Q: how did you discover it if it was?
A: at many different times, and many different ways, i became hooked on it in one way or another. throughout childhood, i had a tendency to become deeply hooked on certain things, whether it's juggling, magic tricks, etc, ..... but a huge percentage of those 'hooks' were directly related to music. and by the time i was about 12 i just noticed, thinking back on my life up until that point, amongst the never ending parade of things i get 'hooked' on, from year to year, month to month, etc, music in one form or another always seems to come back strong and hard. in many different ways, and keeps building and expanding on itself every time. i just realized this is not going away and i should get used to it