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you probably know how i m feeling about it lately when my mom s been calling it sound like she s been cry i wish she hated me like she should | 1 |
hello all i am sorry i have to make a post for this i am just new to therapy and medication my therapist prescribed me lexapro and told me if that didn t workout or it made me too sick or lightheaded she would switch me to zoloft what is the difference all i can find is horror story on lexapro or people acting like it ... | 1 |
my pookie ha a uti i have to be nurse gabbie and get him back to 00 no more soda | 0 |
downloading nin s new album quot the slip quot when the hell did this come out i m so behind the time these day | 0 |
charlietm i know right i dunno what is going on with twitter | 0 |
today i pretended i wa okay to my mom so she would continue to let me stay in her house i choked down food so it looked like i had an appetite and told her i would go draw so i could be myself alone i can t even draw anymore anyways i saw this a fake it til you make it i ve been told it s actually that i m not putting ... | 1 |
got up an hou ago now lerning again really boring stuff | 0 |
i am falling and no one is there to catch me the one that say they will be and care can t be bothered to even listen to me fully anymore i have outworn my welcome here i don t want to deal with this pain or the voice in my head telling me i will never be enough i want to end it so badly but i can t bc i have important ... | 1 |
i hate myself right now because of my anxiety i hate the anxiety and i hate that it make me hate myself i hate that i didn t ask to have anxiety i hate that i didn t ask to be raised in a culty religion that wired my brain to have such a narrow view of the world i hate that i wa raised in that religion by a manipulativ... | 1 |
everyday i wake up same routine i feel underappreciated by those i live with i have very few i m very close to and care about my mental state ha been on a rapid decline for month now i m basically living for my cat and the person i m closest to i just constantly have this overwhelming sense of dread and paranoia everyd... | 1 |
omg quot the reader quot is making me | 0 |
seasonal depression is truly over | 1 |
amyg0 thats really sad i wolud hate that but i had choco milk earlier d lol | 0 |
context grew up in a pretty abusive family and always wanted to jill myself even a a young child it get worse till couldn t cope and went to child service at age a i felt i wa going crazy i wa removed from my family and never saw my mum sister again my suicidal thought seem to not always be here now but come in wave i ... | 1 |
gnite twitter world long day tomorrow night class till 0pm | 0 |
did i give myself erp year ago i think i did when i wa i had a pretty bad fear of gay stuff lol which lasted for maybe month idk i remember i eventually agreed with my thought and i got over the obsession i had a harm obsession a few year ago and i remember i eventually agreed with my thought there too i m going crazy ... | 1 |
bliss peace rest ease solidified finite | 1 |
can t get past in flight control http twitpic com y f | 0 |
i m worrying about having schizophrenia psychosis every day it s gotten to the point where i can t do normal stuff without thinking about my sanity whenever i talk to someone i always over analyze conversation i feel like people don t like me or make fun of me and it make me question my sanity too i do overthink my own... | 1 |
border closed at 0 | 0 |
i m a frequent poster here i ve struggled all my life with these feeling thing seemed like they were getting better i wa genuinely happy and then it got taken away again i live in shitty section housing i wa kicked out several year ago and i ve been struggling to stay afloat since my mother and i recently discussed me ... | 1 |
wonder why someone that u like so much can make you so unhappy in a split seccond depressed | 0 |
triplejsr the new eminem single quot we made you quot it s got zero play on aftermath s myspace i wan na hear it soo bad | 0 |
i know it s a thing with visual perception a that s been a prominent part of my experience with derealisation but i ve just now made the smell connection there s a girl in front of me on this bus with a strong smelling hair product that s lingering all around and it s making me nauseous annoyed stop being so fragrant a... | 1 |
femibello mourinho is a victim too pogba wa playing badly and pogba wa a key player for mourinho which led to his sack pogba naming mourinho a a cause of his depression is bad pogba hasn t won any trophy or played consistently since mou left he wa treatedwell with ole but still a mess | 1 |
just got done watching the new house episode definitely one of the saddest episode ever | 0 |
think about it i cant do a single thing anymore and the fact that i just suck at everything is just totally fantastic sarcasm i just keep bottling up everything and everything i thought about running away and dieing alone but i don t know how brutal that is | 1 |
the american psychiatric association apa state that depression is a common and severe mental illness that affect how individual feel think and act http t co arsp syayj | 1 |
oh no azppa just sent email for state convention may amp there wa papyrus all over it sad b c i wanted to attend | 0 |
just completely drained of all impulse feel like my body is a big doll and it just leaked all it air and i m just completely deflated i sold out gave up on my belief i wasted my young year loving someone who doesn t love me gave in to every compulsion and spent my year a a sidekick a a passerby a a ghost i don t even f... | 1 |
today is day of my fast amp i feel i may break b i go bed i must hold out til the end of the wk must stayed focused wish me luck | 0 |
