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Escuta: o que te dou nao e por voce, mas por mim_ se tenho amor demais, eu preciso deixar derramar ate que tudo escorra e que haja um total esvaziamento. E, novamente, eu me sinta plena do vazio. (Porque tambem preciso da purificacao do nao-sentir para me entregar de novo plenamente). Nao interessa se amor demais te envaidece, envaidecer-se e uma forma de nao se achar merecedor, caso contrario, receberia tudo com natural tranquilidade. Mas nao e sobre voce que quero falar, e sobre o amor que escorre pela ponta dos meus dedos, que me enche os olhos e a boca dagua. E por esse amor que eu respiro fundamente e sinto alegria. Voce e so um foco do que tenho transbordando. Nada alem do nao-definitivo com a sensacao de eternidade. Voce e a energia que sinto, puro movimento e luz. Amo para conhecer-me e tudo me escapa: o que sabia sobre mim se transforma no que ignoro e o que nao havia me tornado me fascina, mas nao consigo tocar se reconheco. Esse e meu processo de melhoramento: saber-me ilimitada, transitoria. (Se ficares longe ou aproximar-se, o amor sera o mesmo, esse outro do pra sempre, agora).Escuta: eu nao preciso fechar os olhos para ver por dentro a profusao de cores. Eu nao preciso usar palavras pra dizer da comunhao das coisas. Eu nao preciso estar embriagada de um amor concreto para ver beleza em tudo. Ele esta em mim, eu estou nele e onde eu for, chegaremos juntos.Se alguem se assusta ou se comove, e ser-espelho. Escuta: o que te dou e meu. E isso ninguem roubara de nos.Tem esse e outros textos na pagina dela do facebook ou no blog TransFLORmar-la. Ouvi hoje, no onibus um dialogo interessante, de onde surgiu a conhecida frase: sou mulher, sou do sexo mais fragil. Nesse momento aconteceu uma longa discussao sobre nao sermos sexo fragil, somos fortes, votamos, trabalhamos, dirigimos, chefiamos, somos tao boas quanto os homens. Nunca soou tao machista isso, aos meus ouvidos, quanto vindo de uma mulher. Concordo, sim, que nos mulheres nao somos o sexo fragil. Mas a forca a que me refiro e que conheco, nao e fisica ou de vontade (essa de lutar, vencer na vida, votar e dirigir). E uma forca intelectual e, sobretudo, emocional. E acredite: nao ha ser mais forte e intenso nas suas emocoes, do que nos mulheres. Por mais que consigamos parecer descontroladas, isso nunca e uma parcela tao significativa do quanto pode se tornar algo incontrolavel - e talvez ninguem conheca essa intensidade, isso e algo controlado por nos, ainda que tenhamos que travar uma luta intensa contra nossos hormonios, que resolvem deixar o intenso cada vez mais infinito. Ainda assim, a gente torna isso suportavel. Passei longos meses indo ao hospital no minimo quatro vezes por mes, e conheci muito mais pacientes oncologicos mulheres do que homens, e eu nao vi fraqueza em nenhuma delas. Eu via esperanca, eu via uma fortaleza cheia de certezas e planos em cada uma que eu conversei e, as vezes, talvez um pouco
de cansaco. Na verdade, a gente so tem uma pelicula mais fina, que protege as emocoes de se espalharem que os homens, mas, como contraponto existe uma capacidade infinita de se restaurar, de se recuperar e de se esconder atras desse conceito de que eu-somos-mais-fortes-que-os-homens. Somos iguais, mas lidamos com as mesmas dores (fisicas ou emocionais) de formas diferente. Eu conheco mulheres que podem ser infinitamente fortes, mas que sao so um pedaco do que tem potencial de ser e, ainda assim, parecem gigantes. Nao consigo ver fragilidade ai.
