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High on Helium

**High on Helium**, also known as simply **Helium**, is an unreleased song by Charli XCX.

## Background

The song was originally written by Charli and produced by The Chainsmokers and recorded on 2014 for the artist Poppy. On 2015, the song was reworked with production from Sophie, it was presumably intended to be part of the scrapped third studio album.

## Leak History

* 2019 - Demo of the song with Charli's vocals leaks online.
* August 27, 2020 - Demo version of the SOPHIE rework leaks online.
* January 8, 2021 - Edited rough demo of the song with Poppy's vocals leaks online in low quality.
* October 2, 2021 - Original rough demo of the song with Poppy's vocals leaks online in good quality.

## Lyrics

[Intro]

Helium, whoa-oh-oh-oh

[Verse 1]

I wanna crawl up and get what I want

Got crystals on all my guns

Makin' it snow in the party with friends who I

I wanna stay up and stare through the sun

Blue pills in the battle gun

We're on a level, feelin' so right that it's so wrong

[Pre-Chorus]

We're gonna stay in the starlight for days

This is my song, baby, dance when it plays

Turn it up louder, yeah, turn it up louder

Yeah, turn it up, turn it up, turn it up (Woo)

I want, I want, I want, I want, I want, I want love

[Chorus]

Wish I could stay in this moment forever

High on helium tonight

We'll take a hit and we take off together

High on helium tonight

Open up, feel the rubber to your lips

Take a deep breath, inhale, have a good trip

Wish I could stay in this moment forever

High on helium tonight

[Verse 2]

I wanna see silver sparks in my eyes

Feel like I could almost fly

Just take my hand, follow me, no need to ask me why

I wanna spin and let's dance 'til we die

Laughin' 'til we start to cry

Dance in the feeling with everybody by my side

[Pre-Chorus]

We're gonna stay in the starlight for days

This is my song, baby, dance when it plays

Turn it up louder, yeah, turn it up louder

Yeah, turn it up, turn it up, turn it up (Woo)

I want, I want, I want, I want, I want, I want, I want love

[Chorus]

Wish I could stay in this moment forever

High on helium tonight

We'll take a hit and we take off together

High on helium tonight

Open up, feel the rubber to your lips

Take a deep breath, inhale, have a good trip

Wish I could stay in this moment forever

High on helium tonight

[Outro]

Wish I could stay like this forever

All night long, all night long

Wish I could stay like this forever

All night long, all night long

Helium, whoa-oh-oh-oh

Helium, whoa-oh-oh-oh

Wish I could stay in this moment forever

High on helium tonight

## References

1. ↑ https://dbree.org/v/000b0b
2. ↑ https://dbree.org/v/25f484
3. ↑ https://soundcloud.com/cuca-crocodilia/helium
French Montana

**French Montana** is a New York-based rapper.

## Career

Born Karim Kharbouch in Casablanca, Morocco, 1984, French Montana’s pursuit of the “American Dream” began in 1996 when he and his family emigrated to the Bronx, New York.

He began by selling ‘Cocaine City’ mixtapes and DVD’s with his mentor Max B, and eventually garnered the attention of major label executives, signing a deal with Akon’s Konvict Music Label. The deal fell through in 2011 due to album delays, and as a result, French signed a joint deal with Bad Boy and Maybach Music in late 2011 early 2012.

He is possibly one of the hardest working rappers of the past era, releasing over 23 bodies of work along with many features, chart-toppers, and production credits.
Hotel

**"Hotel"** is an unreleased song by Charli XCX produced by Digital Farm Animals. It was recorded in 2017 for another artist.

## Background

On October 27, 2020, a 10-second snippet was leaked. On February 18, 2023, the full song leaked.

## Lyrics

We were on the road, runnin' through the town

Throw me a hundred miles an hour [?]

kisses on my lips, smoke up in your mouth

Say you'll never let me down

If you wanna go, run and run around

I'mma up in here now, I'm about to be on another land

I've done all your lies

Got me in denial

Still I do it one more time

I do it one more time

Took me to the hotel, oh yeah

and we're settlin' until it was pure hell, yeah yeah

Treat me like the good child, oh yeah

Can't believe I thought I knew you so well, yeah yeah (Woo)

Make up bad decisions

Why you fucking up my vision

Why you say it's me you're missin'

Why you cryin', I ain't comin' back

Such a bad decisions

Why you fucking up my vision

Why you say it's me you're missin'?

Why you cryin', I ain't comin' back

Ooh, ooh, I can't back to you

I admit that when I look back, I was so lonely

I would pull it up, then I'd call you up, needed the company

'Cause I counted up twenty-one times, three girls on last week

But you never really loved me

Took me to the hotel, oh yeah

And we're settlin' until it was pure hell, yeah yeah

Treat me like the good child, oh yeah

Can't believe I thought I knew you so well, yeah yeah (Woo)

Make up bad decisions

Why you fucking up my vision

Why you say it's me you're missin'

Why you cryin', I ain't comin' back

Such a bad decisions

Why you fucking up my vision

Why you say it's me you're missin'?

Why you cryin', I ain't comin' back

Ooh, ooh, I can't back to you

Ooh

## References

1. ↑ https://dbree.org/v/45f981
2. ↑ https://krakenfiles.com/view/uqaAfyCzZJ/file.html
I'll Teach You A Lesson

"**I'll Teach You A Lesson**" is the fifth track from Charli XCX's unreleased debut studio album *14*.

## Theme

The song talks about a person who didn't knew how to have fun. So throughout the track Charli teaches them how to do that, be more outgoing, etc. Only problem is that by the end of the song they're "too cool" even for Charli, who taught them everything.

The track references a verse from "Chas's Song", which leads us to believe that it is also about Chas.

## Cross-references

* The first verse "Wake up one morning and your hair's all over the shop" references the third track of the album "Chas's Song", where it says "With skinny jeans, and vintage shoes / And hair all over the shop"

## Lyrics

Wake up one morning and your hair's all over the shop

What happened last night?

