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markhardy 9 me too itm | 0 |
djginaturner no le gusta house of house min intro | 0 |
i have anxious attachment style and i have autism a well i m and i ve never had a relationship last more than month at this point i feel no one gon na understand or love me and i ll be alone forever do girl not like guy that are clingy and sensitive do i have to change | 1 |
ok so this neusea thing ha slowly started to ruin my life i have just recently realised it might be anxiety it started when i wa about every time when i went to a sleepover close to the bedtime i started feeling sick cant remember more since it wa so long timeago it still continues today year later i can not stay the n... | 1 |
ethocide mina mina anca oc armenian turkish coffee baklava delight greek alphabet also turkish ottoman persian also turkish genocide also turkish war crime also turkish economic depression also turkish mongol also turkish dictatorship also turkish racism also turkish fascism also turkish rape also turkish sexism also t... | 1 |
so many question for the next battlestations podcast we ll do our best but we can t possibly answer them all | 0 |
my throat is still really sore i wa meant to be going on a day camp from friday but not so sure now | 0 |
this is a rant i saw a video about how this one person love every day of the week for a different reason and i immediately started cry cause i realized i can t remember the last time i wa excited to wake up the next day i haven t brushed my teeth in day my room is absolutely disgusting the stupidest thing make me sad o... | 1 |
is needing some love | 0 |
theekween it hell with heart break trauma anxiety depression pain of losing your loved one thelmasherbs | 1 |
indiblogger do i neei dotn get any comment and suggestion | 0 |
jacvanek what a sad thought if it isnt lt cc | 0 |
infidelsarecool ugh how depressing i want to punch something | 0 |
can t sleep i hate these night when i try to go to bed early and stay awake for hour poo | 0 |
my anxiety come with irritability avoidance of others impatience low frustration tolerance sleep issue restlessness and all sort of strange worry but the thing that really annoys the fuck out of me is the constant tight feeling in my head neck and chest anyone else feel this way | 1 |
trigger warning self harm hello i m a 0 year old male and have bipolar i i wa recently diagnosed but knew for year i wa bipolar i just never had the courage to actually seek help due to the stigma i ve been on one medication already lamictal that back fired on me and i m hesitant but desperate to go on something else t... | 1 |
caitlinoconnor i want taco and margarhitas telll gay i say hello lt | 0 |
love is a joke with no punch line | 0 |
retrochick uk oh probably pmt and thoughtless men a bit too | 0 |
i have already given up on my life cuz i have realised no matter what i do nothing ever gon na make me happy happiness is an illusion a myth and it s always the next step like do this after that you will be happy do that you everything will be fine but that next step where the door of happiness exists never come we are... | 1 |
shandasaurus i see | 0 |
still feel feckin arseholed a sign of old age me think | 0 |
why am i this person i love writing reading scholarship academia but each of those field are rightly inaccessible to me i am unintelligent i have nothing to contribute but my work ethic which is practically useless every article and book i read confirms this i wish i could be satisfied with menial work i wish i could l... | 1 |
myb just of the way the chronic depression that ive gotten from wrote down her step on step being killed inside fortheringay castle trapped by pain n wa smth like concrete physical or traumatic scene when elizabeth didnt do anything when the blood gushing from her head | 1 |
i had a horrible nightmare last night which affected my sleep now i m really tired | 0 |
is in love with scrappy and is missin him already | 0 |
it is incredible how much your own mentality can manipulate you the thing is that every day i feel alone and much more alone and with many thought the thing is that i have friend who support me daily but i don t understand why my mind make me think and feel that i am alone and that there is no one else everything that ... | 1 |
forgot about shitty co op ugh | 0 |
i d rather not exist | 1 |
qweendassah no he s still miss n | 0 |
sleepin skankityspence halo tonight before you leave | 0 |
craftysince 990 lol that s sweet i bought ticket last year amp amp my partnerincrime flaked so i didn t end up going but this for sure | 0 |
i don t want to walk home in this snow who want to pick me up | 0 |
nachojohnny brian don t make me fuck u up lol i replied ur message did u get my i miss u | 0 |
i m not sure if this belongs here so if it get taken down i get it about yr ago i went to visit my friend in eugene oregon for their graduation a day or two before the ceremony my friend palmer and genie bf and gf palmer s parent and his sister went to the river to go tubing to this day i wish i told everyone we should... | 1 |
this past year ha been my get out of hand year i normally handle my depression well i know what trigger low point i know how to get myself out of my funk i know how to manage it but this year oh this year ha beat the ever loving shit out of my mental health i had a baby and got ppd really bad i have ptsd from being in ... | 1 |
my father committed suicide day before my th birthday i still remember this day i don t really have any memory of him so i m not really sad but for a long time i wa kinda angry at him for letting u alone with a mother like that but i realized some time ago that himself didn t want to be with her anymore and he also had... | 1 |
