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E toda a esperanca qu eu tinha dentro de mim foi diluida ao desligar o telefone. Eu olhei pra lua e desejei com todas as forcas superar isso. Foi o que aconteceu, assim como um milagre, naquela mesma noite eu escrevi, um grito de dor, nao mais abafado; escrevi como me senti exatamente naquela hora. Cairam algumas lagrimas pela dor da perda, quase um luto, mas logo passou e tudo, toda a dor, a raiva, tudo, se transformou em forcas para deixar o mundo de sonhos e esperanca, o mundo da imaginacao.Desejei voltar algumas semana atras e desfazer o que fiz por impulso, mas de nada adiantou, de nada adiantaria de qualquer forma, nao se voce esta decidido. Senti minhas orelhas ficarem rubras... eu escrevi sobre tudo. Senti vontade de xingar, chorar de raiva, sumir, mas eu simplesmente escrevi, sobre a covardia tambem.Era o final de algumas paginas escritas, o comeco de uma fase nova, renovacao, esse era o seu nome, mas diferente da primeira, era renovacao e so. Aquela outra deu vontade de afogar. Renovacao e mais bela quando se esta so.Questionar nao faz sentido, so traz respostas falsas, sem intencao de serem falsas, e verdade, questionar nao traz nada de volta, so leva mais e mais embora... Fica distante, tao distante que aquele casaco ja nao era mais o mesmo. Nao tinha sentimentos, era so... um casaco qualquer, vazio. Nao tinha o cheiro ou o toque, acho que nem mesmo o achei. "Nao lembro qual foi a ultima vez que o vi" e a saudade bateu, mas se foi logo logo de tao grande que a forca foi.Eu escrevi, sim, escrevi. Sobre o que me aliviava, disse o que em um momento eu quis dizer, na verdade eu nao disse... eu escrevi. Perdi os links novamente. Quem eu tinha adicionado por favor deixar um comentario avisando para eu poder colocar mais uma vez. :) Coloquei so alguns que eu lembrei. Bom, eu NAO abandonei o blog. So que voltei a estudar e estou sem tempo! :/ Mas prometo que assim que eu puder eu volto e faco um post decente! HSUAHS Obrigada pessoal pelos comentarios e visitas. Vou responde-los assim que puder, viu?! :) Beijinhos. Quanto tempo faz...Ja perdemos a conta de quantas vezes foram que nos consolamos, das vezes que cuidamos um do outro por motivos nem tao importantes, por medo ou por estresse.Ja perdemos a conta de quantas vezes nos abracamos e rimos juntos de olhar para o outro e sentir aquela coisa engracada tomando conta de nossa mente.Nos lembramos das vezes em que brigamos e cinco minutos depois ja estavamos chorando juntos, abracados pelo que aconteceu.Das vezes que jogamos video game e recusamos um filminho, das vezes em que nos olhamos sem entender nada mas nem por isso falamos alguma coisa.Lembramos dos momentos mais felizes das nossas vidas... nos estavamos juntos e a cada olhar, a cada abraco e cuidado um com o outro, foi sendo construido nosso amor e nossa amizade.Estavamos juntos naquele dia onde tudo comecou, estamos juntos agora e estaremos juntos para sempre onde
nossos sonhos, nossas alegrias e tristezas nao virarao so po, virarao lembrancas para quem um dia olhar nossas fotos e ver como eramos felizes, como eramos unidos e amigos, mais amigos e unidos do que qualquer um possa imaginar.Eu amo voce.Feliz dia do amigo.
