An Angel’s Retire
By: Ariel Dresser
Tags: Sex, Erotica, Poetry, Love, BDSM

I know you must be tormented-

the nihilist of narcissistic obsessions;

weaving in and out only,

of your own grandeur , your own illusions,

while underneath, you steep some falsetto’s

of echoing hatred, seeping of self despise.

The allure of the dark, a strange drawl; an elusive torment,

because as all time passes, not the veil between

you nor I

That ever lifts.

Every thought, behind every breath is blanketed-

the charcoals like marring claws,

jerking me into the Earth;

I imagine, this place, is the place we meet.

Perhaps I, the more capable of Love, Dark Thing,

what it is that binds us,

is the sweet promise of your blindfolds,

and my hands fixed.

For a night, your Demons take me to Bed, while I finally allow them this one occasion,

to lay with an Angel-

one that is as bound as you have made me-

that I crave the fall - that I would smite it,

for you

and only you.

All the corners of my compounded ego

cower more, as loss of concern

drive’s passion’s inferno.

Cloaked, I decided long ago,

to engross the Shadow of my God,

much as I embrace, Cosmic Impulse.

Cowardly, I stay where it’s warm, yet under shade,

never walking into the path of your Domination…fearful..

that I might die

by the quanderyof you.

T’was the bind by both,

then devour and absorb me as I buckle under the gorge of consumption- I will live out my days on this terrestrial plane, dancing our shadows and not bound by any taboo of rectitude

and only you, can blindfold me. By the moonlight. by your will.

and by the very real cloth, that you place over my eyes, and knot behind my skull.

Kneeled, once and for all,

might I submit-

thy dance be done.

Naked, a moon shade casting through the window

and my body, finally Ownly yours

to do with

as you please..

my flesh glowing a silver blue from the night hollow

shades casted against my curves,

now every inchly portion of it yours, as you view my acquiesced submission, in wrapped scarves,

begging eyes, and your gag to test..

my commitment.

I beg you

to bind me.

to own me.

to never stop.

to let me sink into you

to unclench as I infect my devotion of allegiance,

as you galvanize of me the thrill in your obsession.

Let me impede upon you the light, dragging

as you soil

my every belief system,

and replace it with something

we sire-

Something that is ours.

where we are an us.

and I will worry nothing more

of this macrocosm,

nor her need of God.

This is how much I love you.

To give you everything. yet no fool…

I will die by you, or leave- fool is all lovers, and you,

as cowardly as I.

Blindfold your Angel. Snuff her might. Allow her obedience.

Peel her.

Fashion our Children.

Enrage the fury of tenderness, obsess the enchantment of consumption

and let us,

Demon, Angel, and Man of Fortitude

defy God.

Bare me.

and let us defy all reason.

Gift our children the curse and might of our divine throwns,

Good and Evil, Honorable & Rebelled

and take my hand.

Bind it in daylight by ring,

and night, by band

and come morning I can reveal God’s dominion..

while night, we roam, dancing the Devil’s great Test.

I am willing to meet you half way- to dip my body in the black,

and see if I still emerge.

Can you, Man and Demons,

face the fleshly lips and warmth of Dawn’s Halo?

Can you bathe in the Spring of Divine will, and emerge still Dark?

I am a testament that the dark animates,

as does the light, My Life, My Titan.

Engorge. Feed upon the taste, teeth enthralling, desperate screams of angst, as my head rolls back, and my jaw falls to the gravity of you,

against me.

Ravage the exhaustion of years of your absence

Meet me, finally, on my back, and in your gigantic palms- my eyes up into yours gunning your last bluff in our roulette.

I beg you, Don’t win this time.

nostalgic from the kingdom we bore-

psychotic and lustful,

spun, the devil’s promised touch.

God remained, the love between us, in all that darkness;

the only light,

and it was enough.

I never submitted.

I wasn’t taught to.

not but for God.

and you,

you were the only one to dispel that. To Force Surrender;

to promise of an abyss that lured me desperately.

you pressed the sins of Eve

right out of my obedience,

and concerted,

we ate of fruits we could never repair.

I fell in Love, with the Enemy.

never submitted,

til’ now, I beg.