You know, I...

**You know, I...** (あたしってさ。, *Atashi ttesa.*[?]) is a song by EO, Ako, Guchiry, Shishido, and NISHIKI featuring Hatsune Miku. It is a single, and the sixth track of the album *You know, that girl...*.

## Lyrics

* Japanese
* Romaji
* English

兎角この世は残酷なのです

溢れる不条理と理不尽と苦難を

生き抜くために一寸

狡くたって仕方ないわ

笑顔で着飾って　愛嬌を餌にして

差し伸べた手はきっと

優しく映るでしょう？

「そんな仕草は卑怯だろ」…？

「誰も彼もがあたしに振り向くように

セカイが出来ているみたい」…？

‘‘天使みたいな悪魔’’

飼い殺されてしまった心

蜘蛛の糸 かかる獲物のよう

蠱惑的 意にも介さないのに…

瞳の奥 見透かされている 不安な心

「‘‘覗かせて’’なんて言わないで」

幻想(しんじつ)から零れた本音(まぼろし)

涙にため息　これで変わらない世界はない

思い知ってよ　ほら

ね？　ヒロインはあたし

あなたじゃないの

尽かした愛想？頼んでないよ

酷いけどこれが現実なの

あなたのことは覚えてるけど

覚えてるだけ

いっそのこと蟠り絶って

楽になれば透明なまんまだ

番になんかならないわ

泥だらけの手で触れないで

梯子を外した意味を

濁る前に逃げ出した意味を

ちょっと考えればわかることでしょう

あたし

喜怒哀楽に 愛も 憎も

見尽くしたから 分かったことは

生き抜くために一寸

狡くたって仕方ない

あたし

喜怒哀楽に 愛も 憎も

見尽くしたから 忘れたこと

そう今のあたしはまるで

まるで…

"天使みたいな悪魔…

みたいな天使！"

飼い殺されてしまった心

あたしも もう あたしじゃないの

この"応え"はきっと間違いでしょう…

瞳の奥 見透かさないで この心を

"あなたの思うあたし"は

まるで嘘の愛のキューピット

ごめんね？ でもね

白も黒も灰も 全部あたし♡

見えているものと

ホントのことって

違うことが 多いかもね

大事なことだからもう一度

"兎角この世は残酷なのです"

Tokaku konoyo wa zankokuna nodesu

Afureru fujouri to rifujin to kunan o

Ikinuku tame ni chotto

Zuruku tatte shikatanai wa

Egao de kikazatte aikyou o esa ni shite

Sashinobeta te wa kitto

Yasashiku utsurudeshou？

"Sonna shigusa wa hikyou daro"…？

"Dare mo kare mo ga atashi ni furimuku you ni

Sekai ga dekiteiru mitai"…？

‘‘Tenshi mitaina akuma’’

Kai korosareteshimatta kokoro

Kumo no ito kakaru emono no you

Kowaku teki i ni mo kaisanainoni…

Jitomi no oku misukasareteiru fuanna kokoro

"‘‘Nozokasete’’ nante iwanaide"

Gensou (shinjitsu) kara koboreta honne (ma boroshi)

Namida ni tameiki kore de kawaranai sekai hanai

Omoishitteyo hora ne？ Hiroin wa atashi

Anata janai no

Tsukashita aiso？ Tanonde naiyo

Hidoikedo kore ga genjitsunano

Anata no koto wa oboeterukedo

Oboeteru dake

Isso no koto wadakamari tatte

Raku ni nareba toumeina manmada

Tsuba i ni nanka naranai wa

Dorodarake no te de furenaide

Hashigo o hazushita imi o

Nigoru mae ni nigedashita imi o

Chotto kangaereba wakaru kotodeshou

Atashi

Kidoairaku ni aizou mo

Mitsukushitakara wakatta koto wa

Ikinuku tame ni chotto

Zuruku tatte shikatanai

Atashi

Kidoairaku ni aizou mo

Mitsukushitakara wasureta koto

Sou ima no atashi wa marude

Marude…

"Tenshi mitaina akuma…

Mitaina tenshi"

Kai korosareteshimatta kokoro

Atashi mo mou atashi janai no

Kono "kotae" wa kitto machigaideshou…

Hitomi no oku misukasanaide kono kokoro o

"Anata no omou atashi" wa

Marude uso no ai no kyuupitto

Gomenne？ Demone

Shiro mo kuro mo hai mo zenbu atashi♡

Mieteiru mono to

Honto no koto tte

Chigau koto ga ooi kamone

Daijina koto dakara mouichido

"Tokaku konoyo wa zankokuna nodesu"

The reason is that this world tends to be a cruel place

Overflowing with absurdity, unreasonableness, and hardships,

In order to somewhat survive that,

It can’t be helped even if I’m just a little cunning

Dress up with a smile and use charms as bait

Surely my extended hand

Will reflect kindness, right?

“I think such a gesture is cowardly” … ?

“Everyone turns to me and

It looks like the WORLD is made for that” … ?

“Angel-like devil”

A heart that has been tamed and killed

Like a prey taken in a spider’s thread

It’s fascinating, although I don’t care a bit…

Into the depths my pupils, what's being seen through is an anxious heart

“ “Let me take a peek,” Don’t say that”

Fantasy (truth) spilling with true intentions (illusion)

Tears and sighs, the world won’t change with this

Realise it, come on

Hey? I’m the heroine

It’s not you

Exhausted compliments? I didn’t ask for that

It’s cruel but this is reality

I remember you though

Just remember

Preferably, abstain from such ill thoughts

When it gets easier, remain transparent

There’s no way we’ll become a pair

Don’t touch me with your muddy hands

The meaning of removing the ladder,

The meaning of running away before it gets murky

Just think about it a bit and you’ll understand, right?

I,

Human emotions of joy, anger, sorrow and pleasure, and love and hate…

I seen it all, I already understood it all

In order to somewhat survive that,

It can’t be helped even if I’m just a little cunning

I,

Human emotions of joy, anger, sorrow and pleasure, and love and hate…

I seen it all, I have forgotten

Yes, right now I’m just like,

Just like…

“Angel-like devil…

-like angel!”

A heart that has been tamed and killed

I am not me anymore

This “response” is surely a mistake…

Into the depths of my eyes, don’t look through into this heart,

“What you think of me” is,

Like a false CUPID of love

Pardon? but,

White, black, and grey are all me ♡

What you see and,

What is real,

There may be numerous differences for that

It’s important, so once again

“The reason is that this world tends to be a cruel place”

**Original translation done with DeepL and Google Translate, edited by Saucerijjfasac**

## External Links

### Official

* YouTube Music
* Spotify
* KarenT - Lyrics

## Trivia

* Parts of the song references the other songs in the same album.