Cedarsoul

> "I'm not leaving her until she wakes up." - Cedarsoul to Maplenose about Rosesky
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## Cedarsoul

### Aliases/Past Names

Flamekit, Cedarkit, Cedarpaw (Past names)
Cedarmom, Vendetta, Stickpaw, Yellowbrown, Evilbark, Barkpad, Bloodpaw, Crippleblind, Cripplekit, Sticksoul, Flamesoul, Tomcat (Nicknames)

### Immediate Family

Ripplefeather (mother)
 Heatspirit (father)
 Violetbird, Dashpaw (sisters)
 Baypaw, Tigerspark (brothers)
 Rosesky (Mate)
 Fursplash, Fawnpetal (Daughters)
 Baypaw (Son)
 Fadepaw, Heatherbreeze (adopted daughters)
 Webkit (Adopted son)

## Physical Appearance

### Pelt Colour

Mostly ginger, with black spots over her eyes and brown and dark golden patches

### Height

Slightly taller than her sister Violetbird, but not by much.

### Weight

Usually average, though occasionally skinny.

## Appearance

Cedarsoul's base color is a ginger, strangely having black dots over her eyes. She has a goldish left ear (which was shredded by Ivybranch), a light brown right ear, yellow and brown legs, a yellow tail that's missing the tip of it, a spot in between her ears, and heterochromia; a brown left eye and yellow right eye, which are blind thanks too Natasha. She also has scars over her eyes as well, and a long scar on her underbelly from her fall. She also has a missing back leg, which was ripped off by Dapple, and a missing patch of fur on her left front leg with a spider etched in it, which was made by Tigerspark.

## Personality

Cedarsoul's personality has changed throughout her miserable life. As a kit for her first three moons, she was excitable, enthusiastic, and the happiest thing ever. Once she got amnesia, however, she became cold, distant and persistent about her knowledge.

As an apprentice, Cedarsoul became *very* salty, but gained passionate feelings for her friends and got a mama bear side for her adoptive daughters. She's really moody and holds onto grudges forever. Cedarsoul lacks confidence for being blind and three-legged, using those she cares about as shoulders to cry on.

As a warrior, Cedarsoul was depressed thanks to Furstar's death. Under her salty exterior is just a fragile mind ready to be broken. She still has determination through and through- she just wishes to have a happy life with her family.

In the afterlife, Cedarsoul is a very sick and twisted creature, never recovering from her emotional and physical abuse. She's the embodiment of despair at this point.

## Skills and Weaknesses

Cedarsoul so to say really doesn't have skills, minus a large amount of determination. Everything usually goes in the weaknesses department.

Weaknesses outweigh her skills. As a blind and three-legged, Cedarsoul lost her confidence when she was blinded and had her leg ripped off, which she really lacked in. Cedarsoul usually held onto her grudges for moons on end, like with her former mentor Littlestrike. She was overly moody and couldn't let her feelings stay inside of her head. She only wished to be special to her clan, although she knew that she couldn't have become deputy due to her disabilities.

## History

### Kithood

Cedarkit, then known as Flamekit, was born as a male in Ripplefeather and Heatspirit's second litter, along with his sister Dashkit during the start of The Great Journey. Unfortunately Ripplefeather gave birth to them early and died soon after, leaving his mother's adopted sister and best friend Beechtalon to raise Flamekit and Dashkit.

Soon after, he had a talk with his great grandma, Furstar. Around that time, Flamekit started to feel dysphoric and started to think that he was a girl. During a conversation with Beechtalon and his sister Violetpaw, he decided to come out as a trans girl, and change her name to Cedarkit.

Cedarkit, prancing around soon with zero care in the world, ended up getting in a fight with a Windclan kit she met once named Mudkit. During her travels she bonded with Thorncall, her adoptive brother, and played in the kit capture the flag along with her teammates Mosskit and Nutkit.

Soon after telling Furstar that she was trans, Cedarkit witnessed Sandpounce die, along with an apprentice named Leafpaw. She was traumatized, and later started to bond with her father.

The clans reached the new territory, and when Hawkpaw, Galewind, Maplenose, Embertooth, Thorncall and Sunstar went to find the new territories, Cedarkit, not wanting to be left out of this important journey, decided to follow them.

