Q: do you ever make a realization so fundamental that you wonder how you went all those years without seeing something so obvious in retrospect, it completely changes how you see everything in the world and you know you can never go back to the way you used to think, and you just want to walk into the city on a quiet night and scream "how can you all not realize the thing I've just realized?", but you know they'd just think you're crazy?
A: yes