Q: i find comfort in other people and other people's work, yet i could never find comfort in myself and my own work. ive tried to create things, but theyve always failed, like i dont feel any emotional connection with my own creations. and its weird, because i feel like i should, i should feel comfortable with myself, i should create. but my instincts are telling me to roam free- to learn, forget about it all- go consume content, find people, read stories, invest in other's worlds and creations. perhaps im rushing the whole "creation" thing. i still have lots to explore in this world, lots to learn. and i want to explore everything. i know  one day itll all make sense. instead of being serious about making art, i should have fun and seek joy in all that has already been made. i feel like ive neglected the beauty the world has presented to me. i need to heal my soul by getting lost within this world. only then creation will blossom. art cannot
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 ed. creation will flow through my fingertips when it comes.
A: that's true