Ash Pile

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**Ash Pile** is Fia's Lament. The Japanese version is sung by Amane (天音)

## Media

【MV】Ash Pile（Song by 天音）(フル音源Ver.)【メメントモリ】Japanese version【Lyric MV】Fia "Ash Pile" (Full Ver.) 【MementoMori】English version
## Lyrics

* English version
* Japanese version

Chasing after unnoticed stars at night

Drawing random constellations with the light

Tryna' make up stories and pretend they're true

It's so pointless

Then again, I still try to make a wish

That somehow the end will be more simple

Embracing emptiness with a little laugh

Slowly, it convinces me to be alright

(Silence)

My own voice, I soon forget

(Blindness)

With my eyes closed, you're out of sight

In a mountain full of ashes

All alone, I search for you

In the wilderness of my heart

A horizon with no view

Every footprint is a shadow

An illusion in my thoughts

In this infinite void

Even pain is swept away

Falling, blooming, scattering repeatedly

Back again in the same old scenery

Just beyond the door that's always empty

Somehow, I find

Time and time again, no matter how you

Keep your eyes on me, I still long to see

The gentleness beyond comprehension

Slow but surely changes my perception

(Find us)

Conversate without a word

(Remind us)

Heartbeats together as we run

Turning ashes into crystals

Just as I protect myself

So I'll never disappear

from the depths of your memory

Though my body is all worn out

I'm still longing for a win

Oh, I'll keep going on

I don't need to end just yet

(Silence)

I don't need anything else

(Find us)

I just need a hand to hold on to

In a mountain full of ashes

All alone, I search for you

In the wilderness of my heart

A horizon with no view

Though my body is all worn out

I'm still longing for a win

Oh, I'll keep going on

I don't need to end just yet

* Japanese
* Romaji
* English translation

使ってない星を追いかけて

でたらめな星座を描いて

奪った神話を当てはめてる

くだらないね

何度でも何度でも 願おう

簡素で呼吸のない終わりを

笑えるくらいの虚しさが

一歩ずつ私を削るの

(Silence)

声も忘れて

(Blindness)

瞳閉じたまま

灰の山 一人 君を探した

胸の中に荒野 水平線だけ

鏡のような影 繋ぐ足跡

痛みすらも 奪われていく

散って咲いてを繰り返して

同じような景色の中で

ずっと空いてた扉の向こう

見つけたから

何度だって何度だって 君は

ちゃんと目を覗いてくれた

わからないくらいの優しさが

ちょっとずつ私を変えるの

(Find us)

言葉交わして

(Remind us)

近づいていく鼓動

灰を宝石に 私を盾に

君の中でずっと 消えないように

すり減った身体で 叶うのならば

終わりすらも 今はいらない

(Silence)

もしもいるなら

(Find us)

手を伸ばしていて

灰の山 一人 君を探した

胸の中に荒野 水平線だけ

すり減った身体で 叶うのならば

終わりすらも 今はいらない

tsukattenai hoshi o oikakete

detaramena seiza o egaite

ubatta shinwa o atehame teru

kudaranai ne

nandodemo nandodemo negaou

kansode kokyuu no nai owari o

waraeru kurai no munashisa ga

ippo zutsu watashi o kezuru no

(Silence)

koe mo wasurete

(Blindness)

hitomi tojita mama

hai no yama hitori kimi o sagashita

mune no naka ni kouya suiheisen dake

kagami no youna kage tsunagu ashiato

itami sura mo ubawarete iku

chiite saite o kurikaeshite

onajiyouna keshiki no naka de

zutto ai teta tobira no mukou

mitsuketakara

nando datte nando datte kimi wa

chanto me o nozoite kureta

wakaranai kurai no yasashisa ga

chotto zutsu watashi o kaeru no

(Find us)

kotoba kawashite

(Remind us)

chikazuite iku kodou

hai o houseki ni watashi o tate ni

kimi no naka de zutto kienai you ni

surihetta karada de kanau nonaraba

owari sura mo ima wa iranai

(Silence)

moshimo irunara

(Find us)

te o nobashite ite

hai no yama hitori kimi o sagashita

mune no naka ni kouya suiheisen dake

surihetta karada de kanau nonaraba

owari sura mo ima wa iranai

I'm chasing every lonely star I can find

Drawing random constellations in the sky

And letting them tell the stories of stolen legends

Silly, isn't it?

Time and time again, I'll keep wishing

For a simple and breathless end

I feel this laughable emptiness

Slowly wearing me away

(Silence)

I've forgotten the sound of my voice

(Blindness)

As my eyes stay shut

All alone in this ash pile, I searched for you

My heart's just a desert and an endless horizon

As I walk, I cast a shadow, a reflection of myself

Even the pain I have inside is being torn away from me

Endings always beget new beginnings

As the scenery remains unchanged

The door before me was always empty

But I found what lies beyond it

Time and time again, you where there

Looking straight into my eyes

I feel your nonsensical kindness

Slowly changing me inside

(Find us)

With the words we share

(Remind us)

As I hear your heartbeat getting close

I'll turn the ash into diamonds, and be your shield

So I'll never fade away from your heart

If this weary body could have its wish come true

I won't need my end to come right now

(Silence)

If you're out there

(Find us)

Keep reaching our your hand

All alone in this ash pile, I searched for you

My heart's just a desert and an endless horizon

If this weary body could have its wish come true

I won't need my end to come right now