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Pray

**Pray** is an Egzod song featuring RIELL. It was RIELL's first release of 2020, and was released on January 28, 2020.

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## Theme

Pray was inspired by a tweet from an American politician following an elementary school shooting stating the killed and injured children “were in our thoughts and prayers”. Pray is a response to this apathy because if anyone can be taking action it’s politicians with power over the laws that govern our society, such as gun laws. Pray is a commentary on apathy in today’s society and how people and media will often get behind a cause due to the hype surrounding it and move on as soon as it’s gone. It’s a call for action instead of words.

## Lyrics

[Verse 1]

Beggin down on your knees

Don't know who's listening

Got your blinders on

Seeing pain, call for change

But you don't do a thing

Thoughts are all you've got

[Pre-Chorus]

You're screaming out your lungs

You love the echo ringing in your ears

You do it for the afterglow

Cause curtains close

And then the reckoning's still here

[Chorus]

Cause all you do is pray

Tell me how you pray

[Drop 1]

So things don't, so things don't

Change

So things don't change

[Verse 2]

Taller fence, gated drive

Your glass house unscrutinised

I guess we should have known

Cross your heart, hope to die

Cast a stone, dress in white

I guess that's how this goes

[Pre-Chorus]

You're screaming out your lungs

You love the echo ringing in your ears

You do it for the afterglow

Cause curtains close

And then the reckoning's still here

[Chorus]

Cause all you do is pray

Tell me how you pray

Cause all you do is pray

[Drop 2]

Yeah tell me how you

Yeah tell me how you

How you keep me in your

In your thoughts and prayers

Yeah tell me how you

How you keep me in your prayers

Keep me in your prayers

Yeah tell me how you pray

Yeah tell me how you pray

Yeah tell me how you

Yeah tell me how you

Tell me how you

Yeah, tell me how you pray
Revolta de Porto Real

## A Revolta de Porto Real

cidadãos de porto real entram no fosso de dragões e matam os dragões

# **A Revolta de Porto Real**

> *"O motim de Porto Real ocorreu quando a Rainha Rhaenyra Targaryen estava perdendo o controle do Trono de Ferro"*
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## História

A queda de Tumbleton e a traição de Ulf e Hugh chegaram de forma arrasadora na capital e a morte de Daemon Targaryen foi a gota d’água para a moral dos Negros. Não demorou muito para que rumores de que a Rainha Arianna havia sido morta começaram a surgir na Colina de Aegon e o sumiço de Larys Strong somente fez a tensão no interior da Fortaleza Vermelha aumentar.

Após a traição a Rainha Rhaenyra Targaryen se convenceu de que nenhuma das sementes de dragão era confiável. Em Porto Real, ela ordenou a prisão dos demais dragonseed mas Corlys avisou um deles, que fugiu do Fosso em Seasmoke. Por ajudar na fuga, Corlys foi preso e colocado nas celas negras. Como resultado, as forças de Velaryon, que compunha mais da metade do exército de Rhaenyra, começaram a abandonar sua causa. Alguns se juntaram ao Pastor - figura religiosa que ganhou força com o desespero na capital -, outros voltaram para Derivamarca. Aqueles que permaneceram não eram mais confiáveis. Sor Denys Woodwright e Sor Thoron True, duas das espadas juramentadas de Corlys, tentaram para tirá-lo das masmorras, mas foram pegos e pendurados nas paredes da Fortaleza Vermelha. Os rumores de que a Rainha Arianna havia sido morta por Rhaenyra incendiaram as revoltas noturnas que ocorreriam nos próximos dias. O povo não tinha amor por Arianna mas Rhaenyra não era mais confiável que ela.

Com as revoltas, o Fosso dos Dragões foi assaltado por uma multidão e alguns cavaleiros e inúmeros dragões foram assassinados, encurralados nas paredes claustrofóbicas da construção. Rhaenyra e sua família decidiu abandonar a capital e retiraram-se para Valdocaso com intenção de velejar até Pedra do Dragão.

## Fatos Conhecidos

* O Pastor foi o líder do assalto ao Fosso dos Dragões, morrendo queimado por Dreamfyre;
* Dreamfyre, Tyraxes, Morghul e Shrykos foram assassinados pelos rebeldes dentro do Fosso;
* Syrax consegue escapar depois de destruir o teto do fosso, sendo o único dragão a sobreviver o ataque;
* O Pastor e centenas dos seus cordeiros foram queimados vivos pelos dragões ou mortos pelos dragonkeepers;
ATFT

**ATFT** is a Midsplit song featuring RIELL. It was RIELL's twenty-third release of 2020, and was released on October 18, 2020.

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## Lyrics

[Intro]

Out of the blue I

Crashed into you I

[Verse]

Ya I hit you like a drive by

And you couldn’t catch my name

But the chemicals

That were rushing through your veins

Ya they left a mark

Now I’m burned inside your brain

On you, you

[Pre-Chorus]

Out of the blue I

Crashed into you I

Didn’t meant to but I, I

[Chorus]

Ya I hit you like a drive by, neon lights

Couldn’t catch my name

But the chemicals, running wild

Rushing through your veins

Ya they left a mark, shape of me

Burned inside your brain

Now you want me all the fucking time

[Drop]

You

You say that you want me all the fucking time

[Verse]

We had every reason not to

I had good intention on my mind

Said the consequence would get you

I tried

But to me you look like trouble

That’s exactly what I like

Yeah, the type to

Not mind it when I bite

So I picked you

And I wrote you down as mine

Oh You, you

[Pre-Chorus]

Out of the blue I (out of the blue I)

Crashed into you I (crashed into you I)

Didn’t meant to but I, I

[Chorus]

