Cinnamondust

Cinnamondust is a tall, slightly skinny she-cat with long, elegant fur. She has a cream base coat, mottled with carmine patterns not unlike paint splatters. Her tail is tipped with a creamy off-white and is slightly ringed. She has tall, tufted ears and a smooth, elegant, white-tipped snout with a pink nose. She has scars on her right ear, a heavily scarred face which is missing one bright blue eye, and front left leg ringed with scars.

## Personality

Cinnamondust is a strong-minded cat, not easily influenced emotionally by other cats(+), but if they constantly come back and mess with her, rubbing in sensitive topics, she'd break down and go through a meltdown(-), which lasts for random periods of time, whether it be an hour or a moon(-). If they catch her a vulnerable time, if she's been thinking about something sensitive, and the cat starts tormenting her, she'd snap easily(-). She's not easily manipulated by cats she doesn't know or trust(+), but doesn't get skeptical easily(=), she's the one to give cats the benefit of the doubt. (=) Cinnamondust is very sweet and empathetic(+). She likes to see cats happy, and it makes her happy(+). She has a very motherly and caring nature(+), but doesn't like to punish others, especially young cats(=). She's really loyal(+) and hates the idea of betraying friends/loved ones(+). She becomes attached close friends really easily(=), and it might lead her to make dumb decisions, because she's easily manipulated by loved ones, despite her being strong-minded(-).

I'll redo this one day.

## Skills & Weaknesses

[+] A very good hunter. Her tortoiseshell pelt helps her blend in with the forest.

[-] Her heavy pelt weighs her down and makes it harder for her to swim.

## Life

### Kithood

Cinnamondust was born, oddly enough, as Cinnamonkit; to a loner named Sorrel and a kittypet named Darryl. Sorrel and Darryl did not get along at all, yet her father demanded that he see her every once in a while. Sorrel was not having this, as Darryl had already [although indirectly] robbed her of two kits, Jasminekit and Nutmegkit. And Sorrel was already seeing someone else, a RiverClan tom by the name of Dirttail. The mother-daughter pair lived in the wild until Cinnamonkit was six moons old, by request of Dirttail. In the meantime, Darryl dies of heart complications. This does not affect Cinnamonkit, as she has no idea he's already kicked the bucket.

### Apprenticeship

Cinnamonpaw was apprenticed to Dirttail and Sorrel was renamed to Sorreltoes. At the end of her apprenticeship, Dirttail and Sorreltoes die to a fox. Cinnamonpaw is beyond angry, but pushes her feelings away.

### Warriorship

13 moons-

Cinnamondust brought a fresh vole into camp, excited. It was her first catch as a warrior, and was ecstatic. She set it on the fresh-kill pile and goes off to wait and see if somebody takes it. Waspsnow does, so she tries to play or something with her, but kinda offends Waspsnow by saying she has big fur. Waspsnow scares Cinnamondust.

Cinnamondust meets a she-cat named Adderstalk and they hit it off. They decide to go hunting and Cinnamondust accidentally sends a fish flying. It lands right in front of a snake hole, and the fish gets dragged to it's demise.

14 moons-

aaa I don't remember :(

Cinnamondust was walking into camp with a clump of bluebells in her jaws. She'd noticed that moods had been down, and intended to decorate the warrior's den. She meets Flarekit, who tried to catch a bird. They don't talk much, bc I was lazy and didn't respond to them. (Sorry!)

15 moons-

She meets Spicepaw and she immediately likes him. She asks him about his mentor and they talk. Then, she teases him and says she's the best hunter in the clan. Spicepaw, being the sweet little boyo he is, believes her, and is amazed by her $killz. Cinnamondust is awkward, and tries to diffuse the amazement by telling him that Cammilewish, his mentor, is also super duper cool.

She meets Mousekit one time, they play mossball, but idk if he tells her his name or not.

One night, Cinnamondust is restless, and just hAs to get out of the den, where she finds a small tom named Sagethorn. They greet each other, but it's a bit awkward. She can't really see him, because he's just a silhouette against the moon, so she doesn't notice that he's blind. Then I forget to respond. (I do that a lot, btw)

16 moons-

She meets Sagethorn once again, and she makes a comment about how his eyes look weird, which turns their already awkward encounter even more so. They talk about Sagethorn's missing littermate, Flurrygorse. Then, she takes him on a cute bird adventure and it's super sweet. They hear a blue jay scream, and they laugh, and then Sagethorn shows her a special place near WindClan, which is his favorite place. {CINNAMONDUST WILL REMEMBER THAT} And then Sagethorn goes into the river for the first time! :DD This is where she finds a mouse skull, which she keeps.

She accidentally wakes up Squirreltuft. [Forgot to respond]

Once again, she meets Sagethorn, but he's got a broken jaw now. They play a game of moss-ball, but the rp is pretty boring, so we end it.

17 moons-

Cinnamondust is being edgy and having a mental breakdown next to the duck pond. Sagethorn accidentally finds her, and she spills the beans that she wants to k!ll something. (A FOX, I SWEAR-) Sagethorn is spooked, and they have a mumbly heart to heart about their families. Then, he takes her to a "special place," which is the beach. She'd never been there before, and she was excited about it. Cinnamondust plated in the sand, but Sagethorn destroys her sandhill. The laugh about it, then they sat and watched the sun, even though Sagethorn was blind, and he just sat.

She meets Waspsnow, who's really upset that she can't have kits, and she's super jealous that her sister, Gingerwish could. Cinnamondust tries to comfort her, but fails miserably, instead offending Waspsnow, and she feels guilty and scared after that, avoiding her most of the time.

