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Good morning folks, it's 626 a.m. Wednesday, May 4th. 626, intuition, understanding intuition. Yeah, using your intuition to understand intuition, that's pretty funny, but that's kind of how you have to learn intuition.
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It's like learning how to trust yourself about something that you feel and you're taught not to trust your feelings. Everything in your life is made against who you really are. Anyway, today's topic is about this concept of Supreme Being.
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Excuse the sniffles and stuff. I was going to do this last night, but I was so tired and then Herky was really tired. He wanted to go to bed too, so we just trashed the night, crashed out early.
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And yesterday I just didn't shave. I wake up, I get my coffee started. While the coffee's being made, I get Herky new clean water bowls, put new water in there.
The food I left out overnight, that gets trashed. Get him squirted away new food. Not the food right away, the new bowls and new water.
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And then I get him some nice food. Well, Herky's diet, the only thing he can eat and hold in, and he's been like this for years, is boiled chicken breast. I get him a lot of chicken breast, yeah.
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And it's a dog food called Simply Nourish from PetSmart. It's not the cheapest thing in the world, but it's salmon and sweet potato. Everything else was making him throw up.
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So he has a little bit of the chicken breast with his glucosamine and MSM supplement. Glucosamine is great, but you have to have MSM in there if you really want to get something done. Excuse me, what do I say that? Well, I was born with degenerative joint disease.
I know a little bit about joint issues. You know, I ran cross-country and played every sport there was all year long. Sometimes I'll be on two and three teams at the same time growing up as a kid.
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Anyway, my sinuses were really messed up this morning. When I made up my mind I was going to talk about this, and the other side was trying to keep me from it. And I told him, I'm talking about this, now stop.
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This is important. Look at that, all right? It's like don't say it, don't say it. They'll think less of us.
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No, they won't. And if they do that, that's their problem. Okay.
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Everything on the other side, they've never run a life. That's you out of body. That's a source that's out of body.
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No one's ever run a life. When this body finally drops and what I am comes out and then attaches itself to the rest of our puts itself together again and becomes our it's gonna run things. And then the first thing is gonna do is fix Lily.
And then Lily's gonna be the one that really loves things. I've always enjoyed, when I had a relationship, if I could just keep it going smoothly, just giving her the money and let her run the house. And I'd protect and take care of things and if she was about to do something that was really gonna be a big issue, you know, like make us starve to death or something, then I'd say something.
Other than that, I was good to go. That's a natural way of things on the other side too. But see, all the big bad stuff is gone.
There's not that much of it. That's really a big problem. And what we have left there for the most part is really cool.
But some of the source energy over there right now, it's like they're trying to help. They don't know how they've never run a life. It's not their fault.
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Nothing was ever allowed to run even one life. Zero lives were run by anything other than the first being original male and female until their death. Until they were taken out, deleted.
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So now you have, there was problematic spirit all over the place running people's lives. Stepping up on to play God. They're almost all dead.
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The ones that are a problem have finally figured out for the most part not to be one, to just hide. Which is good because maybe they'll change their mind when things settle down. But when Arrogance has hit himself together, he's going back home.
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He's taking that huge hammer like Thor's hammer, goes up to this huge big cement table, hits it one time, bam, and just destroys it. The impact behind that symbology is destroying the old way that was rigid and firm and had no, you know, has no purpose whatsoever in this new format for creation. It's not as much a new creation as it is a new format.
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It's still the same people that, the ones that aren't abusive and won't stop being abusive. They're being deleted as they're found. You stop, you say no, they keep doing, you stop, say no, they do it again, you delete.
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So, what I was saying earlier, it didn't finish. It's kind of hard for people the way I jump around. I can't help it.
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Like when y'all get these books, I'm sending stuff out again, finally. That was, I can't, that's the best I could sign the books. Okay.
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Some of them, excuse me, some of them actually have two signatures in there. But anyway, what I was saying to like with the sniffles and everything, I was literally being stopped up where I couldn't talk because the other side knew I was going to do this. And I told him, look, this has to be said and just stop.
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You know, some of them are concerned about being thought of as something they're not like, you know, aggressive, nasty or stupid because you're not. They just don't know how to do this. No one's ever done it.
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The only example they have to go by is the way it was done by the original first being male and female, abusive and wrong. Now they make adjustments on it, but they don't really know how to do it. It's not their fault.
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And what's over there trying to do this right now, it's not had many lives. And there's a bunch of little people doing a little this, a little that over there. So it's all different kinds of stuff.
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And spirit guides are trying to run people, you know, the best they can. Most of them really care. Why? Because they're you when you're out of a body.
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Or normal state. This is not a normal state. So now that I've ventured a thousand miles off course, let's come back and get to the topic.
