My Little Brother's Cuteness is Unbelievable

MY LITTLE "BROTHER'S" CUTENESS IS UNBELIEVABLE

A oneshot short story by Gorou Yoshida

**Story Designation**---Canon

**Synopsis**

Two blood-related siblings were both born perceived as males, about 2 years apart. They grew up together, and did everything together. They had their various differences, but those problems never came between them to cause major problems. The younger sibling, from an early age, was adamant that they were a girl on the inside, and was very vocal about it. The younger one transitioned from male to female shortly after going through puberty, making them the older one's now younger sister. The older 'brother' has felt the same way, knowing that they, too, were a girl inside, but kept it hidden at the very depths of their heart, and never spoke about wanting to transition. Furthermore, he buried his female gender identity under a ton of self-denial, telling himself that he was born a male, and will always be a male for the rest of his life. What will jump-start the older sibling to want to begin to feel the urge themselves to transition from male to female?

**Character Profiles**

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YuukiOnii-chan"Male" Onii-chan

MY LITTLE "BROTHER'S" CUTENESS IS UNBELIEVABLE

A oneshot short story by Gorou Yoshida

(Story note---The younger sibling, Yuuki, has already transitioned from male to female. Therefore, female designations will be used for her. The older sibling, Onii-chan, will have male designations used until they do a heartfelt "Coming Out" to themselves, telling themselves that presenting as female is the "Real Me" in the story. After that point in the story, female designations will be used for her.)

"GEEZ! ONII-CHAN (lit. big brother), YOU IDIOT! WHY DIDN'T YOU WAKE ME UP EARLIER?"

Confusion reigns supreme in the household this morning, as the younger sibling is dressing to go out today to spend time together with her friends. Yuuki, born perceived as a male, has already transitioned from male to female, and did so shortly after puberty. Yuuki is in her early teens. Today, she will be wearing a lace trimmed purple t-shirt with a pink heart graphic on the front, with the word 'Love' emblazoned inside the heart. She will also be sporting a plaid, pleated mini-skirt, and black thigh-high stockings. Her long, blond hair is tied up in cute twin tails, held in place with huge plaid ribbons. The brother, a couple of years older, dressed in typical boy's attire of a shirt and pants, tells Yuuki that he tried repeatedly to wake her, but to no avail. Yuuki complains that she is already late for meeting with her friends, as she awkwardly pulls on her mini-skirt, to cover her pink and white striped girl's panties, zips it up and fastens the side clip of the skirt's waistband.

Mom comes into the kitchen, and remarks how adorable Yuuki is dressed today! Really, Mama? Yuuki goes on to ask Onii-chan if he thinks so, too? Onii-chan only says 'not really', and that her fashion style is the same as always. Yuuki voices her disapproval to Onii-chan by telling him that he is 'no fun', not at all! Mom asks about fixing breakfast for Yuuki? She declines, saying that she is on a diet, but in actuality she tells herself that really is too late to sit down and eat. Onii-chan muses to himself as Yuuki steps into her hi-top black boots, and gets ready to leave. 'This is Yuuki. At a glace, Yuuki looks exactly like a younger sister, born a female. No one would ever suspect that she was born perceived as a male!'

"SEE YA LATER!!!", shouts Yuuki as she runs out the front door.

Onii-chan follows Mom out to the front gate of the fence surrounding the house. Mom says her good-by's, as she has to leave to go to work. Mom tells Onii-chan to watch the house while everyone else is gone. "Okay!" Walking back inside the house, Onii-chan thinks to himself; as to just when did Yuuki become so 'girly'? Yuuki was always a little slow about learning or understanding things. And 'he' sure did cry a lot, over the smallest of things. It never seemed likely that 'he' would grow to love wearing such ultra-feminine and girly clothes as is done now. Onii-chan opens the door to the bedroom that the two siblings share. He sorta knows what he will find there, as it happens all too often. Yeah, he has to take care of it, too. Just like always! The door opens to a horrid mess of clothes and girl's underwear, and who knows what else, scattered all over the floor and piled all over Yuuki's bed.

