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ebaiyx

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/ebaiyx/i_hate_myself/

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I hate myself

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ebahjn

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/ebahjn/i_slept_with_a_45_year_old_when_i_was_18/

self.confessions

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I slept with a 45 year old when I was 18.

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ebag25

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/ebag25/i_wish_my_sister_hadnt_come_out/

self.confessions

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I wish my sister hadn’t come out

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ebafr0

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/ebafr0/i_schedule_all_my_client_meetings_at_their_office/

self.confessions

My job is so boring and no one actually pays attention to what anyone is ever doing. I've been doing this for about 5 years.

I schedule all my client meetings at their office just so I can get out of my office. Also, about half of my visits are fictitious or "cancelled" unexpectedly.

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ebafp0

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/ebafp0/tried_rekindling_a_dead_friendship_only_to_pour/

self.confessions

This is a repost, as I was redirected to this one. We were best friends for three years. We did everything together, we had no boundaries. She helped me get my first job and encouraged me to apply for my second. She was there for everything. But at the same time, she wasn't. I realize now that our friendship may have been more one sided than I thought it to be. On May 23rd, I was trying to send her a meme but she had blocked me on everything. It had been two weeks since we had hung out together. I found out why through a mutual friend. The actual text of reasoning I was sent that day was, "She just feel as friends you wanna hangout a lot and come over and hangout with her mom a lot and she just needs some space. She's just not used to a friend that wants to hangout often, she's an introvert and she only sees her closest friends once or twice a year and prefers it that way. I'm not saying she doesn't wanna be friends anymore she just wants some space for a while and she has been thinking about this for a while and it was just bothering her and she is hoping you can respect that." I always felt that it was out of nowhere. But for her it wasn't. She had been thinking about it a while. When it came to me spending time with her family, who had grown to consider me as one of them, she had avoided me like the plague. Going as far as staying outside until I left. Her family still meets me in private. Yesterday, I confronted her. I got her a Christmas present. Her favorite Yankee candle, her favorite mascara (she gets a new one every month), and matte lipstick. As well as, a three page letter detailing memories together and how everything had gone terribly wrong. With 8 photos of the memories mentioned. We went to burger king and ate and talked in the parking lot. A majority of it was her talking and making excuses. I must have said 30 words at most in that transaction. Everything she talked about was about her. Before she left, she asked if I trusted her and I was honest. I told her that I haven't since she did that. And she responded with same. I blew up when she shut the door and got into her vehicle. I quickly put my keys in, lowered the window and honked, motioning for her to put hers down. I proceeded to yell, "WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN BY SAME?! YOU ASKED ME, I ANSWERED AND YOU SAID FUCKING SAME!! ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?!?" After that, we parted ways. Me going from 40 to 110 without thinking. I was pissed. Today is the next day. Her mom still likes me. But she told me that she wanted to return her gift, I told her to throw it away. When we were in the car, and she was talking nonstop, she had mentioned how she heard that I was sexually harassed at work. She didn't ask if I was okay and she had known what I went through. She didn't care and I think that fueled the small spark of rage I had at the situation. It was always about her and what she wanted and liked. And I think that our friendship had always been this one sided. In the end, she never cared. But tell me if I'm wrong for this. Because I feel like I'm wrong for this and it's my fault that we aren't friends anymore. I was too much, I was too clingy, and instead of telling me to back up, I got the final verdict and that's my fault. Edit: I said she was a bitch today and I regret it.

Tried rekindling a dead friendship, only to pour water back on it.

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ebabgg

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/ebabgg/im_a_sociopath/

self.confessions

Well then, first of all sorry about any grammatical errors I'll try to fix them all (I'm not American, I'm Argentinean) I'm a sociopath (That's what my family and friends say, my psychologist says that I have a personal disorder, anti-social and aggressive behavior) Well then, you can ask me anything and I'll be telling you my story I was born in a rich family, but i lived in a dangerous neighborhood, it's a part of Villa Bosch (One of the most dangerous parts from Argentina, extreme poverty and a lot of crime) My grandparents took care of me since I'm a newborn my mother used to work all day long even in the weekends so literally i saw her like once a month if I had luck, i went to elementary school where the dark story begins. I suffered a lot of bullying, some of my classmates used to hit me and tell me hurtful things, they laughed about my situation of having no parents (My father tried to abort me and used to hit my mother, then when I born he tried to kill me and left.) I couldn't understand why they all used to make me these horrible things then i tried to defend myself whit my fists in most of the occasions i ended up fighting alone against three or more people and they got the sh*t out of me almost always (There my aggressive behavior started to... Grow?) Once when I was older I suffered from a sexual abuse made by mi classmates, that day I tried to kill myself and i fall into depression. And a lot of things more like being beaten by my cousins because I was kinda the son of my grandfather and it was obvious that I was going to inherit their money, the rest of my family was poor and desperate for money, so they used to threaten me. One day my mother argued whit my grandmother so Mom decided to stop living with them and... Yeah we end up living in the streets, we where homeless, I were on the streets alone whit a woman that I saw a few times that was supposed to be my mother. It didn't last long thanks to god, and my mother started to live with his new boyfriend so I was with them. My "Parents" (Grandparents but they're the most similar things to parents that I had) Died short time ago. When I got to highschool I went to another school, at thirteen I smoked, had sex, end got arrested for first and last time. I was kinda the "Bad boy" no one messed with me, I hadn't many friends I had my GF and I were impulsive, aggressive, I couldn't think twice or feel something for anyone except me, my first priority was me, then my second prior was... Me again, "only I matter" I felt boring, sad, angry all the time I had bad mood and fight usually with other guys (I went to a semi-military highschool) Two years passed I went to therapy I almost fixed myself and I couldn't end the therapy. Why? Just because, literally I didn't end it because i felt like I was "Fixed" So I Got in another highschool, this highschool was full of females, literally we are 6 guys and 24 girls, it was like a paradise because I'm quite good at dating and it's not my ego but I'm good-looking. I got in love with lets call her "Jacqueline" she was tall 1.72 cms (Literally almost a man height) and I were lucky, because I'm quite tall slim and I'm I practise athletics since I'm 12 so I have a good shape. She was tall, with huge breasts and hips, a perfect body to say it better, and she was the most popular girl in literally the entire city, a lot.of people know her. She ended as my gf, we were together for 15 months but she was SO toxic, she literally hit me, she said a lot of bad things, she used to humilliate me in front of our friends, etc. Literally it was a torture to me be with her. And yeah, you know what comes next, don't you? I got "broken" again, but this time was worse, all the hate that I chained was out again. Uh, I won't say what happened that december 24. But it passed more than a year and she's still with traumas for what I have done to her (I'm not proud, I should have broke with her when I had the chance) A year passed, I was kinda a Fuckboy and Badboy again at the same time (It wasn't so bad, I could fuck whoever I wanted to because I had quite a lot of experience for my age and everyone wanted to taste out of curiosity if I were so good at sex) But hey here comes the trouble, she told everyone all that I did but she added a lot of lies, for example that I raped her and hit her (Hey it could be a great revenge but I didn't do it.) So everyone thought that I'm a motherf*cker that hits women, etc, etc. I tried to talk with her but it had no use. Anyway i suffered discrimination again, this time everyone talks about me when they are in groups but alone no one says anything (Yeah because they think that I'm going to beat them up or something, to be honest I don't plan on doing any of these things.) It got every day worse, my mind couldn't just bear that all adding my several anxiety problems, all the hate that i carry inside is killing me A few months ago I met another girl, we dated a time then she became my new gf, but... I had to let her go, becauae I was so abusive with her, the worst part was that I didn't want to be bad with her, but suddenly from one sec to another I would start to tell her hurtful things, etc. So after all the pain that I causes her I broke up with her after an incident. (We were arguing and then she said something bad then i catched her from the arm, and I released her a few seconds after but it was too late, she was scared) So now she's also traumatized and doesn't want to be in the streets because she fears to found me. But here is what you don't expect. Every single day I TRY to be a better person, I try to help others, I try to don't threaten anybody. I try to stop myself from getting into a fight I try not to hurt anyone. I really try, I do all that i can But a voice inside me tells me "Hit him" or "Just let him/her get f*cked" and I say something really mean. When my grandparent was dying from cancer I literally threatened him and pushed him to a wall. It's like a lot of rage bursts from me and I just can't control it. Every day I feel like it's useless, I won't be normal never again, I won't know what true love is, I won't know how it feels to be accepted by your friends, because every single person I know is scared of me. Nobody wants to talk to me. Nobody wants me alive. I don't want to be alive, because this disorder is stronger than me.