She meets Adderstalk again, and she's missing an eye. They have an awkward chat, but Cinnamondust is being edgy and I forget to reply lmao.

Cinnamondust runs into Lilypaw, and they talk a bit. Cinnamondust is distracted, thinking of her friend, Sagethorn. She can't figure out why he's the only one she wants to be around.

Cinnamondust wakes up early and finds Sagethorn. They say good morning, and Sagethorn offers to take her to lunch basically. Cinnamondust agrees and picks out a trout, and they go sit down. They literally talk about the weather, and then share an awkward, kinda sweet silence. Cinnamondust starts asking questions, specifically, "Where is your favorite place?" Sagethorn replies, saying the area he showed her, near the WindClan border, then brushes his tail against hers, l i k e f r i e n d s d o . So then she replies, "Mine's the Salt Lake." Then curls her tail with his, l i k e f r i e n d s d o . Then they start goofing with each other about birds, and Sagethorn teases her because her descriptions are absolute garbage.

18 moons-

She's walking along the WindClan border, carrying some lavender. She meets Juncocrash, and she asks him if he's seen Sagethorn's sister, Flurrygorse. He replies no, and they leave.

Cinnamondust runs into Beenose when she's trying to make a flower crown and gets persuaded into telling her that she thinks she has a crush on Sagethorn, not knowing that the two were siblings. Beenose gets super excited and then promises to not tell him. She takes her to make lavender flower crowns.

Cinnamondust meets Honeydawn and accidentally mistakes her for Sagethorn. They talk a bit, but we end the rp because it's kinda boring lol.

Cinnamondust stays up late to give Sagethorn the crown she and Beenose made, and they have a cute moment where she says he looks good in it, then tries to recover and Sagethorn makes her feel better by telling her that he's sure she's beautiful. Then after a slightly awkward silence, they tell each other that they kind of have crushes on each other. Now they're dating.

Cinnamondust goes for a walk near ThunderClan and is chased by a fox. Luckily, Lilypaw was walking around nearby and helps her fend it off. Cinnamondust loses an eye and I'm not sure what happened to Lilypaw, soo-

19 moons-

Cinnamondust gets a visit from Sagethorn and they talk for a bit. I think this happens in two different chains because we were both unmotivated lol-

Sagethorn comes to visit her with flowers so she could teach him how. He makes one for her and she keeps the one she made. She gets the idea to sneak out of the medicine den and explore, so he agrees and they go to Sagethorn's WindClan place. Then she proposes to him actually this time and now he's her husbando.

She tells Beenose she got married and Beenose screams.

Cinnamondust and Sagethorn talk for a little bit.

She meets Leopardfrost but feels guilty that she spooked her with her missing eye.

She meets Clearwhisp and she's sad that she used to be a rogue and doesn't know her parents. Cinnamondust tries to comfort her by telling her that she felt the same way. They both feel better.

She meets Goldeneye and their exchange is pretty awkward.

I think she talks to Waspsnow again, but things don't really go anywhere between them.

She meets Glacierkit and they play-train.

Cinnamondust gets super excited and very stupidly asks Sagethorn if they could have some kits, because Glacierkit was super cute. Only Sagethorn thought of the consequences but doesn't tell her anything.

Cinnamondust is stressing out because she asked Sagethorn if he wanted kits, and she thinks she won't be a good mother, especially if she can't get used to her own missing eye. She meets Astersky and they have a chat about something I can't rememberr-

She talks to Spicepaw about his obvious crush on Mousepaw.

20 moons-

Cinnamondust sees Leopardfrost picking flowers and comes over to see what she's doing. They talk about the weather very awkwardly, but her eyeball, or rather, lack thereof, spooks Leopardfrost a bit.

Cinnamondust sees Waspsnow in the medicine den, crying. She gives her a fish and asks what's wrong. Waspsnow tells her that her daughter died. She also shows the stump that was once her leg and calls herself "Stumpy." Cinnamondust starts to cry with Waspsnow and gives her the flower crown that Sagethorn made her. Waspsnow refuses it, though, and insists she keep it. Cinnamondust relents but does gift her a sprig of lavender.

Cinnamondust meets Astersky again, and they have a nice chat until she brings up Waspsnow. Astersky obviously shows his dislike for the she-cat, causing Cinnamondust to become defensive. She tells him that Waspsnow had a really rough life, but he replies with something along the lines of, "Yes, but it doesn't make up for k!lling another cat." Cinnamondust is now regretting ever being nice to her, she asks what Waspsnow did. Astersky tells her about Hickorysnap's mvrder. Cinnamondust now intends to chew out Waspsnow. (She never does and feels guilty about it.)

Cinnamondust meets Dewumbra, and they decide to go on a hunt. (Forgot to respondd)

Cinnamondust is called to patrol by Blazingwing, along with Dewumbra and Larkspring. They all go out, intending to find Blazingwing's son, Lostpaw. It's raining, with lots of thunder and lightning. Suddenly, Larkspring points out the flames atop the trees. Cinnamondust freezes, eye wide. Suddenly, Blazingwing starts running. Cinnamondust snaps out of it and follows him. She asks him if he saw Lostpaw, and he tells her that he saw a tuft of his fur on a branch, which likely means trouble. Cinnamondust gets scared, thinking maybe Lostpaw was in the fire. Dewumbra points out that he /is/, because the fire is behind them. Blazingwing jumps through the fire, Cinnamondust and Dewumbra following. Blazingwing finds a weird shape on the ground, and it's revealed to be Lostpaw. Blazingwing breaks down and starts crying. Dewumbra, an actual relative to both Lostpaw and Blazingwing, starts to comfort him. Cinnamondust looks at the exit worriedly, coughing frantically. She says that they should go, and Dewumbra agrees. Blazingwing numbly walks with them, hoping that Lostpaw isn't actually dead.

