Alto Spencer

**Alto** creature

## Appearance & Personality

### Appearance

Alto is a little skrinklet trapezoid girl who stands at an underwhelming 5'3. Upon first glance, she bears a striking resemblance to her mother, looking like a smaller, much frailer version of her. She is tiny and painfully thin, yet disproportionately leggy and wide-shouldered. With very visible ribs and deep hollows under her eyes and cheeks, she has the appearance of being starving, perhaps like a victorian child, which is partially due to genetics but mostly due to her genuinely being malnourished. Complimenting her cute undead aesthetic, she is deathly pale and has white hair that she keeps very short and swept back. This makes her look very gnc but she is simply allowed to do this due to being deeply neglected. She has huge golden eyes like a bug, which are, much to Alto's chagrin, incredibly expressive; all her feelings play in vivid detail across her face, which is bad for someone trying to keep up a delinquent persona who also happens to be very, very, very sensitive. Also her teeth are sharp cause shes a catgirl. She can nearly always be seen fidgeting with something, usually the hem or her shirt or her own fingernails or just anything in her vicinity she can fit in her hand. Her wardrobe consists almost exclusively of white button-downs and black pants (with the exception of stuff she Borrowed from Girls), but she is hesitantly starting to experiment with her style. Additionally, due to being an OC, she also has a bunch of scars. Most of them are from miscellaneous dumbassery and fights she started on purpose, but some are Not Miscellaneous and Are In Fact Traumatic. She doesn't shave her legs and she has bug antennae hair and she wears a black leather bdsm collar at some point and she constantly shakes like a chihuahua. The end.
### Personality

Alto has things wrong with her, and she contains multitudes. First and foremost, her most iconic trait, she is painfully, agonizingly pathetic. She is so meek and pitiful, with her very presence she seems to be crying out to the world, "why is everyone so mean to me". She is SO sensitive, though she hates this about herself, she is so so expressive and its the easiest thing in the world to make her cry. She is completely unable to hide her desperation for human contact and the fact that she sincerely believes everyone in her life hates her and wants her dead. She is always devastated whenever anyone is mean to her for any reason, even when she herself believes it was deserved. She, has very big eyeballs.
She tries to hide this by being so fucking obnoxious and unbearable, it is un believable the things this girl says. She has a very negative self image, even beyond just hating herself, as she believes that she is fundamentally undeserving of love or kindness and the only thing she can do to change this is either Grovel or Become Someone Who Is. This is the root of a lot of the weird ways in which she presents herself. She keeps starting fights, verbal *and* physical, so she can feel less pathetic and scared of everyone. She wants people to think she's a delinquent so they'll see someone who's tough and dangerous and cool instead of, A Bug. She latches onto any scrap of confidence or superiority she can find and sinks her teeth into it until its nothing but shreds, burning through all her emotional highs so fast that she's just left miserable again. Anything she can do to deny herself, she will, not out of a desire to protect her fragile emotional state but to destroy it. Logically, denying fundamental parts about yourself is a very good idea and always works, so this has never once backfired for Alto and definitely doesn't just amplify her pathetic ness tenfold. This is the reason, for her behaving Like That, mostly in the Group Chat.
So, when people *are* nice to her, or when they aren't but she wants them to be, she develops a very healthy, completely blind, completely unbending loyalty to them (with added obsessive psychosexual fixation if they are girls (or just one girl in particular)). She wants to experience kindness and affection and love so bad that she will Attach to anyone who spares her a glance and never let them go. Anyone who can tolerate her is a saint and an idol and she worships them as such. Since she can never really deserve their kindness, she'll do anything they say to make up for it. She doesn't see anything wrong with this. Playing nicely into this trait of her's, Alto is also like, literally incapable of hating people who've wronged her. Not that she's super nice or particularly forgiving, no, she doesn't need to get that far. She doesn't view it as being wronged at all. She thinks everyone who has ever hurt her did it for her sake or because it was her fault, so she can only pin the blame on herself. She will keep crawling back to these people again and again and again no matter how terrible they are or how terrible she feels around them. Even if they actively hate her she will just try to crush herself into someone they *don't* hate. If anyone leaves her entirely she'll just guilt herself forever about it without really being able to change. Needless to say her ideas of love and kindness are very very incorrect.
Anyways. Even aside from emotional issues, Alto genuinely is just kind of obnoxious. At her very core she's bright and hyperactive and impulsive, and she really likes expressing affection through teasing and being annoying. Mostly to her male friends because she would NEVER say ANYTHING rude to a woman (who she likes (on purpose (she is not very smart))). She's dumb and likes to do dumb stuff about it. She is clingy and very physically affectionate, as well as just so so so so so easily flustered its like embarrassing. She is an extrovert, though she is painfully inept at socializing, and she likes just, being around people. Especially in the rare instances where The Everything clears up enough for her to not constantly worry that everyone wants her dead. Despite being an obnoxious bastard, she finds great joy in Being Nice and feeling like she's helping people, although she currently takes this to a very miserable extreme. She likes being bossed around, because she's normal. She is like a creature. The end.
## Relations

* Family
* Other
* far far in the future

**Serena Spencer** [Mother]

idk whats going on over here
**???** [Father]

alto is the most fatherless little girl in all the lands

Alto's feelings about Uncle Boris are quite easy to summarize: she wants him to like her. Maybe more than anything else in the world, she wants him to look at her and for once see a daughter instead of the vile little accident he was saddled with taking care of. He has been horrible to her for all of her life, but it just makes her feel all the more guilty when he's cruel to her. She wants him to know she's sorry. She didn't mean to ruin every aspect of his life. She didn't mean to take his sister from him and replace her with a weepy-eyed human animal who was forsaken by God and born wrong. She thinks if she can just find the right way to voice it, the right way to *make it up to him*, then finally, he'll love her. But he won't, because she can't. He was a lot meaner when she was little, but as she aged Uncle Boris seemed to give up on her and resigned to neglecting her. Like she doesn't mean anything to him at all. She can go for weeks at a time without ever speaking to him. She's almost certain she could go missing and he'd take months to notice, if he noticed at all. In some ways, this hurts her more than when he would hit her. At some point she started getting in trouble at school to get his attention, but after only a couple mishaps he blocked the school's number and Alto just never stopped. She would do quite literally anything to get Uncle Boris to like her, or even just pay attention to her again, but she feels like she has fucked up so inconceivably bad that there's no point in trying anymore. So on the rare occasion he's home long enough to even spare her a glance, she avoids him, not for her own sake, but for his.

Alto likes Aunt Nancy because she was not actively hated under her care but their relationship is kind of nothing because, she just, lived in her house sometimes. Like most of the adults in Alto's life, Nancy had no idea how to interact with such a weird little girl and never made it a priority to make room for her, but she was never actively abhorrent to her and that was more than enough. She associates good things with her and her home, so she likes Nancy by extension. Despite the lack of a real relationship and the way she pestered her about growing out her hair, Alto wishes Nancy was her mother, or at least the relative who took her in when Serena disappeared, but she doesn't like to acknowledge these thoughts because they make her feel guilty.

Nelson Is Like Alto's Older Sibling She Loves Them. She's had a very strong attachment to them since she first met them when she was little, because they were so.. Nice! They were weird and silent and honestly very scary, but they were so nice to her, in their own way. They taught her how to cook rice, they drove her to McDonalds and bought her happy meals when she went to visit, they comforted her when she had night terrors and gave her sleeping pills to help. She doesn't understand it and she doesn't think she deserves it, but she loves Nelson for it anyways. She wants to get to know them better and pay them back for their kindness, but doesn't know how to go about approaching them. She does have some scrimblet of an idea that they know the way Uncle Boris treats her, but its buried under many layers of not wanting to acknowledge it and not wanting to believe she's been mistreated at all.

They Are Like Siblings Alto Loves Guppie. For the most part she is aware of how much she annoys him and leans into it on purpose, but sometimes she is, genuinely hurt by how much he seems to Not Like Her. But she thinks he is funny and likes to make fun of his dumb stupid band (secretly she thinks their music is cool). She likes spending time with him, but they don't really know a lot about each other. Secretly, she envies him for being cooler than her and having more friends and better parents, but this never really interferes much with their relationship because she is, surprisingly, rational enough to know there's no point in bringing it up. They're still very close, but Alto sometimes misses when they were little and even closer.

