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Smile for the Camera

"**Smile for the Camera**" is a song by UPSAHL that was released as a standalone single on September 13, 2019.

## Background & Composition

When talking about the track UPSAHL said: "*Smile for the Camera’ is an ode to my generation. We’re the generation that doesn’t put up with bullshit. We’re comfortable in our own skin. We move fast, and we’re unapologetic to anybody that stands in our way."*

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

You say that I'm wastin' my time

'Cause I don't wanna have the life that you do (Oh, oh)

You tell me I'm crossin' the line

'Cause I don't wanna fall in line with your views (Oh, oh)

**[Pre-Chorus]**

No, I won't sit here lookin' pretty for the photo

Won't wait for you to save me while you–

You tell me I'm lost and confused

'Cause I'm not listenin' to all of your rules

**[Chorus]**

We might be young, we might be reckless

So fuckin' what? That's how we are

Our ears are numb to what you're sayin'

We fall in love, you fall apart (Ah, ah)

You tell us we ain't good enough

When, really, you're just out of touch

We might be young, we might be too much

But we're not gonna shut up and smile for the camera

**[Post-Chorus]**

And smile for the camera

And smile for the camera

**[Verse 2]**

I'm sorry that you're so afraid

Of just how comfortable I am in my skin (Oh, oh)

You hate on the choices I make

But who's the one that's really livin' in sin? (Oh, oh)

**[Pre-Chorus]**

No, I won't sit here lookin' pretty for the photo

I'm done bein' a lady with ya

If you want me zippin' my lips

Then, baby, I'd rather be known as "that bitch"

**[Chorus]**

We might be young, we might be reckless

So fuckin' what? That's how we are

Our ears are numb to what you sayin'

We fall in love, you fall apart

You tell us we ain't good enough

When, really, you're just out of touch

We might be young, we might be too much

But we're not gonna shut up and smile for the camera

**[Post-Chorus]**

And smile for the camera

And smile for the camera

(We're not gonna shut up)

And smile for the camera

(We're not gonna shut up)

And smile for the camera

## Music Video

The music video was recorded late 2019 and released on November 25, 2019. It was directed by Patrick Lawler

UPSAHL - Smile For The Camera (Official Video)
## Videos

UPSAHL - Smile For The Camera (Lyric Video)UPSAHL - Smile For The Camera (Official Audio)
Undine Markus

**Lauren Wade** is a photographer, filmmaker, curator, and writer. She has done one photoshoot with UPSAHL.

## About

Her specialties are portraiture and branding for music, from album artwork and editorial to documentaries, music videos, partnerships, and events.

## Photoshoot #1 (January 2020)

The pictures from this shoot were used as promo pictures on different websites and as promo picture for Smile for the Camera
All My Friends Are Rich

## Track Listing

**All My Friends Are Rich** is the first track from Hindsight 20/20. The track was released alongside the EP.

## Background & Composition

In an interview with Substream Magazine UPSAHL was asked if Drugs and All My Friends Are Rich had any correlation, to which she answered: *"I don’t think it was a conscious decision. I just think it was a natural thing that happened because of my mindset when I moved to LA. It kind of happens with anyone moving to a big city. You’re meeting these people who have their lives way more together than you. Maybe they have more money and you’re like, what the hell. All my friends are rich. At the same time, you’re going to these events and you meet people who have more than you. Then you realize the fakeness inside that culture.*

*Those songs definitely go hand and hand, but I wouldn’t say it was a decision to write specifically about that. It was just organically making songs about two different aspects about one part of my life."*

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

What's with the rent this month?

Why can't I afford it?

My friends are at restaurants

Valeting their Porsches

Well, I guess that's just how it is

I guess I'll just keep on pretending

I'm faking 'til I make it

I bought a new fit tryna fit in

**[Pre-Chorus]**

No, I can't afford to be around these types

Oh na na na na

**[Chorus]**

All of my friends are rich

They're paying the bill like it's nothing

All of my friends are rich

They're always the life of the party

All of my friends are rich

They're popping that expensive bubbly

All of my friends are rich

Yeah, where in the hell is my money?

**[Verse 2]**

Spent our last on the VIP

To watch a band I didn't come to see, mmm

I got no money, I'm broke

I don't want glitter, just give me that gold

'Cause all, all of my friends think that I am cheap

**[Pre-Chorus]**

No, I can't afford to be around these types

Oh na na na na

**[Chorus]**

All of my friends are rich

They're paying the bill like it's nothing

All of my friends are rich

They're always the life of the party

All of my friends are rich

They're popping that expensive bubbly

All of my friends are rich

Yeah, where in the hell is my

**[Outro]**

Yeah, where in the hell is my money? Ah

Yeah, where in the hell is my money?

Yeah, where in the hell is my money? Ah

## Music Video

The vignette video of this song was recorded mid 2019 and was released on August 19, 2019. It was produced and directed by Ian Midgley. This is part 1/5 of the story that the vignette videos tell.

UPSAHL - All My Friends Are Rich (Vignette Video)
## Videos

UPSAHL - All My Friends Are Rich (Official Audio)
Kenzie

**Mackenzie Frances Ziegler**, known as **kenzie** (born June 4, 2004) is an American singer, dancer and actress. She first gained notice as a child while appearing for six years on the Lifetime reality dance series *Dance Moms* together with her older sister, dancer and actress Maddie Ziegler. Ziegler's music career began with her 2014 studio album, *Mack Z*. In 2018 she released her second studio album, *Phases*.

She has written a song with UPSAHL.

