Unproductive Life Plan

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"*You're shallow, and so am I.*"— **Description from the preview video**
**Unproductive Life Plan** (非生産的人生計画, *Hi-Seisanteki Jinsei-Keikaku*[?]) is a song by Guchiry featuring IA. It is the eight track of the album *Butterfly Dream*, the fifth track of the album *Uzoumuzou*, the third track of the album *Hollow*, and the image song for Jinsei Owatarou.

### Guchiry's comment

Hello, this is Guchiry.
I finally have a positive song!

## Lyrics

* Japanese
* Romaji
* English

ありとあらゆるこの世の事象全てを知り尽くした全知全能

あなたに問いたいことが書ききれないほどボクは思っているんだ

生とは一体何なのか 愛とは一体何なのか

自分は一体誰なのか わからないこともわからないまま

現実という遥かなる壁に立ち向かうこともできず立ち尽くす

それが悪いことだなんて思わないしむしろ仕様がないだろうが

人を説く時間があるなら 他人のため余裕があるなら

勝手にしてくれよ もう僕に関わらないでいてくれ

齢二十数年 無駄に過ごしてきた この命に価値はあったのかい？

生きるための理由なんて ありもしないものに縋ってきて

命を食い貪って 長らえてきた命だった

エゴにエゴを重ねた上に 今生きているのがボクたちだ

愛するための理由なんて 見つかるわけがなかったんだ

愛したこともないような 実りのない生涯だった

もう終わりにしよう 非生産的人生計画を

ありとあらゆるこの世の事象全てを創り出した神の権能

あなたは何故こんな碌に使えない命を生み出してしまった?

自己犠牲に酔ったアイツも 他人の不幸で食ったアイツも

欺瞞詭弁を騙るアイツも 平気な顔して誰かを殺す

夢幻に理想を抱いて眠る日々を過ごす中で気付いた

森羅万象 有象無象 どれもこれも全て腐っているんだ

偶像信仰の思想も 好きだったあの子の脳ミソも

自分の性根も何もかも どうしようもなくて救いようも無いんだ

「生きるための理由なんて」って言えるほど幸福じゃなかった

「そんなもの」と吐き捨てるようなほど粗末に扱えなかった

必要ないと嘯いていても 生きていたかったボクだった

愛するための理由なんて要らないくらい愛したかった

自分すらも愛せないような 中身のない生涯だった

もう終わらせて欲しいんだ

生きるための理由なんて ありもしないものに縋ってきて

命を食い貪って 長らえてきた命だった

エゴにエゴを重ねた上に 今生きているのがボクたちだ

愛するための理由なんて 見つかるわけがなかったんだ

愛したこともないような 実りのない生涯だった

もう終わりにしよう 誰でもない自分の手で

創り出していこう

先の見えない人生計画を

Aritoarayuru konoyo no jishou subete o shiritsukushitazenchizennou

Anata ni toitai koto ga kakikirenai hodo boku wa omotteirunda

Nama to wa ittai nanina no ka ai to wa ittai nanina no ka

Jibun wa ittai darena no ka wakaranai koto mo wakaranaimama

Genjitsu toiu harukanaru kabe ni tachimukau koto mo dekizutachitsukusu

Sore ga warui kotoda nante omowanaishi mushiro shiyou ganaidarouga

Hito o toku jikan ga arunara tanin no tame yoyuu ga arunara

Katte ni shitekureyo mou boku ni kakawaranaideitekure

Yowai ni juu suu nen muda ni sugoshitekita kono inochi nikachi wa atta nokai？

Ikiru tame no riyuu nante ari mo shinai mono ni sugattekite

Inochi o kui musabotte nagaraetekita inochidatta

Ego ni ego o kasaneta ue ni ima ikiteiru no ga bokutachida

Aisuru tame no riyuu nante mitsukaru wake ga nakatta nda

Aishita koto mo nai youna minori no nai shougaidatta

Mou owari ni shiyou hi seisan teki jinsei keikaku o

Aritoarayuru konoyo no jishou subete o tsukuridashita kamino kennou

Anata wa naze konna roku ni tsukaenai inochi oumidashiteshimatta?

