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anyone experience with this? see promising articles on this, would love to hear people's experience in combination with anxiety

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what were some of the first symptoms you had but wasnt diagnosed as a mental illness until much later? example: i was apparently a very anxious kid who was obsessed with death and dying. i had my first suicidal thought at 12 but wasnt diagnosed as depressed until i was 15.

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ive been seeing and hearing things on and off now ever since my friend died. i was told it was normal its just a part of grieving, and it should go away after a while. its been 5 months, they havent stopped. they scare the shit out of me. i cant receive help, sadly.

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i have been contemplating about if should tell my parents about my suicidal thoughts and tendencies but i don't know how to tell them and if, i dunno how they reacted can someone help me? i'm 15

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i realized along with my depression im a pessimistic person. i complain a lot and always fixate on the things i dont have. and the things i hate about myself. so im attempting to be optimistic and appreciate the small things. ill see how this goes. im hoping this isnt me just being manic

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will be homeless in janurary. have a job dont make enough for an apartment and wont get approved anyway. i know no one i can live with. idk what to do. my life is fucked

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im not sure how it develops but i know im codependent on my mom.

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i'm to scared to do it. i took 2 depresive substances but was afraid to go all the way. was so lonely last night. nobody answers my text messages.

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follow up question: will he need to wait another 4-6 weeks before seeing full results again, like starting over?

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i really dont care about anything anymore i dont care about myself im barely surviving im not living not taking my wellbutrin makes me exhausted maybe ill stay off it so i can keep sleeping maybe ill sleep forever maybe everyone will forget about me if i just stay away theyve already forgotten

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my boyfriend of 7 years finally left me due to my mental illness, im very tired, i dont know how to cope, i dont have any friends or family. i feel so lost, i feel so hurt and broken. i guess everyone gets fed up eventually

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you dont want to be around me anymore i want to just be ok with it time to numb up and get over you

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does anyone else experience screaming / talking when they listen to music? im not sure why it happens or how to stop it.

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my aunt is diagnosed with schizo and its been years since she refused to take her medicine and see her psychiatrist. and now she's in a depression and have this suicidal thoughts. what should we do?? i uhh just want to help her but i don't know how. all of future advices and comments here will be a great help for us, i'm gonna thank you all in advance!

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this whole subreddit is an attention seekers paradise

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for someone who has been suffering so much and feeling so low and dead for many years, weirdly i feel so good and alive today.

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like when it comes to work, school appearance or projects? does anyone else have really high standards? is anyone else an unforgiving perfectionist?

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so i met this girl, things have been going well for the most part. this is one of the things she struggles with, and i really want to be able to understand this part of her. i've read up on it, but i'm interested in getting people's first hand accounts

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does anyone have any words of wisdom or encouragement. this stress is really starting to take its toll.

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if i start lamictal and stop it will i get really bad episodes? im currently 20 years old with bipolar and i haveny been on any medication since i was 15. ive thought about lamictal but i feel like if i start medication i wont be able to go back.

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i just feel like i constantly mess things up and everyone finds me annoying. i want to just be silent and never talk again so it wont ever happen again but even when i am silent people still hate me. (im sorry if mute isnt the right word to use, i dont know if silent conveying what i want to say. pls lmk.)

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like bitch acting like its easy you will never know what its like to be my shoes i try and try to fix my brain but nothing seems to work i just want something to work

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i feel as though everyone i meet makes me into a massive joke. like i'm literally a person with feelings but everyone always ends up treating me like a punchline if they havent already from the beginning. i dont know why. if this happens to anyone else do you have any clue why??

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having the most difficult year. have two weeks off work and want to do some self care and recharge and unwind. what would you guys do? im going to go the gym every morning and then a nature walk after. followed by escaping into a book or video game afterwards. any suggestions?

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i wish i could reach them but i dont believe in an afterlife..

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i wish depression didnt have to take away my teenage years. i wish i didnt have to cover my body. i wish that i were normal. why does it have to be like this? why did i go through so much pain? is this for a reason? will i give my life for this?

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tell me about them and how they help you :)

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dont you love when you fall asleep for like 10 minutes and wake up gasping with a racing heart rate and now my right arm is numb so i feel like i cant go back to sleep. the worst part is knowing your thoughts arent rational and not allowing your physical symptoms to scare you/make you panic more (bc of the years of experience) but still being overly anxious.. ugh

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anybody else in that stage of their cycle? its going to be rough but well get through it.

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whenever someone gets praised for how talented they are, my heart sinks and i feel terrible about myself. i usually end up wallowing in my sadness and uselessness for hours at a time. it's such a toxic trait and i hate myself for it. is this a bipolar thing or is it just the way i am?

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i just woke up, i plan on setting off some firecrackers cause i love explosives.

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i have been having a hard time recognizing myself in a mirror. i'm not what i see. i'm just a soul in a body. to me i look different than what i see. it's hard to explain. i seperate myself. i'm not my body.

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lately ive been overthinking about something that happened last week. my mind has made me believe that people were insulting me, even though i heard it in a distance, my mind is still gaslighting itself into thinking it was directed towards me. if anyone could help give me some advice that would be great. please share your experiences with overthinking as well!

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i have trouble forming comprehensible sentences. i forget every 3rd word and i cant express myself clearly. its so embarrassing. talking to me is like talking to a 5 year old. im not stupid but i cantexpress myself. i feel stupid i have a good vocabulary but i cant use it for some reason. do any of you experience this? what is wrong with me?

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read about how anxiety disorders from chronic stress can develop dementia and depression because it eventually alters the structure of the brain problem is i live with stress because of the anxiety disorder, and no medication and therapy has ever fully resolved it. i read that exercising releases endorphins and promotes new brain growth but not sure what else i could do, cant just not be stressed.

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hey, does anyone intermittent fast or notice any benefit? for example 16 hours off from eating, 8 hours on.

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i think i was on either the highest or second highest legal dose prescribed, i was on it for a couple of months and it literally had zero effect on me. it was prescribed for low mood.

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i just want to die but im too fucking scared. im such a looser

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so im diagnosed bipolar 1 but my mood changes and irritability are super rapid and happen like 100 times a day so what would that be? bpd? i had a lot of childhood trauma and i tend to push people away and expect them to come back idk its just when i post on r/bipolar almost no one relates to how i feel so idk can someone help me?

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every time i get anxious i get ready bad pins and needles as well as a tight chest. how do you guys deal with these physical symptoms.

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is anybody on it? im starting it again (i was taken off it because of the jaw clenching) but they put me on it but starting at 5mg (then going up) with also taking cogentin (to block those side effects of the clenching)

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i'm not ok.

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can't sit still or walk around, walking weird since i started taking it, will this go away? don't like this at all but it does help me feel normal.

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me and my bf have been together for a year. i just realized that fps change and im so scared that ill become obsessed with another guy or his friend and i dont want that. is there anything i can do to stop having fps?

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i struggle with almost bipolar like mood swings and im just wondering if mood stabilizers or even lithium have helped anyone? im gonna go to the hospital tomorrow but wanted to hear more details from anyone who has the same issues!

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please...don't leave this world...

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just another one of those days...

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sometimes i will mistake a random noise for one of my parents calling out my name, even though i am aware that they are obviously not there. does this have something to do with my mental state?

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sometimes at family events or social gatherings i tend to be shy and i often notice people talking about me or at least being covert how do you not care about what others say and be less stressed around other people

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i am very afraid that i'm one second away from being discovered. i don't want anybody to know me closely, especially if the thing they know about me is negative, so, i begin acting the opposite of how id act. for example, if i was about to be sad, but don't want to be close to the person, i would begin laughing, forcefully, within seconds

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i feel so stuck :(( should i try snris next? what if that doesnt work either i have such bad gad

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im (16m) and i had a rough night, got scolded by my family and havent broke my fast since 721pm and its 0043am. ive been crying nonstop after what they did. i just feel like giving up trying to help out and be nice because noone would appreciate me nor acknowledge me. i hate myself

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i just feeling really low today, had some good things happen in life lately and they went to shit. i dont know how i can do another 60 ish years of this life

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i have gone over so many stories in this subreddit. much of it is of people who think they are going through this alone. have a read of this article because i can assure you, you are not alone. there are thousands of people feeling the same way you are. x200b; [

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i have been doing tons of research and have packed all of the things that normally help my anxiety but now i need to get into a good mental space. any tips for traveling?

