Thoughts/Lilah

# Lilah Whitacre

 **Their Favorite Thing About Themselves:** Creativity

## Vexed Ironical Trance

When should you believe what someone tells you?

Not having a mother did not bother me when I was a little girl. I did not even notice that I did not have one. I was probably one of the last to realize my family was missing something. At least, I think I was. When I found out a little known family secret I think it might have broken something inside me.

Let's play a game. Pretend you are a two year old. Fat, happy, and a baby. Now, your mother has left you, and your father behind for the first ever, pretty much. Why would she leave? Your mother is a Dark Witch. Always has been, always will be. She was not born into a Dark family per se. Over time she became really good at being really bad.

Finlay Senior was not a bad man, not to your face. He is also not the best type of guy to have as a role model or parental figure. Watching that man lament over a woman he had no idea was standing beside him all along has been influential in all the wrong ways. Romantic, yet terrifying at the same time.

In 2.2 million households, fathers raise their children without a mother. That's about one household in 45.

Lilah was born Lilah Juliet Anabell Whitacre, her name was chosen by her mother in a state of delirium shortly before her younger brothers Henry and Oliver were born.

She is a Half-Blood witch. A septuplet, the third of seven siblings. She has two older siblings, and four younger siblings ; Finlay (Kole), Fiona, Henry, Oliver, Eloise, and Rowena. Lilah and her eldest brother, her youngest brother and her youngest sisters are the most alike of their siblings in appearance. They are the same in heart and spirit, the only children (of the seven) to disgustingly love and have faith in themselves.

Lilah considers herself a "Space Cadette". She has a tendency to space out, the worst part is she does things and sometimes she doesn't even know it. It's like she is sleep walking and her body has put itself on autopilot. She brings this odd behaviour onto herself by sequestering herself and retreating into her own daydreams.

Lilah does not spend an exorbitant amount of time with her siblings, although she would like to. She is the one who is the most different from all of them. Henry and Eloise are brilliant, Kole and Rowena are excellent at dancing with danger while Oliver, Fiona and Lilah appear to be the loners, making Lilah feel more like "the runt of the litter".

## Life Soundtrack

I'm Not The Only One - Sam Smith (Fourth Year)
Really Don't Care - Demi Lovato (Fifth Year)
Reflection - Fifth Harmony (Sixth Year)
Run the World (Girls) - Beyonce (Seventh Year)

* Missing Pieces
* Lady Crush Bi-Lesbianism
* DJ Siren
* Dark Magic - Ministry of Magic

Lila shut down after Eloise' death. She may have been silent, and something of a space case before, afterwards it only seemed to get worse. She barely spoke.

She doesn't have to go around being loud and proud. No one needs to know what her sexual preference is because it doesn't matter. It won't make her a different person, and it won't change the way she does things or what she loves.

Lilah would not want to wear her sexual preference like a badge because it is no way to label or identify her she is more than who she is attracted to. She likes being a Mystery.

She may even date a boy or two, or more, if the opportunity presented itself and was in the right package. She can be very shallow when it comes to companions.

Lilah drops out of Hogwarts (Sixth - Seventh Year), she becomes a musician. Her music has a charm spell embedded into it enchanting anyone who listens to it. Her magic isn't discovered immediately it takes the "seduction" of a few certain people, possibly even something fatal until her misuse of magic is discovered.

Hogwarts Play
Her first experience mixing music and magic was Alice in Wonderland.

Working on the music for the play she spent all of her time pouring over the notes the Music team came up with during their meetings. Lilah dubbed herself Conductor by not playing a single instrument, but directing each, and everyone. She handed out sheet music back stage, and lead the band during the entire show.

She discovered a series of frequencies that created a perceived tone in the brain.

drawing parallels to the real-world phenomenon of hypnosis, which is also often portrayed in fiction — albeit inaccurately — of being capable of placing someone under the complete control of another by placing them in a theta state (Imperio at Theta state)

Binaural Beats

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http://www.thefeelgoodlifestyle.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/05/brain-wave\_chart.gif

http://www.beatsbrainwaves.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/06/binaural\_beats\_wave\_ranges1.png

http://binauralbrains.com/

http://www.amplifon.co.uk/resources/impact-of-sound-on-the-brain/

Lilah's beats can elicit emotions by sound after only a few seconds of exposure.

At first, and for some it takes hours to become effected. Even then people are only able to "guided" through Beta and Alpha states, with time and through prolonged exposure people willingly open themselves to Theta (and Delta).

Beta

Motivation
Stress Reduction
More Energy
Alpha

Relaxation
Enhanced Learning
Altered States of Consciousness
Theta

Sleeping Aid
Overcoming Depression
Improved Memory
Delta

Mental Clarity
Metaphysical Experiences
Personal and Spiritual Development

Lilah may well become the next Dark Witch in the family. It runs in her blood. Without knowing it, her mother's love has tainted her the most. She has always played around with Non-verbal/Wandless magic. Her first use was both, and a Healing spell to boot. She began practicing Dark Spells such as Hexes, Jinxes, and Dark potions as a girl.

She believes she is in possession of a 'Dark item'. It came with the last letter she received from her mother when she was turned fifteen.

Lilah's dream is to work
on the Stage and Screen

at Floo-Pow

licensed producer of Floo Powder
Department of Mysteries
Space Room
Committee on Experimental Charms
Department of Magical Law Enforcement
Office for the Detection and Confiscation of Counterfeit Defensive Spells and Protective Objects
Department of Intoxicating Substances
Improper Use of Magic Office
Department of Magical Accidents and Catastrophes
Obliviator Headquarters
Invisibility Taskforce
Department of Magical Transportation
Portkey Office
Floo Network Authority