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Here I am again My posts are a good way to track when these crippling lows happen and how often. I posted a month ago, then had four weeks of feeling great or feeling nothing. Now it's come crashing down again. I'm so tired of it. I'm exhausted. I don't know what to do anymore. I want to reach out to friends and family... | self.depression |
Would someone commit suicide if they’ve planned for the future? I’m asking because of my best friend. I suspect that he’s suicidal, he’s been joking about suicide, he’s losing modivation to do school (he loves school), he’s swearing a lot (he believed swearing was wrong just a few months ago), and he’s dreading church ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Do I take my medication again? I was prescribed mirtazapine before bedtime for depression/anxiety/sleep and it's been ~6 hours since I had it and I haven't slept and I am starting to feel like I don't give a fuck anymore about the consequences of staying up which is really bad because I feel like I should have been abl... | self.Anxiety |
(17F) I am going to kill myself tomorrow I have nothing to live for anymore. I lost my friends, it hurts to be around my family, and I may not graduate high school. I got nothing. I am so fucking alone. I'm not even scared yet. Maybe tomorrow but right now I am calm. I think this is it. I got no hope. I don't care abou... | self.SuicideWatch |
Every morning, I wake up in a terrible mood. I always think about how much better my life could be if I just didn’t get in the way of myself. I always think about all the things I could have or could do if I wasn’t just so pathetic and weak. I always remind myself that I am the one who is at fault for all of my own pro... | self.depression |
Seroquel to Lamotrigine & Trazodone, anything i need to expect from the transition? Hello guys,
I just went to a new psychiatrist yesterday, i’ve been in seroquel 50mg since 2013. My new doctor just change my medication to Lamotrigine 25mg (first 7 days then 50mg after) and trazodone 50mg for sleep.
What are you... | self.bipolar |
Sometimes I think I actually have a chance of beating bulimia... [deleted] | self.offmychest |
when you realize you are not a good person today, I rescued a kitten. he was stuck, some how we managed to got him out but his 2 back legs were paralyzed. I took him to the vet, the kitten needed an x-ray to see what really happened, but it seemed like he didn't hurt, just couldn't walk properly. I had him injected for... | self.offmychest |
Im depressed and lazy. My life sucks. Im my own worst enemy [deleted] | self.depression |
Legacy of an utter failure. I have enough with all these failures and not amounting to anything in my entire life. I will end it all after a week from now on, I've chosen a spot and is committed to it. This way, I will at least be a footnote on a newspaper print and raise awareness this way.
My parents divorced each o... | self.SuicideWatch |
I had a really sinking feeling today... I was discussing with one of my classmates our futures and stuff and I just openly said how I felt, saying that I was scared of the teachers judgements of me, of embarrassing myself and too scared to think of aiming for ambitious goals. I always have dreams of going into certain ... | self.depression |
I am the guy who is liked by everyone, but forgotten the moment he is out of sight. Does this even classify as existence? I think about suicide sometimes and realize that I have nothing to end.
I am a freshman in university, have fairly good marks, decent relationships with classmates. We often hang out after classes, ... | self.depression |
I feel too different from everyone. I'm all alone. Suicide seems like the only option. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
I think i’ve developed anxiety but I don’t know for sure. I just know I need help. [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
problems just keep pilling on top of eachother At a faster rate than I can solve them | self.depression |
I’m 18, still in high school and my family treats me horrible [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Would killing yourself on new year’s be considered too cliche? [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
What is the easiest way to commit suicide? Im 30 and have nobody, didn't achieve anything that is worth living for. I feel empty and sad plus bored of my life. | self.depression |
okay be honest Am I the only on that beats the fuck outta my cock when they are sad | self.SuicideWatch |
Apologizing for feeling down Had a bad day on Friday. Was super crabby and sad and didn't have a reason why. Maybe it was just a way that the anxiety and depression were showing themselves that day. One person reached out and checked in, asked if I was ok. I'm fine. Later got a text from that person saying that I hurt ... | self.depression |
Every time something great happens, something worse happens right after. Little bit of a back story:
My girlfriend and I moved from our shitty hometown to a new town, where I'm currently at college and she's in beauty school. At first, everything was going great, I got my dorms/classes together, and she got a full-tim... | self.offmychest |