Cinnamondust drops a few winter flowers on Lostpaw's grave and apologizes softly. Blazingwing thanks her.

21-22 moons-

She meets Flurrygorse for the first time, and Cinnamondust gets a little angry at her for leaving Sagethorn for so long. Then, Flurrygorse called her by the wrong name, presumably on purpose, and Cinnamondust basically acts like a first grader and doesn't tell her that she's married to her brother.

She and Waspsnow go hunting, and they become friends. It was really cute heh heh-

She meets Adderstalk in the medicine den, where she finds out she broke her legs while trying to climb up the dens.

She and Waspsnow visit, and they merge their fluff together to make a big fluff tornado.

She stays up late, worrying about Sagethorn again, and meets Spruceberry. Spruceberry gets scared by Cinnamondust's eye and tells her about it. Cinnamondust feels uncomfortable and doesn't really like her. This gives both she-cats ill will toward eachother.

Cinnamondust talks to Mousepaw and finds out that Flurrygorse is his mentor, but they haven't done anything. Cinnamondust feels a bit irritated and Mousepaw picks up on it. Cinnamondust tries sloppily to recover, saying that Flurrygorse was a great warrior. Mousepaw doesn't believe her.

She meets a WindClan kit named Thrasherkit, who was looking for StarClan. Cinnamondust said that you can't and tells him that his parents are dead. Thrasherkit runs away and jumps into the river. Cinnamondust rescues him and takes him to camp, where he shares her nest. [YOU'RE WELCOME, TPD!!!]

She hangs out at the WindClan border, waiting for a warrior to show up. She meets Willowpool, and she takes her to camp to go and get Thrasherkit.

23 moons-

Cinnamondust becomes a mentor! Her new apprentice is Otterpaw, of the Fish spawn. They decide to go to Silver Falls, where Cinnamondust finds out that he's basically blind. She doesn't care, though, and tries to tell him that he doesn't need to prove that he's as good as anybody, because he is. Otterpaw doesn't listen and tries to climb the Falls. Then he has a mental breakdown and starts crying. Cinnamondust comforts him and they go back to camp.

Cinnamondust talks to Flarepaw, who's in the medicine cat den. She sees that she's broken her legs. She asks what happened, and Flarepaw tells her about the badger attack. Cinnamondust has Vietnam flashbacks about the fox attack, and she looks away. Flarepaw takes this the wrong way.

Cinnamondust visits Waspsnow again and she gives her a red pansy for a present.

Cinnamondust takes Otterpaw to a "special" place and tells him that there's dirt there. Otterpaw oBvIoUsLy Is VeRy impressed so far. Then she takes him to the beach. At first, Otterpaw is scared and tries to escape, but then he starts to dig. Then they try to train, but they get into a mudslinging competition. Then they actually start to train, in a tidepool. Otterpaw catches a fish! :0

She meets a tom named Runningcliff on a patrol. They start to fish, but Cinnamondust is really tired and kinda sad. Runningcliff picks up on this, but Cinnamondust pushes him away, a little embarrassed. They catch three fish between them.

Cinna and Wasp talk again, and she finds out that \*gasp\* Waspsnow is having babies! :D

Cinnamondust is sitting around, bored. She gets happy when she sees Dewumbra. They greet each other, and Dewumbra asks what's been happening, and Cinnamondust replies that she has an apprentice now, Otterpaw. Dewumbra says that she also has an apprentice, Breampaw. Cinnamondust got excited and suggested that they all go train together soon. Otterpaw was snooping nearby and got excited. Dewumbra called over Breampaw, and they started on their journey to River Ledge. Cinnamondust and Otterpaw started to play in the stream, and she felt it getting deeper. She stupidly started to panic and tried to make Otterpaw get out, because she's dummy and forgot it was just a little stream. Otterpaw and Breampaw started playing in the river, and Otterpaw shoves Breampaw's head underwater. Cinnamondust does panik because she knows Breampaw can't swim. She tells Otterpaw to let her go, and then she apologizes to Breampaw which makes Otterpaw feel bad. Everybody is quiet for a bit, then Dewumbra points out River Ledge to everybody. Cinnamondust points out the log to see if Otterpaw can see it and she's proud when he does. So, then they climb up it. Then she and Otterpaw jump off into the water. She finds an awfully cool mossy-green piece of seaglass.

She has a short conversation with Flarepaw.

She has a short conversation with Ospreyfeather.

Cinnamondust heard that somebody named Antwhisker had kits. She knew that Waspsnow was having kits, and she wanted to see if it was true. She sees Sunkit, and knows that they are Waspsnow's kits. She goes over to see them, but only Cascadekit is squirming around. She starts to talk to her, even if she can't understand her. Then Cascade imitates her and calls her Cinnaodo. She praises her and then she snuggles in Cinnamondust's fur.

She tries to decorate her fur with holly leaves but ends up crumpling them. Mothscatter sees her and asks if he could use them. Cinnamondust says yes and offers to show him to a clump of lavender near Mothscatter. He agrees, and so they set off. On the way, Cinnamondust sees the tree that the Bluejay was in when it screeched at her and Sagethorn. She starts to feel edgy, and Mothscatter doesn't notice. Then they get there, and they bring it back.

