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saw film boston internation festival womens cinema last night saddened hear ms troche tell us in qa screening expect see much us distribution due insistence including socalled gay content fantastically entertaining comedy seems american audiences might enjoy much way enjoyed the full monty really unfortunate kind ridiculous shots two boys kissing keeping away mainstream theaters wonderful cast fabulous script course rose troches direction make one funniest films ive seen

dont afraidi wanted let know need help tell someone

australian chat lines closed need talkas title aussie lines closed spent skype minute phone call number lifeline irc here

okay pretty damn good episode much better credit receivesbr br the camera work splendid best yet love final shot atmosphere fantastic costumes great guest cast minus helpless victims strong br br what like episode many things left unexplained change sex whats purpose theyre aliens kind never shown later mythologybr br im giving episode high three stars one favorites yet plot holes bother me still gonna let ruin entertainment

movies made suffer loved it loved it haunted days think erika kind character simultaneously loathe lament terrifying sex scene ever caught film best hanekes work far living director redefine pace since kubrick violence film gorgeous word film selfhatred sentence film trying find love order stop hating finding hopeless hope

someone give reasons live probably edgy cant finde right now someone wanna talk something

running optionsmy life general going downhill past year started passing uncle felt quite close to suffered panic attacks depression kept calm outside people assumed ok around end may learned girlfriend almost two years cheating another guy ended honestly ended cruel treated poorly would try nice still maintained conversation month around june sister suffered cerebral palsy passed away really took turn worse recovered decently uncle passing handle sister passing hide emotions anymore exgirlfriend tried comfort me pushed away cruel her became cynical rude asshole today developed horrible anger issues still cant cope stress either break take anger went agnostic fullblown atheist pushed away lot people close friends understand wasam going put it feel reason friends cynical normally people like us fast forward little month ago august early december missed exgirlfriend attempts reconcile ended poorly me decided actually try work emotions anger issues believed changed approximately months worked weeks anger issues came back realized stopped worked together help me thursday left stating still need change honestly came surprise everything going quite well made new steps together even plans near future want talk all talks planning together future last thing kept going ive lost her

f wishi think hate black sades mm gaming headsets microphone noise cancellation music headphones blackgreen ps new xbox one laptop tablet pc mobile phones wired headphone bgic cause wish sucks

got sexually abusedi cant take anymore ive literally treatment depression whole life guy forced sexual acts kind promise relationship said want full on sex later literally feel like stabbing knife throat

fuck environment people go thru shit n im still going thru shit sorry u dont like except im not

pros cons dating me pros cons youll date

gender sexuality even need label ive crisis last hour kind realized things used think im bi preference women thinking realized im specific genderers like feminity im attracted girls trans girls femboys really care whole gender stuff also even tho im biologicaly girl almost completly happy it sometimes feel like crossdressing basically trying boy even day would make feel bit better im sorry offended anyone im confused keep looking answers ignore labels me

woman talk cbt phone minutes information

nightsit seems like nights im completely alone worst much time think one would care killed myself ill never anything life hurts breathe want go

cpu aio cooling leak know water cooling systems pc often fail quite easily planning water cool cpu aio wanted know risk leakage aio problem full water cooled system

killing tonight im sorryim sorry mom wanted strong cant anymore today lost everything someone looked to friends person loved everyone left fucking sooner keep looking something bright nothing here fucking die already

strangely version open eyes mature nuanced aided hindsight crowes screenplay lot tighter fleshed amenabars original spanish filmmaker get credit thinking story first theres doubt crowe improved slightly notice idea lead open eyes know almost everything lead vanilla sky thats mean fleshed out

ive wasted hours life nothing today school received grades mine pretty good mediocre failed one angry teachers given worse grades deserved hate me means hours genuinely spent studying putting effort nothing afternoons nothing weekends lost nothing maybe youre asking yourself hey least passed majority classes although thats true parents dont seem understand worked ass trimester decent grades parents like asian parent stereotype european

