thegoodfellas/blogset-br huggingface dataset:
Quem e fa de Vinicius e de Tom deve ter tido a sensacao de que ja conhece esse titulo. Talvez, quem tenha assistido Alma Gemea, novela exibida na Globo, tambem tenha tido uma impressao parecida. E que na verdade a frase utilizada para intitular esse texto, originalmente afirmacao, e nao pergunta, foi extraida de uma musica composta por ambos, e tambem foi tema de Rafael e Serena, os mocinhos sofredores da telenovela global, que somente no ultimo capitulo, atraves de sua morte, viram a possibilidade de sentir e eternizar o amor que sentiam.Ha ainda na cancao, um outro trecho em que amante diz ao amado: Por isso meu amor, nao tenha medo de sofrer, pois todos os caminhos me encaminham pra voce. Levando-nos a crer que o sofrimento por amor e mesmo bonito, deve ser aceito e principalmente vivido, como forma de se estar experimentando um sentimento intenso e verdadeiro.E e a partir disto que a afirmacao presente na musica acaba virando pergunta diante das minhas observacoes. Afinal de contas, por que quase sempre escolhemos e nos orgulhamos em exibir aquilo que foi mais dificil de conseguir? Sera mesmo que tudo aquilo que causa maior esforco e o mais indicado para nossa felicidade?Lendo um desses sites em que anonimos podem fazer perguntas para os cadastrados, vi que pediam para uma menina classificar dentre seu circulo de amizades, as amigas que ela acreditaria serem para casar. Fiquei me questionando sobre como se definiria se alguem e para casar ou nao, ao menos que ambos estejam apaixonados e experimentem uma convivencia harmoniosa. Sob este ponto de vista, a meu ver, seria praticamente impossivel uma pessoa ser classificada universalmente como digna de casamento ou nao, visto que somos uma populacao heterogenea.Na real, ate imagino como essa selecao possa ser feita de acordo com uma logica bastante comum dentro da nossa sociedade: Meninas que topam tudo de primeira X Meninas recatadas. O curioso e que existam pessoas (sobretudo homens) que buscam parceiras (os) mais desinibidas, mas quando encontram, acabam por fazer essa distincao mentalmente, e rapidamente perdem o interesse.Do mesmo modo, observo que nos meninas, muitas vezes enjoamos daquele cara que liga constantemente para saber o que estamos fazendo, contar como foi o dia e dizer que nao para de pensar em nos. Ao inves de parecer apaixonado, o menino sufoca. E ai por mais fofinho que possa parecer, geralmente acaba levando um toco.Tanto que outra teoria bastante comum que dizem sobre as mulheres, e que preferimos os cafajestes. Termo bastante popular que faz mencao ao cara atencioso, dedicado, sedutor, e principalmente, misterioso. Que preferem o flerte ao compromisso. Sendo por isso totalmente incerto te-lo exclusivamente. Dai o motivo para explicarem as paixoes que por ventura acontecem. Acusam-no de nutrir a ideia de que seremos a excecao na vida do tal cafa.Mas, por que sera que preferimos o mais dificil? Por que sera que a menina que mostra sinal positivo sem necessitar de muitas investidas e jogada pra escanteio mais rapido? E entre nos, por que aquele cara que esta sempre disponivel demais, se mostrando interessado,
nem sempre e levado a serio e mais sufoca do que atrai?Sera mesmo que historia de amor que se preze necessita de boas doses de sofrimento, desencontros e baldes de lagrimas derramadas? E mesmo mais digno nutrir sentimento e correr atras de quem pouco nos da sinal de retribuicao?As vezes tenho a sensacao de que estamos todos correndo atras de uma coisa que ninguem sabe direito o que e. Feito cegos, egos em agonia. Talvez imaginando uma estrela de brilho raro, uma pedra preciosa ou outra raridade qualquer, que em certos momentos, por ser oferecida sem tanta dificuldade, estranhamos e rejeitamos pela aparente facilidade. E como se estivessemos todos em nossas tocas em busca do amor, porem nenhum de nos sabe direito o que quer que ele possa ser.
