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I do something with my hands when hugging a female friend

I have female friends who are quite the "huggers" when they see me. When they see me, they give me the standard hug. To reciprocate, I give them a tight hug, but I hoist them up. When I hoist them up, my hands are on their a\*\*. So, I get a tight hug, a a\*\* squeeze, and a a\*\* feel on both cheeks. **NOTE:** I only do this to female friends that I am overly familiar and good friends with.

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If you're eligible for the vaccine and haven't gotten it you're literally an awful person.

This isn't about your freedom or choices about what goes onto your body. This is about following big pharma and our government. They know what's right so you should do as they say and obey all government approved scientists. "The only way to achieve salvation is through blind faith and vaccination." 1st Covidians 1:23

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I'm mainly attracted to lesbians

[Light]: I'm a guy in his mid-20s. For some reason I get super infatuated with lesbians. No idea why. Once I'm told that they're lesbians, I get really warm feelings of attraction. Nearly all of my partners have been bisexual. My girlfriend has bright neon hair and facial piercings. My ex has boyish short hair and refuses to wear skirts. I love it all.

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9706

I want to help a friend get pregnant

my wife and I have this couple who are long time friends. They have been married for a long time and cannot have a child due to an accident while he was in the military. I would never touch her but really want to donate to her so she can carry a child and they can have the family they want. Is this wrong?

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I have a crush on someone 12 years younger than me.

I have a crush on someone much younger than me. I don't even want to sleep with them. It's not a sexual attraction. I don't even want to date them, it's not a romantic attraction. However, I do like their attention, and I get jealous of others who take it up. I also do like when they try to flirt with me, even though I shut them down every time due to the age difference. I feel gross for it, regardless. I haven't, nor will I tell anyone but nameless strangers on the internet. Thanks for your time.

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Being bullied help me discover what turns me on

I’m gonna try and make this short. All throughout my years in high school I was always bullied by my female upperclassmen, for example they would take my supplies, call me names etc. I never really minded it because it never went too far, but each time it would happen I would get an erection. Stupid me at the time a never put two and two together. Now looking back on it I’ve come to realize that being dominated by a women is what turns me on the most.

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I went travelling with my girlfriend and stole a guy's underwear and sniffed it

Me and my girlfriend were staying in a shared dorm at a hostel and there was this really muscular dude hitting on her even when she told him I was her boyfriend. The next morning when he went for a shower, I stole the boxer shorts he wore in the night and sniffed them. Then I put them on and we left the hostel. That night when I had sex with my girlfriend, I pretended i was him filling her up.

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Im scared to lose my parents because I wont have anyone to comfort me when theyre gone :(

Im 19 and have never had a girlfriend. I feel like im gonna be alone my whole life. The problem is it makes me feel so sad that when my parents die I will have no one to comfort me and be by my side :( Or if they didnt die but something happened to them like getting sick I would still have no one to comfort me cause im all alone :(

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I want to know what it's like to have a penis.

[No Regrets] Now, I'm 99% sure I'm cis, since I don't experience gender dysphoria. I like having boobs and a vagina, but I'm curious to see what having a penis is like. Apparently there's something called "penis envy", which I might have. It would be interesting to be in a guy's body for a day. Am I weird for thinking this, or is that normal for cis girls?

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7746

I hate flying so much

I let everyone believe I am okish with flying. While inside I die a little on each plane ride, feel like my heart is going to explode along with my head. I read statistics, watch videos, talk to people. But just thinking about it puts me in a cold sweat. So I am thinking of driving the 18 hours to hike for 2-3 days and then drive back home. Plus it will be a fun adventure alone. My mind is made up.

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[Light] Im scare to like someone because i am mentally unstable.

I grew in a very fucked up household. My mother is bi-polor and my father left when i was 5 and he suffers from schizophrenia. My mother use to beat my sister non stop and i used to watch until i got old enough to defend her, she’s 4 year older then me. When ever i like someone, its all i think about. Its overwhelming and i make myself look dumb. Its like all i wanna do is be around the person i like....

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9627

I loved a girl in high school . But I never confessed my feelings to her.

We both were in same class. She is one year older than me. I tried so many times to tell her that how I feel about her. But I'm so underconfident for all these things. But then I got admission to a college which is 400 km away from my home. Regression is the worst feeling in this world.

