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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | point idk feeling looking little help guess months draining cycle wanting disappear even disappear guess like never existed feel alone honestly weird tried explain one person months ago cannot exactly stitch together correct sentences make comprehensible feel like everything paper flimsy like fall fly away everything draining even idea sleeping much body handle weird thought depressed people loved sleep somehow sleeping makes things worse feel stuck bubble feel anything worse fog see things around feel like apart them also totally separated everyone socially never one many friends recently deleted removed accounts friends said accounts blocked numbers besides two people honestly feel remorse even though known several years also things bothering good describing them thank whoever listens depression |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | want done everything everyone constantly yelling blaming everything me really want walk front traintoday went doctor boyfriend started screaming blaming everything me trying make feel like awful person everyone constantly yelling always always always blaming everything me god want die already feel alone |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | loseshey past months ive lost things made identity live gone leave school financial reasons move back home best friend girlfriend years separated completely fault wanted marry her im allowed near her cant even drive time license suspended bullshit law ive flashbacks sexual abuse kid mothers relationship isnt best feel completely alone even tho feel closer everyone love point life still feel really fuckin alone ya know focal point light life taken one one empty battle self harm daily basis cant even wear short sleeves outside work scars left ive never depressed entire life hurts light end tunnel turned giant forrest fire serious problems thats effect relationships im paying price alone months ago never saw like this never saw license school studio friends girlfriend ive attempted slitting wrist didnt work idk dont trust alone support gone long time forever im point giving life trying kill again feel like burden pain everyone around me never enough wrong things stress people good intentions darker sides psyche get way abused emotionally neglected childhood feel like constantly fight demons adult life ive lost everything due fact ive abused others way ive abused isnt fair anyone ive tried hard change stop shitty person always always insecure ass loser im really interested living anymore due fact everyone everything left life fault fault understand need help serious help positive youtube video numb pain drugs sex years professional therapy want happiness back confidence self esteem live creativity girlfriend best friends money license freedom sense self attempted hang wasnt strong leather belt seconds broke fell floor im alive im sure else do want get better need get better ive depressed suicidal almost decade want breathe once childhood crushing weight im gasping air breathe itll okay youll fine cuz every time think itll okay im severely disappointed wish wasnt am im good people life lot people good me wish didnt let bad events manifest inside deeply are yes vague didnt want go much detail feel relief writing little since bottled up since im alive ill try best remain healthy mentally even tho easy wrong thing ignore problems want anything care back cant keep letting demons control me thanks rredflagwatch existing |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | dont knowive thinking lot lately honestly main thing holding back mom specifically pain endure go it cant help think way regardless much would love believe otherwise secretive person speak problems anyone all hate feeling like charity case especially feel like someone feeling sorry me know everybody goes shit understand problems dont want mention problems are trust taking toll long time ive trying justify committing redflag myself even death dont want hurt mom sometimes drive late night close eyes hoping crash something end all make stupid judgement calls could end dying purpose feels like ive pain long remember |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | want stay alive notwhenever tell mother grandmother im depressedhaving suicidal thoughtshaving panic attack either one assume saw something internet made upset theyll tell grow up actually attempt redflag theyll act never saw coming get angry me |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | tried hard get better feels like every year life downward spiral towards suicidei cannot keep friends cannot work cannot go school cannot anything spent last three years therapy programs despite everything gotten worselast month kicked dbt program in left alone support attempt stuck waiting residential treatment really cannot see point anymore none therapy through dbt cbt otherwise able help cope nothing able help move past abuse through anything given reason lovei really know anymore tried everything can seems one option left want give up want give up |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | life fell apart could watchfor past months ive watched life fall apart everything going ruined it given multiple chances redeem failed every time feel hopeless now ive gotten help doctors therapist didnt help anything made worse ive tried look healthy social support closest friends moved away alone one talk anymore ive tried optimistic pick pieces try make something ive failed too whole life one big failure know family friends look me honestly end road ive exhausted options im going write every single one friends letter dont want blame themselves ill write family ones cant take living failures anymore know do |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | hit rock bottom againi hit rock bottom big time absolutely nothing surviving goodwill others made sure keep firearm kill event instead chose sell licensed dealer use money try relax get shit together again suicidal long incredibly easy choose give give up insanely easy let others tell happy take pill drug fix hurt hollowness easy lay let world run over hard succeed start over harder strong inside close falling apart pressure thoughts past reward without risk one thing need love even now hope something better think hard everyone it good make feel help others way whatsoever can starts get better get bad again get better again go down highs without lows life wanted put post glamorize martyr horribly disadvantaged forgotten wanted put others know theyre end yet things better soon let be smell roses look stars learn read talk enjoy little things build there