I'm a sociopath

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ebabbg

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/ebabbg/i_need_to_let_this_out/

self.confessions

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I need to let this out

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eba88n

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eba88n/if_we_are_living_in_a_simulation_then_i_firmly/

self.confessions

https://www.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eba88n/if_we_are_living_in_a_simulation_then_i_firmly/

If We Are Living In A Simulation, Then I FIRMLY Believe That Reddit Users are Disproportionately NPCs

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eba7zh

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eba7zh/do_any_other_females_feel_this_or_am_i_just_an/

self.confessions

I am a young female who has been still trying to figure out what I like. My problem is with fingering. I always hear these girls say guys don’t finger them right, but I don’t feel that most of the time. The only time I don’t like it is when it hurts, anyways. I can’t seem to orgasm when I finger myself, but do when others finger me. I tired every technique, but fingering myself does nothing and hardly gets me wet, which is only a problem because my bf lives far away and I can’t see him often and when I videocall him to help him out he often wants me to join and with this comes no orgasm from me at least. Anyways, I am just looking for advice and wanted to know if anyone else felt the same. Btw I don’t just finger myself in front of him it is just in general thing.

Do any other females feel this or am I just an odd one?-fingering

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eba7t7

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eba7t7/im_failing_freshman_year_of_high_school_on/

self.confessions

I'll just start by saying my family is a bit financially unstable. I realized this year failing one year would give me an extra year to prepare for college so I began to stop doing homework and just casually fail tests on purpose because I like any other high schooler have aspirations. I want to become a mental health tech I want a master's degree in psychology. That's going to give me an extra year to make money I'll make an extra 8k yes I calculated it. Luckily soon my mom will begin to get a disability check each month for me because I have multiple sclerosis. Yes I know big dreams for someone who spends some time each month learning to walk normally again.

I'm failing freshman year of high school on purpose to get into college

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eba5m1

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eba5m1/i_wake_up_in_the_middle_of_the_night_and_devour/

self.confessions

Title says it all really... but as of late I've been trying to be more conscious of what I eat. I have gained 20 lbs in a year and went from 120 lbs to 140 lbs. I've been pretty solid about eating healthier, I've even lost6 lbs in the last two weeks eating better. but for whatever reason I can't stop myself from waking up at 3 am... my normal go pee time and then just devouring all the cheese in the refrigerator. Especially the shredded parmesan. It's a problem. Edit: to be fair I realize this isn't probably a real problem for most, but my sleep snacking habits of eating all the cheese in the house have become problematic for me and no one else knows what happens to the cheese. They just can't find it the next time they need it and I will absolutely not admit to eating it like a thief in the middle of the night

I wake up in the middle of the night and devour food

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eba46g

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eba46g/ive_never_felt_love_until_now/

self.confessions

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I've never felt love until now

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eba2gv

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eba2gv/was_i_raped/

self.confessions

my boyfriend and i were dabbling in BDSM, as i had an interest in it and he’d never tried it. we did stuff, it was fun, moved on. a couple days later he pulled out a fabric belt and asked if i wanted to get tied up and i said i wasn’t in the mood, so he tied my hands together and tried to get me there. a struggle ensued, he told me i wanted it because i was getting wet while he fingered me, i fought to get my arms out and tried to use the safe word but he said we weren’t having sex so it didn’t count. his dog jumped on us because he knew something was off and my boyfriend quite literally threw him off of us. after a while i got them out and ‘shut down’, we talked about it at length and he realises he got too into being dominant and thought i was saying the stuff i was as ‘part of it’. since then i can’t watch BDSM porn or have sex where i feel like i can’t immediately get out of it whenever i need to. then, about a month ago, this same boyfriend wanted to have sex when i wasn’t in the mood and he again tried to convince me by touching me and kissing me. i persisted saying no but he wasn’t listening and he ended up having sex with me even though i didn’t want to. i didn’t fight him, i just kind of froze up and let it happen and tried to be somewhere else mentally. it ended and a couple days later i told him i needed a break from sex. we’ve since ended the break but it’s been a long few weeks of tearful conversations about why it was wrong and constant tears and nightmares on my end. hope someone can tell me if this was rape?

was I raped?

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eb9vmz

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb9vmz/i_hope_ww3_happens_and_a_draft_is_implemented/

self.confessions

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I hope WW3 happens and a draft is implemented

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eb9tbj

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb9tbj/im_sorry_but_i_dont_believe_male_rape_is_a_real/

self.confessions

Society is pussified these days. Back then, when you got a BJ from a girl you bragged about it and everyone gave you hi 5 but now pussy ass males cry "rape!!". Wtf I hate this timeline. It just isn't possible for a women to rape a man, and if a male cries rape he just seeks attention or probably has a femdom fetish. A WOMAN CANNOT RAPE A MALE

I'm sorry but I don't believe male rape is a real thing

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eb9rkd

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb9rkd/sexual_abuse/

self.confessions

I once met a guy that told me he was going to come pick me up so we could go the mall and hang out, this was after only meeting him once. I was 14. He picked me up and drove out to the country somewhere and told me if I didn’t have sex with him he was going to kick me out of the car and make me walk home. I was new to the area and had no idea where we were at. And I didn’t have a cell phone. It was dark and I was scared. So I had sex with him. Never told anyone and this is the first time I’ve talked about it. Is this sexual assault? Was it rape? Maybe not to some people because in the end, I consented. But to me it was rape. edit: what I meant by I never told anyone was excluding my mom and dad, which are the only family alive. I haven’t really spoken about it much though.

