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hello everyone i m 0 year old and a mom of four i got into a 9 month course for a new career in the health industry and i have month left these two month are currently my extern hour i found a great office to do my externship in i have no issue with the staff but mentally i have been dealing with a lot i cry the day before i go into work i don t enjoy my weekend because all i do is think about my job i just lay in my bed and shove my face with food which is a whole other freaking problem panic attack happen daily and i feel like it s affecting my family my energy is off and my kiddos can feel it i honestly could say that i hate this career it s not for me i have dealt with anxiety my whole life but managed to keep job and actually enjoy them what should i do | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
jonathanrknight i hate the limited letter too hope you and the guy are fine i pray for my dog she s not well | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i am miserable when i wake up i am aware this due to more than just simply being mentally fucked up i live a shitty lifestyle however i feel a though most day are purely predetermined for me almost like it s always guaranteed to have me thinking about killing myself by the end of the day | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
everyday is just grey i can only rot in bed all day nothing and no one can help it s over it s just over i give up i can t handle this anymore | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m sweating my forthcoming trip to e if i can t find someone to crash with while i m out there i may be screwed | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
former ohio st football player harry miller medically retires from football due to mentalhealth concern delivers powerful message to anyone struggling with depression http t co lkynhiiifj mentalhealthawareness mentalhealthmatters endthestigma health wellness | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
some people are so incredibly good at faking confidence and man it s hard to believe how charismatic and shit people who are anxious or depressed can be | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
heidimontag i wish we would get it the same time at the rest of world unfornately i am in cairo and have to wait for mtva to play it | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
riry is being a pain and nomming on my hand should not have sprayed her with that cat nip mist a a joke now she is craaaazy | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mellynisaki saki help i m being possessed by this thing called loneliness and depression | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i just finished it a few minute ago i got it from the local pubic library after waiting for it for several week i think it make for something very motivational and might be helpful to lessen depression too i won t give away the ending and don t stop listening until after the library if you re getting board once you get that far you ll continue | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
long story short i wa miserable at parent moved out for a year happiest time of my life still sometimes i found myself sad cry and still miserable had to move back in been month hate it here i m starting to think it s just me no matter what i do i still find myself sad amp wondering why i exist usually keep myself extra busy but any downtime i have i ll have these same thought what make you keep going why do you decide to get out of bed every morning what is the literal point of your existence | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
new article from obmneurobiology the potential impact of covid 9 on depression and suicide risk in older adult http t co brn i tcp http t co aw fkdqvzm covid 9 pandemic | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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wish i were i sleeping | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
honeyortar the hinge broke it work just doesn t open smoothly and it s pissing me off i dunno i ll see if it can be fixed first | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
not sure if anyone else ha this issue it seems like notification and txts give me major anxiety i ll put off responding to anyone including family and then it just becomes this mountain in my mind to the point where it s been a month since my family texted me for my birthday and i still haven t responded to most of them this ha destroyed friendship for me too i feel like we all have to be available to text back with smartphones and social medium and i can not deal with that doe anyone have any suggestion to help i just feel lost | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
silverlines aaaah jadi tiba pingin butter sugar toast huhuu | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
phil hellmuth so sad | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
im bored and my finger hurt from playing the guitar all day | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