Jiko gisei ni yotta aitsu mo tanin no fukoude kutta aitsu mo

Giman kiben o kataru aitsu mo heikina kao shite dare ka okorosu

Mugen ni risou o daite nemuru hibi o sugosu naka de kizuita

Shinrabanshou uzoumuzou dore mo kore mo subete kusatteirunda

Guuzou shinkou no shisou mo sukidatta ano ko no nou miso mo

Jibun no shoukon mo nanimokamodoushiyou mo nakutesukuiyou mo nai nda

"Ikiru tame no riyuu nante" tte ieru hodo koufuku janakatta

"Sonna mono" to haki suteru youna hodo somatsu niatsukaenakatta

Hitsuyou nai to usobuiteite mo ikiteitakatta bokudatta

Aisuru tame no riyuu nante iranai kurai aishitakatta

Jibun sura mo aisenai youna nakami no nai shougaidatta

Mou owarasete hoshī nda

Ikiru tame no riyuu nante ari mo shinai mono ni sugattekite

Inochi o kui musabotte nagaraetekita inochidatta

Ego ni ego o kasaneta ue ni ima ikiteiru no ga bokutachida

Aisuru tame no riyuu nante mitsukaru wake ga nakatta nda

Aishita koto mo nai youna minori no nai shougaidatta

Mou owari ni shiyou dare de mo nai jibun no te de

Tsukuridashiteikou

Saki no mienai jinsei keikaku o

An omniscient and omnipotent who knows

everything about all the phenomena in this world.

I can't write down all the questions I want to ask you.

What is life?

What is love?

Who am I? Who am I?

I don't even know who I am.

Unable to face the distant wall of reality, I stand still

I don't think it's a bad thing,

and there probably isn't a specification for it.

If you have time to preach people,

if you have time for others

Do your own thing, and stay out of my life.

Was this life worth the twenty-odd years I've wasted?

I've clung to things that have no reason to live.

We've been living our lives for as long as we can,

devouring life as we can.

We're living on ego after ego after ego

We could never find a reason to love

We've lived fruitless lives, as if we'd never loved

Let's put an end to our unproductive life plan.

God's right to create everything that exists in the world.

Why did you create such a useless life?

The one who is drunk on self-sacrifice,

The one who feeds on others' misfortune.

The one who deceives with deception and sophistry,

who kills with impunity.

I realized as I spent my days sleeping with ideals in a dreamscape

Everything in the universe, all things are rotten

The idea of idolatry, the brain of the girl I loved...

My own nature, my own guts, everything...

I can't help it, there's nothing I can do to save it.

I wasn't happy enough to say, "What a reason to live!"

I couldn't treat it so poorly that

I would spit out "that's all there is to it."

I wanted to live even though I was saying I didn't need it.

I wanted to love so much that I didn't need a reason to love

I've lived a life so empty that I couldn't even love myself.

I just want it to end.

I've clung to things that have no reason to live.

We've been living our lives for as long as we can,

devouring life as we can.

We're living on ego after ego after ego

We could never find a reason to love

I've lived a fruitless life that I've never loved

Let's put an end to it, with our own hands, no one else's

I'll make it up as I go along

A life plan with no foreseeable future.

**Original translation done with DeepL and RomajiDesu, edited byPrettyCureFan2008**

## External Links

### Official

* YouTube Music
* Spotify
* ~~YouTube~~ (old, private)
* ~~NicoNico~~ (old, private)
* BiliBili (old)
* Ameblo - Lyrics
* piapro - Off Vocal

### Unofficial

* SoundCloud
* VOCALOID Database
* VOCALOID Lyrics Wiki

## Trivia

* Like *The Sky is Falling!*, *Unproductive Life Plan* lacks a new official music video, but a preview video of it is shown in the crossfade video for *Uzoumuzou* album.
	+ The old official video for the song was made private on YouTube and NicoNico by Guchiry along with some of the other songs (possibly somewhere around August 2021).
		- The clip of the old music video is shown on Guchiry's Twitter account.

## Gallery

### Music Video

Close up to Jinsei.Jinsei is surrounded by papers.Papers around Jinsei turn black.Jinsei sits on the floor.Jinsei looks at herself from the distance.Jinsei lowers her head.Back shot of Jinsei.