Chapter 12: Desire

UNBALANCED SCHOOL LIFE

DESIRE

CHAPTER 12 OF THE MANGA

On this particular day at the Academy, most of the day was used for outdoor activities, including PE training and conditioning, as well as team building exercises and competition strategies. Myuu-chan was excused from any participation, as she wanted to go off and explore the surrounding countryside by herself. This she was allowed to do, as long as she was back before dark. Meanwhile, all of the girls were out on the field and exercise area, along with the only boy, Shinya. The girls, for the most part, were gung-ho for the various activities. However, Shinya was content to merely sit on the sidelines and watch the girls in action. Shinya, the more that he sat and looked, the more that he worked himself up into a mental and emotional dilemma. As time went by, he would repeatedly tell himself that he has to do something about this growing and building desire regarding all the girls at the Academy. Being the only boy had really taken its toll on his self-control and patience, with beckoning desire telling him to take advantage of all of the social and intimate opportunities that are being presented to him for personal one-on-one contact with the various girls.

As the day wore on, Shinya began to suspect a major flaw in his thinking about his relationships with the girls, yet was powerless to understand how to resolve such a misunderstanding. Up until now, Shinya's mind was content to tell himself that the girls were all still (supposedly) guys at mind, heart, and soul. Therefore, believing that, he would not be socially or romantically attracted to them, as that would make him gay. Yet if that were true, that he was not gay, why would there be the attractions that he is feeling for the girls ? If the attractions for the girls were genuine, as his heart is telling him, would not that be evidence that his reasoning about them being "guys" is entirely false ? He can't have it both ways. After his mind and heart had gone around and around this dichotomy, he finally 'threw in the towel', and told himself that all of this must be some sort of sick joke that is being played on him, by a cruel twist of fate. "This is really bad !", uttered Shinya.

"This is really bad !", uttered Midori in the dark. That evening after sunset, on their own free time, a dozen or more of the girls had gone out into the surrounding woodlands. Then, gathering together in a natural clearing, set up a community pow-wow to discuss the problem regarding Shinya Sanada, and his need of an 'attitude adjustment'. Midori, holding a flashlight so that it would shine on her face, had just related her thoughts to the group. Each girl had a flashlight of their own, and would shine it upon themselves as they spoke. Akagi mentions that today she was briefly hugged by him. Suzumi relates that a while ago, he brushed up against her breasts. Another girl says that she has practically no boobs, but Shinya still looks at her in a leering way. The girl that spends a lot of time in the Infirmary, Reina, says that one time he came into the girl's dorm building where she stays, and was seemingly snooping around. Midori again speaks, saying that this very morning, Shinya, her roommate, was half-asleep and came up to her and began nuzzling her.

Koiwai now 'takes the floor' to speak her peace. She offers the thought that it is fine with Shinya if that is all that he ever does. The way that she sees it, it's not that big of a deal. It seems and feels a bit gross, but given he is probably a pseudo-playboy, she understands if she were in his place. It seems admirable that he has managed to restrain himself as much as he has done already. Akagi confronts Koiwai, pointing out that she doesn't seem to understand the importance and seriousness of this situation. Importance ? Akagi goes on to illustrate that you, Koiwai, are a diminutive and light-weight girl. Do you think that you can resist the 'hulk' of a guy, Shinya, if he pushes you down to take advantage of you ? Koiwai is quiet for a few moments as she illustrates and plays out such a situation in her mind. Koiwai then reluctantly admits that she could not, but counters with the belief that Shinya would never do that anyway. Akagi says that this is the crux of the problem. All of our bodies are that of anatomically correct girls, right down to the internal organs. "Stop it, Akagi !", yells one of the girls, gasping in horror at the thought. She does not. How would you like it if one day the doctor tells you, "You're pregnant!"? That's right, yells another girl, we have *complete and functioning female bodies* now. Koiwai quips, it is not just a matter of our female appearances ? Akagi responds, "I see.....you still haven't.....you know.....the female time of the month.....you'll find out one day soon.....Ugg, it's feakin' hell......you'll see.....! Midori breaks in, and lifting her fist in the air with a 'girl power' gesture, proclaims that we have to tell Shinya our collective feelings properly. The sooner the better !

