He's Always Such A Wildcard To Me

*He's Always Such A Wildcard To Me* is the sixth episode of *Survivor: Alaska*.

* Gameplay
* Confessionals

## Challenges

**Immunity Challenge:** "Tetris" In this challenge the tribes need to move around pieces on a board, and score points when they get a row or more filled. The top two tribes that got the highest scores won immunity.

Winner(s): Yukon & Iliamna

## Final Words

The Day After..

This is the one time where I was genuinely sad about leaving in a game. Normally, I really don’t care. As I’ve said, getting voted out is part of the game and your odds of getting voted out at some point are exponentially higher than those of winning, so I’m just realistic about the whole situation, but this was just ridiculous. Firstly, Bartley could’ve skipped the entire show part of this and just played the idol on Dani because I told him that’s where my and Kamen’s votes were going. He had 0 reason to believe that he was getting any votes Then to play and toy with my empathy like that and be rude about it too?? It usually takes a lot to get me mad in these games because it’s literally just that. A game. But that’s something and someone I can’t respect. I understand that he wanted to get either me or Kamen out, and I felt the same way towards him and Dani so I can’t fault him for it, but he didn’t have to go through all of that to achieve his goal. Like I said, playing with someone’s empathy like that is where I draw the line. There’s no need to go that far in a game where the winner gets $0 and nothing but virtual bragging rights until the next season This could’ve all been resolved if the swap was earlier or we weren’t put on 4 person tribes but... 🤷‍♀️ OH WELL. What can you do about it now? Thank you for coming to my TED talk. There’s very likely more to come later That more to come came sooner than I thought I feel like Jameson also got screwed over and I’m kinda sad they got voted out so soon. We played in Destino together and I would’ve liked to play with them again here. We were on opposite sides on Destino so maybe we could’ve potentially played together here. Guess we’ll never know 😂
Ok now thank you for coming to my TED Talk 😂

## Day 16

NOOOOO
What the FUCK
GIVE ME JAMESON BACK
GIVE 👏 HIM 👏 BACK 👏

It does sort of feel good to know that I’ve survived when half of my original tribe could not, especially when I could have easily been targeted early on as a threat the way the numbers broke down.
Original Iliamna has an uphill battle ahead of us, but I’m excited to see how it plays out.

YALL ARE REALLY ROBBING ME HUH If my tribe throws
I'm blaming it on the hosts 🤡

Also had a convo with Linus about Kam and he had the same concerns as me. He also mentioned the fact Kam was obvious to him in dm’s about her and Kamen being close so theres another possibly duo to look out for

But also - Linus. Ughhhhhhhhhhh

## Day 17

it's nice on the other hand last time i only had to talk with three people- i got voted out since i didn't talk to them enough so likeeeeee #redemption i just realized for the first time i can type in wikia and season info and stuff LMAOOO but anyway the problem if we lose immunity is that idk who to target now since I like all of them because the two that I was planning on turning on each other are the two I like more now LMAOOOO
but the problem is I don't have any ammunition to use against the third person 🤔

Like Idk Yes I was on the right side of the vote but idk that tribal wasn’t easy, I really liked Jameson and him going was strictly because of my paranoia due to an Idol, if Malik wasn’t so stubborn about making decisions and sticking to it I would have flipped it back to Nemo once I was pulled into #double-vote-busters but I knew he would have three a whole damn fit That’s why like IM LOYAL to Malik but at the same time.. I just idk Nemo made some seriously damn good points
He basically stated that if I stuck my neck out for him he will allow me to be the voice of the minority which appeals to me because I am a very paranoid player and I do like to be aware of the minor plans

Oh the wonderful sight of not seeing another tribal council chat pop up.

We SLAYEEEED

So what I wouldn’t say here was that Nemo told me about a mafia alliance planning on going to the merge and dominate. I guess they thought they could get me and Kam on board and get us to be their bottoms of the group. Well, I’m not dumb and you guys also tried to vote me off. I get I wouldn’t say what I wanted to do, but Nemo better be lucky Adam was too scared to vote him off because I would’ve. I needed his vote sadly. And then Nemo tried to lie to Adam and said that I said the mafia alliance thing...you must not have good experience with lying in survivor as clearly what sense would it make for me to go and say that? Not to mention me and Adam have known each other for a long while so he may not know that but now he just looks kinda unaware tbh 💀 if we lost I would’ve taken him out, and I’m warning everyone else next round about the mafia group too. I still kinda wish Jameson stayed, at least he have conversation and I did like him LMAO With the losing tribe, I think my blood is going to boil. I haven’t seen Bartley since that last dreadful season, but I sadly think he’s hooked in with the mafia people. They kept him around for a reason. Kam and Kamen need to survive. And if Kam turns on us for them, and votes out Kamen..I’m straight up going for Dani and Kam, Dani for throwing it when she’s been online to do the challenge the whole time, and Kam for flipping. I need Kam and Kamen back in one piece..so please get one of them out of here lol
One more thing. I really expect merge to be after this tribal. And I can’t wait to reunite with people and not be on such a small tribe 💀

