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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im gonna kill someday turn thats promiseim life complete total shit is got friends family members despise me even internet people take seriously really wanna live full life get old health really starts go downhill ill kill then know ill etcbut someday promise right take life away want to nobody stop me hate society forcing us live |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | could hera girl school near recently killed herself age hurts never knew her stories tell things common suicidal thoughts act out head went different outcomes etc want die know im going it however exactly trust cant even productive even want to knowing another girl went saddens me want anyone else feel way wish life nicer wish must shit world death saw scenario outcomes play out saw everyone grieve hurt including myself wish option would fix lives easily want girl did hate took someone elses death realise this ive posted many times even nice advice help im sorry |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | fiance abandoned one day left nothing place safety net trying live friends feel empty inside place world worked much therapy anchored much past trauma thought nothing works anymore lost ocean agony trying best live friends cat know long hold for lost much weight already trying eat taking vitamin try keep stuff okay love life finish sentences sort love suddenly gone trapped apartment alone want belive light side hard see it anti depressent remove ability feel cannot smile cry laugh tried finding work disability work hard find issue needed work right away since better off everything name id lose healthcare joint sorry formatting make posts often abandoned |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | frustrate everyone maybe im better deadno matter hard try fit nice always end frustrating everyone lets face it everyone little patience dealing me im sorry im perfect im sorry im that cant help fact im prone committing stuff thats problematic realise problematic hate feel like this maybe died wouldnt happen anymore dont feel like day |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | sick tired everything nothing helps anymore even know jm making post honestly becuase going chnage anything horrible pos partner left me mother nothing yell me talks hates wants gone genuinely cannot find anything else live for terribly school rest life going keep painful fucking struggle life want live anymore tired |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | tried od xanax alcohol wednesday lost minimum wage jobi got fired pizza place counting drawer slowly going slowly counted drawer two years working well paying stressful call center job eventually quit mental health reasons previously one said anything pace work pizza place fact complemented customers speed even given tip taking pizza dining area customary business attempt guess say impulsive part really needed pizza job source income right search engine evaluator working home organization work doles hours sparsely standards difficult understand even harder meet everything pay employees arrived home angry fired room mate works home representative call center quit back march snaps going stairs loudly so shout back him person ive known almost years never argument with and best described acting without thinking took xanax room probably pills ran liquor store there got sort fruit flavored vodka cooler downed fast can friend come pick drive house show supposed play memorys bit hazy point got eveyone got clued happening let lay couch people checked breathing next thing remember waking couch next day people seemed glad ok guess obviously play going first show new project mine let lot people down saw therapist friday morning really wanted hospitalize me refused thought worst passed hospitalization would waste time make financial issues worse immediately therapy went pick check job incident manager fired me something im proud never happened before im supposed see therapist monday im trying get psychiatrists appointment moved up therapist recommended increasing lexapro dose guess ive survived redflag attempt now little physical harm consider lucky feel scared guilty intense depression ive experienced since ive meds |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | theres way im going live thisim a im completely useless severe low self esteem confidence depression generalized anxiety chronic loneliness trust issues im shy quiet person one friend give shit using fulfill desires studied worked along fruitless path im job know drive even move around city public transport im scared call phone ask help let alone search new job single useful skill know listen get paid that im going die know live dying feels natural correct im living parents narcissistic mother alcoholic father im scared everything everyone got gun sleeping pills blame disappearance nerve ask other makes feel better know possession im useless im needed fault going get better time nothing know live |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | ibe gotten point even tried kill myself im pretty sure id faili going kill tonight as hope school everyday thought youll good everything else want end life obviously pointless im sure way certainly die risk taker dont know do parents wont take seriously friends try help cant do |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | months since died im still ok mother died april came home hospital one day laid bed doctors came home explaining things would work on suddenly im room crying hear family panicking mother dying worst part last time talked night before sounded happy coming home gonna make favorite cereal her mother lot things wrong her infected toe doctors fix something wrong spine end liver cancer somehow got without doctors noticing months since died still feels like last week cant stop crying everytime think her im stuck knowing never gonna see