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Hopeless Romantic

"**Hopeless Romantic**" is a currently unreleased song that will likely be on BWU4.

## Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I'm sorry that I didn't text you back
I thought that you would be the one to understand
Dont look back 'cause you did nothing wrong
Yeah, all you did was give me reasons to write some new songs
And I hope someday I get to see you soon
Take you out for lunch where we can spend the afternoon
But these things don't always play out the way
That they are supposed to do
I'm not over you

[Pre-Chorus]
Don't hurt me baby, you can take my soul
I've got mountains and fountains all filled with gold (All filled with gold)
Don't hurt me baby, you could have it all
I don't want nothin'
Just wonderin' why you won't fall

[Chorus]
I'm a hopeless romantic (Oh, I, I, I)
Know you can't stand it (When I call your line)
I'm a broken vedantic (I like it when you cry)
I'm so fucked up inside
I'm all fucked up inside

[Verse 2]
One day when the sky is blue
Sittin' by the lilacs hide the truth
Or I had not yet been a part of you
I have never understood why I was drawn to
Chaos pain and all these tissues
Riddled with the tears that I pursue
This isn't right, it's not my fight
It's not my issue, draw the line
I shouldn't miss you, shouldn't cry
But why do I? Romanticize believe the lies
Believe that you were thinking twice
This is the story of my life, I'll say goodbye

[Pre-Chorus]
Don't hurt me baby, you can take my soul
I've got mountains and fountains all filled with gold (All filled with gold)
Don't hurt me baby, you could have it all
I don't want nothin'
Just wonderin' why you won't fall

[Chorus]
I'm a hopeless romantic (Oh, I, I, I)
Know you can't stand it (When I call your line)
I'm a broken vedantic (I like it when you cry)
I'm so fucked up inside
I'm all fucked up inside
Just A Boy (Minute-Long Song)

### Description

“**Just A Boy**” is an unreleased minute-long song made in 2022. This song is a remake of an older song from 2022 with the same name. I was changed again later on to end up on the album **Lucid Dreams** as the song "**Migraine**".

## Lyrics

 [Verse 1]
...Maybe you'll be listening nonstop

[Chorus]
Hop off the highway
I've been having migraines
I've been waiting for a while to have it my way
Oof, just a boy acting like a goof
I've got fifty-five voices saying
I gotta do what they all say
Got me looking sideways
I don't wanna write a song about a heart-break
Oof, just a boy acting like a fool
Got a hundred things I'd rather do

[Verse 2]
I don't like what...
Trauma

### **Description**

"**Trauma**" is a song released as a single on August 4th, later released as the eleventh track on his fourth album, Lucid Dreams.

## Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Growing up, I never had a lot of money
I never had a phone, always was a little hungry
Used to find it hard to sleep
When I could hear my mother sobbing
I was 10 back then
I didn't have a room, had to buy used shoes
I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse
And every time I fell, I would blame it on myself
Even if it was an accident

[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe, it's not what I want
Oh, I've seen better days, and the moment fucking sucks
But I'll be damned if I don't stop, and, honestly, why not?
When nobody gives a fuck?

[Chorus]
But sometimes I just can't help myself
I wanna give up trying and start doing somеthing else
Sometimеs I just get overwhelmed
I know it's in my mind, but I think I need some help
Sometimes I just can’t help myself

[Verse 2]
I was an outcast
Thrown out to dry and get laughed at
Too shy to talk about home
I always thought life was supposed to be cold
And, oh, I’ve been so lost without hope
I got a window in my head, it’s a casket
You know I've been wishing I was dead, but I mask it
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[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe, it's not what I want
Oh, I've seen better days, and the moment fucking sucks
But I'll be damned, if I don't stop, and, honestly, why not?
When nobody gives a fuck?

[Chorus]
But sometimes I just can't help myself
I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
I know it's in my mind, but I think I need some help

[Bridge]
Because it’s all I know
My hands around my throat
Pray that I won’t let go this time around
But every single time I try to shut my eyes
I see the reason why I’m not alone

[Chorus]
Sometimes I just can’t
But sometimes I just can't help myself
I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
I know it’s in my mind, but I think I need some help
Sometimes I just can’t help myself
[Outro]
I think we got it
Two Moons

Track no. 1 in the Album **Fever Dreams**

it is the most popular song in the album, containing over 26,263,823 views from Youtube.

it is also the first song that blew up from TikTok.

## **Lyrics**

[Verse 1]
Two moons, I can feel myself start catching on fire
But you knew, yeah, you kept it to yourself, to yourself
Two moons, I get lost on my way searching for liars
This ain't good for my health, no, this ain't good for my health

[Chorus]
Sorry, please excuse me for my mess
My heart's been pouring through my chest
I fell through corridors of broken floors
I'm sorry that I left
Fell asleep in my new bed
I can't feel happy in my head
I see two moons and nothing more
I close my door, I'm left with less

[Verse 2]
I don't feel serene (No)
No, I don't feel too clean (Oh)
And I don't want to be the one to make you cry
I'll play inside, I'll start a fire
I'll tell your friends that I lost my mind
It'll take a while, but I'll start to smile
Broken windows and broken tiles
Frozen willows will go for miles
Hope will let go, yeah, that's it's style
And you don't know where my soul's heading
I'm forgetting you, so I'll say

[Chorus]
Sorry, please excuse me for my mess
My heart's been pouring through my chest
I fell through corridors of broken floors
I'm sorry that I left
Fell asleep in my new bed
I can't feel happy in my head
I see two moons and nothing more
I close my door, I'm left with less

[Post-Chorus]
Ooooh, Oooooh
(Ooooh, Ooooh)