Sexual abuse?

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eb9rah

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb9rah/horror_movie_watcher_that_is_scared_of/

self.confessions

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Horror movie watcher that is scared of creepypasta Dora.

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eb9ktl

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb9ktl/lysol_can/

self.confessions

20 f it was the most traumatizing experience of my life. i was about 15 or 16 when it happened. my family and i were on a cruise in the bahamas one summer and i had my own room. it was a pretty restless night due to the excitement of never going on a cruise before, so i was up until 3 am. of course, being the horny teen i was, i stayed up watching porn. orgasms never come naturally for me using just my fingers so i was practically desperate to find any resources around me. i didn’t have an electric toothbrush near, so i had the bright idea of using the lysol can i had found in the bathroom. you heard me right. lysol as in the disinfectant spray. about five minutes into this act the lid of the can POPPED off and let out the toxic chemicals into my vagina. there are no words to fully explain the feeling of immediate regret when i realized what had happened. i started crying and ran out of my bed and into the bathroom to pee. the burning was so painful that i let out a scream. there was blood on the toilet paper when i went to go wipe. i was then immediately rushed to the hospital for emergency surgery and will never be able to perform any sort of sexual act again.

lysol can..

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eb9k9y

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb9k9y/i_really_want_to_catfish_someone/

self.confessions

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I really want to catfish someone

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eb9i61

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb9i61/bobs_burgers_is_the_least_funny_show_on_tv/

self.confessions

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Bobs burgers is the least funny show on tv

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eb9hge

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb9hge/i_want_to_fuck_my_cousin/

self.confessions

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I want to fuck my cousin

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eb9gtc

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb9gtc/how_the_fuck_is_cyberbullying_even_a_thing_just/

self.confessions

Like just close your eyes bruh

How the fuck is cyberbullying even a thing? Just walk away from the screen

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eb9fx4

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb9fx4/people_who_say_play_stupid_games_win_stupid/

self.confessions

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People who say "play stupid games, win stupid prizes", how often do you hit your wife?

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eb9ee7

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb9ee7/i_liedabout_fudge/

self.confessions

So I'm a big-time lover of anything chocolate, so when my mom made some walnut fudge I was ECSTATIC, to put it mildly. It's like crack. It's really, *really* good. My dad is also addicted to it-but since he's on a diet and losing weight and such, he doesn't eat it. It's too rich and dense for my mom, so that leaves me. I mentioned a couple of days earlier that my Spanish class might have a party later, and once I realized how addicting this was and that I didn't want to share it...... I lied. I told them that there was a kid in my Spanish class that has a nut allergy, and I couldn't bring it. BAM. I have like 30 pieces of fudge to myself. edit: yes i ate it all :)

I lied...about fudge.

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eb9cxf

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb9cxf/billie_eilish_turns_18_in_3_days/

self.confessions

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🦀🦀🦀 BILLIE EILISH TURNS 18 IN 3 DAYS 🦀🦀🦀

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eb9c31

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb9c31/i_hit_my_girlfriend_back_today/

self.confessions

My girlfriend (now ex) started an argument with me. She started kicking and hitting me, I took this, but once she knocked off my glasses I punched her in the stomach to try and get her away from me. It was an instinct reaction and it was an overreaction in general.

I hit my girlfriend back today.

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eb9abu

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb9abu/drinking/

self.confessions

If I'm in public with my girlfriend I refuse to drink in fear I'll say something flirty to another girl and itll piss her off. It's happened before and it was a long night. I get more relaxed and confident causing me to say flirty things. So I haven't drank in 2 years

Drinking

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eb97r7

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb97r7/confession_time/

self.confessions

Just confess anything

Confession time

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eb8zws

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb8zws/took_too_damn_long/

self.confessions

I’m 17 and just finally learned how to rip cling wrap cleanly without it tearing vertically up the middle or the roll coming out of the box. Kind of embarrassing but I’m hyped I can store my food in the fridge properly now

Took too damn long

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eb8wis

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb8wis/bullying_is_not_as_bad_as_alarmists_make_it_sound/

self.confessions

Humans are social creatures and bullying is a mechanism which helps align outcasts and helps them prepare for grown life. Bullying is not that bad, the kids will be fine, bullying has always existed and will always exist. Edit: Imagine there was no bullying, there would be a lot of weird socially inept fucks walking amongst us. Bullying solves this. It creates strong, competent adults.

Bullying is not as bad as alarmists make it sound, and is actually a normal part of the growing experience

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eb8urk

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb8urk/im_not_racist_but_whenever_i_road_rage_i_tell/

self.confessions

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I'm not racist but whenever I road rage I tell racial slurs if the other driver is a minority

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eb8qde

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb8qde/just_want_to_scream/

self.confessions

AHHHHHHHHH

just want to scream

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eb8jlt

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb8jlt/my_phobia_is_cats_the_musical/

self.confessions

Yup, that's it. Like, real phobia shit, somatic stuff and anxiety and really scared (For people who've watched Crazy Ex Girlfriend, I'm in THAT episode. Send help.)

My phobia is cats the musical

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eb8i8a

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb8i8a/someone_is_going_to_have_to_explain_this_too_me/

self.confessions

When I'm single, every woman I show interest in is disgusted by my presence When I start dating, suddenly every woman and ther grandma is in my inbox. The fuck ladies? I'm trying to reform myself from the incel lifestyle i was raised in, shit like this only disproved my efforts...

Someone is going to have to explain this too me.

