Q: if i spent a lot of effort making something but i'm not very proud of the result, should i release it to the public or keep it to myself? if i don't release it, the worry is that i will never release anything
A: save it, and keep it in a secret library. now keep adding things to the library. and then when you're ready, you can release the whole library, with dates for when everything was made. then that first project will seem more reasonable