Q: does having a strict schedule make you feel like you're doing the same things over and over again and unable to explore cause you have to hit said schedule?
A: yes, sometimes. but on the flip side, having no schedule makes me feel like things are going slower and slower and more meticulous as everything withers away into nothing. at some point around september 2016 i recall spending nearly an entire day looking through google images of apes, trying to find exactly the right one