Do I just have the mental illness (bipolar and overwight)? I wouldn't just go monk mode and suppress it. I'd ask, Am healthy? If I look good I'll just stay as is but otherwise I will just start taking meds and get my ass to the gym to get healthy, and save up for surgery of course. Have I gotten the surgery? If not, I would have to kill myself immediately, life is not worth living at that point.
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