Aosugita Orange

-Indecision and lack of determination-

"*I understand.*"— **Music description**
**Aosugita Orange** (青すぎたオレンジ, *Aosugita Orenji*[?], aka Orange That's Too Blue) is a song by Guchiry featuring Kagamine Len. It is one of his singles.

## Lyrics

* Japanese
* Romaji
* English

移りゆく街と　変わりゆく景色は

時の流れを捻じ曲げてしまう　記憶を置き去って

見知らぬ人の波に埋もれ　並に埋もれ

疎ましくて　妬ましくて　そう思う自分が　大嫌いで

零れ落ちた掬えぬ命の光が　両手をすり抜けていく

‘‘あの頃は’’とか過去に縋って　俯いてばかり

それじゃ今と変わんないぞ　未来は

溢あぶれたまま弄ひねくれた少年は確かに

夢を描いていた

知らないフリで　忘れたフリで　また歩いていく

わかってるんだ　やりたいことは

わかってるんだ　足りないことは

どれもこれも中途半端　足りないことはわかってるんだ

わかってるんだ　やれないことは

わかってるんだ　やらないからなんだって

言わないでよ　痛いほどわかってるから

壊れかけた揺れる心の行く末は　何処に向かっている？

誰かの顔色を伺って　諂へつらってばかり

それじゃ今と変わんないぞ　未来は

目覚めた朝、陽を浴びた少年は確かに　前へ指さしていた

悟ったようなフリして　手を伸ばしたところで

誰かの言葉に惑うくらいの覚悟ならいらない

Utsuriyuku machi to kawariyuku keshiki wa

Toki no nagare o nejimagete shimau kioku o okisatte

Mishiranu hito no nami ni umore nami ni umore

Utomashikute netamashikute sou omou jibun ga daikirai de

Koboreochita sukuenu inochi no hikari ga ryoute o surinukete iku

‘‘Ano koro wa’’ toka kako ni sugatte utsumuite bakari

Sore ja ima to kawannai zo mirai wa

Abureta mama hinekureta shounen wa tashika ni

Yume o egaite ita

Shiranai furi de wasureta furi de mata aruite iku

Wakatteru nda yaritai koto wa

Wakatteru nda tarinai koto wa

Dore mo kore mo chuutohanpa tarinai koto wa wakatteru nda

Wakatteru nda yarenai koto wa

Wakatteru nda yaranai kara nan datte

Iwanaide yo itai hodo wakatteru kara

Koware kaketa yureru kokoro no yukusue wa doko ni mukatte iru?

Dareka no kaoiro o ukagatte hetsura tte bakari

Sore ja ima to kawannai zo mirai wa

Mezameta asa, hi o abita shounen wa tashika ni mae e yubisashite ita

Satotta you na furi shite te o nobashita tokoro de

Dareka no kotoba ni madou kurai no kakugo nara iranai

The city is changing, and the scenery is changing as well

Twisting the passage of time, leaving memories behind

Buried by waves of strangers, I was buried in the mud

I hate myself for being so distant and envious, just for thinking that way.

The light of life that cannot be held, it slips through my hands

I keep clinging to the past and looking down on myself.

I was the same in the past, and I'll be the same in the future

The boy who tossed and turned, his feelings overflowing, is surely

Just dreaming

Pretending he doesn't know, pretending he's forgotten, pretending he'll walk again.

I know what I want, I know what I want to do

I know what I'm missing, I know what I haven't done

Everything I do is half-assed, and I know nothing I do is enough

I know what I can't do, I know I can't do it

I know, I know. I can't do it because I won't try.

But, please don't say that again. It hurts very badly.

Tell me, where does a broken and shaky heart go?

You're always dodging my questions and dawdling, trying to curry favor with everyone at once

You were the same in the past, and you'll be the same in the future.

The morning I woke up, the sun was indeed pointing forward

I reached out my hand as well, pretending to be enlightened

I don't need to be prepared to be confused by someone's words.

## External Links

### Official

* YouTube Music
* Spotify
* Ameblo - Lyrics

### Unofficial

* SoundCloud
* VOCALOID Lyrics Wiki
* VOCALOID Database

## Trivia

* The song was specifically made for Kagamine Len with the title originally intended to be based off yellow but Guchiry thought orange fit the best.

## References

1. ↑ https://twitter.com/bomless\_race/status/1479486402106695683
"レンくんに歌ってもらいたくて書きました タイトルはイメージカラーの黄色に因んだものにしたかったけどオレンジが1番しっくり来たのでこれにしました でもレンくんが歌う前提で作ったのでレンくんが歌ってます まだまだ大人になりきれない年頃です/I wrote this because I wanted Len to sing it. I wanted the title to be based on the image of the color yellow, but orange seemed to fit best, so I chose this. But I made it with Len-kun singing it, so Len-kun sings it. I'm at an age where I haven't yet become an adult."