the first thing that ran out were the candlesi was no longer funnyand i could no longer make words flownothing rhymedand the showers were coldin those early days of the blackoutnot a laugh was heardwe were all confronted by the arrival of the unknownso sudden...what of our lifestylesour comforts...our wantsour needswhat now? what next?the nights would pass in utter silenceand at break of daywas our inaugural breathalways alongside the call of the first birdsuddenly now the sunrisehad truly become what it always was,a spectaclea rituala moment of adorationthe chill of the dark, still shivered down our spinesbut slowlyfrom beyond the hillsthe sun would always ascendburning with it peoples fears and terrorsand a bittersweet sense of hope would somehow be renewed....but when the candles were gonethat was when we all knew it was too latethe only way now was to waitwait for the food to growwait for the cold to golisten to the radio sometimesthe only certaintyis timesometimesit is genuinely all you needwe humansare bounded not only to our bodiesbut also by this never ending timelinethat seems ever increasing,this mathematical flow,with no prediction of its ceasingalthoughthere is a state where this inexhaustible pull of the clockworkdoes cease to exist.the flow that forces change,and changes big and small,can simultaneously stop and not drag us at all.sages swear it possible even while human;by immersing and surrendering completely into the present moment,within to the one and only Now.with this, you cut the ties that bind you to timethere is no past, no future.the timeline, so mathematically correct,so predictable and comfortably flowing,is shattered into infinite fractiles of the ongoing, perpetual, constant now.they say it is a place of peaceand they say heaven is a state of mindbut don't forgeteverything that manifests to us in this universeis polarized, dualistic. diametricobserve...as humanswe live within division,we come to life through division,we are symmetrical beings -as is all of Nature`s grandiose artwe can even get lost inside so much separation...but yes, everything, to exist, in this matter dense world,must exist accompanied by its oppositebe it matter or life, be it ideas or concepts -be them paradoxical or antagonistical -we seek meaning, we seek truth through polarities,opposites, contraries, extremes.we actually explore entire spectrums- almost always unsure or unknowing of the Absolute extremes...So if we have the nowif we live the nowsometimes, we need time.time can be gentle, delicate or even sly and tricky.time can show truth, time can heal the deepest of wounds, time brings round the unexpected.time can be aggressive, and force the demons away, force decisions, force strength.it can teach you kindly... or in a very hard way.how hard it is, to learn to respect time,such a fleeting conceptabstract and hard to grasp.to define is to limit,and time has no such thing within it.the proper way, I assume, would beto learn this balance;on one hand,get in tune with the hovering clock-work pull,in tune with the external and internal force of Nature,respecting yourself's rhythm, by synching with Nature's clock- since it will lure you with or without your consent,constantly changing or completely recreating everything that lives and dies -and on the