...and so...i'm here again...writing again...alive again...alive to write...Almost 1 year without put one single word inside this blog...What changes?What moves me to write again?Someone that now is flying....above this land...Above a land that gives me the opportunity to be close to him...In the floor...in the streets full of cars of Mexico DF, crowd of people...with a political problems...I can say that i lived in a dream......a real dream...with flash and blood.........My love is gone...he's far away from me...Today, by coincidence, i saw a movie that talks about a couple that lives in a different countries....between meetings and goodbye words...life is gone....i saw myself for one moment.......is just for a while?..it was our time only 3 months?...or we will support the next 2 months far away to live our dream in another land together again?we will be strong enough?....the temptations of the world will not gonna be enough to separate us?The different cultures and way of life could be less then what we fell???How many questions about doubts i can make with a person that i lived just 3 months....Can i call this 3 months "just"or 'only"?Love can be counted by time?Questions, questions, questions....and tonight....in an amazing way: Answers, answers , answers...Answers that cames from myself...from my soul, from my remembrances...Remembrances that time, situations, "the new things"cant change ........Remembrances that will be with me forever and ever...that passes through my flash, blood and bones...That makes me fell a pain in a body....a kind of miss that i've never try before.......a miss of smell, touch, smiles...only a presence miss, a spiritual miss...a person....you my love...that on this 3 months means so much to me, that this 2 months far away only makes me fell how i'm happy to have you in my life...you my love...that makes this world better to live to me.......you my love that i learn how to trust...you my love, that will be on my side in a promise land, with a promise life...You my love that i choose to believe, to be sure and ...that i realize that's the only one to make me a real woman in this world...you my love that brings my life back to me...Now i can change my blog's name to "My life with me......after you....my love! Nao posso deixar passar em branco os comentarios feitos aqui por uma amiga que conheci virtualmente, mas que se torna tao presente quanto uma pessoa que convivo diariamente...Seu nome e Fabiana, e nos conhecemos por circunstancias impares da vida!!!!!Num determinado momento desse meu turbilhao emocional que chamo de "minha vida", me encontrei completamente apaixonada por uma pessoa.......nessa fase, estava carente, saindo de uma separacao incompreendida, e ainda meio sem saber como seria minha vida em 2009.........Aqui, pela internet, resolvi comecar a escrever e compartilhar minhas experiencias emocionais com que estivesse disposto a acompanhar minha historia ......Num belo dia, uma outra pessoa, "conhecida", na verdade "fa" dessa pessoa por quem me apaixonei, entrou em contato comigo atraves do orkut...........todos os comentarios muito bacanas, mas aquele papo de beijos com cores diferentes, corrente sei la das quantas e titulo de