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so that he started backwards in fear. The smell of semen on him was overwhelming. He was naked apart from a tiny black bathing thong & a pair of round framed, dark tinted spectacles.I stared hard at him as he made to pass me by, to the stairway, like you would if you were trying to memorise the appearance of a criminal, which is just what I was doing. He kept his distance, moving with even greater fear of me than the woman had, but he stopped & turned around in front of the doors to the stairway & began to nervously splutter "Who, who , who's disciple are you?!" He was pointing his index finger at me from his right hand, brought up to his shoulder & prodding the air in my direction. I didn't know what to say, I wasn't initiated, so I said nothing, but I took the opportunity of looking hard at him through the tinted lenses of his glasses to the hard, "dead" eyes within the deep etched lines around their sockets. He carried on spluttering at me things that I didn't understand, something about him being Vishnu Tattva, so I'd better "watch it" because Prabhupada had told him that. He told me to watch it a couple more times then took his stinking little body down the stairs. I had no idea who he was or what he was talking about. He had all the bearing of a criminal & that is how I viewed him, a seriously insane criminal.I stayed where I was & carried on chanting. After a short while an Indian brahmacari arrived & swept up the poly bags & straws & started mopping the semen stains. He stared at me with a furrowed brow as he worked. A little later Another Indian brahmacari came & told me to clear off. I complied.Later that day I was informed by my roomates that some crazy woman had been found doing a hand stand in the public shower room of the guest house, because she'd had illicit sex & was trying to wash the semen out of her body. She was hysterical & obviously on drugs. The worst of it was that they said that she was in such a state that the medical centre had procured tranquilisers & "morning after" contraceptive pills for her to use. They also mentioned that it was rumoured to be a well known sannyasi who had sex with her, but I couldn't believe that it could have been the same people that I had witnessed on the roof. I couldn't believe that the thuggish little cocaine addict that I had seen on the roof could possibly be a sannyasi.I can't remember if it was the same day in the afternoon, or the following morning that Resnic was reeling around beside the gardens in front of the long building in a large straw cowboy hat & bathing thong. I think it was the following morning or it might even have been a day or two later.Anyway I had no idea
who he was until some other "sanyasis" who were standing at the front of the temple building started shouting "Hridayananda! Get dressed!". He shouted back "Who's Hridayananda? That's Krishna! I'm Resnic the philosophy guy!" (refering to his mundane philosophy book "Intellectual Animalism"). He took off his hat to reveal a large bag of white powder which he began to toss in the air & catch again then he shouted at the sanyasis "Hey! Tell Jayapataka I've got his breakfast here!" refering to what must have been a large bag of drugs. He was staggering & reeling looking at the sky. He dropped the bag & something spilled out "Oh shit" he murmured then the sanyasis walked over to take charge of him.trancendentaltechnology@hotmail.co.uk Please accept my humble obeisances.All glories to Srila Prabhupada!Do you seriously believe that the current day GBC, "have "lovingly" served Srila Prabhupada, Srila Prabhupada's desires and instructions, and Srila Prabhupada's ISKCON society and its devotees; and who have given protection to the above five entities listed who, as devotees, have served Srila Prabhupada and Krsna within ISKCON", as you state in the below communication.Since Prabhupada's books are still being printed &sold containing untold amounts of unauthorised changes, this statement sounds rather like sarcasm. As regard protecting brahmanas, women, children, cows &old men, in 1991, I personally witnessed the sexual abuse of a woman by Hridayanada Swami, right after I saw him sniff cocaine on the rooftop of the long building (guest house) at Sri Mayapura chandrodyaya Mandir. He