Dinner With B: It Begins
Tags: Sex, Money, Mentorship, Blog

So… I’m no stranger to men trying to take me under their wing.

It’s happened to me so consistently perhaps I should write a book on how to get a mentor who will teach you about the world of business and sales while also teaching you how to cum like someone with PGAD (persistent genital arousal disorder) lol, sorry guys >referring to those with PGAD, I get it… it’s awful :shrug:

I had recently made a huge life altering decision to leave my current “position” at a business I started with. Literally, when we started it was just me, my founder, and a desk in a room.

When I say life altering, I don’t actually mean it. I describe it that way because to the average person it really is life altering to leave a job (with no backup plan) and especially one with such a power heavy title as mine had. But to me, it’s another Wednesday. I pick up and leave quite easily with my fear of commitment guiding my path. I’ve saved, I don’t pay rent, and the CRB cheques from good ol Big Brother Canada helps so I don’t dip into my savings for a while. So.. I’m good. Leaving isn’t as big and scary as it may be to others with different circumstances and less of a will for freedom.

I had been seeing B for a while (a couple months now) but we don’t talk all that much so I hadn’t told him my big move til last night. He’s a very wealthy and successful man and I do my best to make sure we don’t fall into a Sugar Baby/Sugar Daddy relationship. To each their own, I have friends that do it, but for me thats… (grosse) I hate the feeling of trying to manipulate someone or bribe them for money. My ego is too big for that. (However this week I did ask him to pay for my expensive IUD, it was awkward. I hate that. Luckily he was chill about it and made jokes later on, meh)

I had a stressful week this week (not because of working) but because of preparing for life changes, getting my home office in order (to work on my business) and feeling like crap so I hadn’t been going to the gym. No exercising is a Big No No for me. So B was aware I was stressed but not why.

In the car ride over to his favourite little hidden Italian gem of a restaurant (which in his words, “has the best carbonara EVER” which means a lot coming from someone with his experience in restaurants and food) I was surprised that he actually asked me about what was stressing me out. I played it off using words like “my problems are so stupid” “my problems are so juvenile” (which I still believe they are) but he returned with “no, if it was enough for you to tell M that you’re leaving, it’s not nothing” (M is my founder/boss/friend/complication that I’m leaving the business because of) When B said that it actually startled me. Not startled like scared, but it surprised me. I have a hard time reading what I mean to him and for him to make that little gesture levelled him up in my eyes.

So we get to our table and once settled in and after chatting up some surrounding tables and our lovely hostess, we continue our conversation.

He shared about what he’s working on, how well the stocks are doing (he specializes in boosting stocks and taking companies public), and then we got to me again.

I was surprised to hear how well he’s observed me over the last few months. He remembers things I didn’t think he paid attention to and observed that I was deeply intelligent (which I didn’t think I displayed so well) and that he’s sure I have a lot of hidden skills (which I do) He was reading me… and… I like it 😏

Then the conversation took a direction I didn’t expect (although not entirely shocked by)

He wants to connect me with people that will teach me :) he wants to open my eyes to a world I don’t know exists. A sentiment that deeeeeply excites me. I absolutely love when men teach me things (perhaps that’s why I attract so many of them)

I’ll leave it here.

So to recap:

I’m leaving M

I’ll be learning from B’s network

I’m still building my side hustle

And, the new year looks bright.

Thank you God ❤