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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | feel anythingi felt anything years recently got boyfriend hes really nice best person world nothing changed tries help theres much do motivation im always sad depression social anxiety mild aspergers borderline personality disorder want kill idk yet im really close though options get better think would better bf since say mean things mood swings could find someone treats better want keep living maybe could keep living stay alive solely least could happy know would though feel like id need motivation id happy that know option is loves lot reason know really want leave him really know im asking anyone advice would appreciate it |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im tired fighting this want over peace finally find meeveryday fight im tired fighting it want something help me someone hear me small sliver happiness every time nearly manage get one universe beats back miserable dark place beats harder attempt cant keep fighting this fighting alone treated like leper black sheep whenever try teach someone anyone im tired constantly repeating myself reaching out trying find happiness one listens one cares im tired insurmountable guilt feel every day breathing strength mother children need wife husband deserves killed daily guilt knowing much pain theyd id left energy fight anymore cant live guilt knowing id them im tired want fight anymore |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | like adult comedy cartoons like south park nearly similar format small adventures three teenage girls bromwell high keisha natella latrina given exploding sweets behaved like bitches think keisha good leader also small stories going teachers school theres idiotic principal mr bip nervous maths teacher many others cast also fantastic lenny henrys gina yashere eastenders chrissie watts tracyann oberman smack ponys doon mackichan dead ringers mark perry blunders nina conti know came canada good good |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | rented movie without heard or read anything it shame movie intelligent witty hilarious fastpaced realistically ridiculous characters manage get developed without relying heavily clichd tired stereotypes refreshing watch help thinking marketing would helped lob notsomainstream movie starvedforintelligentcomedy mainstream quality dialogue ease actors execute huge range awkwardness heartbreak comedy rare daysi felt actors must really enjoyed participating something rich national treasure number one box office three weeks rowit weak many ways mention guess im happy movies like seeing still made somewhere there |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | fan paris jetaime went see new york love high expectations gladly walked expectations met funny sweet fastpaced entertaining film starts two cab hoppers bradley cooper justin bartha trying get area arguing way go funny film goes best skits ever seen anywhere four amazing ones good ones four start talking about one features shia labeouf bellhop hotel finds love old lady next one features orlando bloom music maker business woman played christina ricci another one features anton yelchin olivia thirbly two people going prom thirblys character handicapped best one features eli wallach cloris leachman bickering old couple bring attention nataile portman makes impressive directorial debut directing writing skit caretaker ethan hawke maggie q excellent flirting man hooker new york love definitely good better paris jetaime skits wellpaced film shows indie films really be film however many famous directors paris jetaime fantastic live excellence want laugh see great dramatic effects see amazing amount great performances plain entertained definitely go see new york love you |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im ready end goodim really bad social anxiety conversation skills toddler never friends relationships never liked anyone main problem life things going shit lately lost savings stock market got fired job moved back parents guy scammed me reversed big payment bank tanked credit it got way repay debts ignore calls im screwed even get cellphone plan let alone place live credit like that ive spent many months psychiatric hospitals redflag attempts past given resources available yet nothing remotely helpful im afraid dying last time hung felt amazing sadly noose broke died think me always silver lining past theres none im fucked |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | could talk someone right someone herehello people tell gets better get dumped feel way still months later feel like killing cope sadness carry around wish ex would reach me hard |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | think it point living not even here tired everything want fight anymore mood swings happen multiple times day cannot control them people always judge fucking sick it therapist parents mock it friends swear understand ask cannot happy once one gets it medications even fucking help therapist months room always mess saw aunt today smiled said glad better never get better cannot people understand am cannot control change it trying years feel better soon think anymore ill another teenage suicide statistic chart fucking tired |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | first series lost kicked bang literally slowly decreased pace may put viewers people started watch halfway would either bored plain confused br br i would advise people new world lost simply watch beginning get pt slower episodes acting throughout excellent series planned why means answers least years oh well ill keep watching keeps tension dialogue flowing |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | feeling hopelessthey say it gets better really feel way largely unhappy while fact anyone life speak feelings makes feel extremely hopeless ive best keep head up seems harder try harder fall back depression cant help feel resentful hardly anything working favor life feels like universe get make feel miserable can want believe happening thats feels like feel extremely lost know go help ive seeing therapist