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being border restricted victim day by day we getting engulfed in frustration depression suicidal attempt and much more that we can t express in word depression fmwangyisaveindianstudents takeusbacktochina 00 | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hello i have this issue that s been happening more and more frequently a of late starting off back in the office i wa extremely anxious but i found that when i got there i usually always got excited and talkative for about an hour after which i start crashing it feel a like i start sinking into emptiness i get self conscious my selfless esteem crumbles and i start feeling depressed this happens regularly and follows me back home i don t know what to do or how i can mitigate this any advice would be greatly appreciated thank you | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i had one not to long ago im kinda feeling down rn but it all good these thing just make me stronger | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
finally fellow ninja logging into the forum if you ve done so recently can you redo again a it woz a bit broken before | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i don t want to walk home in this snow who want to pick me up | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so a couple month ago i finally had the courage to tell my girlfriend i wa cutting myself we ve since broken up but that doesn t matter too much she expressed her sympathy but then abruptly got up to go to the bathroom i wa concerned but she told me not to follow because this wa at school and i wouldn t be allowed so i trusted that her bladder just had terrible timing so i waited after a couple minute go by i start to get worried and that s when the teacher tell me that she found her cry in the bathroom and sent her to the counsellor office and i should go check on her i go to find her and she tell me that she had a panic attack because she ha trauma related to self harm i m obviously concerned for her but at the same time i m so angry she didn t even tell me anything wa wrong we talk for a bit and cry a lot but then the counsellor say they want to talk to her and i should get back to my class so i go back to class and i have to pretend that everything s ok that i haven t been experiencing the lowest point of my mental health ever and i have to go through it alone eventually she come back but only to grab her thing she tell me she s going home because she already had a bad morning and that it s not my fault all i wanted wa for someone to be there for me and the only person i could talk to just left i can t talk to counsellor because i m terrified of what would happen if my parent found out this happened month ago and i m still so angry at this i don t even talk to her anymore but i don t know how to deal with this | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
good morning i have crippling depression http t co wpedw lez | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m done with life i can t cope year wa enough anyway will 00mg of amitriptyline 00mg of lyrica and 00mg of tramadol kill me if you re reading this i hope you re doing well | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
snow in april this suck | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
kaitlinmonroe aw that sound so fun i m so bummed that i missed it did you get to meet anyone | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is stressing out because my blackberry keep flashing a red alert status for no reason it faking me out and i hate it | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
what brand have worked for you guy and what brand should i avoid and what s your preferred method to take it gummy vape something different how ha it helped with your anxiety | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
morning all gave the cat his tablet this morning what a mission that is he know what we re up to now and prepares for battle | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i used to joke that he doesn t remember what my name is but it s not funny anymore it actually kind of hurt we ve been together for year and he never call me by my name or even a pet name ever if he need me to come he doesn t shout from the other room babe jill love etc please come here he come to me and just say i need you to come for a sec i ve expressed my hurt several time he just say he feel way too awkward using name on people directly and us an excuse that his parent never use their name between them either not true i told him he should make an effort at least for me but he just stay silent and never doe i thought of dropping this subject at some point because i love him bu then i got super pissed off like i m not asking him to do a headstand every time i enter the room i just want him to call me something nice i am also a severely anxious person but i go to therapy and he doesn t want to any idea | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
today all good is dead i feel a little funny | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my whole life i ve dealt with the trifecta of depression anxiety and ocd i wa always functional with all disorder clocking in at maybe a 0 depression always felt like more of a chemical thing it wa never situationally based anxiety amp ocd were usually health related hypochondria i guess anyways i never knew episode existed i always just hovered at the same baseline then in 0 i had a severe panic attack after smoking some potent weed it really shook me and it sent me into what i guess would be my first episode it wa my first time experiencing dissociation and it terrified me i wa in a constant state of panic for month at the time i had been on lexapro for year my gp wa ill equipped to deal with this so she recommended a new doc for med big mistake new doc decided i should quit taking lexapro and switch to zoloft which perhaps