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I am afraid of show who I really am.. Yes, maybe I hide too much inside, or not.. I want to be always in a good mood, or at least seem so.. but it is not easy at all... And some people really see it..Maybe I should face my fears or just let things go.. I mean I have soo many dreams.. but I am afraid to let some things go, because it should change my life...Sometimes I just wake up and I want to do everything that come to my mind without think too much.. Just do it! Almost all the times it happen I think too much and I don't do... and that things are not too dificil or illegal.. It can be just go walking on the street at the middle of the night.. or stop my car in a empty place and scream out loud... or just dance, sing no matter how stupid it seems.. I know I am still a child and I am not sure if I want to grow up.. I know I always wanted a good job.. and i have one..I always wanted happy days.. and I have a couple of them..I know the life won't be easy or joy always.. and i already felt it..I know I can't have everything I wish or want... I lived it too..Well.. I am lucky!
Today is February 24th. It's exactly 1:40am. It is Thurdays and the year is 2011. 23 years before i was borning... My mom was probabily nervous at this time.. and maybe my father was driving her to the hospital...I don't know what exactly they expected, but I know they were really happy when I got this world.Let's back to the past a for a little while...I was born a not so beautiful baby as my mother insist to remind me... "you were thin and big, and you had that very long and thin fingers.. and you used to play with them.. It was a little scared" You can imagine that scene.. my mom was very young she was 19 when I came to life..so i understan her....That is me in one of my very first picture.And because of the pictures that by the way I have a lot of pictures. Thanks God! I know I was not the most beautiful baby at all..Look at this oneMy mom was not wrong at all.. As you can notice.. Adorable baby!I think that water was too hot for me, I have never been such a huge fan of hot water, and now i figure out why... anyway... I know my parents took care of me all the time.. and I do know I 'gave' a lot of headache too... not at school, not because i was a 'bad' kid, no.. but i had some heath problems and they did everything they could and more... we didn't have a good finacial condition, but I always got what I wanted the most.. They made a lot sacrifices for me.. and i should Thanks them every day of my life... I was a very happy kid, I was smart, cute, polite.. always! Dad and mom taught me the very powerful words such as 'thank you', 'excuse me', 'sorry', 'please'.I used to do very good at school, acctually i was one of the best of my class.. At the age of ten i had already read all books of the library in my primary school...I changed school, my grades got down.,, you know, the adolescence arrives to anyone.. i have never been rude with my parents, but they started to be a little disapointed with me.. i didnt want to study anymore.. I wanted to go out and have some fun.. I didn't bring real and big problems to my parents.. i never smoke, drink or use drugs.. but i started upset my parents with small action, some words. I didn't care about my future.. but they always did.. And the most important they never give up.. Then when I was in high school my parents divorced, it was a hard and bad time for me.. no one really knows about it.. I tried to pretend everything was ok for me, but it was not.. I saw my mom suffering, I was mad at my father I didn't want to talk to him nor even see him.. But it passed.. well.. then came university.. the church the turkish boy
friend, the year that i didn't passed my classes, my father's frustation.. and then we get here.. in February 24th... 2011.. And now.. thinking about everything.. I know, every single action, word, frustation, angry, happiness... everything just help me to get here.. where I am.. helps me to 'build' who I am today.. I am what I am because of my parents, because of my past.. Thanks mom and Dad to care about me!!
