Weakness

**Label** | Universal Music Japan

***Weakness,*** (弱(じゃく)肉(にく)共(きょう)食(しょく), *Jakuniku Kyoushoku*) is Sakurai Haruka's first trial song. It was released on Youtube on June 12, 2020, while the album was released digitally on June 24, 2020.

## Track Listing

1. **Weakness (弱肉共食)**
2. **Weakness (弱肉共食)** (Off Voice)
3. Two Breaths Walking (二息歩行) [HARUKA Cover]
4. Two Breaths Walking (二息歩行) [HARUKA Cover] (Off Voice)
5. The Writhing of the Weak (弱者の蠕動) -Voice Drama- Haruka & Es

## Lyrics

* Romaji
* Kanji
* English (MV)
* English

Doushite hanareteku no?

Nee doushite boku no sei na no?

Iou to shita kotoba ga "hikyou da ne" tte boku wo warau

Doushite kowareteku no?

Nee doushite kawaranaide yo

iou toshite yametara "dame da ne" tte okoru kuse ni

Daredemo dekiru koto boku ni mo dekitara na

Chigatteta hazu no mirai wa fubyoudou ni koi wo shita

Himei wo shiteita, himei wo shiteita

Aisareru jakusha ni naritakatta

Hitei wo shiteita, hitei wo shiteita

Doushitemo tashikamete mitakatta

Ahaha, boku ni kizuite

Ahaha, dareka kizuite yo

Machigatteita no wa boku datta

Sou, boku datta nda

Ii yo boku no sei da

Mou ii yo hazure dakara

Kinou wo kurikaeshite akiramette daiji dakedo

Ii yo yokunai kedo

Mou ii yo omottenai kedo

Shirou to shita tokoro de mata iya tte kao wo suru nara

Kurutteru tte hometekureta

Arigatou ganbaru yo

Dore kurai tsuzuketara boku wa hito ni nareru?

Gisei wo shiteita, gisei wo shiteita

Boku no kodoku wa nozomareteita nda

Kakou wo shiteita, kakou wo shiteita

Sutaato ichi ga chigau mama hajimatta

Ahaha, boku ni kizuite

Ahaha, dareka kizuite yo

Machigatteita no wa boku datta

Sou, boku datta nda

Hitotsu futatsu kasaneta tte mata sugu kuzusarete

Inai mono iranai mono dokoka de ikiteru no?

