Moxie's Angel (discography)

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Roxanne Venus Avieen aka Moxie's Angel is a singer/songwriter/rapper born on the 22nd of October in 1993. She started her music career at 16 with her first song 'Pessimistic & Numb' the demo was released on the 6th of February in 2010, which was released onto SoundCloud. Later, on the 18th of March she uploaded the audio for the final project onto YouTube with the cover. The following day the lyric video was uploaded on YouTube. The song was eventually also released onto Spotify on the 6th of August that year. The song is about how she feels numb physically and mentally and how she always seems to have a pessimistic attitude. The song has a quite sad vibe with a mix of soft vocals and rap.

Her second song is titled 'Sorry Soul' and was released onto SoundCloud on the 16th of May that year. The lyric video was uploaded onto YouTube on the last day of May. The song was released onto Spotify on the 6th of August that year as well. The lyrics are in a third-person view, as if to look over herself, saying sorry to herself for all the bad decisions she has made in the past. The concept is similar to an outer body event. It has mostly soft slow vocals.

Her third song is titled 'Void' and was released on the 6th of July on SoundCloud. The audio was uploaded on the 16th of the month with it's cover. The song was never uploaded on Spotify. "I didn't really like this song as much as the other singles at the time so I never put it onto any other streaming services. It doesn't sound as good as the others. It has a good concept though. It's about how I sometimes feel so numb and how similar it is to like the void. The emptiness. The lack of feeling. Yeah, that's it."

Her fourth song titled 'LaDiCiUs SeLiMs' was released onto SoundCloud and the audio was uploaded on YouTube both on the 16th of September. The lyric video was uploaded the day after with the cover. The title is stylised with uppercase/lowercase and in backwards english. The titled meaning 'Suicidal Smiles'. "The song is just generally about my suicidal thoughts. I kinda wanted to show my crazy, dangerous side that's a bit crazy." The song has a strong trap beat with quite a bit of rap. It's known in her fanbase as her first real 'rap song'.

Her fifth song titled 'DePrEsSiOn' was released on the 16th of November to SoundCloud, Spotify and YouTube Music. The lyric video was uploaded the day after with the cover. "This song is just generally about my mental state as a whole, the struggles I go through and how I get when I fall down the depression hole. There's not much more to it. It's just a sad song to help me and others get over that hard time. Cause, sometimes listening to sad music and having a good cry is good. Sometimes it helps you get over that tough time you're going through and forget it eventually. It's a memory of the bad times even if they are really bad. It just helps sometimes...to let it all out. So it's not all clogged up inside me."

Her sixth song is titled 'Schizo' and is her sixth single as well. It was released on the 19th of December (onto Spotify and SoundCloud) with the audio, lyric video and visualiser all uploaded onto YouTube throughout the day. The visualiser was mostly a blur with a lot of editing and amazing visuals. This is the first visualiser Moxie ever uploaded. "This song was the first one I had a very strong concept for. I wanted to show that concept as much as possible. As strong as I could. Only visuals can display that amount of strength when it comes to a concept. I didn't have enough time or money to make a music video so I just made a visualiser and got it to be heavily edited to give it a lucid trippy feel. I was on a lot of drugs at the time and this is about that. The concept was like...me comparing and relating the feeling of being on Ketamine and Fentanyl to Schizophrenia. I was on so many drugs. I was taking a xanny everyday with codeine or some other shit. I was addicted to Ketamine and Fentanyl. I almost died so many times. Countless times. I had to get rid of those feelings and unleash them into a song so I could at least try and move on."

In 2011 she released her first ever album titled 'WHAT IF I UNLOCKED UR PHONE?' with 9 tracks in total. The first song (BaRcOdE) was released onto Spotify and SoundCloud the day before the album was released on the 16th of May. The album included these nine tracks (which all have music videos which were released with the audio):

* BaRcOdE
* BaRcOdE 2.0
* LHC (Lonely Hearts Club)
* PLAY ▶
* NO SIGNAL
* ATTITUDE ART
* dElUsIoNaL
* PASSWORD
* 7/11

In 2013 she released 3 singles 'libera anima vestra', 'RIOT' and 'Salem’s Ketamine'.

The first single 'libera anima vestra' was released on the 16th of July. The song was released on Spotify and SoundCloud with the audio uploaded onto YouTube on the same day. The lyric video was uploaded on the 19th of the month. The song has a mix of sad soft slow vibes and sad rap vibes. The title of the song translates as 'free your soul' in latin. "I wrote the song as another escape from drugs, anxiety and all my other mental health problems. I remember when I was in the studio recording the song I felt like shit. I felt like I was going to relapse. I had like a lucid dream kinda shit...a vision of the future, that I was going to relapse and eventually kill myself on the drugs. A precognitive dream or a psychic dream, vision. It's something you can't do anything about though...It's like...I know the future but I can't do anything about it. It happens to me alot. I see shit, feel shit...but I can't prevent it from happening no matter how hard I try. I ended up scaring myself...I gave myself an anxiety attack trying to stop myself from relapsing cause it took me so long to get out of it...to get clean. Anyway, the song is about me trying to free my soul from the past of getting caught up in drugs and my bad past decisions. It felt like a waste...all the time I spent getting clean. Even though it was only like a year...it still feels longer than that."