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sometimes this just happens, i just start remembering how much i actually hate myself. i wish i wasn't so ugly, so stupid and slow and out of touch. idk i think i should just kill myself or something. if i'm really this awful. i wonder why this happens, feeling good and then just remembering that i don't like myself at all.

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so i have depression really bad and my doctor prescribed seroquel as an anti-depressant its taken away a lot of my suicidal thoughts and extremely depressing feelings but i dont really feel much anymore. i feel nothing besides depressed. is this normal could there be something else wrong with me?

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i'll go first at work the background music for the blizzard game hearthstone was playing in my head so loud i couldn't hear anyone talk to me. if you know this music, you'll think it's funny too! gave me a good laugh.

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i just feel awful and want to dissappear. i don't expect any help here. i don't have anything clever to say. i'm beyond all that. i'm broken.

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my psychiatrist says i should really look into admiring myself. ive always heard such terrible things about psych wards and im terrified of going to one. has anyone had a good experience at an inpatient program in ohio? i want to know if there are any good ones in my state i could look into

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i can't say to much because they'll see it but i just want to scream, there's no way to escape it. they can hear what i think or say and see what i put down anywhere in writing. i need to get away. i need to run, but i can't help me.

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you ever just feel broken inside? things keep piling up, no end in sight, and you just can't muster up anything left to start on the work again? i don't know what to feel anymore, c'est la vie, i guess

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i just got a girlfriend and a job but i still feel like i want to die, i still feel worthless i feel like i don't deserve my girlfriend or anything in that manner

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in front of her bf my brother and his friends like why tf idek what it was ab smth ab my age idk im just mad

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i just sometimes i feel like i was misdiagnosed and im just dramatic, narcissistic and just all around a bad person. i cant distinguish the highs and lows in my life, i try to but it just seems like a stretch every explanation i come up with. idk. i feel like a shitty, mean person.

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while i'm on them, i feel so numb i think i could walk into oncoming traffic. but i can function. i can sleep. then once they wear off, it's like i'm hypersensitive. i'm crying, i'm angry, i'm all over the place. does anyone else have this experience?

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i've dealt with generalized anxiety for years but luckily been in remission for years. the last 18 months unfortunately i've required medication but been unable to find an effective one. i've spent 4-8 weeks on the below medicines : buspar hydroxyzine cymbalta celexa wellbutrin lexapro paxil trintellix unfortunately i've not found relief. is this normal? should i explore a different psychiatrist? or just continue to cycle through meds?

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you are doing amazing today!! even if you dont think so. taking those small steps toward success is whats important in life. even if you think you arent doing well today im here to tell you that you are. im proud of you friend! you are a superstar!!! you are perfect to me and always will be. i love you!!

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just as the title reads. consequences to my actions are finally rolling out. im so depressed

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whats the point in existing in a life that doesnt interest you? you dont find anything fun life has shown you that you will be alone. even after given a choice you choose to not be alone but life still ensures that you will be.

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i feel like my mental health is declining and im entering a new time in my life soon regarding school. i wish i could quit but then i would hate myself for being unproductive. i just want to hide from society and school stuff, and i just feel terrible inside.

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never knew my great grandpa but im just now learning we had the same delusions and its making my delusions worse tbh. what if i have an unfinished job to do that only were aware of? like spiritually

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attached below is todays video link to my on conquering schizophrenia youtube channel. today entails a whos who starring dr gregory strauss! like all, todays video is ever brief and can be viewed amid a name recognition!

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so i dont think i have ocd but ever since i was in about 7th grade i started to define things as good and bad luck. like if i didnt do something a certain way id have bad luck or something would go wrong. and it just feels so real like i cant escape this feeling of doom unless i do what my brain tells me. its so annoying

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i've been struggling alot recently , does anyone know where i can find an online therapist that specialises or at least has some background on schizophrenia? i've tried multiple different apps but i haven't found a single one that includes schizophrenics

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why is the idea of even just a short walk so overwhelming?

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we are fighters. we fight every day. against our overwhelming emotions. against ourselves. against our impulsive behaviour. against the social stigma surrounding our disorder. against the dark thoughts that get a hold of us. against the urge to push away the people we love. each and every one of us is fighting. every day of every month of every year. stay strong everybody, we are not alone in this!

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my depressive episodes always get 10x worse and more frequent during winter, usually starting at the beginning of november. but they seem to have started now, havent really done anything for about 2 weeks as the looming thought of summer ending is hanging over me. so annoying because i should be enjoying the last of my summer but im too sad about it ending that i cant enjoy it.

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i have alot of friends but theyre just never there for me. it seems like the only true friend that i have is myself, and i fucking hate him.

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i was recently diagnosed with agoraphobia and anxiety. i also have an over active imagination. those three things together make big historical events like today with the winter star and 2020, as a whole, worry me way more than it needs to. i really just need some someone to tell me its just anxiety.

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ive dealt with this for around 3 years since starting on risperidone and now invega. its a fairly low dose. anyone else experienced this?

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i just can't do it anymore.

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about everything. from not being attractive to being a wretched person to punishing myself with exercise. im sad at how horrible i have treated myself. to the new me!!

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my mind is a prison, hell on earth

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so i havent talked to anyone about this cause im kinda scared. so i had a thought about my little sister today. she made me so mad and she just makes me feel worthless and then i started thinking about hurting her.

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ok , so things are way too much rn . i was out with some friends (we are all sober) and it was way too much . talking , smoking cigs , music , all too much . even in silence my brain is overstimulated . any advice ???

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so every time i pms i get extremely turbulent like bpd mood swings on steroids. which makes sense because it's two factors contributing to moodiness. almost every month i spiral around bedtime and get suicidal thoughts. is there anything i can do to ameliorate this problem?

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hi, i'm new here. my ocd is back (after 8 years later) and i'm now having some intrusive thoughts which my mind says i enjoy the feelings but it causes me great anxiety, because those are unwanted feelings. i just wanted to know because otherwise i'll just know i'm in denial.

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i created a discord for anxiety called anxiety help. i created this for people who want to talk and chat about anxiety live and putting helpful resources for people to learn about anxiety. i'm still creating it and adding stuff to it so just going to get better with time and help from others. can message me about it if interested to learn more.

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as it says. kill yourselves. we dont need sad people taking up employement and being sad.

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hi everyone! i have a relatively extreme phobia of being attacked. the day after tomorrow i have no other option but to walk around a kinda bad neighborhood for something like 20-30 minutes. if i avoid that, i offebd my grandpa. is there any way to do exposure this extreme without being attacked by someone?(i already have done some easier exposures, with some improvement of my anxiety)

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not playing guess who, but this is my first med change in a year.

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i'm glad there is this place to be ..us.. i'm glad i found this. it really helped, i'm doing better, and trying really hard, most days are good. i still fell bad, and ashamed of how i've acted, of the things i said, and the relationship i lost, but it's okay, we deserve to live, and we are not broken beyond repair. keep trying.

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if you are reading this, i am outside watching you

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i have pretty bad anxiety, so its understandable.ocd -pure o. l experience pen,needles and tumors from time to time. although l don't understand why l feel sensations. when ever l make eye contact with a distorted image l get chills. for example my phone's currently fucked up ,so blurs of colours appear and water marks which instantly triggers me. i'm clearly marked for death early.

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i got diagnosed with it by a doctor when i went inpatient once. i sometimes wonder if i do have it due to my rapid mood swings, downs and ups, which can be explained by rapid cycling bipolar disorder. i think bpd is a more proper diagnosis for me though. it can be confusing because symptoms of both disorders can overlap.

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when someone with bpd says i love you. do they mean it?

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i have both an anxiety disorder and adhd and have such been prescribed both paxil and adderall. i used to take adderall about an hour or two after paxil but now that i started work i take both at the same time in the morning, and i feel like this has been acutely increasing my anxiety due to some unknown interaction. anyone have any insight?

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