MAYDAY

"MAYDAY" Official Music Video

**MAYDAY** is the second song on Aimi's first single of her solo career under King Amusement Creative. A music video of the full song premiered on the single's release date.

## Song Meaning

Prior to ReSTARTING!!'s release, Aimi posted a blog entry discussing the lyrics behind the song and the meaning she put into it. In it, she talks about her struggles with mental health and how the song is based on her own feelings. She wants it to be a song people sing at karaoke when they're depressed and unable to express themselves in a safe way, though she also states that she doesn't wish such feelings upon anyone.

## Track Listing

* ReSTARTING!!
* AIMI SOUND

### ReSTARTING!!

1. ReSTARTING!!
2. **MAYDAY**
3. ラブレター (*Love Letter*)

### AIMI SOUND

1. スターリア (*Staria*)
2. ≒ (*Nearly Equal*)
3. かかった魔法はアマノジャク (*Kakatta Mahou wa Amanojyaku*)
4. 瞬間SummerDay! –AIMI SOUND Ver.- (*Shunkan SummerDay! -AIMI SOUND Ver.-*)
5. フリクホリカ (*Furikuhorika*)
6. **MAYDAY**
7. ReSTARTING!!
8. カザニア (*Kazanear*)
9. LIGHTS
10. ドレス (*Dress*)
11. 不完全ドリーマー (*Fukanzen Dreamer*)
12. 愛世界 (*Aisekai*)

## Streaming

* Video
* Audio

## Lyrics

* Kanji
* Romaji
* English
* English (Official)

赦されていい？ 嫌々

最低なヨル消えたいな

「誰のせい？」

Calamity... 縛られ

本能が云う、嫌々

最低なボク 否定的衝動

いっそキミも嫌ってくれたら

それじゃまたねって苦嗤い

バイバイ 捨ててしまえ

いらない知らないゼンブ

気のせいだったな

逃避してもフリダシにもどっているだけだ

“ダレカタスケテ ボクハ ココダヨ”

声にすらならない夜を何回も

気付いてよ こんな世界でさ 息もしたくない

“オシエテ ナンノタメ ウマレタノ”

死にたくなるんだよ 聴こえますか？

朝がきてしまえば

「なんでもない」と笑うメーデー

言の葉の裏、苛々

矛盾だらけ煩いな

「アイツのせい」

Majority... 笑えない

「どうしたらいい？」苛々

最低なキミ 防衛的行動

そっか所詮コドモダマシなら

ぬるいくらいがちょうどいい

バイバイ もうそろそろ

悲しい寂しいなんて

感じなくなるな

終焉にしよう

ココロひとつ救えない世界

“ダレカノタメ イキテ ミタカッタ”

音にすらならずに消え去っていた

ほらずっと ここに存在したんだよ 思い出せないかい？

“ドウシテ ソンナフウニ ワラエルノ”

知らないほうがまだ幸せだな？

もうやめてしまおう

このまま夜とかけ堕ちて

冷たい夜も 重たい朝も

あぁ本当はみんな

愛されてみたかったらしい

嫌い？好き？妄想

どうだっていいや 痛くないなら

“ダレカタスケテ ボクハ ココダヨ”

声にすらならない夜を何回も

気付いてよ こんな世界でさ 息もしたくない

“オシエテ ナンノタメ ウマレタノ”

死にたくなるんだよ 聴こえますか？

耳をすませば ほら

どこかで微か伝うメーデー

yurusarete ii? iyaiya

saitei na yoru kietai na

“dare no sei?”

Calamity… shibarare

honnou ga iu, iyaiya

saitei na boku hiteiteki shoudou

isso kimi mo kirattekuretara

sore ja matane tte kuwarari

baibai suteteshimae

iranai shiranai zenbu

ki no sei datta na

touhi shitemo furidashi ni modotteiru dake da

“dareka tasukete boku wa koko dayo”

koe ni sura naranai yoru wo nankai mo

kidzuiteyo konna sekai de sa iki mo shitakunai

“oshiete yo nan no tame umaretano”

shinitaku narundayo kikoemasuka?

asu ga kite shimaeba

“nandemonai” to warau meedee

kotonoe no ura, iraira

mujun darake urusai na

“aitsu no sei”

Majority… waraenai

“doushitara ii?” iraira

saitei na kimi boueiteki koudou

sokka shosen kodomo damashi nara

nurui kurai ga choudo ii

baibai mou sorosoro

kanashii sabishii nante

kanjinakunaru na

owari ni shiyou

kokoro hitotsu sukuenai sekai

“dare ka no tame ikite mitakatta”

oto ni sura narazu ni kiesatteita

hora zutto koko ni itandayo\* omoidasenai kai?

