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{"text":"so youve definitely got the meta emotion you can start to sink into that increasingly letting it overshadow personal emotion if you want to go in the direction of location three and now you can also detect that experience of a kind of all pervading consciousness or presence which is of course layer three where youre at now","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"and so in your case its probably not that youre jumping suddenly over into you know location three","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"youve seen me present it where someone lands in location one layer one","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"but its definitely in the direction of layer four and in the direction of location four","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"look for and find the sense that at the deepest","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"shift of perception","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"most people spend their entire lives pursuing various directions that they think are most likely to give them what they want the underlying motivation for all of this comes from the narrativeself and its stories when it diminishes or goes away their motivation structure dramatically changesup to that point a tremendous amount of wiring in their brain has","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"like a sort of low energy state with the you know no emotion or very low affect and then yeah lack of motivation or ability to act upon intentions and a real no agency wouldnt necessarily involve you not doing anything would just feel like youre just watching it happen","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"mind is much more quiet","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"this location and the sense of union that accompanies it feels amazing and it is viewed as the pinnacle of spiritual or religious experience in many traditions","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"when youre in location two for instance you do believe it","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"flat","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"combination of love joy and","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"fourno self","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"a finder cannot feel merged with an outside force like god if s he is experiencing nondual perception because the person would not have a sense of anything existing outside of him or herself to merge with","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"deepening towards location 3 will result in eventually reaching a point where negative emotions are only rarely experienced","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"but from a location two perspective and especially a layer three perspective things like that make make perfect sense when youre glimpsing in to layer four","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"ability to report on the unfolding","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"lot of love","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"advocate going to location 4","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"location one layer one","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"theres a lot of joy arising in location two its one of the distinctive factors and i dont tend to notice i mean i have days where im joyful and days where im pissed off and angry like ill have the whole spectrum of emotions and theres no obvious propensity towards joy that i notice","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"huge fullness","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"this further deepens and increases their immersion in the present moment","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"i didnt like it but somewhere in that timeframe i just lost all concern for for speaking and i lost any need to prepare right come out of the management consulting world where we had dry runs of endless powerpoint presentations you know timed right","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"everything is yeah i feel like everything is sacred you could say that i feel like but everything is alive everything is","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"layer three of location four you know as you experience them there you know with that amazing richness and because its emotional the richness is emotional","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"seems as though youre perceiving times and we do it visually and auditorily just because thats clear as a bell perception wise you dont have to wonder about things like sense of self or any sort of words that can be squishy you know either its visually or auditorily perceived that way or its not so it seems like you know you had three distinct experiences visually one is of a locus of a seer behind your eyes sort of the standard thing that humans have which arises especially with thought and stuff like that and then one that can also arise it seems like when youre thinking but that is aware of everything is just arising visually but there is a sense of well its arising out there and im here and its arising out there kind of thing those are both location one type experiences","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"the love is infusing every object but its not i am not fully the love but everything i would look at would have an infusion of this love feeling","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"layer three of location two um in that direction","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"i would say play to your strengths for the moment write what you have access to that is further than layer one location one","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"i do think location three could do a lot for you so its probably worth seeing what thats like because theres more trade off on the location for side given the interpersonal nature of some of the work you do","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"like i might have been location two or something and then just like glimpse","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"they often adapt their lives to these issues by being careful to note things on lists or make use of electronic calendars that provide automated reminders","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"impersonal or universal or divine love","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"emotionless sort of version","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"at night its like that in low light because like you say wheres the light source with the shades drawn and the theres no light source so it does seem like things are selfluminous but during the day not so much but but things arent being mediated like mean maybe subsystem wise things are still mediated that way but theres no thought mediating the visual uh experience","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"spaciousness in which thats arising","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":" emptiness","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"a correct choice or path in every situation","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"nonduality can be tested at a perceptual level like this in terms of how its showing up and because things are just appearing to you you know auditorily and visually you at some point have had a transition to location two","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"thinking is happening but without taking any form no image no sound no movement","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"}
