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i am struggling and it comes in waves with my anxiety. i am wondering if there are support groups for those who suffer from anxiety in the workplace? its so hard for me to work and focus, especially during busy times. any help would be greatly appreciated.
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a study published in 2020 suggested that if you removed appendix at a young age, you could have a greater chance at developing mental disorders. i think they explained that removal of appendix did something with the gut microbiota homeostasis. regardless i want to check if any if you guys ever had appendectomy (removal of appendix) in your pre teen years?
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what can i do now.it's pandemic time
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i keep dreaming and thinking about a being called the prophet.
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can i still be in a state of physcosis if im on medication? (lithium,wellbutrin, seraqual and hydroxzene as needed)
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fukn k*ll me . wtf is even the purpose of life?
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probably because its kind of the source for my anxiety even if i have calmed down from it slightly. i honestly dont know what else to say here, i just kinda wanted to say this.
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hospitals are shitholes filled with dismissive staff. therapy is expensive. friends can be hard to come by. sometimes you just can't even get yourself out of the house or even bed. getting help is often easier said than done. i'm tired of being admonished for being lazy by people who haven't even experienced anything close to what i do every single day.
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are there any mental health disorders or illnesses similar to pdd-nos?
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i have no other symptoms feel like this every time i drive or go to the store. i thought heart rate went up too.
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would you consider bpd as all mental illnesses ( kind of) put into one disorder? my doctor said bpd and bipolar are kind of the same, aswell as adhd, eating disorders, ocd, lots of anxiety disorders are all an underlying symptom of bpd. so i think it's true. that's why its one of the most painful mental illnesses out there.
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i don't even fucking know if i mean what i say half the time. i'm kinda just fucking done with everything. there's just so much pain and confusion it's hard to see clearly sometimes.
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what do i do when my fp is making me feel like im crazy? like i have very strong instinct and they keep telling me im wrong about an upcoming weekend.
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fuck ups. fuck them. if you work for them, sorry guy, fuck you. anywho have a good one
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so i started abilify a couple months ago and lately ive been feeling so bored. nothing interests me i thought it was depression at first but i dont really feel the sadness or fatigue which i normally feel while depressed. time is moving so slow too. i sure hope this isnt what stability feels like, if so, i dont want it. anyone else experience this on abilify?
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i feel sleepy but i have to be on the verge of passing out to be able to sleep without thinking of horrible things. how do you guys deal with this? lmao i even try to listen to asmr but then i get distracted and start thinking of literally everything that upsets me
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hi! how long have you been taking buspar? do you experience any long term side effects from it?
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**how does your country use music therapy?** \- please include your country name (for school purposes - i'm trying to understand how music therapy is used around the world) thank you!
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are you mentally strong? do you think your mental health is at risk? what do you do, when life knocks you down? it is time for some serious mental health awareness and some great mental fitness tips! [
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he will make your wildest dreams come true.
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mentally tired, can't do a fucking thing right ever, i don't think anybody ik actually gives a fuck about me, one person whom i was close to now doesn't want anything to do with me.. what the fuck is the motivation to keep going? i'm so fucking tired of feeling like this, idk what to do.. nothing brings me happiness anymore..
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does olanzapine give anyone else brain fog, fatigue, and low motivation? [view poll](
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i have both bipolar and bpd if someone could shed some light on that. i've wanted a pet really bad. i'm doing plenty of research on a good, low matinence and not too social animal (in case i'm going through it and can't offer my pet as much emotional support). has having a pet helped you cope? or is it just another stressor?
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even most of my closer friends still make them, and i've kinda given up asking them to stop. i can't tell if they're intentional or if they're just forgetful. i get this genre of joke is pretty common, it's just, these are the people i'm try to use to check reality and it's very tiring.
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i wanted to say thank you to all the people in the community. it helps to know that we are not alone in this. so thanks!
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i have this emotional baggage carried on for years as a result of "holding it in", and this whole heavy lump is directed to only one person that's family, and i know keeping it inside just piles it into a bag full of rocks that's pulling me under, so i just want to get rid of that bag so i could stop drowning and finally breathe.
