Q: i feel like i am completely fucking crazy, like not mentally ill but just completely weird when i'm alone. how the hell do i find someone who finds craziness endearing, and not just offputting
A: the world largely finds craziness endearing and wonderful. it also sells. if you aren't seeing results from it, then you just have to adjust the presentation slightly. but if you already have the craziness, then i guarantee you are 90% of the way to wild success, and fortune. people who don't have craziness usually have to work much harder