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8270

I confess that I came here to do another confession...

Then I clicked on a post where a female of an unknown age talked about sticking her finger up her ass at the age of 7 and I lost my complete trail of thought at just how fucked up that was, now I'm desperately trying to think of my original confession... ... I genuinely can't remember... :/

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5255

I lent my disappearing ink pen to a classmate for an important test

So I have this very annoying guy in my class whom I have been wanting to do something to for a while so I came up with this great idea. We have our final exams coming up which are very important so I bought a KGB disappearing ink pen which’s ink disappears after 24 hours. Before the exam I lent this pen to the guy and watched him write his exam while laughing viciously inside. Can’t wait to find out the result

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11459

I hate how my body looks

I was about 95ish lbs when i left my ex bf, i was skin and bones and i was always pretty thin like this growing up. I just never got hungry i guess. My now bf often encourages me to eat and exercise. He would often sit and wait until i ate and ive gained almost 30 pounds (a little under 125lbs). I know it sounds kinda stupid but i hate looking in the mirror and im more embarrassed by my body than i was before. :(

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953

I look at myself and all I see is a monster.

[remorse] I see it in my reflection, even my shadow. Anything I look at I know I'm doing so through the eyes of a horrendous beast that only causes suffering to himself and others. I don't know when I became this way, I don't know exactly how. I just want it to end. I used to bring happiness to people, I used to be a symbol of love and peace. But now I'm this dreadful creature that feeds on negativity and pain. I just want it to end.

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2038

Slang

It annoys me to no end some of the typed out slang used. It's like ignorance and being a god damn moron is something people aspire to. Finna, tryna, ion, just to name a few. Ion fukken get it. M tryna doe

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2569

I sometimes fake washing my hands

I posted this before but the title was too vague. So here’s the confession: Sometimes in public bathrooms I go to the sink, turn on the water, wait a few seconds, then turn it off. I do this just so the person in the stall thinks I washed my hands but I didn’t. The worst part is that if I feel really lazy I might do this before eating. I’m so gross.

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Someone no longer exists thanks to me. They were no longer worth their existence.

The owner of this account does not exist. Their name was Adrye. I did not kill them, and they are not dead. They don't exist. I couldn't afford to be distracted by her anymore so I ended their term in this plane. They were too close to overcoming the tight side from the left and being dominant so they have been removed. All further communication will be from

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4588

Whenever I relieve an itch it sounds like something else entirely

I've been really itchy for the past two weeks, it's probably just the weather but anyways, when I'm not in public and scratch it sounds like I'm on the brink of orgasm. "Oh yeah" "Give it to me baby" \*Intense moaning\*, the list goes on. I hope noone else has heard me. It just feels so good. I haven't popped a boner yet but I genuinely might at some point.

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10924

Gave my brother a blowjob

Hello, so when me and my brother was younger (11+14) I gave him a blowjob after him asking me to, and I still to this day feel shit about doing this, how do i get this off my mind and stop worrying, and is this normal for siblings to “explore” this.

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5484

My anger

I had a huge fight tonight with my girlfriend and her mother and I honestly can't remember most of it but I know it was horrible. I don't know how to control my anger anymore, I push it down and when it does come up it's ugly. I know I'm not a horrible person but I do have this darkness I me and I don't know what to do

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5527

I CAN'T SMOKE WEED!!!!!

I am pregnant and I have decided to keep the baby but there is a problem. I CAN'T FUCKING SMOKE WEED WHILE PREGNANT!!! This is a serious issue for me. I NEED weed at LEAST twice a week. My brother promised to go off weed to to support me but it is still tough. Thankfully, he said that we could take my mind off of it by watching porn together so that helps. BUT NOT ENOUGH!!!! How do I not smoke weed for NINE FUCKING MONTHS!!!! HELP EMERGENCY!!!!!

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8146

I hate my kids and because of my kids, I hate my wife.

Like the title says, I (29M) have 3 kids ages 4, 2, and 6 months and I hate them all. They have ruined everything. But I will do my duty. I'm not a quitter. I'll stick it out. I know this will make me a bitter person. I look forward to the day they won't be dependant upon me so I can distance myself from them and my wife. I will probably divorce her after they are all gone.

