The Fighting Had Only Begun/Confessionals

## Day 15: Head of Household

I am batting Zero!!
Like I'd like just one challenge in my wheelhouse, I know I'm a bit of a floater at the moment, but if I can just win one of these games, then this would all be worth it

## Day 16: Nomination Ceremony

jk i dont blame him but i will still come for his ass

i like george he is nice
but he will pay if i win hoh
im just trying to win veto rn

## Day 18: Power of Veto Competition

this sucks

## Day 19: Power of Veto Ceremony

Patrick came hard and fast, bent this game over and tried to make it his bitch and in return we gang banged him to PreJury as a single unit. Damn that stray vote to hell... LOL... Honestly I would have loved to toy with him a little longer, just enough to get my giggles of catnipping a so easily aggrivated kitten.. because at the end of the day he was simply a kitten trying to play with Lions Tigers and Bears.....
The next to go did not break my heart in the slightest, and it had nothing to do with round 1 drama. When HLC spoke my gut screamed Bitch Please, and sometimes her comments seemed a little back handed. I expected her to fight harder, and when she said 7 people said they would save her, I was like... that is because nobody wants to deal with your shit.. please go take a seat next to Patrick in Prejury and here is a ball of yarn to amuse the children...
Now maybe I sound cruel but I find social behaviour especially in an ORG setting like this absolutely delicious. Szymon who I have adored talking to from the beginning is a perfect example. Cunning, great to look at, and perhaps some secret fantasies were born... but back him into a corner, and an uglier step sister version magically appears. Did you learn nothing from the kittens before you, that tactic does not go well in this group of people. It is like getting a front row seat to a circus act gone really badly. When I gave George VIP it was completely strategical and Szymon took it as if I cheated on him with his mortal enemy... then he ignores me until I go to him with the fakest of tears and apologies as to how I cannot live without him, because you know he could have won HOH and I did NOT need him coming after me.. with lame excuses that he was busy!!! God knows he wasn't doing the damn house dishes.. slobs I tell you. Just like Jennifer, alls Emma really has to do is sit back and keep her mouth shut and she should be staying....
Speaking of Miss Emma, did she die or something, and I don't mean like New York is going to break out in a dramatic fit thinking a fellow house guest has fallen kinda die, but socially she has blipped off of my radar. Even now on the block she doesn't have a damn thing to say.... \*CHIRP CHIRP\*... valient strategy though, guess we can save your extintion for a little later \*INSERT EVIL LAUGH\*
Hannah, oh sweet Hannah, you have been quiet also but not before offering me an alliance with Alex Emma and yourself, then poofing off the face of the earth. I just have so many people I have built relationships with that I don't see room for you ...
I cannot get a read on Queen HOH Jamie of week 1. She went through such hell with Patricks games, and then we formed the unnamed four person alliance of Szymon, Daniel, Jamie, and myself. . . . so she was considered safe in my books, and I already had a week 1 alliance with Daniel and Jennifer. It felt time for fresh blood so I have not written off Jennifer I just went with what I thought might get me farther in the game. We will see how this week plays out and where we end up standing.
Daniel... Daniel... Daniel... week one I truly meant it when I thought he was my number one in this game, then he self admits that he has been distant so ofcourse I had to find other sources to work with. He is like Jamie in the sense I will be loyal as I can be to a point, but that doesn't mean I would fall on the sword for him anymore...this is not a fairytale and I am definitely not Taylor Swift.
Now we have circled around to Felix, Alex, Zach, George, Mia, Asa, and Jennifer..... two very greatly placed alliances and both in which I am in with Mia. There is always a chance that the guys may have formed together in their own factions but how can one judge when Mia and I did the very same thing. Every move from here on our needs to be perfectly strategized to keep the blood from our hands but still run the show. Make the others do some of the work for us, where in the past I would have gone balls to the wall and taken the bull by the horns.
I like the connection I have with Felix, I don't know if I could turn on him. If it comes to that point I am going to have to put Jessica in a box and bring out Norma to play. (She is my alter ego bitch from deep within).
Alex I am not as close with but love to make sure each round I have one on ones with everyone to make them feel like they are the most special BFF in my life. When Hannah asked me for an alliance, she mentioned Emma and Alex so I need to be wary of that.
Zach... When we formed the alliance of LOL he was an after thought vs Daniel, and mainly because I wanted to keep my bonds separated to open up my options. He is fun to talk to on a personal level, but game wise does not leave me wet with anticipation...
George is proving to be a power house in competitions which is nice because I did gift him VIP and hoped in turn that that would gain me some ground with him, Id love for him to stick around for a while, but there will be a time and place that our guts will scream STRIKE BABY STRIKE, and the home run will come so beautifully like a World Series winning moment.. lets just hope it doesn't have to be done by my hands... EEEEEK...
Mia is a complete angel and I see that as her strategy in this game. You can tell she is socially connected and a good person to find myself aligned with... do I want to sit next to Princess Peach in the Finals perhaps not... but that is another story for another day.
I am still getting to know Asa, but Mia trusts her so therefore I am down with the girls Channing Tatum alliance. She could be a challenge threat and someone who could steal my precious Princess Peach... OMG she is BOWSER but cuter lol.... I am watching you!!!!
Jennifer is quiet, and by nature seems loyal. I have been with her since the beginning and that bond is strong.
Those are my current reads on who is left in the g ame, and who has already passed on. I need to spend this next round really focusing on fortifying relationships even more, and preparing to take over the world!!! Well at least the Big Brother World!!!!