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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | lol discovered phone cast videos nintendo switch im allowed tv room use switch that make good connection could also connect jbl flip speaker it better audio cant wait test that |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | side effects failed attempt using tylenoli know mess liver anything else |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | low key feel like could get though im way outta league feel like kind connection tho ill still wait |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | someone kill mecaution come anything advice topic dont bother posting wanna hire thug someone like kill me look much would costetc |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | george armstrong custer known history inept general led rgiment death battle little big horn they died boots on paints different picture general custer movie portrayed flamboyant soldier whose mistakes misdeeds mostly ue love adventurebr br errol flynn plays george armstrong custer first meet confident recruit west point custer quickily distinguishes cadets beeing poor student always seems trouble somehow never appears bother custer seems confuse genuinely know gets predicaments spite poor standing eventualy graduates becomes officer united states army error custer receives promotion rank corrected leads union regiment battle confederates campaign successful custer becomes unlikely national hero custer returns hometown marries sweetheart libby played olivia de havilland libby supportive understanding wife steadfastly stays side follows frontier assumes leadership seventh regiment cavalry custer becomes man honor strives keep peace native americans prove intentions enters treaty crazy horse leader sioux treaty jeopardized conspiracy spread false rumor gold found black hills custer sacrifices life well lives men command prevent slaughter thousands innocent settlersbr br errol flynn dominates scene appears successfully portrays custer flamboyant arrogant romantic funny depending mood scene olivia de havillands depiction libby bacon custer love life lets us see tender gentle side chemistry dehavilland flynn acted together several movies smooth almost makes viewer feel like playing parts custer wife actors portrayals characters truly enhance performances flynn de havilland anthony quinn crazy horse sidney greenstreet general winfield scott arthur kennedy edward sharp among actors whose roles made movie entertainingbr br the reviewer would rate star movie historically accurate entertaining movie little bit everything adventure comedy romance appeals large variety audiences casting characters excellent actors give believable performances makes forget largely based fiction instead fact reviewer especially likes native americans shown bad guys showed wanting protect sacred landbr br |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | anyone please give good reason end allbecause cant think one its op permanent solution temporary problem good reason know temporary id rather take risk its selfish good reason selfish want someone live life pain misery want die there people suffering worse good reason make pain hurt less make feelings go away adds guilt top everything else its cowards way out good reason us okay cowards else got |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | considering redflag tonightdont know put here im depressed |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im tiredim tired life last years used time happy time distant memory suffer anxiety ocd god damn every day battle brings past year actually getting better started making friends started working out even fell love tore apart life hit much past period am rock bottom again cant anymore im tired |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | got another creepy pm whys always crusty ass year old man child saying dumb shit asking nudes cant sum big titty ass milf shit nicely asks nudes wouldnt mind tbh |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | unpopular opinion maybe rickrolling taught beware phishing sitesviruses school ever done me thats internet school |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | feel empty aloneby accounts happy grateful life think dying multiple times day either accident redflag feel like control aspects life feel like get chose it feel trapped bullshit going motions theyre considered something everyone doing feel hallowed inside years like whatever inside good decayed feel ive also become extremely bitter towards world wishing bad things strangers ridiculous things like bad glance feel like life constantly hindered inability perform anyones standards im constantly letting wife down feel like good role model daughter either feel like would better took huge life insurance policy slit throat least could provide them mention im |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | sure anybody would interested comedy series ive working since freshman year high school coming end want see live one day freshman year high school friend bored grabbed camera went hall film lunch period next week eventually started posting videos regularly lets say got bitstupid first episodes pretty timid awkward watch share young looked really hope make people laugh series means lot dozens people cameos co star helped produce every episode characters friends high school maybe guys favorite anyways final episode premieres saturday pm est trailer now things actually happen show last line almost every episode since joe biden presidentit total satire turns may future seeing involved knows parodied several tv genres varying degrees success created convoluted story full conspiracies battles maybe small bit dimensional hopping hair goes short spiked shoulder length despacito released piqued interest find searching lost files john youtube playlists seasons complete season finales please nice ive never shared anyone outside school really hope people like it tldr lost files john offers unique blend comedy awkwardness enough head scratching plot twists plot holes leave thinking days check youtube catch premiere final episode saturday |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | people love care care cant find someone cares hobbies genuinely interested jealous people