Videogames and anxiety Hi guys, so recently I’m anxiety had worsened and I’m struggling to find a release, usually when this is the case I turn to video games and lose myself in these worlds. My usual release has now turn into a stressor for my anxiety and I’m struggling to play without anxiety thoughts, this mostly o... | self.Anxiety |
Christmas has lost the joy When I was a kid Christmas was my favourite holiday. I'd be real excited starting from right after Halloween up until the big day itself. I'm now 20 and idk if it's depression or if it's just cause I'm getting older but the whole day feels hollow. The gifts are nice and it's nice to be though... | self.depression |
I started cutting again and I know it's going to escalate [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
A rant The one thing I learned about a suicide attempt is that people don’t really care if you attempted suicide. I wish I learned how life is precious. How life is worth living. But I didn’t. I learned that people will still treat you in the same shitty way which made you suicidal in the first place. They’ll ask how t... | self.SuicideWatch |
EFFEXOR Hello redditers, I've been prescribed to Effexor 75 mg for4.5 months now. I can feel that it almost got rid of my anxiety, however, I get really psychopat thoughts when I get angry to someting, I am not easily irritated, but beyond a point I go psycho. I want to taper off from this drug since my problems that c... | self.Anxiety |
Anyone here into Carl Jung or Joseph Campbell? If yes I'd be interested in hearing anything you found relevant or helpful from the two writers in relation to bipolar. | self.bipolar |
depressed gamer I have xbox one, switch and recently got ps4, now I am rebuying all the games on ps4. I feel like shit, all I play is cod, I waste shitload of money every month and barely have any left for anything else. It has become much like gambling addiction. I just buy buy buy and then regret not having enough ti... | self.depression |
State One-Act!! I am in our's schools One Act, and we just went to and won region! it was a huge deal for me, and getting over my social anxiety. One part of this was because two of my closest friends were in it as well. We will be traveling ways to be able to go to state, but it will be worth it! I would like to wish ... | self.Anxiety |
As a spouse of someone with anxiety, what can I do to help? So my SO suffers from anxiety and we have been having marital issues for some time because of it. I have tried to do some research into what anxiety feels like and what I can do to help but it is all stuff I have seen before. I am coming from an outsider’s per... | self.Anxiety |
It really bothers me when people are so close-minded! Everything that isn't aligned with their way of thinking is wrong, and everything they do is right. And everything they do wrong is a mistake. But god forbid someone else do anything you don't agree with, then they are PURE EVIL! cut them off from your life and good... | self.offmychest |
My mom always tells me that i am a disappointment and useless I am a 20 year old female living in india. My mom from my chidhood always compares me with my friends and relatives and always says how ugly i look. I have low self esteem and low confidence from my childhood and no matter how many times i build my confidenc... | self.SuicideWatch |
Bipolar and Mr. Robot Does anyone here watch Mr. Robot? And does anyone here relate? Often times my Bipolar feels exactly like the relationship between Elliot and Mr. Robot, but more so the scenes where one is in control while the other watches helplessly. It's the best physical representation I've seen of how the ups ... | self.bipolar |
Words of encouragement Hey guys,
Listen, I have been thinking of killing myself for a while now (in fact I think about doing it everyday). I was hoping that I may get some encouragement to keep going
so I could push myself the rest of the way. I've been dealing with severe and recurrent mdd for a while now. All I as... | self.SuicideWatch |
i know it is in my head so y cant i stop crying about it i have been dating this wonderful girl. her and i have a lot of the same issues too so it is like finding the one person who understand. the biggest difference. i have abandonment issues. she doesn't.
she knows about said issues but i think this is the first ... | self.Anxiety |
Short rambling about cuts. I made more cuts onto my leg today. In higher quantities but smaller than before so should heal more quickly.
No one will ever see them. They exist just for me.
On a random note there's a rodent inside my ceiling right above my head.
Goodnight. | self.depression |
I honestly just want to die. Now, I know the title is a pretty common one, but hear me out.
I know I'm not alone, I have a lovely SO who loves and cares about me, and I can name at least 3 friends who I can name off of the top of my head who would be devastated if I were gone.
I shouldn't think my existence is total... | self.SuicideWatch |
I wish I could go back in time and never befriend anyone but one person [deleted] | self.depression |
I need people to talk to I feel so weird but I'm scared, scared I'm going to die. This is how I feel [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
I forget how good I have it when I'm feeling empty. Some days I'll feel nothing, like a stone in a steam. Everything is moving around me but I'm just sitting there unmoved unfeeling.