artemisiii aw sorry to hear that i don t know what i d do without jean in winter | 0 |
so i recently wa put up for a promotion at work to a position that would allow me to work le hour le day and make more money while also furthering my future i have never been happier until recently i m in the final stage of the process to get hired but i m still currently in my previous position we have a rule at work ... | 1 |
some of u are still living in denial about the state of the country that s the only way we get by day by day without falling into depression or anxiety | 1 |
i used to have worse anxiety but it s been better since i started on adhd medication but every time i now have even small amount of anxiety that don t even amount to an anxiety or panic attack the next day i get really really bad fatigue like i get out of breath from walking across the room and my leg ache despite doin... | 1 |
corrosivecandy ive forgotten how to snoo snoo i wonder if snoo snoo and i will ever meet again | 0 |
i cried when i heard the girl from tracy wa found today it wa soooo sad may god bless sandra cantu | 0 |
well with 9 score i got a msca pf still can hardly believe it i will spend year across labreif lab maier amp winclove studying gut microbe of treatment resistant depression patient working towards a probiotic product supporting treatment efficacy | 1 |
finally home now so hungry and now one is home | 0 |
going to work | 0 |
onlysweeter i don t know the dance | 0 |
00am typical british morning cold wet road full of miserable angry driver good time i need a holiday | 0 |
i m so sorry fernanda today i took different pill i don t know if it ll hit me in a few hour or when i close my eye and go to sleep maybe i ll survive i took what i have in the medication cabinet and today might be the day i give up fernanda my beloved i m so sorry i m dragging myself and my system to death some shout ... | 1 |
chauv i ha so many thing to do | 0 |
statravelau just got ur newsletter those fare really are unbelievable shame i already booked and paid for mine | 0 |
defsound aawwwww i know what u mean iv never been that girl with a sense of humor | 0 |
watching old video of dance team and such make me miss it | 0 |
so my wish didn t come true go to hell carolina | 0 |
too much traffic on the a can t wait till all 0 lane are ready 0 0 | 0 |
i used to be really afraid of death and i still am sometimes however a time passed and my life continued to stay stagnant or decline i have come to see death a an escape i hate the thought of hurting people i care about but i really feel like i won t be happy any other way it s been such a long time and i m very tired | 1 |
sonnyjoeflangan oh awesome shit i missed it | 0 |
last one but still not done | 0 |
doesn t know why but is feeling very down and a trip to the gym didn t help | 0 |
it s been a year since mark speight died a year go so fast | 0 |
derek 9 shwe 0 sweet that wa fun except it stretched my browser and i wa watching twit | 0 |
i miss my kitty cat | 0 |
i did the prep work i looked up anticipated question and wrote out my answer i looked into the company read their posting over and over and a soon a the phone ring my heart start pounding and i can t think straight i hate this all of my prep my confidence my preparedness gone a soon a i open my mouth i blabber and wors... | 1 |
so i literally have barely any success in making friend i make friend we get close then they disappear from my life i m in uni now trying to make friend i have a small nice friend group i get invited to some of the hangout etc but i constantly feel like there is tension between me and a few people like a if they hate m... | 1 |
hey everyone i am just curious if anyone ha also suffered from this type of anxiety i will get anxiety and panic about one thing and after coping and learning to overcome this anxiety my anxiety tends to hyper fixate on something else to worry about im wondering if anyone else ha dealt with this and how they stopped th... | 1 |
i am year old junior in college i have multiple problem that i need to address to start i have gotten carried away with smoking weed i have been using it almost everyday since i wa and i can no longer control it im always buying it when i can t always afford it i spend a good amount of my time at home smoking weed or u... | 1 |
two day ago i made a comment to my sil i had forgotten some thing that had happened that week and what i said came across a completely insensitive and thoughtless i have since apologised and they have accepted my apology but there hasn t been minute in the following day where i haven t thought about what i said and wha... | 1 |
this is a really long rant but i just needed to get it out i feel like i m starting to become a better version of myself one that people like respect and want to be around and i just can t stop beating myself up for not being this version in college when i wa nearly suicidal and i lost some friend who kept abandoning m... | 1 |
all abrosexual demigirls with depression are witty | 1 |
i want to be dead ive been suicidal for year im such a fucking retard filled with regret and anger im done with life i want all of this to stop why i cant do one thing right | 1 |
i hate myself i am the reason i m sad i have no excuse some day i m so happy and blissful but then there are a lot of day most of them where the only thing in my mind is killing myself in multiple way i overthink i plan to perfection i have ish plan to kill myself without my family cleaning anything up i already have a... | 1 |
sometimes when i close my eye to try to sleep i get this crazy feeling that i can describe closest to be a zap it only last a second second and kind of feel like a sharp rush upwards and make me whole body tingle a little when it happens i thought it wa vertigo at first but since hearing about brain zap i think this mi... | 1 |
