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text
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"I know I can't keep it closed too long.
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I couldn't find the 'stop' button.
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But I can still fix the 'pause' button.
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At least for a while."
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"I looked out through the bars,
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for the first time.
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I saw the road outside, actually the
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wounded man on the road.
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Blood spilled all over the road, him.
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Many around him watched him suffer.
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Some captured his suffering on their screens.
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I watched him die, with a pain.
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And others too, without it.
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With a shake of my hand
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the first bar broke, silently."
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"But I still see you, a shadow
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at the far end, like a drop of tear-
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hanging off an eyelash."
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"Oh why is it so hard dear
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The rocky road of life
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To the other end you walk
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But never seem to reach"
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"I spent that day with my PC
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by playing games and more.
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Need For Speed , Grand Theft Auto,
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Total Overdose, Prince of Persia.
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Driving cars and Killing enemies,
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Sword attack and Combo list.
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Without talking to anyone
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I became Blacklist No.1."
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"I too had dreams, hopes flying-
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like cotton clouds in the blue sky.
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Too late to realize, it seems,
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that those were just soap bubbles.
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Now I know I should stop,
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cause I don't deserve your love."
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"Don't you taste stardust ?
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Don't you feel that we're the same ?
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Don't you see the blaze in my eyes,
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The heat of a star trapped in my body?"
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"It wasn't lust either, cause
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you were more than just a body.
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Can't say why I loved you,
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sometimes reasons are meaningless.
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My love wasn't fake, cause
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you could catch me every time."
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"But when I looked at the stone through and through,
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I found out something peculiar, something wonderful.
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Something in common between me and that stone.
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Every cell of my body and every microscopic particle
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in that stone came from the same place!!
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Hard to believe but true!!!"
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"I tried to hold it. But my hands
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couldn't find the grip.
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It closed at last, blocking the golden light
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leaving the darkness in front.
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I stared at the void for a long time,
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so that I missed the other 5 doors
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those were opened for me!!"
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"The sky was once again red
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when my eyes woke up from sleep.
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red -not blood red , it was
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evening red, red as evening sun.
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The sun’s one day’s journey
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Ended there, handing over
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his job to the moon."
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"I see the avalanche of bullets
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buzzing around, aching my drums,
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painting the walls red.
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Chains cutting into my flesh."
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"Here, take the key to my chest,
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and only return it when I ask you
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after a whole year."
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"You made my nights colourful with the-
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stories of the villain fox and poor rabbit.
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I can never thank you enough
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for the support you gave me mom."
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"I know that is you.
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Pinned to the infiniteness
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of the fabric far above."
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"But there's a lot going on here ,
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in this tiny ball of dirt.
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But stay with me, well journey through-
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space and time, around this tiny dirt ball.
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We'll float like a dust in a sun beam,
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till our past and future meet as one..."
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"""What are your wishes?"" I asked her.
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""Nothing"" she replied.
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""Don't have a bucket list? No crave for adventure?""
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I was amused.
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She shrugged and said:
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""Sometimes it's an ordinary life that take the most effort."""
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"It all started with a pain- my life.
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I stepped into the world by hurting you mom,
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by giving you the pain that gave you satisfaction.
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The pain you'll always love to remember.
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But I hurt you mom, even in the ultimate innocence-
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I gave you pain.
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I can never thank you enough for that, mom."
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"Waterfalls must only be a turbulent flow-
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of water to me, with the Reynold's number > 2000.
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I'm restricted to wonder why
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the aircraft fly in the air.
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I'm only allowed to be thorough with
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the Bernoulli's principle and it's derivation."
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"I walked until I was dead.
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Until the world below disappeared
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behind the thick veil of the cotton clouds
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that spanned to the distant horizons."
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"I will bury it among the woods,
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cause love can only be buried among love.
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I will give it to nature,
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for there's not a better lover than her."
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"And when I slowly stepped into my life-
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you received me with a handful of love.
