After Pain

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**After Pain** (アフターペイン, ***After Pain***?) is a song from MILGRAM project, created by DECO\*27 and performed by Kusunoki Mu (Kouri Arisa).

It was added into the game with a limited period as a part of collab between the game and MILGRAM.

## Game Info

 184 notes
 Beatmap:Yamajet

## Lyrics

* Kanji
* Romaji
* English

私がいなくなれば　消えればよかったの

もう聞いちゃった　知っちゃった

こんなにも　私はいらない

特別意味はないの　ハズレを引いたの

もう聞いちゃった　知っちゃった

こんなにも　私はいらない

ねえなんで痛-痛-痛いのやめてくれないの？

乾いちゃってどうしたら

ごめんの魔法はきっと　聞き飽きちゃったんだね

でもたぶん私も悪いところはあるからさ

これできっといいのかも

「生きてる」を感じたいよ　息してもいいのかな

教えて

「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ　（いつか届くかな）

「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ　（いつか届くかな）

「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ　（いつか届くかな）

「ごめんなさい」は届かないよ

痛みの中で会いましょう　私だけの居場所

心隠す死化粧　解き方は内緒

悪魔の声による刺傷　返す刃は遺書

「『あなた』が好きよ」

でもたぶん私も悪いところはあるからさ

これできっといいのかも

「生きてる」を感じたいよ　息してもいいのかな

教えて

「ごめんなさい」が聞こえないよ？　（いつか聞こえるかな）

「ごめんなさい」が聞こえないよ？　（いつか聞こえるかな）

「ごめんなさい」が聞こえないよ？　（いつか聞こえるかな）

「ごめんなさい」が聞こえないよ？

私がいなくなれば　消えればよかったの

もう聞いちゃった　知っちゃった

こんなにも私はいらない

Watashi ga inakunareba kiereba yokatta no

Mou kiichatta shicchatta

Konna ni mo watashi wa iranai

Tokubetsu imi wa nai no hazure wo hiita no

Mou kiichatta shicchatta

Konna ni mo watashi wa iranai

Nee nande ita-ita-itai no yamete kurenai no?

Kawaichatte doushitara

Gomen no mahou wa kitto kikiakichattanda ne

Demo tabun watashi mo warui tokoro wa aru kara sa

Kore de kitto ii no kamo

"Ikiteru" wo kanjitai yo iki shite mo ii no kana

Oshiete

"Gomennasai" wa todokanai yo (Itsuka todoku kana)

"Gomennasai" wa todokanai yo (Itsuka todoku kana)

"Gomennasai" wa todokanai yo (Itsuka todoku kana)

"Gomennasai" wa todokanai yo

Itami no naka de aimashou Watashi dake no ibasho

Kokoro kakusu shinigeshou Hodokikata wa naisho

Akuma no koe ni yoru shishou Kaesu yaiba wa isho

"'Anata' ga suki yo"

Demo tabun watashi mo warui tokoro wa aru kara sa

Kore de kitto ii no kamo

"Ikiteru" wo kanjitai yo iki shite mo ii no kana

Oshiete

"Gomennasai" ga kikoenai yo (Itsuka kikoeru kana)

"Gomennasai" ga kikoenai yo (Itsuka kikoeru kana)

"Gomennasai" ga kikoenai yo (Itsuka kikoeru kana)

"Gomennasai" ga kikoenai yo

Watashi ga inakunareba kiereba yokatta no

Mou kiichatta shicchatta

Konna ni mo watashi wa iranai

If I was gone, If I had just disappeared

I overheard, I found out

How much I'm not needed

There's no special meaning, I got the short end of the stick

I overheard, I found out

How much I'm not needed

Why won't you stop hurt-hurt-hurting me?

My heart is all dried up

My sorry spells must be wearing off

But I guess some of it is my fault

Maybe it's ok as it is

I want to feel "alive", is it ok if I breathe?

Tell me

"I'm sorry" won't reach anyone (I hope it will someday)

"I'm sorry" won't reach anyone (I hope it will someday)

"I'm sorry" won't reach anyone (I hope it will someday)

"I'm sorry" won't reach anyone

Let's meet up inside the pain, a place just for me

Postmortem makeup to hide my heart, how to solve it is a secret

The stabbing of the little devil's voice, counterattack being a suicide note

"I love YOU"

But I guess some of it is my fault

Maybe it's ok as it is

I want to feel "alive", is it ok if I breathe?