Alto doesn't like Aunt Vicky because she always called her mother a whore and Uncle Boris a deadbeat and always made Alto feel bad about literally everything about herself. If she was only mean to Alto, she never would've faulted her for it. And she *was* mean to Alto, she made it very clear that she thought she was subhuman and that it was her own responsibility to straighten up or else she'd deserve every bit of torment she'd receive throughout her life. She still has nightmares about crying over the piano because Vicky tried to teach her how to act and Alto couldn't even *look at her* right. But since she was mean to Serena and Boris as well, Alto can manage to muster up a little bit of resentment for this vile old lady. On their behalf, not her own, and not nearly enough, but at least she doesn't idolize her for mistreating her. She Does Not Think About Her Ever Anymore.
**Uncle & Adrien & Abigaile Kenny** [relatives]

alto has not thought a single thing about these people in years

Alto is scared of this man because he is strange and does strange things such as carrying a cross on the sidewalk from Walmart to Mcdonalds and then getting arrested. Whenever she seems him in public she becomes scared.

* pre faith event
* faith event
* post faith event

Alto is completely obsessively devoted to Faith, to the point where you can immediately tell that Alto has never felt anything even remotely normal towards her for even a second in her life. She barely sees Faith as a person, and instead sees her as more of a symbol, of like, power and perfection and beauty and how bad she wants someone to jerk her around on a leash. She's always been attached to her, with Faith being one of her only friends (used loosely) in a very lonely childhood, but at some point after they fell into their respective floater and popular girl roles, Alto's baby lesbian urge to hold hands with her blossomed into something much more obsessive and sexual. Basically she wants to be her sex slave. Because she is desperate for attention and intimacy but is too scared to even hope for a genuine emotional connection in case she ruins it just by wanting it and not deserving it, to such an extent that she genuinely seeks to be abused by her just to make up for her attraction and barely even realizes that she wants to be truly and fully loved by her at all! Just kidding it is only because faith is hot. She likes following Faith around and staring at her with her eyes and pretending to be best friends with her, but she idolizes her so much that she's often ashamed to even be in her presence. She is pretty much just really normal about her.

Alto is completely head over heels in love with Annya, although in a much different way than she is with any of her other crushes. She genuinely just, really likes her!! She thinks she is so nice and sweet and perfect and feels very safe and secure around her, which isn't really something she can say about anyone else. She gets nervous around her, sure, but its a good kind of nervous, except, for, when it isn't. Since Alto is Alto, she of course believes that she will never deserve Annya and that there's no way she will ever like her back in the same way and that she secretly hates her and wishes she would kill herself. But it's usually the good kind of nervous! She loves spending time with her and daydreams about going on cute dates with her and buying her gifts and cuddling and such. She wants to confess her love to her so they can hold hands but she has a few terrible decisions to make before she does that probably.

Alto wants to be friends with Sai REALLY bad because she imprinted onto him like a baby bird, but she seems to fuck up at every possible instant and this upsets her DEEPLY. ITS ALMOST AS IF HE HATES BEING STARED AT!!!!!!!! She's a tiny bit aware that she should just leave him alone since he clearly doesn't like her, but if she does that then she'll be admitting that everyone is correct in hating her and that she is unlikable and worthless and should kill herself. Also she just thinks he is cool for some reason... Not to mention the fact that she is in love with his sister and she does not want him to kill her when he inevitably finds out. She plans to continue to bug him until he either decides to befriend her or kills her all the way to death.
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Alto and Ricky are friends because they are both bugs, and probably because his parents felt bad for her but that is not relevant any more! Secretly she is jealous of him for being one of the populars and having a cute girlfriend who is taller than him, but also like, not really. Even though she is the opposite of sportular she wants to get good at basketball so she can basketball with him and see if basketballing is actually fun.

the boob fisher

These girls are so scary and so hot and there are so many of them. Alto occasionally picks a random one to vie for her attention and schmuck around at her heels for a minute, but for the most part she avoids them, and if they ever approach her it is only To Bully Her. Sad! But probably deserved. Ultimately she would rather save her affections for other girls she likes, because she is kind of aware that these ones are perfectly willing and capable of bullying her into suicide.