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3494

I went through his phone

I went through his phone and I’m not proud of it. I’m never going to tell him, but I found a lot of stuff that I’m glad I did but wish didn’t exist, if that makes sense. I never thought I’d invade a partner’s privacy, but by doing it I found out that he was lying to me and it has made me rethink a lot of stuff. There’s another girl and it’s more serious than I expected. I had it coming to me by snooping, but at least I know the truth now.

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I don’t care if I’m spoiling my baby I love to hold her while she sleeps

Everyone keeps telling me to have my baby “cry it out” “have her watched by others to help her cry less” that I’m “spoiling her” by holding her so much etc etc I don’t care if I don’t mind holding her and she wants the comfort of my presence then I’m going to hold her. Obviously she is set down when I shower, need out of the house, tummy time, etc but I enjoy holding or wearing her and I don’t feel bad about it

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7311

Every time my friends are getting married or announce a pregnancy I feel like I’m gonna cry

I was in a seven month relationship although it’s been months since. we often talked about moving in together, raising a child, and I wanted marriage. It’s been really hard despite the months since I’ve cut all contact. How do you get over someone like that

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It’s not trolling if you believe in what you’re saying

I’m posting on here because my account is suspended. A troll is somebody who says things they don’t believe in as a joke. If I say I don’t like gay people, people call me a troll. I can’t be a troll if I meant it. It’s common sense

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516

I had my daughter DNA tested.

She's 3 months old now. My wife would be heartbroken if she found out that I did this and I feel bad (to a certain extent) that I didn't trust her. However, it has been playing on my mind for a long time and I just needed to know the truth. She's mine, that's all that matters. [remorse]

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16 years ago I "destroyed" 20 of my school lockers.

When I was younger ( 16 years ago) I spray painted "My name" is gay on my school lockers , really big letters. My logic was" I want to make a big graffiti, but I dont want to get caught, so if I insult myself they will never suspect me.

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2929

Im planning on hooking up with a 38 year old guy. Im 16

I met him in Grindr and he has a really nice body and he said he would drive to my house pick me up and give me head in his car. Which sounds nice actually. I've never done anything sexual like this so it's gonna be great or terrible. He seems like an understanding guy from talking too him. Wish me luck

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6490

r/The_Donald are a bunch of insane assholes.

I'm a non American who tried to stay politically neutral as a lot of news on Reddit feels biased on both sides. I opened The_Donald today and the ridiculous people over there are complaining about failures of George Bush even on the day of his death. Go look at the insanity yourselves. I developed an extreme hate, for the stupidity of these dickwad supporters, with 0 disregard for life. These guys are so insane they would fight a dead guy. Fuck this world.

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Recovering?

I’m 4 years clean from heroin psychically. But sometimes I find myself almost fantasizing from thinking about nodding off. Like I just wanna do it once but last time I said that I overdosed. But I lie to everyone and say how I never even think about that crap and how I’d never touch it again. Idk maybe I won’t because the only thing stopping me is what if I die again. Anyone recovering addicts can relate?

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Never been hit on

I’ve never been hit on. I’ve never been a target of harassment because some guy wanted me. I go out and date what ever shows any interest in me because that’s all I can get. That has given me horrible relationships that have killed my self worth and self esteem. I’m 33 today and this will be my last day. My life has been ruined because of the horrible choices I have made just because I wanted to feel loved.

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241

I became Hermione Granger for a minute today

We're deciding our senior schedules for next year, and as I was talking to the guidance counselor about how I would have to drop some classes in order to take others, and I was bummed out because I'm going to have to miss out on a couple of classes that I thought would be really interesting. I thought aloud about how "it would be awesome if I could somehow mess with time to take all of these classes". My counselor then turned at me and said, "you want a time turner there, Hermione?". [Light]: Casual confessions

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8644

I feet terrible fapping to tranny porn

I feel like G-d would skin me alive for committing such pure evil. Instead of going out there and penetrating real females, not only I'm masturbating to degenerates committing public fornication, but also I'm indirectly giving credit to such abominations instead of doing something productive with my time like praying to the good Lord and reading the Bible. Am I truly a terrible person?

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3843

I don't respect women.

I never have. I grew up not playing with girls and got left behind when my friends started playing with them. In high school I went to an all boys school and never had much interaction with girls. In college, I only talk to a girl if I'm trying to get with her. I don't care what a girl says, their opinions don't matter to me.