someone alarm clock or a phone woke me up at am still got my headache from yesterday night | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hope all is well this is my first time posting but would like to first take the time to say that i have been actively reading in this sub for the better half of a year since my generalized anxiety started to take over my life a little backstory i am m 0 lb and went to texas tech throughout college i wa on a pretty strong dose of add med 0mg vyvanse which if none of you have taken add med is like the pinnacle of add med at the highest dose i literally felt like god when i wa on them i say this because i would drink a lot on them do cocaine i wa in a frat vyvanse wa amazing because you literally could never get drunk also i wa incredibly fit even though i drank so much i would work out all the time but never wanted to eat but i wa shredded i wa also super social and had this crazy fucking sex drive not lying i could stay rock hard for easy two hour and would be told to stop because the girl wa too worn out not tryna to sound cool but i am trying to paint this picture of how powerful this drug wa but after about year of that i graduated back in may and everything went downhill i started to have severe panic attack a rapid heartbeat crazy high blood pressure which sent me to the hospital finally went to the doctor and she said first that ny old doctor should lose her license forever prescribing me that high of a dose and that since i had taken the vyvanse for so long and binge drinking i have completely drained my brain of any serotonin diagnosis severe generalized anxiety disorder initially wa put on lexapro but that shit gave me really scary suicidal ideation especially coming from someone that had never once even considered that an idea i have moved to celexa mg then 0mg then 0mg finally now 0mg which is what i have been at for month and it ha been amazing i am perfectly fine i had discussed initially with my doctor that eventually i would want to get back on add med because i do have pretty bad add and wa about to enter nursing school she told me that once we get the anxiety under control then we can get add med so about month ago i wa anxiety free some minor episode of just feeling anxious but no panic attack and she had given me 0 mg xanax for emergency use which kill those few and far between episode immediately month ago i wa finally prescribed focalin mg ir x a day and wellbutrin sr 0mg x daily right when i wake up so i currently take 0mg celexa day focalin mg ir day welbutrin sr 0mg day everything is perfect except for one problem now i can not finish sexually and it is hard to keep an erection like i don t even think about sex anymore which suck because i am good looking have no issue with woman tinder bumble hinge but this is a serious issue because i am normally overly sexual sorry for the long rant but i wanted you all to have the best understanding possible of what is going on and if anyone can relate i am meeting with my doctor next week to discus but am just sad because in the past week different woman have asked me why i can t stay hard finish which hand down the most embarrassing thing because they all think it is because of them i would also like to say that i regularly work out am very fit lean build and do like to drink when i am with these woman the drinking just make it so much more fun for me so idk if the drinking ha any effect on this issue i haven t tried not drinking which i will test tonight when i see one of them thank you again for reading this far tl dr sex issue on celexa wellbutrin and focalin i do drink when i am having these issue but drinking make the sex so much more enjoyable lol | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just finished cooking spag bol from scratch in other word been cooking for the past hour i m not hungry anymore | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
got ta stop turning in homework late would be gettin an a in information system if it wasnt for the few late assigments | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have decided my room need to be more quirky so angel gave me a mirror and my a button isn t working too well either | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
tonight episode of house wa sad i can t believe he left the show i can t stay awake anymore i m mad tired had a long day sleep time | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
balamurugan a longterm member of the team is leaving this month we ll miss working with him hope he doe well in his next venture | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
keongzai assign someone else to do it or eff it and do it yourself | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so basically we re getting evicted we have like a month or to move out and we found a house we wanted but we haven t gotten the application for the house i m for some context so i could obviously live with my dad for a while but i m scared thing won t workout and we won t get the house or our landlord will say something bad about u so we can t get the house or we ll lose money my anxiety and worry about this is really bad and i don t wan na talk to my mom about my worry because i feel like she s stressed enough | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is missing n ol frend amp is thinking bout her rite now | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i know they have good intention but lot of the time they make me feel worse i don t like it when they ask too many question when i withdraw yet when i go to tell them my actual problem they indirectly tell me to get over it and don t think im depressed sometimes it seems like my mood is an inconvenience for them so they want me to be happy so they can be happy it s draining i m tired of them being nosy when when i need to be alone stop asking me to who i m talking to stop asking me what i m doing when i m not doing anything stop looking at my stuff and asking me question stop getting upset with me for being in a bad mood or trying to force me to be happy again i can t this is why i hate socializing with anyone in general it take up too much energy that i don t have and i m tired of having to hide whatever this heaviness i m feeling inside to make others happy i m tired of being the caretaker and human note pad to vent at all day i m tired of putting on a mask and pretending to be happy when i feel like garbage i hate myself i m tired all the time i feel like a failure and a waste of space i just want to be alone i don t want anyone to look at me | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
