Q: i might have suddenly become addicted to doing extreme workouts every day as compensation for my general fear about the world's complexity. im loving it. im looking more and more fit, i am feeling sexier than ever. and im terrified that the high from this will wear off -- that working out will go back to being boring and awful and then it will be harder to look the way i do now, which i love. bill, i feel like im ping ponging around and just trying to escape all the falling rocks. how to i fucking STAPLE DOWN things i want to stay the same? how to i use my willpower to make my life exactly what i want it to be...  if you have any other extraneous advice in response to my situation, i'd love to hear it. take care.
A: you already said you are addicted to what you are doing and loving it. that is the best possible recipe for doing that thing