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no i don t want to kill myself but i want to die i reflect on the last 0 year of my life and see nothing good and can t see the future improving my mom just died my longest relationship recently ended terribly and with abuse i have addictive behavior i never seem to kick and i don t see it changing i ve gone to therapy i m trying to find another good therapist but haven t heard back from voicemail i ve left so far if you have a response i appreciate it but please don t share vague generality tell me your personal hurt experience will carry more with me than it get better or similar platitude i m hurting i need to hear the hurt others have been able to endure to feel encouraged i never thought i could feel so empty and so sad and so angry i hate living right now i never thought i d ever feel so bad edit i have nobody i have my job and i have my dog my family isn t the support system i wish it wa i don t have any real friend i ve tried reaching out but everyone is busy with their own problem | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
do i play pjsekai to forget the fact i wa clinically diagnosed with social anxiety and depression or do i hug miku plush and think about the fact i wa clinically diagnosed with social anxiety and depression | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
r i p baby girl sandra cantu my prayer r with the cantu family be strong | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i really should be sleeping already but just can t seem to get to bed before the sun come up progress on sorting out life is slow hard | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
everyone hate me so much | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
got ta calm the weekend down monday blue carrying on into tuesday | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i have to wake up in hour laameeee | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hello i am year old and a senior in high school i also have adhd and autism i have been suicidal twice before th th grade and 0th grade but this is possibly the worst it s been the disaster started back in september when i got diagnosed with a rare genetic disorder called nf everything i have heard about this disorder from doctor and online sound fucking horrible and nothing i want to live with then in october i met my first girlfriend so i wa happy for a bit but if course that went south too i ll just get right to the point when the relationship started i made clear to her that i didn t want sex and she agreed however later that same month she talked me into it in november december she asked for it multiple time a day and guilt tripped me when i said no she made me feel horrible when she did this then in january i wa saying no repeatedly and she just pulled my pant down and started riding me even though i wa trying to push her off and safe wording i broke up with her in february but there s been drama and social bullshit ever sense in addition recently i got in an apartment fire for the second time in my life this caused me to lose all my belonging they are allegedly being cleaned but it s taking for fucking ever this mean i don t have many of my coping mechanism which is only adding to the stress we had to stay at a hotel for a few night and now we re in a new apartment but it s not the same but that s not all my shitty life ha to offer in addition i have medical debt i also tried calling the suicide hotline the other day and the lady on the phone said what do you want me to do about it and later she hung up on me even aside from all the stuff i mentioned there s several more recent incident i m just to emotional to type it all up now i honestly don t know what to do i keep thinking that thing will get better soon but the only get worse | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
gripping agreed love the sound but hate how everyone know them | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ha a huge headache but got ta go to work | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my dota ladder stats on garena don t seem to have been updated | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i hate when i have to call and wake people up | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
first vent that is not related to the second one i ain t transgender i m fucking delusional he always find a way to make me feel like fucking shit i fucking hate him i thought of him like a father and now he just fucking betrays my soul he call me selfish for wanting him to see me a a boy he only give a fuck about himself he humiliates other kid and get a fucking kick out of it and i m sick of his shit sometimes i wish he understood how much i fucking suffered im having a whole fucking insane as fake as probably episode over a goddamn teacher god fucking dammit everyone tell me to just stop having such strong bond with a teacher but i can t fucking control it i can t i don t mean that in a creepy way i just genuinely want his approval so bad that it ha made me go over the fucking rail i want him to just approve me i want him to so fucking bad i insult him yet i love him like a father figure why fucking why separate vent made at the same time and just to get off that stupid as note for a minute i wish to fucking kill myself in a way where my face ain t recognizable my breast are cut the fuck off and the part at the bottom is fucking burned off to a crisp it s almost what i fucking fantasize about at this point maybe then the red neck degenerate won t try to dig me up and fuck me or some stupid as shit like that oh i ll know they will find my female abomination but at least i ll give them the nightmare to look at when i m fucking gone sexy sexy sexy that s what she called it oh how she wanted my body to be hers sick fuck i m gon na be sick just like her i fucking know it i m just an attention seeker bitch or just insane i can t tell at this point fucking bitch | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