pauliwhirl omg whine whine whine whine housing lotery is over stfu i had to explain to qidong that he wa fucked | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i hate so much of my life i love being at school with my friend but i have to come home every fucking day i have to wake up to these fucking asshole everyday my older brother is fucking insane on good day he is simply the most annoying little shit that won t shut the fuck up and stop talking to me on bad day he just argues and scream and throw thing and take out his anger out on whoever is closest mostly me bc we share a room my perants are nice but my dad transphobic and i want to tell him that i want to transition but i m afraid he wont see me the same or love me my younger sister is the only thing keeping me here i love her she s so understanding and sweet i don t want to hurt her by dying but i can t stand living anymore | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
lounisdell stats feed i don t think a country s depression rate depends on world event people have their own personal problem too | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
theekween depression and anxiety loss of loved one and heartbreak thelmasherbs | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
body clock still up the chuffer note never ever stay up late again also afro is back | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m a college student who ha changed their major different time and am currently pre med although i have always struggled in my science course for about the last year i have had zero motivation my gpa is slowly slipping a i never study or go to class i used to smoke weed all day i wa high most of 0 but i quit and now i just go on my phone in my room or watch movie i have no friend here and don t socialize i usually only leave my room to get food or to study for a test usually the day before or day of i get jealous when i see everyone hanging out and enjoying their college experience while i go to the movie alone or find other way to distract myself i keep telling myself i have to change but i never do i feel like my advisor have given up on me i don t even know if i want to be a doctor but it s a clear cut path that will allow me to help people and provide job security although my real dream is going to hollywood and trying to make it a a screenwriter i have been depressed and have cycled through a lot of medication with my doctor none of them work she now think i may have adhd i just struggle to think long term and have been extremely burnt out since senior year of high school before then i wa always a good student i don t know what happened to me i often fantasize about suicide or dying and lately have just been wishing to stay in my room and just do drug all day i don t know where my drive ha gone | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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this is an embarrassing confession to make but i feel like this is the only place i can seriously get advice i m a year old guy who ha already had awful anxiety around year ago when i wa young my mum wa super supportive about it and took me to therapy which seriously helped me for a while and i still absolutely love her for that after my therapy session finished i wa having the best period of my life i wa seeing and meeting new people and getting close with others but year ago my anxiety started coming back and a big part of my anxiety that i didn t tell my mum wa the fact i needed to poop during my attack it sound silly i know haha now school is a nightmare because i m scared to go in school due to it s small size and the fact that there is a very small amount of bathroom in the school i always have the feeling of what if it finally happens for reference i have never had an accident in school but have sure a hell came close i will also cancel plan with friend outside of school if i couldn t get it all out before we leave i ve left job because of this fear a well and i just feel like an absolute loser my mum doesn t like me staying off from school in any way and i feel i cant tell her this reason because it is genuinely embarrassing and she would believe i m lying i also want to get back on therapy but i don t want to break her heart after she wa so proud of me the first time and even cried for me my mum is a god send and i love her with all that is in me so i can t tell her that it back again i think i need med but i ve never been diagnosed so i don t know this sound absolutely ridiculous i know but it s something i ve been seriously struggling with and am typing this right now with diarrhoea the night before school terrified if anyone ha any similar experience and how they overcame this it would help me in way you can t imagine thank you | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
really don t feel like getting up today but got to study to for tomorrow practical exam | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i fucking hate my life i hate everyone | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
gah comcast doubled our cable internet bill w out telling u so we are quitting can anyone suggest an affordable company in bay area | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
got my loan i m officially 90k in debt now i can t die with a clean conscience dying would put all that debt on my wife i mean i have life insurance and if it happens to be an accident i think it double so financially she should be fine assuming i don t get fired first but now my mood is just shitty before i wa okay with dying now i feel just a much a burden alive than i do dead i wrote this before but there is a certain freedom in coming to term with death a calm malaise that feel good like everything and everyone doesn t matter | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
trying to write dssertation | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
le plus dangereux au lyc e c est pa la d pression ou le suicide mais c est clairement se faire sucer dans le couloirs | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
