N-bibibi Posts Translations

## Introduction

Faylan wrote for N-bibibi between 2021 and 2022. She shared backstage stories and things she likes. It's really good trivia for fans! Please note that the translation might not be 100% correct.

## N-bibibi Translations

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### 2021-05-13 -> **Crying during the Producer's Harsh Critique Time!? Anison singer Faylan reveals behind-the-scenes stories from her first tour.**

*1st Entry: 'Looking Back at the First Tour - Polaris*

Nice to meet you, everyone. I'm Faylan.

In my first column, I'm writing while feeling a bit nervous (laughs).

This time, I'd like to look back at my first tour, 'Polaris.'

For the first tour 'Polaris,' I was under the management of 'S inc,' and what surprised me was that I was assigned a producer!

Of course, it's not like I haven't done anything as a singer before this. I've auditioned for various things, joined an agency, and sung many songs.

However, I never imagined that someone like a producer would be assigned to me.

Then came the live tour 'Polaris' as Faylan. I had no idea that a nightmare awaited me here.

The live performance started, and I received everyone's cheers. Filled with excitement, we successfully finished the first day just like in rehearsals.

Although I still felt nervous, of course, I enjoyed it. However, I focused more on "getting through it just like rehearsals" than on having fun. And the nightmare began at the after-party.

It was the 'Hellish Harsh Critique Time' from the producer!

In front of the members of Fayband and all the staff, the public critique started. The producer had an iPad filled with notes and repeatedly asked questions for about two hours...

I cried...

I cried and ran outside to escape.

I hid behind a telephone pole and dialed the number. 'Ring, ring... Sato-san (tears) help me,' I pleaded with the president on the phone (laughs).

The next day, there was a live performance in Osaka. After receiving that massive critique, I wondered how much I could improve...

After finishing the Osaka show somehow, I managed to laugh on my way home, but once I got home, I burst into tears again.

Now, of course, I realize how much love was behind that critique and how grateful and happy I should be. I can't thank them enough.

However, at that time, it was a challenging ordeal for me.

After going through such a first live tour experience and watching various live videos, I decided to take on the challenge of my second tour, 'HAPPY SOUL DANCE'!

I wonder if I should write about that next time?

From now on, I plan to share various behind-the-scenes stories, so please look forward to it!

### 2021-06-16 -> **Was the Trigger of Anison Singer Faylan's 'Awakening' JAM Project!? The Transformation that Impressed the Producer**

*2nd Entry: 'Struggles of the Second Tour - HAPPY SOUL DANCE'*

'HAPPY SOUL DANCE' Yes, that's the name of Faylan's second tour. As a continuation from before, during the first tour 'Polaris,' I received the 'Hellish Harsh Critique' from the producer and ended up crying my eyes out...

From there, it was time for the second tour. There's no way I wouldn't feel nervous.

No, not just that... it wasn't a tour with an album release or an anniversary theme. It wasn't for any specific reason.

I'll say it again, of course!! I am extremely grateful for this rare and precious opportunity created by those who made it possible...

I was grateful... but that nightmare of a scolding from the producer was etched in my mind and didn't fade away.

Now what do I do?...

-'Study JAM Project's performances before and after'-

I received that critique from the producer... Alright! I desperately studied the movements of JAM Project members! I watched their live DVDs and attended their live performances...

I got it! And then I realized something.

'I just need to move my body freely...'

Until then, I had always thought about looking cool in the mirror, finding cool angles and movements, how I appeared, etc... That's all I had in mind. I couldn't afford to make mistakes. It had to be perfect. My MCs had to be delivered exactly as written in my script.

But the hint to overturn all of that was found in JAM Project's live performances. They were not only powerful, but they moved freely and, at the same time, elevated each other.

That's it!!

And on the day of 'HAPPY SOUL DANCE.' The producer was watching... but!! It didn't matter. Let's just have fun! Let's enjoy it with the fans no matter what! Even if I get scolded, it's okay! Just be myself. Move my body honestly and sing... let's become one with everyone!

I moved. I moved so much. In the second half, I was so wild that my consciousness almost flew away...

It was fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I genuinely felt that, and I couldn't calm down from the excitement even after the first day ended.

At that time, the producer tweeted...