I read this in somewhere... I think in a Wizard's book, and I liked.. And I'm writting it here now.. (Para as pessoas que entenderam nada do que eu disse... a traducao estara logo abaixo, como o texto era originalmente en ingles resolvi escrever primeiro em ingles dessa vez.) Sooo.. here we go..Golden Rules for LivingIf you open it, close it;If you turn it on, turn it off;If you unlock it, lock it up;If you break it, admit it;If you can't fiz it, call in someone who can;If you borrow it, return it;If you value it, take care of it;If you make a mess, clean it up;If you move it, put it back;If it belongs to someone else and you want to use it, get permission;If you don't know to operate it, leave it alone;If it's none of your business, don't ask questions;If it ain't broke, don't fix it;If it will brighten someone's day, say it;If it wilkl tarnish someone's reputation, keep it to yourself.I think it is pretty much right.. If you really take these rules with you.. you can make a lot of people happy and you will be too!_______________________________Ta, ta bom... pronto aqui vai a traducao.. bem livre hein.. ate por que traduzir literalmente um texto desse nao ficaria legal.Regras de Ouro para a vidaSe voce abrir, feche;Se voce ligar, desligue;Se destrancar, tranque de novo;Se quebrar algo, adimita;Se voce nao pode consertar, peca a alguem que possa;Se emprestar, devolva;Se valoriza alguma coisa ou alguem, cuide; Se fizer bagunca, organize;Se mover algo, coloque no lugar de novo;Se algo pertence a alguem e voce quer usar, peca permissao; Se voce nao sabe como mexer, nao mexa; Se voce nao quebrou, nao conserte;Se 'isso' fizer o dia de alguem 'brilhar', diga isso;Se voce for estragar a reputacao de alguem, guarde isso pra voce.Entao e isso.. eu acho essas regras muito validas, embora algumas vezes nao as tenha seguido, mas eu tambem nao as conhecia. (nao o texto pelo menos).PS: Sempre que vou escrever algo mais 'formal' fico com medo de escrever errado e de fato tenho tido dificuldades absurdas com a nossa amada Lingua Portuguesa. Nao me pergunte o porque. Eu nao sei responder..NOTA MENTAL: Ler mais!!!!!!!!!!by Carol You came, and it was special.. I've never seen such a sweet person before, all things i wish i'd forget.. I really thought to let everything behide for you, I was really changing all my life for you, even though I was not sure it was right, but I loved you, and there was just one thing in my mind: "I will try as hard as I can. If it doesn't work, won't be my fault. "And I tried harder and harder, and it didn't work. When you came to me and said: "You are such a great person but you are not for me" I just cried over and over again.. day after day.. week after week.. And I was so hurted inside, deeply hurted, I just couldn't move on.. I didn't want to forget.. I asked you millions of time "please, don't
forget." but you did... and I couldn't.. and I hardly thought it was my fault.I've missed you so far, all our talks and words.. I've missed your eyes and your voice... I tryed don't mind, but again I couldn't. At the end I thought "What did I do so wrong? Why didn't it work?" And I felt silly to believe you. I felt stupid to believe in all those things. But again, I loved you, and it was real, I am sure it was... Maybe I am writting this just to pass a line over it. When I open it, I had no intension to write about this, but I don't really know what happened.. One thing is right and it is.. God doesn't let us do such a stupid thing by chance, all these had a purpose, I mean, I hope it had. Because it really hurted me...I hide your pictures in my notebook so far... but somedays ago every thing change.. or I thought it was changed. "I will put it here, when you clean it your heart will decide what you should do" - Thank you for these words!We just met because of a green light... and i was a crazy person for him already. It was funny I confess. Something else happened after that moment... and it was special too.. more than that time i was talking about, because it was a real person not a machine, and I could feel alive again.. I was totally hopeless, and live without hope is not good, I do know it. Sometimes I am like a child, and maybe I will be like this forever... and this is not good at all. Because I want to see him, I want to be with him, I want to call just to say good night, maybe he doesn't. And I feel I will screw up everything. "I can't set my hopes to high." But this feeling: Be alive is too much good. Even if I don't want to thing just me and I really don't. I don't care too much about me, I just