feel like i am comming down with something let s hope it s just a cold | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
your mama wear your sneaker you enter depression | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
the muppet whatnot workshop site is temporarily down apparently totally sold out quot working hard to get it back asap quot hurry up y all | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
uh i feel so lonely i wish my bffwiamc best friend forever who is also my cousin ha a twitter | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hello all i ve been putting off getting my wisdom teeth out for year but i finally mustered up the courage to get a consult with an oral surgeon long story short i m getting one fully erupted tooth extracted with only local anesthesia i opted for this because the idea of being put under make me more anxious than the extraction itself he said because it s erupted he should be able to get it out within five minute ha anybody who ha undergone a similar situation shed some light on whether it s a simple painless quick a the doc led me to believe | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my camera spoil | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
jemcam well i have uni stuff and netball but after netbal if i ve done uni stuff we can | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ok i have social anxiety i m actually quiet smart however when i m in social situation the anxiety is so much my brain go to mush like simple thing like counting money etc is so hard because my heart is beating through my ear i also dissociate ha anyone else experienced this phenomenon when i m by myself i can do all these task easily but in front of people literally become an invalid like it hilarious how people dumb down thing for me sad but all you can do is laugh | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
yay no work todayyy but working for the rest of the week lol | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
mileycyrus i have the same problem but it s here let s see if counting work no z s for me | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m year old diagnosed with gouty arthritis at and i ve been battling with myself for almost a year now and it ha gotten to the point where i m tired of living this tuesday morning at am i tried to commit suicide my second attempt on taking my own life in le than a year and yet i ve still managed to fail once more i wa able to get at least hour of sleep but nothing more and that s the best i can get from a day just sleep wishing and praying to god to take my life every night passing away in my sleep best way possible imho for the last few month i ve been starting all my day and ending in tear soaking my pillow i m constantly emotionally unstable i break down in the middle of my lecture and i m genuinely tired of feeling sad and having different type of emotion on a daily basis i m lacking enormously in motivation to keep on living my mind is a thinking machine and won t stop thinking about all the suicidal way i could end my pain most of the time i ask myself why me i used to be an energetic kid who enjoyed doing many thing in my free time mostly gaming all by myself since i never had an opportunity to make a solid friendship so most of the time i end up talking expressing to myself because in this world there is no one here for me no one ha ever cared for me or even shared the least tiny drop of affection towards my person that s why i just don t try to make friend any more because i feel like i m a failure at it and i don t want no one to invest time in me i currently have an absurd amount of hate rage towards myself for not being able to finish everything and not looking upon my flaw and imperfection and wasting the endless opportunity of improving myself now i ll just have to live with the consequence and i m just here in this world all alone thinking and knowing that some people are doing better than me and living their best life and i envy that and i m jealous of that i m writing this deep down from a part of me that ha just a millimeter of hope of recuperating but i highly doubt i ll be able to do it i won t lie a of writing this it feel like i m getting rid of an anchor that ha been pulling me back all this time | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have never experience anxiety like this before it feel like my chest is so heavy and i m holding in a puddle of tear at all time i can t eat or sleep i know the anticipation is the worst part but i just don t know what to do with myself my entire thought process ha changed and i just feel a huge cloud of depression following me wherever i am how do you guy cope with intense anxiety once i start having negative thought it just spiral out of control someone please tell me it get better | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sasii i know exactly how you feel | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
yinkapost man fell into depression y all should relax | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just a head up site s being wonky so will like probably post late today flippin technical issue | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i am trying so hard to survive but my mind is so much stronger than my body is all i m asking for is a break from this constant cycle it s just not worth fighting anymore | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
today i got do shopping easter lt malachi xx owww i m so sore too day | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
im going bed nowww surprising not rly i have school morow thats right my spring break day r over | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