quinceanera wedding even hold grandchildren hurts knowing anymore know wrote this feel like needed vent somewhere |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | know im gona dieis bad know im gona die mom dog dies one live thats im gona kill myself people say find someone need stop depressed want spread sadness anyway literally see reason would live want kill myself logical worries sadness end endless cycle getting better going deep |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im aloneim two hours away anyone knows im alive university friends even anyone knows name cant handle fucking alone subhuman cant even look anyone eyes speak every day panic attacks drawn fear schoolwork know wont make it please god let convenient dont disappoint family comes it ill find way cant fucking take anymore much im fucking sorry boyfriend friends family please god let finally feel peace |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | dieso came reasons ive depressed three years mostly laying bed nothing ive mental hospital times even finished high school leech parents im pedophille aspergers syndromediagnosed make up psychosis depression everyday take kinds medication none help ive though cannibalismeating people ive hit mother couple times tortured girl history depression every body pretty much hates me im lowest form human being cannot concetrate enough even read book memory completely shot connections lost also necrophille bunch pariphillias im horrible traits combined one human being single redeeming quality have ive stolen money mom people ive leeched governemnt programs country one failed redflag attempt also like adolph hitler think hes really inspiring watch speeches read autobiography im practically neo nazigood luck everyone save me say change |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | like many reviewers here memories show universally warm fact fond said cherished memories recently purchased dvd box set order revisit happy carefree period childhood whereby used sit utterly mesmerised watched ongoing quest monkey pigsy sandy tripitaka later yu lung horsedragonman youll really need watch understand much loved show initially aired bbc friday evenings recallbr br well im pleased say even years viewing adult ie cynical eyes show lost none inimitable charmbr br simply wonderful entertainment magical characters comical interactions one another perhaps special effects which actually serve heighten fun course forgetting hugely memorable opening title sequence first season passing time way shape form diminished monkeys spellbinding charmbr br as monkey would probably say oi there go grab nostalgic fun |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | life sucksthere nothing interesting exciting anymore used hobbies enjoyed nowadays feels like carrying tasks feeling numb things zero interest constantly procrastinate wish could stay bed day nothing even though hate too social life sucks one real friend lives far away see often parents live far away too apart friends use me call need something talk like care act differently tried socialize get know people unsuccessfully try kind everyone judge people hate way look keep thinking reason friends people life friends people know diseappeared right parents would people would notice that talk feelings anyone would drive away want burden life sucks could stop existing would great want kill myself sorry read this sucks like living |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | fun facts ruin day nothing ive got nothing googles failing recently |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | start feeling anything better wth anybody know long citalopram eight years mgs daily feedback appreciated almost months without citalopram |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | needed get lot stuff chest maybe cry help maybe random ramblingsi sure post about may considered cry help open post emotions even arbitrary chaotic writing dumb person know frankly care dwelled sorry life long time thought pen thoughts still feel like something pour heart here want say verge killing or least want think also delusions life worst life ever universe objective enough know people worse circumstances dealing it said that standing crossroads failure lack motivation anything feel desire keep living life often contemplated would like die often wished life would end accident but enough rambling want pen life once think anyone world knows true family included positive lied every person know certain point life told close friend person wearing mask mask every occasion behind mask masks hide truly am wearing enough masks forgotten lost lie life point tried struggling slugging forward tried living life future tried living life one day time end didnt matter either way trainwreck life still trainwreck personal life shambles social life nonexistent professional life collision course towards freight train coming full speed idea even feel emotionally now would wonder bad things be firstly transgendered individual thirdworld country studying us since lgbt rights country nonexistent possible way transition future finishing studies finding job in us another firstworld country cannot tell anyone tg since pretty much means lose assistantship also shoot chances career field thus living lie life past x years lied colleagues roommate friends lied try fit people lied drive people away dont think anyone know really am top that gain age slowly become harder transition so another time bomb ticking away tried preparing transitioning taking unsupervised hormone therapy electrolysis well though help bit still hate look whenever look mirror anytime also extremely stupid decision taking hormones without doctoral supervision lead medical complications social level due above driven friends away pretty much living life recluse top that slowly become emotionally detached almost everything life find little joy sorrow things happening life lied friends hide tg self lied top lies