A Lesson For Every Girl In The World.
By: Sultan Faishal Bustomi
Tags: Love, Relationships, Mistakes, Girls

Sumber: Google.com

Give a girl the whole world and she will still break your heart. Girls change quickly, today you are everything, tomorrow who you are? You left me with these horrible trust issues and thinking i don’t know how to love again. Now i can’t even treat the right person right. I never really knew if we’re really done, i didn’t even get a goodbye, so why’s it wrong of me to assume our story isn’t over? I told myself i was done with girls but then you came along and you told me that you were different. But in the end, you just proved my point on how they’re all the same.

The thing is i care about her more than anyone else in the world, but it wasn’t enough. And she walked away like it was the easiest thing in the world to do. Just in a flash, she replaced me with the new one. Did she really love you? So, he gets the butterflies right? He gets the long dedicated instagram posts. Meanwhile, I got excuses, and you keep me like a disgrace, even if i post you, you yell at me. I got bullshit justification. I got left in a dust and i got used and shattered. You get the happy amazing new relationship. You get to finally find your person. He gets the fucking butterflies?

Did you just wake up one day and decide you’re done with me or did you know all along that you were going to leave and you just waited till i got attached? Because your attitude just horrible, can you just say sorry after you make mistake rather than make an excuse? I still trying to get used to the fact that i’m never gonna wake up to a text from you anymore. Everything that made me happy is never gonna happen again. And although you’re the person who’s hurt me most, i still talk about you like you’re the best thing that came into my life. Just imagine.

I always had such bad days and the only thing that made me get through them was knowing i was going to facetime you all night. But one day, you just stop facetiming me, even i ask for it, you don’t want to. Did you know the feeling when you’re trying so hard to keep the convo going because it’s your only chance to talk to her, but all you’re getting is these dry response? I thought going out and talk to my friends would’ve been my escape from constantly thinking about you, but instead it just reminds me how i’m never having fun with you again.

I might not show it very well but i promise you that you’ve never had a boy care for you as much as i do. I loved you, you saw i did, yet it wasn’t enough for you to just stop hurting me. I wish i knew it would’ve ended it like that, i would’ve never let myself get attached at the first place. I’m the one who had to watch your texts go from ‘ i love u ‘ to ‘ leave me alone ‘ to no text at all. I’m the one who had to see the three month heart fade, i’m the one who literally had to sit there and watch you fall outta love.

I’m not sad but i’m not happy either. For now, i don’t even know myself cause the weight on my shoulder is crashing on my body. But i hope, i hope that he can watch your favorite series and movie like i did, i hope he can convince you when you’re moody because of your period like i did, i hope he can buy your favorite chocolate like i did, i hope he can accompany you when you’re crying because of little things like i did, i hope he can understand your bad attitude because i can’t stand it, i believe that people can be better and say sorry about something wrong, i failed to teach you about the word ‘ sorry ‘ is very important, my patience is running out. I hope he can be more patient about your fuckin stupidity.

Girls, Listen. Kalau mau marah, marahlah dengan bahasa yang dapat dimengerti oleh manusia bukan makhluk gaib, jelaskan letak salahnya dimana, bagian mana yang tidak kamu kehendaki atau tidak kamu suka, jelaskan alasannya kenapa hal tersebut menurutmu salah atau kenapa hal tersebut tidak kamu kehendaki, lalu kita cari solusinya bagaimana. Silent treatment adalah cara marah yang paling tidak manusiawi, sejelek-jeleknya sikap manusia, orang yang ngediemin orang lain adalah tipe manusia yang paling jelek. Sikap tersebut membiarkan orang lain berasumsi sendiri dan hal itu benar-benar merusak pikiran. Manusia dengan sikap seperti itu dapat disebut dengan Schrodinger Asshole ( A person who decides whether or not they’re full of shit by the reactions of those around them. )

Girls, listen. Jangan karena si A dirasa kurang begini, kamu meninggalkannya demi si B. Ternyata si B dirasa kurang begitu, kamu meninggalkannya demi dengan si C, lalu kamu menemukan kekurangan juga pada si C sehingga membuatmu mencari D. Kamu tidak akan pernah selesai jika mencari yang terbaik diantara yang baik, kamu hanya memenuhi egomu, serakah. Hanya orang-orang yang kuat dan berani yang mempunyai rasa ‘ aku sudah merasa cukup ‘. Karena salah, akhirnya belajar. Karena jatuh, akhirnya tumbuh. Belajarlah untuk menerima kalau saya memang salah, jangan memakai alasan ‘ aku emang orangnya begini ‘ padahal manusia bisa jadi lebih baik. Girls, kamu bukan tumbuhan bonsai, grow up.

Banyak orang yang dituntut untuk melakukan hal-hal yang susah dicapai oleh pasangannya. Sementara itu, pasangan kamu hanya hanya meminta waktu dan perhatian, mudah. Tapi, kamu masih gabisa dan gamau nurutin ya? kurang bersyukur ya kamu.

Isn’t it funny how much time we invest in one person only to end up strangers again? We’re not right person in the wrong time, we’re just not mean’t to be. Girls be out here saying, ‘ i don’t want a relationship ‘ , but the ‘ with you ‘ is silent, hurt a little doesn’t it?

I explained my hurt and still got hurt, so i learned to stop talking.

I apologize to myself for loving the wrong person. I’m sorry for hurting myself. I’m sorry for treating myself badly. I’m sorry for loving someone who doesn’t want me. I’m sorry for allowing myself to be hurt ( again ). I’m sorry.

I promise to myself that i will love someone who really loves me too and know how to treat me well.