Alto is slightly less scared of the car guys because they are just shit ugly guys, but she is still very very scared of them. She thinks all of them should explode because the car guys are the only people any of the popular girls will date. Especially the Jayden one. Whenever she sees Faith and Jayden in the same room together she starts shaking and literally foaming at the mouth with rage.

alto has more hatred for eric dunkle than could ever conceivably fit inside of her tiny rabid little rodent body. he is too male and he looks the way that he looks and too many women are near him too often. whenever she sees or thinks about him she blacks out and wakes up hours later with all of the skin chewed off of her hands. she has one hundred and thirty two active instagram accounts dedicated to hating on him and the dunkle defenders and she signs into every single one individually every morning. whenever she cant sleep (which is often) she thinks about killing him and peeling off his skin and disemboweling him and putting his skeleton in a woodchipper. she is actively planning to assassinate him so that she can watch him die and then take over his ecological niche in the wadeport high school ecosystem.

dunkle hater's instagram isnt mine Its his real owners he was owner i was him till he was hacked IM NOT DUNKLE HATER 50 OR DUNKLE HATER 112 IM TRYING PLEASE STOP I WANT TO BE ALONE YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND NO YOU WERE MY SISTER I DREW YOU MANY TIMES SAYING THANK YOY FOR BEING MY SISTER NOW YOUR NOT THANK YOU ITS ALL I WANTED TO HAVE NO MORE FRIENDS I CANT... please go away please!\

Guy who said words about Annya. Alto did not mind him before that point, and in fact sort of wanted to befriend him, but now she thinks he is a creep who should die one thousand painful deaths and if she ever sees him in public she WILL attack him like a rodent that has contracted rabies. Sad!

they have love of each other. i need every one to know this
## herstory #herstory

*pre birth*

* fetus altos soul is infused with the soul of a hare

*post birth*

* baby alto is born on may 17 of some year in the late 90s. this is bad news
* within weeks of alto's birth her mother goes missing and is literally never found again.
* alto is sad and all alone in a wet cardboard box outside in the rain. she is taken in by her uncle. this is bad news
* She Goes To Church A Lot. it is the only way uncle boris can feel close to altos mother again. at this point he is making, something that resembles an attempt
	+ There Is Another Child There Also. alto attaches to faith before she has even developed a sense of object permanence. this is bad news
* alto is enrolled in school a year late because she is weird and stares and doesnt speak words yet
	+ she does not become any less weird in that year so when she finally shows up to kindergarten she does not have a good time of it
	+ some random girl at recess bites alto on her arm and alto decides to follow her around and do whatever she says in response. this is the start of a pattern
	+ she has no friends and things are rapidly becoming bad at home. alto gets her first taste of The Horrors.
* uncle boris starts to become Not Too Fond of alto, or living or being sober or being nice. he makes his sister and His Brothers Widowed Wife take care of her sometimes
	+ alto likes her cousins even the ones who are mean to her. but she likes the spencer ones more than the kenny ones. she does not like aunt vicky.
* She Takes Off Her Cat Ears For The Final Time.
* she becomes a middle schooler eventually.
	+ everyone is so mean suddenly and alto does not know what to do about it other than be sad and pathetic
	+ she becomes obsessed with the joker
	+ AND she is an altar server. and she is BAD at it. you spilled the blood of christ so you are going to HELL
	+ but other than being bullied and having no friends and Being Neglected And Abused, middle school is kind of uneventful. she just develops many multitudes of mental illnesses and loses some of her teeth