would have worked if she had done it correctly instead of cross tapering or weaning off lexapro she decided to have me stop taking lexapro cold turkey wait a month until it wa out of my system and then start zoloft going cold turkey off lex wa a nightmare of biblical proportion and sent me further into the most intense depression and anxiety i d ever experienced after a hospital visit they suggested an outpatient program i agreed and there they got me back on the lexapro after a few more long month thing evened out i returned to a manageable baseline although the depression wa a tad higher because i could no longer self medicate with weed the experience ruined weed for me would immediately send me into panic mode but still thing were going well fast forward to january 0 and suddenly out of the blue i wake up one day super depressed no appetite couldn t sleep at night i wa so confused my first episode had a clear and obvious trigger panic attack ill advised cold turkey med change i d never had something like this happen with no trigger that s when i started to dig deeper and found out that episode exist this time i had a doc i trust added remeron which wa awesome at first felt better than i had in year wa sleeping and eating great for about 0 day then splat all that went away back to square one and i even developed tinnitus from the remeron so i nixed the remeron and we decided to switch from lexapro a well but the right way this time i did a seamless cross taper to effexor i m on my th week of it went from 0 my last day on the lexapro wa last friday which wa the day i did the increase to 0 thing have improved slightly def not where i wan na be tho i now know that episode can last anywhere from day to month or longer so i m trying to be patient it s tough tho eventually i may have to decide whether to increase effexor again or augment with something else an aa perhaps not sure what i meant to accomplish with this wall of text but if you read it kudos to you i guess i just wanted to document this strange journey maybe you ve been through something similar or know someone who ha maybe you can offer advice which i d welcome either way i hope whoever is reading this is doing well and i wish you all the best of luck in this thing called life | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
at work and tired doing report fun no not really | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
tried to download tweetdeck but it wont download | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
theekween depression | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have a serious question are anxitey med worth it i have paralysing anxitey sometimes i ll get better then i ll get worse it s pretty rough the people i ve asked half say it s not worth it it can make you worse and others say they are good i m so confuseeeeed | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve struggled with suicidal tendency and thought since i wa i m now the thought and action have only worsened with age i can t stop thinking about how the world would be so much better off without me my friend my family my work my partner in every aspect i m contributing nothing and burdening everyone i want so badly to achieve more amp stop being such a burden on everyone but lately it s been seeming damn near impossible to achieve anything worth a damn because i also have an open case against me amp wont pas a background check | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
gosh it is raining in summer cause of the global warming | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i don t think i m being irrational i know that nobody will ever want to be with me romantically im getting more depressed by the day and i already notice my few friend distancing themselves i can t blame them i m sure i m not fun to be around there s very few people with whom i feel like i can share how i m really feeling but doing so just push them away i need my life to be different not to be stuck in this worthless body i need optimism but there s none left in me i don t think i ll ever be able to kill myself so it s just going to be 0 0 0 maybe even 0 or 0 more year of this void maybe i ll be struck by lightning or something finger crossed | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i always feel like i dont matter | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
paperbag alcohol also work well on well being and depression i hear oh wait we weren t doing that | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
wow the shout box ha kicked me out and i can t get back in i guess this mean good night | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
slept for about two hour woke up with my mind racing again couldn t eat dinner due to stomach pain from anxiety just want to quit work and start somewhere new again but it s not possible and will probably end up with the same issue i just wish i could restart everyday and fix every mistake of what i say and do can t keep living this way but i don t see how i can change the cycle i feel like i bring everyone around me down why am i like this i just want to turn my brain off | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i married my fianc from another nationality and moved to his country south korea i ve been here for almost three month and thing have been rough my husband work all day at least 0 hour a day and when he ha free time all we do is fight he s even violent sometimes i am an online teacher and he keep my money he doesn t allow me to get a real job until i learn korean but i am struggling with it i spent all my saving to move in here so literally i have no money we live with his parent and they are nice but at the same time overprotective i don t have freedom to go out they tell me what to eat what to wear they take all the decision in my life i feel controlled and my husband agrees with that also i don t have any friend i don t feel loved