Big Brother 8/Week 10

Week One
I was a hot mess, I mean I’ve never played a Big Brother game before so I wasn’t sure what to expect (nor should I given BB’s mantra but still hgmfd,). Being put on the Water Team was… a mixed bag because I felt my team wasn’t exactly the most active but it also gave me a chance to kinda shine if that makes sense? I also made it a goal to connect to two members of each team and I think I did alright? I managed to be in an alliance with Drew/Jayme from Fire, had a good relationship with Tyler/Alissa from Earth, and loved all of Air. Tyler winning wasn’t bad but I was spooked for my girl Elizabeth. At first, I was thinkng of evicting her as I believed the votes were going her way but after realizing that there was hope, I talked Chari off a ledge and we both kept Elizabeth in the game (rip Louise).
Week Two

1. DemonicasDemise was in full swing the beginning of Week Two. The sis really came for everyone for… seemingly no reason? As I told her, she wants to have the last word but never talks to anyone so make that make sense. All in all, her leaving was wildt but I’m glad it went that way. Drew winning was amazing for me/get ha JADE as I knew I was safe. I didn’t try to influence him much as my game plan the first half was to build social relationships and lay low. I adored both Shay and Chari so it kinda sucked noms wise, but then Drew GOOPED me and put up Ci’ere. I loved Ci’ere but I also recognized his overall threat level and decided it’d be best to get him out, even if he wanted a Water/Air team alliance of sorts.

