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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | itits thinking pretty long time im honeslty fucked mentaly cant would never put family friends horrible thing real im scared one day ill break |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | give best reason try kill self think going work come |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | religious atheist want know percent religious teenagers think atheists wrong |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | coins someone gives wearing caring award trophy you appreciate yall filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | would rather know friend died redflag would rather think tragic accidenti cant decide let friendsfamily know let think accident |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im sick thisive left friend today cant much mean talk week even much work spends rest time boyfriend even said sorry neglecting friendship connections i guess me friend too used talk lot more best friend im best friend at least said that feel freaking lonely without her feel like thinks important once killing me person anymore friend her mom loves course like get things chest anything like that know all trust her perfect mom really good friend someone talk stuff like that first time thinking redflag im weak anything unless painless firearm annoying feeling able anything find another relatively painless method cant either live alone sad |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | friend keeps saying epic cringe unironicaly time cant take anymore either im gonna kill pissing |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | saw movie days ago eyes completely fixed screen greatness held attention extent focused attention entire duration would recommend seeing fans anime anyone likes great movies period or likes really weird stuff style art beautiful sound perfect symbolism within breathtaking ive heard complaints weird insertion english text movie think way done complementary strange style movie selfattributed description hello kitty acid justice film absolutely epic proportions id like find works whoever made this see them |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | guyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyysssssssssssss weekend again know dis means wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnndddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd ok weekend again say love guys stay safe fuck online school |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | hopeless scaredhi reddit im longtime lurker need help family friends connected avenues communication feel comfortable talking people physical world reddit kind last shot want help think first please note im actively suicidal means hand anything resembling concrete plan however spent last two half weeks considering taking life things becoming solid day i figuring want belongings disposed considering best way make sure im found anyone know thinking method etc im starting scare myself seems culmination last three months loneliness stress ive always depressive though clinical depression undiagnosed parents want kid mental illness i convinced depression minimum said last months struggle even standards normally able pull episodes couple weeks good things happen figure fight back one different since came college gotten progressively worse would say akin sinking beginning fine swimming strongly cheerfully going meeting people focusing studying working hard while started get tired swallowed water couple times started get tired one met wanted hang me invitations things inevitably pity invitations point im barely keeping head water cant focus cant study barely socialize like normal human anymore exceptional ive crawled come smiling two weeks ago nervous breakdown screaming crying hurting myselfthe works scared me want hurt anyone drag anyone mess im quickly becoming go down want take anyone me deserve treated way treat them im angry sad time one needs that one needs person like me bring value lives im good writing thats literally have skills talents im kind im smart im good enough around people im waste space one good friend started build social circle one new friends like much furthermore friend disgusted see every time talk thinks im angry loud negative want part this love i love her begun try distance her deserves much better me would anything her im stepping away her tearing apart got friends miss me know sound articulate thats feel constantly state simultaneously nearpanic neartotal apathy everything scares cant make care anymore know logically people would care gone time know would better without me im drain everyones resources time deal ongoing issues go counselor im terrified theyll drop psych ward throw medications me forget me cant talk family would panic cant talk friends know tell this cant even get contact regular internet friends force reveal people want know im fucking disintegrating know much longer hang on want kill every day wonder bother living ive scratched safety pin last two weeks coping mechanism people would miss gone sure theyd hell lot better fucking everything constantly im scared fucking alone please help me |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | saying word doesnt mean racist goddammit white use nword sometimes also racist all im quite scientific anomaly |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | heavys important message get girl get tf ending theme |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | got first real gf ive never really dated kinda stumbled relationship gf nice amazing need talk somewhere lives side school little older like months ive spent bunch time house parents siblings cool let chill last week ive started dinner become pretty regular thing thanks listening rant also sorry mobile bad format |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | posting everyday get girlfriend day day im hereby celebrating th aniversary death pope adeudatus day day like wood day lorem ipsum dolor sit amet consectetur adipisici elit sed eiusmod tempor incidunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua day one day one thousand day one million day one billion day one trillion day one quadrillion day one quintillion day one sextillion haha sex this today first walked km m up bicycled km usually struggle both day one septillion day one octillion day one nonillion day i love apache attack helicopters cute day day twjgwuwviqheiqniberuwkgueheikwgwiq day piece dead fly wall bed years now day screw fell chair worried day want provoke someone badly rn day