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sorry about message n such i have been stewing in my apartment depression napping tryna will myself to feel better though tomorrow i will try to be functional | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
got woken up this mornng at am damn lorry van and car accident just outside on our main road also causing car alarm to go off | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
feel a headache coming on | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m so behind in video game and everything for that matter i m yesterday s news | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
slept for hour had been awake since 0am yesterday and still i wa late for the exam got ta wake up at tomoro onwards | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
aiiane what s wrong with being an attention whore | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have trouble falling asleep i need something to regulate my sleep cycle back in the day i took zopiclone which wa good at putting me to sleep but early awakening were somewhat annoying i would like to hear the experience of people who have taken zopiclone and other z drug amp benzodiazepine how did they compare which do you like the most | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my stress always culminates with physical pain | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
no southpark for me | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
gawd my laptop is fucked up now system error just using my lil brother s laptop | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
terryfree lol byeee time to go | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
omg revision revision revision i feel like i wasted an amazingly beautiful day today doing pointless work | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
urghhhhhh tired i need a proper lie in | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
twiggassssssss i been out of range all day i m back now and hopefully for good | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
theekween help with depression anxiety thelmasherbs | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
misterrabbitt it influence people more than love kindness or friendship it will cause lover to quarrel people to be unkind and others to throw away friendship it brings about depression envy greed and a whole plethora of immoral and unethical behavior money truly rule all | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
inspiredwriting i love how i can could easily read and tweed while working with twitter com i m reloading all the time | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
graemearcher i am sad about innocent selling out too | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
it wa a sleepless night | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m an adult but i want to escape my family completely i don t know where to start i ve told my therapist that i hate my family and stuff he replied with well they are really wealthy maybe you should continue being provided since you have your need to be met with i highly believe he s saying because of my mental issue i m diagnosed with ptsd ed psychosis mdd major clinical depressive disorder satiety etc but i don t think it s that serious because i can stabilize myself i have okay coping mechanism it feel like my therapist doesn t think i can stand on my foot by myself without my family i live with my family but i bought a house with their money and my money from work yes i did tell my family i wanted to leave but they said okay but first give u our 00 thousand back they helped me buy a house and now because of a fight they want me to stay home and own up to my mistake ridiculous thing is that they offered to pay and said i didn t need to pay them back now they re blackmailing me i told them i would because i have good bank i m a banker for a reason they then said something like you have no right to be saying that a banker is nothing respected blah blah blah they went on about how i should ve continued the line in our family of becoming engineer or surgeon the hardest part isn t even dealing their expectation of me it s the fact some of my family member especially my older brother and mom are narcissist some of you are probably thinking well why don t you just move into your home and ignore them if i move into my home they said they will have the higher ups of my job fire me i don t know what my parent want from me i m just stressed and going crazy because of their existence i know i can legally cut my parent off but don t know where to start do i have to make a call first anyone have info i d greatly appreciate it i ve dealt with my parent from teen year to now but i ve had enough of it i thought i d be free from their grasp once i become an adult but i m still stuck and i hate myself for having mental issue it s bothersome | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i thought it wa an interesting way to look at it and wanted to share with you all | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
stuck inside poorly little people | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
life the rest are society pressure and those are partially playing a big role in causing depression hence the losing life of many men those thing actually depress | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
haven t written here in a long time let myself believe i wa getting better but seems like it s all just a scam i just wish i had my escape route open we shifted a few month ago and now my escape hatch is gone too | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just leaving the parking lot of work | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
waldodior teamkhabib i wa taught the same thing and wa bullied all through my high school year i have serious resentment because of it and depression which grew because i had to suffer in silence i will teach my kid to fight back if they feel threatened in anyway | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
edit i never really thought anyone would care but thank you so much for each of you for taking time out to console a random stranger it meant a lot and while i spent the night contemplating just ending it in the end reading this comment section again and again helped a lot i m still here and that s count for something i guess | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so many channel yet so so boring lazy day again may have to find a hobby | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i just think about dying almost every god damn minute and it so annoying | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