crushed on ahh wanna talk anyone |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | subreddit special placeive misdiagnosed entire life finally went amazing transplant psychiatrist needed kidney first time stayed working someone almost years worked together finally told bi polar disorder learned whole life suffering borderline personality well im heartbroken lashed family couldnt help it scared sad cant believe made far think poor little kid let people ruin him deserved better care treatment intense therapy ive living im burning fire see feel much long im checking hospital first time willingly others th th honestly pray last thank sharing stories helped ways ever explain you dont know ill get back honestly im rushing time thanks listening |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | saw begotten last night im two minds filmbr br on one hand appreciate total invert michael bay film dialogue extremely stylized grainy bw photography genuinely horrific imagery ever set film compelling use sound which nobody else seems really picked yet reflection theme dares go filmmakers terms images production concept movie people understand read comments find lot people whose lack ability figure film results shrieking pretentiousness fervor gibbon rattling bars cage feeding time genuinely shocked disturbed me last time film managed agobr br on other thirtyminute short sprawls hour half understand might artistic merit using repetition monolithic pacing bludgeon case help everything hang together imagine approached ragged man street grabys shoulders says something completely confounds core being then instead leaving shattered gibbering wake keeps talking talking talking end movie found glancing watch again br br this entertainment people disentertainment deprogram people watched glitter watch movies entertained frustrate confound possibly anger you approach begotten like chocolate cake want eat tastes good approach like something menu never heard before something see furtive glances kitchen door something thats dark glistens twitches platter something order taste good know like |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | life doesnt seem get betteri fucking miserable througout high school got bad point didnt show anymore luckily got university however still stay home parents since commuter school despite wanting get second chance new start somewhere figured living parents wont bad since still pontenial campus social life however online classes made everything worse ive literally stuck house nearly year friends goals dreams im passive day day want end |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | hand favorite playlist ill listen rate do promise |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | really liked two coyotes one friends rented night really impressed good cool main guys were wonder thinking making sequel would excellentbr br two coyotes rocks |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | m thinking offing half year now nothing brings joy nothing live for job like work smoke drink brain away find hapiness bad nights |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | results survey go together response no q joe mama good one q funny please joe mama good one response yes q hes cute like well thank aware q more minecraft know talking ive never posted anything minecraft related response no q because stole wife remember whose wife qdont steal wife u moron know talking |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | want die want stop livingi know im feeling im tired alive wish could fall asleep never wake up think ill anything wish could done all hate waking every morning realizing everything good dream think ill ever reach it |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im scaredwhy cant get right im scared im really scared im gonna harm way cant come back from schools fine decent grades family loves want end bad fucking bad im scared im gonna something able regret |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | im still awake watching one piece nightmorningday guys |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | got rickrolled past self yeah past self rickrolled me months ago school rickrolled family smart clock setting routine forgot turn routine never got triggered smart clock randomly played never gonna give thats got rickrolled past self |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | friend might kill tonight please helpive known best friend ever since freshman year high school weve always close ever since opened depression suicidal thoughts everythings gotten steadily worse tonight bf broke said best relationship ever had sent humungous paragraph well could redflag note successful im break right fix this |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | mean come onyou know ive disappointed time time again lately starting show im thought id attending stanford freshman working laid back indie place ca dorming future assets id great girlfriend wholl taken virginity wouldnt see family often would new friends better friends richer better looking competent friends could look now attending community college selling menthols garbage still virgin lesser friends wouldnt like know live with probably guessed it family wanna know mother recently yelled joking hiding rice crispies do hide rice crispies even rice crispies putting people werent ready parents dad poor cheap mother emotionally unstable pretty much year old werent brothers shop wed street right now see family isnt meant be cant function independently want leave dead im still dependent people hospitable friends girlfriend happy place enjoyment life me surrounded people dont want around still virgin huge embarrassment standards age expected understand sexually become good communicator aspect cant even much talk girl dont really want friend anything because wanted friend would go talk guy way id comfortable would understand better girls sex obligation otherwise im giving time money ordinary friend absolutely nothing women chant sex rape see make want slaughter them also offend actual rape victims mocking using inductive logic deductive circumstance essentially stereotyping women network dating friends thats totally fine social networking site dating site thats cruelty ive heard stories vaginas warmth immense pressure seems like