MeMe

**Label** | Universal Music Japan

**MeMe,** is Kayano Mikoto's first trial song. It was released on Youtube and digitally on August 13, 2021, while the physical album was released on August 25, 2021.

## Track Listing

1. **MeMe**
2. **MeMe** (Off Voice)
3. Monopoisoner (毒占欲) [MIKOTO Cover]
4. Monopoisoner (毒占欲) [MIKOTO Cover] (Off Voice)
5. John Doe -Voice Drama- Mikoto & Es

## Lyrics

* Romaji
* Kanji
* English (MV)
* English

Waraetara, modoreta nara

Ikita mama, shinda furi shiteiru ndarou?

Owaretara, tomareta nara

Kono yume wa, itsumade tsudzuku ndarou

Tamekonde kakusanakute ii

Boku ga boku wo sukutte agemashou

Dakiatte kyou wa oyasumi

Kawaribanko

Nou wo yurase

Nande boku ga koko ni iru no, machigai janai no?

Sou da boku wo tashikamete yo, chanto mitsukeru made

Kitto hontou ga wakaru yo

Uso nara kimi no koto yurusanai yo

Kowasetara, kawareta nara

Dekiru kana, itsukara akirameteta ndarou?

Nakusetara, erabeta nara

Wagamama kana, kore kurai wa ii deshou?

Nomikonda mainasu no imeeji ga

Boku wo dakishimete kureta no

Ikiyou to shite ii janai ka

Hanbunko

Kodou wo narase

Nande boku ga koko ni iru no, machigai janai no?

Sou da boku wo tashikamete yo, chanto mitsukeru made

Kitto hontou ga wakaru yo

Uso nara kimi no koto yurusanai yo

Sonna arienai kotoba bakka

Kizu wo tsukete, osaetsuke, kawaranai nda ne

Aa, doko ni ite mo kou da

Machigai ga, machigai janai mitai

Isso boku ga mou nisemono

Kitto boku wa warukunai yo, nani mo nai nda

Kitto warui yume wo miteru, hayaku okinakucha

Nande boku ga koko ni iru no, machigai janai no?

Sou da boku wo tashikamete yo, chanto mitsukete yo

Nande, nee nande, doko ni mo boku wa inai na

Dakara, uso nara kimi no koto yurusanai yo

Nande, nee nande, koko kara dashite kudasai

Douka machigai da to uso da yo to itte

Boku ga tadashii to, ima nara kimi wo yurushite ageru

笑えたら　戻れたなら

生きたまま　死んだフリしているんだろう?

終われたら　止まれたなら

この夢は　いつまで続くんだろう

溜め込んで隠さなくていい

ボクが僕を救ってあげましょう

抱き合って今日はおやすみ

かわりばんこ

脳を揺らせ

なんで僕がここにいるの　間違いじゃないの?

そうだ僕を確かめてよ　ちゃんと見つけるまで

きっと本当が分かるよ

嘘なら君のこと赦さないよ

壊せたら　変われたなら

できるかな　いつから諦めてたんだろう

無くせたら　選べたなら

我儘かな　これくらいはいいでしょう?

飲み込んだマイナスのイメージが

僕を抱き締めてくれたの

生きようとしていいじゃないか

はんぶんこ

鼓動を鳴らせ

なんで僕がここにいるの　間違いじゃないの?

そうだ僕を確かめてよ　ちゃんと見つけるまで

きっと本当が分かるよ

嘘なら君のこと　赦さないよ

そんなありえない言葉ばっか

傷を付けて　押さえつけ　変わらないんだね

あゝ　どこにいてもこうだ

間違いが　間違いじゃないみたい

いっそ僕がもうニセモノ

きっと僕は悪くないよ　何もないんだ

きっと悪い夢を見てる　早く起きなくちゃ

なんで僕がここにいるの　間違いじゃないの?

そうだ僕を確かめてよ　ちゃんと見つけてよ

なんで　ねえなんで　どこにも僕はいないな

だから　嘘なら君のこと赦さないよ

なんで　ねえなんで　ここから出してください

どうか間違いだと　嘘だよと言って

僕が正しいと　今なら君を赦してあげる

If I could laugh, if I could go back

I'd play dead even though I'm alive right?

If I could end, if I could stop

How long would this dream go on?

You don't have to keep it in and hide it away

"I" will save "me"

Snuggle together and say "Good night"

Switch

Shake up that brain

Why am I here? It must be a mistake?

Take a good look at me, until you find me

The truth will come to reveal itself

I won't forgive you if this is happening to me even though I'm right

If I could break it, if I could change

Can I do it, I wonder from when I started to give up

If I could lose it, if I could choose

Is this selfish? This isn't too much is it?

The minus energy that I swallowed

Hugged me

Maybe it's okay to try to keep on living

Split in half,

Make that heart beat

Why am I here? It must be a mistake?

Take a good look at me, until you find me

The truth will come to reveal itself

I will NEVER forgive you if this is happening to me even though I'm right

All those ridiculous accusations

Hurting it, holding it down, it doesn't change anything, does it

Ahhh, it's the same anywhere I go

It's like what's wrong isn't wrong

I'm already the fake one

I'm probably not to blame, It's probably nothing

I'm probably just having a bad dream, I need to wake up soon

Why am I here? It must be a mistake?

Take a good look at me, until you find me

Why, hey why, I'm nowhere to be found

So, I will NEVER forgive you if this is happening to me even though I'm right

Why, hey why, please let me out of here

Please tell me it's a mistake, that it's a lie

That I'm right, I'll forgive you if you tell me now

*\*This translation was posted by DawnFadedToDusk. Please don't use it without their explicit permission.*

If I could laugh, If I could go back

Even though I'm alive, I'd just play dead, right?

If I could end it, If I could stop it

This dream, just how long would it continue on?

It's fine to not keep it in or hide it away

"I" will save "me"

Snuggling together and saying "Good Night"

Switch,

Shake up that brain

Why am I here? Aren't you mistaken?

That's right, take a good look at me, until you truly find me

Surely the truth will become clear

If this is a lie then I'll never forgive any part of you

If I could break it, If I could change it

Can I do it, I wonder, when did I really start giving up?

If I could lose it, If I could choose

Am I selfish? This much is fine right?

This "minus image" that I swallowed

Hugged me tight

Perhaps it's okay to keep living on

Split in half,

Make that heart-beat ring out

Why am I here? Aren't you mistaken?

That's right, take a good look at me, until you truly find me

Surely the truth will become clear

If this is a lie then I'll never forgive any part of you

All these ridiculous accusations

Hurting it, holding it down, nothing changes, right?

Ahhh, It's like this no matter where I go

It's like what's wrong isn't a mistake

I'm already the fake one

I'm probably not the bad one, It's probably nothing

I'm probably just having a bad dream, I need to wake up quickly

Why am I here? Aren't you mistaken?

That's right, take a good look at me, just truly find me

Why, hey, why, am I nowhere to be found

So, If this is a lie then I'll NEVER forgive any part of you

Why, hey, why, please just let me out of here

Somehow, tell me it's a mistake, that it's all a lie

That I'm right, if you tell me now, I'll forgive you...

## Significant Details

*\*Anyone can add here. The only time something will be removed is if it is not in the music video, or isn't understandable.*