Vanish

"*One morning, it was as if nothing had happened.*"— **Description from the music video**

**Vanish** (ヴァニッシュ, *Vanisshu*[?]) is a song by Guchiry featuring KAITO. It is the fifth track of the album *Kiss me while the angels are away*, seventh track of the album *Live Idly**,* third track of the album *layer0*, and image song for Luchika.

### Guchiry's Comment

Hi, this is Guchiry.
Love is a difficult thing.

I recently learned that no matter how sincere or earnest you are or how much you always care, you can't help what you can't help.

My younger brother said to me, "Don't you have too little life experience?". I really think that's true.

But I don't understand VALORANT, even if I forgive you.

## Lyrics

* Japanese
* Romaji
* English

浅い眠り 呆けた眼(まなこ) 午前2時 ぽつり 暗い部屋 独り 泣いた

膝抱えた椅子の上 齧る爪 ささくれて荒れた指を切った

窓の外 ふと手招いている悪魔「オニサンコチラ テノナルホウヘ」

心地よい声に乗せられたら最期「もう二度と還ることはできないぞ」

「知らぬ存ぜぬなど通用しない 未来もない 救いもない 此処に意味なんてないさ」

ところでそこの君は誰？

ジリジリドク 胸の鼓動と雑音(ノイズ)に埋もれゆく世界で 溺れ沈む 脳と影

ジクジクドク 毒々と脈を打つ 夢の花は咲いた 底には何も残らないように

吸い尽くしたい

窓の外 ほくそ笑んでいる悪魔「オニサンコチラ テノナルホウヘ」

人の苦しむ姿 嘲笑うような顔をして何を期待しているの

そんなことは知ったことじゃないが もう何もかもがどうでもいい これで終いさ

ジリジリドク 胸の鼓動と雑音(ノイズ)に埋もれゆく世界で 溺れ沈む 脳と影

ジクジクドク 毒々と脈を打つ 夢の花は咲いた 底には何も残らないように

さぁドロドロに溶け合って 混ざり合って ひとつになりましょう

脳髄から伝う景色が足の先まで全てを満たすのさ

チクチクタク 進みゆく時間の中 夢の花は枯れていた

チクチクタク 一人だけ何処にも進めない ここまでみたいだ

「ばいばい」

ジリジリドク 胸の鼓動と雑音(ノイズ)に埋もれゆく世界で 溺れ沈む 脳と影

ジクジクドク 毒々と脈を打つ 首の筋を裂いた 窓辺に一輪 花が咲いていた

さぁドロドロに溶け合って 混ざり合って ひとつになりましょう

脳髄から伝う景色で満たされた杯を飲み乾すのさ

吸い尽くしたい

愛し尽くしたい

Asai nemuri boketa manako gozen ni ji potsuri kurai heya hitori naita

Hiza kakaeta isu no ue kajiru tsume sasakurete areta yubi o kitta

Mado no soto futo te maneiteiru akuma "Onisan kochira tenonaruhouhe"

Kokochiyoi koe ni noseraretara saigo "Mou nidoto kaeru koto wa dekinaizo"

"Shiranu zonzenu nado tsuuyou shinai mirai mo nai sukui mo nai koko ni imi nante naisa"

Tokorode soko no kimi wa dare？

Jirijiri doku mune no kodou to noizu ni uzumoreyuku sekai de obore shizumu nou to kage

Jikujikudoku dokudoku to myaku o utsu yume no hana wa saita soko ni wa nani mo nokoranai you ni

Suitsukushitai

Mado no soto hokusoendeiru akuma "Onisan kochira tenonaruhouhe"

Hito no kurushimu sugata azawarau youna kao o shite nani o kitai shiteiruno

Sonna koto wa shitta koto janaiga mou nani mo kamo ga dou demo ii kore de owari i sa

Jirijiri doku mune no kodou to noizu ni uzumoreyuku sekai de obore shizumu nou to kage

Jikujikudoku dokudoku to myaku o utsu yume no hana wa saita soko ni wa nani mo nokoranai you ni

Sa~a dorodoro ni tokeatte mazariatte hitotsu ni narimashou

Nouzui kara tsutau keshiki ga ashi no saki made subete o mitasu nosa

Chikuchikutaku susumiyuku jikan no naka yume no hana wa kareteita

Chikuchikutaku ichi nin dake doko ni mo susumenai koko made mitaida

"Bai bai"

Jirijiri doku mune no kodou to noizu ni uzumoreyuku sekai de obore shizumu nou to kage

Jikujikudoku dokudoku to myaku o utsu kubi no suji o saita madobe ni ichi rin hana ga saiteita

Sa~a dorodoro ni tokeatte mazariatte hitotsu ni narimashou

Nouzui kara tsutau keshiki de mitasareta hai o nomihosu nosa

Suitsukushitai

Aishitsukushitai

Woke from shallow sleep, my vision blurred, 2am, in my dark room I cried alone.

Hugging my knees on a chair, biting my nails, I cut my dry fingers.