found out scared even try start romantic relations life generally messed scared rejection life professional level also heading towards failure xth year graduate studies even though funding dry up much stress finish work still seems like uphill battle top that figured past months looking job job market bad find reasonable job sick trying doesnt seem like get enough work done get degree get job student visa expires doesnt help people always high expectations dont know why tired failing again stress taken toll physical lifestyle well gone fit active person someone totally outofshape developed terrible eating sleeping habits feeds desire nothing throughout day big struggle get bed everyday morning wish day ends asap almost always given considering real goals life cant justify purpose life anymore sick trying meet failure anywhere everywhere tired fighting uphill battle every avenue life and often felt past months would existed all doubt existence worth anyone worth anyone suicidal thoughts infrequently last months tired life want spend next years repeating wake something sleep routine again frankly little desire living know consequences taking life would people genuinely care me likely looking help doubt anyone position help really but think needed get chest weighing heavily long time hopefully pull things work out not well least tried someone take time read whole thing would really like thank taking time read ramblings someone probably would never meet long thanks fish |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im really worried mom need helpokay gonna super long and apologies formatting im mobile friday morning mom left work trying sleep utility pole fell house we live trailer park garbage truck got tangled wires decided best idea try gun snapped pole right outside house landed right sleeping didnt come roof cause damage generalized anxiety panic disorder also others matters now well fear trees falling houses wreck pole roof also live wires along ground long story short garbage company refusing pay us stay anywhere else we power s s fahrenheit company would come fix pole cant even appraise monday this happened friday mom i tight budget is trying scrape past two nights heres concern comes from mom obviously depressed past nights im add stress burden im absolute mess cant close eyes without hearing crack bang pole made broke landed cant stop feeling house shake cant stop feeling like run im trying hold dont add stress shes got enough worry is tonight hotel staying at complained able home started crying everything hit once mom told needed quiet tried told ive trying keep together dont want burden going come little bit theres lot going head im really feeling depressed keep flashbacks havent told this told im realizing affecting her feels like wanna kill i checked hospital earlier year due feeling extremely suicidal supposed do drive us bridge wouldnt talk me went bathroom closed door made scared considering said went see okay told leave alone told wasnt going sure going okay said would fine able talk need stop holding stuff making depend her asked meant said crying way threatening hurt kill myself told thats meant all told might meant thinly veiled threat told dont see shes going keep making see im going through never acknowledge shes going through dont know do thought right thing feel like messed everything up want okay need okay trying focus myself able honest say im still completely terrified happened ive never said anything depressed felt suicidal i dont whole time dont know would gotten get bad flashback dont know help her cant fix situation house cant fix myself cant fix either im trying best add pressure stress feel like added ton idk even need helpadvice on dont know said said frustration doesnt make less serious right dont know someone please say something |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | need make next hours soim garbage person im staying family home cause im jobs yesterday family said xmas early thought would better wasnt there gotta disappear approximately hours starting hours think setting fire alot dont want anyone see face ever again think whole ordeal family think want around set fire think im dramatic think pull frodo disappear think wrap heavy chains jump big river maybe dont find body atleast pretend im wandering somewhere something happened brain cause two years ago thinking gonna bake pie family make extra special thinking anyone sees whats fastest way kill myself im literally reassured got bit cash pocket worst case scenario go gas station buy gas set alight comforting thought now might run away seems fine |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | today wake moms phone call crying vacation tells something attacked dove saved left blood feathers chest feels like someone sitting it feel sad empty also full pain sure sounds stupid hurts bad feel dead inside hurts much bird killed |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | cant decide wanna shoot odi dont think bring actually shoot head ordered shit ton dxm definitely use overdose dont really know im posting im trying get someone change mind doubt guy gonna give suggestions one better way go |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | worldppl cares give themi planet yrs one thing learned ppl care u something give them im tired this wish born way care productive im told wanna connect ppl want cant connect anyone awful feel trapped inside head hell u suppose u wanna connect ppl nobody wants connect u theres point living like |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | want dieright fucking now ive given years get better |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | know anymore want help feeling hopeless her im afraid going take toll relationship mental health issues actively dealing wish could see issues affecting people herself tldr mother unaddressed mental health issues get take seriously seek professional help |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | ishould