Well, the only person who knows is the person lying next to you

Get out of the bed, and you scream at your reflection

Same old, same old, it's just a typical day, it's going ahead again

But oh, boy, why don't you get some variation

Oh, boy, just have a retaliation

Oh, boy, just get some motivation

'Cause your friends are all out getting drunk

Whilst you're sitting at home having no fun

Come on, come on

Let's go for a ride

Why don't we go for a ride?

Come on, come on

Let's go for a ride

Backcomb your hair

Tie up your shoes

We're gonna go to town

Come on, take the camera, you got nothing to lose

Scream and shout, all your friends do it too

Come on, what you waiting for?

I told you before, you got nothing to lose

Oh, boy, you're seeming so much better

Since I posted you on your red letter day

Oh, boy, you know all the girls are jealous of you

And they're polishing their pumps with the ra-ra skirts and the polka-dots

Just to try to impress you

Come on, come on

Let's go for a ride

Why don't we go for a ride?

Come on, come on

Let's go for a ride

Oh now, you're getting too good for me

Oh now, you're getting too good for me

Oh now, you're getting too good for me

Stealing all my limelight and my backstage passes

But then you say

'Come on, come on

Let's go for a ride

Why don't we go for a ride?

Come on, come on

Let's go for a ride

Oh
How Can I Not Know What I Need Right Now

**How Can I Not Know What I Need Right Now** is a song by Charli XCX from the deluxe version of her fifth album Crash.

## Lyrics

Oh-oh

I tell good lies when they ask me

But I cried all night in the backseat

No one knows what I feel inside (I used to know what I wanted)

My tears fell down at the party

Like water all on my body

No one knows when I'm really alright

I pulled apart my feelings so raw (Oh, yeah)

Voices shout so loud, can't ignore (Every night, every night, yeah)

I used to think I knew what I wanted

I'm high enough from all the high pressure

I just wanna make myself better on—

Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday

On Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday

On Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday

On Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday

I broke down in Paris (Yeah)

Tried to hide my emotions (Come home)

All flew out my body (Yeah)

But then I cried hard in the hotel

Did that show in London

And I passed out at the party

It doesn't make me happy

How can I not know what I need right now?

Pulled apart my feelings so raw (Yeah, yeah)

Voices shout so loud, can't ignore (Every night, every night, yeah)

I used to think I knew what I wanted (I used to know what I wanted)

But I don't wanna feel the high pressure

I just wanna make myself better on—

Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday

On Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday

On Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday

On Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday

Feels so hard when I’m struggling (Gotta get away)

Feels so hard when I’m struggling (I’m not the same)

Feels so hard when I’m struggling (Gotta get away)

Feels so hard when I’m struggling (I’m not the same)

Oh-oh

Oh-oh

Oh-oh, Saturday, yeah, yeah

Oh-oh

Oh-oh

Oh-oh, Saturday, yeah, yeah

Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, yeah
It Doesn't Matter (Seven Day Holiday)

## Audio

"**It Doesn't Matter (Seven Day Holiday)**" is an unreleased song by English singer-songwriter Charli XCX.

## Background

The song was written for Charli's sophomore album *Sucker*, but ended up not making the cut.

## Lyrics

It doesn't matter

It doesn't matter

If you don't know my name

If you don't know my name

It doesn't matter

It doesn't matter

If you don't know my name

If you don't know my name

If you wanna know me, you don't have to call me

If you wanna know me, you don't have to call me

Seven days a week, seven nights a week

Hanging on your street, no sleep

A seven day holiday, feed my hungry heart

You don't have to be mine (you don't have to be mine)

I just want a good time (I just want a good time)

We can be together (yeah, we can be together)

Don't have to be forever (don't have to be forever)

Seven days a week, seven nights a week

Hanging on your street, no sleep

A seven day holiday, feed my hungry heart

It doesn't matter

It doesn't matter

If you don't know my name

If you don't know my name

It doesn't matter

It doesn't matter

If you don't know my name

If you don't know my name

I don't have to know you, I just wanna hold you

I don't have to know you, I just wanna hold you

Seven days to touch, seven's not enough

Now I want your love too much

A seven day holiday, feed my hungry heart

We can be a secret (we can be a secret)

You don't have to keep it (you don't have to keep it)

Like a love story (like a love story)

Till you find it boring (till you find it boring)

Seven days to touch, seven's not enough

Now I want your love too much

A seven day holiday, feed my hungry heart

It doesn't matter

It doesn't matter

If you don't know my name

If you don't know my name

It doesn't matter

It doesn't matter

If you don't know my name

If you don't know my name

It doesn't matter (whoo!)

It doesn't matter (it doesn't matter, ha! ha! ha!)

It doesn't matter

It doesn't matter (it doesn't matter, yeah, alright, alright, let's go)

It doesn't matter (whoo!)

It doesn't matter (it doesn't matter, yeah, uh-huh, uh-huh)

It doesn't matter (alright, alright)

It doesn't matter (it doesn't matter, ha! ha! ha!)
I Wanna Be With U

“**I Wanna Be With U**” is an unreleased song by Charli XCX.

## Background

The song was a contender for Charli’s scrapped third studio album. The song was produced by SOPHIE, and likely StarGate and BloodPop®, though no co-writers have been confirmed for the track.

## Leak History

* August 11, 2017 - The song leaked in alongside other contenders.
* November 6, 2021 - Vocal stems of the song leak online.
* November 6, 2021 - Stems of the track leak online.

## Lyrics

[Verse 1]

I know I messed up and I was wrong

I thought it over and over for so long

I know you hate me, but can’t you see

I made some changes?