Week Three
Another “get ha JADE” win by Jayme, truly iconic… except for the nominees. Honestly, I was sick of the whole ‘let’s target the weaker teams’ but again, had to lay low. I was leaning towards wanting Lachie out since Chari and I would talk game every now and then. However, Lachie became a comp beast and Tyler was on the block. I debated voting for him as Chari was iconic, but she also wanted out so I respected her wishes.
Week Four
Okay, Elizabeth leaving out of nowhere really like affected me ngl, she was amazing and one of my closest allies in the game so it was a devastating blow. And then I flopped the HOH, which was to be expected. Not gonna lie, Jack winning SPOOKED me since I didn’t have a solid relationship with him but god works in mysterious ways and I wasn’t nominated so yay for that. Lachie being on the block again and us being the last two Waters really brought us way closer than I thought it would, but it was great <3. I wasn’t as invested in this round, as reflected by me voting for Tymeka when Shay left. Me voting in the minority kinda woke me up a bit and I’m glad I did. Knowing that being in a minority position wasn’t good, I threw Shay under the bus hella hard by telling everyone that she told me she had the votes, hence why I voted that way and that I didn’t have much time. RIP Shay </3
Week Five
Truly a damage control week to say the least. I kinda had to re-solidify my alliance with Jayme and Drew since they kinda left me in the dark, I had to reconnect with Tymeka to the point where she’d want to work with me, etc. I did get put on the block by Roisin though, which was kinda shocking but I also never initiated any game with her or frankly anyone throughout the pre-jury. Also Tymeka pulled out a Co-HOH out of the Magician’s Box which shook me to my core because I forgot about the twist altogether. Being put next to Lachie sucked, but I was semi-confident that I would stay given my connections and his threat level. Roisin won POV as well and took off Lachie and replaced him with George… which I was sad about as well. George was a close ally as well, so it sucked being next to him. I was nervous since George was working with Earth closely, but he did end up leaving and I didn’t so yay for that.
Week Six
Lachie SLAYED the HOH and I knew I was safe and after being on the block, I thought I could use the break. I didn’t super influence his decision, kinda just let him do his own thing. I was in the clear as well since that round, Tyler and I formed a truce that later turned into an alliance as I agreed to throw the HOH so that Tyler could win. This allowed for me to get into an alliance with the remaining Earth members, plus I was in an alliance with Drew/Jayme, another with Lachie, and I was working on Tymeka so I was pretty protected. With Alissa and Jack on the block, my gut told me that I needed to get Jack in the game since I had targeted him before (I said his name when Jayme did that crackedt randomizer thing) so Tyler and I tried to get that happening. However, Jayme/Drew/Roisin were doing Jack so it was up to Tymeka and I wasn’t the most confident. I folded and voted with them, which opened my eyes to the fact that Drew/Jayme were doing THAT in the game.
Week Seven
The week started off with Roisin winning, so I knew that I was doomed to say the least hgfjmdiks,l. Roisin did a rinse and repeat of her previous HOH reign and honestly, could the sis come up with something else? Anyway, after that she once again won POV and nominated Tyler which was huge. What was even more huge was the fact that Tyler let me know that he had a Halting Hex which meant the week was over and we were both safe. I had to put on an acting face cause it was supposed to be a “surprise” so… guess I won an Emmy lmao
Week Eight
With Roisin dethroned yet still eligible to play the HOH, I wanted to slay it to get rid of the sis myself… most of my game was to be UTR, use my suckiness at the physical game as an advantage to be seen as a non-threat so I thought putting her up would’ve been a justifiable big move. Per usual, I lost… but Tyler won so that was amazing for me! I did tell Tyler that putting up Drew/Jayme was good in the event that Roisin won POV, getting out Jayme would still be a huge move as he was a gameplayer. Drew won POV and Roisin was put on the block against Jayme. Sis, my game here got GOOD imo but also messy at the same time. During this round, Tymeka and I bonded a ton as we have been in a similar spot the entire game. Knowing that, I wanted to pull her into an alliance of sorts. Roisin let me know some piping hot tea about Jayme and Jack’s relationship and everything lined up, however I still wanted Roisin out. She put me up, she was good physically and strategically, and now I have the information I need to put up Jayme/Jack myself. Drew and I talked it out and while he was heavily leaning towards Jayme, I think I talked him out of it. I suggested an alliance between us and Tymeka where we could further discuss the vote and the rest of the game. While the both of them wanted Jayme out, I was headstrong enough on Roisin that a sis got her way. Plus, I was still able to play the middle as it was Tyler’s target, Jack was keeping Jayme, and Lachie was nominated by Roisin. Roisin might have blown up about it, but I genuinely believe it was my best bet. In evicting her, I did try to set up Jayme/Tyler/Jack leaving next by saying that I would nominate them if I had won. So yeah… I did that <3
Week Nine
Lachie winning was perfect as I told him when evicting Roisin all that she told me and plus the fact that Jayme/Jack were my own targets as well and he ended up nominating them which was nice. He did suggest Tymeka was the renom and while I would’ve preferred Tyler, it caused no real harm. This vote was super tough in the sense that Jayme is my fave person in this cast and that I was pretty blunt with him that I was likely voting to evict him. He did bring up good arguments, but evicting him was my best move between him and Tymeka, especially with my new alliance.
In the Double, the goal was to get Tyler out which didn’t end up happening as he won HOH. I was happy for him, but him putting up Drew and Lachie wasn’t the plan in my mind. Plus like the POV was stressful as Tymeka was flopping, I fucked up, and it came down to Lachie and Jack. Jack ended up winning and despite Tyler’s target being Drew, Lachie was evicted. It did hurt a bit since I was Lachie’s partner in crime but it had to be done so I could get farther and win for myself.
Week Ten
So this is where we’re at… and I’m just shook by it all. Let’s start this off by saying I won my FIRST competition ever and I’m proud of myself for being able to win something after flopping in every comp this entire game. Honestly, I didn’t REALLY want to win since I could’ve played the middle ground a bit more but hey, why not be bold for once? I know putting up Tyler and Jack is gonna cause some… potential messiness but it is what it is. Now that I am officially in the final four, I am putting end game plans into motion so to speak as Tymeka and I now officially have a final two, which is great. Our arguments to each other were that we both have played similarly and that it would be our best bet. I did throw Drew under the bus quite a bit and said he had comp wins under his belt, Jayme as his jury cheerleader, and all that jazz. I do think Drew can win and my plan might honestly be to axe him after Tyler as I’m not sure about Jack’s overall chances. It all really depends. My final goal is to win and I wanna see that happen for myself. I did win Byzantium and while I’m happy about it, I also feel like my win isn’t really seen as one? I don’t know, I just want to win this time around and really prove myself. <3"

But they’re going to have to beat me today because I’m not just gonna give up. Not now. I can’t!... Get ready for the Veto of ya life!"