Tell me

"I'm sorry" can't be heard by anyone (I hope it will be someday)

"I'm sorry" can't be heard by anyone (I hope it will be someday)

"I'm sorry" can't be heard by anyone (I hope it will be someday)

"I'm sorry" can't be heard by anyone

If I was gone, If I had just disappeared

I overheard, I found out

How much I'm not needed

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### First Mix Single Bundle

Give Me Awesome!!!! • Make My Style • Happy Around Days • Brand New World • HONEST -happy a word-

### HA! 1st Album

Panoramarium • HAPPIEST☆DREAM • Full Full ♡ Heartful • Laugh Diamond Magic

### Unreleased

HONEST -conflict01- •  Awesome, ERINNNNNN!!!! • Summer Wonder • I Love Curry and Rice♡

### Covers

Moonlight Legend • Love Revolution 21 • DAYS • Kokoro Odoru • PARTY☆NIGHT • DIVE TO WORLD • Ikuze! Kaitō Shōjo • Yes! BanG Dream! • Balalaika • Feeling Good↑↑ • H-A-J-I-M-A-R-I-U-T-A-!! • Aim to Be a Pokémon Master • Seikai wa Hitotsu! Janai!! • Help me, ERINNNNNN!! • Blazing Continent Bushilord ~Passionate Roar~ • Daydream café • Gakuen Tengoku • R.P.G.~Rockin' Playing Game • Zenryoku☆Summer! • Ultra Relax • Happy☆Material • Sparkling Daydream • Hyadain no Joujou Yuujou • Extra Magic Hour • Hitorigoto

## Peaky P-key Music

### PP 1st Album

Aspiring Supreme • Symphonic Merry-Go-Round • Keep it up • Deja Boon

### Covers

Can't Stay a Dreamy Girl • Agehachō • CYBER CYBER • Shounen Heart • Anticlockwise • Over Soul • JUST COMMUNICATION • Maji LOVE 1000％ • Kamen Rider BLACK • Borderland • Backlit Wings • Give a reason • BLACK SHOUT • Kurenai • Koigokoro • Storyteller • Pretender • Goshowa Kudasai Ware no Na wo! • NO MORE CRY • UNION

## Photon Maiden Music

### PM 1st Album

We never stop • G.A.M.E. • OVERCOME • Into the storm

### Covers

HOT LIMIT • Sidonia • Blue Field • READY STEADY GO • sakura • The Galaxy Express 999 • WHITE BREATH • Koisuru Zukei (cubic futurismo) • Synchrogazer • Android Girl • INVOKE • Blue Bird • 99 ILLUSION! • Sirius • A Cruel Angel's Thesis • Uninstall • GETCHA! • This game • pop enemy • irony

## Merm4id Music

### M4 1st Album

S.T.O.P.! • NO-NO • HOLY WORRY • I will never die

### Covers

CAT'S EYE • Cutie Honey • HONEY • Gamble Rumble • real Emotion • Dounimo Tomaranai • Fujiyama Disco • DISCOTHEQUE • Blazin' Beat • Climax Jump • EXPOSE 'Burn out!!!' • Bomb A Head! • Realize • \*~Asterisk~ • Renai♥Rider • Timing • GO!!! • Kiminosei

## RONDO Music

### RONDO 4th Single

Träumerei • "Flower Limitation and Demon's Miniascape"

### RONDO 5th Single

amaoto • "Blooming rose in the other world"

### Covers

DESIRE -Jounetsu- • Rising Hope • Leia • Tokyo Teddy Bear • Namae no Nai Kaibutsu • unravel • KiLLiNG ME • DAYBREAK'S BELL • Infinite∞REBIRTH • Fukai Mori • Journey through the Decade • killy killy JOKER • I believe what you said • RONDO-revolution • Onaji Hoshi • Wind-Up God • Kanade • DATE A LIVE • Fire

## Lyrical Lily Music

### LL 1st Single

I Shall Be a Cat • At Night on the Galactic Railroad

### LL 1st Album

Pining for the Moon • The Catcher in the Rhyme • Journey to the West • Happy Prince • Ten Nights' Dreams! • Certified Human!!!!