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3826

Got my sisters IPad and phone taken away for a year

I was like 11 or 12 and my sister was 8 or 9, I was grounded for doing something at school (can’t remember) and I stole my sisters phone at night to watch porn on it. My dad found it a week later and was so mad he didnt speak or make eye contact with her for a month (a southern conservative family) He then took all of her electronics away for a year. they still don’t know it was me. None of them ever will

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4511

I dismissed the whole class

When I was in 9th grade I was in class and my teacher at the time was kind of deaf, she could still hear but not so well. Me being an evil genius, I found the school bell on YouTube, played it mid class and all of us left without being punished.

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4959

My parents consider joining the military a disgrace.

Let me explain, I was talking to my parents about how I will pay for college. We were talking about scholarships, them paying (which I refused as an option) and I suggested joining the military...they went off on how about it too risky, not safe, I’m better off just taking out a loan, it would be disgraceful and so on. I don’t understand my parents hate for the military or maybe they just want to keep my safe... I don’t know I need Advice (Probably wrong subreddit)

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11097

I (f27) messed around with blondes but I never thought of them as relationship material.

Most of sex partners have been blondes. I find them sexy af. But I’d never date one. They seem super self absorbed and ditzy to me. When I see a brunette however I’m thinking “lock it down and marry her”. My current girlfriend is a brunette and she’s super sweet and down to earth, like most brunettes! For the record I’m a raven haired chick. Not brown, raven haired/black. I’m a girly she’s a tomboy 😍

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2161

I finally realized that i have an unhealthy obsession with my crush

I just realized i have an unhealthy obsession with my friend and i feel horrible. I finally acknowledge it but now i feel like i already screwed up like i told her now i like her as a friend but i just feel horrible because i probably made her feel uncomfortable like i don't mean to but my emotions come up. I feel awful because i don't wanna make her feel uncomfortable.

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5058

When I was 12 or 13 me and my friend drew some graffiti on our school

So when I was around 6th grade my friend knocked on my window and showed me black spray paint he had, and when I saw it I was like "DUDEEE THATS SICK" and quickly left my house with him. While we were walking I asked him where should we spray our names and some swastikas then he told me lets spray our school, so we went behind our school and drew our names, big fat swastika cuz at the time we thought it was cool. And still even if we sprayed our names nobody knows.

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10194

I'm a teacher who ignores "bullying"

95% of all "bullying" allegations are mainly an immature attention-seeking kid who purposely brings negative attention and thrives on it. It's all a game to them. The most effective way is to tell the "bullies" to ignore the "bullied." When that happens, the bullied ends up being bullied by someone else. It's an endless cycle. Eventually everyone starts to ignore the bullied and that's when bullied kids cry that their being bullied through "exclusion."

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705

I go out of my way to talk to/be polite with women over 60 because I miss my mom so much

She was the person closest to me (I'm the oldest of three and her only son)...she passed nearly 2 years ago. She went way too early (62) and rather unexpectedly. I guess I just really miss my mom... EDIT: You all are just awesome! Thank you so much for all the comments, DM's, etc. Internet hugs to all of you!

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3276

I beat the shit out of this police officer

So I was walking down the streets and this fucking officer started talking shit so I told him “you wanna fight bro” and he posted up. I knocked the shit out of him with one punch and started going balls deep on his ass (metaphorically). His cop fuck buddies came and arrested me and I told the judge the entire story and everyone clapped and I became president of the United States.

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6672

I am so jealous and I'm guilty about it

I have to get this off my chest: I have a friend who's my best friend. Super nice and awesome. She had a girlfriend and spends lots of time with her, and it made me realize that I have a massive crush on her, and I feel really really bad about it. I want her to be happy! I feel super bad when I get this way. She makes me so happy, but her happiness is super important to me, and I hate how I hate when she's with somebody who makes her happy.

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I groped someone when I was teen.I am feeling remorseful now?Do I deserve to live

When I was 15 years old I groped one of my relatives breasts.She was unconscious. We had no relation.Then I masturbated while groping her.I did this on two occasions.One time I even touched her vagina.I didn't do anything more than that..I think I deserve to die. I am feeling remorseful and I won't do anything like this again?What should I do?

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11125

Loving male attention.