'Faylan has awakened.'

I cried. He didn't say it directly to me, but I burst into tears.

People often say that music is something you sing from the heart, but when you're nervous, you can't think about that, and you end up fearing criticism. But if you let that fear win, it's no good.

From there, Faylan's singing style was established.

No matter when, no matter where, just enjoy it. That's all. Pour my soul into it. Move as I wish.

That's everything.

Even now, I always keep that in mind. As long as there's even one person who needs Faylan, no matter how many years pass, I'll keep enjoying and energizing with all my might.

To the producer, Saito-san, who showed me that happiness, I truly thank you from the bottom of my heart.

And to everyone who has been supporting me all along. I'll continue running with this style without changing, so please continue to support me!!

### 2021-07-19 -> **Collaboration with Masami Okui on the Stage of Anisong Matsuri! Faylan's First Appearance at Anisong Matsuri Brings Non-Stop Tears**

*3rd Entry: 'My First Experience at Anisong Matsuri'*

Anime Expo Summer Live (Anisong Matsuri), a event that I had the opportunity to perform at for several years! Among them, my first Anisong Matsuri experience was an event where I came face to face with nervousness and fear.

'Faylan, you've been selected for Anisong Matsuri!!!!!!'

When those words came out of the president's mouth, I paused for a moment.

In a state of stiffness, I replied, 'Eh...'

Yes. At that time, I was still in the pre-debut stage.

And then... the thought of 'Saitama Super Arena' crossed my mind.

Happy... but...

Scared.

That was my honest impression.

From then on, I practiced desperately every day. The more I did image training, the more it became a vicious cycle. Anxiety and fear almost crushed my heart... Until the day arrived.

'Go... Good morning!!!'

The venue was filled with splendid artists.

No, no, no, I can't do this --------!!

I couldn't say that...

When I entered the dressing room, the seniors and the president were chatting happily, while I felt out of place, filled with awkwardness.

I couldn't stand it anymore and burst out crying.

And from there, I couldn't stop crying. It became a crying festival until just before my appearance.

Moreover, I was going to pop up on stage.

'I don't want to, I don't want to---'

While the president was trying to console me, I cried until the staff gave the signal, '3, 2, 1, GO!!'

After that, to be honest, I don't remember much (laughs).

Because, how could I possibly sing a 'Tamashii no Refrain' collab with Masami Okui... I would lose my consciousness, there's no way I could sing (laughs).

However, I vaguely remember crying a lot during the MC.

Thanks to experiencing my first Anisong Matsuri, I was able to enjoy singing on subsequent stages without feeling nervous most of the time.

That experience, that nervousness, that excitement...

They are absolute treasures that I will never forget, lifelong memories.

### 2021-08-30 -> **Mushrooms and Bamboo Shoots for Energy!? The Snacks Indispensable for Faylan's Singing Activities**

*4th Entry: 'What I Eat When I Sing'*

Alright, now it's time for a slight change of topic. I want to share with you 'What I Eat When I Sing'!

First of all, as a singer, I have many opportunities to sing, right? (laughs) So, here are the things I always prepare during recording sessions.

Those are...

Throat lozenges. 2-3 bottles of nutrition drinks (ones that work against tough fatigue). Water. Chocolate.

Let me explain my obsession with this chocolate. No, it's not because I'm dealing with stress or anything like that! (Well, well, well... well, it's not like I'm not dealing with stress at all, though, (laughs)). But that's not really relevant! (laughs)

It's all about the perfect size! After each take, I put a little piece of chocolate in my mouth to lubricate my throat with some oil. That's my personal way to take care of my voice.

However, the chocolate I have during live performances and events is a bit different.

Until now, as a good luck charm, I used to buy 'Takenoko no Sato' chocolates and have them all the time! (Actually, the manager and event staff often prepare them for me, which is extremely helpful!)

But recently, I've started to like 'Kinoko no Yama' chocolates... and now, I find myself relying on both 'Kinoko' and 'Takenoko' chocolates! I am deeply grateful to both of them.

Perhaps my source of energy is not just the cheers and support from everyone but also 'Kinoko' and 'Takenoko' chocolates! (laughs) Well, it's not an exaggeration to say so!!