*high school era*

* alto is so lonely that she thinks she is going to die. she decides to become obnoxious to combat this. this doesnt *not* work
* she gets in trouble at school to get uncle boris's attention because he has stopped paying attention to her entirely. this does not work in a whole myriad of ways
* she befriends ricky at some point around here probably. 2 bug
* she befriends kian boyd by going to his house to see his kitty cat. they go fishing and alto is like yippee
* she feels normal about faith.
* now that they arent completely separated by grades, alto starts following guppet around a lot. he tells her how much she embarrasses him and this hurts her feelings but does not make her stop following him around
* BABYS FIRST ALCOHOL (FROM THE ALCOHOL CABINET)(THE CONSEQUENCES)(THE CONSEQUENCES)(THE CONSEQUENCES)(THE CONSEQUENCES)
* she develops an addiction to porn
	+ this does not have any adverse affects on the way she views romance or sex or intimacy
* she npcs for a couple years. things do not really improve. she does bad in school on purpose and tries to get into fights but mostly fails. She Copes In Ways (not drugs).
* Kleptomania.
* she becomes utterly consumed with hatred for eric dunkle, who is honestly just some guy to her. it is too much for her to bear knowing that any one of the girls she likes to look at with her eyes might fall for him instead of her.
	+ the first dunkle hater is created. dunkle\_hater1. from this there are many more to come
* eventually..............alto is introduced to annya and alto falls all the way in love with her
	+ it takes her a while to realize but annya is one of the first people to ever seem like they actually like alto and alto is so enamored. she LOVES circle
	+ she reluctantly admits to herself that she has a thing for short girls (not just tall girls)
* she imprints onto sai like a baby bird. she goes to his place of work to stare at him frequently
* BABYS FIRST WEED
* she starts vaping. she thinks its cool and she likes to chew on it. or did vapes evden exist in like 2016...
* all the while she still feels normal about faith.
* FORBIDDEN ROMANCE BETWEEN DUNKLE\_HATER29 AND DUNKLE\_DEFENDER93
	+ altos phone explodes suddenly under mysterious circumstances and she never manages to reach dunkle defender 93 again. this haunts her until the day she dies.
* she wants to confess to annya but is scared to in case annya secretly hates her
* SOME GUY DIES. alto doesnt care
* The Dunkle Assassination Attempt of March 2015

i dont know But alto will stil die of bootlicking because if anything else could kill her it already would have
## Other shit who care

### Interests and hobbies and such

* sex and boobs (not having sex or touching boobs(PERMA VIRGIN) just thinking about extensively and constantly)
* Cats and meowing. she wore cat ears as a child but was bullied extensively for it and stopped
* video game and speed running #girlgamer. she likes smash bros and video games that have hot women in them and every dark souls and soulslike game. she speedruns sm64 and other babys first speed games and is mediocre at it. she is generally not fun to play games with because she is a sweaty nerd.
* pretending to know how to fight. she likes pretending to know how to fight because it makes her feel cool. she wants to know how to actually fight but this is impossible. she enjoys play fighting and losing (to women)(she has never done this)(but in the future she has)
* whatever the female wwe is called alto wants one of those women in leather to pin her down and break her back so bad its unreal. she doesn't have an active interest in professional wrestling she just likes to watch hot girls manhandle each other.
* vaping
* shaking, staring, starving, etc
* fishin(bad at it)
* stealing things from spencers (pervert and kleptomaniac)

### other thing

* alto is made out of many creatures and animals. some of the animals that she is include: dog, kitten cat, chihuahua, cockroach, rodent, bird fetus, seal with watery eyes, lamb of god, bug, and hare.
* music artists that she listens to include lady gaga, george jones, and death grips
* she kins the joker her jokersona is called the alter
* Some miscellaneous things she likes are cats and stuffed animals and vampires (she wishes they were real and would bite her). Yellow is The Altoid color but her favorite color is actually dark red, or maybe blue or maybe pink. Her favorite foods are gummy candy and jolly ranchers, and her favorite drink is apple juice.
* Her most prized possession is an ancient white teddy bear named Mr. Teddy. He was a gift from her mother and Alto loves him sooo much, quite literally to pieces because he is actively falling apart. She snuggles with him every single night and cannot sleep without him (and a sizeable dose of melatonin). She does hide him from everyone because he's embarrassing, but she can't be ashamed of him herself because she loves him too much. If anything ever happens to him she'll die instantly because she is soul bonded to him.
* She loves to chew on things, specifically ink pens. She will chew on every ink pen she owns until it falls into the void or explodes. She is the chewer. But not the biter
* Her grandparents are from the United Kingdom, giving her true victorian child heritage. nasty british girl
* She is a catgirl and she has adhd. with autism sprinkles
* no woman can resist her
* alto vape fancam

## Gallery

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