was occupying the bunk of an old man who lived on top of the long building at the time. The old man, known simply as Dadhu went to ask Hridayananda Swami, when could he have his bunk back, &was given short shrift by the dazed "Swami", who was lying on the old man's bunk.Later I saw Hridayananda Swami staggering around delirious in front of the long building wearing nothing a tiny black bathing thong, sunglasses &a huge straw cowboy hat. Some sannyasis who were standing outside the temple shouted at him to get dressed. He took off his hat, underneath which was a large bag of white substance, which he began to throw into the air &catch. He shouted at the sannyasis at the other side of the lawn; "Tell Jaypataka I've got his breakfast here!" Prior to that I had seen TKG sniff cocaine in Prabhupada's quarters at Bombay. In Mayapura I heard testimonials from Gurukula boys about sexual abuse &even alleged murder of one of their class mates by leading ISKCON members. I personally smelled semen on the breath of one of the Gurukula boys when he spoke to me incoherently after he we came down the stairs from Jayapataka Swami's quarters at Mayapura, along with JPS &a crowd of others. When Radha Madhava dasa, the temple commander at that time, saw that I had noticed the smell of the boys breath, he took immediate charge of the boy by grabbing his arm &keeping hold of him. Radha Madhava dasa, JPS &his servant Tribanga dasa, all in turn told me
to keep my mouth shut. JPS was holding a little polythene bag with a clip top &was laughing whilst putting his finger in the bag &then rubbing his finger on his gums. Others with him had similar bags &were doing the same thing. Finally JPS was trying to scrape a white residue out of the corners of the bag. He produced a small scraping of white substance which he wiped onto the top of his big club shaped walking stick,which was held by Tribanga dasa, it began to melt exactly like snow, turning into a clear colourless liquid in the sun. Tribanga dasa immediately wiped it up on his finger tip & rubbed it on his gums. I was standing very close to them, &was staring in amazement, I had never seen cocaine before, but I had seen people rub drugs on their gums. JPS shoved his finger into my mouth &rubbed my gums above my front teeth, there was a strange, slightly bitter taste on his finger, combined with a smell &taste of semen. There was a numbing sensation in my mouth, I immediately felt high &broke into a sprint, back to my room in the guest house, where I chanted rounds at desperate speed before falling into depression.The present day GBC obviously know about these kind of abuses by the self imposed bogus gurus, but they still allow them to pose as spiritual masters. To say "all glories" to them even in sarcasm seems to be, beyond a joke.I can remember a number of examples of devotees who were ill being badly treated for that reason I also witnessed ill treatment of cows. -----------------------Richard Shaw Brown wrote: God!!! What a dispicable katha! How will you gain KC with such dispicable talk. If you don't like something then do like me. Lump it! If you are in a bad place then leave... And go elsewhere. Love it or leave it! And "get a life" too!Comments: The only despicable thing in this tragic story is Richard Shaw Brown's dispicable commentary, rejecting the possibility that this could really ever happen. Yes report the truth and they will condemn you for this or even kill you.Mahavegavati once wrote: "Yes, you are quite right: it is all SO CRAZY. Speak the truth, and these demons try to kill you. And their followers are either just as crazy or WORSE. Blankety-blank fanatics. After being in ITS GON for so long, and going through all the GARBAGE I have been through, it is VERY DIFFICULT to NOT put vulgar language on my tongue when thinking or referring to these demons. They are just SUCH CREEPS. The blind lead the blind and they all fall into the ditch. Such a crazy situation. One which one can cry over, and at the same time, "laugh" as well. It is NOT funny, but it is such a sad case, and almost SO ridiculous that it should have happened, that one can practically laugh as well." It might be hard to believe Mr. Brown, but it is true. Why don't you