take one day time feel different tool end life held long feel robbed feel robbed myself feel better it like easy quit button hiding closet me instead theres huge outside world full different possibilities experiences conversations music food pleasures pains know truly religious think truly quite honest think sure afterlife makes time now good bad much valuable take mind add religion cherry top own ever let someone else take away self worth set bar whether low high cool someones eyes looked someone important people others hurt one things kept going knowing others struggling capable culminating negative thoughts though tormented see others give give up much hurts scares them causes huge ripple effect life important experience contrasts bind us ive learned depressed us caring toward others friends new old make things better even telling many little brainwash you remember good others try good yourself rest falls place let it enjoy ride remember laugh might get little direction would prefer see in |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | cant anymorei feel everyone life would better without me turn cant imagine future everything much sensitive done bad shit mean ones love deserve alive cant take action feel like im living hell everyday whether im work home friend try hard cant stabilize moods go deep end every day everything sets off hate like this think bpd feel like life taking medicine makes feel numb unable cum isnt worth it personality really sad angry hyper |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | hate geometry hate geometry shapes shapes |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | tell sleep dont want lowkey |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | want live world populated sociopathsevery person trusted throughout life tried hurt way use personal gain past year convinced head im problem happiest fucking year life thought hey change attitude keep trying itll work out genuine hope first time life something happened today something super insignificant sent edge thats made realize never actually seen evidence people genuinely care beyond whats surface gain other know believe anymore want live world people see objects please want believe society this believe keep going |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im tired paini live life people would envy dont work go school anymore sit around home nothing day problem mind longer feel happiness pain things ive through everyday wake flashbacks horrible things happened me sexual abuse bullied abusive parents brain loves take back make feel everything again like kind sadist know reminding world horrible place need go soon ive tried pills therapy nothing really cures pain knowing hurt living great lives sense power me love best friend cant enjoy time anymore due misery im going feel bad hurt him know needs done end suffering im cleaning little happens planning way wont fail year over thank you |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | failedthe last happy moment day took train station way trip shed destroy me tonight failed let noose take me strength back would able it instead keep floating maybe finally succeed one final happy moment |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | hello goodbye well almost time ive never really post sub today last day teenager turning tomorrow wish knew sub younger probably wouldve helped someone listen problems seem dumb hindsight little advice yall dont sweat small stuff things might seem like end world really dumb hindsight example lot teens really wanted learn drive get car big point contention parents thought didnt really like wouldnt teach drive thought life would change completely finally exciting worthwhile iearned got car nothing really changed basically go errands now something seemed really important really wasnt big deal know doesnt apply everyone ask always keep open mind good luck all |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | tried overdose last night brother standing front methis exactly title says no partial attempt counter painkillers situation didnt walked me forgot lock door laid bed little rows mg prozac mg zoloft mg prazosin singular extra strength ibuprofin know came downstairs say anything happening fight that weve lot lately ever since got girlfriend hes different now episode panicking body looked trying make eat ive diagnosed anorexic years started yelling triggered ptsd went walk outside hour came home went straight room laid pills came started ibuprofin prazosin theyre hard swallow get gritty stick tongue taste bad wanted get way upset crying telling understand ive getting better told people tend fall pushed theres much know ive diagnosed bundle things cptsd did depression generalized anxiety also experience psychosis time time body covered scars forearms legs chest sides throat everywhere ive multiple attempts past always stopped something found time taken hospital ive tried drowning suffocation slitting radial artery slitting throat even stabbing myself ive close attempts trains nooses why feel like reading backstory means click away skip it tldr abused trans kid used smart dropout living away home ampxb used get absolutely perfect grades never failed anything several years ahead school work fathers old mechanical engineering textbooks seventh grade graduated eighth grade honors grades slowly started slip parents manipulative emotionally abused us kids two biological siblings sister called e younger brother named z currently respectively raised z parents always working going places together takes much fed clothed got trouble it e hated ever since came trans constantly told kill myself would hit scream retaliated got trouble parents accepting either told phase know came years ago hated looked began starve myself cooked refused eat table them always excuse ready time sexually abused one person relied trusted help sexually abused me want go court november think ill able to want go detail this hurts ive experiencing psychosis since kid saw therapists young age grandma always took me would hear voices see mutilated bodies horrid creatures still experience this suspicion may schizophrenic cant diagnose currently psychiatrist last one saw listen told diagnoses brushed ptsd tried double already high dosage zoloft stopped going taking meds high risk back march year hospital got back school principal told valid excuse falling far behind courses dropped out three days birthday last year turned packed clothes school bag sent parents email school saying going home withdrew parental consent live ontario form emancipation law that would homeless friend called a told last minute allowed stay place thats still turn october call brother thats essentially