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Yeah, as always, I vanished suddenly. But no worry (or worry, a lot), I'm back! :D I've been sick, very sick, so I gave this up for a while. Now I'm all healthy and ready to go again!And also! Talking about going somewhere, it's official: countdown to Anime Friends for me! (if you are wondering what is Anime Friends, let's say it's an anime/manga event that happens once a year)I'm going to cosplay as Roark (Hyouta) from Pokemon Diamond and Pearl. I just hope it's not this fail. LOL And and and also! I'm going to meet my friends there. I am so happy and euphoric! Today I woke up at 5AM, lol, I only do things like this when I am anxious for something. It's kinda hilarious and silly, I admit. LOLI'll take a lot of photos, so many my camera will probably explode~ One of my friends will cosplay Lucas (also Pokemon Diamond and Pearl), another one will Ninon Beart (King of Fighters) and the one who's accompanying me, Suigin Tou (Rozen Maiden). Geez, it's gonna be amazing! I can't wait!Wednesday, 11PM. I'm taking the bus to the city where the event takes place. Two days. I cried. Just that. I'm here saying that I cried over something. Well, ain't I special...At least, it's not that bad to feel real once in a while. And to discover through the pain who is by your side.It really is.But I probably won't forget, and hatred will be build up. I don't hate. But I admit I was disappointed.Sometimes I just wonder if the ones getting things really complicated are the others. They lack comprehension most of the times. They don't want to comprehend nothing more than their own reasons. I know, this happens to me too. But I try my best not to fall into this mistake. ...Yeah... I kind of abandoned this. Poor blog. Well, life caught me up, so, I have to deal with it! I'm not complaining, though. Nah, the blog is mine, no one comes here, I post whenever I want. Yes.I'm not sure why I decided to post here today. I can say today, Friday, September 24th is maybe a special day. Well, it's friday! And the day was full of epic things, so, I could just... "do my part"?I have just awoken up from a dream I had and found myself all alone in the house. Time to party. Being honest, I feel somewhat revitalized; I needed this. I miss her so much. Dreaming just soothed my heart. It was so real... Upon awakening, I tried to "come back", but it was too late, I was fully awake. OTLI remember I was on MSN, in my pajamas top and underwear, as always, and then she just got offline without even saying goodbye. I thought it was weird, but, well, it happens, maybe her connection was lost, or something. Then, hours later, my phone ringed and no one wanted to answer, so there I went."Hello?""Hi, I'm coming. Could you open the door for me? c:""AHGAHSFSAHSSGJKDA WHAT, HANNAH?
WHAT?""I am going to spend the New Year with you, bah! Open the door?""S-sure, but... I didn't know you where coming... I'm on underwear, and such...""Nah, it's okay." > she says this a lot <3Then I just had to wait for her in my apartment's door, covering myself with a blanket (epic scene). When the elevator's door opened, I just glomped her. Ah, I missed this feeling so much. See, I miss the touch contact.Weird (and funny thing) is that one of her friends came with her; I thought it was because she couldn't travel alone? Not sure, but I like him somehow, even not knowing the guy. He just sat at the sofa with her and they began talking with my family like they knew them already, LOL. But it was my old family members, before my dad got divorced. These were my best New Year's family reunions.After this, an important procedure: freaking out with Rikki at MSN yelling with Caps Lock at him. My demonstration of happiness is something that Master Card won't buy XDI was still covering myself with the blanket, by the way. For some reason, she ended up in the kitchen to get a fork and a knife, and I was behind her. I'm a shameless person, I assume; my kitchen's lighting is weak because it needs two lamps and one is missing. I took advantage on this because I felt the urge to. She just pulled me laughing with a "not here", but she kissed me anyway. In a "real dream" like that you can see why I feel so happy.Well, after this, she seemed a bit sick. I understand that, whenever I travel, I get this sick feeling, I feel weak and such. So I asked if she wanted to lay down for a moment, hoping she would feel better. She did so, and I stood by her side, messing with her hair because I am annoying.Then, it was New Year's toast time. Everyone hugging each other, toasting, cheering, and all. I really enjoyed this when I had my "real" family. The last thing I remember of doing was hugging her having a glass of whine without alcohol in my right hand. We always bought those "no alcohol drinks", I don't enjoy alcohol. Ah, btw, I finally put pants on, my pajamas pants.AND THEN. I woke up. Euphoric as I really had lived it. I feel pretty euphoric right now. Ha~ I really feel frustrated for not being able to remember many good dreams, but I am glad I could remember this one. After all, everything I wanted to do yesterday was like this. Ah, if someone had already invented teleportation.I would use it, really!
