Hidden thoughts
Tags: Students Life, Motivation, Helping Others, Positivity, Teaching

”You are a fool”, “You will never make money if you do like this”, “Why are you teaching people freely?” Plenty of questions and I replied to them with a smile.

It is always extremely painless to give an exacerbate feeling to a person who carries out good things. Desperate people never think about the hidden intuition behind their actions. This article is all about those hidden thoughts which answer most of the questions that are still pending cases.

It all started with my tenth board examinations where I got a feeling which most of the likely students typically get. I know you would have guessed the terrible feeling; by all means, it is a feeling where a person thinks he forgets everything after carefully studying the whole content. In minor addition to that, I also had a feeling of going in the inverse direction where I do not know the appropriate strategy of merely answering the questions. Of course, it is necessary to have a strategy of handling the question paper when it comes to your hand. Those who have scored well in examinations will definitely have their own strategy of handling question papers.

Those who burn the midnight oil before the examination start will also have a strategy of answering. Eventually, their aim will not be scoring centum but they have an aim of scoring decent scores. I was down because even though I study well I did not score good scores. The thoughts and actions of others influenced me much. But at that time there was a savior of life who came into action. He was nowhere but next to my home. I explained all my situations to him. We sat on weekends and planned accordingly. His ultimate goal was to make my plan for myself. He wasn’t a mentor or a teacher but a guide for me. Eventually, I had a plan of success built solemnly by myself. This sowed a seed for helping others without expectations.

It is always not a happy ending for every story. The next part of my student life was a disastrous one. The higher secondary education made me go mad where I hardly breathe between periods. The portions were heavy and ultimately I had negative vibes from everywhere, including the one who taught me the subject in class. As it is something extremely personal, I couldn’t convey the thoughts of others because time was at the nearing end of the academic year. Consecutive failures and low marks constantly brought my confidence level down. As people were busy with their own work, I thought of not disturbing anyone. Understanding the fragility of my mind, I came to a conclusion where I had a thought that I met the best teachers along with the worst teachers. It was terribly hard for a lonely student like me to overcome that situation when everything goes wrong. But I still remember there was only one teacher who never gave up her hope for me. Though I struggled hard but failed, she never quits to motivate me. She was the only reason that I went to school. After all struggles and hardships, I successfully passed the higher secondary examinations with an overall score of 84.3%.

The reason why I shared two conflicting stories of my life is not to tell my hard and struggling part of my life but to find inspiration among the chaos and fights. Were those two persons unavailable during my struggle, I wouldn’t have succeeded well. That small gesture of confidence, positivity, and personal motivation will give people a huge change of mind during their struggles personally experienced that feeling. Therefore, I wished to remain a philomath. . Students undergo a lot of struggles and failures in their life but they can’t express their grief.

It will be a completely distinct feel when you help students with their studies. That doesn’t mean we encourage them only with academics but also help them mentally to achieve good scores. The smile when people give you when their doubt is cleared will never match a plethora of money. The deference they give after you give your positivity will develop you feel on cloud nine. Those small feeling of peculiar pleasure is life. It is not about earning money through education, there are diverse options available but unintentionally giving that knowledge to others who are badly in overwhelming need of it.

I can proudly and happily say I helped people during this pandemic. In my initial college days, I gained programming skills all by myself as I typically came from a biology background. Hence, I know the feeling of learning all by ours. Helping unknown people through virtual platforms and their gentle deference towards us will definitely give us the ultimate fulfillment of our cognitive skills. I know I am not going to meet them at any point in time in life but I am damn sure that I helped with Python programming knowledge and they will undoubtedly continue reading from where I started for them.

For those who need happiness, ultimate fulfillment, the joy of teaching, and a night of good sleep, I enthusiastically encourage you to teach a hundred people virtually and merely hear their greets when they leave your class. That will never match a hundred-dollar tip. Needed money comes today and goes tomorrow. But this feeling will be there throughout your entire lifetime. Those minor motivations over the terrific years powerfully built so much mutual confidence in me and now I am a loaded gun that shoots positivity. I sincerely believe people who eagerly read this undoubtedly get positive vibes throughout their lifetime.