is family feels like family mine things started get better like said less ptsd episodes live with really talked it alters know of theyre like another family head blanks day bother me even though things getting better also getting worse relapsed anorexia recently skin bone ive selfharmed twice past month close friends girlfriend brother people understand this everyone age hates ex spread rumors school brother girlfriend months now lots friends hes im jealous wish could him wish born male wish friends wish could relationship like has tell this hurts upsets me pretty much ignores me sit room alone work sleep cant sleep im trying make career working online blogging made anything yet ive lost hope even though ive week motivation cant keep day job many episodes ive tried nobody accommodates many mental issues have working difficult brother tried get friends friends think call friends close cant go anything play magic gathering sometimes im tired im tired hurting im tired sleepless nights im tired hated alone im tired knowing nobody really cares live die except one person ampxb came last night still trying swallow two prazosin tried scoop pills grab all picked rest sat there staring him told eff leave alone yelled saying it started mockingly repeating earlier words back him yelling much jerk hes lately took zoloft right front him hit water bottle hand dry swallowed told leave again remember feeling nothing rage fear even tired felt nothing wanted pills done trying push way life everything going on still am took last night lethal sickening knocked hours hate forgot lock door want get better ive really trying im tired im sick fighting want sleep never wake up |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | gotta keep numbers up hows work coming along eh l why even this for were others noone see it were ourselves bring us down whats point all fulfillment it pay ask questions |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | another day band kid lime boy deadass guy band class got three whole ass limes ate like apples one batted eye |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | seriously normal cry everyday times day remember like years ago lot things happened unfixable cannot much it still feels weird remember last time felt happy feeling guilty time everything remember last time felt good take medication used judge people thought suicide damn looks like would fix things normal |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | aaaaaa presentation minutes im nervous af someone please tell gonna alright need calm |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | finally decided datetomorrow big day im tired feeling way even long literally one cares me good guess cause really hurting anyone ex want hates me hed rather live single life give another chance someone claimed love much feel like whole years lie feel worthless alone ive never felt way whole life im happy tomorrow soon goodbye |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im tired failingafter surviving last attempt felt anger im usually passive quiet person incredibly frustrated im failure even kill myself ive lost count attempt last one probably th th draining fail fail life even fail death fail never get back up life always worse im tired know cant give up cannot ever stop trying kill myself belong world dead free constant pain hopefully next attempt fatal keep trying anymore |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | always feel like everyone hates either ignored people talk me give one word replies idk really want exist anymore tired breathing |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im terrifiedsomeone hold im scared |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | livei reason live reasons die want parents struck grief want pay funeral know else do ive tried getting help help im thinking tomorrow get paid transfer money parents leave |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | hate often tell friends lives matterwhy it care them think know like mother abused entire life ive run things tell them know anymore theyve asked many times die hate much |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | going dieso took sleeping pills going drown myself got stopped im really sleepy cant sleep took pills people saying im dead |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | family keeps pissing household speak english spanish siblings speak english amongst speak spanish mom everytime get discussion speak english regardless im talking easier prove point since speak english better spanish everyone family constantly makes fun even tell stop say something someone saying word wrong get yelled at constantly happening pisses off know nobody gonna see feels nice rant somewhere |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | stop saying america shit country stop saying america shit country mind think racist country ive never seen immigrant talk shit america reason that came shit hole country running water deemed success sound bomb going became normal live america privileged reason cant become successful systemic racism stoping becoming successful work hrs week poor right talk shit billionaires like elon musk jeff bezos started company work hrs week living ramen even billionaires work hrs week |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | ok but america shit china wants reality ends harming american people ever china |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | discharged hospital definitely want kill myselfi understand perspective ive weeks longer im harder itll go back real world little improved stay things gotten worse meds given anxiety came think redflag every day tried twice here life outside safe bubble overwhelming every angle thats want kill myself real safe place go leave back shit got here keep saying cant cope attend emergency room come back know even go home flat im going go straight bridge jump cant make far ill walk traffic feel like matter say theyre going believe im serious telling us suicidal gotten comfy hospital true want hospital equally cant face life again thought hope getting better despite engaging activities mind gotten worse ill leaving day tomorrow energy ask give least till friday doctor set wednesday stone putting immense pressure agree day want leave go things all tried |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | please comment whatever want want feel popular |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | struggling years depression suicidal thoughts always thought keeping work best thing i would sleeping entire day working no big mistakeit th week sick leave mess feeling day day cannot imagine difference feel connected myself