[Verse 3]
Left, right, my eyesight is diminishing
My life sucks, at night I tried to finish it early
Pearly whites get blurry
Surely I'll go bite the dirty dust
Cuts deeper as my head goes nuts
I'll be a believer if I ever see trust
I must be disgusting rust
God, I hate myself, I just wanna unplug
Yeah, fuck no, I go where I want to
But I'm stuck in my bedroom
I'm telling lies to keep myself from hurting those around you
Yeah, after all these years, I found you (I found you, again)

[Chorus]
Sorry, please excuse me for my mess
My heart's been pouring through my chest
I fell through corridors of broken floors
I'm sorry that I left
Fell asleep in my new bed
I can't feel happy in my head
I see two moons and nothing more
I close my door, I'm left with less

[Outro]
Ooooh, Oooooh
Before I Die

### Description

"**Before I Die**" (previously known as Cocoon as a one-minute-long song on YouTube Shorts), is the 12th track (track 6 on Disc 2) on BoyWithUke, AKA Charley Yang's fourth album, Lucid Dreams.

## Lyrics

[Intro]
Alright, one, and two, and three, and four, and

[Verse 1]
One month left, my doctor shakes his head, yeah
He don't look so good, he should just rest
Ba-da-bum, bum-bum-bum
Trying hard not to vomit on my bed
He says, I should say goodbye to all my friends

[Chorus]
Before I die, need a little bit, I just need a little bit more
Before I die, I just wanna be rich, I don't wanna die poor
Before I die, I wanna marry her and then I want a divorce
Before I die, I don't wanna die young, I just wanna live more (One, two three, four)

[Verse 2]
Let's just keep on staying up past two (It's a bad idea)
I still see cigarettes by your shoes (Ew, clap, clap)
When are we going to the zoo? (Bitch, when the fuck we leaving?)
There's so many things that I want to do with you

[Chorus]
Before I die, need a little bit, I just need a little bit more
Before I die, I just wanna be rich, I don't wanna die poor (Oh-oh)
Before I die, I wanna marry her and then I want a divorce
Before I die, I don't wanna die young, I just wanna live more (Oh-oh)

[Bridge]
Bitch, take me back to Tokyo
Can you take me where I wanna go? (Go, go, go, go?)

[Chorus]
Before I die, need a little bit, I just need a little bit more
Before I die, I just wanna be rich, I don't wanna die poor (Oh-oh)
Before I die, I wanna marry her and then I want a divorce
Before I die, I don't wanna die young, I just wanna live more (Oh-oh)
BoyWithUke

BoyWithUke, known Charley Yang, is a Korean-American singer, musician and internet personality. BWU first gained popularity on the online platform TikTok with his single "Two Moons" and later releases "Toxic" and "Understand". "Toxic" was a cover of the original song by Britney Spears, and it gained fame suddenly, letting people know about the new ukulele artist BoyWithUke.

## Albums

He has released four albums:

* Fever Dreams (2021)
* Melatonin Dreams (2021)
* Serotonin Dreams (2022)
* Lucid Dreams (2023)

These albums are nicknamed 'The Dream Saga.'

## Identity

In 2023, BoyWithUke did a face reveal. He usually wore an electric mask with round blue eyes and nothing else, and has kept his identity a secret ever since he had started his music career as the masked musician 'BoyWithUke.' In the end of the Official Music Video 'Homesick,' he shows himself without the mask for a few seconds and ends the video completely. In the next and final Official Music Video of the Lucid Dreams album, 'King of Nothing,' he is displayed in the full video without the mask entirely. The same period, he reveals GIFs and videos of his face reveal on TikTok, X (formerly Twitter), etc. Now he has been uploading videos and pictures on SNS without his mask, as he said that he is no longer planning to use the mask during his future career as BoyWithUke.
Sleep Deprived

## Sleep Deprived

### **Description**

"**Sleep Deprived**" is about (more info)

## **Lyrics**

[Verse 1]
Is it wrong that I still like you, baby?
Is it wrong that I write you songs?
Am I wrong for holding on to my feelings?
That I've felt for, oh, so long

[Chorus]
Maybe I should go to sleep
Been thinking that I might be over my head in too deep
I'm having fever dreams in my bed while I count my sheep
I become deprived of my sleep and mental health is weak
I think, I think

[Verse 2]
It gets tough when I see your face light up
Like a candle when you look in his eyes
I hope that you could see my silence
Pray for God I stay in disguise

[Chorus]
So maybe I should go to sleep
Been thinking that I might be over my head in to deep
I'm having fever dreams in my bed while I count my sheep
I becomе deprived of my sleep and mental hеalth is weak
I think, I think
Route 9

## **Lyrics**

[Refrain]
Funny that I fall apart
When I streamline route 9 with my car, I scream
Insomnia won't keep me up
But when morning comes I'm almost out of steam
I hold on to all my vices while my head is in a crisis
I hurt my feet, and I dot my T's
And I clean my room like twice a year
When I'm breaking down
I'm a sex machine in my dreams

[Chorus]
Ooh, please, don't ever leave
I said please, don't ever leave
Oh, oh, ooh, oh
Please, don't ever leave
I said please, don't ever leave

[Verse]
I drive by Lincoln Avenue
When I feel down just to look at you
I know that it's strange
And when the light comes shining through the sky
I felt it coursing through my veins
I switch lanes
I don’t listen to the voices in my head
I'm going Mach 1 on route 9
And I cleaned my room for the second time
This year, you asked me how I was, “I'm fine”, I lied