## Work with UPSAHL

Songs currently unreleased:

* Dancing Around
Overdrive

## Track Listing

**Overdrive** is the seventh track from Unfamiliar Light. The track was released alongside the album, but since the album was deleted from streaming services, the track is only available on online forums.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

So you're gone now

Don't waste don't waste another breath on last words

But don't move on yet

We're in the midst of the way to the last bell

**[Chorus]**

We are guests now welcome into a world of never ending [?] for succeeding

You know the rest now but

What if what if this what if this is

Overdrive

Overdrive

Overdrive

Overdrive

**[Verse 2]**

They say we are living now

No boundaries to cross but these four walls

Test the limits test my limits I don't mind now

We're building up now

We're stopping over this line of what it means to be alright

I don't mind now we're building up now

To the fresh grass and the high tide

**[Outro]**

Give me two weeks

Until I find a second home in myself

Play the cards right now

The canvas is blank now
Portrait Pattern

## Track Listing

**Portrait Pattern** is the first track from Viscerotonic. The track was released alongside the album, but since the album was deleted from most streaming services, the track is only available on Amazon Music Brazil and India, or on online forums.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

We're not done yet with last year's trends

We're not over it yet

Mirroring the impersonations of the others

Living the same dream over, and over again

**[Chorus]**

 When there's a will there's a way to break this pattern

In this remembered memory you'll find repetition

 In their society of this unbreakable embrace

But for now we're holding on

 But for now we hold on

Hold on

**[Verse 2]**

You wake up dear and go back to sleep

 Losing keys to unlock doors

Choosing cards to explain what we’re here for

**[Chorus]**

 When there's a will there's a way to break this pattern

 In this remembered memory you'll find repetition

 In their society of this unbreakable embrace

But for now we're holding on

 But for now we hold on

**[Bridge]**

 We're not done yet with last year's news

We're not over it yet

Competition at its finest

Is what keeps the tapes rolling

**[Chorus]**

 When there is a will there's a way to break this pattern

In this remembered memory you'll find repetition

In their society of this unbreakable embrace

But for now we're holding on

But for now we hold on

Hold on
Miss Leader

## Track Listing

**Miss Leader** is the fifth track from Unfamiliar Light. The track was released alongside the album, but since the album was deleted from streaming services, the track is only available on online forums.

I've been falling through fogs and

I'm streaming through the moss I've grown

And I sense the feeling that what I've grown to known

Is not what I think I believe

I never dreamt this decision would be made

And with lack of context I'll be sure

Ties can be taken and a world of unknowns

With black and white blurring to grey

And I see no one to blame

The misconceptions have been twisted in the favor of them

And I have so much to say

But I'm stuck here to watch you go
Carlie Hanson

**Carlie Hanson** (born May 18, 2000) is an American singer-songwriter. In 2018, she released the song "Only One", which garnered attention after being featured on a playlist curated by Taylor Swift. She released her debut extended play, *Junk*, on June 7, 2019. This was followed by her 2020 extended play, *DestroyDestroyDestroyDestroy*. She appeared in the second season of Love, Victor as well as the soundtrack. Hanson was born and raised in Onalaska, Wisconsin. She was inspired to become a singer by Justin Bieber and, at 14, she and a friend began posting cover songs on YouTube, hoping to follow Bieber's path.

She was a guest on the first episode of UPSAHL UN-RELEASED
Jackson lee morgan

**jackson lee morgan** is an LA and Nashville-based songwriter and producer. Signing with Ross Golan and Warner Chappell in 2008, Jackson’s most notable releases include “This Bar” by Morgan Wallen,  “Play This When I’m Gone” from Machine Gun Kelly’s Tickets to My Downfall, “I’m Fakin’” by Sabrina Carpenter, and “This City” by Sam Fischer.

In 2020, Jackson debuted his artist project with the first single being “lone star ” which received support from Spotify Playlists such as Study Break, Lorem, and Fresh Finds: Indie. It was followed up by “time to let go” which received similar support from Spotify. Most recently, Jackson released his single “Crawling Back”.

He has written a song with UPSAHL.

## Work with UPSAHL

Songs currently unreleased:

* Already Wasted
You Racist, Sexist, Bigot.

**You Racist, Sexist, Bigot.** is a documentary that focuses on discrimination directed toward “people of color and people of marginalized communities, and intersectional identities,” says co-director Pita Juarez, and it was conceived and filmed in Arizona. The documentary is available for free streaming on Youtube. The soundtrack for the documentary is composed by 8 tracks and UPSAHL and Ryan Upsahl are featured in two of them.

You Racist, Sexist, Bigot. (Feature Length Documentary)
## Soundtrack

UPSAHL and Ryan are featured in the following songs from the documentary:

* All We Need is Love
* All We Want Is Justice

## Gallery

poster for the exclusive listening party of the film's soundtrackUPSAHL and Ryan on the recording studio for the soundtrackUPSAHL recording one of the songs for the soundtrack
You Racist, Sexist, Bigot. Original Soundtrack -BTS-2How to Score A Film - -BTS EPISODE 2"All We Need is Love" Studio Chorus
Feder

**Hadrien Federiconi** (born 5 September 1987), better known by his stage name **Feder**, is a French DJ from Nice of Italian origins. Currently based in Paris, he gained fame in 2014 through "Sixto", his remix of Rodriguez' song "Can't Get Away".
He has released a song featuring UPSAHL

## Work with UPSAHL

Songs that UPSAHL is a featured artist:

* Let There Be Drums (2021)
Rick Nowels

**Rick Nowels** (born 16 March 1960) is a Grammy and Ivor Novello award winning American songwriter, record producer, multi-instrumentalist and arranger. He has co-written and co-produced over 90 hit singles and his songs have appeared on over 250 million albums. In 2020 he was inducted into the Songwriters Hall of Fame.