partner porn could ever hope do look back this think disgraceful ive become obviously must enduring sort punishment existing makes sense way ive listened people talk beautiful world be listened awe amazing stories recently realize world would like offer sincere apologies control circumstances birth thus unable abort myself forgive may perhaps goodbye |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | indefinitely grounded according father proceed situation tldr parents basically fucking hate called sorts terrible things arrested small weed possession threatening demolish social life improve situation |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | seven years old mama told go make friends lonely |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | need scared dyingi feel like even know normal anymore even happy years ago feel like body even remember again recently turned drinking help cope freak boyfriend break heart withdrawals two days top destruction one point drank bunch cleaner ended throwing basically right away certainly enough kill me missed work call go back tomorrow telling hospital wasnt maybe been im getting much anxiety sadness it degree work retail im even good capable that social anxiety constantly killing making hard carry conversation around anyone boyfriend whole life one constant fuck up im honestly bother im going ever fuck more deserve world deserve patient loving boyfriend wish could die everytime overdose end getting scared telling someone landed ward twice considering crashing car next since would something come back from even im still scared im waiting kinda wanted vent see anyone feels point lives |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | day random questions much u wanna go back school |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | garbage truck guys important planet along fireengine guys doctors without politicians really notice much difference without garbage cleaners collectors world would shit place |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | might going hawaii tomorrow idk wanted flex everyone |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | keep secreti think might literally insane felt stars fall sky last night wish here dream there better doesnt seem thats case anymore keep relying people things save me doesnt work guys fyi might little bit sucks get high life drop back down drop distance really disorients you kinda wish never started get better because depressed before got used numbed out right old wounds feel open wanna grab razor make skin match im getting old shit guys im half year dont want circles getting better anymore rest life theres point kinda realize going get better |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | want wrong help help helpi keep burning tonight cant stop thinking easy would please someone talk something random please let go edge know im pathetic would easy cant stop last time cut wrists got hospitalised want please chat me anything |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | fucking manybeen thinking deleting account might well leave trace theres parallel l saw |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | allaround superb film moving experience filled real life emotion theres lessons learned love sex work religion american culture regardless ones sexual preferencebr br while film also scathing indictment mormons church latter day saints belief system conservative faith could easily take place bit ironic homosexuality currently condemned mormons uncertain terms heres faith mandated generations believers practice polygamy true believers gave practice forced federal government order utah join union talk unique form hypocrisy br br the sex scenes portrayed unrated version tasteful surprisingly brief theres nothing would offend anyone open mindbr br what film makes obvious homosexuality perfectly natural people gay heterosexuality people straight love sex obviously quite different needs absolutely beautiful beyond words occur time two adults profound erotic love one lifes precious gifts congratulations filmmakers job well done |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | motivation group ive feeling demotivated lately idea might work small group people around age send message saying life like right want change months work changing lives way want return march st talk successful unsuccessful us far fetched idea think could work message want try out |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | sensitive staying home school beacuse anxiety recently severe anxiety school blue pretty much point almost feel like im gonna pass out context staying home school two weeks symptoms covid returned back home anxiety attack way im currently scrambling solutions do im currently way ampxb teachers always mentioned if something bothering always talk us it thats did assuming staying home played nothing worry and everyone gets sometimes even explaining almost passed feeling well suggested go home got pissed me portray helpful individuals yet made efforts get help sensitive dumb trying handle myself do |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | best friend lost husband redflag months agoshe unfortunately one found suffering ptsd incident switching meds around recently started telling mom anymore feel like cant anything like im helping anymore know do im scared loosing her |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | yall ever just want sugar daddy me okay asking friend anyway |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | therapist quit meso said kinda pretty board fact told try stop worrying things much rude anything said see could it that maybe one reasons came therapy first place session ended said felt help making much progress sugested sending peer adequate treatment kept hearing horrible stuff said this im feeling utterly hopeless utterly abandoned afraid jump it never got tell bad felt quit on actually told much hurts seem want open nobody else fucking unbearable want it |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im really done lifenow understand if any people reading post might wonder happened get point really wanting optout life ill real you whole lot abuse stopped whatever never got help that got extremely suicidal around ish years ago never got help that family kinda toxic