Love Happen’!. Is it not strange that when you lose…
By: Saif Arabpati Malik
Tags: Sex, True Love, Beautiful People, Passion, Patience

Is it not strange that when you lose something or someone and suddenly after you forget all about the that other person you “So Died For”, then someone amazing comes along!

God, plays in the most mysteries ways in life, he gives and he takes but every time around its someone even so beautiful and amazing beyond words! That is what happened today! Was around and did not see it before and found new friends but someone my heart just cant stop thinking about. Well it happened again, this time want to play it real and want to take it slowly, yes I, know he’s the one and “Yet So Amazing” smokes Marlboro's too! Dayem words are so less, his smile is beautiful, and trust me I know he must be crazy in bed! One of those people who wants to be with you for LIFE! Again scared, been hurt so much 5 relationships lasted so long and beautiful Indeed please!

I know it sounds strange but he walks and his ora and energy is beyond understanding. Something is going on his mind, where am I, but he knows he can feel me and I swear! He’s like a dream come true! I swear if I had money would've bought him a Lamborghini and a Penthouse. Yes, I swear give him all that his heart desires. There is this strange feeling in my heart, cant stop thinking about him and just see him, I know he’s looking back towards me too! He’s feeling it too! I got a connection here Houston! He’s like a beautiful stallion, so refined and so amazing “OH GOD WHY AGAIN! This roll coaster ride is going to be amazing!

This time its not going to be the drugs and stupid things, it will be coffee in bed and wearing underwears! Living together, mature and sensible. Not going to make stupid mistakes ever again! This time first am going to build myself will join a gym, make myself fit as f and after that will be able to get a nice Superbike. And get him a diamond ring and tell him, lets get married and live together! Be my baby for life, how long would we live, just want to this memory to be beautiful!

But feeling truly scared, should I take the jump into the ocean of the unknown! The heart says “YES!!!!” But the brain is going “NOOOOOO! so don't understand what to do, what to choose. But someone said “Don't think, just do it”. But its so hard and exhausting the process of loving again and again. So much time is invested, so much feelings and so much sex! Oh God have mercy on me but he’s like the guy guy from 300, that beard looks beautiful and his white skin is just so remarkable and his looks are like and dream I always had about that someone so perfect can even imagine that am dreaming and its a reality!

Trying to understand this feeling, and praying to God, please let me pass. Cant stop thinking about him! He’s was the first person to ask me for my number! And I was like OMG! Seriously! Please guide me Lord and make me fine the way out! Shall I just up and shall go down into the streams of life which is why am thinking so much and trying to understand my feelings! Head over heels, I love him! But I miss my asshole too, not the one under my ass the one in my heart! For some strange reason my heart says he’s locked up somewhere because if he had a inch of love for me and my efforts! We’d be hugging each other beyond understanding! But I, truly don't need this process to get through and am super over with this and done! Climbed the mountain of life and going through the forests of fears! I don't want that again! I want something new and exciting and more FUCKED UP!

Am seriously up for it, folks am JUMPING INTO THE RIVER OF LOVE!