Soon Beechtalon and Baypaw did deads. Later, while sneaking with Honeykit (Who happened to be her adoptive niece) and Rosekit onto Riverclan territory, she was carried away by a hawk, who dropped her into Windclan territory, and got amnesia. She was discovered there by Honeykit, Mousey and Emberheart, the latter taking her back to camp.

Cedarkit was very confused about what she was doing in Shadowclan camp, denying most of the info Honeykit and Violetpaw would tell her. Soon enough, Heatspirit was killed by a dog. Cedarkit wasn't a witness, but walked in on it to see her father dead.

Soon, she encountered Tigerpaw again and said that he was lying to her, which mentally broke him. She liked it.

Brackenpaw lured her and Bouncekit outside of camp in order for the tom to get "revenge" on Furstar. During the whole thing she was sleeping, and after that woke up, called Violetpaw a stupid furball, and later in camp bit her paw infront of Bouncekit, Furstar and Clawstrike.

Soon she was made an apprentice at 6 moons along her sister.

### Apprenticeship

Cedarpaw was made an apprentice by Furstar, with Littlestrike as her mentor. However, his son Crowkit died, and didn't train with her while mourning.

One day while walking in the edge of the forest, she encountered a kit known as Fade. She took her to ShadowClan and adopted her.

Cedarpaw, soon, started to bit her memories back piece by piece, and soon enough, she was able to recover everything back, and apologized for calling her sister a "stupid furball". They also talked about Baypaw for a bit and thought Bayspirit could be a good warrior name for him.

She became close to Rosepaw, though she witnessed the death of Embertooth, who protected her from an adder bite, and dragged her back to clan camp. A cat named Natasha attacked her and the dying Embertooth, causing Cedarpaw to yell at her and threaten to kill her. They fought, and Cedarpaw won. They're enemies now.

Soon, Cedarpaw had fallen head over heels for Rosepaw, and planned on making her and Rosepaw to prevent Natasha from joining the clans. When going to make a flowercrown for her, she ran into - sUrPrIse SuRpRiSe - Natasha. She learned that Cedarpaw had a crush on Rosepaw and threatened to tell her. However she told Rosepaw in advance and now they're gIrLfRiEnDs. Natasha crashed their party to Cedarpaw's dismay.

Then she saw Magpiefeather die, and told the RiverClan cats. She talked to Violetbird about everything that just happened in her life.

At the gathering, Natasha and Cedarpaw had a fight, to Mosslight's dismay, and soon, Natasha blinded her, threatening to mute her if she interacted with Rosepaw again. Violetbird came to her screams and sobs, but Natasha threw her into her den in the Burn Scar. After finding her way back, she called Littlestrike a worthless mentor, and told Rosepaw what Natasha said. She, Violetbird and Furstar talked about the rouge, going to warn the other clans, with Cedarpaw and her sister telling Badgerstrike about Natasha.

Soon, Natasha came into camp to turn herself in, but then attempted a suicide. She failed, and tried to apologize to Cedarpaw, who just yelled at her. She was then taken prisoner.

After this - and yelling and half-blinding Tigerspark -, she ended up only giving respect to Rosepaw, Violetbird, Fadekit and Furstar. She vented to Violetbird in ShadowClan territory, wishing that Embertooth didn't die.

Soon, a rouge named Spirit said that she commanded Natasha to do what she did, but Cedarpaw objected, using her firsthand encounters with the rouge to combat her claims. Spirit then digged under her, and twisted her paw to make her fall into the hole. Silvermoon helped her out as Spirit was also taken prisoner.

Dashpaw died after drowning in a tide. After that she only had Tigerspark and Violetbird as her only living siblings. Fadekit also became an apprentice, and Spirit died. She complained about how horrible Littlestrike was as a mentor, and was reassigned mentors, now being Sagestreak's apprentice. Spoiler alert: She never trained with her as well.

However, that wasn't enough. She tried to commit suicide by falling off a tree, and got stuck in a comatose state, locking her in this weird ghost state that only StarClan could see. No matter how hard she tried to be noticed by the other cats, they failed. She was able to talk with Beechtalon and an old StarClan resident named Mintflame, however. Soon, she woke up with a new scar on her underbelly.

Natasha catnapped her soon after with the help of a rouge named Dapple, crippling her leg. She managed to escape for a bit, and met a former kittypet named Heather. However, Natasha found them, and took them to Dapple's den. She and Heather found a stream in the den, and swam back to ShadowClan camp, where they interrupted Rapidpaw's ceremony when they made it.