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scrolling reddit am asleep idk im tired playing much crash team racing today need sleep

almost killed myselfi loaded ruger mm head cold barrel tempting wife would fine kids tells every day shit help way hate myself life joke thinking funeral today people would would wifes family would feel obligated people want day work paid day work everyone redflag living twelve pounds force trigger needs pulled put lbs force mine close think ill start saving bullets see many times get close first time ive close like this tried hang tree limb broke ive also taken handful oxy ended throwing up documentary saw redflag forest japan base mt fuji bet view amazing ive always wanted go japan one way ticket sound bad maybe ill go actually it

sure might taught turning light car meant certain death werent also taught rolling window really fast would make car fucking implode

matador hitman movie liteif say hitman movie violence never really shown often introduced first scared another retread mids gangsterhitmanhipsterdark comedy happily surprised realized sweet humorous story friendship nothing terribly exciting happens film every bit kept grinning three leads best chemistry big screen offered recent years looks like great time making film together writing sharp though times felt script adapted stage play one set dialog scenes good film probably remember long time complete joy good film

teacher stopped using protection accident started using protection again however damage done feel used protection like did wouldnt situation people say using protection embarrassing say safe plus relatively inexpensive dont see wouldnt want use protection iphone xs pristine weeks ago took case screen protector confident wouldnt drop it did back phone cracked corner since then started using case again wont change fact phone damaged ive always fan protection every phone collection iphone oldest phone own pride joy iphone xs max drop rated case tempered glass screen protector id rather deal damaged casescreen protector damaged phone

mentally ill continue living much damage already done realistically sort opportunities even have plethora mental illnesses progressively getting worse worse abilities function work drive focus things conversations taken nosedive physical health started take tumble well metabolism noticeably slowed down im exhausted frequently moments brain fog forgetfulness im unable distract pacify entertainment im uninsured unable get type treatment issues almost went broke seeking therapy previously work slightest cannot afford type medication type hospital visit certainly insurance im danger losing job despite looking jobs place cant find would pay well plenty work experience relevant skills im underqualified real jobs aforementioned mental illnesses inability drive also major factor this due faculties getting worse im unable learn things learn skills ive tried number different creative hobbies avail ive tried getting computer programming music writing among things avail friends family relative parent live also mentally ill treats im sort highfunctioning special needs child im stuck toxic relationship draining energy me making exhausted anxious perpetual fear partner im getting old ive fraction life experiences knowledge people years younger do im constantly embarrassed age ive achieved amounted nothing compared peers compared teenagers point im sexually broken unable fully enjoy intimacy this relationship strained im deathly afraid prospect finding another relationship know nobody want deal someone like situation especially considered problems everything getting much worse short span time

ending tomorrowi diagnosed depression anxiety years ago professional help work always say shit nothing changed feel even worse addicted xanax plan killing tomorrow see change anything wanted say goodbye feel like best place it

buddy manucciroy scheider solid chance leading roleheads secret undercover police squad called sevenups whose tactics necessarily follow exact ways law get job done way without anything leaked press gives freedom expand means getting criminals working detectives policeman nab buddy pal childhood named vitotony lo biancowho swaps information regarding mob types shysters working streets nyc buddy know vito hatching scheme using names buddys check listhe book open taking notes provided vito know friend copied names written within mindto set mob families series mob kidnappings eliciting cash thanks two copposers moonthe alwaysvillainous richard lynchand bobill hickmanworking him scheme goes awry one sevenups killed vito becomes fearful knows buddy hes doggedly someoneespecially one murderedbr br extremely underrated cop flick thrilling car chase new york city buddy follows kidnapping copimposters trying get killing partner film overly complex plot setup realize ringleader scheming mobsters scheider never given credit deserves fine lead actor emotional range see losing cop friend takes toll him film briskly paced good action sequences sets interesting plot betrayal friends greed comes childhood friendship seems like smooth crimespree evil mob families get cops killed

know im able that since tell doctor truth begin with say doctor clearly believe follow appointment bf waiting room admit anything teary eyed however anyones experience worth go police

