I will wait for You
By: Aratrika N
Tags: Lovestory, Lovers, Relationships, Soulmates, Couples

Can you fall in love again with the same person even when you know he isn’t alive anymore?

Well, when I heard this, even I was like, Is that even possible?

But to my surprise it was true. This happened a week back when one of our clients had come for psychic reading

She was in her late twenties and currently married. The thing which was troubling her was that her best friend from college time seem to appear in her dreams a lot. This was happening since past 11 years. Yes, you heard it right from past 11 years. They were college buddies, at a point she even loved him dearly, once she proposed him but he rejected her saying that he loved someone else. He showed her the tattoo he had on his chest side of that girl, on that she smiled and had told him, its fine, my love isn’t limited to have you in my life, your happiness matters to me, they remained really close buds after that.

He had trouble studying, so she always helped him with it. On her 18th Birthday, he had made her feel special, it almost was like valentine’s day for her. That day still remains the most important day of her life. That guy was a romantic person, he read novels such as P.S I love you, knowing this the girl smiled and said, looking at you it doesn’t feel you can have that side too. He was studying to be a Chef and supporting his dream was something this girl was trying to do. To spend more time with him, she always used to find ways to be around him. But everything was just her side of story and imagination. She knew that he was loyal to the other girl and would never even look or bother about her feelings. But for her, love was watching from side lines and moving on. While these two were undergoing internship training in second year of college, the guy was in Canada for 6 months, they hardly spoke to each other since that time whatsapp wasn’t even launched and facebook wasn’t even famous.

On 6 Dec 2010, they messaged each other on Yahoo Messenger, they had a chat for almost an hour, it seemed that he had finished his training in Canada and was attending his friend’s wedding at native side in India.

While talking to him, she asked him to make chocolate cake for her, he remembered it well. That chat was something special to her, for some reason she couldn’t figure out but at a point she felt, he was treating her in a special way, not like the usual type, but really special.

Still, she ignored it by laughing about it and letting it pass by, since she knew, he would never be a type to let go of the one he loves.

She was waiting for his return to there college eagerly and days passed by.

On 11 Dec 2010, she was celebrating her Dad’s birthday along with her best friend, when she got a phone call from one of her college batchmate, listening to what he said made her go speechless. She reached home silently along with her dad and bestie. Getting down on her knees, she started to cry, her world seems to be lost, she had no words to say what she felt, even when her bestie held her in her arms, she couldn’t speak and just cried for hours.

Truth was, she lost him in an accident, while returning from his village side, there was a bus accident, where he died. Her batchmates had asked her to come, but she wasn’t brave to face the reality. For her, he was always alive, she didn’t want to see him go away and not like that. She remained silent for days, her dad didn’t know what to do and what to say. No one understood how they could help her. Days passed by, suddenly she started behaving like nothing had happened, people in college wondered whether she really loved this guy or no. Well yes, every batch mate knew about these two, even when they didn’t date each other, but everyone knew they were best friends and seem to share a special bond.

Many mistook her in every way, but for her it was important to focus more on her goal now. Since it was something, she had shared with him long back and now it was time to work on it, so she ignored what others thought about her and got back to work. She had no time for relationship, infact she didn’t want it, as if her heart was shut since the time, she lost him.

In 2016, while working in a company, she met a guy working in another department. Always the annoying type but at times friendly. Something about him, picked her interest. But still she ignored again, even after years, it wasn’t easy to move on for her. She had decided to live alone but this new guy just didn’t let her live peacefully. He always made sure to know what she liked, came early to office just to chat with her at 7 AM.

She was tiered with his advances, seriously she was, it was like she was waiting for him to just give up but nope by any means it didn’t seem to be happening in any way. He cheered her up all the time and once she noticed, he was always acting funny around her only, while other time he was as serious as a robot. Yes, that’s how she described him. Somehow, she was also curious about him, it was then when she decided to go on a date with him.

It was funny when the guy was more nervous than her, he even told her that he had googled about what to do on an actual date. Yes, he had done R&D about the whole thing, to which she still laughs thinking about it. For him this was a first, he never dated any girl before, so he was just making sure that everything goes by properly.