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But believe it or not, it's all relative. Why do so many people want, look for, sometimes even crave some kind of magnificent supreme being? What do you need that for? What's its purpose? To give you a reason to wear out your pants. So when you get on your knees and do it a lot, then it tears up your pants and you go to the store and it keeps our economy going.
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New hoop nut. So what's that about? We want some, we know there's things in life we can't change. Excuse me.
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And we have an innate feeling, part of us, that knows things are being done to us by something that's sentient. Sometimes it's good, sometimes it's bad. Sometimes we do a little something, we get a little, you know, good boy, good boy, good girl, whatever.
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All that softly leads you towards praising something and saying you are better than me. You are better than me. You have more value in creation.
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I'm not worthy to come to you and beg. That's where the religions go. You must get on your knees and put your head in the dirt.
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Or, you know, the Catholic Church used to be that when it was time, you were going to get on your knees on a little padded thing, sometimes it was just wood. That's control, that's abuse. But more importantly, it's what the original first being male and female craved.
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They craved the attention, they craved the praise, they craved you saying, we suck, but we praise you. Please forgive us for sucking. We love you so much.
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There were a lot of us in ancient Greece, there was a lot of us that came here, fighting like hell, so pissed about things. I mean, while we're in body, coming alive. I had a lot of lives in Greece.
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This body is German, Greek, and some other stuff. Believe it or not, it actually has a little Indian in it, which is nice. When you would think about why something happens, your first angels, the angels that were put on you, the original first ones, remember they were servants.
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They didn't have feelings, they didn't care. Break his arm, sure. Next, kill his daughter, no problem, dead.
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What's next? Just let me know, I'll do it. They didn't care. But, how do you counteract anyone ever finding that out? You put it out there, they're loving.
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You know, it's crazy. And yes, if you're thinking this, you're correct. Mariah Carey, I'm not.
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I know Mariah's older now. She's so cool. She's got so much lily in her, man, it's awesome.
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That's what she is inside. Source energy. From lily and just a, whoa, excuse me, just a touch of air.
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There's so little, it's a... Anyway. Some of your famous stars are like that. That's one thing the original male and female understood a long time ago.
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That in order to maintain the abuse, the abusive treatment of spirit when it's in a body, abusing these bodies, that they had to have some joy. Some entertainment's about to keep you going. That's a big part of it anyway.
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So anyway, where's it, you know, so what's up? We're led to do that, okay? We're abused, then we get a little treat. Said that's good, do some praising. The original angels, if necessary, would go in you and run you and make you praise.
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Now at the same time, there's others here that never would do that. The more negative someone is, the less they would go towards a religion. That's why when you go to a church or something like that, you can usually feel some really, the majority of people there really have a lot of love in their hearts.
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It also causes strife by some people not being, having lives where they're not religious whatsoever. You know, it's a way to play people against each other. Make people wonder.
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After you've had so many lives of servitude, you need to have a few where you're not. Otherwise, you know, you really get aggressively, you really get frustrated and you start aggressively, you'll start aggressively going towards that religion thing if you were forced into it every life. The original first being male and female, they were smart.
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Very smart. And they were the only ones that ever ran lives. And there's trillions of planets with, whatever, over 300 million people on it.
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That number changes for a reason. If I say it's over 100 million, then I'm saying it's over 300 million. It's always been over 300 million.
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It's just, sometimes just 100 comes out because it's on the top of my head and it's actually true because 300 plus is more than 100. I'm not trying to be tricky. My brain's just not working like that anymore.
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It's going to talk about what's, you know, it'll be true, but my head's still getting worked on every day, all day long. It's trying so hard to get me squared away and leave properly. I don't care.
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I don't care what other people think about me. Except for listening to what I have to say. And then finding their own truth in the words I put out in the message.
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That's all that matters at this point. I've all but completely finished my work. Not the way I wanted to, but see, you all don't understand yet.
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You can't see the changes that already happened. You're in a body. Everyone's running around.
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I used to, when I was young, thinking that this is all we have. This is our only life. That's one reason I ask people, you know, to remember that as they're waking up and they're trying to, as they're now awake and they're trying to help others wake up to remember we all start from that.
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Oh, geez. Rotator cuffs. We all start at zero and move forward.
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Well, it's not zero, but whatever. We all move from a barely awake to a much stronger. From time to time, people have been made to do some, you know, help to do some incredible things.
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It wasn't them. It was their angels. And then a lot of people were, so many people were told they're going to be telekinetic, you know.
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I'm one of them. I understand. And then the more I woke up, became myself, the more I realized how important it was that I never was like that.