need support dealing lot stupid shit piling again worst problems head injury years ago still fucking day day basis get exhausted easily mentally physically cannot remember shit always pain unless take prescribed drugs drink people making feel bad it nothing do seeing neurologist friday right now need uplifting words please depressed today

successful lifea typical life work hard go school get good job usually means sitting cubicle day life like robot live paycheck paycheck get married couple kids send school can become drones tax revenue soon retire promise great life youve hoping for go florida live years unable much body worn die losing touch family along way lucky take week year get little piece experience a vacation beforehand fight little nuances struggle worry whole way through life constantly beating down life worth fighting for really easy change go different path some yes many others either gifted intelligence athleticism etc lucky

afraid brother he will kill andor othersmy brother severe depression years comes room eat tv dinners day go bathroom exception goes charter school twice week grades good failing dropped hobbies past months begun breaking treasured possions random room locks door smashes things hours refusing open even id pound scream outside door refused stop punching wall eventually taken emergency room broken hand contantly says future going kill himself also talks killing mother spanked him screamed him poured soup mouth form punishment when little mother refuses aknowledge anything abusive still live parents year old unemployed college student trying get job applied jobs week family friends financial resources parents brother refuse professional help live constant fear one day knock door refuses answer killed himself do

humiliated ballet class lay stretches ballet class girl approached got hold legs spread apart proceeded stomp testicles girls class heard groaning gathered round watch audience watching crush nuts

spoilers film sniper undoubtedly based exploits legendary us marine sniper carlos gunny hathcock unassuming softspoken mister rogers lookalike ran score much confirmed unconfirmed vietcong north vietnamese military kills two tours namwhich shows deadly effective trained military sniper really isbr br tom berenger cool clam deadly sgtthomas beckett whos end career top us marine sniper later movie realizes life civilian pointless since theres nothing outside skills learned us marines unless decides become mob hitman backett reluctantly accepts fate lifetime professional killer countrybr br the story film sniper focused sgtbeckett assistance former sharp shooting silver medalist us government agent richard miller billy zane sent deep inside panamanian jungle two snipers take rebel general miguel alveraze frederick miraglittoa colombian drug kingpin raul ochoa carlos alveraze whos supporting planned military takeover country br br we see earlier movie sgt beckett scope take rebel leader feel best scene sniper shows step step sgt beckett help spotter cpt papich aden young job theres also subplot later aborted movie rebel sniper desilva eward wiley stalking beckett later killed papich waiting lifted jungle military helicopter would thought deadly cat mouse played two would culminate movie ended sgt beckett trouble dispatching desilva early film using unsuspecting miller baitbr br what hurt movie ironically last fifteen minutes story went one shot one kill sniper movie rambolike ending sgt beckett agent miller fighting entire battalion rebels bullets flying thick london fogbr br sniper still well worth watching fact tells story person really glamorized war movies solitary killer kills precision skill master diamond cutter accomplished neurosurgeon total secrecy

suffering depression redflag years made even basic daily activities interactions feel like chore since life going haywire finally decided seek professional help ecounselling sessions possibleare free online counselling services available india provide counsellings via calls emails video chats yes anyone help them also opt free counselling online rather paid ones which pretty expensive considering undergrad rn seeking help

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let explain happened today fight mom nowhere said if killed nobody would cry funeral already made post life anyway hearing went roof started crying screaming talking unfair treatment life given me new city friends nothing nobody talk to really want let hatred consume maybe already did really know lost

ive set goal help motivate myselfi need something help motivate myself ive spent last months feeling basically lost time change that next months intend save least obtain sort employment provide least income annually surgery repair hip heart diagnosed treated get shape including regaining pack cutting body fat increasing total weight least lbs accomplish goal intend reward trip country love travel ive always wanted it always reason though whether financial otherwise im going put aside reasons go im going go it spend new years eve another country matter takes preferably someone accompany me

id like help seclet say consider current high risk redflag want advice things cant talk anyone know about year ago really bad place really want go detail lets say rejected everyone everything mattered time set deadline within month so number things didnt go way would go end it consider rational person spur moment thing taken months internal debate decide it extremely detailed plan avoid failure correct type pills place wouldnt found done forth was point least completely ready die obviously see things turned around theyre miles better still remember feeling planned death certain done deal cant describe feels exactly almost physical coldness thats need advice stop feeling like this