even smiling feel useful again even shit entire day needed sleep take nap waking up needed think annoying coworkers needed go bike ride pm wednesday needed days front tv eating crap watching stupid shows nothing neededpeople go work every day feeling like shit crying work hours talk whoever supports discuss taking time off responsible it take advantage it office job course makes easier boss read much bottom sub wanted give bit light better timesi sure feel like forever always ups downs mental health learned important lessons myself everything help get depressive episode future welcome burn depression |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | think people used saying want drug deathhe said many times annoying were used it drug death |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | alonei wake feeling sad go sleep feeling sad repeat try things take medication like should days go social things days go dr therapist days always start end way friends alone apartment probably ruined college ruined relationships alone tired building crash think time fell far think killing almost constantly |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | ive killed head least ten times todayim tired energy move forward anymore care life kind go everyday motions without drive im shy overly self conscience ive developed social anxiety years im afraid everything panic time feel like everyone know thinks im joke every time feel like im getting little better feelings come back stronger harder cant get head know explain im feeling even want fear shrugged fact mother friends im done life want put fucking gun head pull trigger im fucking trapped money therapist car work dead end job money gone end week cant fucking take anymore |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | maybe knowing literally cannot afford try keep today insurance cover jack shit expect fighting bills would astronomically harder fighting hospital pay pocket let us assume would able get bills even trytia usa people attempted failed big hospital bill |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | ive wanted kill myselfdie since im feeling changeive wanted kill myselfdie since thats realised mum cheating dad went abroad work time even wrote redflag letter tell dad mum wanted overdose painkiller pills ive never done obviously years past dad knows affair parents still stayed together worked feeling still remains want die family went abroad dad started studying foreign language failed courses twice now know different language hard time know put work slacked college university drink much play games much escape reality procrastinate trust therapists even though should know do know want die could never commit redflag cause love family know theyd devastated want die means car accident cancer anything know do currently live england |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | fucking hate dad |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | hope money worth it really do reputation wellat stage id disappointed learn considering much clearly ruin childs life over took years parents actually shit fucking years knew bastards knew issues had id say denying dishonest principles first place legit future understand jack shit school least greedy bastards money whether going homeless somehow ending rich im returning bastards giving cent im scared commit redflag hell best believe someone disproved religion id killed longtime |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im quitting job covid travel killing im donei cant rat race im first job graduating dec disappointed enslaved feel reddit google every resource look help quit life scam get happy gotta live according world forces to im waiting covid travel quitting job last day traveling end ever am able enjoy life enslaved retire years old even attempted rebuild life traveling come back country unemployment end it |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | starve deaththats probably im gonna go heres story went downstairs saw minor flooding kitchen pipe beneath sink leaking overnight serious could mop that dad finds trying fix mess flips saying helpful all maybe im overly sensitive really hurt me im already suicidal told useless really pushed edge threw fit moped room daddy do stops buying food id go buy citys week lockdown pass long take die hungry |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | thankyou making wonderful escape thats love movies im impressed aireals way shot timing dynamically perfect music being dancer part many dance films choreography usually chopped diced sometimes even beatshowgirls movie relationship ladies ever present movement br br my favorite scene last one pulled ive seen movie before different version disliked husband last time felt little sorry time changes feel female love birds magical |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | need help hope goneim last night party hit once feel worthless im moderately liked sure people want around enough meaningful relationship friends great people convince get me hang obligation found last night drove house bunch pills still resent them wrong me |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | opportunities hope screw uphi everybody used lurk lot subreddit feel need say goodbye im still depressed know over still time always be im changing environment im trying browse positive stuff maybe manage get friends summer fix problems dont over least im putting effort know people going bad times im praying although probably helpi hope everything get better everyone im tired suffering seeing people suffer goodbye rredflagwatch please give in |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | tried hanging today overdosed sleeping pillsif reading may already gone heres last words go fucking hate world bullshit im tired it im done getting made fun depression clothes looks cuts arm nobody fucking cares me even friends talk shit interests im failing school teachers hate me know ill never get job wanted im gonna dirty hobo street begging money get something eat theres really meaning life ill never find happiness goes away im back this nothing fucking works mental hospitals therapy anime video games nothing fucking works im lowly stupid insignificant human cant anything right goodbye reddit everyone hope everyone gets |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | father makes deals people kuwait russia sells cows people there |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | feel trapped see way outhello ive thinking killing while basically last years im trapped teaching internship program even want teacher applied got certification program want failure idea use history degree put