rach oh no that suck mike ha to work saturday and monday andrew got from friday till wednesday off the bugger lol | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i ve been feeling pretty even consistently which is good i missed a dose the other night i usually take them before bed i fell asleep on the couch by the time i woke up at am i felt it wa too late before the next dose so just halved the dose today i truly felt the difference and realized the importance of this medication i do find that now that i know what it s like to live like someone with a more normal brain wave thanks to the med when anxious start do enter my mind now it s much more frightening than it wa before even though i ve lived with gad for a long time i wa diagnosed with it a couple of month ago and still i m having difficulty accepting it doe anyone else have the experience of anxious thought now more pronounced and frightening when they are experienced upon missing a dose | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ladyldn i hope you feel better soon being ill is no fun at all | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
pinkserendipity yes sprint ha g only in baltimore and chicago so far | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
off to see my german girl for her last night in brisbane | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
well it sunny outside but im stuck indoors far far away from a window roll on dinner | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so tomorrow today finishing up hmwk getting over being sick then getting ready for another day of school tomorrow | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m m and all i feel like i do is dissapoint everyone around me it suck i remember everyone used to tell me that i would have a bright life when i wa a kid and i look at myself now unable to talk to people hold down a conversation without saying sorry every second i just feel like such a dissapointment and feel like everyone in my life would be so much better without me i see my partner of year just thrive in her life and it just kill me so much knowing that someone who is so full of life love me i feel so bad for her sometimes since my anxiety get so bad to the point where i get panic attack going to her family house or even taking her out to a restaurant i ve never felt this low in my life and all i can think of now is just offing myself to spare everyone of my misery nobody deserves to have someone who is just a downer all the time | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
lightsnoor funfact c est scientifiquement prouv que oui la lumi re a un effet sur le moral de gen plus ou moins prononc d o le depression d hiver quand y en a moins ect donc au fond on est tous de plantes | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
amp x 00b how do u deal with the loneliness when living alone how do u engage yourself who do u talk to i literally crave some human being to talk to but have only few friend | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i thought because everything in life wa good which wasn t true bc of my own delusion i could start opening up to people about me and how i feel all i get is ignored interrupted disrespected laughed at mocked all under the facade of a joke i hope this anger in my heart burn brighter with each day so i will never forget to mistrust people they can t handle to the truth about me | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i don t know how to answer the question do i tell them i hate everyone and everything and want to die do i say eh and invite fake concern do i just keep exhausting myself by keeping this mask on and go along with the stupid i m okay small talk do i play it up with im doing great and keep pretending that nothing is ever wrong i m sick of all of it i ve just started staring people with a shit eating grin until they get uncomfortable whenever they ask this dumbass question | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
feel like i have neglected twilight im sorry lol | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
my parent expect 90 and above and i failed after answering the paper i told them it wa easy even though it wasn t a i dint want a scolding then now it worse and they expect good mark i got above 0 0 only in subject out of 0 idk what to do anymore | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ensconced in thought diametrically opposed graduated in fear and all it frill untouched day can only be so new with a mantra old is love for loving s sake hail the dawn | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
is not going to sleep tonite | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
doe anybody know how to get your electrolyte back in order with a vitamin work i feel sick | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ambermatson it s terrible isn t it don t expect many earthquake in euruope certainly not bad one | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
iwouldificould how have you watched it i tried the youtube link but it won t work | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i am finally checking myself into the hospital for suicidal ideation i don t think they will be able to help me but at least i will be safe and not a risk to anyone else i am pretty scared it will be the end of my marriage maybe of my job i put this off for a long time but i am not safe i wish so badly i had never been born | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so i recently wa put up for a promotion at work to a position that would allow me to work le hour le day and make more money while also furthering my future i have never been happier until recently i m in the final stage of the process to get hired but i m still currently in my previous position we have a rule at work you can be late once per 0 day if you go over that you get written up and put on a disciplinary level which wouldnt be so terrible if one of the stipulation of being put on a disciplinary level is being unable to transfer position for a year so on sunday morning i wake up and start making breakfast what i do every morning on my day off i ve been off every other weekend for the past year so i go into autopilot and sit at the table look at the clock and think i d be at work right now so am roll past and while i m wating i see my phone buzz so i pick it up and look at the screen and see the word that make my heart climb into my throat every time bos where are you you were scheduled for i scramble upstairs so fast i knocked over the table and chair and took some picture frame off the wall of the stair but i get to work and think it s fine it okay i just cant be late for 0 day easy enough day later it s an unbelievably slow day so we all order sushi and i drew the short straw to pick it up take me minute to get there pick up the food and start heading back so i m at a stop light about minute from my job when i see a car blast through the light and tbone a truck causing a huge accident and blocking my path back to my job i feel my heart sink and my ear ring the closest way back is an extra 0 minute at least this asshole running a red light may cost me my job i m not proud of it but i sped the entire way there to get back to the hospital i sprint out of my car leaving the food i get inside and dive to the time clock and swipe my card time punched 0 late at this point i just stand there for a second unsure of what to do do i tell my bos do i try to fix it do i lie i finally decide to text my bos and explain the whole scenario in detail expecting to get back a next step a scolding reassurance or anything instead i get back one word ok ok what doe that even mean i want to press it further but i m so scared of fucking up even more i ve taken on extra responsibility this week and picked up hour of overtime over the next week a a subtle way of saying please dear god dont put me on a level i need this promotion this all happened day ago and i m living in panic every one of these day since that i m going to get the hey can you meet me in my office now call thatll signal the end of my dream to progress i m not sure what to do at this point but i just had to get this out tl dr asshole running a stop sign and causing an accident could cost me my dream job | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
off out to doctor appointment | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
the idea that we are not allowed to feel sad depressed grieve over something just because other people have it worse than u is so toxic it invalidates our own feeling and make sadness depression grief a privilege for a selected few | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
tea oh i m so sorry i didn t think about that before retweeting | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
moony 9 lol ugh that s so ominous i hope i don t have to cry over idol this week too fox hate me | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
kellyshibari i thought i saw you there you were walking out the door when i saw you | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so my husband i are planning to get a dog in may and we ll need an esa letter for our apartment in chicago i do have anxiety and have seen a psychiatrist and therapist but not anymore due to scheduling conflict my next appointment with my pcp is in june earliest available appointment and i m not even sure she can write an esa letter what s the best way to proceed there s so many different website for obtaining a letter but i don t know who to trust any help is much appreciated | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
loris sl morning how thing in italy today depressing i imagine that is bad news | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
all abrosexual demigirls with depression are witty | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i wan na see twilight again love it but i don t have the dvd oh well guess i surive | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i hate myself so much for being like that when they re just minding their business sometimes i just see people so casually happy and hugging and being close or just visibly happy in general and i just feel so bitter they don t deserve me being so shitty over their happiness i can t help it i know i m garbage i know i don t deserve to be like them but sometimes i see people hugging and i wish i knew what it felt like to be hugged and cared for like that so badly it hurt | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
hey there made a throwaway because people know my normal account long story short i have this friend who used to be my closest friend we ve been like brother since we met in college a we got older we bickered a lot and had a major falling out about mo ago we made up and were kind of just friend that can be around eachother since we have mutual friend but not close anymore which is fine well we saw eachother for a trip with our group a few week back and we bickered on the trip a lot i know i m at fault for my side but he doesn t believe he doe anything wrong mainly we were bickering about politics which i swore to not speak with him because we disagree but there wa drinking and talking regardless after i attempted to apologize and be cool he instead of accepting or apologizing in return turned the conversation to my entire personality and basically dug hard into me a a person he made up shit about me that s not true a well it wa out of the blue and real hurtful but it is what it is i just kind of blew it off until i find out he s talking shit to my close friend in the city i live in now these friend are avoiding me not talking to me i have no idea what he said and how bad he made me look a an almost 0yo adult i don t want to deal with this but man this is really getting to me i m having anxiety about these other friend so bad | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