dont readi really sorry survived last time one knew tried ones leaving behind one could done anything fault trust better im gone one less idiot thats way repair things destroyed humans destroyed hope feels better without me course sorry changes nothing hope god tells take care loved ones

attempted first uproots wins im playing dont vote anyone elseyou win medal im easily bribed edit make rules downvote didnt want easy

end mei cannot cannot fucking it another year fuck fuck fuck social redflag friends redflag skipping lunch want seen eating alone fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck senior year starts month

energy left meim almost thirty since graduated high school fucked everything life job job job moving over one fucked relationship another depressed lately today latest relationship disintegrated im steam thought ending everything seems like relief freeing

fragglerock excellent way schindlers list excellent great watch children adults genders big noses seen hinting towards phallic symbols way hr puff n stuff hinted towards marijuana smoking kids love movie enjoyed much child father showed movie child enjoyed well pointed exaggerated noses phallic symbols although time clue were movie comedy adventure storyline wacky cheerful shall enjoy together

comically large spoon im afraid using gt

want kill myself know really matter lowvalue male individualit nothing testement much wolrd wants shut feeling certain way want oversaturated mind logic point longer allowed feel emotions point kill yourself logical nothing works end life sense empowering too point empowerment emotions positive emotion ive allowed feel

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alright waited long enough get egg nog time year get nog even kills damn it

fuck u covid dad lost job im fuckin livid dudes working company years way even born today told theyre letting go im fucking worried dad able support brothers tuition would make ask help mom whos already struggling support tuition fucking hell man know im lucky guy want expense others least good thing father finished house got fired yeah mom dad unofficially divorced living separately

well time day tell deep story rdr is probably one best story gaming history extremely tragic end

weeks pregnant bipolar suicidalhi nd pregnancy contemplated terminating early depression bad seemingly perfect life wonderful fianc beautiful year old nice house suburbs bipolar wrecks havoc that months ago spun control went manic cheated wonderful man broke a month wedding called quits got back together august immediately decided still getting married wanted another baby tries conceived baby boy lost severe depression point redflagi struggle whether want baby im thinking quite often redflagbut want hurt unborn child

movie one favorite comedies time dialog crisp pace fast clever comedy interesting look goes behind scenes television news businessbr br there many funny linesa couple favoritesbr br ernie merriman sarcastically must nice always believe know better always think smartest person room jane seriously no not awfulbr br aaron must good looking jane know that aaron one invites bad looking idiot roombr br the performances holly hunter albert brooks william hurt absolutely brilliant even years later remember movie well often forgotten wonderfully funny joan cusack love scene newsroom personnel racing beat deadline many funny scenes hard pick favorite highly recommend film

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reason im really shaky sudden dont even feel weird bad all maybe little cold nothing else yet upper body shaking lot maybe im tired idek

reason im good mood today tell you loooong time good mood

nothing like hit random crying spells thoughts suicide excuse communal areas house extended family mocks behavior suck man want try anymore want die defeated man disease ruined me skipped everything fear cannot keep friends anymore believe ever right mindset children struggling handle school cope drugs alcohol half person used be absolute loser disappointment want disappear sure much longer point five years cannot even work nerve kill selfgod help tell disappointment family

sorry vent one tell to lost friends week fucked huge way inner turmoil bad things like lie broke trust spoke poorly them know actions warrant losing them loved them somehow despite this alone right scary painful know consequence actions hurts much know do recently broke boyfriend chest head feels like going explode went hospital earlier week get admitted inpatient scared try get help afraid failing ill feel hopeless now feel like redeeming myself want get better want change hard one along way one talk to tried reaching people life circumstances prevent us talking scared feel getting desperate cannot see way feeling like

never proper doctors could diagnose me theres long story there suffer redflag abused entire life physically abused teacher years old mother physically mentally emotionally abused me left house

