Chronicle 0/Entries

This page is for all the entries from Chronicle 0.

*Please note: all entries have been copied here verbatim. The X's represent corrections and retractions as if written on a typewriter.*

## July 30 19XX

*Posted July 30, 2023*

> Hello, me.
> It was reccomended I get something to categorize my thoughts. I find this all stupid but she said it would help. I dont know how this will help but XX I'm not the expert.
> This is stupid Im throwing this away
>
> Apparently I "cant throw this away''' because it "means a lot that I contniXX continue with this. Whatever.
>
>

## August 4 19XX

*Posted August 4, 2023*

> Its been 8 months.
> I wish I stopped keeping time as much as I do but its hard to just forget. ive been through hell and back since then, yoXX youd think i would get used to the looks, the glaXX the phrXX the REMARKS, the notes. But they dont understand.
> I wish i could show them, make them understand, make them think about how their actions effect me and my family. but no. I cant.
>
> Good things:
> -My family
> -My dog
> -Jay
> -XXXX <- nevermind
> -This i guess. it helps.
>
> Bad things:
> -I dont think ill be forgetting those
>
> as stupid as it is this seems to help
>
>

## August 5 19XX

*Posted August 5, 2023*

> J said I should log the "wild dreams' Ive been having the past few days
> Guess I have anohtX another use for this old thing
>
>

### Dream 1

> I started in a field I think
> the sky was red, reflected in whatever kind of plant I was in
> the terrain was weird, it felt like the sky was curved upward somehow.
> the sun was gnX gone.
> I was walking, trying to find something. Cant remember
> Thats when I started to sink
> I fell into some kind of chasm. A cave although it didnt feel natural. It felt created, almost geometric, but unstable. The walls were smooth, and they were made out of some kind of white rock or concrete.
> as I went deeper into the cave, it seemed to shift and change as I went further until I saw it.
> I tried to shut my eyes, to turn away, anything. But I couldnt, it was almost like I was being forced to watch my own dream. Then it just stopped. And I was back in the field.
>
>

## August 6 19XX

*Posted August 6, 2023*

> FUCK WORK!!!! I hate It so much. My manager doesnt have a CLUE what he is talking about half the time and expects me to understand his bullshit? Hes a million years old and still tries to sell stuff like he has a clue what it even does.
> and I end up having to correct him for half of my day! It would be fine if he treated me with an ounce of respect, but the comments hes maXX have gotten on my NERVES!!!!!!!!XXXXX
> Anyway I showed my dream to J and apparently it means something about a cycle? like im being forced to "relive" shit. I just think I need to stop snacking before bed. but who knows J loves the crazy and supernatural so really theres a 50/50 that im right
>
> 60/40
>
> 70/30
>
> Im right!!
>
>

### Dream 2

> It started off as a normal day, nothing seemed out of the ordinary. I went XX to school, work, everything was normal.
> I don’t know how but we ended up in a parking lot at night, on the hood of my car looking up at the stars.
> I noticed something odd about the stars, somehXX something was off about them. When I turned to ask everyone, and everything else was gone, just an empty parking lot
> For some reason I was calm, not thinking much of it. I looked back up at the sky to see that it seemed closer than before, it seemed to have ripples, like water or something. I stood on the hood of the car, reaching towards it
> And it fell. Crashing into me. Overwhelming me until I woke up.
>
> Spooky
>
>

## August 7 19XX

*Posted August 7, 2023*

> Decided to bring everything around with me now, as to quote J:
> 'You never know when inspiration and or a traumatic experience will hit you"
> Writing in this has helped as much as I hate to admit that Mary was right, She was right.
> Maybe she could be right about me.
> Im hopeful
>
>

