I hate to be stucked…
By: Reema Bhardwaj
Tags: Breakups, Life Lessons, Life Stories, Love, Motivation

I hate to be stucked…

usually I am most lovely and happiest person of this world. but sometimes, something that we hold so long in our heart, fell out without any warning.

same thing happened when I started talking with my old friend Rohan. he is my graduation friend and we hardly talk. one night he calls me, we just mesmerizing our college life, how I used to dream big,and how he just want to get a job in bank and wants to marry his childhood love.

he - look at me now, how I end up lossing everything. a failed love life which cause depression and I end up nowhere.

I -what you think rohan, where I am, one thing that I dreamed my whole life to start a business, but I am failed in that business too, even I tried hard still I lost. I am just a pathetic loser. a loser who wasted her parents money and become a burden on them.

he - you know what,you choosed to be failed. you were successful there but you have no control on your emotions, you can’t handle when your partners whose were your friends too, started get jealous from you, and starting cheating on you. so you choosed easy way of escaping. I told you not to do, but you never listend.

I -I am not brave like you, who got cheated by his love still spend 3 years there in same college. for me it’s difficult to breathe there. and I hate to be stucked. I just fucking hate to be stucked.

he -you always run away,seema. if someone start liking you, even if you like them, still you run away..

I -I know you are right, maybe this is my nature. may be I don’t want to be stop.

he -no, madam you are too scared of people, you never let in anyone in your life.tell me, one thing, how many friends you have?

I -alot

he -how many people you calls. if I am right then, no one. you don’t even text anyone. I am your friend from last 6 years still you never called me once.

I- maybe this is my nature

he -no you’re fucking scared from everyone, you just hate to be attached. if you will remains like this,seema you will end up alone. trust me

I -I know I will end up alone and I excepted it and you know what I am happy in this way.at least I am never gonna stucked on anyone ever. no one gonna hurt me ever again

he- this “no one gonna hurt you again”, this is your fear, and you know what you still stucked. just promise me one thing, if you ever find something worth holding for, then you are not going to run away from it.

I -I will try

he- you have to

me -it’s 3am now, I think now we have to sleep, so good night

he -ok take care, goodnight

That night i was not able to sleep,he told me my reality, that even I was scared to face. or that self realization changed everything. after 6 months I meet arjun, we became friends, he was funny, optimistic person. the person who share every part of his life with me and one day when he proposed me. I rememberd the promise. and I said yes to him. this turns out best decision of my life.he was very supportive, he helped me to setting up my business.after 3 years when we were getting married,I just saw rohan in mall. he saw me and said -I think someone keeps the promise, then I smile and said -I think I have to thanks someone…

we both laughed and a with a cup of coffee shared our lives with each other

now he is banker and having a beautiful wife. we both made it

I think sometimes we just need to heard our reality even if it hurts us. still it makes us better person, heal those honds which hunt us from years. we have to let go things and move on with life. a beautiful future is always waiting for us but ya we don’t know it yet.