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alt care anymorei want already thinking constantly recently school coming soon feels like right time suffer longer

shoutout electriciansrepairmen bring treats excited dogs theyre thing holding world together real mvps

tried checking mental health care facility todayleft said planning hold hours minimum fuck that id rather go back work thank god wasnt professional place couldve trouble trying get filled signed paperwork least know thats option help either haha theres escape hell life

wierd story found looking copypasta garden gnome noggin clontith walking around streets suddenly alleyway finds among us secks anime girl gnome asks wat amung us what among us among us responds saying secks wit anime girl ok said gnome anime girl cummed ok im cumming but wait said gnome there seems someone watching secks besides me points gnome ahh thats kinda sus said among us drip tip finally impostor reveals himslef jerma sus yes me responds evel jerma sus oh no said anime girl cumming every milliseconds hes gonna kill us all said amung us creamping anime girls pussy everything seemed end suddenly hero emerges darkness reciting banishing words said hero pepe frog pepe recited words sus jerma melted cum heres pic extremely gory moment sus jerma dead among us continued cumming inside anime girls mouth pussy anus pepe mighty hero went help people gnome noggin clontith walked home feeling safe hope liked ops story epic it

im doomed life eternal misery death escapeage sexually assaulted first time naivete told dad said go room sleep never addressed it age sexually assaulted second time wiser time age two year long abusive relationship made petrified men loud voices sudden movements would trigger me parents best severely bullied th grade became suicidal mum found suicidal tendencies said go ahead it im watching first fullblown panic attack age parents rubbished it said theres thing panic attack said probably much drink they like people drink theyre orthodox asians im graduated college one best times life became independent anxiety time low well school published newspaper journal found love life professors became closest friends graduated applied eight different places job everyone reverted letter rejection last hope rejected today stuck parents place love controlling me autonomy mental health goes shit become different person nowhere else apply ive exhausted list contacts networks parents debt im exhausted ive realized happiness fleeting cruel joke job got one paid times average sales job interested academia research said wanted follow passion fool im paying it goodbye

must admit reason bought movie big fan gackt huge fan hyde expecting good movie lot shots were shall say pleasing feminine eye slightly cheesy story mean synopsis sounded really there finished watching feel need tell world brilliance hyde gackt gave heartwrenching performances eyes still hot crying lasted throughout last half movie get sucked story really feel characters end element vampirism love easy overdo ruin movie subtly mixed storyline make something merely exotic normal setting rather random unnecessary addition story ranked firstand went back tried think giving last point came nothing ten ten is im much critic fact im bothering write review means either really hate movie really love it tell side im moon child

im tired sufferingonly reason dont commit redflag hurt family im tired actually dont give fuck mental situation im feeling im tired living family would love end pain forever

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right cannot feel enjoy anything anymore state cannot even feel love anymore relief anywhere besides sleep drugs think nearing end tracks symptoms severeend stage depression

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attempted suicide third grade why sick parents arguing sick one weird kid school nobody talks too sick seeing family poverty trying raise family course still love parents hate watching struggle needs is split hated seeing single parent cry handed bill christmas tears eyes barely able keep straight i however beyond belief grateful getting never owned much money beforenow comes self insecurities self doubt depressionredflag lovetrust issues spend hours day wondering ugly kid life would much easier dead i know killing look something do insecurities wondering skinny like people seen physical appearance eat enough self doubt good enough burden parents ever suicidal ideation held together want see pain circles around head eventually driving madness causes break tears know love hard time trusting people causing push awayif hard talk feelings peoplereach get help getting understand going inside mind life maybe id different point state mind rant post thoughtslife

want die reason livei want suicidal want die want find things live for anything matter hard look cant find single reason stay couple things need cleaned up finished anything find keep going sad used think could keep pushing going something live back then ups downs suck know something side bad keep climbing mountains scraping valleys anything side cant see point anything could make happy even anything could hurt anymore everything could hurt already happened nothing matters enough even care now want this cant find real reason to one left me one notice much gone short span physical pain seem bad