Ya I hit you like a drive by, neon lights

Couldn’t catch my name

But the chemicals, running wild

Rushing through your veins

Ya they left a mark, shape of me

Burned inside your brain

Now you want me all the fucking time

[Drop]

You

You say that you want me all the fucking time

[Pre-Chorus]

Out of the blue I (Out of the blue I)

Crashed into you I (Crashed into you I)

Didn’t meant to but I, I

[Chorus]

Ya I hit you like a drive by, neon lights

Couldn’t catch my name

But the chemicals, running wild

Rushing through your veins

Ya they left a mark, shape of me

Burned inside your brain

Now you want me all the fucking time

[Drop]

You

You say that you want me all the fucking time
Lie To Me

**Lie To Me** was RIELL's fourth release of 2021, as well as the first song off her EP "Winter". It was released April 23, 2021.

Listen to **Lie To Me**

## Theme

**Lie to me** is the first song off RIELL’s EP Winter and is the first part of the EP story. **Lie to Me** is about seeing the end coming, watching as things falling apart and wanting to stay in denial because the end and the hurt it brings looks to be inevitable.

**Lie To Me** represents the "denial" stage of grief.

## Lyrics

[Verse]

Going out my mind with this paranoia

I try to justify, but I

I can’t escape the truth even though I’m trying

You do your part and lie, lie to me

[Pre Chorus]

Tell me you need this

Dress me in gold

Raise me so high your sins become my pedestal

Wish I believed it

A shame that I don’t

I’ve heard it before and change I know you won’t

[Chorus]

You lie to me, cross your heart and die for me

Never laid an eye on another, la la lies

Talk sugar sweet but when you stop all I see

Is just a fraud full of nothing other than la la la la lies

[Verse]

Your story misaligns, it’s not holding water

I try to mind the rain, but my

You’re making quite the mess bringing stormy weather

Just do your part and lie, lie to me

[Pre Chorus]

Tell me you need this

Dress me in gold

Raise me so high your sins become my pedestal

Wish I believed it

A shame that I don’t

I’ve heard it before and change I know you won’t

[Chorus]

You lie to me, cross your heart and die for me

Never laid an eye on another, la la lies

Talk sugar sweet but when you stop all I see

Is just a fraud full of nothing other than la la la la lies

[Drop]

Lie to me, lie to me

Tell me you need this

Lie to me, lie to me

Dress me in gold

Lie to me, lie to me

Raise me so high your sins become my pedestal

[Build]

Lie to me, lie to me

I wish they weren’t lies

Lie to me, lie to me

Breaking the surface, I

Lie to me, lie to me

Know that I shouldn’t love the way you lie

Lie to me

[Pre Chorus]

Tell me you need this

Dress me in gold

Raise me so high your sins become my pedestal (Your sins become my pedestal)

Wish I believed it

A shame that I don’t (Shame that I don’t)

I’ve heard it before and change I know you won’t

[Chorus]

You lie to me, cross your heart and die for me

Never laid an eye on another, la la lies

Talk sugar sweet but when you stop all I see

Is just a fraud full of nothing other than la la la la lies

[Outro]

Lie to me, lie to me

La la lies

Lie to me, lie to me

La la la la lies

Lie to me, lie to me

La la lies

Lie to me, lie to me

Lie to me

## Background

* An acoustic version of this song was posted on 1 June, 2021.

* An live version of **Lie To Me** was

played at the Allan Slaight JUNO Master Class, and a video was posted on January 8, 2022.
Over The Edge (Radio Edit)

**Over The Edge (Radio Edit)** is the last track on her album PARADISE. This version removes Conch's part from the song. It was released August 14, 2020.

Listen to **Over The Edge** **(Radio Edit)**

## Theme

"**Over the Edge** is about diving in head first. Summer love. Lust. Bliss. It’s about watching the ground as it rises up to meet you during the fall."

## Lyrics

My bones are aching for you

My breath is shaking for you

I don't think I should need you

But I do

My bones are aching for you

Every touch reminds me of

When you worshipped my body

Every touch reminds me of you

Of you

Oh, I'm staring at the sun

Got matches in my hand

Feeling ready to jump and not look back

Oh, I could see the end

Before we began

I knew you'd be the one to take me over the edge

Woah, oh

Oh, I knew you'd be the one to take me over the edge

Oh, oh

My skin is burning from you

My mind is chaos from you

I don't think I should need you

But I do

My skin is burning from you, oh

Every touch reminds me of

When you worshipped my body

Every touch reminds me of you

Of you

Oh, I'm staring at the sun

Got matches in my hand

Feeling ready to jump and not look back

Oh, I could see the end

Before we began

I knew you'd be the one to take me over the edge

Woah, oh

Oh, I knew you'd be the one to take me over the edge

Oh, oh

I'm staring at the sun

Got matches in my hand

Feeling ready to jump and not look back

Oh, I could see the end

Before we began

I knew you'd be the one to take me over the edge

Woah, oh

Oh, I knew you'd be the one to take me over the edge

Oh, oh

Take me over the edge, oh

Oh I knew you'd be the one to take me over the edge

Oh, oh, oh
Идеализированное мнемоническое пространство (цели)

Выдержка из группы "Пометки в мнемоническом пространстве"

> *1. Данная группа — мой способ тестирования системы, по задумке которой не остаётся места черновикам в процессе творчества. Всё остаётся в «мнемоническом пространстве». А в наш, реальный мир выносится лишь финальный продукт человеческой мысли. В лучшем виде, в лучшей форме и с лучшим содержанием. На данный момент я постараюсь соблюдать предел — не более одной публикации в день. И вопрос, разобранный в подобной публикации может быть лишь один.*
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Begin Again

**Begin Again** is a Hoober and Unknown Brain song featuring RIELL. It was RIELL's twelfth release of 2019, and was released August 8, 2019.