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hyperfamiliarity for faces is a disorder in which unfamiliar people or faces appear familiar
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i keep on hearing that people with this problem are liars and i always take offense to that. i never lie or lied about anything! but sometimes my life story is hard to believe. [view poll](
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i'm on meds i still hear voices that are very low occasionally. my voices are creepy and evil sounding and i'm tired of hearing them. i don't know what else to do
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does having anxiety/depression issues lead to or cause premature ejaculation? anyone having any experience or knowledge about this, please put some light on this. would be really helpful to know.
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i'm literally shaking from adrenaline, but i actually did it! i made a phone call! i'm so happy! it wasn't much, and i'll have to call again monday, but i can't believe i actually did it!
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wow you guys i just posted here asking for input on what it's like to go to the emergency room for a mental health crisis and that got deleted. thanks mods, you have undoubtedly contributed to my suicidal crisis and self harm this evening. thanks so much i will be sure never to come here again for support.
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i want you to follow right behind me. cause i feel everything, i feel everything from my body to my soul! that is the problem, feel too much. how to just not feel without being fucked up????
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what do you guys like doing when your feeling super depressed? i personally try playing games to occupy my mind, but i feel so guilty doing so all the time.
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i've been wrestling with mortality recently and i cant get out of bed because i keep telling myself what the point and i don't have a response i keep reminding myself that i could die at any second and it causes me to do nothing all day
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last night, i had several moments where i felt like my heart was stopping (which would probably have killed me almost instantly). it's just that i was so accustomed to feeling my heartbeat these past weeks that i freaked out once i couldn't. my blood pressure was almost 120/80 and my heartrate was about 60 to 75, so nothing unusual. anybody ever felt like this too?
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okay so therapy is cool and all but sometimes i just need to talk to someone who gets it also has bpd. message me if anyone would want to just exchange venting sessions
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i dont know why but today i just want to feel numb. i started drinking and i took a couple extra anti anxiety pills (not a lot). i want to feel numb or high. i even want to sh. ugh! sorry if this is too much but if i tell anyone then theyll freak out.
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but anxiety is the reason i can't sleep, i'm stuck at this endless cycle, i feel sick
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i'm getting to the point where i'm tired. every little thing hurts i've been on too many medicines that i'm getting sick of taking them my suicidal thoughts are coming back i'm tired i don't care
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im convinced there is no light at the end of the tunnel. convinced i work to the bone and will never actually get ahead. i truly just hope my kids dont have to live like this when im gone
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ever feel like something is wrong but just have no explanation for why it might be. like i know what's wrong, but i don't know why it's wrong, no explanation makes sense other than it must be my fault.
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really freaking out but proud of myself. i can do it, just god please help me so that i dont get panic attack.
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do some psych meds have calories? how many? or do they just make your appetite huge and severe?
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at times i have different opinions on people, what i want to do with my life changes drastically, my perception of my gender and sexually change.. i feel like those experiences are very common in bpd as well as multiplicity so i dont know what the difference really feels like. do you guys really feel like the same coherent person all the time?
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today i got diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia. i don't know what to do with myself now :(
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i cant do anything right, i have no future aspirations, i have no motivation, i cant even enjoy the things i want to enjoy
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i believed him at first but i don't really know now. when he "switchs". nothing really changes, he still refers as himself as him. i think its an excuse for his behavior. he lies about alot of other stuff too, i'm afraid of him. please educate me if i said something wrong.
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apologies for the odd question. i'm writing a novel that includes all sorts of mental illnesses. i'm here to ask for help to understand some of the illnesses better. any info you can share to help me represent them in a more reasonable way that makes sure i'm not spreading misinformation. x200b; any mental illnesses are fine, please share your story if you feel comfortable!
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im losing it. i cant get a job i feel like my fianc is begging to detest me. my friends are gone. non of the things i can normally do to keep myself from spinning out are working and i dont want to be here anymore and i dont know what to do.
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long story short, a doctor prescribed me four doses of librium and i might have a flight to a different state coming up soon. i have pretty severe panic/anxiety disorders, so im wondering if librium will be enough to help me get through the flight without having a bad panic attack.