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every time pain heart hope ill dieto intensely connected someone months go away taken away memories pierce mind every fucking day cant handle it much pain crying pain mind rejection betrayal hate every single moment im alive spent time her messaging eating together making plans talking fucking connection thought would die together turn butterfly went much poverty heroin addiction fights happiness love longer talks me broke up friends something happened left drunk took heroin found strangers respond messages want talk me void void heart id rather electricity thousands volts snapped testicles go this pure emotional torture reality cruel beg god kill please every time pain heart happy maybe maybe heart attack kill me plan yet method sure get idea

im real trouble mom caught fapping do

hospital nearly weeksi hospital month redflag attempt end month felt lot better put different meds antidepressents though going better feel bad tried kill again im thinking everyday know do happy meds took away thought miracle seems last wrote plan next months firm decision feel better everything plan ex still ignores hates everything plan to ill end things then least say gave everything could story truly horrible plan write book end things

cry easily movies admit one brought tears although ms streep fan performance excellent title defines sentence mothers love is first hour like characters changed movie went on movie also explained certain marriages last even though obstacles must see film

worse tipranthi again depression anxiety more mentioned yesterday tried kill myself number one regret life could died grief way things after feel like completely different person way people treat me happy people treating better try kill self make love makes want throw roof mum never really sudden me know im ungrateful come this anyone am could go back time take tablets would hung instead considering redflag tak ibuprofen kill fuck liver kidneys work live life extra misery im undergoing therapy worrying suicidal thoughts ibuprofen answer

wish could fighti fought tried fought hard life beautiful mine ive realized cant fight destiny itll keep destroying born worst luck welp fuck destiny ill leave terms smile face two middle fingers air

maybe time goi got home work tonight nothing bad happened today still felt terrible all dropped college recently im living parents talked friends couple months theyve stopped trying contact me everythings fucked dad asked work went fine asked tomorrow why i want know says but why cant ask one damn question without treating like fucking inquisition jesus well tomorrow work why keep asking that because im dad care you have drinking again why fuck would ask that you never ask im unless want something you drunk you little shit never want hear again never you hear me why fight me i fighting you dont tell that fucking tell that always make bad guy always assume im get you guess whos paying new house last months me guess charged rent year me guess cleans kitchen fuckin basement playing videogames you never ask help you because to dammit grown man pull fuckin weight play dumb me im done playing stupid passiveaggressive game waiting ask help grow up what fuck say me shut your damn mouth this house dad gets chair walks me looks eyes wait start yelling something odd happens whywhy this lucas hes crying why fight me look feet why stop going schoolyour mom wanted succeedand youre what youre person thought would be point dad cant even speak anymore walks stairs slowly still sobbing know drunk know matters heard said heard pain voice saw disappointed look face almost wish wouldve stayed angry would easier deal with tried stop thinking happened watched movie laptop played assassins creed little while pain go away words still echoed mind youre person thought would be see road ahead college dropout degree crappy apartment barely getting by ashamed see family long lonely nights theres light end tunnel over nows good stopping point need end disappoint people life moms already grieving acting like ive died something maybe need finish job

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copped rteenagers merch ready get beat fuck go back school

guys guys got first compliment like month happy omg facetiming girl friends one said cute happy

dear girls really dont care boobs cm bigger mines devolving here grow different rates different times stop bragging aa cup lookin ass also likes different sizes yeah

wavesmy suicidal thoughts come waves theyre hitting rn work fast food restaurant im currently hiding fact one coworkers sleeping manager hes already starting show favoritism idk weirdly contributing fact feel like everyone hates said shit wanting train job want out im fucking college dropout im failure familys eyes whats point cats even would probably happier roommate dont know want jump fucking bridge