[Pre-Chorus]

I wanna be with you

I wanna be with you

Oh, baby, it’s true

I wanna be with you (you)

[Chorus]

I wanna be real

I wanna be more

I know I must love

And this time I’m sure, ooh

I wanna be with you

[Verse 2]

Everything I did makes no sense

Always listen to the voices in my head

I know it’s long gone, but let me try

I need you near me

[Pre-Chorus]

I wanna be with you

I wanna be with you

Oh, baby, it’s true

I wanna be with you (you)

[Chorus]

I wanna be real

I wanna be more

I know I must love

And this time I’m sure, ooh

I wanna be with you

[Break]

I wanna be with you

I wanna be with you

I wanna be with you

I wanna be with you

[Drop]

I wanna be with you

[Refrain 2]

I wanna be with you

I wanna be with you

Oh, baby, it’s true

I wanna be with

I wanna be with

I wanna be with you

I wanna be with you

I wanna be with you

Oh, baby, it’s true

I wanna be with

I wanna be with

I wanna be with you

[Outro]

I wanna be with you

## References

1. ↑ https://www.reddit.com/r/pcmusic/comments/6sxh4b/charli\_xcx\_i\_wanna\_be\_with\_you\_has\_leaked/
2. ↑ https://we.tl/t-hkg06SyFLh
3. ↑ https://we.tl/t-8jvEYlKM1E
I Want To

"**I Want To**" (also referred to **"Drive Fast"**) is an unreleased song by Charli XCX.

## Background

It is speculated that the song was recorded during *Charli* sessions.

On May 3rd, 2021, an acapella of the song leaked online. At the moment there is no information about the existence of a whole track with this acapella. All currently available snippets of this track are edits.

## Lyrics

[Chorus 1]

Drive fast 'cause I want to (Want to)

Fucked up 'cause I want to (Want to)

4AM 'cause I want to (Want to)

Hit the strip 'cause I want to (Want to)

[Verse]

Got you watching me (Yeah)

No apologies (Yeah)

I do what I want (Yeah)

Car replicating

Drive fast 'cause I want to (Want to)

All night 'cause I want to (Want to)

[Chorus 2]

Drive fast 'cause I want to (Want to)

Fucked up 'cause I want to (Want to)

Tokyo 'cause I want to (Want to)

Hit the strip 'cause I want to (Want to)

[Verse]

Got you watching me (Yeah)

No apologies (Yeah)

I do what I want (Yeah)

Car replicating

Drive fast 'cause I want to (Want to)

All night 'cause I want to (Want to)
7 Years

## Audio

**7 Years (stylized on lowercase as *"7 years"*)** is a song by Charli XCX. It's the fourth song from her fourth studio album *How I'm Feeling Now*.

## Background

Charli showed a 40 second long snippet of the song for the first time on Instagram Live on April 10th, 2020, along with Claws, Detonate and Enemy, in order to decide what song should be the second single for the album (Claws being the winner), then she posted another snippet of the song on Instagram.

On April 21st, Charli stated that she really liked the song, but she needed to do more in-depth vocals on it. Finally, on April 30th, she confirmed that 7 Years will be part of the album.  On May 6th, she posted a new snippet of the song, including the chorus.

## Theme

On May 14th, Charli said on Apple Music: *“This song is just about our journey as a couple, and the turbulence we’ve incurred along the way. It’s also about how I feel so peaceful to be in this space with him now. Quarantine has been the first time that I’ve tried to remain still, physically and mentally. It’s a very new feeling for me. This is also the first song that I’ve recorded at home since I was probably 15 years old, living with my parents. So it feels very nostalgic as it takes back to a process I hadn’t been through in over a decade.”*

## Lyrics

[Verse]

So hard, the things that we've been through (Yeah)

Could've fallen but we've only grew (Uh, yeah)

So I make my house a home with you (Oh)

Right here it only feels brand new

I used to live inside the light with you

And now I'm honest and it feels so good (Ah, ah)

[Pre-Chorus]

Hello, hello, hello, I see clearly

So long, been scared to show of my feelings

Hello, hello, hello, got new meanin'

Now I really feel it

[Chorus]

I know the look inside my eyes...

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/FckyeahCharli/status/1248741697971986432
2. ↑ https://twitter.com/FckyeahCharli/status/1252655841611862017
3. ↑ https://twitter.com/charli\_xcx/status/1258226169217859584
4. ↑ https://music.apple.com/nz/album/how-im-feeling-now/1513162098
Gemini

**Gemini** is an unreleased song by Charli XCX featuring Sarah Hudson.

## Background

The track was recorded in 2016, very little is known about the track, outside of the fact that it might be an outtake from Charli's scrapped third studio album.

## Leak History

* January 27, 2021 - 19 second long snippet leaks online.
* January 27, 2021 - Full song leaks online.

## Lyrics

*Note: The song is an unfinished demo, therefore a lot of the lyrics are just intelligible gibberish.*

[Verse 1: Charli]

You wanna [?] away

I keep on loosing the day

You wanna [?]

Oh, living on

You wanna [?] a lie

I keep [?] into your eyes

You wanna [?]

[Chorus: Sarah]

Gemini

I, I need your right

Oh, the feeling goes on

And on, and on, and on, and on

Can't decide

I, I where [?]

[?]

And oh

[Post-Chorus: Charli]

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

[Verse 2: Charli]

You wanna [?] away

I keep on loosing the day

You wanna [?]

Oh, living on

You wanna [?] a lie

I keep [?] into your eyes

You wanna [?]

[Chorus: Sarah]

Gemini

I, I need your right

Oh, the feeling goes on

And on, and on, and on, and on

Can't decide

I, I where [?]

[?]

And oh

## References

1. ↑ https://dbree.org/v/86983b
2. ↑ https://dbree.org/v/0c95db
Fall In Fall Out

**Fall In Fall Out** is an unreleased song by Charli XCX, featuring Cecile Believe.

## Background

The track was recorded in 2017 and produced by SOPHIE. The track is most likely an outtake from Charli's scrapped thrid studio album.

