Q: i've been on this track since middle school and i never stopped giving a shit but that didn't change my attitude one bit, and i'm afraid i'm just going to spin around and around until i die because being stagnant is stable and comfortable but it's going to suffocate me to death. i am so miserable it isn't funny. well it must be funny somehow but i just can't see it because i'm too busy being a sarah sourpuss