Q: what should i do with my perfectionism (i can't accept my mistakes and it's really my obsession to impress everyone and do everything right)
A: just hold onto it. it is a valuable asset. it means you can work as fast as you can and try to be really loose and sloppy and it will still turn out good because your perfectionism will be on board at all times, still trying to make sure things are good. you're probably going to be screaming the whole time but that's ok