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sometimes i try to do things and it just doesnt work out the way i wanted too and i get real frustrated and its like and i try hard to do it and take my time and it just doesnt work out the way i want it too its like i concentrate on it real hard but it just doesnt work out and everything i do and everything i try it never turns out its like i need time to figure these things out but theres always someone there going hey mike you know weve been noticing youve been having a lot of problems lately you know maybe you get away and like maybe you should talk about it youll feel a lot better and i go no its okay you know ill figure it out just leave me alone ill figure it out you know ill just work it on myself and they go well you know if you want to talk about it ill be here you know and youll probably feel a lot better if you talk about it so want dont you talk about it and i go no i dont want to im okay ill figure it out myself and they just keep bugging me and they just keep bugging me and it builds up inside so youre gonna be institutionalized youll come out brainwashed with bloodshot eyes you wont have any say theyll brainwash you until you see their way im not crazy institution youre the one whos crazy institution youre driving me crazy institution they stuck me in an institution said it was the only solution to give me the needed professional help to protect me from the enemy myself i was in my room and i was just like staring at the wall thinking about everything but then again i was thinking about nothing and then my mom came in and i didnt even know she was there she called my name and i didnt even hear it and then she started screaming mike mike and i go what whats the matter and she goes whats the matter with you i go theres nothing wrong mom and she goes dont tell me that youre on drugs and i go no mom im not on drugs im okay i was just thinking you know why dont you get me a pepsi and she goes no youre on drugs i go mom im okay im just thinking she goes no youre not thinking youre on drugs normal people dont act that way i go mom just give me a pepsi please all i want is a pepsi and she wouldnt give it to me all i wanted was a pepsi just one pepsi and she wouldnt give it to me just a pepsi they give you a white shirt with long sleeves tied around youre back youre treated like thieves drug you up because theyre lazy its too much work to help a crazy im not crazy institution youre the one whos crazy institution youre driving me crazy institution they stuck me in an institution said it was the only solution to give me the needed professional help to protect me from the enemy myself i was sitting in my room and my mom and my dad came in and they pulled up a chair and they sat down they go mike we need to talk to you and i go okay whats the matter they go me and your mom have been noticing lately that youve been having a lot of problems youve been going off for no reason and were afraid youre gonna hurt somebody were afraid youre gonna hurt yourself so we decided that it would be in your interest if we put you somewhere where you could get the help that you need and i go wait what are you talking about we decided my best interest how do you know whats my best interest is how can you say what my best interest is what are you trying to say im crazy when i went to your schools i went to your churches i went to your institutional learning facilities so how can you say im crazy they say theyre gonna fix my brain alleviate my suffering and my pain but by the time they fix my head mentally ill be dead im not crazy institution youre the one whos crazy institution youre driving me crazy institution they stuck me in an institution said it was the only solution to give me the needed professional help to protect me from the enemy myself it doesnt matter ill probably get hit by a car anyway