want someone else to make happy, to make smile and to trust. I just want to have someone else to believe and share the happiness and everything. Just to make both of our lifes more pleaseant, happy and easy, because it is always good when there is someone on our side. I also feel I need to apologize, because I am acting like a little child, like a 15 years-old-girl. And I don't like, so I am sorry. But this is me, I can't hide my bad side from him, 'cause he is so clear. I really wish I could be better... and don't make such a stupid mistakes like that..I am sorry!PS: I wish he could think like me, and feel like me, and want the same things.. but I am not sure about this. Time will show, if i don't mess up everything before.by Carol
Well.. that is it.. I think I'm giving up... but i still don't know if i should.. or whatever...I don't want to wait but i dont want to hurry up, i just want to let things going on.. like normally but it is too hard to do...maybe i should give up..i dont want to care anymore.. i just dont! You know, I like my brother, but sometimes he just makes me really angry. For exemple, yesterday. I'll tell you. I pass all day long at home, doing nothing. Well, no necesserily, but I passed the day on msn, twitting and watching tv. My brother, just to 'make something different' passed the at my father's, when he arrived, he was a little bit in a bad mood and i don't know why. He was not stupid but he didn't say 'hi'. He brought a frozen pizza, that one we buy at the supermarket. The very first thing he said was: - Are you going to order some food? My mom said no and asked 'why'. - Because if you are, I will put this pizza at the fridge. But are you going to eat it? Again mom said no. she isn't going to eat neither order food. I said I was going to take a hotdog later. Everything went fine, he put the pizza into the oven.. but when he ate it, for a reason I don't know, he thought it wasn't good. He made us try it, at the begining he disn't really want to share it with us. I get this ponit because he asked 'Doesn't even Carol want some?' when my mom said she didn't want. Anyway... It wasn't bad, just raw. The boy put that frozen pizza in the oven and he expected that in 10 min it could be ready to eat? No way. So the child (who is not a child anymore) decide to say it was not good at all. And it was because of the potato he put on it. Seriouly I had opened that potato (it was like chips) for lunch it couldn't be bad. It was impossible. I tryed to explain. Without success. I changed my clothes and said: - I'm going to take my hotdog. - Then, I am going with you. I thought: "WTF? You get here and don't want to share the food you bring and i have to pay a hotdog for you? NO WAY!" - Mom i need some money then. (Yes, i needed, because all that i have was 5 reais) - She said that there was some money on the bedside table.. i take that money and left to take my hotdog, I was happy and starving. The problem was: That 'hotdog cooker' wasn't there, so i turned right in the next corner. I wanted a hotdog, I didn't want anything else. But my brother get angry because i was coming back home. - Are you coming back home? - Yes. - Ah. - Why? Do you want anything? - But Will I eat alone? -
Yes Pedro, I wanted a hotdog, there isn't it, I am coming back home. A very simple thought, am I wrong? But he didn't think that way. - Ah, so I don't want anything. - But.. Don't you want anything? Are you sure? We are already here. - No, let it go. - Is there anything you want to? - No, forget it. And then a little discussion like "why are you mad? I'm not. You don't need to speak like this. ok you're t=right " If you don't want, you don't want. I'm really coming back home. - I thought. Sweet ilusion! When i get the corner near my house he said: I sandwich from gas station! Yes, I wish to kill him, but i just keep going straight ahead to the gas station. He bought his sandwich, we got home, he ate it. I knew there was some strogonoff at the fridge so i decided to eat it. I offer it to my mom. she had eaten anything so far, just like me. She said no again. Ok. The problem is: I am very kind and good girl! I knew my brother liked this dish, so I offered it. But i really hope he doesn't accepted it, as he had already eaten. There was just a little of this. - Pepeu Do you want some? - Yes, a little bit! All that was just a little. He didn't know it, buuuuttt.. he could had had a good sense and said 'no', whatever The thing is, I didn't eat, because i had anything to eat, yes, I left all 'the little' of strogonoff for him.PS: Forgive my mistakes! send me a message if you noted it, I'll correct it! Thanks