Imagem: ZaharO unico jogo de computador que minha filha (3 anos incompletos) gosta e um onde a Chapeuzinho vermelho come tortas e sorvetes e bombons (a cara dela gostar disso rsrsrs) e precisa fugir do Lobo Mau. Na semana passada me surpreendi com sua nova ideia: - Deixa o Lobo Mau pegar ela, mamae- Nao, se ele te pegar, o jogo acaba- Eu quero que ele pegue, mamaeOlhei para minha pequena e entendi que ela gostava do Lobo Mau e, sei la, queria um abraco. Entao deixei que a vida rolasse e ele foi la e fez o que tinha que fazer: detonou a partida. Affff, foi triste a carinha de decepcao que minha boneca fez diante do FIM e desde entao, desolada, vive resmungando pelos cantos, toda contrariada "O Lobo Mau nao pode pegar, nao pega!". Entao minha princezinha, aos 3 anos, aprendeu uma licao: alma sebosa nao alisa!E Almodovar com isso? E que um dia desses comprei um filme, que meu marido e eu gostamos muito, e indicamos para um amigo dele.- A Patricia comprou um filme tao bom, assista...(la ia eu levantando para pegar)- Ah ta, precisa pegar nao, eu compro, ja deve ter na banca, ne? Comprou aonde?- Pela Internet...ela nao compra pirataA partir dai rolou aquele discurso veeeeeeelho, mofaaaado, esbagacaaaaado sobre o percentual que cabe ao artista, sobre o roubo da industria dos CDs e DVDs, sobre a pressao que o consumidor pode fazer e bla, bla, bla. A primeira vez que ouvi isso deve ter sido ha mais de 15 anos e soava meio como discurso anarquista/revolucionario, sabe? Tipo "vamos mudar o mundo, protestar" e tals. Com o passar do tempo vi que era so uma forma de se dar bem mesmo, de fazer parte do grupo dos espertos. Atualmente, ha CDs originais que custam 5,00 mas a pessoa nem sabe porque ja vai direto nas banquinhas de "piratas" (o amigo do meu marido nao, e limpinho, ele tem uma fornecedora de confianca eh eh eh). As pessoas nao sentem nenhum constrangimento em comprar produtos piratas e ainda criticam as que fazem questao dos "originais" - eu, se nao fosse cabeca-feita seria a maior vitima de bullying da paroquia quando o assunto e esse, pois a galera chega ser ofensiva e desrespeitosa. E olha que eu nem emito minha opiniao, so digo, humilde, humilde "Cara, meu marido e artista, faco isso nao, se quero o filme eu loco ou compro". Ai pronto, e o mesmo que dizer "Me botem placa de otaria e me joguem na roda...agora: atirar pedras!!!!" Tem tambem o lance de baixar na net. Filmes, imagens, musicas. Eu ate ouco musicas na net, mas normalmente para conhecer o CD ou cantor e depois comprar (ou nao) o trabalho. O que acho lamentavel e que alguem consiga assistir ao VOLVER, de Almodovar, com todas as cores e loucuras e genialidades dele, vendo Penelope Cruz linda e incrivelmente otima atriz, ver os creditos (alias, quem os ve?) e sinta-se a vontade em nao contribuir para aquilo. Sinta-se bem em ter aquilo tudo por R$ 3,00
que sao entregues a nao-sei-quem-para-nao-sei-que enquanto os otarios-que-dao-dinheiro-as-mega-empresas pagam R$ 30,00.E claro que eu sei que nos R$ 30,00 que eu pago estao embutidos os milhares de R$ 3,00 de quem pirateia, e claro qu eu sei que pago pelos outros, mas juro que nao pago mais para entrar no Paraiso nem para ser politicamente correta nem para olhar para minha filha e dormir bem. E bem mais simples. E porque e o certo. E o justo.E, claro, devo ter aprendido, bem cedo, que alma sebosa nao alisa!Nota: futucando para postar esse blog, vi um trecho interessante duma entrevista do Lobao (no Roda Viva da TV Cultura) sobre baixar musicas em MP3 na net. Vejam aqui.Patricia Gomes
(dessa ai tambem so reste a lembranca, snif :/)Nao tenho boa memoria para numeros. Decorar contatos que irao para a agenda telefonica nao se faz possivel para mim durante muito tempo. Nao lembro com facilidade de datas comemorativas, e confesso que isso me ja me rendeu alguns micos. Por isso, ate me esforco um bocado para que aquelas as quais considero como prioridade nao passem batidas. Foi por uma dessas lembrancas, que chegam e nos roubam tempo e espaco, que a vontade de escrever me consumiu durante toda a manha de hoje.Estava concentrada em minhas tradicionais atividades de inicio de manha, quando precisei datar uma das paginas que iria para impressao. Apos organizar todas as informacoes, foi so preencher 03 de outubro, que sem me dar conta, fui instantaneamente levada para um acontecimento que em nada tem a ver com o dia de hoje. Minha mente, sem pedir licenca nem nada, me puxou pelo braco, e quando dei por mim ja estava em Recife, em frente a livraria Cultura, ao rio Capibaribe, descansando enquanto observava, la longe, a imensidao das torres gemeas. Ainda deu tempo de almocarmos juntas pelo Centro, ir la dentro, e passar a tarde batendo perna pelo shopping. A memoria, que tambem deu um jeito de trazer Paulo e Patricia, puxou um gaucho que veio de uma grande cidade do sul (mas nao pra dancar o tchan e a danca do