Big Brother 8/Week 1

Jayme and are used to be close friends maybe three or four years ago, but I don’t think we’ve spoken about two years now. I really like him and I don’t hold anything against him so hopefully we can move on from that.
And as for George, he’s a great guy and I have no beef with him but I’m not so sure his boyfriend will want him to keep me around or not.
Either way, shits gonna get gaggy real soon."

I’m rly anxious so here’s a cast assessment based off first impressions!:
EARTH:
Alissa - absolute queen. Not going to lie I was scaredd to see her on the cast after Legends cus I always thought she hated me but we’ve been talking a lot and I feel really good about it now. She’s a sweetheart and I always felt rly guilty about it, but seeing that she’s still the same old alissa is...reallly awesome slkdsxk. That or she’s hiding it and waiting 2 get her revenge...either way i luv her
Jack - my bro...i adore jack. I adore him and he doesn’t have the best 703 statistics which is tragic bc he’s a great player and obviously mount olympus meant a lot to him, so I hope he’s coming in with fire to play bc I will go out of my way to save my mans. His showmance w Alissa might be 2 much tho i don’t wanna third wheel.
Demonica - haven’t spoke to her at the time of writing this, rip, and i don’t think she’s spoken in house chat either yet. Queen.
Tyler - ...no comment.
WATER:
Augusto - I really don’t have an opinion on Augusto, even though we had a really good conversation, which is weird! He seems SO nice and I’m excited to get to know him more!
Lachlan - he’s new to fb orgs, so a king…i rly ain’t got much else to say
Chari - QUEEEEN. Ugh self-employed legend. I literally only met her last night but I can and WILL die for her. Iconic.
Elizabeth - We didn’t get to talk yet, but I know she’s a legendt. I can look past the fact that she’s friends with Felipe (\*shivers\*), but whew I was actually rly excited to get to play with her!
AIR:
Ci’ere - we spoke about danganronpa so,,like automatically he’s my favorite person here. He likes miu who is best girl so whew >>
Louise - She’s an Ika stan so, like, we r stanning louise in return. I deadass think that that’s all it takes for me ngl.
Shay - Didn’t get to talk to her yet.
George - ugh my mans. i literally adore george so much,,we were rly good friends but kinda lost contact and now here he is playing this game and WHEEWWW let’s go!! Unfortunately he’s clearly better friends with someone I have bad blood with so I hope George can protecc me but I doubt he’ll pick me over Tyler skdlsdl
FIRE:
Drew - ugh, a king who i lost contact with again. I was being petty about it too so I would’ve completely understood if he came into the game hating me but it doesn’t look like that’s the case! A forgiving king. I’m so happy he’s on my team, too, cus he the type of guy to take lead and get us in gear which we NEED
Roisin - probably my favorite person in this house ngl DLSKDK. Roisin is so so so funny and I honestly adore her so far. It’s not easy for me to get comfortable when I first meet someone because of (/^▽^)/ depression (/^▽^)/ but she rly is so funny and kind and ugh...i now see why EVEERYONE stans her.
Tymeka - because it’s day one, i understand that everyone is just warming up to each other but I hope Tymeka gets kinda thru that soon bc she’s an icon! I’m glad she’s on my team, too, cus like...idk for some reason i’m stanning even tho we didn’t have like /that/ good of a conversation.
Jayme - lmfao trashy ass first boot. hope he chokes.
//End//"

For some reason the website i was using to check the time & my computer are /both/ 25 seconds fast from the official UTC clock found on a different more official website so that's extremely fun :)"

1. Jack - already knew from BBUK, gna be my no.1 for a while til something big happens
2. Jayme - a king we vibe well and rel8 to the same things and memes
3. Augusto - gd we have same music tastes and spoke quite a lot
4. Drew - we spoke quite a bit, on same team,
5. Tymeka - I luv her she’s such a cutie… she’s a bit of a mess but she means no harm…
6. Chari - umm it’s kinda hard 2 talk to her sometimes but she’s rly nice and friendly and I feel no1 talks to her so gna keep her close
7. Lachlan - get the feeling he doesnt wanna talk but we’re both uk so hopefully can stick 2gether
8. Ali - we spoke, she’s nice, nothing wrong with her but we haven’t clicked yet
9. Tyler - he says he stans me so he can stay
10. Ci’ere - umm we spoke but some of his msgs r a bit jarring LOOOL but he’s nice I think
11. Louise - I need her gone cos she’s a bitter juror and will want me gone cos of kariba… even if she doesn’t, I want her gone lul soz
12. George - friendly, barely spoken
13. Demonica - only got 1 msg out of her
14. Elizabeth - haven’t spoken to her
15. Shay - haven’t spoken to her
Cute cast x"

Our team has yet to choose an HOH if we win, but tbh I’m totally not opposed to being the first HOH of the season because I’m here to play hard, but most of all just have fun!
So many ppl in & out of this game have privately asked me why I chose to play again. And that’s easy. For me I’m here to prove that no matter what people say about you (negatively or indifferent) whether it be online or irl, it doesn’t matter. I stopped playing ORG’s for so long just because I did (somewhat) care what people would say about me. I didn’t wanna put myself out there to be constantly criticized no matter what I do. I’ve learned overtime none of that really matters. If you know your truth, people can’t put you down anymore. And if the people putting you down want to live being angry or bitter, that’s their choice. It’s 2019 shit, it takes so much more time and energy to mean spirited/hateful!"