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You gave me the nectar of life.
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You gave me the sweet taste of love.
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You loved me, cared me, taught me the essentials of life.
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You showed me the importance of being honest,
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You taught me to say truth always,
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The importance of trust in life.
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You showed me how to respect others,
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not only humans but also the nature.
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You taught me that the god lives in the-
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hearts of everyone."
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"Only one was left.
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Just one bar between me and the world.
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I waited for it, the death of the last bar.
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It happened, on the rainy disastrous night,
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followed by a sunny morning.
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She was helpless, crying for mercy.
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But no one’s bowl had the warm soup of mercy.
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They looked like humans.
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But barbarian animals inside.
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Tortured her, raped her.
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Not by one, too many were there
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waiting to rip her soul into thousands pieces.
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They almost killed her,
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left her behind like a corpse, but with a pulse.
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That endless rain that night had
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the bitter taste of her tears.
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The 7th bar washed away by the rain."
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"I wanted to fill the void,
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but my mind was out of ideas.
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I looked around to find something-
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that really worth a poem."
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"Then he'll know how I fooled him.
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My smiles were fake, words were hollow.
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He'll see the mask then, with an everlasting smile
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and inside the insidious beast."
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"Forgive me, my love
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for the things I have not done.
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Forgive me, my love
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for the tears I've caused.
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I don't deserve it, your love,
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If those tears I could bear."
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"But I will, one day, cry a river-
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below that bridge and
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Kiss your shore."
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"In the bright golden sunlight,
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in the thick foamy clouds,
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in the song of the cuckoo,
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in every flap of a butterfly's wings,
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even in the long row of ants-
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there was a bit of poetry.
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In everything around me."
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"There was the clear blue sky above my head,
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the red hot sun on its edge.
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There were many beautiful flowers in my garden,
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butterflies and birds chirping around.
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There were several gorgeous girls too-
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on the road, enjoying the evening.
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But what drew my attention was-
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nothing more than a stone.
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A cold black stone."
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"I sat there in the bright sunlight.
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All I had was a blank paper-
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and a pen with full of ink.
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But my mind was out of ideas,
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empty as the blank white paper.
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The ink didn't flow out just like always."
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"My legs were numb,
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But I kept pushing forward.
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Cause there was a lot in store
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on top of the Tatra mountains."
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"On a cold winter night
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I look up the sky and see
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a star shining bright."
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"Ocean also heard my question, where's your love?
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Their answer came towards me like waves.
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You even saw love in my perilous heaves!
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No one realizes I'm a kind of ugly waste basket."
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+
"Night has only one colour- Black.
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+
And without the mask, human mind-
|
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+
have the same one- Black.
|
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+
That's why I'm in love with that colour.
|
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+
That's why I love the darkness, night and my mind."
|
199 |
+
"There was only one window with 7 bars,
|
200 |
+
when I came here for the first time.
|
201 |
+
A small window with 7 vertical bars,
|
202 |
+
through which light and life came inside.
|
203 |
+
That was the only thing which could
|
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+
make me think that I'm still living
|
205 |
+
Seven bars, the only thing I owned in my
|
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+
seven years long prison life."
|
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+
"I asked the stars, where's your love?
|
208 |
+
They answered, blinking their eyes
|
209 |
+
We blink and you say it's love.
|
210 |
+
Who knows we're trying to close our eyes from this earth of madness?"
|
211 |
+
"I walked until my legs gave up,
|
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+
passing the springs and the
|
213 |
+
flowers waiting to bloom,
|
214 |
+
and the bushes and berries that colored the mountains."
|
215 |
+
"I see that distant island
|
216 |
+
Lonely and grey
|
217 |
+
Midst the violent storm
|
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+
And the monster waves"
|
219 |
+
"It’s not easy to win.
|
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+
Neither too hard.
|
221 |
+
You should mean it, in every-
|
222 |
+
Throw of dice, you should believe."