Saudade do seu carinho, do seu amor. Saudade das bricadeiras com amor, das conversas amigas, falando de coisas nada a ver. Saudade dos seus beijos abracos e carinhos, de ser amiga e ter O amigo. Sinto saudades das vezes que me deixou rindo a toa no telefone, das vezes que me guiou quando eu precisei de um guia. Saudade DAQUELA praia especificamente, do abraco, daquele amor. Saudade saudade saudade. {como dizem: "Saudade, Ao inves de um ponto uma virgula,"}Daqueles sabados a noite, domingo a tarde, naquele lugar de onde nasceu o pedido de borracha. "Aaaaaaah!" *-*Saudade do cafune, do suquinho de garrafa, do video game no sofa. Ate 2h da manha.Tempos bons e que nao voltam mais. Do misto quente, da conchinha{nao e coxinha} com o braco preso, daquela praca.Podia passar minha vida toda listando a saudade.E so saudade. Nao, nao e so saudade. E bem mais do que so saudade. E tudo aquilo que passou, nao tem nada de so. Pelo contrario, e TUDO. Caraca, que saco. Eu linko varios blogs e alguns dias depois todos somem. :( Como se eu nao tivesse linkado nada ainda. Que saco! ' Perdi uma lista enorme de blogs linkados. u.u' Tanto tempo que nao escrevo, um ano praticamente.Em um ano acontece tantas coisas.Brigas, romances, tristezas, alegrias, descobertas...Amadurecimento.Em um ano da pra mudar habitos, mudar estilos, crescer, amadurecer...Um ano se passou e eu estou aqui novamente. Nao sei por quanto tempo, mas estou aqui.Mudei, sim. Cresci, sim. Amadureci, sim... Muitas historias ficaram no passado e muitas, certamente, virao.Mas o que eu quero dizer mesmo e que nao importa quanto tempo passe, as mudancas acontecem sempre e sempre. Meu primeiro Meme! HSUAHSUAHSIndicado por Marina MelowRegras: Va a pasta de fotos do seu computador Va a sexta pasta de fotos do seu computador Coloque essa foto no blog e escreve alguma coisa sobre Convide 6 amigo(as)s para participarem e fazerem o mesmoQue fofoo!! HSUAHSUAHS Eu e meu namorado! *-*Acho que e a primeira foto nossa com ele sorrindo! Num lugar onde nos adoravamos ir, mas nao vamos mais{porque essas coisas de esquecer tais lugares acontecem!} SHAUHSUHSAs vezes nos odiavamos ter que ir nesse shopping, agora bate uma saudade! *-*Meus indicados:KaBuuMm!!!Be Glad :)Gossip GirlGarota do Casaco VerdePetiit ChatonAscendente em Escorpiao Se algo acaba a gente pensa que nao era pra dar certo, se duas pessoas ficam juntas se amando pelo resto das suas vidas a gente pensa que era pra dar certo. Qual o criterio de "escolha", o que a gente tem que fazer pra dar certo ou pra dar errado. Isso e da cabeca de cada um. Nao tem criterios especificos para o julgamento "deu certo" ou "nao deu certo"; um dia as coisas acabam e e tarde demais, ou nem sempre e tarde demais pra comecar uma nova vida de uma nova forma.Tudo sempre tem um bom comeco mas nem sempre tem um bom fim, as vezes o fim chega de mansinho como quem nao quer nada e as pessoas so o percebem quando acabou.O fim e triste, escuro, e solitario, porem e algo que se
pode superar facilmente para algumas pessoas.Nem sempre o fim e o fim de tudo. Nem sempre o que nao da certo nao quer dizer que um dia nao dara certo.Se era pra dar certo ninguem sabe e talvez nunca venha a saber, mas fica uma certeza, sempre tera algo na sua vida que dara certo.
