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Hi, Hey, Hello and Peace!Well, let me tell you what happened in this 3 months I didn't write.I went to the doctor twice, my exams are going well and I'm good.Next month, I'll make new exams and these exams will be very important, because it will say if I'll make the transplant or not, but... the Doctor already said, the chances of won't are greats, so I'm hopeful.Few weeks ago, I was in the church and a man was ministering the Words of God and he said to the church... "I'm proud of Junior, because when he was in the treatment I've never seen him head down, on the contrary I ever have seen him happy, smiling and being a good person" and that man kept saying "I could see, he never let the fear command him".So I've started to realize, and what that man was saying was the truth about me...I got scared many times, I got angry, nerves and many other bad feeling but I can say I never have let the fear command me and I don't know how I did it, but I did!Maybe I did not and who did this was God, because I can say I've won a great fight and that fight is over forever... I have to believe in this, I have to keep fighting, I have to command my mind to don't let the fear command myself.If you are in the same situation I was, please... read this words and believe that if I could win, you'll win your battles too, because you're a great work of God.If you're thinking you're not strong enough, what I can say for you is: God can make you strong, He can help you, He can heal you! Believe it, just like I did!There's no battle you can't win! You're a miracle already!Jesus loves you.I'm much happy now, because I'm back in Engineering School, I have much more cool friends.I got new goals....In Christ, Junior Barreto Hi, hey, hello and Peace!!!We see people at bus, school, college, pharmacy.... we see people going and coming back, we see people but we don't see their problems, we just see peopleI've heard histories about the past, about how people helped each other, how they knew the others needs and wishes.My gramma told me about a time when people talked with each other at the front yard of their houses, they knew all their neighborhoods and always cared about the other problems.So I asked my gramma if she miss that time, when people were close enough to show more mercy and feelings, "of course I miss that time" she said and keep saying "I remember my friends from my birthplace and how we've played at the gardens and the grown fields, it was amazing!"I just realized that we have lost our friendships as it was and now we have so many things to worry about that we are forgetting the others, we are losing the others it's alike we would forget how is being a human, and this is very sad,
really sad. Because since always humans are living together, we need each other to support this whole word to exists....I feel like this, I feel that is something missing.... we we missing our societies, we relationships or whatever you've been calling of be a human.We need to come to the begin back, we have to help, to support, to care, to believe in each other! This whole world has been destroyed because of our indifference. I don't know if this is happening because we have no more hope, but I do believe there's always hope.I just lost a great friend to the cancer, he had the same cancer I had and he died.He fought as a warrior but he couldn't win that fight.His die, affected me so much... I don't know if was because we had the same cancer or it's because something else, but I got very sad with his die.So, I'm thinking now, every single loss, it's not just the family loss, when someone dies, many people suffer with this, we all loss with this. Every person has family, friends, business in the Earth, so how can we be indifferent with they battles?We have to help each other, because we see people everyday and with each loss, everybody loses.I cannot stop asking myself "What happened with us? What happened with the humans?"I have no answer to those questions.#Andre, you were a god fighter, "I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept my faith" 2 Timothy 4:7In Christ, Junior Barreto
Hello People!!! Is everything ok ? I hope so!First I would like to say that is a huge pleasure be here and tell a shorty part of my history to you.This history started in September 2014. Yes! I had cancer! In the end of this history you'll understand why I am stating day after day it was the must sad experience and in the same time wonderful and value I ever had.Once I've been working and I underwent my hand on my neck and I felt a relatively big nodule but it wasn't paining so I thought it couldn't be something dangerous. After a while I went the doctor to figure this out, but just for consciousness disengage and then I've made a biopsy to take this nodule out and get answers about it. When I went to the Doctor's Office with the results he looked at me an said: Larrisa, I have a bad new for you, you have cancer, but this cancer has a very high percentage of cure", it came as quite a shock to me and I thought: What? Why? Cancer? Lymphomas? What is this? I'm gonna die? I don't even know that this cancer exists and less than this, I've the first person in my whole family