stucki feel like im backed wall painfully aware devastating effects redflag family friends due young family member recently succeeding attempt mess before seems happen every year half really thought position could control myself im losing it recently move flat apparent friend got bed asleep woke touching me spiralled since become isolated old friends social group feel like cant trust anyone anymore ive move back parents im sleeping sofa personal space ive jumped every hoop know previous episodes depression ive signed work feel like wondering ive weeks cant breathe house staying boyfriends every night get away went holiday today line support referred psychologist cut session short said felt like becoming stressed suggestions help me im back stage one run fight feels like noone help me feel like grounding know life state emotional distress im acute ever experienced feels unjustified ive seen gp theyve swapping pills around try get back feet im adult mother grew unstable breathes neck first sign especially loss said family member feel absolutely suffocated planned trip away day tomorrow know option go hospital admit danger myself know ill end facility absolutely cant stand thought family becoming aware severity situation numbers im supposed call im surrounded people way that snowballing months im exhausted im becoming massive drain boyfriend feel like cant breathe escape route going end know awake painfully unbearable right boyfriend carry becoming pathetic im scared myself really know do

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well much say film except truly wonderful film natalie portman absolutely fantastic daughter lovely motherdaughter relationship film br br beautiful film

crying knife againevery night feel lonely im useless nothing working friends left dirt one friend left doesnt reply often im usually room wanted feel anything dont took whole bottle medicine nothing happenedi already knew didnt work ive taking since january ive felt worse im crying bed knife tonight ready see blood hope maybe one day ill strong enough cut throat open instead legs

weird way feel close death strangely nicesometimes theres tension air im feeling lethargic sad go kitchen open draw get knife put neck start feel better sometimes bleeds sometimes get scar thought death close could swipe weird yes is care

great example good dumb movie no high art means script anywhere close woody allen mel brooks what killer tomatoes series four movies cartoon series basically goodnatured romps gleefully trampling kind territory zuckers ruled switched making serious flicksbr br as title suggests fourth installment killer tomatoes trilogy deals killer tomatoes plot france case professor gangrene john astins rd time role plan rule france ancient prophecy return rightful king france steve lundquist returns igor humanoid tomato wants sportscaster happens dead ringer longlost true king france obviously also plays aforementioned ll k f happily skewering french languagebr br opposing fearless fuzzy tomato like others ft introduced second film would main character cartoon human allies mark price recently unemployed result conclusion family ties series plays thinly disguised version himself passing michael j fox way win girl dreams angela visser dream marie gleefully bouncing unabashed virginal sexuality borderline psychosis oh former miss netherlands film career another returning member killer tomatoes stock company rick rockwell now best known hapless title subject who wants marry millionaire like cocreator john de bello rockwell works front behind camera seriesbr br what say jon de bello much really except singular vision managed pull and done that apparently dropped obscurity john ever see this thanks giving us killer tomatoesbr br the script heavily obnoxiously aware movie like return killer tomatoes action occasionally veers set middle film crew mark price funny forum complain lack success compared former costar michael j fox biggest budgeted killer tomatoes flicks nice sendoff series okay show moved fox kids cartoon series which also quite clever cartoons same

m looking f need someone sing alto quartet pls send tryout tapes

wanna sleep aint got social warmth kind affection make fall asleep instead keep browsing reddit cuz fills dopamine even im extremely tired

happens mix ammoniaalcohol bleachi dont feel like anything live anymore ive abused alienated frowned upon sexually harassed quickly would die