Onii-chan already knows the routine. It happens practically every other day. He gets down on his knees and begins to pick up the clothing items one-by-one, and place them into a laundry basket. He thinks to himself that Yuuki being sloppy is the only thing that has not changed since the transformation from male to female. That, and Mom is soft on Yuuki.....seems she was so glad and thrilled to have a daughter now. Absentmindedly, Onii-chan picks up a very attractive flower print pattern sun dress, and holds it up high. He muses that Mom is so, so happy to buy pretty clothing for a pretty daughter to wear, stuff like this dress. Even though Yuuki was a perceived 'boy', they wear fluttery and frilly stuff like this all the time now! What is so fun about doing something like that? One wonders.....!?! Without much thinking about what he was doing, Onii-chan holds the dress up so that it drapes across the front of his own body, noticing about what it would look like if he was wearing it himself! His mind begins to scream protests, then it slyly begins to waffle about his view of girl's appearances, and being a girl himself----

"**...WAIT, WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING....???**

EVEN IF I WEAR IT, I WON'T LOOK CUTE....NOT LIKE YUUKI....B....But, well, certainly......if I was cute like Yuuki......no, if I had a good appearance of my own.......it might be a *little fun*.......dressing up in cute clothes and accessories......mingling and chatting with other cute girls, eating sweets......and then getting spoiled by those around me, boys, girls, and adults alike.....

Onii-chan slowly gets up from the floor, and holding onto the pretty dress, drags himself over to the full-length mirror on the side of the wall. A long, fitful silence overcomes him, as odd and varied conflicting emotions and feelings continue to assault and wash over his mind, heart, and spirit. After what seems like hours, the mental conflagration comes to an end. A profound and irreversible understanding sweeps over his mind, heart, and spirit to extinguish any doubts or fears. Therefore, here and now, has to know for sure. He begins to unbutton his shirt, then undo his belt and slip out of his pants......soon, he is down to only wearing his briefs and undershirt. He pauses again in front of the mirror, silent with only his thoughts and desires to keep him company. Another long interlude passes by, before he begins to move again. Telling himself that *he is the only one in the house today*, he removes his undershirt. So just this once........*if it's only just this one time........*

Meanwhile, Yuuki, some ways away, remembers that she forgot to put sunscreen on before she left this morning, and the sun is up, and already shining bright and hot. She sunburns so easily. What should she do?

Back at the house, Onii-chan has the sun dress on over his boy's briefs, has combed his hair into a girl's pixie cut, and placed a wide girl's headband across the top of his head. Onii-chan is admiring themselves in the full-length mirror, with thoughts and feelings hitting their mind and heart like paintballs hitting and splattering on a target.

"HUH?......WHOA!......**WHOA!**......AHHH!.....What should I do?......Even though I'm a 'boy', I'm wearing such an airy and fluttery dress......I shouldn't be doing something like this......I have to quickly take this dress off........?!?!?

Something in the corner of the room, laying on the floor catches Onii-chan's attention. "Hm?....Ahhhh?!?" Onii-chan has caught sight of a matched set of a girl's bra and panties.

"These belong to......even thought.....she was a 'boy'......they are worn by her......but......**ALL RIGHT!!!**"

Onii-chan is holding up the bra to examine it closely. Suddenly, their mind 'pops the clutch', and with his mental 'tires squealing', a decision is again swiftly and irrevocably made. "I've already come this far......" Onii-chan removes the dress and his boy's briefs. Then he puts on the bra and panties. "Oh, yeah! I've done this much, so I'll try these on, too." Onii-chan pulls on a pair of over-the-knee knee-high stockings. By now he is shaking like a leaf, with waves of both pleasure and vile dread washing over his mind and heart, but he still manages to pull himself over to the mirror and admire himself wearing real, authentic girl's underwear. **This is m......me**.......***THIS IS THE REAL ME !!!!!!!***

**"What cha doin', Onii-chan?"**, comes a familiar voice from the open door to the bedroom!!!

Onii-chan spins around, and has to 'face the music and dance'! " YU.....YUUKI? WHY !?! "

Yuuki responds with the comment that those items are her favorite ones! "Why are you ......?"