## Leak History

* December 14, 2019 - Demo leaks online in high quality.

## Lyrics

[Verse]

I got it right, and I get it low

I got it right, do you second go

I got it right and it's on time

You ain't gotta lie

I get it, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

I get it, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

I got it right, and you're all mine

You got it, you get it, you got it, I know it, da-di

[Pre-Chorus]

I wanna see your stronger side

Push up on me so damn high

Do it, yeah

To the ceiling to the floor, rock it to the sky

You know I

Love it when you do it twice

Kissing me like dynamite

We be like

To the ceiling to the floor, rock it to the sky

[Chorus]

Fall in, fall in, fall out, fall out, falling in love

Yeah, oh

Fall in, fall in, fall out, fall out, falling in love

Yeah, oh

Fall in, fall in, fall out, fall out, falling in love

Yeah, oh

Fall in, fall in, fall out, fall out, falling in love

Yeah

[Verse]

I got it right, and I get it low

I got it right, do you second go

I got it right and I tongue tied

You ain't gotta lie

I get it, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

I get it, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

I got it right, and you're all mine

You got it, you get it, you got it, I know it, da-di

[Pre-Chorus]

I wanna see your stronger side

Push up on me so damn high

Do it, yeah

To the ceiling to the floor, rock it to the sky

You know I

Love it when you do it twice

Kissing me like dynamite

We be like

To the ceiling to the floor, rock it to the sky

[Chorus]

Fall in, fall in, fall out, fall out, falling in love

Yeah, oh

Fall in, fall in, fall out, fall out, falling in love

Yeah, oh

Fall in, fall in, fall out, fall out, falling in love

Yeah, oh

Fall in, fall in, fall out, fall out, falling in love

Yeah
How Can I

Ariel Rechtshaid

## Audio

"**How Can I**" is a song by English singer-songwriter Charli XCX, from her debut studio album *True Romance*. It serves as the twelfth track from the album. It was produced by Ariel Rechtshaid.

## Background

The song was first released on June 12th, 2012 as part of Charli's debut mixtape *Heartbreaks and Earthquakes*, serving as the second track.

## Theme

“How Can I” showcases Charli’s remorse for her mistakes in a relationship. The chorus of the song is repetitive to emphasize just how sorry she is and how badly she wants to fix her mistakes.

## Lyrics

My hands are frozen into chains behind my back

So please, don’t swallow down the key

Let me out now

Yeah, I’m in trouble

Can’t stop what’s coming

Can’t blame this one on bad luck

How can I? How can I?

How can I fix what I fucked up?

How can I fix what I fucked up?

How can I? How can I?

How can I fix what I fucked up?

Iced out, got hot, bit the dust hardcore

But I’m at the same place I was before

Yeah, I’m in trouble

Can’t stop what’s coming

Can’t blame this one on bad love

How can I? How can I?

How can I fix what I fucked up?

How can I fix what I fucked up?

How can I? How can I?

How can I fix what I fucked up?

It was boys and girls, and girls, and boys

The Southern Comfort from your comforter got destroyed

It was shady eyes with the violent noise

We on the graveyard digging where the love is void

We had a meltdown underground

Just a cemetery chick, but it's over now

But I still taste your bones when I’m all alone

You’re the best I ever had, but now you’ve got to go

And now I’m on my own

I said, “Please don’t go.”

Please don’t go

How can I fix what I fucked up?

How can I fix what I fucked up?

How can I? How can I?

How can I fix what I fucked up?

I miss your touch and my skin on yours

I want a taste of what I adore

How can I? How can I?

How can I fix what I fucked up?

How can I fix what I fucked up?

How can I fix what I fucked up?

How can I? How can I?

How can I fix what I fucked up?
Happy Now

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**Happy Now** is an unreleased song by Charli XCX.

## Background

The song is the fourth track out of nine songs that were recorded on May 13, 2017, during the 24 Hour Album session, which had the intention of making an album in a day. This track was one out of seven that remained unreleased.

## Leak History

* December 17, 2020: Song leaks in low quality.
* January 14, 2021: Song leaks in high quality.

## Lyrics

[Verse 1]

Hey, tell me baby, are you happy now?

Walking the hallways in your Malibu house

I hope you cleared your head and worked it out

'Cause you were burying our love underground

[Pre-Chorus]

Both made mistakes, you made my heart break

You pushed me underwater, I couldn't breathe

I was gasping for air

Both made mistakes, we started to change

I really hope you're in a better place

'Cause I still really care

[Chorus]

Even though you're no longer mine

You're still on my mind and I hope that you're doing okay (Uh)

Even though we didn't survive, you're still on my mind

You can call me if your feelings change (Whoa-oh)

Even though you're no longer mine

You're still on my mind and I hope that you're doing okay (Uh)

Even though we didn't survive, you're still on my mind

You can call me if your feelings change (Whoa)

[Verse 2]

Hey, tell me baby, did you get it right?

Or do you think about me all through the night

I hope your heavy heart is satisfied

I hope your eyes are sparkling real, real bright

[Pre-Chorus]

Both made mistakes, you made my heart break

You pushed me underwater, I couldn't breathe

I was gasping for air

Both made mistakes, we started to change

I really hope you're in a better place

'Cause I still really care

[Chorus]

Even though you're no longer mine

You're still on my mind and I hope that you're doing okay (Uh)

Even though we didn't survive, you're still on my mind

You can call me if your feelings change (Whoa-oh)

Even though you're no longer mine

You're still on my mind and I hope that you're doing okay (Uh)

Even though we didn't survive, you're still on my mind

You can call me if your feelings change (Whoa-oh)

## References

1. ↑ https://www.thefader.com/2017/05/15/charli-xcx-new-album-one-day-ag-cook
LA

**"LA"** is an unreleased song by Charli XCX. It is speculated to have been recorded during *Charli* sessions and produced by EASYFUN.