I've been confused by some things lately. All of them lead to the main question: Who I truly am? With no masks on, no hypocrisy, nothing on, just me and plain me. Why do I give my best? What for?When the most important thing is taken from you, what do you do to fill the void it leaves?I was re-reading some of my old blog posts, when I was like a foolish romantic person. I don't mean to say love is foolish itself; it's me who was a foolish. Well, back to the subject: They don't belong to me anymore. All these words that I wrote, that were so important to me, because were related to a person very important to me; I don't feel like they have anything to do with me anymore.What is good. Means I truly forgot her. I forgot her, and, I can happily state this, that my scar isn't big. It healed, but only about her. The kind of attitude she had, and all the time I lost on something that would end because someone is a coward?I am sorry. I just can't take this. I may not be the most courageous person on Earth, but... if it's for someone I love, I could even overdo my limits, many, many times. It's strong like this. For them, I can be strong. It just doesn't penetrate my mind how someone could give up so easily because of little... details.Don't tell me details are important, because I know they are. I am a perfectionist myself. But some details are minimal in comparison to some situations.Then, after healing from "her", and still carrying the scar about what she did, I am proud I didn't cry. If I had, then I would know the wound would probably never heal. As I didn't, I feel relieved that I can move on with no further worries. But I am stumbling on the same question over and over again:Who am I? What do I want, what's my goal for which I am always giving my best? Do I belong here...?This bothers me very much. Not knowing something I feel I should, bothers me very much. And even something about me, I should know myself.I like to look at the past "myselves" and see what changed and what didn't change. My hard personality, hate for socialization, and, believe it or not, unnatural care for others, stay the same. I feel... I am more acute to some feelings. Sometimes I think that's a kind of... talent. But sometimes, I wish I didn't know so much about these things anyway. It's very painful. But somewhat... improved.Yes. I grew up.I think that's what I'll always look forward to. Be a better person. Improve in everything. To have a goal in life is very hard. You can't turn back not even once, if you do, you'll always be turning back to everything and won't accomplish anything. I hope... I won't change. And I hope... Everything will work out just fine. Hey, everyone! I just arrived from Sao Paulo (yes,
its another city, far from here, btw), actually, I just woke up, because I arrived my mothers home at 5:30AM and fell in the bed. LOL Well, lets go... *euphoricDay 15, ThursdayHere I am arriving in SP (Sao Paulo, Sao Paulo, Saint Paul, in a lame translation). Its 6AM right now, and we and the people in the caravan are heading to the hotel where we can leave our things in our rooms and then, right away to the event. I may add the air here is kind of... less breathable than in my actual hometown. I am a bit sick of the traveling, I know I wasnt mean to travel in buses, but I still like to. This, or airplane.Im still uncertain if I can be relieved Paula and her mother are in the same room as me and my mom, or if I can be annoyed. Paulas mother pisses me off really easily, she says the same thing many times, and I dont like this kind of repetition.[10AM] We got in the event, and it looked way smaller than it really is. When I could break free from the line, it just proved my first impression wrong. It is HUGE. Btw, I spent so many time standing in line, maybe almost an hour. There I met my friend Rikki, I was holding a sign written Rikki, look at us here **, LOL. When he passed by that door, I literally jumped on him XDThe first day was normal. Not many people in the event, the three of us walked a lot... and I bought two nendoroids and a figure. My mom told me I was out of control, LOL. I bought Yowane Haku and Akita Neru (nendoroid) and Hatsune Miku (figure), shes huge! LOL. And her price, as well, was huge. But shes so beautiful it does make it worth. I guess... LOLWhen I finally arrived at the hotel, I could rest a bit. Until the next morning at 8:30AM. I had a weird dream. I was in the