by my husband and i don t love him anymore even one of his friend treat me better i am completely alone i told my parent i want to go back home and they said i have to fight for my marriage so no support from them or another family member i think my only way to feel free is dying so i don t know if i can handle this situation anymore | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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is tired of flowchart ken | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hi i m just wondering if anyone is having the same issue and tip to cope i ve been in night club twice over the past couple of month both after i ve had a few drink with friend on both occasion i ve had to leave early because i get anxious about the number of people around resulting in a panic attack i never used to be like this before covid and i m generally ok in crowd sober anyone got any tip to cope | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it is really cold | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hey i posted a question here a while ago but no one answered i don t know if maybe my question got private it or something i don t think it broke any rule it s just that i m afraid death will leave you conciouss until you decompose or get cremated or that you ll suffocate due to not breathing do we know that being dead mean you re definitely unconscious | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
you can be rich asf and still suffer from depression | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have no one i m alone that s why abuser target me no one care about me if i had someone that wouldn t happen | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it happens a lot when i dissociate at least i have been all day and everything seems like it s moving at the speed of light my whole body feel dizzy and shaky too because i slept hour the main cause of me dissociating today and sometimes it ll randomly feel like everything is going super slow and it feel like i m like stuck in quick sand or something trying to move forward and do stuff but something keep pulling me back | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve come to the conclusion that i m always going to have to face racism and sexism constantly and that s an awful realisation it honestly make me want to die because why should i live in a world that s full of people who want to hurt me when i don t deserve it i have to work in order to live and unless i suddenly become wealthy and never have to take shit from racist manager then i m done my family life is awful i wa sa d by my sister boyfriend two summer ago and my family s response wa abysmal i went straight to my mum after it happened and called the sister that i love and trust dearly she told me that my mum said what doe she expect if she s staying in their house for free those word have never left me i hear them every time i look at my mum and i m still living with her i m too broke to find a place to live alone and no longer want to work because my racist manager bully me any chance she get everything is really overwhelming me i have 0 friend i used to be such a happy and bubbly person but now no one want to be around me i guess it show how conditional some of those friendship were right i reached out to a friend and told her that i wasn t doing well and neither is she unfortunately she cancelled on me twice and hasn t spoken to me since i feel like she doesn t like me anymore i truly wonder if anyone ever liked me i m naturally very extroverted but my anxiety and depression make me sheepish and untrusting of people i end up shutting down every friendship and i hate that about myself it s so fucking hard to stay afloat i no longer want to have kid with my bf because i don t want my kid to go through racism or me a a mother i realise that my depression and anxiety could be passed down to them but i could also ruin them with how unpredictable my emotion are i don t want them to go through what i went through emotionally honestly i do want to die i understand that there s part of my life i am grateful for but they could leave me at anytime i just want a reset button i don t like how my mind keep ruining everything for me i can t have nice thing | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
freddiesdouble glad i m not at work but fed up of being in pain permanent earache for almost a yr is not fun | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
well i ve made it in to college i may have little makeup on and comfy clothes and drank alcohol to fall asleep last night but at least i m out of bed i don t want this depression anymore | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
paradisej cool i will their are all kind of complaint about this laptop online about overheating but no recall | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just did km on the tready and want to die i m not built for running | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it not enough to say that imiss u | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
m f we are currently dating for like month i mean we had sex timesim sure that i do love her a lot and she doe to but i don t want to get in a relationship now cuz i have trust issue it not about her i swear to god but i mean i dont want to think of her in a bad way i dont want to think that she is sleeping with a random dude at this moment i think she is cheating on me for no reason d even though we are not in a relationship and we didn t talk about it actually i am just jealous or have trust issue and i dont want to to make her day bad i want her to feel happy but am not sure about her i mean i had the thought that she is playing with me at the same time i feel like she rly love me and of course i didnt say that to her cuz i am her friend or her lover i meant i don t think that is ok to say that when you re not in a relationship even if we were together i wont say that or think of her like that with how to deal with that how to make it work | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