## Background

The file was encoded with Logic Pro X 10.4.1, which may indicate that the song was recorded in 2018.

On June 6th, 2022, a snippet of the song leaks online. On August 26th, 2022, the full song leaks online.

## Lyrics

[Verse 1]

Riding round in L.A

Didn't know who to trust

I fell right to the bottom

After standing on top

I had everything and nothing

It was never enough, no

I had people from my past

Tryna ruining my life

Bless the angels and my friends

'Cause they kept me alive

Down in hell, up in heaven

I'm not gonna survive, uh

[Verse 2]

Coming back from the dead

I was way underground

Couldn't sleep in my bed

I get dressed and go out

Thought the parties were the same

They felt like figured it out, yeah-yеah

Hit the pain, lost my faith

Kiss some peoplе goodbye

Spending hours in the bathroom

Counting tears that I've cried

Lose it all, rise and fall

I'm not gonna survive, yeah
Digital Farm Animals

**Digital Farm Animals** is a producer, songwriter and DJ from London, England, who has worked with Charli XCX.

## Background

He has worked with multiple artists since 2013, such as Noah Cyrus, Dua Lipa, Will.I.Am, Little Mix, Louis Tomlinson, and more. Not much more is known about him since he is mostly private about his life and career.

On November 1st, 2021, he was confirmed to be a producer for Charli's fifth studio album Crash, the track was later confirmed to be Beg For You.

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/charli\_xcx/status/1455220063829696531
Can't Shake It

## Audio

"**Can't Shake It**" is an unreleased song by Charli XCX.

## Leak History

* December 4, 2019 - New snippet of the song is uploaded by leaker on leakth.is.
* December 12, 2019 - Song is leaked in full online.
* August 5, 2021 - 3rd version leaks online.

## Background

The track was produced by StarGate, and it is speculated to be recorded in the sessions for her scrapped third studio album, as it was recorded in late 2015.

## Theme

The songs talks about wanting to be with someone even though you know that they're most likely going to hurt you. However, you just can't get them out of you mind.

## Lyrics

Every night I stay up 'til 3 AM and fantasize

Are you mine or are you playing round pretending that I'm blind?

I've got an awful habit

I chase the wild once it's so problematic

I guess it's in my blood

I keep second guessing, I need the pain to survive

Feels so good when you're bad to me

You're on my mind and I can't shake it

Tried every time, and I can't shake it

Two hearts collide, and I can't shake it

I can't stop can't get enough

Lost in your eyes, and I can't shake it

It's suicide, and I can't shake it

But I'm alive, and I can't shake it

I can't stop can't get enough

It's pretty bad

Yes I'm kinda crazy, I'm a heart attack

It's a fact, all the others think that I'm a maniac

You know that I'm addicted

To all your poison arrows and your kisses

I guess it's in my blood

I keep second guessing, I need the pain to survive

Feels so good when you're bad to me

You're on my mind and I can't shake it

Tried every time, and I can't shake it

Two hearts collide, and I can't shake it

I can't stop can't get enough

Lost in your eyes, and I can't shake it

It's suicide, and I can't shake it

But I'm alive, and I can't shake it

I can't stop can't get enough

I've been hurt before

Baby, it's the truth

Your love is a sign

It makes my heart beat

Boom-boom-beh

It's like a boom-boom-beh

It's like a boom-boom-beh

I'm coming back tonight

Boom-boom-beh

It's like a boom-boom-beh

It's like a boom-boom-beh

Can't shake you off of my mind

You're on my mind and I can't shake it

Tried every time, and I can't shake it

Two hearts collide, and I can't shake it

I can't stop can't get enough

Lost in your eyes, and I can't shake it

It's suicide, and I can't shake it

But I'm alive, and I can't shake it

I can't stop can't get enough

And I can't shake it

And I can't shake it

And I can't shake it

And I can't shake it

## References

1. ↑ http://lanaboards.com/index.php?/topic/614-charli-xcx/page-4036
2. ↑ http://lanaboards.com/index.php?/topic/614-charli-xcx/page-4058
Chas's Song

"**Chas's Song**" is the third track from Charli XCX's unreleased debut studio album *14*.

## Background

In various interviews, Charli has talked about "Chaz", a promoter running numerous illegal warehouse Rave raves and parties in east London, who invited her to perform. It is unknown if this song is talking about that promoter, or if it's a different Chas - rence the different spelling of the name.

Charli mentions Chas on the booklet of the album, saying: "Thank you Chas so much for catching me [...] Also, sorry for everything that happened."

## Theme

This is a meta song, where Charli is singing about being bored and trying to make a song. She doesn't know what chords she should use so she asks "Chas".

## Lyrics

It was twenty-five past nine at night

And I was really bored

So I sat down with my guitar

But I needed some new chords

I spoke to my good friend, called Chas

He was an indie boy

With skinny jeans, and vintage shoes

And hair all over the shop

And he said

"Oh girl, just use a good chord combination

That will make the boys go goo-goo eyed

And give them inspiration, honey

You need a sweet and simple melody

That you can sing along to, an indie tune

That will make the girls swoon

That a raver boy can dance to

I said it sounds okay

He said "Of course it does, you're a magician on guitar"

I said, "thank you love, I'm not that great

And I wouldn't go that far"

I've got this friend called Paul and his brain ain't small

He played the violin

But now he's a rocker, a leather jacket shocker

I wish I could play like him

He said

"Oh girl, just use a good chord combination

That will make the boys go goo-goo eyed

And give them inspiration, honey

You need a sweet and simple melody

That you can sing along to, an indie tune

That will make the girls swoon

When a raver boy asks for a dance"

For a dance, for a dance

And he said

"Oh girl, just use a good chord combination

That will make the boys go goo-goo eyed

And give them inspiration, honey

You need a sweet and simple melody

That you can sing along to, an indie tune

That will make the girls swoon

That a raver boy can dance to"

## Trivia

* Charli has a photo of her and Chas on the booklet of the album.
Hey Boy Hey Girl

**Hey Boy Hey Girl** is an unreleased song by Charli XCX, featuring Will.I.Am. It was produced by SOPHIE.

## Background

The track was recorded during the session of the scrapped third studio album, around 2016.

