Chapter 6: A Girl's World

NOZOMU NOZOMI

A GIRL'S WORLD

CHAPTER 6 OF THE MANGA

A couple of days later, rolling out of bed, Tao decides that it is time for a change ! It's 'put up or shut up'! He opens the drawer to their underwear, and pulling out a white and red striped pair of girl's panties, tries them on for size. The panties are a perfect fit ! Tao silently tells themselves that it has been **a week since the changeover to becoming a girl began.** They had put off wearing the panties that Kanae had got for them, but wearing the boy's boxer shorts has become pure torture. No can do anymore ! Deftly sliding on the panties, Tao remarks that they fit tightly, but feel really wonderful. They slide their hand 'down there', stroking the front of the panties, but find that they are still flat, like a girl. Tao admires themselves in the mirror wearing only an undershirt, a white dress shirt, and the striped girl's panties. Wow ! The panties sure are comfortable. However, Tao speculates as to what they need to do further with their female body ? By being an anatomically correct girl, and wearing girl's clothing, can this even be considered as a "boy" who cross-dresses ? Yet, is this.....the *Real Me ???* Tao then becomes memorized and disconcerted, as they observe just how cute and attractive they are right now, girl's panties and all ! "NO, NO, NO !", they silently scream at themselves. They have no right to judge themselves as 'cute and adorable' right now, as what "normal boy" would ever do that.

Just at that moment, the door to Tao's bedroom swings open, and Kanae pops it. **"ONII-CHAN !!!"** (lit. big brother) Tao yelps out as to why Kanae didn't knock first ? Kanae only remarks that she has finally seen Tao wearing the panties that she bought. Those striped panties make you look so, so cute, confirms Kanae (just what Tao thought only moments ago.). Tao fudges by saying that they don't know what Kanae is talking about. Nevertheless, Kanae says that she came at the right time. Kanae herself is wearing a blue with white polka dots shirt, and beige boy's pants. However, she has with her the Lolita jumper dress that Tao picked out the other day. She wants to trade. Tao can wear the dress, if Tao will let her wear their black athletic sweatshirt that they got the same day. Fair enough ? Try the dress on, it will look so nice on you ! Tao replies that if you, Kanae, want to borrow the sweatshirt now, fine. But they are not up to wearing that dress right now, despite it's innate and overwhelming cuteness. "What?", snorts Kanae. "Then why are you wearing striped girl's panties right now, that are in every sense possible showing off 'innate and overwhelming cuteness' ?

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Later, in the early afternoon, two girls get off of an intercity transit bus. Their destination was the next village over from the town that they live in. One girl is dressed as a tomboy, wearing a white polka dots shirt, over the shirt a black athletic sweatshirt, and beige boy's pants. The other girl is wearing a little girl's style Lolita dress that is dripping with innate and overwhelming cuteness, with white knee socks, and a huge white Lolita bow and headband in her hair. The tomboy girl remarks that since we came all the way here, there is no way that anybody will be able to recognize the two of us. "But....but....", stammers the Lolita girl. The tomboy flatly states that if you are going to keep whining and complaining, then *you can find your own way back home by yourself !*

"Wait, Kanae !", comes a mournful cry of abject fear mixed with wonderment and delight. Throwing around tons of confidence in Tao's abilities, Kanae tells her to just follow the inclination of her yearning heart, and to follow after me. Plus, you need to consider trying to speak like a girl, with a girl's voice inflections, ***ONEE-CHAN (lit. big sister).*** Tao, however, is not confident in the least. She wails that she has to be careful about every little thing that would be typical of what a girl would do. That only makes her feel weird. Yet, so feminine-like, Tao begins to cry, with large tears forming in her big, soulful eyes. "Do you think I'm weird?", asks Tao. You are crying, observes Kanae. Why are you crying ? Because I am not your "brother" anymore. You just called me your 'big sister'.

In a nearby women's restroom, Tao is at the sink washing her tear stained face and drying it with tissues from Kanae. Kanae, for her part, is apologizing to Tao for maybe pushing her too far too fast, by calling her 'big sister'. Tao counters by apologizing for breaking down into tears because of their lingering fear of being seen as a girl, let alone being seen as a big sister. Kanae suggests that when they leave the restroom, that the two of them start again to make this day a day of fun and pleasurable experiences. This, the two agree to do. Coming out of the women's restroom, Tao only now notices the female emblem of a figure in a dress by the door to the restroom. She tells herself that she did not even notice that she was in the women's restroom. Another first, Tao tells herself; being in the women's restroom without any problems !