[Chorus]
Ooh, please, don't ever leave
I said please, don't ever leave

[Refrain]
Funny that I fall apart (Please don't)
When I streamline route 9 with my car, I scream (Ever leave)
Insomnia won't keep me up (Please don't)
But when morning comes I'm almost out of steam (Ever leave)
I hold on to all my vices while my head is in a crisis (Please, don't ever)
I hurt my feet, and I dot my T's (Leave)
And I clean my room like twice a year (Please don't)
When I'm breaking down (Ever)
I'm a sex machine in my dreams (Leave)
Tori Amos: Little Earthquakes

Tori Amos Tour Exclusive Edition

### Writer(s)

Neil Gaiman, Margaret Atwood, Leah Moore, Colleen Doran, Derek McCulloch, Annie Zaleski, Marc Andreyko, Cat Mihos

### Artist(s)

Bilquis Evely, David Mack, Lar deSouza, Neil Kleid, Alison Sampson

### Designer(s)

Lauryn Ipsum

**Tori Amos: Little Earthquakes** is a graphic novel produced by Z2 Comics in association with Tori Amos. The graphic novel is based on Amos' breakout album. Tori Amos: Little Earthquakes is due to be released in September 2022.

## Publisher's Summary

*The official graphic novel celebrating 30 years of Tori Amos's breakout album: Little Earthquakes. The landmark release that established her iconic thematic voice, as well as her live intensity behind the keys with unflinching lyrics and songs that would inspire generations of artists and musicians. This graphic novel demonstrates the lasting influence of this defining work with 24 stories inspired by the 12 songs on the album, as well as the 12 ‘B-sides’ that accompanied the album and its associated singles. With star writers such as Neil Gaiman and Margaret Atwood being assembled by Z2 editor Rantz Hoseley, who previously edited the multi-award-winning Comic Book Tattoo, and who painted the cover for her recent Christmastide EP.*

## Editions

### Tori Amos Tour Exclusive Edition

* 12” x 12” Oversized Deluxe Edition Graphic Novel with Slipcase
* 3 (Three) 12"x12" prints by Jason Levesque, KAKO and David Mack

### Deluxe Oversized Edition

* 12” x 12” Oversized Deluxe Edition Graphic Novel with Slipcase
* Little Earthquakes - Vinyl LP
* Little Earthquakes: The B-Sides - PICTURE DISC - Vinyl LP
* 3 (Three) 12"x12" prints by Jason Levesque, KAKO and David Mack

### Platinum Edition

* Oversized 12"x12" Embossed foil hardcover graphic novel with placeholder ribbon - SIGNED by Tori Amos and numbered
* Little Earthquakes - Vinyl LP
* Little Earthquakes: The B-Sides - PICTURE DISC - Vinyl LP
* 2 (Two) 12" x 12" prints by Jason Levesque and KAKO
* 1 (One) 12" x 12" print by David Mack. SIGNED by Tori Amos and David Mack
* Enclosed in a Die-cut clamshell case designed to echo the iconic wooden box on the cover of the album
* Little Earthquakes - The Graphic Album Sketch Diary

## Gallery

Tori Amos Tour Exclusive EditionStandard Edition (Hardcover)Deluxe EditionPlatinum Edition
## External links

* Tori Amos: Little Earthquakes at Z2 Comics
I Just Can’t Let You Go

"**I Just Can’t Let You Go**" is a minute-long song that will likely be on BWU4.

## Lyrics

[Verse]
...
Can't it last forever? Will it be my end?
Underneath these lies
You can hide underneath my bed
I know we're not together
I know you're not my friend
I know you feel the pressure come alive
When I feel your breath

[Chorus]
I can't let you go, I just can't let you go (Woah, oh, oh)
I can't let you know I just can't let you go...
Haha, Hi

### **Description**

"**Haha, Hi**" is about a narrator falling in love and finding their life's way through their lover.

## **Lyrics**

[Verse 1]
I think we talked about a TV show that you liked
Something I forget 'cause I was thinking, "Whoa, are her eyes real?"
Ain't no way she gon' be feeling what I feel
But I guess I'm not a psychic, 'cause she's sitting in my automobile right now
Singing as I stir my wheel, oh dear
Like how? It's been well over a year
I don't believe it when she says she misses me or when she kisses me
There must be an alternative motive I miss
So help me, please, to understand
How and why you stuck around
It's like you hopped the fence and said nobody is allowed back here
I disregarded all of my fears
And I remember when we first spoke words, I'll say, "I'm here"

[Pre-Chorus]
One, two, one, two, three, four

[Chorus]
Haha, hi, you've been on my mind
I feel quite alright
When I've got sights from your pretty eyes
I can't find out if you like the sound of my voice
It's a little squeaky, I try to make it sound deeper for you, my baby
Haha, hi, you've been on my mind
I feel quite alright
When I can see your face in the light
I can't find out if you like the sound of my voice
It's a little squeaky, I try to make it sound deeper for you, my baby

[Bridge]
(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
My baby
(Ooh, ooh) My baby (Ooh, ooh)
My baby

[Verse 2]
I don't appreciate the foliage that blocks being in love with you
Falling on each other, we catch L's but mostly W's
Worry 'bout the lack of time, another time forget to rhyme
Forget about them ends in lines and focus on our aptitude
The poly rhythmic notes upon a measure, we're the only two
Lines in a stanza that don't rhyme, but we somehow do
Winter comes and takes away the sun, but I'll follow through
Drawing inspiration from Romeo Montague
I lose my brain cells when I'm with you
I fell through the fucking room
When I saw you walking through the hallway zone
Can't breathe in this altitude
I'm left with my screws unloose
And you make me feel so good, my baby

[Chorus]
Haha, hi, you've been on my mind
I feel quite alright
When I've got sights from your pretty eyes
I can't find out if you like the sound of my voice
It's a little squeaky, I try to make it sound deeper for you, my baby
Haha, hi, you've been on my mind
I feel quite alright
When I can see your face in the light
I can't find out if you like the sound of my voice
It's a little squeaky, I try to make it sound deeper for you, my baby
Ebian Hobblepot

Ebian, Mayor of Posttown

Ebian Hobblepot, the identical twin brother of Cassian Hobblepot the true mayor of Posttown. First met the players when they first met in the town of Posttown. He under the guise of the mayor, offered the players work in defending the town from undead that had been attacking the town. The party, especially Oto seemed to bother Ebian and seemed to dislike the group despite their help in the end.