qwertzuiopasdfghjklyxcvbnm day fuck magic eye bot day leg hurts say leg still hurts day need electric shock rn day day day day day day day day day day day absoloutly nothing happens countdown day day day day nothing day day day day day day should start random austria fact post series day fzzrjhgttejnpjgugzuijgfuhdojgz day think want change bedding every day fucking amazing change every days want feeling everyday day like cats cats cute day im hungry tired get up day like trains day like planes day today witnessed someone getting pulled m deep canyon helicopter day today yeeted waterfall day want found country day want yeet waterfall day e day day spanish inquisition day day p day day r day day day scam dont buy day buy minecraft instead day thinking erections public worse problem erection public day henry stickmin popular again day day even day qwertzuiop asdfghjkl yxcvbnm day big pp say bought microsoft flight sim day installing hours now day done day already spetember day big toe long pinky finger time thiccer thumb day want socialice hard rn usually hate talking ppl day half year mark getting closer day like trees day like cats day like dogs day today talked girl day d printer isnt working day think im way making female friend day im making progress day like apples day im running iut ideas write day e day ww lasted day like pizza day talked different girl today day like spaghetti too day use ecosia plz thx day u dont use ecosia ur stupid |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | anyone tried kill aspirin like aspirin |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | love allyou guys practically second family even though share pain guys idea much help many others goes thoughts sub prevented ending many times knowing whenever feel sad come relate many people people whiling help you really overwhelming thank awesome hopefully one day find peace even seams cloudy rainy outside |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | ranting relationship cringe alert ive always weird standpoint relationships like always weird tastes made nit fit mostly fine friend mine really sweet helpful rarely talked remember made difference used hug treated like people school would eventually people like paired groups left alone dont feel like connect dont feel like connect anyone like weird things try fit norm but start feeling bored really dont bond makes feel like belong anywhere really bond someone start slipping away stop talking know fault really weird but hard see everyone used love doesnt even bother talk thats everyone school feel like like really anything important people wont talk unless forced dont care made friend gf id like say shes friend gf also girl girlfriend rate tend imagine world talk live happily know dont worry appearance know would love either way problem feel like lying super high expectations go back life way anything like ever happing try talk old friends nothing try happy nothing one plan left but dont know like because fails fails catastrophically moving another place schoolcountry one school gives fuck maybe would school maybe find another girl like girlfriend setting super high standards especially look shitty standards judge be least quite cute sense humor fits mine better bond have something common things better be little mature like dont one tiktok girls feel like robots anything fit norm furthest thing norm wouldnt like but also little silly fun sweet really lie quite high standards beauty like example not trying racist way dont feel attracted black people even like tanned sorry offended anyone dont uh actually think damm sound really racist actually found girl the girl talked begging changed school although try talk rant sry bad english btw |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | second not animated movie people still refusing surrender roman empire even hilarious first film asterix obelix contre ceasarbr br where first movie got laughs cartooncharacters perfectly brought life without losing cartoonesque identity sequel which separate story comicbooks even better sure ingredients find first movie comicbooks present again obelix still dying taste magic potion gives tribe members enormous powers caesar rest roman empire still enemy number new refreshing elements brought stage wellbr br not setting idyllic biggest part plays course egypt rather repeating movie number one extras added making kinds references movies bruce lee etc new unexpected combination known story comicbook with almost title movie references stuff got absolutely nothing asterix obelix really worksbr br in way movie builds tradition comicwriters goscinny uderzo hesitate bring laurel hardy stage even dedicate entire story kirk douglasbr br if convince watch movie im sure monica bellucci playing cleopatra will |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | year olds last wordsim done im done fuck this fuck life want over want someone need something need something go on yet im here cant wait tomorrow morning nice little accident highway cant wait seriously though u know me find im sorry cant go on cant live like this im sorry isnt fault may continue ever could love jacob |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | soonsoon finished feel inside me grow weary minute know when know how know soon done post here well simply searching reason hold on searching reason stay may know death horizon make less scared guilty guess cry help guess need know bit me firstly throwaway account real account uthe_emery_affliction call richie year old male suffer clinical depression anxiety suffered years redflag fleeting thought months hit rock bottom began self harming daily shower morning night bed become ritual me tried stopping thrown away blades etc always freak without it get shakes start lashing end pulling hair punching wall till bleed figured may well it infact cut posted fall asleep said hit rock bottom mean it tablets even working anymore feel empty devoid feeling shell things keeping girlfriend best friend family music this would gone long time ago thank listening richard would also prefer noone messages normal account forgot one thing challenge you feel like good enough live prove good enough deserve live cause believe dont also may well stop lying myself suicidal intentions may scared them almost constant drowning almost every thought feel times like drowning well maybe drown take pills cut deep make sure jobs done right |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | gotten worsei posted half year ago breakdown unfortunately things gotten much better motivation anything learn work out socialize last week even interfered job putting brink getting fired year ago thought wow ever got fired job id probably kill myself real talents nothing praised for im still know drive im motivated enough ive started going doctor issues im antidepressants seem harm good id give anything kind motivation anything hell cant even kill right eat whatever hell want hope kills faster im sorry comes scattered ive recovered fever im extremely sleep deprived mind last days ive sick bed cant stand anymore |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | please help me boyfriend suicidalthis post asking help suicidal yo boyfriend we live australia ive boyfriend two half years live together weve two big fights one two months ago one last night two months ago woke morning fight hed accidentally left open private tabs what suicidal searches happened spent time made sure knew loved however morning morning recent fight woke asleep front computer private search tab searched how high jump die browsing forum discussing perfect height kill from im extremely worried love anything help him want get professional help neither us money it anybody similar situation please help me anybody knows anywhere get help australia without going bankrupt please post thankyou help really appreciate it |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | likely one loneliest people world i sub saying nothings changed since one loneliest people means life gets extremely boring boring life interesting things happen bad things means eventually started think killing myself think every day coping mechanism every time even minor inconveniences happens want die think death often even interest anything else think someday really able end all really want lot time tried times scared reason imagine much loser nothing nobody live yet scared kill yourself something like even possible want hurt anymore unless lucky enough something come kill quickly painlessly going live life whether like not think every day suicide |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | start school tomorrowand want die school makes want end miserable life even know supposed me cause want musician wanna singer im likely die anyway yet im put bullshit classes make miserable |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | feeling ok ion think stay world long cannot keep ugh |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | ready diemy life already over while denial guess think time go |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | want alright oncetonight realized little life really meant others went apply make something apply local emt squad turns mistake made year ago may come back say fuck hopes that im feeling really low right really anyone talk would nice person talk right nowfeeling really pathetic right |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | yo fuck school im hella pissed right now given almost practice papers week ago solve even year considered submission shit pulled allnighters finish papers got approx hrs sleep week fast forward today say reconsidered submissions want artwork creative things next week like wtf kidding me fuck supposed papers huh shove ass serve dinner next days write every last ounce insult know directed towards you fuck ruining week |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | seriously considering redflagits middle night im drunk mean this everything gone wrong really want die family friends keep thinking walking killing cant even think way im scared ill traumatise someone find dead definitely cant house family feel like fucking hypocrite ive commented peoples posts like reasons keep living ready give up girl love ex pregnant someone elses baby dead end bartending job always problems depression getting worse cant see way out |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | ayo relationship advice girl need advice pm cuz dont want person im talking see this |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | research purposes im f pls let know thoughts below research purposes im f pls let know thoughts below |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | someone message im bored wanna talk anyone anything play numbers game youd like to dm pls |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | finally itgot psychiatrist day maybe meds ease thoughts anxiety idk wish luck guess |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | one hearing desperate cries help im shouting void hereno one seems read ill vent anyway majorly fucked up mania lorazepam loss created perfect storm craziness come out think friends made chat room without it fair enough get still hurts much didnt intend find obviously didnt care did cut bunch times im even feeling better youve made far post even far anyway thank you friends dont leave read anymore leave nothing fault bit let get attached serves right ill die alone someone please help me always make covert cries help regular cry help im okay need help need someone me thanks |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | want overi dedicated relationship girl like also likes me talking girl several years finally built courage ask wanted spend time together said no supposed do tried exercising working person fee uncomfortable skin almost like dont know could know anyone else please help want someone get old im aging fear im slave fate |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | okay hear normal person im gonna kill you grrrrr mathematicians im gonna subtract equation thats it |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | readyi thinking long time got plan bought needed wrote letter son ready gut it cry day im almost cash lost family im time drunk fuck pills im scared it wtf wrong me im scared pain anything me fear miss ill explain hospital family probably get see son biggest fear work would son become fuck me try get help see guy alcohol abuse got psychiatrist follow me another girl try help anxiety problems problem nothing work today made prescription pills starting think might starting state schizophrenia want become insane am keep thinking son keep neglecting im already fuck head say im gonna get worse wtf suppose live for thing live son know im gonna deceive hurt emotionally keep going on wish could disappear without hurting him |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | putting ufo thing aside best documentary ive seen factual reporting neil buzz must see interviews reporting revelation since information stamped confidential released documentary date detail accuracy brief minutes facts blow away left awe risks taken first moon neil buzz probably biggest heros time ever see man save life bet