middle of a unknown street, it was raining, and I was in a white dress and a rose made crown, singing Just be Friends by Megurine Luka (VOCALOID CV03).Day 16, FridayI was feeling sick when I woke up. Then I started to dress, it was cosplay day for me! I bandaged my chest, put an extra pants under my cosplay one. I went downstairs to eat some cake and... just this, LOL, in the breakfast. Water. I drank water. The breakfast there was a little... nasty. *finicky* I mean, I didnt like most of the things there.Today was an euphoric day! At least, I was euphoric! I was going to meet more two friends. And I was finally wearing my fail cosplay! Me and my friend (Rikki) were meant to take a battle photo, but the weather was a bitch, and we were like not now. We just forgot to take the photo later.When my friend (Hannah, the Ninon Beart one) found me, a photographer was taking my photo. She kinda
tickled me, and when I turned back, I screamed and jumped on her, really! After so many time wanting to meet each other, we finally did it! I was very, very happy :D And I could finally give her the gift I bought two years ago (it was a plushie cow). We didnt want to stop hugging each other, and my mom said Stop it, Im easily moved by this kind of things :D xDOn a videogame area we found another friend, Hyque. We were like whos that until he introduced himself, so we went Ohhhhh! 8D and greeted him. The weird thing is that after this, he completely vanished. Me, Hannah and Rikki went to a place called Asia Fest and sent him a cellphone message telling him where we were. But he didnt show up. We spent one hour or more there, and nothing.Oh, yes. I also got engaged and married at Asia Fest. Using those white board signs, I asked my anata and just found out I was already married with her. LOL. Then a random guy came, stole my sign and started to draw my caricature on it. He totally broke the romance.Before this, I remember we were at one of the stages there in the event, Paula was going to perform her presentation as Suigin Tou, but we didnt see it. We needed some rest, and Asia Fest was the only place that had available chairs. We also had to wait for Hyque.Back at the hotel, I didnt believe I could finally remove those bandages. I felt so much relieved, no sense of how. Thats the problem with crossdressing. And I dont have many... thing in my chest. If I had...well, it could be worse.Day 17, SaturdayAh! The best day ever! I cant believe on how it was. I actually cant believe until now <3 I woke up feeling very sick, and woke up, like... two hours earlier because Paulas mother just decided to make noise arranging their things. Ok, ok, I understand, but two hours earlier?! It pissed me off, since I was already feeling bad.After a breakfast on which I didnt eat actually nothing, only a watermelon piece (thing that doesnt fill you up), we went to a tour in the city, in a district called Liberdade (Liberty, or if you want my literal and lame translation, Freedom). We saw many things there, it was a Nipponese district. I filmed some of its places, and took photos.Paula didnt give me a break and often told me to take a chance. I guess I kind of tried this after, when we got at Anime Friends after lunch. You dont have to know what she meant. But maybe you can find it out.I met Rikki, Hannah and Ingrid (her friend) randomly there, walking together. We ended up in the karaoke/videogame room, where I wanted to try to sing. Waiting my turn, we sat in the front of the door. Hannah was feeling sick, and I knew she went to the infirmary in AF. Even thus, I hugged
her, LOL. Im very inconvenient. But this really worried me, she told me she didnt eat anything, or sleep well...We found chairs inside the room, and sat there, since the room was much warmer. The weather was unpleasant again. In my turn, I sang Tsunaida te ni kiss wo (D.Gray-Man), but the music stopped in the middle of the song. The people there started to say Thats sabotage, only because she was singing well! :U xD I feel happy they thought so. Then it started again from the beginning, but I couldnt help it and started to laugh in one of the parts XD Trash, I know. I got applauded at the end, and my friends told me I was the one who sang better. But they are suspect to say. At least, I feel happy they enjoyed. :DNow outside the room, Ingrid told us she was going... somewhere... *cant remember* And vanished. Hannah started to tremble