I’m a straight male that enjoys crossdressing. I have recently started posting pics in various Reddit communities. These posts have generated a lot of attention from men. I have never been attracted to men, but recently have found myself craving their attention. Their erotic DM’s give me quite the thrill. Sexting with a man while I’m dressed is such a turn on now. Not sure what to do with these feelings.

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7087

I have a track meet today

I’m in year nine and my fastest 100m time is 12.03. I’m really trying to get into the eleven second range today. Also, I have to do the 4x100 relay for the first time. Can I have some motivation please? I wasn’t sure where else to post this.

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2504

I wanted to get a gift for my friend who is in the hospital but I couldn’t

I wanted to get my friend a gift because she is in the hospital and I couldn’t get her the gift I wanted to give her. I didn’t have enough money to get the gift I wanted to get her and now I feel terrible. She doesn’t know this yet but she will find out soon.

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5134

I once masturbated more than fifteen times in a day.

I don't know why. I planned it and everything, starting slow and . Another time I masturbated in a car with family members. Another time, I put up the picture of a girl I liked on to my screen, then proceeded to fap and finish all over the screen. Feel so guilty, like I've hurt her.

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8868

I want something weird

I want my gf to embrace my gender dysphoria. I want her to not just be my girlfriend but my girl friend if that makes sense. I like all the same girly stuff she likes and I want to do it with her but she doesn’t want that too but there is no other woman or man I’d want to be with. Idk what I hoped to achieve by saying this but I just had to

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6128

Do you want to kill people for fun?

Whenever I look out the windows at night and see people walking alone on the streets,the only thing I can think about is killing them.I keep looking at them and planning how I would kill them, I will even get away with it for sure.I do have feelings,of course,I would never be able to kill a family member, a child or an animal,but I will have no problem killing strangers for my own joy.Can any of you relate?

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8732

I think people who jump in trains are fucking selfish.

The train driver will feel really bad and people are gonna have to clean that shit up. It’s also disruptive to people’s days. What if someone’s on their way to the hospital to visit a dying relative or on their way to a job interview. Like just down some pills if you must

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6405

I enjoy kicking men in the nuts but most of the time I do it only to those who deserve it

It's just fun to see big grown men falling to the ground and crying :) it makes me really feel powerful and dominant. There is nothing that makes me feel as alive as kicking some men in the nuts and seeing him in pain ;)

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11025

I've finally had closure

I've gotten the closure I've always wanted and the fact that I got it today is a miracle. I went to the cinema annd saw my favourite film and it tied up all the loose ends I've always wanted tied. I was so overwhelmed with emotion I went home and broke down lol. I still can't believe it. Thank you Amy lol (you've made mistakes before but thanks for coming through for this one)

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546

Im afraid of intimacy

I have never been intimate with no one. Never talked with someone about how I feel, what are my fears, what are my joys. Im actually very sensitive and emotional, but Ive never developed a close enough relation to open myself to someone. The same goes physically speaking. Im also a virgin, so you can imagine my anxiety. Now im very afraid that I wont be able to have one because im too used to be like this (Im 23).

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6642

I wanna force things up an unconscious dragon's huge butt so badly!

A Dragon that's anthrophormorphic but is 15ft and has really huge butt cheeks, yellow and is unconscious, I wanna dominate it by shoving things between it's butt cheeks while it's unconscious and I wanna slap it's butt while I do it.

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5197

I'm stealing through the self-checkouts at the grocery stores.

>!It started out as a mistake. I accidentally left out a pack of garlicduring self checkout because it was underneath the basket of the shopping carts so I didn't notice. I saw it when I was unloading everything into my car and thought "wow, I just saved 3 bucks". The next week, I took a whole premade dinner and left it out during scanning (10 bucks). Yesterday, I took a whole damn cake (20$) and left it out.!< I should stop before it becomes a problem

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4179

I've given the same fake number out to 15+ of my strip club customers already. It's someones real number and I got to see how one of the conversations went.

This is an update to my last post here. https://www.reddit.com/r/confession/comments/chhqgg/i_gave_a_fake_number_to_a_creepy_guy_and_it/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share I ran into one of the men I gave the number to. I played it off as a mistake and re typed my google number. I asked if I could see what the other person said and the conversation went like this. Customer: Hey Lucy it's Bill from follies Random victim: You have the wrong number Customer: Can I come kiss you at follies? Customer: I met you Wednesday. Can I see you again and kiss you? Customer: Lucy? Customer: Please? When can I see you at follies again? Random victim: ffs you have the wrong number man!

