The jumble of a mess in my mind
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The jumble of a mess in my mind

Now, you may be thinking-

Oh god what is this now?

WELL. This is going to be a daily…blog? Rant? Random thoughts? Ummm I’m not really sure, but that’s what’s fun about it! The point of this whole blogging series is to be chaotic, express the random weird thoughts that come to my mind, vent, or spill my guts to something.

Is this gonna be messy and unorganized? Yes! That’s how life is, and you learn to cope with it. Now, it wouldn’t it only make sense for it to be messy? I’m a teenager trying to figure out life but still want to be clueless at the same time.

SO. To start of with this blog, I’ve accepted that I’m bisexual! (beware this is a vent mixed with something I’m happy to express) I come from a deeply religious and conservative family, on top of that I live in yeehaw howdy buckaroo Oklahoma. So obviously I grew up religious and homophobic, BUT these past two years I’ve done a lot of growing. My whole life I’ve been drawn to spiritual practices, but not religion. This has resulted in me being atheist (I think or maybe it’s agnostic? Bruh i don’t even know), but religion still being forced on me, etc.

DANG I AM GIVING MY WHOLE LIFE STORY RIGHT NOW HOW DID THAT HAPPEN IM SO SORRY-

Anyways… I’m bi! I’ve finally accepted it, and I feel more free! Anyways time to move on.

A girl from my ela class found my TikTok today, that was horrible- I couldn’t bring myself to block her tho-

anxiety? Through the roof-

(Is it too “unprofessional” to use emojis for this??)

You want to know what I don’t understand? Why people think the government is putting tracking stuff in vaccines. Like… if they have that capability to put that in vaccines and they have the supplys for it, you’d think they’d just put it in the water. Like some genius is like “oHh we should put tracking devices in the vaccines that so many people are against! That’s the way to do it!” Like, ma’am. That’s just stupid. Or do it when you go to hospitals, or put it in cafeteria food (I wouldn’t be surprised, that shii disgusting), like there’s a million more effective ways to do that.

Now you maybe thinking- “Where are they gonna get the money to supply that much stuff? You didn’t think this through”

ACTUALLY. MONEY ISN’T EVEN A REAL THING WITN REAL VALUE. IT HAS VALUE BECAUSE WE SAY IT DOES. EVERYTHING IS FAKE. Anyways they’d just print more and not tell people ;-;

I saw a TikTok today where this girl puts cheese in her hot coco. It was traumatizing.

“Two brosss chillin ina hot tub, fivefeetapart cause there not gay”

I forgot how fun writing is when your not forced to do it.

My dog just farted

It’s currently 3 am, and I was just starting to get a normal sleep schedule. This whole…whatever this is called, would be a lot funnier if I added emojis. But it feels wrong. Frog. Why are frogs so cute?

Ima cut my hair soon, just thought you’d know. Ohhhh and dye it, ima turn into Narsissa Malfoy.

That’s it for today folks!

Here’s the daily wellness check!

How are you? Have you drank water today? Or ate anything? What’s one thing that made you happy today? What’s one way you made someone else happy today? What was your least favorite part of today? Is there something you can do to make it better? Maybe do some meditation or deep breathing? Or connect with your god/gods? Or compliment someone to make their day better? Think positive thoughts, good karma is real babe! What energy you release back into the universe no will always come back to you! Have an absolutely amazing day gorgeous!

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