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## Theme

Begin Again is about the type of relationship where from the outside, everyone thinks it’s messed up and are confused and occasionally judgemental when two people who seem clearly better apart keep coming back together. The song is from the perspective of being in this relationship and noticing the unhealthy things you do to each other but sticking through it anyway because bad with them is still better than good with anyone else. Or at least you think it is.

## Lyrics

[Verse]

You’ve been staying out so late

What’s going on inside your head? Inside your bed?

I got jealous

Maybe I made out with one of your crazy friends

Inside your bed

I’d feel guilty, but you walked in with someone else in hand

To make me jealous again

We’ve been playing all these stupid, stupid little games again

Why these games again?

[Build]

It’s been way too long but still not long enough

No matter how we end, I want to begin again

It’s been way too long but still not long enough

No matter how we end, can we just begin again?

[Verse]

We’re lying face to face

The day lost in your place

When I pulled your hair, nothing on but air

You pick me up

Spin me around your kitchen bare foot,

Can’t pretend I’m not in trouble again

If I’m honest, you love making problems

I love fixing them

'Cause then I’m burned in your head

When we collide not coming out alive

But it feels so good, better than we should

[Build]

It’s been way too long but still not long enough

No matter how we end, I want to begin again

It’s been way too long but still not long enough

No matter how we end, can we just begin again?

[Drop]

Oo, Can we just begin again?

Oo

[Build]

It’s been way too long but still not long enough

No matter how we end, I want to begin again

It’s been way too long but still not long enough

No matter how we end, can we just begin again?

[Drop]

Oo, Can we just begin again?

Oo
I Regret To Inform You

**I Regret To Inform You** is an unreleased song, which is a collaboration between Jim Yosef and RIELL. It is one of three unreleased songs with Jim Yosef. This has no confirmed release date yet.

## Theme

*"I have been watching a lot of Grey's anatomy and I wanna write about a relationship dying, but basically a doctor has to tell you that the relationship is dying"*

## Lyrics

It's not looking so good

Think we're going under

I'm gasping for air

But there's only water

It's rushing in my lungs

Holy sent from up above

Judging me on what I've do-o-one

Went to check a pulse

Found a flat line

Air from me to you didn't sit right

We're going through the motions

Sacrilegious devotion

A void of all emotion

The doctor's in the waiting room

He's dressed in gloom

"I regret to inform you

Did our best, but it's no use"

Nothing to do

I regret, I regret too

I regret to inform you

## Background

* RIELL first showed a snippet of the song in a Discord event on July 29, 2023.
* She did a livestream on Instagram on August 2, 2023, where she worked on the song.
* RIELL posted a TikTok of the making of **I Regret To Inform You** on August 18, 2023, which showed the first parts of the song.

## Sources

1. ↑ 1.0 1.1 https://www.tiktok.com/@riellmusic/video/7268145261493390597
Burn

**Burn** is an Arcando and ThatBehavior song featuring RIELL. It was RIELL's sixth release of 2020, and was released on March 5, 2020.

Listen to **Burn**

## Theme

The Canadian singer/songwriter RIELL describes the track followingly: ”Burn was inspired of loving someone who will never be capable of caring about you as much as they care about themselves. It’s about coming to the realization that you need to choose yourself because the person you love doesn’t love and support you in the same way. They’ll never apologize for how they treated you, so the only closure you can take away is that one day, the way they treated people will catch up with them”

## Lyrics

[Verse]

I know that you told me I’m not quite your type

Not as small or blonde the way you usually like I’m too opinionated, too inside my mind

Now I know

I saw you posting pictures with her late last night

Now you’re doing all the things we used to, no lost time

Running round in circles trying to keep my head

Should have known

[Build]

It’s too cold, standing in the middle of a downpour

Looking in the mirror cause it’s only you

That you have to lose

Headed backwards on a one way

Try to stop from running but you can’t wait

Bury all the evidence, you’ll only learn (you’ll only learn)

When you crash and burn

[Drop]

Oo, Oo

You’ll only learn when you, when you crash and burn

Burn, burn

Oo, Oo

You’ll only learn when you, when you crash and burn

[Verse]

One step forwards, two steps back

Hopeful progress, sad regress

Running round in circles trying to keep my head

Should have known

There’s no disguising how this ends

Nothing left to justify, can’t pretend

You lost someone who cared but I didn’t

Now we know

I beat myself up over it, black and blue

The red flags I ignored, my eyes locked on you

Then my rose-colored vision starts to lose its’ hue

Hindsight has no mercy

Understudy takes the spotlight and you act so proud

Then you’re growing bored and loop back around

Thought I’d be where you left me, patient, silent, bound

But I’m not the type to follow

[Build]

It’s too cold, standing in the middle of a downpour

(Standing in the middle of a downpour)

Looking in the mirror cause it’s only you (it’s only you)

That you have to lose

Headed backwards on a one way

Try to stop from running (Try to stop from running)

But you can’t wait

Bury all the evidence, you’ll only learn (Ya, you’ll only learn)

When you crash and burn (When you crash and burn)

[Drop]

Oo, Oo

Ya you’ll only learn when you crash and burn

Oo, Oo

Burn, burn

Oo, Oo

Ya you’ll only learn, you’ll only learn when you crash and burn

[Outro]

Oo

I guess now we know
Selfish

**Selfish** was RIELL's eighth release of 2021, as well as the third song off her EP "Winter". It was released July 30, 2021.