seen lot ppvs past entertaining intense ppv complete dvd ever seen dvd extras worth gives different view wrestlers act show such chris benoit interviewedge interview glimpse monday night wars erathe first match hogan winning tag title gold promotional talk additionally good music videobr br tag team table match bubby ray spike dudley vs eddie guerro chris benoit pretty good intense match start show many holds pure raw physicallity spike hold tables matches guerro benoit gave good pure wrestling skills mat br br wwe crusierweight championship jamie noble w nidia v billy kidman crowd really care either wrestler get interested kidman shooting star press usually people expect lot high flying cruiser weight championship little fact bad noble hit finisher one even cared knew you tell lack cameras flashing ending quick though br br wwe european championship jeff hardy v william regal ive never really liked regal wrestler lacks intensity style hardy impressive really get chance show high flying act although still performed good counters added needed fast pace match ended quickly perfect match br br john cena v chris jericho funny looking back cenas first ppv used act used dress used look watch interview pretty funny good intense match cena showing nice variety holds suplexes counters aerial jericho subpar definitely helped cena launch career cena winsbr br wwe intercontenital championship rvd v brock lesnar intense good match wrestlers styles really matched well screen brocks pure power raw energy vs rvds skill full moves quickness rvd looked great match better later matches edge cenaand entire match fast pace ending worked perfectly still preserved brocks undefeated streak giving rvd desserts home statebr br disqualification match booker v big show another solid match lacked certain intensity rvd match still good follow up although started kinda slow which always big show booker impressive sick move announcers table finisher awesome ending great upset big move booker tbr br wwe tag team championship hogan edge v christian lance storm mediocre match hogan comes like usual huge pop variety moves lacks intensity energy christian exactly greatest athletic abilities himself ended mediocre match best still ok ppv br br triple threat match undisputed championship rock v undertaker v kurt anglebr br easily match year far best triple threat match ever seen close falls plenty finishers stolen finishers raw energy intensity fast pace one could predict would come one going buy dvd would buy strictly match ending watch yourselfbr br overall solid ppv plenty extra goodies keep watching again although hard find i pay little usual dvd definitely worth money

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pills worki tried multiple times take sleeping pills highest dosage yesterday seem work anybody know why hand every time take them even sleep late rather wake earlier usual would appreciate someone tells reason it note please lecture things really appreciate help answer

never seem write review imdb unless extremely surprised good bad movie is film falls first category every year try see nominees best foreign film oscars even know like as heaven seems fit bill plot sounds sugary sentimental slowfor tastes run towards original dark andor daring foreign cinema michael haneke francois ozon lot modern japanesekorean cinema as heaven sound particularly interestingit get released usa sat watch vcd found singapore preparing cross list dull beginning as heaven becomes rare film really become inspired happening screen weak points characters film pure stock characters wounded dreamer town bully battered wife loose woman yearning love repressed ministerthankfully theyre largely likable bunch well wellwritten wellacted ingela olsson ministers wife inger would nominated oscar performance english strong points music beautiful main song sung gabriella truly dramatic memorable keep eye feisty year old actress playing olga keeping dancing steps well younger ladies discuss ending say makes sense theyre lot emotional things happening last hour film quite sure theyre happening although nothing explained words makes sense movies comes fitting crescendo probably strongest swedish movie ive ever seen

ive seen mystery men cop bit stick press general public take imdb vote instance overall feeling mystery men fun films definitely wittier socalled comedy films nearly cleverbr br the cast superb greg kinnear excellent geoffrey rush tom waits kinnears limo scene ricky jay perfect spoiled movie star imbues character right balance comic book quality realism make workbr br i admit pacing little places visuals certainly flash bang possibly detriment characterisation end day high concept film making little moments whats tiger lily many great ones film make worth repeated viewing

think friend may committed redflag maybe rehab dont knowmy online friend lives florida i live jersey havent responded since saturday days found tried commit redflag thats havent heard thought phone stated broken recent events think maybe committed im really worried first name cant call ask wellness vist info im really scared

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nazarin directed luis bunuel presents extraordinary view religion mexico written director julio alejandro notable collaborator film put mexican cinema international map receiving grand prix cannes year disturbing film mr bunuel delves deep whats wrong churchbr br nazarin reckoning saint young priest seen living life poverty seedy pension city enough himself mind parting coin beggar appears window asking help time takes small room prostitute hurt fight another woman andara woman repays kindness burning room whole building nazarin seen taking countryside begging food andara beatriz two prostitutes old town follow him nazarins life parallels jesus fact saintly figure makes case humilitybr br of coursemr bunuel religion mind mr alejandro took upon create film ironic spain welcomed film released saw showing christian qualities reality acerbic satire catholic church ministersbr br francisco rabal spanish actor makes wonderful nazarin one best roles mr rabal worked extensively native country also mexico argentina rita macedo andara also excellent marga lopez also makes valuable contribution portrayal beatrizbr br a great film one cinemas master film makers luis bunuel