But then some days I'll feel like I can't handle anything, I can't breathe, I'm worthless, why do I bother.. I'm a fucking loser I can't... | self.depression |
Told my best friend about my mental problems. She said "ok" and changed topic. [deleted] | self.depression |
Mom died recently, felt grief at hospital, haven’t really felt grief since I think I’m hypo right now. Been doing a full body workout every night, been really loving my puppy, getting shit done, socializing with my extended family/family friends. Don’t know if it’s because I have a great support system, my meds or beca... | self.bipolar |
Help me and my pride I swear I'm too proud a person to get help and make my problems anyone else's. It's normal for me to bottle shit up but I can't even talk about these things basically at all since my computer and shit gets taken away by my mom (and my garage remote so i can't use my bike and go to the library) and ... | self.depression |
I have been bouncing between episodes a lot lately and think I'm having a mixed one. [deleted] | self.bipolar |
Writing an anxious character - looking for advice tl;dr Skip to the last to the last two paragraphs to avoid the fluff, though I feel it is necessary to explain.
I am writing some backstory for a Pathfinder (Dungeons and Dragons offshoot) character who has severe anxiety, for most of her life she was surrounded by peo... | self.Anxiety |
Anyone else think they come off as rude in social settings because you're too scared to talk, resulting in silence? Sometimes I just don't know what to say when I talk to people, so I just stay silent. I know people have told me I come off snobby or rude when I don't speak to them, but sometimes I don't know what to sa... | self.Anxiety |
Struggling Struggling with thoughts that something will happen to my animals while I am at work today. Some might find it a silly thing to worry about but it is the #1 thing that gives me anxiety, I feel like I will get home and my dog or cats won't be there and today is really bad
Positive thoughts my way please | self.Anxiety |
I have completely lost the ability to cry. I have not cried in a long, long, time. I try to let it all out, but nothing works. [deleted] | self.depression |
My [18M] six year spiral into a manipulative, controlling, and abusive relationship with my [19F] girlfriend. Just wanted to vent and gain support to break up with her. I already know the answer to the question. Just leave her. It's just the journey that I would like to talk about. I feel so trapped and scared and just... | self.offmychest |
Depression, anxiety and a little story Anyone experience Headache if they stay in public for too long? And how to cure it..
(I speak French sorry for the grammar)
I stress in public I don’t know why, I was not shy before sixth grade (troublemaker).. the last thing I remember is I ended my sixth grade being accused ... | self.Anxiety |
Whenever I say, "I wanna die" at work or with my friends, I really mean, "I wish my life wasn't shitty, and just everything in general to not be shitty" | self.depression |
Heading towards mania and looking for something new to occupy myself. Give me your unique ideas to try and help! | self.bipolar |
I am going to quit my first job. Near the end of August, I got my first job at a movie theater. It's a good teen job but I am tired of wasting every single weekend for money I don't even use. Since working there, I have almost a thousand saved up for gas money (my only expense.) I'm putting my two weeks in at the start... | self.offmychest |
Weight gain on Vraylar? Hey yall,
Was just wondering if anyone has noticed a weight gain while on Vraylar? I'm currently taking 450mg Welbutrin, and 1.5mg Vraylar. Outside of growing a year older (33 now) , nothing has really changed in my lifestyle/eating habits. If anything, I'm at the gym MORE now than I was but... | self.bipolar |
Dev/Online Preparations? I've decided to die within the next week or so here.. but one of my loose ends is.. what to do with my passwords/keystores? I'm a software developer, and I would be taking these secrets to my grave unless I told someone.. What have other software devs done in the past? One of my apps has tens ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Help I'm not suicidal or homicidal so the hotlines don't apply I don't think. I could really use someone to talk to though.
My wife is out of town and said she is leaving me. I relocated here for her career and have zero friends.
I'm so lost. | self.depression |
I don't know what to do I've always thought of myself as a happy and healthy individual. I look back on my 18 years of life and think its been pretty good. Latetly though I feel like I cant form a single positive thought and I never have so called "good" days anymore. I feel like nobody cares about me or that nobody wa... | self.depression |
Abuse. And my mom who allowed it. (X-post from offmychest) [deleted] | self.depression |
How can I help a friend out? Hi, so my friend that has have tried to end their life and they mean a lot to me so i want to try to help them out with their situation, so what is some good tips or anything that helped/helping for anyone with suicidal thoughts? or What helped you that someone did for you when you were goi... | self.SuicideWatch |
So where to begin.. Hopefully this can make sense to those who read it. I truly believe now that i had a great chance growing up despite the fact of my early childhood. I actually had a good chance. WARNING- Reader beware! Some cringey stuff in here..