missymoouk oh no i know i haven t cried that much since wham split up | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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kal penn i just watched house and got really sad i liked kutner | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i passed the part where the withdrawal made me feel crap i m slowly becoming the person i wa before med but i really didn t miss it my insecurity is the highest it s ever been in year i ve been ignoring school i ve gained weight there is always this sound in my head saying no one actually want me my usual cheerful self feel forced now it s weird how the feeling i had for year can feel so foreign i don t know a long a my family doesn t know about it it s okay i guess | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my dog passed away in the night full on gutted | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
friendlypharm too bad it s true for the most part | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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theekween depression and anxiety thelmasherbs | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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amanorris wow that last tweet made me seem like a giant sexist sorry about that | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hi my bf and i are dating since year we love each other very much but i had my diagnosis anxiety and depressive disorder due tu my anxiety month ago and there ha been a lot of change my bf is very comprehensive but sometimes he say thing that i don t understand like since ish month he keep telling that i make no effort in our relationship that i am always sad or tired or angry or sick i often have ordinary cold etc i already had a discussion with him explaining that i can t help it that i ll try to change my behavior that sometimes my disorder affect me so much that i can t move and he seems to understand but it all start again week later besides when i have panic attack he help me well i don t understand why he keep saying thing like this it make me feel guilty i try really hard to make an effort but sometimes i just can t and for those asking yes i have already talked with him about this but nothing change i understand that it may be tough for him to have an anxious gf but his word cut deep sometimes i am currently in therapy and with a treatment ha nobody experienced a similar situation how did you guy manage relationship and disorder | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i cant see the only person keeping me here i cant listen to his voice i should be able to but my anxiety make it impossible for me to ask him to meet up or call i can only message him he doesn t respond for hour i need to speak to him i need to see him i need him i miss him i miss him so much im on the verge of attempting bc it feel like ill never see him again i havent seen him in month i havent spoken to him in person in 9 i know i need to talk to someone but im not getting therapy until june i tried sending him message over the last few day but he hasn t even seen them my heart is literally physically aching bc i miss him so much i cant do this anymore edit guy im ok he responded to my message and i wa able to calm down before i could try to end it | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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found my sana and ha realized that just like a white girl i eat my problem | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i don t know if this is the right place to write this but before quarantine 0 9 i just thought i wa an introvert and just a very organized and methodic person but then on quarantine i started to realize that i seem to get a lot more anxious than most people and always keep thinking about stuff that happened a second ago always think about what someone s thinking about me if i did or said something wrong always think about everything that can go wrong everywhere i go memorizing the menu a week before etc and i thought the problem for a big part of the anxiety wa online class and being stuck at home with my parent they re nice tho so when i finally got to go do an exchange semester abroad i get to be outside all the time i meet new people gt the freaking anxiety is still here and that make me think that nothing is gon na make it go away but i need it to go away cause i feel like i am an introvert but i make one wrong move i just go from quiet introvert to weird and lose all the people i met i mean met that s really the right word because i just can t seem to do the right thing i don t know some of my roommate that got here the same week a me go out every night with friend and i m just stuck at the same awkward convo phase and it s not like that i scared to talk to people or i don t like talking to people i do it s just when i come back home i start to rethink every single word that i said and blame myself for the smalled little mistake i m just really lost sometimes i think what i do how i think is normal but then it doesn t i didn t even know what anxiety wa until a year or so ago so | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
jennchambless me neither and nobody is awake nobody i m drunk and alone | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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idk if anyone else get this feeling but i do and it never really go away i get this feeling everywhere and all the time like i just don t belong i always feel like i don t belong anywhere like no one will ever get me i know that sound kinda childish but it s true i just never belong anywhere and any time i try to talk about something i m very interested in it seems like i m the only one interested in these thing and i m always the one they call weird and ostracised i m always the butt of a joke with my friend and family i never get to talk about the thing i wan na talk about even my closest friend don t get me i just feel so alone all the time and it often lead me to making terrible decision any time i think i m happy i just ruin it then that lead me to get paranoid any time i m happy which again lead to me ruining it again i feel like this sound like nonsense but idk how to properly put this feeling into a coherent sentence sorry if this wa too long too | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