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## Theme

Selfish is the “Anger” stage in the 5 stages of grief after a loss.

## Lyrics

[Verse]

I’m not trying to be vindictive

But I need to get this off my chest

I’m not trying to play the victim

But I won’t be a martyr not for you again

[Chorus]

You hit me up to tell me that you hope I’m doing well but

Let’s just cut the bullshit you just do that for yourself so

You can feel forgiven for how you put me through hell, yeah

It’s so fucking like you only caring ‘bout yourself

(You’re so, You’re so, You’re so, You’re so)

You’re so fucking selfish

(You’re so, You’re so, You’re so, You’re so)

You’re so fucking selfish

(You’re so, You’re so, You’re so, You’re so)

You’re so fucking selfish, selfish

[Verse]

Your words never matched your actions

You couldn’t keep up with the man you designed

Guess this you only existed

In the foolish, naïve part of my mind

Now I’m trying to understand you (I’m trying to understand you)

To you I wasn’t worth effort or time

Guess I never really had you (I never really had you)

So why do you care if you’re not welcome in my life

[Chorus]

You hit me up to tell me that you hope I’m doing well but

Let’s just cut the bullshit you just do that for yourself so

You can feel forgiven for how you put me through hell, yeah

It’s so fucking like you only caring ‘bout yourself

(You’re so, You’re so, You’re so, You’re so)

You’re so fucking selfish

(You’re so, You’re so, You’re so, You’re so)

You’re so fucking selfish

(You’re so, You’re so, You’re so, You’re so)

You’re so fucking selfish, selfish

[Outro]

You hit me up to tell me that you hope I’m doing well but (You're so fucking selfish)

Let’s just cut the bullshit you just do that for yourself so (You're so fucking selfish)

You can feel forgiven for how you put me through hell, yeah (You're so fucking selfish)

It’s so fucking like you only caring ‘bout yourself
Ruin Your Life

**Ruin Your Life** is a Besomorph song featuring RIELL, and was RIELL's first release of 2022. It was released February 11, 2022.

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## Lyrics

[Verse]

We’re Joker and Harley

We’re Bonnie and Clyde

You’re made of poison

I drink you like wine

Love drunk to love sick

Repeating history I’m turning from Jekyll to Hyde

[Pre Chorus]

Sirens sound like wedding bells

When I’m on the, I’m on the run

I’m on the, I’m on the, I’m on the hunt

Revenge is sweet

Revenge now I can trust

[Chorus]

I want to be your nightmare when you close your eyes

I hope without me you get no peace of mind

I hope she doesn’t live up to my memory I

I want you pure miserable, I want to ruin your life

I hope that karma gets you and shows no mercy

I hope you never get the things that haunt your dreams

I hope you choke on the words that you said to me

I want payment for your crimes, I want to ruin your life

[Post Chorus]

Memory, memory I

Memory, memory I want to ruin your life

No peace of, peace of mind

Peace of, peace of mind, no

[Verse]

Playin the victim

You come to life

You’re finding me guilty

For all of your crimes

But I don’t go easy

No I put up a hell of a fight

[Pre Chorus]

Sirens sound like wedding bells

When I’m on the, I’m on the run

I’m on the, I’m on the, I’m on the hunt

Revenge is sweet

Revenge now I can trust

[Chorus]

I want to be your nightmare when you close your eyes

I hope without me you get no peace of mind

I hope she doesn’t live up to my memory I

I want you pure miserable, I want to ruin your life

I hope that karma gets you and shows no mercy

I hope you never get the things that haunt your dreams

I hope you choke on the words that you said to me

I want payment for your crimes, I want to ruin your life

[Post Chorus]

No peace of, peace of mind

Peace of, peace of mind
Daylight

**Daylight** is an Heuse and WOLFHOWL song featuring RIELL. It was RIELL's fourteenth release of 2020, and was released on July 3, 2020.

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## Theme

Traumatic bonding occurs as the result of ongoing cycles of abuse in which the intermittent reinforcement of reward and punishment creates powerful emotional bonds that are resistant to change.

## Lyrics

[Verse]

White lies, blood red lips

(Sweet as poison)

Fell ill from your kiss

(Ah)

I got drunk off your demons

One sip and I’m love sick

Built a home, turned to ruins

(It feels like home)

[Build]

Followed you into the night

Couldn’t let you leave, watch you leave oh

Nothing left come daylight

Come Daylight

[Interlude]

Sweet as poison

It feels like home

Sweet as poison

Sweet as poison

Ah

[Verse]

You played with my head

(Cruel intentions)

Guilt free in my bed

(Ah)

So used to being put second

Go there on my own now

Feels like home in our ruins

(Feels like home in our ruins)

[Build]

Followed you into the night

Couldn’t let you leave, watch you leave oh

Nothing left come daylight

Come Daylight
Hate You

**Hate You** is a Jim Yosef song featuring RIELL. It was RIELL's fifth release of 2020, and was released on February 28, 2020.

Listen to **Hate You**

## Theme

Hate You is about having so many pent up emotions about someone for so many different reasons that they start to blur together and just build into you wanting to explode. The primary sentiment of this song isn’t “I hate you”, it’s “I hate that I hate you”. It was inspired by feeling angry that someone you see so much potential in and, at one point, cared about so much has treated you so poorly that all you feel is resentment and the memory that you used to care. I hate that they could drive my emotions to that extent which is what this is about.

## Lyrics

[Verse]

I don’t recognize who’s in my bed

I know I used to love him but I can’t pretend

All we do is scream and fight

Cruel through the day, selfish lover at night

Am I stranger to you too?