## Day 18

i hope the merge is next because that would be so iconic but i could also see the hosts merging at 9 idk
we'll see 😌

I also really like Nemo So it’s like gah I don’t know how some org players do it Just make moves look so effortlessly
Without breaking a sweat

SO the plan is to get all the votes on him (i'll make a chat with kam and kamen) and then he'll play the idol and it's sayonara kamen! also i didnt even compete in the challenge lol but even if the votes do fall on me, it's 2-2 and we'll go to rocks
so it's very unlikely that I'll go home which is great

As much as I need to pay attention to the dynamics of this 4 person tribal council I also need to keep my grade up in art Right now I’m really waiting to see what the first plan is thrown at me and taking the best option for me, whether that’s Kam Bartley or Dani leaving I’ll do whatever it takes to keep myself in the game
Coming into tribal I was thinking I would have to ultimately flip on Kam but didn’t know how to approach that idea to Dani or Bartley, but waking up this morning I’m catching up to everything else and it already seems that Dani and Barley are already coming after each other to stay alive, so might as well stay with Kam and take one of the two out

I’m playing my idol - not ifs ands or 🍑 s And I’ve told Dani I have it Why? With rocks in the event of a tie - Dani and I are guaranteed to advance this round so long as we vote together. It would be either an original Denali turning on the other in a revote, or the one with no votes would automatically go home. I know Dani wants to keep Kam over Kamen - so she’s likely to try to get the votes on me so it doesn’t got to rocks. She’s also trying to protect herself with the one what-if, one of the other two players also has an idol. If that’s the case - oh well. I know I’m good, so the most important thing is keeping the relationship with whomever is left the strongest and not doing shady shit this round.
I do feel kinda bad since I willingly allowed Kamen to be idoled out in another game, but he’s always such a wildcard to me.

He has CARRIED the last two challenges
And he's a perfect shield at the merge

https://tenor.com/view/im-so-relieved-moira-moira-rose-catherine-ohara-schitts-creek-gif-20776291

If I make it to the merge Somehow Some way I could be some sort of double agent AGAIN
I-

Luckily, I’ve been presented with a series of options. Kamen wants to vote out Dani. Dani wants to vote out Bartley (who’s name I got right this time joke’s on you Dalton), and Bartley wants to vote out Kamen. There’s some comfort is (thinking) knowing my name hasn’t been thrown out yet but the fact that, if all these three vote against each other the way they originally wanted to, my vote is the deciding vote because I’m sure not voting for myself... that’s scary

However Bartley's consistent pressuring is not helping him Trying to convince Kam that it might be a ploy to get Kam to send herself home and making it seem like Bartley actually voted for Dani afterall No matter the situation I still am not giving up So please, Bartley, keep digging your plan a grave
Also fuck idols in Canadienne org in particular 💀 I would hate for yet another idol be the sole reason why I leave again

I’m not feeling great And idk what I can do to change it?? Idk I think part of it is just cause I feel hopeless Which idk why I have hopes I have to make a plan and execute it to perfection. Linus will be my priority to take out and NOT necessarily out of this game considering he could win out but I need to set up a power structure that limits who to nothing so because I need to have a path to the end that involves Linus winning his way there, he’s just that good at challenges and that’s how I feel I have to handle him, limit him to nothing but immunity wins I feel this is doable if I have Malik and Kamen on my side because I feel Malik has a solid relationship with Elizabeth and Kamen has one with Kam assuming they voted together Idk I feel for me to win this game I have to prepare now to win later, I know that’s like no shit idiot But I usually play round by round So like me thinking long term isn’t something i normally do but I feel for a season like this I have toooo Ideally Nemo is the last newbie standing cause I feel good with him Nemo me Kamen and Malik need to be the 4 at 7 I’ll also be very clear about another thing Chloe gotta be the first returnee to go I just don’t think he being around is beneficial for me in any way..and it really doesn’t have shit to do with our past I feel they will be with Linus and yeah nope If Linus wants hot water he will get cold water I don’t know if it will be like that right away but eventually I think I need it to be like that, I don’t think I stand a chance if the newbies get pagonged then it’s a ll vets left So I think the best play will be neutralize my allies in them going after me, so Hoola gotta go, Early merge Followed by a chloe WAIT with that said If Linus doesn’t win immunity I’m taking the shot Idc if he has idols I really don’t I love Linus But I’ve seen him win every single immunity in a merge
And I just can’t

### Trivia

* The episode title was said by Bartley.

1. ↑ Due to Bartley playing a hidden immunity idol on himself, the vote went into deadlock. Kam was the only eligible person left, therefore she was eliminated.