She looks into the nursery and sees Waspsnow visiting her kits. She walks in and they talk about them. Then she puts them in a cute lil baby basket. :0

She's excited about Waspsnow's kits and then she sees Spruceberry. She feels really nervous and embarrassed. They talk and decide to patch things up between each other, so they go on a walk. Then Cinnamondust brings up something that happened during their last encounter. The mood quickly changes, and only gets worse when Spruceberry innocently asks about Sagethorn. Cinnamondust flips out and upsets Spruceberry. Cinnamondust quickly apologizes, not wanting to worsen their relationship further, and they agree to patch things up.

I believe Cinna and Otto train at the beach...?

Cascadekit opens her eyes! :0 She's confused as to why one of them is still dark, and she and Cinna figure out that she's half-blind.

Cinnamondust meets a newborn named Sprucekit.

Cinnamondust throws a fit about Sagethorn, effectively embarrassing herself in front of Goldeneye.

24-25 moons-

Cinnamondust catches Greencough, but recovers.

26 moons-

I think Cass is an apprentice now. Anyways, they talk for a bit, and Cinna feels guilty for missing her ceremony.

Cinna and Spruceberry meet up and decide to race to the Duck Pond. They settle down and Spruceberry vents to Cinnamondust about how she upset Mousepaw. Cinna comforts her.

Cinnamondust and Waspsnow combine powers and create the furnado.

I THINK this is the one where Otty gets hurt and they postpone the warrior ceremony.

27-28 moons-

She gets sick again.

29 moons-

SAGE IS BACK OMG!!! Cinna is TICKED. Then 5 seconds later she starts crying on him.

OTTERPAW CAN BE A WARRIOR NOW!!!! WHOOO!!!

HHH She and Dewumbra hang out, but I have no idea what they did lol.

She meets Thrasherpaw and they talk about Otterpaw. She finds it odd that he cares so much about how Otty got hurt, but Cinna brushes it off.

I have no idea what she and Spruce did here.

She meets Russetkit and they talk about StarClan and Waspsnow's death, which Cinna had no idea had happened.

WHATT CINNAS BFFFFS ARE MARRIED?? CINNA IS A THIRD WHEEL NOW (True Steve behavior 10/10 . 7-15-2022)

30-33 moons-

No clue who "The Gang" are, but they roleplayed for sure. Whait I think this is when Spruce, Dewy & Cass went missing

SPICYHERBS ARE BORN!!! AAAAA-

It said Gentlebreeze here. I'm going to assume that means she and Clearwhisp talked.

Aw bummer. Sagey's dead. :(

She talks to her son, Wavekit. He wants to know if she really loves him.

did cass come back? honestly, idek anymore.

76 moons-

Cinnamondust is eaten by sharks!!!!

### StarClan-

**OTTERCHASE--**

6/28/2022 to 6/29/2022

Fourdiirtypaws: [ CRP w/Cinnamondust ] All that illuminated their ill-lit cabin was the dim light radiating from the electronic fish tanks down the hall, seeping through the murky glass window, and the beneath the crack in the door. It might've provided some comfort to the sleeping kits, however it was far too faint to permeate Otterchase's eyes. He lay there instead, listening to the boat creak as it slowly rocked, teetering in the palms of the gentle waves outside their window. It was difficult, for all 7 of them to wedge into one kittypet nest, but Otterchase wasn't a stranger to such tight sleeping spaces. It was usually comforting even, reminding him of the moons he'd spent curled up with Hawkcrest and Scampermizzle in their excuse of a nest, or crammed in the far back of the nursery with his brother, when he was even younger. But peculiarly, this night was different. He'd somehow ended up on the floor, from everyone else, whimpering, tossing restlessly. Something was wrong.

Me: A young, bright-eyed warrior had made it up a beautiful hill, following a starry brook. She looked at herself in the reflection. It was just as she remembered- except very different at the same time. This new face was young and innocent, save for the almost heIIish-looking scar on the left side of her face. Yet it looked somewhat natural. Just another story to tell. The elegant tortoiseshell pricked her tufted ears. Although she'd left the world, the she-cat still had ties beyond this starry dimension. And those ties had emotions, and strong ones, too. She let herself be pulled toward him and found herself in the blurred world of her former apprentice's mind. The starry warrior stared, slightly bewildered. Is this how Otterchase saw the world? Cinnamondust turned to his short brown form. "Hello, Buddy." She mewed, one-eyed gaze softening at the sight of him.

Fourdiirtypaws:||  Otterchase blinked open his sleepy eyes, baffled. "Cinnamondust?" he whispered into the depths of the vacant room. He was so sure he'd just heard his mentor, but he parted his jaws and inhaled a shallow breath, heavy head still limp on the wood, and all he could scent was the tin of kittypet food in the far corner of the room, stinking up the place. He hadn't heard the door creak open, either. His eyes slid closed again and he buried his face between his paws, convinced he was only hearing things. He must have dreamt his mentor's voice, that made him chuckle. He'd tell her in the morning.

Me:|| Cinnamondust chuckled when he lay down again. "Otto, it's me, Cinnamondust." She whispered, crouching down in front of him. It was an odd sight: the she-cat looked moons younger than her former apprentice. She grinned and batted at one of his tall ears playfully. It seemed her bubbly nature had returned upon her arrival to StarClan. "Sleepy tom!" She snickered. The molly's eye gleamed.

Fourdiirtypaws:|| Maybe his ears weren't mistaking him after all, because there came her voice again. It was softer than he'd recalled it in recent moons, weighted with age and grief, but it sounded no less familiar. Maybe it was more so, tugging at his tired heart, bittersweet memories of his apprenticeship resurfacing, prompting a smile as his eyes flickered open and closed. Then he felt a paw brush his ear and lickety-split he was wide awake, blue eyes bulging. "Cinnamondust? Are you actually there?" he heard some cat grunt and shift in the kittypet nest from the far corner of the room. "I can't smell you." he whimpered, lowering his voice. He wriggled a little forwards and stretched out a paw, searching for his mentor. She'd sounded like her muzzle was right to his ear. But when he thrust out a forearm, his paw went directly through her translucent face, slapping the floor without resistance.