Don’t love me like you promised to

So why am I so sad to leave you? yeah

[Pre Chorus]

Why am I

Doing everything I can to justify your arrogance

Your cruelty, and your neglect? I can’t pretend cause

[Chorus]

I know there’s no saving us now

This point I’m just burnt out from pleasing you

I hate that, I hate that, I hate that I hate you

Stone cold to the touch

Eyes vacant, you’re not enough

So selfish, can’t keep up

I hate that, I hate that, I hate that I hate you

[Drop]

Hate that I hate you

[Verse]

Do you think about it like I do?

Is it me in your mind when you’re with someone new?

Tryna map out in my head

How we got here from where we started

Take or leave, I should have gone

Got stuck tryna right your wrongs

[Pre-Chorus]

Doing what I can I compromised and bled I

Got down on my knees for nothing cause you’re

[Chorus]

Stone cold to the touch

Eyes vacant, you’re not enough

So selfish, can’t keep up

I hate that, I hate that, I hate that I hate you

[Drop]

Hate that I hate you

[Bridge]

I know there’s no saving us now

This point I’m just burnt out

From pleasing you, from pleasing you, from pleasing you

I know there’s no saving us now

This point I’m just burnt out

From pleasing you, from pleasing you, from pleasing you

Yeah baby I know there’s no saving us now

This point I’m just burnt out

From pleasing you

I hate that I hate you

[Drop]

Hate that I hate you

Hate that I, hate that I, hate that I hate you

Hate that I hate you

Hate that I, hate that I, hate that I hate you
Over The Edge

**Over The Edge** is RIELL's fifteenth release of 2020, as well as the second track on her album PARADISE. It was released July 23, 2020. A radio edit was released August 14, 2020.

Listen to **Over The Edge**

## Theme

"**Over the Edge** is about diving in head first. Summer love. Lust. Bliss. It’s about watching the ground as it rises up to meet you during the fall."

## Lyrics

[Verse]

My bones are aching for you

My breath is shaking for you

I don’t think I should need you, but I do

My bones are aching for you

[Pre-Chorus]

Every touch reminds me of when you worshipped my body

Every touch reminds me of you, of you

[Chorus]

Oh I’m staring at the sun, got matches in my hand, feeling ready to jump and not look back oh

I could see the end before we began, I knew you’d be the one to take me over the edge woah

Oh, Oh I knew you’d be the one to take me over the edge

Oh, Oh

[Verse]

My skin is burning from you (from you, from you)

My mind is chaos from you (from you, from you)

I don’t think I should need you, but I do

My skin is burning from you

[Pre-Chorus]

Every touch reminds me of when you worshipped my body

Every touch reminds me of you, of you

[Chorus]

Oh I’m staring at the sun, got matches in my hand, feeling ready to jump and not look back oh

I could see the end before we began, I knew you’d be the one to take me over the edge woah

Oh, Oh I knew you’d be the one to take me over the edge

Oh, Oh (Ya, right)

[Bridge - Conch]

Skin burning, I’m still tossing, I’ve been turning these dim lights back on

Watching that quick current, I dip in it then drop down and I’m gone

Off to that hot spot that gave me chills, they don’t make pills that do this often

I wish for it, I’m sick for it, that euphoric true bliss (right)

Ain’t no booze in my glass, staying true to my last flow

Praising you cause you kept me full when the cash low, yeah

I’m abandoning my dread, yeah, yeah, where I’m landing in my head, okay, as I’m standing on the edge, right?

[Chorus]

Oh I’m staring at the sun, got matches in my hand, feeling ready to jump and not look back oh

I could see the end before we began, I knew you’d be the one to take me over the edge woah

Oh, Oh I knew you’d be the one to take me over the edge

Oh, Oh Take me over the edge

Oh, Oh I knew you’d be the one to take me over the edge

Oh, Oh
Reaper

**Reaper** is a Glaceo song featuring RIELL. It was RIELL's twentieth release of 2020, and was released on September 18, 2020.

Listen to **Reaper**

## Theme

Reaper is about revenge. It’s about being pushed so far you turn into something without empathy. Something cold without mercy: a Reaper.

> *"I honestly forgot that I wrote that song, and it's so scary. Like, I forgot about it, then I went back and looked at the lyrics and I was like 'yo'. If I wasn't the one who wrote this and knew what was going on inside my mind, I would be like 'this person's a murderer'. They're so scary" - RIELL in a TikTok LIVE about **Reaper**.*
>
>

## Lyrics

[Verse]

Bite my tongue and drink the blood

Bide my time, wait out the sun (sun)

Collect your secrets one by one

Then load them in my hidden gun (gun)

[Pre-Build]

In the dead of night

Count your sins by candle light

I go

(Oh, oh, oh, one by one)

Came for what is mine

Brought the reaper back to life

Oh no

(oh, oh, oh, Reaper’s home)

[Build]

Beat my fist over my chest

Lick the blood from off your neck

Set my sights on your weakness

You ready for what happens next?

I drag my claws across your chest

Do to you the things you did

No mercy, you’re in my grip

Say hello to the reaper, kid

[Drop]

Say hello to the Reaper, kid

Say hello to the Reaper, kid

[Verse]

Count my cards, watch carefully

Stacked hand with your mortality

Trace the scars you left on me

Sharpen my knife and watch you bleed

[Pre-Build]

In the dead of night

Count your sins by candle light

I go

(Oh, oh, oh, one by one)

Came for what is mine

I’m the reaper brought to life

Oh no

(oh, oh, oh, Reaper’s home)

[Build]

Beat my fist over my chest

Lick the blood from off your neck

Set my sights on your weakness

You ready for what happens next?