ask her, how she was abused under Bhaktitirtha? You probably will never believe anyway Mr. Richard Shaw Brown.But there are many devotees who have personally witnessed and experienced similar abuse, caused by our so called IskCon leaders, starting from Hridayananda to Jayapataka, via Bhavananda (the Kids and Taxidrivers Lolipop licker (meaning cocksucker) to Kirtananandas paedophilia, having sex with children and young boys freely. Why is it dispicable katha as Mr. Richard Shaw Brown insinuates? Why is it despicable when an abused and molested person reports his traumatic past experiences? Perhaps Mr. Shaw wants to ignore it, so it might go away? Or never existed? But this will not help the abused devotees. We all know that most of our Iskcon leaders are perverts, not only licking the genitals of our children, but also doing many other perverted things. This is a recorded fact and not an imagination, going so far as to the poisoning of our guru, or why Srila Prabhupada said: "Dont toture me and put me to death"?Bhakti-caru: What was that all about mental distress?Prabhupada: That same thing ... that someone has poisoned me.Bhakti-caru: Someone gave him poison here.Tamala Krsna: Prabhupada was thinking that someone had poisoned him.Mr. Richard Shaw Brown wants to talk only about nice Krishna Katha. Sure we also want that. That would be ideal. But does that mean, we should forget the truth of child abuse and murder, not talk about it? What is the subject matter anyway of this istaghosti forum?Ok you don't like this language Mr. Nice Guy Shaw Brown, so ignore the truth and go away. Because of people like you, the Iskcon perverts are still in power today doing still their perverted activities even now. Nitaichand Goswami aka Nityananda Sil, child molester, bogus guru and thug, refugee from Bangladesh I still remember (I am a living witness) about Nitai Chand "personal" quarters in Mayapur. There was a big huge iron gate on the floor, barring the way to some "special" rooms of Nitai Chand. We where threatened with beatings from Nitaichand gundas, if we ever dared to come close to these rooms. What was so special with these rooms that they have to be protected by an iron gate? Well, everybody knew it that time: Nitai Chand had sex with his little boys, which no body should see. That was common knowledge to the elders, and everyone knew it that time. Nitai Chand was protected by Jayapataka. Jayapataka, Bhavananada, Satadhanya, Nitai Chand and others created a molesters-nest in Mayapura having free sex orgy. One Mayapur devotee reported about Nitai Chand: " He was the In-House Sex partner to Bob Bacus (aka Bhavananda) while they both lived at the ISKCON. This individual has been caught performing bi-sexual favours on the temple premises. "He gave (carnal) pleasure to the Lord's devotees..." (sucking their genitals). So, Mr. Richard Shaw Brown might not believe the story coming from trancendentaltechnology@hotmail.co.uk but we do believe. please also read: spanish expose - mexico Hridayananda melt downHridayananda's Tough LoveHridayananda's Falldowns with Devamrita devi dasiHridayananda exposed by Payonidhi PrabhuHridayananda Aparadhi to
the Sannyasa Order Hridayananda fall down from sannyasaHridayananda advocates homosex philosophyA Response to Hridayananda's Homosexual Philosophy Hridayananda rejected by his disciple Krishna-Kirti Das Hrdayananda's bogus Srimad BhagavatamHridayananda rejects Srila PrabhupadaSrila Prabhupada on homosexualityIRG South America UpdateKrishna-kirti's letter to the GBC [doc]Krishna-kirti pdf article here [pdf]Hridayananda -- Out of CharacterPhoto Gallery of Hridayananda
do som. A esfera de influencia de alguns seres nao ultrapassa a dimensao de seus proprios cranios; ja outros influenciam uma comunidade, uma nacao ou ate mesmo um planeta inteiro.A beleza e harmonia de suas esferas particulares de influencia depende da qualidade do som que produzem.Quando uma nacao tenta conquistar outra, os primeiros pontos a capturar sao as estacoes de radio, os jornais as linhas de comunicacao.Transmitindo seu manifesto por meio do som, o governo e capaz de derrubar os lideres de seus postos e tomar o pais. E entao e tambem por meio do som que o novo governo se estabelece. Se houvesse algum defeito nesse som, por menor que fosse, tudo estaria arruinado. E por isso que ha tantas mudancas na situacao mundial. O som de todas essas almas