depression and anxiety is a bitch i envy those people who don t have it | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
school work talent cultural knowledge relationship health physical appearance there s always someone better than me and no matter how hard i try the result are mediocre nothin outstanding i shouldn t have existed everything i ve done amount to nothing | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i feel so trapped been through a divorce that s completely breaking me financially i have no friend and i work too much to make them i wa dating a lady fell hard for her and i can t move past her or get over her since we work directly with each other my job is a fairly uncommon one so i don t have much opportunity for another one that s pay a well i m completely stuck and i just want to be done with all of life s bullshit that s all i ever get handed is bullshit | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i literally feel empty and hollow i feel like i m slowly just losing touch of what it mean to be alive i had people to talk with for awhile and it wa great it made me smile knowing i wasn t lonely anymore but look like that disappeared from me the one i talk to just stopped no concern no care just treated a a stranger that really broke my heart i feel so sad and unmotivated about anything anymore it such bad timing because i figured what i wanted to do in life and this come to weigh me down i literally feel like ending it would give me a sense of peace for once i don t know what to do so much stress is on me i don t know how to deal with it anymore what am i supposed to do now | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
fanofbsb ever sorry you missed it | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
simple holding gun to head purposely overdosing and ending up in the hospital more complex standing in the kitchen holding a knife searching the house for anti nausea pill to keep down the rest of the pill writing contact info on a sticky note to keep on your person so the cop can identify the body when doe one cross that line what defines a crisis | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
in bed i suddenly feel i wish ma wa here w me goodnight twitterfam | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
could a man with depression own and operate an air fryer didn t think so | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
duskyazure least u got lie in i ve bn up way long mr woke up at am this morning amp dragd me out of slumberlnd the same time | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
adhd autism and depression are a real nasty combo | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i dont want to go to school tomorrow for an exam after having one and a half week off | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it turned into a fear of leaving the house or even driving a mile away from fear of having a panic attack it just getting terrible and it just so much to take like month ago i wa living in a big city walking mile to and from work by myself on a busy street no problem now im terrified of even driving a couple mile to a gas station without fear of a terrifying panic attack | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
while i do enjoy my job very much it always nicest outside when i m indoors | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it s been year since i ve any kind of intimate relationship i ve tried over and over and over to get a girl of any kind and it always end the same they leave me on read or open within two day and honestly i m just a huge loser and i m ready to crash my car and die so if anyone would like to know why i did it there it is i m a fucking failure | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ugh i can t sleep because i m not feeling so great | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
this always fucking happens i don t want to be sad i m a happy person this happens to me a few time a year and it s unbearable i don t want to die but this really hurt randomly and i hate it i promise i m not a sad person | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just came back from college assignment really pile up like shit so dead tired | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
nmcgivney yeah ploughed around there last night but nothing happening | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ate so many cooky that i think i m hallucinating | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hi everyone my life s pretty difficult now i hate it i feel like i can t do nothing about it i ve been unemployed for about month i quit my job because it wa a hell hole literally a hell hole they treated me like shit it wa toxic i got physically and mentally sick but i kept pushing until the point were i physically couldn t get up in the morning so i quit i ve been battling health issue and depression ever since i quit my family and friend are shaming me and trying to force me to look for a job i m just not sure if i m ready i m too scared i think i wa traumatized from my past job i m just too scared to find a job and get hurt again like i said i ve still in physical pain and it s really hard to look for a job while you re hurting i ve been seeing a psychiatrist for the past month i ve gotten better but i m still too scared to look for a job any advice | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i havent left my house in week i quit my job i spend a good of my day cry i dont know what s happening to me my skin took a complete 0 this year and destroyed any little self confidence i had left ha anyone else felt like this before all i can think about is my skin it taking up my life not only is it unbearable to look at it s painful and itchy and i can not afford a dermatologist looking at myself in the mirror always result in a full blown panic attack i end up hyperventilating on the floor i have cried to the point of vomiting many time i hate that it ha this power over me it s such a silly thing to worry about and i know that but it is absolutely destroying me it is a continuous cycle this constant stress only result in more breakout i feel trapped in my own skin talking about this in real life make me sound vain i wish someone would understand the cry seems to never stop and i havent slept in day now edit this wa not a suggestion for skincare tip for me it is not a simple a diet or hydration it is genetics and hormonal unfortunately | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i miss the glass house but thankfully pretty much every moment of it ha been uploaded onto youtube | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
