Q: i wanna write music. should I focus on learning some music software, or just start scribbling on some sheet music
A: how about spending some time with your favorite chordal instrument, and singing some things with it ..... and also get a text file so you can make some notes about what you are doing, what you are chasing, and what you are keeping. you can use the text to refer to some brief audio files you can record if you get something you want to use