internship across state know pay drive there ive working hours club enough want this give shit teacher cant back out do grand student loan debt without certification ill fucked want it want put wringer piece paper even want wish someone told dont it teacher figure something else out scared sleep last night called internship sick first week parents lectured me saying im going seen unreliable could never take sick day whole thing shot unless get act together really think would safe drive tired understand never do ive said many times this me want drop use bachelors something else never listen say this make marketable pussy even teach finish it happy years im unhappy year old moron internship cant support desperately trying stave future loan debt going career path could give less shit about cant see way out need help im home alone today half tears also staring space im sorry really man up |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | feel like thisi really even know say here ive never posted something like before know long post be sorry advance gets long thoughts also pretty jumbled right now sorry seems like im rambling structure post well so go feel guess im years old never good thing called life life never terribly bad beat molested no nothing like that never good life ive dreams goals never made come true get wrong im pretty smart guy im quitter feel like putting forth effort really like outdoors fishing hiking camping make feel good times im even going college environmental sciences next year well maybe know ill make long even going school something love get career something actually enjoyi think enjoy life know feel way do used good amount friends used girl loved pushed away know it mistakes ive made making like anymore ones turn away mistakes ive pushed away stopped putting effort stay friends them know why guess want truly hurt them end hurting me so ive become lonely want social im good it talk texttyping pretty well comes talking face face always find struggling find words matters much live small town almost everyone knows me would fine basically outcast school thats remember me cant really make new friends here two friends left keep things anonymous also keep things easy understand ill call john sam so john hes best friend anyone could ask for hes loyal fun smart strong willed would die anyone considers family know happened blessed way become friends him wed anything other were almost exact same well makes getting along easy were pretty fucked head humor sometimes even him subconscious stuff try push away try toit happens thankfully hes stubborn bastard kind knows feel try hide him ive become really good hiding it sometimes slip up know tell feel least little sam amazing caring nice smart funny beautiful outside truly beautiful inside too dated couple times never worked out better friends moved long ago lives couple states away text lot ive shared darker thoughts her caring best hard truly something text live far away two friends lot good ones even them amazing are feel lonely feel way life terribly bad feel like im cut life want livei truly do feel like cant it scares me |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | shtrafbat story russians could tell second world war largest front whole conflict been ironically least appearing subject silver screen war western allies wareffort pictured almost every possible detail manner east left job left old propaganda movies little else historical footage valuebr br there chance shtrafbat could compete band brothers every detail neither want look screen examining petty visual effects mind soldiers russians enough big reason forgive less eyecaptivating battle scenes concentrate story interesting much different war eastern front nature russian army might wish people produce dramatizations fronts armiesbr br shtrafbat way perfect rare specialties augment overall rating tends crush myths people second world war true heroes russian people leaders sent missions could perish another great myth bust presents enemy pick gun equal human advancement difficult try many acclaimed films well shtrafbat shows war eastern front war survival clash isms grinds people dust |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | anyone else think redflag every secondsits constantly mind matter im doing im work home outside thoughts always there im talking literally every seconds think killing myself |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | last strawalrightive posted another acc forgot password comes throwaway many numbers alright soi suffer severe paranoiai feel im constantly watchedlistened even people know thoughtsi think might bipolari stress ass schoolmy step mum gets drunk makes day even worsei also huge fear abandonment like things lifemy dogsmom gf thing ismy gf lives england dontshes also suicidal raped stufg wont get unless think wanna know ig ifwhen doesnt respond dayseither mum took phone shes thinking even almost attempting kill herself thing isshe hasnt responded days nowwhich worries like alotsince thats longest hasnt responded since met diesi think ill kill bc im also sick told im young depressed like treated joke real shit really hope replies soon bc fuck dont wanna diei want done lifebut im afraid comes after help pleasei need ideas tell kill want that |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im sick everythingits fucked world fucked environmental level already beyond needed sustain life planet everything trending downward stagnating economically unless top tenth one percent politicians political parties want anything anybody substantive level alcoholism opioid addiction still roaring among americans one them alcoholic dont care getting fucking drunk shit every fucking night preferrable accepting world is fucking friends anymore one job life quit two weeks cuz im fucking pussy piece shit im fuckign years old thi situation live fucking parents fuck everything im high school dropout fuck fuck fuck im fucking failure holy shit cant fucking take gone shit everythign shit im sorry fuck everything |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | pathetic know else goive long history mental illness complete one nearsuccessful redflag attempt five years ago recently upward swingfeeling good good combination right meds selfharmed almost two years way therapy transferred specialist gp two weeks ago birthday usually hate birthdays managed fun year got balloons went dinner saw boyfriend got piercing id wanted months two days ago started noticing signs infection went today get antibiotics planning gently quickly switching jewelery ring curved barbell comforts sake snapped ring cartilage taking out caused ton bleeding swelling get barbell in hysterics seems takes