*CONFIRA COMO FAZER SUAS UNHAS CRESCEREM EM APENAS 5 DIAS!O desejo de muitas mulheres e tem unhas grandes e fortes, com essa dica voce ira notar o resultado em suas unhas em apenas dias. Voce vai precisar de 200ml de azeite e 30gr de cravo da india.Coloque o cravo e o azeite misturado em uma panela, e deixe em banho maria por duas horas, depois deixe esfriar, com uma peneira coe a mistura. Depois e so passar o liquido na unha, massageando e deixe agir por 2 minutos. Guarde o que sobrou em um vidrinho para esmalte, repita esse processo 2 vezes por semana, quando a sua unha ja estiver fortalecida basta que se faca 1 vez por semana.*Mascara do Dr Ivo Pitanguy (Receitinha de Ouro)Gente essa dica e maravilhosa, quem deu foi a Gloria Maria durante uma entrevista para a Luana Piovani no programa Super Bonita da GNT, Confira..Ivo Pitanguy (que ja foi considerado o melhor cirurgiao plastico do mundo) deu essa receita para Gloria Maria (que ninguem sabe quantos anos ela tem, mas, a pele e MARA).Gloria falou que nao abre mao dessa mascara milagrosa, que e feita com coisas bem simples: Bepantol (pomada), Hipoglos, cinco gotinhas de vitamina A e cinco gotinhas de vitamina E.Para quem nao gosta do cheiro do Hipoglos, agora existe a Hipoglos com amendoas, o cheiro e beeeeem melhor.Hipoglos e Bepantol deixam a pele igual de bebe, vitamina pura para a pele..No 1o dia apos lavar o rosto ja da para perceber a diferenca.OBS: Serve para todos os tipos de pele, inclusive oleosa. A mascara pode ser feita ate tres vezes na semana e nao tem medida certa de Bepantol e Hipoglos, e so pegar a quantidade necessaria pra cobrir o rosto e misturar tudo. Vale lembrar que nao da pra guardar a misturinha, entao, so facam o necessario para uma noite, senao perde o efeito. Eu faco a mistura na palma da mao mesmo.Com a pele devidamente limpa, aplique a mascara antes de dormir e removam no dia seguinte.*Blush caseiro e natural faca voce mesma!Ja pensou em usar um blush natural feito por voce mesma? Muita gente pensou e pos as maozinhas para trabalhar. Claro que existem otimos produtos naturais a venda no mercado, embora a variedade no Brasil nao seja tao grande ainda. Mas tem se firmado como uma forte tendencia fazer os proprios produtos com ingredientes naturais para as horas de emergencia.Um dos produtos mais simples de preparar e um blush caseiro e natural, veja aqui duas solucoes!Blush caseiro e natural de amoraA professora e esteticista Malu Arruda fez uma misturinha basica de po de amora, o qual voce acha facilmente em lojas de produtos naturais, e umas gotinhas de alcool em gel. A misturinha deve ser feita logo antes da aplicacao e usada por cima do protetor solar.Para quem tem pele sensivel, e so passar o po de amora sem misturar com o alcool. Malu adverte que nao e recomendavel preparar uma quantidade maior para usar depois, faca o suficiente para um uso apenas.Blush de amido de milho e po de
beterrabaEsta e outra misturinha, desta vez com po de beterraba (tambem pode ser encontrado em lojas de produtos naturais) e um pouquinho de amido, misture os ingredientes ate chegar no tom preferido, mais claro ou mais escuro.Procure desfazer qualquer grumo e use um pincel para aplicar. Se quiser um tom mais escuro, basta aumentar a quantidade de po de beterraba ou adicionar um pouquinho de cacau em po e ir ajustando o tom para a sua preferencia. Como e natural, a durabilidade e curta, alerta a querida Malu Arruda!Lembre-se de usar o blush sobre a pele protegida com protetor solar (caso seja durante o dia).Qualquer irritacao, suspenda o uso imediatamente!Consultoria: Malu Arruda e esteticista facial e corporal e professora do Instituto Beleza OM.*Xampu com bicarbonato de sodioEsta cansada de gastar dinheiro em xampus com ingredientes questionaveis? Com bicarbonato de sodio voce pode fazer um bom xampu e totalmente natural.1. Misture uma parte de bicarbonato de sodio com 3 partes de agua. Por exemplo: uma colher de sopa de bicarbonato para 3 colheres de sopa de agua.2. Esfregue a mistura sobre o cabelo e couro cabeludo. Deixe descansar por um ou dois minutos e depois enxague.3. Termine com um enxague de vinagre.Enxague de vinagre: Em uma vasilha coloque meio litro de agua e 14 do copo de vinagre (50 ml). Aplique no cabelo logo apos a lavagem e deixe escorrer. Seque com uma toalha sem pressionar os cabelos.Razoes para usar o bicarbonato de sodioNao possui ingredientes nocivos como parabeno, sulfatol, dietanolamina, corante ou perfume.Ele contem um ingrediente unico e natural (bicarbonato de sodio).E mais barato do que qualquer xampu que voce compra no supermercado.Ele nao cria acumulo de residuos no couro cabeludo.Ajuda a tratar e prevenir a caspa.Dicas e advertencias para iniciantesO xampu de bicarbonato de sodio funciona melhor quando misturado imediatamente antes da utilizacao. Use como medida a colher de sopa e misture antes de entrar no chuveiro.O xampu comercial remove do cabelo seus oleos naturais, fazendo com que o couro cabeludo produza mais oleo do que o normal. O bicarbonato de sodio nao causa este problema, e o seu corpo vai precisar de tempo para ajustar a producao de oleo. Nao se surpreenda se o seu cabelo ficar seco ou oleoso na primeira vez que voce fizer o uso desse xampu. Logo, seu cabelo se adaptara a mudanca e voce tera seu cabelo limpo por mais tempo.Como acontece com qualquer outro xampu, evite o contato com os olhos*Shampoo Desamarelador CaseiroQuem tem cabelos loiros sabe o quanto e dificil mante-los lindos e sem o tom amarelado. Essa receita caseira alem de muito facil, vai deixar seu cabelo lindo logo na primeira aplicacao!!ingredientesVioleta Genciana (vende em farmacias, custa algo em torno de R$ 1,50 a R$2,00 Dilmas)Shampoo branco de sua escolha (o importante e que seja branco)Modo de Preparo:Uma vasilha de manteiga ou sorvete vazia (dessas que a gente tem aos montes sobrando em casa).A base para essa receita sera um shampoo de 300 ml de qualquer marca, o importante e que seja branco.Misture os 300 ml de shampoo com 8 gotas de
violeta genciana (lembrando que nao pode ser muito porque a Violeta Genciana e super pigmentada e quando usada em exagero pode deixar o cabelo roxo).Misture bem e passe nos cabelos normalmente como um shampoo comum, em cabelos loiros bem claros e platinados nao precisa.So aquele tempo normal da lavagem ja e suficiente.Em cabelos mais dourados e recomendado deixar agir de 1 a 2 minutos e entao enxaguar.Para uns, os cabelos brancos sao um charme. Para outros, um incomodo. Se o seu caso e o segundo, certamente pinta seus cabelos com tintas cheias de quimica, que, futuramente, por accao acumulativa dessa quimica, poderao causar graves doencas.Mas vamos lhe dar uma boa noticia agora: Pode escurecer seus cabelos de forma natural, sem nenhuma quimica e sem agredir seu corpo.Ah, as receitas que vamos ensinar alem de serem 100% livres de substancias toxicas funcionam mesmo!RECEITA 1INGREDIENTES:4 colheres(sopa) de salvia seca2 colheres(sopa) de alecrim seco1 colher (sopa) de vinagre de maca500mL de aguaMODO DE PREPARO:Faca um cha com esses ingredientes, ou seja, ferva por 10 minutos, com os 500 mL de agua, o alecrim e a salvia. Espere o cha esfriar com a panela/chaleira tampada. Coe o cha e acrescente o vinagre de maca. Essa bebida pode ser conservada na geladeira por ate 145 dias.MODO DE USAR :Lave bem os cabelos para deixa-los bem limpos. Quando eles estiverem enxutos, aplique a tintura natural e deixe-a agir por meia hora. Depois, lave seus cabelos apenas com agua. Esta receita pode ser usada ate duas vezes por semana.Os resultados nao aparecem de imediato, eles sao progressivos.RECEITA 2INGREDIENTES:Po de cafe.AguaMODO DE PREPARO:Faca um cafe bem forte, mas sem usar acucar.MODO DE USAR:Lave bem os cabelos para deixa-los bem limpos. Quando eles estiverem enxutos, aplique o cafe e deixe-o agir por meia hora. Enxague depois apenas com agua. Esta receita pode ser usada ate tres vezes por semana.Como no caso da receita anterior, os resultados nao aparecem de imediato, eles aparecem a medida que vai aplicando a tintura de cafe.*Como fazer seu proprio esmalteJa ensinei isso aqui a um tempo atras,mais resolvi postar novamente para quem nao conseque encontrar a postagem antiga.Ja aconteceu de voce idealizar uma cor de esmalte para a sua unha e nao a encontrar? Sabemos o quanto isso e ruim e, por isso, a dica de hoje e sobre como fazer esmalte.O tutorial e para aquelas que adoram usar a sua criatividade para criar coisas novas! Voce pode ter a cor que quiser para as suas unhas, alem de reaproveitar sombras ou blush que voce ja nao gosta mais ou que estao quase passando do prazo de validade. E super simples e em alguns minutos voce ja tem a sua nova cor de esmalte. Vamos testar?Materiais:1 sombra1 esmalte incolor1 pedaco de papel1 palitoPasso a passo:Para voce comecar, escolha uma cor de sombra para os olhos para fazer a cor do esmalte. Voce pode usar aquela sombra quebrada que queira reciclar.Certifique-se que a sombra esta esfarelada completamente e, caso nao esteja, esfarele-a bem. Com o pedaco de papel, faca um funil (como mostra na foto) e despeje