I Raised My Black Son in America, and Fostered Another
By: Carol Lennox
Tags: Justice, Equality, Society, Race, Police

EQUALITY PARENTING

I Raised My Black Son in America, and Fostered Another

Here’s what their White mother was required to teach them

Photo from Author’s collection. Senior prom.

Don’t run from the police. If they raid a party you’re attending, stay still and raise your hands. If they come up to you, stay still and raise your hands.

They followed my instructions at one party where I had stayed parked outside when they went in. The party looked suspect, and I wasn’t leaving. Within ten minutes, A gang unit officer shone his mag light in my face. He asked what I was doing there, and I told him I was there to pick up my boys, and gave a quick description of them. He said, “Stay here. They’ll be right out.”

Thank God he was telling the truth. The gang unit rushed in, while most of the kids ran out the back of the tiny house, and out into the night. My son, Blake, and his foster brother, Larry, came out, got into the car, and didn’t talk.

I had to prompt them to get the story. “Mom, the police rushed in and everybody ran but us,” my son said.

“What did you do?” I asked.

“We put our hands up and stood there. The first cop asked what we were doing, and I said my Mom was out front to pick us up.”

He told us, “Yeah, she’s right out front. Go on and get out of here.” We were fortunate.

A few years later in a similar situation, close to where we’d lived, a car with three Black teenagers drove away from a party when the police came. A policeman shot into the car, killing one of the passengers. The teen was an athlete and an honor student. He could easily have been my son, or his foster brother. My kids were lucky.

A couple of years later, Larry and two of his friends who are also Black, were on the hiking trail near our house. Groups of teens, mostly White, had been gathering there frequently. That night the police from the neighboring small township entered the park. All the White kids ran. Larry and his friends stayed put, as I and their parents had taught them.

They weren’t harassed by the police, and in fact police gave only a ticket to one who had marijuana paraphernalia in his back pack. But Larry and another boy were arrested for traffic ticket warrants. Jail was still better than running and what might have ensued from three Black teens running from police. We were fortunate.

After Blake and Larry graduated high school, they told me of a party they’d attended out in the country, while still in school. I have no idea how I didn’t know. I was “that” mother. The one who had to know where they were going, who was going to be there, and had to talk to the adults who would be chaperoning. I guess there’s a loop hole in every system.

They told me the police had come, and they had run, jumping a fence to head into the woods. My blood runs cold to this day to think of it. They were fortunate; I told them so, and to never do that again.

Larry Clark and Blake Scott, from author’s collection

Since we’ve lived in Austin, Texas, my son has had only congenial encounters with the police. When he’s been stopped for speeding, or having an inspection sticker out, the police officers were polite, and often let him go with a warning. Austin is known as a liberal city, with low crime, despite the recent police brutality of firing rubber bullets at protesters. We’ve been fortunate.

Fort Worth, Texas was a different story. We were profiled when I was driving, and he and his friends were in the car. He was called “boy,” by a cop who followed him to our house after seeing him litter. My son was in tears, and the police officer was rude to me. Racism was clear in this situation.

Other officers were accusatory to him when we called the police about older white kids across the street targeting my son with graffiti on our house, and taking a shit on our porch. The officers questioned him, a ten year old, as if he were the one doing something wrong.

On the other hand, two young, white, female officers chased those same white kids, and brought charges against one of them, then showed up at court to testify against him on our behalf. They were good police officers who didn’t buy into the racist system. We were fortunate when they showed up.

My foster son, Larry, was killed this year. Not by police. Two police officers, one retired and one not, and neither part of the investigation, have intervened with the detective for me in hopes of propelling the investigation. One of them is Black and one is not. The detective is Hispanic. The crime hasn’t been solved in six months, but I’ve been assured this detective solves his cases. I hope his being assigned the case will prove to be fortunate.