|
223 |
+
"I will dig so deep for this relic,
|
224 |
+
no nomads can ever find.
|
225 |
+
I will burn it till it glows,
|
226 |
+
till the heat of our love melt it."
|
227 |
+
"Last night she gave me the ring-
|
228 |
+
that bore our names,
|
229 |
+
A reminiscent of the love we once shared,
|
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+
A shiny ring."
|
231 |
+
"It's the only time that reveals-
|
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+
fear, revenge, lust and all other things-
|
233 |
+
I failed to see in the daylight.
|
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+
That's why it's so important.
|
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+
The end of a day, or a beginning of new one."
|
236 |
+
"Stars as a dust spread over -
|
237 |
+
the dark grey sky , it was no longer grey.
|
238 |
+
It is black now… Black everywhere.
|
239 |
+
Tiny dots of stars twinkled at me.
|
240 |
+
The half faced moon smiled at me.
|
241 |
+
I don’t know why but they were
|
242 |
+
all looking at me………"
|
243 |
+
"I couldn't open my eyes
|
244 |
+
Out the days were cold.
|
245 |
+
The smoke spreading my lungs
|
246 |
+
The cries shrinking my heart."
|
247 |
+
"Where do you keep all your hopes?
|
248 |
+
Carry it on that fancy backpack?
|
249 |
+
Or stuff it in a plastic bag and-
|
250 |
+
let it flow in the mighty river of time?"
|
251 |
+
"But even after time has run a long way,
|
252 |
+
it came back to me.
|
253 |
+
I really marvelled to see the part of-
|
254 |
+
myself on that little stone.
|
255 |
+
Now I'm changing the lyrics.
|
256 |
+
We're equally great actually.
|
257 |
+
Except the fact that-
|
258 |
+
Only I can make an extraordinary poem-
|
259 |
+
out of a seemingly ordinary black stone!"
|
260 |
+
"In fact, this is not a poem at all.
|
261 |
+
This is the key to the padlock-
|
262 |
+
I'm using to lock the chest-
|
263 |
+
of my imagination."
|
264 |
+
"One or two stars were seen
|
265 |
+
but everywhere else was red.
|
266 |
+
As the dial turns round and round
|
267 |
+
The sun rose up from the horizon.
|
268 |
+
Reddish colour was disappearing
|
269 |
+
or transforming to blue."
|
270 |
+
"Look above at the black carpet,
|
271 |
+
Blazing sparkles sprayed on to it.
|
272 |
+
Look at the emptiness that engulf us.
|
273 |
+
Look far in to the past of pasts."
|
274 |
+
"I look at the cloudy skies
|
275 |
+
Lifeless lands, lightless days.
|
276 |
+
cursing the darkness
|
277 |
+
blackening the blue planet."
|
278 |
+
"It didn't let me
|
279 |
+
face the challenges.
|
280 |
+
It took away the opportunities
|
281 |
+
that were in front of me.
|
282 |
+
It never allowed me to win.
|
283 |
+
It took me from the
|
284 |
+
world of light and
|
285 |
+
blinded me with its black veil.
|
286 |
+
Made me a living statue!"
|
287 |
+
"You'll find yourself there ,
|
288 |
+
in the heart of a blazing star.
|
289 |
+
A bunch of dust waiting to become you.
|
290 |
+
Waiting to be thrown out into the darkness."
|
291 |
+
"Draw the line, shoot the other side
|
292 |
+
cried the general from his abode
|
293 |
+
But where does it start, or end?
|
294 |
+
It goes in circles? he asked."
|
295 |
+
"Very interesting his last moments will be.
|
296 |
+
An element of surprise.
|
297 |
+
A push,a nudge into the darkness
|
298 |
+
where it will all end with a thud!"
|
299 |
+
"It all changes at night- the human mind,
|
300 |
+
covering its even more dark side
|
301 |
+
by the pure darkness of night."