bring flood sadness suicidal thoughts back want die lost piercing fucking pathetic piece shit makes big deal everything ruins everything makes everyone around miserable generally worthless waste oxygen future one would miss better without me monster failure ugly fat volatile im stupid im generally compilation every awful quality face earth took remind one little failure yay weak ive cried sick already ruined late birthday dinner verge breaking blades back out thing stopping sheets white want clean blood im sorry reddit know im awful everyone else huge issues deal im really sorry dont even know wrote this |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | deserve lifeto put frankly deserve life ive made choices past could literally rear swallow public downfall time family deserves better im person things still them im monster locked away deranged sick dead problems go away fear guilt goes away family deals public backlash redflag shame embarrassment inevitable fall |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | due fairly mild heart condition likely wont able drink alcohol smoke weed basically orthostatic hypotension stand blood pressure drops time problem every years get bad attack days ago worst due multiplle factors passed like times convulsed span minutes middle dang cvs decided actually look condition basically since alcohol weed lower heart rate heart rate already low recommended dont either wasnt hyped alcohol wouldve nice try weed get older |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | halloween going work year context im eighteen years old highly anticipate halloween year get weird looks height even reluctant give candy do people think im creep granted knock neighbors doors weekly still okay it |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | feeling like shit ive never wanted kill ever nowthe fact depression decided fuck boyfriend hurts lot fun till started break feel like shit him never break depression eating hit like fucking truck felt like shit started crying left ive never done before first time hit hard fact leave house strange hit hard time ive crying fucking hours havent stopped since dont know depression getting way want selfharm badly either kill tonight need break feeling like shit time fuck life im done emotions constantly feeling like shit constant basis feeling like shit im boyfriend thats crossing fucking line dont get wrong im glad boyfriend tries help fucking christ feel awful tonight know im going feel awful tomorrow want kill im probably going later tonight really early morning dont know anyways end killing self oh well fuck it |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | want cause traumashello im years old girl finland im posting first time thats story started unknown stranger sent friend request facebook know going change life muchwe used chat sometimes years changed shared numbers chat call whatsapp day day texted more fall blindly love him even tho gf country got depressed anxious able go school etc ive missed class even ive anxious going school got worse year ago broke gf told feelings him accepted long distance relationship i never met even lives km away due age change go meet him already wont come meet because studies used text daily hours told loved much able live without me also started force strange shit things said cant born baby him marry him like thathe told cause culture hes tripura decided break him felt hurt sometime came beg him told need born baby need marry shit continues used fight several things become anxious depressed ive totally stopped going school really cant anything anymore ive always worried even money go meet him really poor never get job future yesterday blocked everywhere im never enough him fakes me hate really know im poor kid want die years old littlebro know condition kill myself thats stops me otherwise ive already escape hell fuck sounds stupid probably none understand would cause less traumas brother started act rude make hate first would free kill myself |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | gay pain ass gays use condoms fucking assholes cum guys |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | know give upthree months ago got hyperacusis tinnitus panicanxiety disorder light sensitivityvisual disturbances shakingspasming attacks pains headfaceneck amidst general unwell symptoms following three days antibiotics xiflaxan neomycin attempt address digestive issues ive four years greatly worsened year ago worse a year ago weighed weigh unable sleep reflux also became much worse gave ativan sleep night im still months later im sure fucking body more im stuck parents basement unable tolerate barely noise constantly discomfort ears ringing ive diagnosed lyme disease say could reason everything im pretty sure ears damaged antibiotics iv ceftriaxone making debilitating hyperacusis tinnitus worse cant drive cant go outside cant anything except suffer discomfort basement day every day little hope antibiotics make better even benzo addictionwithdrawal get through state ears taken away chance really living again im trying hard give kill myself day antibiotics ears hurt keep ringing harder day sign getting better give hope and understanding never going get better getting worse first im hopeless alone angry unfair happen me wanted able keep living life friends hobbies go out find right girl my gf broke week started im broken think fixed im stuck tiny ass town pasadena md parents basement alone wishing someone would come hug keep safe tonight im always alone keep fight thoughts cutting end picc line ending it even want call help came every drive car hurts ears much more know do im trying hard give end it hope maybe sort recovery able live again feel hopeless alone much pain |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | seriously close redflag idea do real advice neededi canada lots important details dont want get into basically cant continue living way redflag seems likely dealing immense self hatred since entire life also isolated never friends currentlly unemployed pessamistic future incredibly depressed every day painful already tried meds exercise diet cant make friends therapy self help books moving much self hating make friends anyways basically cant anymore need real action platitudes die destroy family miss world live go crazy cant handle it tell authority redflag hotline doctor therapist bad doing hospitalized forcefully medicated ruin life thats option could tell family severely annoyed almost slightly hate parents dont want talk them cant help except try throw money me take guns away guilt living unhelpful annoying option could tell older sister really helpful smart good stuff like this ive spoken immideately