She and Violetbird killed Natasha. Dapple found out, attacked Cedarpaw, and ripped off her crippled leg.

Then, she started having nightmares about Natasha n' stuff. She saw a fight between her siblings, oBvIoUsLy siding with Violetbird.

After talking with Furstar, the leader told Cedarpaw that she might extend her apprenticeship for another moon due to how long she's been healing her wounds. To make up for this she went hunting with Rosepaw.

She soon met a kit named Web, who had stumbled onto ShadowClan camp. She later told him about clan hierarchy, and adopted him after he asked to join her family.

She later had a mental breakdown and dreamed about her horrible life, then self-harmed. Frostkit comforted her.

When walking around in No Clans Land, Tigerspark, going by Spider, attacked her. She ran back to camp and told Furstar, who said that she would only exile him if he continued.

She gave Webkit some advice to make friends before her warrior ceremony.

### Adult Life

Cedarsoul received her warrior name at 13, named after her force and drive. She became Rosesky's mate right after that.

Unfortunately, Furstar died soon after, throwing Cedarsoul into depression. She had a panic attack shortly after Ivybranch was made deputy.

Tigerspark left ShadowClan with Ripplerapids.

She asked Rosesky about having kits, which she agreed. Webkit joined in on the conversation, asking about where Furstar was. Cedarsoul said that the leader was dead, throwing Webkit into a seizure somehow. She panicked, and Furstar came down from StarClan to give her advice. Luckily they ceased soon after.

Rosesky got attacked by foxes, and Cedarsoul found her with Ivybranch, panicking. She brought her into the medicine cat den, bringing Mapleburn to help heal Rosesky.

Soon after, Cedarsoul started to stop eating, becoming insanely thin. Rosesky found out after leaning on her, and they fought and Cedarsoul ran away into her former enemy's den, eating from a rotten pile of prey. Violetbird saw this and dragged her back into camp.

She discovered that a cat named Oneskip had been treating Webkit like her son after just giving him a berry. They got into a fight, with Cedarsoul yelling at Webkit, who was later lost in RiverClan. She fought with Rosesky again when she admitted to her self-loathing issues.

Fadepaw disappeared.

Violetbird told her that she was expecting kits, with Cedarsoul asking if they'd call her their uncle or aunt.

A tom named Crowbite forced Honeysong to be her mate, threatened her sister's kits and attacked her mate. Oblivious to all of this, he exploited her hate against Littlestrike and teamed up with her. She made him promise to not hurt Violetbird, her kits and Rosesky, but he lied about it. He ruined Littlestrike's life, but Cedarsoul decided to ruin Oneskip's life next.

First, she ripped about a berry bush she and Webkit had planted. Then she attacked her, carving a broken heart into her chest. Webkit saw this, however, causing her to pin him down. He yelled for help, and Poppyblaze came. Unfortunately, Rosesky also came to the scene after she ripped out Webkit's tounge. She pinned her down, with Maplenose and Bouncestream coming into the picture.

She later found out that Rosesky was expecting her kits after the fiasco. Webkit died as well, with Oneskip in so much grief that she asked Scorch (Her uncle-in-law) to put her out of her misery, which he did. She talked with Almondfeather, her brother-in-law about how Rosesky was expecting her kits.

When Cedarsoul told her sister about the news, she asked her about her deal with Crowbite. She didn't answer.

She met Black Swan and became friends with the loner, surprisingly, given her horrible history with clan outsiders.

Rosesky had her kits — Furkit, Baykit and Fawnkit — early, to Cedarsoul's chagrin. Ivybranch and Violetbird stumbled upon the chaos, Rosesky now in a coma. Cedarsoul was panicked about this, but her sister calmed her down.

She stayed with her newborns inside the den Rosesky used to give birth. Crowbite, who was exiled, visited them, with Baykit being mesmerized by the exile. Furkit didn't like him, so she launched herself onto him, with Crowbite blinding her right eye. She went to talk with him in private, the tom threatening to hurt the kits if she didn't help him destroy ShadowClan. She reluctantly agreed to protect her newborns. He revealed his super evil plan: To make the clan rebel against Lakestar.

Cedarsoul met Embertooth in StarClan, with Natasha appearing as well. She tried to attack her.

