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From birth the ground I've never felt

Solid rocks within my hands I've never held

Born far above the bright blue sky

In this space here too, I shall die

All I've ever known is the depths of outer space

I know the stars as well as I know my own face

This place is my only home

A flying ship is all I've ever known

Here life thrives in the perfect form

Existence above the barren skies is welcoming and warm

Here there is never any sorrow or greed

A floating heaven where none shall ever hurt or bleed

Forced to flee after the death of the sun

The darkness would not dare to spare one

Not even the innocent children of man

A homeless species on the run

Refusing to let our kingdom become undone

Even when all hope was gone

We refused to lay down for anyone

Gods may think that they have won

but it was too early to jump the gun

Because we are the children of the dawn

We won't fall to the demons of VVcsnynzoon

Nor the curses any other fallen one

Defiantly we refuse to be a pawn

Our spirits are battered but not withdrawn

We fled on our mechanic paradise

Constructed by the skilled and wise,

avoiding a sure demise

Ascendant became the human race

Forced to conquer the further edges of outer space

Among the stars we'll find our place

Complacency and pride have spread,

clouding judgment of even the brightest head

At some point our fortune must end

Such is the fate of all things

In the end only entropy wins,

and even supermassive black holes will tear apart under cosmic winds

Six decades of blissful decadence,

carnal lust devouring every other sense,

when suddenly the darkness reared its ugly omnipotence

Drunk on glory we've forgot our weakness

When came the violent stellar flare,

infecting all of humanity with the radioactive sickness

Sapiens became trapped under deaths stare

One by one we started to die

Paradise was destined to fall

The shit rocked under the force of our collective cry

A cosmic plague was meant to wipe out us all

Blessed with a fiery gift that stops each and every heart beat

Minds decaying in still living skulls,

as the bones deny tendons holding onto meat,

limbs and heads separate, watch them roll!

Struck with this diabolical bane

All systems give up, all systems fail,

drowning in overflowing lakes of pain

Hail, Cruel cosmos, hail!

One by one they all fall,

but I am not affected at all

Why do I not share in their fate?

Please do not make me wait

Oh universe strike me down with all of your hate!

Strike me down with all your hate!

I kept watching as the heavens fell

while I remained stuck in hell,

As my world became increasingly still and silent

My mind became hostile and violent,

the heart overflowed with vicious intent

Needs became masturbatory and beyond repulsive

I wouldn't even care if their remains were corrosive,

because the rage and lust inside became explosive

Now I dance with and make love to the dead,

the loneliness has gotten so deep inside of my head

The persistence of stillness is driving me mad

I've become the captain of a floating tomb

The insides of the human mind are making me ill

Drunk on the fumes, I fuck that which birthed me

That which was my own lifegiving womb

Why am I forced to exist against my own will?

I can no longer stand to be alone,

for I am paralyzed with an otherworldly dread

The rest of us are long dead and gone

I cannot seem to bring my pitiful existence to its end

Death and decay are all I see

Why do I feel like something is watching me

Gasping for each and every breath

This endless nightmare I cannot flee

There's something behind

Something that shouldn't be

I swear I heard its sound,

but I dare not turn around,

will not avert my sight,

this unstoppable horror

is violating my mind,

carving scar tissue inside the brain

I am slowly growing in love with this pain

My newfound pleasure in terror

is once again gone

Once my body jolts and I realized I'm truly alone

The cruelty of it all makes me cry,

slam my head first into the walls I beg to die

In the midst of this misery of mine

A necrotic husk flashes me a smile

I must have gone completely insane

Thinking of our forbidden union is driving me wild

For her sake on this Necropolis I'll forever remain

I float in the dead space, caressed by the endless cold night

The stench of my visceral maze is devouring all light