Take a Deep Dive into You
By: Attitude Gratitude
Tags: Healing, Journal, Love, Self-awareness, Deep Thoughts

Most of my creative writing is timeless, and it maintains its prevalency. May you attain inspiration by your contemplation while gathering whatever is needed.

Don’t let the woo-woo turn you away.

Many Moons Ago -

I speak of my past impersonal ways. I now disown anything painful from my personal history. I only keep the lessons and love, and I let everything else go. All my memories are instantly healed and filled with supportive thoughts and feelings.

I need to feel safe = I will create comfort.

I need positivity = I will be happy.

I need independence = I will do me.

I need trust = I will be trustworthy.

I need respect = I will be respectful.

I need openness = I will be open.

Why is it that we put ourselves through so much hardship to reach only fleeting states of happiness?

We are here to experience the natural states of being. Bliss and joy. Life is too short to cling to anything else.

What gives meaning to conversations?

Why should you connect?

What are other people interested in?

What made you think that way?

How do you want to grow?

What are the possibilities?

What do you see that you like?

What do you want to know more about?

What is your next step?

How do you want to live? What makes a home? I wish people would stop making excuses for what? Who do you go to when you need advice? What makes a person truly rich?

Things to Seek

education and love

trave and love

health and love

budget and love

work ethic and love

family and love

creativity and love

connections and love

Why is education important to you?

What do you hope to accomplish?

How will this choice affect the people around you?

How will I benefit from this choice?

Do you enjoy this choice?

What are the possibilities if you make this choice?

Is this a realistic goal?

Will you be happy?

Being social is good, and involving yourself in the right relationships can encourage and empower you. However, filling your night with temporary pleasures is just that temporary. It’s fleeting, and yes, it will get old. Most people’s problem is that when it gets old, they’re also older, and in the meantime, they haven’t gotten themselves to a place in life that they want to be.

I’m moving into a new way of life by utilizing all the lessons I’ve learned along the way. Excitement rules me, rightfully so. Bliss.

Letting go of fears, we are told to hold near and dear. Showing the flesh, knowing this is what’s best. Don’t ever stop growing. Every day and in every way, I am getting better and better.

Time Occurs Within

We cannot control our needs, our wants, no more than we influence our thoughts and actions. But are these things the same in reality? Do we not strive and act upon our thoughts, desires, needs, wants?

Root Chakra: Our foundation and feeling of being grounded. Location is at the base of the spine/ tailbone area.

Sacral Chakra: Our ability to accept others and new experiences. The location is the lower abdomen.

Solar Plexus: Our ability to be confident and control our lives. Location is the upper abdomen.

Heart Chakra: Our ability to communicate. Location is the center of the chest.

Throat Chakra: Our ability to communicate. Location is the throat.

Third Eye Chakra: Our ability to focus on and see the bigger picture.

Crown Eye Chakra: Our ability to be fully connected spiritually.

** You must earn money**

*You must pay bills*

**You must make appointments**

*You must keep your word*

— You MUST do it NOW —

We must remember that we are in a material circumstance wherein, at every moment, our mind is subject to agitation.

Moments of clarity, moments of peace. Let’s keep on moving and growing till we can’t speak. I’ve been taking steps in the right direction. Meeting new people, talking openly, continually learning about who I am, and gently allowing myself to become what I want to be. Learning more and more every day how to keep peace in my mind and not react to disproportionate emotional responses.

When we are curious about how our body opens and breathes with encouragement and love, we find that our hands eventually reach the earth and beyond.

Take your time; here you will see. That love is all you will ever need. Hearts that beat, surly, not discrete, will be the wave of joy that we all truly seek. We are told in this life, but we choose not, and we choose to be bold. Hold tight. It’s all alright. This life was made in perfect light. May you see not the words but how you progress and evolve.

You have to put in the effort to reap the reward.

Goals:

Be awesome.

Laugh till I cry.

Hug till you die.

Be by your side.

Dance, Dance.

Your friend network will consist of people who support you but also outshine you.

It’s easy and comforting to spend time with people who have few expectations of you.

Spend your time with people you aspire to be like.

THE END:

So that was a lot of words all pulled from one of the oldest diaries still in my possession. To be real, it makes me a little sad reflecting on this one. The reason being, I feel like I was doing so well and heading in the right direction — but this was all shortly before getting myself entangled in a toxic relationship. It is interesting, and I feel it is in my heart that each experience was a lesson for my soul. If you read the entire passage, you’ll see that I was opening myself up quite a bit. At that time, my intuition was underdeveloped, so I couldn’t see or act upon the warning signs. I’m glad I was writing a bunch because it helps me see a bigger picture of my situation. What I know for sure is that the healing journey never ends.

Peace out, everyone.

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