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stupid super lucky got beautiful wife kids mortgage steady job nearly years turned supposed feel like shit time supposed suicide ideation every second day supposed get point week nearly jumped multi story car park good things feel like meet distractions world slows enough immediately think ending all react negatively everything first response putting unwanted strain notredflag reinforcing idea burden around me see lot posts people shit situations here understand completely feel way feel feel guilty feeling way counts not do still sure turn around hang got lot thankful for still want end all | [
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"stupid super lucky got beautiful wife kids mortgage steady job nearly years turned supposed feel like shit time supposed suicide ideation every second day supposed get point week nearly jumped multi story car park good things feel like meet distractions world slows enough immediately think ending all react negatively everything first response putting unwanted strain notredflag reinforcing idea burden around me see lot posts people shit situations here understand completely feel way feel feel guilty feeling way counts not do still sure turn around hang got lot thankful for still want end all"
] | 99 | estúpido super suerte consiguió hermosa esposa hijos hipoteca trabajo estable casi años convertido supuesto sentir como mierda tiempo supuesto suicidio ideación cada segundo día supuesto llegar punto semana casi salto multi historia aparcamiento buenas cosas se sienten como satisfacer distracciones mundo se desacelera lo suficiente inmediatamente pensar final todo reaccionar negativamente todo lo primero respuesta poner tensión no deseado noredflag reforzar idea carga a mi alrededor ver lote personas situaciones de mierda aquí entender completamente sentir sentimiento de culpa manera cuenta no todavía seguro dar la vuelta han dado muchas gracias por todavía querer final todo |
friends told bunch friends suicidality realy supportive j think ill still go attempt weeks ill chance surviving heads gaver | [
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"friends told bunch friends suicidality realy supportive j think ill still go attempt weeks ill chance surviving heads gaver"
] | 22 | amigos le dijeron a grupo amigos suicidio real apoyo j pensar mal todavía ir intento semanas mal oportunidad sobrevivir cabezas dador |
im tiredi dont know much deal with im tore wanna go soon | [
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"im tiredi dont know much deal with im tore wanna go soon"
] | 15 | Estoy cansado No sé mucho trato con Im Tore quiere ir pronto |
umegathiccc umegathicccc havent seen need know doing | [] | [
"umegathiccc umegathicccc havent seen need know doing"
] | 17 | umegathiccc umegathiccc no ha visto la necesidad de saber hacer |
slitting wrists hypothetical questionif someone alone night one disturb him successfully slit wrists know im seriously asking help something lol hypothetical question cant someone bleed death hours cutting done correctly | [
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"slitting wrists hypothetical questionif someone alone night one disturb him successfully slit wrists know im seriously asking help something lol hypothetical question cant someone bleed death hours cutting done correctly"
] | 38 | Si alguien solo por la noche uno le molesta las muñecas cortadas con éxito sé seriamente pidiendo ayuda algo lol pregunta hipotética no puede alguien sangrar horas de muerte corte hecho correctamente |
need stop posting death grips shoutouts ujapanesedenim_ nothing theyre coolest mf block shoutout u | [] | [
"need stop posting death grips shoutouts ujapanesedenim_ nothing theyre coolest mf block shoutout u"
] | 26 | necesidad de dejar de publicar las garras de la muerte gritos ujapanesedenim_ nada son más fresco mf block griteout u |
right back square one die already a weeks ago posted thishttpswwwredditcomrredflagwatchcommentsrqaive_become_terrified_of_the_future_and_wish_death things continued go south issue new coworker thought turned trivial head still ashamed approach apologize faux pas help last friday last day work business supposedly slow keep would let know march soon id able return parents business owners know bit hiring laying off believe ive laid completely able return job march period sent email career counselor monday never heard back also posted thishttpswwwredditcomrredflagwatchcommentstgohi_want_to_die_i_finally_have_a_better_chance_of went completely unnoticed considering im really sensitive perceived negative social interaction really well feel completely ignored alienated appointment homevisiting psych worker made realize end issues foster home never end license ended renewed anyway bastards continue run ship exact shitty way always have shitty services abusive neglectful behavior home visit appointment also made realize state workers never really intended anything first place blamed cherry picking nitpicking everything fh excuses simply unhappy here mother thought good help turned instead deliberately humiliate things asked do honestly know believe her know im already regaining previous perception her seems think subhuman animal needs kept leash times difference think everyone life thinks way me true is know anymore social worker met weeks ago said end summer would chance move find better living situations intense redflag desires returned stronger before im seriously considering sneaking find good place die already f m l | [
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"right back square one die already a weeks ago posted thishttpswwwredditcomrredflagwatchcommentsrqaive_become_terrified_of_the_future_and_wish_death things continued go south issue new coworker thought turned trivial head still ashamed approach apologize faux pas help last friday last day work business supposedly slow keep would let know march soon",
"id able return parents business owners know bit hiring laying off believe ive laid completely able return job march period sent email career counselor monday never heard back also posted thishttpswwwredditcomrredflagwatchcommentstgohi_want_to_die_i_finally_have_a_better_chance_of went completely unnoticed considering im really sensitive perceived negative social interaction really well feel completely ignored alienated appointment homevisiting psych worker made realize end issues foster home never end license ended renewed anyway bastards continue run ship exact shitty way always have shitty services abusive neglectful behavior home visit appointment also made realize state workers never really intended anything first place blamed cherry picking nitpicking everything fh excuses simply unhappy here mother thought good help turned instead deliberately humiliate things asked do honestly know believe",
"her know im already regaining previous perception her seems think subhuman animal needs kept leash times difference think everyone life thinks way me true is know anymore social worker met weeks ago said end summer would chance move find better living situations intense redflag desires returned stronger before im seriously considering sneaking find good place die already f m l"
] | 87 | justo atrás cuadrado uno muere hace unas semanas publicó estohttpswwwredditcomrredflagwatchcommentsrqaive_become_terrified_of_the_future_and_wish_death things continued go South issue new coworker throught threat trivial head still vergonzon approach disload falus pas help el pasado viernes pasado trabajo supuestamente lento mantener informaría marcha pronto |
give one good reasonive benn alienated entire family since probably tough thought would get easier way deal easier till want end years see another option end | [
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"give one good reasonive benn alienated entire family since probably tough thought would get easier way deal easier till want end years see another option end"
] | 29 | dar a una buena razón benn alienado familia entera ya que probablemente pensamiento duro conseguiría más fácil manera de acuerdo más fácil hasta querer fin años ver otra opción final |
damn chill mother f know christmas better thanksgiving want love mother fuckers | [] | [
"damn chill mother f know christmas better thanksgiving want love mother fuckers"
] | 13 | maldita madre chill f saber Navidad mejor acción de gracias quieren amor hijos de puta |
finally got spend entire night cuddling girlfriend im happy im shes happened yesterday girlfriend planning spend night together meant friends birthday party yesterday course boris new rule party got cancelled already planned gonna afterwards decided stick staying night hers yesterday arrives im anxious fuck ive got usual upset stomach pretty awful thoughts go alongside one doesnt want stay night following advice counsellor challenge thoughts end biting bullet sending message asking want stay night course silly donkey fast forward couple hours ive packed bag everything ill need pretty much ready go over ready hours meant headed over get usual hug soon opens door hug different wed extremely stressful week ill falling behind school work never less powered weekend go room lie bed arm wrapped waist head chest arrived werent really sure kill time cuddled next hours deep chats always appreciate find hard speak really am brush peoples questions instead really facing reality one point ended chatting best friend recently came bi im super mega proud know hes got really supportive friendship group surrounding hes got bi girlfriend whos accepted im bi knows wont change thing feel her loads friends super caring supportive ended crying little ive able properly open anyone quite felt really shit guilty school eventually rolls around get hungry plan order pizza eat made slight alteration little brother came us pizza went local marina got back little dinner date which thankfully didnt end us sat outside house pizzas somebody forgot key thanks little bro went room cuddled more teased little bit couldnt much period started watching baby driver fantastic film mind you eventually gets tired decides wants sleep thats do tuck ourself in cuddle wrap arm around waist waiting moment half years finally happening finally cuddling night entire night main reason actually wrapped arm around waist provide comfort also know struggles sleeping sometimes wanted wake up wake several times throughout night time jerk awake slumber give kisses neck hold close falls asleep pretty quickly around am wakes up sits really hot bothered goes gets damp flannel starts trying cool down eventually curls bed sat foot bed facing door right reaches grabs hand squeezes squeeze back whisper love you dont know heard me didnt respond like think did couple minutes shes tossing turning eventually ends settling head thigh curled really tight ball gently stroking leg falls asleep next hour comes around am point knackered stopped awake hours event even whilst slept awake curl next wrap arm around her gets bit weird probably am shuffled away me thought mustve hot didnt follow left be suddenly shot back across bed pinning agains wall body weight seconds relaxed shuffled again super odd also threw teddy head rolling am didnt mind much already awake wake am little cuddle chat get go toilet come back shes laying was get back bed her cuddle reaches across turn fan falls asleep laying top me fall asleep long wake around ish wasnt laying anymore instead rolled looking me turned head try find her spotted left went another cuddle muttered really wish couldve kissed lips pull awake looks eyes kiss lips first time well months amazing film scenes youve seen like that amazing pure loved much night finished even though didnt sex like hoped didnt care end interested spending time her know want fun started become sexually active rona hit long read youve made way want say thank you love all take care milf | [] | [
"finally got spend entire night cuddling girlfriend im happy im shes happened yesterday girlfriend planning spend night together meant friends birthday party yesterday course boris new rule party got cancelled already planned gonna afterwards decided stickstaying night hers yesterday arrives im anxious fuckive got usual upset stomach pretty awful thoughts go alongside one doesnt want stay night following advice counsellor challenge thoughts end biting bullet sending message asking want stay night course silly donkey fast forward couple hours ive packed bag everything ill need pretty much ready go over ready hours meant headed over get usual hug soon opens door hug different wed extremely stressful week ill falling behind school work never less powered weekend go room lie bed arm wrapped waist head chest arrived werent really sure kill time cuddled next hours deep chats always appreciate find hard speak really am brush peoples questions instead really facing reality one point ended chatting best friend recently came biim super mega",
"proud know hes got really supportive friendship group surrounding hes got bi girlfriend whos accepted im bi knows wont change thing feel her loads friends super caring supportive ended crying little ive able properly open anyone quite felt really shit guilty school eventually rolls around get hungry plan order pizza eat made slight alteration little brother came us pizza went local marina got back little dinner date which thankfully didnt end us sat outside house pizzas somebody forgot key thanks little bro went room cuddled more teased little bit couldnt much period started watching baby driver fantastic film mind you eventually gets tired decides wants sleep thats do tuck ourself in cuddle wrap arm around waist waiting moment half years finally happening finally cuddling night entire night main reason actually wrapped arm around waist provide comfort also know struggles sleeping sometimes wanted wake up wake several times throughout night time jerk awake slumber give kisses neck hold close falls asleep pretty quickly around am wakes up sits really hot bothered goes gets damp flannel starts trying cool down eventually curls bed sat foot bed facing door right reaches grabs hand squeezes squeeze back whisper love you dont know heard me didnt respond like think did couple minutes shes tossing turning eventually ends settling head thigh curled really tight ball gently stroking leg falls asleep next hour comes around am point knackered stopped awake hours event even whilst slept awake curl next wrap arm around her gets bit weird probably am shuffled away me thought mustve hot didnt follow left be suddenly shot back across bed pinning agains wall body weight seconds relaxed shuffled again super odd also threw teddy head rolling am didnt mind much already awake wake am little cuddle chat get go toilet come back shes laying was get back bed her cuddle reaches across turn fan falls asleep laying top me fall asleep long wake around ish wasnt laying anymore instead rolled looking me turned head try find her spotted left went another cuddle muttered really wish couldve kissed lips pull awake looks eyes kiss lips first time well months amazing film scenes youve seen like that amazing pure loved much night finished even though didnt sex like hoped didnt care end interested spending time her know want fun started become sexually active rona hit long read youve made way want say thank you love all take care milf"
