Stalker

**Stalker** (스토커) is the fourth song off of Hyolyn's debut album Love & Hate. It was released on November 26, 2013, and features Mad Clown.

## Lyrics

* HAN
* ROM
* ENG

## Hangul

**Mad Clown:** 집 앞에 지금 나 서있어
근데 왜 문은 잠겨 있어
아프길 바래
날 버린 죄책감에 질식하길 바래
I feel like I’m you stalker

난 너를 원해 너만 원해 니가 미워도
가슴속에 기억 속에 I wanna be your only love
솔직히 말해 너만 원해 눈물이 나도
어쩔 수 없어 없어
I’m feeling like I stalk and love

**Mad Clown:** 넌 타인처럼 날 세워두고 앞에서
마치 딴 사람인냥 작별을 말했어
바싹 마른 입술로 말도 못하는 나
그저 내 앞에 니 모습이 니가 아니기만을
간절히 난 바랬어
심장에 낙서를 당한 기분
가슴은 파인 듯 아픈데
거울 속 애써 웃더라고 내가
미쳐가지고 니
모든 것들 싸그리 다 내 삶에서 밀어냈고
너만큼 살아보겠다고 잘 근데
정신 차리고 보니 한쪽 뺨엔
눈물이 뚝 떨어지면서 난 하염없이
너희 집 쪽을 걷고 있고
집 창문 너머로 보이는 너의 실루엣
지금껏 잘 참았다 생각했는데
내가 미쳤지 여기를 왜

난 너를 원해 너만 원해 니가 미워도
가슴속에 기억 속에 I wanna be your only love
솔직히 말해 너만 원해 눈물이 나도
어쩔 수 없어 없어
I’m feeling like I stalk and love

Stalk and love love love
Stalk and love love love
Stalk and love love love
I’m feeling like I stalk and love

오늘도 같은 자릴 맴돌며
또 같은 생각을 하며
또 같은 이름만 불러

**Mad Clown:** 잘 지내는 척, 난 잘 지내지 못해
널 잊은 척 해보지만 널 잊지 못해
시간은 자꾸 어설프게 널 소독해
한때는 널 잘 안다 생각했는데
결국 난 널 알지 못해 (No way)
난 아직 니 번호를 외워
널 닮은 여자를 보면 멀리서 너일까
괜히 따라가 보게 되고 (No way)
새벽 전화를 수백 번
망설이다 결국 걸게 돼
내가 아직도 널 그리워하는 걸 니가 알 수 있게

난 너를 원해 너만 원해 니가 미워도
가슴속에 기억 속에 I wanna be your only love
솔직히 말해 너만 원해 눈물이 나도
어쩔 수 없어 없어
I’m feeling like I stalk and love

**Mad Clown:** I feel like I’m your stalker
넌 이런 내가 귀찮고
집착뿐이라 느끼겠지만
제발 날 살수 있게 해줘
시간이 지나고 언젠간 없던 사람처럼
사라질 테니 잠시만 니 주위를 맴돌게 해줘
니가 눈물겹도록 그리워

난 너를 원해 너만 원해 니가 미워도
가슴속에 기억 속에 I wanna be your only love
솔직히 말해 너만 원해 눈물이 나도
어쩔 수 없어 없어
I’m feeling like I stalk and love

Stalk and love love love
Stalk and love love love
Stalk and love love love
I’m feeling like I stalk and love

## Romanization

**Mad Clown:** Jip ape jigeum na seoisseo
Geunde wae muneun jamgyeo isseo
Apeugil barae
Nal beorin joechaekgame jilsikhagil barae
I feel like I’m you stalker

Nan neoreul wonhae neoman wonhae niga miwodo
Gaseumsoge gieok soge I wanna be your only love
Soljikhi malhae neoman wonhae nunmuri nado
Eojjeol su eobseo eobseo
I’m feeling like I stalk and love

**Mad Clown:** Neon taincheoreom nal sewodugo apeseo
Machi ttan saraminnyang jakbyeoreul malhaesseo
Bassak mareun ipsullo maldo motaneun na
Geujeo nae ape ni moseubi niga anigimaneul
Ganjeolhi nan baraesseo
Simjange nakseoreul danghan gibun
Gaseumeun pain deut apeunde
Geoul sok aesseo utdeorago naega
Michyeogajigo ni
Modeun geotdeul ssageuri da nae sarmeseo mireonaetgo
Neomankeum sarabogetdago jal geunde (No Way)
Jeongsin charigo boni hanjjok ppyamen
Nunmuri ttuk tteoreojimyeonseo nan hayeomeobsi
Neohui jip jjogeul geotgo itgo (No Way)
Jip changmun neomeoro boineun neoui silluet
Jigeumkkeot jal chamatda saenggakhaenneunde
Naega michyeotji yeogireul wae