It wasn't until the party reached Artemis Cove and met Cassian Hobblepot that they realised he was an imposter. After this they hatched a plan to reveal the truth to the people of Posttown, to try and prevent this Ebian cast polymorph on Oto to prevent him from speaking, turning him into a rabbit. But the party managed to convince the citizens of Posttown of the deception. This got Ebian deposed as mayor, and he was soon executed for his crimes.
Behind the Mask

**Behind the Mask** is a rumored anonymous group behind the control of the Better BoyWithUke Server believed to have played/playing a pivotal role in guiding the community, influencing administrative decisions, and addressing important changes within the server. Despite its elusive nature, this group is believed to **consist of different-ranking community members** who work behind the scenes to safeguard the community's interests.

## Origins of Behind the Mask

Allegedly, it emerged as a result of an **internal faction of the server's staff members** although this was not perceived by the general public. The motivations behind its formation remain speculative, but it is believed that the group was created with the primary goal of **reforming the inner workings of the server** and **ensuring the stability of the community**. No concrete evidence has been presented to confirm this.

## Secrecy and Anonymous Operations

This group operates under a cloak of anonymity, with its members concealing their identities from the broader community. While it is not confirmed that all members are actively involved in the community, it is believed they exert their influence both directly and indirectly. It is likely that **Behind the Mask** operates through a system of **equal voting rights** among its members, emphasizing the democratic nature of its decision-making process. This arrangement ensures that no single member has undue power within the group, preventing any one individual from dominating its activities.

## Existence and Persistence

Due to its secretive nature, there is no concrete proof of the group's existence, leading to skepticism among some community members. The persistence of the group, if it ever existed, is also a subject of speculation. As with its origin, there is no definitive information about whether **Behind the Mask** is still active today. It is possible that the group disbanded after achieving its objectives, or it may continue to operate in secrecy, safeguarding the interests of the community.
Bag of Holding

The item bag of holding has been a recuring item throughout the campaign. From Khantos Evergreen's first artificer's focus, to being the reason of the artificer Orym Omara's disappearance, leading to an encounter with the fearsome Bagman and a worrisome interest in their weaponisation by the Owl and Spear. This useful wondrous item has been a peice of the story, a peice that has maybe not seen it's full culmination.

# Bag of Holding

Wondrous Item, uncommon

This bag has an interior space considerably larger than its outside dimensions, roughly 2 feet in diameter at the mouth and 4 feet deep. The bag can hold up to 500 pounds, not exceeding a volume of 64 cubic feet. The bag weighs 15 pounds, regardless of its contents. Retrieving an item from the bag requires an action.

If the bag is overloaded, pierced, or torn, it ruptures and is destroyed, and its contents are scattered in the Astral Plane. If the bag is turned inside out, its contents spill forth, unharmed, but the bag must be put right before it can be used again. Breathing creatures inside the bag can survive up to a number of minutes equal to 10 divided by the number of creatures (minimum 1 minute), after which time they begin to suffocate.

Placing a *bag of holding* inside an extradimensional space created by a handy haversack, portable hole, or similar item instantly destroys both items and opens a gate to the Astral Plane. The gate originates where the one item was placed inside the other. Any creature within 10 feet of the gate is sucked through it to a random location on the Astral Plane. The gate then closes. The gate is one-way only and can’t be reopened.

Notes: Utility, Container
Melatonin Dreams

Album Cover

**“Melatonin Dreams”** is BoyWithUke’s debut album, and was released on January 21, 2021.

According to him, the album most likely deals with depression (as the actual theme was censored). Melatonin Dreams, it is an album containing similar themes of depression, anxiety, and suicide, but “shows glimmers of hope in the darkness”.
Pillars of Heracles

According to Greek mythology adopted by the Etruscans and Romans, when Hercules had to perform twelve labours, one of them (the tenth) was to fetch the Cattle of Geryon of the far West and bring them to Eurystheus; this marked the westward extent of his travels. A lost passage of Pindar quoted by Strabo was the earliest traceable reference in this context: "the pillars which Pindar calls the 'gates of Gades' when he asserts that they are the farthermost limits reached by Heracles". Since there has been a one-to-one association between Heracles and Melqart since Herodotus, the "Pillars of Melqart" in the temple near Gades/Gádeira (modern Cádiz) have sometimes been considered to be the true *Pillars of Hercules*.

However in world the two Enormous Mountains found either side of the Eastern entrance to the Vóreios Sea. Famously they are said to be a result of the hero Heracles tearing apart the earth to let the water flow, connecting the two bodies of water, the Vóreios Sea and the Imisélinos Sea. The remains of the earth he pulled aside, settled into the two large mountains we know today.

