Cause Some Chaos/Confessionals

### Day 11

ben wants jack out which is BAD and he thinks scott could be a number for him which is weird to me. i hope they dont end up being a number for him, but w/e ig
oh yeah me and jack and scott and vik have an alliance called family tree
i think im well situated tbh but idk!!!!!! i might make merge at least which is better than chieko so i can make fun of her 4 that
i might keep ben in, turn the numbers on maynor in family tree and tell ben that jack is a lost cause for now, and tell jack afterwards that ben stated jack would be his ideal next to go after that tribal for drama and target avoiding purposes.
hopefully nothin blows up in my face nyways bye

I spoke to Jack about what he thought and he said ohh I'll let you know the names when I hear them. I was like bish wat 😂 we gotta take the wheel JESUS. We're not sidelining and hoping for the best. Anyway he then went on to say that he thinks either Ben or Maynor bc they're Hella innact which yea they have. Anyway I'm gonna do some poking around and see what I can salvage of this vote. I'm heavily leaning toward making an alliance chat with Jack and Logan but I gotta look at who his og tribe mates were before anything

I guess that means the same thing? lol. But This really made my eyes open to keep an eye out a lot more than I should. It was a blessing that I was saved from luck. I felt way to comfortable and I need to stop fucking around. I really need to start making alliances than being a nice guy and checking up on them is good enough. Cause it wasn't.
I love this game!!! I'm already paranoid!
But for rn, I'm gonna try to talk and see if Trey and I can work together and possibly have Tara and Join! While having Timi as my secret BFF c:

Now if that's the case then it would 4 - 3 against og El Heirro.. which is still kinda making me nervous ASF but at least we're not ""just gonna wait to hear names"" like Jack (dumbo) wanted to do. That could have so many bad outcomes I can;t even with him at that rn. I have a pretty good convo going with Vik so it does at least seem a little bit promising at this stage.
MY BRAIN JUST DID SOME DOT CONNECTING (YH THAT HAPPENS SOMETIMES!!) AND I-
What if Logan is the one who told Jack that Ben wants his name across the parchment. Idk I just got a weird hunch now.. and this probably makes 0 sense rn sorry but I'm gonna be soooooo annoyed if that is the case.

Fast forward to the flag making challenge where ole Jimbo saves the day! The team was floundering on ideas for the flag. Then inspiration hit me like a ton of canaries. Use the voting parchment as the flag! I sketched something & sent it to our resident photoshopper and BAM ... We had a kick ass flag & won the challenge. I'll let Tara take the spotlight on this one though. She got beat up with 1000 dumb ideas & vague suggestions ... And did actually make the flag. She deserves it! I'm happy to remain the unsung hero here.

### Day 12

if he rly cared he would be more socially active or contribute in challenges but he doesn't do either of those things so why should i care.

anyway, a few hours into the vote, logan told me that ben was looking for me to be the boot. tbh i'm not shocked KGJSDKFGJ me and ben have hardly had half a conversation so far, but it still has me WORRIED because going premerge would be really disappointing for me.
i recently was included in an alliance with logan, vik and scott called the Family Tree, so i kindaaaa feel safe. i also have a three-person with jazzy and logan as well so i'm covered with everyone except ben and maynor. if all things go well it should be a 5-2 vote with me getting two votes, or even a 6-1, but if i go now i can say that this was a fun experience to playyyy