] | 178 | Por fin se pasó toda la noche abrazando novia im feliz im ellas sucedió ayer novia planificación pasar la noche juntos significa amigos fiesta de cumpleaños ayer curso boris nueva fiesta regla se canceló ya planeada va a después decidido stickstaying noche ella ayer llega im ansiosa follada consiguió habitual malestar estómago bastante horrible pensamientos van junto a uno no quiere quedarse noche después consejo consejo desafío pensamientos fin morder bala enviar mensaje pidiendo quedarse noche curso tonto burro rápido adelante par de horas ive paquete bolsa todo mal necesario bastante listo ir sobre horas listas significa que se encabeza conseguir abrazo habitual pronto abre puerta abrazo diferente boda semana extremadamente estresante mal caer detrás del trabajo escolar nunca menos powered fin de semana ir habitación mentira cama brazo envuelto cintura pecho llegado no era realmente seguro matar tiempo acariciado las próximas horas conversaciones profundas siempre apreciar encontrar duro hablar realmente cepillo gente preguntas en cambio realmente cara realidad un punto terminó chatting mejor amigo recientemente vino biim super mega mega |
cut wrists lot throughout life never deep cuts never really trying kill though knew chance would kill me would considered attempt no counts attempt | [
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"cut wrists lot throughout life never deep cuts never really trying kill though knew chance would kill me would considered attempt no counts attempt"
] | 25 | cortar muñecas mucho a lo largo de la vida nunca cortes profundos nunca realmente tratando de matar aunque sabía que el azar me mataría consideraría intento no cuenta intento |
made survey psychology class itd awesome could participate issue academic alcohol consumption academic performance all teens surveyhttpsformsglebtznjstkobvda | [] | [
"made survey psychology class itd awesome could participate issue academic alcohol consumption academic performance all teens surveyhttpsformsglebtznjstkobvda"
] | 32 | made encuesta clase de psicología itd impresionante podría participar emisión de consumo académico de alcohol rendimiento académico todos los adolescentes encuestahttpsformsglebtznjstkobvda |
reason anymore ive thought outi really thought long time now life time low see getting better ive tried everything could people sad theyll get it everyone does care happiness anything end better now cons definitely outweigh pros im going give bit longer see mind changing | [
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"reason anymore ive thought outi really thought long time now life time low see getting better ive tried everything could people sad theyll get it everyone does care happiness anything end better now cons definitely outweigh pros im going give bit longer see mind changing"
] | 51 | Razón más live thinked outi realmente pensé mucho tiempo ahora la vida tiempo bajo ver conseguir mejor ive probado todo podría la gente triste lo conseguirán a todos le importa felicidad cualquier cosa termina mejor ahora los contras definitivamente superan pros im va dar poco más ver la mente cambiando |
film based true story comes first time director long time actor denzel washington denzel washington given us best performances last decade black soldier civil war glory lawyer acclaimed philadelphia course made special notoriety last year academy award best actor training day denzel washington became first african american receive award best actor guess denzel wanted change pace chose direct antwone fisher also stars fisher played derek luke new silver screen made guest appearances television shows king queens appearing upcoming film release biker boyzbr br truly well done film denzel washington considering first time directing undoubtedly denzel felt kind commitment believed real life story antwone fisher antwone fisher young african american man navy constantly gets fights one particular brawl sent see navy psychiatrist named jerome davenport played denzel washington davenport helps antwone deal troubled past learn move life finding birth mother give birth prison makes film good fact overly melodramatic expecting something little like good hunting lot swearing fighting vulgarity like good hunting swearing fighting vulgarity film place quite contrary however antwone fisher true story think washington wanted sensationalize story dramatic affect film get wrong moments see antwone fighting carrying moments seems like world closing him all first session psychiatrist character played washington devenport asks fisher born fishers response is from rock obvious jab pressures waning antwone fishers soul appreciate fact film sensationalized dramatic affect think shows real character part denzel washington deliver realistic story avoid typical clichs common hollywood films even based true stories one point would like bring antwone fisher acting all performances good film great times think bit obvious main characters actors overall complain performances film would ludicrous one actress would like point film viola davis plays antwones mother says barely two sentences movie all much appears end film shock long lost son antwone found her would like point actress lack use her basically character actress seen play really elaborate roles made appearances traffic sight kate leopold two recent films far heaven solaris steven soderbergs remake solaris played scientist doomed space craft orbiting planet film confronted george clooneys character drawn tears clooney tells particular scene first saw solaris remember seeing tear scene thinking wow woman act could feel characters grief brief shot face gave much expression honestly felt sorry characters sadness trouble film think definite potential actress used often perhaps leading roles rather character driven actress nonetheless antwone fisher good movie denzel washington always pulls great performance gives us great directorial debut also derek luke talented actor think antwone fisher bring immense critical fame portrayal troubled man think public popularity increase release biker boyz also stars lawrence fishburn antwone fisher based book finding fish memoir antwone quenton fisher | [] | [
"film based true story comes first time director long time actor denzel washington denzel washington given us best performances last decade black soldier civil war glory lawyer acclaimed philadelphia course made special notoriety last year academy award best actor training day denzel washington became first african american receive award best actor guess denzel wanted change pace chose direct antwone fisher also stars fisher played derek luke new silver screen made guest appearances television shows king queens appearing upcoming film release biker boyzbr br truly well done film denzel washington considering first time directing undoubtedly denzel felt kind commitment believed real life story antwone fisher antwonefisher young african american man navy constantly gets fights one particular brawl sent see navy psychiatrist named jerome davenport played denzel washington davenport helps antwone deal troubled past learn move life finding birth mother give birth prison makes film good fact overly melodramatic expecting something little like good hunting lot swearing fighting vulgarity like good hunting swearing fighting vulgarity film place quite contrary however",
"antwone fisher true story think washington wanted sensationalize story dramatic affect film get wrong moments see antwone fighting carrying moments seems like world closing him all first session psychiatrist character played washington devenport asks fisher born fishers response is from rock obvious jab pressures waning antwone fishers soul appreciate fact film sensationalized dramatic affect think shows real character part denzel washington deliver realistic story avoid typical clichs common hollywood films even based true stories one point would like bring antwone fisher acting all performances good film great times think bit obvious main characters actors overall complain performances film would ludicrous one actress would like point film viola davis plays antwones mother says barely two sentences movie all much appears end film shock long lost son antwone found her would like point actress lack use her basically character actress seen play really elaborate roles made appearances traffic sight kate leopold two recent films far heaven solaris steven soderbergs remake solaris played scientist doomed space craft orbiting planet film confronted george clooneys character drawn tears clooney tells particular scene first saw solaris remember seeing tear scene thinking wow woman act could feel characters grief brief shot face gave much expression honestly felt sorry characters sadness trouble film think definite potential actress used often perhaps leading roles rather character driven actress nonetheless antwone fisher good movie denzel washington always pulls great performance gives us great directorial debut also derek luke talented actor think antwone fisher bring immense critical fame portrayal troubled man think public popularity increase release biker boyz also stars lawrence fishburn antwone fisher based book finding fish memoir antwone quenton fisher"
] | 231 | película basada en la verdadera historia llega primera vez director largo tiempo actor denzel washington denzel washington nos dio las mejores actuaciones la última década soldado negro guerra civil gloria abogado aclamado curso filadelphia hizo especial notoriedad el año pasado academia premio mejor actor día de entrenamiento denzel washington se convirtió en primer americano africano recibir premio mejor actor conjetura denzel quería cambio ritmo elegido directo pescador también estrellas pescador jugado derek luke nueva pantalla de plata invitados apariciones televisión muestra rey reinas apareciendo próximo lanzamiento película biker boyzbr br realmente bien hecho película denzel washington considerando primera vez dirigir sin duda denzel se sintió amable compromiso creído vida real historia antwone pescador antwone pescador joven afroamericano marino constantemente consigue peleas un particular brawl enviado ver psiquiatra marina llamado jerome davenport jugó denzel washington davenport ayuda a un twone negocio problemático pasado aprender movimiento vida encontrar nacimiento madre dar nacimiento prisión hace película buen hecho demasiado melodramático esperar algo como buen campo de caza jurar luchar vulgaridad como buena caza jurar lucha lugar película película |
me im sitting womens clothing store waiting sister mom girl works walks smiles least times comes compliments shoes comes another time tells need anything let know could mistaken guy store women going need anything right may overthinking seems like shes leaving subtle hints make move idk let know guys ps compliment made feel super good daily reminder compliment someone whenever youre thinking something genuinely nice them may make day made mine | [] | [
"me im sitting womens clothing store waiting sister mom girl works walks smiles least times comes compliments shoes comes another time tells need anything let know could mistaken guy store women going need anything right may overthinking seems like shes leaving subtle hints makemove idk let know guys ps compliment made feel super good daily reminder compliment someone whenever youre thinking something genuinely nice them may make day made mine"
] | 82 | me im mujeres sentadas tienda de ropa espera hermana mamá chica trabaja camina sonrisas menos veces viene cumplidos zapatos viene otra vez dice necesidad cualquier cosa avisado podría equivocado chico tienda mujeres va a necesitar cualquier cosa derecho puede pensar demasiado parece que ella deja pistas sutiles makemove idk let know chicos ps cumplido hecho sentir súper buen recordatorio diario cumplido alguien cuando usted está pensando algo genuinamente agradable que pueden hacer día hecho mío |
happy asexuality day yall im asexual anything like happy asexuality day lol ron almighty rat king | [] | [
"happy asexuality day yall im asexual anything like happy asexuality day lol ron almighty rat king"
] | 27 | feliz asexualidad día yull im asexual cualquier cosa como feliz asexualidad día lol ron todopoderoso rey rata |
anyone else like indie pop whatever called rn yeah drop playlists drop even dont heres minehttpsopenspotifycomplaylisthinwxyphmkvbydliccsicetyllydrlghkpbkrjruba | [] | [
"anyone else like indie pop whatever called rn yeah drop playlists drop even dont heres minehttpsopenspotifycomplaylisthinwxyphmkvbydliccsicetyllydrlghkpbkrjruba"
] | 55 | cualquier otro como indie pop lo que se llama rn yeah drop listas de reproducción drop incluso dont heres minehttpsopenspotifycomplaylisthinwxyphmkvbydliccsicetydrlghkpbkrjruba |
aboveaverage film acting partly spoiled completely predictable story line even music chosen words fit action every time scent pleasantville camp hangs around flick period piece accurate not depiction tragedy company towns lack upward mobility sketchy moving chris cooper turns firstclass performance howards coalminer daddy | [] | [
"aboveaverage film acting partly spoiled completely predictable story line even music chosen words fit action every time scent pleasantville camp hangs around flick period piece accurate not depiction tragedy company towns lack upward mobility sketchy moving chris cooper turns firstclass performance howards coalminer daddy"
] | 55 | por encima de la media película actuando parcialmente estropeado completamente predecible historia línea incluso música elegida palabras encajar acción cada vez olor agradableville campamento cuelga alrededor de la pieza del período de la película exacta no representación tragedia ciudades sin movilidad ascendente chris cooper smatchy movement se convierte en rendimiento de primera clase howards carbonminer papi |
managed get eight year depressive phase rather great elated three months lapsed again relapsed alcohol gotten symptoms used to time however become excessively paranoid aggressive waking night seeing things fell friend backhanded something said unlike worriedi need help great need help | [
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"managed get eight year depressive phase rather great elated three months lapsed again relapsed alcohol gotten symptoms used to time however become excessively paranoid aggressive waking night seeing things fell friend backhanded something said unlike worriedi need help great need help"
] | 48 | manejado conseguir ocho años fase depresiva bastante grande eufórico tres meses transcurridos de nuevo recidiva alcohol llegó a los síntomas acostumbrados al tiempo sin embargo convertirse en excesivamente paranoico agresiva noche de vigilia ver las cosas cayó amigo con las manos hacia atrás algo dicho a diferencia de preocupado necesito ayuda gran necesidad ayuda |
promised wouldnt come sub im well rnlmfaooo oh shit go | [
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"promised wouldnt come subim well rnlmfaooooh shit go"
] | 17 | Prometido que no vendría a bajar bien rnlmfaooooh mierda ir |
life meant peoplethe rest us spectators life whats point living work crappy job rather pursuing dream career whats point unattractive women wants date you whats point born short small people push around time keep lying life worth living like this | [
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"life meant peoplethe rest us spectators life whats point living work crappy job rather pursuing dream career whats point unattractive women wants date you whats point born short small people push around time keep lying life worth living like this"
] | 49 | la vida significaba gente el descanso nosotros espectadores la vida ¿Cuál es el punto de vida trabajo trabajo de mierda más bien la búsqueda de la carrera de sueño lo que punto mujeres poco atractivas quiere fecha lo que el punto de nacimiento corta gente pequeña empuja alrededor del tiempo seguir mintiendo vida vale la pena vivir así |
well guess im waiting right time placei thought promised coming back guess another lie finally found gun waiting right time place technically gun people live better job hiding firearms small revolver understand shot near temple lethal often not yeah guess really it time put shut up speak | [
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"well guess im waiting right time placei thought promised coming back guess another lie finally found gun waiting right time place technically gun people live better job hiding firearms small revolver understand shot near temple lethal often not yeah guess really it time put shut up speak"