one of the hardest thing with this schedule no one i can chat with at the end of my day usually | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
llordllama oh no i had an obadiah too name that start with e are generally good | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just sitting waiting | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
bradhfh hello you stoped talking to me lol | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
somebody is selling the japan only release of my first album on e bay for damn thats it a classic is worth more than that | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
again with the fucked sleep ive decided to go do homework instead | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
stephenkruiser i m so sorry to hear that it s always sad when we lose those close to u a we loved them | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
because he s so sick of me saying it and not actually doing it hahahaha yeah no one care i hate my fcking life i have bpd avpd and c ptsd everyday is miserable i hate it here i want out can someone who is planning too please chat me i wan na talk about way to go | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
argh firefox ha just removed a bookmark folder my sharepoint folder including all link within no idea why how | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m beyond worthless i will never be able to provide anything to anyone in any capacity i m no more than a worm i just want to break everything in my house smash everything in a complete rage and finish it off with a bullet to the brain i ve never been so furious in my entire year of living im in a perpetual state of anger lately i ve started burning myself with cigarette again i push them into myself until the pain fade i do it far up my arm so no one see them at work i don t need those stupid fuck questioning me i never liked cutting myself burning hurt a lot more in my opinion it s what i deserve me being alive is fucking crime i should just fucking end it now so nobody get hurt from me i m sure my family won t give a shit they ll probably be happier with the load off their shoulder and my friend will get over it quickly it s been over a year since i ve seen them in person we ve already drifted to far from each other in our life we re basically stranger | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
dang i m lazy i ve begun three short story in the last three week and never finished anything will have more focus | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
month on turned 0 month ago had mental breakdown anxiety attack followed by spiral of depression ended up resigning from job month ago a a result currently in therapy and on med sleep is slowly improving though i wake up early some morning overthinking and anxious i have day i feel good then i feel depressed and then i feel anxious still get strong feeling of dread negative thought and strong feeling of being unaccomplished im not sure if this is normal but i got told med will take some time to kick in still exercising started a new job day ago doing something different my goal for the next few year is to sort out and get this all under control and stabilise my career life also trying to remember and take note of all the positive thing in my life and achievement i have accomplished also looking into a potential career change | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i really wish i had not bought the camera le e that day when my 0 went dead i miss photographing little thing dslr is too bulky | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my whole body feel itchy and like it on fire | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i wish thing were different in life i m just a useless piece of shit that deserves to die i deserve all the pain i m about to receive that s just the way it is | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i feel empty inside most of the time i am trying to find my purpose to live again but it kinda hard for the first time ever in my life i feel like i can t overcome the struggle i m facing right now i am telling myself im doing okay im doing better but at the end of the day i found myself drinking and smoking by myself again i stopped smoking for a year and a half until last month me right now is exactly the person im trying to get rid of year ago after year i found myself doing all the thing i hate and i know it is bad for me again my best friend s birthday day is today i asked her hey what do you want ask a thank you because she wa there for me when i am facing my first panic attack first time understand what s depressed she said i want you to live that s all i need for people out there who is having suicidal thought like me just remember that there will be a person who expects to see you in the future if you feel like there is no one next to you maybe they will show up in the future | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
if it add any kind of info m almost the thing is that ive always felt down kind of bad obsessed over a lot of stuff over time mainly school and once my grade obsession wore down started getting obsession nonstop this led to me having high anxiety even higher than before and eventually not recognizing myself in the mirror that and another bunch of stuff later i finally got into therapy and a psychiatrist they gave me sertraline for the ocd like symptom and intrusivity on my thought i have intrusive thought but those were way more maneagable than these so it worked great everything wa going fine and better everyday didnt stop getting better i had an episode of hipo mania caused by the sertraline i suppose so after going back to half the pill so mg now and a new psychiatrist my main one wa sick he told me thats what the episode wa called and recommended i get new medicine a people with bipolar disorder get that kind of stuff ive literally got no clue of what to do do i get tested for bipolar and get new medicine do i stick with sertraline a it solved my main issue bipolar somewhat make sense to me but i literally dont know what to do about it please forgive any grammar mistake a english isnt my main language | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is sad she ha lost her hn arm band it just disappeared | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |