Q: i believe in some reality videos (probably between 2014-2016 i think) you said you were working towards an album, or wanted to start an album, maybe thinking about making one? did you stop being interested in making an album at some point? or are you still just as interested as before?
A: ah, as you can see, i think this perfectly illustrates why it is best to wait at least a year or two before composing the reality videos. those ones you saw, those were probably composed within a month or two of the original recording, and so i didn't have the proper perspective to know that the idea of doing an album was a very fleeting idea. looking at it now, seeing the big picture, at least the way i feel about it now, music albums don't work for me and they've never worked for me. whenever i receive music on an album, for some reason i always think i hate all the songs. but whenever i receive songs individually, there is a much higher chance i will like and appreciate that 1 song. i can't remember exactly why i thought an album would be a good idea at that time. but my point is that if i were assembling reality videos from that time period, now, i would obviously skip all the stuff where i am talking about making an album, so that way i wouldn't have to explain how or why i changed my mind