Reviewing Queen’s Gambit*
Tags: Review, Genius, Creative Process, Creativity, The Queens Gambit

Monday December 7, 2020

She is looking out through her eyes. She is being in her eyes. She is seeing how it goes. She is being it alone and quiet. She is not then missing anybody. But she cries two times to mean something.

She was grieving for herself those times. For the knowing of herself and remembering the being special something that’s within her, and for the one that occasioned her to see it. She is only then remembering that one and his gift when she sees an image of them both together at the time of her awakening to her path way.

Seeing is important. It is inside and it’s outside. It is her’s when she is looking at the world and she’s playing, and it’s someone else’s when they’re looking at her, and it is an abstract thing that’s haunting everyone because it’s never happening but happened. And then, tag, you’re it, in play with your moves to be determined by it.

She remembers she should close her eyes.

They are seeing her through her eyes. She is seeing one or two or three of them and waiting. One of them can’t be with her that way. It is a defining heartbreak. One of them will not, then might, then will, but then she will not want to be with him that way. But he will then help her learn about a family of friends.

One of them is wanting her to with her, and she will be with her in a different way. That one’s going interrupting any other way of anybody going different from her. That one is commanding any way it goes and the thing that anybody else is planning for will be interrupted in the way that it was going.

She does interrupt her and it leads to her then knowing that she is not ready.

What is being ready for someone who has it in them coming out of them so perfectly unplanned, yet knowing all of it right there in the moment like a zen flash understanding intuition. Yes, what is that? And it is compelling.

She is being tranquil when she’s made to be that way.

She is open waiting and they’re coming to her starting her or waking her or helping her be tranquil and be ready. What is being ready mean and the series tries to show you.

Because you love her you will be with her to know it. Do you know it when it’s over. When it’s over, is it over? When it’s over, does it linger? Do you let it go or do you linger with it, trying to be knowing it, to understand it, and to get it through your intuition, and be living it?

Some of them are giving her a gift. Does she see it? Does she know it? Can she use it? It is difficult to give a certain gift to her. She’s not wanting it or needing it the way that they are trying to be giving it to her.

How then should a gift be given is a part of learning how to be with her a friend to her and family.

What are the gifts? One is an introduction to a world and the guidance to the way to get around in it, directions. One is tranquility and the way of seeing it deliberately and deeply for a long time as a dreaming which is knowing.

Both of these gifts have been given to her by someone, but she makes them into something for herself given to herself. She is giving to herself the knowing of the power of her dreaming and her seeing and her intuition about how to move around in that world, and her quiet being tranquil in her solitude.

Because it comes to her at first from outside, it is hard to see that it is coming to her from the inside. But it will be learnt, where it is coming from and how to be ready to receive it. There will be pain and suffering to help her work that out.

She is getting it from doing something. She is getting it. And it is happening. It is coming from the outside. When is it coming from the inside is a question that is part of it.

She is quite determined and she’s quiet.

She is starting off by reading and by playing and by seeing. Is she ever, when is she ever, hearing? There is someone playing something and it’s beautiful to her. What can that be meaning and the way it might relate to her knowing what it’s all about, her gift and her knowing it’s a gift and the meaning of it, and her intuition? And the outside and the inside. I wanted her to hear it.

First there was reading and the way it helped her to get ready, be ready, and be there with it, feeling it and knowing it and going with it and be winning.

And what is winning, should be thought about some more.

Then she stops reading and starts drinking. This often happens in the stories to the genius. The genius is a way and it’s easy to believe that it is someone. Because we like to point at people and be knowing if they’re queens or kings or princesses or princes if they’re fools or theifs or whatever, and then find out if by knowing them, or a lot about them, can we be like them, and feel better about who or what we think we feel we are? That is what a lot of many like to do and believe.

Does it ever happen? The knowing and becoming and thinking and the feeling? Does it matter if it does? Or is it just about the trying, the making of the gesture, and the following the movement and getting into it, the wanting and believing? After all is said and done, it is just something to do.

It often happens to the genius because first, they are receiving it, they are taking it, communion, to be full of knowing and of grace. Then they’re full and ready and prepared and they don’t know what to do with all of it when it isn’t asked of them to do it, whatever it might be. She is quiet then, but cannot quiet it. Quieten it.

There can be confusion in expressing and expression, with what is it that is expressed, and what the right way is to make it show itself, express it. The right way often is confusing, and it can be incorrect the way it’s said it should be done. Sometimes recipes are not the way to get something to come again.

Who or what is her mother? Who or what is her father? It is all about the way that she is cared for.

It’s important that she does have friends but she doesn’t get back on the plane.

She is beautiful alone. Because it’s there so quietly and perfectly expressed with a knowing that’s intuitive. That is grace and light, and they are longed for.

Can she give it to us? No, she cannot. But it can.

She has a lot of style.

*(Queen’s Gambit is a show on the video streaming service Netflix, adapted from the novel by Walter Trevis)