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now i regret ever seeking help the hotline had me wait so long and basically just mirror my word what s the point of looking for help anyway they just add to thing i fail again
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someone said this to me today he wasn t being serious it wa just banter his bros would probably be like yea you re right i do have great tit but it really opened up a healing wound for me being bullied growing up for my look i ve always been fat and people have used that against me for year these past few year i ve bee...
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hi i have a social anxiety disorder and everytime i m stressed for example medical appointment my heartrate go to the roof while i am sitting and get my blood pressure checked my heart go 0 bpm this is so embarassing everytime i have to explain that i am very nervous and the medical stuff doesn t have to worry is there...
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depression s killing me rn
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i am and have been battling depression since throughout the year i ve been on anti depressive pretty much the whole time just when i feel like i m maybe stabilizing or dare i say it getting better i go crashing back down to the bottomless pit of sadness right now i m on vacation in a tropical island a dream for me yet ...
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i don t care about therapy school work friend music clothes anything i don t even card enough to eat i don t care to shower or to get up i simply lack energy to care i hate this world my therapist say i should try and do thing i enjoy or atleast keep up with my room but nah i don t care to i m not doing anything anymor...
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ugh doe anyone know what i can do to stop anxiety attack pleeease i need help
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i am a male within the armed force and never really got the chance to speak my mind about a lot of thing i wa always told by everyone thats male shouldn t cry or even show a slight a bit of sadness or else it would redeem them weak a little bit if background before the military i wa a person that would always have frie...
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ridley 0 i agree the shapeshifting is a copout i wa so excited for angela s ep i thought it wa this week noah wa awesome tho
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so why do i still feel so depressed i survived a horrible brain injury twice i did well in school and went to college and earned a degree i found love and got engaged i attended again and got a second degree i m working in the field i wanted to in the speciality that i love i have friend and family who love me i do the...
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i slept for hour straight yesterday it felt really good i wish i could do that everyday
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labelsnotlove my home town my mammy called all depressd pls explain y a parent let their yr old child walk alone hello it 009
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i ve been getting a lot of internal tremor specifically during my attempt to sleep when i m fully relaxed and my mind is not anxious i start to feel the tremor come on especially in my head and in the back of my head it s almost a if my body doesn t want me to sleep context i developed a fear for sleeping in the dark t...
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i just need to figure out a fool proof plan and figure out how to say goodbye to my friend and family without being suspicious and getting hospitalized again i really don t wan na hurt my loved one but they don t act like they really care anyways i wa living for other people but i have no one anymore so there s not muc...
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so i live hour away from where i wa born and raised well my very best friend twin brother oded because someone put fentanyl into his drink smoke and he wa always like a brother to me but i can t make it to his funeral i hate myself for it i want to be there for my best friend and i want to be able to say goodbye to a g...
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i wish i had the kind of depression that knocked me out for a few week at a time so that maybe people would actually realize i m not doing that well but instead i m the olympic champion at masking
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sorry for the next tweet
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i hate how some people think we use our anxiety to avoid responsabilities when in reality even moving can be difficult due to anxiety in my case sometimes anxiety attack make almost impossible grabbing thing my hand start feeling really weak
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i have a friend at work that i ve been confiding in for the last couple week we both are experiencing depression and suicidal ideation over the last several year she seemed like someone who ha everything together in a sense that she ha a gridiron exterior great career very positive attitude and i come to learn she s ba...
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where do i even start this feeling ha been going for year but now i reached a point where i am fully convinced that my life is just pointless purposeless empty i keep finding way to help myself to get better socialize talk to a psychologist then i got refered to a psychiatrist and talk to god i don t blame god for anyt...
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yayfuckbuddies haha i would but you won t
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look like i ve missed out on yet another job someone please employ me haha
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i m sorry sometimes i don t feel much i wish i did i wish i wa better for you i wish i could always try my hardest and make thing better i wish i wasn t bad i d do anything to make myself better for you i m sorry i ve cried more than i d like and felt a lot lately i wish i could feel a lot a lot of the time i truly am ...