txu txu, por favor...), resolveu nos apresentar e nos dar a chance de iniciar um timido e rapido bate-papo. Permitiu ate, aquela danada, que eu trouxesse comigo algumas fotos e um bilhete especialmente escrito em garranchos.Essas mesmas companhias me disseram que um dos grandes baratos da vida sao as historias que nossas vivencias nos permitirao contar, na medida em que, ainda que assumindo os eventuais riscos, nao nos negamos a oportunidade de ir ao encontro. Hoje faz um ano. E e mais um acontecimento lindo que guardo comigo e que nunca esqueco. Ok, no photos today, sorry...The show was supposed to start at 9 p.m, but ended starting with an hour and 10 minutes of delay, no problems, but... first... there was a small band and a fashion show.The small band was cool, the vocalist had a really cool hair and a good presence on the stage, but I wasn't satisfied! I WANTED OOMPH!But ok... the show was ok, there was a pause, 10 or 15 minutes and than... Dero appeared with a coat and hat, beautiful!!! Than Crap and Flux!!! Both are gorgeous... GORGEOUS!First song: AUGEN AUF. Awesome seeing they singing this alive!!! Dero has an incredible presence and Crap, even not having much expression and not moving too much, is gorgeous! I was near him in the stage and could not stop looking at him. I remember that they sung Labyrinth, Gekreuzig (old version), Sandmann, Traumst Du, Revolution, Mein Schatz, Fieber!Funny Fact: Is that I was the only crazy one jumping, crying, singing, screaming, people here are just too still, unbelievable! I almost got mad at them, but that's ok, I did my part!To close the
experience... The last song was Wach Auf! and I was reaaaally close tho the stage, Dero was looking at me, in my eyes, and pointed while singing the chorus.Was a small show, but after that we also had Billy Holiday. I saw a little and went back home with my friends, tired and happy!Since it was a fashion show also I won few thing, including a small necklace with a skull on it... really cool!Just to finish the post... OOMPH! deserves more of my devotion!!!
Ja, heute bin ich in Deutschland! Sehr schon! - Ok, voltando pro portugues.Estou na ALEMANHA, finalmente! Depois de um ano correndo atras da minha viagem finalmente estou aqui.Cheguei dia 7, mas so agora tive realmente tempo pra sentar e postar.Proximos posts fotinhas e provavelmente uma do visual pro show do OOMPH! que assistirei no dia 20 agora (sonho se realizando... oi/).Bem, e basicamente isso por hoje, tou cansada, andei o dia inteiro, fiz minha tarefa e tenho que tomar coragem de levantar pra descansar um pouco e estar pronta pra mais aula amanha!A partir de agora o blog vai ser um diario de viagem e so isso.Na verdade desisti de falar de moda, porque, talvez, eu tenha desistido de seguir realmente alguma moda, e preferido usar esporadicamente quando o momento pede ou quando eu realmente me sinto AFIM de usar (o que a preguica nao faz, huh?).Depois que a viagem acabar eu vejo o que eu faco aqui, se deleto ou o que (vou abrir um blog sobre musicais, espero que esteja pronto logo).Anyway, e isso... bis spater! Bussi!!!Tchussss~ Ja, heute bin ich in Deutschland! Sehr schon! I'm finally in Germany! After a year running to make my trip happen, finally, I'm here.Arrived on the 7th, but only now I had time to seat and post.Next post... photos e probably the clothes I'll be using to go to OOMPH! concert that I'll be attending at the 20th (dream coming true...)Well, basically it's all for today. I walked all day, did my hausaufgabe and have to take the courage to sleep a little to be read for classes tomorrow!From now on the blog will be a trip diary and only that. I gave up to talk about "fashion" (Gyaru), maybe, because I had give up from gyaru for a while. YEAH, I still love it and will use only when I feel that I want to. After the trip I'll see what I'll do with this blog, if I'll delete or... (I'll open a blog about Musical, only in portuguese, sorry).Anyway, that's all... bis spater! Bussi!!!Tchussss~ I knew I said it was going to be a journal, but those days I was really busy!!! Tomorrow I'll update! Well, I'm a little bit late, but there's no problem, I guess...Starting with the journal! Taking the plane to Sao PauloMy plane was late, no news here. Me and my mom just had to wait a long time before it arrive the airport, but, at least, we could saw a gorgeous sunset over the window.I arrived in Sao Paulo and they decided to look through our baggage, it took almost an hour (or more), but at least we were able to get it and meet my sister that was outside waiting for us. From Guarulhos to her city was about an hour by car.Taking the plane to ParisThis plane was on time... Was a comfortable trip and I slept a lot, since I wasn't able to sleep the days before it. Arriving in Paris was normal, but Charles de Gaule is too big and took me