sometimes whos isnt nothing extremely terrible like close family member dying anything im pretty lucky way life food roof head mostly supporting family im sure talked would help me etc etc etc im rambling now post sorta last ditch effort something im sure point kinda wanna talk someone dont know who really dont want talk family dont know point feel like im limbo calm storm makes sense dont know end post im gonna remind kind people wash hands |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | sniff sniff rips roof building mmm smell cabbage rips entire fridge devours contents |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | dont knowi dont even feel like belong here im constant balance slightly numb daydreaming redflag ive done everything fucking feel something past months ive cut many fucking times finally stopped weeks ago bled much thought hit vein although sometimes wish had wouldnt deal fucking noise around me bullshit many ideas many people think know all canmt tune anymore feel like everything coming end im shouldnt fucking go this sounds selfish feel it wish didnt aware everything falling apart around me wish didnt people age shaming putting acting bullshit thats going on im tired nothings getting better im drunk mind right now im trying make things coherent forgive this fuck pointless want drink cant move |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | feel like ive hit rock bottomabout week ago felt great things really started look me asked girl really like prom said yes spring break close plans friends past couple days though ive feel like shit ive never felt bad before ive seriously started thinking ways end it |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | point someone go hospitaltheres difference wanting disappear stop existing bit come back wanting die actual planwriting noteetc theres also nebulous inbetween phase person acts impulse maybe die maybe not spectrum someone go hospital im terrified commitment mental hospital ive heard terrible things them especially one area walk er nearby happen send there want go |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | scream pain sometimes bashings would bad would call mum work sometimes brother would home alone returned school would torment bash me would run room lean bedroom door weight brother kicked punched side once wood splintered went back still noone stopped him |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | sorry right subreddit post direct go somewhere else went psychiatrist today expectation get prescribed stimulants take test get some point got diagnosed major depressive disorder prescribed zoloft lie psychiatrist told past current situation honestly even depressed pretty functional outside everyday random bouts hour depression lot look forward honestly confused diagnosed today major depressive disorder |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | ok know im gonna go commit bunch crimes least im wanted someone |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | so everyone needs hear it hope okay ever need anything tell me actually tell feeling right now honest |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | comment post ill reply super toxic test me rumored killed ppl insults |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | current bf care guy friends trusts put precarious position feeling guilt go away cant spend rest life working spending time home away people level redflag near panic attack occasionally leads one point dont eat barely sleep days tldr feeling guilty nothing conditioned previously abusive relationship |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | im fuckin happy sebastian vettel checo podium |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | go list see many ppl hating life get like that mean feel way many people depression |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | moonstruck one best films ever film dvd movie deals new york widow cher falls love boyfriends danny aiello angry brother nicholas cage works bakery im glad cher oscar movie nicholas cage danny aiello great too direction norman jewison who directed fiddler roof fantastic moonstruck excellent movie everyone see laugh mustseebr br stars |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | hate lifeive struggled depression long time nights ago first time ive ever seriously considered killing im scared since think about life meaningless basically hate end suffering animals me ive thinking receiving help much anxiety go forward it im scared mom tell dont need help im depressed like sister went help anxiety depression everyday battle im slowly losing used smoke weed escape lately ive bad get massive anxiety attacks im high looks like escape death |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | need someone rant youre lmk lol |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | please helpcan someone please tell live regret much things ill never able take back get badly hurt ill never go back ignorant people really believe me really drama queen like thought know put stupid situation know said wrong things still thought someone would help told hurt long ago humiliation comes back waves again |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | seriously feel like shell everyday struggleim m im terrified life friends girlfriend fault though girl broke months ago really stressed life worried relationship changing makes sense used friends brother cut old friends life nothing drama queens often stay awake nights wondering lost girl supposed with like quick silly relationship real thing slowly time developed feelings eventually clicked really sweet girl best boyfriend her sometimes would want go somewhere something id say im busy work something looking back wonder that seem like me even felt guilty sex had felt dirty awful days after felt like scumbag felt weird someone care like did really worry one chance love know know im experienced world yet really love me cant get back even tried hardest another guy started dating weeks split up hurt one ended things night texted told felt listened understood told need move ill find amazing girl future id like believe im best looking guy im short pretty average looking kinda boring learn lot relationship weird way heartbreak kinda good thing ive learned better person really treat