### LL 5th Single

A Midsummer Morning's Dream • Barkley and the Chocolate Factory

### Covers

Agapë • Touch • Sun Flare Sherbet • I·Want·To·Be·Friends • Otoko no Kunshō • Gimme! Revolution • Univer Page • Wounded Innocence • Sakura Saku • Galaxy☆Babanga Bang! • Shiny Smily Story • Undercover • Red Sweet Pea • 1st Priority • Nyandaa Wandaa Deizu • Bon Appétit♡S • Love Story wa Totsuzen ni • Bludgeoning Angel Dokuro-Chan • adrenaline!!!

## Lynx Eyes Music

### LE 1st Single

#ALL FRIENDS

### Covers

EZ DO DANCE • Love again • I'm proud • survival dAnce ~no no cry more~

## UniChØrd Music

### UC 1st Single

Synchronicity • DJ NANMO WAKARAN • Hajimari Beat

### UC 2nd Single

KurikaeStep • PICO PICO ONDO • Imagina-leaper

### Covers

INTERNET OVERDOSE • Maware! Setsugetsuka • Happy Synthesizer

## Abyssmare Music

### AM 1st Single

Get into the Abyssmare • WINNER • I AM THE BEST

## Game BGM

### Bushiroad

All is mind! • Existence Living in the Depths

### DONUTS

* Tokyo 7th Sisters: LOVE AND DEVIL • SEVENTH HAVEN • AMATERRAS • TRIGGER • HEAVEN'S RAVE • Fall in Love • Kodomo de Hero • Mitsubachi • Ci+Lus Wa Kataomoi • MELODY IN THE POCKET
* Your Majesty: Pledge of Gold • Obey the Majesty

### JALECO

Ninja JaJaMaru-kun Medley • Argus (BGM1) • Bases Loaded • City Connection Medley

### CAPCOM

* Rockman (Mega Man): Rockman 2 Medley 1 • Rockman 2 Medley 2
* Street Fighter 2: Street Fighter II Medley 1 • Street Fighter II Medley 2
* Monster Hunter: Proof of a Hero • Stars at Our Backs • Murmurs from the Land Forbidden • Succession of Light
	+ World Medleys: 1st Medley • 2nd Medley • 3rd Medley
* Others: Ghosts 'n Goblins Medley

### TAITO

* DARIUS Series: CAPTAIN NEO ~ BOSS SCENE1 • CHAOS～BOSS SCENE7 • FAKE
* Groove Coaster: Groove the Heart • It's a pit world • Solar Storm • Little Higher • DX Choseinou Full Metal Shojo • BUCHiGiRE Berserker
* Others: Bubble Bobble Medley • DADDY MULK • The Legend of Kage Medley • URBAN TRAIL

### SEGA

* GekiChuMai: Oshama Scramble! • Shakkiiin!! • Titania • Caliburne ~Story of the Legendary sword~ • Trrricksters!! • Falsum Atlantis.
* Sakura Wars: Geki! Teikoku Kagekidan • Hanasaku Otome • Mihata no Moto ni • Chijou no Senshi
* Others: OPA-OPA! • Space Harrier • Magical Sound Shower • Final Take Off • Monster Land RND.1

### Touhou Project

Shanghai Scarlet Teahouse • Bloom Nobly, Ink-Black Cherry Blossom ~ Border of Life • Septette for a Dead Princess • U.N. Owen Was Her? • Love-Colored Master Spark • Pure Furies • Cirno's Perfect Math Class • Bad Apple!! feat. nomico • Fantasy Satellite • Night of Knights / Knight of Nights

### WACCA

Let you DIVE! • Knight Rider • ADAM • ONOMATO Pairing!!! • Quon • Invisible Frenzy • Exitium • with U • Ouvertüre

### Kotodaman

Kotodaman Boss Rush Utou mix • Koi no Senritsu

### Arc System Works

Smell of the Game • Find Your One Way • The Roar of the Spark • The Disaster of Passion • Love the Subhuman Self • Necessary Discrepancy • What do you fight for • Perfection Can't Please Me • Mirror of the World • Drift

### August

Eternal Destiny • It's my precious time! • Asphodelus • Straight Sheep • On my Sheep • Good Shepherd • Aa Kenran no Yume ga Gotoku • Hajimari no Kanade

### Nier:Automata

The Bipolar Amusement Park and the Beautiful Song of Unknown • The World With the Ancients End and the Despair Broken

### Rhythm Doctor

Super Battleworn Insomniac • wish i could care less

## Instrumentals

### Unit Instrumental Themes

Lyrical Strike! • Happy Melty Party • Discordant Mermaid

### Drama

Rhythm And Police • Furuhata's Theme • Jinginaki Tatakaino Theme • Main Title (Tales of the Unusual) • Taiyō ni Hoero Theme • Mystic Antique