texasvegetarian oh god ow that must have hurt like a bitch | 0 |
monkey i just found out you my twin and you wont even write back i m heartbroken | 0 |
it ha almost been month since i lost my nephew more like my brother though i wa at the time and he wa he wa the person that meant the absolute most to me we have both struggled with suicide our entire life i used to be a very emotional and empathetic person and i tried to make everyone happy i am no longer that in fact... | 1 |
living not downtown sure isn t much fun | 0 |
too long to explain but im having an episode rn and it feel horrible day in so far it doesnt ever feel like itll go away i guess i just need some reassurance that this fewling wont stay till i die i just need to know that this feeling will go away soon and i can go back to being happy like i wa before | 1 |
just finished a delicious breakfast my last in paris i ll miss milk europe ha the tastiest milk in the world i don t drink it in u | 0 |
it s been a while since i ve had depression episode and i think it ha come back but worse i m the first daughter of immigrant parent therefore i have to be perfect and be an example for my little sister i m falling a class in college and can t seem to get my grade up i can t focus i can t concentrate i stay up until am... | 1 |
am i going through depression again | 1 |
alicayaba so cuuute hey i miss you na it not the same not seeing you girl everyday | 0 |
i used to be quite smart aced everything in high school had best result from my school in maturity exam european equivalent to sat used to do extra curricular shit like attending science fair going abroad for competition and shit used to play the piano play sport i wa in a pretty good shape etc i did well even during m... | 1 |
so i ve struggled w executive dysfunction for 9 year throughout my year of college there wa not one assignment that i did not do the night before it wa due i studied late ate terribly amp went thru a terrible depression a year after graduating i still have a really hard time doing thing in general i stall before i do a... | 1 |
ive definitely had a panic attack before but im not sure if the breakdown i often get are panic attack and if the one i know wa one wa just really extreme if that make any sense during the one i know wa for sure a panic attack lasted for hour and i couldnt stand up from shaking so much felt like i wa on the verge of th... | 1 |
why do people have to care about me im only alive because of my parent and some friend because they would be sad if i died life is bullshit | 1 |
but i still look at them everyday and overthink for hour | 1 |
amp usually get anxious excited expectant whenever they pick up their phone to refresh their page for new content it often lead to depression amp anxiety disorder | 1 |
i ve been pretty bloated the past few day happens a lot working on finding out the cause whenever i eat a meal my belly boost up and my heart rate sits at like 0 for around half an hour until thing start to deflate i m currently in the hospital for a completely unrelated surgical stay and it make my anxiety even worse ... | 1 |
i shouldn t have been born my mother told me she didn t even want to have me amp that my dad raped her amp that s how she got pregnant with me if abortion had been acceptable then there would have been a chance i wa aborted amp never would have had to live such an awful life i have nothing going for me amp i m so menta... | 1 |
this is the best leather sofa in the world it s in the office though which mean i m still here working | 0 |
donniewahlberg i hope i can make it to the auburn show but it not looking good for me | 0 |
like the title say i m doing bad at work i work a a claim adjuster for a big insurance company and i m really bad at it the job requires a tremendous amount of organization and i just simply do not have those skill it s my first big job out of college and i m failing it embarrassing and it s crushing my confidence i co... | 1 |
anyone else instead of sleeping more when depressed stay up all night to avoid the next day from coming sooner may be the social anxiety in me but life is so much more peaceful when everyone else is asleep and not expecting thing of you | 1 |
ik this wa his depression outfit but i couldnt no laugh at it look at him he wa wearing stede s clothes and writing song abt not wanting to let him go izzy how could you do this to u http t co avvlcv ixx | 1 |
i m in pain | 0 |
obviously trigger warning for talk about sexual activity i don t know why and i don t know if i m supposed to do something about it or just ignore it since i don t necessarily have any interest in having sex with another person sometimes i ll want to masturbate but that s it i don t want to be having sex with anyone ho... | 1 |
how would anyone feel about this personally if you were to commit suicide and repeat the ever going cycle of reincarnation but with no purpose but to keep living the same failure over and over again no hell just a cycle or repeat of the same thing over and over again i d be pissed personally | 1 |
lostmeself uh february something haha imy | 0 |
i ve essentially given up given up a much a i m allowing myself to sometimes i don t eat for day and then when i do eat it s sporadic and unhealthy i ve stopped exercising i never really took care of the eczema on my skin i just use a an excuse to self harm do a lot of addictive thing a well nothing too insane it s mos... | 1 |
mornnnninggg ugh by cub ha gone to work without a phoneee got no one to textt | 0 |
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