people much respect really worry im going punished breaking heart worry hurt someone come along hurt worse ive learned lesson past months hell ive learned people objects love inst game something take care maintain almost like car mental health plummeted therapist im sure really helps aside losing pushed old friends away me really regret doing toxic people looking manipulate cause drama every little thing ive never seen men act like fools stopped talking them walked away told handle bs left course like it find lonely work come home eat ill play video games every again try go things find fun find constantly lonely upset ive tried making new friends work really kind crowd ill starting senior year fall cant wait get with want go college meet new people get fresh start dad works security guard one local colleges get free tuition im sure understand great is really even know major in id also like join military point life id like adventure get old ive always interested military cant decide want ill drop college join military find something like ill get degree join officer work walmart today guy work told works mcdonalds comes walmart works hes divorces everyone ex wifes cheated him really want end like that want start living cousin gave great advice comes life love told never afraid losing people never ever think girl dated the one millions like her see point programming freak things worry ill eventually marry convenience end getting cheated on ive seen terrible is mom cheated dad twice turned shell man want like that feel like im destined explore see much see idk really believe spiritual mumbo jumbo multiple people told old soul me theres something gives old soul vibe maybe thats true maybe well never know want live life want make great life long friends want fall love amazing girl become man want be id like think im bad person someone needs help im there im personable person ill talk anyone always try see everyone point view understand everyone thinkingfeeling im stingy money either sure im trying save money someone needs cash ill help out im introvert super outgoing personality everyone works seems like school ive fair share headbutts couple pleasant people go way start problems ive really working improve feels like im stuck theres nothing really driving forward anyone give advice id really appreciate it ive used analogy older posts ill use again best way describe im feeling feel like im ship ocean im helm compass thick film fog surrounding entire vessel pick heading compass wont know whats front know anymore whats point going ive already messed life up feel like complete shit guess deserve punishment |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | told closest person suicidal ive feeling want go even morehe said id selfish causing lot pain people care despite this ive lot longer want stick around lot gone right life including relationship him mattered me also chest post anyone read relates descendence depression told truthfully love care him im thankful everything done including wish helped make come true saying loved want anything happen me changed mood sudden even hold hand talk really im spending night im scared leave hell never talk makes even sad hopeless want kill much sooner personal deadline jan th sorry lack format whatever care much right now |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | want end iti really do never amount anything let die |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | probably gonna jump bridgenot really sure im here experience tells ignore advice kind excited extinguishing life |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | guys might last resorti didnt know hard would get help emailed samaritans response th queue right lifeline crisis chat im alone lost much last year friends son job fear going lose husband next due depression anger sadness im breaking point dont know do |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | life overive thoughts urges last month so bipolar went meds consultation psychiatrist due covid pretty isolated kept working out more months later ive destroyed body due overtraining future wellfailed attempt start college again ive started medication again seems hopeless do |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | way ill ever worth something im food wormsnobody wants friend get know me im intense im loving im annoying need much validation anytime meet someone form close connection scare away get attached people fast borderline pd wasnt like would worth more nobody cares nobody loves nobody wants get know shouldnt alive want dead want fucking dead let bleed out |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | mental health whack bro like cant decide whether im afraid death suicidal death like think dont think thats healthy idk lol day listening music asked sister weird automatically think songs redflag yeah bit concerned lol dont think id actually take life tho fingers crossed dont feel bad anything lol im vibing |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | teacher let bit much talking incest basically english reading poem reference ancient pharoahs egypt lead onto topic lot incest among royal families evolved onto royal families effects incest eventually topic went onto teacher talking reached distant family said researching family tree ended getting touch one distant relatives ended meal together went talk one rd cousins half chinese half australian described young women rephrased young beautiful women idk relavent upper end s may seem bad honest probably isnt time whole class went bit uncomfortable worst possible time say that literally talking incest brings up bit weird |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | dont want dieplease help mothers day mother overbearing cruel dont get hit takesthrows away stuff constantly tells us much suck whatever dont know im right mind right now therapist told call ever feel suicidal am suicidal doubt make end week dont wanna make things worse already dont know anyone advice whatever just call her please need dont know dont want see dont know else please |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | cant seem connect peoplei want badly desperately really whole life put flaws issues people try kind empathetic person brings around me feels like something broken everyone else see except me shitty