] | 49 | Bueno, supongo que estoy esperando el momento adecuado placei pensó prometió volver adivinar otra mentira finalmente encontró arma de fuego en el momento adecuado lugar técnicamente armas de fuego personas viven mejor trabajo ocultar armas de fuego revólver pequeño entender tiro cerca del templo letal a menudo no sí adivinar realmente el tiempo poner silencio hablar |
slept half second hour atleast im tired anymore clue wtf happened out | [] | [
"slept half second hour atleast im tired anymore clue wtf happened out"
] | 16 | Duerme media segunda hora al menos estoy cansado. |
various antidepressants decade since cannot remember life without ever feels like diagnosed gad depression recently started considering negative effects medication may contributing life chronic fatigue lack excitement motivation lowered libido etcover entire time therapy cbt talk therapy somatic accrued new skillsi incredibly intrigued could like without medication also absolutely terrified could look like given diagnosis family historywhat experiences going medication instead using natural lifestyle changes deal diagnosed mental illness experience unmedicated anti depressants | [
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"various antidepressants decade since cannot remember life without ever feels like diagnosed gad depression recently started considering negative effects medication may contributing life chronic fatigue lack excitement motivation lowered libido etcover entire time therapy cbt talk therapy somatic accrued new skillsi incredibly intrigued could like without medication also absolutely terrified could look like given diagnosis family historywhat experiences going medication instead using natural lifestyle changes deal diagnosed mental illness experience unmedicated anti depressants"
] | 89 | varios antidepresivos década ya que no puede recordar la vida sin nunca se siente como diagnosticada depresión gad recientemente comenzó a considerar efectos negativos la medicación puede contribuir a la vida fatiga crónica falta excitación motivación disminución de la libido etc durante todo el tiempo terapia terapia cbt talk terapia somatic acumulada nuevas habilidadesi increíblemente intrigado podría como sin medicación también absolutamente aterrorizado podría verse como dado diagnóstico historia familiarqué experiencias va medicamentos en lugar de utilizar cambios naturales estilo de vida trato diagnóstico enfermedad mental experiencia antidepresivos no medicados |
mthfrdeplin started wear off magic bullet broken krebs cycle norepinephrine fight flight neurotransmitter far much influence present others im getting tunnel vision worst sort go job fair tomorrow collective voice everyone room agree one thing no matter grades matter credentials matter know know offer genetics ultimately make noncompetitive mthfr made depressed unrelatable everyone else room chipper energetic outgoing guy head full norepinephrine liability image bad bottom line stay away us im considering redflag sense physical death solitary outcome alive shit genetics reputational death nothing offer anyone count lucky enterprise attempted cannot fail loan withdrawn cannot owed reputation born cannot die yet dwell tunnel | [
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"mthfrdeplin started wear off magic bullet broken krebs cycle norepinephrine fight flight neurotransmitter far much influence present others im getting tunnel vision worst sort go job fair tomorrow collective voice everyone room agree one thing no matter grades matter credentials matter know know offer genetics ultimately make noncompetitive mthfr made depressed unrelatable everyone else room chipper energetic outgoing guy head full norepinephrine liability image bad bottom line stay away us im considering redflag sense physical death solitary outcome alive shit genetics reputational death nothing offer anyone count lucky enterprise attempted cannot fail loan withdrawn cannot owed reputation born cannot die yet dwell tunnel"
] | 134 | mthfrdeplin comenzó a desgastarse bala mágica roto krebs ciclo norepinefrina lucha vuelo neurotransmisor lejos mucha influencia presente otros im conseguir visión túnel peor tipo ir trabajo justo mañana voz colectiva todos sala de acuerdo una cosa no importa grados materia credenciales materia saber saber oferta genética en última instancia hacer no competitivo mthfr hecho deprimido no relatable todos los demás sala chipper energético chico saliente cabeza completa norepinefrina responsabilidad imagen mala línea de base mantenerse alejado de nosotros im considerando rojo Flag sentido físico muerte solitaria resultado vivo mierda genética reputación muerte nada ofrecer nadie cuenta afortunado empresa intento no puede fallar préstamo retirado no se le debe reputación nacido no puede morir todavía mora túnel |
want man hug im curled lap let tell problems let cry wish man put head chest run fingers hair listen worries wish could support heck man love care for cant seem find man anywhere | [] | [
"want man hug im curled lap let tell problems let cry wish man put head chest run fingers hair listen worries wish could support heck man love care for cant seem find man anywhere"
] | 37 | quiero hombre abrazo im regazo rizado dejar contar problemas dejar llorar deseo hombre poner cabeza pecho correr dedos cabello escuchar preocupaciones deseo podría apoyar heck hombre amor cuidado para cant parece encontrar hombre en cualquier lugar |
uh im new help bitch hey im transfer tiktok ive decided longer uncultured like help are girls allowed rteenagers whats political consensus johnny depp amber whatever dumb shits side do worry ableist classist shit basically ill watch learn but yeah | [] | [
"uh im new help bitch heyim transfer tiktok ive decided longer uncultured like help are girls allowed rteenagers whats political consensus johnny depp amber whatever dumb shits side do worry ableist classist shit basically ill watch learnbut yeah"
] | 57 | ehh nueva ayuda perra heyim transferencia tiktok ive decidido más tiempo inculcado como ayuda son niñas se les permite a los adolescentes lo que es consenso político johnny depp ámbar cualquier mierdas tontas lado hacer preocupación clasejismo capaz mierda básicamente mal reloj aprender, pero sí |
cant sleep anyone want chat dm | [] | [
"cant sleep anyone want chat dm"
] | 8 | No puedo dormir, nadie quiere chatear. |
stuck family gathering help ffs free day next days parents kidnap me tolerance break bring weed ones leaving table cant sneak drinks thing ive sitting scrolling reddit a min talking yos help next hours | [] | [
"stuck family gathering help ffs free day next days parents kidnap me tolerance break bring weed ones leaving table cant sneak drinks thing ive sitting scrolling reddit a min talking yos help next hours"
] | 43 | Atascada familia reunión ayuda ffs día libre los próximos días los padres me secuestran tolerancia romper traer mala hierba salir de la mesa no puede escabullirse bebidas cosa ive sentado scling reddit un minuto hablando yos ayuda las próximas horas |
cant see point anymoreill ending life next week still days say goodbye everyone good deeds even know ill go hell do im tired cant seem find purpose life college stressing friends anymore since former friends left spread rumors me cant go university anymore everyone secretly judges me even professors family seems make feel im burden think im also hindrance girlfriends goals dreams maybe ill this life would much easier people carry without me im tired life cant even express feel without anyone worrying even judge me im dying got days live | [
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"cant see point anymoreill ending life next week still days say goodbye everyone good deeds even know ill go helldo im tired cant seem find purpose life college stressing friends anymore since former friends left spread rumors me cant go university anymore everyone secretly judges me even professors family seems make feelim burden think im also hindrance girlfriends goalsdreams maybe ill this life would much easier people carry without me im tired life cant even express feel without anyone worrying even judge me im dying got days live"
] | 99 | No puedo ver más el punto final de la vida la próxima semana todavía días decir adiós a todos buenas acciones incluso saber mal infierno estoy cansado no puedo parecer encontrar propósito vida universidad estresar amigos más desde antiguos amigos me dejó difundir rumores no puedo ir a la universidad más todos en secreto me juzgan incluso profesores de la familia parece hacer sentir la carga pensar también obstáculos novia objetivos sueños tal vez enferma esta vida sería mucho más fácil la gente llevar sin mí cansado la vida ni siquiera expresar sentimiento sin nadie preocuparse incluso juzgarme morir tengo días en vivo |
hug like savage mf lmfao | [] | [
"hug like savage mf lmfao"
] | 9 | abrazo como salvaje mf lmfao |
years peter otools brilliant costly giving soul film film last hollywood tosses oscar recentlybr br country dance showed one night late course blew complainant niche alleged life itbr br york also brilliant kind play psychological battleships loaded bearbr br bravo author director cast camera crew wonder nazis lost irish scot english blendsbrutal honesty hurtsback s personally believed honesty pure absolutely vital trust modified edgy extremes settle human warm flaws within othersbr br forgiveness allows humanity reverse gear allows us fix bull headed egos erotic mistakes | [] | [
"years peter otools brilliant costly giving soul film film last hollywood tosses oscar recentlybr br country dance showed one night late course blew complainant niche alleged life itbr br york also brilliant kind play psychological battleships loaded bearbr br bravo author director cast camera crew wonder nazis lost irish scot english blendsbrutal honesty hurtsback s personally believed honesty pure absolutely vital trust modified edgy extremes settle human warm flaws within othersbr br forgiveness allows humanity reverse gear allows us fix bull headed egos erotic mistakes"
] | 120 | años Peter otools brillante costoso dar alma película película última hollywood tosses oscar recientementebr br country dance mostró una noche tarde curso soplado denunciante nicho alegado vida itbr br york también brillante tipo juego acorazados psicológicos bearbr br bravo autor director elenco cámara tripulación maravilla nazis perdido irish scot inglés mezclasbrutal honestidad hirstback s personalmente creída honestidad pura absolutamente vital confianza modificada extremos edgy establecer humanos cálidos defectos dentro de otrosbr br perdón permite a la humanidad marcha atrás nos permite fijar egos toro cabeza errores eróticos |
so stepbro cant wait till first girlfriend will help everything pay dates gets girl first get girlfriend first life living hell dunno im sadistic sometimes | [] | [
"so stepbro cant wait till first girlfriend will help everything pay dates gets girl first get girlfriend first life living hell dunno im sadistic sometimes"
] | 30 | Así que stepbro no puede esperar hasta la primera novia ayudará a todo las citas de pago consigue chica primero consigue novia primera vida viviendo infierno no sé im sádico a veces |
hi gamers gamerettes discord server friends r trying get new peoplee chat send memes play games like minecraft among us overwatch stuff going on commitment guys girls welcome dm link d | [] | [
"hi gamers gamerettes discord server friends r trying get new peoplee chat send memes play games like minecraft among us overwatch stuff going on commitment guys girls welcome dm link d"
] | 40 | hola jugadores gamerettes discordancia servidor amigos r tratando de conseguir nuevo peoplee chat enviar memes jugar juegos como minecraft entre nosotros overwatch cosas va en compromiso chicos chicas bienvenida dm enlace d |
seen film since came mid s recall realistic portrayal music business right paul simons one trick pony another vastly underrated film imo br br harvey keitel excellent job producer caught music believes commercial tripe record company suits want work withbr br since spent entire career music business composer arranger producer really vouch verisimilitude film possesses br br if ever come dvd uncut id buy it | [] | [
"seen film since came mid s recall realistic portrayal music business right paul simons one trick pony another vastly underrated film imo br br harvey keitel excellent job producer caught music believes commercial tripe record company suits want work withbr br since spent entire career music business composer arranger producer really vouch verisimilitude film possesses br br if ever come dvd uncut id buy it"
] | 93 | cine visto desde que llegó medio s recuerdo negocio de la música de retrato realista derecho paul simons un pony truco otro película muy subestimado imo br br harvey keitel excelente productor de trabajo música capturada cree que la compañía de discos de tripa comercial trajes quieren trabajo con br br puesto que pasó toda la carrera musical compositor arreglista productor realmente vouch verisimilitude film posee br br si alguna vez viene dvd uncut id comprarlo |
went hopeful recovering apathy depressed selfharmingi guess title really says all im feeling suicidal began selfharming year know kickstarted cant change thing want know cope whats going right now anyone words wisdom set mind straight kick selfharming habit get redflag mind start feeling hopeful again | [
"selfharm"
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"went hopeful recovering apathy depressed selfharmingi guess title really says all im feeling suicidal began selfharming year know kickstarted cant change thing want know cope whats going right now anyone words wisdom set mind straight kick selfharming habit get redflag mind start feeling hopeful again"
] | 59 | se fue esperanzando recuperando la apatía deprimido autolesionismo adivinar título realmente dice que todos los sentimientos suicidas comenzó autolesionamiento año saber startstarted cant change thing want know know whats going what was going right now any words sabith main mente right kick autolesioning habit get redflag mind start feeling de nuevo |
sort hidden gem little promotion fanfare classic status deserves above one great directors cinema fritz lang created real gem excellent western fine cast led randolph scott in probably one greatest performances always sturdy dean jagger robert young surprisingly accomplished dude plus many veteran character actors chill wills slim summerville john carradine barton maclane others exciting zane grey story laying western union cable across country tense drama sprinklings humor great effects reminiscent demille ways yet fritz lang leaves stamp it least damned good western | [] | [
"sort hidden gem little promotion fanfare classic status deserves above one great directors cinema fritz lang created real gem excellent western fine cast led randolph scott in probably one greatest performances always sturdy dean jagger robert young surprisingly accomplished dude plus many veteran character actors chill wills slim summerville john carradine barton maclane others exciting zane grey story laying western union cable across country tense drama sprinklings humor great effects reminiscent demille ways yet fritz lang leaves stamp it least damned good western"
] | 109 | gema oculta pequeña promoción fanfarria estatus clásico merece por encima de un gran director cine fritz lang creado verdadera gema excelente western fino elenco led randolph scott en probablemente una mejor actuación siempre robusto dean jagger robert joven sorprendentemente logrado tipo además de muchos actores de carácter veterano chill wills slim summerville john carradine barton maclane otros emocionante zane gris historia que pone el cable de la unión occidental a través de país tenso drama aspersiones humor grandes efectos que recuerdan formas de mille pero fritz lang deja sello menos maldecido bueno western |
parents called immature saying heck joke said heck dinner earlier today snapped me sense sound childish using heck substitute hell got yelled at yell using actual words like fuck shit etc sat confused rest night what anyways im done parents said dumbest shit ever tonight | [] | [
"parents called immature saying heck joke said heck dinner earlier today snapped me sense sound childish using heck substitute hell got yelled at yell using actual words like fuck shit etc sat confused rest night what anyways im done parents said dumbest shit ever tonight"
] | 53 | Los padres llamaban inmaduros diciendo que el chiste dijo que la cena de hoy me hizo sentir infantil usando el infierno sustituto infierno se gritó a gritar usando palabras reales como mierda mierda etc se sentó confusa noche de descanso lo que de todos modos hice los padres dijeron mierda más tonta nunca esta noche |
ive decided do f im killing yet yeah everyday sucks feel like lonely depressed blob cant even move unless assignment due next day im lucky parents care me home sister yeah told gave theyre still family still feed love guess tried explain wanted die would go forever basically im stupid compared everyone school theyre geniuses im nothing compared them terrible act score sat score terrible gpa im head one club school least head even get good college cant speak friends theyd look stupid still problems work hard tru talk told get book self confidence ive realized pretending happy much easier called attention whore theres also reasons dont want go right now heres im going do im going keep living ive completely severed ties everyone know die one left way hurt anyone around itd perfect im sure happen im going keep playing along day comes | [
"selfharm"
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"ive decided do f im killingyetyeaheveryday sucks feel like lonely depressed blob cant even move unless assignment due next day im lucky parents care me home sisteryeah told gave theyre still family still feed love guess tried explain wanted die would go forever basicallyim stupid compared everyone school theyre geniuses im nothing compared them terrible act score sat score terrible gpaim head one club school least head even get good college cant speak friends theyd look stupid still problems work hard tru talk told get book self confidence ive realized pretending happy much easier called attention whore theres also reasons dont want go right now heres im going do im going keep living ive completely severed ties everyone know die one left way hurt anyone around itd perfectim sure happen im going keep playing along day comes"
] | 166 | ive decide do f im killingyetyeah todos los días chupa se siente como solitario deprimido blob no puede incluso moverse a menos que la asignación debido al día siguiente im afortunado padres me cuidan casa hermanayeah le dijo que todavía son familia todavía alimentar amor conjetura intentado explicar quería morir iba para siempre básicamenteim estúpido comparado con todos la escuela son genios im nada comparado con ellos terrible acto puntuación sat puntuación terrible gpaim cabeza un club escuela menos cabeza incluso conseguir buena universidad no hablar amigos que se ven estúpidos problemas todavía trabajo duro tru talk dijo conseguir libro confianza en sí mismo se dio cuenta de fingir feliz mucho más fácil llamada atención puta Theres también razones no quieren ir ahora heres im va a hacer im seguir viviendo ive completamente ataduras todos saben morir un camino a la izquierda daño a cualquiera alrededor de itd perfectim seguro suceder im seguir jugando a lo largo del día viene |
want thesis worth it mum bitching believe depression dad same istg money would run away fucking hate them dad used abuse physically younger abuse verbally mum would give away info without consent mum wanted doctor groomed one still like medicine sucking life out wet dream reality suppose gave expensive gifts never understand feelings mental health wish dead want sleep want face shit simply want sleep tend anything like forever want floating thing instead human shit sucks tired shit | [
"selfharm"
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"want thesis worth it mum bitching believe depression dad same istg money would run away fucking hate them dad used abuse physically younger abuse verbally mum would give away info without consent mum wanted doctor groomed one still like medicine sucking life out wet dream reality suppose gave expensive gifts never understand feelings mental health wish dead want sleep want face shit simply want sleep tend anything like forever want floating thing instead human shit sucks tired shit"
] | 85 | Quiero tesis vale la pena mamá perra creer depresión papá mismo istg dinero huiría puto odio papá uso abuso físicamente más joven abuso verbalmente mamá regalaría información sin consentimiento mamá quería médico preparado uno todavía como medicina chupando la vida húmedo sueño realidad supongamos que dio regalos caros nunca entender sentimientos salud mental deseo muerto quiero sueño quiero cara mierda simplemente quiero sueño tienden cualquier cosa como siempre quiere flotar en lugar de mierda humana chupa mierda cansada |
attempted redflag want try againi tried overdose sleeping pills high school exams result well go university im scared work ive quit last three jobs ive staying home since high school ended im now think future im afraid feel alone | [
"selfharm"
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"attempted redflag want try againi tried overdose sleeping pills high school exams result well go universityim scared work ive quit last three jobs ive staying home since high school ended im now think futureim afraid feel alone"
] | 44 | intento Redflag quiere tratar de nuevo he probado sobredosis píldoras para dormir resultado de los exámenes de la escuela secundaria bien ir universidadim miedo trabajo ive dejar los últimos tres trabajos ive quedarse en casa desde la escuela secundaria final im ahora creo futuroim miedo sentirse solo |
tell draw usually animals draw mostly anything dont give like huge stuff | [] | [
"tell draw usually animals draw mostly anything dont give like huge stuff"
] | 13 | Digan dibujo por lo general los animales dibujan mayormente cualquier cosa que no da como cosas enormes |
ending it would hurt familyim staying alive loved ones know much would hurt them would blame themselves wish lived world could kill would consequences think fucking unfair carry living hurt anyone fucking torture fantasize death time wish could kill myself im coward always been always be | [
"selfharm"
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"ending it would hurt familyim staying alive loved ones know much would hurt them would blame themselves wish lived world could kill would consequences think fucking unfair carry living hurt anyone fucking torture fantasize death time wish could kill myself im coward always been always be"
] | 49 | terminarlo lastimaría a la familia que permaneciera con vida. Los seres queridos saben que mucho los lastimaría. Se culparían de que el mundo vivo pudiera matar. |
happy yearsive lonely years grew abusive father nightmares escaped me want friend | [
"selfharm"
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"happy yearsive lonely years grew abusive father nightmares escaped me want friend"
] | 14 | feliz años de vida solitario años creció abusivo padre pesadillas escapó de mí quiero amigo |
game over im itafter months poisonivy style itching kill myself im finally going it way ever fit world happily sorry family friends please tell imperative include note thanks guys | [
"selfharm"
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"game over im itafter months poisonivy style itching kill myself im finally going it way ever fit world happily sorry family friends please tell imperative include note thanks guys"
] | 32 | juego sobre im itdespués de meses venenoso estilo picor me mata por fin voy de la manera nunca cabe mundo felizmente lo siento amigos de la familia por favor decir imperativo incluir nota gracias chicos |
meme pronounced like mey mey meem mame | [] | [
"meme pronounced like mey mey meem mame"
] | 12 | meme pronunciado como mey mey meem mame |
ppl bitch everything political everyone talks politics worse ppl talk politics filler filler filler filler seriously know participating politics activily participating politics | [] | [
"ppl bitch everything political everyone talks politics worse ppl talk politics filler filler filler filler seriously know participating politics activily participating politics"
] | 30 | ppl perra todo lo político todo el mundo habla de política peor ppl habla de política relleno relleno relleno relleno seriamente saber participar en la política activa participar en la política |
cant find reasoni cant find reason stay alive im ruined every relationship ive ever depression make everyones life worse im trying really really hard hang tonight kill cant find reason every time think theres something end ruining alienating everyone theres anyone help see sort lightim begging silver hope cant get own | [
"selfharm"
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"cant find reasoni cant find reason stay alive im ruined every relationship ive ever depression make everyones life worse im trying really really hard hang tonight kill cant find reason every time think theres something end ruining alienating everyone theres anyone help see sort lightim begging silver hope cant get own"
] | 63 | No puedo encontrar razón no puedo encontrar razón para estar vivo arruino cada relación viva siempre depresión hacer a todos peor la vida estoy intentando realmente duro colgar esta noche matar no puedo encontrar razón cada vez que pienso que algo termina arruinando alienando a todo el mundo alguien ayuda a ver tipo lightim rogando plata esperanza no puedo conseguir propia |
forcing live exhaustingthe question used will commit redflag matter when im exhausting physically mentally wish could stay alive think life experiences comes beautiful cant live way want keep trying wish hope hold onto everywhere look seem anything there | [
"selfharm"
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"forcing live exhaustingthe question used will commit redflag matter when im exhausting physically mentally wish could stay alive think life experiences comes beautiful cant live way want keep trying wish hope hold onto everywhere look seem anything there"
] | 44 | forzando la vida agotadora la pregunta utilizada cometerá la materia de la bandera roja cuando el deseo físicamente agotador podría permanecer vivo pensar experiencias de la vida viene hermoso no puede vivir de la manera de querer seguir intentando esperanza deseo aferrarse a todas partes parecen algo allí |
hello name christian going kill year long texti came broken family mom manipulative narcissistic quick anger caricature mother kind mother whod tell regrets face kind mother say hateful things father breath tell reminded him father better parent far much like provide real help mother right were practically person mannerisms interests even look same happens two people breed respectively money idea raise child get me severally depressed anxiety ridden developmentally stunted jackass morsel self esteem lifetime negative experiences wish early grave ive depressed majority life fact teens completely robbed result it father kicked house disrespectful cant say unjustified angry little shit also sad well due stress life time developed tmj tinnitus biggest devil life music one things ive ever loved make fact ive ever really cared about tinnitus cant enjoy music mine any passion stolen from cant anything it tinnitus long apparently cannot cured this life cannot saved check post history see battle mental health happiness im say ive lost battle ive got plan right exact spot im going shoot at right shotgun model right alcohol ill inebriate wait train hope find peace happiness true love way subreddit much love all | [
"selfharm"
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"hello name christian going kill year long texti came broken family mom manipulative narcissistic quick anger caricature mother kind mother whod tell regrets face kind mother say hateful things father breath tell reminded him father better parent far much like provide real help mother right were practically person mannerisms interests even look same happens two people breed respectively money idea raise child get me severally depressed anxiety ridden developmentally stunted jackass morsel self esteem lifetime negative experiences wish early grave ive depressed majority life fact teens completely robbed result it father kicked house disrespectful cant say unjustified angry little shit also sad well due stress life time developed tmj tinnitus biggest devil life music one things ive ever loved make fact ive ever really cared about tinnitus cant enjoy music mine any passion stolen from cant anything",
"it tinnitus long apparently cannot cured this life cannot saved check post history see battle mental health happiness im say ive lost battle ive got plan right exact spot im going shoot at right shotgun model right alcohol ill inebriate wait train hope find peace happiness true love way subreddit much love all"
] | 172 | hola nombre christian going kill year long texi vino familia roto mamá manipuladora narcisista rápida ira caricatura madre amable madre que decir arrepentimientos cara madre amable decir cosas odiosas padre aliento contar le recordó padre mejor padre mucho como proporcionar ayuda verdadera madre derecha eran prácticamente persona manierismos intereses incluso aspecto igual sucede dos personas crianza respectivamente dinero idea crianza hijo me varios deprimido ansiedad atropellado desarrollo atrofiado burro morsel autoestima vida negativo experiencias deseo temprana grave ive depresión mayoría hecho de la vida adolescentes completamente robado resultado que padre pateó casa irrespetuosa no puede decir enojado mierda pequeña también triste bien debido estrés vida desarrollado tmj tinnitus mayor vida música una cosa ha sido siempre amado hacer hecho realidad nunca realmente importado tinnitus no puede disfrutar de la música mía cualquier pasión robada de cant cualquier cosa |
amazing documentary saw original airdate dvd times last years shocked even nominated best documentary oscar year released documentary even comes closebr br it tv recently th anniversary missed added where now segment end except catch tony works hazmat unitbr br ive seen criticism documentary filmmaking list cant see could done different less months assemble get air dvd contains material backgroundbr br im also surprised according imdbcom brother projects four years since doing | [] | [
"amazing documentary saw original airdate dvd times last years shocked even nominated best documentary oscar year released documentary even comes closebr br it tv recently th anniversary missed added where now segment end except catch tony works hazmat unitbr br ive seen criticism documentary filmmaking list cant see could done different less months assemble get air dvd contains material backgroundbrbrim also surprised according imdbcom brother projects four years since doing"
] | 93 | increíble documental vio airdate original dvd tiempos los últimos años conmocionados incluso mejor documental Oscar año lanzado documental incluso llega closebr br it tv recientemente el aniversario perdido añadido donde ahora final de segmento excepto capturas tony obras Hazmat unitbr br ive vistas crítica documental filmmaking list cant see podría hacer diferente menos meses ensamblar obtener aire dvd contiene material fondobrbrim también sorprendido según proyectos hermano imdbcom cuatro años desde hacer |
life puts much pressure me like would better end problemsits pussying out pain usually post need to keep wondering make alive next years much bullshit want end end complaining parents take initiative education never strong suit especially math every year work gets harder feel stupid left behind boring frustrating fuck eat everyones dust stay behind work parents think laziness legit hard pressure anxiety puts much now live conservative christian house im homoflexible know regular basis hear bash gay people talk burn imaginary place known hell hurts offends me time hear reddit im forced pray closet atheist suppress feelings am wont change anytime soon social anxiety confidence low get headaches feel everyone looking me feel like may ugly effeminate whatever hurtful words called years ago even now friends school year homeschooled thats going change next year still feel alone confidence low im like boys still difficult schoolwork still hide identity survive next year year that god forbid year that cant listen it gets better thats long really hard explain feel wanting get next morning hoping time flies adulthood hope get smarter fit without worrying rejection ridicule feel like much human everyone else feel ugly feel like bitch pervert fucking faggot called rings head feel like things wish could something stop life peace theres reasons alive urge grows grows head bursting want die badly | [
"selfharm"
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"life puts much pressure me like would better end problemsits pussying out pain usually post need to keep wondering make alive next years much bullshit want end end complaining parents take initiative education never strong suit especially math every year work gets harder feel stupid left behind boring frustrating fuck eat everyones dust stay behind work parents think laziness legit hard pressure anxiety puts much now live conservative christian houseim homoflexible know regular basis hear bash gay people talk burn imaginary place known hellhurts offends me time hear reddit im forced pray closet atheist suppress feelings am wont change anytime soon social anxiety confidence low get headaches feel everyone looking me feel like may ugly effeminate whatever hurtful words called years ago even now friends school year homeschooled thats going change next year still feel alone confidence low",
"im like boys still difficult schoolwork still hide identity survive next year year that god forbid year that cant listen it gets better thats long really hard explain feel wanting get next morning hoping time flies adulthood hope get smarter fit without worrying rejection ridicule feel like much human everyone else feel ugly feel like bitch pervert fucking faggot called rings head feel like things wish could something stop life peace theres reasons alive urge grows grows head bursting want die badly"
] | 163 | la vida me pone mucha presión como mejor terminar problemas su coño dolor generalmente post necesidad de seguir preguntándose hacer vivo los próximos años mucha mierda fin final quejosos padres tomar iniciativa educación nunca fuerte traje especialmente matemáticas cada año trabajo se hace más difícil se siente estúpido dejado detrás aburrido frustrante mierda comer polvo todo el mundo quedarse detrás de trabajo padres pensar pereza legítima presión fuerte ansiedad pone mucho ahora vivir conservador cristiano casaim homoflexible saber base regular escuchar bash gay gente hablar quemaduras lugar imaginario conocidos infiernos me ofende el tiempo escuchar reddit im forzado oración closet ateo suprimir sentimientos no cambiará en cualquier momento pronto ansiedad social confianza baja tener dolores de cabeza sentir que todo el mundo que me mira se siente como puede feo afeminado cualquier palabra hiriente llamada años atrás incluso ahora amigos año escolar que va a cambiar el próximo año todavía sentir solo confianza baja |
school year kinda poggers go school am get pm | [] | [
"school year kinda poggers go school am get pm"
] | 11 | año escolar un poco poggers ir escuela am obtener pm |
promise keep thing keeping herei made promise not gonna retype all interested promise feed cant keep it screwed many times burned every one bridges thought done damage irreversible thought would best hurt much okay started talking pain appeared again pain screaming end all made promise ive tried keep it im knife collector see plenty tools cut releasing run blade across arteries arms neck press blade skin till break cant actually cut id break promise time shaking excited end right there single quick push minutes bleeding wouldnt deal anymore im work right one person noticed small cut artery im invisible always good theyd worry theyd watch me wouldnt able get closer breaking free world saying fuck promise dont want break promise dont even reason live person made promise different life track am even worth keeping suffering keep word im sick alone invisible rest world want gone world stop feeling pain im going seek help keep promise till die natural causes damn feels good actually say somewhere | [
"selfharm"
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"promise keep thing keeping herei made promise not gonna retype all interested promise feed cant keep it screwed many times burned every one bridges thought done damage irreversible thought would best hurt much okay started talking pain appeared again pain screaming end all made promise ive tried keep it im knife collector see plenty tools cut releasing run blade across arteries arms neck press blade skin till break cant actually cut id break promise time shaking excited end right there single quick push minutes bleeding wouldnt deal anymore im work right one person noticed small cut artery im invisible always good theyd worry theyd watch me wouldnt able get closer breaking free world saying fuck promise dont want break promise dont even reason live person made promise different life track am even worth keeping suffering keep word im sick alone invisible rest world want gone world stop feeling pain im going seek help keep promise till die natural causes damn feels good actually say somewhere"
] | 177 | Promesa mantener la cosa mantener aquí hizo promesa no va a volver a escribir todo interesado feed cant mantenerla atorada muchas veces cada uno puentes pensado daño hecho pensamiento irreversible mejor daño mucho bien comenzó hablar dolor apareció de nuevo dolor grito final todo hecho promesa ive probado guardar im colector de cuchillo ver un montón de herramientas cortar liberar la hoja de carrera a través de las arterias brazos cuello prensa hoja piel hasta romper cant realmente cortar id ruptura promesa tiempo sacudir excitado final derecho allí solo rápido push minutos sangrado no haría más trabajo derecho una persona notó pequeña arteria cortada invisible im siempre buena se preocuparían me ver no sería capaz de conseguir más cerca romper mundo libre diciendo mierda promesa no quiero romper promesa ni siquiera razón persona hizo promesa diferente pista de vida soy incluso vale la pena mantener el sufrimiento mantener la palabra im enfermo solo resto invisible mundo quiere mundo ido dejar de sentir dolor im va a buscar ayuda mantener la promesa hasta morir causas naturales mal se siente bien realmente decir en algún lugar |
wwii america developed brandnew huge bomber plane lois lane clark kent go cover story plane going first mission lois stows away plane takes off also japanese saboteurs board every intention flying bomber tokyo lois able warn superman thinkbr br fastmoving colorful cartoon animation little jerky much better anything see today color sound beautifully restored two problemsthe lousy music score racism especially title aside pretty good | [] | [
"wwii america developed brandnew huge bomber plane lois lane clark kent go cover story plane going first mission lois stows away plane takes off also japanese saboteurs board every intention flying bomber tokyo lois able warn superman thinkbr br fastmoving colorful cartoon animation little jerky much better anything see today color sound beautifully restored two problemsthe lousy music score racism especially title aside pretty good"
] | 90 | wwii américa desarrollado flamante enorme bombardero avión lois lane clark kent go cover historia avión ir primera misión lois stows lejos avión despega también saboteadores japoneses abordar todas las intenciones bombardero volador tokyo lois capaz de advertir superman thinkbr br movimiento rápido dibujos animados animación poco cecina mucho mejor nada ver hoy color sonido bellamente restaurado dos problemas la música pésima partitura racismo especialmente título a un lado bastante bueno |
earlier today thinking might able this get feeling better stay feeling better would mean could stop bothering couple people turn supportthis evening found one covid getting tested tomorrowi gladly depression return nonstop means okay please let get better would give life time together selfish get feeling better | [
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"earlier today thinking might able this get feeling better stay feeling better would mean could stop bothering couple people turn supportthis evening found one covid getting tested tomorrowi gladly depression return nonstop meansokay please let get better would give life time together selfish get feeling better"
] | 53 | temprano hoy pensar podría ser capaz de esto sentirse mejor sentirse mejor podría significar que podría dejar de molestar a la pareja de personas a su vez apoyo esta noche se encontró con un covid hacerse la prueba mañana con gusto depresión volver sin parar mediasokay por favor dejar de mejorar le daría vida tiempo juntos egoísta conseguir sentirse mejor |
uod uno uq sn os u n ou bus busn su | [] | [
"uod uno uq sn os u n ou bus busn su"
] | 18 | uod uno uq sn os u n o bus busn su |
want anyone try help want diei want die people give shit would not fuckin life one decides die | [
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"want anyone try help want diei want die people give shit would not fuckin life one decides die"
] | 19 | Si alguien intenta ayudar, quiero morir, quiero morir, a la gente le importa una mierda la vida, uno decide morir. |
every day trick thinking okaybut im left alone everyone asleep comes rushing back nothing changed delude distractions im still fucked repulsive traumatized ruined always was life still worthless im still failure im still empty know try wake every day thinking things different never are get worse | [
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"every day trick thinking okaybut im left alone everyone asleep comes rushing back nothing changed delude distractions im still fucked repulsive traumatized ruined always was life still worthless im still failure im still empty know try wake every day thinking things different never are get worse"
] | 52 | todos los días truco pensando bien pero me quedo solo todo el mundo dormido viene corriendo detrás nada cambió distracciones del engaño im todavía jodido repulsivo traumatizado arruinado siempre era la vida todavía inútil im todavía fracaso im todavía vacío sé tratar de despertar cada día pensando que las cosas diferentes nunca son peor |
blade runner deckard replicant br br city lost children augmented senses whatever used abused mostly well giving us far less might dream of andbr br dark city br br these really ought addedbr br for now ive waiting animated film might affect much miyazakis stuff has one stbr br hmm scratch animated part thatbr br i intense lovehate relationship film noir and hey leave must mostly love right but many scifi noir themes totally submerged film wonder watchbr br these people incredible job | [] | [
"blade runner deckard replicant br br city lost children augmented senses whatever used abused mostly well giving us far less might dream of andbr br dark city br br these really ought addedbr br for now ive waiting animated film might affect much miyazakis stuff has one stbr br hmm scratch animated part thatbrbr i intense lovehate relationship film noir and hey leave must mostly love rightbut many scifi noir themes totally submerged film wonder watchbr br these people incredible job"
] | 114 | Blade runner deckard replicante br br ciudad niños perdidos aumentada sentidos lo que se utiliza abusado mayormente bien dándonos mucho menos podría soñar con ybr br ciudad oscura br br estos realmente deberían añadir br br por ahora ive wait película animada podría afectar mucho miyazakis cosas tiene un stbr br hmm scratch parte animada thatbrbrr i intenso lovehate relación película negro y hey leave debe principalmente amar derecho pero muchos temas scifi noir película totalmente sumergida watchbr br estas personas increíble trabajo |
spielbergs first dramatic film letdown beautifully made film without flaws life africanamerican woman also proves movies africanamerican ethnicity center story helmed africanamerican directorbr br what love movie spielbergs ability make realistic despite fact based book furthermore danny glover excellent mr usually hes throughout movies this completely branches someone else once but performance de resistance whole film comes whoopi goldberg excellent celie never forget characters seen moviebr br now heard musical version going film well say is hope good one is one film missed | [] | [
"spielbergs first dramatic film letdown beautifully made film without flaws life africanamerican woman also proves movies africanamerican ethnicity center story helmed africanamerican directorbr br what love movie spielbergs ability make realistic despite fact based book furthermore danny glover excellent mr usually hes throughout movies this completely branches someone else once but performance de resistance whole film comes whoopi goldberg excellent celie never forget characters seen moviebr br now heard musical version going film well say is hope good one is one film missed"
] | 114 | spielbergs primera película dramática decepción película bellamente hecho sin defectos vida afroamericana mujer también prueba películas afroamericana etnicidad centro historia dirigido a África director br br lo amor película spielbergs capacidad hacer realista a pesar de hecho basado libro además danny guanter excelente Sr. por lo general hes a través de películas esto completamente ramifica a alguien una vez pero la actuación de resistencia película entera viene whoopi goldberg excelente celie nunca olvidar personajes vistos película br br ahora oído versión musical va película bien decir es esperanza buena uno es una película perdida |
carbon monoxide poisoning questionearlier week about days ago tried kill driving car garage hours car minutes total extreme headache felt dizzy day felt better next couple days however today woke feel extremely sick dizzy symptom carbon monoxide developing cold | [
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"carbon monoxide poisoning questionearlier week about days ago tried kill driving car garage hours car minutes total extreme headache felt dizzy day felt better next couple days however today woke feel extremely sick dizzy symptom carbon monoxide developing cold"
] | 41 | Envenenamiento por monóxido de carbono semana más temprana hace unos días intentó matar conducir coche coche horas coche minutos total dolor de cabeza extremo se sintió mareado día se sintió mejor los próximos dos días sin embargo hoy se despertó sentir extremadamente enfermo mareo síntoma monóxido de carbono desarrollo frío |
trapped lovehi ive got wonderful family three great sister loving mum dad problem hate life want end life cant them im trapped really know else say | [
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"trapped lovehi ive got wonderful family three great sister loving mum dad problem hate life want end life cant themim trapped really know else say"
] | 29 | atrapado amorhi ive tiene maravillosa familia tres gran hermana amor mamá papá problema odio la vida quieren fin de la vida cant themim atrapado realmente saber más decir |
dont want live yearsi thing whenever im one nature remind im ive gone much already dont want another years endure life throws me dont want plain simple dont want eat go out talk anybody pursue career etc id rather meet fate sooner later issue accepting life real suffer derealizationdepersonalization disorder say feel like nothing around real really truly mean it feel numb everything around me feel like im one hurdles sheep living world didnt ask get put in dont know mentality anymore | [
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"dont want live yearsi thing whenever im one nature remind im ive gone much already dont want another years endure life throws me dont want plain simple dont want eat go out talk anybody pursue careeretcid rather meet fate sooner later issue accepting life real suffer derealizationdepersonalization disorder say feel like nothing around real really truly mean it feel numb everything around me feel like im one hurdles sheep living world didnt ask get put in dont know mentality anymore"
] | 98 | No quiero vivir años lo que cada vez que una naturaleza me recuerde que he ido mucho ya no quiero otros años soportar la vida me echa a mí no quiero simplemente simple no quiero comer salir hablar cualquiera perseguir carrera etcid mejor conocer el destino antes tarde problema aceptar la vida real sufrir derealizacióndespersonalización desorden decir sentir como nada alrededor real realmente significa que se siente entumecido todo a mi alrededor se siente como im uno obstáculos ovejas mundo vivo no pedir se ponen en no saber mentalidad más |
much honda civic worth front bumper totally crumpled accident battery damaged oil tank need know fair price know much offer reference guy im buying bought dollars | [] | [
"much honda civic worth front bumper totally crumpled accident battery damaged oil tank need know fair price know much offer reference guy im buying bought dollars"
] | 30 | mucho honda civil vale la pena parachoques delantero accidente totalmente arrugado batería dañado tanque de petróleo necesita saber precio justo saber mucho oferta referencia chico im comprar comprado dólares |
going school practicals im going school practicals like hours tell comments reduce thigh fat | [] | [
"going school practicals im going school practicals like hours tell comments reduce thigh fat"
] | 16 | ir a la escuela prácticas im ir escuela prácticas como horas decir comentarios reducir la grasa del muslo |
broke lava lamp sad finally got room many years lava lamp much enjoyed remained almost years heating almost hour wasnt bubbling around dumbass decided shake little bit fucking ruined lamp wax flaky weird now im disappointed myself lava lamp one decorations had im devastated | [] | [
"broke lava lamp sad finally got room many years lava lamp much enjoyed remained almost years heating almost hour wasnt bubbling around dumbass decided shake little bit fucking ruined lamp wax flaky weird now im disappointed myself lava lamp one decorations had im devastated"
] | 51 | lámpara de lava roto triste finalmente consiguió espacio muchos años lámpara de lava mucho disfrutado permaneció casi años calefacción casi hora no estaba burbujeando alrededor tonto decidido sacudir un poco jodidamente arruinada lámpara cera flaky raro ahora me decepcioné lámpara de lava una decoración había im devastado |
greetings fellow teenagers wanted let know amazing hope good day | [] | [
"greetings fellow teenagers wanted let know amazing hope good day"
] | 11 | saludos compañeros adolescentes querían saber esperanza increíble buen día |
know anymoreok im even going bother throwaway dont know anymore ive work almost yrs occasional job yo hold daughter over survive barely mean barely weve lived car motels tents notbing gotten better isnt going tk seeable future daughter could amazing easy life grandparents much better could ever offer her everyday want kill havent strictly much now cant keep letting nothing live like this cant provide dont see possibilty able to father absolutely useless children know shell better life grandparents could ever get deserves that me love world kills able anything her cant take life anymore dont know else needed vent | [
"selfharm"
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"know anymoreok im even going bother throwaway dont know anymore ive work almost yrs occasional job yo hold daughter over survive barely mean barely weve lived car motels tents notbing gotten better isnt going tk seeable future daughter could amazing easy life grandparents much better could ever offer her everyday want kill havent strictly much now cant keep letting nothing live like this cant provide dont see possibilty able to father absolutely useless children know shell better life grandparents could ever get deserves that me love world kills able anything her cant take life anymore dont know else needed vent"
] | 123 | Ya no sé ni siquiera ir a molestarse tirar no sé más trabajo en vivo casi años trabajo ocasional que tener hija sobre sobrevivir apenas significa que apenas hemos vivido coches moteles tiendas de campaña nobbing mejor istnt va tk futuro futuro hija podría increíble vida fácil abuelos mucho mejor podría ofrecer su vida cotidiana querer matar no havet estrictamente mucho ahora no puedo seguir dejando que nada viva como este no puede proporcionar no ver la posibilidad de padre absolutamente inútiles niños saben concha mejor vida abuelos podría conseguir merece que me amor mundo mata capaz cualquier cosa que no puede tomar la vida ya no sé más necesita ventilación |
much guys beat off im female probably like twice day guys less | [] | [
"much guys beat off im female probably like twice day guys less"
] | 12 | muchos chicos golpearon a im hembra probablemente como dos días chicos menos |
brittle bones nicky crafty shifty | [] | [
"brittle bones nicky crafty shifty"
] | 10 | huesos frágiles nicky astuto shifty |
need help quick year old male wanna kill tonight | [
"selfharm"
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"need help quick year old male wanna kill tonight"
] | 9 | Necesito ayuda hombre de un año rápido quiere matar esta noche |
always happen mei met boy thought scored sweetheart loved fucking much yesterday complete fucking cock me fucking do blocks facebook hes coward knows see eachother soon summer break cant fucking deal anymore im tempted go fill tummy pills fill hole thats there | [
"selfharm"
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"always happen mei met boy thought scored sweetheart loved fucking much yesterday complete fucking cock me fucking do blocks facebookhes coward knows see eachother soon summer break cant fucking dealanymore im tempted go fill tummy pills fill hole thats there"
] | 49 | Siempre mei mei mee mee mee mee mee mee mee mee mee mee mee mee mee mee mee mee mee mee mee mee mee mee mee mee mee mee mee mee mee más fucking fucking fucking do blocks facebookhes cobarde sabe ver cada uno pronto vacaciones de verano no puedo puto trato ya más tentado ir llenar pastillas de estómago llenar agujero que está ahà |
make life feel interestingfun enough stick around fori depressed teen usual angst bullshit got like people even though im depressed sense word nothing really excites me go hikes alone middle night without cellphone cold snowing outside stuff like go sailing rubber boat storm spice things even really feel alive im sitting computer college fantasize killing alot think probably ive always fantasy anything supernatural im mature enough realize something like never going happen going boring routine rest life like summers work replace college feels pointless dull | [
"selfharm"
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"make life feel interestingfun enough stick around fori depressed teen usual angst bullshit got like people even though im depressed sense word nothing really excites me go hikes alone middle night without cellphone cold snowing outside stuff like go sailing rubber boat storm spice things even really feel alive im sitting computer college fantasize killing alot think probably ive always fantasy anything supernatural im mature enough realize something like never going happen going boring routine rest life like summers work replace college feels pointless dull"
] | 98 | hacer que la vida se sienta interesante divertido bastante quedarse por el fori depresión adolescente habitual angustia mierda consiguió como la gente a pesar de im deprimido sentido palabra nada realmente me excita ir caminatas solas noche media sin teléfono celular frío nevando fuera cosas como ir vela barco goma tormenta especias cosas incluso realmente se sienten vivos im sentado ordenador universidad fantasear matar alot pensar probablemente ive siempre fantasía algo sobrenatural im madura lo suficiente darse cuenta de algo como nunca va a pasar aburrido rutina resto vida como veranos trabajo sustituir universidad se siente aburrido sin sentido |
finally better concentrating work course make mistake misunderstand assignment plus recent death family placeand got negative feedback boss feel worthless probably upcoming performance evaluation entire day feels pointless bother already messed upanytime start feeling good inevitably something happens ruin it point keep messing feel good | [
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"finally better concentrating work course make mistake misunderstand assignment plus recent death family placeand got negative feedback boss feel worthless probably upcoming performance evaluation entire day feels pointless bother already messed upanytime start feeling good inevitably something happens ruin it point keep messing feel good"
] | 52 | Por último, mejor concentración curso de trabajo cometer error mal entender la asignación más reciente lugar de la familia de la muerte y recibió comentarios negativos jefe se siente inútil probablemente próxima evaluación de rendimiento todo el día se siente inútil molestia ya mal en cualquier momento empezar a sentirse bien inevitablemente algo sucede la ruina punto seguir desordenando sentirse bien |
access sodium pentobarbitali heard use something called sodium pentobarbital euthanasia please tell access druginjection im committing redflag yet times comes wanna prepared | [
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"access sodium pentobarbitali heard use something called sodium pentobarbital euthanasia please tell access druginjection im committing redflag yet times comes wanna prepared"
] | 38 | acceso pentobarbitali sodio uso oído algo llamado eutanasia pentobarbital sodio por favor decir acceso inyección de drogas im cometer bandera roja sin embargo las veces vienen quieren preparado |
day goes break tears point worst lost job aunt stepfather anxiously awaiting results chest xray nerves shot redflaged struggling pay bills keep car road still trying figure going afford new tires need missing payment credit card living away maxed last months starting think everything would better lung cancer gone stop worrying money happiness burden familymy wife talked going on kept lot her sees crying best ignore me sure resents useless waste space gone able find someone actually happy with guilt freei just know guess needed say it expecting advice help wanted get ramblings head feels like alone | [
"selfharm"
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"day goes break tears point worst lost job aunt stepfather anxiously awaiting resultschest xray nerves shot redflaged struggling pay bills keep car road still trying figure going afford new tires need missing payment credit card living away maxed last months starting think everything would better lung cancer gone stop worrying money happiness burden familymy wife talked going on kept lot her sees crying best ignore me sure resents useless waste space gone able find someone actually happy with guilt freei just know guess needed say it expecting advice help wanted get ramblings head feels like alone"
] | 110 | día se va a romper lágrimas punto peor trabajo perdido tía padrastro esperando ansiosamente resultadoschest xray nervios tiro rojo lucha facturas de pago mantener coche carretera todavía tratando figura va a pagar nuevos neumáticos necesidad falta pago tarjeta de crédito vivir lejos maximizado los últimos meses a partir de pensar todo mejor cáncer de pulmón ido dejar de preocuparse dinero carga felicidad familia mi esposa habló seguir adelante lote ella ve llorar mejor ignorarme seguro se resiente inútil espacio perdido capaz encontrar alguien en realidad feliz con culpa freei sólo sé que es necesario decir que esperando consejo quería conseguir divagar cabeza se siente como solo |
goodbye first last posti great girlfriend amazing kindest person besides slight autism perfect some including would argue autism perfects her shapes her amazing lost today flirted girls traded photos responding anymore blame her live anymore took perfect vase scratched nail fragile innocent crushed those friends turned me hate life took sleeping pills whole bottle even sit feel head starting hurt beginning hard time keeping eyes open goodbye p reading this love you always will deserve best sorry me everything world you lost all sorry thought dick love p become know best follow dreams | [
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"goodbye first last posti great girlfriend amazing kindest person besides slight autism perfect some including would argue autism perfects her shapes her amazing lost today flirted girls traded photos responding anymore blame her live anymore took perfect vase scratched nail fragile innocent crushed those friends turned me hate life took sleeping pills whole bottle even sit feel head starting hurt beginning hard time keeping eyes open goodbye p reading this love you always will deserve best sorry me everything world you lost all sorry thought dick love p become know best follow dreams"
] | 98 | adiós primero posti gran novia increíble persona más amable además de ligero autismo perfecto algunos incluyendo argumentar autismo perfecciona sus formas su increíble perdido hoy chicas coqueteadas intercambiaron fotos responder más culpa su vida más tomó perfecto jarrón rayado uñas frágil inocente aplastado esos amigos me convirtió en odio la vida tomó pastillas para dormir botella entera incluso sentarse sentir la cabeza empezando a doler duro tiempo mantener los ojos abiertos adiós p leer este amor siempre se merece mejor lo siento todo el mundo que perdió todo lo siento pensamiento polla amor p llegar a conocer mejor seguir sueños |
everyone know would better never existedim biggest fucking burden inconvenience everyone life dont know necessarily want kill makes whole different kind burden many fucking people would much better never deal fucked self | [
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"everyone know would better never existedim biggest fucking burden inconvenience everyone life dont know necessarily want kill makes whole different kind burden many fucking people would much better never deal fucked self"
] | 34 | Todo el mundo sabe que nunca existiría mejor que la carga más grande de mierda inconveniente todos la vida no saben necesariamente querer matar hace toda diferente carga de tipo mucha gente de mierda mucho mejor nunca tratar de joderse a sí mismo |