Maplenose has discovered her nephew and nieces, with Cedarsoul stating that she wouldn’t leave Rosesky until she woke up. HoWeVeR, during that timeframe, all three of her kits found their way to their parents clans, causing Cedarsoul to return.

Violetbird rejoiced at her sister's re-arrival, telling her that she had her kits at well. She met Shadekit and Lilackit, along with Featherskip, the new medicine cat.

She met up with Crowbite, who ordered her to plant the seeds of the rebellion. She started with Featherskip, getting kinda agitated by her. Fuyu joined her cause as well.

She murdered Clawstrike, who was not just her sister's best friend, but also Ivybranch's mate. Ivybranch found out and got really ticked off at Cedarsoul. When she tried to bring Black Swan to see Lakestar, Ivybranch attacked her, Violetbird felt betrayed and Black Swan kinda agreed with Ivybranch.

Cedarsoul later met Birdkit, Crowbite and Honeysong's daughter. She told her that Crowbite was supposedly not bad, but misunderstood.

She continued her havoc by murdering another cat, this time Lilycloud, by drowning her. She also tried the same with Bouncestream, though he just lost most of his memories.

Black Swan asked her about Clawstrike and the ShadowClan rebellion, telling her that she supposedly killed the she-cat on accident, and that she was doing it for Crowbite.

Soon enough, Rosesky woke up. Cedarsoul was ecstatic. Baykit yeeted a poppy seed into her mouth and ran off for an unknown reason.

Cedarsoul and Rosesky went out to find their son when they saw an injured Fuyu, who Baykit brought back. Cedarsoul was ticked off, but she helped heal Fuyu.

After all that, she hurt more cats. The rebellion attacked and she helped take over ShadowClan. For only two moons.

Crowbite died, Cedarsoul got taken prisoner, she was tried, found guilty, executed and then ended up in the Dark Forest.

The end.

## Significant Others

Ripplefeather, StarClan, She-cat, Medicine Cat, Mother

Heatspirit, StarClan, Tom, Warrior, Father

Violetbird, ShadowClan, She-cat, Warrior, Sister and shoulder to cry on

Tigerspark, Thunderclan, Tom, Warrior, Brother (She refuses to call him this)

Baypaw, StarClan, Tom, Apprentice, Brother

Dashpaw, StarClan, She-cat, Apprentice, Sister

Furstar, StarClan, She-cat, Leader, Great-Grandmother and friend

Baypaw, Unknown, Tom, Apprentice, Son

Fawnpetal, ShadowClan, She-cat, Warrior, Daughter

Fursplash, ShadowClan, She-cat, Warrior, Daughter

Beechtalon, StarClan, She-cat, Queen, Adoptive Mother

Thorncall, Unknown, Tom, Warrior, Adoptive brother and friend

Honeysong, StarClan, She-cat, Warrior, Adopted niece and Friend

Littlestrike, StarClan, Tom, Warrior, Former mentor and enemy

Sagestreak, StarClan, She-cat, Warrior, Mentor

Fadepaw, Unknown, She-cat, Apprentice, Adopted daughter

Heatherbreeze, ShadowClan, Trans (mtf), Apprentice, Adopted daughter

Webkit, StarClan, Tom, Kit, Adopted son and emotional support cat

Rosesky, ShadowClan, She-cat, Warrior, Mate

Ivybranch, ShadowClan, Nonbinary, Deputy, Enemy

Natasha, Unknown (GOOD.), She-cat, Enemy and le person who made Cedar blind, Ded

Dapple, Dark Forest, She-cat, Enemy

Spirit, StarClan, She-cat, Enemy

Oneskip, StarClan, She-cat, Warrior, Enemy

Crowbite, Unknown (ALSO GOOD), Tom, Exile, Partner-in-crime, best friend and adopted newphew-in-law, Ded

Black Swan, Loner, She-cat, Friend, Ded

Ripple, StarClan, She-cat, Sister-in-law

## Cedarsoul Poem (By Oneskip and Webkit)

I sing this song to you each night to let you know of the love we share.
Through greeleaf to leafbare.
From berries to the long forgotten echos of war.
There is a lonely soul that keeps her back bending to prove that she owns the heart of akit,
but what she doesn't know is that whats she's defending is already out of her control...
so she claws and maims and destroys
for fear of losing what she loves... what she loves,
blinded by catastrophe, searching for one she needs.
Wants him all too herself but while so hurts everyone else
the kit she loved will always hate,
for she made it impossible for him too speak.