### Anime

Theme from Lupin III • Anun Uzumaku Namekkusei

### TV Show

Theme from Tetsuko's Room • Inscrutable Battle • Rag Time On The Rag • Jounetsu-Tairiku

### Sports

RAINMAKER • Power Hall • SUNRISE • TRUTH • LOVE & ENERGY • Golden Star • JAGUAR '13

## Collaborative Base Songs

### Other ACG

Ameagari no Mirai • Rumbling Hearts • Soul salvation • Gudafuwa Everyday • Imperfect • Motteke! Sailor-fuku • Godzilla's Theme -Singular Point- • Yuán • Paradise Lost • Love Supreme! • No Continue • Memorial • Shangri-La • Redo • DREAM SOLISTER • Soul's Refrain • Across The Horizon • Matsuken Samba II • MIRACLE RUSH • Dream Parade • Can Do • Chitty Chitty Bang Bang • Kimi no Shiranai Monogatari • Starlight challenge

### Other Base Songs

Pixel Galaxy • Notice • Robotic Girl • Air Man ga Taosenai

### Team Hitotsuyanagi

Edel Lilie • Kimi no Te wo Hanasanai • GROWING\*

### Mizuki Nana

ETERNAL BLAZE • WILD EYES • Shin Ai • Exterminate

### Hololive

Say! Fanfare! • NEXT COLOR PLANET • aqua iro palette • PEKORANDOMBRAIN • Halloween Night, Tonight! • BLUE CLAPPER • Hyakka Ryōran Hanafubuki • SHIJOSHUGI ADTRUCK • Candy-Go-Round • Daily Diary • Suspect • STARDUST SONG • Dreaming Days • AsuiroClearSky • Precious Photograph • Stellar Stellar • Everlasting Soul • HERE COMES HOPE • Zenjinrui Usagikakeikaku! • Stay Blue • Excuse My Rudeness, But Could You Please RIP? • Jouya Repaint • Sparklers

### ClariS

irony -season 02- • Connect -2017- • Hitorigoto • Fight!!

### Cardfight!! Vanguard

Are you ready to FIGHT • Vanguard • Y • Goalline • UNSTOPPABLE • Accelerate • START

### VOCALOID

* DECO\*27: Hibana -Reloaded- • Ghost Rule • Mousou Kanshou Daishou Renmei • Ai Kotoba Ⅲ
* kemu: Invisible • Life Cheating Game • Life Reset Button • Six Trillion Years and One Night Story
* Garuna (Owata-P): Turkish March - Owata \(^o^)/ • Rin-chan Now! • Magical☆Nuko Len Len • Paradichlorobenzene • Antichlorobenzene
* Others: Senbonzakura • Chururira Chururira Daddadda! • It Seems Like There's A Secret Command To Becoming Happy

### Tensura

Brand new diary • Like Flames • Reincarnate

### MILGRAM

Undercover • Weakness • Umbilical • Bring It On • **After Pain** • Throw Down • This Is How To Be In Love With You • half • Magic • MeMe • HARROW

### Princess Letter(s)!

From Yoshino Kariya • From Ayame Mizukuki • From Tayori Kingyobachi • Spring Letter(s)! • Floating Flower(s)! • Little Secret • Hajimete Tayori☆ • Yoake no Ayame • Sprout • Mienai Tsubasa • Taiyaki Idol☆Tayorin Sanjou! • Kotohana Letter(s)!

### BanG Dream!

* RAISE A SUILEN: R·I·O·T • EXIST • Embrace of light • UNSTOPPABLE
* MyGO!!!!!: MAYOIUTA

### from ARGONAVIS

* Argonavis: Y • Hoshi ga Hajimaru • Goalline • Kitto Bokura wa • Reversal
* GYROAXIA: MANIFESTO • EGOIST
* Fantôme Iris: Zakuro
* Fujin RIZING!!!: BANZAI RIZING!!!
* εpsilonΦ: Cynicaltic Fakestar

### Revue Starlight

Watashitachi wa Mō Butai no Ue • Hoshi no Dialogue • Regalia -Keishō- • Afuregu! ~Aufregendes leben~ • Rebellion • YUMEmiRO

### PreCure

* Tropical-Rouge: Viva! Spark! Tropical-Rouge! PreCure • Akogare Go My Way!!
* HeartCatch: Alright! HeartCatch PreCure! • HeartCatch☆Paradise!

