Q: Why do you use that kind of style with like idk what id call it but the words and the style of the music
A: basically what usually happens is, i get a trillion ideas in my mind of what i WISH it could be like. then i get extremely disappointed to realize that none of those ways are actually possible for me to do. then, sometimes, i am able to find 1 way that is just barely possible. and i settle for doing it that way