Big Brother 8/Week 5

Boy Pablo - imreallytiredthisdaysucks"

Jack highkey got on my nerves last week by not even considering to put up George like literally me roisin and drew all asked. He ignored our messages and put Tymeka up and fucked Shay up and now i’m still annoyed. I’m just PRAYYYYING roisin wins this hoh bc at least she’ll do what needs to be done. If george wins he’s putting up two fire members -- probably roisin and me -- and if that happens we might have to snap on jack and blow up that earth is playing the middle game bc fuck that noise"

If everything goes according 2 plan, Augusto and Lachlan will be on the block. This is GREAT because lach has left me on read and is messy w roisin and tymeka now, and although I’m working w Augusto, he’s not the target this week. We’re PRAYYYING for a George or a Tyler backdoor this week, HOWEVER! It’s important to realize me and Drew are only TWO votes out of SIX. That means we don’t have control over who leaves. We have to make sure Jack & Alissa are in on this plan to take out George or Tyler before the veto comes into play. Whew….
ALSO. ROISIN AND I R THE MOST ICONIC DUO 2 EVER PLAY THIS GAME...U CANT CHANGE MY MIND DKSLDSLK. I adore her so much and even though she’s easily playing a better game than me -- she’s obviously much more connected w Lach, Tymeka, Tyler -- I really don’t care rn? 1) Lachlan leaves me on read so that ain’t my fault, 2) Tymeka idt talks to anyone in pms DLKSDKL, 3) Tyler comes off as rly rly rly fake and talking 2 him is a drag. But yeah overall I adore her and I don’t wanna betray her but I don’t have a shot if she gets to the end so I’m TORN. Luckily I won’t have to think abt that for a while..."

THANK GOD one of the two people I spoke to won and actually saved me, feeling v grateful 😪 also I love everyone being shocked that I’ve been saved 3 times like sis that’s nothing for me, in my first game I won 6 vetos and an immunity comp. sadly HOH comps are not something I can win lmaoo so catch me on the block next week!! Hopefully they don’t grow brains and Backdoor me"

Good news, everyone! Finally, after 4 weeks of trudging this out basically by myself, I'm in an alliance with a bunch of powerful and influential people in the house.
Bad news, everyone! The other side won HOH and backdoored me first despite explicitly promising not to do so. So that's just exceptionally fun.
I mean I know I have the votes of the earths, so that's 3/6. And I know that because the earths & I made a pact at the end of week 4, and it was looking to be the 2nd miracle of the house of brandenburg that none of 4/10 of the cast in an alliance was on the block and the two swing votes were up instead but...i guess that was too good to be true. As was the idea that they would go after the far more logical target such as Tyler with far less support within the house. So basically yeah I have 3/6 and I just need 1 more and Drew & Lachlan could be receptive, Drew more than Lachlan. But fuck dude, I honestly don't understand why in the hell Jayme, Roisin and Tymeka are going so out of their way to target me instead of one of the earths. It really just confuses me. I was willing to work with them before but at least now they've forced me to pick a side. If I survive, which is a big if but I'M WORKING ON IT TRUST ME, I am gonna go fucking postal. Balls to the wall, every comp is mine before it happens, you know the drill. And it'll be extra easy with Roisin & Tymeka being ineligible. So there's that to have fun with. While it fucking sucks to be put on the block like this and have my life in the BB house be potentially cut prematurely, it's also a hell of a boon. If I survive, I'm coming out guns blazing and I'll probably go in 2-3 rounds anyways but I swear that'll be so much fun!"