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certain slabs luminesced under the influence of some sort of duster spell craft not yet accessible to me . |
i knew that , because i tried to make some glow , without success . |
down in these catacombs i felt confined and anxious in a way that had never afflicted me in root , even though its tunnels were no less narrow or deep . |
the matrix of roots was so loose and malleable , there was no sense of confinement as long as you werent stuck in a pod . |
the tunnels here felt like shafts in a coal mine by comparison . |
unlike root , there would be no taking shortcuts between them . |
these are the upper spaces . |
any chamber with a skylight or courtyard is not safe from the horus . |
keep that in mind if it ever comes around . |
i didnt realize you can have the damn thing come to you . |
i thought you had to chase it . |
it goes everywhere in this land every square inch . |
it doesnt come here often , but eventually it will come . |
the souls who enter it where do go ? |
nowhere , said taro . |
lady an says it exists to recycle failed souls . |
tears them into pieces . |
shuffles the deck . |
reassembles them . |
deals out a new hand . |
creating new spirits . |
hoping for better luck next time . |
so youre saying , by being here were failures ? |
in someones eyes , yes . |
to the seraphim or the powers-that-be . |
i dont believe so . |
i was meant to be here . |
rifugio is my place , my people . |
i am happier here than i ever was in life . |
we came to a hollow the size of a small auditorium , illuminated by a shaft to the surface , supplemented by glowing benches of stone that circled the room . |
the floor was crowded with gray folks , mostly with eyes closed . |
their scales were sparse if they had any at all . |
this is the newbie chamber , said taro . |
so to speak . |
some of the folks there have been here a long time . |
theyre slow learners . |
what are they learning ? |
songs ? |
yes , the song cycle , whispered taro . |
sixteen songs , over and over with the same steady tempo . |
if you want to be part of this community . |
you must learn . |
everything we do is based on the song cycles . |
we have no sun , no moon , no day or night . |
only the songs . |
singing is how we tell time . |
its how we stay together as a community . |
yeah , well ... |
i have to warn you . |
im pretty tone deaf . |
i even got kicked out of a church choir when i was nine . |
im horrible at remembering lyrics . |
no matter . |
youll have plenty of time to learn . |
everyone learns eventually . |
even the slow ones . |
in the newbie chamber they sing out loud half the time . |
that way you get to hear the patterns and words and in between you practice staying in synch . |
the room was still . |
not a hum or a murmur broke the silence . |
how come i dont hear any the occupants erupted in full-throated song , bellowing out a wandering melody in an unrecognizable language . |
most droned in unison , but a few lonely voices added harmony here and there about the room . |
taro joined them . |
i just looked on , feeling awkward . |
it went on for some time , the loose threads pulling together until everyone was in tune and in synch . |
and then the room went silent again . |
that was rainsong , said taro . |
it is almost done . |
riversong will soon begin . |
what language was that ? |
pan , we call it . |
proto-anatolian , according to lady an . |
its a dead language the language of the dead of the deeps . |
used only for the song cycle . |
no one comes here knowing it . |
we all have to learn from scratch we went in and found a spot on the floor , not too far from the entry . |
okay . |
what do we do now ? |
patience , said taro . |
riversong will begin soon . |
you will hear the first verse out loud . |
dont worry about the words . |
concentrate on the sound and pattern . |
*** the silence and dimness lulled me into a trance . |
i had managed to keep my claustrophobia in check , aided by the cavernous room . |
my mind wandered back to vermont , wondering how the girls were doing , hoping wendell was letting our holiday continue . |
everyone around me had closed their eyes and let out their breath . |
i could feel that something had changed in the room . |
i looked over at taro . |
he nodded to me . |
held up three fingers . |
two . |
one . |
out of nothing , a wall of thunderous vowels rose all around and immersed me in sound before falling away . |
and then again , it came like a wave . |
riversong began in fits and starts like that , almost like the beginnings of a rain storm , in spare , complicated syncopation . |
after a while , the notes coalesced and began to flow into a weird , trickling melody . |
i could almost hear cascades running over ledges . |
forget understanding the words . |
i dont think my mouth was even capable of articulating the sounds these people were making . |