A little mourning

Yumi Coastillon-Agreste

She's in their bedroom, hunched in front of her work desk and looking like she's been in that position for several hours now. At the foot of her seat are crumpled and balled up papers while on one side of her desk is a pile of completed designs. Her hands were stained with graphite and her hair was messily tied up in a bun. If you took a closer look at her, you could see how bloodshot her eyes were and how prominent her eyebags are. Finishing her last design, Yumi leaned back and stared blankly at the ceiling, letting out a heavy sigh and moving to collapse in their bed, burying her face in a pillow that smells like her husband and lets herself mourn once again, a hand on her now-flat stomach.

.Source: aceofBlysen

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23:15, September 28, 2017 (UTC)
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Yumi Coastillon-Agreste

For the first few moments, she doesn't move nor does she acknowledge Oliver's presence, but eventually she does turn to him, putting down the pillow and wrapping her arms around his waist, seeking the comfort of his warm presence. Yumi doesn't say a word, but her shoulders are slightly shaking from her silent sobs. The memories of being told that she had *miscarried* her precious Luna still replay in her mind like a broken record and it was still breaking her.

.Source: aceofBlysen

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02:45, September 29, 2017 (UTC)
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Yumi Coastillon-Agreste

Her heart aches at the sound of Oliver's voice, realising how long it's been since she had last heard it, a testament to how Yumi had shut the whole world out since that day at the doctor's office. She's been so lost in her own despair and misery that she hadn't even thought of how her husband nor her children had felt. Yumi takes in a few calming breaths, nodding in response to her husband's request. She sat up straight and tucks her head in the crook of his shoulder, her tears still coming in slow and steady.

.Source: aceofBlysen

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02:57, October 4, 2017 (UTC)
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Yumi Coastillon-Agreste

"It- It still *hurts*. I ki- killed our own b- baby be- because I was t- too care- careless!" Yumi choked out. "She- She was s- so-" The feel of her unmoving Luna still haunts her dreams and every time she closed her eyes, she could see the frighteningly still figure of her baby in her arms. The guilt was still eating her inside out and she feels as if she's dying every day. "Lo- Losing Luna, my precious, precious Luna, ma- made me lose a p- part of myself and it feels as if I'm slowly d- dying every day." Her grip tightened as her shoulders shook with her sobs.

.Source: aceofBlysen

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23:52, October 20, 2017 (UTC)
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Yumi Coastillon-Agreste

"I- I knew I was p- pregnant with her, but I st- still willed mys- myself to ov- overwork. I don't un- understand how- how it isn't my f- fault." Gone was the Silver Queen of the Agreste family. Yumi was now nothing but a broken mother crying for a child she lost. "I was so st- stupid!" She doesn't understand how her husband could forgive her so easily. She didn't deserve anyone's forgiveness. She doesn't even deserve to be alive. If Yumi could trade her life to give Luna a chance to live, she would do it in a heartbeat.

.Source: aceofBlysen

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09:45, November 8, 2017 (UTC)
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