now i m kind of sad after all the bullshit i found out | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so i m f and am currently living working and studying in a different country than the one i wa born and raised in my cousin m study in our home country but very far away from home and can only visit his parent during the break my relationship with my parent wa very much strained for a couple of year due to unsolved childhood trauma and throwing blame at them for thing that were a result of their childhood trauma but after therapy our relationship improved and even though we have our fight a every family ha we are very close and talk every evening and even eat together through videocall my cousin relationship with his parent is very much strained his parent got married very late and had fertility issue so only managed to have him well into their forty due to this they really didn t have the patience to deal with their child and my cousin spent most of his childhood with our grandma because his parent wanted to have fun and not deal with a child having tantrum moreover they were very abusive they used to make him eat adult sized portion of food every meal and not let him leave the table until he finished his food and even though everyone in the family knew this wa abusive no one ever decided to do something about it luckily he ha a very fast metabolism and so far hasn t experienced any health issue due to this abuse last september he started university and apparently stopped picking up call from his parent and stopped answering text to the point that my uncle had to threaten him with cutting him off financially if he didn t start picking up the phone and texting this weekend my dad s side of the family had dinner and lunch on saturday and sunday and the topic of me and my cousin came up and my uncle and aunt out of jealousy called my relationship with my parent toxic and unhealthy because we speak to much and went on to say i don t have a life or friend hence why i always talk to them now i have friend both living with me and at work but my friend go out clubbing everyday and since that really isn t my scene i hang with them during the day and they go out at night also i didn t have a relationship with my parent for year i wa so depressed and hurt that i bearly spoke to them even though we were living in the same house now that we have worked through our issue i am enjoying my relationship with them seeing a it won t last forever i dont think our relationship is toxic or unhealthy but this ha triggered my anxiety and made me have intrusive thought and honestly i just need a little reassurance do you think my relationship with my parent is toxic and unhealthy or are my family member just being asshole | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just a disclaimer but i love my parent and i love my family a lot i ve been super spoiled when i wa younger and i m glad i wa born in my family in no way is this vent ragging on them or supposed to highlight them a bad people idk what the main topic of this is just a vent bc i got my card like a week ago and i feel horrible i m planning on offing myself before the next school year start im planning on doing everything ive wanted and never done before then go out with a bang be useful for once in my life then leave while the satisfaction is still fresh and before i make another mistake truthfully in the past two year i ve tried multiple time but stopped at the very last second i m not struggling a bad a everyone else so why do i feel so miserable everyone else ha become better now so why not me i ve just gotten lazier and lazier and basically just lost all of my will to do anything right now i m a a child i wa pretty much one of those kid who were constantly pressured to be in first place join competition win in basically anything many time i wa pressured to do thing i didn t want and hand in hand with that i couldn t really do most of the thing i liked too an example of the thing i had to do wa public speaking and basically announcing stuff in front of a crowd i already had stage fright then but it ended up getting worse and became overall anxiety after i humiliated myself multiple time on stage forgetting what to say stuttering etc i knew many people who could do it better but no matter how much i disliked it i guess i had no choice after that my voice became quieter i became passive i didn t raise my hand unless i wa called everytime i wa in front of people i basically just shut down when i wa younger i wa a lot more extroverted the older i became the smaller my confidence fell when i reached th grade i became really paranoid and felt all my worth wa tied to being smart and even now i still can t break away from thinking that way basically my self esteem is now in the gutter maybe even in hell at this point but the difference is just that i don t really care anymore i constantly felt the need to be a role model felt that enjoying thing would make me le of one while the rest of my class bonded with each other went on outing etc i wa so stuck up that i never went with them i wa very rule abiding after all that wa the only thing i ve ever known i remember the first time i got second place my mom is a super nice person to be honest but that time she told me i wasn t trying hard enough really hurt me so much i also used to be a really moody child there wa a time i overhead my mom say that it would be my fault if she died from stress it proved even more to me that my only redeeming factor wa that my grade were high i had the personality of a dog turd i had no talent i wasnt social honestly i wa bad kid there s really no excuse i never got violent with people in fact my sibling were the one who bullied and teased me in a very mild way though just temper tantrum i just wish they sent me to therapy instead of constantly insulting me i didn t even know how to get better i didn t know how to control myself from being angry how could a year old understand that sort of thing i asked them how i could make it stop they told me to just stop being mad i don t know why it affected me so badly now but i feel like the stuff i subconciously learned back then i can t really unlearn that easy anymore even if i don t believe in them anymore i realize i ve never really had dream i wa just going to do what my mom wanted me to do i d get a job be rich and just work and exist i guess deep inside i knew i d never be good enough for that sort of thing i just engrained it in myself that im just an average person maybe even lower and that whenever someone say im smart theyre just giving me empty praise i wouldn t say that the thing that happened to me were extreme not at all but now here i am zero motivation to do anything at all useless and more of a burden than ever before i ve been failing for two year i can t keep up with