I Love You, But Only On My Own

**I Love You, But Only On My Own** (愛してる、でも一人, *Aishiteru, demo hitori sa*?) is the fourth song featured in the movie *Kaiju of Retribution Tatsura* and the second to be sung solo by Yukikaze Mizuki.

## Romanized Lyrics

一人でも、二人だわ
いない人に抱かれて
一人朝まで歩く
道に迷えばみつけてくれるわ

雨の舗道は銀色
川も妖しく光る
闇は樹星明かり
見えるのはどこまでも二人だけ

知ってる、夢みるだけ
話し相手は自分だよ
あの人なにも知らない
だけど、道はある

愛してる、でも夜明けには
いない、川も只の川
あの人いない世界は
街も樹もどこも他人ばかりよ

愛しても、思い知らされる
一生、夢見るだけさ
あの人あたしをいらない
幸せの世界に縁などなぁぁぁいっ！！

愛してる…
愛してる…
愛してる…
でも、一人さ……

Hitori demo, futari da wa
inai hito ni dakarete
Hitori asa made aruku
Michi ni mayoeba mitsukete kureru wa

Ame no hodō wa gin'iro
Kawa mo ayashiku hikaru
Yami wa kini-hōshi akari
Mieru no wa doko made mo futari dake

Shitteru, yume miru dake
Hanashiaite wa jibun da yo
Ano hito nani mo shiranai
Dakedo, michi wa aru

Aishiteru, demo yoake ni wa
Inai, kawa mo tada no kawa
Ano hito inai sekai wa
Machi mo ki mo doko mo tanin bakari yo

Aishite mo, omoi shirasa reru
Isshō, yumemiru dake sa
Ano hito atashi wo iranai
Shiawase no sekai ni en nadonaaai!!

Aishiteru…
Aishiteru…
Aishiteru…
Demo, hitori sa……

On my own, pretending he's beside me
All alone, he walks with me 'til morning
Without him, I feel his arms around me
And when he lost his way, he closed my eyes and I have found him

In the rain, the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all we saw is him and me forever and forever

And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And even if I'm a victim of my own lust
Still I say there's a way for us

I love him, but when the night is over
He is gone, the river's just a river
Without him, the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers

I love him, But every day we're learning
All our lives we've only been pretending
Without me, his world will all be crumbling
The world is full of happiness that we have never known!

I love him…
He loves me…
I love him…
But only on our own……

### Spoken Prologue

Shortly before the song, Yukikaze has a brief flashback when Tatsurou confessed to her.

*(Inside her room in Under Eden, Yukikaze is lying on her bed and looking at her pendant)*

**Yukikaze:** Tatsurou…

*(Flashback to when Tatsurou gave Yukikaze the pendant)*

***Tatsurou:** This will be proof of our love.*

*(Yukikaze nods)*

***Tatsurou:** Yukikaze, I will protect you with my life.*

***Yukikaze:** It doesn't matter what happened, I will never forget you.*

***Tatsurou:** I believe in you, Yukikaze.*

*(The two kiss as flashback ends)*

**Yukikaze:** *(still looking at her pendant)* Don't worry, Tatsurou, I still remember you.

*(Outside, Tatsurou and Zokuto are standing by the entrance of the brothel)*

**Tatsurou:** Yukikaze…

## Usage

Before the song plays, Yukikaze is inside her room in Under Eden. Six months had passes since she and Rinko were captured during their mission. She lies down on her bed, holding and staring at the pendant that she still wears. She remembers the time when Tatsurou gave her the pendant when he confessed his love to her, to which she returns her's. After reminiscing and reassuring to herself that she will still remember Tatsuro and return as soon as the mission ends, Yukikaze sings the song, lamenting that she is alone and imprisoned in a world isolated from the one she knows and lives in, from the embrace of her love for six months and counting. However, she learns that continuing to remember Tatsurou is a painful reminder of her dangerous quest to find her mother and every single day she has spent without the ones she love, as well as every single day that has passed for Tatsurou without hearing anything about her and her situation.

## Releases

The song is available in two albums:

* **Kaiju of Retribution Tatsura Original Soundtrack** Disc 1 - Track 10
* **The Best of Mahou Kaiju Series Music Anthology** Disc 3 - Track 12