Rick Nowels has co-written and or co-produced songs for Lana Del Rey, Adele, Stevie Nicks, Dua Lipa, The Weeknd, Jamie XX, Fleetwood Mac, John Legend, ASAP Rocky, Andre 3000, Marina and the Diamonds, FKA Twigs, Olivia Rodrigo, Miguel, Lykke Li, Sia, Nelly Furtado, 2Pac, Dido, Chynna Phillips, Charlie Puth, Santana, Madonna, Jewel, Pink Sweat$, NSYNC, New Radicals, Sinead O’Connor, Brandon Flowers, Weezer and Tom Odell.

In 2020 he wrote and produced one of UPSAHL's songs.

## Work with UPSAHL

Standalone singles from UPSAHL:

* 12345SEX (2020)
Viscerotonic

## Singles

1. "Sunflower"
Released: March 10, 2014
2. "Follow Me"
Released: May 23, 2016

**Viscerotonic** is UPSAHL's second pre-fame album. It was released on July 4, 2015 but later was removed from all streaming platforms but Amazon Music Brazil and India. Up until September 2021, the album was not easily found online, only the singles and Sway, but then the whole album resurfaced online on September 1, 2021.

## Background & Composition

Not much is known about Viscerotonic since all of the posts about the album are gone from UPSAHL's social medias.

## Release and promotion

The first single from the album, Sunflower, was released on March 10, 2014. A music video for the track was released some time in 2014, but it was later deleted from the singers YouTube page, but it resurfaced online after the director (Spool) uploaded it to his Vimeo page. The second single, Follow Me, had a music video released in 2016, but that one is not available anymore online, only a 25 second trailer for the video.

UPSAHL did an album release party on "Crescent Ballroom", a mid-sized music venue in Phoenix.

There aren't many reviews still available for the album, but one of them uploaded on Popdose, said that the album *"belies her [UPSAHL] age with a strong knowledge how to do what she does so very well."* and *"Great production, minimal accompaniment and excellent songwriting. At such an early age, one can only hope to hear more from this talent in the years to come and of this order."*

Also, "Beef Vegan" the host of TMI (an independent radio broadcaster in Phoenix) ranked Golden Rims as the #2 best national and #7 best local song of 2015.

Following the albums release, UPSAHL performed at a few charity events, local radio stations and bars on Phoenix. She also performed at the "McDowell Mountain Music Festival" in Phoenix on March 2016. The festival had Kid Cudi as one of the headliners.

She also performed Sunflower on 3TV's lifestyle show 'Your Life Arizona'. While in the show, UPSAHL confirmed that the album was available on physical format on 'Stinkweeds', a local independently owned record store in Phoenix, Arizona.

the announcement for the Crescent Ballroom album release partythe line-up for the McDowell Mountain Music Festival 2016Teen singer-songwriter Taylor Upsahl performsUPSAHL performing Sunflow on 'Your Life Arizona'

## Gallery

album cover on Bandcamp, it has a different coloring and crop
## Trivia

* Even though the album is not available on streaming services anymore, the link for the album still exists on Spotify, with all of the songs marked as "unavailable".
* All of the songs from this album are registered on ASCAP and BMI under "WRITERS / COMPOSERS: UPSAHL TAYLOR CAMERON" and "Performers: UPSAHL TAYLOR".
Unconfirmed Songs

## WARNING

> This page includes information that may be potentially false or misleading. Although the following data has been carefully gathered, the information on this page are not **fully** confirmed by a **primary source**, it is heavily disputed.
> Various song titles have been confirmed only by reliable insiders and sources without proof. The following is a list of titles that have not leaked and are not registered on song repertoires.
>
>

## Unconfirmed Songs

* "Bad Idea"
* "Bad News"
* "Bad Part"
* "Bad People/New Age"
* "BDSM"
* "Best You Ever Had"
* "Binge Thinking"
* "Brain Spin"
* "Build A Boy"
* "Call Me When You Get This"
* "Cavities"
* "Comedic Relief"
* "Cool Girl"
* "Daddy"
* "Details"
* "Different"
* "End of the World High"
* "Hangovers"
* "Highest Mansion in the Hills"
* "Hurts Like Hell"
* "Hurts Sometimes"
* "I Really Wanna Hate You"
* "Life's That Bitch"
* "Miss My Friends"
* "Mr Right Now"
* "One Last Day"
* "People"
* "Picture of Us"
* "Pretty Liar"
* "Probably Call You When I'm High"
* "Pros & Cons"
* "Rebound"
* "RIP"
* "Roommates"
* "Sad Bitch, Bad Bitch"
* "Sex with My Ex"
* "Shit I Can't Afford"
* "Sick"
* "So Hot When U Say We're Breaking Up"
* "Start Again"
* "Stay Mad"
* "Supernova"
* "Tarantino"
* "Thank God You're An Asshole"
* "Thank You"
* "Toothache"
* "Touch Myself"
* "Trash"

## Information

* Majority of these titles came from a reliable source's Last.fm page.
Pete Nappi

**Pete Nappi** is a L.A.-based producer, writer, programmer mixer, filmtv who specializes in pop writing/production and film scoring. He is a member of the alt-pop trio Ocean Park Standoff. He has worked with artists such as 30 Seconds To Mars, Kesha, Santigold, Meghan Trainor, Andy Black, The Chainsmokers, Troye Sivan, Shinedown, Clairity, Headley, Maty Noyes, and The Veronicas.

Nappi has been a long time collaborator of UPSAHL, having written and produced many of her songs.