The song was revealed on November 11, 2016, when Charli performed the track on a concert at Exchange in Los Angeles, along with other many unreleased songs such as Taxi, TKO, Bounce, etc.

## Leak History

* January 3, 2021 - Song leaks in low quality online.
* January 5, 2021 - Song leaks in lower quality online.
* January 5, 2021 - Song finally leaks in high quality online.
* January 11, 2021 - Stems of the song leak online.
* January 28, 2021 - Demo version of the song leaks.
* June 3, 2021 - final version of the song leaks.

## Lyrics

Hey lady, what's your name?

Let me take your picture, baby

'Cause I like your frame (Okay)

Hey boy (What's up?)

Let's play this game (Alright)

But I'm kinda crazy, baby (Say what?)

My life's insane (Shit)

Hell yeah, that's the shit that I like

Crazy girls going wild, that's my type, yeah

Oh shit, here we go, let's ride (Let's ride)

Rollercoaster, up and down all night

Romance (To the beat)

Romance (To the beat)

Romance (To the beat)

Romance (Ah)

I got what you want

Baby, what you waitin' for?

I got what you like

Baby, what you waitin' for?

Me and you, we think alike

Blowing up like dynamite

What you, what you, what you waitin' for?

What you, what you, what you waitin' for?

[Verse 2: Charli XCX & will.i.am]

Hey lady, what it do?

Let me buy you a drink, baby (Uh-huh)

How 'bout two? (Alright)

Hey boy, (What up?)

You seem kinda cool (You know it)

Did you get a table? (Yup, yup)

Can I hang with you? (Let's go)

I got liquor, I got bubbles, what you need?

Ciroc, take a shot, it's on me (Do it, do it)

Let's get drunk, turn up, livin' free

In the club, every day, never leave, oh

Romance (To the beat)

Romance (To the beat)

Romance (To the beat)

Romance (Ah, wooh)

I got what you want

Baby, what you waitin' for?

I got what you like

Baby, what you waitin' for?

Me and you, we think alike

Blowing up like dynamite

What you, what you, what you waitin' for?

What you, what you, what you waitin' for?

[Bridge: will.i.am]

This is the part where

We dance and lose our minds

On the floor, just groovin'

To music, fall in love

Romance (Romance)

Romance (Romance)

Romance (Romance)

Romance (Romance)

Romance

Romance

Romance

Romance (Wooh)

I got what you want

Baby, what you waitin' for?

I got what you like

Baby, what you waitin' for?

Me and you, we think alike

Blowing up like dynamite

What you, what you, what you waitin' for?

What you, what you, what you waitin' for?

I got what you want

Baby, what you waitin' for?

I got what you like

Baby, what you waitin' for?

Me and you, we think alike

Blowing up like dynamite

What you, what you, what you waitin' for?

What you, what you, what you waitin' for?

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/FckyeahCharli/status/797210805326450690
2. ↑ https://dbree.org/v/0121f4
3. ↑ https://dbree.org/v/8495ff
4. ↑ https://dbree.org/v/ff4ff1
5. ↑ https://dbree.org/v/a0f303
Bel Air

Jarrad Rogers

## Audio

"**Bel Air**" is an unreleased song by English singer-songwriter Charli XCX.

## Leak History

* July 13, 2019 - The full song in high quality leaks online.

## Background

“Bel Air” is a song written by Charli XCX and her frequent collaborator at the time Noonie Bao and produced by Jarrad Rogers in December 2013 alongside “Doing It.”

The song was considered for Charli’s second studio album *Sucker*, although ultimately removed from the tracklist in late 2014. An alleged tracklist for the original cut from the album shows that the song was supposed to be the 17th track on the deluxe edition of *Sucker*.

## Theme

In the song Charli talks about falling in love with someone, wanting to get away with them, but she knows the person is not interested on her at all. Either way, she can't stop thinking about them and what could've been if her love was reciprocated.

## Lyrics

I saw you in the mirror

You been stuck inside my mind since Saturday

Can't get you off my radar

You're lost inside my heart, I can't escape

I'm falling for you, I'm running from you

If I could lock you up and have my way

I'd drive you up to Bel Air

Let's escape, come here next to me, o

If you were mine

We'd take a holiday away from here

But you don't care

I never crossed your mind

Time passes by

Alone in paradise

You'll always be a fantasy

I never crossed your mind

My heart is getting hazy

I wish you'd whisper words into my ears

I know I sound so crazy

I want to keep you close to kiss my chest

I'm callin' for ya, I dial your number

But you never pick up when it's my name

So I drive up to Bel Air

And drown inside the pool out on the deck

If you were mine

We'd take a holiday away from here

But you don't care

I never crossed your mind

Time passes by

Alone in paradise

You'll always be a fantasy

I never crossed your mind

Oh-oh-oh

Ah-ah, oh-ah-ah, ah-ah-oh-ah-oh-ah

Ah-ah-oh, ah-ah-oh

Ah-ah, oh-ah-ah, ah-ah-oh-ah-oh-ah

## References

1. ↑ https://www.reddit.com/r/xcxheads/comments/ccwdya/charli\_xcx\_bel\_air/
2. ↑ https://www.instagram.com/p/hlyMtdm-u9/
3. ↑ https://www.reddit.com/r/xcxheads/comments/ccwdya/charli\_xcx\_bel\_air/etptgbu/
CupcakKe

**Cupcakke** is an American rapper. She has worked with Charli on 3 songs.

## Career

Cupcakke began her career as a rapper by releasing material online in late 2012. In 2015, two of her songs, "Deepthroat" and "Vagina", went viral on video-sharing platforms. The songs were later included on her debut mixtape, Cum Cake (2016), which was included on both Rolling Stone and Pitchfork's list of the Best Rap Albums of 2016. Her second mixtape, S.T.D (Shelters to Deltas), was released in 2016 and preceded the studio albums Audacious (2016), Queen Elizabitch (2017), Ephorize (2018) and Eden (2018).

