't regret a thing. I'm glad I saved Ori, I'm glad they'll be going on without me. I'm so tired, I need to rest, I just wanna close my eyes. I have to make sure they get out alive... It'll be okay, it'll be okay. They're gonna get out for me. They're gonna make it out. They're gonna have each other. And everything's gonna be fine. I just have to make sure they get out alive. I have to make sure they escape... This is okay. I hope they, I hope, I hope they're gonna be okay and I hope they don't think about me too much." - Ayngel watching the clearing devise a plan to get out from afar

"How do I have an allium? Do you guys know why the allium is my favorite flower? It represents hope and unity. Even though the clearing is going to shambles, quite literally, there's still hope, there's still hope that they'll make it out. There's still hope that things will be better and they're together to help each other along the way. Maybe that's why it showed up in my inventory. I didn't bring it with me, but it just showed up when I needed it the most. Honestly, my biggest fear was to ultimately be alone in the end, to have nobody here with me until my last breath. That was always my biggest fear and here I am, alone... I'm alone and the fact that none of my friends are here with me is really scary. I'm scared. I'm so, so scared. But strangely, I'm also at peace now. It's comforting to know that they're escaping the maze. Y'know this means that everyone's death and sacrifices weren't for nothing. I'm grateful. So, so grateful for everything, for all the memories, for all my friends. I know I'm injured now but I wouldn't change a thing... If I went back in time, I would've still saved Ori, I would've done everything the same. I'm grateful and I'm happy." - Ayngel talking about an Allium

"Do you think they're proud of me? Squidney, Guts, Oeca, Mohwee, the rest of them?" - Ayngel to Ori when they were on the tree

"I was really scared of dying alone. But… I’m really glad you’re here with me. I’m not scared anymore." -Ayngel's last words before dying in Ori's arms.

## Trivia

* Ayngel is a pure blood angel.
* In Clearing A, Ayngel had a fear of cows; this has now been expanded upon and it is canon that Ayngel actually feels guilty whenever she sees them due to the fact they remind her of a friend she had to watch die in front of her.
* She has trauma pertaining to what happened to her clearing and now finds it different to open up and trust others.
* Ayngel got large scars whilst in the maze and bandaged them, out of fear of people looking at them and judging her based on them.
* Ayngel was volunteered for the maze by her parents, and it is implied she didn't get along very well with her mother.
* Ayngel has two half-siblings, who are half angels, and she was shown to be protective of them.
* She likes cucumbers.
* She is very good at parkour.
* Her wings on her head are too small to work.
* Her favorite flowers are alliums because they represent unity and hope.
* Ayngel was scared of Ori at first because she was enveloped by self-loathing and guilt from running away like a coward when her friends died. Upon entering Clearing A, she wished to not feel that way, so she projected those feelings onto Ori.
* She dislikes bugs, and is said to be terrified of them.

## Sources

1. ↑ Twitch clip
2. ↑ Twitch clip
3. ↑ @OutsidersUpdates on Twitter