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{"text":"with recalling memories that related to their","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"location three that comes from personal emotions at layer three um","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"i would say location one with layer one","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"two is something like a sense of spaciousness or a sense of","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"location two layer one","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"youve gotten a lot of distinctions in your own sort of conscious experience","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"}
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{"text":"sense of agency","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"the great thing that you moved in the direction of jesus because you know his his followers are a lot more about union","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"centered form of experience","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"intelligence behind it","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"that environment became an aversive stimulus to location four until eventually one day the system was just lets not go to location four anymore","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"it s not what a am there s no continuity between me and that spaciousness i can feel some spaciousness maybe but there s no continuity between me and that and that would be fine that would be a location one layer two type experience","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"i would have to say probably not its just that i think that the mind gets so active in trying to kind of like very quickly come up with things to say or stuff like that that it can feel like","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":" so like i tend to function at location one in the mind i think but but with the exercise that we did with the introspection exercise um i could sort of feel space around my body um and and or behind my body really like i guess ive got it written down here some of the notes i took um so im feeling of of existing beyond my body um especially the back of my body like the back of my body doesnt exist and this can change so it feels like my my body doesnt exist um can feel like the body this way and and our space im moving through the world","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"path of freedom direction","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"}
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{"text":"in location three theres a soul in location for the notion that theres a soul is just crazy you know its like wow what a delusion that is","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"location two layer three to me","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":" the primary qualities of location three are sort of that one dominant emotion one you know one emotion with three or more facets but at least three facets of divine or impersonal love compassion joy with at any given time one of those facets you know more dominant in ones experience","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"temporary peak experiences","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"}
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{"text":"but basically you just kind of remember it you know or get to it however you can sometimes its just a relaxation in the system sometimes its an intense focus on maybe something like divinity that eventually just pulls one over into something you can sink into","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"location four and first getting together with my partner so would still be in four conditioning would just like come right out there was nothing to stop it","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"location three youre kind of changing your system little by little every day and lesters love might have been out of phase with you before your last sinking in","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"like if it sucked then id get out of it in fact it can lead to discomfort because enough time passes and deadline pressure builds and people want my attention for things and","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"layer three of location two is where i want to be","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"there isnt a distinction between you and it","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"like i just look at the tree and i feel joy and i feel i dont know what im looking for here","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"thought is replaced by knowingness which is silent and selfevident","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"}
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{"text":"all pervading sense of consciousness","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"even if internally the motivation isnt as strong as it was previously","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"it took me like five minutes to come back and be able to talk like a normal person again and so ive actually been avoiding those unless im i have someone near me um buddy im staying with is a pretty advanced meditator but hes like a happy location three person","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"tension deconditioning practices deepening in sinking in probably sinking into a location three type of experience","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"mainly joy","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"so one of the few memories that i have held onto was the accident that i included in the material that i sent to you and annemiek","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"silent peace have that those types of qualities","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"they are also less likely to actively call up as many memories as they did before their transition","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"mind is very quiet","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"although they may not be very good at remembering things","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"you can pause the location three stuff for a moment","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"leaning towards being location three","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"environment under trigger its more like 11 and then kind of off on my own doing my thing","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"so then if i was able to go to location four","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"thats an exact example of what lester himself did to get himself into location three","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"a range of emotion positive and negative","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"level everything was okay","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"self participants reported the absence of a","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"which from where i was those questions sounded ridiculous they had no meaning because at the time every time those questions would come up would there was just like an of course like i didnt use this languaging or these words in response to that but the but the response was in effect im here like i wouldnt be here if i didnt care about you or if you werent important so i mean there was like a really deeply ingrained sense that yes youre important and wouldnt be here showing up otherwise and yet he was really feeling bothered and dont know if would say threatened but the kinds of things that he was looking for love care and affection god that probably wasnt affectionate when you think about it","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"being a seer because think you know what i what i dont do that theres just a tendency to to float kind of untethered and dont feel quite done in the spot i think need to stick around in this in the system for a while it doesnt feel like im finished in this experience whatever finished means it both feels complete but not quite done so dont i dont know how to describe it but think i was","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"a lot of things kind of come together there in a convenient way to just sort of have sort of a