Crowley no Yuutsu

-The idolatrous guru of a delusional cult-

"*Faith in an non-existent God.*"— **Description from the music video**
**Crowley no Yuutsu** (クローリィの憂鬱, *Crowley no Yuutsu*[?], aka The Melancholy of Crowley) is a song by Guchiry featuring IA. It his first single, the seventh track of the album *Butterfly Dream*, the second track of the album *Yume Monogatari*, and the image song for Crowley.

### Guchiry's comment

Hello, this is Guchiry.
What is love?

## Lyrics

* Japanese
* Romaji
* English

信仰　偽善　遺恨　誹謗　思想

感傷　二言　未詳　異論　持論

排斥　利益　奇跡　自問自答に

求む解答はない　回答しかない

神の名を騙り　奇跡に縋った

信徒たちの想いで　我欲を貪った

才は無い　才は無いが

神の名の下に　ただ我欲を貪っていた

歪んだ残像を　誤魔化すためのハリボテ

誰もいない　誰もいない

私のことを見ている人なんてここにはいない

偶像崇拝に溺れ沈む廃都の亡霊

救いはない　救いはない

精神薄弱　神信仰　依存症

信じる者のみ救われるなんてない

ありもしない奇跡を　求める滑稽な光景

醜さの極まった姿に　ただ嗤う

あぁ　これまで多くの愛をもらってきた

そのすべてがニセモノで作られた仮初め

誰もいない　誰もいない

私のことを見てる人なんてここにはいない

偶像崇拝に溺れ沈む廃都の亡霊

救いはない　救いはない

精神薄弱　神信仰　依存症

信じる者のみ救われるなんてない

誰もいない　誰もいない

私のことを見てる人なんてここにはいない

偶像崇拝の成れの果て　不確かな幻想

愛はない　愛はない

意識朦朧　被害妄想　不干渉

在らざる者に乞う教えなんてない

愚かな妄信者たちは祈る

何も出来ない私の救いを求めて

Shinkou gizen ikon hibou shisou

Kanshou ni koto mishou iron jiron

Haiseki rieki kiseki jimonjitou ni

Motomu kaitou wa nai kaitou shika nai

Kami no na o katari kiseki ni sugatta

Shintotachi no omoi de gayoku o musabotta

Sai wa nai sai wa naiga

Kami no na no shita ni tada gayoku o musabotteita

Iganda zanzou o gomakasu tame no haribote

Dare mo inai dare mo inai

Watashi no koto o miteiru hito nante koko ni wa inai

Guuzou suuhai ni obore shizumu hai to no bourei

Sukui wa nai sukui hanai

Seishin hakujakushin shinkou izonshou

Shinjiru mono nomi sukuwareru nantenai

Ari mo shinai kiseki o motomeru kokkeina koukei

Miniku sa no kiwamatta sugata ni tada u

Aa kore made ouku no ai o morattekita

Sono subete ga nise mono de tsukurareta karisome

Dare mo inai dare mo inai

Watashi no koto o miteru hito nante koko ni wa inai

Guuzou suuhai ni obore shizumu hai to no bourei

Sukui wa nai sukui hanai

Seishin hakujakushin shinkou izonshou

Shinjiru mono nomi sukuwareru nantenai

Dare mo inai dare mo inai

Watashi no koto o miteru hito nante koko ni wa inai

Guuzou suuhai no narenohate futashikana gensou

Ai wa nai ai hanai

Ishiki mourou higai mousou fukanshou

Arazaru mono ni kou oshie nantenai

Orokana moushinshatachi wa inoru

Nani mo dekinai watashi no sukui o motomete

Faith, hypocrisy, grudge, slander, ideology,

Sentiment, two words, unknown, disagreement, opinion,

Exclusion, benefit, miracle, self-questioning

There are no answers sought, just responses

They deceived the name of God, and clung to miracles

Indulging in selfishness with the thoughts of the believers

I have no talent, I have not talent, but

In the name of God I simply indulged in selfishness

A semblance to disguise distorted afterimages

There's nobody, there's nobody,

There's nobody here looking at me

Ghosts of the abandoned city drowning and sinking in idolatry

There's no salvation, there's no salvation

Mental retardation, belief in God, addiction

Only those who believe will be saved

A humorous spectacle demanding impossible miracles

I just laugh at the extreme ugliness of it

Ah, I've received a lot of love so far

All of it was made of temporary imitation!