childhood gave lot character flaws including body dysmorphia social anxiety took years thought worked rest life line thought ready dating intimacy ive tried going bars tinder bumble plentyoffish name it match lot people social ineptitude eventually catches thats that ive suicidal thoughts life especially younger used particular tree would think every drive home work real big one curb never foot traffic long straightaway plenty time build speed anyway past year left feeling lost alone ive ever been afraid people like look like never imagined like am want someone see value me know much offer world around me cant seem convince anyone it last weeks especially hard try tricks taught stay happy helped path healing first place seem work anymore cant stop thinking much want feeling stop honestly even know im posting here need something know what feel like im constantly drowning everyone around much fun life want bother bring down always thought tough person matter hard life kept hitting would keep going smile honestly know much longer can feel alone edit anyone there could really use someone talk to little thats okay thanks time edit please anyone all even listen problems guy girl mongoose care view everyone equal desperately need someone talk |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | til qantas acronym stands queensland northern territory aerial services ive known airline entire life first think airline ive know now know feel |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | ago phone got stuck boot loop got mad punched realised right testicle little circle pulsating |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | wrote felt laptop never againi never life talked depression anxiety keep bottled inside write somewhere whether laptop paper ive writing diary years parents havent found one time decided write laptop parents found it said ive feeling depressed whole life wanted die wasnt death note anything expressing feeling time mum found screamed yelled blamed me told never dumb shit like depression head im faking attention feel im always damn phone ever since would bring ask still think dumb shit like say better would tell truth |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | want diegeneric ass title im stuck toxic friends toxic parents house soul sucking job theres time pursue dreams simple dream life hands suffering time im done man im sick hearing might change someday cuz really believe waiting know kill cuz really im good enough thats truth im trying dramatic look people inspire me theres hope ever great living india like curse get toxic parents tell be get toxic friends treat like satan even suggest like tradition shit expected do space want time kill myself im sure cut wrist try carbon monoxide poisoning whats surer way go |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | need advice open uphow hell supposed tell family suicidal thoughts get help im young need financial support therapy cant imagine telling problems especially since would seem like little bitch complaining shit since hard life all also things would probably never knew felt way would feel awkward hell knowing this feel like even therapist would tell stop pussy open up need advice |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | called redflag hotline number condescending pos counselor thats sign know isi dealing lot family issues financial issues forming social support issues former abuse flashbacks eating disorder racism more suicidal one thing every time think ive hit rock bottom theres another hit cant take anymore called hoping sort reprieve got condescending piece shit counselor hung initially could hear kept telling that got second time gave bs excuse know happened major thing condescending was tone choice words horrible telling people worse anyone one facebook friend ended pouring everything one else acquaintances friends people struggled tried hardest take next level got nowhere deep debt student loans keep calling harassing me extended family cut lives due revealing choice abused one them ugly black girl constantly dealing overlooked treated like crap live self esteem shit asked years ago work crappy menial wage job part time mentally handle full time job people look time accomplished none hopes dreams last thing needed hear good due one facebook friend afraid overwhelmed counselors tone voice condescending kept saying right every sentence like idiot waiting respond hard describe condescending was business hotline also seems like sign one cares even people supposed to getting older things improving getting worse seeing former high school bullies news social media better me failure thing called life cant deal anymore always held even little bit hope things would change matter bad got ive homeless before worse ever see end sight see life improving matter hard tried improve life ended spot rock bottom again plan want quit hesitation pain get with |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | incredibly salty rn found old ds game room called pokemon conquest remember playing little bit leaving halfway story days ago decided pick again today finally got point felt ready fight final boss went in bitch dodged least attacks attacks chance landing times attacked me got _ crits_ rest party members also dodged tons attacks mention weird stage gimmick inflicts status happen land like tiles map also one party members moves inflict knockback meaning knock onto tiles inflict status ill bouta die sodium poisoning swear god |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | saw today dollar tree ive depressed years now wasnt lately suicidal thoughts im unemployed failed years college due anxiety depression starting community college freshman age still failing classes right now former bullies high schoolthe reason depression going places got yale dating studying abroad im still stuck hometown dealing trauma everyday adds breaking pointlast night ok ko cartoon show really liked ended final episode talked growing up really hit hard hated stuck mentally still watching kids cartoons scared people watched show hours today first time planned kill myself going wait familys asleep tonight ill entire bottle antidepressant sleeping pills cup coffre soy milk bit afterwards mom told buy stuff dollar tree went saw cashiers wrist know say cutter cut across want attendion cut