Lilacflutter

**Lilacflutter** is a silver tabby cat with pale green eyes.

**Lilacflutter** was born as **Lilackit** to Rushingbay.

## Appearance

Lilacflutter is a short-furred silver ticked tabby cat with pale jade green eyes. She smells like flowers and nature. Their ears are a wide-set apart, and its eyes are almond. Alongside her eye shape, they have an average body size, and its body is built thin and lithe. Its face is rather angular shaped and is known to be foreign. Lilacflutter has quite silky and soft fur.

## Personality

For everything Lilacflutter stands for, it’s everything about Midnightperch and others’ opinions. Their opinions have more value than their own; chasing after an unrequited love for her best friend—their childhood friend, no less, yet every step is just a little further from the goal. But Lilacflutter is stubborn, willing to be by their side until they see her for who they are.

Finding the only one who understands her being Midnightperch, Lilacflutter clings to their friendship with as much strength as they can. He focuses as much as he can on what is there. Others don’t understand Lilacflutter, and therefore they’re not meant to be friends. They could never understand the pressure their father put upon them, thus leading to acts of “control.” Instead of finding other things to find control in, Lilacflutter focuses on pushing others around, thus being the bully. The control of others cowering is what Lilacflutter so graciously finds as control when there is no other.

Pressure lays on her from her father to find someone to have a family with and raise them within the confines of camp and the nursery. Lilacflutter is not the way its father has controlled their life to be. Lilacflutter has always failed to be the nice polite feline who would find a nice mate. The control leads to so many issues within their life. In the acts of control, Lilacflutter acts out. If Lilacflutter acts out, no one will want them, and it would so graciously fail her father.

Outwardly confident and seen as just knowing what they want, Lilacflutter shows a confidence that is a falsehood in comparison to the inside. They have issues when it comes to their self-image. His ideal process and self-image is nothing but shattered, and he feels quite insecure. Her concept of what their image should be is so gone. It feels much better to act out and let loose the rage rather than to be the perfect image their father sees. She just shows the perfect confidence.

Sensitive to everything around her, Lilacflutter’s mood is quick to shift. One day you could see a happier variant, based on everything just going her way, and the next coming from just the hardest moments than the happier day before. Everything touches in their heart with every last drop of sensitivity to their environment. Everything shapes their mood, always being unpredictable with each event around them.

With a great memory that Lilacflutter has, they find themself holding grudges, often remembering which cats get on their nerves so much that she finds herself in bad moods or raging, holding onto the grudge, building up through short temper, moodiness, and distrust. Never trusting those but the one who stood by her side all these moons, Lilacflutter never trusts anyone else.

Lilacflutter remembers the jealousy of watching his father find a new family, a new litter, and a younger half-sibling. She holds on so desperately to that grudge—a bitterness, jealousy, and hatred for the way that his younger half-sibling is able to have a much happier family with no control. Lilacflutter feels envy towards them. They had what he never had: a happy family.

## Family

**Parent:**
Rushingbay (living, confirmed)

**Half-Sibling:**
Cinderfox (living, confirmed)

**Aunts/Uncles:**
Billowfawn (living, confirmed)
Flutteringcry (living, confirmed)