I drag my claws across your chest

Do to you the things you did

No mercy, you’re in my grip

Say hello to the reaper, kid

[Drop]

Set my sets on your weakness

Say hello to the Reaper, kid

I drag my claws across my chest

Do to you the things you did

There's no mercy, you’re in my grip

Say hello to the Reaper, kid

## Background

* The lyrics were originally supposed to be "Say hello to the reaper, bitch", but it got changed before the song was released.
Psycho

**Psycho** is a Besomorph featuring RIELL. It RIELL's fifteenth release of 2021, and was released December 3, 2021.

## Lyrics

[Verse]

What’s left of my mind is going crazy

I don’t blame myself it’s how you made me

You take it for granted on the daily

That I keep

[Pre Chorus]

Your secrets to myself you know that I I I

Could blow this whole thing up, blow up your li – i – es

My finger’s on the trigger, test me I hit her

The old me would never but with your help I killed her

[Chorus]

You, you pushed me to the edge, straight psycho

Off the deep end how far down does it go?

Saint into a lunatic, heart attack serious

Just the way you like though, babe you turn me psycho

[Interlude]

Babe you turn me psycho

Just the way you like though

[Verse]

See me everywhere I’m in the shadows

Sleep with one eye open cause the moment you close

Feel that pressure building, all that I know

The day will come when I don’t keep

[Pre Chorus]

Your secrets to myself you know that I I I

Could blow this whole thing up, blow up your li – i - ife

My finger’s on the trigger, test me I hit her

The old me would never but with your help I killed her

[Chorus]

You, you pushed me to the edge, straight psycho

Off the deep end how far down does it go?

Saint into a lunatic, heart attack serious

Just the way you like though, babe you turn me psycho

You, you pushed me to the edge, straight psycho

Off the deep end how far down does it go?

Saint into a lunatic, heart attack serious

Just the way you like though, babe you turn me psycho
Casablanca

**Casablanca** is a Besomorph song featuring RIELL, and was RIELL's eighth release of 2023. It was released July 28, 2023.

Listen to **Casablanca**

## Lyrics

[Verse 1]

Babe I’ll call you mine

Under the Casa Blanca lights you look my type

Is it the vino or the Morocco boy vibe?

What you got has got me

I... oh-I, oh-I

[Pre-Chorus]

In the heat a midsummer twist

Too many hearts in the thick of it

Broke 1, 2, 3 are you sick of it? Are you sick of it?

I am sick of it

Let’s get this right on another try

Full swing the rest of the summer nights

Hands roamin' free, I close my eyes

Till I see the light, I see the light, oh

[Chorus]

Babe I’ll call you mine

Under the Casa Blanca lights you look my type

Is it the vino or the Morocco boy vibe?

What you got has got me

I... oh-I, oh-I

[Post-Chorus]

Call you mine

Under the Casa Blanca lights

Baby, let me call you mine

What you got has got me

I... oh-I, oh-I

[Verse 2]

I wipe the night from off my eyes

If I’m the moon you were the tide

You push and pull from how I shine

You see me shine, you see me shine

Around and up, up, up we go

Cheers, 3-6-5 to that I’d toast

If not we’ll that’s how it goes

That’s how it goes but if we don’t then

[Pre-Chorus]

Babe I’ll call you mine

Under the Casa Blanca lights you look my type

Is it the vino or the Morocco boy vibe?

What you got has got me

I... oh-I, oh-I

[Chorus]

Call you mine

Under the Casa Blanca lights

Baby, let me call you mine

What you got has got me

I... oh-I, oh-I

[Post-Chorus]

Babe I’ll call you mine

Under the Casa Blanca lights you look my type

Is it the vino or the Morocco boy vibe?

What you got has got me

I... oh-I, oh-I

## Background

* An earlier version of the song was shared on Besomorph's Instagram broadcast in early June, which didn't feature all the lyrics yet and was "rough and not fully written".
* On June 8, Besomorph posted a video of the first half of the song on his story, which RIELL reshared on hers.
* The song was released on YouTube on July 26, 2023, 2 days earlier than its release on other platforms.
Control Of Me

**Control Of Me** is RIELL's seventh release of 2020, as well as the third track on her album PARADISE. It was released March 19, 2020.

Listen to **Control Of Me**

## Theme

On Genius, RIELL stated that the "**Control of Me** was inspired by a relationship that was monopolized by a moth to flame dynamic. Even so, it is about the fact that people only have as much power over you as you give them. In this song, it happens to be someone I gave a lot of control over me and I liked and went along with it. At the end of the day though, I knew they only had control of me for as long as I gave it to them as that is how that power works."

In an interview, she says about **Control Of Me**: "I wanted to explore a couple of themes in “Control of Me”, those being power dynamics and I guess what can be classified as a bit of stupidity when it comes to knowing better but doing different. I wrote “Control of Me” after a particularly toxic relationship where I knew better the whole time but I kept choosing to come back. I found it interesting that all I would have to do is walk away because I easily could have, but I just simply didn’t for the longest time. I knew I had the power to but I kept coming back trying to change things that clearly would never change."

## Lyrics

[Verse]

I’ve been pulling at the chains

Oh, I’ve tried everything

I’m begging you on my knees

But baby you’re ruthless

Baby you got me under lock and key

Oh, how do you know when I’m able to run?

You come back just in time so I can’t leave

Why do, oh, why do I let you do this to me?

[Chorus]

You have taken control of me

You have me hypnotized, darling, my body is yours to keep

I know, oh I know that I am the only one who can set me free

Darling, oh darling won’t you take control of me?

[Verse]

What is it about you that I can’t describe?

I fall for the same thing every time

And even when you left

When you said goodbye

Oh I came around when you changed your mind

Baby I’m speechless from your holy hands

No one else can make me feel alive

Why do, oh, why do I let you do this to me?