Recently they have come to the parties attention when they followed the Owl and Spear's avian spy to the area of the pillars on the other side of the Vóreios Sea, the spy being followed promptly disappeared, and the party are now unsure of it's purpose.
I Wish

## **Lyrics**

[Verse 1]
I wish I was in your class
I only see you in the halls
I wish I could hold your hand and pull you close
But we don't even talk at all
At all, at all, at all
I don't wanna be that guy
I'm kind of shy
I mean, I don't feel like just saying "Hi"
And I don't wanna be alone
I just wanna be at home
Next to you with my tunes

[Chorus]
I wish I could call you, baby
But I don't think it's happening now
Feeling like a lost cause since the beginning
And it just don't want to be found
I don't wanna try too hard to be different
And I don't wanna be too loud
Oh, baby, I won't make a sound

[Verse 2]
I wonder if we'll ever meet, I hope I see you again
I hope you're healthy so I get to see you laugh with your friends
Ever since my favorite letters have been "Y, R, U, A, Q, T"
TV Documеntaries can make a seriеs talking 'bout your beauty
I think of Paris when I'm thinking of a future, it's true
I know it's weird 'cause you don't know me
And I still don't know you
In my dreams we're having birthday parties with presents I love
But I wish I could have you I, R, L
But I'm not enough

[Chorus]
I wish I could call you, baby
But I don't think it's happening now
Feeling like a lost 'cause since the beginning
And it just don't want to be found
I don't wanna try too hard to be different
And I don't wanna be too loud
Oh, baby, I won't make a sound
I wish I could call you, baby
But I don't think it's happening now
Feeling like a lost 'cause since the beginning
And it just don't want to be found
I don't wanna try too hard to be different
And I don't wanna be too loud
Oh, baby, I won't make a sound
Antisocial

"****Antisocial****" is a BoyWithUke album released on February 24, 2023. It contains three songs, one of which was released as a single 14 days prior. All of the songs on the EP are three songs from the "Minute Long Songs Volume 4" Series. Despite being released between Serotonin Dreams and Lucid Dreams, **idtwcbf (friends)** and **Nosedive** is not on Lucid Dreams since it is in Antisocial.
Enigma

## Enigma

### Producers

BoyWithUke

"**Enigma**" is an unreleased song that is likely going to be on BWU4.

## Lyrics

[Verse 1]
'Cause even when she cries
And even when doesn't try
It's like she always showing off
Her, oh, so pretty colored eyes
Even when she falls asleep
And even when she's mad at me
All that I can think is "How can she be so lovely?"

[Chorus]
Eh-oh, eh-oh, she'll never know
How can she be so lovely
Eh-oh, eh-oh, 'cause I'm not that bold
How can she—
How can she be so, be so lovely
How can she— (Oh)
How can she be so, (Oh) be so lovely
How can she— (Oh)
How can she be so, (Oh) be so—

[Verse 2]
We'll never know how this will end
We shouldn't be more than just friends
I've got someone I, I don't wanna lose
But you were the one for me, it's true
If only I met you in my dreams
If only I was seventeen
Wish I could lie and call you mine
'Cause you're the right one at the wrong time

[Chorus]
Eh-oh, eh-oh, she'll never know
How can she be so lovely
Eh-oh, eh-oh, 'cause I'm not that bold
How can she—
How can she be so, be so lovely
How can she— (Oh)
How can she be so, (Oh) be so lovely
How can she— (Oh)
How can she be so, (Oh) be so—
Discord Server

BoyWithUke used and still uses Discord as and outreach strategy to engage with his community. Over the years 4 main Discord servers were created, one of them being extinguished.

## History

The first BWU Discord server was created on **January 31st 2021**, by some community members. The server ended up under the management of **Darren, Nico and Peri**, the three main admins, being ownership and most of the setup done by Darren.

The server grew with BWU success and the relaxed moderation rules the small server was accustomed to weren't sufficient to ensure a healthy, inclusive and safe community. In an effort to tackle these struggles the team of admins of the server decided it was best to create and rebuild a more stable one. The first Discord server saw it's end in **December 2022** and the community was transferred to a new one.

The replacement server exists to this day under the name of **Better Boywithuke Server**. It existed in official capacity until **June 2023**, when BWU label company, unsatisfied with the moderation and community of the server, decided to create a new one which saw limited success compared to the unofficial one.

> Peri explained things in the stage, however ill say it here for all those who missed it.
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> Here’s what happened. The label took the “official” out of the server name, but that’s literally all they did. This server is still staying the same, and BoyWithUke ISN’T leaving the server.
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> We are still keeping up to date with all things BoyWithUke and he isnt leaving the server!!
> Once more, the only thing thats changing is the server went from “Official” to “Casual”.
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> Let’s keep this server up! [...]
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> Stay safe and love you all.
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> Darren

• Peri announced stepping down on the 28th of November 2023.

## Servers

At the time of writing two relevant servers exist:

• **BoyWithUke [Official]** | 5k members | https://discord.com/invite/boywithukeofficial

• **Better Boywithuke Server [Unofficial]** | 20k members | https://discord.com/invite/boywithuke

• **BoyWithUke Fans [Unofficial]** | 1k members | https://discord.com/invite/tDXfc8VGPs

BoyWithUke is present in the first two servers.

## Trivia

* There's a conspiracy theory in the server: Behind the Mask
Cranium (Original)

This is the original version of "**Cranium**", which is also a minute-long song.

## Lyrics

[Verse]
Have you ever wondered why I look so tired?
Why I don't seem to be alright?
Don't you ever wonder how I feel inside my cranium?
It's a stadium

[Chorus]
With a maximum occupancy reached
Far beyond what I can see
Doesn't everybody pretend that they're happy?
Never realized how much feelings that I kept in me
I can't believe how much I bleed...
Blue

## Blue

### Description

"**Blue**" is the sixth track on BoyWithUke's fourth album, Lucid Dreams.

## Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I like everything that's blue
Like the color of my room
But almost every day
The skies are colored grey
I do the best that I can do
I like everything that's blue
Like when her eyes shine like the moon
Like the slap against my face, I love the aftertaste
I've got nothing left to lose

[Chorus]
The ocean says that I can go wherever, but it lies
I tried so hard to be myself despite this weather
We're up all night 'cause we don't like the treasure that we find
I'll right the wrongs I wrote to get us back together

[Post-Chorus]
I-I-I-I, I-I
I tried so hard to be myself despite this weather
I-I-I-I, I-I
I tried so hard to be myself despite this weather

[Verse 2]
I like everything that's blue
Like the TV when it's mute
I'm trying not to rest
But I'm lying on my bed
With myself inflicted bruise
I like every–, wait

[Bridge]
I'll keep you from my heart, far away from harm
Got teeth along my arms when I hold you
I'll keep you in the dark, where I don't know where you are
It's so hard, but I have to
So run away from me, I'm not what you see
Tearing down the lights in my bedroom
It's better, if I'm blind and I don't know where to find you

[Chorus]
The ocean says that I can go wherever, but it lies
I tried so hard to be myself despite this weather
We're up all night 'cause we don't like the treasure that we find
I'll right the wrongs I wrote to get us back together

[Post-Chorus]
I-I-I-I, I-I
I tried so hard to be myself despite this weather
I-I-I-I, I-I
I tried so hard to be myself despite this weather

[Outro]
Blue, If only I had thought it through
I'm running out of breath, and it seems as if you're deaf
I liked everything with you
All I Ever Wanted

"**All I Ever Wanted**" is a unreleased BoyWithUke song that will likely be on BWU4.

## Lyrics

[Chorus]
Can you hear
The church bells ring?
Here he comes
It's the king of kings
His hotel burns
Made of ash and strings
He's got all he wants
And lost everything

[Post-Chorus]
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-woah
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-woah
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-woah...

[Verse 1]
Tell me how to stop
I wanna get off
Nervous when I talk about it
See I'm struggling with thoughts
What I used to love
Losing patience in the passion
Used to think about my younger self
Before I had the wealth
Like when we got donations
Just a kid feeling what he felt
Dealing with the issues that he manifested
Tried his best with what he got
What he got lost in
What hes not
No hes not a singer and he doesn't talk
He just got caught in a sub-plot
Soon as shot was over
Turned into a loner
Started losing power in his own songs
He was just a poser
Looking for the closure that he never got

[Chorus]
Can you hear
The church bells ring?
Here he comes
It's the king of kings
His hotel burns
Made of ash and strings
He's got all he wants
And lost everything

[Post-Chorus]
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-woah
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-woah
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-woah...

[Verse 2]
All my friends are gone
I fought for far too long
I'm sorry I'm not what you wanted
Aren't you just so disappointed
Can't even look me in the eyes
Don't tell me its my fault
That I'm out of my mind
Oh, what am I
And all my friends are gone
I don't know where they've gone

[Bridge]
So I'll just let go of this single
Trying way too hard
To find you in dark
I forgot so I won't fly away from harm
Without you in my arms
Let me know what you want
Just tell me what you need
I'll be what you want
Want me to be
ohhhh-oh-ohhh
I said ohhhh-oh-ohhh-ohhhh-oh-ohhh

[Chorus]
Can you hear
The church bells ring?
Here he comes
It's the king of kings
His hotel burns
Made of ash and strings
He's got all he wants
And lost everything

[Post-Chorus]
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-woah
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-woah
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-woah...
All I Want

## All I Want

### Description

"**All I Want**" is an unreleased BoyWithUke song that will likely be on BWU4.

## Lyrics

[Verse 1]
...
There he goes all alone
Fastest story ever told
When the fabric of his clothes
Couldn't hold his many hopes
Left to die on his throne
There's no worth in the songs he wrote
Stuck in La La Land with all his fans
He doesn't even know

[pre Chorus]
Where do we go
When we get lost in the shed (In the shed)
Oh, you just know I do not entertain (Entertain)
Oh, I'm so lost, I just fell in love with the pain
Can you take me home? I forgot my way

[Chorus]
All I want is someone I can trust
With all my secrets, I'm the worst
Got a lot to tell but I don't know you well
And all I want is all your love
Can you find all my pieces in the dirt?
Can't go by myself, I need somebody else

[Verse 2]
...
I know that you loved me
I'll never forget
I'll fall in love again

[Chorus]
All I want is someone I can trust
With all my secrets, I'm the worst
Got a lot to tell but I don't know you well
And all I want is all your love
Can you find all my pieces in the dirt?
Can't go by myself, I need somebody else
Blurry Nights

## **Lyrics**

[Verse 1]
You said that you love me, but you told a lie
Outside you're lovely, but I've seen inside
And all of your friends told me, time wasn't right

[Pre-Chorus]
You go too slow, you stay so cold
I speak my mind, you still say no

[Chorus]
It's blurry nights that haunt my mind
Don't wanna find out, might just cry
I might have tied myself up high
And just let go, I'll touch the sky for you
It's blurry nights I can't get through
You told me lies I thought were true
But I'll get over you

[Bridge]
(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)

[Verse 2]
Two things on my birthday
I don't want a cake give me a sundae
Where I don't think of getting hanged
I don't wanna play just give one day

Where I don't think of getting played
I'm a sensitive guy with no touché
I done fucked up, on my plate
I got plenty of problems, It's too late

[Chorus]
It's blurry nights that haunt my mind
Don't wanna find out, might just cry
I might have tied myself up high
And just let go, I'll touch the sky for you
It's blurry nights I can't get through
You told me lies I thought were true
But I'll get over you

[Bridge]
(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)

[Pre-Chorus]
You go too slow, you stay so cold
I speak my mind, you still say no

[Chorus]
It's blurry nights that haunt my mind
Don't wanna find out, might just cry
I might have tied myself up high
And just let go, I'll touch the sky for you
It's blurry nights I can't get through
You told me lies I thought were true
But I'll get over you
Kind of Sick of Life

## **Lyrics**

[Intro]
(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh)