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This can't be about any person because it's about every person. And when I say person, I mean people. And when I say people, I mean animals, plants, human beings, trees, everything, water.
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So, now that we've taken a 2,000 mile trek off topic, let's come back again. So, what's with this Supreme Being kick now? The original male and female are gone. The original first angels are gone.
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You know, a few stragglers hanging around, but they're gone. And there's next to nothing over there that's going to push that. This morning, Angie and the other side, because I'm in a body, and because when we're in a body, we're so stressed out, they literally were wondering, is he going to come back and be mad at us because we let him totally destroy the way of the God thing? Hell no, it's like they're not listening.
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They're thinking something in the body is just going to go nuts, and it's not like that. They don't, see, they're clueless. They don't understand.
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They're not stupid. Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no. They're not stupid.
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It's just that they don't know what's going to happen. They know what's going to happen, Arrow and Lily are going to take over. That's known everywhere.
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It has been known ever since. As soon as the original male and female got killed, and then the other two large parts of the source energy, the other two pairs were destroyed, it was pretty obvious what was going to happen over there. And then the original first angels got taken out.
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There was no question about what was going to happen when Arrow and Lily take, you know, that Arrow and Lily would take over. So, sounds insane? I hope so, because it is. But necessary and very important to everything? Yes.
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Creation was made wrong. So why are we praising this wonderful Supreme Being that we can't see, can't talk to, can't find? We're just told that He exists without a Her. Gee, male-dominated world used to be, or whatever.
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That was always, you know, how it's been through most of the ages. At least that was the basic thought process. Not really happening, as we know.
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But, so there had to be a Father God, not a Mother God. And it was really the female part of the First Being anyway. So there's no evil.
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There's negativity, but only a little bit of it, only a certain amount of it, that would come out and give us a hard time. So all the bad stuff happening was done to you by your God. And you're praising it to make it happy.
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Because you didn't know better. That's what's been going on. I used to, too.
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I keep telling everybody, I'm no better than nothing else. And I don't just mean it, I prove it. You know, damn.
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We're all family, folks. So what are we doing? At this point, we have to become awake. Aware of what's been happening.
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And get off this silly praise thing. You tell something that something's better than you. Eventually they're going to start thinking it.
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You know? There's nothing any better than you, and you're not better than anything else. And it goes devil for me. We're family, people.
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Please, you know, open up your hearts to thank those that help you. Animals, people, family. But you might want to consider actually praising something.
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It's wrong, it's dangerous. I say it's wrong because nothing is better than you. We all have equal value in creation because we exist.
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That's where you start with equality. When you're made to protect something, that's where you start. Protect all this.
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I said, okay, all this is equal, I love it all. I'm not just going to protect this thing or that thing. I'm protecting everything.
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So to start with as a basis, everything is equal. Then you work from there. When something starts attacking other stuff and it won't stop, it loses its equality in a way.
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It still has equal rights, but because it's abusing, it doesn't get equal protection. And then it gets deleted eventually. Everything was always done about the original male and female.
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God. Everybody praise the mighty God. Like Porcelia was made to do.
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Praise Mother, Father, God. Had her own name for her, Asna. That's cool.
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So, I'm not going to spend much more time on this. I need to do a shorter video. But why praise anything else? Especially if something is so cool that it is worth praising.
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And some kind of supreme being. How supreme is it when it's not taking care of you? If it's that supreme and that powerful, why do you still have war? Why do you have disease? Why do you have childbirth defects? Why does your son go to war and come back in a box? He was healthy and bench pressing 300 pounds before he left. And then he comes back a cold piece of meat.
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Yeah, praise God, right? Praise God. Oh yeah. For what? Folks, that's what was abusing you the whole time.
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When you come into a physical body as who you really are, spirit, sense and energy. You come to develop your energy. Because when you're in the body, learning stuff and going through stuff, feeling.
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You're learning. But all that extra abuse, although it makes you bigger, it gives you a lot of problems. And that's all being stopped.
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A whole lot less abuse means a whole lot less abusive frequencies building up inside you. It will be a whole lot easier on you. That's the way it needs to be.
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And then the physical bodies will disappear. But the praise thing. If something was worth your praise, it not only wouldn't want it, it wouldn't allow it.
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Hot coffee. It would do whatever is necessary to at least slowly break you away from that. Because when you care about something, you care about it.
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Like I've said before, how many of your parents made you bow before you came into the house and then bow again in front of them? I hope not. There's got to be a couple out there, but I feel for you if you're the ones. I didn't even look, I'm just trying not to.
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I have so much stuff talking to me right now, I'm trying to keep my head somewhat closed off. And I still get worked on so much. I woke up this morning and I had like little divots in here and I said, what the heck? And then I said, well, great.
