Cruciferous

-Memories and future carrying the burden of fate-

"*Just carry it on your back and move on.*"— **Music description**
**Cruciferous** (クルシファラス, *Kurushifarasu*[?]) is a song by Guchiry featuring Kagamine Len. It is the eighth track of the album *FinGErtip Amusement*.

## Lyrics

* Japanese
* Romaji
* English

No one knows...

Where're you goin' as it is?

Just the way are't you?

行先など無いと知っても尚進む (Go away)

But you think so about this way

どうしようもない My story

ただ歩みは止めない　止められない

Dustbin of my mind

刻んでバラバラになった記憶　燃やして　過去を切り裂いて

未来だけを願っているはずだったのになんで？

ボクはどうして捨て去ることひとつ出来やしないのだろう

覚悟も迷いに押し潰されていく

明日も何も変えられず生きている

裸足のまま何処まで向かえばいいの？

その問いに答える声などは無かった (Nobody)

これは

行方も知れず宛もなく始まってしまったストーリー

目的地なんてない　でも止められない

Dustbin of my mind

刻んでバラバラになった記憶　燃やして　過去を切り裂いて

未来だけを願っているはずだったのになんで？

ボクはどうして捨て去ることひとつ出来やしないのだろう

覚悟も迷いも思い出も大切なことは取りこぼしてしまった

穴だらけな頭と胸に誰か栓を鎖(さ)して

あの時の過ちも　取り返しのつかない記憶の欠片で

ボクは許されない

許せない

Dustbin of my mind

刻んでバラバラになった記憶　燃やして

過去を切り裂いて　未来だけを願っている

もう嫌なんだやめてくれ

ボクはこうして呪われてしまった日々を過ごすのだろう

覚悟も迷いも全部背負い込んでいく

明日も何も変えられず生きている

きっと何も変えられず死んでいく

No one knows...

Where're you goin' as it is?

Just the way are't you?

Yukusaki nado nai to shitte mo nao susumu (Go away)

But you think so about this way doushiyou mo nai My story

Tada ayumi wa tomenai tomerarenai

Dustbin of my mind

Kizande barabara ni natta kioku moyashite kako o kirisaite

Mirai dake o negatteiru hazudattanoni nande？

Boku wa doushite sutesaru koto hitotsu dekiyashinai nodarou

Kakugo mo mayoi ni oshi tsubusareteiku

Ashita mo nani mo kaerarezu ikiteiru

Hadashi no mama doko made mukaeba iino？

Sono toi ni kotaeru koe nado wa nakatta (Nobody)

Kore wa

Yukue mo shirezu ate monaku hajimatteshimatta sutourii

Mokutekichi nante nai demo tomerarenai

Dustbin of my mind

Kizande barabara ni natta kioku moyashite kako o kirisaite

Mirai dake o negatteiru hazudattanoni nande？

Boku wa doushite sutesaru koto hitotsu dekiyashinai nodarou

Kakugo mo mayoi mo omoide mo taisetsuna koto wa torikoboshiteshimatta

Anadarakena atama to mune ni dare ka sen o kusari (sa) shite

Ano toki no ayamachi mo torikaeshi no tsukanai kioku no kakera de

Boku wa yurusarenai

Yurusenai

Dustbin of my mind

Kizande barabara ni natta kioku moyashite

Kako o kirisaite mirai dake o negatteiru

Mou iyana nda yametekure

Boku wa koushite norowareteshimatta hibi o sugosu nodarou

Kakugo mo mayoi mo zenbu shoikondeiku

Ashita mo nani mo kaerarezu ikiteiru

Kitto nani mo kaerarezu shindeiku

No one knows...

Where're you goin' as it is?

Just the way are't you?

Even when you know there is no destination, you go on. (Go away)

But you think so about this way

My story seems to have no way out

But I won't stop, I can't stop.

Dustbin of my mind

Burn the chopped and dismembered memories, tear the past apart

Why was I supposed to hope only for the future?

Why can't I just throw everything away?

My resolve ends up crushed by my hesitation.

I'm still alive tomorrow, and I have nothing to change that.

Where do I go when I'm barefoot?

There's nobody that answered that question. (Nobody)

This is..

A story that started with nowhere to go and ended without a destination

And without a destination, there's nowhere to stop and rest.

Dustbin of my mind

Burn the chopped and dismembered memories, tear the past apart

Why was I supposed to hope only for the future?

Why can't I just throw everything away?

I've left out many important things; resolutions, doubts, and memories too.

Someone stuck a cork in my head, and left my heart full of holes

And y'know, that mistake I made back then is a memory I'll never be able to recover

I'll never be forgiven for it, though.

I'm unforgivable..

Dustbin of my mind

Burn the chopped up, dismembered memories

I cut through the past, hoping only for the future

I'm sick of it. Please don't do this.

I'm trapped, spending all my cursed days like this,

Carrying both determination and hesitation on my shoulders.

I'm still alive tomorrow, and I have nothing to change that.

I'm sure I'll die without ever changing anything.

## External Links

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