not neil saves life miliseconds separated death amazing watch travesty people known details assosiated landing moon courage men facing certain death failing computer stars |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | am january rn time across globe |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | feel like never like true crush liked someone point crushing |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | find struggling find here help deal cannot may one reaching sub allowed deal struggles listening you trying help you struggle it too thank keeping here want thank all |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | anyone else really like old british rail era diesel trains trains general love trains know facts trains know person likes trains my dad old diesels mean class youre sure look up also go trainspotting nearby station anyone else this get adults hobby live near rails good |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | really know sayi biggest exams life days im even close ready think might push edge |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | plan next yearim year old guy live withy parents need get fuck out im going save much money next months leave far away im going tell anyone probably end homeless probably kill anyways whatever work im going kill july th thats day dog died years ago hopefully works know probably wont |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | something elsecontemplated redflag occasionally past years so im now whenever im good stage think ridiculous every time this however every time get bad stage unbearable sometimes think may psychological disorder something im kind person never see therapist even tell anyone this think also may slight obsession problem currently seems alcohol anything drugs substances even obsessed feelings makes sense anyways im going kill tonight even writing kinda helping sure even need advice fuck feel people find would entirely surprised completely hide feel like people see super easy going |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | petition cancel garlic bread comment garlic bread canceled |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | compare movie industry ocean tendencies observe surface driven strong hollywood marketing force saw war movies like saving private ryan thin red line apocalypse full metal jacket underneath splashy waves grow silence time time less known pearls pick one look carefully it wonder pearl lie almost unknown already crownbr br stalingrad gem why bunch multimillion dollars rated actors no thousand extras no breathtaking spectacular shiny computerized visual effects all so whats special well one word pure past reality recreated transposed celluloid fifty years later tragedy bloody battle history here filthy wounded soldiers russian civilians lost everything invasion burning villages collapsing buildings decayed suburbs gunfires explosions tanks flames soldiers shot burned alive ground tanks pits shred pieces got all real horror elsewhere people reduced simple pawns without power change anything soldiers follow film try leave combat zone fail civilians stay prostration middle nowhere crying children killed mercyless huge grinding machine war melt together humans equipment villages cities ask victims destruction overbr br in collective insanity group german soldiers struggle survive keep least minimum level normality duty fight bravely but everyone know battle almost lost people start loose confidence faith see people abandoned plan desert struggle catch last plane berlin full wounded bad injured soldiers treated simulants shot forced execute small group russian civilians including young boy later discovered place literally full ceiling food drinks destined superior officers course one one drop dead end movie one bitter depressing touching ending ever saw magnificent score munich philarmonic orchestra war destroyed everything pathbr br this movie mustsee everyone true movielover hisher collection strong antiwar message must warning us unfortunately mankind never learn politicians selfdestruction dna human pain seem last forever enough reasonable stop war |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | must see borrow neighbors kid see one easily one best animationcartoons released longtime took movies antz whole new level mistake two movie although principle movies plot similiar go enjoy |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | leave groupi cant help you want thing want want die every single human people admit theyre afraid stigma us want good life never have attractive wealthy smart whatever get better make better make better show fucked up hard probably give fuck probably talking trash right now getting dicked one close friends happened me ive heart broke ive struggling suicidal thoughts years now im multiple redflag attempts point im convinced im immortal diagnosed schizophrenia buy it hate think whole world cruel simulation im playing alien spaceship fate time set stone moment reading this want know whats side maybe hell right eternity hell living rest miserable existence want mom know killed myself great mom everything me younger siblings see would survive tears shed dead hamster pain love go away gets transfered someone else wish good passing ive dead man long time suffering seems financial situation tried easy stuff makes worse cutting getting tattoospiercingsleaves scars stupid people ask questions trying drugsmelts short term long term memory drinking oblivionraped drinking driving tickets fines mph mph crashes damage shoulders neck back tons meaningless sex girls highschoolluckily stds children im walking life like dead man easy pointless mundane need hard stuff study succeed financially heal trust try heal humans shitty find one tolerate forever sometimes theyre able tolerate you oh well work hard succeed thats advice maybe ask god im hanging around waiting see apocalypse grow balls burn everything down world cruel unfulfilling acquire money im working years im fun sometimes thinking apocalypse manifesting horrible things like riots police california wild fires im living life point trying get end cause cant mom deserves better son im going try better son killing would ruin siblings forever unfair torture stick around them life even horrible live moms basement work lousy job leave group im going tell either kill yourself start setting everything fire everything starting police stations government buildings need wreck financial institutions go back living naked woods it ill setting fire one day eventually middle favorite highway protest horrible justice system ridiculous laws human life earth general honor highway thanks reading |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | enough money saved year year life leftive started new job sadly seems like kind drudgery ive past years unemployed june september first time years looking back first period decade think ending every week since skills sell and even im starting resent sell time ill turning next year also relationship see way out might well enjoy year end it |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im still alivesadlyi nothing one even try find reason live cant everyday worse version previous one clearly see depression grows im tired living im scared end all im much pain rn idk do |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | hard time getting breakup desperately need advicewe together years apart that think often times day every day theres lot going im generally stressed life thinking day often times still dream her know thats kinda normal immediately breakup know normal is weeks maybe couple months sad long term relationship years since ive talked her completely removed reminders life social media mutual friends talk anymore moved new town since then ive dropped school even deleted music listened time life literally nothing nothing even faintly remind them yet cannot get head whats wrong brain im going delete soon lazy make throwaway |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | im back day ban lol dont even think anybody reporting me im pretty sure bot trying cover hateful content |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | relapsedi used suicidal younger actually attempted onceactual attempt failed attention nobody knows even today somehow managed pull together reset actually get stable life ive got stable job debt decent work relationships cant really say ive got close connections anyone though thats whats killing believe important thing life broke ex months ago we really match well lol months ago met someone online game ive talked months straight everything every day talked stuff normally never open anyone theyve decided play others basically whatever gone like thats major failures within months me making realise im easily replaceable people get bored quick supposed live knowing people dump like that see purpose this open people exact reason times years did cases went shit im fucked likeable guess first time years first redflag attempt thinking thoroughly actually want die see point anymore |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | would anyone wanna like talk dms idc want talk ppl |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | maybe guys careim fucking dyin here man cant tell anyone know theyll worry much falling apart im sorry |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | someone homophobe like theyre literally homo sapien dumbass people days smh |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | feel though many people disagree know fate sooner rather later knees pain feel within core much push point literally existing peoples sake even feel benefit either feeling good feel like right thing talking people understand urge taken core thing stopping pain trying figure get past point lost love plan to cannot see without life want space want everyone else ever cared bitter heartbroken guilt regret cannot live like anymore wanted good mother loved understood left cold again again complicated story explain many details missing know think suicide selfish felt like since lost love never forgive letting go one truly loved me stand another second reality sister sorry ever wanted like make proud me thank mother love you son mummys sorry put bad situations pushed away needed most zaney always treasure curious little mind daughter sorry could strength need grown like me know always dream love sweet girl core empty |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | believe losing control mental health excruciatingly painful crying almost every day trying get survive hoping death come pick up tired eyes filled sadness care people fancy anymore hate liked even like myself going waste time convincing everything fine going happen sweetie thing anonymous internet one know fucked head yes fucked head fucked head |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | even know right now am someone really care blocked randomly cant calm thoughts really know do feel like absolute shit none friends awake really anyone go to |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | dark souls borderlands next game friends yes know dark souls hard thats want cannot choose |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | would rather would rather drink bleach eat dried cum scraped sisters asshole |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | know even know im still here love hateit started january last year met american girl online mutual online friends ps things went fast became freinds stuff happened sexually within first week carried weeks i always suspicion lying age always reassured freinds people knew im found birth november argument days talking decided could freinds helping things she suffered depression anxiety bipolar made sort understandable lied age everyone even freinds known years kept silent people knew unfortunately people decided tell people arguments somehow sexual contact happened know even though knew ages happened couple times another argument threatened get police called paedophile sort panicked released screenshots convos sexting etc know illegal released cos angry scared prove original instigator sexual contact gotten worse that started receiving death threats told go police wouldnt started receive death threats i still day worst happened people school found started bully point got really deep depression i eventually take much took tablets enough bed ridden days found thought maybe dead got scared got point think actually cos one heard that want go police already got involved help ive even got contact police usa manassas city care believe fast forward months got really bad always mind always ready it plans everything tried talk close freinds people known years told full story pub days later got message one saying going betray get police things year old panicked somehow already ready again tablets paracetamol full bottle jaeger hospital police interview lied bit police cos frightened still am go everyday waking thinking last thought head sometimes feel like walking police station jumping front tram one day could go either way im scared |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | crush asked out she find next episode your mom gei |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | think past self everyday hurts go feel like person used |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | iam done lifei wanna live anymore suiciding today |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | really getting head againive done much progress self improvement keep getting lows redflag mind again im lonely feels like cant happy need someone talk to dobt know really express person need love feels like ive gone entire life without it im outsider wherever go family school friend group want love jo matter hard feels like work cant get it im important family im important friends im important anyone |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | found work parking lotjust pulled work brother video chats me good friend brothers decent friend me guy know tight spot wrong way decided say bye think planned options slim none took none rip |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | wow loved movie love judy marte girl awesome pretty face funny really really talented made laugh many times naturally rough victor desperately hitting her well seeing lot next coming years probably also director peter sollett costar victor rasukbr br raising victor vargas one best film saw long time refreshing true nice funny well filmed got good story good actors good film directionbr br if like simple slow paced real life urban movies like maybe jersey girl kevin smith love victor vargas better |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | id like end one way other depression bipolar disorder think redflag ton come extremely close couple times recently couple nights ago literally knife wrist began cutting motions stopped cried sleep kitchen floor live aunt uncle parents died horrible car accident last year gotten it im haunted nightmares deathly afraid driving even though everyone says good driver often think parents im attending ut knoxville fall im minnesota originally however homesick moving june top that aunt uncle trouble adjusting financial burden sister carry addition two girls feel burden want go back home bad know home is aunt also mental disorders going rough time well psych ward three times past three months give new meds work two weeks body adapts them begins getting worse goes psych ward rinse repeat guess im saying is im homesick feel im burden everyone feel like aunt hates even though know disorders know real her miss parents im worried school fall breaking weight all want die want deal anymore im honestly thinking ending it want end whether death whether end stress know else turn im hurting one help me |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | want end work tomorrowim know good yesterday boyfriend told got giddy girl work appreciated telling this makes feel bad told would point hes lost interest me last straw really since ive feeling like were love anymore months since weve happy really theres passion left energy break since believe could find anybody new went saturday night friend men talk seemed unattractive personalitywise ive working art project working measly job barley make enough money in jobs way take i tried retail sales food industry sometimes wish life could least one little fairytale moment me nothing seems happen even try hard make boyfriend happy work hard jobi see way feel like ranting energy anymore get help |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | may clinical depression severe anxiety mom care like fine need go doctor things fit litteraly every symptom thoughts redflag |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | would guys interested watching like minutes videos forza horzion like first boss response comments filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | confessioni feel like point life purpose world school people always make fun ask help everyday feel like ending it want pain end |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | reason dummy thicc ever grope yall |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | kill myselfim getting close snapping anyone life im distant entire family feels like everyone would prefer dead family hates everyone else loneliness utterly painful nobody talk anything online anonymously post much reddit makes feel pathetic ive lived many years life full im starting come high horse im coming hard nothing interests seems like things cause thats gotta do really want work rest life thought sucks much im afraid everyone social anxiety debilitating hate room feels like everyone glaring judging me think everything general anxiety gets intense fight away distractions keeps working anything else im maladaptive daydreamer ive spent years laying bed dreaming exaggeration done many things ive daydreamed instead pathetic could never build another connection human being never feel close another human being theyre distant bring everyone down like im outside world looking in im fucking lonely guys so lonely horrible school starting eighth grade sat room never work never even got job volunteer service hung friends its good years now friends nobody earth goddammit alone submitted mediocre college apps im loser pos ill probably end working dead end job hate like everyone else whole family fuck hate thought much want work horrible miserable job rest life want go community college want fucking city want run away start completely over want completely totally different human being want anymore addicted video games many years lost many experiences guns house think might kill weekend cant find guns im going go buy strongest sleeping pills sturdiest rope ill way im done im fucking poison earth im fucking done im gonna stop now cant read screen tears im starting shake problems infantile stupid im whiny needy entitled bitch even bother posting stuff never helps nobody cares nobody ever cares yeah im leaving soon im home alone tomorrow next day goodbye everyone sorry ill write note tonight |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | single father raised past decade sorry hope next life get stronger daughter deserve better sorry apology |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | amount creepy dms get equivalent people crush may accurate somethin anyways never got one |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | finnaly happened started date crush today |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | people born january st know people born january st little cousin us |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | lonelyi incredibly loney really know job go home nothing waiting me nothing motivates looking forward anything wanting end life quite overwhelmed guilt every time think it feel sorry parents react learn death i cannot talk things like this never good handling emotions realized live basically guilt guilt keeps alive tired sad time want end |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | aaaaah thing friend saying give da free award gives so thanking thing hope one see aaah need make text characters long uhmmm say |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | opinion on career option quick note agree blm movement disagree alm movement agree cops people support enforce racist system justice ive seen lot people sharing around posts career option black isnt disagree first part since career choice many people people say career choice people age still live parents never made single cent entire lives definetely live own hand older people youngadultage college students college graduates parttime workers etc never done anything claim career choice why many people depending careers live people say know hard make money make living people work day sunrise till midnight could food eat water drink say career option parents career gives money money live bedroom air conditioner money nice meal times day money cups water day money phone fast internet connection say career option but lot celebrities say career option celebrities make millions dollars single instagram fucking post make millions dollar posting shit instagram course would easy say career option quit jobs still millions dollars bank accounts lot people need constant income live now expect people bombard hate comments and either lazy ass read arguments read whole thing spoiled ass still need money parents make opinions careers dont even job |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | rooms messi moved back parents house years couldnt afford live anymore every time look dirty room thought pops head clean itll easier family myself |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | like room full sunlight people hear chatter laughter feel sunlight skin sunlight pricks like shards glass chatter feels like sharpnoisesthat makes sense yousuddenly starts fade feels like sweeped big hole darkness light passes you touch you warmth chatters mumbles fading away silence calmness sit there quietly falling pit darkness want scream are comes smile facethe fall like pull like dragged tremendous weight depth ocean weight existence worthless burden unloveable unfullfilling finally hit rock bottom break down tears flow scream but end there even rock bottom breaks feels heavier like never ending fallsometimes touch wrist feel pulse check alive coz thing makes feel like still living feel happiness remorse sadness one feeling left pain never ending depression feels like |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | going happen soonmarried employed homeowner still want kill msyelf think much takke seriously im drinking heavily wifes work home alone feels fake me |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | holy shit fuck yes past two hours ive texting crush since th grade th grade now amazing learned bunch stuff didnt know her |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | one cannot help impressed intelligence scale film simultaneously disappointed lost opportunitiesbr br i found script excellent vocal talent edmund purdom quite impressive however artifact time film suffers many hollywoodisms especially poor casting much lushness sets much pretentiousness edmund purdom who plays title character obviously awkward physical acting suspect primarily shakespearean theater thisbr br so movie people reading this propose excellent candidate remake especially cast real egyptians egyptians |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im donei m havent easy life life always riddled trauma ive always managed find way through mother tricked going africa holiday planned leave forever years country despised filled ignorant regressive people didnt know better managed gain back freedom convincing relatives shared beliefs islam although despised ideology prayed times day year convince them even sent islamic propagation centre months survived amp im proud myself horrors faced could never describe landed england knew wanted life studied hard got good university worked hard got ideal body amp met plenty women generally enjoyed life face new challenges overwhelmed me broke jaw summer cant even breathe properly cognitive function impaired speech horrendous body deteriorating im left back pain fucked face went absolute confidence someone barely maintain eye contact because im aware ugly am lower face shortened look old pictures realising il never look like ever again failed module university ive withdrawn mother disowned ive told im atheist amp im debt living alone struggling even cover rent strong views religion outlook world unconventional learn world less want it im disappointed giving simply much handle cant imagine living life broken tools im left with even recover academically could never live life like wanted impairments im opinionated like think im open minded cant stand phonefixed peers spent time alone university gym studying etc never needed anyone cant work amp im longer studying realise one people around energy gave aura gone death something ive always pondered rough times past amp plenty close calls purpose exception time thought id never come back england stole cousins gun held held didnt pull trigger weapon jammed larger round magazine remove could use it whilst so decided go last ride stole motorcycle rode like kid death screaming pain out stopped intense conversation myself told youre strong matter hopeless seems m youre strong youll find way this time different dont see end goal see fucked chance existence death besides release existence tell stories make unknown bearable genuinely love is door back whatever conscious anything come afterwards cut religious bullshit nobody knows amp theres one way find out better this right |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im friends point eat alone every day school do want cliche answersps used sort depressed sometimes still get bouts depression time comes reason |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | happy right searched lgbtq rights canada happen one lgbtq friendly countries world also non binary legal gender option conversion therapy banned people think canada fake blown away awesome government population b |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | stalemateim m soon turning nothing show myself lost friends last year told depression suicidal ideation years ago nothing changed till last year finally cut off understand them constantly