Himei wo shiteita, himei wo shiteita

Aisareru jakusha ni naritakatta

Hitei wo shiteita, hitei wo shiteita

Doushitemo tashikamete mitakatta

Gisei wo shiteita, gisei wo shiteita

Boku no kodoku wa nozomareteita nda

Kakou wo shiteita, kakou wo shiteita

Sutaato ichi ga chigau mama hajimatta

Ahaha, boku ni kizuite

Ahaha, dareka kizuite yo

Machigatteita no wa boku datta

Sou, boku datta

Ahaha, boku ni kizuite

Ahaha, dareka kizuite yo

Machigatteita no wa boku datta

Sou, boku datta nda

どうして　はなれてくの？

ねえどうして　ぼくのせいなの？

言おうとした言葉が　「ひきょうだね」ってぼくをわらう

どうして　こわれてくの？

ねえどうして　変わらないでよ

言おうとしてやめたら　「ダメだね」っておこるくせに

だれでもできること　ぼくにもできたらな

ちがってたハズの未来は　不平等にこいをした

悲鳴をしていた　悲鳴をしていた

愛される弱者になりたかった

否定をしていた　否定をしていた

どうしても確かめてみたかった

あっはっは　ぼくに気付いて

あっはっは　だれか気付いてよ

間ちがっていたのはぼくだった

そう、ぼくだったんだ

いいよ　ぼくのせいだ

もういいよ　ハズレだから

昨日をくり返して　あきらめって大事だけど

いいよ　よくないけど

もういいよ　思ってないけど

知ろうとしたところで　またイヤって顔をするなら

くるってるって　ほめてくれた

ありがとうがんばるよ

どれくらい続けたらぼくはヒトになれる？

ぎせいをしていた　ぎせいをしていた

ぼくのこどくは望まれていたんだ

下降をしていた　下降をしていた

スタート位置がちがうまま始まった

あっはっは　ぼくに気付いて

あっはっは　だれか気付いてよ

間ちがっていたのはぼくだった

そう、ぼくだったんだ

ひとつふたつ重ねたって　またすぐくずされて

いないもの　いらないもの　どこかで生きてるの？

悲鳴をしていた　悲鳴をしていた

愛される弱者になりたかった

否定をしていた　否定をしていた

どうしても確かめてみたかった

ぎせいをしていた　ぎせいをしていた

ぼくのこどくは望まれていたんだ

下降をしていた　下降をしていた

スタート位置がちがうまま始まった

あっはっは　ぼくに気付いて

あっはっは　だれか気付いてよ

間ちがっていたのはぼくだった

そう、ぼくだった

あっはっは　ぼくに気付いて

あっはっは　だれか気付いてよ

間ちがっていたのはぼくだった

そう、ぼくだったんだ

Tell me, why are you drifting away from me?

Tell me, why do you say it’s my fault?

The word I tried to say was “You’re unfair”, and those words thought how pitiful I am

Why is it breaking?

Tell me why? Please don’t change

If I tried and couldn’t say it, you would get angry at me and say “You’re hopeless.”

If only I could do what anyone else could do

The right future unfairly chose the wrong me

I cried, I screamed

I wanted to be a pitied and loved weakling

I was in denial, I was in denial

I just had to make sure

AHahA Please notice me

aHaHA Someone please notice me…

I was wrong

Yes, it was me

It’s fine, it’s all my fault right?

It’s enough, I am a “disappointment”

I am always repeating yesterday, though it’s important to know when to give up

It’s fine, though it’s really not

It’s really fine, though I don’t really think so

When I tried to understand it, you’ll make that disappointed face again

You praised me by saying “You’re crazy.”

Thank you, I’ll do my best

How many more times do I have to do this so I can be human?

I’ve become a victim, I’ve become a victim

My loneliness was desired

I was falling, I was falling down

My life started in a wrong spot

AHahA Please notice me

aHaHA Someone please notice me…

I was wrong

Yes, it was me

Even if I keep trying it, it’s broken right away

The things that aren’t here, and the unneeded things

Is it still living somewhere?

I cried, I screamed

I wanted to be a pitied and loved weakling

I was in denial, I was in denial

I just had to make sure

I’ve become a victim, I’ve become a victim

My loneliness was desired

I was falling, I was falling down

My life started in a wrong spot

AHahA Please notice me

aHaHA Someone please notice me…

I was wrong

Yes, it was me

AHahA Please notice me

aHaHA Someone please notice me…

I was wrong

Yes, it was me

*\*This translation was posted by DawnFadedToDusk. Please don't use it without their explicit permission.*

Why, are you drifting away?

Hey why, is it my fault?

The words I tried to say, were "it's unfair" as they laughed at me

Why, is it breaking?

Hey why, please don't change

If I tried and couldn't say it, you'd get mad and say "you're hopeless"

If only I could do what everyone else could

The right future unfairly chose the wrong me

I screamed out, I screamed out

I wanted to be a pitied and loved weakling

I was in denial, I was in denial

No matter what I just had to make sure

AHAHA, please notice me

AHAHA, someone please notice me

The one who was wrong was me,

Yes, it was me

It's fine, it was my fault

It's really fine, because I'm a "disappointment"

Yesterday keeps on repeating, though it's important to know when to give up

It's fine, though it really isn't

It's really fine, though I don't think it is

In that place where I try to understand, you'll make that disappointed face again

You praised me for "being crazy"

Thank you, I'll do my best

How many times does this have to continue on for me to be human?

I've become a victim, I've become a victim

My loneliness was wished for

I was falling, I was falling

My life started from the wrong moment

AHAHA, please notice me

AHAHA, someone please notice me

The one who was wrong was me,

Yes, it was me

If I try once or twice more, it'll be broken quickly anyway

Things that aren't here, things that are unneeded

Are they still living somewhere?

I screamed out, I screamed out

I wanted to be a pitied and loved weakling

I was in denial, I was in denial

No matter what I just had to make sure

I've become a victim, I've become a victim

My loneliness was wished for

I was falling, I was falling

My life started from the wrong moment

AHAHA, please notice me

AHAHA, someone please notice me

The one who was wrong was me,

Yes, it was me

## Significant Details

*\*Anyone can add here. The only time something will be removed is if it is not in the music video, or isn't understandable.*

* The MV contains many drawings that seem to be a bit on the childish side, most of them being scribbled in with crayon/paint.

## Trivia

* This song was added to the game "D4DJ -Groovy Mix-" on May 9, 2021.
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