[Chorus]

You have taken control of me

You have me hypnotized, darling, my body is yours to keep

I know, oh I know that I am the only one who can set me free

Darling, oh darling won’t you take control of me?

[Bridge]

I know, oh, I know that I am the only one who can save me

Won’t you, won’t you take control?

[Chorus]

You have taken control of me

You have me hypnotized, darling, my body is yours to keep

I know, oh I know that I am the only one who can set me free

Darling, oh darling won’t you take control of me?

## Background

* An acoustic version of **Control Of Me** was released on 18 December, 2020.

## Sources

1. ↑ https://genius.com/18920336
2. ↑ https://harltonempire.com/2020/04/23/riell-talks-new-single-control-of-me/
By The Ocean

**By The Ocean** is by Besomorph and RIELL, and is RIELL's ninth release of 2023. It was released August 11, 2023.

Listen to **By The Ocean**

## Theme

In a YouTube comment, Besomorph shared that he wrote the song with RIELL while he "was going through a really hard time of [his] life".

## Lyrics

[Verse 1]

You could try to call, I left my phone by the ocean

The storm is red and gold, anchored in your emotion

[Pre-Chorus]

I could try to hide

You're bringing darkness into paradise

I could try to fight

But I don't think we are worth it this time

[Chorus]

Take me, take me for a ride

For just a second, take me back in time

Forgive, forget are bitter lies

If we were colorblind, we could paint it white

Gave you life in the middle of my darkest night

I was drowning in my fight or flight

We pretended we're alright, alright, alright

[Verse 2]

It's getting late to call

So much has happened between our highs and our lows

The push-and-pull is getting harder to control

If we're not careful, we are...

We are going down again

[Pre-Chorus]

I could try to hide

You're bringing darkness into paradise

I could try to fight

But I don't think we are worth it this time

[Chorus]

Take me, take me for a ride

For just a second, take me back in time

Forgive, forget are bitter lies

If we were colorblind, we could paint it white

Gave you life in the middle of my darkest night

I was drowning in my fight or flight

We pretended we're alright, alright, alright

[Outro]

You could try to call, I left my phone by the ocean

## Background

* In June, Besomorph shared a video in his Instagram broadcast teasing a bit of the song. In a QnA on his story, he was asked what his favorite song he had made was, and he had shared that **By The Ocean** was his favourite at that time.
* Besomorph premiered the song on August 7, 2023, on YouTube, 4 days before it would be released on other platforms.

## Sources

1. ↑ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ogcYvztYOU
Somewhere New

**Somewhere New** is the sixth track on her album PARADISE. It was released October 31, 2020 with the album.

Listen to **Somewhere New**

## Theme

**Somewhere New** is about wanting to grow and explore yourself by testing your limits and boundaries. It’s about wanting to jump off the edge to learn to fly. It’s about wanting to grow with abandon.

## Lyrics

[Verse]

I can feel you breathing

I can feel the bones beneath your skin

And I can hear you leaving

You come and go as easy as the wind

I can feel your heartbeat

Against my fingertips

It beats so wild, it beats so free

As free as I want to be

[Pre-Chorus]

Pull me out

I am lost in the sea

Pull me in

I will follow wherever you lead

[Chorus]

I don’t mind, take me somewhere new

I can’t find a reason not to

I don’t mind, take me somewhere new

Take me where I’ll get lost in you

I want to go somewhere new

[Verse]

Nothing’s quite the same now

The mirror forgot my name

There’s cheering in my head now

To never be the same again

[Pre-Chorus]

Pull me out

I am lost in the sea

Pull me in

I will follow wherever you lead

[Chorus]

I don’t mind, take me somewhere new

I can’t find a reason not to

I don’t mind, take me somewhere new

Take me where I’ll get lost in you

I want to go somewhere new

[Bridge]

Let me be, Let me be

I want to see, I want to see something I’ve never seen before

Let me be, oh let me be, oh let me be oh

Let me be free (ah)

[Chorus]

I don’t mind, take me somewhere new

I can’t find a reason not to

I don’t mind, take me somewhere new

Take me where I’ll get lost in you

I want to go somewhere new

I don’t mind, take me somewhere new

I can’t find a reason not to

I don’t mind, take me somewhere new

Take me where I’ll get lost in you

I want to go somewhere new
First

**First** was RIELL's tenth release of 2020, and is the seventh track on RIELL's debut album "**Paradise**". It was released April 23, 2020.

Listen to **First**

## Theme

"I wrote “**First**” at the end of summer, one week after I moved to England for a semester abroad in my tiny dorm room on an old, beat-up guitar I bought at a second-hand store for £10. I was changing everything about my environment, so I was inspired to think about altering my perspective on past and future relationships; instead of asking if I was good enough for somebody, I wondered what it would be like to ask if they were good enough for me.

The music video concept is about growing from past mistakes and lessons, as shown in the “Stubborn” and “Control Of Me” videos prefacing it, and ending up somewhere better because of it. The video jumps from flashback clips from the past two videos, as well as foreshadowing clips from an upcoming video, to shots of some of the most beautiful places I could think of: an altering of perspective."

## Background

* **First** was announced on April 16, 2020.
* The music video for **First** was released April 23, 2020.

* A remix of **First** by Thatsimo was released on June 11, 2020.

## Lyrics

[Verse]

Nothing is too much, nothing I wouldn’t do

I’d set myself on fire if it meant warmth for you

You had me on my knees calling out for mercy, begging won’t you love me?