Eu li em algum lugar, uma vez, que a tarefa mais dificil navida era existir. Mas eu acho que a tarefa mais dificil e manter o proprio eixo, sem querer quealguem ajude. Eu tenho uma caracteristica que, embora muita genteconsidere ser algo louvavel, so me atrapalha: Eu nao reclamo. Nunca. Quem meconhece bem sabe que, raras vezes pra nao dizer nenhuma me viramreclamando. Reclamar da vida, da comida, do lugar que eu estiver, do tratamentoque eu recebo ou do que eu tenha que fazer, eu realmente nao sou de reclamar.Sempre que eu vou achar a vida um saco, um tedio, que eu to cansada, que euqueria tanta coisa que eu nao tenho, eu instantaneamente me privo disso. Minhaconsciencia buzina um alarme chato e decorado que diz: tem gente que nao temisso, tem gente que nao tem o que comer, tem gente que nao pode, tem gente quedaria a vida por isso, tem gente que ta morrendo e bla bla bla. Eu me policioem tudo que eu possa pensar em reclamar. E eu deixo de externar tudo que eu achoruim, por pensar estar reclamando de barriga cheia ou que possa parecer umaatitude mimada diante as situacoes que minha consciencia coloca. Eu sei que eu tenho direito de reclamar, deachar a minha vida um saco, e que tudo da errado. E o meu eixo. A minhadimensao. Eu gostaria de simplesmente reclamar. Reclamar que eu to semdinheiro, que eu nao conheco ninguem com quem eu consiga realmente me abrir edizer o que eu sinto sobre qualquer coisa, reclamar do controle e zeloexcessivo que tem a minha volta, do cuidado que as pessoas tem comigo quandosabem da minha historia, reclamar que meu cabelo e uma bosta, que eu nao tenhoroupa, que eu nao tenho pra onde ir, que eu detesto a decoracao do meu quarto,que eu nao tenho o que beber, que eu detesto cozinhar, que eu acho um problema remarcar qualquer coisa que eu tenha combinado e e so da um jeito que agente consegue as coisas, que eu nao suporto quando falam pra mim que nao podemou que nao conseguem ou que nao sabem, que eu preciso de alguem, que a conta tacara, que a vida ta injusta. Mas nao da.Simplesmente nao da. Eu tenho a mania insuportavel de achar que ninguem quer meouvir e nao percebo que eu ouco todo mundo reclamando de coisas taosuperficiais, tao chatas, tao faceis etao obvias, que eu desligo enquanto as pessoas falam e digo frases prontas (alias, nao sei o que acontece que todomundo adora me contar problemas, me achar confiavel). Fico transtornada quandofaco algo certo que alguem possa achar egoista ou falso, fujo de qualquer coisaque possa lembrar. Sem contar a culpa que coloco em mim por ter feito. Eu souchata, eu sou insuportavelmente chata. Eu faco tudo certo, quando na verdadequeria fazer o contrario, so por que eu sei que e certo. A verdade e que eu gostaria de ser infinitamente menostolerante com o que acontece a minha volta, e mais tolerante comigo. Mas nao da,eu nao faco nada disso. Eu fico mantendo sozinha esse
Eu sinto muito. Sinto tanto que apele arrepia. Sinto uma viagem pro litoral toda planejada, sinto as brigas,sinto os beijos, sinto o cheiro. Sinto tanto. E um querer tao grande, tao forte, que eu chego a acreditar que existe.Sinto saudade, sinto raiva, sinto amor. Muito amor. E tanto sentir que eu naosei explicar o que eu sinto, muito embora consiga falar. Piegas, eu sei, maslembro que comecou exatamente como nos romances do cinema. Toda noite sinto teus bracos em volta de mim,sinto a respiracao no meu ouvido de quem caiu em sono profundo. Sinto o dia em que vou ser apresentada pra tuafamilia. Sinto tua cabeca no meu colo, depois de um dia duro no trabalho, sintoas palavras confortando os momentos dificeis, sinto o silencio necessario.Sinto a felicidade de nao fazermos nada juntos, ou irmos jantar. Sinto a dor porter dito alguma besteira que acarretou uma briga tola. Sinto teu ciumes. Sintomeu ciumes. Sinto todos os planos, que nunca sao a longo prazo, por que eu teensinei que planejar o futuro e muito chato. Alias, sinto tudo que tu nao meensinou, e que mesmo assim eu aprendo so te observando. E como eu adoro teobservar. Sinto as mensagens de bom dia, todos os dias. Sinto tantafalta de simplesmente te ver, de te olhar, de viver um amor que e algo do qual eu nunca senti antes. E tao real, e taointenso, que eu sinto comigo a toda hora. Uma