There's nobody, there's nobody,

There's nobody here looking at me

Ghosts of the abandoned city drowning and sinking in idolatry

There's no salvation, there's no salvation

Mental retardation, belief in God, addiction

Only those who believe will be saved

There's nobody, there's nobody,

here's nobody here looking at me

The mere shadow of idolatry were unclear illusions

There's no love There's no love

Blurred consciousness, paranoia, abstention

There are no teachings to be sought from the non-existent

Foolish believers blindly pray

Seeking salvation for me who can do nothing

**Original translation done with DeepL, Google Translate and RomajiDesu, edited by Wojobart**

## Hidden Text

* Japanese
* Romaji
* English

彼は「クローリィ」という名前だった。

戦争により両親を失った少年。

彼は『無償の愛』に飢えていた。

「私が先だ！」

「うるさい、こっちが先だ！」

「なんだと？いつもいつも調子に乗りやがって…ッ！」

「やめなさい、奇跡は皆平等に与えられるモノなのだ。」

「あぁ、教祖様がお見えになられたぞ。」

「教祖樣…教祖樣！！」

「どうぞ、教祖様。こちら本日の朝食となります。」

「… …。」

「教祖様、私の子どもを診てください…ッ！」

「教祖様…神の御加護をわたくしめにも……っ！」

「… … … …。」

先の戦争によって退廃した都市。

かろうじて生き残った人々は、

未だ生きる活力を見出せずにいた。

そんな中、突如現れた『奇跡』。

人々は彼を『神の化身』として崇めた。

或る者は侍者として自らを、

或る者は供物として食物を、

彼に差し出した。

そして信カルトが生まれた。

妄信者たちは彼に愛を与えた。

その見返りとして奇跡を得ようとした。

そのことが彼のことを酷く傷つけた。

親を亡くした彼は『無償の愛』を求めていた。

「私は真に愛されていたわけではなかった。」

そう自覚したあの日から、

彼は今でも『無償の愛』を求めている。

「愛されたいと願うことは、罪ですか。」

Kare wa "Kurourii" toiu namaedatta.

Sensou niyori ryoushin o ushinatta shounen.

Kare wa "mushou no ai" ni ueteita.

"Watashi ga sakida!"

"Urusai, kocchi ga sakida!"

"Nanda to? Itsumo itsumo choushi ni noriyagatte... tu!"

"Yamenasai, kiseki wa mina byoudou ni ataerareru monona noda."

"Aa, kyouso sama ga o mie ni nararetazo."

"Kyouso sama... Kyouso sama!!"

"Douzo, kyouso sama. Kochira honjitsu no choushoku to narimasu."

"... ... ."

"Kyouso sama, watashi no kodomo o mitekudasai... tu!"

"Kyouso sama shin no go kago o watakushime ni mo... ... tu!"

"... ... ... ... ."

Saki no sensou niyotte taihai shita toshi.

Karoujite ikinokotta hitobito wa,

Imada ikiru katsuryoku o midasezu ni ita.

Sonna naka, totsujo arawareta "kiseki".

Hitobito wa kare o "kami no keshin" toshite agameta.

Aruru mono wa jisha toshite mizukara o,

Aruru mono wa sonaemono toshite shokumotsu o,

Kare ni sashidashita.

Soshite shin karuto ga umareta.

Moushinshatachi wa kare ni ai o ataeta.

Sono mikaeri toshite kiseki o eyou to shita.

Sono koto ga kare no koto o hidoku kizutsuketa.

Oya o nakushita kare wa "mushou no ai" o motometeita.

"Watashi wa shinni aisareteita wakede wa nakatta."

Sou jikaku shita ano hi kara,

Kare wa ima demo "mushou no ai" o motometeiru.

"Aisaretai to negau koto wa, tsumidesu ka."

His name was "Crowley".

A boy who lost his parents in the war.

He was hungry for "free love"

"I'll go first!"

"Shut up, I'll go first."

"What? You're always, always getting in the way..."

"Stop it, miracles are given to everyone equally."

"Ah, Guru is here."

"Guru... Guru...!!"

"Here you go Guru. Here is today's breakfast."

"... ... ."

"Guru, please examine my child...!"

"Guru... God bless us too"

"... ... ... ... ."

A city devastated by the previous war.

Those who barely survived,

were still unable to find the strength to live.

Amidst this, a "miracle" suddenly appeared.

People worshiped him as the "incarnation of God".

Some offered themselves to him as attendants,

Some gave food to him as an offering,

And the cult of faith was born.

The deluded gave him their love.

In return, they tried to obtain miracles.

That really hurt him.

Having lost his parents, he was looking for "free love".

"I was never truly loved."

Since that day he realized this,

He is still seeking "free love".

"Is it a sin to want to be loved?"

**Original translation done with DeepL, Google Translate and RomajiDesu edited by Wojobart**

## External Links

### Official

* YouTube
	+ YouTube (-album ver.-, album preview)
	+ YouTube (remake, album preview)
* NicoNico
	+ NicoNico (-album ver.-, album preview)
	+ NicoNico (remake, album preview)
* Spotify
* Ameba - Lyrics
* piapro - Off Vocal

### Unofficial

* SoundCloud
* VOCALOID Database

## Trivia

* For the song's second anniversary, Guchiry made a rearrangement of the song's chorus.

## Gallery

### Other

Song's cover art.Crowley drawing made to celebrate the first anniversary of the song.