Me:|| Cinnamondust felt a twinge of grief at the sadness of his mew. "I know, Otto." She sighed, flicking her star-spangled tail. "I wish you could. I want to feel you." Cinna cocked her head. "But I'm here now! It's okay, now. We can talk now." But even as she said it, she knew it wasn't so simple. Otterchase didn't believe in StarClan. Would she be able to visit him anymore? Was that allowed?

Fourdiirtypaws:|| Otterchase furrowed his brows. He looked frightened, his milky eyes as wide as moons, ears flattened and his bottom lip quivering. Like any minute he might spring to his paws and shake Thrashercloud awake. But Otterchase refused to move an inch, no matter how his racing heart nagged. "I don't understand." he whispered, voice crackling.

Me:|| Cinnamondust shuffled her paws. "Well... I'm not really with you anymore, buddy. You're not going to see me so much anymore." She explained vaguely, trying to not shatter his beliefs. Cinna scooted closer to him. "Watch out for the Clawfish." She added, eye widening. "It /ate/ me!" The sheer oddness of her exclamation almost made her snort in amusement. But no, this was serious.

Fourdiirtypaws: Cinnamondust's laughter was contagious. Otterchase began to giggle with her, his anxieties melting. He sunk back down onto the floorboards. Cinnamondust, eaten by 'the Clawfish'? Giggles spouted from his mouth again. There was no doubting it now, this was a dream. One of the strangest he'd ever had, but it was oddly pleasant. He didn't want to wake up. He wanted to know what other gibberish dream Cinnamondust might conjure. "Were you tasty at least?"

Me:|| Cinnamondust very nearly started cackling at the question, but she instead cleared her throat. "Er- no. Otterchase, I'm /serious/. I died. The-the only reason I'm here now is to tell you. I'm in StarClan now, Bud." She explained, flattening her ears. She instantly regretted it. Why couldn't they have just kept on with their joking? This may be the last time he got to see her. "The Clawfish. Ask around about it. It's giant and gray and white. Just make sure you don't swim in the Salt Lake, okay?” With a pang of sadness, she added, "That's all I ask of you. You don't have to believe anything else I say to you." She curled her tail and stared at his giant white paws. "You know I'm so, so, so proud of you, right Otterchase? Do you know how lucky I am to have gotten to meet you? You're my best friend. You are my first son. I hope you remember that, and how much I love you. Okay?" She looked up at him, love and pride glistening in her gaze. This was the first time she'd ever told him how she really felt. "You're a fine tom. And I know you're going to be the best leader RiverClan has ever seen. I'm sorry I couldn't stay around that long, Bud. But..." She sighed, and stretched her nose forward to meet his, although she knew she wouldn't be able to touch it. Cinnamondust smiled. "I'm alright now.

Fourdiirtypaws:|| Time seemed to slow and the boat's rocking almost ceased. Otterchase's smile dimed, curling into a frown. His paws grew numb. He lifted his little head off the floorboards, his whole body trembling. Cinnamondust couldn't be dead. He was dreaming, he knew. He hadn't seen her in a couple days, and now he was having nightmares. But it all felt so real. He couldn't feel her - her breath blowing on his whiskers - but her voice was clear as another day. The days he'd have without her. He was so certain now, as he strained, nose twitching, that he could smell her. Maybe he was imaging it, the tiniest whiff of his mentor, hardly penetrating the air. But Otterchase was convinced. He surged forwards, plunging into a desperate search for her, scouring the room, sticking his nose into every nook and cranny. He swiped out at the night breeze with his paws, trying to follow the memory of her scent, but it was traceless. Eventually he gave in and began to cry. An ugly, howling sound. He'd hunched in on himself, shoulders sagging, a puddle of chocolate fur. He flexed his claws into the wood, straining for cinnamondust's scent again, searching for something of her, all that was tangible in the small room. "Cinnamondust, don't go!" he wailed. His throat was tight and his little voice hoarse. "Cinnamondust, I'm not done yet. I'm not finished, you can't leave. I still need to show you that I can do this." his words were hardly comprehensible, drenched with tears. He shuddered, hunched in on himself, shoulders sagging, a puddle of chocolate fur. He flexed his claws into the wood, straining for cinnamondust's scent again, searching for something of her, all that was tangible in the small room. "Cinnamondust, don't go!" he wailed. His throat was tight and his little voice hoarse. "Cinnamondust, I'm not done yet. I'm not finished, you can't leave. I still need to show you that I can do this." his words were hardly comprehensible, drenched with tears. He shuddered,

Me:|| Cinnamondust could feel herself fading, but she fought against it. <Just a little longer!> She prayed, eye wide with desperation. The StarClan queen rushed toward him, trying to soothe the short tom. “Otto, you’re okay. I promise, you’ll be fine. We’ll meet again, I swear on all I know and love.” Truthfully, the molly had no idea if it was even possible. But she knew deep down that she would make it happen. No matter what; not even the forces of StarClan could keep her from her family. She unsheathed her claws, feeling herself both in her new home and in this star-forsaken boat. “You’re going to be alright. You have kits - and Thrashercloud… I know you won’t go wrong. Good-bye, Buddy. And be nice to Monarchflutter!” Her vision blurred, and she could no longer see Otterchase. The tortoiseshell stared blankly at where his face had once been. Emptiness clawed at her stomach, emptiness not even the beauty of StarClan’s hunting grounds could fill. But one thought broke her: <He called me his mother.> Tears started falling and she turned to flee towards her new home, to Sagethorn. Cinna didn’t know why she thought it was good she was in StarClan. She still missed the rest of her family.