## Work with UPSAHL

Songs from ***Hindsight 20/20*** (2019):

* Stressed

Songs from ***Young Life Crisis*** (2020):

* Sad Sorry After Party

Songs from ***Lady Jesus*** (2021):

* Melatonin
* Time of my Life
* Notorious
* Sunny D

Standalone singles:

* Wish You'd Make Me Cry (2019)

SoundCloud released:

* Wanna See Me Run (2020)

Songs that UPSAHL is a featured artist:

* Happy Endings (2021)
* Palm Reader (2021)

Songs released by other artists:

* BOYSHIT (2020)
* Kiss My (Uh Oh) (2021)

Songs currently unreleased:

* Adrenaline
* Better Days
* Body
* Cabin Fever
* Charles Manson
* Count On You
* Dead Things
* Ego
* Ghost In My Head
* Girls Girls Girls
* Happy Endings
* Hit List
* Karma
* Make Me Miss You
* Psycho
* Stars of the Shitshow
* Still Stay Winning
* UFO
* Wash You Out
* What Do We Do Now
Follow Me

## Track Listing

**Follow Me** is the last track and second single from Viscerotonic. The track was released alongside the album, and was later worked as a single, having a music video for it that's not available anymore. The song was not available on UPSAHL's Bandcamp page, but it was still available online because a website reviewed that reviewed the song had it uploaded.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

There's a palace far away someplace and it's where we like to think we belong

There's a home away from home and we're not there

Yeah, we're just on this never-ending road

Put your dependence on a pedestal to display for the ones dressed in black

We're on our way to some sort of freedom, on our way to some sort of reasoning

**[Chorus]**

There's this place I know of that we can go

So follow me into despite

There's this place I heard of and we're on our way

So follow me

So follow me

**[Verse 2]**

Look up to fall right down to this place you swore with all your heart you'd never return to

Keep your eyes low

Keep your ears open

Keep your mouth closed

**[Chorus]**

There's this place I know of that we can go

So follow me into despite

There's this place I heard of and we're on our way

So follow me

So follow me

**[Verse 3]**

Friends are falling while deciding, still there is no time

When we're back to square one again

**[Outro]**

*vocalising*

## Music Video

A music video was released for the single on May 23, 2016, but it was made private on UPSAHL's Youtube account. The 25 seconds trailer for it is still available. The music video was directed by Matty Steinkamp and it was filmed on March 26, 2016. Rachel Rinsema and Dylan Jacob starred in it.

## Videos

Taylor Upsahl - Follow Me (Music Video Trailer)
## Gallery

still from the music videostill from the music videostill from the music videobehind the scenes photo from the music video shootbehind the scenes photo from the music video shoot
UPSAHL Wiki

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## UPSAHL's Discography

Taylor UpsahlViscerotonicUnfamiliar LightHindsight 20/20Young Life CrisisLady Jesus

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Mike Shinoda

### Genres

Alternative rock, rap rock, nu metal, hip hop, pop, electronic rock, alternative metal

### Occupations

Musician, rapper, singer, songwriter, record producer, graphic designer

### Labels

Machine Shop
Warner Bros.

## Official Accounts

### Website

mikeshinoda.com

**Michael Kenji Shinoda** (/ʃɪˈnoʊdə/; Japanese: 篠田 賢治, romanized: *Shinoda Kenji*; born February 11, 1977) is an American musician, rapper, singer, songwriter, record producer, and graphic designer. He co-founded Linkin Park in 1996 and is the band's lead vocalist, as well as rhythm guitarist, keyboardist, primary songwriter and producer. Shinoda later created a hip-hop-driven side project, Fort Minor, in 2004. He has also served as a producer for tracks and albums by Lupe Fiasco, Styles of Beyond and the X-Ecutioners.
He has released a song featuring UPSAHL

## Work with UPSAHL

Songs that UPSAHL is a featured artist:

* Happy Endings (2021)
Palm Reader

**Palm Reader** is a single by DREAMERS feautring UPSAHL and Big Boi. The single was released on March 5, 2021 and the music video was released on March 19.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1: Nick Wold]**

Sometimes I feel like I'm not the one who's pulling the strings

You're in my head trying to talk me into dangerous things

See you in the night, dressed in white

Standing in the dark of the dead street light

And I'm so bored, I'm burning inside

Open up the door let you into my mind

**[Pre-Chorus: Nick Wold]**

You say you got a vision take my hand and tell me what you see

(Hey, aaah)

**[Chorus: Nick Wold]**

You can read between the lines 'cause you're my palm reader

Got your crystals in your pocket like a drug dealer

Now you're telling me my future

Knowing I'll believe ya

You know I gotta have it

Feels like black magic

**[Verse 2: UPSAHL, *UPSAHL & Nick Wold*]**

You called the shots 'cause you know I'm always down for the ride

Yeah

One sip I'm lost, it's the middle of the night but I might

Be seeing the light, light, light

Hey, I'm outside, my hands are *tied*

Lighting up sage in the red *moonlight*

I'm so bored, I'm running *inside*

Open up the door let me into your *mind*

**[Pre-Chorus: Nick Wold & UPSAHL]**

'Cause now I see your vision you can show me how it's gonna be

**[Chorus: Nick Wold, *Nick Wold & UPSAHL*]**

You can read between the lines 'cause you're my *palm reader*

Got your crystals in your pocket like a *drug dealer*

Now you're telling me my future

Knowing *I'll believe ya*

You know I gotta have it

Feels like black magic

**[Verse 3: Big Boi]**

Come into the light like Carol Anne

The only magic I identify is that of the melanin

So where ya tryna' sell 'em, inside the cerebellum

I'm thinking peace be still protected by the elders

There's a war going on for your brain and not everything on this plane is what it seems