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anyone else out there have a person (or people) who cause your emotions to swing faster than usual? higher highs and lower lows? i've noticed that when dealing with one of my exes, who is now dating a friend of mine, that i react way stronger to her and what she says than others. both in a positive and negative way.
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anyone else take lyrica for anxiety management? i just recently accidentally doubled my dose of it to 600mg. and within an hour or so i was feeling euphoric and completely anxiety free. is safe to continue doubling up for the extra effects? i'm scared of addiction/withdrawal but it was quite the experience and it helped with paranoia too
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i wake up from really vivid dreams and nightmares. i'm also getting voices when i'm trying to sleep along with closed eye images. i get racing thoughts or thoughts that don't make sense when i'm trying to fall asleep. i recently was told it wasn't schizophrenia or psychosis. i can't quit worrying about these symptoms. these symptoms started in my late 30's.
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why does it matter if you die now or later? besides the memories and experiences and suffering that happens when you live longer .. its inevitable (27m) tired of existing we are rlly here to make money thats it to up keep this flesh
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dae developed porn addiction since their anxiety started? how do you handle it? i'm so tired of it i feel like i can't live a day without watching porn.
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does a person with schizophrenia know right from wrong when they're in psychosis?
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idk i just feel rlly lonely and idk i rlly dont know what to do.. i dont rlly have many friends that much and most of them are just aquintance for class or anything and most of the time i just do most of the things myself but i rlly feel empty
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i started a new job and i need 1-4 coffees a day to get me through it. when i dont have coffee i get more depressed than i already am. the coffee i drink gives me anxiety too, as if im trading depression for anxiety.. what do i do
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i know there are a lot of posts on here about caffeine and anxiety but wow this is the least anxious i have felt in a while.
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ive heard it said several ways: schizo-freh-nia schizo-free-nia schizo-fray-nia i personally pronounce it as schizo-free-nia. it might seem like a dumb question, but i was just curious.
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cry's against the wall, waits for a merciful end that will never come.
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they are everywhere they know what you did what you have done everything you have caused
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due to having episodes, does it get in the way of living by yourself?
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i tend to pick one person to text and care about the most. i'll talk to people but i never really anyone but one.
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how do you all work yourself through a bp depressive phase, on your own?
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sometimes when i think about something embarrassing, awkward, or straight up terrible i've done in the past, a let out a small "ah" and spaz a bit. does this happen to anyone else?
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i will take back my life! i will be allowed basic human rights and stop being scared to stand up for my needs. i come first.....
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i was in an abusive relationship for 5 years, and im finding myself having the same thought patterns and even the same sexual fetishes that he did
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im not just depressed its all emptiness. i feel like sht everyday but manage to make my family im okay. every night i just think bout hanging myself idk what to do
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friends, family, or even partners, the moment i feel a slight change my brain just thinks oh they hate me theyre leaving they dont wanna be your friend anymore. im so tired of it because it consumes all my thoughts, all i can think about is them being angry at me even when they arent. any ideas how i can cope with this?
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i can feel myself falling apart again. ive been skipping work, sleeping more, eating less, sometimes just staring off and wondering what to do. i can feel the pit in my chest expanding and idk what to do or how to fix it. any advice?
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edited from last post. actually incredily rude to suggest im a pedo.
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i wonder if i take the same medication as some of you guys or if some of you guys take the same medication as someone else i take 20mg of focalin xr for adhd, 160mg of geodon for schizophrenia (might start perphenazine too if mine gets really bad again), 100mg of lamictal for pnes (psychogenic non epileptic seizures), and i ocassionally take 5mg of clonazepam for anxiety
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i keep hearing voices when i'm trying to sleep, i get random thoughts that don't makes sense, and mental images. i think these are hypnagogic hallucinations. the problem is i can't get these symptoms to go away and i started feeling anxious.
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i just read the statistics that 50% of people with bipolar have attempted suicide. honestly that breaks my fucking heart. its a horrible condition, incredibly emotionally taxing. my heart goes out to all of you who have tried and are still with us. seriously. i gotta go to an in person support group. life is too short
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i was picking up dinner, and when i went to close the door i hit my head. im sure im fine but now my anxiety went to 100 and im thinking of internal bleeding and all this stuff and idk if my anxiety is causing this small headache i have now or not.