### Dream 3

> I was in some kind of hospital, the emergency alarms were blaring, I don’t know what but somehXX somehow I knew something was happening.
>
> I started to run, to try to find exits, but each one put me in the same corridor, the same hall of doors each time.
> I searched and searched. I didn’t know what was going on, but I knew I had to get out of there.
>
> I could feel myself start to panic with each openXX opened door as the massive corridor shrank to just a hallway eventually. One door in one door out.
> Eventually, something started chasing me. I didn’t see it but I knew it was there. It’s screams sounded like my own, like I was out of air but still needed to make a sound.
>
> It kept going, and I kept running, again and again.
> It didn’t stop. It wouldn’t stop. eventually I ran out of energy, sitting against the door of the narrow hallway as I tried to find someway out of there. I couldn’t.
>
> I could see it’s silhouette against the door as it began to creep open. Then I woke up.
>
> Shit I’m late.
>
>

## August 8 19XX

*Posted August 8, 2023*

> J keeps writing in this for some reason
> weirdo
> I hate how uncertain the future is sometimes, why cant I just be in control of everything???
> REMEMBER: JOB 5 TMRW NOT 6!!!!
>
>

## August 9 19XX

*Posted August 9, 2023*

> This job WILL be the death of me.
> If I have to fix one more jammed VCR and ruin my hands I think I will be throwing one out of a window.
> Kidding
>
> maybe
>
> On my last day I will be throXX throwing one out of a window.
>
>

## August 10 19XX

*Posted August 10, 2023*

> My birthday is tomorrow
> I used to hate my birthday, but now it kind of feels nice. Almost like im further away frXX from what I used to be.
> J wants to take me someplace for it today, since tomorrow i've got the closing shift which is a whole other problem.
> We dont even get customers? I dont understand why we stay open so late, but it just means I listen to music and sit at a desk for a majority of the time so its not too bad, could probably sneak J in as well
> I like writing in this, it feels like im leaving something for future generations to stumble upon and go "man that was weird'
> The weirdest thing happened while we were out today. We were sitting in the car, and the radio suddenly started blasting some fucked up version of happy birthday.
> It was loud, we scrambled to turn it off. J said it hasnt happened before, but its not exactly a new car.
> My birthday isnt even today... Still weird though. J keeps writing in my book when im not looking. HowXX However J is the only person I really trust to read all this anyway so I dont really mind.
> Not looking forward to work tomorrow
> REMEMBER WORK AT 7 TMRW
>
>

## August 11 19XX

*Posted August 12, 2023 (BST)*

> And my shift has begun
> this is boring as hell
> At the job again.
> I have no idea why it's kept open this late STILL! Just doeXX doesnt make sense.
> Its scary when everything is closed. I think XX boss guy is in his office.
> Probably asleep like last week.
> I am writing this in the back while a customer asked me to check here. As if its going to just appear. I like looking back here because sometimes I find old cool shit that I show to Teach
>
>

## August 13 19XX

*Posted September 20, 2023*

> Got in trouble for sleeping in class today, not my fault really barely got any sleep after yesterdays shift. Had to stay late to help figure out what was wrng with the radios. Jay is trying to be funny outside the window without getting caught. Dumbass.
> Had a weird dream during class. All I remember is waking up screaming apparently which is what landed me here.
> just killing time by writing in this old thing
>
>

## August 15 19XX

*Posted November 24, 2023*

> Today will be a good day. The dreams have been getting more consistent. I was told yesterday to start logging them more as it may "help me figure out my subconcious" or something like that so here we go
> I started out in the field, just wandering around. I was expecting to fall this time but I was able to keep walking. The plants got taller and taller until I was in the forest. It looked familiar but I was not able to clock it until I saw the wreck. And I saw myself lying there.
> I saw something in the tree, this strange symbol etched into it. I cant remember what it looked like th
> HELLO SPECIAL JOURNAL ITS ME Z AND I AM WRITING THIS TO SAY THAT I CANNOT RE
> I hate J so much
>
>