better flow in life which it really does kind of feel like a charmed life","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"it all sounds like location four","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"like i often say if somebody has you know responsibility which is a corporate term for profit and loss responsibility sort of more financial responsibility for a firm or a division of a firm or something like that then probably location three","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"into layer three and location two","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"were generally not reported","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"reality was perceived as","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"developing some access to location for to when when you feel the time is right because you have that you know youve got an affinity with that method by the sounds of it","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"because i feel like i should probably you know because i noticed the the other day when i was like oh i should this is not going to work i need to come out of this location for thing it was to location two layer three that i popped down to","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"agency is basically a sense that you can take action in the world in the sense that were using it its the sense that you can sort of take action in the world that you can make decisions things like that and so folks in location four are usually find that to be a ridiculous idea you know they can have a glimpse of a mental layer that theyre watching discuss things that you know can seem to come to decisions or something but they feel almost like its a read only situation you know its like its a view only situation like they have no input into it you know whatsoever and then a decision is reached and you know their body seems to do that and they still feel like they have no real input in that in that thing","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"it might be a deeper a deeper experience of layer three and location two where its all the divine and your individual sense of self has further fallen away um because if there was just from the way you describe it you can correct me if im wrong but in location three you would feel like the self is dissolving into the divine um or sort of coming into union with it it wouldnt feel like it just gone and theres only the divine functioning through you","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"location four you probably even understand how the divine was sort of created in the system and you just realize okay well theres you know the divine is just basically you know bs","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"you may opt for a different technique like not necessarily sentence completion you could do that you could also just focus on the sense in the body like where the conditioning is some sort of sensation associated with it or just generally paying attention to your your inner experience um yeah and whatever way you you know once youve identified a piece of conditioning in the system you can just shift layers or locations and then see what experience of it remains um and that can be really helpful it can be very it can give a lot of sort of insight into what that conditioning is and what it produces in the system um like yeah can give you examples but it would be a maybe a long story but it can also show you its boundaries because at some point youre going to deepen beyond that conditioning so maybe by the time youre in location three","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"to me when i see luminosity its not so much when with with physical eyes if that makes sense its more like a seeing within mhm","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"youre just like seeing it from you know outside of its space time or something","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"thats more than enough for me to speculate that youre looking at or to diagnose or however we want to say it right to be very comfortable with the fact that youre and location two","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"it is also known that this agency is is is its a false sense of agency in the system because its coming from from a mysterious it feels kind of unknowable","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"these protoemotions can also be consciously manipulated to prevent the full emotion from formingusing our previous example of getting upset when cut off in traffic individuals who have this ability to perceive a finer level of detail and gain control over what layers arise also have more control over their reactions","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"well i guess its like at the same time i almost have a maybe the memories just coming in but like at the same time its like almost paradoxical its like its like within the smaller reality it is nondual and then at the same time i have the perception that that whole feeling is still dual because theres still a deeper sense of i guess nonduality there so its like appearing at the same time almost","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"unseen portions of their experience","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"}
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{"text":"ive broken it for life","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"}
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{"text":"including the inability to recall scheduled events that are not regular and ongoing","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"so i think exactly what youre saying you know we can generate a looker if we want to or that sense to some degree probably not a full on looker but we can generate that sense to some degree its usually on the weaker side compared to when it was the iron grip of our perception and thats fine you know that allows us to know that its that the hearing you know allows us to know that its most likely nonduality","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":" religious finders usually experience an intense union with the divine this creates a deep certainty within them involving their faith and is generally validated by their tradition as correct its sudden absence can be jarring and convince them that something has gone wrong even though their wellbeing and sense of freedom have increased","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"say even more about sameness i guess i mean right away i guess i relate more to the union merger than than the the sameness there still seems to be fully full ability to discriminate differences and distinctions and the uniqueness of the the table lamp versus me","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"there is a sense of me here but its not its not showing up in the perceptual field like the perceptual field is just here the sense the sense of me","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"wanted to see if we could use that to maybe get you fluid between location one and location two because were not really worried about you not popping back for anybody thats listening to this dont do that dont do what i just had to do just as like a default normal exercise i have an enormous amount of faith in where ted is anchored and the fact that he would pull back there its possible if you reconstitute the looker that you get stuck back in location one and then thats that and whatever else right i wasnt worried about that with ted for those of you listening and so you know you wont hear me do that very often this is one of those rare times when i felt like it would be okay to do it yeah so in this case i think what youre experiencing are sort of those remaining remnants down at layer one and location two","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"the big changes in my life its clear looking back there was no agency because i couldnt as a stealth done them i couldnt have left separated from my wife i couldnt i couldnt do it it was when i had a deep enough sense that the door opened and i walked out i used to work on wall street could have never left that if it wasnt you know the door opened and i walked out theres been so theres a sense in the deeper looking oh there just is life coming through isnt that amazing but when you get into minutia its a more of a challenge because i dont live life doesnt flow freely yet through here so in that sense theres a sense of agency still but it is much much less","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"location 5 or 6","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"}
