I Will Be A Bitter Juror/Confessionals

Literally 2 minutes before the vote chris told me he would vote tim, as would bob. I didnt trust them completely and figured it was worth idoling just to ensure Courtney and I stay safe, and it worked
Derek is pissed, he was not included in the courtney switch
But like, derek and I are not working together so why would he be mad at me? idk
We have 1 idol left and 3 more tribals, I do think wes is with us 100% so hopefully he can provide insight as to when to play it
Super bummed tim went home, Wish he didnt strike up the team to get our idol wasted
probably the busiest hour of my life also
dont tell my boss

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If this was real Survivor, just imagine me sitting alone in the middle of the night with Bob sitting with everyone else in the camp bed lol, pretty sad image. Ah well though, I can do my best work alone and I intend to survive this next tribal

I’m thinking final 2
And I don’t have a path to the end
Not confident enough yet

He called himself everyone's goat and said he's tired of people telling him what to do all the time and that he just doesn't care anymore and he's going to blow up his game and tell us to save our idols. I thought it might have been an act or something but he seems to be taking a mental health break from the game from what I can tell. He keeps swearing that he's not mad at me and then I didn't do anything wrong. But I just don't see how that could possibly be true. I didn't do what he wanted me to do yesterday and then he did something that he clearly felt was for my game and not for his game and then he got upset and dipped. I'm just really happy I'm doing good in this game but it's not worth the cost of my friendship. I have a plan to get us to final four and I hope when I explain it to him he feels better. I can't do anything about the fact that he hasn't made a lot of moves in this game and maybe feels like a goat but I really think I have a good chance of getting him to four with me and then from there hopefully he and I can make it to FTC.

Tough one. In a vacuum, my ideal top 3 would be Me, Derek & Mango. But Derek seems like a lost cause at this point, so maybe Me, Wes & Mango would be best here.
I could get there by getting out Derek, Brandon & Courtney and then ideally flipping it on Bob F4 for being the threat.

is with Courtney and Brandon. I know they are the perceived power players in the game, but I plan to use that to my advantage and twist the votes into the way I want them to go all the way until FTC. I’ll be able to say at the end that I didn’t need advantages because I was able to use my social game to manipulate the people who had them, and who had targeted me at one point, to use them to take me to the end.

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#### Tribal Council

Ideal boot list
Mylo
Bob
Derek
Chris/wes

It is a bit of a shame though because I think my ideal final 3 would be Mango and Derek (in a FTC). If it's final 2, then probably Derek. It's not that I don't think I could win against like Bob or Wes but I'd struggle far more and I think they could both easily dispute my games

Courtney I have 0 doubt she is with me, the whole game sees us as a duo but there is nothing they can really do about it right now. wes may want to turn on us at 6 but I suspect if he does courtney will be the target and not me. I am not sure what Courtney has done to make herself a bigger target than me but I am here for it. Small issue with that is if she gets to the end she may beat me, but I think I can tell a better story than her so we will see
Wes I am still shocked Wes and I are working together, but everything I am hearing is telling me he is with me. This may be a genuis plan to make it 4 v 2, getting the wildcard out. But he has been so willing to share info I am inclined to trust him. I spoke with courtney about this last night after our 1 hour call with wes, we need to decide if we are ok losing to him at the end if I am in jury and wes plays his cards right he has a really good story, and could get votes. Another thing to remember is courtney and I could steal votes from each other, leaving wes with the plurality. May want to consider cutting him at 4 if the right goat is there, but I dont know if I have the heart to do it.
Bob In my mind bob is the most likely winner if Myself, Court, or Wes dont win. Honestly he heasnt done that much but I suspect he is playing a good social game, and honestly could see him winning some challenges down the road. Him and Mylo are known to be together so they will be trying to target me next cycle, I think we have the numbers. I do not know if it is best to get mylo or bob out next so stay tuned
Chris Chris is the biggest goat in the game right now in my mind. He really hasnt done anything, I think he is busy with RL work? either way if I can sell to him the importance of cat daddys we may be able to drag him to the end. Unless Courtney and I are hated (I dont think we are) he hould not be receiving any votes
Mylo Mylo and I just got the unfortunate role of being on the opposite sides. We have casual talk every now and then but both know we can trust each other in this game. He knows I am close with court and will likely take a shot us at next cycle. Unfortunately for him Wes may not want that to happen. Mylo may be next to go after derek.

Bob: I don't trust Bob honestly. I think he sells me a lot of bullshit. I think he would cut me if he could. I know he's voted with me so far but I don't think he wants me and Brandon to both make it to the end. He told me today that he would pick saving me over Brandon if he ever had to choose and maybe that's true but good or bad a shot at Brandon or Chris is a shot at me.
Brandon: I was not anticipating having a ride or die that wasn't Chris. I really believe that he has my back 100% though. I think the only way that he would betray me is in the final hour. I don't even really think he would do that either. He played his idol on me and let me keep mine. That's a power move loyalty wise. I really mean what I've said... I would lose to Chris or Brandon and be okay with it. This is only my second org and if I lose I will learn from it and play more cutthroat the next time. I will say though that if Brandon cuts me he's not getting my vote at the end. And I'm a persuasive bitch so who knows what I might pull off in jury. Not going to lie I will respect it and forgive him but I got cut by an ally in the final hour of the mini I played and I dragged her in my jury speech and she got the least amount of votes. No matter how much people think I'm running this game... I still don't think they totally know what I'm capable of. But again I don't think that's going to be necessary.
Chris: my bro. An angel. I think I've sold my alliance with Brandon and Wes on taking Chris to four and Brandon suggested to me last night that we should consider cutting Wes at four and taking Chris to the end. If I can pull that off that would be so ideal. Can you even imagine? Me being able to successfully get to the end and bring both people I wanted there with me since the beginning? Whether the jury votes for me or not that's some Queen shit right there.
Derek: He's like Will but not as effective. I don't trust this kid any further than I could throw him. He's such a wild card he has no idea what to do round to round and just causes chaos. It's worked for him so far but I think his number might be up.
Mylo: I told Mylo that we are starcrossed lovers in this game. He's a good dude and I think that we would have really gotten along had things shook out different. But they didn't and I'm never going to turn on my people for him.
Wes: I feel like I should believe him that he wants to go to the end with me and Brandon. Things have been so messy this whole game though that I'm starting to feel like trusting anyone who isn't Chris or Brandon is a mistake. And even though I was always going to want to cut Wes at four because of my secret loyalty to Chris...the points I made last night to Brandon are true. Why set Wes up to win? Because he flipped to us? That's loyalty to a foolish degree