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eb8hul

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb8hul/small_penis_disorder/

self.confessions

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Small penis disorder

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eb8ewu

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb8ewu/im_happy_my_friends_girlfriend_broke_up_with_him/

self.confessions

My friend just moved in from Georgia and when school started and he's been one of my best friends since. Homecoming rolled around I was trying to get a date I asked out two girls and they both declined. Which was... fine I guess, and for him, the girls were all over him... I honestly don't know why cause he's weird as fuck. But I don't care because he likes none of those girls. but the second an older girl (she was a junior, we are sophomores) he was swooning which was fine I guess. But after homecoming he started changing, barely texting me back, ignoring me when we were hanging out, and just being a dick. after gym, he and his girlfriend would make out for a solid minute before and I'd just sit there waiting so we can walk to our next class together. but lots of times he would waste more time by just not letting her leave, but honestly, I didn't care because I had time. but as soon as we leave he's always talking about how his girlfriend's lips taste like cherry and asking why I don't just get a girlfriend. It's not like I can just get a girlfriend, I also don't think I'm ugly, I'm just different. Lots of girls have taken an interest in me. they just aren't my type. I'm black and most people expect me to be ghetto and to like ghetto girls and all that but I'm not like that. I don't like rap. I don't care about shoes. and I don't like ghetto people. anyways, he's also been being an asshole. He likes to rough house but I'm not that kind of guy. he likes to slam me against lockers and all that jazz. and a day before the breakup I was talking to him about how I should get more sweaters so then when I do get a girlfriend I'll have sweaters to give her and all that. He kept saying if right after I said when. so I asked him why he kept saying if, and he said that I probably won't have a girlfriend anytime soon since I've never had one up to that point. He honestly pissed me off at that point. it was good I didn't see him for the rest of the day because I would've said some things that he wouldn't wanna hear. So the next day rolls around. I'm still mad but I don't really wanna show it so I continue the day as normal. at about 3rd passing period I was walking upstairs with a girl so she could get a pass for lunch tutoring and I see him. I say hi. but he looks mad so I just walked by. By the time I get into lunch, he was sobbing at my lunch table. He never tells me anything so I had to ask someone at the table what happened and she said that his girlfriend broke up with him, which was bad news because I didn't want to see him like this. but after a few periods roll by I realize, this is a good thing for me. He can't torment me for not having a girlfriend. Of course, when the time comes I won't be a bitch and torment him either but this came as good news to me. Am I bad for thinking this?

I'm happy my friend's girlfriend broke up with him

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eb8cie

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb8cie/i_think_i_hate_men/

self.confessions

***TW: MENTIONS OF ABUSE, SEXUAL ASSAULT/HARASSMENT, SELF-HARM, EATING DISORDERS*** I think I hate men. Let's start from the beginning. I was very little, only six years old. I was in a daycare and we were playing pretend, running, screaming, as kids do. There was a boy, he was different, but I didn't know why. I just knew he had something wrong with him. I decided to play with him. At this playground, there was a series of small tubes that you could climb on, sit in, lay in, etc. These tubes could fit at least two kids in them. We ended up going to sit in these tubes together. He was bigger than me and around my age. I was a tiny, blonde-headed, blue-eyed baby with a cute little pug nose. I was wearing a green dress with ladybugs on it and white sandals. We were talking about something when he slipped his grimy hands into my underwear and started to touch me. I made a small noise, not knowing what to do. It was a small noise of many different emotions but mostly pure fear. This occurred many times, and the scariest instance was in which he had another boy hold me down while he touched me. I fought fiercely, writhing my small frame against them as I tried to escape. I didn't understand why they were doing this, what it was, or if it was wrong. I just knew that I hated it and wanted it to stop. I told my mother and her boyfriend, only for them to blow me off and do nothing. I am 10 years old. I get access to Instagram and make lots of friends that are older than me. I am mature for my age. I get into a toxic long-distance relationship with a boy who was slightly older than me. I'll call him Mike for privacy's sake. After a while, we start sending nudes to one another. I started developing early, so Mike thought that I had the best rack on a 10-year-old ever. He ended up sending my naked pictures to a mutual friend of ours who I will call Pete. Pete decided to never tell me about this. Later on, I ended up finding out that Mike was cheating on me with a girl who I will call Nicole through Pete. I felt like shit. What did I do for Mike to get tired of me? What did Nicole have that I didn't? Why did Mike think that it was okay for him to cheat on me? Was it that I was too fat? Nicole was a cute, skinny white goth girl. I spiraled into starving myself, over-eating, posting my meltdowns on social media, and self-harming. When I was 12 I started to develop a crush on one of my friends. I'll call him Cory. Cory was a fat guy who liked to play shitty virtual reality games and shit on religion because "MUH ATHEISM!". I don't know what I found appealing about him, but I ended up dating him. At first, I was happy. We texted each other constantly, talked about how we loved each other and would sit in Discord calls for hours talking about nothing. But we never talked in person, and we started to call each other less and less. Whenever I would confront him about it he would tell me how it was my fault and how I was the one to blame. I repeatedly expressed to him that I had terrible social anxiety and how I needed him to put forth effort in talking to me IRL so I could get more comfortable. It got to a point where he would never talk to me unless he wanted to see pictures of me naked and I stupidly complied. For some weird reason, Cory wanted to keep this a secret, and once I confided in one of my friends who I will call Tara it was game over. Cory and Tara hated each other, so when they got in an argument over Discord, Tara brought up how me sending him nudes was illegal. Cory got his king-sized Depends panties in a twist and refused to speak to me for an extended period. I would text him over and over again, begging him to talk to me, apologizing, and saying how I would never do anything like it again. Ignored, ignored, ignored, ignored. Eventually, Cory chose to talk to me only to belittle me and point out everywhere I was wrong and then break up with me. He told me that I was free to vent to him now that we were broken up, and once I did this he proceeded to be typical Cory and bitch at me about where I was wrong. A little bit after this, for some reason I still had feelings for Cory, so we ended up dating again. All Cory did was ask me for nudes and refuse to have any conversation outside of this. We decided to break up again without any emotional turmoil. But I still hated him. After I dated Cory for the second time, I became friends with a guy who I used to talk to years before. I 'll call him Joey. We quickly started a long-distance relationship. My relationship with Joey only lasted a week, and he barely texted me the entire time we were together. Joey and I didn't end our relationship on bad terms but I quickly fell into another spiral of disordered eating, specifically bulimia, and self-harm. After a few failed relationships I finally dated IRL again. It was with one of my friends who I will call Matt. Matt was a total sweetheart and was nothing but kind to me. We were together whenever we had the chance, he always made me laugh and there was never a dull moment with him. My only issue with him was that he was always hanging around a girl that I hated. I'm going to call her Eva. Eva dated Cory right after him and I had broken up for the second time. Eva was cute and skinny and everyone liked her. I even had a crush on her at one point. Eva being around constantly made it hard for me to hang around Matt. I would tell Matt how I felt and his response was always something like "Okay." Man, what the fuck? At some point, I was talking to Cory, and I brought up how I didn't find any traits endearing in men. We started discussing identity politics and all that bullshit. Later I ended up having a panic attack over something and texting Matt. Somehow we got onto the topic of my issues with Eva and how he wasn't ready for a relationship so we broke up. A while after this I ended up getting in an argument with Matt and Cory over my beliefs about men and they called me a sexist asshole. That made me feel weird. Am I a sexist asshole? Eventually, I started dating this wonderful, amazing girl who I am still with today. She is great and I love her to the moon and back. I've been so happy lately. I've been figuring out my identity, and I am proud to say I am queer. But recently, I was sexually assaulted. A fat redneck groped me in class. He has a history of being a pervert. After taking this issue to the school he received no punishment. I love a lot of men. I think that they are amazing. I think that they are attractive. I love them. But I also view men as beneath me. Less than human. Dogs. I am a proud feminist, but please don't let that skew your opinions, because a lot of my views don't have anything to do with feminism. I do believe women are superior, but that's another post for another day. I'm sorry, I just needed to get this out. Feel free to call me a lesbian, dyke, feminazi, whatever. I proudly accept those labels. Edit: Spelling errors.

