Q: it's almost over but i'm having an incredibly rough time in highschool not grade wise necessarily but the social everything. I've kind of tried tricking myself all types of ways to chill out buti'm just getting confused
A: i'd say start taking advantage of all the non-school hours of your schedule. make that your pet project. start thinking about all the fantastic things that you could do, and build, using those collective hours. most of life's greatest achievements were probably started during those hours. so the fact that the daily socials have bewildered you might be a cool excuse to get started on making use of your true talents/passions. If you don't know what those are yet, then you can spend the first 10 to 20 sessions just thinking about that