Lista de coisas que quero fazer.biju e mais muito mais biju. Meu maxi colar Pulseira com pingentes R$6,00 Livros que me deixo extremamente sem PALAVRAS!!! Penteado de princesa, na minha princesa. Coisas que ja fiz.Amo muito tudo ISSO. Adesivo de unhasI After 1 year of my blog and 3 years trying to run, I made it. Last Sunday, August 28th, 2011 I accomplished my 1st half marathon. I was looking forward for this day, although I couldn't have the proper preparation because of the double burden of work and the brilliant idea of giving vacation to our maid this month. I was afraid of not being able to make it but I did. As soon as I saw my friends' energy, everything turns to motivation and dreams and we just have to put one foot after the other and take advantage of different people, new air, beautiful places and when we realize we are there, coming to the end. This Sunday was one of the best in my life, I saw friends, ran around places the city I work in and won one more barrier in life and I made my first 21KM in 2h14min. In this race I had the opportunity to test the ECOHEAD, an ecological headband that helps the runner in different ways. As my start was at 6:30a.m. I used it as a scarf. There were some other runners using the Ecohead as hair band and as hat. This was one of the most versatile product Marcus Araujo from Pro Ativa has sent me. I simply loved it. This is the link that explains clearer how to use the ECOHEAD:http://vimeo.com/16089562 There is my photo with my ECOHEAD along Iguapo Lake, one of the most beautiful landscapes of the marathon. ECOHEAD can be used in many ways as we can see the photo below and it is also an ecological product becaiuse it is made by 2 PET bottles, it is a product that fits any sports person. In my opinion it is an excellent present for someone who likes sports and thinking green. Talking about friends, a marathon is a place to see them all. I started with my blogger friends that have always encouraging me to run by their comments. In this race I had the opportunity to meet Marli from Blog da Marli, Fernanda from Porque Correr e Preciso and Rosimeyre from Emagrecer e Minha Meta.Marluce, Marli, Fernanda e Rosimeyre Marcos from Born to Run on behalf of Acorremar, a team that I like a lot, was there and pushed me up during the end of my 21K route. That's what friends are for, cheers Marcos!Eu e Marcos do Born to Run I also have to mention the unforgettable encounter I had with the Baleias. The Equipe Baleias, from Belo Horizonte, is being responsible for my motivation to run. They are determined and spread happiness wherever they go all over Brazil. As soon as I knew they were in Londrina I went to their hotel and had a nice talk to them. There is the historical
register of this moment with the Baleias:Os Baleias, os Tucanos e os Arcoja On this day I also had the opportunity to meet two runners of Equipe Acorja from the North of Brazil, Pernambuco, led by the Professor and biologist Gilmar Farias. In the picture I am with two of them. However, it is among the Tucanos from Rolandia that I had had the biggest support and motivation to run. Running has changed my life, I can't stop saying that it has brought me a better humor, better health, new ways to face problems in life and great friends, some of them in this photo, aren't they nice?Os Tucanos Corredores My family tried to watch my arrival but they missed it because of the traffic but they came in the end to give me a nice hug. Thanks everybody for the support, for the messages and for the motivation!Thank for the visit and if you would like to leave me a comment, please, do it HERE.
In the begining of the year I was preparing my school things to go to start teaching, I cut an image of one of the run magazine I read that said: Do you want to run in London? I had no idea of what would happen and that was it I ran in London. Life takes us to different ways, however I do believe there is someone nice and powerful behind it all and I thank Him for being here today. The race was in the Old Deer Richmond Park and I hit my personal record doing it in 55.44 That is my best timing so far :).My triunphant arrival :) Taking out the chip by a kind lady :) Still in LOLndon I had the opportunity to see my beloved aunt who took me to the raceI had a great time with her! Thank aunt marina :)Enjoying the juice and the fruit offered by the staff.Going back home by the famous London underground, the best tranportation of the world according to experts. Next year, I will look for an image saying: Do you want to run in Orlando with your family? I aaloso apologize myself for not visiting my friends'blogs, but as sson as I reach Brazil I will see everything you are doing by the moment, see you, MarluceAny Comments? HERE, please :) 6:30 - The alarm clock rings. It's the great day. The Tucanos debut in an official race. It was not a common race, it was our friend Adriana de Souza's race. I look through the window: rain. Rain? The weather forecast was not for rain. My husband was going to have his first 10K, my daughter her first 500m and I would see again Iracema from Ibipora and run my second race there. My five-year-old boy was ready to root for us. 6:40 - We checked the weather forecast: Rain all day long... 6:47 - We called Tucano and gave him the news: we are not joining the team this time. 7:10 - The rain stopped, my husband told us to get ready because we were going by car, there was no more time to go with the team van. The children cheered up and everybody was putting on the uniform - ops, aunt Haudrey that was going with us too, called and asked to check whether because the rain had started again. We decided not to risk, we are with our chicks, how can we run and leave them rooting for us if a shower can show up? Can you imagine us running 10K and in the middle of the race a rain pouring down and we don't know where they really are? We know there were some people of the group that was not going to run, but we couldn't give them more responsabilities... that is our duty. We didn't go. I didn't go in the first Tucanos opening. It was going to be a great opening, actually, it was, it was a great day for them, at this time 10:23a.m., some of our Tucanos
have already got their award or medals, some are happy because they achieved new challenges and still some others are just happy because they are all together. My kids are small and just yesterday, Stevan took part of his first swimming championship. As soon as he got at the club and he saw all the crowd of the competition, his eyes filled with tears, he hugged me and said: "Mom, I don't want to compete anymore". I hugged him back and told him he was ready to go and he had to believe that, everything would be fine. His anxiety went away and he did it and loved it. He joined the 20m bubble-breath-board race and our Stevan Phelps was the second swimmer with the time of 43'73. I had already thought about the post today, the photo of the whole family together, I had thought about everything. However, who comes first: the eggs, the chicken or the chicks? Today's answer's the chicks.Rain can wet them yet and even make them cold. That's why we decided to stay in our nest... But we don't forgetGO FOR IT TUCANOS RUNNERS!!!PS: By the time I finished this post... the sun showed up and gave me a beautiful sunshine ;)If you have any comment about this post, please do it HERE.