### Love Live!

* Aqours: Aozora Jumping Heart • Mirai no Bokura wa Shitteru yo
* Nijigasaki High School Idol Club: Nijiiro Passions! • Colorful Dreams! Colorful Smiles!
* Liella!: START!! True dreams • Mirai wa Kaze no you ni

### SHINGEKI

Shinsoukyoku:Inferno • Umare Kawatte mo Jibun ni Naritai • Gouhou Trip: Boil Hazard • Shinsoukyoku:Lightning

### KAGINADO

Chiisana Kiseki • Tori no Uta • Toki o Kizamu Uta • Little Busters! • Last regrets • Philosophyz

### BMS Music

* THE BMS OF FIGHTERS: B.B.K.K.B.K.K. • CO5M1C R4ILR0AD • GOODTEK • ENERGY SYNERGY MATRIX • enchanted love • Vallista • Re:End of a Dream • Poppin' Shower
* Others: FREEDOM DiVE↓

### Dengeki

only my railgun • black bullet • here and there • being • Lull ~Soshite Bokura wa~ • 1st Love Story • masterpiece • WITH • SHOOT! • Chance! & Revenge! • Os-Uchuujin

### Teppen!!!

Teppen Tengoku ~TOP OF THE LAUGH!!!~ • Ahatte Teppen

### HoneyStrap

Natsuzakura • Kirameki Sprinkles • Kitare! Amai Kumi • Shinsō Kaiten HoneyStrap

### Reiwa no Di Gi Charat

Aimaisa, Kofukuron • Welcome! (D-POP version) • PARTY☆NIGHT (D-POP version)

### Fate/kaleid liner Prisma☆Illya

Just the truth • kaleidoscope • Wonder Stella • starlog

### Hifumi, inc.

* Aitsuki Nakuru: Domination • Killer neuron • Evil Bubble • Souen no Frontier • Ragnarok in Remembrance • Gyakusaka
* Natsume Itsuki: Souen no Frontier • Castaway of Rebellion • Limitless • Ragnarok in Remembrance • ANAMNESIS

### Strawberry Prince

Love Love Alien • Accelerate • Teenage Crush Chocolate (Christmas Version) • Shangri-La For The Two of Us • START

### HARDCORE TANO\*C

ALiVE • T+ VS SHARK • BATTLE NO.1 • Poppin' Shower • RAV#GIRL • BLVST BEVT • You & DIE • Sound Chimera • SUPER EMULATOR • Odin • FACE

### iMarine Project

Stand up! Blaze up! • The Boon! • Wave the Remember • Go Wave! • DANCING CRAZY • So bright So high Sunlight

### Classroom of the Elite

Minor Piece • Dance In The Game • Caste Room

## Other songs from D4DJ Franchise

### First Mix ED Single

WOW WAR TONIGHT ~Toki ni wa Okose yo Movement~ • Feeling Good↑↑

### D4 FES. Unit Shuffle

* D4DJ Original: Your Love ♡ • Choose me Choose love • Doki Dokiss
* Covers: Happy Happy Friends

### #D4DJ\_BATTLE\_TIME

#D4DJ\_BATTLE\_TIME (Blue Side Ver.) • D4DJ in the house • #D4DJ\_BATTLE\_TIME GONG (GROOVY!! Ver.)

### April Fools

Kurumi and Miiko's Prank DJ Medley • Kurumi and Miiko's Shocking Coaster

### 3rd Anniversary Unit Joint

Dawn of the world & Half-boiled wonderland • Vs or vS • CYBERPUNK • Eight Tones • The Aschenputtel Of The Cinders • Vital Sign

### D4DJ Exclusive Tracks

Melodious Stars • Peaky Around!! • Delightful Party

### Solo Covers

Strike the Blood • Shiki no Uta • Ankoku no Tsubasa • Fantastic future • Plastic Love • Fansa • Let The Show Begin • Kimagure Mercy • Platinum • Probably • Lum's Love Song • Itteki no Eikyo • Romeo & Cinderella • Fuwafuwa Time • Renai Circulation • Ao To Natsu • The☆Peace! • Kataomoi • About a Voyage • Makasete Tonight • Dear My Friend • Shin Takara Jima • Evening Primrose • HELLO