I think I hate men.

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb8ccx/who_gives_me_upvotes_i_want_to_know/

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Everyone moans at me on reddit, cos of my controversial opinions but I keep getting upvotes , I want to know who keeps upvoting me

Who gives me upvotes I want to know

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb8a3b/i_have_a_big_crush_on_my_teacher/

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I have a big crush on my teacher

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb89gd/im_tired/

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I am a Muslim and I'm tired of islamophobia, really it's exhausting

im tired

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb889t/i_have_my_exs_ig_login_info_and_i_check_her/

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I have my ex's IG login info and I check her account from time to time

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb85cf/i_feel_like_im_fucking_crazy_and_men_only/

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I feel like I’m fucking crazy and men only tolerate me because I’m attractive

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb84vl/reeee_something_something_crungle_jungle/

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lol

reeee something something crungle jungle

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb7zak/90_sure_my_step_dad_listens_to_me_have_sex_with/

self.confessions

I rent a small second floor in-law apartment from my parents (mom and her husband, my step dad). I have two rooms, a bathroom, and a hallway that ends with a door leading to my parents office in their side of the house. This office space is where my step dad plays poker every night. Anyways, sometimes my boyfriend and I will check to see if the office light is visible from the bottom of the door before having sex and everything is fine but then sometimes we'll here him enter the office during. Sometimes we forget because we are in our little bubble, have sex and it's not quiet and once we're finished my boyfriend will either notice he was in the office the whole time via light or we hear loud \*bloops\* implying he hears it but just turns up the volume on his poker game, or hear his cough or sneeze. It's honestly really weird and I feel like he looks are me oddly now. Not in a sexual way but maybe bashful or embarrassed, or both I really don't know. I have a lot of sexual abuse and emotional abuse I've dealt with growing up so I don't know how to feel other then disgusted. I have told my mother a few times I've been worried about my step dad hearing me having sex but she just laughs at the idea and says "Well, he's never said anything to me about it.". Like he would...

90% sure my step dad listens to me have sex with my boyfriend sometimes

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb7wnn/i_m_lazy_to_the_point_i_m_pissing_in_the_bottles/

self.confessions

It all started 2 years ago when I graduated from high school and went to college. I failed my first year of uni because you guessed it, I m lazy af. In high school I didn't have that problem, I studied and passed all my exams on time, did my homework... but now it's different. I know I had to study but I can't motivate myself enough, which resulted in failing my first year. My parents lost a big sum of money and I thought that would change me, but nothing. 2 months of this schooling year passed and I didn't move my self. It isn't just studying, my laziness affects other aspects of my life. I m laying my bed till 12 (it would be even more if I wasn't hungry), driving my car to the store that is 2 minutes of walking, ordering food, pissing in the bottles when I get up in the middle of the night, throwing my clothes on the floor and not picking it up for hours, not washing dishes... To clarify, I m not depressed, nor I had any history of depression and anxiety, I m not antisocial, actually, I have plenty of friends. I want to change myself but I just can't, I tried to find a job and start study but it just ended on that "try". Sorry for my bad english it isn't my native language

I m lazy to the point I m pissing in the bottles

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb7vx6/i_was_voted_most_likely_to_be_homeless_at_prom/

self.confessions

22m so this happened 6 years ago. Grew up with no games consoles or anything so was already targeted. Had major anxiety issues where I couldn’t go to hairdressers or anything of the sort. So long hair was how I looked. Always had it in a bun at the back of my head and it was before the whole hipster thing. Now I make 26k a year doing construction while everyone else is barely on 16k. I’ve started paying on a mortgage and just finished payments on my car. No one in my family or friend group know how humiliated I was at prom

I was voted “most likely to be homeless” at prom

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb7s2h/i_wish_my_baby_brother_and_sister_were_never_born/

self.confessions

Hey..ive been needing to get this off my chest for a really long time. Yea. The title is right. I wish my baby brother and sister were never born. They are just like little parasites infecting my life sucking the happiness out if all of us. My baby brother is the most destructive thing ive ever seen. He constantly gets into things, wrecking everything including some very sentimental things, and messing up our house so we have to clean it up almost constantly, and my other sibling..she screams. Constantly. Its so freaking loud it gives me migraines and everytime I hear her let out her ear splitting shriek I want to scream. I can't take it anymore. The stress has turned my family into a mess and my parents fight all the time. We used to be a happy family until they came along. I've become mean and introverted because I don't want to deal with them. I just want it to stop. I can't take this anymore and I have contemplated suicide countless times because of them my parents refuse to get me a Theripist because they don't think I need one. So Reddit, I thank you for reading this. Have a Nice day/night.

I wish my baby brother and sister were never born

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb7pgp/i_made_this_account_to_karma_whore_on_and_its/

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I made this account to karma whore on and it’s worked at the expense of innocent people

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb7kdc/hate_my_daughters_mother_more_than_any_one_on/

self.confessions

My ex has made my life a living hell in ways I never thought possible. She is a manipulative, self centered, hoarder woman with not even her ninth grade education. When we found out she was pregnant I was happier to be a father than I have ever been about anything. It started with her making us move to her parents place which was a hoarding nightmare with her drugged out sisters. Eventually I couldn't take it anymore and left the hell hole. This was after almost 2 years of being the primary care giver and the only one who could get my little girl to sleep or eat or anything. I wanted to take her with me, but didn't so she wouldn't have the image of her father in cuffs being arrested for kidnapping. I regret that I didn't. Since then her mother has used the death of a family member, my potential (thankfully negative) brain tumour and subsequent loss of income (1 year) and all other manner of things to manipulate me into taking her back. Each time it ended when I saw nothing would change and each time the fantasy of having a real family drew me back like fucky the idiot elf to a smorgasbord of retarded cupcakes. Her family made multiple legal allegations towards me that I will not mention due to their horrific nature and when found baseless just tried again. She has used my daughter as a bargaining chip and won't sign an agreement for proper visitation. In order to see my daughter I have to skip work since I can only see her when her mother allows and then so I'm on the verge of losing my job. I've attempted suicide and that is another deep regret which I sought help for. Overall she is a monster and I wish my daughter was around her mother and their family because I don't want my daughter to grow up thinking that is normal. She always begs to stay and not go home and since I cannot afford a lawyer since I make to much for assistance, I have to take her home after barely getting more than 4 days/month with her. This was longer than expected and may seem more like a rant than a confession but I feel ashamed for hating her mother as viscerally as I do, despite feeling it is justified on the other hand. Edit: she gets child support and I work hard to be a good father. Mine left when I was really young and wouldn't wish that on any child. Since that wasn't mentioned, I felt it should be added and I didn't want to rewrite it all.