[Verse 1]
I don't wanna take out loans, I don't wanna be at home
I don't wanna say goodbye and I don't wanna be alone
I just wanna stay inside, I don't know how or where I'd hide
And I don't wanna suicide, but I'm getting sick of life

[Chorus]
I wake up every morning feeling like a sack of shit
And it don't matter if it's pouring outside
'Cause I'm so sick of all the fallacies and galaxies I make with all the sticks I find
And words that rhyme, I try to cry, I tried to mind my pessimist
But consciousness is closing in, and my resolve is wearing thin
Impulsiveness is my illness and demons like to listen in
I'm falling through the corridor of all the things that I adore
I open doors and find a corpsе, but I ignore it, of course

[Post-Chorus]
Yeah, I ignorе it of course
Yeah, I ignore it of course

[Verse 2]
I just wanna spend the night
I just wanna stop the fighting I hear inside my head
I just wanna hold you tight
I just kinda feel uneasy when it approaches evening
There's monsters in my bed and there's no one that can save me
Lately, I've been feeling crazy
Numbers in my head, I'm counting student loans and babies
Maybe I'll be looking 'round for daisies
To put upon my coffin, I'll be buried in shortly

[Chorus]
I wake up every morning feeling like a sack of shit
And it don't matter if it's pouring outside
'Cause I'm so sick of all the fallacies and galaxies I make with all the sticks I find
And words that rhyme, I try to cry, I tried to mind my pessimist
But consciousness is closing in, and my resolve is wearing thin
Impulsiveness is my illness and demons like to listen in
I'm falling through the corridor of all the things that I adore
I open doors and find a corpse, but I ignore it, of course

[Post-Chorus]
Yeah, I ignore it of course
Yeah, I ignore it of course

[Outro]
(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh)
Babydoll

## Babydoll

### Description

"**Babydoll**" is the fourth track on BoyWithUke's fourth album, Lucid Dreams.

## Lyrics

[Verse]
[Intro]
(Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)

[Verse 1]
You got them purple socks, with the llamas on them
Must've missed your call, and the drama all up in
Between the walls of Nirvana, wanna make it all my fault? Make a scene

[Pre-Chorus]
Babydoll, watch me fall
Oh, we could've had it all
Take me down, watch me drown
Clean the writing on the wall
Let the rain hit my face
I've been callin' out your name
Pull the trigger, run away
Run away, run away

[Chorus]
No, I don't think we should hang out
I get confused when you're around
It's crazy as hell to say, I know
But I think it's time to let you go

[Post-Chorus]
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
(I think it's time to let you go)
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
(I think it's time to let you go)

[Verse 2]
Baby, you're making the day go by
So slow I may be mistaken
Waiting for moves to be made
Despite these woes I need to be patient
Lately it seems to be late for everything
I wish I could fake it
You say I'm hard to be there for
But your heart was always so vacant

[Pre-Chorus]
Babydoll, watch me fall
Oh, we could've had it all
Take me down, watch me drown
Clean the writing on the wall
Let the rain hit my face
I've been calling out your name
Pull the trigger, run away
Run away, run away

[Chorus]
No, I don't think we should hang out
I get confused when you're around
It's crazy as hell to say, I know
But I think it's time to let you go
If only I met you in my dreams
If only I was still asleep
You showed up at ten, I left at nine
'Cause you're the right one, at the wrong time

[Outro]
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
(I think it's time to let you go)
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
(I think it's time to let you go)
Mistwater

Capital of Hecates Ravine

**Mistwater**, the capital city of Hecate's Ravine this city on the edge of a lake is infamous for their worship of the goddess Hecate as the patron of the city, because of this they have a reputation for colluding with dark magic. Led until very recently by the Ambrogio family, they have been overthrown by the child of the previous rulers the Omistraza family, Corvelle Omistraza.
Lost

## **Lyrics**

[Intro]
([?], it's not stained, well, it looks stain
What's with all the clothes on the ground
Don't you have like a, don't you have drawers?
Jesus, how much clothes do you have?)

[Chorus]
I'm lost, I'm launched and displaced
A disgrace shot out of orbit floating into outer space
I'm amazed, I guess it's me who won the race
I'm left with 18 years of life, I still don't know my name
Notice that I walk with inhibition feeling upside down
It's blurry in my visions, are you happy?
You don't gotta lie and try to say that you're my safest sound
You'd hurry up to find out, I'm unhappy
I just wanna be around

[Verse]
Why do I deserve to die?
Doesn't everybody lie once in a while?
Why do I try to stay alive?
Why am I unorganized?
I despise the lies that keeps me tied until I reach my time
Pain hurts, yeah
Pain hurts, pain hurts
Though I try to be patient
And I know that I'm slow
I'll be open for a new interpretation
Ah, I know I've been messing around for too long
But I guess I'm too dumb to say that I'm wrong
I'm a little young to think that I'm strong
I belong to who? I hope it's not long

[Bridge]
(I hope it's not long) I'm falling down (I hope)
(I'm falling down) I'm falling down
(I'm falling, falling to you)

[Chorus]
I'm lost, I'm launched and displaced
A disgrace shot out of orbit floating into outer space
I'm amazed, I guess it's me who won the race
I'm left with 18 years of life, I still don't know my name
Notice that I walk with inhibition feeling upside down
It's blurry in my visions, are you happy?
You don't gotta lie and try to say that you're my safest sound
You'd hurry up to find out, I'm unhappy
I just wanna be around
Lucid (Interlude)

"**Lucid (Interlude)**" is the seventh track on BoyWithUke's fourth album, Lucid Dreams.

