Q: i'm having a creative crisis. i want to create original things, but in deliberately trying not to follow the established rules, i realized is just giving myself a new set of rules to follow, which is also making me stressed. how to i escape this endless cycle of rules and just create things i want to?
A: the cycle of rules re-inventing, re-destroying, and re-re-inventing each other is something that hopefully you can learn to enjoy. it may help to know that these contradictions are nothing to be ashamed of, and they are at the core of what has fueled 'art' (also known as 'rta', 'tra', among other names) since the beginning of time