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2057

I jerk off to fortnite characters.

I jerk off to fortnite characters, Females ofcourse.. the main ones are Oblivion, Sun Strider, Eon, Sparkle specialist etc. You name a fortnite character, I have beat my dick to. They are just so fucking thicc, the shadows around their Butts Make them stand out more, I am 23 with a girlfriend.

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8011

Petty?

Yo does anyone else do chores and get the groceries and pick up after their significant other just so you can tell them they don't do shit. Like he will come home to a completely clean house and I will just be sitting down with that wtf face on. I'm manipulative as hell

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7449

A close childhood friend of mine died and although I’m shocked, I’m hardly distraught. What’s wrong with me?

Most people would describe me as a good person and someone they could rely on. But for some reason, I have an aspect of me which is very narcissistic and selfish. It never comes out to others but it does bring me a little guilt. It’s almost like having imposter syndrome- like I don’t deserve my friends or my relatively benign reputation. I only cry over things that directly affect me these days- things like heartbreak. Is it just my nature to be this way, or can I be better?

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4841

Im a student and i dont know how im good at literature

This is pretty fucking stupid but i have no idea how im getting A's in literature. Its come to a point where im pretty sure all u have to do to get a good grade is just be dramatic and bullshit ur way through it. So i feel a little bad when my friend works his ass off to get a good grade but like got a c and i studied the day before a test and got 88/100....and i dont know how to tell my other friends why im good at this...

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5862

I genuinely cried of happiness when I got a tweet back from my favourite actor

I've been told by a lot of people that I don't really show emotion. But I went to a comic con type event and met my favourite actor, having a really nice conversation with him, which was amazing. But when I tweeted him after it was over and he tweeted me back, it was so good that he remembered me and what we talked about that I broke down. A lot of people think guys shouldn't cry like that but I don't even care. It was the happiest I've ever been

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2819

Almost got my girlfriend pregnant

I’m 16 and tried to have a baby with my girlfriend if the same age. I love her to death but regret trying. Even tho I’m sad we failed I’m also kinda relived because I don’t think at the time I was ready. (This took place 3 months ago)

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What Haunts Me Most Is That I Asked For It Over And Over

I asked him to do it again. It still haunts me. My step-dad too. My mom is still married to him. She didn’t even believe me. My sister won’t speak to me. I finally spoke up because it started happening to her too.

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8957

I would give anything for affection.

I don't mean sexual wise, I just mean if someone complimented me, or held me I would probably break down and cry. I'm so starved of affection, us guys rarely get complimented and it would make my week if someone just showed me some positive attention. I know this isn't as major or shocking as some people on this sub would like, but I needed to say it. I lack affection.

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7972

I have very vivid sex dreams of my ex almost every night

I try to watch porn but can't be attracted to anyone else... I want this torture to stop. I am afraid to sleep. It's 7AM and I've been up all this time. Sometimes the dreams are just him kissing me and holding me, or just looking at him.. And still, I wake up so turned on. Ugh

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1044

I want to get my poetry works out to more people, but I don't know how without feeling annoying about it.

[Light] I'm a slam poet, and I have a blog where I post my poems. I want to get them more out there, yanno? What are some things I could do where it doesn't feel like I'm shoving it down people's throats? If you wanna check it out to see what I'm talking about, the url is: emeraldsightings.blogspot.com

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8584

Aunt obsession

I once seduced my aunt . She has huge tits . When I was 15 . Whenever I see huge tit porn I imagine her . Now im 22 and want to bang her so hard. Now I jerk at her pictures and stalk her

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5170

I’ve been pretending to go to school for weeks and lying to my parents

My dad was generous enough to pay for my semester at community college but I’ve been a freshman for seven years. I don’t want to disappoint my parents so every few days I’ll go to the library near campus and hang out for a couple hours. I’ll come home and when my parents ask how school is I’ll give them an anecdote from a long time ago. I tried to get a refund but they said it was too late. And I had already withdrawn from classes so I can’t start going even if I wanted to.

