I totally understand your situation and how you feel about religion. As an ex-Catholic is the US, it drives me nuts how American culture is so wrapped up in Christianity. I doubt it's anywhere near as bad as what 
you're facing in your country, but I can commiserate a little. I used to live in a city full of Evangelical Christians that controlled everything in local government and I hated it. I hope in time you're able to move
 somewhere that makes you happier. There's nothing worse than living somewhere you hate. At least it could be worse - could be in muslim land.
Label: hate