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Yesterday was Sabrinas birthday! Fernanda, Raissy and me got together and decided to make a surprise to her! Since we finished the school, the true friendships have been strengthened as never before but for the various routines of us the meetings were more limited. Then one week before the Carnival we come to the conclusion that this party would be great to be togehter again! In Fortaleza has been raining a lot lately but even so we three went to buy the birthday cake of Sabrina, and we took the opportunity to have lunch at Costa Mendes. After the lunch we went to Sabrina's home which is located in the same condominium where Raissy lives. All ready, prepared cake and candles lighted! She was all messed up when of a sudden we arrived at the apartment , we began to jump,to scream and to sing the traditional birthday song! It was a wonderful afternoon .. we catch up and laugh about the stories of the carnival!Today in the morning I was supposed to go the Dentist at 9 am so I woke up at 7 and got ready to go but when I was leaving my dentist called me and told me that a machine had been broken so I had to stay at home and enjoy the pouring rain on my window pane.. (ohh that was so hard hehehe)Plans for the weekend are already done: tonight we will go to a Japanese restaurant to enjoy one of our favorite cuisines. Tomorrow night we will go to a club dancing all night and getting drunk to celebrate Sabrina's 18's. Sunday is the day to sleep till the noon and to go to the movies in the evening! I'll publish this post based on a person with a song...Well...it's never easy to talk or even think about this..So many people have gone through my life and some of them were really, really special but even a big lover is not compared to you. You are the one that I most miss in my life and being so close and distant of you at the same time kills me always when I think about the story of us.."Oh simple complication, miscommunications lead to fall out so many things that I wish you knew so many walls up I can't break through.." The year of 2010 was the year of "super" complication and miscommunications which made so many wounds and weakened us in a way that we broke up without any explanation..."I don't know what to say since the twist of fate when it all broke down and the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now" ...When I had the chance to say what I needed to say to you I screwed it up..and the beautiful story of a true friendship turned into a tragedy...Next chapter... "You held your pride like you should've held me..Oh, I'm scared to see the ending, why are we pretending this is nothing?" Holding our pride as always .. this is inside of us and we know
the proud doesn't make us any better ... Losing you forever is one of my most horrifying feelings and absentmindedly I prefer to pretend that someday all this mess is going to be okay.. Why are we pretending this is nothing?! "This is looking like a contest of who can act like they care less but I liked it better when you were on my side.The battles in your hands now but I would lay my armor down if you said you'd rather love than fight". I loved you so much and never needed to tell you this because being by your side was just enough for me... Now is different. Not different because of the feelings but because of lack of your presence in my life. Why are we acting like this? This is looking like a contest of who can act like they care less but I really liked my friend when you were on my side. I always was sure about what I wanted but never acted like the way it should be... Today I read something you said and I dont know if I was misunderstood but I desperately thought that words could be referring about me and here Im to say to you that the battles in your hands now because I already laid my armor down because Id rather love than fight.I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us, how we met and the sparks flew instantly and people would say they're the lucky ones. I used to know my place was the spot next to you...Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat I believe I wasnt the only one who used to think one day wed tell the story of us; how two friends together owned the world of their dreams and how much they were the lucky ones...Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking and I'm dying to know is it killing you like its killing meIts my chance to admit that even if I have all the best friends by my side what I had with you was something different than everything... Even standing in a crowded room I still miss a part of my heart, you... I wish you could forgive me and only you and me rebuild what was stolen of us... Soon I'll be leaving for a new life and after this happen our story could end trully forever...even with this tragical ending i'd like to ask you to never forget what meant for you because for me you're unforgettable,I miss you.The end.
Hey there.. This is an unprecedented fact, I write three consecutive days on my blog! Well, yesterday after the Sushi time with the guys at Philadelphia sushi bar we spent a good time at Sabrinas home but an unpleasant fact made the night imperfect. One of our friends didnt have dinner with us because of her boyfriend. She wanted to go but the stupid boyfriend wanted to avoid us and forced her to spend the night alone with him while we all had fun near to where they were but we did not know...I got home at 1 am and thats to early than I usually arrive! In the morning I was woken by a phone call. Fernanda was inviting me to spend the day in the pool at Sabrinas home. The day was very pleasant although the subject of our friend who left us last night didnt go out of our minds ... after all she appeared and we talked about all that stuff and finally we understood better her situation... Tonight Im going to really celebrate Sabrinas birthday at the club! Omg I waited so long for this night.. Music Box club is the power!!! :D In a feel hours i'll have to be ready to leave so i'm going to have some sleep before I go.. Once more life teaches me new lessons. It's amazing how time can shape the way we interpret the world around us. How often do we expect something from someone and disappoint ourselves and makes us see that the world is not the way we would like it to be. My days are sadder because life has just given me one more reality shock. How someone who became an example which you wanted to follow suddenly becomes the most fragile and defeated person you know? .. how suddenly the friend you always hoped to have and finally was happy to have, turns its back without even saying goodbye? I always try to expect the best from people but I always end up disappointing myself but now the fall hurt a bit more than it should and when you unwittingly fall in love for the wrong person, fall for one who can not give you anything in return but what about when it's good enough for you only when the person is with you.. what about when your amazing person decides to just forget you..How it hurts .. how I wish you could see how much it hurts me but does you even care? I think you have never given the value that I deserve and if you had, you would not have left me for a simple complication, a little misscomunication. My head and heart are in conflict as always, even if I was wrong to expect more and more and even if you have not act in the right way but I still wish that no proud of this world let you miss the chance to back up .. I tried not to let you make this huge mistake but everyone knows what
they do, at least they should do. I never wanted to hurt you much less make you feel used! Everything I was,every little feeling I felt was real intense and without masks or disguise because I gave the best of me from the bottom of my heart... but for you my feelings might not mean anything.. What a shame, what a pitty for you to had take so long to show who you really are, what a pitty for me to have tought one day that you would be by my side... Should've I known? All I wanted was to see the happiness of people I love around me but now I'm sure that I cant control everything around me but now as well I know how to control my heart and make it listen tho the prudence before my blind optimism.. I'll never forget you, will never forget what we been through... I miss you.Once more as well Taylor knows how i feel: Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt,every little bump in the road I tried to swerve but people are people and sometimes it doesn't work out.....It's two a.m feelin' like I just lost a friend hope you know this ain't easy ,easy for me...
Sometimes in our life we feel like there was no more anything to happen but, surprising or not, the destiny took charge to make things work out! Since my last post, almost anything has changed excepting the feeling of being too close to a door that I dont know if I'm ready to open it up. Life had been shown so quiet and boring that I should've suspected that something extremely huge was about to blow out! I'll try to make you understand what I want to say without letting you know about all the private details... Some posts ago I mentioned this : "For a long time I could handle the fact of being single, lovingly forlorn...I like to remember that there was a very special time for me after I have found out about what I really wanted to me; there was a very special person who in the same way that came into my life, left me without any explanation, just left me a huge nostalgic feeling of someone who loved me the way Im for first time in my life and made me feel the same thing, made me believe in my dreams but this unfair life took it from me forever... After this experience I have never found someone who could see in me the glow of love - April 1st, the loneliness"Now comes the time for the improbable and unexpected news, the person who I thought that life had take away from me forever is back again and more alive than ever! The weirdest thing is that deeply in my heart I always knew the truth... I wonder if I'm stupid for being afraid to be happy, to be completed... Everything happened so fast and I still need to close my eyes and define the right place for each feelings of my heart... I dont want to hurt anyone, I dont want to hurt myself as well. The question that I need the answer is : Do I still feel the same feeling as I felt in the past? The lingering question kept me up, 2am, who do I love? I wonder 'till I'm wide awake, now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door..There I was again that night forcing laughter, faking smiles,same old tired, lonely place, walls of insincerity, shifiting eyes and vacancy vanished when I heard your voice, all I can say is it was enchanting to meet you again. Last night was sparkling, I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home, dancing around all alone. I'll spend forever wondering if you knew, last night was flawless. This was me praying that this was the very first page, not where the storyline ends. My thoughts echoed your name until I see you again...These are the words I held back as you were leaving too soon "I was enchanted to meet you." Please don't be in love with someone else...please don't have somebody waiting on you... I like to lay my head down on the pillow and start to think about my
future... Start to think about everything I wish to reach in my life. My daddy always says to me a simple phrase but with an important message; Who doesnt know where wants to go never get anywhere. Then I think that my dreams are the first step of my success and Dreams is the word which best describes who Im and who I want to be!However I have to be realistic and be aware that even the biggest dreamer has all the probabilities to fail... There is another phrase that means a lot to me: A goal without a plan is just a wish - Antoine de Saint-Exupery. So if you really want to achieve something important in your life you need to know what it is, so when you know what you want and want so much to reach your goal, then you need a plan. After you already have the plan and it is possible, you just have to follow your path...Sometimes when we give up in the middle of the path you just need to be sure about what its better for you because nothing is worth if you get what you need but not what you want. Sacrifices are sometimes necessary to reach the goods, spending many years abroad away from my family and from friends is a such huge sacrifice to me but I know that all these experiences will make me a better professional and a better person. Making my own money for the first time to afford what I want, working on a luxurious cruise around many countries in Europe and knowing how to live with different opinions and cultures will turn my adaption in America so much easier though I already carry the experience that I've owned in Canada. However going to college in U.S is still something which really freaks me out when I think about the adaption with the advanced level of English, roommates and the responsibility to keep my scholarship but inside of me I'm sure that I'm capable to get over it the problem is the restiveness... hahahahahaI have to admit that I'm kind nervous about my life on board.. I've never worked in my life and it is a single and crazy chance at the same time since I'll visit many countries every week and meeting a lot of interesting people although I'll have to work hard during the most part of the time and always concerned to provide the best possible service for passengers but never forgetting another positive aspect perhaps the most important ; the remuneration, salary, the payment!!! The main goal is to save money to afford my university studies in the United States however in many moments of my trip I will be tempted to buy many interesting stuff hehehehehe but I will have to hold tight and save the most of what I will earn! Anyway I'll live one thing at a time without fear of being happy because the good in life is to live and enjoy this giant world that is around
Well spending all this time at home, unoccupied and motionless has been driving me into the craziness because at the beginning of my journey I thought that this free-time could be a good chance for to organize my life and principally my mind however the empty time after certain period of time turns into a big road without a destination. Deeply in my mind Im aware that Im the mainly responsible for the delay in my life and now I realize after all the wasted opportunities that I must react ahead all these mistakes! The biggest danger of being a wild dreamer is to feed the wrong expectations for an uncertain future. Particularly sometimes I catch me inquiring myself about the choices that Ive made to my life and honestly I dont know if Im pretty sure about my psychological preparation to face the crazy experiences which are to come. Every time Im with my family and friends having a good time the linger question catches me up: Do you really wanna leave home? Simultaneously comes to my mind pictures of all the special moments that Id be regretted to have missed... Somewhere inside of my heart something tells me to not give up of my dreams and to not be slave of feelings which are arise from insecurity. Im holding up my head and keep believing in what Ive designed to my future and nothing besides God will be able to stop me!Always being a little bit too dramatic and I forgot to mention all the good things that have been happening to my life! In comparison with the last post I must confess that physically Ive reached what I needed however Ive not reached yet what my heart needs. The other good news is about the last holiday where I met so many special people which captivated me in a way I could never expect! Unforgettable moments that made me see and comprehend a lot of things about people that I couldnt do. Another thing which makes me happier is to have found good new friends and be sure that the old good friendships keep getting stronger everyday! Thanks God! "The friendship develops happiness and reduces suffering, doubling our joy and dividing our pain." Joseph Addison People always say that we should follow our hearts but to be honest I've never taken it very seriously because that not always worked for me.. I wasn't expecting what happened to me this week, without even realizing it, after an unexpected situation, I followed what my heart told me to do. The last post was for me like a shot in the dark and I honestly didnt believe it could help the way it helped...yeah for the first time I guess I was at least a little succeeded. However creating expectations is not the best thing to do because I usually get hurt when these things dont happen the way I thought they would do. .. Its funny how Taylors songs was are able to illustrate my moments perfectly and the music that
I cant stop listening today is If This was a movie.. check this video out:It is somewhat curious how Taylor's songs can fit perfectly in my moments and even report facts accurately...Life is kind of funny because on the moday post stated that probably I wouldn't post anymore this week for the lack of important things to say.. :\So what am I going to do next I really dont know.. i'm fucking confused and insecure about what's going to happen now and at the same time afraid to keep waiting and making the same mistake I've done before.. We spend most of our lives waiting for things to happen, and in the meantime, life happens so fast that while you're waiting, you miss out on the important things. I have no words to say what i want to say so listen to this part of the song:"If you're out there, if you're somewhere, if you're moving on, I've been waiting for you ever since you've been gone, I just want it back the way it was before, And I just wanna see you back in my front door, And I say...Come back, come back, come back to me like You would before you said "It's not that easy", Before the fight, before I let you out, But I take it all back now."That's it.
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