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2938

I use to steal

Back in my teenage years me and my friends use to check for unlocked cars and would steal things from it. Its called urchin (urban searching) Side note: you'd be surprised how many people dont lock their cars. So lock your cars people

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11012

I am bad for men

I don't know why I cannot just act normal about men when they touch me or say awkward things to me. My mind always goes to sexual assault/harassment when they touch me, no matter what. I just cannot tell the difference between awkward mistake and harassment. And every time I'm with a man even if he is physically attractive I have an innate repulsion to him. Doubly so if he tries to touch me. So I misinterpret things. I overreact. Just...men need to stay away from me.

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4514

I’m at my girlfriends house right now and I’m drunk and scared

My girlfriend was annoyed at me because I didn’t post her on my Snapchat story. We’re both drunk and she walked out of her bedroom to “talk to her mom” when we’re both drunk and her moms friend is a high level taking bike gang associate and I’m scared for my life, sitting here with both fists clenched waiting for someone to walk through the door. What should I do?

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5696

My Unusual Addiction

I'm OBSESSED with swinging. It sounds harmless enough, but it leaves marks all over my legs. I think I will probably die a virgin because of my weird almost deformed looking thighs. I can't stop swinging though, even though it has completely destroyed myself confidence. I can't even sit down right without wanting to wince in pain. Sometimes I like to laugh at it though. The majority of addictions are cigarettes, alcohol, sex, porn, and then my childish ass is over here like "I'm addicted to swinging." I hate myself.

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5719

I crave intimacy

I can no longer lie to myself, I want someone close. Like really close. I am in a conflict, because I still have personal issues, I want a person that really fits to me, yet that person would not like me because of my personal issues. It's frustrating. I also don't want to be the person venting on reddit but that's just who I've become. I don't like it.

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10109

I have an issue

When i see a girl the first time my mind just click if im gonna have sex with her or not even if i wont see her ever again, and when i get a chance I actually left few girls naked on bed just because of that first click that i wont have sex with them! 😒😒😒😒

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5155

I'm a horrible person and I'm not mature enough to have friend

I blew somthing that somone did out of proportion snd trash talked them for months. Now my friend who knows the person is cutting of contact with me. I really just want to fucking kill myself at this point in unable to make friends without me hurting them.

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9580

I keep a digital scrapbook of all the nice compliments people give me

I get down on myself pretty easily so any time someone tells me something really nice or meaningful, I write it down so I can refer back to it later whenever I'm feeling sad. Once, one of my high school teachers was complimenting me and I sneakily pulled out my phone and recorded it so I could have it forever.

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5967

My gf and I don't live dtogether but everytime she makes a BS excuse to not come over I cheat.

I've probably cheated with about 60 women in a 2 year span and regret nothing I use no condoms and refuse get tested twice a year. We are about to get engaged I just need a pretty young girl to have my kids I don't care what happens after and I don't intend on marrying her I have too much real estate at stake. she's 23 I'm 27....

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1942

I stole $50 on a visa gift card from my sister, yet she never uses them and lets them rot on her dresser.

I feel really bad, and I’m most likely sure that she won’t find out since she literally never spends her own money, and really only spends our parents money. She has plenty saved up, and could easily buy her own stuff. I used it because she kind of deserved it, me doing all of her chores and whatnot. She kinda owed me, but I realized that I used way more than I should have. I used it on nothing of use, just entertainment on Steam.

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714

I lied to my kids. I'm not working late tomorrow, I'm going on a date.

Their mom passed away six and a half years ago and I am not sure what they'd think if I told them the truth. I'm fairly nervous about everything to be honest but I'm hoping it goes well. [Light] I'm not really looking for advice or anything; I just needed to say it.

Anticipatory Guilt

4235

Horrible girlfriend wanting more

I am not a girl who likes fancy things. However I like sentimental things & romantic things. My BF is not that type of guy, he’s far from romantic & I’m actually scared if he proposes to me it won’t be like I’ve always dreamed of and I’m scared I’ll resent him for that. Plus idk if he’ll even get a nice ring - am I horrible GF?

