Q: every time someone on here asks you what your favorite song you've made is you always respond with something like "I'd rather write a new better one" or something. I don't know if you need someone to tell you this, but it's absolutely reasonable to look back on the work you've done before and have pride in it. also, personally I don't see how anyone can even grow as an artist if they were to honestly never take any time to analyze their past work(s) of art and just kept plowing through the work process as if nothing even happened. seeing you grow as a songwriter over the years, I assume you've liked (and disliked) at least some of the songs you've made, in some ways
A: every song needs to be made with the attitude that this one is better than any other existing song, and the previous one was worse than every other existing song. that's just the attitude necessary for making the songs. so i think you may see how that interferes with any kind of proper data about which one i 'enjoy' more. can't you see, it's flipped because: i'm the one making them. i have no ability to decide if they're best, it is REQUIRED of my job that i MAKE them the best. even if the previous one was the worst, that was a fuck up. meant to make it best. next one will be best, just like every next one always is (or was supposed to be)