But in the end, it's always this one.

Anywhere I go, if there's hot water, I'll dissolve it and drink it... but if there's no hot water, I'll drink it straight! It's just the right way to enjoy it.

This has been something indispensable in my singer's life until now.

If any of you who come to my live shows want to bring something for me, it's totally okay (please give in to my request~ (laughs)). Oh, wait... I think there was a restriction on bringing food... Ah, nooo...

Life doesn't always go smoothly. But having that 'something' you always rely on can help you overcome a lot of things.

If any of you have something that boosts your motivation and uplifts your spirits, please share it with me next time!

### 2021-09-30 -> **Unexpected Tears During Jacket Photoshoot! The Terrifying Photoshoot Experience of a Famous Singer**

*The 5th Entry: 'The Thing I'm the Most Terrified of in This World...'*

The thing I'm the most terrified of in this world is...

'Bugs'

It's been like this since I was little.

When I looked down, ants were crawling around, and I would always cling to my mother, saying, 'Carry me, carry me!!!' I couldn't walk because I was so scared.

Someone as bug-phobic as me managed to create a determined work.

'ALIVE'

Little did I know that the photoshoot for this album's jacket would become the scariest experience of my life...

'Because it's called ALIVE! A place where you can feel life is perfect, right?' I said that myself during the meeting...

But when I got there, it was a place like this.

"I can't believe it..." I murmur in my heart. No, I know. I am grateful to the staff who took me on location and allowed me to release the album. I have nothing but gratitude for them.

Nothing but gratitude... but...

Even from inside the waiting location bus, it's clear: A swarm of hopping insects. As if they're saying, 'Who's this intruder in our territory!' Seems like they're angry.

"Faylan-san! We're ready!"

It's finally here.

As soon as I take a step, they all start hopping around! Grasshoppers, praying mantises, cicadas, and some other strange-looking creatures, too—so many of them!

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"

Even though I just did my makeup, my face is soaked in tears.

But I have to do it! I want to deliver a strong 'ALIVE' to everyone!

With that determination, the photoshoot begins! As I watch President Hiromi talking amicably with a praying mantis beside me, I endure it and do my best!After the photoshoot ended, I breathed a sigh of relief. Please keep this to yourself, but my expression and appearance might appear a bit delinquent-like at first glance.

Looking back, President Hiromi and I... We were both so young~ That's something I'm secretly feeling... *laughs*

### 2021-11-01 -> **Ultra VIP Treatment at an Event in Thailand! The Astonishing Overseas Live Experience of a Famous Singer**

I am truly grateful.

During the time when I had the opportunity to participate in various overseas events for work, I received some wonderful news as a big fan of cilantro (coriander).

"Fay-san, you're confirmed to participate in an event in Thailand!"

Those were the words from Mrs. Sato.

Everywhere I went abroad was always exciting, and the fans there warmly cheered and supported me, making me happy beyond words! But among all the places, Thailand...

Food... (laughs) That's crucial!!! It's a source of energy, you know!!

I had been looking forward to tasting authentic Thai cuisine!

And so, when we arrived in Thailand, I found myself seated next to my dear Mr. Hiromi Sato, the president.

Although he's the president, when we're overseas, we end up acting like friends, laughing and having a great time together! (laughs)

Once we were taken to the hotel...

There it was!!!

A suite, the kind you see in dramas where wealthy individuals stay. A special VIP room!

How many rooms were there? How many TVs were there?? How many sofas were there? Were the beds bigger than king size??

I was so overwhelmed that my eyes almost popped out, and I felt like I was about to misunderstand something. A VIP room.

In the room, there was a platter of assorted fruits and plenty of alcohol, juices, and assorted sweets.

I couldn't contain my excitement and rang the doorbell next door to Mrs. Sato's room.

"Wow, this is amazing! I've never stayed in a room like this before," I said as I cheekily stuffed my face with some Thailand-exclusive Pocky while peeking into the room.

Mrs. Sato was just as amazed, and while enjoying the Thailand-exclusive Pocky, she came out to chat.

As expected of Mrs. Sato... I thought to myself, a bit fearful, while we went for dinner in the evening.

All my favorite dishes were on the menu.

There was no way my excitement wouldn't be through the roof!