FOREVER to get on my gate. The last part... the plane to BerlinAnother late plane an hour... was horrible to wait, but I managed it. Few minutes before I was arriving on Berlin, more excited than never!!!BERLIN! Well, my first impression? Berlin is GORGEOUS.My second one? I can say that Moskau from Rammstein played on my mind, non-stopping when I saw the dirty on the streets! Here the translation for you!I was in the Ku'damm, one of the most famous shopping districts of Berlin, but too expensive, so I didn't buy a single thing, but walked a lot! Like, really a lot and, in one of the days I've hurt my knee and now it hurts like hell, but nothing to worry about, actually.GLS - German Language School (Day 3) The school is gorgeous and I'm staying in their apartment. It has, in the first floor, a small kitchen connected to a small living room, bathroom, shower and, upstairs, there's the bedroom! Funny fact? I can't stand straight up there or else I hit my head! But ok... on Monday I did a test, talked to a teacher and was put in B1+ level since I asked for it.Now I'm studying a lot. The classes have a different schedule on Monday, but basically it starts at 9 a.m and finishes at 12:30 and than we are free! Both my teachers, Uta and Rolf are amazing, funny, dynamic, but I can't stop myself... I've been tired since yesterday. Yesterday also we went to KaDeWe (Kaufhaus des Westens), a HUGE store with everything you can imagine!!! From CDs to brands of makeup and clothes!!! A magic place for a poor shopaholic as me!The first place that caught my attention was the floor that had a lot of toys!! I found a giant bear and a lovely elephant! Also I've bought two makeup itens for me, but I'll do a review latter!Today was great. After classes me and I friend went to Mauerpark.Funny fact? There's no Mauer in the Mauerpark, it has this name because the Wall of Berlin used to cross the part, so... no Berlin Wall for us today, maybe other day (since tomorrow we'll visit Alexander Platzt), but, at least, I took some pretty photos there!Melting Snow on the wayBerliner Mauerweg means Berlin's Wall PathA bleachers filled with graffits, that are pretty common in this side of BerlimFerhnsehenturm!All trees have a number, so they keep the track!Crows! There are a lot of them here in Berlim!!!!
Here I'm again, after a long time, to say about a thing that I'm impressed in this part of Europe... The courtesy!People around here are very polite, every time, never saw anyone in a store or restaurant, or anything like that, being a complete jerk with the costumer, even when the costumer is a complete jerk.But, to tell the truth what is motivating me to write this post were two events, one on Sunday and one that happened today!First One: I went to see Hinterm Horizont, a musical based on a song of Udo Lindenberg, with Serkan Kaya as the main character. I want so bad to meet Serkan that I asked a woman that worked on the theater; I told I was Brazilian and that was, probably, my only chance. She was so kind, she told me that would be hard, because he do 2 presentations a day (I went to the first one), but I could try to go outside, in the backside of the theater. Useless a little, but I guess I'll try again another day.Second One: I'll be on Vienna in few days and was worried, since I can't buy tickets for a musical there, my really only chance to see it. In a despair moment I wrote to the company, explaining everything and a very kind man, Mr. Knoedl, did a reservation in my name. So I can pay the ticket in the day of the musical and still I have one of the best places on the house!In Brazil things like that are pretty hard to happen, this kind of courtesy between a company and the costumer and I'm pretty admired that here it seems to be a law!But, ok... I told about Hinterm Horizont with Serkan Kaya and this post is about it too...Unfortunetly, no pictures by myself, but...This is Serkan Kaya, a Turkish musical artist that works in Germany and Austria. This is Udo Lindenberg, the German punk-rocker!!!Hinterm Horizont is a musical based on his song "Madchen aus Ost-Berlin" (Girl from East-Berlin). It tells the story of Jessy, the girl that met and had a baby with Udo in the period that Germany was divided. It begins with her flashback while a journalist asks her about what happen. It shows also the terror of GDR, how people suffered back them and the crazy ways they used to scape (Jessy's brother escapes with a balloon! He was on my side with the begun to "fly" with the balloon), but also shows the happiness of people when, finally, the division was over. When this part arrives we can see the last meet of Udo and Jessy, very emotive, since he didn't knew about the baby boy and she was afraid. Few years in future they finally meet again, since Jessy's son wants to meet his real father. One of the best part of the musical is Udo and his boy "fighting", singing and dancing. Serkan as Udo, Jessy actress and Udo himself.One of the most impressive thing is that Serkan REALLY can play as Udo. He