really need somebody talk right nowim lonely fuck desperate anybody talk to struggling big time tonight think im abusive relationship entered way early ending previous one lasting years big troubles communication current partner result storming out leaving hours even days without contact makes suicidal unable think anything else im therapy two months really working at yet im ideas do tonight feels like end relationship feel defeated tried calling mental help hotlines cant reach anybody there know im breaking rules posting im sorry am really need somebody talk guess even know exactly im expecting character me ive never posted reddit before even tho ive lurking like years so obviously throwaway

ching siu tungs tsui harks chinese ghost story aside one greatest wuxia pian films ever made beautiful romantic love story well impressively choreographed martial arts film belong every film lovers collection sorely missed hong kong superstar leslie cheung plays traveling tax collector spends night haunted temple staying temple meets colorful cast characters include swordsmen yin wu ma hsiao hou tree devil beautiful ghost lit sin seen played lovely joey wongbr br to free clutches evil tree devil must reincarnate body travel underworld defeat even powerful demonbr br enough good things cant said film pacing perfect great combination romance action fantasy humor feverishly paced finale leave little chance breathe chemistry wonderfully tragic joey wong leslie cheung whose legendary career ended much soon really allows viewer feel them indeed acting whole vivacious full life would say one fun viewing experiences ive ever had much credit goes wu portrayal mysterious swordsman yin overthetop persona disillusioned swordsman hell bent vanquishing evil leads great moments humor traditional hk drama wonderful score lush cinematography eye popping colors frenetic action pieces courtesy ching siu tung round wonderful film find copy anywhere can

know girl wants talk me girl talking bit friends weve worked projects together were introverts social weve texting bit pretty sided conversation im sure replying talking rude actually wants talk bit hard read body language emotions text anyone tips determine trying polite like start conversations

constant anxietyi first anxiety attack entire body went numb hard time breathing scared ever time coping fine felt little normal around going lot changes gaining responsibilities work never asked for im also getting paid responsibilities feel like stuck dont belong time feel like dont belong anywhere fantasize going sleep waking up dont like thoughts cant shake them quit talking family friends get drunk almost every night searching something sure exactly want move away now somewhere thats always warm anyone else anxiety advice feel like normal human

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hate everything day even celebrate day put here fake wishes stupidly cringe posts instagram fake well written messages love makes believe people care me false humiliating want birthday also death day poetically started raining hate hate every day spend earth birthday

more dir barbet schroeder br br for film viewers agreed pretty average im impressed quite many differing interpretations offered it ive scoured web quite briefly ive already informed more is th centurystyle romance allusion story icarus plain film full dull people interest pink floyd completists fair say then critical reception mixed would argue wildly disparate readings barbet schroeders directorial debut proof enough more anything pretty average filmbr br neither masterpiece course approached more easy rider antonionis blowup timecapsule film snapshot era despite differences pace style content movies similar flaws either vague downright unlikeable characters acting seems slightly adrift reality relaxed editing abrupt endings left viewers indignant movies never try persuasive meet audience half way are man problem long left souvenir experience thankfully more offers several truly memorable images sounds suggestions viewer saves itbr br stefan young man arrives paris fresh studies germany first part film follows falls group french hipsters accompanies devastatingly cool selfconscious parties bars meeting estelle two characters become sexually romantically involved promises follow ibiza advice friend charlie icarus thing comes play sun pursuing her may able guess endsbr br ibiza idyll far away bustling urgency overpopulated paris naive stefan knows must good thing estelle remains elusive erratic island less desirable underbelly cared little either characters unfocused pursuit somewhere really free action pared two film becomes poignant quite suddenly one single wistful exchange dialogue remote villa inhabit place volatile love crystallises went watching fading optimism utterly enraptured cant think many films done thisbr br the relationship stefan estelle real human see go lifedefining intimacy disillusionment cruel coldness take lot drugs cavort naked terraces rocks beaches lives revolve around nothing beautiful mediterranean surroundings while situation essence freedom emotional openness experience sake stefan control downfall future ibizabr br pink floyds score perfect fit exoticism intimacy foreboding more one memorable inclusions along mosquito netting around estelles bed hallucinogenic exuberance around windmill which appears soundtrack albums front cover scene take acid escape heroin withdrawal illustrative fundamental flaws couple cannot land without crash maybe theyve come close wantedbr br stefan never makes contact family friends arrival paris left presume idea is s counterculture movies dwell debauchery excess media voyeurism schroeder instead presented us story focused upon one man backs little corner somewhere world quietly disappears