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{"text":"right the divinity word and the sacred","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"like any visual changes like we talked about about location five or any glitches and you know lose control of part of your body lately or pass out for a few moments","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"}
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{"text":"alien type feeling can be deeper in location too","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"of location two but theres still some sense of separateness there and then the third one that you experienced is classic you know nondual type of perception","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"they often speak about a shift in the relationship with their body and being less identified with and limited by it","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"tell me i could be wrong about this because ive been obviously reviewing a lot of data for these um but i think i read something about an interest in location three","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"collapses back down into the body","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"its really the broadest location of all of them in terms of the different range of experiences that can show up in it","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"hints of and direct references to location 4 and beyond are also found in other religious and spiritual traditions especially ones that were less likely to put adherents to death for sharing their experiences","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"end point of the abrahamic traditions","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"and so you want to keep a focus on the impersonal version of those because you are in location two and certainly personal forms of emotion can arise","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"just still showing up","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"experiencing a single ongoing emotion that felt","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"frequently reported significant difficulty","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"one which sees much of what is directly experienced in life as quite peculiar and funny when paid close attention to","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"i used to be very very reactive i think i have some like you know neuroticism in my personality because i used to be very reactive before and thats still there if i get you know annoyed at work or you know have too much to do i get stressed out so i think theres like a reactivity and that also pushes me down even though its much less than it used to be","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"perceive sounds","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"theres virtually no fear about the future which is not really good because i think i was motivated by fear and driven by fear","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"referred to in terms of the self","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"seems like a different kind of stillness than before like this is the real stillness you know etcetera etcetera etcetera etcetera i mean its just one thing after another after another after another um that makes me think you probably have landed in a location four less","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"so i know what youre types of experiences yeah so what you mentioned there really sounds like this location eight","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"}
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{"text":"sacredness","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"dont have that mental abstraction","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"machine that that does the job and then it does become more flat","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"of increasingly merging with either the divine","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"the big one of course is you know one kind of meta emotion that feels like a combination of love and joy and compassion could be some other things mixed in there depending upon life and cultural circumstances and all of that","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"or location two","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"i remember in 2020 it definitely felt like i was absorbed in the layer three experience that might have been a clear location three and at some point that sensation of energy like rising energy currents and bliss and the pervasive magic","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"location 3 finders have been freed from a considerable amount of their psychological conditioning and negative emotions","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"feel less tired and way more excited about the natural world","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"expanding in all directions","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"single positive emotion","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"those are those are such subjective qualities that dont necessarily apply to layer four um and so but lets go back lets go to lets go earlier here and make sure that you know you really are switching between location one and location two yeah thats a little unusual so lets make sure thats happening you actually feel like youre at times when youre in the world your system is literally going from our our nondual perception tests right which involve like a looker in here","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"im not thats interesting ah okay now that said personal actually its simply more a reaction rather than the person its simply yeah im having whatever","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"love and joy and compassion","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"location three for that for your breaks and holidays not vacation for vacation four doesnt feel like anything","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"any form of nondual perception","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"sense of christ god andor the holy","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"currently experiencing location two and i feel like i jump around a lot","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"union with the life in plants or animals","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"parts of negative emotions are still occasionally felt but only rarely fully form","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"single emotional expression","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"a lot of deconditioning can happen at location three so thats a bit of a magical deconditioning spot for sure","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"the mantra based meditation thats definitely in that direction and even unprovoked happiness can be in that direction","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"it involved continued lack of agency","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"theyre in the direction of something you want to deepen into and so it doesnt really matter whether that turns out to be a vocation deeper in location to layer three or whether its location three layer three it gives you a direction that you can work with to sink into and deepen your experience of layer three","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"nonpersonal types of emotion","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"make a choice locations prior to this seemed","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"yeah so personal emotion um which includes all negative emotion is really more or less out of view in location three so only that universal love joy compassion meta emotion remains","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"watching thinking occurring in your system","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"when combined with the deep sense of truth that typically accompanies location 3","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"thing that individual sense of self you know that has an identity at layer one even in location two","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"so i would save that one for when you do want to explore location four and just not use it until that point","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"gravity of silence tends to preclude thinking","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"i could sense","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"but probably its going to remain location two","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"between location one","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"overwhelming bliss","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"location 3 finders are typically delightful to be around","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"all pervasive consciousness","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"distinction between you and it","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"it appears as if the previous sense of self was nothing more than a story thats no longer relevant now the narrativeself and the way it colored the world both seem gone or at least significantly reduced","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"lovebased facet may feel like divine or universal love or simply impersonal love","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"up through layer three and that location three experience which is where you get such ready access","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"watch the thinking occur but you really are not an active participant in the thinking process","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"um but certainly very much in the direction of location three so something that you could use to sink back into and bias your system in the direction of location three","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"sense of being in union with life and everything","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"so if we go from there and we go on to like another location location six six is notorious for its glitches","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"}
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{"text":"of its own sense and you dont feel at one with it","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"it was just this experience of all inclusive love like there was no separation between anything and um it was incredible","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"feeling of something here that is perceiving","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"i dont feel i learn from content anymore","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"if its arising more strongly and blocking out a perception that you really never leave layer two its just that its you know as its coming up its sort of pushing layer two into the background and sort of you know hiding it a little bit and all of your attention is going here on layer one because its like in the foreground of your experience and then you know you you immediately you can think to yourself well wait a minute and then layer two you know can come more forward right but i think one thing to pay attention to in your experience is is there an underlying identity shift in that process you know are you going from layer two and theres that disappearing and layer one is coming on and then layer two is coming back in you know with layer one sort of you know contained within it away in a way or is it a situation where layer two is always there youre never actually leaving layer two youre stable in layer two but just some of the you know some of the problems or issues or triggers that you have are so significant that theyre really giving you know just just you know theyre really creating a trigger that pulls that layer one very very very close so that maybe you have difficulty even seeing around it","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"showing up","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"there is no listener or seer","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"fluidity","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"well if i have to make a choice i would say lets keep at location two layer three for now","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"one thing to keep in mind about the the descriptions of location two is that theyre theyre not designed for people when theyre just first shifting into it","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"all vestiges of selfrelated thought were","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"deep sense that everything is perfect as it is","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"they now realize that selfreferential stories underpin most social interaction and they are probably struggling a bit with their reduced interest in these narratives","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"joy or a love type of description","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"still some emotionally charged thoughts","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"of just extreme wonder gratitude astonishment just feeling of being extremely blessed and kind of theres kind of a cosmic dimension to it","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"its also hard for me to differentiate between this sort of universal love that i feel and im in this really deep romantic relationship with my wife of 45 years and i really love her and so a lot of times i think shes kind of like the focus of this overall love that i feel is she becomes like a focal point for it","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"location 3 finders sense that things are fundamentally okay is not only almost always in the foreground but has been turbocharged","label":2,"label_text":"LOC3"}
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{"text":"its peaks in intensity in the trees","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"thoughts an absence of certain types of affect","label":3,"label_text":"LOC4"}
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{"text":"location two layer three standpoint","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"duality with location one","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"to be really functional as opposed to location two layer three","label":1,"label_text":"LOC2"}
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{"text":"increasing aliveness and power","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"disassembly and reintegration","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"}
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{"text":"mystical states","label":4,"label_text":"LOC5+"}
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{"text":"but thought maybe let me put layer one because it obviously was a huge shift when i realized i this presence was everywhere and is everything and everything that id ever read i was now experiencing it except i didnt expect to go into mourning","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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{"text":"this can lead to reduced motivation to do things in daytoday life until a new","label":0,"label_text":"LOC1"}
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