Q:  because one of the things that i find so interesting about you is that there are hardly any videos (actually just a single one i believe) of you making a public appearance. it is very similar to serban ghenea! he is probably one of the most successful mixing engineers yet we know so little about him (actually we know nothing...) i guess what i am going at is: are you afraid of then no longer being able to control what footage of you ends up online?
A: that is scary for anyone, but it is important to reconcile that fear. even better is to never let anyone see you unless you get to be the producer