The two female siblings walk the streets holding hands, just like a couple of romantic Yuri lovers. Eventually, the two come upon a specialty shop for teen / tween girls. Tao pauses and looks inside the display window. Her eyes go wide like a couple of saucers. Wow ! Double Wow ! All manner of little girl and teen girl items to look at. Kanae speculates that Tao probably wanted to shop in such a wonderful place after all. Not really is Tao's reply. Fer Real ? Well, maybe a little. After the better part of an hour, Tao still has not made her way through the entire store. Tao is staring at every display with wonderment and awe, taking in all the pleasurable girly vibes. Kanae calls out to take a look at these pretty hairbands. Tao comes over to where Kanae is, and fixes her eyes on the myriad assortment of cute hairbands, including matching bows for twin tail hairstyles. Kanae silently tells herself that Tao only wanted to shop her "a little".

Later, the two are sitting on a park bench. Kanae asks Tao if they are really okay with only looking, and not buying anything in that shop ? Tao says that she is fine. She feels satisfied with the sweet fulfillment of doing something that is so obviously feminine and girly. That and wearing a pretty Lolita dress, to boot ! That is enough for now. Kanae asks Tao if she wants to keep window shopping ? Kanae is not sure how Tao feels about such a rush of pleasurable femininity that is sweeping over her ? Tao confesses that her earlier fears have all dissipated, and she is amazed that such pleasure, ecstasy, and passionate self-worth can be had from doing things that boys consider to be mundane and repulsive. Tao had no idea....

"Is it Kanae ?", comes a voice nearby. "Have you come to shop here today ?" It is the voice of Yuka-san (Ide-chan's nickname). Along with Yuka-san are two of her female friends, Komachu and Masawa. Yuka-san wants to know who this cute and adorable girl is with Kanae ? A bolt of terror goes through Tao's heart, but is allayed when Kanae says that this girl is her cousin, Nozomi-chan. Yuka-san remarks that Nozomi-chan looks so familiar. (Yuka-san silently thinks to herself that Nozomi looks exactly like Tao cross-dressing as a girl. In fact, there is only one letter difference in their names {Nozomu Tao, masculine / Nozomi, feminine}. Masawa asks if this is Tao's little sister, and her cousin in the flesh ? Great ! Kanae leans over to Nozomi (Tao) and carefully whispers in her ear that it appears that we are safe. Yuka-san says that there is a new waffle parfait place near her. Do you want to come and try it out, Kanae ? I have some extra money, so of course it will be my treat ! "I'll go !" Does Nozomi want to come, too ? With a much surprised expression on her face, Nozomi says, "Sure!"

Walking through the village streets, with four other girls making for pleasant company. Girl talk and gossip abounds, as someone is saying, "...and then Yasu did something really stupid...." Really ? Fer real ? Nozomi is overcome with such a peaceful and pleasurable experience that she has never felt so vividly and intensely before in their entire life. She feels like her heart is going to burst with joy. So this is what it is like to be a girl ! This is what it is like to girl's clothes out in public ! This is what it is like to be in a girl's world ! As the group is walking in front of a large, long plate glass window, Nozomi catches a glimpse of herself in the mirror-like window. She tells herself that although she doesn't like fooling Ide-san, nevertheless, what she and the others see is the ***Real Me*** that I have surpressed and hidden for so long. Waves of girl's passion sweep through Nozomi's mind, heart, and soul as they ponder their reflection seen in the window. This is so wonderful, Nozomi says to herself. This has to be the right way to live my life.....

Outside the waffle parfait store, all are sitting on a circular bench around a large flowering bush. Yuka-san comments that you, Nozomi, look so, so happy ! Nozomi replies that the parfait is delishious. Yuka-san is thanked all around for the parfaits. Kanae asks Yuka-san if she got the extra money from a part-time job ? Yuka-san answers that it was from doing housework 'under the table', as students are forbidden to have a job while attending high school. Nozomi says that in that case, this would just be normal money, not special extra money, right ? Yuka-san says that it is fine; she just likes making everyone happy. Komachu says that Yuka-san is so generious. Yuka-san replies to not tell Tao Nozomu or any of the guys about any of this, expecially about the housework, as the guys will say that she is all the more of a tomboy, and she doesn't like that. Masawa says that apparently Yuka-san wants to be someone's husband, and not a wife. Yuka-san retortes, telling her to pay her back for the parfait. Yuka-san then turns to Nozomi, asking if it is true that she is though of as being an incorgable tomboy ? Nozomi only laughts a hearty laugh, just like what a boy would do. Nozomi confesses that she really does not know. Kanae thinks to herself that Nozomi is going to give herself away as a "cross-dressed boy" if she continues to laugh exactly like Tao does !

(End Chapter 6)

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