Q: how do i stop fiddling around on my midi keyboard i got for christmas and cut straight to recording actual songs.
A: i know the exact solution that works for this, and this turned out very important for me: you must write the song first, without touching the keyboard. preferably in a different location. if you don't have any language to conceive of music on paper while away from an instrument, you can develop one, or, you can get another instrument which you only use for writing, and a recording device and a text file to help manage the writing. figure out how the song goes, all the way through, before recording. you don't have to know every little instrumental part, but you should know the melody lyric chords and the exact length and road map and exact tempo all the way to the end. i find it very important to tell you this because i have been in your exact situation and this was the exact solution that saved me