lovebscott absolutely not | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
after a year of unemployment i got positive news yesterday that i got the job it s the perfect position for me and it will be really interesting to start but a usual i can t be happy when i m supposed to be since the congratulation call i have been spiraling a bit heart raising intrusive thought it s always the same thing | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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juzley yaaaay maybe i should ve gone | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
michaeltao man america is so borez anyway lol i just realized you sent me msg on here i had no idea i have no flash | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hi there i am someone who suffers from health anxiety in the past month it started the day after two terrible thing happened to me my dog who i wa very close with passed away and i found out that i tested positive for covid so quite the shellshock to say the least the night after that i had a panic attack which really scared me since i had never previously had one that night i wa in the hospital for a few hour and aside from the fact i had covid the doctor told me i wa completely fine after that night i would go on to get a blood test and visit the doctor multiple time needle to say that everything came back fine nothing bad wa found in my blood and despite having multiple odd feeling the doctor said i wa fine and basically confirmed i wa suffering from a form of health anxiety meaning i would feel like something is wrong with me but in reality i wa just fine around the fourth visit he recommended i see a counselor and suggested getting a neurologist exam to remove all fear i have been seeing a counselor for a few week now and the earliest neurologist meeting is in may a for my physical symptom i currently have a pin and needle feeling in the back of my head and my neck ha been feeling a bit stiff over the course of the last month i ve had other feeling such a pin in my left hand rough skin emphasized feeling in all sort of part in my body and other feeling i probably forgot about i m posting here because it seems like a welcoming community and i want to share my experience with others who have suffered similarly and hopefully get some reassurance for my self from others i just need an outlet to cope to because i hate constantly bother others i live with for reassurance either way thank you for reading and for those out there that are suffering just know that you re not alone and you will all live long happy healthy and successful life and your pain will soon pas god bless you all p for those wondering yes i got over covid | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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zappoman oh your tweet wa about weapon that s covered by pandora s box can t uninvent it leaving u all with mad | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i dont understand i didnt mean to break anyones heart | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
every time i get out the house i start to panic and shake my grandma just got into the hospital and i feel so overwhelmed by everything i feel like the world is putting everything on my shoulder right now and every breath i cave in it s like i don t have anyone to talk to about my problem like it doesn t seem like anyone want to hear me or listen to me so why bother i just feel like i should just close down and shut myself in | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i hate life today that s it that s the post | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m so done with everything i love my career but everyday is harder and harder to get up and go to class i get home and just sleep instead of studying because i feel like absolute trash i feel like nobody love me or even care about me i feel like my friend don t care that i am skipping class and that i have literally stopped talking to everyone i just stand there with them but don t engage with anything because if i do i m scared i ll bust into tear my best friend completely changed his behavior with me a few month ago and now i feel like he doesn t like me anymore i feel like the most unlovable unlikeable person ever nobody ha ever been in love with me i have never kissed anyone or even held hand i just want someone to care about me to ask me about my day to ask me how i m feeling it doesn t even have to be romantic i just want someone anyone to care i fear that my depression get so bad that i stop completely going to class and i fail this semester i don t know what to do | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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finally updated oohh i sooo miss the internet sorry to say that woop x may not open apr 0 so how s it goin | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my heart is abused with so many hurtful lie and truth i hate being sappy about these kind of thing i hate it gold for syf k | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
im trying to make a chicken soup like my mother but without a recipe this will be interesting and i cant find matzah | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
extremely jealous | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
having lunch on my desk while i work | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
this ha become a coping strategy for me i always did it to some extent i had many other ocd tendency a a teen but those went away pretty quickly after i tried to stop them but i ve become so anxious lately that i m starting to scar my face i know it s gross so please don t hate on me just wondering if this is something that anyone else with anxiety experience thank you | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |