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My family probably thinks I'm a freak, pervert or even worse a pedophile. Part 1): Okay so here's my story. I'm 20 and I'm tried to get with my 14 year old sister friend who is also 14 who's a freshmen in H.S. I was never attracted to her before but during the past year she would flirt with me or give me signals lowke... | self.offmychest |
I was a child actor. I was sexually harassed and assaulted. I'm not traumatised by this. Wtf? From everything I'm reading, I should be very disturbed and very affected. But I'm not.
I've experienced depression, and I've felt the emptiness and negativity associated with that. But it's never seemed to me to be connec... | self.offmychest |
I just don't know what is wrong with me. I don't want to feel better.. [deleted] | self.depression |
You’re all great people, I wish I was more like YOU Meh... ya know when you’re just so done with everything...yeah? Me too. Like right now. If I’m honest, I didn’t even want to write this. That’s the lazy useless piece of shit I’ve become, I didn’t even want to write out this short post that takes barely any time at al... | self.SuicideWatch |
Happy New Year To all those people who went through shit this year.....To the people who went through deaths, heartbreaks and disappointments. You did good, the year is over. Celebrate the year you had. Rememeber this year forever. It might seem stupid now, but it won't be later.
Happy New Years! :) | self.offmychest |
walked out of work 4 hours early. feeling guilty and tired. need advice. worked all throughout christmas, ten days in a row, sometimes finishing work at 10:30pm and then having work at 8am the next morning. all of my team has snapped at me for things which arent my fault.
a colleague did it to me two days ago and i le... | self.offmychest |
Too tough to live with my mistakes I don't know if I will see 2019. I feel ashamed of myself. If my family or friends found out what I've done, they would all disown me. My mom wouldn't speak to me.
I've always been "the good one" of my parents' children. My sister was always the wild child. In the fall I finally mov... | self.SuicideWatch |
Drove out of town for the first time by myself today. In the rain, too. No accidents or honks. Was anxious the entire time but still oddly relieved. | self.Anxiety |
Tips for being supportive to my partner? Hello all. My partner (me, 32m, her 31f) has recently been diagnosed with a "general anxiety disorder". Up until a month ago, she was a fiercely independent, take charge kind of person, but in the blink of an eye she changed almost entirely. She had a random panic attack one... | self.Anxiety |
I'd like to tell you about this pendant I wear. [Pendant](https://imgur.com/a/bnhyE)
I wear this pendant every day because of this woman: Senua, from Ninja Theory's video game Hellblade: Senua's Sacrifice. How come? What is it about, and what does it have to do with bipolar?
I've talked about Hellblade before on this... | self.bipolar |
I can’t stand it when you talk about your girlfriend. I have a crush on you, but you have a girlfriend. Whenever you talk about her, you always say how she’s perfect and how beautiful she is and how much you love her. It physically pains me not to roll my eyes. I probably seem like a bad person for getting annoyed by t... | self.offmychest |
That’s right, I didn’t get up from priority seating. Fuck you for standing in front of me and staring me down. After a 2 minute staring contest I even took out my earplugs and told you I have a neck injury and need to sit. Sorry, I was having muscle spasms because of the nerve damage. After that you just stood off to t... | self.offmychest |
I’m the biggest loser I know and fantasize about suicide every night. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
I feel like I let anxiety beat me today. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
I do not have a specific title Its almost like the realization that the space between and the things I do, day to day, week to week etc..its not a feeling of pointlessness because I already know what that feeling is. Its in my stomach and It makes me feel ill but not sick ill just empty like my stomach has dropped but ... | self.SuicideWatch |
My boyfriend's ex was sexually assaulted. She reached out to him and he asked me what he should do. I told him to be there for his friend.
I'm pretty well acquainted with her. She just moved somewhere that she'd been waiting to move her whole life.
It fucking pisses me off. No one should have to go through that, bu... | self.offmychest |
Did you know that it takes up to three months after infection for HIV to show up in a blood test? Neither did I. I also didn't know that post-exposure prophylaxis was a thing, until it was much too late. So for the past two months, I may or may not have been a walking biohazard, and I still have to wait another month... | self.offmychest |
I feel like there truly isn't anything here for me [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
For the girls. Mood changes with period beyond just normal PMS Hi ladies and anyone with experience in this field!
My periods have always been erratic (between 30-50 days) so I struggle to know if My anger and anxiety is as a result of hormonal fluctuations or if I’m just having a bad time.
I spent the last 4 days ... | self.bipolar |
I just took 10000 mg of calcium and 5000 mg of ibuprofen I have 8 losacar-H pills all of those are my mother's what would it do ? [deleted] | self.depression |
One last bowl It's only weed, but I've been addicted for years now and my life has obviously not benefited from it. I keep going back and back. I honestly have no idea what I'm gonna do when this bowl is gone. I hope I don't seek out my dealers and perpetuate the cycle that has been going on for years. I'm in the prime... | self.offmychest |
I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS [deleted] | self.depression |
I don't wanna die so why do I keep doing this??? It's been a really hard summer/fall.... I have a super high tolerance after so many years of use. I just downed a bottle of NyQuil severe and 8 mg xanax pure. I'm in my mid 40's not new to any of this.... found out after I took that my niece may go into preterm labor. Sh... | self.bipolar |
Therapist called me "whiney"? Today during therapy, my therapist was sort of complimenting me on the progress I have made over the last six months. As a little bit of background, I had a mental breakdown of sorts where I had a series of anxiety attacks in a row that landed me in the hospital for about a month back in M... | self.Anxiety |
Craving mania Does anyone else ever crave mania? I know it can be hazardous to my health and hard on my family but sometimes I crave the feeling of mania and the energy/insight that I had during my episode. I take my meds so it won’t happen but I wish I could function during mania and not go too far down the rabbit hol... | self.bipolar |
You start off young and it just grows When I think about all my suicidal thoughts I get a reminder that the first time I contemplated suicide was when I was very young, maybe 9 or 10. It's insane that a kid that young who hasn't cherished life enough is already thinking about death.
I wasn't bullied, had a good socia... | self.SuicideWatch |
Laying here in bed... I'm a recovering alcoholic who, in the last year, actually took my life back and made an insane amount of progress.
I took a job that was "nothing" just to get back on my feet and somehow worked myself into a managerial role with very good pay that I thought I would NEVER see.
I got a therapist a... | self.depression |
Random presentation in class. Absolutely panicking. I'm in college for dental hygiene and I'm currently taking a bio class. It was never stated on the syllabus that there was ever a presentation. Today my professor decided instead of a final exam, we can just do a 15 minute presentation of a Bio topic of our choice and... | self.Anxiety |
TO THE COSMIC NOTHINGNESS OR ANYONE ON THE OTHER END I JUST HAVE TO LET THIS OUT I want to bawl my eyes out before and during every. fucking. shift. I hate my job SO MUCH. This is the first one I've had and I absolutely HATE IT.
I opened last Wednesday and had to actually walk to the bathroom just to take a LONG break... | self.offmychest |
hasn't even been a year since my last suicide attempt [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
If i have extremely low vitamin D does that mean i dont have severe depression?? [deleted] | self.depression |
My heart is broken and I don't know what to do. [deleted] | self.depression |
Diagnosis reveal to my date didn't go well I was diagnosed Bipolar II about 2.5 years ago. This year I finally got on meds that work and don't give me horrible side effects. So I started dating more. Online. A month ago, I started to talk to and date an amazing guy. Everything about him was great and we fit well togeth... | self.bipolar |
I have an inferiority complex that makes me want to die. [deleted] | self.depression |
I don't know what to do [self indulgent putting of thoughts into written words] I hate everything I have become.
I'm 28. I have no girlfriend, almost no friends, and very little hope for my future.
