ABOUT ME...
Published: 2023-01-03 19:44:26

I'm from Japan. as you know, my hometown is such a famous  Kyoto. And i'm 21 years old.
When I graduated from high school, I supposed to go the Uni  but I didn't go there. this is because i haven't passed the exam two times. I'm not sure this is good decision. but i hope it's going to be right decision. After then i've worked at the restaurant for 2 years. i've been thinking that i have to do something. Unfortunately i just hung out with my friends.
i thought it was not good and decided to come here.

I really like to watch soccer. Especially Premier League.
I'm a Liverpool fun forever. This is why i want to speak English. I want to understand what they said and thought.
Most of them have British accent, though. It is going to hard for me. It's been six months since i came here, I'm starting to understand like their interviews.
Without subtitle, i can't understand anymore. one of my goal is to understand completely it. Also it has to do with what i want to do after the course.

My expectations for this course is to make classroom where we can study while having fun. I didn't have any experience 
Actually, i feel like a little bit afraid and nervous. Arthur told me one of his student's story. when i heard this story, i felt like that i don't want to hesitate to say and ask something. And he said that programing is like sports. It's a good example to understand what it is for me. Sometimes we have to struggle and be patient. But we must not forget to have fun. Also it helps to continue it. So i hope that we have such a great class. It's not only teacher. we have to make it all together. I'll try to do my best.

Also i have to do something. It's time management. I'm not good at doing on time. I'm always late for class since i was high school student. actually the last six months, too. People who took same ESL class are going to be surprised that i can make it on time. And also i have to work to live here and pay everything by myself. I work at the restaurant as a trainer. So still now i can't get enough money.I need to take a time. And my shift is from 5pm to 12pm. Sometimes i feel like lack of sleep.  So a couple of months are going to be tough for me. I don't want to compromise at all. I believe i can do it. today is 1/4 and first class. when i took the class, i felt like that i have to study English much much more. I think my English level is the lowest in this class. Sometimes i struggle to just ask something. And also there's a lot of people who can speak better than me. Unfortunately, i realized that we can live here even if we can't speak English. But if we're going to get a job as web developer, companies would choose person who can communicate in English without stress. And also i don't want to leave behind. So even if i'm on my way to school, i think i have to study. I think all i have to do is study as much as possible. So time management is the most important thing for me.

Also friends are important. fortunately here is my friends who took same ESL. But i should make new friends. Actually i didn't expect this class. this is because i thought it was going to be a little class.I'm happy with such a big class. Friends is also important in the study aspect. In my case, i usually need friends who studies with me to achieve my big goals. this is because i'm super super lazy person. looking back the last month, i didn't do anything. But if i spend time like the last year, it would be boring year and i would have a lot of things that i should have done. I'm trying to do by myself but sometimes need someone's help.That really really helps for me.  But it's not good for just getting helped. i have to help someone who struggles. I think this is a what a friend is. And we have to have and show respect for other people. Actually when i was in Japan, i didn't care about it. Because most of people in Japan are same race and culture, religion. But here we should accept their culture even if i feel like weird. That's culture. This is important thing to make friends and have a good relationship. So i hope that we'll have a good relationship.

What i want to achieve after the course is to get a job first here. I have heard even if we get a job as web developer, as i mentioned it would be so difficult. Especially, non native people. So at the first, i'll get a job here. After this course, i'll work here as long as i have a visa. After then, i wonder if i can work in London. As you know, i really want to go there. i want to get the ability to work in wherever i want to. But i always change my mind. So I'm not sure that i want to do 2 years later. But i guess as long as i am able to speak English, i would have more choices. So far, i'm wondering if i'm going to London. sometimes i miss Japan. I didn't realize that Japan is a good country until i came here. But i think to go to another country is good option. It's a valuable experience to learn about different culture. I have a one thing that i've change. This is to take good care of my family. Especially, in my family the conversation got less, and we have some problem. But here i think there is a lot of people who takes good care of their family. Like text a message and call. And then i felt like that i had to do like this. So these days, i'm trying to keep in touch with my mother. That's what i've changed. I really want to feel what we can't feel in japan. Anyway, i have to make an effort.
I would like to　watch me grow up. Thank you for reading.