Q: what is so bad about deciding to stop existing if i never liked being alive and have thus far made things worse around here
A: it's impossible to stop existing; if you try to skip a chapter you're only going to get hit with the same plot points but magnified 10x, maybe with some other obstacles thrown in. trust me you are better off getting things sorted out here as best you can while you can. or skip it, see what happens, but you're not going to like it