glitch human body really strong ok evening trying cut something knife put left hand opposite side knife keep still pushed knife object hard ik im real dumbass anyways knife eventually went straight object went half way ring finger hit bone finger started dripping shit tone blood weird thing literally felt no pain like pain thankfully nobody kitchen rushed bathroom fast put rushing water sink still pain little bit underwater tested could perfectly move pain could literally see bone meat inside damaged knife too went hospital gave stitches tell think

hate morningsi used love mornings long long time ago and years first seconds waking still bliss yet knowing am am soon awarness comes poweful dull pain around chest everything feels heavy feel sick much resistance anything physically hurts stand up try put autopilot wash face good routine drink glass water too still look forward coffee morning im keeping everything minimum damn hard pointless dress theres point feel much energy could anything get short bursts motivation everything forced feel sick see sunny outaide said would go jogging start crying crying hours now cant stop type tears cry let something cheat pure pain hopelessness venting friend woke stupid complaints know say still thinks allright good person sometimes get angry even people care even though main problems based hard time beong comfortable around people cant enjoy life anymore hurts much cant even enjoy present focus now no know naturemovie plothaving tea beautiful hate cant part it cant turn music chill hurts never fully relaxed sometimes put back little get hopes living loving actually miss something never see future without it see point anything except making otherslife easier fault im like this still hurts like hell want anymore feel trapped false hope theres nothing look forward im much pain could tropical island still feel like this want anywhere actually cant think fulfilling future someone like anymore im passing by

grew southern west virginia im age or maybe year older than homer hickam author the rocket boys book forming truestory basis heartwarming filmbr br and relate closely west virginia coalmining theme stunning effect sputnik time october us rocket boys went make great lives themselves went get degrees physics computer engineering sputnik woke lot young people science gap ussr us cold war daysbr br this wonderful film everyone ages grew west virginia late s itll touch core beingbr br everyone get it watch it recommend friends wholl thank many times

still salty something guys two months ago told guys girl crush ranting feminism eventually led asking question think women allowed walk around top less like men know say said no would made look like misogynist frminism said yes thing rapist asked guys say not one comment hates said know honestly showed much bitch not feminis bitch im glad want anymore seriously supposed say

although alive feel like died long time agoi want anymore wish everyone life never knew existed could go peacefully wish spirit could watch family friends live happy lives without me

wrote notes know how tomorrowive taken care will debts name go husband wrote friend check husband friend find hes good emotionally eventually process it cant let husband find me wrote notes solid plan plenty enough pills various categories one put sleep rest slow breathing ill fall asleep main issue funeral costs want cremated help lessen it weird ive never calm prepared before guess means it wish someone else though happier messed up im im tired guess wanted last words

terrible day weeks months yearstoday favorite holiday worked ditched everyone caresweeks stuck car sullen teens grouchy husband visiting relatives introvert excruciating put smile managed scream anyonemonths prepared foster program trigger past bad prepared adjustments parenthood fucking hate parent every level cannot go back nowyears years struggling working better never enough soul exhausted know anymore empty empty ever life hate everyone regret everythingall want walk away common sense says that would make feel worse long runa stupid meme facebook kept calling sucide hotline felt like this alone world theripist disappointed mei special unique one cares everything nothing

one close friends mad do im assuming shouldnt talk bit tips

im losing myselfi cant fucking handle anything want throw wood chipper regret after beat piss thighs hands theyll bruise itll hurt walk again scratched hell scalp face fucked hair silently screamed screeched gods name him pent hardly act cant say anyone thats fucking dramatic feel like lunatic stuck head imagining getting ripped apart hurting fucking school work procrastinated fucking due tomorrow end term want eat shotgun shell paint wall red brain phone silently girlfriend couldnt bring say thing despite raving happened hung eat dinner silently stewing half hour even though help words away want beat legs grind crunch hydraulic press want rip hair scalp pieces im losing goddamned mind saw sticker teachers door said god gave life thought youd enjoy it shouldve thought twice end this end me