In 2010 I graduated with First class honours degree in an arts subject. I also have an IQ of 153 according to the invi... | self.depression |
necessary but not sufficient being happy seems so impossibly far way
i envy others constant but folks i envy often arent happy
id need so many thing to align to get there
its absurdly hopeless
id need the following
1. genuine friends (i have zero)
2. lover(s)/partner(s)
3. financial stability
4. professional su... | self.depression |
After effects of an Attack So i pretty much was having an anxiety attack while waiting on a response (chest tight, dizziness, nausea, urgent need to run tf out of there...etc) and when i got the answer i needed, that good ol yes, relief washed through me completely but so intense that it very nearly feel like another a... | self.Anxiety |
I hate that I've lost pretty much every bit of motivation to make art I hate that I've lost pretty much every bit of motivation to make art. I hate that I haven't drawn or written anything past a few paragraphs or a small sketch every few months. I hate that every time i do find some motivation to do something creative... | self.depression |
My brother is hiding from his problems and its only making them worse, I dont know how long he's given himself My brother is a senior in high school, and has missed quite a few days from being "sick" of school. He wont admit that he's not actually sick at the time, but when he was feeling confident he let up that he do... | self.SuicideWatch |
I quit my job (t/w ableist slurs, self harm, body image) And honestly it was the most amazing feeling in the world.
I spent two years working at functions and events ballroom, working 12 to 14 hour shifts at times, while getting yelled at and verbally abused by my boss/owner of the venue.
The team were frequently ca... | self.offmychest |
I am a terrible person I, am a terrible person. I don’t mean morally, I mean as a human being, I have failed, I am unable to do the most basic task asked of people - don’t kill yourself. I’ve been through therapy, I’ve been medicated for a ton of stuff, I’ve talked until I ran out of problems to talk about, and no mat... | self.SuicideWatch |
Work-related Stress. Was having a good morning... Brief background: Got laid off a year ago (was given notice weeks in advance, just in time for the holidays, yea). I was unemployed for a few weeks, got a temp job, which has led to a full-time position with the same company. It's not the direction I was intending to go... | self.Anxiety |
For the first time in my life, I love and accept who I am! Featuring A Manic Hair Cut! (Bipolar Depression) [For once in my life, I felt beautiful ](https://imgur.com/a/ZnkzU)
For the last few weeks, my life has been a constant blur of depression, self deprecation, and manic moods.
I don’t know if anyone else is simi... | self.bipolar |
Recently Discovered This Subreddit Happy New Year everybody. I've been on Reddit for a while but didn't know this place existed. I've had depression for a few years, but in my case, my depression comes and goes. So I can feel horrible for a whole month but after feel like I'm on top of the world for a bit. One of the s... | self.depression |
I am lost. I do not know what to do. Hey guys. This is my first post here, I made this account because I need to vent and I have no one else to listen to me. To an outsider, my life seems okay: I am married to a great guy, I have a good job that pays well, my family is healthy and I have friends. To me, my life is unbe... | self.depression |
Hi, can someone talk to me right now? These past weeks have been devastating. I feel like either ranting, discusing my options or choosing a suicide method. Please help. | self.SuicideWatch |
I feel guilty all the time for everything even though it's nothing to do with me. [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Of course Was just typing out a long post and pulled up on the screen when going to hit post and it refreshed everything. I'm just even more sad now because even trying to talk about it and it fucks up. Idk I might try writing this again but I can't even remember everything I wrote anymore there's just too many thought... | self.SuicideWatch |
Anyone else had no idea they would become the person they ended up becoming anyway? The 12 year old me would be completely incompatible with how I am now at 27. | self.depression |
What should i do if i'm too scared to die, but don't want to live? | self.SuicideWatch |
People are ghosting me since my diagnosis of schizophrenia I guess the post is pretty self explanatory, i had a psychotic break i guess. Deleted all social apps, now i feel a bit better. Explained to people about why i lost their snapchat streaks and why i wasn't replying. I was just ghosted. I mean they're online and ... | self.depression |
Moods all over the place, got two piercings, and just want to talk to someone. I went 24 hrs without eating and just feel depressed and maybe manic in the same day. And does anyone else watch rom coms and think they need to get married and have a baby immediatly? I ate some food and drank some tea and feel a bit better... | self.bipolar |