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theekween vhulivhadza help those who suffer from depression anxiety heart break or have witnessed something traumatic thelmasherbs
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im seriously so stuck i developed a horrible case of health anxiety and constantly think something is wrong with my brain or heart i ve been to the er twice now with everything coming back normal i feel bed ridden most day if im up and moving around for too long i feel extremely dizzy due to my tension headache i have ...
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hour sleep in day and still working on my birthday
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job searching fyi yahoo hot job suck im never going to find a job
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it is snowing in tennessee too
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hi please help tell me someone had this and overcame it i can t do more diagnosis at some point i wa praying it s cancer because at least i d know what it is i m suspecting anxiety since i have severe social anxiety which is fuelled even more by the symptom it is something between itching burning stinging like if someo...
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uni suck have to leave home at 00 to attend a lecture at 0 to 0 amp roadworks everywhere mt installing fibre cable
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it s coming back i m sinking again i can t do anything in life i have superior study yet i can not get a job i have friend and a girlfriend but i still feel lonely because they are busy and i have nothing to do i m all alone with my thought and i ve been for too long it s all coming back again i even feel suicidal agai...
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m and i did what i wanted to in life grew up poor got an education make ton of money hit the top of ladder in a respect profession and i m not happy i m not rich but money isn t a a big a concern a it used to be i have a job i like sometimes but the reality of it are physically and mentally destroying i have good frien...
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well the title say it all i ve decided to off myself after thursday im not sure how i m going to do it but i m tired of fighting for my life my in law kicked me out and i have to leave on or before the th of april i have no one and no where to go my husband refuse to get an apartment with me because he s not ready i ha...
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oh no it s a harrod day now i really will be sick
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is tired
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not anymore how doe daisy manage to take up of the bed
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off to work
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is stucked in paris and can t even travel into france for work
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trying to find a tech job can t find any entry level job any were also just about every job site ha more spam now then job
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for reference i am f graduating college in may i grew up in a really shitty town and i worked really hard in school to guarantee i could get into my dream college and move to a city where i thought i would find more likeminded people college sincerely sucked i had terrible friend now don t really have friend don t real...
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itsangie i canceled it with plane ticket hotel stay and ticket it wa close to 00 if we eat cheaply man i soooo want to see o
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there s much depression in europe and the leading cause can be traced to psychological overload the peace and prosperity of europe come with boredom something nigerian will never understand or relate with cuz there s no loneliness in nigeria
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this is beautiful but now i also have depression
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duncn they won t
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phil hellmuth so sad
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whatchiing commercial breakdwon lol and havee homework to do enrtertain meee
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lately people have been romanticizing depression into something trendy which further stigmatizes the illness and the people diagnosed with it
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dktofficiall i haven t talked about depression in my post kindly read again but yes if you feel depressed kindly seek help
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it s one thing to feel bad mentally but when i m constantly feeling physically ill a well it make trying to get myself to do positive thing so much harder i can never just feel okay not mentally or physically always in some sort of pain and always feeling like shit then when you ask for help you just get out on a month...
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not going swimming
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mizfitonline is ur host down i m getting nothin
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my brain just doesn t work i almost feel retarded with this costant foggy brain feeling that i have my head is completely foggy i can t even do simple task properly such a making the bed drive ecc i need to read a sentence multiple time before getting it now everytime i try to do these thing my brain just can t concent...
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the great depression
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karenucol ah i bet it doe i ve been like craving to play softball or basketball but i have noo time
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why are there kid show on pb right now it supposed to be nature
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it s so hard for me to say no to people or refuse when they ask me to do something because i m scared they ll dislike me or stop being my friend i feel like such a pushover
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tessaamrtz literal yo ya casi no entro pq m coge depression
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guh the anatomy on this is horrible but this wa mostly drawn to help me get through some heavy depression so forgive that
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anyone else get so distracted by so much around you that you just put off everything i ve been taking zoloft and literally since i ve taken it i ve been so unorganized it s hard for me to keep my room clean i have a bunch of appointment i have to make but keep forgetting to i have a credit card that i need to start usi...
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just had a bowl of bran flake and is about to ave a shower and do revision
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i m so tired for no reason other than going to bed late and sleeping in lately it make me angry
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hey guy i ve been depressed for a while now and have passive suicidal thought every day my younger sister is excelling earning lot of money travelling and living life to the full which is fantastic and i am so proud of her but i can t help comparing my low energy life lack of any friend and absence of any passion or ac...