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work makes depressed reminds fighting tooth nail till day die wage cannot get close affording rent anywherei affraid work want everything handed me want live want able stay warm eat without worrying money want able buy food necessities without equating price many therapy appointments wasi want live want want live want feel like walking trapi tired seeing articles job makes depressed bigger problem going on want exhausted time want energy despite chronic health issuesi want feel like deserved things adult scam

fuck dick going toaster toaster going bath

die dont fucking mourni fucking hate

went hours without pickingcutting lips honestly proud believe progressing incredibly hard stressful resist must better

holy fuck im old like actual fuck two months im really dont know fuck whole life gone

hollywood map centre cinematic world little decade become site multimillion dollar industry vertically integrated studio system established calmer quarters filmmaking factory taking time little selfreflection last command heart may classic story prestigious man fallen hard times frames tale within bleak look cinema unceremoniously recreates reality production process could mercilessly impersonal written lajos biro scene long enough knowbr br taking centre stage man time among hollywoods celebrated immigrants emil jannings coming states jannings worked mainly comedy master hammy yet hilariously welltimed performance often pompous authority figures doddering old hasbeens makes entrance last command latter first looks another janningss scenerychomping caricatures however story progresses actor gets demonstrate range showing turns delicate frailty serene dignity eventually awesome power presence finale never quite stops blustering exaggeration the german acting tradition knowing nothing subtlety constantly holds attention absolute control every facet performancebr br the director another immigrant albeit one around hollywood bit longer background european film industry nevertheless joseph von sternberg cultivated image artistic imperious teutonic kino meister the von made up way took distinctive approach craft note picture handling pace tone great example first russian flashback scenes open carefullyconstructed chaos movement converging directions audience become part camera pulls back extras dash across screen then jannings arrives everything settles down janningss performance incredibly sedate measured players around begin mirror effect mere presence restored orderbr br sternberg appears show distaste violence allowing grimmest moments take place screen yet implying happened flow images almost poetic fact really seems allround lack interest action scene prisoners revolt sternberg takes aloof objective stance camera eventually retreating flyonthewall position compare following scenes jannings evelyn brent complex medley pointofview shots intense closeups thrusting us right midst interactionbr br as personality set would seem sternberg much like cold callous director played screen william powell fact powells portrayal probably something deliberate parody even sternberg would on unfortunately harsh attitude make easy man work with coupled focus technical resources human ones smaller performances pictures leave little desired jannings displays classic hamming charles laughton mode works dramatically appears noone told costars comedy evelyn brent fairly good giving us good emoting overplaying there performance comes close jannings powell himself little odd see normally amiable star thin man great ziegfeld playing figure stern humourless like male ninotchka good job revealing smouldering emotional intensity beneath hardhearted exteriorbr br the last command could easily ruffled feathers studio offices tends happen disparaging commentary filmmaking process even relatively tame example like this least believe many studio heads would displeased behindthescenes view threatened mystique moviemaking still much alive point turned out impact picture jannings first ever academy award best actor well best writing nomination lajos biro according sources although issue little vague nomination best picture significant since academy tiny institution time first awards ever bit selfindulgent backslapping hollywood elite elite not recognised good material saw it willing reward it

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hurtive depressed last years thanks medication supportive surrounding ive managed live it got worse last couple months friendsfamily always managed get killing myself indirectly directly yesterday someone love dearly assumed worst treated terribly say im hurt understatement feel terrible im surrounded supportive friends family just hurts much know possible mentally hurt much physically feel hurt wanna take life stop hurting also send message person hurt me you

sick lifei friends bad relationship parents sister sick feeling depressed sad thought kill kill last week make move tomorrow day life aint me please say think parents care anything do