anyone i don t understand the basic i m always distracted it been two year i still can t do a damn thing the only thing i can do is draw even then it take so much of my time that i can barely do it i have so many thing i want do and learn now but i guess school is in my way again this time i suck at it even harder im always distracted i cant muster any strength or will to study or answer question to make it worse i may have adhd but i dont want to self dx it just that since day people have constantly pointed out my carelessness my voice with an uncontrollable volume etc i cant wake up on alarm i cant follow routine i cant follow timer im really forgetful im distracted and i dont know how to make it stop it horrible i dont know if im just being lazy and trying to excuse it i dont know everytime my mom see my report card i can feel her disappointment i m scared of even looking at her face i dont know why shes trying so hard to keep me alive my parent fought because of me before my mom is already too tired i dont want her to waste any more of her energy on me there just no point before the pandemic i wa still functioning properly hell i even got into the honor list and there were only a few of u now i pas everything late play game all day and slack off incompletes failing grade all of that the first time i remember wanting to pas away to say the least wa when i wa in first grade it wa a weird memory i dont know what prompted me but i gave a paper to my friend and asked her if she d ever thought of dying i remember thinking id never grow past 0 when i wa younger it wa weird but i could never imagine myself a an adult maybe this wa why i thought it wa just that i d pas away because of bad health or some accident i never really cared ive been a burden since day one guess i still am i dont know why i wrote this i guess i just felt horrible thanks for reading i appreciate it sorry for the 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westendactress nooo u shudent have deleted it x | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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worldofnc i do a digital fast every so often it s where i stop watching the news or looking at social medium just music reading and netflix it may be sticking my head in the sand but it give me a firebreak from the stress and depression that is modern life stay sane | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
marcusmims wow i didn t get an quot hello quot u suck | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i want to commit suicide a soon a possible but i cant fin a method thats good for me either the method seem too painful or i dont have enough tool for them i wa considering overdosing on paracetamol but it take too long i dont know what to do i would like some method or advice | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
didn t make it by here today they are saying we will have snow tomorrow wtf it is tennessee it doesn t even snow here in winter | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
why do people have to care about me im only alive because of my parent and some friend because they would be sad if i died life is bullshit | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i want to be dead ive been suicidal for year im such a fucking retard filled with regret and anger im done with life i want all of this to stop why i cant do one thing right | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
let the depression stage kick in now so it can be over soon | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i hate myself and my self destructive behavior | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
aniita 0 yes i did that s a sad topic for me haha i am not going to the concert it s very far and probably very expensive | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m so tired of existing i have to believe the lie people tell me if i want to be happier in this world that it s not all falling apart that trying hard will get me anything will reward me that people love me it s so much nonsense the only people in my life can t fucking stand me everyone else is at best mildly interested in me from afar and once they get to know me they want nothing more to do with me i m fucking useless and worthless and anyone who s ever told me otherwise want me to suffer what do they see in me i have achieved nothing i am nothing nothing but a corpse too stubborn to start rotting but fully entirely dead | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i swear no matter how long i ve been getting up at am it never get any easier man my eye hurt wah | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
charp i wa being all nerdy amp thinking they could help me with my metropolitan area network | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
soillodge yes it will be it s only monday | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just checked my user timeline on my blackberry it look like the twanking is still happening are ppl still having probs w bgs and uids | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
don t go into depression because of fun you assumed others are having everybody just dey lie | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
stats feed what an irony finland is the happiest country in the world and it still fall under top 0 country with highest rate of depression irony aparanjape chetan bhagat anandmahindra hvgoenka sardesairajdeep | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ednaiscool is up again yay but all my video are gone | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i say that i m feeling depressed and instead of saying anything about it they just start talking about their own day they used to ask me what s going on but not anymore i think it s time to start writing that note | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
iloveac slut you never talk to me but yet you talk to rinn waa waaa waaaaaaaa lol i love you courtney | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
just got a denied letter from bazaar bizarre sad i wa looking forward to a road trip to be a vendor there | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