Use your third eye, pineal gland

Now that's a bird's eye view to always overstand

**[Chorus: Nick Wold, UPSAHL, *both*]**

You can read between the lines 'cause you're my *palm reader*

Got your crystals in your pocket like a *drug dealer*

Now you're telling me my future

Knowing *I'll believe ya*

You know I gotta have it (have it, have it)

Feels like black magic (magic, magic)

**[Outro: UPSAHL]**

Yeah

My palm reader

Yeah

You're like a drug dealer

## Remixes

On June 4, 2021 a remix called the "All Time Low Remix" was released, featuring American rock band **All Time Low**

artwork for the remix
## Official Versions

* Original - 3:00
* All Time Low Remix - 2:53

## Videos

DREAMERS, Big Boi - Palm Reader ft. UPSAHL (Official Video)DREAMERS, Big Boi, UPSAHL - Palm Reader (Audio Only) ft. UPSAHLDREAMERS - Palm Reader (All Time Low Remix-Audio Only) ft. Big Boi, UPSAHL, All Time Low
24/7 365 (None of These Dudes Are Worth My Time)

"**24/7 365 (None of These Dudes Are Worth My Time)**" is an unreleased song by UPSAHL. It was intended for her debut album, Lady Jesus.

## Background

The song was played by UPSAHL on episode 3 of UPSAHL UN-RELEASED. The full song was leaked on Discord on September 17, 2022.

## Lyrics

**[Intro]**

Can you put the chords in just for now?

**[Verse 1]**

Am I the first one to say it?

They're so bad at conversation

I'm getting so damn impatient

This can't be good for my health

They only last a minute, so I never get to finish

Please don't ask you know I didn't

I'll take care of it myself

**[Pre-Chorus 1]**

Like I always do, in my room

I have my cake and I eat it too

I let you shoot your shot and you blew it

When a bitch make her mind up I stick to it

**[Chorus]**

24/7

365

I know it in a second

None of these dudes are worth my time, yeah

24/7

I won't say it twice

Sorry leave a message

Cause none of these dudes are worth my time, yeah

**[Verse 2]**

Might have a threesome me, myself, and I

Learned my lesson made a couple boys cry

Sorry, gotta be this tall to ride the ride

The bar's too high can't touch my vibe

**[Pre-Chorus 2]**

I got all the time in the world to chase that money

Hope you know you're not gonna waste it buddy

I let you shoot your shot and you blew it

When a bitch make her mind up I stick to it

**[Chorus]**

24/7

365

I know it in a second

None of these dudes are worth my time, yeah

24/7

I won't say it twice

Sorry leave a message

Cause none of these dudes are worth my time, yeah

**[Bridge]**

If you know what I'm talking 'bout

You need a man to get out your house

You're better off when he's not around

If you know what I'm talking 'bout

4/10 trying to lock you down

You're better off when he's not around

**[Chorus]**

24/7

365

I know it in a second

None of these dudes are worth my time, yeah

24/7

I won't say it twice

Sorry leave a message

Cause none of these dudes are worth my time, yeah

**[Outro]**

None of these, none of these

None of these, none of these dudes

Yeah, none of these dudes are worth my time

None of these dudes are worth my time

## Trivia

* This song allegedly has another version that is more finished. It was talked about by multiple reliable insiders.
Lady Jesus (Song)

## Track Listing

"**Lady Jesus**" is the tenth and final track from Lady Jesus.

## Theme

Lady Jesus is about UPSAHL growing as a person and celebrity. She describes her change being like a rebirth of sorts, even refering to herself as "Lady Jesus", i.e. a female version of Jesus.

## Lyrics

**[Intro]**

Welcome to my funeral, please take a seat

Right here lies the body of the bitch I used to be

She was crying every night, I sacrificed her in her sleep

If she didn't get to Heaven then I hope she rests in peace

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Yeah, look at me now

It's the second coming, baby, watch out

None of that boyshit weighing me down

More than money on my mind

Middle finger to the sky like

**[Chorus]**

(Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh) Straight out of Phoenix like

(Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh) It's lady Jesus

She took a nosedive out the Hollywood sign

But she's back, she back (You better believe it)

(Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh) She gotta mean it like

(Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh) It's lady Jesus

She's speedin' down the 5 'cause she already died

Yeah, she's back, she's back (You better believe it)

**[Post-Chorus]**

Rose from the coffin, now I'mma profit

Water the vodka and I'm walking on it

Didn't have to go that hard, Sunset Boulevard

You would be so blessed if I broke your heart

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Yeah, look at me now (Look at me now)

It's the second coming, baby, watch out (Yeah, yeah, yeah)

To all the people I don't like, bow down (Yeah)

Always let 'em kill my vibe

Middle finger to the sky like

**[Chorus]**

(Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh) Straight out of Phoenix like

(Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh) It's lady Jesus

She took a nosedive out the Hollywood sign

But she's back, she back (You better believe it)

(Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh) She gotta mean it like

(Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh) It's lady Jesus

She's speedin' down the 5 'cause she already died

Yeah, she's back, she's back (You better believe it)

**[Bridge]**

We all know God was a baddie

But so is Jesus, amen

Shit, a woman

**[Outro]**

Yeah, it's lady Jesus (Ah-ah, she's Jesus, yeah)

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Like (Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh)

I like wild, like wild

Ah-ah, she took a nosedive out the Hollywood sign

But she's back, she's back (You better believe it)

## Cross-references

* ''Right here lies the body of the bitch I used to be'' is a direct reference to Fake Bitch.
* ''She was crying every night'' is also a direct reference to Fake Bitch.
* ''I sacrificed her in her sleep'' could be a reference to Melatonin.
* ''If she didn't get to Heaven'' could be a reference to Count On You.
* "None of that boyshit weighing me down" is a direct reference to BOYSHIT.
* "More than money on my mind" is a direct reference to MoneyOnMyMind.
* "To all the people I don't like" is a direct reference to People I Don't Like.
Do I Have Your Attention

**Do I Have Your Attention** is an unreleased song by UPSAHL. It's unknown for what project this track was intended for.

## Background

A 16 second snippet was posted on Dbree September 7, 2021.

## Lyrics

When I see her next

Do I have your attention?

Don't stress, didn't blow your cover

Told your boys you're a top shelf lover

Whatta man, whatta man, what a mighty fine boy

Yeah

But don't get too close
Good News For Bad People

## Track Listing

**Good News For Bad People** is the fourth track from Unfamiliar Light. The track was released alongside the album, but since the album was deleted from streaming services, the track is only available on online forums.

**[Verse 1]**

Be strict and right is left

To the suits and ties of those with a place inside

Going towards the norm that objectifies

The ones who wander from the outside

**[Chorus]**

They choose to ignore the effectiveness of the waves they create

We're tired and we wanna go home

But they choose to move forward in a way that makes us unsafe

**[Verse 2]**

Line up for desire

Our fight as one

We're rising like fire

They're dropping like flies in the absence of light

They have organized this crime

What's the difference between a body and a dime

Lining up for the practice

Of a basic human right

**[Chorus]**

They choose to ignore the effectiveness of the waves they create

We're tired and we wanna go home

But they choose to move forward in a way that makes us unsafe

**[Bridge]**

This formation is flawed

We must not confide in those who hold power

Our perfume is too strong for the taste of the ones playing self secure

Liberty trapped in suitcases on the main floor of the tower

Mark the calendars in whoever has reached its [?]

Our threat is [?]

**[Chorus]**

They choose to ignore the effectiveness of the waves they create

We're tired and we wanna go home

But they choose to move forward in a way that makes us unsafe
Ghost In My Head

"**Ghost In My Head**", originally titled "**Exorcism**", is an unreleased song by UPSAHL. It was intended for her debut album, Lady Jesus.

## Background

The song leaked on Dbree on September 1, 2021. It was confirmed that the song was later pitched to Ashnikko, an American singer/songwriter.

## Lyrics

**[Intro]**

In my head, in my head

In my head, in my head

**[Verse 1]**

Woke up in the past again

Reaching over, thinking I would find your hand

For a second, felt like you were right there in my bed

Why you haunting me like that?

Instead of a morning kiss

I started replacing 'em with cigarettes

Turned all of our memories to things that I regret

Why you haunting me like that?

Yeah

**[Chorus]**

I close my eyes and it's you

It's like you're right in my room

You're like a ghost in my head

Exorcism, every night I'm trying to cut you loose

Up in my dreams, yeah, it's you

I'm feeling things I used to

You're like a ghost in my head

Exorcism, every night I'm trying to cut you loose

**[Post-Chorus]**

Like a

In my head, in my head

Like a ghost, like a

In my head, in my head

**[Verse 2]**

I never understood the way

That you could let somebody live inside your brain

But now you got me overthinking everything I say

You could ruin my day without doing a thing

First it was Heaven, now I'm in Hell

Guess I'm possessed

You can ruin my day without doing a thing, yeah

**[Chorus]**

I close my eyes and it's you

It's like you're right in my room

You're like a ghost in my head

Exorcism, every night I'm trying to cut you loose

Up in my dreams, yeah, it's you

I'm feeling things I used to

You're like a ghost in my head

Exorcism, every night I'm trying to cut you loose

**[Post-Chorus]**

Like a

In my head, in my head

Like a ghost, like a

In my head, in my head

## Trivia

* The song was played on episode 2 of UPSAHL UN-RELEASED.
Hello Liz

"**Hello Liz**" is an unreleased song by UPSAHL. It was not intended for any specific project.

## Background

The song leaked via Dbree on September 1, 2021.

## Lyrics

**[Intro]**

Hey Taylor, it's Liz

I'm actually calling because I'm gonna be in town this weekend

And we haven't talked in like, a year

So it would be really fun if we could get lunch or something

I hope you're doing well, let's catch up

Mkay, bye

**[Verse 1]**

Hello Liz

Take a seat and I'mma break it down in long division

You're a six and I'm a million plus a couple digits

We were friends 'til I quit being friends with psycho villains

Burns you up because I do exactly what I wanna

Left the melodrama back in Arizona

Now here's the part where I ignore your calls

And block your number

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Tonight I'm sitting on my bed

I'm making you a list of all the things I never said

**[Chorus]**

Hello Liz

Way back then when everything was simple

You always love the game so here's a riddle

What's five foot six and empty in the middle?

Rhymes with bitch, hello Liz

I'm not surprised that you're still friends with Heather

She always seemed to handle bullshit better, mmm

You should probably maybe call me never

Hello Liz, hello Liz

**[Verse 2]**

For the final act I'd like to bring out my assistant

This lovely pair of very sharp and shiny scissors

Right before your eyes, you'll disappear from all our pictures

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Tonight I'm sitting on my bed

I'm making you a list of all the things I never said

Some of them are right, some are in my head

But every single one of them I know I won't regret

**[Chorus]**

Hello Liz (Hello Liz)

Way back then when everything was simple

(Simple, simple, simple)

You always love the game so here's a riddle (Riddle, riddle)

What's five foot six and empty in the middle? (Yeah)

Rhymes with bitch, hello Liz (Bitch, hello Liz)

I'm not surprised that you're still friends with Heather (Fuck Heather)

She always seemed to handle bullshit better, mmm

So you should probably maybe call me never (No)

Hello Liz, hello Liz

**[Bridge]**

My sis, my friend

My pal, my clique

That's what I used to call you when we were just kids

But now it makes me sick when someone brings you up

Oh wait, nobody ever did

**[Outro]**

Hello Liz

Hello Liz

Hello Liz

Hello Liz

(Oh wait, nobody ever did unless they feel like talking shit)

Hello Liz (I'm telling her that she should dip)

Hello Liz (Be careful what you say, Liz)

Hello Liz (Yeah, sing it, Liz)

La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la

La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la

La-la-la-la-la
Mike Upsahl

**Mike Upsahl** is UPSAHL's father. He is a bass player and has played alongside many groups ever since the '90s such as Man Dingo, Stereotyperider and High Horse. He is currently in a band called Surf Through Death.

He is seen on the Skateboarding and Skydiving episodes of UPSAHL Extreme. He also makes an appearance on Play the documentary.

## Gallery

UPSAHL with her dad and Matty SteinkampUPSAHL with her dad and Matty SteinkampUPSAHL with her dad and Matty Steinkamp
Rabitt

**Yik Nam Jason Wu** (born August 2, 1993), known professionally as **Rabitt**, is an Grammy Award and Emmy Award nominated record producer and songwriter from Hong Kong, now based in Los Angeles, CA. Rabitt has produced and written songs for Andy Grammer, Kiiara, Charlotte Lawrence, VÉRITÉ, Álvaro Soler, Eric Nam, Ingrid Andress, and others. He has written a song with UPSAHL.

## Work with UPSAHL

Songs currently unreleased:

* 1 Nighter
* Ditch Your Ego
Leonard Sachs

**Leonard Sachs** (26 September 1909-15 June 1990) appeared in two *Doctor Who* television stories: as Admiral Gaspard de Coligny in *The Massacre* and Lord President Borusa in *Sealed Orders*. He had also been considered for the role of Marcus Scarman in *Pyramids of Mars*. (TCH 24)

## Selected Filmography

* *The Massacre* - Gaspard de Coligny
* *Sealed Orders* - Borusa
Fine

## Track Listing

**Fine** is the fifth and final track from Hindsight 20/20. The track was released alongside the EP on March 8, 2019.

## Background & Composition

When asked about the track in an interview with Substream Magazine UPSAHL said: *"I feel like “Smarty” and “Fine” are two different phases of getting over a relationship. “Smarty” is the initial phase. Oh, fuck you. I’m better than you. You ruined my life, but I’m coming back on top, basically. Then a couple more months later, I feel that you get a bit more sentimental as you get reflective on it.*

*With “Fine,” I wanted it to be from a very vulnerable place which where I was when I was writing that song. I feel as an artist, it’s very important to me to make people feel like a bad ass bitch when they are listening to my music. I also think part of being that “badass” persona is to recognize where you went wrong and be vulnerable. I definitely wanted “Fine” to be reflecting on the relationship that “Smarty” is talking about. In a more, “ok, maybe I fucked up a little, too.”"*

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

I guess I used it up

This space, there's not enough

I used you way too much

And I guess you had enough

So I gotta tell you

**[Chorus]**

I've been so caught up with myself

That I forgot to say I'm sorry

I'm so sorry

And even though we're both alone

You know you're still up on my brain

Hope you're okay

**[Verse 2]**

Now you won't take my calls

I'm going through withdrawals

You used to tell me how we'd get through

I wish I could be back in those shoes

I set us up to lose

**[Chorus]**

I've been so caught up with myself

That I forgot to say I'm sorry

I'm so sorry

And even though we're both alone

You know you're still up on my brain

Hope you're okay

**[Bridge]**

I've been so selfish

Never thought you'd be the one who got away

I wish you stayed

Should have enjoyed the view

'Cause now all I see is your face

Hope you're okay

**[Bridge]**

I'm the bad guy

I didn't mean for us to fall from this high (From this high)

We lost the high (High)

And even though we're both alone

You know you're still up on my mind (On my mind)

I hope you're fine (I hope you're fine)

**[Outro]**

I hope you're fine

I hope you're fine

I hope you're fine

I hope you're fine

I hope you're fine, I hope you're fine

I hope you're fine, I hope you're fine

I hope you're fine, I hope you're fine

I hope you're fine, I hope you're fine

## Music Video

The vignette video of this song was recorded mid 2019 and was released on September 6, 2019. It was produced and directed by Ian Midgley. This is part 5/5 of the story that the vignette videos tell.

UPSAHL - Fine (Vignette Video)
Sunflower

## Track Listing

**Sunflower** is the third track and first single from Viscerotonic. The track was originally released on Bandcamp in 2014 and put onto streaming services later with the rest of the project, but later deleted. The track is still available for streaming on Bandcamp.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

I've been trying

Been giving it all for you

And you've been loving

Despite of what we've been through

And we both know of the unknown

But we're willing to walk that path

And we are unaware of the destination

And sometimes the existential idea of it all is what forces us to fall

**[Chorus]**

Be my guide by my side

You will keep us standing tall

Not anyone but you was able to break this fall

And I know that we're not [?]

You're my sunflower

You're my sunflower

**[Verse 2]**

And we both have heard of the words left unsaid

But we write the names in the streets of our city

While we walk the path of sweet redemption

And sometimes the existential idea of it all is what forces us to fall

**[Chorus]**

Be my guide by my side

You will keep us standing tall

Not anyone but you was able to break this fall

And I know that we're not [?]

You're my sunflower

You're my sunflower

## Music Video

The music video for the song was recorded and released some time in 2014 and it was directed and edited by Spool. It was later taken down from UPSAHL's Youtube account but it remained on the director/editor's vimeo account.