because she was feeling cold, and her cosplay was very unfortunate of having her to use a short instead of pants. (she didnt cosplay yesterday because of the cold, anyway. She was beautiful. Lie, she IS beautiful.)Everything I could do: hug her and try to warm her. At least I had a excuse to walk holding her close like that. Paula and Rikki were walking after us and suddenly, Paula shows us a sign written We will disappear!. And they disappeared, really. I knew this was Paulas way of help. I just knew it.Hannah and I ended up in a room called Under a Rose, where some people were squeezing a plushie cat in the showcases glass to the passerbys to see. They had also a television exhibiting something about bands, I remember almost nothing but that we sat there and were... I dont know how I can call, cuddling? ...Really? I just know I was feeling... I dont know... Feel her hand on my arm was... I mean, I was dressed, but I could still feel it firm there. My heart was beating madly, my cheek was leaning on her face, everything I did was sigh all the time... And I also messed up her hair. LOLI did wait too much to gather all my courage to ask her to close her eyes and kiss her in the cheek. Yeah, I am like that. I just didnt expect that after retributing the kiss and hugging me, she would hold my face and kiss me. Yes, I didnt. Thats one of the reasons why my face was like What. One of the many. And because... there was so many people that could see... I didnt think I would try it there, but she did... so......yes, so... Hate you? No. I love you. I had never felt like this.I can assume I was thinking on how to do it again still that day. I just needed to. Being too shy spoils everything. And when you combine a shy person with a crowded place and a forbidden thing? Its thousand times worse. Walking holding hands for while
could help to suppress this. It didnt. We even looked for a warm and quiet place, but being cold as it was, everyone was gathering in the warm places...I also assume I cant remember many things, maybe I was focusing too much on think of how I could do that. LOL Stupid. But I had to. I know that when she was about to leave the event (now she changed her clothes and wasnt feeling cold anymore), and when I saw myself free of my mother around, I pulled her to a place near to say goodbye, it was time for her to go home. Thanks God it was too dark, so my mom probably didnt see that kiss. Murphy is a bitch and she called me JUST THIS MOMENT. It was a bit frenetic, now I wonder if all our things are meant to be funny xDIf they are, I cant imagine how could be the serious marriage proposal. I hope it doesnt involve light sabers and titanic. Just thinking.Yes... I love you so much too...What I remember after that? Almost nothing. I went to the food court, it was near the stage where Paula performed. My mind was in the clouds. And my friends noticed it. I just wrote Happy, but tired in my sign, the word happy having several hearts, rainbows and musical notes around it. Oh! And we saw a girl with a sign written Does anyone know Hetalia?. Rikki and I just said: Hetaliaaaaaa! :D The girl was like OHMY, SOMEONE 8D and answered with the most excited HETALIAAAA! :D I ever saw until now. It was funny. XDBack at the hotel, I just fell in the bed and stayed there sighing. I was surely happy, in Alpha estate. I didnt even take my cosplay clothing off (thanks God again I didnt bandage my chest this day), I was too busy being a love fool~ I. want. more.Day 18, Sunday (last day)Not much to talk about this one. The event was even more crowded than before, I swear I didnt see so many people in my life. It was harder to move, and I got lost, like, four times from my mother and the other two. Thinking well, getting lost was one of the things I did the most in these four days.God knows how, I found Rikki there, just because he was with a sign written Rikki here and he was calling me. He also almost broke me when saying goodbye XD I hate to admit it, but I am very delicate. My body, at least. Back in the bus, going home, the people there, I dont know how, just started to sing in a non-stop. I have no idea what those people drink or take, but it does work! They were singing anime openings in our language, and after, in Japanese. I sang the ones I knew, and I am hoar now, LOL.After this text wall <3 I just can say I had so much fun. And that unfortunately, I didnt take the battle photo.
*dork* And Im still wearing my day 17 and 18 bracelets, the ones they put on us so they know we are in the event. Im just wearing my day 18 bracelet because its orange and it happens to be my favorite color. Day 17... Im not taking it off. Not really < 33333333
I had a nightmare.Enough said. I'm not willing to write about it. I don't want to remember. Maybe I'm worrying too much. I hope so. Today I woke up feeling motivated! I want to do something different! Draw, watch anime, write anything...! Throw away my worries about future career and family, what is meant to be will be! :DEverything I can think about now is when I'm going to see her again. Because I really want to! Really really.Maybe I'll watch some anime while I lunch. Don't know. At last, it's vacation time for me! I was behaving as it was not. School will start in two weeks for me, and geez, it is almost nothing!Where's my positive thoughts right now? That's right! I am positive! Let's think +++++!As you can see, I woke up happy today. Happiest days, you know. My wants metter is on Platinum ;) Simmers, you got this one. Just a very, very busy person. Also, I am very busy at the given moment, so I am likely to disappear even more.You, Nemesis person: please, chill out. I know who you are, and don't worry, I didn't forget about you guys. It's just that I have no spare time (I wish I had) anymore. Ah... Life ends up eating you when you get older.I'll try my best to accomplish with everything. Tryo e um quarteto acustico frances de word music, com grande influencia do reggae. Ja lancaram cinco albuns de estudio, o primeiro em 1998, e tres ao vivo. A banda desfruta de grande prestigio na Franca e no Quebec. Os quatro musicos sao multi-instrumentistas, dominando inclusive alguns instrumentos pouco convencionais, o que traz uma timbragem diferenciada aos discos do grupo.Pais: FrancaLingua: FrancesAlbuns pra comecar: Mamagubida e Ce que l'on semeMusicas pra comecar: Toi Et Moi, Ce Que L'On S'Aime, L'hymne De Nos Campagnes, Serre Moi e El Dulce De Leche.Me faz lembrar: Manu Chao e Violent FemmesLinks:SiteMyspace Primavera de Praga e uma banda de chilenos, porem a banda se formou em Los Angeles, nos Estados Unidos. Mesmo estando em terras americanas os rapazes construiram o repertorio do grupo com letras em espanhol e aos poucos conseguiram conquistar certo reconhecimento na terra natal deles. O som respinga sonoridade indie com bastante apelo pop.Pais: ChileLingua: Espanhol Albuns pra comecar: "Primavera de Praga" e Satelite Musicas pra comecar: Satelite, La vida y el corazon, Anoche e Advertencia Me faz lembrar: Arsene Lupin, Malajube, Blur e Beatles Links:MyspaceSite Louise Attaque e uma banda francesa, fizeram muito sucesso na decada de 1990, com o lancamento do seu primeiro album. Esse trabalho de estreia foi produzido por Gordon Gano, da Violent Femmes, o que ja era um bom sinal. A escolha por Gano nao foi aleatoria, a influencia do Violent Femmes e clara no som da Louise Attaque. A banda continua em atividade e lanca o disco "Anomalie" em 2016.Pais: Franca Lingua: FrancesAlbuns pra comecar: Louise AttaqueMusicas pra comecar: Lea, J't'emmene au vent e Anomalie Me faz lembrar: Violent Femmes e TryoLinks:SiteFacebook Christophe Mae foi o artista frances que mais faturou na propria
Franca em 2010. O enorme sucesso e consequencia do lancamento de dois albuns com diversos hits, quase todas as suas musicas sao baladas com arranjos acusticos muito simples, no estilo musica para lual. Por falar em lual, o video de On s'attache foi rodado no Brasil e em um trecho Christophe participa de um lual na Prainha, no Rio de Janeiro.Pais: FrancaLingua: FrancesAlbuns pra comecar: Mon paradis e On trace la route.Musicas pra comecar: J'ai Laisse, On S'Attache, Dingue, Dingue, Dingue, Pourquoi C'Est Beau, Ca fait mal e Parce qu'on ne sait jamais.Me faz lembrar: Ben Harper, Jason Mraz e Jack Johnson.Links:SiteMyspace
hoje no som de Zaho. Dima foi um grande sucesso tanto no Canada quanto na Franca.Pais: ArgeliaLingua: FrancesAlbuns pra comecar: DimaMusicas pra comecar: Kifndir, La Roue Tourne, Je Te Promets e Cest ChelouMe faz lembrar: Timbaland, Juntin Timberlake, Nicki Minaj e Nelly Furtado.Links:SiteMyspace
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