You’d laugh and watch me burn

[Chorus]

Mm na na, lesson learned, oh I won’t beg for a love that I deserve

Mm na na, Oo na na, oh this time I’m loving myself first

[Verse]

Why you so surprised I’m with someone new?

My world didn’t start and stop with you

And you’ve been running round wasting my time

You play a stupid game and you win a stupid prize

[Chorus]

Mm na na, not this time, I flew across the world and it knocked you down to size

Mm na na, lesson learned, oh I won’t beg for a love that I deserve

Mm na na, Oo na na, oh this time I’m loving myself first

Mm na na, Oo na na, oh this time, this time I’m gone first

[Bridge]

I had so many sleepless nights by your side

Your love became unbearable, I painted all your red flags white

I had so many dreamless nights, I was guilty for all your sins

Your love became a prison cell I didn’t want to live in

[Chorus]

Mm na na, not this time, I flew across the world, it knocked you down to size

Mm na na, lesson learned, oh I won’t beg for a love that I deserve

Mm na na, not this time, I flew across the world and it knocked you down to size

Mm na na, lesson learned, oh I won’t beg for a love that I deserve

Mm na na, Oo na na, oh this time I’m loving myself first (this time, this time)

Mm na na, Oo na na, this time, this time I’m gone first, mm na na

## Sources

1. ↑ https://genius.com/18920352
2. ↑ https://www.instagram.com/p/B\_DBPfrDCiN/?utm\_source=ig\_web\_copy\_link&igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==
Nightmare

**Nightmare** is a Besomorph song featuring RIELL. It was RIELL's third release of 2020, and was released on February 6, 2020.

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## Theme

A femme fatale, sometimes called a maneater or vamp, is a stock character of a mysterious and seductive woman whose charms ensnare her lovers, often leading them into compromising, dangerous, and deadly situations.

"Don't judge me, but this song is about my brother's friend who I was not supposed to be with. So I didn't I didn't, I listened, I respected my brother 'cause I like him, and he's my friend, and I'm lame 'cause my brother's my friend. This is the song I wrote in lieu of doing something with my brother's friend. So, yeah, if there's ever someone out there who is off limits to you and you kind of know better, but you want to feel that risqué mysterious kind of vibe, that's what this song is about. So I never actually did anything but if I had more balls, this is the song I would write".

## Lyrics

[Intro]

Nightmare (Mare, mare, mare)

There's no need for you to be scared (Mare, mare, mare)

One taste of me nobody compares (Mare, mare, mare)

I'll be the mark you can't erase, the demon tapping on your brain

[Verse 1]

I can show you all the places that you've never seen

I can take you where you're scared to go cause I've already been

We can keep it on the low, low, low

Your dirty secret no one knows

You know I know you wanna come with me

Chasing summer every night like we are in a dream

Yeah, we're burning daylight, never wake cause that is when I leave

But while I stay I'll treat you right

I'll be your rush, I'll be your high

You'll never wanna leave my paradise

[Pre Chorus]

I'm only a nightmare

When you wake up and I'm not there

You'll fiend for me cause I don't play fair

I'll be the mark you can't erase, the demon tapping on your brain

[Chorus]

Let me be your nightmare (Mare, mare, mare)

There's no need for you to be scared (Mare, mare, mare)

One taste of me nobody compares (Mare, mare, mare)

I'll be the mark you can't erase, the demon tapping on your brain

Don't wanna wake up from this nightmare

[Verse 2]

Call me trouble, call me sin, call me a deadly vice

I will wake you up, set you on fire, I'll bring you to life

I know you never asked for it

Thought you were immune to it

Now I'm everything you never knew you needed

A wicked touch, a deadly mind, I'm not so patient, and I know

Exactly what I want to do, exactly what I want from you

Taste me while I load your gun

The game's roulette, let's have some fun

Pull the trigger maybe you won't wake up

[Pre Chorus]

I'm only a nightmare

When you wake up and I'm not there

You'll fiend for me cause I don't play fair

I'll be the mark you can't erase, the demon tapping on your brain

[Chorus]

Let me be your nightmare (Mare, mare, mare)

There's no need for you to be scared (Mare, mare, mare)

One taste of me nobody compares (Mare, mare, mare)

I'll be the mark you can't erase, the demon tapping on your brain

Don't wanna wake up from this nightmare

## Sources

1. ↑ https://genius.com/18803230
2. ↑ https://youtu.be/9BHJ4pri4rs?si=PhK\_YfCIDMTCuJMA&t=571
The Last Time

**The Last Time** is an Excision and Whales song featuring RIELL. It was RIELL's first release of 2021, and was released on January 6, 2021.

Listen to **The Last Time**

## Lyrics

[Verse 1]

One misstep and you're off the handle

Steal my sleep and my peace of mind

Never seen a temper quite so fragile

When you'd lashed out, I was kind

[Chorus]

This is the last time I let you get to me

You always cut me open to watch me bleed

And then you come back, on your knees

This is the last time, the last time

The last time you get to me

[Drop]

This is the last time, the last time

The last time you get to me

[Post-Drop]

This is the last time, the last time

The last time you get to me

This is the last time, the last time

The last time you get to me

[Verse 2]

You played my mind like a kite on a string

Flew me high then sent me crashing

Apologies: your little white lies

Sweet as poison, at first benign

[Bridge]

I get close you run and hide

Project your mistakes make them mine

Guilty now for all your crimes

Guilty one last night

[Chorus]

This is the last time I let you get to me

You always cut me open to watch me bleed

And then you come back, on your knees

This is the last time, the last time

The last time you get to me

[Drop]

This is the last time, the last time

The last time you get to me

[Post-Drop]

This is the last time, the last time

The last time you get to me

This is the last time, the last time

The last time you get to me