Q: i would be willing to help with things like designing merch and stuff but im worried that offering would make you more stressed and be counter productive. should i email you anyway?
A: sure. at this point i have decided to design the merch myself and it is actually pretty exciting. but it is always good to hear from people that are willing to help, not with that but with anything. although i am so sorry if i don't get a chance to respond to everybody don't be mad at me