Q: im afraid of trying to make music in a production setting. ive fucked so much ive given up, but i may be lying to myself when i say "i just wont be able to ever make music like i want". even if i try to make music, i owe so much music
A: try the opposite of a 'production' setting. see if that brings anything to life. try using 1 instrument and singing songs, in real time. see what happens