|
302 |
+
"Your voice never hardened even if mine did so.
|
303 |
+
I hurt you more than I did at the beginning.
|
304 |
+
I made scars on your mind and soul-
|
305 |
+
with the key of innocence no longer in my hands.
|
306 |
+
I know mom, a sorry won't be enough.
|
307 |
+
But I know, being a mother you can-
|
308 |
+
forgive even without a sorry."
|
309 |
+
"Oh dear I know it's dark
|
310 |
+
I know the light is hours away
|
311 |
+
But every moonless night, my love
|
312 |
+
Gives us a million stars"
|
313 |
+
"Witnessed a murder next time.
|
314 |
+
This time for the precious metal.
|
315 |
+
After all its a metal right? All coming from mud.
|
316 |
+
Why on earth would they kill each other
|
317 |
+
for just some mud?
|
318 |
+
That evening, the golden rays of the sun
|
319 |
+
melted the second last bar."
|
320 |
+
"I knew a push would do it.
|
321 |
+
A little push, my hands can handle.
|
322 |
+
it wasn't hard, neither was easy.
|
323 |
+
my hands had the strength-
|
324 |
+
but mind said No! Ignored it."
|
325 |
+
"I looked out for the second time
|
326 |
+
and saw the woods.
|
327 |
+
Again I looked
|
328 |
+
Saw the sand!
|
329 |
+
The wood has gone! I don't know how
|
330 |
+
Its gone!
|
331 |
+
The hot northern wind
|
332 |
+
came in without a difficulty
|
333 |
+
taking the second bar away with it."
|
334 |
+
"The moon- half naked, half
|
335 |
+
concealed with black curtain
|
336 |
+
like a boat it floated in the sky.
|
337 |
+
Its light was not enough
|
338 |
+
for this dark…black night.
|
339 |
+
There was no dazzling light
|
340 |
+
only a cool moonlight."
|
341 |
+
"Just like life, there are no shortcuts to 100.
|
342 |
+
You’ve to play fairly.
|
343 |
+
The snakes, your mistakes.
|
344 |
+
The ladders, your gains."
|
345 |
+
"Human mind work so different
|
346 |
+
at night, in its deep dark shadow.
|
347 |
+
When there's no dazzling light,
|
348 |
+
no annoying sound, only calmness."
|
349 |
+
"Third time I looked out.
|
350 |
+
There was a huge building on the place where
|
351 |
+
the slum stood once, home to thousands
|
352 |
+
was replaced by the smoke
|
353 |
+
vomiting chimneys.
|
354 |
+
On the lament of the thousands,
|
355 |
+
the third bar was destroyed."
|
356 |
+
"The torch was dead,
|
357 |
+
the light inside never reached out.
|
358 |
+
A bullet through hope's heart.
|
359 |
+
It was all done.
|
360 |
+
Peace was one beat away...
|
361 |
+
I closed my eyes!!"
|
362 |
+
"Night feared me once,
|
363 |
+
by the fairy tales of ghosts.
|
364 |
+
But now I love the night.
|
365 |
+
Because, It's the only time I can see me."
|
366 |
+
"Billions of years ago,
|
367 |
+
before the time begun with a BANG,
|
368 |
+
me and that stone were together.
|
369 |
+
Concentrated on a very small region -
|
370 |
+
in an unimaginably dense state.
|
371 |
+
Then we parted, at light's speed*"
|
372 |
+
"Have you seen my soul?
|
373 |
+
darker than the moonless night.
|
374 |
+
I heard some fool say, 'When you love-
|
375 |
+
you learn to love their dark side too'.
|
376 |
+
But that darkness, my love
|
377 |
+
you don't deserve to live with.
|
378 |
+
If Love never really hurts,
|
379 |
+
then is this love at all?"
|
380 |
+
"I asked the dew drops, where's your love?
|
381 |
+
She answered smiling:
|
382 |
+
You saw only love in me.