im receiving enough emotional support loved ones feel trapped really know do sorry came across whiny andor annoying unfortunately cant help feel like this |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im going see favorite band end august think im donemy favorite band slipknot coming hometown august rd im fortunate enough opportunity see friend day passes however ill really nothing left live look forward to going wait till halloween favorite holiday even doesnt seem worth anymore ive struggling major depressive disorder suicidal thoughts almost years never worse recently make money job good friend others dont go school im dumb girl like going away college doesnt want relationship thinks school would get way figured seeing favorite band perform one last time would perfect memory go on anyways im sorry long read thank stopped read it means lot |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | hardly moveim supposed supporting wife im supposed job that whatever reason hate worst though im supposed getting better finally got shit together started seeing therapist met psychologist got prescription anti depressants better much better im not cant get bed im afraid stand ill walk closet pick pistol shoot back head literally difficulty picking phone floor instead picking phone wanted grab cord right next strangle myself hurts fact know could developing great life family im depressed broken it fact know known since sophomore year die hand eventually hurts knowing people ill leave behind little sister wife parents family friends left behind put fucking smile get myself want done way think done dying im failure cant believe im again thought okay im not |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | worki know passing happen peacefully pills never seem work hoping one peaceful moment life woke instead appeal bleeding kicking struggling hanging ceiling peaceful all always pills never works maybe death like life peace either want moment calmness muchsoughtafter exit desire go stronger expectation peacefulness unfair everything ugly cant calm easy go |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | really making video nasties again guise digital wide screen big budget remake mm quite ride unfortunately bit much story times becomes like travelogue heroine searches sleaze spots paris hamburg amsterdam however rather churlish depraved scenes including everything from hot wax harsh whipping rough sex drowning beheading some scenes immaculate pity bruno budget stretch make many characterful creatures introduced become simply caricatures |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | so objectively best decision could make end life whatim deep student loan debt unemployed job prospects opening time soon however student loans forgiven event death so best right could hope break even offing myself make sense ill admit ive many drink tonight ive got loaded gun sitting within arms reach could totally it problem goal life help people thats spent much fucking money education looking things way now think best option future call quits someone talk me |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | shelli feel empty ive struggled suicidal depression yearssometimes easier get im sinking really deep time scary want throw front every car see launch apartment balcony head first onto concrete feel guilty makes worsebecause beautiful son world try tell husband itll topic conversation minutes moves talks something like really bad im making be feel like theres hole chestand caves emptier am money try get help im sinking hard breathe |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | yk joke i could never get fight might get turned pain joke genuine fear mine nothing fear bc prolly never get fight hope |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | another entertaining travolta dance flick great music mood scenes debra winger beautiful like saturday night fever macho film features extremely improbable scenes beautiful women falling travolta almost begging sex them |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | advice intrusive thoughtshi m cutting it intrusive thoughts redflag days week kind creep thought process ill sitting desk work get daydreams walking door traffic example another example picturing driving sunset throwing severn bridge ill good time friends switch picture drowning cant stop it understand keeps happening someone suffered depression growing stressful disruptive childhood thats behind became fully independent moved messed childhood home trying really invest ever since socially friendships trying online dating not really gone anywhere serious economically im training low level lawyer personally taking music trying read more still struggle combat background feeling vapid apathy alive got better since becoming independent feel like im treading water mental health wise words wisdom would appreciated |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | creating political party called antiuwu league |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | obviously enjoyment struggle period lot us least remember time enjoyed personal hobbies even fleeting five minutes every year years writing song painting picture sipping tea book walk park sunset one around meeting friends family whatever collective happinessenjoyment seems unreachable cannot remember time could partake it collective would going euro football people work talking it taking day it meeting pub celebrate getting hyper rowdy etc thinkwhat point rich folk kicking ball brings millions people happiness even though actions kicking ball alienated individual could anything sporthobbyrally could world cup olympics basically anything collective anyone feel way express better christmas another collective would always felt depression worsening starts september shops basically demands collective celebratory approach leads new year many countries blast millions poundsdollarseuros sky five minutes collective enjoyment could spent health education homelessness would rather celebrate christmas enjoying day day it good food good company anybody else struggle collective enjoyment |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | ask