I ate heartily, and then we had a great night's sleep in the incredibly spacious room.

The next day, I participated in the opening ceremony, and after my performance, I indulged in massages, souvenirs, and fully enjoyed the experience at the royal palace until the next day.

The treatment we received was so grand that it almost felt like we were VIPs on a global scale. While feeling very grateful, Mrs. Sato and I thoroughly enjoyed ourselves both mentally and physically. On the flight back, we laughed about the lingering feeling of the massage.

It was the most amazing trip!

The authentic meals... I'll never forget them for the rest of my life...

### 2021-11-30 -> **The secret to long tones and diaphragmatic breathing lies in 'acupressure'!? Professional singers share tips on acupressure maintenance**

Singers, our bodies are our instruments! Being a 'pro' not only involves performing in front of people but also managing our physical condition, body shape, and more. I know, I know, I listed all these noble reasons, haha.

Now, let me introduce the acupressure points I've become obsessed with. Why acupressure, you might wonder? Well, keep reading, and you'll understand!

First up, the Pink Skull Ball! I mentioned it a while back, and some of you may remember. This little gem can help reduce head swelling just by rolling it on your head! It's highly recommended if you sometimes feel your face is swollen after facial massages.

No matter how much you massage your face, it's meaningless if you neglect the tension in your head. Head tension can lead to mistakes in lyrics and disruptions in your autonomic nervous system.

From there, I got more and more into acupressure, acupuncture, and magnets. But recently, I've been completely hooked on these two:

These two sticks are great for massaging your feet, hands, and head. They're convenient to carry around.

The soles of our feet have essential acupressure points, and the top of our feet has several lymphatic points related to the chest. Stimulating these points helps singers lower their diaphragm more easily, making diaphragmatic breathing and producing long tones easier. You'll be able to take in more breath in an instant.

But that's not all!

This one is perfect for massaging the calf muscles and upper arms. The calves are sometimes referred to as the "second heart" because they help improve blood circulation throughout the body. Massaging them thoroughly can make your body feel lighter, elongate your spine, and facilitate diaphragm movement.

So when you want to enhance your singing performance, don't hold back. Just knead and knead where it feels painful.

Knead, knead. Knead, knead, knead...

You'll feel relief in your shoulder stiffness, and your throat will clear up! Your chest will open up as well.

By the way, for singers, having an open chest is crucial for producing a clear voice. This is also related to the diaphragm.

Everything will turn into a positive direction. Your physical condition will improve, toxins will be released, and your body will feel lighter!

Don't be skeptical; give it a try. Whether you're aiming to be a vocalist or not, believe it or not, it's up to you!

### 2021-12-18 -> **The trigger for becoming the general director of the agency's event was "soba" (buckwheat noodles)!? Faylan reflects on the behind-the-scenes story of the S Festival**

"Slurp slurp…"

"Slurp slurp…"

"Well then, see you later!"

"Yawn…"

"Slurp slurp…"

I remember how unusually delicious the soba (buckwheat noodles) was.

It was a casual invitation to lunch from S Inc's President, Hiromi Sato.

Though why it was soba remains a mystery... well, maybe there's no deep meaning to it.

I think it was early summer. It was 2014, during the preparations for the S Summer Festival. Despite it being early summer, we had warm soba.

Well, enough about the soba, haha!

I somewhat reluctantly took on the role of the general director for the S Summer Festival. But what made me happiest was that they relied on me.

During those days, S Inc was like a big happy family. We were still a small group of talents, but we had a strong bond and plenty of interactions. We could all gather and have meetings within a manageable range.

And that's when the idea for the opening was born.

"S Summer Festival is about to begin~♪"

Yes, it was just perfect! It was Hiromi Sato's song!

"'Koeda-chan's Ohayahooo~♪'"

This is it! I screamed in excitement, even though I was prepared for resistance when making the suggestion!

But for some reason, Hiromi Sato said, "Haha, that's interesting! It's so S-like! Let's try it!"

Wow! Truly the amazing Hiromi Sato-sama. A god. A Buddha.

That's how it all started, from the S Festival. The "Ohayahooo~♪" opening became the standard.