## Work with Charli XCX

Songs from *Number 1 Angel**:*

* Lipgloss

Songs from *Pop 2**:*

* I Got It

Songs from *Charli*:

* Shake It
Harloe

**Jessica Ashley Karpov**, better known as **Harloe** (stylized in all caps) (born 1992), is an American singer and songwriter, based in Los Angeles.

## Background

Born in Queens, New York, Karpov is the child of Laura and Igor Karpov and is of Russian and Romanian descent. Her sister, Suzanne, is an opera singer. She graduated from Lynbrook High School in Lynbrook, New York in 2010, and attended a performing arts school at NYU Clive Davis School of Recorded Music in New York City.

## Work with Charli XCX

Songs from *Vroom Vroom*:

* Secret (Shh)
Closer

**Closer** is an unreleased song by Charli XCX.

## Background

The track was recorded in 2018 and it is an outtake from her third studio album *Charli*, not much is known about the song.

## Leak History

* December 27, 2018 - 10 second long snippet leaks online.

## Lyrics

[Snippet]

Yeah, yeah

Closer

Give me that emotion

Are you afraid of me?

## References

1. ↑ https://soundcloud.com/user-158899875/charli-xcx-closer-shippet
Alone Together

**Alone Together** is a documentary by Charli XCX, released to promote her fourth studio album How I'm Feeling Now, directed by Bradley & Pablo. The documental is about Charli's journey on the creation of the album during quarantine.

## Background

On February 9th, 2021, a documentary by Charli was announced to be the film fest closer to the SXSW Film Festival 202161, that eventually took place on March 16th and 20th.  The film was officially announced by Charli the next day on Instagram.  The film was premiered on March 18th, 2021, along a live Q&A with Charli and a DJ set.

On April 29th, 2021, it was announced that the Sheffield Doc Fest will feature the film, which was eventually carried from June 4th to June 13th.  And on May 3th, it was announced that it will be also featured on the Inside Out 2021 Festival, that took place from May 27th to June 6th.

On November 17th, 2021, it was announced that the film was going to be featured on theaters on January 28th, 2022.  On December 15th, the first trailer for the documental was released.

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/FckyeahCharli/status/1359267958971842568
2. ↑ https://twitter.com/FckyeahCharli/status/1359597875911675907
3. ↑ https://twitter.com/FckyeahCharli/status/1360029000823955459
4. ↑ https://twitter.com/sheffdocfest/status/1387736754854187008
5. ↑ https://twitter.com/FckyeahCharli/status/1389393550446583811
6. ↑ https://twitter.com/FckyeahCharli/status/1461127140385214468
7. ↑ https://youtube.com/watch?v=YV6B3CoP2kM
Gold Coins

Patrik Berger

## Audio

"**Gold Coins**" is a song by Charli XCX, released on November 16th, 2014. It is the fifth track and second promotional single from her sophomore album, *Sucker.*

## Background

Charli penned the song with Patrik Berger. The Swede also co-wrote and produced "I Love It" as well as four other Sucker cuts. Charli told Spin magazine the pair like to write fast and spontaneously. "We just go to his place and we'll write till like 5 a.m. and get up and 10 and do it again," said the English songstress. "We don't think - it's like the first thing that comes out of my mouth is the cut on the record. I always think that if it's there in the first half hour it's probably really good, and if it's not you should move on."

## Theme

The song is about dreaming the high life and it’s immersive wealth. This ode to excess finds Charli dreaming of a lifestyle with "gold coins everywhere" and "platinum troubles drowning in pink champagne."

## Lyrics

My grills are so neat

Drip icy cold

Got offshore bank accounts and diamond blue palm trees

My platinum troubles are drowning in pink champagne

Escape into the sky in my own private jet

That's what I dream of in my head

Gold coins everywhere

Dollars up in the air

It's a billionaire's love affair

Gold coins out the window

Money pours like the rain falls

And I'm spending like I don't care

Richlist and Bentley's

That's how I roll

These rock stars buy me pearls topped off with rubies rare

I stack it so high

Build a pretty green castle wall

I'll hide inside my fortress, smoking in my bed

That's what I dream of in my head

Gold coins everywhere

Dollars up in the air

It's a billionaire's love affair

Gold coins out the window

Money pours like the rain falls

And I'm spending like I don't care

Gold coins everywhere

Dollars up in the air

It's a billionaire's love affair

Gold coins everywhere

Dollars up in the air

It's a billionaire's love affair

Gold coins out the window

Money pours like the rain falls

And I'm spending like I don't care

## References

1. ↑ https://www.songfacts.com/facts/charli-xcx/gold-coins
Heart Beats Hard

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**"Heart Beats Hard"**is an unreleased song by Charli XCX.

## Leak History

* June 12, 2020 - A 6 second long snippet leaks online.
* June 16, 2020 - A 40 second snippet leaks online.
* July 22, 2020 - The full song demo leaks online on medium quality.

## Background

Very little is known about the song. Its cowriters and producers are still unknown and it is speculated that the demo was recorded between 2012 and 2013.

