Big Brother 6/Week 1

so this game started off pretty chill. this is a tough cast because i’m friends with 90% of them (this will be discussed later!!) and i really don’t want to vote any of them out. the first night is pretty fun and i start talking to people, a lot of us were gagged to finally play, all the usual behavior. then the next morning comes and we find out we’re in duos. well damn! so each time i try and start a duo it gets announced that that person is in a duo already so i go with Ain, who i actually really like and that’s not a problem. things seem relatively chill again
HoH happens and TrAin loses really quickly, but it’s fine because none of us wanted HoH either. anna won and I was actually pretty satisfied but kinda wary. however of course ms anna nominates Chris and Marie for not talking but we ALL know (Dani grace and i were not supposed to know) that it’s really because dani chris and i are super good friends. so like chris is in danger and i guess anna made a deal with dani, so what happens if the veto gets used??? i go up!!! great.
veto draw happens and i’m not picked. fucking christ i need some prayers. but mackie is there for me and wins, and isn’t going to use it as far as i’m aware. now anna and i have been talking about her cracked decision and how it’s “been common knowledge chris is her target” uh, yeah, only because all your friends are loose-lipped ho! i mean when i asked the bitch about her plan she just told me i have nothing to worry about. i appreciate the safety grant girl but that didn’t answer my question and that DEFINITELY doesn’t make it common knowledge that chris is the target sns.
it’s especially frustrating because nobody ever gives me a chance. i can’t even remember the last time i played with dani and/or chris and didn’t get targeted. oh wait that’s never because i havent played with them in two years and i got targeted because of it. it’s honestly degrading because people are assuming i’m only interested in working with them when in reality my closest allies aren’t either of them. they always fucking assume. not to mention, ally r. and anna are literally best friends???? i see u girl.
going forward, i’m trying to get something going with me, ain, mackie, ally a., grace, and aaron. i like all those people the most out of this cast and i think i have the best future and good chemistry with them. however i am worried because mackie seems pretty close with anna and he could potentially leak whatever we say in there, so we need a way for him to prove his loyalty or I could be in some trouble by going with that group
i have my eyes peeled for jake, ally r, and anna. anna and jake especially. anna needs a taste of her own medicine. let’s see how she likes it when she gets targeted for having friends and “being a huge threat.” i guarantee you the reaction will be different. ally r is guilty by association, and she’s an easy nomination because she’s got a notoriously bad social game and talks to nobody. and jake wouldnt normally concern me but i’ve heard he’s been talking game with a lot of people and i guess i am not included in “a lot of people” so something needs to be done. he’s talking to me very similar to how he talked to me in tokelau which is not a good sign, since when he talked to me like that i got blindsided and I think he’s intentionally straying away from speaking any game to me and developing a connection. or his social game really is that bad, who knows. all i know is several times in the past jake has proven to be sneaky and i’m not gonna ignore that."