the house is one big mess everything is crammed in my bedroom while they do up the other room | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
so tired god i hate the new job and only two day in | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
bipolar ii disorder bipolar ii disorder involves period of hypomania but depression is often the dominant state for a diagnosis of bipolar ii disorder a person must have had one or more episode of depression at least one hypomanic episode no other diagnosis | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
convinced myself when i take it in they will be annoyed at me and judge me for it not working nothing physically broken that i can see really just need someone to tell me not to overthink it if you re retail yourself that s a bonus | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ditesh haha i m unsure what i can deliver for fo my i m not using alot of opensource software hail adobe for being expensive | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m stuck awake in the middle of the night for the second day in a row and i felt terrible yesterday | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
don t want to do anything other than sleep drink or smoke because the future is hopeless because the past can not be changed and lost time is gone forever the logic center of my brain is screaming at me to exit this situation and that there s only one way that living in these condition is meaningless and all the more painful i ve tried everything i even treated myself a a stranger talking to myself a if talking to another telling them i love them and i would look after them and i forced myself to talk back i ve delved deep into question none right in the head would want to touch there s just nothing left to do i ve even begged for help pill only work a long a you take them even then they only take the pain away not the desire for death because it s all pointless in the end to hell with people who love me i m gone | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i saw a new pcp for an annual physical and while i wa there figured i d mention some of the physical symptom of anxiety i wa having to make sure it wa not actually medical i told her it often feel like my throat is really tight and on the verge of closing her only reply a she roll her eye that is literally impossible if your throat wa closing you wouldn t be talking to me right now me no duh obviously not but it feel like it s closing she wa the worst doctor i ve ever seen which is saying a lot and i wa so mad walking out of that appointment for other reason a well but the day after a my throat wa tightening i just remembered her saying it s literally impossible and couldn t stop laughing | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
late night snack glass of oj b c i m quot down with the sickness quot then back to sleep ugh i hate getting sick | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
redtoffee strawberry is the absolute best angel delight eva i had chocolate once but it wa too sweet | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
happy international day against depression yeah today is my birthday too lol | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
had a blast at the getty villa but hate that she s had a sore throat all day it s just getting worse too | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i am not sure if this is possible and i appreciate any information a few year ago i wa diagnosed with clinical anxiety depression and adhd i wa relieved and terrified and so sad it took me until adulthood to learn this about myself i began medicating under the direction of my psychiatrist after about a year i changed from zoloft to prozac due to weight gain i began experiencing night sweat for the first time in my life about month ago it wa sporadic for month or so than became nightly now it ha worsened to the point that i wake up multiple time a night to change sheet and pajama i m not wetting the bed but truly soaking it through with my sweat in a degree room with minimal blanket i ve had to replace plastic bed protector mattress cover and even my mattress i believe i am having panic attack while i am asleep and i am unable to remember them assuming i would remember having a nightmare at the same time or be semi lucid what could paralyze me in sleep while having normal pleasant dream and cause excessive night sweat my change in medication did not correlate with the onset or increase in the night sweat i have had blood test mri pulmonary exam allergy test ultra sound and more no western doctor or my psychiatrist ha been able to find anything unusual that would explain the night sweat tl dr extreme night sweat begin in adulthood with no obvious cause desperately looking for advice on what might help edit 9 f | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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the worst symptom of my anxiety is that i find it impossible to sleep when sharing a bed or even a bedroom it s like my brain won t switch off with someone else there it ha an impact on relationship obviously but also on just thing like going on holiday with friend because it s way more expensive to have to book my own hotel room rather than share doe anyone have the same issue ha anyone found way to fix it i d be ok with not sleeping a well a normal but it s literally like the difference between hr alone and 0 hr with company i can t function if i share for day in a row | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
lauraechilds fine i wont make it up to you check your dm | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
landed funny on my foot this morning while jumping down the stair and i twisted it quite sore now | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
chrissyxchi real depression is when wow no longer sustains you and your usual off wow game also hold no joy | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
