Q: do you sometimes think that you fit (or at least can survive) in everywhere but you belong to nowhere and you will never find your home? i do and i feel like i have to be nothing so i can be everything and i have to be nobody so i can be everybody. i thought it was what makes me write and how i became my characters and stories themselves. i became all of them, even the ones i didn't write yet. i split myself, one piece for one possibility but i can't start to do something because i am scared. there is a sea of possibilities between me and the future. like you said, i am drowning in infinity and i am broken into a thousand pieces, at the same point i was before. is this why i can't encourage myself to write again? do i have to be whole? and if yes, how can i become one again?
A: you are doing just fine. any way is the right way to write. just start trying some ways. and if you can't seem to finish things, try smaller things for a while