help one takes seriouslynever mind |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | cant anymorei thought wanted pregnant happy cant im mentally physically limit told get rid understood havent able anything barely capacity get bed relapsed got quote termination cant afford probably it feel selfish horrible cant four months this worst feeling world everything feels bleak hopeless meaningless want life back cant even afford get life back |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | one stayshalf experience trying find relationships stick natural life progression things change dont want needy judged am understand rules im tired alone weather lot late nights brutal much good doesnt feeling end |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | traumai school weeks cant ever bring feel way times tried end crying front people trying to zone entire lecture learn nothing im able finish school hold job months save money depression trauma still makes suffer everyday ive therapy meds since nothing changes traumatic shit things seem get worse matter hard try person kind makes feel like staying alive ex gfmy friend completely cant feel anything anyone else family abusive toxic hate im pain everyday years years often find daydreaming restarting life able rewind back time past hurts anything wanted get chest |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | strangely enough movie never made big screen denmark wait video release expectations high way disappointed always ang lee fantastic acting intelligent thrilling plot guessing right till end superb filming along unforgiven easily one two best westerns sbr br people expect something along line mel gibson patriotcorny braveheartacceptable sourly disappointed others appreciate mentioned qualities fantastic time watching it |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | everyone around crashing burningim redflag watch im living life partners former partner is write posts subreddit lets call ben lisa ben lisa relationship continued live together broke lisa borderline trauma history struggling abandonment issues led psychosis selfharm attempted redflag apparently assault knife ben ben traumatized months threats hints plans commit redflag drug misuse lisa relationship ben like everyone else want partner current former commit redflag see distressing ben feels deep sense dedication towards close ones stoic man small town values friendships people genuine loving kind gets ben trouble genuine loving borderline lisa borderline gave ben hard time another former partner got arrested refused marry her ben adhd baseline arousal ridiculously high like neurotypicals high anxiety imagine hard must ben go experiences much harder ben gets anxious ben also experiences mental anxiety rushing thoughts things get pretty confusing right now struggling order events chronological order fucked cant tell weeks ago weeks ago yeah ben lisa told panic attacks severe call ambulance time sure lisa understands pressuring ben break selfharm called emotional abuse last time spoke them asking check ben would good ben lisa definitely knows well well sometimes tough see right thing is nonetheless lisa seems going right direction isnt guess things volatile cant guarantee flip whereas ben im sure going mind ben taught discuss feelings hide mental health small towns you ok definitely something work on future reference coming theyve drinks healthy know easy like could talk like elect it conditioned to clam literally unable talk ben aborted mission various ways tried ok ben healthy talk out triggers tacked onto that time develop skill talking out need wait healthy develop comfort speak openly meanwhile ill assume well cuz like see not deal another way ben likes camping biking lowkey ways make better im taking tonight well soothing mindfulness ben talk feelings hope listen wrote i current partner told overreacting didnt also ptsd take seriously bitch told ben likely thick trauma although need process thoughts feelings experiences get clarity right now need time need chill explained making attempts talk lisa whether check safe ben safe make things worse lisa fun prolong abandonment narrative thats prolongs stress unhealthy coping ben could tell lisa out sure real time come back hurt least lisa fall onto unhealthy patterns prolonged daily struggle triggers rolling hardcore one shitty day comes like ripping band aid lisa start healing lisa needs develop stable supports former partner lisa ben better could even friends hang again want to really good ben either anxiety making survey oncoming trouble end driving anxiety ben needs shut bit feel safe blah ben person ive closest since separated spouse spouse living major depressive disorder walking redflag risk want talk shit hobby lock bathroom blow anger super aggressive monologues mirror sometimes directed sometimes me know spouse fault depressed scared shit me spent last years relationship walking bedroom morning wondering would find spouse dead started waking middle night go check him son born given kind intimacy spent nights drinking ruminating playing video games broke spouse dated people ptsd went terrifying spirals together learned control shit date autistic adhd ptsd cant avoided also fucked head abused parents ptsd trauma familiar it gonna pull like magnet cool read sharing familiars working together healing point life would hard normal person would hide much shit like nothing ok anymore even unhealthy hurtful me sad shit live think fine cant even see know healed scars abuse im someone else like me feel myself were woke handle together bond much closer so guess great horrible accept ive abused ill ropewalking forever fall one side therell healing compassion fall other murderredflags like above cool made bed dark side lie it identify borderline dated us too rough is last one ben really got me them learned manage feelings and book go read it go read now httpswwwamazoncamindfulnessborderlinepersonalitydisorderdialecticaldphttpswwwamazoncamindfulnessborderlinepersonalitydisorderdialecticaldp get library read free stop bitching read book mental health know fucked thats reading use simple language keep