told parents really uncool guarantee tell im suicidal tell parents friends talk to poorly poi t also cant wait slow recovery shotgun cant friends anyone real talk to bound happen soon die theres going back dont want die dont want live way living even more feel bad go insane angry believe need die punish myself seriously guys dont want break sisters hearts parents hearts also cant talk see alternative need actual solution fucking happening dont wabt get detail everything thats going on need real world change fuck do die sorry thanks reading |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | hard times nights easy cuz whiskey killing me got empty spot inside me deep dark hole love used be gary allan said best whiskey |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | anyone wanna chat somethin feeling kinda bored yeah |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | dont want die think toill shortly summ whats going on basically rona made depressed used straight a college student got published research top class mission work etc im probably going get expelled since im failing classes theres coming back this deadass looking end life rn find stupid months severe depression could fuck life bad life unforgiving lol sad theres much want live too puppy want watch grow up im great relationship theres still things want semester ending weeks cant bear thought deal shit get expelled loans go repayment oh topic finances im pretty sure ive lost job casual job hospital required work shift every weeks havent come month ive likely already fired it losing job stupid shit like middle pandemic cant get stupid lazy this anyways looks like cant anything anymore rereading all looks like want partake fun parts life im willing put work even now fucking late parents wont forgive wasting entire semester dont help pay college cosign loans even want cut out looks like bound together loans paid might well go hell even tho aside cosigning loans ive independent financially lived alone since school main reason die rn parents dont give shit shit really going hit fan find this really wouldnt mind waitress something life figured mom anxiety doesnt manage shes gonna flip kill myself loans forgiven ive checked feel trapped wish killed earlier life really nothing lose bittersweet im ready lose life ive reached point continuing life worth living shitty kill parents barely picture make life hell im really worried puppy goes since none friends going able take dont trust family take good care him im regretful right now wanted today good last day dog im sitting crying probably sense im sad rn |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | fuck pcmr got banned rpcmasterrace posted meme apparently shitty mods assholes turned blame me told go hell also refused respond me asked awnser unban me said every message send respond days wouldnt respond either way kinda softlocked told gth feels good |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | crazy person hereim sure belongs here think years ive becomestrong guess enough make real attempts taking life thoughts lately thoughts become loud again know society stigma redflag depression get tired fighting tired fighting pass pain ones love know know thats redflag pass pain others get so tired thoughts get loud years ago friend found getting ready hang myself years therapy years trying antidepressant new antidepressant nothing makes thoughts go away makes less vocal them makes shy away people one ever know know never normal think would nice if life could talk someone frankly honestly without fear locked up medicated treated like nut case almost wonder would even help |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | browsing twitter stumbled account clicked red pill reality imploded itself mind undone anyone try red pill lately httpstwittercomchuck_grahamstatuss |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | remember kids want age flair click three dots top right corner screen press change user flair |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | well im bored again ask questions furry could tell story idc |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | life actually insufferablenow reading retrospect almost seems like diary ampxb hate this sucks makes angry people think right try press feeling better faking enjoyment im upset ive always last years so now parents suck cant hold sustained friendship anyone hour since im boring fuck hate parents putting planet horrible lonely wish upon worst enemy school literally one even fucking interact with crush hates me as per usual parents act like care dont give fuck whether alive dead main thing theyd probably care killed how much money spend failure cant even talk anyone this since know talk it parents care heard talking ending life something along lines that id probably get killed life sucks everything sucks no phase kill myself probably not human natural fear death like people however pain insufferable promise you tomorrow definitely add this like sure hope not will cant hold sustained happy emotion hour so however need to order make people feel even uncomfortable around are counselling sucks since get judged every decision make on wish temporary feeling since ive seen posts people depressed way longer bet almost anything feeling aint temporary whenever talk anyone hear thoughts saying want leave conversation soon possible say face is ampxb ampxb get it know ive done deserve acute pain life sucks whenever put mask pretend im happy get detention fuck life even more |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | people care late im sick everything probably drown sea comments please overlook mei accepted people care im gone bad people care all kind like people subreddit posted sub yesterday saying going kill myself decided push another day seemed like chore maybe today ill it maybe day idk yet look see fake humans everywhere cringe nobody truly cares people may shrivel care me ive pushed away ruined bond fake love hurts way bump bruise ended dying yesterday honest someone like use world reason alive ive tried soul searching ive tried looking passion nothing ever work nothing gives joy theres way death least peace im still alive still hate that im good anything never good anything energy anything productive feed peoples lives sleep schedule diet eternally broken mindset never changed im horrible stubborn human cannot change care progressing life get anywhere deeper inside hole suicidal ideation comfort fact always wildcard killing makes relieved feeling low cannot last forever need end point likely end death |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | got biochem test dislike science im bummed got bad grade dont really