Hokori Takaki Idol

**"Hokori Takaki Idol"** is a character song for the *Confession Executive Committee* song series. It is a character song for mona.

The song made its commercial debut on the doujin album *Kokuhaku Jikkou Iinkai FLYING SONGS: Aishiteru* on March 26, 2021. This song serves as one of four character songs for mona on the album.

A version of the song for male vocalists sung by Uratanuki was released on July 31, 2021.

## Song Information

### Released

March 19, 2021 (Kotoha ver.)
March 26, 2021 (CD)
June 30, 2021 (mona ver.)

### Lyrics and Composition

shito (lyrics, composition)
Gom (lyrics)

### Music

HoneyWorks (arrangement)
Nakanishi (guitar)
Kousuke Higuchi (bass)
Keiki Uto (piano)
Leon Yuki (drums)

### Characters

mona
**Cameo:**
LIP×LIP
Kobayashi
Sena Narumi
Yusuke Narumi
Ayako Narumi

### Sung by

Shiina Natsukawa
Kotoha

### Album

Kokuhaku Jikkou Iinkai FLYING SONGS: Aishiteru
#Namae Dake demo Oboetette Kudasai

## Synopsis

The song is an anthem of Mona boasting pride in her profession as an idol. She talks about how hard she and others have worked to stand where they are, how much her fans and family's commitment means to her, and that being an idol has been a passion for her.

## Lyrics

* Kanji
* Romaji
* English

私のこと知ってますか？　可愛く見えてますか？

私の歌どうだろうな　うまく歌えてますか？

衣装だとかメイクだとか　可愛く見えてますか？

振付とかファンサとかも　喜んでもらえますか？

手は冷たくなって　足は震える

それでも戦いたい　アイドルだから

バカにする奴は嫌いだ　見下されるのも嫌いだ

“アイドルなんか”という言葉を　見てもいないくせに言うな

頑張りを当然と言うな　イメージとか強制するな

“アイドルなんか”という言葉は　この世で一番大嫌いだ

 プライベート見えないから　分からないと思います

性格とか悪い方です　騙しちゃっていますか？

でも本気です本気なんです　ありのままの私を

好きになって推して下さい　それってワガママですか？

きっと可愛くない全部分かってる それでも好かれてたい

アイドルだから

皮肉言う奴は嫌いだ　言い訳ばかりも嫌いだ

“こんなもんか”という言葉を　軽々しく口にするな

勝手に限界決めるな　笑い者になんてするな

“アイドルなんか”という言葉は　この世で一番大嫌いだ

向かい風を切り裂け　誇り高きアイドル

(目指そうぜ)

応援がなければ　活動できない

好きな事ばかりじゃ　生きてはいけない

元気あげるはずが　もらってばかりだし

恩返しできる日まで

待ってて

歓声が減っても　飽きられちゃっても

それでも笑っていたい　アイドルだから

熱いファンの愛があって　スタッフさんの愛があって

いつも家族の愛があって　生きてる　(アイドル)

バカにする奴は嫌いだ　見下されるのも嫌いだ

“アイドルなんか”という言葉を　見てもいないくせに言うな

頑張りを当然と言うな　イメージとか強制するな

“アイドルなんか”という言葉は　この世で一番大嫌いだ

watashi no koto shittemasu ka? kawaiku mietemasu ka?

watashi no uta dōdarō na umaku utaetemasu ka? ishoo da toka meikuda toka kawaiku mietemasu ka?

furitsuke toka fansa to kamo yorokondemoraemasu ka?

te wa tsumetaku natte ashi wa furueru

soredemo tatakaitai aidoru dakara

baka ni suru yatsu wa kiraida mikudasareru no mo kiraida

"aidoru nanka" to iu kotoba wo mite mo inai kuse ni iuna

ganbari wo tōzen to iuna imeeji toka kyōsei suru na

"aidoru nanka" to iu kotoba wa konoyo de ichiban daikirai da

puraibeeto mienai kara wakaranai to omoimasu

seikaku to ka warui hou desu damashichatte imasu ka?

demo honki desu honki nan desu arinomama no watashi wo

suki ni natte oshite kudasai sore tte wagamama desu ka?

kitto kawaikunai zenbu wakatteru soredemo sukaretetai

aidoru dakara

hiniku iu yatsu wa kirai da iiwake bakari mo kirai da

"konna mon ka" to iu kotoba wo karugarushiku kuchi ni suruna

katte ni genkai kimeruna waraimodo ni nante suruna

"aidoru nanka" to iu kotoba wa kono yo de ichiban daikirai da

mukaikaze wo kirisake hokori takaki aidoru

mezasōze

ouen ga nakereba katsudō dekinai

suki na koto bakari ja ikite haikenai

genki ageru hazu ga moratte bakaridashi

ongaeshi dekiru hi made

mattete

kansei ga hette mo akirarechatte mo

soredemo waratteitai aidoru dakara

atsui fan no ai ga atte sutaffu-san no ai ga atte

itsumo kazoku no ai ga atte ikiteru aidoru

baka ni suru yatsu wa kirai da mikudasareru no mo kirai da

"aidoru nanka" to iu kotoba wo mite mo inai kuse ni iuna

ganbari wo tōzen to iuna imeeji toka kyōsei sunna

"aidoru nanka" toiu kotoba wa kono yo de ichiban daikirai da

 Do you know who I am?

Do you think I look cute?

What do you think about my singing?

Did I manage to sing well?

My costume and make-up,

Do I look cute wearing them?

My dancing and my fanservice too,

Do they make you happy?

My hands are getting cold

And my legs are shaking

Even so, I still wanted to keep on fighting

Because I’m an idol

I hate the people who make fun of me

I don’t like to be looked down on either

And words like “Idols are nothing”

Don’t say them when you haven’t even actually seen them!

Don’t take my hard work for granted

Don’t force an image on me

And words like “Idols are nothing”

are the one thing I hate the most in this world!

Because you can’t see my private life

I don’t think you’d know this side of me

My personality is actually pretty bad

Did I manage to fool you?

But it’s the truth, I’m being serious

Please love me the way I am

And become my fan

Is that a selfish thing to ask?

I’m sure that I’m not cute

I already knew it all

Even so, I still wanted to be liked

Because I’m an idol

I hate people who say sarcastic things

I hate people who keep making excuses too

And words like “Is that all?”

Don’t just say them so lightly!

Don’t just set limits on me

Don’t make a fool out of me

And words like “Idols are nothing”

are the one thing I hate the most in this world!

Cutting through the headwinds

A proud idol

“Let’s aim to be one”

Without all the support

I can’t do any work

I can’t live my life

by doing only the things that I like

Even though I’m supposed to give you energy,

I continue to receive them instead

Until the day I can repay you comes,

Wait for me!

Even when the cheering have died down

Even when people have gotten bored of me

I still wanted to keep smiling

Because I’m an idol

With the love given by my passionate fans

With the love given by the staff members

With the love my family have always given me

I continue to live

“As an idol”

I hate the people who make fun of me

I don’t like to be looked down on either

And words like “Idols are nothing”

Don’t say them when you haven’t even actually seen them!

Don’t take my hard work for granted

Don’t force an image on me

And words like “Idols are nothing”

are the one thing I hate the most in this world!

English translation by Haru

## Trivia

* A frame from the "Nonfantasy" PV can be seen on Mona's TV at 01:36.
* Following the trend of in-character Instagram accounts made after certain songs, Mona got her own Instagram account, mona.pink\_official, the day of the video's release.