Looking at all this she couldn’t neglect but respected his feelings more. No one in years had done so much for her. So, they went on many dates after that, where she made him eat Pasta with white sauce on every date. Our girl was really testing his patience level for sure, but this guy wasn’t someone to give up. It was December and as usual for this girl, 11 December was a day she avoided celebrations. Her dad’s birthday was celebrated but in a simple manner, her dad knew everything and supported his daughter without asking anything.

But now what surprised her more was knowing that this new guy birthday was on 12 December. It was pure coincidence, that’s what she felt at first, but was it really just a coincidence?

Finally, after years of chasing her, this guy finally ended up proposing her and they got married in 2018. She had told him about what happened years back and he was ok with it. He is still a loving husband for her since he accepts all her flaws more than her perfection.

But after all these years it was still a mystery for her that why did her best bud from college whom she loved rushed to come back. Yes, most of her college mates had told her, he was supposed to travel days later but he tried to come back early and got caught up in an accident or else he would have avoided it. Even after years she couldn’t know what was the reason and thought maybe he wanted to come back to college to catch up on studies, but was that reason the only one?

That’s when she came across Snehaa Mam and while talking to her, she mentioned about this entire story. We arranged for a psychic reading session, since this time the dreams were frequent to her, as if he wanted to communicate with her.

Her first Question answer shook her again, she cried but this time it was tears of joy.

Question was Why was he in a hurry to come back to college?

Answer — It was because I wanted to propose you and make you mine

All this time he was trying to tell her that, through her dreams, but it wasn’t getting through.

He was supposed to be her partner this life, but his life was short from beginning. Even after going to spirit world, he could have chosen to be reborn, but he chooses to stay and wait for her. The message he wanted to give her was that he was happy seeing her happily married, she was and always will be the empress of his heart. He knows she cries on 11 December every year but also eats chocolate cake on 12 December without fail. She never compromises and leads everything her way. When she misses him a lot, she reads romantic stories and listen’s to Yeh Dooriyan song from Love Aaj Kal Movie (Saif Ali Khan & Deepika — Indian Actors)

He knows she can cook delicious food now. What he wants to tell her is, he will always be around her no matter what to protect her as her guardian angel, but she needs to move on and live her married life happily. He will wait for her in spirit world, so she needs to properly age, have kids, in short complete her journey in human world and then only come to him.

He knows and told her that next life, they will be together no matter what and that’s his commitment to her. That life he will find her and never let her go. He will keep her happy and give everything which she had dreamed of having with him in this life but couldn’t get a chance to fulfil it.

We learned something from her, it was that if a certain person who is destined to be with you doesn’t turn up at a certain time frame, an alternative person appears to fill that time space.

In this story, since her actual partner died in an accident, her life was so much designed around her desires, that her current partner is a replica of her ex-partner. Even she agrees to it. So, we can say if the love is true and your desires are strong, you will attract the exact same person in your life. This girl even after knowing this concept doesn’t treat her partner as a replacement, she cherishes the feeling that she could find love again because life doesn’t always give you a second chance and if you do get it, live it wisely.

After knowing everything in detail only thing which she said was, “I will spend my life happily with my current partner, since that’s what he wants from me, I will cherish it. Somewhere maybe I felt guilt of getting married instead of being alone, but then knowing that he wants me to be happy and move on, I have no regrets. Next Life I will wait for him to come to me and spend it together. After hearing to this may be people might think I’m crazy, but they don’t matter to me, he does. I can finally say we are Star Crossed Lovers and that’s not going to change. Knowing someone whom I loved, loves me back is enough to live on. I pray for his safety too no matter where he is. I can’t see him, but I know he will be around me, protecting me and guiding me at times. I just have to keep my eyes and ears open to see and hear things.”

With this our session had ended, somethings really changed. At least for us it did. Coming across love stories was something we both cherished but this was exceptional for us. So, all we want to tell you is that many of our loved one’s whom we have lost years/ months/ days back might want to tell you something. If you still can’t figure out, then try it again. Hope as your guardian angels they might be able to help you too.

Content Writer — Aratrika

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