|
383 |
+
No one sees me shivering in that cold."
|
384 |
+
"I should only care what's in the textbook.
|
385 |
+
Anything out of it- irrelevant.
|
386 |
+
But I'm okay with that.
|
387 |
+
I can get used to it."
|
388 |
+
"You carried me, a long 10 months...
|
389 |
+
10 months of transformation to chaos to a human.
|
390 |
+
You kept me inside, served me with love and care.
|
391 |
+
You let me grow up comfortably.
|
392 |
+
My extra weight did not matter to you.
|
393 |
+
I can never carry you even a single day-
|
394 |
+
even if I were the most strongest man in the world.
|
395 |
+
I can never thank you enough mom."
|
396 |
+
"As I went far in my life,
|
397 |
+
I forgot what you taught.
|
398 |
+
As my height increased, voice toughened,
|
399 |
+
my ears became more resistive to your voice.
|
400 |
+
But you always smiled at me."
|
401 |
+
"Oh dear, there is a lot going on-
|
402 |
+
in this tiny ball of dirt.
|
403 |
+
Some say it's big, some say it's huge.
|
404 |
+
But look, it's just a spec of dust."
|
405 |
+
"And we'll sail away, far
|
406 |
+
to the end of the world.
|
407 |
+
Till the river meet the ice cold ocean."
|
408 |
+
"You know, my legs don't have
|
409 |
+
strength to walk that far
|
410 |
+
and run away with you."
|
411 |
+
"Every turn is a game changer here.
|
412 |
+
Everyone wants 6’s and 5’s.
|
413 |
+
But when the right time comes,
|
414 |
+
You should play for 1.
|
415 |
+
That’s snake n’ ladder buddy,
|
416 |
+
That’s life."
|
417 |
+
"I can't hold it's weight,
|
418 |
+
cause there's a part of my soul inside-
|
419 |
+
that I rip apart for you.
|
420 |
+
A part still craving for your love."
|
421 |
+
"But that didn't help.
|
422 |
+
I found nothing, absolutely.
|
423 |
+
But at the end I found out,
|
424 |
+
everyone with a mind and desire-
|
425 |
+
can make anything out of nothing!
|
426 |
+
Just like I did here."
|
427 |
+
"Don't let the dark part
|
428 |
+
overtake you.
|
429 |
+
It will be your end and
|
430 |
+
you will be no more.
|
431 |
+
One day I will
|
432 |
+
overtake my dark side.
|
433 |
+
And that day will be my
|
434 |
+
Independence Day!!!!!"
|
435 |
+
"But then the bright screens were turned on,
|
436 |
+
earphones plugged in.
|
437 |
+
The song echoed in every corner,
|
438 |
+
but no one heard it!"
|
439 |
+
"My legs were dead.
|
440 |
+
But to feel on top of the world,
|
441 |
+
that's one sacrifice to make.
|
442 |
+
And there's a lot to see,
|
443 |
+
a lot to try, a lot to feel-
|
444 |
+
everywhere my legs can take me!"
|
445 |
+
"The journey ended there, journey seeking love.
|
446 |
+
I didn't find the love, neither its origin.
|
447 |
+
The love I saw was just an illusion...
|
448 |
+
Love was dead, and buried."
|
449 |
+
"It was so early when I -
|
450 |
+
woke up from my bed.
|
451 |
+
For 8 hours I have been waiting -
|
452 |
+
to switch on my computer.
|
453 |
+
Without even taking bath
|
454 |
+
I sat in front of my PC."
|
455 |
+
"5th time I looked out for witnessing a murder.
|
456 |
+
Taking life was a child's play for 'em.
|
457 |
+
I remember his boisterous laugh
|
458 |
+
who was enjoying the scene, the same who
|
459 |
+
acted well in his mourning.
|
460 |
+
The 5th bar broke by the power of his evil laugh."
|
461 |
+
"No one will judge you by the snakes,
|
462 |
+
If you’re gonna make it to 100.