fourdiirtypaws:|| "Okay. I will." he whispered through clenched teeth. Had Otterchase known what he was eternally promising, he might've kept his mouth shut. But for the moment he could't care. He hung onto Cinnamondust's every word, like he might her fur, if he were able, grabbing it in fistfuls, willing her not to leave. He snatched at the ghost of her scent instead, holding it tight so that the universe might know it was his. He ran it over his tongue, along the ridges of the roof of his mouth, processing it, something he hadn't consciously poured so much effort into in a long time. When he was younger, he'd sit and mechanically trace scents in his mind. Largely those belonging to strangers - foreign cats who dared stick their heads into the nursery, or mousebrained border-hoppers, flouncing into RiverClan territory. He'd considered that crucial because he needed to remember them, for when he might meet them next. He was never going to see Cinnamondust again. So, this time it was especially important that he memorised her scent, every kink and intricately. It was growing fainter by the second, but Otterchase was faster, filling in all the blanks like some cat were reading it's pattern to him off a script. And when it was gone he continued, rolling it about in his mouth and in his mind, vowing he'd never loose it as long as he lived. It was when he eased his eyes open, dared to let his nose place scents other than his mentor's, that he realised how quiet it had grown. His heart began to hammer, but he urged himself to stay calm, tracing her scent again for comfort. "Cinnamondust?" he whispered, knowing his crying had probably woken Thrashercloud, and if not the kits. "Cinnamondust, are you still there?" no response. He felt his heart plummet, and he followed suit, collapsing into a heap of limbs, weeping into his paws. He lay there for a long while, tail curled around himself. The boat had resumed it's rocking, like it was mocking him. Dozens of sways passed until finally he rose to his heavy paws. He slunk out the room, feeling dizzy on his feet, looking for Hawkcrest, praying he'd lull his fears, and assure him it really had only been a nightmare. As it stood he could't swallow that, but he knew out of Hawkcrest's mouth it would be believable. [ End ]

**SPRUCEBERRY --**

Buttercup\_Bloom:|| 《 ❀ A field of flowers going as far as you could see with beautiful red carnations, blue orchids, azaleas, daisies, gardenia, dandelions, red roses, green mums, tiger lilies, and where the brown tabby stood, a single pink rose surrounded by lavender and gardenias. A scared, grieving brown tabby mourned over the pink rose, as this flower field, which used to be her comfort place, with all the flowers that represented her family and friends, turned to be a nightmare. She had become so distant with her family, even though she tried to repair their family bond so much with gifts and family activities but her kits wouldn't forgive her and Dewumbra for what they had done many moons ago and tried so hard to make it up to them. Then Blueberrybubble ran away, and her son Twigsprout passed away and Spruceberry never got to say goodbye. The events kept on getting more and more intense with each seeming like a hurricane that separated Spruceberry from the ones she loved. Now her very best friend had passed away, and all that was left was her lavender bracelet, the memories they had, and the pink rose. Shadows started to creep up on Spruceberry, with shadow cats like the very cats she had imagined so many moons ago, appearing to taunt her. But Spruceberry didn't seem afraid, more in a pool of sorrow for the ones she had lost. In this dream realm, Spruceberry's flower crown wasn't just red roses and carnations, but a flower for everyone she had ever cared about, which made her look like she could blend right in with the surroundings. As she looked up to see a starry version of her friend, her crystal blue eyes filled with tears of joy as she rushed over to hug her fallen friend. "D-Don't ever leave me again!" She whispered, between the soft cries of joy. ❀ 》

Buttercup\_Bloom:|| 《 ❀ Spruceberry smiled softly, tears of pure joy and happiness flooded the brown tabby's crystal blue eyes, and she didn't want to leave this place. She could see her best friend in her dreams, and whatever she thought of, they could do! But as with all dreams she wasn't in control, her dreams could easily be persuaded into nightmares, with shadowy cats haunting her. "I miss you so much! Things aren't the same without you, and I've helped Dew through grief, but I've never felt such grief and longing for comfort until... until now. You will still be my best friend, and we won't drift apart ever again, right? And I promise to stay away from Salt Lake as much as possible! And I will stay by Dew's side, to comfort her, and for her to comfort me! And thank you for the rose, I will cherish it until it wilts and will try to preserve its petals for as long I can!" She said softly, with guilt and grief coating her every word. She missed Cinnamondust so much, and even though she was right in front of her, it wasn't the same. "Also, I know how close you were to Otterchase, so if you want I could ask Dew to tell Otterchase anything you would like to say to him" She suggested, nervously, knowing about her friend's close bond with the Riverclan deputy, who doesn't believe in Starclan. ❀ 》

Me:|| Cinnamondust slid to her side and curled their tails together. “I’ll never leave you two.” She murmured, nudging Spruceberry’s cheek with her nose. “Don’t be sad for things out of your control.” But her tabby friend wasn’t finished, and she waited patiently and sadly. She felt a flash of pain at her last comment, and she looked down at the pristine pink rose. “Just… Make sure he doesn’t forget me.” With a jolt, she realized that was truly all she ever wanted- even when she longed for her parents, or her sisters, the one thing that trumped all else was her determination to be /someone/. Even if she didn’t make an impact on everybody, she hoped that she did mean something to someone… someone like Otterchase. Someone like… She turned back to Spruceberry, eye tearing up. “Oh, Spruceberry!” She wailed, digging her muzzle into her chest fur. She sobbed, sobbed harder than even when she had to see Sagethorn d3@d. “Spruceberry, I’m so sorry! I wish I was there for you for everything. I love you, I love you and Dewumbra and your kits and everybody so much- I wish I could stay with you forever.” She cried, shaking.