y male so for the last couple of year i ve been sad depressed at first not too bad like just gloomy but progressively stronger but maybe for the last maybe year to year and a half it s gotten pretty dark everything seems meaningless for a little back ground i m in a very healthy relationship my relationship with my par... | 1 |
bad news wa dad ha cancer and is dying good news new business started and i am now a life coach practising holistic weight management | 0 |
want her ipod | 0 |
ugh can t sleep wish i had a good cuddle to make me as out | 0 |
it s so tiring to keep going i just can t stand it anymore i wish it all would end | 1 |
lasy year or so i ve been telling myself i dont know what to do i stopped playing video game i stopped watching youtube i stopped watching netflix i just play random phone game that isnt me i ve literally thought about how cult kinda give people reason im smart enough to not join a cult will i always have the will thou... | 1 |
i went to a friend wedding with my boyfriend today and had a pretty bad episode we walked into the venue and i felt fine ten minute later i m having a panic attack in the bathroom i wa mute the entire time disassociating i couldn t eat i had so much anxiety we had to leave early amp i just felt so embarrassed my bf is ... | 1 |
i got an instagram ad for microdosing ketamine to treat depression uhhhhhhhhhhhh | 1 |
for a long a i can remember i ve always just felt inferior i m not good at anything i m not attractive i m not rich i don t have any unique talent or ability i literally just exist to let people down i always thought that a i got older i d slowly figure it all out but it hasn t gotten better and it never will i deserve... | 1 |
my depression ptsd and anxiety have reached an all time high this past two month it honestly breaking me | 1 |
off out to doctor appointment | 0 |
secretgarden i haven t gotten any porn spammer i don t check my follower but haven t had any tweet like that | 0 |
only two more day until holiday all my friend are in public school so we can t hang out on thursday then disneyland omg | 0 |
i ve been taking escitalopram for a while now it s helped in that i can t even remember the last time i had a panic attack however i have this really weird feeling it s like i have no strong emotion no motivation for anything the thing that brought me joy before don t anymore is this a symptom of something else i don t... | 1 |
my anxiety make it almost impossible for me to talk on the phone even people i m not anxious around irl i get panicked with on a phone call so 99 of the time i don t answer call and definetly don t call people well now i had to answer a is wa a pretty important call and i m pretty calm after it like usually my heart be... | 1 |
lunafiko can t wait to try em but prolly have to wait until next weekend at the earliest | 0 |
oh but damn fried screwing up me lunch | 0 |
hey so i have health anxiety and got blood work done result will be posted in a couple week i believe however lymph node are a major cause of my health anxiety right now i m concerned with two knot which are in the exact same spot on opposite side i barely felt them a few month ago and assumed it wa a muscle or tendon ... | 1 |
jaredleto i can t sleep i need to work on my speech about huka and youth i hope i get the 0 full mark | 0 |
hey guy im gon na be honest here im a year old stoner with a lot of mental health issue i havent ever really had anyone i felt comfortable or safe opening up to and i know it can be the same for a lot of other men of all age i wanted to create a subreddit of some sort a a safe place to vent give and seek advice for dom... | 1 |
dwr gh teresamforgione gm stone not that i ve had covid but i find whisky cure everything from sniffle to depression | 1 |
cherrytreerec i can t see anything stupid youtube and their location restriction who s in the speedo | 0 |
today wa the first time i ve gotten feedback from an interview and they want to give me a second chance i m really thankful for that but i feel like my anxiety is holding me back even though i know i m fully capable of preforming a job i just get nervous in interview because i don t know if i m wasting my time googling... | 1 |
join u next wednesday at am a we cover the urbanhealthcouncil s recent work on ecological health report present urbanisation role in disease development such a depression and it link to air pollution urban planning is healthcare http t co xoz rsunxh | 1 |
i got a supporting family a girlfriend who love me more than anything else i ve got friend i ve got a job i ve got hobby i wa born wealthy and had a very good education i ve tried med for a long time psychologist and psychiatrist been to ward but im still just a sad now a i ever wa what am i meant to do what s left i s... | 1 |
im yellinq at ma mummyy lol she is angry at mee | 0 |
i hate being away from her i cant sleep alone anymore | 0 |
it s been and a half month now the depression is getting way worse with suicidal thought antidepressant don t help me at all trazadone moklobemid i can not cope with his death i ve dropped out of uni my life is meaningless now i have 0 hope i don t look forward to anything anymore all relationship i have now feel empty... | 1 |
why can t people just accept i m tired of living i never asked be here i just want a day to say my final goodbye like what people do to elder so why can t i im happy with the memory i made but i don t want to continue i m done | 1 |
h la elle n est pa la seule nous avon tous d notre entourage de jeunes en d pression la politiquesanitaire de ce derni re ann e a t terrible pour eux | 1 |
i m really desperate i m a yr old guy with no job even if i graduated from college no girlfriend never kissed or hugged a girl in my life no real friend most of them are toxic amp manipulative nothing special about me i don t know if i m pretty or ugly smart or dumber i m so confused about my self image it s like i liv... | 1 |