Being the general director turned out to be more challenging than I imagined. However, I was thrilled to see it take shape, and the beer after the event was the best.

If it weren't for that soba, haha! Perhaps "Ohayahooo~♪" would never have been etched in the hearts of those who support S as the opening song.

Thinking back, the S Festival where I served as the general director was a special event for me.

Now, there are many more talents affiliated with S Inc, and I rarely get to talk directly with President Sato. Organizing the S Festival itself has become very difficult.

But for S Inc, that is something to be happy and grateful for. That's why I can vividly recall those memories from our early days.

Someday, surely someday, I believe the S Festival led by President Sato will happen again...

Today, I'll sing "Ohayahooo~♪" from the morning.

As this will likely be my last column for this year, thank you in advance for next year!

Please look forward to it again! Well then! Have a wonderful year ahead!!!!!!

### 2022-01-25 -> **Are abdominal muscles essential for long tones? A singer's guide to training inner muscles**

Doctor Air.

Everyone, do you know about it??

Yes, that collaboration with RIZAP! The famous one!

Lately, my workout routine consists of regular exercises plus Doctor Air.

It feels amazing to use, haha, but the results are more than satisfactory!

For singers, the most important is the throat, and secondly, the abdominal muscles and physical strength, in my opinion.

Of course, I never skip throat exercises, but truly, if you don't have strong abdominal muscles... or to be precise, inner muscles, it's a must.

How strongly you can engage your abdominal muscles to produce the first note of a long tone or to create a powerful sensation...

If you can do this, you can focus on singing without wasting unnecessary energy.

Especially for those like me who have many rock-oriented songs, I believe many of us share the same view.

So, I decided to go for it and try it out. The effects are fantastic, so I highly recommend it!

Daily exercises are effective not only for fitness but also for dieting, so if you're curious, give it a try!

Let's all work out together, yay!

And then, I bought something else again... I really wanted to do karaoke at home, haha.

This is it.

A microphone for using with the Nintendo Switch karaoke.

Singing, haha. Uh, it's true that it might be quite annoying to the neighbors.

But still, somehow, when my family or friends gather at home, or when I want to sing the latest songs alone...

Recently, there are many TV shows with karaoke scoring, right??

When I watch those, I try to figure out how I would sing and how I can get higher scores by adding more dynamics while practicing at karaoke.

I really want to sing in front of everyone soon~ ...and I think, there, (tears)

Oh, while taking pictures, I just noticed something. My clothes are covered in Taro and Hanako's fur.

Every day, it's a cycle of healing and training as I work hard, dreaming of performing with all of you, so take care of your bodies too!!

And cat fur often gets into my eyes, which is painful, haha. I'll go put in some eye drops... haha.

(Translator's note: Taro and Hanako are Faylan's cats.)

### 22-03-08 -> **Is protein essential for a vocalist's body maintenance? The effects experienced by a protein-loving singer.**

A Protein-Loving Individual. It's Faylan, haha!

Yes. In the previous column, I talked about exercising,

Lately, as I age, I can't deny that I feel more fatigued and sense my physical limitations more than ever before.

Therefore, For us vocalists, who use our bodies as instruments to express ourselves during live performances, events, recordings, etc., "Health" is indispensable.

Taking care of our bodies as vocalists is similar to a guitarist tuning their guitar, polishing it, or performing maintenance.

So, maintaining our physical stamina is truly the most crucial aspect.

With that lengthy introduction...

Something new that I recently started! Here it is.

Late to the party! You haven't been drinking it yet! You might be thinking that!

Correct, haha.

Yeah, I wonder why I hadn't been drinking it until now, it's strange.

Protein drinks have become popular lately, especially for dieting, but I used to associate them with people who had heavily muscular bodies.

However, the more I researched protein, the more I realized the incredibly essential role it plays.

At this age when muscles tend to weaken, it's something we should definitely consume.

Of course, regular exercise is a must to complement that, otherwise, we might end up just gaining weight, so that's essential.

I even bought a proper shaker!

It's been only about two months since I started, so I began with a light protein powder for now.

But I feel like my body has become slightly lighter, and going up and down the stairs feels easier.

My father had a special skill of breaking disposable chopsticks with his butt when he was young, so I guess that might be my goal too... haha.