I hope everyone has a great day tomorrow despite the break is over and everyday life starts again. I feel it in my stomach, the thought of everyones expectations that i shall act as a normal 9-5, A4, human being again, it hurts, but its going to be ok :) | self.depression |
I hate myself and my life right now. 21F here. I think I'm depressed and want to cut because I'm not good at communicating. If I feel anger, which I've been feeling a lot lately towards my mother, I repress it. I don't talk about it because I hate feeling angry. It reminds me of when I was younger (maybe 10 or 11) and ... | self.depression |
Anxiety in overdrive dreading NYE party Currently on the way to a NYE party and I would rather be literally anywhere else in the world. My anxiety will be in full force the entire night pretending to enjoy being there. Ugh. | self.Anxiety |
I can't do this anymore I'm so tired I'm tired I want to die so I don't have to feel this pain everyday. I hate my life. My birthday is coming up and just realized I have no friends to spend it with. I'm so unhappy in my relationship or what ever this is. I hurt the most wonderful person in the past with cheating. Now ... | self.offmychest |
my boyfriend posted here last night and now he’s in the hospital he posted here and said “how can i kill myself relatively quick and without bringing attention to it. i was thinking pills” and someone commented saying he wasn’t allowed to say stuff like that. this was last night
this morning he tried to hang himself ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Is there a psychological term for anxiety based on geo politics? I know It's strange I am afraid of a war that's not really there lol. | self.Anxiety |
I'm jealous that girls can seemingly cry at will [deleted] | self.offmychest |
I (16M) forgot my Sertraline dose last night. I’m on 150mg and I have been for >2 years. Today I have felt extremely dizzy all day. Could this be related? As titled. I know that I’m on a very high dose for my age. But it’s as prescribed by a psychiatrist. I’ve had a shitty day today. But I’ve been really, really diz... | self.depression |
Does the pain ever stop? I tried reaching out for help but all I got was ridicule and mockery from the only person I trusted, who's family.
I guess I never mattered. I don't know who to trust anymore, I don't even trust myself. My life is such a fucking mess. | self.depression |
I am afraid to ask for help that I will be physically prevented from doing it. I always think about it, all the time. I have never asked for help and I try to keep it a secret in fear of being prevented. I don't live in the US; suicide is really misunderstood here. if people knew, even my doctor, they will panic and tr... | self.SuicideWatch |
I'm sick, that's why i want to die I have a condition called OI. You ever watch spongebob? That charater with glass bones and a heart of paper? That condion is real and it's hell. It killed my mom. She had to have surgery, but her flesh was so weak that they couldn't do anything but tear her blood vessles.
I feel li... | self.SuicideWatch |
I fucked up bad Im on vacation with my family, we were on the 2018 party and we drank. My aunt and mom got drunk and i got a bit tipsy. I share a bed with my aunt and i got super horny and i took advantage of my aunt, i fingered her. She didnt say no or move out of the way but shes drunk and i feel like i raped her. I ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Hypomania- I like me a lot, but nobody likes me very much. Depression - I don’t like me much, but my wife can tolerate me. :) | self.bipolar |
I think its finally game over.. I've always loved playing games, either on my pc, playstation, old Terminator console when I was a kid. Then became a jock in school and playing games with girls, oh how immature I was... I became serious and started working, made a good living, but still couldn't stop playing games, so ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Anyone ever paralyzed by their anxiety? like, the anxiety just builds up inside of your stomach and you sit there just staring out the window knowing you have so many things to do; so many worries, fears, and just a general inertia to do anything productive. it's debilitating. heart racing a million miles an hour - so ... | self.Anxiety |
I need to help my friend, this is urgent I have A very close friend of mine who i’ve known for well over a year now, ever since she started opening up to me i’ve tried to help her and i’ve tried to make her a happy person and months later i still dont know how to make that happen. She says i made her feel really happy ... | self.SuicideWatch |
So, the TV is talking to me now. I've had auditory hallucinations before, mostly just loud noises like something falling, or my name being yelled loudly as if by someone right behind me. That mostly went away with my current med cocktail.
Then I was making breakfast yesterday and watching the news, and while I made my... | self.bipolar |
Guilty Spending everyday of my life reminded about how lucky i am for being born. Im a white 20year old male forced into middle class by my Dad who was born lower class and worked from the age of 16. Why should i feel guilty that he's worked so i can be secure? Apparently because now every achievement i make is inevita... | self.depression |
I just don't feel like doing anything Even my therapist won't give me a hug. I'm on a semester break from school and everything is just boring and pointless to me, even TV and videogames, which is generally all I do for fun.
Next week I'm back to school and the thought crushes me. There's nothing I wanna do less. I'm... | self.depression |
I feel like I can't last any longer with these thoughts I don't think I have what it takes to continue in life. I'm not strong enough. I really want to talk to friendly people and be happy but I'm just not good enough for people and I'm too scared to take the first step.
I'm a 20 year old virgin. I don't care much abo... | self.SuicideWatch |
How do I take the next step to understanding myself? [deleted] | self.bipolar |
It finally happened, I finally had a fight with my coworker and then got sent home from work early This coworker originally liked me but our patience with each other is wearing thin and today it all came to a head.
I work BOH at a fancyish restaurant (in terms of price, atmosphere, the amount of people coming in for b... | self.offmychest |
Drank a little too much yesterday and accidentally spoke openly about my depression Prior to this, no one knew. Nothing was done. Now, people know and nothing is still being done. Besides the fact that I keep getting made fun of for being 'super Emo and depressed' lol | self.depression |
Dad cheated on mom gotta do something fast I don't have much time to explain but basically my father was with an emotional relation with another chick for the last two years, and on my mom's birthday he was actually found that he cheated on my mom. He's apologized many times, and kept repeating the same actions, meetin... | self.depression |
Why do people care so much? I thought I could go on for a while by using stimulants, at least appear productive. But I was wrong.
So I took my bag, already packed with a rope and some identification documents, wrote a letter to my parents (the hardest thing I ever had to do), left my phone and went out. I had already ... | self.SuicideWatch |
I’m probably going to fail Anatomy and it’s all because no one ever picks me for a partner, and I’m too afraid to ask. So I’m 16, and in high school. I’m taking Anatomy and well, as I’m typing this, I’m the only one sitting at my desk, since no one wanted to be my partner for a lab. And labs are like 40-50% of the over... | self.Anxiety |
No one will probaly read my shitty poem bout my recent heart break [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Well, you had your fun, now back down into the deep dark void [deleted] | self.depression |
help! I sent my lecturer an incoherent ramble about my anxiety and how I've been unable to contact my group [deleted] | self.depression |
Brief moments of happiness are so fucking terrifying I'm just waiting for that hard smack back down to the ground | self.depression |
I’m 30, I’ve had MDD since age 5, how do I continue to hope that remission will ever happen for me? I’m a 30 year old American female. I was adopted before I was born and the parents that raised me had no idea of my birth mother’s mental condition which she has undoubtedly passed on to me. From age 5 into my 20’s I was... | self.depression |
Depression feels comfortable + what's the point? I feel like the reason I find it hard to step out of my comfort zone and just kinda sink into depression is because it feels comfortable it's like a shitty home
but it's still home and you don't wanna leave because you fell you'll have nothing left.
Some days I'm ok wit... | self.depression |
Just so tired. It happens slowly, the ambition and youthful exuberance that once burned like a fire dimishes day by day. Hopes and dreams clear themselves like the mirages they are, revealing the reality they so pathetically concealed.
Now just embers, a meager flame with no heat. The energy has dissipated, the fuel i... | self.SuicideWatch |
Constant Suicidal Thoughts? Hello all. To start, I guess I will tell a bit about myself. I’m a 15 year old guy, and as you can tell by the fact that I’m on this subreddit and the title of my post - I’m suicidal. Constantly.
It’s at the point that literally a tiny thing will make me cry. See a dog that looks like the on... | self.SuicideWatch |
Anybody else like to cook or bake? Want to pick out a recipe each week and we'll try it? My therapist reminded me that baking helped me out of my last large bout of depression so I figured I'd try it again. I made lace cookies last week and going to make cheese crackers today. | self.depression |
I hate how much I want you, how much I love you. We have had yet another argument bc you failed to keep your word. Yet again, it’s my fault for being so emotional and demanding.
We made an agreement, to have a nightly phone call and talk about everything. You told me to be completely honest with you, to tell you every... | self.offmychest |
Does anyone have any tips for keeping a clear head and staying concentrated whilst anxious? I just got back from a school performance thing and fucked up both the songs I had to play because l was so spaced out. I can't even play in front of my bass teacher without screwing it up | self.Anxiety |
I love my parents but they shame me, how do I stay somewhat sane till I can get out? I love them, I do but as they've gotten older mom all out mean, negative I used to look up to her and considered her my best friend and my dad is naive, doesn't care about anything anymore and doesn't follow social cues at all... he us... | self.Anxiety |
I was fired from my first part time job today. I'm 19, I have never worked a day in my life, even at home I'm pampered. I almost never do chores.
My parents, especially my dad is protective of me, because I have generalized anxiety disorder. In the past, I was so stressed out that I skipped school for a whole year... | self.offmychest |
I don’t feel like I’m good enough or smart enough and I have really big insecurity issues and it affects my depression a lot and things were going really good for a few months but now I’m slipping back and I can’t believe my boyfriend when he tells me he loves me even though he says it every minute. | self.depression |
I smell like eggs I bake sometimes when I'm having a really bad day. I did yesterday and some of the egg yolk dripped on my dress and It made me feel so useless that I can't even do one thing properly and I don't know why I'm obsessing over this little thing but I just feel so bad and also, I think I shouldn't bother ... | self.depression |
I can't believe how many times I've been so close to getting out of depression, then self destructing and being right back at square one Numerous times I have been weeks clean of drugs starting to truly feel better, think clearer and be more Myself, only to go back to using opioids/benzos and sitting in my bed again
N... | self.depression |
Hi guys, never posted on here before. Help pls I guess backstory first; I’m a 24 year old teacher from Canada, living in China as a teacher and manager of an English training school. I’ve been dealing with depression and fairly incapacitating anxiety attacks since I was maybe 14 or 15.
Recently my “thing that I do” w... | self.Anxiety |
I have no clue what I am doing In my life. I have had such a terrible year. I remember a year ago (when I met my current beau) I was in such a good place. It was the absolute best time for us to meet because I was in such a great place mentally, physically, and on the uptake emotionally. I wasn't drinking at all in fac... | self.bipolar |
Dad Was My Hero. He beat me to it. Bipolar has stolen everything I used to love: My dad, Wife, Job, House. My dad took his life in December of 2015 and with the current path and direction I'm on I feel like I'm next. I'm only alive because I promised my mom i wouldn't do it myself.
Dad was undiagnosed bipolar. I'm d... | self.SuicideWatch |
worst case scenerio today was my first appointment with a new psychiatrist, it was suppose to be an hour long, and i had therapy beforehand, so that drive me extra crazy. long story short as i was leaving therapy the therapist asked what my worst case scenerio would be and i said "getting prozac.... o rprozac and an an... | self.Anxiety |
What’s the point of coming up if you’re gonna go down? I moved to a new city with the love of my life after 5 years of loving him. I was ready to propose, I looked at rings, I called jewelers. I debated getting a ring of meteorite, you know? He’s super nerdy, super cute. Science geek and all. I’d like to think every gu... | self.depression |
Can I stop being blamed? I just started one cup of noodles out of the new package of cup of noodles. I grab one and cook it, then I start eating it, brother comes around asking me if it was spicy, I said no I got the other one. Then mom over hears and suddenly says "Don't eat all of the food that will last us a week!" ... | self.depression |
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