walks the same way, he speaks with the same "drunken-voice" and in the end I could barely understand him (is very hard to understand Udo, even for some Germans). The way to stop, to look, to sit, were just like Udo's!I'm a fangirl from Serkan, no doubt about it, but I didn't thought that he would do such a perfect Udo Lindenberg!!! I'm amazed and hoping to be able to see it at least once more before I left Germany!The trailer of the musical. Udo sings with the actress and Serkan just acts as sexy as always =D
Ok, I can't resist! Just need to tell about Vienna!First of all, the train.Nocturnal trains are comfortable, not that bad, but sleep is not really a good option there, since it stops in a bunch of cities in Czech Republic such as Prague, Brno and a lot of other cities that I can't even say the name! God, their language is CRAZY!I had 12 hours of trip and than, finally, I was in Vienna, in a Sunday at 6 am, without hotel reservation, with 200 euros in the pocket and only with my backpack! A good surprise... the hotel I saw on internet was CLOSED! I walked a lot, looking for a hotel near the place I was, because I didn't knew Vienna at all, and didn't find any! After a hour walking in the cold, with snow, the hotel was open!!! I just ran outside and asked for a room, which they, for a miracle, had! Ok, first step done!I took a rest, saw TV for a little, looked for the places I wanted to visit and went. Asked in the reception about the subway and he showed me how to get there and the line I should take to visit Sisi Museum! Second step done!Without major problems I was in front of Sisi Museum, took some pictures, walked a little more, asked for a man that was working in a souvenir store (the only stores you could find open!) about the Schonbrunn castle and he told me that in that cold it would not be a really nice experience and, something was talking to me, saying "don't go there!!!! Sisi Museum is enough for today!". I decided to follow my "inner-adviser" and the sweet man.I went to Sisi Museum, payed and was looking everything inside. GORGEOUS!Her clothes, her poems, everything! Wish I could see the REAL Diamond Stars, but they have only copies (ok, is a little danger to have 27 stars of HUGE diamonds in a museum).Anyway, when the visit was over I bought a fan and a t-shirt for me and went to my adventure! Find the Ronacher Theater! Thanks god Vienna is a "small" city and you can find things even when you are fucking lost like I was!Asked a gentle old lady that walked with me until I could see the theater and she explained me that Vienna is just like a circle, you can walk in every direction you want that you'll arrive the place you need to go.When I saw the theater I discovered that I would have to wait for 1 hour to be able to pay my ticket, because the ticket office would only open at 2 pm! I went to a McDonalds, used their internet a little and, when it was 2pm I went to the theater again. Didn't found the ticket office, asked to the guard, he told me nicely where it was and I went there and grab my ticket! 89 euros, but that's ok.After that I went back to the hotel, take a shower, put on make up,
dress me and went back to the theater (I got lost when coming back to the hotel). The musical was... TANZ DER VAMPIRE!I was almost dying! Lukas was there, playing the most stupid character I've ever seen and than, Graf von Krolock was walking near me. My will was to scream "DREW SARICH, MARRY ME, PLEASE!", but he wasn't Drew, he was Alexander di Capri. I was disappointed at first but, after he started to act I just FELT IN LOVE! The most sexy Krolock ever!Anyway, the musical was fun, Marc Liebisch is just.... GAY, like... TOO GAY, completely GAY as Herbert von Krolock, he even look at Sarah like "ewwwww, woman!!! DISGUSTING!".In the end of it I want in the back of the theater and waited, waited, waited... Marjan came out and I didn't recognize her, but when di Capri was out... dear god, my heart almost failed and I, just as shy as someone can be, talked to him in German and asked a picture!!!My face is the best here!I waited a little more for Lukas and Marc... Lukas was already gone and Marc didn't appeared, was 11 pm when I decided to finally go to the hotel to sleep.Used the internet a little and than slept. Woke up in the right time, did everything right but I lost my train...used the rest of my money to pay the new ticket and arrived in Berlin really late!In Prague I found Brazilians there were studying in the same school as me in Berlin and we talked the whole trip, also I talked in a fail Japanese with 2 Japanese girls that were like... amazed because I could speak a little of Japanese!Hah, this is the end of my adventure in Vienna alone! Can't wait to do it again!!!!