Onii-chan only manages to spit out, "Eh?....uh.....um......THIS IS JUST A SUDDEN IMPULSE, NOTHING MORE.....so......um......I'm sorry!"

Surprisingly, Yuuki is not mad or upset. She only mutters that she 'gets what's going on'. Onii-chan drops down to the floor on her knees and assumes a praying position, with her hands earnestly clasp together. Yuuki kneels down in front of her, looks her straight in the eye, and states if Onii-chan actually wants to transition and be cute, too, just like she is now!?! "What?" Yuuki coyly puts a finger to her lips, and asks Onii-chan how does wearing your first bra feel? "TH....THAT'S NOT FAIR....!" Yuuki goes on to assure Onii-chan that she will keep all of this a secret from Mom. But on one condition---*Dress as a girl, go out in public as a girl, and hang with me and my girl friends for the rest of today!*

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" HEY!! HURRY UP, ONII-CHAN!! ", Yuuki is calling from the sidewalk, a half a block away! It is already late morning, but Yuuki still has not met up with her two female friends. " DON'T SHOUT!! ", is the reply from half a block away. Wracked with uncertainty and disconcerting vibes at every step, Onii-chan finally catches up with Yuuki. On the sidewalk, the two siblings pause to confront one another.

" WHY DO I HAVE TO GO OUTSIDE DRESSED LIKE THIS???", pleads Onii-chan.

Onii-chan is wearing a traditional Gothic/Lolita dress and knee socks, with a huge lolita bow on her head. Insanely cute! "Why?", begins Yuuki. She remarks to Onii-chan that didn't Onii-chan say earlier that she wanted to transition and be seen as a typical teenage girl? Yet no matter how many girl's clothes that Yuuki wore, Onii-chan never paid much attention to her transition at all. Maybe Onii-chan needs to reflect on that hardcore understanding for the rest of today?!?

" NO WAY!! IF MY FRIENDS SEE ME LIKE THIS.....", again pleads Onii-chan.

It's okay! Yuuki says that from her perspective, Onii-chan looks pretty good, downright attractive, to boot! Well, but not as good as me, Yuuki proclaims.

"YOU'RE LATE, YUU-CHAN !!!", comes a voice not far away. It is the two friends of Yuuki. Two typical teen/tween girls about the same age as Yuuki, and dressed nicely modern and attractive. Yuuki apologizes for her delay, stating that she had to go back home because she had forgot something. Seeing the two girls, terror strikes at the heart of Onii-chan. Yuuki's friends. OMG / WTF! The girl wearing a striped t-shirt, a denim mini-skirt, a sports jacket, and striped tights says for Yuuki to treat us to something nice later. The other girl, wearing a mini-hemline jumper dress with a crisp white blouse underneath, and frilly socks, questions who the new girl is showing off that fancy dress? Yuuki is caught off guard, as she tries to instantly think up a plausible answer, as the new girl hides behind her. Yuuki spits out that she is my *Imouto* (lit. little sister)! Yuuki takes the hand of the new girl and pushes her forward, forcing her to be in front of the two other girls. Go introduce yourself! " WAIT....WHAT?"

Onii-chan tries, but stutters and stumbles, not able to talk coherently. She also begins to fidget something awful. Disquieting thoughts begin to plow through her mind and razor-thin self-confidence. *They are looking!* These girls are looking with a keen sense of awareness, judgement, and condemnation. They are looking at the shamefulness of all of this, the outfit, the lolita vibes, everything! They must have instantly known that I used to be a 'boy', and that I am Yuuki's Onii-chan (lit. big brother). This is the moment of TRUTH! MY WATERLOO! *All is lost....I will have to just fall down and die....*

***" YOU'RE ADORABLE !!! "***, bursts forth the girl in the denim mini-skirt. ***" YOU'RE JUST LIKE A REAL, LIVING DOLL !!!",*** booms forth the other girl in the jumper dress. This is Gothic/Lolita fashion, right? You're absolutely going to hang out with us today, right? Come on, Yuu-chan! Let's all go out and have fun together! "Girls just wanna have fun'!