fuck shit so next house retirement home type thing woth around people living it pretty cramped since ive help chores pre qurantine but last week so havent seen people living there originally thought taking quarantine seriously but turns covid one died yesterday week owners said anything till now worst part is neighbors come put said tests came positive likely due talking people retirement home fuck shit dude fuck owners fuck im pissed

lifes really weird right think like person school like crush know ill fail someone life hate soul seen get angry recently im switching career choice food choices im turning soldier main ive spent tf got weeks school

posted rdepression became aware belongs hereim tired life heading dark road unsure person consider friend shares opinion pretending satisfy feeling accomplishment im tired lies people say make feel better themselves im tired games people play regard feelings others im tired trying make friends someone hear person go misleading accounts obviously fake stories people one else world want partake bullshit stories exaggerations im also tired working ass pay child support woman loved cant afford live im tired trying everyday wish wake disappointed alarm ringing every morning know much handle already want handle anymore it hate became poor life plus decades alive im equipped decent life bent backwards called friends im done trying way tiring

need motivation study homework th grader started online school last week hate cant focus lessons shit comes homework either copy year really important cant get low grades cant bring work need advice motivation helped become better student anything motivate study

really struggling past year girlfriend slowly become distant today found affair older brother past year so lifes hard carry anymore point anybody anything live ready go

girlfriend hiding redflag attempthello all first off thank help community so gf early s lately case blues despite worries assured fine hindsight lot warning signs overly apologetic blaming many things tried get call professional resisted last week confided got really sick drinking assured things peaked felt better less spiteful herself got hill speak ive kept eye spent much time can yesterday found friend actually trying die night actually admitted publicly fact alternate social media accounts brought yet feel like ive probably making things unintentionally worse lately overly available vocal coming problems however brought either sitting together browsing account quickly scrolled post recognized see general communicative feelings im worried confused next let know knowwhat else do

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relief felt realised could itive meds years family built foundation lies ive given dreams practical cant even read book anymore whats point trying make sort future looking field marginal interest in coronavirus struck im stuck home parents welcomed home telling prepare arrival brother biggest abuser reason ive victims mentality got picked everywhere went went online searched final solution saw chemicals ill need readily available am never felt kind relief felt saw that never felt good peaceful used care loved ones seem important anymore know im trying say first message here im superstitious maybe sign

hey everyone ive drifting back toward suicidal thoughts lately really need get something big chesti lot mean lot drugs quite opposite someone age would do ie say drugs never really any thats all thanks reading gonna go drugs

goodbyeokay over im officially defeated things suck always continue get worse never gets better

alonei wake feeling sad go sleep feeling sad repeat try things take medication like should days go social things days go dr therapist days always start end way friends alone apartment probably ruined college ruined relationships alone tired building crash think time fell far think killing almost constantly

robin hood men tights worth watching recently watched ive become cary elwes fan one leadroles moments really made crack hard expect know funny even nd time around still fall chair cast great course especially robin locksley himselfcary blinkin sheriff little john dont let name fool you veryy big lol everyone elsebr br there moments course film tried make comedic scene necessarily laugh it okbr br this second time cary elwes patrick stewart appeared film together way worked lady jane fun see them years later older awwwwbr br its definitely worth watching quite hilarious indeed

im really fitting college even friend group im still one person friend group thats really kind there one person people dont care much about one people rarely acknowledge talk to guy kind hangs back tolerated hate it thats guess

theres point human trash aliveim useless stupid ugly make nobody happy annoy everyone im boring im quiet make everybody hate me im ugly im fat everybody better without deserve die pathetic worthless im massive disappointment failure meant born would want die well knew real life thats okay deserve death pain around pills overdose on want fail end alive liver failure shit

took lot whatever arms reach definitely whole new bottle mg strength ibuprofen along bottle tylenol unsure much lot benadryl oxycodone good news found passed bed hour later from last heard sounded normal taken hospital immediately max hour half passed treatment started doctors really saying actively counteracting medicine get worse gets better labs reflecting getting worse giving indication chances possible long term damage etc know fully come around anyone give real perspective realistic expectations best worst case scenarios please thank you brother overdosed last night

