tary night above usWe sat together for the first timeI felt the warmth of your armsYou felt my skin ceawlIt was a cold winter in julyAnd we couldn't know whyLife decided to cross our paths...And as beautiful as it wasI didn't care much about us.And now here we are.But I miss so very much....I do miss staring at the moon with youI miss laughing at your sudden excitmentsYour innocent looksHandling my complicated moods....And even not knowing the reasonI put myself in a prisonAnd locked you outside without a key.But I miss....I do miss you playing for meAnd I failing while trying to sing....Your body layind down on my wrinkled blanket...While I served you coffee in bed....I miss your hands caressing my face....And wiping away the tears the scored down...From all the fucked things I've built on my own.....Now I know we should've never been apartCause we are what we are...One of each other.....We could never have gotten apart....too late now Being a foolThat's what's calledwhen you fall for someoneYou believe in everything and more....My advice, then...Say "So long, honey...Go break someone else's heart,And tear its heart apart"As love's supposed to beClose that door.Walk away without regrets,no looking backYou're in the right path,Cause you've got all you need inside yourself.Just look deep into it.No "love" can fill in the blanks.It only makes it hurt more.Blanks you think you've got in your heart.But if you're sure it's damaged somehowStitch it yourself.Do not depend on anyone to be happy.Do not throw your choices and freedom on something unworthy.Cause it hurts really bad...and it happens every single time.... Odds are that devil's arms caught me againGrabing me,, scratching meTrying to drown my lungs with pure sulfurAnd blood keep scoring down fromallover my bodyAn endless red waterfall....There's no struggle anymore from me...Just let it be...It thrills me to know I'm still wanted afterallPretty soon the desires will take over ....He promisses rubies as shiny and beautiful as his own eyes...Said to match with my emerald onesOn my slavy golden leash....How to refuse...When there's nothing left out thereOr in here, inside of me....He said he can love too, you know....In his own way and terms.....And Lord.....How I miss being loved!No matter how now...Holding hands we walk through flamesIn his throne we find our destination...So I bound to his majesty...And wish it can fill my wholes at last...Enough of fears, dreams, doubts and hopes...I let him have his fun out of meI'm already trapped at willCause it's divine never feeling or being alone again.Although the circunstances never to be understood by mostNevermind, no one knows how I have had been living all my life. Como se chama isso?Acaso....Acaso?Destino?Coincidencia?Dificil de diferenciarDificil de identificar.Gostaria do intelecto necessario e suficiente para caracteriza-los apropriadamente.Intriga-me.....Tudo o que penso e na hora faz sentido, muda em fracoes de segundo e se contradiz.Sei que as pessoas geralmente aceitam o que acontecem ao seus redores em suas vidas e seguem sem pensar nisso....So nao sei como.Como???!!!!Eu nao consigo....E sei que nao vou parar de refletir sobre isso pelo resto da vida que me resta.... Back on the