To Find a Reason

**To Find a Reason** (없던 이유) is a single by Hyolyn. It was released on July 8, 2021, and features Mad Clown and Kim Seungmin.

## Lyrics

* HAN
* ROM
* ENG

## Hangul

Why should I live
Why should I live
Why should I live

뭐라도 붙잡고 울고 싶을 때
내 옆엔 네가 있었어
그래서 난 네 손을 잡고
실컷 울었어

넌 날 조용히 안아줬고
시간이 이대로 멈췄으면
좋겠다 생각했어
지금 이대로만 제발

그만 아프게 다치게 해달라고
기도하는 내 손이 차갑게 식어가고
맘이 메말라가도
내 옆에 너만 있다면
다시 살고 싶어져

그냥 살아야겠다 싶어져
내가 살아야 할 이유를 찾아
또 내가 나를 설득하고
없던 이유를 만들고
그렇다고 믿으려고 해

내가 살아야 할 이유를 찾아
또 내가 나를 붙잡고
없던 이유도 만들고
그렇다고 믿으려고 해

Why should I live

**Mad Clown:** 걸어가다 한두 번쯤은 넘어져도 돼
달리다가 숨 가쁘면
잠시 멈춰도 돼
똑같은 매일이 버거워
계속된 외로움에 얼굴엔 눈물 자국이 보여
너 잠시 멈춰서 털어내

때론 미칠 듯 화가 난 적도 있어
지친 나를 안쓰러
하는 그 눈빛이 싫어
계속 벽으로 밀어내듯 하나둘 멀어져
내게 더 남은 게 있을까
눈을 뜨면 다시 내일이 와있을까

내가 살아야 할 이유를 찾아
또 내가 나를 설득하고
없던 이유를 만들고
그렇다고 믿으려고 해

내가 살아야 할 이유를 찾아
또 내가 나를 붙잡고
없던 이유도 만들고
그렇다고 믿으려고 해

**Kim Seungmin:** 이대로 괜찮은 건가?
또 난 주저앉아 버리고 말 거야
내가 아는 모두가 소설에 홀려
진심을 흠집 내 그렇게
달려가 바늘 끝 향해 난
**[HY/KS]:** 아무도 와본 적
없는 **Kim Seungmin:**나만의 **[HY/KS]:** 가파른
**Kim Seungmin:** 그 가운데 어디쯤 가만히 서서
난 참아내요 My tears
너 올 때까지

내가 살아야 할 이유를 찾아
또 내가 나를 설득하고
없던 이유를 만들고
그렇다고 믿으려고 해

내가 살아야 할 이유를 찾아
또 내가 나를 붙잡고
없던 이유도 만들고
그렇다고 믿으려고 해

Why should I live
Why should I live
Why should I live

## Romanization

Why should I live
Why should I live
Why should I live

mweorado butjapgo ulgo shipeul ttae
nae yeopen nega isseosseo
geuraeseo nan ne soneul japgo
shilkeot ureosseo

neon nal joyonghi anajweotgo
shigani idaero meomchwosseumyeon
joketta saenggakaesseo
jigeum idaeroman jebal

geuman apeuge dachige haedallago
gidohaneun nae soni chagapge shigeogago
mami memallagado
nae yeope neoman ittamyeon
dashi salgo shipeojeo
geunyang sarayagetta shipeojeo

naega saraya hal iyureul chaja
tto naega nareul seoldeukago
eoptteon iyureul mandeulgo
geureotago mideuryeogo hae

naega saraya hal iyureul chaja
tto naega nareul butjapgo
eoptteon iyudo mandeulgo
geureohdago mideuryeogo hae

Why should I live

**Mad Clown:** georeogada handu beonjjeumeun neomeojeodo dwae
dallidaga sum gappeumyeon
jamshi meomchweodo dwae
ttokkateun maeiri beogeoweo
gyesokdwen weroume eolguren nunmul jagugi boyeo
neo jamshi meomchweoseo teoreonae

ttaeron michil deut hwaga nan jeokdo isseo
jichin nareul ansseureo
haneun geu nunppichi shireo
gyesok byeogeuro mireonaedeut hanadul meoreojeo
naege deo nameun ge isseulkka
nuneul tteumyeon dashi naeiri waisseulkka

naega saraya hal iyureul chaja
tto naega nareul seoldeukago
eoptteon iyureul mandeulgo
geureotago mideuryeogo hae

naega saraya hal iyureul chaja
tto naega nareul butjapgo
eoptteon iyudo mandeulgo
geureohdago mideuryeogo hae

**Kim Seungmin:** idaero gwaenchaneun geonga?
tto nan jujeoanja beorigo mal geoya
naega aneun moduga soseore hollyeo
jinshimeul heumjip nae geureoke
dallyeoga baneul kkeut hyanghae nan
**[HY/KS]:** amudo wabon jeok
eomneun **Kim Seungmin:** namane **[HY/KS]:** gapareun gil
**Kim Seungmin:** geu gaunde eodijjeum gamani seoseo
nan chamanaeyo My tears
neo ol ttaekkaji

naega saraya hal iyureul chaja
tto naega nareul seoldeukago
eoptteon iyureul mandeulgo
geureohdago mideuryeogo hae

naega saraya hal iyureul chaja
tto naega nareul butjapgo
eoptteon iyudo mandeulgo
geureohdago mideuryeogo hae

Why should I live
Why should I live
Why should I live

## English

Why should I live
Why should I live
Why should I live

When I want to hold onto something and cry
You were always next to me
So I held your hand
And cried all I want

You quietly held me
And I thought
I wish time would stop like this
Just like this, please

Even if my hands that prayed, please stop this pain
Becomes so cold
And my heart gets so dry
If only I have you by my side
I want to live again
Then I think, I should just live

I’m finding a reason to live
As I try to convince myself
And create a reason that wasn’t even there
And trying to believe in it

I’m finding a reason to live
As I hold onto myself
And create a reason that wasn’t even there
And trying to believe in it

Why should I live

**Mad Clown:** s you walk, it’s okay to fall a couple of times
If you run out of breath as you run, you can take a break
Going through the same days is overwhelming
Repetitive loneliness makes
The tear stains visible on the face
So take a break and brush it off

Sometimes, I get mad like crazy
I hate those looks that pity me and my exhaustion
I’m pushing them against a wall
Getting farther away from them one by one
Is there anything else left with me?
When I open my eyes, will tomorrow have come?

I’m finding a reason to live
As I try to convince myself
And create a reason that wasn’t even there
And trying to believe in it

I’m finding a reason to live
As I hold onto myself
And create a reason that wasn’t even there
And trying to believe in it

**Kim Seungmin:** Am I alright like this?
I’ll probably crumble down again
Everyone is so caught up in a novel
Finding fault in the truth
So I keep running toward the end of the clock hands
**[HY/KS]:** On this steep path of my own
That no one **Kim Seungmin:** else **[HY/KS]:** has walked on
**Kim Seungmin:** I’m standing still in the middle of the road
And hold back my tears
Until you come

I’m finding a reason to live
As I try to convince myself
And create a reason that wasn’t even there
And trying to believe in it

I’m finding a reason to live
As I hold onto myself
And create a reason that wasn’t even there
And trying to believe in it

Why should I live
Why should I live
Why should I live