short best present listen them think possible go like lisa im stranger that although going different flavor it good muster strength grateful abusive people life really ok tough live someone wants die know redflag separate concept death redflag death kill yourself know happens die eventually even years interval big deal compared say long pleistocene idk analogies theres sorts agency involved completely valid opt die matter reason body right type deal yet problem attachment others also valid die poor suckers live trauma decades go particularly want spend feeling crappy put shoes too so yeah guess kill ethical definitely fucking abuse someone want die like im guessing news get relationship treat like coronavirus keep distance know sick want die got relationship work out apparently normal emotions last seconds persistent makes distressed means stoking emotions theres tons books therapy help figure stoke shit gets easier partner wants die heres learned apparently supposed let them holy shit marriage counselor told that mediators told that said one get help unless wanted it stupidly said but depression robs ability want help fuck fuck sure whether said yeah tough idea fucked live every day never loved another person know aaaaall people eventually told left spouse asap didnt consented abused believe checks out weve apart months fucker still alive thriving good him looked resources ben lisa website first clicked said unequivocal terms one decide another person whether live die got wise enough going shit able read future partners get inkling might put position let die it exit exit now also read lot marriage counseling books spouse broke up counterintuitively ideal scenario relationship independent coexistence much making redflag plans too idk thats it hang there ben lisa chill stop talking couple months heal everything ok |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | my life literally soapopera point story full abandonment emotional manipulationabuse with physical abuse w former stepfather mine honestly remember longterm happiness got put meds shit therapist like one day afford anymore im depressed ive ever been parents shit therefore raised grandparents since covid came around said fuck that grandfather might die grandmother oxygen she was hospitalized thankfully home now ive already promised grandfather dies im going him ive honestly run reasons live hell might even end sooner keep nights like this whats point living makes miserable |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | strugglingso planned finally killing myself everything ready day placed planned made mistake talking good friend lived several states away made sure tell exactly was thought safe talk to want stop me help mei wanted say goodbye someone actually cared understood he going similar difficulties unfortunately could go plan able reach contact command ended spending days involuntarily admitted lockdown psych unit another weeks therapy complete step locked like animal know friend cared time wish interfered going hell last years exhausted fighting this feel like heart ripped out trying get help themes receiving either want medicate i different meds none really helped caused bad side effects pain misery fault miserable chose miserable currently process losing everything brings meaning life already hate myself could sure use sort encouragement reason keep fighting right want fight more |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | deal negative emotions talk trusted friend get help express negative feelings physical activities hobbies non harmful outlets let stack behind face throat twist unhealthy rage causes break blow slightest inconvenience |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | saw movie last night phila film festival interesting funny movie endearing moving scenes peter falk excellent rest cast believable played roles well movie may gone bit long conclusion okay audience laughed right places family dynamics terrific though jewish family could italian irish including greek recommend film interested laughing subject often handled way iot makes think consequences actions affect others life clearly life |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | lost coworker week want chat amazing guywe knew problems much could do cant chain bed really nice person like give food ate kind guy filling last year half really great person im sure becoming great father really odd subject get type publicly often even talking publicly caused problems one neighbour called coward done broke down found sub reddit person mattered issues search anywhere everywhere talk too thats im now |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | a tale two sisters janghwa hongryeon true masterpiece brilliant psychological thriller heartwrenching drama gripping horror wrapped one beautifully orchestrated package intricate plot beautiful cinematography absolutely perfect casting every aspect film extraordinarybr br for fear revealing much concerning plot say satisfying may appear little difficult understand first good job explaining things end whether prefer psychological thriller drama horror promise disappointedbr br from technical standpoint nearly flawless set cinematography lighting especially soundtrack captivating waltz seemed odd choice first proved ingenious choicebr br as casting were talking absolute perfection im sujeong totally convincing defiant yet troubled sumi mun keun yeong equally convincing emotionally traumatized sister suyeon two girls magical screen certainly looking films yeom jeongah deceitfully cheerful hauntingly evil stepmother finally kapsu kim gives excellent performance weary broken fatherbr br i truly love film yet see a tale two sisters strongly recommend locating copy real gem worthy anyones collectionbr br |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | want write somethingi need write something guess add anxiety bipolar disorder im poor get help medication it moment im working hours week living really shitty apartment days feel amazing motivated actually wanting things low days im like this im thinking getting second job could get problem feeling would make low periods even worse ive