e, para citar a Biblia, uma Babel. Sons absurdos estao penetrando e contaminando o eter, o ar, a agua e a propria estrutura molecular de cada pessoa, lugar e coisa.Toda mente se compoe de duas funcoes tecnicamente conhecidas como sankalpa e vikalpa. Sankalpa significa o desejo mental de ordenar os pensamentos em conceitos, teorias e grupos de teorias. Vikalpa e a funcao da mente de rejeitar pensamentos, simplificando e limitando as experiencias que sao coletadas por meio dos sentidos da visao, audicao, olfato, paladar e tato. Ambas funcoes sao controladas por meio do som.Aqui esta um experimento: feche os olhos. Quando eu disser um numero voce o vera refletir-se diante da mente como numa registradora. Um... tres... sete... quatro...O processo de sankalpa e vikalpa, respectivamente, faz com que os pensamentos venham e vao.Esta e uma forma bastante simplificada do processo mental. Numa escala mais complexa, existe o arriscado negocio de intencionalmente invadir as ondas sonoras com sons defeituosos.As linhas de comunicacao estao repletas de sons impuros, que vao desde os mais elementares livros escolares ate as filosofias ditas mais avancadas. Os trapaceiros do Congresso sao outro exemplo excelente da poluicao intencional dos canais sonoros.Mas, se infundissemos o eter de som espiritual, se o saturassemos com a vibracao do som transcendental do nome de Deus, o mantra purificaria, iluminaria e saturaria cada ser com suas potencias.Cheto-darpana-marjanam: no inicio, o som espiritual do mahamantra (Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare, Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare) limpa a poeira material do espelhode nossa mente.A mente e como o medium que conecta o espirito a sua cobertura material externa: o corpo.A alma nao tem atividade material. Quando coberta por maya, ou ilusao, a alma permanece dormente, num estado de animacao suspensa. Contudo, tamanha e a magnitude da alma que ela infunde consciencia em todas as direcoes.Os sentidos agem atraves do medium da mente, e, assim, nos "sabemos" coisas. Se esta lente que e a mente estiver fora de foco, influenciada pela natureza externa, sofreremos dor, confusao, doenca e morte.Sim, desde que a alma nao sofre de morte, esta e, tao-so, um estado mental. Devido a mente cometemos o equivoco de pensar, "Oh, estou morrendo!", "Estou me afogando!", "Estou parindo!", "Estou doente!" etc.A mente, ao ser limpa por meio do mahamantra,
e inevitavelmente purificada; todos os planos materiais, sendo a causa de nosso sofrimento, sao forcosamente mortos... mortos de fome. Vicejam nos prazeres sensoriais materiais.Inundar a mente com som transcendental e algo assim como pisar no pino de uma bomba: aqueles equivocos de sofrimento e desfrute material sao todos estracalhados, mortos, e a mente material e plenamente conquistada sem deixar nenhum inimigo na retaguarda. Nesse momento, a mente reflete o conhecimento, a qualidade, e a energia espiritual da propria alma.Logo vem, bhava-maha-davagni-nirvapanam: a extincao do fogo da vida condicionada.Nirvana, que muitas pessoas estao desejando compreender dos textos budistas, significa extinguir o fogo da existencia material.Este corpo tem estado ardendo desde o comeco dos tempos pelo processo da digestao. Os biologos declaram que o corpo e um organismo candente que emana calor, vapor de agua e dioxido de carbono. Apos setenta anos ou mais, nosso corpo e completamente consumido por esse fogo abrasante da digestao, e mudamo-nos para outro corpo tao-so para queima-lo tambem. Pela potencia do som transcendental, extingue-se a causa desse fogo.Depois temos shreyah-kairava-chandrikavitaranam-vidya-vadhu jivanam. O som transcendental espalha a luz de bencaos, de sugestoes pacificas e destemor, e nenhuma ansiedade invadira a mente.Apos sairmos do ventre, encaramos o mundo com muitos medos enraizados. Ha seguranca? Existira a felicidade? Existira paz? A resposta e a semente basica: Om, que, neste sentido, significa um grande e espiritual SIM. Om: sim uma resposta positiva.A mera negacao da mente nao satisfara as questoes da alma; algo positivo deve ser oferecido. O mahamantra inunda a mente com sugestoes da verdade.E, anandam-budhi-vardhanam-pratipadam-purnamritasvadanam. Desde tempos imemoriais, um grande gole do bem-aventurado oceano de nectar e servido a