no travoradio this morning blipfm is down http bit ly ch xr | 0 |
im home alone for the first time in a while cant help but to think now is the time to do it hate my mind think this way but idk how else to think | 1 |
my anxiety ha been so bad recently and i m developing new fear and irrational thought i work in healthcare and have seen nasty thing like people aspirating choking on vomit and patient dead with throw up all over them i ate something off today and had to throw up i literally had to call my boyfriend i live alone and ha... | 1 |
train rammed fellow commuter vile special derision reserved for the man who appeared out of nowhere to claim his seat luggage rack | 0 |
argh iggy pop swift cover add on spotify way to kill the mood | 0 |
i wish my new glass weren t so expensive | 0 |
now i m down to 0 battery | 0 |
why doe stik o have to be chocolate | 0 |
my birthday today feel so old | 0 |
for awhile i ve been having thought like these i ve spoken to my therapist and i can t really say she s said much i m trying to make it become a bigger topic but these thought seem so weird and i m not sure how to deal with them it s really extreme stuff too i don t see anyone forgetting like i will literally sit there... | 1 |
wilshipley i am sad the dutch localization in dl is bad it s incomplete and ha too many truncation | 0 |
my anxiety manifest itself in many way and this is one form of it i would stand in front of the mirror and just feel like guilty for not being better not contributing more not being more positive not being a better friend when in reality i do those thing anyone else relate to this feeling | 1 |
i m a sophmore in high school and i do no extracurriculars which bother me the most i think the only hobby i have is drawing and i lost interest in band over the pandemic and i dont have the motivation to get back in i dont take challenging class because im too lazy for the workload i can barely do basic hygiene i dont... | 1 |
im tempted to choose death not through a bullet through my head or a rope or some pill but through starvation to test and see if my desire to die really is stronger than my carnal will to live to finally feel alive in my body a i weaken day by day and feel myself shrivel and decay just like how this depression ha been ... | 1 |
i m sincerely done with this living my saving ha finally dried up i will soon lose my home my car and am unable to find work regardless i m just done i ve grown so tired of being tired | 1 |
i m missing my best friend i miss our fun time together i love you guy and i miss you so much | 0 |
had a moment with run fatboy run | 0 |
ha realised that this time it might actually be final | 0 |
i keep thinking that i m only putting all this effort in for someone else because i love her and i don t want to hurt her and i enjoy being with her and how she make me feel but i also want to get better so i can be in a better place to be more supportive for her and my peer i m trying to live for myself and not others... | 1 |
i hate life hate living every day i wake with no energy and no will no to move further in life it ha beatin me down again and again all i do is work i have friend but never stop feeling lonely the one thing that keep me tethered to this reality is my cat who is currently screaming outside my door i don t care though i ... | 1 |
johnnybeane me too i ll see on amazon uk otherwise they make me pay custom tax if i order it from the u | 0 |
and i am now a division of one | 0 |
moony 9 lol ugh that s so ominous i hope i don t have to cry over idol this week too fox hate me | 0 |
work again | 0 |
walking home from school drain all my energy | 0 |
still up trying to finish a mix | 0 |
m i had extreme anxiety depression year of my short life i spent in a bedroom avoiding human contact at all cost didn t show up for family event had 0 friend cancelled every appointment someone else made for me to keep it short i seen no light at the end of the tunnel i realized the mental destruction wa all within mys... | 1 |
supamagg that happened to me saturday night along with my glittery green lighter | 0 |
an ex muslim miss veedu vidz http t co z nqoa u exmuslim mentalhealth depression apostasy http t co hoap9arrmw | 1 |
hartym look interesting but lot of 00 error on the documentation website | 0 |
jonathanrknight aw ok goonite | 0 |
chelserlynn haha it so cooooold in the d and no but you should still go to the show they do some incredible stuff | 0 |
i m year old diagnosed with gouty arthritis at and i ve been battling with myself for almost a year now and it ha gotten to the point where i m tired of living this tuesday morning at am i tried to commit suicide my second attempt on taking my own life in le than a year and yet i ve still managed to fail once more i wa... | 1 |
islandiva i sent u a tweet yesterday but i don t know why it didn t work i guess you re sleeping right now i am working soon noon | 0 |
the great holiday homework sesh ha begun now bugger off twitter you distracting menace | 0 |
ashley tisdale i love you but why did you dye your hair | 0 |
it all started a couple year ago when i wa about to start a new job i wa lucky and bet that the stock market would go down with the few thousand dollar i made from my internship of course this wa when covid wa just hitting so i became hugely profitable from only a couple thousand dollar to m in value in only a month th... | 1 |
normally i use my note app but this wa the first time i had written pen and paper somehow it feel good it s the final chapter of my life i hope people in my life understand i had to do this for myself the pain is too much for one to handle everyday | 1 |
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