Overcoming life obstacles together. Never feel too desperate
By: Auslander Nikie
Tags: Lifestyle, Helping Others, Eating Disorders, Work Life Balance, Physical Fitness

Overcoming life obstacles together. Never feel too desperate

Sharing with you how do my holidays come.

I work all weekdays in the city and weekends in the village.

We have an old house there and a farm. The farm is tiny comparing to real farm but requires lots of work for one person. I have got many siblings, some of them relocated, some of them dropped the family. My dad left the family as well.

So, that’s my duty to do household work. Today the weather was warm and nice. I had some kind of building job by the farm. That was rather dismantle job than building, I had to take out the wooden carcass of the concrete foundation, that we have made several months ago.

The carcass was supposed to be really strong to hold the concrete inside, so dismantling it is not an easy task. Lots of instruments were in use. A saw, a pinch-bar, a hammer, a drill… etc. I love the instruments. I’m really excited with the possibility to cut of the wooden trunk in 30 seconds by electrical tool and not in 30 minutes by manual one.

I haven’t done all the work but I have made an okay progress. I am not sure if I can continue my job tomorrow, since I plan kill the pig tomorrow.

I found myself being super overweight and any hard work is just for me. However, for real sorry, being tired I break down and choke up my mental pain with consuming super huge amount of fat food, that makes me gain more weight.

I fight with such unhealthy habit, I am mad of it and I definitely want to get rid of it. That is also an extra reason to right this post instead of consuming more cookies. Dear reader, if you have any idea of mental rest instead of eating write please a comment.

Besides outside work I also baked cookies😺, that’s the way how I could eat them 😾. The cookies turned to be really tasty, flacky and soft. Only natural ingredients were in use: flour, butter, sour cream, eggs, sugar, vanilla. Let me know if you wanna get a recipe.

I made a little cleaning in our old room and paid some hours to my computer work I hadn’t finished on Friday.

In the evening I heated the house by flaming woods in the stove and ate corn sticks (they are originally bought for pigs, but I find them be super delicious).

I really want to organise my eating by the correct way. I’m tired of that eating is only one way of mental rest. I will finally do it, someday I will be slim. But when you see huge variety of natural delicious endless fat products arround you and feel exhausted...That’s hard though, you know.

I’m currently holding a vegetable diet, so tomorrow I have beat, cucumber and pepper.

I hope I’ll do better and tomorrow I’ll surprise you with my meat work 😸.

Life, when you are betrayed by father and brothers, is not easy. However my matter is to keep my soul kind and not to loose the light of my eyes.

Sorry, for certain disorder in my post. My posts are reflecting my life. I respect you, kind, loyal people, those rare people, how pay kindness in exchange for kindness. Never feel super desperate, please 🐈.

Sincerely, Nikie