im really fed upthis probably going come sounding whining guess is want someone listen maybe offer advice guess understand im even considering redflag go background sister bitch quite honestly never hated someone much currently hate her months ago feel strongly pretty rough afterall abused long time boyfriend took kids away her tried kill multiple times diagnosed bipolar once took meds redflag attempt punched mother face result understandable given meds still disheartening would mean me boyfriend years took boyfriends work clothes dryer presumably get back us using washer i guess clothes wash told much disliked boyfriend regularly like conflict tried ignore her fast forward months ago moves out permanent road trip boyfriend things great remember life like without her sad is depression fades away however unfortunately gets robbed raped finally gets pregnant comes back home wants garage sale save money get abortion leave take day help move things organize halfway day taking break starts smoking im allergic cigarette smoke could deal however worried two cockatiels downstairs one started hard time breathing asked could please go outside finish cigarette told no started getting irate despite attempts reiterate asking worried birds wellbeing started saying things like i want shoot fucking animals piece shit point lost patience had told get out course upset more came couple inches face tried bait punch her im assuming boyfriend jumps protect gets irate calls socially inept piece shit among things states taking back room which mine moved years ago went upstairs heard banging dad called back downstairs named calling says leaving decided shove back turned if boyfriend catch me might fallen shove physically hurt least finally leaves telling us have fun cleaning yard since garage sale items still outside immediately went upstairs damage pretty extensive gerbil cage rabbit cage flipped couch cat tree well one gerbils injured leg process luckily rabbit cage he outside playing aware of probably would hurt badly was this mother tells come back next day things okay night time late night boyfriend went downstairs get bite eat use bathroom suddenly get yelled at sister decided come back sleep there next morning still there go bite eat come back doors locked literally sitting chair casually smoking cigarette next birds flips us off leave call mom mom tells get fuck out leaves go inside find dead animals bed dead animals rats previously freezer passed away week we horrible virus go around legally needed get death certificate made vet since rescues animals dad goes gets keys made locks us lock house up next day go work get call boyfriend apparently broke in came upstairs threatened boyfriend beat boyfriend she literally broke room staying yelled him naked took shower tried break room again barricaded desks freaks wrench hand protection takes glasses face give back days drive boyfriend work migraine days obvious reasons meantime stayed downstairs like nothing happened finally got back pretty broken still broken day the lens easily repeatedly falls out going get new ones soon that minor conflicts would happen nothing major ones ive previously mentioned one time boyfriend walked downstairs get rat food garage threw ashes face without provocation later said smiled funny way it directed towards all also got tiff mother told could eat pistachios later grabbed couple sister got pissed probably never washed handsneedlesstosay do still living us depression sets in im room time aside work go downstairs im filled mixed emotions hatred anger hopelessness downstairs boyfriend reside limits using old piano bench hold huge tv im pleased about mention used play piano lot cant unless gone rare feel like prisoner go downstairs wash clothes leave work it feels unfair great life right boyfriend rent real chores repercussions things done boyfriend always laughing come downstairs stark difference im feeling inside makes even depressed could happy making life miserable gets watch tv work all make kitchen upstairs buy mini fridge went days without eating fear going downstairs getting hurt ive thought ending multiple times guess im thinking maybe dead would understand wrong could finally peace its even depressing remember like gone fear comfort safety long time ive talked mom this understandably want choose daughters know either tells selfish think redflag im loss know anymore im sure much take | [
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"im really fed upthis probably going come sounding whining guess is want someone listen maybe offer advice guess understandim even considering redflag go background sister bitch quite honestly never hated someone much currently hate her months ago feel strongly pretty rough afterall abused long time boyfriend took kids away her tried kill multiple times diagnosed bipolar once took meds redflag attempt punched mother face result understandable given meds still disheartening would mean me boyfriend years took boyfriends work clothes dryer presumably get back us using washer",
"i guess clothes wash told much disliked boyfriend regularly like conflict tried ignore her fast forward months ago moves out permanent road trip boyfriend things great remember life like without her sad is depression fades away however unfortunately gets robbed raped finally gets pregnant comes back home wants garage sale save money get abortion leave take day help move things organize halfway day taking break starts smoking im allergic cigarette smoke could deal however worried two cockatiels downstairs one started hard time breathing asked could please go outside finish cigarette told no started getting irate despite attempts reiterate asking worried birds wellbeing started saying things like i want shoot fucking animals piece shit point lost patience had told get out course upset more came couple inches face tried",
"bait punch her im assuming boyfriend jumps protect gets irate calls socially inept piece shit among things states taking back room which mine moved years ago went upstairs heard banging dad called back downstairs named calling says leaving decided shove back turned if boyfriend catch me might fallen shove physically hurt least finally leaves telling us have fun cleaning yard since garage sale items still outside immediately went upstairs damage pretty extensive gerbil cage rabbit cage flipped couch cat tree well",
"one gerbils injured leg process luckily rabbit cage he outside playing aware of probably would hurt badly was this mother tells come back next day things okay night time late night boyfriend went downstairs get bite eat use bathroom suddenly get yelled at sister decided come back sleep there next morning still there go bite eat come back doors locked literally sitting chair casually smoking cigarette next birds flips us off leave call mom mom tells get fuck out leaves go inside find dead animals bed dead animals rats previously freezer passed away week we horrible virus go around legally needed get death certificate made vet since rescues animals dad goes gets keys made locks us lock house up next day go work get call boyfriend apparently broke in came upstairs threatened boyfriend beat boyfriend she literally broke room staying yelled him naked took shower tried break room again barricaded desks freaks wrench hand protection takes glasses face give back days drive boyfriend work migraine days obvious reasons meantime stayed downstairs like nothing happened finally got back pretty broken still broken day the lens easily repeatedly falls out going get new ones soon that minor conflicts would happen nothing major ones ive previously mentioned one time boyfriend walked downstairs get rat food garage threw ashes face without provocation later said smiled funny way it directed towards all also got tiff mother told could eat pistachios later grabbed couple sister got pissed probably never washed handsneedlesstosay do still living us depression sets in im room time aside work go downstairs im filled mixed emotions hatred anger hopelessness downstairs boyfriend reside limits using old piano bench hold huge tv",
"im pleased about mention used play piano lot cant unless gone rare feel like prisoner go downstairs wash clothes leave workit feels unfair great life right boyfriend rent real chores repercussions things done boyfriend always laughing come downstairs stark difference im feeling inside makes even depressed could happy making life miserable gets watch tv work all make kitchen upstairs buy mini fridge went days without eating fear going downstairs getting hurt ive thought ending multiple times guess im thinking maybe dead would understand wrong could finally peace its even depressing remember like gone fear comfort safety long time ive talked mom this understandably want choose daughters know either tells selfish think redflagim loss know anymoreim sure much take"
] | 104 | Im realmente harto esto probablemente va a venir lloriqueando suposición es querer que alguien escuche tal vez ofrecer consejo conjetura entender incluso teniendo en cuenta rojo bandera ir fondo hermana perra bastante honestamente nunca odiaba a alguien mucho actualmente odio su meses atrás se siente fuertemente bastante duro después de todo abusado largo tiempo novio se llevó a los niños su tratado de matar varias veces diagnosticado bipolar una vez tomó medicamentos Redflag intento golpeado madre rostro resultado comprensible dado medicamentos todavía descorazonador significaría que mi novio años llevó novios trabajar ropa secadora presumiblemente volver a usar lavadora |
bad mow expecting another film based womens issues pleasantly surprised element suspense sure parts plot pretty hokey part movie kept guessing nut bar connected ex husband somebody tavern guy person cut off daniel magder excellent ive seen moms strike guilt association mows creditable especially way challenges mother way preteen would typically actbr br laura leighton also played typical mother exwife men women relate to frustrated enough seem realbr br see missed it worthwhile | [] | [
"bad mow expecting another film based womens issues pleasantly surprised element suspense sure parts plot pretty hokey part movie kept guessing nut bar connected ex husband somebody tavern guy person cut off daniel magder excellent ive seen moms strike guilt association mows creditable especially way challenges mother way preteen would typically actbr br laura leighton also played typical mother exwife men women relate to frustrated enough seem realbr br see missed it worthwhile"
] | 96 | malo mow esperando otra película basada mujeres temas agradablemente sorprendido elemento suspenso seguro partes trama bastante hokey película parte siguió adivinando nut bar conectado ex marido alguien taberna chico persona cortado daniel magder excelente ive vies mamás huelga culpa asociación segables crédito especialmente manera desafíos madre manera preteen típicamente actbr br laura leighton también jugó típica madre ex esposa hombres mujeres se relacionan con frustrado lo suficiente parecen realbr br ver perdido vale la pena |
asked crush d girlfriend wasnt happy crush said yes | [] | [
"asked crush d girlfriend wasnt happy crush said yes"
] | 10 | pregunta amor a la novia no era amor feliz dijo que sí |
guess something litteraly anything take guess il respond corect answer | [] | [
"guess something litteraly anything take guess il respond corect answer"
] | 14 | Supongo que hay algo que cualquier cosa tiene que adivinar il responder corecto respuesta |
telling nervous feeling work talking wfh privileges ending weeks due covid restrictions ending asked would happy office told always bullied school work want work socialise whatever want task earn pay enjoy free time really like wfh wearing mask hide face people keeping distance never want things end friends ok given try hurt let quite content home ownthey never judged thought understood years pain made wary human beings today said path loneliness looked disappointed maybe even like anymore think tell anything ever again worries thoughts locked inside head forever one person felt safe share things lost trust | [
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"telling nervous feeling work talking wfh privileges ending weeks due covid restrictions ending asked would happy office told always bullied school work want work socialise whatever want task earn pay enjoy free time really like wfh wearing mask hide face people keeping distance never want things end friendsok given try hurt let quite content homeownthey never judged thought understood years pain made wary human beings today said path loneliness looked disappointed maybe even like anymore think tell anything ever again worries thoughts locked inside head forever one person felt safe share things lost trust"
] | 105 | cont nerviosa sensación de trabajo hablar wfh privilegios fin de semana debido a restricciones codiciosas final preguntaría la oficina feliz siempre dijo trabajo escolar acosado quiere trabajo socialise lo que quiera tarea ganar pago disfrutar de tiempo libre realmente como wfh usar máscara cara la gente que mantiene la distancia nunca quiere cosas fin amigosok dar tratar de lastimar dejar bastante contenido casero nunca juzgaron pensamiento entendido años dolor hizo seres humanos cautelosos hoy dijo camino soledad parecía decepcionado tal vez incluso como más pensar contar algo de nuevo preocupaciones pensamientos encerrados dentro de la cabeza para siempre una persona se sentía seguro compartir cosas perdido confianza |
damn allergies terrible headache im badly allergic asprin cleaned room aask dust making worse | [] | [
"damn allergies terrible headacheim badly allergic asprin cleaned room aask dust making worse"
] | 17 | maldita alergias terrible dolor de cabezaim muy alérgico asprin limpiado cuarto aask polvo empeorando |
im thinking deleting reddit running away never coming back feel like ruining mental health like want get rid it i | [] | [
"im thinking deleting reddit running away never coming back feel like ruining mental health like want get rid iti"
] | 23 | Estoy pensando que borrar a Reddit escaparse nunca volver siento como arruinar la salud mental como si quisiera deshacerse de iti |
hey folks wish luck please so im gonna pull performance today srudy halle teacher like real old style music stuff like bing crosby frank sinatra elvis presley sort stuff came concert im gonna song route bing crosby amd andrew sisters mr booze frank sinatra bing crosby dean martin sammy davis jr im gonna end blue moon frank sinatra wish luck ladies gents | [] | [
"hey folks wish luck please so im gonna pull performance today srudy halle teacher like real old style music stuff like bing crosby frank sinatra elvis presley sort stuff came concert im gonna song route bing crosby amd andrew sisters mr booze frank sinatra bing crosby dean martin sammy davis jr im gonna end blue moon frank sinatra wish luck ladies gents"
] | 94 | Hola gente desear suerte por favor así que voy a tirar de la actuación de hoy profesor srudy halle como música de estilo antiguo real cosas como bing crosby Frank sinatra elvis presley tipo cosas vino concierto im va a cantar ruta bing crosby amd Andrew hermanas Sr alcohol Frank sinatra bing crosby dean martin sammy davis jr im va a terminar luna azul franco sinatra desear suerte damas caballeros |
mind blank fucking help lmaooooo want hug life annoying yuh ik title nothin wit acutal post cant think properly | [] | [
"mind blank fucking help lmaooooo want hug life annoying yuh ik title nothin wit acutal post cant think properly"
] | 29 | mente en blanco puta ayuda lmmaooooo quieren abrazar la vida molesto yuh ik título nada ingenio acutal post no puede pensar correctamente |
want explain fucking terrible feel young y female generally mental health struggles since childhood due diagnosed treated severe clinical depression lots trauma variety areas made friends lacking support systems many misdiagnoses variety adults failed getting dream career joining military know stupid thing sad plans could afford college own starved developed eating disorder still miss inches per standardsi managed recover that somehow managed sit pandemic kind caring even felt like last bit kindness left gotten apartment spent entire year change quarantine yet angry exhausted hurt literally could end think would mind seen people care about feels almost like final time given quiet goodbye hope figure out ready go ready stop peace once ready want die typing unsure anyone care plans matter enough keep here think maybe hurt parents best friend lost important people demon before tired fighting everyday gets stronger hands shake every morning cry wishing would end laying sword down giving up everything bleeding bones broken alone want fight anymore place before real reason keep going time | [
