Q: I know you want to do all your creative work by yourself. That's understandable. But do you realize that means only about 5 (long) videos per year at this rate? What about focusing on the creative part but using some technical help/technical assistance from another person(s)? Many people would love to help you with time-consuming technical stuff so you could concentrate on the pure creative decisions and in the end do more videos (both music and research) until you die. Just let somebody help you so you could achieve more. It would still be your creative work. Please consider this.
A: i think that will eventually be the way it works.  it takes a lot of time to build that kind of trust in someone.  right now the only contact i have with the outside world is people sending me emails like "hi here's a picture of my cat"  etc.  i also don't make enough to pay people properly for the kind of work i need them to do.  in time i think it will come together