“doushite sonna fuuni waraeru no”

shiranai hou ga mada shiawase dana?

mou yamete shimaou

kono mama yoru to kakeochite

tsumetai yoru mo omotai asa mo

aa hontou wa minna

aisarete mitakatta rashii

kirai? suki? bousou

doudatte iiya itakunai nara

“dareka tasukete boku wa koko dayo”

koe ni sura naranai yoru wo nankai mo

kidzuiteyo konna sekai de sa iki mo shitakunai

“oshiete yo nan no tame umaretano”

shinitaku narundayo kikoemasuka?

mimi wo sumaseba hora

doko ka de kasuka tsutau meedee

Am I allowed to be like this? No way

On terrible nights like these, I want to disappear

“Whose fault is it?”

I’m tied to calamity

My instincts reluctantly inform me

I’m the worst. I get negative impulses

Maybe you’ll come to hate me

and say “See you later” with a wry smile

Bye-bye. I should just throw away

all these things I don’t need and all the things I don’t know

I guess it was all in my head

Even if I were to run away, I’d just come back to where I started anyway

“Somebody save me, I’m right here”

I go through countless nights unable to speak

Please notice me, I don’t want to breathe in this world anymore

“Tell me, why was I even born?”

I feel like dying, can you hear me?

When morning comes again

The “It’s nothing” that I’ll laugh off is my mayday

Behind every word is irritation

They’re riddled with contradictions, it’s annoying

“It’s all their fault”

The majority makes me unable to smile anymore

The irritation of wondering “What should I do?”

You’re the worst. You get defensive

I see, if you’re going to be a kid about it

Then I’ll just be lenient

Bye-bye, soon enough

I’ll stop feeling things

My sadness and loneliness alike

Time to end it all

I’ve had enough of this world if I can’t even save a single soul

“I just wanted to live for someone else’s sake”

My words vanish before they can even make a sound

Look, I’ve always been here, don’t you remember?

“How can you laugh like that?”

I’m better off not knowing, right?

Enough of this

Soon enough, I’m going to disappear with the night

The cold nights and the depressing mornings

Ah, it seems like

everyone just wants to feel loved

Hate? Love? It’s all delusion

I don’t care, so long as it doesn’t hurt me

“Somebody save me, I’m right here”

I go through countless nights unable to speak

Please notice me, I don’t want to breathe in this world anymore

“Tell me, why was I even born?”

I feel like dying, can you hear me?

Look, if you listen carefully

You can hear the faint sound of my mayday

Can I be forgiven? No, I think that I want to disappear on the terrible night.

“Whose fault is it?” Calamity… I’m tied to something.

My instinct reluctantly tells me. Negative impulse to the worst self

Or better yet, I wish you hate me. Maybe you say “See you again” to me and make a bitter smile.

Bye-bye. Throw it away! Everything I don’t need and everything I don’t know

It’s just my imagination. Every time I escape, I’m always back to the beginning.

“Help me. I’m here..”

I couldn’t make a voice. I spent such a night many times.

Please notice me. I don’t want to breathe in such a world.

“Tell me. What was I born for?”

I sometimes want to die. Can you hear me?

When the morning comes, I smile again, and say “Nothing.” to SOS.

Behind the words, I’m frustrated. It’s very noisy with lots of contradictions.

“Because of him,” Majority… I can’t smile anymore.

“What should i do?” I’m frustrated. You are the worst. Defensive behavior

I see. After all, I think that’s just about right because it’s a child’s deception

Bye-bye. It’s about time.

It’s about time I don’t feel sad or lonely anymore.

Let’s end this world if I can’t save anyone’s heart.

“I wanted to live for someone.”

My feelings disappeared without even being heard.

Look! It has been here all the time. Can’t you remember it?

“How can you laugh like that?”

I’d be happier if I didn’t know that.

Let’s stop everything.

I want to elope with the night as it is.

Cold night. Heavy morning

Ah, it seems that everything wanted to be loved.

Hate? Love? It’s delusion. Anything is fine as long as it doesn’t hurt my heart.

“Help me. I’m here..”

I couldn’t make a voice. I spent such a night many times.

Please notice me! I don’t want to breathe in such a world.

“Tell me. What was I born for?”

I want to die every day. Can you hear me?

Listen! If you try to listen, you can hear my SOS somewhere.

## Live Performances

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