Her next single of 2013 is 'RIOT' which is her first full rap song, which is basically a scream rap song. It was released on Spotify and SoundCloud on the 16th of September. The lyric video was uploaded onto YouTube on the 19th. "The song is about starting riots in jail, trying to get out for a crime you made. I had a vision about this. A vision that I was in jail for some drug shit and that I started a riot and bashed up the guards and escaped with some new friends from jail. It was weird. I'm not even positive if it was a vision or dream. I can't remember if I was actually asleep, resting or something else. I just decided to make a song about it cause it seemed like a cool concept."

Her last single of 2013 titled 'Salem’s Ketamine' which was released on Spotify, SoundCloud and MixCloud on the 19th of December. The audio uploaded onto YouTube on the same day. "The song is kinda just about witchy drug shit. There's not much more to it. It's kinda told from one of my alter egos. I have a few but there more light alters and there not much different."

On the last day of December in 2013 she uploaded a video with the 3 songs put together with corresponding visuals for each (in the one video). The video had a similar vibe and editing style to 'Schizo'.

In 2014 she released her second album 'do not cry, my angel' on the 16th of August with all the songs released on Spotify, MixCloud and SoundCloud. With the demo version of 'crybaby💧' also being released on SoundCloud. All the music videos were uploaded from the 16th to the 19th. Tracklist:

* crybaby💧
* plz do not touch
* xoxo
* angelcore
* wonderlust
* sacrifice (burning rose)
* forgotten by all
* idc
* c’est la vie (that’s life)
* turn the music up
* epiphany
* pretty poison
* delicate

In 2015 she released on single on the 19th of April titled 'Serotonin Killa'. The song was released onto Spotify, SoundCloud, Apple Music, MixCloud and TIDAL. She uploaded a visualiser similar to her previous visualisers. This song was the only one released in this year by her.

In 2016 she spent the majority of her media presence promoting her previous music and teasing her upcoming projects.

In 2017 she released 'Beautology', her third album. All the songs were released on the 19th of August onto Spotify, SoundCloud, Apple Music, MixCloud and TIDAL. All the songs have a corresponding music video like all of her album songs. Tracklist:

* Crime Queen
* Moonlight
* Angelic
* We💗It
* Mirrored
* Venus
* Fabulous
* Moxie
* 5 Signs
* Libra Energy
* Target

Throughout 2018 she released her fourth album as singles before eventually releasing the whole album together on the 31st of October. All the songs and the album were released on the same musical platforms (Spotify, SoundCloud, Apple Music, MixCloud and TIDAL.) The music videos were uploaded on YouTube on the same day, one after the other. The first song released (on its own) is titled 'Manifesting'. "Manifesting is about putting your time and effort into something worthwhile, putting your time and effort into something outerworldly. Something out of this time, place and world that you can't necessarily see...like hope and things like that." The second song released (on its own) is titled 'Enchanted'. "The whole of the album is based on fantasy, celestial things from out of this world." After this the whole album was released. Tracklist:

* Manifesting
* Enchanted
* Celestial Beings
* Haunted
* Hoaxed
* Poolside
* Cost of Perfection
* Monopoly (Bored Games)

In 2019 she did a series of interviews with different people including Anthony Padilla, GENIUS, Hooked On The Look and ELLE. Her interview with Anthony was about her music career, her mental health struggles and her journey so far. The GENIUS interview was for her top song at the time 'pretty poison'. The Hooked On The Look interview was about her style, makeup and look as a whole. The ELLE interview has her answering questions from fans. In the majority of 2019 she mostly spent her time promoting her previous music.

In 2020 she released 4 songs as singles which eventually made it into her next album. She released her first song for the year (as a single) on the 16th of March, the song being titled 'Bicycle'. On the 18th she uploaded a teaser visual for the music video. On the last day of April she uploaded the music video along with a dance performance. On the 6th of July she released her next song (as a single) titled 'Vintage Love'. Five visual snippets were uploaded throughout the month before the music video was uploaded on 1st of August. On the last day of August she released her next song (as a single) 'Dreaming'. Three visual snippets were uploaded but the music video was delayed (it wasn't ever confirmed). On the 6th of September she released her next single 'Stop & Shop'. The music video for 'Dreaming' was uploaded on the 16th of the month with the music video for 'Stop & Shop' uploaded the following day. The last six songs were released (as singles) from the 20th. The songs were eventually released as a album ('Look Where U Step') on the 31st of October with all the remaining music videos getting uploaded throughout the rest of the year. Tracklist:

* Bicycle
* Vintage Love
* Dreaming
* Stop & Shop
* Dior
* <-Crying Room
* Branded Fo Lyfe
* Labelled ‘Killer’
* Other Dimensions
* Nightmares

In 2021 she continued to promote her previous music and she also did a online live concert on the 16th of April and 6th of May for 'do not cry, my angel' and one for her most recent album 'Look Where U Step'. Her last release ('𖤐') was on the 6th of May before she passed away on the 16th of June (2021). The pre-recorded mv for '𖤐' was uploaded onto YouTube on the 6th of July (2021).