try drown something might cause punishment i exchristian |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | broke glasses broo cannot believe it every single glasses had broke break streak right dumb cant |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | enough destiny bs hurt enough peoplei regularly failing get university two years now absolutely hate everytime give party interference control entire work gets splashed away till got university rejections visa denial got girlfriend looked mdd also cheated back life not girlfriend lover supports lot cant stop feeling paranoid jealous end hurting her spent lot parents money look disappointed now already sitting clonazepam tablets ready pocket pop get knocked all big failure loser even guts end life |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | reason get besides going workive struggling depression since fall last year awhile ok felt like going get go back happy care free self sometime early june contracted herpes genital oral gave overwhelming sense hopelessness along feel need try romantic relationships anymore want tell anyone herpes slept hours today reason wake up everyday work thing keeps killing badly think would affect mom sister words encouragement would much appreciated |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | definitely feel like optionto copy paste thoughts raw gti feel im absolutely going able go nowhere life right even though im eighteen true rights person order get need change anyway knowing parents definitely treat like garbage physically verbally violent towards past cant expect going alive long enough support financially emotionally also cannot feel obligated take separate governmentfamily people directly responsible life capability look anymore suppose means rot financially physically immediately commit redflag want immediately burden anyone previously supported want anything else initiative contribute means potentially parents people around support get agitated attack like parents did think know options allowed have want read anyway thank i want add more feel like also disrespectful look others support journey one deserves support someone family take time busy lives end tried work study immediately detrimental system working in guessed detrimental system people inside system support far knew going focus far enough thanks support guys |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | dont feel real anymorei nearly killed three months ago heres started freshman year highschool came gay family five most peers thought people could trust course highschool started regret decision massively regretted every second every day close people came didnt even speak anymore everytime walked passed one felt heart race body tremble wanted turn back time take back drove deep depression didnt talk anyone outside school gained alot weight sleeping schedule fucked insanely paranoid junior year thought killing every day towards end junior year talked parents decided online homeschooling would best solution better mental health april september started getting fitness lost lbs throughout time felt better ever felt didnt think redflag thought future offer me changed homeschooling started first three days homeschooling isolating spent hours dark empty house work knew something off started getting feelings again knew going work put next three days decided anymore told parents isolation feelings coming back decided maybe could put another year highschool transfer back final thought its senior year everything different fucking wrong first day back highschool okay second day little worse still okay third day worst day life now since homeschooling first three days states schoolyear started missing work first three days highschool problem that but get know me paper teacher im sure know go teacher gives piece paper tells fill class starts work it finish it go hand in teacher tells present class heart starts racing body starts shake little bit start think okay itll fine act like uninterested nobody think anything it sit computer start read paper a little awkwardly noticeably awkward get two words teacher goes up up look hes motioning stand up shit hits fan stand start read voice gets high pitched shaky hands start visibly shaking get little misty eyed hear people giggling background hear someone say something like yo fuck get sit down try hide face whatnot thoughts race like never next minutes class ends everyone goes lunch walk around halls feeling completely hopeless first impression made everyone perception rest year people know im gay im stuck year im gonna make it lose rationale walk side door empty staircase leave building text mother love im sorry start walking towards traintracks pouring rain getting soaking wet care totally desensitized everything around me thing cared ending it start getting closer tracks hear train coming im getting ready die train goes front reach it say fuck cares start walking around thoughts get worse think stepping front car no cant that someone else could get hurt alright ill go home slit wrists im walking home mom calls calmly trys reason tells well figure calm anything hearing voice went home waited later day parents withdrew highschool saw therapist weeks diagnosed severe depression nothing me felt like chore like there felt pathetic theres nothing therapist changing someones sexuality the stem suicidal thoughts positive hang there it gets better shit turned away even more stopped going things cooled bit three months ago dont feel anything anymore time im happy im distracting myself look back pictures kid recognize myself feel like im playing role playing poorly im completely desensitized world around dont see point sticking around whats point living life going end anyway doubt someday im going kill myself everyday thought everytime walk bridge next busy traffic always there cant see living much longer thoughts cant see way thoughts changing even know replies im hoping get posting whatever |