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I've always been depressed but somethings different.
Lately I've been having extreme difficulty leaving my room. Everytime I'm around anyone my heart starts racing and I feel like I'm having a panic attack. I also keep hearing people Whispering to me but I can't tell what they say and sometimes they manifest as full on people that I can see and carry on conversations with. Also I've been noticing that everything has a dark and sinister undertone. I hear people's conversations and things on TV and I can't help but think they relate to me and my living situation in a dark and sinister way somehow. And I've completely given up trying to talk to anyone about anything because no one can understand me. They say I talk too fast or say things that "don't make sense" or that they find "incoherent" and Lately i feel my life is just dragging on and on. Idk it just feels like I've become a ghost of myself and I'm being driven by something else. Like some baleful evil shadow from beyond time and space has grabbed onto my soul and slipped itself into my television consciousness and is now possessing me. Please help? Is it normal to feel this way?
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My girlfriend wants to commit s, I don't know what to do. Help
Idk what to do. My girlfriend has been adamant lately that whe will commit suicide by the end of January. She has major chronic depression and on hee meds, but her parents were never supportive and doesn't believe in mental health, nor her conditions in general. Believing that she's just wasting her life. Her father wants to kick him out of house asap bec she came out as trans mtf, and couldn't really accept her sexuality, plus she dropped out school, and quit work this sem because everything was heavy for her and she doesn't have any energy to do something, even small things. I'm just so scared that she's going to really do it. Idk what to do, I really want to tell this to her parents. But she told me don't ever tell them. And I'm so scared, idk what to do. I want to write a letter to her parents and tell them this important situation atleast, would that be possible?
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When you're the rock but have no one to lean on.
It's Thanksgiving and I spent the day with my mom taking our beloved doggo to the vets because she was sick. She's okay now but my mom was crying and I held myself together and was there for her. She thanked me for being there to help her remain calm and I am happy to be there for her. But inside the whole time I was freaking out and scared for the dog. I realized I don't have anyone to lean on. I have two guy friends but we have that whole "don't talk about your emotions" thing going on because we're not good at discussing feelings. I see my therapist but she isn't always around and sometimes I just want to be held and be allowed to cry. It's hard always having to be strong when I'm carrying the weight of depression with me everywhere I go.
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