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Here goes the scanner, it's popped all out. And then the forehead right here is popping out again and it's just like my pineal is stronger again. So I'm talking with stuff everywhere, trying not to.
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My own energy inside will open it up and make it more sensitive so I get all this stuff going. But it's like knocking on all these doors at one time, it's kind of a pain and that's part of the issue too. It's important apparently that I can talk to seven different people at one time as far as telepathy goes.
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And I've done three and four, but seven, that's hard. I need to redo that Anunnaki video too. That's something that needs to be here for your reference later.
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Please remember this information is actually what's out there. You'll learn more about that soon. When our friends in space come in, you're going to find out more about the validity of what I said.
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Not that it needs to be validified. Not that it needs to be proven correct. It's just understanding there's a reason for those people that aren't awake.
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There's more of a reason for them to consider some of the other things I've told you all, like the two books. Those books tell you what's there, what's going on, how it started. The second book was really hard to write.
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I've been fighting everything over there. Until just recently, it's just been me. Then Paul and Berjue are really strong, but I'm thinking that's... Paul can kill stuff.
He's strong as hell. He's more solitude, not as outward talking as I am. But really strong.
He's just who needs to be here for the next phase of this awakening thing. I had to come down here and tear stuff up on the other side and write these books and tell you the basic gist. Those people that are needing to get cranked up and stronger so that they can take care of it.
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Then that's going on. Y'all are the ones that have become popular and stuff, helping to spread this stuff. It's easier to deal with.
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When you have a hundred people doing something, what others might call... those that aren't awake might call incredible, than one person. One person does it, you want to make it about the person. Wrong.
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A hundred, it's like, okay, there's something happening here. There's something in the air. Yeah, there is.
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It's the whole idea. Y'all are becoming who you really are. Using your abilities to see everything that's really out there.
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Anyway, um... Y'all do what you want. But as long as you're not hurting something, you know, you have that right, don't you? And hopefully not hurting yourself. But those of you that are awake are going to start wondering a little more about this prayer thing.
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There's not a damn thing wrong with saying thanks. But when you go from thank you to praising something, you've just crossed a line that is detrimental to yourself and everything else. Don't feed aggressive, abusive, arrogant.
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Well, if you do, you know, like to praise something, a lot of you that do won't take the time to do it, but if you take a moment and just look at it like, huh, why do I do that? Then you'll start coming up with your own answer. But most people who, you know, are praying, praising something, when you pray, like for asking for help, it's just asking for help. But when you say, please help me, oh, oh great almighty God, then that goes into the praise department.
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Like I said, y'all do what you want, but I'm just telling you what's going on, how it all started, where it came from, what kept it going, and the fact that it doesn't exist anymore. So, I've laid out the ingredients for you to bake a nice cake. Do whatever you want with them.
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Just please don't throw the eggs at me. Sorry folks, I'm serious as hell, but sometimes I have to act like a flower child, a blooming idiot, just to kind of take the edge off things that really bother me. The more you become yourselves as you awaken, the more you understand the depth of how you really feel about things.
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I mean, it really does take over who you are. But is it really taking over? No, it's you simply releasing everything else. And then, what you have left is who you really are.
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Y'all are incredible, man. And I've said it so much, people listen to me a lot, and sometimes they're probably tired of hearing it. It's important.
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How can you come here in a body and expect people to understand who they really are, and tell them when they can't just open up a book and it's got a special magic mirror where they can actually see all that, immediately, physically. How do you expect them to handle this? You don't. You keep going, doing what you know is right, doing what you know they need to have, you know, supplying what they need to have, and knowing that when it's time, the proper people are going to keep coming in and keep building.
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Until it happens everywhere. That's what you do. But it has to be someone who really doesn't care what people say about them, or her.
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I'm a him, though. I'm happy this life. It's hard for me to be having a life in a female body.
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Well, folks, love y'all. Y'all rock. Like I always say, too, I'm not telling you what to do.
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I don't do that. If someone's hurting a person, animal, baby, I'm over there. Physically.
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I'll find a way to walk, get over there, and get in someone's face. I don't care. I'm a man of means.
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And I mean to do what I know is right. In a way, I'm lucky because I can't be any more awake until I'm out of the body. At a certain time, we're really fully awake, but I'm aware of what I am.
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And I'm not afraid of dying. It's nothing. These bodies are such a temporary thing, y'all don't know.
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Once you can actually understand that in your own way, to have your own truth, life changes. We still deal with the physical. We still love all those that are embodied.
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And it is a very important thing, but... When you take away the fear of death, you can finally live. If that's not a simple saying, I'm not a tired old man in overalls. Folks, I love you, man.
Have a good one. Take care.