alma sedenta.Sarvatma-snapanam-param-vijayate-sri-krsna-sankirtanam. Esta frase tem dois significados: uminterno e outro externo. Sarvatman significa todos os seres. O santo nome banha todas as almas em amor, bem-aventuranca e conhecimento transcendentais. O som transcendental completamente conquista a alma com suas sublimes potencias. Mas atman tem muitos significados, como apresentados por Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu: significa a Suprema Verdade Absoluta, o corpo, a mente, o esforco, a inteligencia, a conviccao e a natureza.Ao pronunciar o puro som do mahamantra invadimos a propria causa de tudo o que existe.A mente, o corpo e a alma, e ate a propria natureza, podem ser tornadas transcendentais por nossa exclamacao do puro nome.Capturem as ondas sonoras a causa de cada item da existencia e saturem-nas do nome de Deus! O resultado sera a total transformacao de energia.Um ashram, Templo, e a parafernalia nele existente sao coisas divinas. O meio ambiente em que se vive no ashram nao e igual aquele em que nascemos. Situa-se "la", no mundo espiritual; e, quanto mais progredirmos nas praticas espirituais, mais Deus se revelara a nos.
Hridayananda's Sex - Drugs - and Cocaine Partyhttp://www.harekrsna.org/gbc/black/hridaya.htmHridayananda Goswami aka Howard Acaryapada aka GurudevaHridayananda's Sex - Drugs - and Cocaine Party http://www.harekrsna.org/gbc/black/hridaya.htmApril, 2009Please accept my humble obeisances.All glories to Srila Prabhupada!Thank you to the devotees who have given support & encouragement to me in exposing the wrongdoings which I have witnessed, & thereby helped me to free myself from the implications described by Prabhupada in the following quote:Prabhupada has stated in his conversations of May 3, 1973, Los Angeles,"...one who is mischievous, he is culprit. But one who tolerates mischievous activity, he is also culprit. If you are mischievous, you are criminal. But if you tolerate mischievous activities that is also criminal. "& on April 19, 1973:"So you all write very strongly vehemently. Even it is a little offensive, still these rascals should be taught a lesson. Yes. They're misleading. Godlessness."The next quote was provided by Mahesh Prabhu, sorry I've lost the date reference."Now they are talking nonsense. We can detect that "Here is a jackal." So we have to expose them. They are not leader; they are jackals. So jackals cannot anymore rule over. That should be our propaganda. Not only scientific, all political things, social things, everything. They should be all kicked out. They should be replaced by Krsna consciousness. Then people will be happy. This should be our program. Our, this propaganda means to make people happy. It is not a business, to make business and take some money. And so many jackals have been arrested and resigned in your... You know that? Many jackals have been obliged to resign their post in the government."The following text is taken from my descriptions for my doctor, to explain why I would describe myself as suffering from post traumatic stress:I am faced with the task of exposing abuses within a religious cult, which I witnessed as far back as 1989. Some of the things I saw, seem so bizarre, that I find them hard to believe. The fact that I was programmed into obedience under hypnosis, & instructed to ignore & forget anything I might see in relation to abuses perpetrated by established cult members, would be impossible to prove, but it is a fact.This occured some weeks after I had reported an instance of child molestation by a teacher in the cult schooling system. I was offered "hypnotherapy" during a private meeting with an established cult member, who knew that I was the witness. It was also known that I had openly discussed the molestation, & the fact that the cult member who was now offering hypnotherapy, had been largely responsible for allowing the molester to escape. Also I had a bad reputation for shocking people with anecdotes of my past. It was considered bad public relations for me, as a person associated with the cult, to talk about the sick experiences of my past.I was offered hypnotherapy as a way to help me forget about my past traumatic experiences. But the motivation was really to stop me from taking about the failings & abuses of established cult members.It was