I'll work on building my physical strength, so I can showcase such unique skills next year.

As a singer, I'll keep doing my best.

Look forward to it! (laughs)

### 2022-03-25 -> **What was the blushing moment during the PV shoot for the "shy girl" singer!? Behind-the-scenes story of Faylan's "Dead END" production**

"Dead END" The title... it's scary, right? Haha!

This project, both the recording and the PV shoot,

were tough~! But it was so much fun!

Now, let me share some memories of "Dead END."

First, the recording. Well, this was quite, I mean, incredibly challenging.

You know, I'm not really good at maintaining concentration for long periods, and my voice is husky, so extended recording sessions can be tough for me.

But wait, "Dead END" is an all-English song. Cue the pronunciation coach at the recording studio...

Looking back now, I feel extremely grateful for the support, but at that time, those looooong two days of recording were excruciating.

The intonation when singing and the stresses in English pronunciation...

Mmmm----- It just didn't match up!

It turned into a heated debate. And the winner was, of course, the coach. I, Faylan, had to give in countless times, haha.

But that moment of defeat was short-lived.

Next was the PV shoot! Now, let me tell you what was challenging for me.

The proximity to the male cast was really close! Haha!

As you may have noticed, there's a part where our faces get really close.

You see, even though I might not look it, I could barely talk to boys at school, and in high school, I was almost always with female classmates. Yes... I'll admit it, I'm a "shy girl." Hehe.

My face turned red so many times, and we had to reshoot multiple times, haha!

I won't say anything more about that, haha. Please do check it out in the "Dead END" PV! (laughs)

However, Team Faylan is truly strong! The result was an amazing piece of work (if I say so myself, haha), and it turned out to be fantastic!

And finally. This is something I've been into lately, though it's not exactly a regular occurrence, haha.

It's called "katao."

It works on your buttocks and lower back. Definitely give it a try!

### **2022-04-25 -> A cover album is full of challenges! Faylan's dream as a singer that came true**

Cover Album "FAYvorite!"

It was the moment my dream came true.

Of course, becoming a singer was my ultimate dream, and one of the dreams that followed was to release a "Cover Album."

However, there were many challenges in the production of this album...

First, how far could we get permissions? And the fusion of J-pop and anime songs. How far would my wish to break boundaries be fulfilled?

This became a major obstacle.

But Team Faylan was incredibly supportive and strong, and they didn't give up, they persevered with me.

Finally, we broke through and created the album "FAYvorite!"

The entire album features live performances, which is so luxurious. Moreover, we also filmed music videos for it.

There are many different jacket designs.

Among them, my favorite tracks are "Lupin the Third" "Erotica Seven."

The arrangements for these two songs are just amazing!

The other tracks are also too cool that I almost fainted, haha!

However, as someone who's good at impressions, I recorded some parts with impression versions, adding harmonies...

Since it was recording with familiar people, I recorded various versions and immersed myself in creating a piece that would hit everyone's hearts.

Because of these things, I can confidently say it became an incredibly wonderful piece!

It may be strange for me to say it myself, but this album truly encapsulates my dreams.

I hope everyone gets a chance to listen to it.

Whether you know Faylan or not, I believe it's a piece that can be enjoyed by all.

And speaking of covers, I won't sing it, haha, but with my usual spirit, I might feel like singing it, haha!

It'll soon be May.

And in May, it's my birthday♪

On May 15th, I'll be holding a Faylan birthday party!

As I mentioned before, whether you know Faylan or not, I'll do my best to make it enjoyable for everyone, so come and join in the fun with some laid-back talk, haha! (laughs)

And finally!

Let me introduce my current favorite earrings!

Isn't the kiwi design rare?? If you find them, try wearing them, haha!

Alright then!

"Faylan Birthday Party - Let's celebrate 2022 -" Date: May 15, 2022 (Sunday) Time: Open 12:00 / Start 12:30 Venue: Hare Tara Sora ni Mame Maite ⇒http://haremame.com Ticket Price At the venue: 8,000 yen (plus 1 drink fee) Online stream: 4,000 yen

Ticket reservation can be made here: ⇒http://haremame.com/?p=72683&post\_type=schedule&preview=1&\_ppp=2ae92b01cc