The next day has Shinya scheduled to spar with the husky, burly, strong, and highly skilled former male, now female, student instructor of and President of the Judo Club. The girls had already decided to confront him there, after his judo workout, since they knew that he had to be present in the dojo on this afternoon, after the end of school classroom activities. At the beginning of the Judo workout, the girls filed into the spectator stands and became an impromptu audience. The match begins with Shinya telling himself that this contest will be a 'piece of cake', given that the President, named Shibata, is now a girl ! However, early in the match, Shibata was able to confront Shinya and slam him down onto the floor mat, with Shinya spread out flat on his back ! Shibata yells at him to stand up and try harder ! Shinya gives her a sour look, but says nothing. They both go back to grappling with one another.

Surprisingly, several of the girls begin to cheer for Shinya. Midori shouts out to him to work hard toward a victory, as we want to meet with you later and tell you our feelings. But this loud message distracts Shinya enough that Shibata is able to force him into a submissive hold, and then twists Shinya's body to slam his shoulders down onto the mat. The two regroup and set up another mutual attack. Again grappling, soon Shibata mocks Shinya, shouting out that his body frame and body strength is certainly a poor, pitiful excuse for a teenage male ! You have failed my expectations of even a beginner Judo student. Being so embarrassingly mocked, Shinya replies with a string of profanity directed at Shibata. Shinya, now sufficiently angry, and in a rare moment in this contest, gets Shibata into a submissive hold, with her body draped across his backside. Now, with only one twist of his body, Shinya can take down Shibata like a ton of bricks falling on her. Shibata realizes her predicament, and lets out a profanity laced shout of fear and disgust. Many of the girls instantly stand up out of their seats, and throw off words and noises of shock and surprise. A sly, crafty smirk comes across Shinya's face, as he gleefully tells himself that he has got Shibata just where he wants her. One last thrust of leverage, and "that's all she wrote" ! Shibata is goin' down fer good !

In an instant, in the blink of an eye, Shinya feels a very unusual and definitely sensual / erotic feeling crossing across his back. What the hell ...... ? What gives ? It only takes a moment for Shinya to figure out what has begun happening. Shibata's huge, soft, prominent breasts are pressing onto his neck and back. She is not even wearing a bra under her Judo outfit ! The two are locked in this embrace, not moving at all, as the girls are watching in abject silence to see how this is going to go down. Erotic stimulations are now washing across Shinya's backside, and rippling through his entire body. He begins to lose his strength and advantage, as he slowly buckles downward, allowing Shibata's feet to touch the mat. As soon as Shibata can get her balance on her feet, she now grasps Shinya's body from behind with her hands and arms. In a supreme show of strength and dexterity, Shibata lifts up Shinya, and bending her body over backwards, slings Shinya up and over her, airborne in an arc, then pummeling his body downward and crashing it onto the mat. Mixed reactions peal forth from the female audience, with Midori closing her eyes and telling herself that 'has to hurt big time' !

Hours later, Shinya is in the school's Infirmary, laying prone on the bed, and only now opening his eyes. What happened ? He silently reviews in his mind. He was up in the air above Shibata, off balance, and then everything went black and dark, until now. He asks no one in particular if this is the school Infirmary? It is ! Haru-chan answers that you had a cerebral concussion. You were 'out like a light' and had to be carried here. She goes on to say that she was shocked that Shinya had been so overpowered, this when Midori had filled her in on the details as to what happened at the dojo. She then tells Shinya that he has to be careful and to take care of himself.

Shinya only grunts, "Aahh.....".

(End chapter 12)

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