LU 46 - Mira 3

It was the day after the last time I had seen Chizzy and Sytamni. I had just come from my house all the way to Spawn once more... I've been here way too often, but it's not a town for nothing- People live here, and people come here often. That was one of the only good things about it, I think. However, people coming here often was... not in my favor. I came to Spawn purely so I could talk to Illios- So when I knocked on her apartment building's door, I had expected the ghost lady to answer, but what I got was.. Edelle and Nat. *Definitely not* who I was expecting. However the person I was expecting was just below me on the iron gratings- With *Chizzy.* So I panicked, hurriedly crouching to enter the apartment, and trying to hide from the druid. For all I knew, she still hated my guts after what happened. I wouldn't be able to handle that- She was a good friend to me and I hated that I ruined it, by doing what I did. However, Edelle came up and tried getting me into a better spot- Since I had formerly hidden beneath the lone table upstairs... She hid me behind a potted plant. And I just listened. I listened to Illios, Nat, and Chizzy all talking- Having fun... They were on the edges of the balcony, on the sign of the building- And Illios was trying to get them down, however they didn't listen. At least from what I *heard*. I couldn't see much, considering I was trying to *hide from someone.* Illios however apparently caught sight of me, in which Chizzy soon saw me afterwards- So, I teleported to the roof, and back to the balcony on the opposite side where Edelle saw me again, and ushered me down to the basement with.. some Bruce guy. Was a nice fellow, gave me a small wave even while he was working, before Edelle told me to hide with the storage temporarily- So I couldn't hear much from there. I didn't hear *anything.* Just faint footsteps from Bruce whilst he worked on his cooking. After a while of just.. basically pure silence, Edelle returned to gather me to head back up to talk to Illios- But before we went back up, she asked me about the situation with Chizzy. That lead me to believe that the druid had already told the three about what happened between her and I... I don't blame her. Illios, Edelle, and Nat were nice people. I was glad she could trust others though that were outside of Sytamni and her uncle. I explained to Edelle exactly what happened in my point of view- What I knew as well. And as far as I know, she believed my word. She took me back up, where Nat, Chizzy, and Illios were again- Chizzy saw me once more. So I ran off into the side building from the connecting bridge thing, trying to hide there so I didn't bother her. However she passed by me and went to the floor below, while I returned to the main building, though I think Illios went to sleep before I did. So I couldn't talk to her like I wanted to. Edelle followed Chizzy, while Nat told me something about trying to talk to Chizzy about the issue. But that wasn't possible. I caused a problem and I couldn't fix it. Not right then when she was already angry at me. However, he listened to me when I talked about said problem on the bridge thingy- Until Edelle came back alone. But, she and Nat practically swapped places- Nat however went to sleep instead of talking to Chizzy. Not that he even could, since I think Chizzy had left the building prior to Edelle coming to talk to me...

Edelle listened to me talk further on the problem, asking why I wouldn't try talking to Chizzy- In which I of course explained myself. I don't think she understood it fully though. However when I ran out of things to say, I apologized for causing such a ruckus, such a problem for her, Nat, and Illios- I then decided I had caused enough trouble, and took my leave. I didn't want to take up any more of her time. So I went to Nekane's shop- I noticed Chizzy just outside, but I ignored her while I tried to open the doors- Alas, they were locked. The place was closed and locked up. So I couldn't get my coffee, which of course was an absolute pain. Though, Chizzy had apparently heard my small struggle, offering to unlock the place. I didn't expect her to do such a thing for me, even after what just happened, but I took her offer since she seemed willing to do it. I wasn't just about to turn down her kindness, she'd probably think I was trying to keep the problem *as a problem*. I didn't want that though- Then again, I don't know what she's thinking... She let me in, saying however that she only knew how to make Glow Berry Juice. I didn't blame her for that, considering she used to live in lush caves almost her whole life, at least to my knowledge. So I checked around the cabinets and whatnot that Nekane had to see if there was any Nether wart that I could brew into coffee, to no avail. I grew irritated at that, but shrugged it off. I then remembered Chizzy was still in the same building, and immediately I grew quite uncomfortable. We even partook in some awkward conversation... Up until I had the chance to apologize for what I did. For pushing her into the river like I did. For snapping at her- And I gave a whole reasoning for it... I told her how I hadn't been used to having friendships, nor having any issues with people. The only person I had spoken to for a while before having met her and Sytamni, was Jeremy- And we hardly ever had problems, if any at all up until the issue with Chizzy. But I went even further than that; I told her about the fact I came from リ𝙹ꖎ. Or, known as 'Nol' in Common Speak. I didn't say that though- I didn't want to exactly give any way for her to bring it up in the future, if we spoke any further after this. I explained to her how I was a royal from there, and I was previously restricted from even communicating to the citizens of the nation... It seemed as though she accepted my apology after I finished speaking. I was.. glad about that. I don't think I would've been able to handle it if she hadn't accepted my apology... She was one of my only friends- So, I've decided that, despite how poorly I may deal with other people's emotions, I'm going to try my best to respect my friends'- no, everyone's space and all that, from here on.