Yūutsu Ame

* Yūutsu Ame
* Cure Starlight

> My feelings… Why does that matter to you? You disgusting, dirty moron! What I do is none of your business! I’ll overdose tonight and show you that I’m not just a pathetic loser like you are!
>
> Yūutsu Ame

Yūutsu Ame (憂鬱あめ) is a first-year student at Kamiyama High School and a member of class 1-B. She is a “Magical Girl”, but it’s difficult to say she’s like any other. She is created by BunnyBun, and is not a member of any magical girl squad so far.

## Background

As a kid, everything was perfectly fine, however, Ame was always known to be a little “sick in the head”, and was teased often. Everything started happening in middle school. She expressed her hobbies and interests through questionable ways, and she was always judged and humiliated for the way she expressed herself. She sat everyday, with mocking drawings on her table, shoes filled with garbage, stones thrown at, getting blamed for wrongdoings, and always put on classroom duties.

She felt ashamed for who she was. She wanted to throw herself away. Every-time she looked at herself in the mirror, all she could feel was disgust. She stopped cleaning up the wounds from her bullying, and systted to create more. She found a dealer in the corner of a nearby alley.

She stopped going to high-school soon after, despite not formally dropping out, and tried to get a job to pay for everything she owed. Nothing would accept her, even the worst of the worst. She realized she really was hopeless, and started to live in an internet cafe for 1500 JYP per night.

Every passing day was more and more miserable. She could feel her eye-bags get larger, the cuts wouldn’t close up fast enough for when she needed more. Even though she was hired to work there, she still sat in her small “room”, with her head buried in her hands.

One day, as Ame was laying in bed, she saw a bright light. She walked outside, barefoot, following it. People stared, and the silence was loud. Ame rubbed her eyes to look up closer, and as she started running, and car hit her and she fell onto the road.

Ame woke up midair. Despite the crash, she was still alive. She looked, and looked, but there was nothing there to greet her. Ame’s eyes were forced shut, and something entered her body, and as shewas pushed out of the invisible wall in the sky, she opened her eyes wide open.

She was back at Kamiyama High School. Everything felt invisible, light, and airy. The humiliating laughs from her classmates, and the endless chatter. Words were written on her desk, just like before. When Ame read it, she felt a sharp pain in her chest, and found herself back in the internet cafe.

## Appearance

Ame has died purple hair and purple contacts, however, naturally, she had black hair and dark brown eyes with glasses. Her left eye is covered by an eyepatch. She typically puts her hair up in twin tails, more specifically twin drills, and her hair is long and messy. Her face is often shown as tired, and has visible eye-bags. However, Ame typically wears makeup, which covers up her “flaws”. She also has a star-shaped mark on her chest, and whenever she touches it, she transforms into Cure Starlight.

Ame mainly wears Jirai Kei, with frills and lace, and typically depicted in more girly and feminine colors paired alongside black. This is a hint to her “landmine”-like personality, being constantly angered and frustrated.

Cure Starlight purple haie and eyes, and her hair is long, wavy, and smooth. Her eyes are wide open and sparkly, and she is always wearing a smile on her face.

Cure Starlight wears an elegant, gown, colored in a darker shade of periwinkle. Jewelry themed based off of galaxies are commonly found, and she wields a long staff adorned with stars and sparkles.

## Personality

Ame is insecure, short tempered, attention-seeking, and “fragile”. She often takes her anger out on others, and tends to belittle others as a way to feel better about herself. Ame gets tired a lot, and doesn’t bother to do many basic tasks. Ame wants to be a better person, but has never bothered to try doing so.

While she does care a lot, she finds it difficult to show. Rarely, Ame is enthusiastic about the things she likes, and more positive than the norm. She’s been slowly shutting this away, and people now find it hard to like Ame, which fuels her insecurity.

## Relationships

Ame does not have any current relationships, however, this is due to change alongside the development of Sekaikids Precure.

## Etymology

Yūutsu (憂鬱): Used as an adjective, Yūutsu can mean melancholy and depression, however, as a noun, Yūutsu can also mean physcology.

Ame (あめ) has multiple meanings, depending on the pronunciation. The two said meanings are rain and candy. Ame refers to herself with both pronunciations, however she uses candy more often.

## Trivia

* Ame’s story and character is heavily inspired by NEEDY STREAMER OVERLOAD, a visual novel-like management game, and she also shares the same first name with the main protagonist.
* Ame’s favorite food is sour candy, and her favorite drink is Ramune, also known as marble soda, as it contains a marble in the bottle.
* Ame has an account on the site, Nightcord. (An implied spinoff of discord, from Project SEKAI.)
* Ame watches anime and reads manga often, outside of her unhealthy habits.
* Ame is well known in the internet cafe she lives at. She still had enough money for the things she wanted because people donated to her.
* Ame is 158 cm (5'2.2").
* Ame’s birthday falls on April 26th, making her a Taurus.