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5651

oral sex question

okay i have a question... during oral sex when guy goes down on you how do you let him know that he should continue doing what he is doing... cause i don't really know how to tell him that i'm about to cum and i don't wanna shout "I'm about to cum"....please help lol

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2090

instead of working i just spent 3 hours playing candy crush soda saga

i was stuck for 3 days on a really difficult level (it literally said: super difficult hahaha). i was very focused on work until 3pm when i decided to take a break for a while... that's when i passed the level and started to be on a winning streak and i just couldn't stop playing until the end of my shift and honestly writing this just made me super depressed because the high point of my life today was winning fucking candy crush haha :(

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4589

I still sleep with stuffed animals, even though everyone hates it

I can't help it. I would feel bad giving them away, and plus, they help me when I'm crying myself to sleep. I have two that are my favorite, Beebee and aldwyn. Beebee is my baby blanket from before I was born. I'm 13 and I cant sleep without her. My family often makes fun of me for having them. I know I'm not normal but I just want to stop crying.

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8279

I tell girls I love them even though I don’t

When i was 13 I met this girl that I really loved and I would do anything for her but i left her when I was trying to get off doing pot but she smoked a lot she was 15 and my parents didn’t like her so I left. I am almost 15 now and I have dated many other girls but i never really loved them and I still think about mu ex everyday. Im scared Ill never love anyone again.

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11295

I drove 150 miles for bbq

Last summer I made a 150ish mile round trip to try a highly rated smoked brisket. It took about 3 hours to and fro, I bought a pound of it, a side of greens with cornbread & birch beer for about $28. Best damn brisket I’ve ever had.

No Guilt

1603

I'm a loser.

I'm worthless, even though I convinced myself I wasn't for a little while. Everything about me just sucks and just when it feels like I've made progress, I realize I haven't changed at all, just fooled myself. I'm so fucking tired of being a fuck up.

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6476

I don’t know how to come out about being bi

My parents aren’t exactly homophobic, but I know they would treat me different if they knew. They don’t talk about sexuality much, but when they do talk about any sexuality other than straight, it’s always in a negative light. I don’t really know what to do at this point, Im the only non straight person in my family.

Anticipatory Guilt

10032

I would be okay if my love interest killed me...

It’s gotten to the point I’m so head over heels for this guy I’m willing to do almost anything. It doesn’t make sense. I know. But he awoke something in me I didn’t even know was there. He has expressed wanting to slit my throat before, and it’s scary but it turns me on. In fact, when I went to go visit him, he said to turn my phone off so he won’t get tracked down in case he decides to kill me. I hope he contacts me again soon, I’d rather him kill me than break my heart.

No Guilt

3925

I used to fuck guys for heroin id do it again if i got the chance

I used to binge on heroin i still want to i used to fuck guys who supplied it i felt confident because I felt beautiful and small when i did i want to be small i want to be numb please help me life is crushing me

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74

I'm not sorry

I was sorry right after I got caught. Now a year has past and you keep reminding me if what I did and I have to be honest here: I don't give a fuck anymore. You can keep trying to punish me but that's only going to justify these feelings. The thing you never quite understood was it could have been so much worse. I was holding myself back! If you can't move on from my mistake, why the fuck are you still here?

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4855

I did bad on a omegal alternative and know regret it

I am a minor and a long time back I went onto a omegal alternative and touch my self on cam with my face on it many times I am know feel terrible I was an idiot and I am sure that the goals I have lead in-front of me will be ruined because of this my question is will I be exposed will it surface and what will happen to me

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7471

I hate on women all the time

I have been participating in subs that trigger women like Mgtow and Mens rights even tho i dont care a bit about mens rights i have done this for years now i even used to post on the old incels sub i also do it on IG. i have said some pretty fucked up shit online like really wild things i have receive dozens of pms/dms of women telling to kill m*self and i absolutly love it, i even do it when i am at work

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9263

I STOLE A POSTER FROM MY CLASSMATES NOTEBOOK ,,I WANT TO HEAR YOUR THOUGHTS

when i was a kid it was a big deal having indian posters in your notebook plastic cover and once i saw a poster i really liked and while the whole class went out for sports class i came back and took it out of her notebook.

Reactive Guilt

7553

Low

I'm in a really bad place right now mentally and emotionally. I got used by someone when they were down on life aND later told how terrible I am I had to constantly hear how terrible I am and how everyone around them tells them I am awful. I started believing these things. I'm someone who cares about doing the right thing.

Reactive Guilt

4452

I stole a free balloon (no joke)

So, there was this one store that I forgot about, and they were giving out free balloons, and I didn't know that they were free, and my little cousin wanted one, so I just took one, and gave it to her. I then discovered the HUGE sign saying "Free Balloons!" So, yeah, I was so relieved. And no, I didn't get into trouble.

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