The Only Girl In The World Whom I Loved…!!
Tags: Love, Lovestory, Dreams, Love Letters, Imagination

My name is Kay but people call me as Sasuke. Today i am going to tell you about my life from school till Kota to college because what can i say i am drunk as high. So here’s my story.

Although I was born in India but i was raised like an American. I used to watch English TV shows 24*7 all the time. This affected my social life in school. I used to be silent all the time because people around me used to talk and converse in Hindi. This made me feel uncomfortable. I wanted to change my school and i was very close in doing that but there was one thing that kept me from not making that decision of leaving school. And that was, I had fallen in love with a girl in school and that too on the very first day, but the girl didn’t know that.

Now you might be thinking how come you fell in love with a girl to whom you never talked. For that lets just say i loved her in my own way. She was a girl from out of this world. I have never ever seen such a girl of her personality. Her radiance was like a star. without her i couldn’t have passed my 10 years of hell in school. She was the thing that kept me from losing my sanity. After high school I thought about going Tuition so that i can see her after school but that just didn’t happen. Something else happened and that turned out to be the worst decision I made. Going tuition right after school. Funny ain’t it. So the only thing left for me to impress her was getting good marks at board exams because i was neither good at sports or cultural events. My hidden literally skills were quite good but i hid that from everyone. So boards was it, and i screwed badly at boards on the very first day of practicals. It was because of my partner(another girl) that I was able to perform practicals. Till now i haven’t even thanked her for that. But that I will surely do, maybe one day. So now it was board exams and everyone else was studying. It was only me who was screwing around because for the first time in my life I was playing a quality game on mobile. It was Clash of Clans, so i just gave board exams without studying a lot. But fortunately when results came out I have scored good percentage. My parents were proud of me but i wasn’t of me. I knew I had screwed big time.

So after that I went to do 13th in Kota to prepare for JEE exams but that didn’t happen. Instead i had made a lot of friends over there than I ever did in 10 yrs of my school life. I was a crush of many girls over there but I wasn’t interested in a single one of them. I was also wandering around Kota at the time of my revision days and that was how I screwed my JEE exams. Fast forward a year later i was in college where the seniors were the people who were my classmates in school. I was surrounded by a bunch of strangers. I was feeling quite low but years passed and college was the best thing of my life. It made me the person who i am. I made some awesome memories with my friends in three years. We guys did many unspeakable things which is an impossible feat to achieve from a very remote college. But one thing i couldn’t ever do was meeting Taylor swift and getting over the girl i loved in school. And that’s how i realized that i loved her not liked her. I was so frustrated inside of me and I wanted everything to spit out to her. And i did, on FB messaging app. That too when i was high as fuck. Till this day I consider it one of my worst thing decision in life. I figuratively told the girl to throw my heart in the locker deep under the ocean. Because of the contents of that letter she considers me a sociopath and probably psycho or maybe a paparazzi chasing her, but that i never did. I think it was because of me that she has left Kotdwara which is obviously my hometown. Now here I am in final year of college thinking about placements and wondering will i ever be able to get over her or will i always live my life as a brat who never understood the meaning of love.

That’s all from the eccentric guy

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