TL:DR - Confusing*
I was abused as a child, i was great at keepin... | self.SuicideWatch |
Shifting in/Out of Anxiety? So I've been in what I BELIVE to be a disassociation period for the past six months (no loss of time, just a feeling of disconnection, lack of emotional depth, feeling of weirdness with this world, and lack of connection really). But sometimes, I'll start to just think and act like everythin... | self.Anxiety |
What works best for suicide I have been struggling with depression for years now, i am sick of it. I want to end it, how do i do it | self.SuicideWatch |
Holiday on Lice The Holidays have been really tough on me. I live in a guest house next to my father's house. He has roommates. This is where the trouble begins. It all started when I took my father to the airport on Christmas Eve. He comes back today, thank Heavens. For the last nine days I have had to deal with... | self.offmychest |
Friends are something that has never existed in my life, and probably never will. I used to be a complete loner and outcast until my early twenties, now I am a bit better communicator but still nobody really likes me and wants to hang out with me, I don't really interact with anyone, only in certain situations and temp... | self.depression |
Dandruff and depression So I have had dandruff almost consistently since I've become really depressed. (Probably two years) Sometime it's bad sometimes not as much, and dandruff shampoo doesn't seem to help much. That may be because I'm not using it long enough but my question is if anyone knows if depression and anxie... | self.depression |
i just want my meds to work first it was prozac, then celexa, then lexapro, and it’s prozac again. none have worked properly. it’s been 3 years, i started at 14.
i’m sick of staying home and hating myself. watching netflix and going to bed to cry and watch snapchat stories. trying to do my homework but feeling overwhe... | self.depression |
Talking to myself to remind me that I'm still sane [deleted] | self.depression |
Went from suicidal on the seventh floor to in my room dancing to jazz within 2 hours I was feeling severely depressed all day. I had a meltdown in the middle of class and became suicidal after I saw the results of some exams and essays. I went up to the seventh floor of the tallest building on campus and called suicide... | self.bipolar |
I'm finding motivation in life very difficult right now Yeah.. the title.
I'm just feeling so.. demotivated with life. All my time is split pretty equally between volunteering, video games, and sleep. And I avoid all of them as much as I can.
I go into work as late as possible, but I enjoy it because I can be distrac... | self.depression |
I've finally decided to give up at being an artist. I'm 23 years old and I currently work in retail. I'm a manager but I would rather not try to make my job sound pretty. The thing is that I feel pretty comfortable working close to minimum wage. I like retail a lot. It's something I can honestly see myself doing for a ... | self.offmychest |
I don't know what to do. I can't live like this [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Traveling with my mom in Europe- it is not fun She is acting like a “typical” obnoxious American, which i kind of expected, but she is very unappreciative of the different culture/food, lugged along a humongous suitcase when i specifically said that she would reget not packing light (she is now complaining every time t... | self.offmychest |
Stronger and more talented people have committed suicide. I have been battling suicidal wishes for about a little more than 10 years. Depression and anxiety, for as long as I know myself as a person (29 and soon 30).
During this time, I have seen strong and talented people commit suicide. From famous artists to my own... | self.SuicideWatch |
Welp Really honestly thought I'd kill myself tonight. So angry at myself for not doing it. Ah well I guess tomorrow is a new day. | self.SuicideWatch |
I know how it plays out and I'm done with it. Suicidal so I call up a crisis line "do you need an ambulance?" if not then "what usually works?" "you need to distract yourself", I feel like I get nothing from the call. It gets worse and I tell my case manager and psych my plan and steps I've taken to kill myself (includ... | self.SuicideWatch |
I learned something important. I grew up hearing stories from my father about how black people were criminals, and that they’d robs, and rape white women such as myself. That was the general belief in my neighborhood and my church. So after 18 years of being in that echo chamber I went to college. I went to Yale actua... | self.offmychest |
Boyfriend of 5 and a half years suddenly stopped talking to me... [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
I have a bleak future. I'm about to start working at my first job, I'm supposed to be in school but I can't afford it right now so I'm not. I don't know if I'll have the money to attend school. My boyfriend lives thousands of miles away and I want to go to school where he is. Even if I raise the funds there's the issue... | self.Anxiety |
No where to go :| Family pretty combative for no reason, prolly mental defect, friends backstabbing, hard to find a job, not really needed, might as well be an hero <.< | self.SuicideWatch |
Going to a no name university. Should I just kill myself now? I feel like I'm stalling for time. | self.SuicideWatch |
im in a state of hypermania what should i do? weeeeeeeee i feel so high and crazy,i want to go to a party take estacy.fuck a girl,get drunk,stand on a building and jump off,because i can flyyyyy | self.bipolar |
I don't know what else to do I am at a loss here. I haven't had work for six months now, despite my best efforts. I have five years of retail experience under my belt, but I'm failing at even getting the simplest minimum wage job. I've sent out 45+ applications with little success. I've reviewed and edited my resume mu... | self.SuicideWatch |
End of semester. Everything has been OK until now. Dissociating and struggling to focus. [deleted] | self.depression |
why does lithium work only for some people? Is bipolar not a specific type of problem in the brain? Usually for other ailments the same chemical treatment does the same thing for pretty much everybody taking it, generally speaking. So what makes bipolar so different? Is bipolar just the term for anyone who has highs an... | self.bipolar |
Well I tried Today I reached out to four different people, people that I would consider close friends. I told them how I slept 40 hours of the last 48 hours over the past two days. I slept lots more today until I forced myself to take a shower and eat my first meal in days. They all brushed me off, didn’t really unders... | self.depression |
How to stop thinking about failure? So, I start a baking course in 2 weeks.
