Q: i know so little and i'm on an endless discovery of new things, but it isn't helping me get anything done, at least currently
A: eventually your desire to switch will become too much to deal with, and then you will figure out a way to switch. if you are overwhelmed and don't know where to start, it's good to just make words or drawings on paper, just to try to explain your feelings to yourself first. that will usually open up some doors