OFFICIAL RESULTFOTOS KEILA MARIANO E ALEXANDRE MORAN There were 4 long months far from races because of work and it was not easy to change the routine and face new challenges far from the track. New year, however, always brings us new goals and one of them is definitely to go back to training and races. It was really good to meet Tucanos group and also be able to join the first competition of 2012. I could plan it very well and my name was given just a few minutes before the race start, everything was fine though. The race was in Apucarana (PR), 30 minutes from my city, to celebrate the anniversary of the city. It was a 10 K but I ran 5K, that was my goal and I made it. I was broken in the end but could get my medal and accomplish my aim for the month! The best, however, was to breathe the same air runners breathed, to be surrounded by friends and move my body. I did 5K in 33min. I would like to thank all the bloggers who are always pushing me up here, mainly Jorge Cerqueira and Mayumi that have already asked about my return. OK, I am back, thanks for all!!Carmelita, eu, Fernanda, Pokemon, Tucano e Tauan.See also SANDRO CABRAL blog.See also TUCANOS blog.Thank you for visiting me, if you want to send me a message, please do it HERE. 230 FotosResultadosAdulto 10K Geral Feminino Adulto Geral 5K e 10K por Categoria Adulto 10K Comerciario FemininoAdulto 10K Comerciario Masculino Adulto Geral 10K Masculino I'm very happy to announce that after 3 weeks I am posting the Etapa Sesc of Runnings from Apucarana. All right... none of us went up to the podium, by the way we didn't want to (!) and we were not expecting either (!?!). We certainly remained up to the end because we like running (and who knows, by any chance we could listen to at least one of our names...) we didn't, but as I was saying we didn't care! :( There was someone special with us: Haudrey who made her beginning very well, of course she started walking and did very well.. Today, however, the great news goes to our new running team. When I started running, it was God and me, but now it is God, me and the Tucanos, the new association of our city! We have just started a long (we hope) journey in runnings. We are proud to say that this association has no political aims and the name is related (yes) to some important runner's nose!!!KKkkkkk, so, please, those who have seen me and saw me running in the beginning of this blogs all by myself, will see me flying with the Tucanos, and for sure all my friends that I came to know through this blog and through all the competitions are very welcome here: By the words from one of the inspiration of the Tucanos, the baleias, Miguel Delgado, we want all say it together:LONG LIVE THE TUCANOS!!!Comments here, please. RESULTADO
OFICIALFOTOS DO SANDRO CABRAL NOSSAS FOTOS Last Sunday, on May 22nd there was the Race for Cancer Patients in Maringa, Parana State in the South of Brazil. Running is always good but running for a good cause is much better! Carme and I were there and I thought it would be easier because it a a race for women. The event was small, well organized, charming and warm and it reminded me of my first race for Cancer Patients in Hillsboro in the EUA. In Maringa there was t-shirt, a nice staff and lots of friends, but there was no chipping time which made our life complicated because... we were late for the start... The guys had a very sharp watch, because when I looked at my watch, which is most of the time ahead, it was 8:28 and the start would be at 8:30. At this moment I listened to the staff shouting 5... 4... 3... 2...1 and ... too late, all the women started running and Carme and I were at least 200m from the beginning. Bad timing, I did 6K in 35:05, it was much like a turtle on the road! and the worst was that I ran over lots of runners to compensate but all useless. Carme was not good either (she agrees) and did the race in 36min. That's it, these women from Parana run a lot, but we will find our place near them someday. Check our happiness out from the photo taken by the great photographer Sandro Cabral from Eucorro.com. (Before the race, of course!)If you have any comments about this post, please do it HERE.
