Maybe it’s good to stay
Tags: No Hope, Sad, Lost, Revenge, Loneliness

Maybe it’s good to stay

CHAPTER 1

I am a dreamer, that’s a statement that I would only like to make about myself because it is the only think I am positive about myself.

The only thing I have ever wanted in my life diabolically is to move out of this small town to a bigger city where I wouldn’t be judged. Maybe this scholarship for my college tuition is the gateway to my own freedom. I hate this small town and my abusive father who has always used me as a tool to take out his anger and frustration after a bottle of beer or probably maybe two.

I have had only one friend who has always been pretty close to me, his name is Parker and the only happy time I have ever experienced is with him. I have always been bullied for being a skinny guy but what can one do when once own father finds it more important to buy drinks for oneself rather than feeding his own son. I can’t help what they did to me despite I never did anything wrong to anyone yet I had to go through all this, I guess life is unfair.

“Hey Dylan! Did you hear about Sarah, she went missing this week.”

Sarah Michell, the girl who bullied me the most all throughout my high school, although she was a nightmare but I hoped she was alright, no one deserves to disappear into nothingness no matter how they have damaged others.

“Dylan aren’t you happy?” said he girl who really did ruin my high school for me, she always had a reason to pick on me, now that she is gone, I don’t think it really makes me happy, actually it is quite worrying. Children from our school have been going missing for some time now and seriously the cops of this town are really not concerned what so ever. Parker

“No of course not Parker, being mean is a thing but even for someone like Sarah this is extreme, she didn’t deserve this.” I said a bit shook hearing this coming from Parker’s mouth.

“ I guess she deserved it, I don’t think it’s anything wrong to feel happy about these bullies disappearing.” Parker said without any sort of remorse.

I may have been the one who got bullied the most but Parker was no less at getting bullied, this town was like our personal hell. That’s why I need to move away from this toxic environment, I needed fresh air instead of this suffocating fog that covered this town for some reason, is it the people of town or the town itself I would never be able to figure out and believe me when I say I don’t even want to.

“I need to go home anyways or else you know my father.”

“Yes, if only you can call that monster your father.”

Whenever I talked about my dad to Parker he got disgusted and I am glad there was someone who I could talk to about this because no one else would ever believe me. My father was a completely different person outside, he was a generous and kind person according to his colleagues and neighbors, only I knew what he was like in real life.

“I will see you later then Parker, I should get moving now, you know how it is.”

“Ya, it is getting kind of dark; I hope I could be there for you.”

I hope someone could save me to sometimes but I don’t think anyone is coming for me. I am on my own and after all this time getting bullied and tortured, I just hope it was me instead of Sarah, life was sweet to her at least she was happy, I don’t think my life could get any worse from here but with letter I hold some hope.