Hate my daughter's mother more than any one on earth.

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb7hgb/somebody_once_told_me_the_world_is_gonna_roll_me/

self.confessions

They didn't tell me it would be a Rick roll.

Somebody once told me the world is gonna roll me

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb7gqo/i_prefer_a_mature_woman/

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I prefer a mature woman

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb7eiw/i_dont_think_ive_ever_felt_love_and_i_dont_think/

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I dont think Ive ever felt love and I dont think I ever will. And that scares me.

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb7dzd/i_air_my_gf_for_days/

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i air my gf for days

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb78n0/i_dont_care_about_death/

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i dont care about death

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb74p1/orientation_tomorrow_my_patience_is_very_low/

self.confessions

Bunch of us have work orentation tomorrow. Save for the one guy who has a language barrier, each of my co-workers alreafy pisses me off. We had F-02 and CPR class across two days. I was the only one who took it seriously. I'm the only one who got my CPR cert, and the only one who (at the time of writing this) obtained my F-02 cert. Somehow, I'm still the asshole. The fuck?

Orientation tomorrow. My patience is very low

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb73sd/i_fantasized_about_screwing_my_uncle/

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I Fantasized About Screwing My Uncle

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb70z6/i_just_called_the_national_suicide_hotline_and_im/

self.confessions

I'm pretty embarrassed to post this on reddit too. Because I called the hotline and I do not have trauma in my life. I just have very low emotional resilience and have dealt with not so good people. First world fucking problems. I am, however, heavily depressed and repetitive, like a broken record. Just wailed in the bathroom at work for 20 minutes because my 2 support systems were busy so I called the hotline again. My life is not bad right now. I called because "scars"(?) from my ex who I should have forgotten about came up. I felt like I will never be a good enough woman because I don't have the tits, ass, or fun personality as the girl my ex cheated on me with, and told all the details of our relationship to. But then this piled onto thoughts I'd been having about how my life has been first world problem after another of social anxiety, never being taken seriously by people, having been made fun of by people I thought I was ok with on a public platform, made fun of behind my back, manipulative friends, being unable to trust people, wanting to be loved by a decent guy once in my life, and how I am probably just good to be used for sex or my kindness (based on past experience), and how shit I am at bringing people into my life without driving them out because I have anger issues or I'm too anxious for them. And how I will probably be facing a career path I hate if I don't do something about it. Over dramatic right? I said that on the phone after wailing and I'm quite worried I heard a "hah" on the other end of the line and now I'm terrified that the operator probably will tell her coworkers my pathetic trauma-less story. Or she put it on speaker phone to hear. I calmed down a bit and breathed and thought "maybe I just needed a cry sesh". Honestly I never thought I would get to such a point of weak emotional resilience in my life, so I need help. But then I said, let me give the line to someone who could actually be committing suicide or have real problems. So I hung up. Now my anxiety is running because I'm scared the operator agreed I was being overdramatic. Guess I'm posting this online to validate myself in 2 ways: either 1) its ok I called the hotline because I was in emotional distress 2) it is not ok I did because these are problems people face every day. And I need to man up. I'm leaning towards number 2. And I feel so much shame about it. I honestly think I made a fool of myself to a national hotline and don't want to call again. Yeah. That's my confession. Guess I'm a prissy valley girl who can't handle any slight challenge in life.

I just called the National Suicide Hotline and I'm really worried the operator huffed when I said "I am being overdramatic"

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb6y5i/i_like_to_dress_up_as_a_guy/

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I like to dress up as a guy

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb6wc0/i_like_dressing_up_as_a_guy/

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I like dressing up as a guy

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb6ut6/i_used_to_drink_piss_and_wear_diapers/

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I used to drink piss and wear diapers

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb6n6w/someone_else_child/

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Someone else child

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb6m1q/im_listening_to_an_80s_modern_talking_song_right/

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I’m listening to an 80s Modern Talking song right now

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb6i4z/i_didnt_tip_the_uber_eats_driver/

self.confessions

I feel really bad about it. They guy said that the total was 30.67, and my mom gave me 2 extra dollars, which I thought was a mistake. I'm really sorry man. If You're reading this, i'm sorry man.

I didn't tip the Uber Eats Driver

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb6cha/wtf/

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i fucked a can of pringles with a homemade fleshlight in wtf is wrong with me

wtf

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb6cdg/racism_or_realism/

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Racism ? Or Realism?

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb69tr/i_want_to_pick_a_fight_with_my_parents_for_not/

self.confessions

This is going to be a bit of a rant... I whish I could have an argument with my parents about this. If I should rate their parenthood, I'd rate them 11 out of 20. I was the youngest of 3. 10 years difference between my brother and 9 years with my sister. In every crucial moment in my life they where abcent. I played school theather: I want to ask them what roll I played. I am sure the can't answer. I made money working in a small restaurant. They never visited. I used the money to learn to fly a small airplane. I am pretty sure they don't know the coulour of that Piper Cub. I wonder if they know what the name of my first GF was. I got into an audition for a rather serious theather role a a child. They didnt bother to be there for the second round so I couldn't go. My schoolresults where never enough. When I was 16, They moved to a place some 80 km away breaking up my social circle. 3 years later, they left to live in the middle of nowhere leaving me by myself. I spend the only €1500 I had on a rental guarantee and a couch and that was it. They arn't evil, just two naive know-it-alls of the worst kind. Full of reasons on why what they did was good for me. Acting like they are the know all/be all while (and I experience that only now) they where just naive. Aren't you suppose to go an extra mile for your kids? Aren't you supposed to give them the best start in life? I was unplanned. And I would god damn know it. I was supposed to be not too much of a trouble, and I was stupid enough to be just that. I regret that now 11/20, you pass not because you where such good parents, but because I fully realise there are others far worse off then me. That’s not your merit. So fuck you! So you ask, why don't you tell them this? Give them that fight, get it of your chest and get even... Plot twist... They are both death. In 2011 a few months after the birth of our daughter the where murdered in their own house by a shady guest. Weren't you the ones that told me not let strangers in the house? I catched flack for riding a motorcycle. -oh so dangerous bla bla bla- at least I knew THE FUCK what I was doing mom. What the fuck. You naive twits ruined everything I wanted in my life and I was bedazzled enough by your authority to think that it was my fault. And now, I don't even get a chance to challenge you about it. To much of a know-it-all to understand that you where just two little naive bitches. I realise that parents don't operate in a vacuum, and I know quit well that their ideas where formed by how they themselves where raised. I swore an expensive oath that that shit would stop here... By me... I will be the last one that eats this shitsandwich while pretending it is Nutella. This is where it ends. Please reddit, for the love of your children be humble towards them. Realise that they didn't ask for this, that they are potential adults, and you the stuart of their lives. I hope that one day, I will be around to ask for forgiveness if my daughter finds out my flaws.