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"want explain fucking terrible feel young y female generally mental health struggles since childhood due diagnosed treated severe clinical depression lots trauma variety areas made friends lacking support systems many misdiagnoses variety adults failed getting dream career joining military know stupid thing sad plans could afford college own starved developed eating disorder still miss inches per standardsi managed recover that somehow managed sit pandemic kind caring even felt like last bit kindness left gotten apartment spent entire year change quarantine yet angry exhausted hurt literally could end think would mind seen people care about feels almost like final time given quiet goodbye hope figure out ready go ready stop peace once ready want die typing unsure anyone care plans matter enough keep here think maybe hurt parents best friend lost important people demon before tired fighting everyday gets stronger hands shake every morning cry wishing would end laying sword down giving up everything bleeding bones broken alone want fight anymore place before real reason keep going time"
] | 174 | quiero explicar mierda terrible sentir joven y mujer generalmente problemas de salud mental desde infancia debido a diagnóstico depresión clínica severa lotes trauma variedad áreas hizo amigos que carecen de sistemas de apoyo muchos diagnósticos erróneos variedad adultos fracaso conseguir carrera de sueño unirse militar saber estúpido planes tristes podría permitirse universidad propia hambre desarrollado trastorno alimenticio todavía falta pulgadas por estándarsi logrado recuperar que de alguna manera gestionado sit pandemia tipo cuidado incluso se sintió como último poco amabilidad izquierda apartamento pasado todo el año cambio cuarentena pero enojado dolor agotado literalmente podría terminar pensar que la mente ver la gente se preocupa por se siente casi como última hora dado tranquilo adiós esperanza figura listo ir listo parar paz una vez listo querer morir escribir planes de cuidado importa lo suficiente mantener aquí pensar tal vez lastimado padres mejor amigo perdido importante personas demonio antes cansado lucha diario consigue manos más fuertes temblando cada mañana deseando terminar de poner espada hacia abajo dando todo sangrado huesos rotos solo quiero luchar más lugar antes de razón real seguir adelante tiempo |
anyone else feel like thismy childhood terrible parents addicts child bullied throughout school molested traumatic car accident mom driving high oxys died lost contact dad addiction long term notredflag abusivehow fucking hell supposed believe life ever get better literally cannot even imagine it seems like impossibility impossible imagine life ever good now never way | [
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"anyone else feel like thismy childhood terrible parents addicts child bullied throughout school molested traumatic car accident mom driving high oxys died lost contact dad addiction long term notredflag abusivehow fucking hell supposed believe life ever get better literally cannot even imagine it seems like impossibility impossible imagine life ever good now never way"
] | 65 | Alguien más se siente como esta mi infancia terrible padres adictos niño abusado durante toda la escuela accidente de coche traumático abusado mamá conducir altos oxicodonas murió perdido contacto papá adicción largo plazo notredflag abusivohow maldito infierno supuesto creer que la vida nunca mejora literalmente no puede siquiera imaginar que parece imposible imaginar la vida siempre bueno nunca nunca manera |
got cheated on im sad started dating girl ive known long time half months ago great made happy dont really feel happy often anymore told that made sure best boyfriend could be caring texted made laugh often could week ago blue ignoring texts day messages saying need talk calls breaks suddenly im pretty shocked sad though everything fine literally days ago gone seen play told amazing job im sad confused one best friends starts acting weird find hes texting were playing dnd kinda rude tells couple days later came onto super hard even broke broke mid flirting make comfortable literally next day fucking confronted said true apologize anything rude saying im confused know feel gave k done never got relationship even tho let know ask horny fucked friend first date see wearing jackets hallways school posts instagram im pissed sad lose someone loved though loved me lost friend valued unfaithful girl years friendship dont post like ever needed get chest | [] | [
"got cheated on im sad started dating girl ive known long time half months ago great made happy dont really feel happy often anymore told that made sure best boyfriend could be caring texted made laugh often could week ago blue ignoring texts day messages saying need talk calls breaks suddenly im pretty shocked sad though everything fine literally days ago gone seen play told amazing job im sad confused one best friends starts acting weird find hes texting were playing dnd kinda rude tells couple days later came onto super hard even broke broke mid flirting make comfortable literally next day fucking confronted said true apologize anything rude saying im confused know feel gave k done never got relationship even tho let know ask horny fucked friend first date see wearing jackets hallways school posts instagramim pissed sad lose someone loved though loved me lost friend valued unfaithful girl years friendship dont post like ever needed get chest"
] | 173 | me engañé en im triste comenzó salir chica ive conocido hace mucho tiempo hace medio meses grande hecho feliz no realmente se siente feliz más a menudo dicho que se aseguró mejor novio podría ser cuidado mensajes de texto hecho reír a menudo hace semana azul ignorando mensajes de día mensajes diciendo necesidad llamadas de conversación descansos de repente im bastante sorprendido triste aunque todo bien literalmente días atrás visto juego dijo trabajo increíble im triste confundido uno mejores amigos comienza a actuar raro encontrar hes texting estaban jugando nd un poco grosero dice un par de días más tarde llegó a super duro roto incluso roto mediados coqueteo hacer cómodo literalmente al día siguiente follada confrontado dijo disculpa verdadera nada grosero diciendo im confuso saber sentir dar k hecho nunca consiguió relación incluso tho dejar saber preguntar caliente follada amigo primera cita ver usar chaquetas pasillos correos escolares instagramim enojado triste perder alguien amado aunque me amaba amigo querido infiel años amistad no post como nunca necesitó conseguir pecho |
came told mother sister clinically severely depressedand followed saying depression sad could continue cheer up buck up | [
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"came told mother sister clinically severely depressedand followed saying depression sad could continue cheer up buck up"
] | 18 | vino le dijo a la madre hermana clínicamente severamente deprimida y siguió diciendo que la depresión triste podría seguir animándose |
songs relating workin weekend bbno ajr heavy linkin park die jake hill given linkin park sit inside house day josh heart attack scxrlord | [] | [
"songs relating workin weekend bbno ajr heavy linkin park die jake hill given linkin park sit inside house day josh heart attack scxrlord"
] | 37 | canciones relacionadas con el trabajo en fin de semana bbno ajr pesado linkin park die jake colina dado linkin park sentarse dentro de casa josh día ataque al corazón scxrlord |
anything life even past teen years yet still feel like trashy useless person want like people want smart charismatic memorable no going another random dude big ambitions went nowhere still confused people see good smart person all want important world think keeping one special person cares me otherwise would gone already feel like failure | [
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"anything life even past teen years yet still feel like trashy useless person want like people want smart charismatic memorableno going another random dude big ambitions went nowhere still confused people see good smart person all want important world think keeping one special person cares me otherwise would gone already feel like failure"
] | 55 | cualquier cosa vida incluso en los últimos años de la adolescencia sin embargo todavía se siente como persona inútil basura quiere como la gente quiere inteligente carismático memorableno ir otro al azar tío grandes ambiciones fue a ninguna parte todavía confundido la gente ve buena persona inteligente todos quieren mundo importante pensar manteniendo una persona especial me importa de lo contrario ya se sentiría como fracaso |
last person care dropped mei told last real friend call text anything fo tired depression could act normal would talk again know anymore | [
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"last person care dropped mei told last real friend call text anything fo tired depression could act normal would talk again know anymore"
] | 24 | último cuidado persona mei mei mei dijo último verdadero amigo llamada texto cualquier fo depresión cansada podría actuar normal hablar de nuevo saber más |
sad hey whoevers reading this making post sort rant cant really talk anyone know whatever im posting here feeling shit tbh like every part life thought holidays would help sort everything whatnot nothing tbh hate school im somewhat smart get good marks math science recently theyve decreasing cant stand going tho numerous reasons best friend smart like top student smart parents cant go minute without comparing us im still rly good friends make feel like cutting bonds him social life abysmal mainly bc doing besides friend school like others know dont really care abt me days sit studying watching anime relationship parents really gone hill last year took serious turn worst weeks mother refused talk father talked school work one point mother wanted kick reasons im still unsure led developing unhealthy habits little self harm mainly eating addiction assume put lot weight september started gyming uncles garage would train everyday months making good progress better worse father forced stop wasnt body needed apparently response started eating shit ton again october girl knew months time started dating ended ghosting essentially countrys another lockdown easy her affected pretty badly still think everyday imagine things add pretty sad ive jumped telling suck move saying deserve happy sometimes got rona recently damn get wrong time sit bed day nothing know im feeling sorry post mess thx took time read hope u guys good | [] | [
"sad hey whoevers reading this making post sort rant cant really talk anyone know whatever im posting here feeling shit tbh like every part life thought holidays would help sort everything whatnot nothing tbh hate school im somewhat smart get good marks math science recently theyve decreasing cant stand going tho numerous reasons best friend smart like top student smart parents cant go minute without comparing us im still rly good friends make feel like cutting bonds him social life abysmal mainly bc doing besides friend school like others know dont really careabt",
"me days sit studying watching anime relationship parents really gone hill last year took serious turn worst weeks mother refused talk father talked school work one point mother wanted kick reasons im still unsure led developing unhealthy habits little self harm mainly eating addiction assume put lot weight september started gyming uncles garage would train everyday months making good progress better worse father forced stop wasnt body needed apparently response started eating shit ton again october girl knew months time started dating ended ghosting essentially countrys another lockdown easy her affected pretty badly still think everyday imagine things add pretty sad ive jumped telling suck move saying deserve happy sometimes got rona recently damn get wrong time sit bed day nothing know im feeling sorry post mess thx took time read hope u guys good"
] | 113 | triste hey quienquiera que lea este post que hace tipo rant no puede hablar realmente nadie sabe lo que sea Im publicar aquí sentir mierda tbh como cada parte vida pensamiento vacaciones ayudaría a ordenar todo lo que no nada tbh odio escuela im algo inteligente conseguir buenas marcas matemáticas ciencia recientemente heve disminución cant stand going tho numerosas razones mejor amigo inteligente como los mejores estudiantes inteligentes padres no pueden ir minuto sin compararnos im todavía rly buenos amigos hacer sentir como cortar lazos vida social abismal principalmente bc haciendo además de amigo escuela como otros saben realmente no careabt |
free wholesome award give away something wholesome free award play rainbow boys slots free something wholesome edit imma give usnak_hadios frobby frankster | [] | [
"free wholesome award give away something wholesome free award play rainbow boys slots free something wholesome edit imma give usnak_hadios frobby frankster"
] | 33 | premio sano libre regalar algo sano premio libre juego arco iris chicos ranuras gratis algo sano edición imma dar usnak_hadios frobby frankster |
want kill dont want dieim happy havent really long time ive tried almost everything therapy moving switching jobs new friends even alcohol sports traveling fun activities hobbies medication weird cause know good life dont much complain dont feel like person im forced be feel like dont belong skin particular life dont enjoy fun things anymore feel like im fake happy all the time dont want live life anymore also dont want die needed admit every night go sleep wish either wake someone else someone feel me dont wake all | [
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"want kill dont want dieim happy havent really long time ive tried almost everything therapy moving switching jobs new friends even alcohol sports traveling fun activities hobbies medication weird cause know good life dont much complain dont feel like person im forced be feel like dont belong skin particular life dont enjoy fun things anymore feel like im fake happy all the time dont want live life anymore also dont want die needed admit every night go sleep wish either wake someone else someone feel me dont wake all"
] | 102 | quiero matar no quiero diem feliz no ha pasado mucho tiempo he probado casi todo terapia cambio de trabajo nuevos amigos incluso alcohol deportes viajar actividades divertidas hobbies medicamentos raro causa saber buena vida no mucho quejarse no se siente como persona im forzado ser sentir como no pertenece piel vida particular no disfrutar de las cosas divertidas más se siente como im falso feliz todo el tiempo no quiero vivir la vida más tampoco quiero morir necesita admitir cada noche ir a dormir desea o despertar a alguien más alguien me siente no despertar todos |
sucked dick yes prophecy true tasted like fish bit worth it almost broke back it really sore | [] | [
"sucked dick yes prophecy true tasted like fish bit worth it almost broke back it really sore"
] | 18 | chupado polla sí profecía verdadero sabor como pescado poco vale la pena casi se rompió de nuevo realmente dolorido |
really want praise subreddit community im happy forum entirely dedicated offering support watching others worst times lives thank all | [
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"really want praise subreddit community im happy forum entirely dedicated offering support watching others worst times lives thank all"
] | 22 | realmente quiero alabanza comunidad subreddit im foro feliz enteramente dedicado ofreciendo apoyo viendo otros peores vidas gracias a todos |