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i m m on a super low dose of buspar all thing considered i think i like it i ve been on it since mid december and break a mg tablet in half and take that x a day so basically mg a day overall it feel pretty good for me minimal side effect other than i can t drink on it alcohol isn t a huge part of my life but i ve always enjoyed meeting friend or coworkers at a bar for or beer for a couple hour once a week that amount is enough for me to get a little buzz have a more lively conversation but also still wake up without a hangover now with buspar after drink i get drunk but not in a good way in like a very confused dumb clumsy and sleepy kind of way i ve basically just cut alcohol out of my life which doe have some benefit i don t spend a much money i don t eat late night fast food no more groggy hangover no staying out late no beer belly but on the other hand i ve basically become a social recluse part of the reason i started taking buspar wa because of my social anxiety and in day to day life such a work and parenting and just going about my day a normal i feel like it s improved but so much of going out in the evening with friend or coworkers or new friend or new coworkers involves drink and a that s no longer an option i ve just kinda found myself le and le interested in going out with people who i know are going to have a night out of drinking not entirely sure how to proceed | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
thogden every other year supporting norwich one good year in the championship then pure depression in the premier league | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
ironically my fear of loneliness is what kill my healthiest friendship in the end i love the world so much i really do enjoy being alive sometimes but it s not worth the time when i feel like everything is crashing down on me that s been every day lately on and off for year my greatest fear is being a burden on other people and i m a burden on everyone i know i ve had bad patch before and thing got better but knowing there will be a bad patch again make the joy feel empty i m so stupid i am trying to arrange thing so they hurt everyone a little a possible i know this will hurt many people i love i feel like such an evil person i cry too much i m cry writing this i wish i wa stronger and not so afraid all the time | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
every single day i just wake up miserable and an insane urgency to immediately end myself everything is just empty now nothing really get me excited and i don t even have anyone to talk to cuz most of my friend are just not that close my family is much worse a nobody ever care about each other i have a father but i don t have any father figure cuz he wa and is never there for me ever i can t even share anything to anyone cuz everyone just tell me that it s normal for people my age to experience the thing i am going through i just absolutely hate my life and everything i literally have no will to live i even sometimes subtly and unintentionally put myself at dangerous situation to like somehow get myself killed even though everyone just say it s normal to experience these at my age i don t see anyone my age talk or even behave the way i do i also hate the fact that i am self aware of every way i am behaving but still can t seem to help myself fix those thing i really really really hope everyone is living better life than me | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
goodlaura what about reese dying on ttsc and season finale next week boring madame president is a crazy woman | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
age gender m i ve been dealing with my depression for a while now and some people including my parent know although my biggest regret is telling my girlfriend when i told her that i have been trying to take my life everything changed i understand it s just her caring and not knowing how to deal with it but it s been such a burden on the relationship i m not longer human to her i m mainly a ticking time bomb i m starting to feel like i ve locked her in this relationship because of this disease i have we can t go a hang out without her cry about the fact that my life is hanging on by a thread and i know this is extremely selfish of me how could i not be appreciative for this caring girl to be honest i couldn t care le just every time i see her break because of me it make me hate myself more i wish i just kept that side of me hidden away from her to protect her from it the worst part is she can t help me even though she try so hard and she know it every day feel like a toss of a dice whether i will live or die and she is watching it all helpless i love her so much she keep me going but god i wish i had a time machine to go back and make sure i never told her just then she could be happy until the end i m sorry vesna | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
youbaviandecru aaaaah oui d accord je me demandais pour combien de temp je partais en d pression merci toi | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i m just completely un able to let go of the past i m sat here thinking about last year i remember being so much happier and stress free but last year i had the exact same issue except i wa thinking about the year prior to that maybe this is just a natural process of growing up i m and i guess life is just gon na get worse from here on in do you think the past just seems better in my head than it actually wa because i seem addicted to it atm | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
i can only explain it a a similar feeling to when you re drunk and your head feel heavy and you feel a bit woozy thing aren t moving and the room isn t spinning but because i have a fear or being dizzy i focus on it so much that i ll look at something to see if it move and then eventually it will obviously that s because i m focussing so hard doe anyone else suffer with anything similar how do you counteract it | depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
sunky being a grown up is horrid isn t it | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |
britsystem she stopped eating and is just sleeping all day im worried about my precious little bean | normal | Find whether the text belongs to depression or not? Please choose an answer from {depressed/normal} |