vertically truly want die like long cuts vertical something scared me help picture dead real thought terrifying also something seeing someone might also going suicial thought made feel like im alone decided kill today |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | im always stressed anyone know less stressed week exam week basically free time late night early morning except today dont class calm feel like im failure get score lower passing dont wanna disappoint parents sunday bday please help ive trying making shitposts subreddit working |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | think ityou know loved much carried entire year owe much tried commit redflag last month took lot pills ive called paranoid blamed bipolar suggesting friends knew something didnt know right seeing guy lied encouraged anyway friend told last month said ever something like hed personally beat death care false hope kept going gone i still love her always given me since worth think time love would never ever blame her kept alive long |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | need someone join gta lobby hang vehicle cargo missions im year old american guy matters gladly chit chat topics like politics cars really anything tbh im xbox gamer tag misumat |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | francis ford coppolas masterpiece great ending golden decade american cinema s atmosphere tolerance openmindness progressiveness among studios allowed making major films best directors united states ever had historian events preceded decade a violent deaths major figures american political cultural scenes racial struggles emergence s counterculture increase violence death streets seemed influence vision filmmakers willing dare different create entertaining intelligent motion pictures coppolas film strange blend humanistic thinking skillful filmmaking following parameters war adventure films time subverting flowing reflections value life reason death ethics war also passionate work made odds chronicled documentary hearts darkness filmmakers apocalypse motion picture went beyond previous reflection vietnam war ever reach screen may definite vietnam motion picture dealing coppola defied formula classic melodrama found two vietnam movies made simultaneously the deer hunter coming home latter ones platoon casualties war vietnam became starting point make products genre horror jacobs ladder comedies good morning vietnam among respectable coppola courage take economic political conflict background search answers questions faced man every day life without betraying dramatic consequences war |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | belong worldi never begin withim tired ive actively passively suicidal since years young thinking taking out want end violent disturbing life was growing up want one find me somewhere forests montana lake colorado always wanted move think thats ill find sort peace love nature ive ever loved anything entire life want surrounded die want given back earth put stupid box thrown ground gift come earth would bring last bit peace able give back it im sorry cant shit more |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | god good doctor good series im rewatching love it yea plot holes inaccuraties good |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | tell someone friend i suffer depression idea redflag ongoing since im feels almost normal im used used patterns last year suffer mostly anxiety drift feel somewhat control im happy with ive never really told friends seem never get bar one shes best friend witn years lately ive noticed mood low asked broke completely broke said dosnent know always anxious etc one thing seemed make clear topic way redflag horrible left behind imagine etc thats worry low points would say similar things yet thinking would kill later night feel lost help shes private person feel something important let slide tell another friends im breaking trust even tho didnf tell tell anyone given ive sent pages use anxiety help still feel like know advice would much appreciated |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | feel like shit itonight might time slit arms long time god fucking tired this want dissapear everything hard oh fucking god hate fucking place want end much ask tired |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | started watch movie vh cringed mtv movies bad wasnt expecting much movie really good liked lot even twist end see movie shows made tv movies good exist |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | depression caused chronic inflammation brainhi read article depression caused chronic inflammation makes way brain feeling suicidal please take couple nsaids advil aspirin give little time see start feeling better started felt really bad actually really think helps take first signs im sure know mean feel depression creeping you also love heavy weight lifting help mood course depressed want exercise easy minute warm treadmill gets ready work love peace you brothers sisters |
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Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | forced go residential anorexia treatment months ago parents threatened conservatorship me week extremely depressed put pounds ed clothes fit get new ones hardly money food still get agonizingly hungry used eating parents sent money since got out literally almost money spent new clothes oversized baggy ones hide body grocery items depressed hardly get bed see friends ashamed look like zero money head space work right now parents giving money feel hopeless helpless even considering selling pet snake much love her could use extra hundred dollars make ends meet much worse went treatment ask this feel like parents ruined life worse going treatment |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | everyone thats alone matter are act feel always someone you |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | depressed | im criminal kill myselfunfortunately criminal eyes hurt someone else kill myself read reddit hurt someone kill yourself cant logically explain im still alive many times bc everytime something happens destroys last remnants selfesteem inside im back point misery |
Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normal | many pimples blackheads create whole army fr |