|
463 |
+
No one will care your ladders
|
464 |
+
If you’re gonna lose."
|
465 |
+
"Now, it is blue - blue everywhere.
|
466 |
+
Not dark blue, light blue, aqua blue
|
467 |
+
Everywhere was sky blue.
|
468 |
+
At first just there was blue only, but -
|
469 |
+
something came out of the blue.
|
470 |
+
Clouds…white foggy cloud …
|
471 |
+
It was like an elephant, no no ,
|
472 |
+
an angel or a beast , I don’t know
|
473 |
+
How could I say that ? because
|
474 |
+
It was making shapes of its own."
|
475 |
+
"And at last it opened.
|
476 |
+
The only way I can get to the outer world.
|
477 |
+
But I didn't move an inch.
|
478 |
+
I didn't want to go out.
|
479 |
+
'Cause I knew that the imprisoned criminals are
|
480 |
+
far better than the lunatics with
|
481 |
+
no chain on their hands.
|
482 |
+
The darkness inside was much more comfortable
|
483 |
+
than the dazzling light outside."
|
484 |
+
"The door was opened for a while.
|
485 |
+
The door with a silver outline,
|
486 |
+
a golden light emerging from inside.
|
487 |
+
From something that was too bright for my eyes."
|
488 |
+
"But slowly I realized that
|
489 |
+
the spirit was no good for me.
|
490 |
+
It was he who made me
|
491 |
+
bad to worse."
|
492 |
+
"But I just couldn't find it then,
|
493 |
+
there was nothing in my mind.
|
494 |
+
Empty, blank, void and
|
495 |
+
every other form of nothing."
|
496 |
+
"I asked the clouds, where's your love?
|
497 |
+
He replied like thunderbolt:
|
498 |
+
You saw love in my enormity also?!!
|
499 |
+
Have anyone saw the sunlight making me suffer?"
|
500 |
+
"Let's hold our hands , gaze at our past ,
|
501 |
+
Till we float away and be dust again.
|
502 |
+
They say it's big , some say it's huge
|
503 |
+
But it's a spec of dust , like you and me."
|
504 |
+
"The sun should be nothing more than
|
505 |
+
a distant celestial object
|
506 |
+
with angular magnitude 0.5 degrees
|
507 |
+
and stellar magnitude around minus 27."
|
508 |
+
"O' dear, you know I can't keep it,
|
509 |
+
Time must rust it out.
|
510 |
+
Like our love that once shined,
|
511 |
+
but left a cold piece of charcoal."
|
512 |
+
"I should not see the angels and beasts
|
513 |
+
which the foamy clouds make in the sky.
|
514 |
+
But I should study that the scattering of light
|
515 |
+
is the reason for its foamy white colour.
|
516 |
+
I should not marvel at the beauty of the
|
517 |
+
seven coloured rainbows,
|
518 |
+
but study 'Total Internal Reflection' causes it."
|
519 |
+
"I feel the metal bed,
|
520 |
+
I hear it clinging.
|
521 |
+
I feel the cold of those
|
522 |
+
Long death metal pipes."
|
523 |
+
"Passing the serene villages,
|
524 |
+
deserted suburbs and crowded cities,
|
525 |
+
it engulfed the earth like-
|
526 |
+
the thin fog of petrichor."
|
527 |
+
"This will be the last poem
|
528 |
+
that's gonna originate from the -
|
529 |
+
ball point tip of my pen this year.
|
530 |
+
My pen will be idle for a while."
|
531 |
+
"I am what you always say,
|
532 |
+
a machine, a wooden plank.
|
533 |
+
My love wasn't romantic,
|
534 |
+
neither a shower of flowers.
|
535 |
+
It was all thorns, sharp edges
|
536 |
+
cutting into your flesh."
|
537 |
+
"From far far away...
|
538 |
+
from the mountains where-
|
539 |
+
ice melt into rivers
|
540 |
+
from the peaks where-
|
541 |
+
the sun kiss the dew
|
542 |
+
from the tip of the rainbow where-
|
543 |
+
the treasure lay hidden
|
544 |
+
from the heights of the canopy which-
|
545 |
+
overlook the landscape,
|
546 |
+
came the song of a cuckoo.
|
547 |
+
A song so mellow, so subtle
|
548 |
+
like an infant's laugh."
|
549 |
+
"It was a spirit that
|
550 |
+
always came with me,
|
551 |
+
Travelled with me,
|
552 |
+
Played with me.
|
553 |
+
It assisted me in my sleep,
|
554 |
+
in my study, on my play time.
|
555 |
+
It made my path clear.
|
556 |
+
Deviating me from
|
557 |
+
the way of challenges."
|
558 |
+
"There are 8 snakes and 8 ladders
|
559 |
+
In a 100 block long snake n ladder.
|
560 |
+
Though it seemed to be many fewer
|
561 |
+
Ladders are there on the board."
|
562 |
+
"I saw the spoiled childhood on the streets
|
563 |
+
when I looked out, 4th time.
|
564 |
+
I searched for colourful dreams on their head.
|
565 |
+
But only found sacks of sand.
|
566 |
+
My fist chocked the 4th bar, crushing it
|
567 |
+
powdering it, leaving the other 3 behind."
|
568 |
+
"The past is a dead reflection.
|
569 |
+
And the future hides behind-
|
570 |
+
the thick fog of time,
|
571 |
+
fading into reality just like-
|
572 |
+
a dream does when you open your eyes.
|
573 |
+
This moment is all there is.
|
574 |
+
We own nothing but this loaf of time!"
|
575 |
+
"I saw the deep valleys,
|
576 |
+
a small spring running weak among.
|
577 |
+
Snow capped peaks peeping above
|
578 |
+
the lake of white clouds."
|
579 |
+
"You may think that it's absurd to think
|
580 |
+
that the stone holds much greater value than me!
|
581 |
+
In fact, that silly stone is not silly at all."
|
582 |
+
"Sirens screamed, death showered
|
583 |
+
Not knowing why, they battled.
|
584 |
+
Where to draw the line? they asked.
|
585 |
+
But the corpses looked all the same in the mud."
|
586 |
+
"One day in my life
|
587 |
+
I felt I am not alone.
|
588 |
+
Someone was with me
|
589 |
+
all the time.
|
590 |
+
But I didn't bother to know
|
591 |
+
who it was."
|
592 |
+
"You know I can't come-
|
593 |
+
seeking you, cause-
|
594 |
+
I can't cross that bridge."
|
595 |
+
"Now I know the dark side
|
596 |
+
is growing bigger to biggest.
|
597 |
+
But I must not allow.
|
598 |
+
I have to fight and I will.
|
599 |
+
I have to lighten the
|
600 |
+
dark side of me."
|
601 |
+
"When left alone at night, things change.
|
602 |
+
Everyone finishes a day long show there,
|
603 |
+
without a prolonged applause.
|
604 |
+
Without the mask, he's he-
|
605 |
+
what really inside."
|
606 |
+
"I know can't stop loving you.
|
607 |
+
But you should, take a stand.
|
608 |
+
I can never hate you.
|
609 |
+
I don't think you can either.
|
610 |
+
Stop loving me, but don't hate me,
|
611 |
+
cause hate is not the opposite of love.
|
612 |
+
It's a disease, will make you blind,
|
613 |
+
oblivious to what love really is.
|
614 |
+
My love, I love you.
|
615 |
+
But you shouldn't..."
|
616 |
+
"The next day, I woke up early
|
617 |
+
But my PC wasn't good.
|
618 |
+
So I went up to the balcony
|
619 |
+
And just sat there like a cat.
|
620 |
+
But when my eyes took a -
|
621 |
+
Flight to the zenith
|
622 |
+
I saw the reddish sky."