been a stressful few week dealing with my college that overcharged me and now won t help me with getting the money back bank lost the check i asked the college if they could cancel the check and refund the money to my bank account but the lady who answered the phone at the college blamed me for not knowing what a check is and said that s my problem hence i had to keep calling the bank again and again w no answer to rectify the situation when they did pick up the bank blamed me for not notifying them that the check wa from the college i showed the bank the letter from my college in person so they should know the full situation and even told her to track the check number and amount but she said it couldn t be done but when i called the hotline they were able to do it idk why but this stressful situation ha made my anxiety skyrocket to an all time high i keep thinking someone will blow up at me and call me stupid i grew up with a father with an explosive temper who would curse you out for 0 minute for spilling water and wouldn t hesitate with getting physical i know this doesn t make sense but i feel like someone is going to blow up at me and i would be powerless to stop it i feel like everyone who i dealt with actually hate me and my heart won t stop beating so fast and i feel nauseated all the time i wa cry in bed last night because of how stressful this whole situation wa i know other people have been through worse and i m sorry for posting this but this anxiety and all the bad thought is really taking a toll on me please i really hope someone know how to deal with this | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sorry if this is the wrong place but i couldnt think where else to ask lol this is a uk based question i got prescribed med during a phone appointment the other day when they said they would send the prescription in the post i thought they might mean the medication itself and wa kind of surprised but now i think they just meant i d get sent the prescription form in an envelope bc that s what s arrived but they didn t say anything about what to do with it or where to take it i ve only ever been handed a prescription in person with instruction of which pharmacy to collect from and am kind of clueless right now ha anybody had this happen or know what to do can i just take it to any pharmacy | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just being so nervous around every person and my move and action i just have no idea it came back so strong i m so sad it s everyday is a battle if i have to leave the house idk how i ever got this maybe i always have | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
in this meta analysis their finding indicate that at a long follow up interval both positive effect such a a mild improvement in anxiety and depression and negative effect such a a decrease of long term memory verbal fluency and executive function are observed | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve had thought of not wanting to exist for a while but i ve been very much in denial to myself and when spoken to by others about my desire to stop existing i know i also make joke on occasion and yet when i vent it s like i m annoying the people around me or pushing them away because they don t want to hear about my problem they want me to be a happy strong pillar for them who always listens when they need not the other way around i spoilered this a nsfw because it s for one triggering and for two i d like for le people to see it on my profile i just vented about one of the aspect of these thought on a shared space in the channel for triggering topic but i think i want a new outlet just this once i don t like relying on reddit for anything nor putting sensitive information out there so there s a good chance i ll be deleting this post later i feel like this might be triggering but i just keep thinking of a sensory deprivation void that s just dark grey with no stimulus and how without the need for sustenance after a while i d start to fade and all brain activity would just shut off and that s the sort of isolation that i keep wanting no offending sound or smell no need to eat and no bodily function no pain of going without and no pain from my brain suffering the ill effect of my current lifestyle it s an interesting artistic vision but i see how it s too much to share and possibly triggering to some artistic vision it s interesting when viewed through that lens i should say i m le concerned with making sense anymore because i used to put so much effort into syntax and how i came across but i m sick of trying so hard for people i m good with the rambling writing style i ve been using lately i m tired of putting in effort to say thing that i m ashamed of only to have it weird out other people i m good i m alright i m just suffering these bad issue that don t go away and sometimes i have a hard time keeping up appearance i m ashamed of this i m much more neurotic than shared here but i m okay with it i m okay with it i m accepting it i m going to allow myself to feel it and not hate myself for having emotion like usual i m okay with it | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have been trying to drop in on a ramp every time i do it in the last second i lean back and fall i can simulate it in my head but my fear or anxiety prevents me i literally went skydiving last week but i can not get myself to do a simple trick i ve fallen plenty of time so what s the worst thing that can happen it s weird how fear is relative i go skydiving one week and the next week i get nervous while driving or when talking to a girl one ha more fatal consequence while the other one just make me nervous i want to conquer all fear but trying new thing is always stressful | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
