Big Brother 5/Week 4

To fix all of this, I'm pulling out Retr Bryce and being bold and saying what I want to say to fix my game. I have no alliances so I have no one to hold me back from what I want to say and do. I went to Jake and I straight up told him everything that went on to try and catch him say he had already heard it, but he acted surprised. Rather that is genuine or not, I don't know. It does leave me with the big question of who spilled the beans - Trent or Erin (pretty sure/hoping it was Erin). I'm now going to do what I need to stay safe next week because I know I have a lot of enemies out there now. The ever so cocky Hannah and Erin are my next targets if I happen to get power in this game again.

This competition being another endurance challenge on a MONDAY, which is my busiest day is totally not ideal case for me, but Hannah said that she had pressed that motherfucking button for 13 fucking hours lmao, are you kidding me? That's insane, but I'm honestly okay with her getting this one, I'm totally good with her, she has bigger fish to fry and I feel like I am one of the closer people to her.
I know that with Hannah winning HOH, Bryce is probably totally fucked, his HOH Week kinda blew up in his face, first HOH to really fail and it was the first one that didn't have an easy boot and IN ADDITION TO THAT it was a fucking crapshoot... I guess you can say that it wasn't too bad, that none of my allies won, because this past week expozied some things, Bryce/Trent made themselves enemies of Hannah's, Nathan has been behind-the-scenes exposed for being a snake and a double agent and Grant has turned out to be someone quite decent to talk to, so I don't see any negatives for me from Week 3?
Initially I had concernes about Dom/Erin/Hannah possibly working together, but I've seen Dom make a bunch of bitchy VLs towards Erin in that Survivor game they are in, so I can assume from that, they're probably not THAT close asdjglsdg - I am however worried about the lack of socializing with Emma & Dom, I haven't really spoken to them all that much recently, so I don't know if I could actually expect them to keep me safe if they were to win HOH and that's obviously concerning.
I think this week however, Hannah is probably taking that one and Bryce or Trent will be booted, after that I can start thinking, if I want to go for an HOH and get that blood on my hands or proceed to stay low. It all depends on how dramatic this week is gonna be, I guess?

So Hannah won HOH, as expected, I was excited, but then there also is this announcement that Jake got a Co-HOH temptation and ACCEPTED with Hannah as HOH... I'm like okay, cool, no big deal, Jake is also a great person to be HOH but THEN HE PULLS THAT SHIT TO START A FUCKING SAFETY CHAIN AND PICKS B-R-Y-C-E AS HIS FIRST CHOICE... WHAT THE FUCK
And he is SERIOUSLY going to follow through and put up whoever is left in the chain - The funniest thing: Right now there are 6 people left to choose and FOUR of them are in our alliance, because, as I kinda suspected for a while now, the people not in the Garbage alliance have their own fucking connections and have picked each other like no tomorrow. What the fuck was Jake thinking...
I swear to god, if I end up nominated because of this idiotic ass chain, I am going to flip shit and I'm going to get revenge hella quick on some bitches next week, because this does NOT fly well with me.

At least he mentioned TRENT specifically in his little excuse, which has now given me a reason to instant target him and even try to get rid of him T H I S week, that would however require Erin to get vetoed off the block and Jake to nominate him as the replacement nominee. I'm really happy that Jake did this key ceremony thing now, but also super annoyed, because it's kind of a slap in the face, to be the odd one out, especially when I thought I had a better record with some people but.. whatever?
There's no excuses for me anymore, no more throwing, I have to go ham in the next HOH competition, if nothing crazy happens and I end up getting nominated, because if I don't get to act soon, I'm just gonna go home in 2-3 weeks and that's literally not the place I want to be in, I haven't even lied to people or been shady, so it's just... ugh it's just super frustrating, but I guess in the game of BB you can't get nice things all the time.
Some of these bitches better watch out now, because they triggered the side of me, that you don't want to mess with in games. #WatchOutSisters

One of the most ironic things of this game is that Grant is now someone I talk to a lot more in comparison to others and I can officially say I feel bad about the shit I said from Week 1 to half of Week 3 about him LMAO, he really isn't as bad as I made him out to be, but I was just an unreasonably salty mess..
ALSO, ALIETTA TOLD ME THAT SHE GOT THE WEEK 1 TEMPTATION AND IT WAS FUCKING IMMUNITY TILL JURY AND I HAVE NO IDEA HOW I DIDNT SEE THAT LMAOOOOOOOOO, SHE KEPT SAYING SHIT LIKE "ONCE JURY STARTS IM GONNA BLAST BITCHES" AND I TOTALLY LET IT FLY OVER MY HEAD, FUCKING SHADY WHORE! But yeah, she told me which I appreciate, since I am apparently the only person she said it to, so this secret is well hidden from me :)
Talking about temptations ugh, I KNOW I'M NOT POPULAR ENOUGH TO HAVE A GOOD CHANCE AT GETTING ONE but I am praying to my lucky stars, that if there is one next week, that I can get it. There's just so much shit going on and I am #overit and any temptation at this point can throw a huge wrench in my longterm plans, like if Trent/Dom have a DPOV or some shit ksdagjsdg goodbye
Nathan has GOT to go home, there seems to be 4 votes on him (Although I do not fucking know how Alietta managed to get Natalie to vote him) and although Trent is campaigning for him to stay (Color me FUCKING shocked) I hope and think that the votes are gonna be there for Erin to stay. Regardless of yes or no, you betta believe I am gonna go GUNS BLAZING on that next fucking HOH, I'm not gonna back down, it's time for bitches to have fire lit under their asses