|
623 |
+
"I didn't know what the light was,
|
624 |
+
whether a trap or precious treasure.
|
625 |
+
I was in a confusion, dilemma.
|
626 |
+
So I didn't take a leap.
|
627 |
+
I took too much time on thinking
|
628 |
+
before it started to close!"
|
629 |
+
"Do your memories run past
|
630 |
+
Like a view through a window
|
631 |
+
Does the things you did
|
632 |
+
Come back and haunt you"
|
633 |
+
"I must not enjoy the beauty of the sunset.
|
634 |
+
But study that the red light has the
|
635 |
+
greatest wavelength among the colours
|
636 |
+
in the visible region of Electro Magnetic spectra."
|
637 |
+
"Giving a push is nothing
|
638 |
+
the beast can't do.
|
639 |
+
since the mask is torn off
|
640 |
+
it can let him go to the dark.
|
641 |
+
In the dark, no one will see the beast either!"
|
642 |
+
"There's us, then there's them
|
643 |
+
but where is the line in between?
|
644 |
+
There's love, then there's hate
|
645 |
+
but why does it hurt so much in between?
|
646 |
+
|
647 |
+
There're laughs, then there're tears
|
648 |
+
but what is that feeling in between?
|
649 |
+
There's birth, then there's death
|
650 |
+
but when is the life in between?"
|
651 |
+
"There're tyrants, then there're martyrs
|
652 |
+
but who are the ones in between?
|
653 |
+
There's us, then there's them
|
654 |
+
but we are the ones in between."
|
655 |
+
"I was setting the last moments
|
656 |
+
for whom I never gave up hate.
|
657 |
+
whose face always forced me
|
658 |
+
to wear that fake smile."
|
659 |
+
"The blue skies merging with the
|
660 |
+
landscape below, somewhere.
|
661 |
+
The grey hills, so distant
|
662 |
+
drawing the contours of the terrain below."
|
663 |
+
"I was in a journey,
|
664 |
+
Journey seeking love, its origin.
|
665 |
+
The love I saw around me,
|
666 |
+
In the mist that covered the dawns,
|
667 |
+
In the morning song of the cuckoo,
|
668 |
+
In the silver lined clouds of noon sky,
|
669 |
+
In the ocean waves swallowing the setting sun,
|
670 |
+
In the blinking of stars at the night sky,
|
671 |
+
I saw love everywhere.
|
672 |
+
It was a journey to seek that love."
|
673 |
+
"I asked the cuckoo, where's your love?
|
674 |
+
She said with a smile:
|
675 |
+
You saw love in my song,
|
676 |
+
Did you notice a lament of a mother in it?"
|
677 |
+
"Does the warm breeze freeze you
|
678 |
+
Does the moonlight burn you
|
679 |
+
Do the waves drown the
|
680 |
+
Sound of your prayers?"
|
681 |
+
"Do not worry my love
|
682 |
+
Do not worry, cause
|
683 |
+
The dark cold winter days
|
684 |
+
Always give way to colours"
|
685 |
+
"Night is the time your eyes
|
686 |
+
doesn't search for a light.
|
687 |
+
You'll want it to be closed.
|
688 |
+
Closed against all the darkness around,
|
689 |
+
only to let out the darkness inside."
|
690 |
+
"It's a long journey , a voyage through-
|
691 |
+
the dark corners of space and time,
|
692 |
+
Towards this very moment-
|
693 |
+
when my lips meet yours."
|
694 |
+
"What if the padlock gets so rusted so that
|
695 |
+
I can never open my chest again...........?"
|
696 |
+
"I can never thank you enough for giving me
|
697 |
+
the eternal love that I failed to return back.
|
698 |
+
I can never thank you enough for
|
699 |
+
bringing me into this world,
|
700 |
+
for giving me this extraordinary life.
|
701 |
+
I love you mom...."
|