Today, in the mother's day, I don't have a mother to hug.That's difficult, but I don't need to remember once I can't forget. So, I will say about what some mothers did today: they ran. My kids always say: my mom is a runner!!! They are proud of that, and it is very good to listen to their love. I was with my family, my husband and my two children, and all the tucanenses runners and some other friends. It was a nice morning and I came back happy with my performance in the Popular Circuit of Races - Etapa Londrina on May 8th, 2011. I did 6K in 32min in my watch, because I didn't receive the results in my cell phone as some other runners did. Someone gave my number to someone else!!! I had to run with another one... hummmm.... this part I didn't like. I want to see the official result, if someone with the 460 ran slower than I did, that was really bad!! What about my reputation??? rsrsrrss.... running with some other's people number is ok, but you have to be faster to compensate! The Rede Acesso is beginning to work in our state and as we could notice they are doing a good job. The race was free and we had a t-shirt light crepe 100% poliamida (excellent!), medal, two sets of water, fruit and e roses for mothers. There were some mistakes such as my number loss, two friends didn't find their names on the list, there was nothing to attach the number on the t-shirt and a huge line to get the kits fact that delayed the walking. However, I have to say that everyone was ready to help and they solved each problem which made this race this morning another nice Sunday surrounded by new challenges. That is it: Happy mother's day! If you have any comment about this post, please, do it HERE. After one year far from competitions, I am back to the tracks running where I like the most: our university. There were 5km running in the middle of the nature at State University of Londrina. Aline and I could make the whole race nonstop in 30 minutes.The competition was well organized and there were many people, the climate also helped: fresh and cloudy.I am happy because I am back to the runs and also because I could make it in good condition. This Sunday was also special because my daughter won the vice championship of volleyball of our state. Congratulations Stella and the whole team.Tucanos Runners, I am the one with the orange numberStella receives the trophy from the Sports Secretary of Rolandia, Dirceu de Matos Sub 13 Team of Volleyball of Rolandia with the coach Inho and the secretary. OFFICIAL RESULT SANDRO CABRAL PHOTOS OUR PHOTOS HAUDREY PHOTOS Has you shoelace ever untied during a race? Do you always have to tie your shoes everytime you put them on or off? I don't anymore. My first ever race can be remembered by my desparation to decide between
stopping to tie my tenis or running with them untied. In this last race my husband had this problem and lost some precious seconds tying to tie his shoes during the race in Mandaguari last Sunday, Mat31st. I was sent by @murilo_grossi during May a pair of racing shoelaces. It is the Cadarlastic for runners and I tested them during this race. I have already listened about this type of lace and thought it was not that important. I was wrong. Only testing I could realize how important it is such a SIMPLE PRUDUCT and I can't run without it anymore! The reasons? 1. You tie it on your tennis without any problem or discomfort; 2. There is not the sensation of having a loose or tight shoe. it just fits perfectly; 3. It's very easy to attach the chip during the race and 4. You can only tie you shoe again next time you want to wash it! 5. More information about this product visit http://www.cadarlastic.com/ This means, many runners as Fernanda or Marcele will love it (they never wash their shoes!!!) Kkkkk... as about the race in Mandaguari, despite my inconformity about my rank, 10th in my category, I had a new record in this run. I did 5K in 26.36, 2 minutes less than this race last year (28:55). I stepped on the stage and got a nice medal! It was another nice Sunday running gave for us. The medal, the politician and me. Congratulations, Mr Politician, a good administration starts with its administrators dressing on the sport t-shirt. My homage to our dear friend Eliane Real that got the second place in her category.Comments about this post? Do it HERE, please :)