new podcast alert surreyscorchers guard cayraf9 join the mvp cast to reveal his retirement plan and how he dealt with depression by learning to speak up http t co s t9b dvs | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
found a nice lake side park with a small beach but no grill oh well i ll have to keep looking another time | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
spring break is here at last but no one is here to celebrate | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
stephenkruiser i am so sorry to hear that take care | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
aahmddr gradyymk perso c est ce que j ai fais il m ont meme pa un irm apres examen il ont d clar que j avais rien j ai donc t contrainte de prendre une pillule qui m a fait tomber en d pression et an apr s avoir chang de pillule pour une plus soft avec un cycle de j | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
moony 9 i think i will be even more in denial after i watch | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
why oh why wa the red sox game rained out i wa so looking forward to opening day | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is still waiting for a dispatch and just got up about an hour ago after sleeping hour guess i ll go back to bed | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
running nose spinning head not a good combination for a meeting | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
theekween it help with heart break trauma anxiety depression and pain of losing a loved one thelmasherbs | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
can t believe cutner is dead on house sad day in santa rosa ca http loopt u orpl a | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
trying to extend reading the watchman by not reading it at all i dont want it to end | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
stupid arranged marriage i ll convert so you can marry me love you | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
dweeman why aren t you a happy camper | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i totally have like four girl option and none of them seem viable | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
marge inovera i tried tweetdeck once and i hated it with a passion or it hated me i m not sure | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it s so strange waking up everyday with this sense that you want thing to go back to the way they were like your brain ha it own lil trumpster lying to you telling you your childhood wa better before or you were happy before you started this job etc the truth is it s always sucked though lol there are brief moment now where you feel like thing are okay but it s more of a lack of feeling i ve always thought i wa broken because this ha been my constant state since i wa so small i thought i d grow out of it or i wouldn t but life only continues to throw curveballs to others i seem high functioning though kind of emotional but i can t get myself to focus on anything i can t wake up on time for work i work in insurance sale so i hate what i do i have to pretend to care about people and their problem but it just hurt so bad all of the time i know my boyfriend doesn t understand he s in medical school and ha his own struggle but i know he feel love he tell me he doe i don t and even if i do see briefly in his eye that he doe care for me i quickly forget depression ha made me into a terrible person i should be so lucky to have someone who love me so much to have my look my wit and the opportunity i ve been afforded but i can t help but feel so completely destitute he ha helped me find some confidence in myself with pursing going back to school but i m just so tired of it the sale call the application car issue bill health stuff and every other fucking thing when will i be able to do the thing i need to do like eat meal a day have the energy to learn new thing exercise also ha anyone had any luck with any online therapy medication consultation | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
living not downtown sure isn t much fun | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
if you have a computer which isn t doing much or a cpu core not doing much if you re technical get in touch i need processing power | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ughh can t find my red sox hat got ta wear this creepy nick pirro version | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my spouse say they are a highly sensitive person based on some reading that they have done they re also a mental health professional so they may not be jumping to conclusion too soon but i have some concern they have a lot of mood swing low self esteem and self confidence when they re not working they re almost always doom scrolling on instagram they have no interest in outdoor activity and they re also easily affected by the issue of client they see a a part of their job i see all this and tell them that they may need to see a therapist themselves because i had similar symptom and got mental health help myself but i m almost always met with a snappy response saying that they re just highly sensitive and don t see the