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johnnybeane hey you just changed your default
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homework homework homework
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at shell gas station lunch break tired
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tierd whats pt swagger mean i love the sound of it
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this town is causing me depression and anxiety i lived here my whole life and i only have bad memory here abuse bullying etc i even have trouble walking and breathing because of the stress i need to leave because it s making my depression worse i tried to talk about it with my psychiatrist but she dismissed it isn t sh...
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the drawback to this is that every picture i take with my phone is broadcast and is sent with the file name a text automationatacost
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had too much fun last night paying for it now going to go and fry an egg
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i am feeling sick
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robertzalme yes i do too much theory getting in not much solution coming out
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hitting the gym afterwards looking forward to rewiring my studio yet again
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so for awhile now i ve tried multiple time to hang myself and also tried to slit my wrist but all my suicide attempt have failed and im trying to find happiness in life and find a reason to live but everday i just wan na end all my suffering anyways here s why i feel suicidal so basically my mom and dad are abusive and...
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i hate when software update downloads update without telling me i never know what s downloading when it is
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it never get easier no matter how many year i wait it s not getting better i never learn to cope properly i don t even feel the slightest bit more okay or hopeful even after three year of therapy i am so fucking miserable every single day everything is so exhausting and i dread the fact that i have to wake up tomorrow ...
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just microwaved a kashi chicken and spinach thing and put in the milk dvd anyone seen it i bet it s good i still havent seen slumdog
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for about a week now i ve been experiencing extreme anxiety and panic restlessness a need to move my leg etc it s been waking me up in the middle of the night or it hard for me to fall asleep bc the sensation is just so uncomfortable i also feel wired and like i have all of this insane amount of energy i have no pain a...
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i already called in yesterday for work i wa up all night laying here just awake counting down the hour to work wa so exhausted by the time work came around that i called in and even then i couldn t sleep it s now 0 pm and i ve gotten under an hour of sleep in the last 0 hr i m starting to worry a bit this month ha been...
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i absolutely hate having my picture taken right now i m going through an especially hard time my med have been changed and i m in the early stage so going through the side effect with none of the benefit and i m informed that they are doing company picture tomorrow the one day i agreed to work in the office i also have...
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so dissappointed right now guess it not meant to be
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rebeccamayne that doe sound boring a hell becs
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i ve just got my streetcar essay back from jerry and it still no good ah man this is gon na be a bad day
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sittin here w kayla i really really reallly dis like having a brother he doesn t know when to stop i m waiting for the day when one of
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let me ask you a question are you a woman who ha struggled with anxiety a a result of my blindness i used to suffer from worry depression anxiety woman disability blindness http t co tztn urti http t co in avglhng
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wizarab 0 aunty said this would spiral her back into depression i just can t abeg sneaker
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kal penn arrrggghhh and i hadn t seen last night s episode yet pity to lose you though
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fighter kev it s funny how they are all facing stress sorrow and depression then
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is phoneless now off too sleep
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in the garage getting an estimate for the wheel damage on my car from sunday s little mishap not looking good
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brian armstrong what a pity youtube is currently blocked in china i can t see the vids
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hey i posted a question here a while ago but no one answered i don t know if maybe my question got private it or something i don t think it broke any rule it s just that i m afraid death will leave you conciouss until you decompose or get cremated or that you ll suffocate due to not breathing do we know that being dead...
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webview one of control of iphone sdk is too slow that even for loading local custom page it take a marginal time
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is not looking forward to class and work tomorrow
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morning people away to get some breakfast and then sort myself out and then must start on hwm no lazing about today xx
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i have bad depression and anxiety over this i need not only advice because i ve been kicked out of hair sub but i need advice for what to say and how to explain to bully in school about my big thick curly hair
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late night is all re run http ff im y0 l
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currently watching quot roommate quot i miss the nyc
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just woke up late again i wa supposed to wake up at am cause there are lot of thing to do late homework mostly
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pls guy answer what u feel
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wa super lucky to get a seat on the train we pay 0 for this min journey
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