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ive never felt loved, wanted, accepted or needed.
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been very disturbed for last few days. can't sleep, intrusive thoughts. anger at things. suffering. what should i except?
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when society turns against you, has anyone experienced this? it's pretty disturbing, and today they wouldn't give me my meds which concerns me. i'm learning stuff though, how evil society can be against someone who has done them no harm, except having a mental illness.
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i had my first mental breakdown in a while last night. and im okay. i can honestly say that im okay right now. i just wanted to say that im proud of myself and i deserve to be happy. and all of you deserve so much happiness
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all i want to do is eat junk and sleep. also, i have a sinus infection.
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it was the night sweats for me. not long before i accepted my illness, a coworker talked about getting night sweats. she said its a serious symptom and lead her to discover she had tumors plaguing her chest cavity. although i didnt fully accept my condition with the night sweats, it made me pause and pay attention to my body / mind. how about you?
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i'm in a state where i don't really care about anything and i want to let the bpd run wild. sometimes, i enjoy being awful- being manipulative, sleeping around, drinking a lot. just kinda being everything that is stereotypically bpd. are there any forums or sites where people can discuss this? also... does anyone else ever feel like this?
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ive been kinda obsessed with the idea that if i could just force myself to think like a normal person, i could conquer my depression. it rests on the assumption that someones thoughts somehow determine someones level of happiness.
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yesterday my fp was talking about how im narcissistic and how they shouldnt be around me. ive tried so much to not act anything like that and to be the person people want to be around, but i can't do that ig. is it too much to ask to just be seen as important and a decent person for once?
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what sounds are they like? do you hear them loudly like a real person is talking to you or are they very similar to your own thoughts like the voice when you talk in your head? asking out of interest to get a better understanding for this illness since to of my friends suffer from that.
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my fp is going through her own problems and i dont want to weigh her down with mine too. i feel so alone and im struggling. i attempted suicide last week and i cant stop thinking about doing it again successfully
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everything is going wrong, the world is flooding. its too late to do anything about climate change. moon wobble will destroy our coasts. i cant take it anymore im having a massive panic attack i cant live like this man
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super duper super duper hypersexual or is it just me????
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hello, i am being dismissed from college due to behaviors which are typical of my mental health conditions. i never told the college abput them bc i feel ashamed. any advice on how to write my appeal letter or what i should do? my conditions are varrified by my doctor/therapist.
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so my ex n i r still talking all day everyday like we used to when we were together, n i see him sumtimes. but i was looking thru his insta followers n he was following a girl n none of his friends were following her so im jus kinda worried and idk what to do.
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i feel like i'm having break through. you just have to suck it up. /s
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dealing with bad anxiety from hiding an addiction and my heart started pounding about 15 min ago in bed and now i am super concerned. i know im fine (took ecg and bp). but anxiety keeps telling me its a heart attack
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it slowly took over my brain n i didnt even know it until i thought back n realized i wasted away the last 4 years and have nothing to show for it. i just cope by drinking and pills. i have no hobby goals ambitions plans i feel like my brain already died and im just a ghost in this body. just want a way out
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i feel like i have no one to talk to no one to understand what i am going through and what i go through day in and day out. like im trapped on an island, in a cage. i know this probably makes zero sense to a fine but i am just filled with despair
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new flair has been added to the sub for people to share their food and recipes or pictures of their food!
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like when your in your car and u start driving all of a sudden you're just like there where u needed to be. kind of like a simulation pressing fast forward without realizing afterwards. freaks me the fuck out especially when i realize it's happening after i've been on the freeway for 2 hours.
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does anyone feel this? is it caused by anxiety? ive had an mri of my lower back and it came back normal. it feels like a crawling under my skin and gets worse with sitting all day. i have severe insomnia and anxiety.
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it should be arriving in 2 months hopefully. i already have flash powder which i will use to craft a homemade bomb, i will stick around 50 4mm steel balls to the sides with tape and place it in my mouth. ideally the shrapnel should penetrate its way through to my brain, resulting in an instant painless death.
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