I want to pick a fight with my parents for not being there for me more often.

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb67j8/but_is_chuck_norris_real/

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But is Chuck Norris real?

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https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb67ex/im_a_successful_loser_but_only_i_know_it_and_its/

self.confessions

I'm 23 years old with a university degree and earning $50000 a year, to my friends and family all they see is a successful, career-oriented guy who's enjoying life but that's all I let them see. Truth is my personal life fucking sucks and I'm getting more depressed by the day. I've been socially awkward since high school, my face goes all red when I can't think of what to say and I'm completely out of touch with my generation so it's hard to make conversation. All I can talk about is video games or youtubers. At Uni I could never properly connect with people and just became someone who they knew at the club. My romantic life is a fucking joke, all my friends are fucking the most beautiful women or are in relationships and I brag about women I've fucked to fit in with them but the truth is I have ED and have never properly had sex with a woman. The ones who gave me a chance were unattractive and I was either drunk or desperate at the time. On every dating app you can think of I get barely any matches and even if I message them they never respond or say they're busy. I work 9:30 - 8:00 and feel like I have no time to do anything. I feel like I can never tell anyone the truth or they'll never look at me the same. I've become so insecure about everything, my height, my looks and my social anxiety. So there you have it, all I have to show for myself is my "great job" and being a shell of the happy kid I use to be. Life is about to break me. TLDR; Young with a good career, shit social life, shit sex life, insecure, struggling to cope with everyday stuff. Putting on a front to act like I'm not a loser.

I'm a successful loser but only I know it and it's killing me

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb5vdz/i_think_jonas_salk_was_a_hot_nerd/

self.confessions

https://www.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb5vdz/i_think_jonas_salk_was_a_hot_nerd/

I think Jonas Salk was a hot nerd

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb5s5a/wife_related_sex_fantasies/

self.confessions

I find that any more one of the only ways I can get off are on wife related sex fantasies. For instance: My wife being banged by other guys or even multiple guys at the same time, and being really incredibly dirty The idea of banging another guy's wife while he watches and being better/bigger than her husband Banging another guy's wife who is turned on by the idea of me cheating on my wife with her What do you guys think? Weird, or does everyone think about this kind of stuff internally? This is obviously all pure fantasy and I don't actually do any of it.

Wife related sex fantasies

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb5k17/so_i_told_my_crush_a_few_weeks_back_that_her/

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So, I told my crush a few weeks back that her boyfriend was cheating on her when he wasn’t...

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb5fq0/hes_married_with_daughters_who_are_older_than_me/

self.confessions

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He’s married with daughters who are older than me

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eb5dbo

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb5dbo/im_a_13_year_old_smoker/

self.confessions

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i'm a 13 year old smoker

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eb53ns

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb53ns/at_the_7th_grade_dance/

self.confessions

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At the 7th grade dance

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eb5361

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb5361/judgey_a/

self.confessions

Even though I try not to, I can't help but judge parents that have overweight children . I could stand to lose a few pounds, but it drives me crazy to see parents that allow their children to look that way. And I don't feel about about it.

Judgey A**

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eb52gu

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb52gu/i_saw_my_sister_naked_last_night_and_i_cannot_get/

self.confessions

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I saw my sister naked last night and I cannot get that image out of my mind

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eb4lji

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb4lji/can_you_help_please_read/

self.ottawa

/r/ottawa/comments/eb3vik/help_needed_this_is_a_very_difficult_thing_to_do/

Can you help. Please read.

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eb4ky4

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb4ky4/im_a_kinky_little_shit_with_a_massive_sadistic/

self.confessions

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I'm a kinky little shit with a massive sadistic streak. You'd never know.

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eb4cvj

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb4cvj/my_best_friend_doesnt_know_i_wasnt_born_a_man/

self.confessions

I was assigned female at birth, but once I hit puberty I began to grow facial hair, only had one or two periods before they stopped completely, and a whole slew of other symptoms that hinted that I wasn't developing as a normal female should. I was diagnosed with PCOS despite having more severe symptoms than usual (people with PCOS usually have infrequent periods, but they still have them, for example) because my doctor wasn't really sure where to go from there-- she suggested that I get a karyotype done to see what my chromosomes are, since she was almost certain I was intersex (born between male and female). Unfortunately, there weren't a lot of resources in my rural town, so I was unable to confirm this until recently. When I was a teenager (around 16 or 17) I began to identify as a male. I had always been uncomfortable with the idea of being a woman and felt much more comfortable and confident after making the decision to transition. Due to the lack of LGBT resources in my area, I only recently had the opportunity to speak with a specialist about transitioning after moving about 8 hours away from home. The specialist was shocked that I was assigned female at birth, and immediately sent for me to have a karyotype done before she prescribed me with testosterone. She wanted to confirm my chromosomes, as well as determine how much testosterone I already had in me, as I would likely need a much smaller dose than the typical female-to-male transgender person. To this day, I am still waiting on my karyotype results, though they are suspected to be at the clinic sometime next week. My university is incredibly progressive when it comes to gender identity, and they allow students to have whatever name they want on their ID and in their files, as well as whatever gender identity and pronouns. Given this, and my already masculine appearance due to my suspected intersex condition, very few people recognized right off the bat that I was transgender (the first person to notice it was also a transgender man). I certainly didn't hide it, but I also didn't make it public or anything-- I'm totally comfortable telling people if they ask or if it's relevant, but I'd rather people just assume I'm a cisgender male to keep things simple. After moving here, I got a job at an on-campus bakery and quickly made friends with one of my co-workers. He's a pretty conservative guy, but seems to be really gay-friendly, though I don't know how he feels about trans people, because he's never said anything to my knowledge. I never thought to tell him that I was assigned female at birth since the topic never came up (and also because I enjoyed being perceived as just another normal guy), but it's been four months since I started working there and he still has no idea. I can't help but feel like I'm being dishonest with him, even though I know it really doesn't matter-- so what if I was born without a penis? It just seems so strange that we've been good friends this whole time and he (along with my other co-workers) is missing this huge chunk of information about me. It almost makes me feel exploitative in a way, though I also feel that it's my right to live a normal life despite being born "abnormal". I feel like I'm hiding myself from them, yet, I'm really not-- like I said, I'd be completely honest with them if they asked, but I see no reason to go out of my way to say it. For the most part, I guess I'm just worried about what my friend would think of me if he knew. What if he thought I was deceptive? What if it changed everything about our friendship? Honestly, I just want my test results to come back so I can get on testosterone and get the surgeries to make me an average man.