So my team didn’t do so shit hot in the HOH, for some reason they decided to start at 1am my time?? When only 3 of us were there.... so yeah we flopped. I’m happy Tyler won because I’ve spoken to him enough to feel safe, but I’ve heard he’s problematic lol. Apparently there’s a lot of problematic people here. Also Ali is friends with my best org friends kid!! But I know she’s supposed to be good.
Because this is my first FB org I assume they all think I don’t know anything about them, but sis has done her research x "

Also (cant remember if I confessed about this lol) there was a whole to do about nomming 2 women and then it became gays and girls vs straights which turns out, is everyone in the game vs me. Greaaaaaaaaaaaaat. It was all a joke really and nobody's actually targeting off demographics but like, shit man I'm gonna have to step it up to connect with a lot of these people huh"

The cast is amazing! There’s a variety of players and people, including some fresh faces. I like the team twist because 1) the personality test was cute, 2) I feel like I have someone in my corner that I can depend on from the jump, 3) it still allows me to lay low for the first couple of weeks.
I’m apart of the Air Elemental group which also includes George, Louise & Shay. I felt that the Air & Water groups were probably on the weaker side. I guess Fennessy felt the same way because he put one person from each of those groups up after we underperformed in the challenge. I worked on the endurance challenge for almost 12 hours, most of it by myself, & I’m proud that I went for so long tbh. I even watched Airplane! with George, Jack & Drew in the process.
~Cast Assessment~
Jayme: We’ve talked a lot about Danganronpa & he’s really fun to chat with!
Roisin: Demonica made a lighthearted joke about nominating straight people since 2 women were nominated & Roisin went on a political rant about it. It’s an org, girl, it ain’t that serious ASDF but I understand what she means. I’m sure if Roisin was nominated though she would probably agree with Demonica & Louise...
Tymeka: She recommended I watch You and I told her to watch Black Mirror.
Augusto: Adorable & short.
Chari: I want to take her under my wing.
Elizabeth: If the nominees stay the same post-veto then I’m probably going to evict her. I have to be there for my fellow Airhead Louise & I don’t have much to say other than that.
Lachlan: Eats.
George: The sweetest… He’s the person I’ve made the greatest breakthrough with this week. I’m worried that he’s probably already become this big social threat that I’m gonna have to take out later on. George is an electrical engineering major so he’s good at math...gross. He’s an INTJ-A. I feel like our personalities clash so much that they attract so we would probably work well together. His family is in a cult??
Louise: She stayed up until 3AM working on the endurance challenge with me, so I have nothing but respect for my president. I’m going to do my best to save her this week & I’m thinking of possibly aligning the Airheads with another team in order to do so.
Shay: I thot this was Shea’s sock & I still think it is tbh... Likes K-Pop, hip hop, R&B.
Alissa: Someone that’s really easy to talk to which shouldn’t surprise me but it does. I would luv to be allies with her.
Demon(ica): The first thing she told me when this game started was that she wanted to be in an alliance & she hasn’t really messaged me since l m a o. I could care less however because the girl is an icon... She’s serving drama & tea so I added some sugar up in there okcurr. I privately agreed that two women shouldn’t be sitting on the block together, so the women & hot gayz need to align. ;)
FYI--I’m probably not gonna be a source for drama this season because that’s now how I want to play and I wanna try my best to win. I will defend myself if someone tries me though & I will be making shmoney moves.
Jack: I voted him out in the past & called him mayo. And I have to say that my convos with him are...pretty mayo…but I’m trying okay. He’s finally showing signs of life...
Fennessy: Told me that I was safe before he won HoH & he kept his word. According to Demonica & Jack, he pretty much decided nominations by himself. If I were in his position, I would’ve nominated two people from the same team so that I don’t have two teams coming for my neck. Fennessy’s done some shady things outside of orgs, but he’s made it clear that he doesn’t want any trouble with me & I personally don’t have a problem with him."

Even SO this rumor sucks cus it’s literally not true, it could be perfect. Me, Roisin were talking about keeping Liz over Louise, and it looked like that wasn’t possible. I want her to stay cus she actually messages me and showed she wants to stay, and Roisin bc she’s weaker than Louise. But now that Alissa knows this?!?!?!! She wants Louise gone too cus Ci’ere wants her to stay super badly. Ci’ere should’ve just sat there and ate his food, huh? Louise would’ve stayed with most of the votes heading into this but NOW!! Now she’s in trouble, darling. And it’s all cus Ci’ere had to stir the pot!
W/e. Now that There’s A FireXEarth rumor, there’s a 99% chance the other two dry and lame ass teams are banding together after this week to take out a fire or earth member. And i don’t particularly care abt the Earth team besides Alissa and my showmance Demonica, but like………..Fire team IS MINE!! My icons!!!!!! Tymeka I ADORE!! Roisin is easily the best person I met in-game!!! Drew is A NICESMART KING!!! KEEP THEM SAFE!! LETS KEEP LIZ & GET LOUISE OUTTA HERE!!
I lowkey dropped the idea of Tyler backdooring Ci'ere to Alissa....and she seemed kinda interested. The problem would be how we could do it w/o exposing George who told Alissa, u feel? So we'll wait to see!!!!!!!!! God!!!!!"