I haven't been to school or really done much for the past 5 years.
I dropped out in year 11 to try a course that didn't work out, but this is my dream, so I should be excited....
But i can't get excited, because what if it all goes wrong and... | self.Anxiety |
I feel like I am addicted to suffering, cant imagine a life without this pain and tiredness Anyone else? Can anyone give me hope? I am 19 and have had mental health issues just for 9 months now and I am already hopeless and weak. | self.depression |
Why is life so harsh Im 17 years old and for the past 12 years of my life, my father has physically abused me and it has mentally scarred me.
For the past five years my mother has psychologically tortured me and made me feel like a speck of dust in this world
Ive tried ending it all four times over the past five years ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Is it possible to get depressed from too much stress? I'm currently working a full-time unpaid internship, going to school full-time (6 classes) and working part-time on the side. I've never been more stressed in my entire life. I'm broke, constantly wondering how I'm going to pay my bills. I don't really have any free... | self.depression |
I honestly don’t know why girls are so into me [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Do you ever do things that is so contrary to the fact that you have a mental illness? I have severe anxiety, bipolar II, and obsessive thoughts. Somehow I love to watch shows like "I Survived". My husband doesn't get it. Honestly, I don't get it. But, for some reason, I just really like to watch these real life hor... | self.Anxiety |
Hey, it’s me again Its been awhile since I’ve posted here let alone open the app.I’m sitting on a familiar motel bathroom while the showers running . I keep telling myself . I fucked up, I fucked , I fucked up . I turned off the tv before I got in the tub and that one song from idk who “walk in silence” popped in my h... | self.SuicideWatch |
Dropping out of uni. Fuck this shit. I've had enough of this. I'm giving up. I'd rather die than spend another week in this fucking building. I'm sorry, parents, but I can't tell you. Not right now. I have to figure things out and I'm not prepared for you to have a mental breakdown and lose your minds over this. I don'... | self.offmychest |
No Friends and extreme loneliness lead to suicidal thoughts Ok, so I'm 18 years old college freshman and I have suicidal thoughts every day now, very often. Ok I don't have any friends in college. I am not interested in the whole party scene and the only clubs that actually have any people in them are either academic c... | self.SuicideWatch |
Have you tried Omega supplements? This is by no means a cure or replacement for doctor prescribed medications, but I've found that Omega supplements can really improve my mood on a day to day basis.
Online resources also indicate they can help with depression. Again, I just want to say that I do find they help my moo... | self.depression |
My math professor gave me a chance to catch up and take my midterm on 4/3; I've been trying to but any advice? I was honest with my professor, told her my medical issues and diagnosis. Admitted if I took the midterm I'd fail, and would like to request extra time. She's wonderful. Next week is spring break, I have until... | self.bipolar |
Im beyond the state of depression and in some new realm of indescribable nothingness. Just shouting into the maw and hoping at least one person answers. [deleted] | self.depression |
Does anyone else have these wonderful dreams? Sometimes I have sweet dreams that make me so damn happy that I think that its real. But the worst part comes when I wake up and become insanely depressed when I realize that it was just a dream. Makes waking up unbearable | self.depression |
part of me will always belong to you I feel like we met in another life, connected in a way that I can't describe. Beautiful moments remind me of you, like staring into the night's sky. Sometimes while staring into the stars, I swear I can feel you are out there, somewhere. I feel your warmth, and kindness, and strengt... | self.offmychest |
I don't deserve the life I have Because I'm a piece of garbage that probably deserves to live in misery and loneliness. I feel guilty for having the things I do because there are much more deserving people and yet I'm still just a sad fuck. But I still think maybe just maybe things will get better and that's such a stu... | self.depression |
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