## Lyrics

[Intro]
I'm wide awake, wide awake, yeah
I'm wide awake, wide awake
I'm wide awake, wide awake, yeah
I'm wide awake, wide awake

[Chorus]
I'm wide awake, wide awake, I don't feel fear
Tidal waves of all I hate but I'm still right here
Wide awake, I'm wide awake, I don't feel fear
I'm not afraid of what you say, I said I'll stay right here

[Post-Chorus]
I'm wide awake, wide awake (Lucid dreams), yeah
I'm wide awake, wide awake (Lucid dreams)
I'm wide awake, wide awake (Lucid dreams), yeah
I'm wide awake, wide awake (Lucid dreams)

[Chorus]
I'm wide awake, wide awake, I don't feel fear
Tidal waves of all I hate but I'm still right here
Wide awake, I'm wide awake, I don't feel fear
I'm not afraid of what you say, I said I'll stay right here

[Outro]
I'm wide awake, wide awake (Lucid dreams), yeah
I'm wide awake, wide awake (Lucid dreams)
I'm wide awake, wide awake (Lucid dreams), yeah
I'm wide awake, wide awake (Lucid dreams)
I'm wide awake, wide awake, yeah
I'm wide awake, wide awake
NGL

### Description

"**NGL**" is an unreleased minute-long song uploaded as a YouTube Short video on BoyWithUke's official channel, and 'NGL' stands Not Gonna Lie. One part from the lyrics, 'I'm not a psycho,' is a reference from the Lucid Dreams album's first released song, "Migraines."

## Lyrics (unfinished)

[Verse]
We roll with our windows down
Take the long road, we're not safe or sound
I'm a psycho, but I say it proudly I know
I won't be around

[Chorus]
I like your eyes, they're like the lights
I see at night when I wanna die, I'm not gonna lie
The thoughts behind my life, I hide from you
'Cause I don't want you to cry, I'm not gonna lie
I said I like your eyes, they're like the lights
I see at night when I wanna die, I'm not gonna lie
The thoughts behind my life, I hide from you
'Cause I don't want you to cry, I'm not gonna lie...
Nightmare

## Nightmare

### Description

"**Nightmare**" is the tenth track on BoyWithUke's fourth album, Lucid Dreams.

## Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I'm too emotional, I have to let you go
I haven't cleaned my room since last time you came home
And everyday that passes by
Makes it so much harder to enjoy my life
Though, it's part of growing older
I'm sleeping with the lights off, it's better, If I'm blind
So I can get you off my mind, 'cause

[Chorus]
Every time I see you smile, I die a little bit
Heard that you've been doing well, I wonder who you're with
I pretend, I don't care, I tell myself you're right here
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare
But every time I see those eyes, I wonder if you know
You're keeping me up late at night, I don't know where to go
I pretend, I don't care, I tell myself you're right here
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare

[Verse 2]
I'm too impulsive, I didn't mean to call again
I wasn't thinking straight last night at 3 A.M
I've been having trouble tryna fall asleep
Melatonin by my side, but my will is weak
Keep notions that I'm fine so I don't need
Medicated remedies, fuck benzodiazepines

[Chorus]
Every time I see you smile, I die a little bit
Heard that you've been doing well, I wonder who you're with
I pretend, I don't care, I tell myself you're right here
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare
But every time I see those eyes, I wonder if you know
You're keeping me up late at night, I don't know where to go
I pretend, I don't care, I tell myself you're right here
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare

[Bridge]
Why do I even try? I don't know why I wanna fall in love
I wanna die, every time I see you popping up
Forget all the fights, remember the nights we had, it's not enough
I wanna lie, pretend I'm alright, but

[Chorus]
Every time I see you smile, I die a little bit
Heard that you've been doing well, I wonder who you're with
I pretend, I don't care, I tell myself you're right here
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare
But every time I see those eyes, I wonder if you know
You're keeping me up late at night, I don't know where to go
I pretend, I don't care, I tell myself you're right here
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare
Every time I see you smile, I die a little bit
Heard that you've been doing well, I wonder who you're with
I pretend, I don't care, I tell myself you're right here
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare
But every time I see those eyes I wonder if you know
You're keeping me up late at night, I don't know where to go
I pretend, I don't care, I tell myself you're right here
It's nothing but a nightmare, nightmare
Just A Boy (Original Song)

### Description

"**Just A Boy**" was a full song BoyWithUke made during 2022. BoyWithUke decided to redo the song late 2022 and then another late on, which would end up being called "**Migraine**" and the first track on BoyWithUke's fourth album **Lucid Dreams**.

## Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I'm just a boy, touched a fire so I burn
I don't avoid, so I can show you where it hurts
...think that I'm not cold
I'm just a boy, you can count away my years
Don't make me go home 'cause it's my greatest fear

[Chorus]
So I hop off the highway
I still have a migraine
I've been waiting for a while to have it my way
(Oof) Just a boy acting like a goof
I got fifty-five voices saying
I gotta do what they all say
Got me looking sideways
I don't wanna write a song about a heart-break
(Oof) Just a boy acting like a fool
Got a hundred things I'd rather do

[Verse 2]
Yeah, I'm just a boy, and I know these...
...guess for the best
And I know I've been better, let me get some rest
I got three hundred letters to get off my chest
I got blood on my sweater, I've made such a mess
I keep making these noises to pay off my debt
And I hope that it change, but I know that I lied
I don't know where I am and I don't know the time
There's so much that I hate, but I know that tonight
I'll no longer asleep 'cause this time I will

[Chorus]
Hop off the highway
I still have a migraine
I've been waiting for a while to have it my way
(Oof) Just a boy acting like a goof
I got fifty-five voices saying
I gotta do what they all say
Got me looking sideways
I don't wanna write a song about a heart-break
(Oof) Just a boy acting like a fool
Got a hundred things I'd rather do