Buttercup\_Bloom:|| 《 ❀ Spruceberry, still shocked, sensitive to her own emotions flooding through her mind, didn't want to leave Cinnamondust. "I-I promise I won't let anyone forget you! Your legacy will live on! Riverclan will remember you as a strong, courageous warrior, who cared for your clan deeply! And I will remember you as the friend who even though I made a mistake, a foolish young mistake gave me another chance! Even if it's just Dew, Otto, and I, we will still remember you! I-I had been wanting to have another litter of kits, since the first litter is all grown up, and I would like to name one after you! Like, Dustykit, Cinnamonkit, Nutmegkit, or Muddykit! And please don't feel guilty, you can't change the past, but you will always be watching over us! And always my moral compass, as the twolegs say, in my mind!" She exclaimed, tears rolling down her cheeks as she just wanted to stay here forever. ❀ 》

**PANSYWHISKER --**

Omni-Idiot:|| Crp w/ @Vegtables\_hulking , Idk it's Starclan ) Trotting into the serene landscape he felt a strange peaceful feeling spread across him telling him it was alright and lulling him into a sense of security. An aged calico molly sat before him with stars peppered across her pelt "Well this might be my weirdest dream yet-" Pansywhisker mumbled to himself still in awe taking it all in. Blinking with realization Pansywhisker gave a gasp, "Is- is this Starclan?!" Pansywhisker's amber eyes lit up with joy and pleasant surprise, he'd been doubting his faith in the stars recently but this reassured him in the presence of their ancestors watching over them.

Me:|| Cinnamondust's features had been grave, but at the look on the tom's face, she couldn't help but snicker. She let her composure go and adopted a more friendly and bubbly demeanor. "Hello, there! You sure don't look like a StarClan cat." She observed very intelligently. She stretched out her muzzle curiously, her single bright blue eye glimmering. "You look lost, my friend." She murmured, smiling softly. She stood up and lifted her tail in a smooth arc- like a starry mottled rainbow. "Come on, let's see if we can find your home.” The starry tortoiseshell padded gracefully ahead, tall tufted ears pricked. This was the first time a living cat had chosen to come to her! This tom must be special- or in need of guidance. Whatever it may be, Cinnamondust was prepared to help him as best she could. After all, watching him for about two minutes definitely showed her all she needed to know about this cat. She flicked her tail in amusement at herself. <Obviously, I know best.> She thought sarcastically.

Omni-Idiot:|| Looking at the overall floaty form of her and many cats further into the seemingly blank void but with soft moss and grass along with the occasional sparse tree scattered across he compared it to clouds. Pansywhisker noticed the older she-cat with a mottled brown pelt was a tail length or two above the bright green grassy ground "SO- you've ,if this Starclan, died? And what do you mean by 'home'?" perking up their massive ears, their ear tips flowing gently n the graceful atmospheric breeze. Many more questions rushed to his mouth such as who she was or did he die but for once he decided to let another answer before carrying on with his mini-rant. Leaning in closer to listen to her answers, despite many cats on the boats having a salty or fishy scent he smelt gentle flowers with a hint of fish causing him to picture a beautiful river bank with flowers and shrubbery swaying beside in the gentle breeze and fish silhouettes passing by along with a night sky with glowing stars and a bright crescent moon above. Before snapping out of this trance-like state they pieced together she was or is a Riverclan cat. -

Me:|| Sorry, this will be pretty short- motivation is pretty mediocre lately.)) Cinnamondust turned around, slightly surprised. "Well, if you're here, you must believe in StarClan! So that must mean you live with the clans." A faint jolt of alarm hit her. "Oh my stars! Or are you new? Or do you not live with the clans?" Her eye glittered and she darted over to him. "Who are you?" The young starry warrior murmured, inspecting him. The tom, Cinnamondust realized, she had never seen before.

Omni-Idiot:|| Same with me tbh, just use fancy words to double the word count :D /j ) Pansywhisker gave a hesitant shake of his head for the one about affiliation with the clans before speaking a response "Pansywhisker, my parents liked flowers hence the name Pansy and I have longer whiskers than average so I got Pansywhisker as my warrior name. I'm from Shadowclan, which I'm assuming you're not?" Raising an eyebrow as a gesture for her reply of confirmation.

Me:|| LMAO SAME-)) Cinnamondust had only met one ShadowClan warrior in her entire life, Clovehollow. She and the russet tabby had found a fierce creature that the handsome tom had christened a "raccoon". Apparently, Clovehollow had become a RiverClan warrior shortly after and became mates with an old acquaintance of hers- Goldeneye. Cinnamondust forced herself out of her head and pricked her ears at the tabby in front of her. "Er... wha- no, no, I'm RiverClan. I'm Cinnamondust!" She introduced herself in a flustered sort of manner, embarrassed that she had almost forgotten the question. "Pansywhisker... why are you here?" She asked, back on track. He must have come to her for some reason. Whether it be grief, inspiration or longing, cats who came to StarClan always had a reason - if they knew it or not.