Nan neoreul wonhae neoman wonhae niga miwodo
Gaseumsoge gieok soge I wanna be your only love
Soljikhi malhae neoman wonhae nunmuri nado
Eojjeol su eobseo eobseo
I’m feeling like I stalk and love

Stalk and love love love
Stalk and love love love
Stalk and love love love
I’m feeling like I stalk and love

Oneuldo gateun jaril maemdolmyeo
Tto gateun saenggageul hamyeo
Tto gateun ireumman bulleo

**Mad Clown:** Jal jinaeneun cheok, nan jal jinaeji motae
Neol ijeun cheok haebojiman neol itji motae
Siganeun jakku eoseolpeuge neol sodokhae
Hanttaeneun neol jal anda saenggakhaenneunde
Gyeolguk nan neol alji motae (No way)
Nan ajik ni beonhoreul oewo
Neol darmeun yeojareul bomyeon meolliseo neoilkka
Gwaenhi ttaraga boge doego (No way)
Saebyeok jeonhwareul subaek beon
Mangseorida gyeolguk geolge dwae
Naega ajikdo neol geuriwohaneun geol niga al su itge

Nan neoreul wonhae neoman wonhae niga miwodo
Gaseumsoge gieok soge I wanna be your only love
Soljikhi malhae neoman wonhae nunmuri nado
Eojjeol su eobseo eobseo
I’m feeling like I stalk and love

**Mad Clown:** feel like I’m your stalker
Neon ireon naega gwichanko
Jipchakppunira neukkigetjiman
Jebal nal salsu itge haejwo
Sigani jinago eonjengan eopdeon saramcheoreom
Sarajil teni jamsiman ni juwireul maemdolge haejwo
Niga nunmulgyeopdorok geuriwo

Nan neoreul wonhae neoman wonhae niga miwodo
Gaseumsoge gieok soge I wanna be your only love
Soljikhi malhae neoman wonhae nunmuri nado
Eojjeol su eobseo eobseo
I’m feeling like I stalk and love

Stalk and love love love
Stalk and love love love
Stalk and love love love
I’m feeling like I stalk and love

## English

**Mad Clown:** I’m in front of your house right now
But why is your door locked?
I hope you’re hurting
I hope you’re suffocating from guilt for leaving me
I feel like I’m you stalker

I want you, I only want you, even though I hate you
In your heart, in your memories, I wanna be your only love
I’ll be honest, I only want you, even though tears come
I can’t help it
I’m feeling like I stalk and love

**Mad Clown:** You treat me like a stranger
And as if you’re someone else, you said goodbye
I couldn’t even say anything because of my dried lips
You in front of me wasn’t the real you
I just desperately hoped that
It felt like someone scribbled on my heart
Which hurt like it was cut
In the mirror, I tried to smile
Because I’m going crazy
I pushed out everything about you from my life
And told myself I’d live happily just like you
But after I snapped out of it
Tears were flowing down my cheek
I walked toward your house and
Saw your silhouette from your window
I thought I was good at holding it in till now
But I must be crazy, why am I here?

I want you, I only want you, even though I hate you
In your heart, in your memories, I wanna be your only love
I’ll be honest, I only want you, even though tears come
I can’t help it
I’m feeling like I stalk and love

Stalk and love love love
Stalk and love love love
Stalk and love love love
I’m feeling like I stalk and love

Again today, I linger around the same place
I think the same things
I call out the same name

**Mad Clown:** Pretending to be fine, I can’t pretend to be fine
I try to pretend to forget you but I can’t forget you
Time clumsily disinfects you
I thought I knew you well at one point
But in the end, I didn’t know you at all (No Way)
I can still memorize your phone number
When I see a girl who looks like you
I start to follow her in case she’s you (No Way)
Late at night, I hesitate hundreds of times
But I end up calling you
So you will know that I’m still missing you

I want you, I only want you, even though I hate you
In your heart, in your memories, I wanna be your only love
I’ll be honest, I only want you, even though tears come
I can’t help it
I’m feeling like I stalk and love

**Mad Clown:** I feel like I’m your stalker
You might be annoyed at me
And say I’m obsessing
But please let me live
After time passes, I’ll disappear as if I was never there
So please allow me to be around you for a moment
I miss you so much to the point of tears

I want you, I only want you, even though I hate you
In your heart, in your memories, I wanna be your only love
I’ll be honest, I only want you, even though tears come
I can’t help it
I’m feeling like I stalk and love

Stalk and love love love
Stalk and love love love
Stalk and love love love
I’m feeling like I stalk and love