Be The Feast! Sex Work, Genderqueer Bodies, And Chilean Revolution
By: Katie Tandy
Tags: Gender, Reproductive Rights, Sex Work, Thanksgiving, Chile

Dearest PULP-ing humans—

Strangely enough (or not! for all you wonderful sploshers out there who co-mingle food and bodies all the damn time), I’ve been thinking a lot about cooking and touch as we slip slide into the holiday season.

My senses feel alight. My tongue craves unctuous thick stews. I want to curl my tongue around a thick slice of persimmon. I’m painstakingly riffling through stacks of chanterelle mushrooms and gingerly laying them in a tiny white paper sack—my mouth rushing with saliva as I imagine them with toast and butter tonight.

I’m sniffing melons—rubbing their thick rough skins against my nose—I’m sniffing the tendrils of wood-burning fires. I’m thinking about growth and my body being fed on the bodies of other animals, of plants and vegetables and the undeniable cyclicality that governs our lives.

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I hosted a big friendsgiving feast last night and as I gazed around the room at this humbling bounty, this makeshift meal of traditions—of old and new faces—I thought of the slicing, the dicing, the sautéing, the simmering of sauces, the burnt tips of fingers and roofs of mouths. I thought of all our bodies making food to feed one another and it was a tremendous, if fleeting, feeling of peace.

Because then the forks clatter and the music swells and the wine pours and everything devolves into a gravy-laden mess.

But I hope as we hurtle along during times that many of us find fraught and lonely and exceedingly trying, you find that window of quiet, of love, of being fed.

Ever worth the squeeze,

Katie (+July)

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