whole homo sapien social creature thing messed upupfront apologies walls text multitude reasons shouldnt thinking this family frustrations them cares overall sister always looked me love death like line work overall include coworkers ive met lot interesting people last years all im poor dont chronic health problems im completely honest lot people would kill life guess thats much different sentiment could always worse though am go court restraining order days ive broken mended heart times before different werent together long didnt take long get hurt still bruises part hand still numb antibiotics bite almost with remember screaming help realizing could actually loud knowing noone would answer chilling even moreso chilling knowing everyone taken story face value deep down im actually believed probably because great disgust im male like slowly one one ive shared trans mtf variety close me everyone listens doesnt get it still say hehim still deadname me dont look prototypically female im military present male almost everyday havent hrt long enough dont sound female hormones dont change it self taught shit hard challenge ill rise to find even closest dear wont care fact noone outright pushed away little comfort fact noone embraced old new either im here stray cat hold together time everyone gets along with greater arms length distance social shell confusing anyone crack flavor anxiety native close relationships cant name describe different psychiatrists one one becoming perplexed absolving responsibility almost always choosing run risks loneliness familiar pain ability precious somethingsomeone come from daydream affection persistent cant find anywhere did her abuse price im meant pay ive got howwhenwhere settled dont end it survive this could even come wiser resilient it im humbly bowing existence ive part play said much already anyone read this thank you wish well

forget from color among us hat one im cyan wear leaf hat backup color lime

wanna dieim shitty feel shitty time constantly make people feel shitty somehow cant fix fucked mentality take take take never give back im impossible yet people still put fucking time one unselfish thing make sure never deal stupid ugly horrid toxic ass ever even worst point cant bring go process ending all im bitch pain wish button could push would make go poof anymore shitty fucking world seems hurt aaaaaaaaaaaaaa god wanna feel like know true way stop breathing medication time therapy work long im back horrid mindset brain craves seratonin bad cannot fucking function own im broken fucked mess one deserves put with ive resorted yelling internet hopes what knows fuck hate this hate myself

sleep stay awake last night decided stay day fix sleep schedule bc ducked start school days pm rn im feeling kinda tired sleep atleast take nap stay awake

back school guess ive coop goat farm quad today last day next week march break that back actual school back schoolwork back sitting class praying nobody looks me back uniforms back getting bus every morning am back heart race every time male teacher purposely walks behind stairs uniform kilts fucking short asscheeks almost hanging short back literally wear kilts pants designed fit female bodies back around racisttransphobic people back hearing awful shittalking bathroom back vice principal aggressively asking im every time sees hall back teachers singling out back teachers penalizing work isnt good neurotypicalnon learningdisabled students back forced speak infront class nobody knows me back new kid school back seeing peers great friends years ago cannot stand presence anymore back parents texting everyday needing know im school dont live anymore back grade s grade s back seniors looking like child back freshmensophomores gawking constantly back little hell fucking town

hell sounds better heaven heaven pray shit hell demon girls hellhounds and sinners go big sexy time orgy sex also afraid heights heaven would torture

posting everyday people stop caring religion matter private thing allowed share it force others also people treated diferently religions belief pearson stopped seeks harm humans care others religions

okay definetly need hear guys opinion ive pretty much love one best friends now im m shes f met lot summer pretty much always asked wanted meet always wanted never asked me also slow responds messages shes slow reply others too know asked friends think forgets reply sometimes asked one mutual friends ask interested something hung much said saw friend didnt speak month half got snap asking could call me said yes course talked school random stuff minutes since called talked least every week started answering texts quickly started send snaps time begged hang bored hung really felt great like connection point felt great hope went weeks completely stopped everything went back normal takes like days reply messages thats normally takes friends too get another vibe the got like this thats right feel like shit im planning tell feelings week want hear guys think behavior also need help ways tell dont want become much distances herself dont want make weird us thanks help

cant get dog think ill kill myselfthe last thing im holding for yup first two applications didnt work already received many one looking for sent third one different place dont hopes high up

whats point princess bridei really think like wesley said pb life pain ampxb life sucks hurts live get better joy temporary think people happy successful fulfilled lives thats cards me wish dead every day keep wishing dead go bed wanting wake up think various ways commit redflag looks like accident ive settled single vehicle car accident bridge brick wall telephone pole note cant say suicde accident hiking mountain live lot mountains hiking places accidently fall of already like hike bc suspicious ampxb look like accident insurance reasons kids want thinking okay ampxb hate passionately want die

got nudes person might might know snapchat do ok chick dont know added snap sent something opened nudes dont even know person thought might know school couldnt find yearbook im sure wrong person actually knows me cuz idea is looks age im tf respond this