saudade arrebatadora aperta ocoracao quando toca uma musica que eu acho que seja a nossa musica. Sinto umvazio em todos esses espacos que tu preenche sem saber, que fazem parte dosmeus pensamentos ao longo do dia e que me fazem lembrar de ti por qualquercoisa que eu faca, e que acalentam meus sonhos durante todas as noites que eudurmo pensando em ti. Sinto tanto, tanto. Eu sinto tanto o fato de naoter tido a oportunidade de dividir isso contigo, sinto que tu nao sinta isso junto comigo mas eu sinto muito mais por nada dissoser uma verdade tua tambem. eu tive o impulso de desejar que aquele momento durasse pra sempre. A tua mao na minha, segurando forte, os pes na agua do mar, o sorriso, a alegria, os abracos e o desejo de que ficassemos desse jeito por muito, muito tempo; pedi que isso tudo durasse pra sempre. Nao consegui desejar, pensar, querer, lembrar nada alem disso. Frequentemente, mesmo que sem os fogos, desejo em silencio, so pra mim enquanto te observo, que esse nos dure pra sempre, e se nao for possivel, que dure o maximo que nos conseguirmos alimentar. E se, ainda assim nao for possivel ou for tempo demais, eu tenho um pedido a fazer: Quero que, sempre que for segurar minha mao, seja daquela forma, com a mesma forca, com o mesmo carinho, com o mesmo afeto e me passando a mesma seguranca. Eu sei que, talvez pelo acaso ou pelo destino, esse sempre possa nao ser eterno, entao por favor, faca eu me sentir assim ate o dia amanhecer. Data: de 09 a 18 de marco de
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martyr and/or a symbol. It would be a scandal and his supporters could even gain more strength. Now, they can see him either succeed and change a lot of things or fail for 4 years and blame the system once again. When it comes to what is going to happen next, I remember the Brexit vote, I doubt it will be as bad as the opposition, Clinton's supporters, claimed it will be. But I also believe that it won't be how he promised either, not even close. Like I said in another post, he would be stupid to believe his own promises and claims about how to "make America great again" and all that jazz. I just hope that his future accomplishments, fails and mistakes show the world something new. Maybe it will show that voting for someone like him is the right thing to do. Or maybe it will show that they should have listened to the opposition, including me, and never allowed someone like him to take charge of one of the biggest countries and powers in our current society. Either way, I just hope that people and society learn from this, no matter the outcome. Still, I won't hold my breath for it. I guess it's going to be an interesting ride for the next 4 years, watching him either stop and reverse or actually accelerate the natural decadency of the USA. But I am going to be honest, I already made it clear that I tend to believe in the latter. After all, if my opinions about him are correct, he doesn't even need nor plan to fix anything. He can just spend 4 years failing to then blame the opposition, his own party and the whole system. Then, after 4 years, he can either try to go for reelection or just accept the rich retirement with life long CIA and NSA reports. The Bush family has showed how those damn reports can serve their companies and help them to amass wealth. In any manner, Trump proved to be smart enough to get more power than any person that I consider sensible would give him. Still, like I already said, I hope that his government lasts the 4 years. Either way, I am sure it will be a good precedent. It will probably be a good example of why people should and/or should not vote for people like him and ideals like his. If he and his model succeeds, great for the USA. If he fails, great for the whole world, we can still try to learn from it. It will set an example of how and why to govern a country or how NOT to, only time will tell. The only real worry that I have is the half codes that he will receive. The ones to the largest nuclear arsenal in the world. I doubt he is reckless enough to use them. But north americans were reckless enough to buy his presidency. Their logic is clearly different from mine. Nothing personal against the USA... Well... Actually...
Let me be honest about something to clear things up. It's no secret what I think about the USA. Fuck the USA. I never liked them, their models and their ideals. What I always cite as the reason for my grudge against then is mainly the imperialist manners that they used to forced their beliefs into several countries across the globe, specially in the Americas. They and their allies, the British, have been a real force in national politics in Brazil, at least, ever since the 19th century. I do not hide my contempt towards them and the way that they bled us, hindering any possible changes in our country just to secure their own interests. I understand why they did it, to make sure that they still had allies, it was better to keep the same friendly elites in power instead of risking to lose such a huge country. They also don't want another great power sprouting and competing with them. But I reserve myself the right to be annoyed and grudge-full about that. They had their selfish reasons, I have mine. With that in mind, I wouldn't be much saddened if the dollar dropped really low and if China decided to put pressure on them. I also wouldn't mind if Trump ends up isolating the USA from allies while futilely trying to befriend historical and current enemies, like Russia who flies high altitude bombers near USA air space all the time as provocation and such. As long as they don't drop nukes, the USA could burn to the ground, for all I care. Although I hope Canada stays safe, they seem nice. So, with that explained, let me go back to my analysis of the result from their presidential elect and my prospect for the near future. I love how much the north americans ignored the warnings from actual economists, even Nobel prize winners, over what I consider nationalist propaganda. I mean, lots of people with several types and levels of degrees on economy already made it clear that his economical proposals are either lies to gather voter or impractical and inefficient, with some being just vague words and fallacies with no real meaning. Once again, I think that this is going to be a great deal breaker for world politics. If he succeeds, nationalism, militarism and conservationism will sky rocket through the world. After all, such were big bases for his campaign and one would think it will be for his government. He is clearly anti liberal, nationalist, militarist and of a unclear economic politic. He also seems to think that a government should be based around the image of a strong leader and that appeals to the working class and population, even though, in reality, he has nothing to do with them and their struggles. I might be exaggerating but this all reminds me of the guidelines for 20th century fascism. Maybe we could even end seeing a new fascist age, lead by the USA and Russia. At least according to his claims and insinuations about how he
will seek friendship with Putin and strengthen the USA military and economy while leaving the rest of the world to tend for itself. It seems far fetched to think about the USA and Russia leading a new wave of 21st century fascism, but so did Trump's election. So, I won't be very optimistic nor sure about anything. After all, like I said, his claims and insinuations point towards a government very similar to fascism. I wouldn't rule out that he creates and/or boosts a new bred of fascism around the world. On the other hand, if he fails to deliver much, such ideals could suffer a huge defeat. If he proves that such a model of government is clearly not suited for a big 21st century government and incapable of dealing with contemporaneous troubles and issues, it could smash such movements down to the background of political ideologies. However, it's also like I already mentioned, he is could not even try to implement his crazy promises and/or blame it all on the system. After all, he probably knew that the president isn't capable of all that things that he insinuated and even mentioned it very clearly, like building a giant wall between the USA and the UMS ("United Mexican States", it's actually the official name of the current mexican government and has been for a while). Trump probably already expects and perhaps even plans to hit the red tape and then blame it for his eventual fails. This in itself could be use to trigger a movement to enhance the presidents power and decrease the power of both the Congress and of the Senate. Although, it's more of a subjective theory based only on opinion and shouldn't be taken seriously. That also fits the possible fascist model that I mentioned, concentrating power in the hands of a strong leader was quite popular among fascists. Then again, like I just mentioned, if he fails to deliver and accelerates the USA decline, it could return us a couple of years on ideologies. It could end throwing such ideas back to closed doors and pretty much back to before this election, when such ideals that were considered "politically incorrect" took support in Trump's campaign. In other words, if he proves to be a good president, these sort of ideologies could gain back notoriety. If he fails, it could set them really far back in public support. Still, now all that is left is to see what happens, watch the USA either swim back up, sink or float. It will most probably depend a lot on how much actual support he gets in congress and in the senate and how he deals with it. His discourse after winning was actually very different from his aggressive campaign and seemed much more like a Keynesianism discourse about investing in infrastructure, national unity and harmony. And we will only actually get an image of his model of government after he takes charge in January, 2017. On the other side of the globe, I bet Putin and Li Keqiang are
laughing along with Al Assad, Kim Jong Un and some others that are either enemies or at least rivals of the USA. Their thoughts are probably along the lines of "Stupid americans seem to think that they changed something. They better not try to face us. We are still in control and we can break their economy and country by cutting relations with them. Then, if they try to face us military, they are going to find themselves isolated and alienated from allies that probably would rather be our allies than theirs.". Again, I would like to make a disclaimer saying that this is just my personal subjective theory and shouldn't be taken seriously. Well, I think this somewhat concludes my rambling. I would just like to leave a note about how people are reacting to Hillary's decision of cancelling her public speech in her national campaign after she learned that she had already lost. I see people calling her an hypocrite for "doing exactly what Trump said he would do and was chastised for". I disagree with such conclusion. Not admitting defeat in a public saying is far from what Trump insinuated that he would do if he had lost. He kept complaining about electoral fraud and was very clear about how he planned to contest any result that didn't consider him the winner. She proably just didn't want to say anything in public in the middle of the night. I can't really blame her. She is old, she probably expected to win and both candidates were campaigning until the last minute. It's also not like her going to public right now is going to do much. At least she called Trump and congratulated him. From what the media said, most of her supporters had left when Trump won in Ohio and then in Florida. Media don't tend focus on the losing side either. Her speech wouldn't have much impact other than drain her last energies to thank those still there. I think it could really be better to let her sleep... She could probably be better trying to sleep it off. Maybe trying to wake up somewhere else...