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point idea life lol alittle tired thinking do wanna take break everything abit able to crazy times nice day everyone cheer d

really want kill myselfim questioning long term relationship job friends family go times need physical mental health slowly deteriorating im done it years going nowhere made hit breaking point ive hospitals stayed mental facilities ive therapy ive seen psychiatrists ive exhausted every option life continues drastically go downhill tonight especially hard night one talk even get mind things friends family couldnt even find someone reddit talk to cant even get one person online wanna talk me fuck live for seen zero improvement life many years now im exhausted point think time call quits move onto whatevers waiting side

keep overthinking hesitating ft girl big argument something stupid wish never weeks ago arranged apology explanation everything did checked friends see solid know happened said perfect listen really care shes important dont wanna lose stupid drama misunderstood things felt like everyone hates isnt true fault never went people talked trash always tell defended say nice things always second guesses it talked little bit broke friendship cause knows depressed severely something dont know would still answer im glad does days ago finished apology tried asking ft always told cause busy couldnt asked question around oclock one time think asked like morning something said couldnt wasnt lying think shes starting go bed early now shes active instagram past pm see cause shes insta dms dont know makes hesitant nervous constantly overthink worse happen decline makes even want call her im thinking asking ft like dont know grab attention wanna say something thatll give chance speak her really wanna redeem myself wish could it hesitate dont know though shes instagram non stop day whenever get back something take break little shes always there get feeling chest give courage try least do patient dont like im feeling want talk her

done deserve hellfuck world everyone living it im done

byeif youre reading im either dead kill myself im sorry couldnt find happiness life anymore nothing left tried honestly im done one probably cares goodbye give

generation damn toxic people generations toxic im talking video games kinda irritating someone gets really mad toxic whenever something dont like happens

always loved muppets though childrens entertainment likable muppets was muppets very funny probably likable childrens characters ever br br not muppets show also starred many films muppets christmas carol muppets treasure island first muppets movie muppet movie also like show films excellentbr br the muppet movie got started kermit frog used live swamp one day movie executive tells auditions frogs hollywood kermit takes hollywood along way runs lots people fozzie bear gonzo great miss piggy also evil man trying capture kermitbr br all muppet films highly enjoyable mean funny film many film appearances steve martin mel brooks elliot gould carol kane richard pryor orson welles muppet films enjoyable hear jason segel going star one soon cant wait see it

girlfriend keeps making comments redflagdear rsw girlfriend keeps making comments committing redflag things like i wonder much nail polish remover id drink die i spent hours class today wondering best way die is think best would slit wrists run heavy traffic know do ive told much love much hurts hear things like this keeps saying things recently started pill im worried something exacerbating it brushed suggestion talk doctor stopping pill do get this edit point reference college

females named callie here gf named callie went grandmas couple days ago weird thought

hopeit bad thing sensitive logical see good future eats alive short time ive learned everything fades time hold onto everything everyone leaves

rainy day much do surfing movie network channels found one starting gave chancebr br the watched became engrossed story old story working class underdog trying make sport time think usually played wealthy upper class movie every bit interesting seabiscuit also based true storybr br the acting believable casting brilliant golfers please miss one golf individual sport would serve plot people golf works well story class distinction snobbery seem involve play gamebr br bottom line feel good movie well put together always fun see think better others get taken peg two

great cast great acting great music character movie stories personalities vivid great movie missed

back again tucking inside longlooks like urges die never really go away

sorry thisdo tell tell kids around anymore

friend mostly ignoring week idk say m close friends f years texted pretty much every day much school year usually lot since covid started since stuck home past week taken anywhere hours ignoring texts whole day barely saying anything me long normal text conversations earlier week short conversations snapchat seems fine like theres significant difference snaps even little text serious mental health struggles idk related im generally confused honestly super weird sudden change almost year texting times day every daybasically question text asking shes taking literal days respond shes okay tldr friend basically ignoring many months talking tons every day confused say

tell redflag answeryou cant plain simple life worthless die every single one us whats point prolonging inevitable hell matter die years now might say what loved ones would feel killed yourself well ill tell this nobody really cares anybody else themselves coming place angst truth human beings understand self know long certain self exists put simply parents would upset would feel arbitrary love me even simply love real chemical reaction brains top this every single thing life get rush dopamine literally nothing else throw feel good bullshit me go ahead try convince life worth living