As the four girl friends go about doing all manor of things that adolescent and tween girls like to do, Onii-chan's mental and emotional circumstances begin to evolve from dire shamefulness and self-castigation, to moods of reasonable accommodation and guarded optimism. She begins to see that being their true self would be so glaringly fulfilling, and that any qualms or destructive intentions were completely unfounded. She slowly began to really enjoy herself presenting as a pretty girl. For the first time in her life, Onii-chan was accepted for who they really was, a girl, and not who they pretended to be, a 'boy'. And having girl companions with her, even her 'little sister' was just icing on the cake.

Onii-chan got to, for the first time, have fun at a video game gallery. The first time enjoying a triple scoop ice cream cone. The first time buying and wearing a girl's commemoration necklace. The first time hugging an anime animal plushie. And on and on and on! With each new experience, Onii-chan becomes all the more convinced that finally beginning to transition to female is, and has always been, the best course of action for her to take. Out on the sidewalk, as the four friends are walking, the denim mini-skirted girl takes Onii-chan's hand into hers, and the two walk romantically as if a girl-with-girl couple. As the four girls walk past a large plate glass window, Onii-chan sees herself in the reflection. She declares to herself in all earnestness, "I REALLY AM A GIRL, AND I'M REALLY PRETTY!" Yuuki sees that Onii-chan is staring at herself in the window, but takes on a sad and remorseful expression on her face.

The four friends go to a department store, and go into the girl's fashion section. There, they look at and admire the latest fashion trends for girls modern clothing. The girl with the denim mini-skirt remarks to Yuuki that she apparently gave one of her own dresses to Onii-chan to wear, right? Yuuki confirms that is the case. She goes on to observe that Yuuki has been pouting for a while now. Is Yuuki by any chance a little jealous of Onii-chan's wonderful experience that she is having today? Yuuki bursts out, "N....NO I'M NOT! THAT'S NOT IT AT ALL...." Yuuki is interrupted by the girl in the jumper dress pulling back the curtain of a dressing booth, to show all what Onii-chan looks like trying on a different dress. A dress that looks like a little girl's birthday party dress!!! What do you all think? "SHE IS INSANELY CUTE", shouts the girl in the mini-skirt. "You look like a *real princess*!", shouts the jumper dress girl. Onii-chan is in 'seventh heaven', as she basks in a glow and attention that she has never, ever felt before. It feels so good! Onii-chan asks Yuuki what she thinks? However, Yuuki is close to her 'breaking point', and shouts---

" *You look the same no matter what you wear*, **ONII-CHAN!!!**" Onii-chan shouts back, "Yuuki-chan....", but to no avail. And with that, Yuuki runs away, taking her exit from the girls section, and leaves the department store.

" Onii-chan (lit. big brother)......???????", is uttered by the two girls, as they stare at one another in confusion and incomprehension.

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Some time later, in the early evening, Onii-chan, back to wearing her Gothic/Lolita dress, finds Yuuki alone, on the levee by the river that runs through town. Both are on the walkway at the top of the levee, with Onii-chan trying to catch up to Yuuki, and Yuuki trying to scoot away from her. Onii-chan, out of a loving concern for her, calls to Yuuki to stop, so she can try and find out why Yuuki is pouting and sulking over what happened this afternoon. Onii-chan calls out that, the two friends and herself, are worried about her. Yuuki comes to a stop, but keeps her back toward Onii-chan. A troublesome silence ensues, until Yuuki suddenly whips around to confront Onii-chan as she speaks---

"Hey, Onii-chan! Do you know why I transitioned and starting dressing like this?" Onii-chan is stunned into silence. Yuuki continues, "Y...you know that when I was little, I was a really slow learner, right? I was totally bad at studying, as well as physical activities at school....I never stood out in class for any sort of accomplishment....and I was always getting compared to you, by teachers, Mom, and everyone else! I was always the loser. So, I tried really hard at doing something that was precious to me, and that I knew that I could succeed in, that is, transitioning to becoming a cute looking girl. When I did that, as I progressed, everyone finally began looking at me, as someone who was actually doing something unique and remarkable. (Yuuki is standing very still, looking at the ground, with reddened cheeks and clenched fists.) But even given that, if you now transition, and if you also become a cute looking girl, NO ONE WILL GIVE A SECOND LOOK OR THOUGHT TO ME ANYMORE !!! (Yuuki closes her eyes and bursts into tears, dripping off her red cheeks like a leaky faucet.) Please, Onii-chan, don't once again *overshadow me, and leave me in the dust......!*"

Onii-chan ever so carefully, approaches the extremely distraught Yuuki, comes up to her, then tenderly and lovingly puts her arms around her to soulfully embrace her with a gentle hug. "Yu...Yuuki.....don't worry.....it's okay......everything will be okay....." Onii-chan silently hugs Yuuki until she finally begins to stop quivering, and at least slows down her tears. Yuuki opens her wet eyes and looks up into Onii-chan's eyes, as there eyes make intimate contact. With both siblings gazing into each other's eyes, a profound and passionate understanding is silently communicated. Onii-chan then gently and earnestly almost whispers to Yuuki---

"Being concerned with one's fashion style and cute looks is fine in and of itself. But most people will judge you on the appearance of your personality, and the good traits that you can develop to make you a spiritually attractive person, as well as an attractive, cute teenage girl. Go for both, but make sure that your personality and concern for others is as or even more beautiful than your fashion choices. No matter what you wear, if I can help you to become a better person because of your good emotional and social traits, I will always be watching over you, to help you! Tell you what, Help me with my fashion style to become attractive as possible, and I will watch you and help you become a well liked girl for her good traits! Deal or No Deal.......!?!"

Yuuki closes her eyes, and also barely whispers, " O....Onee-chan (lit. big sister).....thank you.......that means so much......" A meek smile comes to her face, as she pulls away from Onii-chan. Assured by Onii-chan, but embarrassed as 'all get out', Yuuki covers her own awkwardness by commenting laced with spoof and satire. " Just kidding!", she intones, " There is no way that you can outdo my fashion sense! But.....(Yuuki rubs her wet face with the back of her hand, then again looks Onii-chan straight into her eyes.).....You watching over me so much, *makes me a tiny bit happy, I guess!"*

Yuuki suddenly morphs into her old self, as she approaches Onii-chan, and romantically entwines her arm around Onii-chan's arm, and erotically holds onto it. She offers a deal to Onii-chan---

"Since we both are going to be cute, pretty trans girls, how about we go on a exciting girl-with-girl date next weekend?"

Onee-chan's reply is swift and sure---

" C...cut it out, you idiot...."

(THE END)

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**Commentary and Opinion**

An incident in the story that Onii-chan experienced closely parallels the situation that can arise IRL (in real life) regarding male to female transgender teenagers, and other transgender people. That is the initial fear and trepidation of going out in public as their correct Gender Identity of female. The reality of male to female transgender people, as with the case of fictitious Onii-chan, is that of fear and discomfort at doing something new, especially out in public and in front of strangers. Such is Human Nature. Such fear does not overturn one's correct Gender Identity of female, nor is it any kind of evidence that one's "Coming Out" as a transgender individual is not valid. This fear is almost always temporary. Being's one's correct Gender Identity and Gender Expression will almost always eventually override such initial fear, with being out as female becoming more and more the norm and excepted outcome. Quickly, within hours, Onii-chan overcame their fear, and was even able to help and encourage Yuuki, with little or no thought of their ultra-feminine appearance out in public. So is the case many times IRL, as newly transitioned male to female people quickly discard their temporary fear, and adapt to their new appearances and presentations.