Omni-Idiot:|| Describing your characters also works instead of names ) The dark brown tabby blinked, a reason? No, they'd been peacefully sleeping in a pile of tangled frayed ropes, Pansywhisker found the ropes pleasant to chew and claw against so had claimed ownership to them after all he couldn't have pesky cats stealing /his/ ropes. Cinnamondust may not've been old but by his standards she appeared as such "Did you go on the boats?" to them it seemed a perfectly reasonable question to ask straight away Cinnamondust hadn't disclosed whether or not she'd even seen the ocean, or did the older she-cat still know it as the endless salt lake? Hmm, what about the nursery tail of the legandary leader, Furstar and her pristine ginger and black pelt with stunning purple eyes did the Riverclan or well formerly Riverclan warrior know if there was any truth to it? Maybe it was just that, a legend.

Me:|| At the tabby's words, Cinnamondust's face scrunched up in deep distaste. "Yes." She muttered sourly. She lashed her tail. "What about you? Were you there for The Revolution?" The starry warrior asked curiously, pretty obviously trying to change the direction of the conversation. The boats and the Salt Lake in general was not her favorite subject. Besides, she knew just as much about Pansywhisker as he knew about her. It couldn't hurt to learn a thing or two, could it?

Dewberry death roleplay.  :(

## Trivia

-She doesn't put stuff behind her ears because "her ears move too much."

-Her voice claim is Chloe Moriondo at the moment. (Please suggest some please-)

-To my very extensive knowledge of TFCRP, I believe she is the first cat to die of a shark attack! Please correct me if wrong.

-The SpicyHerbs ship name was created by Honeydawn's rper!

#### Quotes that I like lol

"They're wrong. They only look for the flaws. When they look for flaws, that's all that they see. You look for your flaws, too. That's why you feel so bad. Focus on the good things. 'Cause those are the things that really matter." - Cinnamondust to Waspsnow

## Relationships

### Family

Sagethorn - M - RiverClan - Dead - Mate - "Hello, my love. I've missed you so much, I'm so glad we can be together again..."

Cascadekit - She-cat - RiverClan - Unclear - Non-related niece - "I'm sorry we grew apart like that. I'm sorry I missed your ceremonies, but I sincerely hope we meet again and become as close as we used to be."

Otterchase (RC) - Tom - Alive - Former apprentice, Friend, Son Figure, Deputy - "I love you so, so much, Bud. I'm sorry I left you, I really am. I hope that you know I haven't left you, but I know we'll never meet again. I truly wish we could."

Woolymeadow - She-cat - RiverClan - Dead - Adopted Daughter - "I was horrified at losing you at such a premature time, but I am happy we can make up lost time together now."

Prawnharvest- She-cat - RiverClan - Unclear - Daughter - "I wish we were closer, sweetheart..."

°✧ Wavestare ✧° - Tom - RiverClan - Dead - Son - "I wish that you had a chance to live. a longer life..."

Mudpuppyskip - Non-Binary - RiverClan - Dead - Child - "Although I do regret your young demise, I'm glad that we're together again."

### Friends

Waspsnow - She-cat - RiverClan - Dead - "Waspsnow! Oh my stars, I missed you!"

Monarchflutter - She-cat - RiverClan - Alive - Former Apprentice - "You're a cheeky little sneak! That's why I love you haha!"

Dewumbra - She-cat - RiverClan - Alive - "I'm sorry I left you, Dewy. You were my first true friend."

Spruceberry - She-cat - RiverClan - Alive - "Sprucey, just remember that I'm watching you, keeping the shadows away. I know you'll get through this."

Clearflight - She-cat - Alive - Friend - "Be careful, Clearflight... you don't know what you may be dealing with..."

### Acquaintances

Astersky - Tom - RiverClan - Alive - "You are a very polite and respectful cat! I hold you very highly."

Goldeneye - She-cat - RiverClan - Alive - "Hello, er- sorry about our encounters, haha... You seem nice..."

Adderstalk - She-cat - RiverClan - Dead - "Hey... Adderstalk...! That snake thing was funny, huh? Heh..."

Breamlily - She-cat - RiverClan - Alive - "You seem to be very polite! I appreciate manners."

Spicedark - Tom - RiverClan - Dead - "You little goof!"

Beenose - She-cat - Dead - Sister in-law - "You are a very spunky cat haha!"

Honeydawn - She-cat - Alive - Mother in-law - "Hey. It's crazy, isn't it? It seems like only yesterday I was on the verge of death due to extreme bloodloss, haha..."

Mothscatter - Tom - Dead - "You're a very fun tom!"

### Negative Relationships

Flurrygorse - She-cat - RiverClan - Dead - Sister in-law - "...Hey."

### Education/Clan leaders

Blazingstar - Tom - Alive - Leader - "Wow! It's insane that you're a leader now- er... actually, maybe it's not, haha! You seem like a sweet guy, I wish we could have met in... better circumstances."

Badgerstrike - Tom - Alive - Ex-Leader - "That sneaky Monarchflutter! I hope you enjoyed your thorough tick-cleaning."

Ospreyfeather - Tom - Dead - Ex-Deputy - "You have excellent manners. I'd be lying if I said I never tried to immitate you..."

Beechstorm - She-cat - Dead - Medicine cat - "I don't belive we've met officially- I was too busy dying of something or other."

Martenbloom - Tom - Dead - Medicine cat - "You were missing at the time I was in the den."

### Roleplays

﻿​﻿﻿​RiverClan Camp - The Four Clans RP - Scratch Studio (mit.edu) Confessing to Sagethorn

﻿​﻿﻿​RiverClan Camp - The Four Clans RP - Scratch Studio (mit.edu) Sagethorn and her going on an adventure

﻿﻿​​﻿RiverClan Camp - The Four Clans RP - Scratch Studio (mit.edu) Tries helping Wasp

Old design, Not the one in use.Also old design, plus old art by me!!! Yay!!! :,/