Q: Cause it seems you're pushing yourself to make all this crazy new content at a crazy rate and it's like you're putting yourself back in prison for no other reason than "i wanna do this song or that video asap"
A: most people still don't even think i am making any content. they always think i've 'stopped.' this is because it is impossible to make content instantly, especially if it is anything of a reasonable size. so therefore i need to hustle like crazy just to keep things coming out at a somewhat reasonable rate