Week 7

If you wind up in the majority, you suddenly become evil and like just beat on the minority like crazy. If you're in the minority, you turn on your people with very little prompting and tear them apart.
Do people not realize that they have to play the long game, and big brother in itself fights against the "minority majority" thing that survivor is so strictly bound by. SOMEONE IN YOUR ALLIANCE THAT YOU JUST HATED COULD WIN HOH. I guess Ryan is an easy target because he can't win hoh, but damn they are going for him! Not that I love Ryan, he annoys me more than anything after last round, but come on.
And then my alliance. Like we were just on the bottom, and it could quickly happen again. Don't get too cocky.
The ones being quiet are the ones who are playing strong. Big brother rewards the snakes in the grass who pop up in the right moment, not the loudest one in the house.

It's officially the jury phase and the house is generally split 6-5. I have two strong threats with minions coming hard for me lol. Gonna be a hard battle to get to the end but isn't that what we all came here for?

Not at ALL worst case scenario hehe. I made sure when I was nominated to start a bond with those two because i knew they were gonna be instrumental to work with moving forward. I knew that when I won HoH I needed to use it to gain their trust and I feel like i did? I really lucked out with Court winning this right after my messy HoH whew. Obviously having someone like Forrest win it would have been better but I'll take what I can get.
I still need to talk to Courtney again tbh just to make sure things haven't changed bc I know some of these ppl want my head on a stake and I need to keep tabs on dat. But as of now I think it's rip Stef :/

90% of them see through her shit and play along as she probably proceeds to write a narcissistic confessional about how she's calling the shots and is fooling everyone even though her game has been transparent from the start!
Like girl, if you're going to play a snake game take notes from Vanessa Rousso not Ronnie Talbot.

At this point my game was on red alert blinking furiously in everybody's face so I'm just going to keep my head down and not really do anything so I can try and not go home so quickly after I just got out of that last mess. Oh but I do really want Alexa out, Jenna was saying she wants to make a chat with us and Charley and in the chat she was basically saying how the guys are turning us apart, but I don't buy it for a second. I think she's just trying to cover her own butt incase one of us were to win HOH but the second she'd get power she would put me and Jenna up so quick it wouldn't even be funny. The good news is I think everyone feels the same way about her as I do so I suspect her time in this game will be coming to a close soon enough.

Forrest came for and snatched jenna's wig lmaooo \*eyes emoji\*
my name came up so many times during it too jkfajsdlkfjas \*eyes emoji\*
then Forrest comes for Elmo's wig too??? \*eyes emoji\*
and Alexa/Stef make a new chat with just us 3 because ALLEGEDLY Elmo has been feeding everything we've been saying to Jenna????? \*EYES EMOJI\*
a mess. at least my name isn't the only one in the spotlight now whew

Anyway Alexa told me she's nomming me, and she really thinks I have an advantage for some reason. I don't. I literally have no idea where she got that notion from because I don't have any advantage. I guess if I'm being nommed then I'll just... Play the game, play veto.
It's funny because in my convo with Alexa we talked about omitting the truth. How we don't lie, we just don't tell each other the entire story. We said we were having an honest conversation, and we are. Everything I'm telling her is the truth.
I just don't bring up the advantage. So I guess, I'm omitting the truth again. Funny how the world works.

I'm assuming Sydney is afraid that Charley will use he advantage to save Jenna thus screwing over Sydney in the process and sending her to jury. If it was a coup or halting hex then Sydney wouldn't be worried, which is what leads me to believe it can’t save all 3 of them.
Sydney going is still a win win scenario for my side, so if she has to be collateral damage for the advantage to get flushed then so be it.
Jenna already knows I'm backdooring her so there's no point in smoothing shit over. Sydney wouldn't be worried if this advantage could save all of them. I’m not going to play this game scared. I’m not going to not do things out of fear, if it blows up in my face then so be it. I’m playing fearlessly.
They tried tricking me into believing it could halt the week but I’m still taking my shot, if it misses then who cares because at least I’m at peace knowing I tried. I’m not leaving this game without taking a shot at Jenna’s clique and exposing every last lie she’s told in this game.
The Courtney plan is obviously scrapped, it’ll be Sydney/Charley up with a backdoor on Jenna. If it fails then so be it, I’m unphased either way.

This is probably going to be another eventful week and I am going to need to play smart so I am able to keep myself safe for as long as possible. I'm just not positive how to do that yet.

If it wasn't for the twist, I would've done Syd/Court and then put Jenna in Syd's spot and then force Christina to save her daughter over Jenna.

So Sydney is safe now and Jenna is being renominated. \*cue Sticky Situation.mp3 by Baylor Wilson\*
this is a really tough spot. I need to swing just ONE vote so that I can get a tie at least. My f8 rests in the hands of Joey.......................... blinks!
I've done a lot of talking with him today but he seems so unaware of whats really going on in the game and i'm afraid he's been roped in by the other side too much already :/ I laid out a bunch of really valid points and now all I can do is hope he is receptive to them
I also talked to Xtina a bit. She was told by Jenna that Jenna won the ability to be MVP this week by coming in 2nd in the hoh.........LMAO OK SIS. Xtina isn't buying that either.... why are they even lying about that? Mess!
I'm hoping that Xtina at least will recognize that keeping me in to go after Jenna and Sydney is a smart decision. Charley isn't benefitting anybody in this game except Jenna. kfhjkashdf ugh just keep swimming just keep swimming

That infographic hopefully opened people's eyes, I doubt it but let's hope so.

Sydney is going to seriously regret evicting Ryan if that’s what she chooses to do because I would’ve worked with her till the end if it meant having a good winner for this season.
Joey honestly? You aren’t even playing the game much and you’re getting a pass to the Final 5 so congrats. He's pretty nice personally but I see him as a potential Steve Moses yikes.
Christina/Courtney? They’re going to sheep Jenna and then cut her at the end like lol wow what a great move.
Estefana? She might be OTT and dumb at times but at least she has a backbone. She doesn’t played scared.
Elmo? God, I hope he truly makes a move against these people. I really hope so.
Ryan? Fucked over by a twist. He deserves to be here so much more than a majority of these people lol.
Also, I love how Jenna whines about pregame but she created one with me before this started herself… Hypocrisy at its finest. I’m glad I’m knocking Charley out this week at least because it infuriates me to see people just following Jenna like that. I don’t even think Jenna is playing an amazing game lol she’s been exposed more times than she can count at this point, she’s just playing with passive players. She’s been transparent to me from the start and if it wasn’t for her bonds with Christina/Courtney from Bali she’d be in a big load of trouble lol. She also got saved by the twist so… yeah. Nothing personal against any of these people but I’m going to keep fighting, they’re gonna have to really try to get me on the block as a post-veto nom because I’ve never given up in any of my games and I won’t start now.
P.S. I miss you Forrest and I wish you were here!