Outside the window, I suddenly noticed the demon beckoning, “Mr Devil this way, to the sound of clapping”

And by the end, fooled by the soothing voice “You won’t ever be able to turn back”

“Ignorance and the like won’t work, there’s no future, no salvation, no meaning in this place”

By the way, who are you?

Slowly, slowly, thump, in a world buried by the beating of my chest and background noise, my mind and shadow drown and sink

Seeping, seeping, pulse, the poisonously pulsing flower of dreams bloomed. And so that nothing will be left in the bottom,

I want to suck it dry

Outside the window, the demon chuckled to himself and said, "Mr Devil this way, to the sound of clapping”

Making a face as though to laugh at the suffering of others, what are you expecting?

But that’s nothing to do with me, I don’t care about anything anymore, this is the end

Slowly, slowly, thump, in a world buried by the beating of my chest and background noise, my mind and shadow drown and sink.

Seeping, seeping, pulse, the poisonously pulsing flower of dreams bloomed. And so that nothing will be left in the bottom,

Now, let’s melt into a pulpy mess together, mix together and become one.

The scene that’s passed on from your brain will fulfil everything to the tips of your toes.

Tick, tick tock, in the midst of passing time the flower of dreams had withered.

Tick, tick tock, I can’t go anywhere alone, it seems this is it

“Bye-bye”

Slowly, slowly, thump, in a world buried by the beating of my chest and background noise, my mind and shadow drown and sink.

Seeping, seeping, pulse, I cut the poisonously pulsing muscle of my neck. By the window one flower had bloomed

Now, let’s melt into a pulpy mess together, mix together and become one.

Drain the wine glass that’s fulfilled by the scene that’s passed on from your brain

I want to suck it dry

I want to love it to the end

## Video Sequence

The MV opens up showing a bookshelf, plush toys with ribbons on their necks, empty plates and cutlery and it zooms into a framed photo of Luchika and Dahlia. Luchika is then shown holding up a black marker to presumingly cover up the photo then the title is shown. Luchika sits on his bed in the dark watching the news on the TV and bites his nails. He then grabs his phone which says out of range in the corner. Luchika looks up and reaches out to Carl who appears, telling him "Ignorance and the like won’t work, there’s no future, no salvation, no meaning in this place". Carl then disappears and it's shown that Luchika was just reaching out to a window. Luchika begins to freak out with tears coming down his eyes. He soon stops and reaches for his phone again.

The house is shown again with the bookshelf with a blue outline of more books next to it, plushies with stuffing and stitches on their faces and the plates in their previous state. Luchika takes out a wax candle stick and lights it up and stares at it. He reaches his hands out again and is transported to a vivid and saturated field of magenta flowers with a cyan sky and Carl appears to him again. Carl spreads his hands out as petals fall from the sky.

A flashback is shown with a grainy filter of Dahlia wrapping her arm around Luchika's as a hooded figure walks in the background. A kettle is shown then Dahlia looks at the screen with a white translucent veil with flowers on her head happy. The kettle starts to boil and Dahlia smiles with her fiance then the kettle starts spewing more steam. Luchika is shown in the middle of a fire shocked and sweating and it cuts back and forward between Luchika and the image of the kettle blowing out more steam. Then Luchika is shown alone in the fire with Dahlia's veil hanging off the right side of his head as a ring falls.

A pocket knife is shown on the floor and Luchika picks it up and it cuts to a candle getting blown out as Luchika says "bye bye" and smiles. Then Luchika is shown falling back into the flames satisfied. He then opens his eyes looking back at the window with a single flower on it and reaches out for it again. Luchika is shown dead with blood coming out of his mouth and a flower is shown spinning in the fire. The room is shown to still be on fire with the television on, showing Luchika and Dahlia on the news. Then Carl is shown sitting smiling and turns off the television.

## Characters

* Luchika (MC)
* Carl (side)
* Dahlia + Her Fiance

## External Links

### Official

* YouTube
* NicoNico
* Spotify
* Ameblo - Lyrics
* Nico Commons - Off Vocal

### Unofficial

* SoundCloud
* VOCALOID Database
* VOCALOID Lyrics Wiki

## Gallery

Photo of Luchika and Dahlia.Luchika holds a marker in his hand.Luchika watches TV.Luchika bites his nails.Carl holds his hands under his chin.Luchika looks out from under the blanket.Carl moves his finger.Luchika reaches out to Carl.Carl disappears.Luchika freaks out.Luchika cries.Luchika panics.Luchika stops crying.Luchika reaches for the candle.Luchika holds a candle.Close up to Luchika's eyes.Luchika reaches out from under the blanket.Luchika looks at Carl.Lights fall on Luchika's face.Carl encourages Luchika to come to him.Carl stands with his arms open.Luchika on Dahlia's wedding.Dahlia in a veil.Dahlia and her fiancée.Luchika watches as Dahlia and her fiancé burn.Luchika continues to watch with Dahlia's veil on his head.Luchika holds a knife.Luchika smiles.Luchika sets himself on fire.Luchika narrows his eyes.Luchika bleeds out.Luchika appears on the news.Carl watches the news that Luchika is dead.