care point care dont care teacher doesnt put grades till end weeks need get good grades rest stuff hybrid missing person class kinda difficult learning new info especially assigned like month ago chapter glycoproteins proteoglycans confuses me anyone relate |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | holy shit said yes hell yeah confessed crush likes back fucking pog edit yall feel lonely tell person like like them close friends enjoy company ask want friends even like back sure feel lonley always someone there |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | lost friend lost liveever since best friend always struggled dark thoughts overall sadness i know depression could always count him could always count considered family four guys group throughout teenage years friends im alone bestie joined college started work started drift apart would still hang could could feel growing cold days ago asked hed like hang said hes got project college able come left it hours later scrolling instagram post one friends popped hanging pub course without me clear day wanted nothing me years meant nothing anymore know ive ever felt like life felt like whole world crushed me heart started race trouble breathing understanding happened sent message asking hed lie said friends wanna hang me even though hurts like fucking hell told okay wished best blocked even though want lose best friend know beg thats wants it am years old literally friends hobbies social life achievements life parents probably disappointed fuck me dead end job im aware people way worse get low point even start even right feel like ending all one would probably even notice im gone it know strangers online probably care maybe someone tell |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | hate alli hate people complain lifes cant buy something really expensive others dont even know theyre gonna eat next day theyre gonna eat all hate people say depression reality sad moments stupid things like boyfriendsgirlriends hate everyone normalized redflag use joke nowadays i wanna die girl same funny wanting die something joked about suicidal waking everyday wishing sun hadnt crept throught window giving anything one day might make happy moment much pain mental stress want escape all worst able it sucks cant actually kill yourself im cowards problably never kill im coward wish courage could escape all |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | oh god literally tired cannot happy feel anything sad numbness sometimes wonder ill end alone motivation anything anymore even want say hi family anymore want anything anymore even want anymore tired existing fatigued |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | f married seeming like unable kids job constantly belittled friends family wants start drama feel like failed life difficulty children really weighing sending dark place feel like everyone perfect lives world punishing me tired feeling like failure |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im drinking cope pain cant feel yayliterally drank entire bottle wine half hour less feel feel stupid trying harder wanting feel better want die im stupid pathetic wanting better hope get better hope die tonight kind stupid pathetic loser i |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | almost iti almost last month really close didnt regret it feel like couldve missed chance end pain im really trying stay alive feels like one everyone life either cruel abusive flat uncaring try reach people love talk say shit like im sorry could worse im trying hard find fit live go work come home cook take care myself pay bills sleep without wishing dead crying day thats want dont even want rich successful dont even want love dont need amazing career dont need excitement popularity admiration want peace maybe tiny bit understanding want love myself dont feel like ask much im tired living |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | suicidal thoughts increasing feel trappedmy job making feel completely miserable superior abusing power creating hostile environment result people work directly dislike well im scared go work monday cant quit bills pay cant seem find another job either ive year find suicidal thoughts growing frequent im taking cocktail medication going therapy doesnt seem help dont see way death want pain stop dont feel like last find another job found suicidal method yet terrifies me |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | im super bored seeing reddit dm feature sucks literally dm discordany social media account name ill add chat fir not thats fine aswell good day |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | weight loss egirl day ive working unofficially week im going start losing weight end goal egirl anyways kicking official count lbs thats today kind hard avoid sweets shit im posting case actually go say |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | sneezed said bless automatic think im finally getting used lonely |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | amazing people get mcr references makes sense since band broke people kids whatever |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | pretty girl online class hate online school allow students interact even worse moved new school advice |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | trying distract horrible thoughtsim angry right now pretty sure lost best friend stupid argument im tired treated like shit everyone fucked up know it everyone remind me walked anxiety please try living bedroom years talk anyone go events go movies fucking sit room contemplate many things fucked up nah lazy right want work right guess thats went job interview panic attack knew best friend get side me shes allowed angry it six years trying make realize okay huge problem initiate contact get it must suck one always talk guess what try talk blow saying busy recently telling fuck off hard enough guy kind issues top get fucking crucified well yeah advice man up really fucking helpful thanks sharing fucking useless shit im glad spent night night listening cry family fucking abandon soon everything returns normal thats works right problems over sorted oh thanks letting happen right go uni might housebound last years might last real chance make something work shit important right thats important everyone else keeps shit together helping slightly would ever troublesome sorry long wall text need get there im trying distract myself music blasting game going letting sit think fucking know ill end something stupid keep train thought cant issues well people problems make mine disappear sympathize everyone problems lend fucking hand least could lend ear need you |