negative havent moving forward years everybody else has inferior regards anyone used friends with year socially isolated outside spent whole sitting front computer time times went get food job prospects future aimlessly attended university years switching majors nothing came it late start apprenticeship field like everything competitive inferior human like me constantly asking even apply apprenticeships anyone would want hire somebody like struggled mental illness since years old year old happy human applying job am course know mental state tell way lying last aimless years way making sound rather positive negative cv worthless many gaps due mental illness want work cleaning person want work assembly line feel like option succeed working world would start kind business self employed since chances slim get anywhere corporate world know certainly thick skin kind adventure thought getting help time answer anything always within oneself change better could start take ssris again talk therapist listen things again help me could submit psychiatric ward would doctors give benzodiazepines make sure going kill myself fucked everything depression inferiority complex never strong enough pull through top selffulfilling prophecy everything dull ive tried kms twice one time cutting i stopped hurt much ugly scars forearm one time taking mg lorazepam pills unfortunately sent hour sleep coma researching everything redflag methods know end life decapitation train seems best option although id prefer shotgun since guns illegal live germany possibility know certain never able ditch inferiority complex last years soul heart become bitter core become addicted smoking weed cigarettes cleanse would also take time anymore almost year old male mental illnesses enough skills compete workplace cm help go anywhere helps strengthen beliefs unnecessary disposable friends left also point trying anymore run money support end february also day birthday think seen enough say least leave life good memories |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | self promotion college scholarships money work organization looking find kids get scholarships theres also raffles could big also job opportunity interested please dm me post goes cant post let know ill take right away yes im teen lol |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | first all st ives film fairly loosely based robert louis stevenson story name once criticism original novel workinprogress unfinished authors death freely adapting giving ending filmmakers brought life endearing characters who although different stevensons originals would sure charmed amused himbr br it capitaine jacques de kroual de saintyves breton aristocrat orphaned revolutions guillotine serving hussar napoleons army meet going evening claiming since hussar dead a blackguard he on borrowed time certainly faces string challenges duels dashing hero seems danger surreal prank colonel provides way duels bed beautiful courtesansinger unfortunately also results losing commission misadventures result taken prisoner british sent pow camp scottish castlebr br while carving toys boxes jacques catches attention flora young niece miss susan gilchrist welltravelled woman world lives swanston cottage fall love story concerns flora helping jacques escape find emigr grandfather old comte course problem jacques older brother alain dissolute alcoholic perhaps understandably far pleased grandfather disinherits front whole household instant jacques appeared cue treachery also entertaining subplot romance awkward naf goodhearted major farquhar chevening aunt susan travelled ottoman empire prisoner turksbr br even allowing natural prejudice favour film heroines share surname st ives magic combines splendidly swashbuckling swordfights balloonflight comedy romantic adventure would recommend anyone loves the kind film make anymore fairbanks colman flynn co acting splendid anna friel makes flora spirited appealing heroine jeanmarc barr delightful jacques genuinely lovable hero miranda richardson richard e grant already great favourites mine great fun susan farquhar whose relationship runs comic counterpoint leads rakish scheming ultimately tragic alain jason isaacs shows recently the patriot classic swashbuckling style besides dashing good looks please please someone cast hero genrebr br my main quibbles film concern settings costumes book castle jacques prisoner clearly edinburgh film shot ireland germany france highlandised setting making retention place names swanston inveresk queensferry decidedly incongruous costumes real hotchpotch s period set would implausible downmarket characters making do seems odd welltodo ladies heroines wearing s gowns clearly costuming decision sthetic earlier styles visually far appealing elegant regency fashions work idealised world film whole st ives minutes pure delight |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | ya know bit cold talking crush would bit embarrassing imma give note saying something like i would say person itd embarrassing wanna say kinda cute shit like that could go wrong |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | ive hard dayposting alt hard day today got messed bullies went home play online chess lose two games row and lose rp compiled bad day almost feel like cutting please give reason to |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | stupid house helpingi living two familys thanks dumb ass event going everyone high tension even one says so blow one son finally stood got bitched putting foot them got quite place calm tightness around neck starts time almost found something put there drank little calm nerves since im still shaking argument though trying still there even quetions would affect son everyone life hope fine reason to |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | one awkward situations happened yesterday eating lunch family eating usually speaker on random playlist song earthhttpsyoutubepvun_wvfto came on sat silence struggled laugh pig bit came |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | starting felt like loosing breath reason someone took doctor first time found panic attack preferred fighter life never ready accept may mentally sick terrifying feeling panic attack settles down usually day shaking muscles thighs feels control legs foggy loaded brain red burning eyes feeling killed me share explain happening me life kept demanding usually did used cry nights always felt death less painful option end misery face years old daughter drives hellwhy god thought creating life biggest question terrified worried shivering shaking legs fast heart beats foggy mood |