suicidal ideation years now thats really noticed depression kicking in ive one redflag attempt took gamble took mg xanax shots whiskey sure enough kill me also left chance after research now think mg xanax nothing this wrote journal document whatever feeling hours woke found written lot remembered took sign supposed really entertained idea since lived feel like im supposed here why skills im unmotivated thing want life sit listen music famous making music know possible much want believe talent anything like that ive thinking focusing going back school position medical field also know im smart enough it seems like two things want life unobtainable im good making maintaining relationships made friend years friends high school theyre like me aspirations succeed were wasting away want that want anything less someone great know am want live someone average dreams seem impossible achieve am im also gay hate that wish woman im not constantly struggle identity every day days feel content days love myself days hate myself im fucking tired consistent view things im flighty cant commit anything feel like ill never get anywhere life ill live life deadend job depresses me dont cant live like forever im almost set that im successful road success im going kill myself feel like want live time im tired trying things disappointed myself im tired wish someone greater am not |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | struggling much past months husband left march separated ever since wants divorce not started job labor intensive terrible need work make money left several bills feel alone intrusive thoughts subside dread waking every day pain constant terrible struggled mental illness whole life seems worse lately considering current situation need help cannot afford therapist anyone talk to come reddit want everything different know do |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | falsely accused sexual abuse entire life seems ruined even situation died downaround months ago falsely accused sexual abuse exfriend mine thrown jail days legal fees get sorted cost well reason im free man exfriend press charges lawyer excellent job proving allegations false even going far friend admitting false allegations reason im even charges dropped name legally restored completely clean record reputation destroyed news report made day went jail story depicting rapist refuse correct story proven falsely accused charges dropped live relatively small state terms population feel like target back feel like music career opportunities get job attend college even live relatively nice place move ruined know best chance starting new life moving away state starting somewhere new feel like opportunities completely crushed unable find job people seem believe news story legal matters proved innocent honestly id lying say redflag crossed mind numerous times throughout entire thing id also lying sit say want die see way see able live normal life let alone life ive trying work towards long remember ive spending days attempting write anxiety stress blocking creative vision sleeping hours day little motivation get up chain smoking stress away latest hours night isolation friends trying best help this pathway follow one seem relate situation obvious reasons people sit stare shock hear story nothing sympathy agreeing probably start somewhere new sentiments nice still feel alone like people understand im shitty situation in everyone wants feel sorry me everyone looks victim society accepts im done for know anymore want live normal life leave place |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | movie shows free enterprise system quest almighty buck transcends racial ethnic barriers ultimately market place determines message sent public movie dramatizes point conservative whitecollar advertising company taken group streetwise african americans chaired nononsense black man wants make buck believes sell products telling truth movie shows matter hard tries something different market place political system demands conform rendering different predecessors interesting offbeat movie |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | afraidi really want die know stupid meaningless problems would go away know people wouldnt get annoyed mere presence room id never worry whether id ever feel better might even get see dad fucking balls commit why even though know should falter every time go todo it drop fucking knife put fucking rope cut shallow sit curl wish could either cry die instead it worthless cant even fucking bring make change |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | going end little boymy boy weeks old going surgery needs general anesthesia dont know survive it know fighter not does god hope does need years therapy training support may never childhood have hes perfect little angel reason needs going this would suffer torture eternity normal life deserves decided going end coward cannot handle this anything family need money cover future expenses taken large life insurance policy couple weeks ago upon learning sons diagnosis reason surgery doesnt go well prepared bag need end life wont spend anymore time alive something go wrong go well kiss mother one last time kill car accident involving car dont know killed intentionally deal thought love wife love boy cant live knowing hardship follow moral support ton around us need money give them life never fully appreciated held son arms since first moment saw wanted nothing world healthy happy taken us family thing help end pain pain death fade time son wont remember face pictures us exist never work day life neither mom ever again focused health happiness |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | gonna snorts bunch heroin diei know get heroin know fentanyl never heroin opiates like seconds buying worth dying decided im going isnt first time ive feeling ive therapy years ive seeing psych good hospital year legit dont wanna anymore easy way out thing worry people finding body dont know else go more dont care sure friends family sad go on cant take decades anymore |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | think son sorcerer hello rteenagers serious