Pain

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## History

It is quite clear to everyone that Pain is constantly with G-Money and has been since they were both just mere foals. But before meeting him, Pain had been primarily alone most of her young life, she never really had any friends as a foal and was an outcast when she lived at her homeland with both her parents. The other horses in the herd didn’t seem fond of her, as they knew she would one day take her mother’s place as lead mare, it was more so jealousy on their behalves. Her mother was the only one besides an old childhood friend named “Emo,” who stayed true to her. When she met G-Money her life changed for the better.

She is rather timid of most things and seems to fear change in life and different things that effect it, but she mainly suspicions her own father, Death, who seeks out his own life just to end hers. However, despite her insecurities, she puts on a large front in order to conceal her true feelings towards others as not to show weakness or fear.

She can be very stubborn most of the time, as she is rather hard to differ a stray from something she believes in. Once her mind is made up, she refuses to change it, even if it means getting into a dangerous situation sometimes. She is someone who stays true to her heart and doesn’t bend to pressure.

Pain is exceptionally accident-prone, she seems to attract trouble wherever she goes. She is never one to start trouble, it just seems to follow her like a dark cloud.

Her feelings can easily be hurt, though she tries to stay tough, she is pretty weak when it comes to her emotions. Although, Pain will always sport a smile and a cheery personality just to show others she isn’t sad, she hates feeling like a burden to others or making them worry over her in any way.

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Growing up she never had the love or support of her father, it were as if he wasn’t even in her life at all, though her mother is the one who did everything for her, including raise and love her with all her heart. Death only seemed to view Pain as a mistake. She never told anyone the real reason why her parents named her what they did. It was Death that first called her a “pain in the rear” when she was born and able to walk, so thus he continued to call her “Pain.” The name grew on them so much they kept it. Sorrow however, was always opposed to the name and wanted to change it, but Death wouldn’t allow it and nearly forbid her the right of a new and more befitting name. But in the end, not even Pain herself would ask for a new name, this one couldn’t suit her anymore now.

Her worst flaw is that she stutters uncontrollably when she is nervous, both in human and in equine form. She feels very incompetent around others when she gets like this. She always feels very embarrassed about it, but can’t seem to quit. And it doesn’t help that Pain has a very hard time opening up to others, so she comes off as shy, but is actually just very closed when it comes to her emotions. She does not like allowing herself to get close to anyone else. She seems to have major trust issues with others as well as a massive wall that is constantly up.

She uses the longer sections in her mane near her poll area to "hide" behind due to her self-conscious issues over her facial scars.

Lastly, Pain was born with a heart problem, she nearly died as a foal from being born prematurely. To this day she frequently experiences stabbing chest pain, shortness of breath and often tires more quickly after any vigorous activity. This condition can moderately limit her strength and ability. She also has a weaker health constitution than the average horse of her age, she is very prone to getting sick when in cold or rainy weather.

## Personality

* Pain is known for being a very kindhearted young horse, she cares more about others than her own self. She is one who is always looking to make new friends, and will always stands up for those who deserve it, she believes in the justice of others. Sometimes this actually gets her into trouble, being that she cares too much for others and not enough for her own safety.
* She is very honest hearted as most would say, she is more of a peace seeking filly and would rather sort things out quietly oppose to unnecessary bloodshed, as she is very passive when it comes to fighting and arguing, she truly hates conflict. Though, often the “voice of reason” she is one to look at a situation with great logic and ration.
* Pain tends to allow others to take great advantage of her as well as walk all over her. She finds it hard to stand up for herself and often backs down, making herself seem weak and yielding.
* She is always polite no matter what, even if others are rude to her she readily tries to keep her composure.
* Pain is very far from being perfect, she is clumsy, not attractive due to her body scars, awkward around new horses or people, very pessimistic, tends to be somewhat dramatic, can be very naïve at times and always seems to invite trouble wherever she goes, especially with flirty stallions. But yet others still seem to find her interesting despite all of her negative aspects.

## Trivia

* Pain stutters badly when nervous, being put on the spot, or in crowds. She is highly agitated by loud noises and people talking all at once. She suffers from anxiety.
* Pain is easy to get her feelings hurt when something is said about her looks or her stuttering.
* Did I mention she is very, very, VERY far from perfect? She is almost imperfect in every way. ^^' Haha!
* Pain actually has three scars on her right upper shoulder, just below her withers. It's not very visible in ref, but it's right under her mane.
* What do other guys find so attractive about her, or what makes HER so special compared to other females in the story, you may ask? To be honest, she has virtually nothing really outstanding or truly attractive about her, she merely is something no guy can seem to have, (not even G-Money at this point) and this is because she is such an emotinally closed being that won't let others see beyond her walls. Others tend to find her intriguing, thus striking their interest in her. But overall her appearance is all but flattering what with her flat chest, skinny body, childlike face, and immature looking stature, she is all but appealing in the eyes of a true woman with a true figure. So there is no real reason why stallions and young guys find her appealing. Maybe it is because she seems naive?