to get cancer.The firsts days after you get knowledge you have cancer is days of mourning, of course! Because you think you will never through this up. But, can I say? Information is the secret to help you, because to understand what was that, how was the treatment, the symptoms and other stuff was very important to me. It made me keep my calm and be optimist.I've made 6 seasons of ABVD chemotherapy and 20 seasons of radiotherapy, completing a year of treatment. In the begin everything seemed would last an eternity, like "it never gonna end", but with the treatment the symptoms started to disappear and after one year and one month after the and of my treatment I'm here, Without cancer giving my testify for you!What I've learned? A lot of things, believe me ! Lots of!The first and principal is to be thankful to the Lord, for everything I have, my family, my friends and everything at all. The almost Hospital Of Cancer living together it's a great life's lesson, I've met lots of people, worthy of love and admiration people, people who touch me with their histories. I've made a lot of friends were in the same battle I was, friends I'll have for the rest of my life and in my heart (one of them is Junior lol) and I've got a great medical team.Of course, during your treatment it hasn't all been good, like flowers, I've gotten bad days, days when I was very tired, days when I just wanted be alone and cry till all this matters over, and do you know? This is exactly what I did, I just give me permission to live that moments. The worst part to me, with absolutely sure was my hair loss, in contrast to many
people say, to be it's not what hurts less.In the same time when you meet good people who give you good and support words, exists bad people who say very bad and unnecessary words for you, things that all you need is "not hear" in this fragile moment about. People say those things without think even if a good intention to help you, but with time we learn how "not hear" this words.The best sensation is when you finish your treatment and you can see your life getting normal again, I'm talking about health, job, college, hair lol... It's a very slowly process, but I've enjoyed every single sensation. When you have cancer you for sure learn to give more value for each moment, after all, when you see yourself running out of time because of your own life, you just realize how value and shorty is it, so... Can I say? Smile, enjoy, forgive, and love your neighbors with all your straight.The tomorrow is very unsure to have so many worries, complain of everything and stopping to love.Just to finish because I talked to much, lol... I give you my wish or advice for you who's healthy: Donate Blood and Donate Bone Marrow; I'm not saying just because I've had cancer because I was blood and bone marrow donate before all this history, and now, I cannot do this anymore, BUT YOU CAN! So do it for you, for your neighbors, and for us. I'm sure, you won't regress about it.Thank you all for your attention.God Bless you.Huge kissLarissa Boaventura
Hi, Hey, Hello.Peace!Everything happens for a reason. The must funny thing we can say about God is: Everything happens for a reason. Last Monday I went to the hospital just to see the doctor and guess what? He interned me! I got furious, angry and all this kind of stuff. But it's okay because like I always said: Just accept, it hurts less.Then in the 4th day I was interned, I could understand why I was there. God having made an appointment to me with a man there, he probably has the same cancer I have. When he got the room in he was crying desperate and I saw that scene and I thought "OMG what is happening with him? How can I help him?" I was trying to make connection with him because that silence was killing me, actually not the silence, the sound of his crying, but I couldn't find a way, then my cousin said: "Hey, you were at the cafeteria, didn't you?" and she started a conversation. (Thank You Jesus lol).After about an hour we were talking like friends, I mean like old friends, I guess I never had that kind of connection before, we were talking about everything and I realized: God made it!I started telling to him who Jesus is and how Jesus have been helping me to win my battles and how that man can find Jesus to also help him. Do you know? Now I can say: Worth it, because now I have new friends because I became friend with him, his sister and his father.Right now I have that good feeling: I had the opportunity to help someone else and I did it! And can I say? This feeling is the best feeling of the world! I remember my first day at the hospital. When I saw that man crying I could remember the exact moment I got knowledge about the cancer, Like I said in the other post "You know nothing, you feel nothing, you just cry!" and this is the reason I felt in need of to help him.When I left the hospital we hugged me and cried, saying: "You're the best man I've met in a long time" and his sister said: "You're a great man" I felt great! Because I've become a tool in God's hands.If you had some problem in you past, no matter how big or little this problem was, you should help people, because I have absolutely sure you have the right words to help someone! Do it! In name of Jesus! Because you lived that, you survived that and you can teach someone to win too. We all have to start worrying about the others, we have to help the others, because has to many people waiting for me, for you or just for a comfort word. Just do it. Let us love each other more, more and more!I know I promised talk about "the again" in my last post but this happened, bur I felt I'd not talk about anything else. Next post, I
HelloThere! How is it going? I hope is going well!My testify starsin the last year, when I saw myself for lots of health problems and each time Isaw the doctors Ive found new sickness and I made lots of treatments, so Ivegotten better and then news symptoms started. I was living my life like thatand in the new year I prayed to the Lord, because I couldnt handle thatanymore, many lifes areas were being affected, Ive worked sick, with fever, painand for me was so hard having a life in hospitals and emergencies health. Lastyear I was discouraged and in a common day I made a routine bloody exam and itconsisted positive to B hepatitis and in that moment I got desperate so I madean appointment with a Doctor to make sure about that result and God used thatDoctors life to ask me lots of exams, one day after that I went to her office againand she said that I wasnt with B hepatitis, but she believed there wassomething really bad in my right kidney and she has made an appointment with anurologist to me. She didnt say what it was but she said Youre that kind ofperson who winning in lottery, one in a million. And I remember me going homewithout a floor, but I didnt tell say anything to nobody, but I remember mepraying that day.Days afterthat, I went in that other Doctor and after lots of new exams he asked me to dohe said me I have a bad new to tell you ... he kept talking... You have cancerand I need to make a surgery in you as fast as I can to remove your rightkidney, because you have a tumor with 7 cm ... It is like an apple and thesurgery is gonna be hard Said him.It seemswould like a joke? Wasnt it? Yeah! But it was not a joke! But that was everysingle word he said me and I dont know how I went my home that day, Ive feltlost and I thought: I just am 24 years old, Im too young to die, I wanna make a family, I wanna have children. When Iwent home Ive putted my knees on the floor of my bedroom and I cried a lot,would not have if there were no tomorrow lol but the Gods peace have took allmy heart and God said that I did not need be afraid because He was taking careabout me, about everything, about every singles detail and even about thecancer. The days was passing and Ive started feeling different, Ive gottensome kind of strength there wasnt mine, I felt powerful, faithful, a kind offaith just God could give to me. Then the surgery day came and after a lot ofpeople prays (Im thankful for every single pray lifted for me Thanks everyone)my surgery was a totally successful and about a less of week I was at home and Ikept at home for 2 months and when Ive returned to see the doctor He gave methe news Im completely healed and I wont make
chemotherapy and even takecontrol medication. Ive cried again (a lot of cry, by the way) and Im feelingsomething I cannot even tell you or describe and the other Doctor (that youfrom the beginning of the treatment) who said Youre that kind of person whowinning in lottery, one in a million again and I understood that phrase inthat moment and I could understand because of a shorty part of a song: And ifthe sea is not open, and the pharaoh reach me I will not give up, I will notdoubt. My heart was very thankful. God isloyal. But It wasnt the end of the battles, because my doctor said I was freeto work but when I went my works place, Ive gotten fire out! But, do youknow? Maybe youre thinking She should be angry and sad with all this mess.But guess what? Im not! A lot of things, bad things is happening but Im notangry, I have no fear anymore, the fear I had is gone, and it gave space tofaith, because Jesus gave me a new life to live. He can do everything. He gaveme the victory. In Gods words says: Nay, in all these things we are more thanconquerors through him that love us. (Rom 8:37).Well, afterall those things Ive past God has taught me even always the answers arerights, we wont always understand the whys of our lives, but in something wecan have sure, we dont need nothing else than God. We dont need people; we dontneed material possessions, or even status. What we need is God, He is enoughfor us. Because if wasnt because of God I even wasnt here to tell you allthis history. The love of God for me and for you is immensurable, infallible,and unconditional. I dont know hows your life going, or what are you throwingup, I dont know your own battles. What I know is, you dont need to live ofstatus, being someone who you arent. You just have to get your identify as aSon of God.The verseof my conversion, it has present in my whole life and in my Christian Walkhaving Jesus as the only one target to follow: But seek ye first the kingdomof God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.(Mat 6:33)Invite Jesusto your own life, dont waste your time, and do not wait. Do it today! Now!Facebook Page of Natalia's Molina Testify.
Hi, Hey, Hello and peace!Today I'm won't talk about the past because I need to say what I am feeling right now, and right now what I'm feeling is hope. My heart is full of hope because I'm about going to the last one chemotherapy, and this time I feel like "This is really the last one I'll have in the rest of my life." I was watching a Tv Show a few days ago and on that Tv Show they were losing a battle because they were fighting alone but when they realized that they needed to fight together, so they've started winning. Then I've also realized "I'm not fighting alone, I have everybody side by side of me, and more than the people of that Tv Show, I have God." And that simple Tv Show have gave me hope and now I feel full of hope now. Tomorrow will be the last day, the last one day of all this war. I've been fighting for 2 years, and now no longer.When I realized that I was with cancer again, I've locked myself in my bedroom and I've felt alone, abandoned, devastated and powerless, so I've started talking with my brother... "I can't do it anymore, I can't fight, I'm not strong enough to do this again, I'm scared... What should I do now? How can I fight now?" I've said to my brother and he has answered me... "You'll win this fight, because I need to, I need you alive, I can't do this without you... If are you feeling powerless you have to find a way to figure this out because your whole family needs you, fight my brother, if even not because of you then fight for us." and those words have made me strong until now.Today I can say I have reasons to fight out. I have God, I have family, I have friends, I have my job and I have a whole life to live yet, so what would be more important than these reasons?I have hope not just because I have everything I said above... I have hope because now I know, I learned "There's always hope" THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE. No matter what is you situation. no matter what is your fight, no matter what it takes to you win, you can do it, you can win.My battle is against the cancer, but yours would be in your marriage, your job, your church, what I wanna say is: There's always hope! And remember, if your first shot doesn't work: Try one more time! Try always one more time! Don't give up! In Jesus. Junior Hi, Hey, Hello and Peace!Sometimes we think we can help psychologically someone by saying something and supporting them as family or friends, but I'm afraid sometimes it isn't enough.When you're dealing with cancer patient you have to understand you're dealing with someone who's be with a damage in body, soul and spirit then you must to be careful because you're trying to help so you don't wanna make more damage as
well.Your first thought probably is: "I'll support this (beloved) person with all I have and I won't leave it alone because it needs me and I'll be useful, I'll kiss, I'll hug and make good conversations." I guess this a great thought but, sometimes the cancer patient just wanna stay alone. Of course, maybe I'm wrong... I'm not the truth's owner but... Can I tell you a history?When I've discovered that I was with cancer too many people came to me ''trying to help'' and I appreciated that, it was beautiful... I mean to see so many people caring about me, but could you imagine my situation? How was my head that time?If you can't I'll tell you: I was devastated, angry, hating everything and everybody, actually almost everybody. I got so many anger I could beat someone, I wanted to... I remember I've gotten my house out and went to the corner to cry... I was there, crying and lamenting me of what that suppose meant.So the days was passing and I just wanted to be alone, I'd not wanna talk and people don't understood me. It took about 2 months.I guess, maybe a cancer patient likes to be alone because it's so many things to realize about it, cancer will change you life, actually, may stop it.... cancer will change you, may kill you... the cancer change your character, in other words, will change every single feature you have.After that 2 "Dark Months" I was ready to talk, then I've searched to my sister to talk. Maybe I've searched her because she always was my best friend and she always understand me at all, till today. We have lots of secrets together and I felt okay about talk with she.What I'm trying to say is: If you have some cancer patient in your life, please give it space, when this person get ready to talk, eventually it will talk!And if you're the cancer patient, take your own time and don't worry with the future, fight with all you have! I'm sure you have what the cancer takes to win this battle. Just like I'm fighting for! If you think you don't have, ask to Jesus! He'll help you just like He did to me!For me battles are an extreme demonstration of God's love for us. You are going through it because God loves you, just like He loves me. Maybe you're thinking "Am I passing for this situation because God loves me?" And the simplest answer is: YES.I particularly like to see everything in my life like this, because every situation is teaching me something, because in the middle of all this mess I met wonderful people who helped me too much, I got family support, I've learn how to fight and reasons to do that, I've learn to be a better person, to care about the other people. If I haven't cross all this cancer and stuff I have a perfect sure: I wouldn't be like this, like I said above "cancer changes you".Remember! Try one more time. Try
nos,nao em nosso lugar. Fica aqui mais do que meu apoio a estes professores, pedagogos, funcionarios e alunos, fica minha admiracao, respeito, agradecimento e orgulho em ver que nem todos abaixam a cabeca frente aos pequenos tiranos que infestam nossas escolas. Que este exercicio de cidadania possa ser a chama que incendiara os coracoes e mentes daqueles que ainda tem esperanca em uma educacao libertadora, voltada para a construcao de um novo tipo de sociedade, mais solidaria, responsavel e livre.Wander Lucio Mourao Junior, professor de geografia e artes da Escola Municipal Plinio Ramos Coelho. Manaus, 15 de junho de 2011