problem son turn may sorcerer im debating whether seek help not last week daughter unfortunately went missing boy babysitting ran mcdonalds got geometry test im proud him got favorite big mac cheese onion got home heard screaming coming kitchen rushed unfortunately forgot micky ds car kitchen smelled like sulfur tiles floor daughter playing phone looked burnt look see son floating air how quaint blurted out descended floor saw forgot mcdonalds fit rage hurled stake knife telekinetic powers im currently hospital typing wife considering divorcing left year old daughter adolescent son home heck do |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | dead many timeswhy keep surviving understand want die something occasions died didnt |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | live miserable lifeive wanted kill years always talked it though maybe things would get better decade things gotten worse nothing good life purpose direction live theres nothing look forward to misery pain whats point ive got nothing live attempt ive made make life better bearable failed im broken failure go decades like pain end tonight arguments dont worktheres one miss me things wont get better dont value im alive think truly happy day ill life day die ill know wont hurt anymore |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | reddit awesome use social media app except reddit guys think |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | overwhelming feeling lately right feel like longer go broken get feel like missing pieces know describe properly almost feels horrific way put like whole bunch body parts amputated years feel irreversibly disfigured mentally once gradually time like one day might wake look see leg gone hand missing fingers makes feel sick like body horror see feel it never go mutilated get feels like something puts surgical table injects sedative cannot move still see still feel straps takes pieces throws back world figure come terms new disfigurements horrific numb tired scream react like waking nightmare one see mei cannot explain properly trapped feeling silently horrified also tired want lay rest parts allowed rest gone too like eyelids removed shamble onwards feeling like trapped sawinspired gauntlet losing piece piece grotesque traps point even sure want get irreversibly mutilated feel broken beyond repair |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | feeling like disappointmentbeen hit hard lately always financial struggle made hard complete higher education im supposed breadwinner family miracle happened finally completed it happy moment recent memory achieved degree started dating beautiful woman dreams were currently ldr type complicated situation atm due visa issues country aim work the country in would mean issues relationship might last long come back home family eagerly waiting start something help bettering lifestyle future uncertain feels like might lose sides success relationship wise career wise something happened shook things us misunderstanding involved jealousy cheating kind however get vilified hated woman im holding easier career path life for managed patch things barely things changed relationship thing keeping something awful first place bright light life missing im stuck shit storm comfort disrupted family dislikes lack progression life feel like keep letting people down know head something childish time kind lately neither world head roof well say goodbyes via voicemail |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | wish would go away endive struggled depression years gotten much worse within last couple years feel like im burden upon family friends wake morning wondering even given another day lives taken deserve iti feel like nothing matters im aware sound like teenager going wah wah wah assure case oh add onto note im gonna soon today first day ive sat myself listened music thoughts crept back in why here would matter disappeared would take pain away feeling pain now forthmy brain wants never wake back deal life anymore |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | need help fastlets get way ive thought redflag weekly months now ive attempted twice never went through even went getting noose set last one fell asleep probably chosen late time one doctor knows ive thoughts tried main question bet lot asking why main reason feel every little thing goes wrong fault head come crazy reason go well parents fighting caused caused stress failed algebra someone dies made happen enough two examples hideous self blame ive grown sick tired sucking bad im tired trying hardest living expectations im tired existence ive decided im going kill year ends im tired dead weight people need anymore ive messed enough already theres anything anyone tell make change mind guest doubt though |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im tired called useless leechi recently began first year college double majoring engineering software engineering total credit hours semester drive minutes back every schoolday immediately go home take online courses homework done look jobs online applied last days clean house dishes coean bathrooms week flip fold clothes whatever random task father assigns watched cameras make sure this got learners taught drive made drive hours straight freeway round trip week period first taken drive got liscense month ago chores homework try figure dinner sometimes made cook it sometimes ny dad makes gets mad ate without even gets sometimes treats like retarded ask dinner pay around month gas insurance spare truck allowed drive hence getting job everyday told useless leech faggot mistake fucking hurts friend family offered let live them could never that would burden anytime stay close somebody extended period time leave me sorry rant needed get somewhere |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | sad knowing cant rewrite lifeeveryday think death killing myself tiring depressing want follow plans hate stupid teenage years want reset life change mistakes make depressed hate ever dumbass never change better want die feel sense eternal peace belonging thats im asking for |
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