My best friend doesn't know I wasn't born a man

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eb4au6

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb4au6/im_somewhat_a_therapist/

self.confessions

There are many websites online to help people with their problems or share your problems, such as 7cups. I used to go on these websites when I felt low and would help out people, idk helping people out rather than being helped made me feel better. Anyway, these websites really helped me be a better and a more understanding person, everyone who has been emotionally intimate with me comments on how well I can sympathize and understand problems. I dont mention this to other people because it sounds like vanity in my opinion. This is more of a confession because no one knows about this. I think im a good person but i find myself questioning myself often its weird. I love helping people out if any one of yall feel the need to talk to someone just hit me up :)

im somewhat a therapist

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eb49bb

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb49bb/i_put_my_hands_up_against_my_dad_this_morning/

self.confessions

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I put my hands up against my dad this morning.

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eb44r6

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb44r6/can_a_child_molestor_be_a_good_person/

self.confessions

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Can a child molestor be a good person?

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eb44or

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb44or/i_secretly_logged_into_my_girlfriends_best/

self.confessions

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I secretly logged into my girlfriends best friends snapchats, found her nudes and masturbated over them.

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eb43w1

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb43w1/i_wish_the_warden_of_superjail_was_real_so_i/

self.confessions

https://www.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb43w1/i_wish_the_warden_of_superjail_was_real_so_i/

I wish the Warden of Superjail was real so I could get strangled by his sexy nerd thighs

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eb406b

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb406b/i_slept_with_my_close_friend/

self.confessions

One person is off limits according to my best friend, this is because he is a mutual friend of ours. It's fine because while I am attracted to him and I like him as a human being there's just something that tells me we wouldn't work. He has expressed that he would not date me, explicitly. We got drunk to send off a friend. We ended up cuddling and started talking, I confessed I had considered sleeping with him just out of curiosity, he told me he had also thought about that. He told me that he doesn't think I could sleep with him without developing feelings for him based off a past relationship of his. I told him that he was someone I prefer to keep as a friend and sleeping together would be a bad idea - especially if any of our friends found out (we share a friend circle.) We both agreed. Then we had sex. Now I'm fucking confused and I feel bad that I'm hiding this from my best friend. I do understand that my sex life and interpersonal relationships are mine and I don't need to relay it to anyone but it was the fact that my best friend explicitly does not want us to do anything and said that if we did anything it would make her very uncomfortable so I just feel guilty. I've also been talking to someone that likes me and I feel fucking guilty for that. I also didn't know if I would be going on a date with someone and now I feel like that's off the table as well. (I have not cheated on anyone I am not in any relationships and the date is only a hypothetical with a separate person, not the person that likes me.)

I slept with my close friend

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eb3yps

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb3yps/i_think_the_warden_from_superjail_is_the_prime/

self.confessions

https://www.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb3yps/i_think_the_warden_from_superjail_is_the_prime/

I think the Warden from Superjail is the prime example of a sexy stereotypical nerd

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eb3vw1

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb3vw1/i_had_a_dream_i_killed_a_puppy/

self.confessions

Obviously in dreams the context is kinda hard to explain, but I had this dog who had puppies, so I kicked the dog and took one of the puppies and smashed it against the floor. I felt like a monster and had this crushing feeling of guilt. I was convinced it was real until I said "open your eyes" and woke up. I'm convinced I might be subconsciously evil though.

I had a dream I killed a puppy

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eb3v1q

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb3v1q/my_mom_just_walked_in_on_me_eating_my_boyfriends/

self.confessions

https://www.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb3v1q/my_mom_just_walked_in_on_me_eating_my_boyfriends/

My mom just walked in on me eating my boyfriends ass, and now I think I have to end my life

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eb3tct

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb3tct/i_think_stereotypical_nerdy_men_are_fucking/

self.confessions

https://www.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb3tct/i_think_stereotypical_nerdy_men_are_fucking/

I think stereotypical nerdy men are fucking beautiful!

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eb3m3f

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb3m3f/i_got_a_drinking_buddy_whom_i_share_drinks_with/

self.confessions

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i got a drinking buddy whom i share drinks with every second or third weekend because if i drink alone i might be a drunkard.

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eb38sm

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb38sm/i_became_a_narcissist_and_a_messy_breakup/

self.confessions

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I became a narcissist and a messy breakup

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eb35jd

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb35jd/i_love_saying_i_havent_showered_in_a_week/

self.confessions

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I love saying "I haven't showered in a week"

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eb31xu

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb31xu/hillary_clinton_is_a_serial_killer/

self.confessions

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Hillary Clinton is a serial killer

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eb2wey

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb2wey/i_pick_the_worse_men_because_i_feel_like_i_dont/

self.confessions

I pick the worst. I truly do. Because I don't feel like I deserve, or feel worthy of someone to actually love and care for me. I don't feel like I am a good enough person to deserve that kind of love. Which has caused a lot of heartbreak and heartache over the years. Sucks. I hope one day to feel worthy.

I pick the worse men because I feel like I don't deserve a good man

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eb2w0c

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb2w0c/i_pick_the_worse_men_because_i_feel_like_i_dont/

self.confessions

I pick the worst. I truly do. Because I don't feel like I deserve, or feel worthy of someone to actually love and care for me. I don't feel like I am a good enough person to deserve that kind of love. Which has caused a lot of heartbreak and heartache over the years. Sucks. I hope one day to feel worthy.

I pick the worse men because I feel like I don't deserve a good man

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eb2rnm

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb2rnm/i_keep_having_recurring_dreams_where_i_am_either/

self.confessions

https://www.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb2rnm/i_keep_having_recurring_dreams_where_i_am_either/

I keep having recurring dreams where I am either late for class and unable to finish homework on time or I keep taking trains to travel to some destination.

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eb2r84

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb2r84/a_playground_monitor_watched_my_sexual_assault/

self.confessions

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A playground monitor watched my sexual assault and did nothing

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eb2mns

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb2mns/i_was_going_to_buy_a_google_nest_hub_this_morning/

self.confessions

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I was going to buy a google nest hub this morning but their site has a gay couple on the front. I’m not homophobic but the fact that they are trying to capitalize off of forced diversity is disgusting.

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eb2hhv

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb2hhv/i_lost_a_bet_and_have_to_delete_my_account/

self.confessions

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I lost a bet and have to delete my account.

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eb2g2k

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confessions

https://old.reddit.com/r/confessions/comments/eb2g2k/i_had_sex_with_both_my_cousins_when_we_were_6/

self.confessions

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I had sex with both my cousins when we were 6 years old.