SunFlower
## Trivia

* The music video for the song was deleted from UPSAHL's Youtube account, but was later reuploaded to the director's Vimeo account.
Tai Verdes

**Tai Verdes** is a musicalartist best known for his song "Stuck in the Middle." The song became a viral hit on TikTok, where it has been utilized in numerous videos. The music video for the song also has over 1.4 million views on YouTube. He began posting his music to YouTube in May 2020. He was also a contestant on Are You The One? Season 6, a reality television series on MTV.

He was a guest on the third episode of UPSAHL UN-RELEASED. He also has a series called "Road Riffs" in which UPSAHL was a guest once.

## Gallery

Tai Verdes & Upsahl - DRUGS² - Road Riffs
Better Days

**Better Days** is an unreleased song by UPSAHL featuring Niña Dioz. Not much is known about the song besides the fact that it's registered on her BMI/ASCAP page.

## Background

The song is published on Universal Music Publishing Group's website and a 30 second snippet can be heard there.

## Lyrics

**[UPSAHL]**

Better days

**[Niña Dioz]**

Recuerda que el tiempo, remember the time esta pequeña y solo veria mi mama lucher

Mucho trabajo, poco descanso, always been on the grind

We got through the other side, yeah nada nos puede parar

Here come better days, juntos we elevate

Motivate like it's payday, goodbyes like you levitate

Sé que somos invencibles, que repetibles, juntos todo es possible

## References

1. ↑ https://www.umusicpub.com/us/Digital-Music-Library/song/438679/upsahl-nina-dioz-better-days-single
2. ↑ https://dbree.org/v/9614a8
Cry of Freedom

**Cry of Freedom** is song by The Sparrows, on their 'The Blue Door Sessions' album. The track was released on January 30, 2021 and it features background vocals from UPSAHL. The song is available for free download on the bands Bandcamp page.

## Lyrics

Assist me satellite

Tonight your light to my second story flight

Will be my alibi

The only eyes to witness this, oh this, my mind

The orange light shifts

Golden memories do drift

To our innocence

Twas just a myth besides

Assist me satellite

Give these thoughts life

In the endlessness of sky

But the morning's coming soon

From the east into this room

With the silence dawning too

I am saving my voice for my cry of freedom, I am

I am saving my voice for my cry of freedom, I am

I'm streaming fast tonight, can't stop this flow

A summer's song is on the rise

Catching my breathy sigh in a jar

For you to take and analyze

When you decide to give me back my mind

Wake me up so I can walk into the night

And see my satellite

My alibi, never dear do leave my side

But the morning's coming soon

From the east into this room

With the silence dawning too

I am saving my voice for my cry of freedom, I am

I am saving my voice for my cry of freedom, I am
Jenna Andrews

**Jenna Lauren Andrews** (born 1985 or 1986) is a Canadian singer, songwriter and record producer from Calgary, Alberta, Canada. Andrews released her debut single "Tumblin' Down" in 2010, which was featured on the television show, *Grey's Anatomy* and charted on the *Billboard* Adult R&B Songs chart. She has collaborated with artists such as BTS, Drake, Jennifer Lopez, Jessie J, Tori Kelly, Lily Allen, and Little Mix, while also being involved as an A&R consultant for Barry Weiss' label Records as well as establishing TwentySeven Music Publishing with him.

She has written songs with UPSAHL.

## Work with UPSAHL

Songs currently unreleased:

* Hitch Lyrics

Songs written with UPSAHL:

* Glowin' Up
Play the documentary

**Play the documentary** is a film to inspire more people to play music. This independent, crowd funded film features musicians, educators, and organizations from all over the world. UPSAHL, Mike Upsahl, Ryan Upsahl and Becky Upsahl all make appearances on the documentary,

## Music

In the documentary, UPSAHL plays 3 track: Side B, Sunflower and Follow Me

## Trivia

* UPSAHL is credited as "Taylor Upsahl"
* Ryan Upsahl played "Beethoven II" on piano and Becky Upsahl played "Maple Leaf Rag" also on piano.

## Gallery

The documentary's poster featuring UPSAHLThe documentary's poster featuring UPSAHLUPSAHL and family signing a poster from the documentary
Hopes to High

## Track Listing

**Hopes to High** is the second track from Viscerotonic. The track was released alongside the album, but since the album was deleted from most streaming services, the track is only available on Amazon Music Brazil and India, or on online forums.

## Lyrics

I guess I wasted my love on someone who I thought cared

I guess I wasted my time playing a game that was never fair

So there goes my heart, you're holding it in your arms

Can't you see that I'm trying but moving on from someone like you is hard

How did we get here? What brought us to here?

What did I say and what did you do?

How did we get here? What brought us to this point?

How did we get here? When did our past fade?

There's just so much I have to say to you

How did we get here? What brought us to this point?

The leaves are starting to fall

The tears are starting to fall and your name is written on them all

It's now or never, just give up, make it seem like there's nothing left of us

I guess I wasted my love on someone who I thought cared

I guess I wasted my time playing a game that was never fair

So there goes my heart, you're holding it in your arms

Can't you see that I'm trying but moving on from someone like you is hard

How did we get here? You keep breaking my trust and rebuilding it back up again

I get my hopes up so very much

There's no room left for forgiveness, there's no more words that I wish I said

How did we get here? I'm not cut up to this point

The leaves are starting to fall

The tears are starting to fall, and your name is written on them all

The leaves are starting to fall, and I am falling again for you

So I guess you wasted your time on someone like me

Believing everything you'd say, I thought you meant it when you said you needed me

So I guess you wasted your kisses on someone who's hopes were held too high

Now I realize that this whole thing was a waste of our love

## Trivia

* Despite being referred to as "Hopes Too High", the song is registered on ASCAP and BMI as "Hopes To High", and is also on Spotify under the same name.