## References

1. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (July 30, 2023): "July 30 19XX Hello, me. It was reccomended I get something to categorize my thoughts. I find this all stupid but she said it would help. I dont know how this will help but XX I'm not the expert. This is stupid Im throwing this away" [Archived]
2. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (July 30, 2023): "Apparently I 'cant throw this away''' because it 'means a lot that I contniXX continue with this. Whatever." [Archived]
3. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 4, 2023): "Its been 8 months. I wish I stopped keeping time as much as I do but its hard to just forget. ive been through hell and back since then, yoXX youd think i would get used to the looks, the glaXX the phrXX the REMARKS, the notes. But they dont understand." [Archived]
4. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 4, 2023): "I wish i could show them, make them understand, make them think about how their actions effect me and my family. but no. I cant. Good things: -My family -My dog -Jay -XXXX <- nevermind -This i guess. it helps. Bad things: -I dont think ill be forgetting those" [Archived]
5. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 4, 2023): "as stupid as it is this seems to help" [Archived]
6. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 5, 2023): "J said I should log the 'wild dreams' Ive been having the past few days Guess I have anohtX another use for this old thing" [Archived]
7. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 5, 2023): "D1 I started in a field I think the sky was red, reflected in whatever kind of plant I was in the terrain was weird, it felt like the sky was curved upward somehow. the sun was gnX gone. I was walking, trying to find something. Cant remember Thats when I started to sink" [Archived]
8. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 5, 2023): "I fell into some kind of chasm. A cave although it didnt feel natural. It felt created, almost geometric, but unstable. The walls were smooth, and they were made out of some kind of white rock or concrete." [Archived]
9. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 5, 2023): "as I went deeper into the cave, it seemed to shift and change as I went further until I saw it. I tried to shut my eyes, to turn away, anything. But I couldnt, it was almost like I was being forced to watch my own dream. Then it just stopped. And I was back in the field." [Archived]
10. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 6, 2023): "FUCK WORK!!!! I hate It so much. My manager doesnt have a CLUE what he is talking about half the time and expects me to understand his bullshit? Hes a million years old and still tries to sell stuff like he has a clue what it even does." [Archived]
11. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 6, 2023): "and I end up having to correct him for half of my day! It would be fine if he treated me with an ounce of respect, but the comments hes maXX have gotten on my NERVES!!!!!!!!XXXXX" [Archived]
12. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 6, 2023): "Anyway I showed my dream to J and apparently it means something about a cycle? like im being forced to 'relive' shit. I just think I need to stop snacking before bed. but who knows J loves the crazy and supernatural so really theres a 50/50 that im right 60/40 70/30 Im right!!" [Archived]
13. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 6, 2023): "D2 It started off as a normal day, nothing seemed out of the ordinary. I went XX to school, work, everything was normal. I don’t know how but we ended up in a parking lot at night, on the hood of my car looking up at the stars." [Archived]
14. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 6, 2023): "I noticed something odd about the stars, somehXX something was off about them. When I turned to ask everyone, and everything else was gone, just an empty parking lot" [Archived]
15. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 6, 2023): "For some reason I was calm, not thinking much of it. I looked back up at the sky to see that it seemed closer than before, it seemed to have ripples, like water or something. I stood on the hood of the car, reaching towards it" [Archived]
16. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 6, 2023): "And it fell. Crashing into me. Overwhelming me until I woke up. Spooky" [Archived]
17. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 7, 2023): "D3 I was in some kind of hospital, the emergency alarms were blaring, I don’t know what but somehXX somehow I knew something was happening. I started to run, to try to find exits, but each one put me in the same corridor, the same hall of doors each time." [Archived]
18. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 7, 2023): "I searched and searched. I didn’t know what was going on, but I knew I had to get out of there. I could feel myself start to panic with each openXX opened door as the massive corridor shrank to just a hallway eventually. One door in one door out." [Archived]
19. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 7, 2023): "Eventually, something started chasing me. I didn’t see it but I knew it was there. It’s screams sounded like my own, like I was out of air but still needed to make a sound. It kept going, and I kept running, again and again." [Archived]
20. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 7, 2023): "It didn’t stop. It wouldn’t stop. eventually I ran out of energy, sitting against the door of the narrow hallway as I tried to find someway out of there. I couldn’t. I could see it’s silhouette against the door as it began to creep open. Then I woke up. Shit I’m late." [Archived]
21. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 7, 2023): "Decided to bring everything around with me now, as to quote J: 'You never know when inspiration and or a traumatic experience will hit you' Writing in this has helped as much as I hate to admit that Mary was right, She was right. Maybe she could be right about me. Im hopeful" [Archived]
22. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 8, 2023): "J keeps writing in this for some reason weirdo I hate how uncertain the future is sometimes, why cant I just be in control of everything???" [Archived]
23. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 8, 2023): "REMEMBER: JOB 5 TMRW NOT 6!!!!" [Archived]
24. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 9, 2023): "This job WILL be the death of me. If I have to fix one more jammed VCR and ruin my hands I think I will be throwing one out of a window. Kidding maybe On my last day I will be throXX throwing one out of a window." [Archived]
25. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 10, 2023): "My birthday is tomorrow I used to hate my birthday, but now it kind of feels nice. Almost like im further away frXX from what I used to be. J wants to take me someplace for it today, since tomorrow i've got the closing shift which is a whole other problem." [Archived]
26. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 10, 2023): "We dont even get customers? I dont understand why we stay open so late, but it just means I listen to music and sit at a desk for a majority of the time so its not too bad, could probably sneak J in as well" [Archived]
27. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 10, 2023): "I like writing in this, it feels like im leaving something for future generations to stumble upon and go 'man that was weird'" [Archived]
28. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 10, 2023): "The weirdest thing happened while we were out today. We were sitting in the car, and the radio suddenly started blasting some fucked up version of happy birthday. It was loud, we scrambled to turn it off. J said it hasnt happened before, but its not exactly a new car." [Archived]
29. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 10, 2023): "My birthday isnt even today... Still weird though. J keeps writing in my book when im not looking. HowXX However J is the only person I really trust to read all this anyway so I dont really mind. Not looking forward to work tomorrow" [Archived]
30. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 10, 2023): "REMEMBER WORK AT 7 TMRW" [Archived]
31. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 12, 2023): "And my shift has begun this is boring as hell" [Archived]
32. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 12, 2023): "At the job again. I have no idea why it's kept open this late STILL! Just doeXX doesnt make sense. Its scary when everything is closed. I think XX boss guy is in his office. Probably asleep like last week." [Archived]
33. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (August 12, 2023): "I am writing this in the back while a customer asked me to check here. As if its going to just appear. I like looking back here because sometimes I find old cool shit that I show to Teach" [Archived]
34. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (September 20, 2023): "8/13 Got in trouble for sleeping in class today, not my fault really barely got any sleep after yesterdays shift. Had to stay late to help figure out what was wrng with the radios. Jay is trying to be funny outside the window without getting caught. Dumbass." [Archived]
35. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (September 20, 2023): "Had a weird dream during class. All I remember is waking up screaming apparently which is what landed me here. just killing time by writing in this old thing" [Archived]
36. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (November 24, 2023): "8/15 Today will be a good day. The dreams have been getting more consistent. I was told yesterday to start logging them more as it may 'help me figure out my subconcious' or something like that so here we go"
37. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (November 24, 2023): "I started out in the field, just wandering around. I was expecting to fall this time but I was able to keep walking. The plants got taller and taller until I was in the forest. It looked familiar but I was not able to clock it until I saw the wreck. And I saw myself lying there."
38. ↑ Chronicle 0 [@TheChronicle0] via Twitter (November 24, 2023): "I saw something in the tree, this strange symbol etched into it. I cant remember what it looked like th HELLO SPECIAL JOURNAL ITS ME Z AND I AM WRITING THIS TO SAY THAT I CANNOT RE I hate J so much"