## Lyrics

[Verse 1]

Walking right behind you through lights and lost tears

My imagination is black and unclear

[Chorus]

This heart beats harder everyday

Harder everyday, harder everyday

I still see through

To you it's never hard to walk away

Purple clouded pain

Harder everyday to fall for you, ooh

[Verse 2]

Memories of a bright silver star, lame girl here

Words you said echo in the dark through my ears

Haunted I'm loosing my place

Toxic blood runs through my veins

I start to fade

[Chorus]

This heart beats harder everyday

Harder everyday, harder everyday

I still see through

To you it's never hard to walk away

Purple clouded pain

Harder everyday to fall for you, ooh

This heart beats harder everyday

Harder everyday, harder everyday

I still see through

To you it's never hard to walk away

Purple clouded pain

Harder everyday to fall for you, ooh

[Bridge]

Obsessed, I'm meant to build my fences

Only to break them down

Your purple poison, leaves me breathless

But can't seem to knock me out

[Chorus]

This heart beats harder everyday

Harder everyday, harder everyday

I still see through

To you it's never hard to walk away

Purple clouded pain

Harder everyday to fall for you, ooh

This heart beats harder everyday

Harder everyday, harder everyday

I still see through

To you it's never hard to walk away

Purple clouded pain

Harder everyday to fall for you, ooh
Clairo

This person has a wiki of their own: Clairopedia

**Claire E. Cottrill** (born August 18, 1998), known professionally as **Clairo**, is an American singer-songwriter. She worked with Charli XCX for her third studio album Charli.

## Career

Clairo rose to prominence following the viral success of the music video for her lo-fi single "Pretty Girl" in 2017. She subsequently signed a record deal with Fader Label, where she released her debut EP Diary 001 (2018). Her debut studio album Immunity (2019) received critical acclaim and spawned the singles "Bags" and "Sofia", the latter of which became her first single to chart on the Billboard Hot 100.

## Work with Charli XCX

Songs from *Charli*:

* February 2017

## Trivia

* Charli's favorite Clairo song is Sofia.

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/FckyeahCharli/status/1221326798056841217
Dance Goes On

Konshens

**"Dance Goes On"**is an unreleased song by Charli XCX  featuring rapper Konshens.

## Leak History

* June 22nd, 2018 - The full song leaks online.

## Background

Charli posted clips online of her in the studio with frequent collaborator Noonie Bao, along with Diplo & Major Lazor on October 6th, 2016. The song can be heard in one of the clips, confirming it is from that session.

## Lyrics

[Chorus: Charli XCX]

What do you do when the dance goes on?

What do you do when the dance goes on?

What do you do when the dance goes on?

And on, and on, and on, and?

What do you do when the dance goes on?

Run in the streets like a marathon

What do you do when the dance goes on

And on, and on, and on, and?

[Verse 1: Charli XCX]

I'm here in the spotlights, I'm here waiting for you

Popped a thousand bottles now we 'bout to go roof

Turned up to 300, boy, I'm ready for you

Wanna take me down, yeah, I take you down, yeah

Yeah, baby

[Verse 2: Konshens]

I've got so much liquor inside my body

Blazing and I'm enjoying my party

I pour all my 'tings myself

Crazy, but, I don't trust nobody

Hold on to me, rockin' still

Poppin' pills, droppin' bills

In a carnival like Notting Hill, gyal

Wait for me, I'm coming still

[Chorus: Charli XCX]

What do you do when the dance goes on?

What do you do when the dance goes on?

What do you do when the dance goes on?

And on, and on, and on, and?

What do you do when the dance goes on?

Run in the streets like a marathon

What do you do when the dance goes on

And on, and on, and on, and?

[Verse 3: Charli XCX]

I can't wait to feel your hands all on my body

In my devil-red dress, come and rip it off me

Turned up to 300, speedin' on the highway

Wanna take me down, I take you down, yeah

Yeah, baby

[Verse 4: Konshens]

[???]

Hold on to me, rockin' still

Poppin' pills, droppin' bills

In a carnival like Notting Hill, gyal

Wait for me, I'm coming still

[Chorus: Charli XCX]

What do you do when the dance goes on?

What do you do when the dance goes on?

What do you do when the dance goes on?

And on, and on, and on, and?

What do you do when the dance goes on?

Run in the streets like a marathon

What do you do when the dance goes on

And on, and on, and on, and?

## References

<references>

1. ↑ https://www.reddit.com/r/popheads/comments/8syb3s/charli\_xcx\_ft\_konshens\_dance\_goes\_on\_charli\_xcx/
Greg Kurstin

**Gregory Allen Kurstin** (born May 14, 1969) is an American record producer, musician and songwriter.

He is a prolific pop producer famed for his work with Lykke Li, Sia, MARINA, Sky Ferreira, Lily Allen, Shirley Manson, Kelly Clarkson, Lana Del Rey, No Doubt, Adele, Ellie Goulding, Foo Fighters and more.

## Works with Charli XCX

* Famous
* Explode
* Strobe Light
Brooke Candy

**Brooke Dyan Candy** is an American rapper, singer, songwriter, director, and fashion stylist. Raised in the suburbs of Los Angeles, daughter of Tom Candy, former CFO for Hustler Magazine.

## Career

Brooke rose to prominence after starring in Grimes' music video for "Genesis" (2012), which went viral online. Following its success, Candy's status in the underground scene rose as she began to release her own material: "Das Me" (2012), "Everybody Does" (2013), and "I Wanna Fuck Right Now" (2013). In 2014, she signed with RCA and released her debut major label single, "Opulence", with an accompanying EP of the same name on May 6, 2014. Later, she joined Columbia's UK roster.[3] Both are divisions of Sony Music.

Candy's debut album, Daddy Issues, was originally intended for a 2015 release but saw a series of delays. Following a slew of pop-driven singles, including the moderately-successful "Living Out Loud" (2017), Candy left the labels in 2017. Throughout 2017 and 2018, Candy toured alongside Charli XCX and Lizzo, also headlining her own with the Tie Me Up Tour (2018) in Asia. Candy released her first full-length album, Sexorcism, in 2019.

## Work with Charli XCX

Songs from *True Romance*:

* Cloud Aura

Songs from *Pop 2*:

* I Got It

Songs from *Charli*:

* Shake It