Living Hell

### Songwriter

Bella Poarch, Benny Blanco, Cashmere Cat, Dominic Perfetti , Elie Rizk, Sarah Troy Clark Stefan Max, Sub Urban &林家謙 (Terence Lam), Nikkis Thomas

## Music Video

"**Living Hell**" is a song by Bella Poarch. It was released on August 12th, 2022 as the third track of her debut EP, Dolls. and the fourth and final single. Little information is known about this song.

## Background

Bella Poarch teased a snippet of the song on July 21, 2022 on her social media platforms with the title of “should I release this??🖤🕷”.

On August 12, 2022. Was officialy released the music video with the EP and lyric video.

## Theme

"*Living Hell is a story about my childhood. It’s a story about how I struggled growing up inside a real-life living hell in a tiny room in the Philippines. My whole life, I’ve been trying to escape my childhood trauma, my living hell, and no matter how much therapy I do, no matter how much medicine I take, and no matter how far I try to run away…it always comes back to haunt me. The music video is inspired by my childhood room. My room was yellow and had a lock on the outside. Yellow because it was a color I was forced to like growing up. It was my parents way of letting me know that they have the power in the house. And a lock on the outside because my parents wanted to make sure that I didn’t escape when I was in there. It was really hard for me to relive this while shooting the music video.*"

- Bella Poarch.

## Lyrics

**[Verse 1]**

You know I don't believe in ghosts or

Letting people close

I'm good at letting go

You kiss my lips until they're colder

Think you're in control but

I should let you know

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Well the good guys don't always get the glory

Can't you see the warning signs?

**[Chorus]**

I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to

Wanted to

Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true

Know it's true

Love me, love me

Trust me with that heart of yours

Feels so heavy

Lying on the bedroom floor

I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)

**[Verse 2]**

Chew you up and spit you out

And still you come around

So I can watch you drown

Hate when you tell me that you'll wait

Like you think that I could change

When I've always been this way

**[Pre-Chorus]**

Well the good guys don't always get the glory

Can't you see the warning signs?

**[Chorus]**

I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)

Wanted to

Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true

Know it's true

Love me, love me

Trust me with that heart of yours

Feels so heavy

Lying on the bedroom floor

I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)

**[Bridge]**

I'm haunted by the words you say

When I can’t say that I feel the same

And that you always be alone

And baby you should I'm only gonna ghost

**[Chorus]**

I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)

Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true

Know it's true

Love me, love me

Trust me with that heart of yours

Feels so heavy

Lying on the bedroom floor

I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)

If I wanted to

## References

1. ↑ https://www.instagram.com/reel/CgSDpmrJM0-/