need for therapy thought anyone | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have got work related anxiety and having a tough time to understand if i should leave this job project and join another company or project why this decision is to be made i am kinda the wiz kid in the project who know everything and everyone is kind of dependent on me which put me in a spot where i can fail alot i am trying to decide what is the right thing to do i am in therapy a well i get triggered whenever i think about work and now it ha become something that happens whenever i think of some big decision i have developed fear of stuff which i never had like height or crossing the road i do cross the road but it take a lot of time i hope the advice i get from this sub reddit will be helpful and help me decide because mental is first | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have no one to tell this so i want to throw it here maybe i will delete it my mind kill me but i just wanted to let some guy see what i struggle with my entire life i wa a disgrace i am not able to run like others to shitty reflex an ugly body a weak brain had a terrible social life that my entire life i dreamed about being noticed by the people smiling finding some people that can bear my voice what flow from my mouth but thats the long story i wanted to move out of my country to europe but i failed again just like i failed my entire life i am just a simple failure not successful at one simple thing i am just lost i am just late no where to go i have to leave the home i am losing my youth i don t remember laughing once for month i have nothing i am nothing it hurt so much watching your youth slipping away from your hand the only thing i have one and only now i want to end my life atleast it will al end i just want to escape i am just so weak i cant take it anymore i cant a weak sperm i wa not even able to compete in equal condition when were same age same class now i am just done it hurt so much i also have to leave the house stay with nothing again i cant take my abusive parent anymore i am also very ashamed that i waste their money too many people in worse condition were able to accomplish atleast simple task me who even i am i wish i just could move on think about something else but no even in that i am bad i am just a clown people remember me a someone hillarious i am planning to kill myself i cant take all that anymore | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
megan equal murder | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
jonathanrknight you sure did do some tweet and i missed them glad to see you re enjoying urself always nice to hear from you x | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
this is just a bad pain day but it s really hard not to sink into a deep depression again over how these day are just going to be part of my life for the foreseeable future because there s no cure for pot and the treatment is mainly eat more salty food | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
after over year of dealing with daily anxiety i feel like i need to heed my doc advice and get on medication i know a lot of people will say that it s not but i feel like a loser and a weak person for not having enough strength to overcome my anxiety alone i look in the mirror every day and hate myself for not being able to get past this for sickening year i ve been trying to deal with this on my own every night i go to sleep exhausted saying the next day will be different sometimes i have better day most day are just a grind to pull myself out of the anxiety i don t mind working hard but i spend hour upon hour obsessing about my health any little ache pain bump or bruise sends me into a panic i have heart palpitation on the regular i can t sleep at night i ve tried working out lost lb walk for hour on end listen to positive message stopped drinking and yet the anxiety won t let go of me i pray to god to help me to give me an answer on whether or not i should get on medication i think god might be telling me it s time instead of enjoying the movement with my family i m checking my pulse worrying about cancer is that palpitation a heart attack wa the doctor wrong when he said i m healthy it follows me every where it s become my closest evil little friend and yet i hate myself for not being able to kick it why am i so weak why can t i tell it to fuck off and never come back why if it s my own brain can i not control it i feel like if i just keep pushing i can defeat it without med but it s been year and i don t want another to go by living like a tortured animal just waiting for it to all end maybe i m just scared to go on med i don t know if anyone can see themselves in what i m saying can you please let me know what if any med have helped you i m not looking for medical advice but when i talk to my doc i d like to have some idea of what he might be recommending anyways long post thanks for listening | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve lost year of my life to the pandemic i became a slob i forgot how to care for basic hygiene and everything i own is tight and uncomfortable i have no job or any motivation to find one i waste away everyday but during all of the last two year i had supportive friend and i think i finally overdid it yesterday a friend of mine who i m closest to called me lazy she know about my depression my bad reaction to medication which made me stop taking them and how i m treated a a sub human at home and yet she called me lazy this is the first time i ve been called lazy and i m so heart broken my irl support system ha crumbled and now i have no one i can talk to about anything i hate how being burnt out is seen a laziness i m so tired | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
justgelo it sad knowing how they found her body what a crazy world we live in no child deserves that ya know | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |