thegoodfellas/blogset-br huggingface dataset:
Atleta que mais apanha no nacional, Neymar tambem aprende a baterSantista recebe, em media, 6,2 faltas por jogo, liderando o ranking por este criteiro. Por outro lado, comete 3,2 infracoes por partidaPor Adilson BarrosSantos, SPimprimirO atacante Neymar, do Santos, disputou apenas cinco jogos neste Campeonato Brasileiro e ja sofreu 31 faltas. Em numeros absolutos, ele e o 26o no ranking dos jogadores mais cacados. Na media, no entanto, ninguem apanha mais do que o camisa 11 santista na competicao. O astro alvinegro recebe 6,2 faltas por jogo. Kleber, do Palmeiras, que e o jogador que mais sofreu faltas no Brasileiro, 69, disputou 13 jogos, media de 5,3.Neymar e o jogador que mais apanha na media por partida Palmeiras pressiona, mas para nas maos de Lomba e empata com BahiaVerdao abre o placar com Valdivia, mas cede empate em gol de bola aerea e fica no 1 a 1. Time completa cinco jogos sem vencer, e Tricolor comemora.Que a partida entre Palmeiras e Bahia, hoje a noite no Caninde, seria uma parada das mais dificeis para o Bahia, ninguem nutriu qualquer duvida, no entanto, o sofrimento foi bem maior do esperado pela torcida tricolor, mas ainda assim, levando sufoco durante quase todo o jogo e bolas na trave, notadamente no primeiro tempo de jogo, o time de Rene Simoes resistiu, foi valente e saiu da casa do adversario com um empate em 1 x 1, apos estar atras do placar e obter o empate atraves de uma cabecada salvadora do zagueiro Titi, aos 21 minutos do segundo tempo, tirando o Bahia do sufoco e resistindo a pressao palmeirense ate ao final, e ate com chances de virar o jogo. Placar que podemos creditar na conta dos excelentes, naqueles onde o Esporte Clube Bahia somou um ponto, enquanto o adversario, franco favorito, perdeu dois e manteve um jejum de cinco rodadas sem saber o que e vencer. Com o resultado de empate, o Bahia nao sofreu qualquer modificacao na tabela de pontuacao, continua estacionado na decima terceira colocacao, porem, aumentou de quatro para cinco, o numero de pontos que o separa do primeiro clube da zona de rebaixamento, o Santos, curiosamente, o proximo adversario tricolor. O Bahia volta a campo no proximo domingo (21), quando enfrenta o Santos de Neymar e companhia, as 18h, no Estadio Metropolitano de Pituacu, complementado a decima oitava rodada da Serie A. Em instantes, confira toda a movimentacao pos-jogo e o video com os melhores momentos de Palmeiras 1 x 1 Bahia que valeu pela 17a rodada do Campeonato Brasileiro da Serie A. A diferenca e Damiao: Inter bate o Botafogo na estreia de DorivalEm jogo equilibrado, oportunismo do goleador volta a ser o ponto de desequilibrio. Gauchos se aproximam dos cariocas na tabelaOAS_AD("Top1"); No is not a good day, infact i dont have a good day a long time..And seems that dont will have too.. Once my mom said.. keep your problems and worrys for you and dont make the others think about your problems because they alredy have their owns.. i always did dat.. but when we
have someone to share this is much good to do.. because the other person can help you and you feel good... but now im thinking in give up of this idea again.. because is only one way of sharing things.. and soon i know i will lost this person because my problems dont will end so soon and the problems of this person is never come to my ears.. then i decide stop to share anything im feeling and anything im worry about.. Will be much better for me and for the person. Atleast i dont will hurt nobody anymore and i will be happy to see this person happy..Im already feeling a good change in dat.. atleast this problem i will put an end.KissesAri
Do you know when you think you meet the perfect partner?That one that care for you so much that is like an guardian angel of your life?That one that always ask to you if you ate or sleep properly?That guy that dont sleep to take care of you and see if is everything perfect with you?That guy that care more for your life that for his own life?That guy that will do anything to make you happy?That guy that will wipe your tears away and never let one fall down?That guy that will be by your side in all the moments of your life?That guy that when you fail in anything in your life will be right there to make you feel better and make you get up and walk beside him?That guy that will make you smile doesnt matter what is going in your life?That guy that knows everything about you?That guy that love your imperfections?That guyu that will love you more than anything?That guy that never will leave you?Yeah i think i had this guy.. but i realize i had a coward as a partner.. one guy that go away from your life without say anything... that dont give one step to stop you for going.. and i think that what i had was true love.. i guess was just a fun time pass.. coz when really matters nothing happend and he just run away.. hurts too much know that the person that more cared for you one day now niether give a damn to you.. hurts alot see that this same person dont give one step to get back what one day he called of perfect life.. hurts too much love someone that is too much busy to give time to other person.. hurts too much cry alone in night trying to be better.. but then i realize that he was the one i told all the things and that now i dont have anybody to wipe my tears.. hurts too much know that this tears never will stop.. coz the love i think i had now seems nothing.. coz is like wait the rain come in desert.. you die waiting.. hurts too much pretending that nothing happend.. hurts too much forget everything.. hurts too much still love someone that is not by your side anymore..Just two things can give me peace at my soul.. the death, the eternal self flogging..My sadness is know that everyday i will cry thinking in what i never will have anymore... Today i will tell a history.. Is about one girl..In her highschool she was one of more smart and intelligent students of class.. only with good grades and niether study for dat.. she was happy and she was getting ready to enter in unversity where she was affraid to enter but she was confident that everything will be fine..she start to date with one boy in the last year of higshschool. he was very good with her and everything was going fine.. untill she meet her worst enemy.. her own hormonys.. and
its ok everybody have hormonys and everybody feel different when this is up or down.. but with her was different.. she didnt had control or herself..she went to alot of doctors and nobody knows how to control that.. with this problem she lost her bf, she didnt enter in university and because of all that she tried to kill herself alot of times.. she cried all nights, she hurt herself to see if get better, and for her get better.. she lost everything.. she lost all her hopes.. she was dieing.. in the middle of the next year she tried to enter again in other university... and she passed.. she felt a little more better.. mas the feeling of want to end to her life still was there.. and wasnt because only of the break up or for not enter in univeristy.. her hormonys was making her down..in the end of the same year she enter in the university that she wanted and not for the same course because of her ex bf.. when she enter she still was with her problem.. she spend whole semester without study.. because her didnt saw meaning of keeping studying or anything.. she didnt saw a future for her life.. she passed in 3 of 6 subjects..in this middle of time she meet one guy in internet.. she liked him and start to share things with him and all.. and they start to fall in love for eachother..in beggining of the other year she went to one doctor.. and this one find a solution for her problem.. after took alot of types of medicine he found one that controled her.. but she had to took this for her whole life and couldnt have babys.. he said maybe she dont will need when the body be normal after the medicine try to fix this.. she tried and get better in many points.. seems that everything was going to be perfect.. and was.. untill that she found out that the guy she was loving was lieing to her about somethings and she start to believe after sometime that he didnt loved her anymore and then she stop to eat, stop to sleep and just cried all nights and days.. she was getting weak and she was thinking that she was the most bad and horrible girl in the world... one or two years later she meet other guy in internet.. a angry boy and stranger too.. she didnt know how to make him smile because was too difficult.. but she put on her mind that everything around her have to be happy untill if she is not happy.. she talked with this boy everyday and night.. and soon both start a good friendship.. she was making him happy like she wanted and he was trying to find out a little more about her.. with the time she found in him a person who can she could trust and share all the things about her that she never did with anybody niether with the own mother.. with the time
she was more happy because he could make her smile.. but her relantionship wasnt getting better.. after more some months the doctor said for her stop the medicine and see if this will get better or not.. she stopped and seems that body was responding good after medicine.. in the end of this year she said to her best friend that she was in love for him and he didnt know what to answer in moment but after he said that he felt the same but they couldnt be together.. in that moment she felt much more down than before.. but she understand.. she was with other and he niether was in the same country and religion than her... after more some months waiting for the relantionship get better she give up. she break up with the guy..she still love him but she couldnt hold on anymore.. and she hope that her best friend give her a chance to be with her.. after more sometime he agreed to be with her.. and that they will try be together.. after that time the relantionship that before was a perfect friendship turn in a perfect relantionship.. everything was going perfect in their lifes untill the worst enemy or go start again to be with her.. then everything start to be bad again.. her life, her work her studys.. everything was going down and down.. she started to cry without reason.. then the only thing that still was perfect that was the love that both had she could destroy too.. everyday she did something that made him sad or angry.. or said something.. now she is alone.. with break heart.. dieing again without eat or sleep properly and only breathing to survive... the worst year ever she had this year.. and still didnt end..soon she will break her life again.. will loose the little hope that she still have and will live only for what the society need.. another robot of goverment.. Sad history, but truly one! Is all for today! Bye Ari
He dont know that i need him more than one hour per day...He dont know that talk a little each day kill my heart more than anything...He dont know that im not sleeping soon because i try do something to forget how much im missing him but is useless...He dont know that i cant study because when he go always is missing something between us and my heart cant stop to think in that...He dont know that i need him for give me the support for each step i give in my life...He dont know that all my problems will end when i will have his hand to hold tight by my side...He dont know that i get ready only to be beatiful to him...He dont know that i take care of myself for him...He dont know that when i feel ugly i have shame to talk to him...He dont know that when i look at his eyes i feel comfortable to see his love...He dont know that when he smile everything get better...He dont know that my life without him dont will exist...He dont know that he made believe in love again...He dont know that he is the reason im living my life today...He dont know that if wasnt him probably today i will be underground or living a miserable life...He dont know that my heart beat fast when i see one msg of him...He dont know that i wait for his msg for hours and sometimes dont came and i start to think the worst...He dont know that i wait him hours and hours only to see him for 20min and never is enough...He dont know that i stay siting infront of pc all day only waiting him come and when i come out is only because my heart cant hold on anymore the pain of missing...He dont know that i cry at nights because all dat happend and some of them are too much painfull to say...He dont know that im with fear of dont be with him in future and then loose all my perfect life...He dont know that i have fear of he give up on me because im too much stupid for him...He dont know that every minute that im in class or working i feel that im dieing without him...He dont know that i think alot in my problems and worrys because all of them make me stay more away from him...He dont know that hurt me alot stop to talk to him to do some work or for spend my time with some commitment...He dont know that everytime he dont smile at me i know i made that and feel more guilty...He dont know that everytime he is angry or sad then i feel more sad because i cant do nothing to stop...He dont know that when he is sleeping i only imagine go there and just take care of him and wondering what he is dreaming...He dont know that when he say bye seems that someone took of my heart and then this
stop to beat...He dont know that evveryday i try more and more do works of home for in future be the wife he want to him...He dont know that when i fight with him 5 min later i had regrets and want back in time everytime...He dont know that when im sad and i say is because of my problems is not because of dat.. is just because im not feeling him close enough to me then everything go wrong...He dont know that my life belong to him and everything i do is because of him...He dont know that more than anything i just want to give up of everything and go rest in his arms...He dont know that when i have fear of something or im scared of something that happend i just want him and nothing else...He dont know that he is the only one that can make me smile when all the other things are bad...He dont know that when we are not good then i dont breathe untill we be good again...He dont know that i wrote that because im weak and cant say this things to him...He know somethings.. but others only my heart feel...I love him and always will.. but sometime im not good enough to him...Wish that the distance could not exist...For you my prince..
So many dreams, so many plans, all of them broken cause of one night...My life become the movie butterfly effect since 16 of august of 2013. That day one friday night, i went in one date and then all the trust and all the loyalty i had went away. I dont have a explanation why that happend niether the reasons that make me do what i did.. but i did coz maybe was on my mind or in the plan of God to me.. i dont believe i deserve anything better after this day and niether imagine a happy life after what i did.. coz i did something that didnt broke only me but broke the love of my life..After that day all that i had plan for the end of this year start to broke.. all the plans of study hard and pass in all the subjects.. to end my course of acs.. all my plan of have him by my side always giving me support and me helping him in all his problems and fears.. all broken.. only coz of me..After dat day i become sad and more sad.. coz i knew i loose my life.. i loose my breathe and my heart beat.. all my happy life i had with him and after my mistake i didnt deserve to have him in my life anymore.. niether for one moment.. i couldnt study... i couldnt work.. all was too much bad.. and i wanted to give up of everything and wait for the death find me..Well my bad luck she didnt found me.. but almost.. when we decide to back to talk and try to be happy again.. when i was ready to really get my books and study the wing of butterfly move and another catastrophy happend.. i almost had a bad car crash.. i had a car crash.. but my luck was that nothing bad happend with me.. i just got hurt in some places of my body.. but just muscular pain.. well i guess im getting the effects of the choice i make on that 16.. im getting the consequences of broke a pure heart of him.. of broke a pure love as our.. and to broke a beatiful dream that we had together.. well.. i deserved that.. but when i see now nothing that you make stay without consequences.. all happend for one reason and all will always get back to you.. im seeing now.. and im hoping for the worst...Right now im trying to get better from the pain.. im trying to focus on study and my future career.. not that i deserve anything after what i did.. but i dont will live for my happiness.. i will live for the world.. like the world want.. work and spend the money nothing else..Is that.. the wings of butterfly will once again move and once again i will suffer from this.. but i deserve...kisses Have one moment of your life that you realise when the people really care for you or not.. In my case nobody
ever care.. im crying for two days already, sleeping 2 hours per day and the only thing i get is people that dont care about me or nothing that is normal too..When your life is nothing but tears and sadness you realize dat you are truly alone and nobody will help you to get up from the floor and if someone help probably later will make you fall more.In this moments of your life when you dont have nothing but your last piece of power for keep living is when you keep crying for all the things that happend but atleast you keep fighting for have a life that the world want..Sometimes i think i never more will find happiness again.. i know one day i will stop to cry.. maybe after some years.. maybe after one week.. but i know that every little thing will remind me of my old happiness and this will make me cry once again.. Some people say dat someday i will forget all this part of life i had.. i say dat i dont will.. coz when you find a true love and a true happiness this is one thing that mark you forever and no matter how much you try to ignore or try forget you know dat deep inside you will always run for this untill if you cant reach..I guess i just keep living coz i still dont have courage to kill myself.. coz i came in one point of my life whre kill myself dont will make nobody see that i went away.. only my family.. the rest of the world never will care that i went away.. then i guess when i do something good for the world or for someone that make me happy then will be the time when i will go..I guess i dont will have power enough to fight against all the problems and all the things i do everyday alone.. coz im not strong.. i never was and i never will be.. coz i always shearch for someone that will be by my side and will be my support in everything like i will be of him.. but i loose this.. coz i didnt had the enough support i need.. and this just make me break down in pieces and stay alone like i didnt had nobody by my side.. then i decide better stay alone dat disturb someone..Im alone and i wanted him back.. but i dont want someone dat dont run after the things he love or care.. i dont want someone dat spend the little time we had with others things and not see how much this hurt.. i dont want someone dat see dat the other is sad and then come like i should be happy coz nothing happend.. i dont want someone that dont come and talk to me to fix the things.. i dont want someone that prefer run away that stay with the person dat love.. i dont want much.. i just want someone by my side in all
the possibles times.. is not ask too much.. i guess this is a simple step of relantionship stay with the partner in all the moments.. bad and goods and dont go away when something bad happend..well i just talk too much..trying to fight against tears and study a little.. bye for now..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2t5JbPU1Vy4
Long time without write here, no much time to stop to think about what is happening and only trying to do all to see my dream coming true..Today i stop to think why i always think bad before anything that happens in my life.. then i came back from life, since i was small and then i saw a probably reason for this..When i was in high school mom and daddy always said that after sometime we will be alone in life that we dont will have them to help us and then i guess i started to have a fear of be alone forever, i know and i knew they dont will leave me if i need something.. but only the thinking of live and be alone make me be with fear of this truly happend..I guess from this moment i start to have fear of this protection and good life end soon, then i started to enjoy all the little moments with them for more time that i needed.. i guess thats why i took time to enter in university, thats why im still there and always tooking alot of time to end this..Before i didnt had anybody to make me believe that all this fears was only something small.. before i didnt had someone that will protect me the way they did all my life for me.. before i didnt had this feeling of a happiness with someone that dont will be them and my bro and sis..Now i have the feeling that i can be happy, that i dont have to be with fear of what will happend and just go and believe that everything will be alright with him..Now i feel that i dont belong more at this home and that my life belong only to him.. but still for some reason i have fear of the future.. i have fear that i cant do anything i want to do.. i have fear that all the things i do or i believe is only a ilusion and dat never can be done..I know and i believe that im capable to do anything i can, thats why i believe that he will make me happy and i can have him in my life forever, but sometimes i feel that im nothing in this world, im just a little piece of the big things around me..I guess i build a wall so much big of the fear of everything and fear of never do what i want that now im not capable to look for the other side, im not capable to destroy this, im not capable to see the happiness and the things i always wanted behind this wall.. and now i dont know how to destroy this and i cant go untill the up of this wall and jump for the other side.. sometimes i make a hole in this wall and then i see that all i wanted is right there only waiting me to get this with my hand and is very easy to go..
but then the fear with all the power that he have come and close the small hole of my hopes and make me stay away coz the fear hurt so much..I want go to the other side, i want start my new life and i want all the fears and all the obstacles end, but i know that dont will end so soon.. and i know that for me go to the other side of this wall i will need much of power and faith that i can do, but this is much that i can handle alone, and then i need him for this..Trying to make this fear go away.. and believe that i always can..Love you Gaurav!